#to get myself motivation lol

[qcoded]

Aaaa I haven't posted stuff for baby collector in a while xD

I wanna answer the asks i've gotten abt it, but i'm not really sure if people are still interested in it. Would you guys like to continue seeing baby collector art??

#q talks #feel free to reply thru comments #reblogs #or asks #tbh i might just redesign baby collector nefore ansewring any asks #to get myself motivation lol

[ask-queen-arti]

Maybe you aren't queen of the scavengers... But you definitely queen of my heart *wink wink fingerguns*

#rain world #rw artificer #arti answers #so uhh these were originally meant to be posted for valentines day lmao #ive just had zero motivation the last few months and really couldnt get myself to draw anything #but uhhh better two months late than never? lol

[ithinkimauggie]

Mm, yes... The one you call Benrey...

I've been advised by my employers that, his true nature is on something of a "need-to-know" basis...

And you, Doctor Freeman, do not need to know...

ayo fuck this painting lol have another cropped vers

#augsartt #hlvrai fanart #hl2vrai #hlvrai2 #hlvrai benrey #hlvrai benry #hlvrai #digital painting #art #digital art #my art #ugghhh this one was such a pain #i kept pushing myself and it turned out good but it took THREE DAYS #EWW MY ADHD BRAIN HATED THAT SHIT #and i defo over rendered but its fine fuck it lol #thank you to all the people who were so kind in the tags of my Gordon painting!!! #you guys gave me the motivation to get this one done so alsd;jf thanks <3 #ily all 😭😭 #pose is inspired by that one scene from Chicago lol #they both reached for the gun is the number you should watch it #okey goobie

[chalkrub]

mockley time it's mockley time will you have some mockleys of mine

#my art #oc #mockley #anthro #furry #dinosaur #i think i like this mockley i think i'm guiding her to where she needs to be design-wise to fit in with her human cohorts #and the lines were fun as hell to render. mockley has so many textures #been in an art rut recently. feel like i'm guiding my art where i don't want it to go. and also feel limited in what i can do #big pity party basically lol but it's good to recognise that and be like well whatever. just do some studies and get back on track #less throwing myself against the same wall and more finding a ladder to get over it. which will involve more studies and less oc drawings #and also less comparing myself to other people and especially people younger than me who have amazing art it's BAD for you #compete with YOURSELF and you can neverrr lose. you can never lose if you have fun LOSING #learn to LOVE losing #my favourite vinny vinesauce quote and one of my favourite motivational quotes ever. he said it as a joke while salty at mario kart #but it's resonated positively in my life ever since hearing it #fall in love with failing.....learn to love losing....(said to myself)

[kagoutiss]

(does not know if i will finish anything w this) very messy doodles for future comic maybe,, sry sheik for having u get thrown around like a pool noodle (he is OK)

#tloz #ocarina of time #oot #undercover sheik au #sheik #zelda #ganondorf #trying to not pressure myself to draw as much lately bc it’s felt hard #feeling motivated to storyboard comic stuff for the first time in a while is nice :-) #this is from when they met! Local Boy/Girl Tries To Kill Demigod With Regular Blade. Gets Launched Across Field By Largest Boot Ever #there’s a lot more to it but that’s part of it asgfhjhfsgsf #well ‘met’ as in ganondorf meets sheik. he’s already met zelda. who is the same person. it doesn’t matter lol

[wolvesbaned]

being an artist means you get the urge to idealize yourself sometimes. horrible for the ego

#i do not look like most of these. except the one with cargo shorts lol #the bottom left is me planning tattoos and also. drawing myself way more fit than i am #with the intention of motivating myself to get there eventually lol #star's sketches #sketch #dl #top left is me trying to draw out a potential haircut

[wikiangela]

fuck it friday

tagged by @jamespearce9-1-1 @daffi-990 @disasterbuckdiaz 💖

haven't written much lately bc I got too into oth and it's day 4 of watching and i'm like halfway through s2 lmao so I don't have much more of the married buddie fic (which is currently my priority) I can share without sharing everything haha - so, fuck it, here's a non-buddie snippet 🙈 i'm writing this just for me so like, who cares but also figured i'd share bc fuck it haha it's a ryan/taylor fic from the oc - they had an open ending where they weren't explicitly together, so in this fic they both go to college and keep in touch but aren't officially dating until she visits for christmukkah and they talk 🤣 it's very slowly coming together bc I deleted what I had and started from scratch lol

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It’s hard to coordinate phone calls with a nine hour time difference, especially since Taylor is… well, Taylor is Taylor. She takes up any extracurricular activity she can, gets involved in the social life of her university, and always has her schedule fully packed up. Sometimes when she tells Ryan about her day, he needs to ask if she's taking breaks and has time to breathe. But that’s Taylor. He can’t help but smile as he thinks about her restless need to do it all. He wishes he could be there to make sure she rests, too. 

He wishes he knew where they stand, as well. They’re kinda in this weird limbo right now. They talk at least a few times a week, they spent the last hour before she left making out on the train, but he’s still not sure if they’re dating, if they’re exclusive… He doesn’t think so, and it’s annoying to have to wonder. Taylor is usually so blunt and honest, and she’s always been the one needing reassurances on where they stand. But she’s not saying anything, and it’s slowly driving Ryan crazy.

He picks up the phone and throws his book to the side.

“Hey.” he whispers, falling back against his pillow.

“Hi, Ryan!” he hears her bubbly voice that instantly makes him feel all warm inside. When he closes his eyes, he can see her adorable smile and those piercing hazel eyes that always seem to look straight into his soul. 

“Hey.” he repeats, a smile forcing itself onto his face.

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#fuck it friday #ryan x taylor #fic snippet #wikiangela writes #my writing #my wips #ryan atwood #taylor townsend #the oc #the oc fic #feel free to ignore lol just sharing to motivate myself to keep writing #haven't written anything but buddie in so long omg #i hope i get the characters right 😬 #i just go where inspiration takes me and currently it's a couple sentences a day in various wips lol #i had a whole scene of ryan talking to seth too and i liked that and might use it but couldn't make it make sense haha

[greatmotivation]

In the labyrinth of negativity, ambition becomes ensnared, trapped within the thorns of doubt. Each step forward is met with the echoing whispers of failure, suffocating the flame of aspiration. Amidst the barren landscape of despair, dreams languish, withered by the relentless storm of pessimism.

#get motivated #motivation #motivating quotes #motivación #motivating myself #motivateyourself #reading #poem #love poem #artists on tumblr #long hair #poetry #life quotes #life lessons #life #lifestyle #life series #thought #kindness #emotions #meaning of life #library #landscape #lit #lol #lgbtq #long reads #love #literature #death note

[creaturefeaster]

Wait, I'm genuinely so so curious. what was that one screenshot about where atrox says "oh, you flatter me~"? I'VE ALLLWAYS wondered what that could be about,,, i really gotta know

Oh I remember that dialogue. He's being asked to model for a painting because he's just so purdy :3

#it's from the file i write drabbles out in that i sometimes put into the actual story #that one has sat stagnant and i cant remember if I finished/put it in or not id have to check later #brambleramble #i need to figure out how to motivate myself to write more. or how to make it easier on myself #ive been meaning to write more and get things sewn together better #but i get distracted with drawing always lol #and of course forever shy and self conscious about my writing

[bhpop]

Made this for @magicalbunbun !

I recommend checking out their blog as it's enjoyable and to support their content since they are very creative .

Update : I'm going to slowly be posting art again along with answering asks if there are any, I'm mainly just exploring and involving myself in other fandoms to have fun and gain creativity ! Though I am still a Twst fan and just mainly have new interests.

#fanart #hazbin hotel adam #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel au #getting myself out of art block and gaining motivation lol

[emocatkeith]

It's the anniversary of Peppino's transition, and despite everyone's differences and vitriol towards one another, they're more than willing to celebrate alongside the transmasc chef!

^^ He was the one who made the pizza. Suffice to say, they're never letting Pizzahead near a stove again.

Bonus Madeline and her uncle Peppino hanging out together after a long day because they deserve it

#sorry if these look messy! for some reason ive been having trouble motivating myself to draw and its getting really annoying #also ive never played celeste before but it seems fun! i like madeline :) #anyways sorry that this is so ooc for them i just wanted to draw something sweet for my current hyperfixation!!! #pizza tower #pizza tower spoilers #peppino spaghetti #gustavo and brick #the vigilante #the noise #noisette #pepperman #snick the porcupine #mr. stick #fake peppino #mort the chicken #pizzahead #pizzaface #madeline celeste #tw chest scars #btw fritzangle is just my twitter handle lol #trans headcanon

[alexeithegoat]

Whenever I’m feeling unmotivated and can’t move from my spot (or if I’m doomscrolling endlessly), I quietly tell myself to ‘GO GO GO’ like I’m in some kinda task force. It really helps and I get moving to complete whatever task my neurodivergency has put off once again!

If anyone has any autism/adhd friendly motivation tips, absolutely feel free to rb 💜

#autism #adhd #motivation tips #idk LOL #but thhis occurred to me that often i will forget to eat so i have to tell myself or get someone else to tell me to GO🪿 #didn’t mean to add that emoji LOL #alexei talks

[non-un-topo]

Propaganda below

Summerwind

I'm considering this fic a sort of practice for an original novel I will never write. It's very heavy on the original characters and the headcanons of course, being a story about Yusuf and Nicolo and their families that spans from 1074-1099. I've mapped it out to around 7 or 8 chapters, though this could change. I'm putting a lot of historical research into it, so it's been kind of a passion-project. Will get violent and all that good dark stuff, but is also quite emotional at times. It switches POV between Yusuf and Nicolo (but I promise I will get you to fall in love with at least one of the family members). I will say I can't promise a lot of romance, as I'm expecting to end it shortly after their first deaths, besides a smidge of one-sided infatuation (guess which side hehe). We know what happens to them after 1099 anyway, lol. They live happily ever after for 900+ years.

Fool's Gold

This one has needed a ton of rewriting and still might, but it's slowly getting there. There's a bit of a mystery, though I wouldn't say it's the main genre. The QQ are fleeing an accidental crime (thank Quynh), conning their way south until they stop in Tripura, starving and penniless and full of lice. As with my other QQ mysteries, they get roped into some tense affairs that shouldn't concern them. There's a European woman who's set up a mining operation on the territory, for reasons unknown to the locals. She's promising a huge reward, though, for the person who can find this unnamed thing she's searching for. There's also a very sick population who needs the money. The QQ split up in this, and the POV switches between them all. There's conning and aliases, alchemy (well, not really, but Yusuf is pretty convincing), lepers, a badass little girl and her bratty brother you'll want to kill, and there's a slightly heavier focus on Quynh.

#this is my focus group lol. i'm pitching these projects because i've been so tired and busy and have had trouble motivating myself #or i could just write whatever i want to write and not think about it! #i should also state that i'm not looking for a beta or help with writing these ones just because that's not my usual forte #and they're very personal projects to me. i go into an almost meditative state when i write lol. it's a ritual #i know the fandom is dwindling and i don't really care. eases the pressure a little bit when it comes to writing what you want #if y'all want me to get weird though i can do weird

[raiiny-bay]

wip

#hi. i think this edit is almost done #well. no. it IS almost done. probably gonna finish it tomorrow #i really want to do some writing today but will i? #i think i need to join like. a writing group or something bc i suck at self motivating but #idk. sounds scary. so. probably not. #i wouldn't know where to find one anyway & if i did. i probably wouldn't interact much. #i'm one of those doesn't speak unless spoken to people tbh #n e way. i've been really into my plants lately lol #my lil round cactus is growing fruits!!!! #it's never done that before so i'm hoping to save the seeds & try growing them myself. gonna set up a terrarium #& my haworthia is looking significantly better than it was before #it was all sunburned & sad but now it's very green!!! & happier!! i think i need to water it today #my desert rose however....... needs work. i don't think i know how to take care of it very well. #i looked up care instructions & it said to keep the soil moist but also to let it dry out completely so??? idk that's a lil confusing #i'm gonna put it in a more gravelly soil & see if that helps #i also propped my bunny ear cactus bc it was getting all droopy & heavy so #now i'm gonna have baby cacti!! so exciting #rainyrambles

[bekkathyst]

I’ve been trying to get this shop update done but every day has been a massive battle between work and my ADHD. I have to be way more strict with myself to get this shop update done than I have been and I’m already severely behind schedule 🥲 on top of that, our car broke and we need to spend tomorrow getting it fixed so there has just been a lot going on.

I really want to get this shop update done so that if all goes well, we can take a rest/break during the second half of December. I feel like I’ve been going going going nonstop since like February with big life changes and work and I’ve just on the brink of a burn out that I would really like to avoid.

But anyway I’m just popping in to say I haven’t fallen off the face of the earth, I have some nice things planned for the end of the year for the shop and I’m going to try to do as many of them as I can without overdoing it.

#I think I mentally over hyped this shop update so much that I gave myself adhd paralysis about it #it feels overwhelming but I know it won’t get better unless I actually start making progress #also it doesn’t help that BH3 has not only invaded my every waking moment #but has also infiltrated my dreams 💀 #it’s a good motivator to make that break happen though I will say #BG3* lol I can’t edit the typo #original

[minamaybe]

anyone else feel all consuming dread the day before something they've been looking forward to is happening or is that just me?

#in other news - I'm getting my first tattoo tomorrow and im this 👌 close to losing my mind lol #like ive wanted a tattoo for YEARS #i always knew this motive would be the one i wanna get #and now im second guessing everything bc i fundamentally distrust myself with my decisions #like what if it turns out not how i imagined #or what if it does and turns out the way i imagined it was always dumb and wrong #whenever i change my appearance in any way im gripped with terror bc i imagine people going “this is what she thinks looks good? okaayyy...” #and this is such a permanent change so im really freaking out lol #i know its very irrational #and that i have one wild and precious life and should use it to do what makes me happy #but sometimes my life long anxieties really come through strongly lol #anyway done ranting into The Void now #if anyone relates to these feelings and has some calming words that would be amazing #at the same time i really hope no one can relate bc this is so silly and annoying :( #mina mumbles