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I am in tears over the way they chose to draw the jelly chia for this colouring page.

#PUT THAT THANG AWAYYYY

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Well... Rainbow dash told me to tell you her top surgery scars have healed incredibly well over the past years. And that she still thinks of you from time to time. And she misses what the two of you had, the good times, the.. the memories. The laughs. god, the laughs.

#mlp

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#how i start any essay

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People talk about the surprise albums from people like Taylor Swift or Beyoncé that drop with zero warning but I have just been existing in this world where every album I've ever heard in my life has been a surprise album because I didn't know that musicians had schedules that we could see

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happy lesbian visibility week

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spring horror is good because of the symbolism of death and rebirth and storms and everything being vibrant but still cold. and summer horror is good because sweltering heat and insects and long days. and fall horror is good because halloween and death and scary movies. and winter horror is good because snow contrasting with blood and freezing temperatures and long nights. btw.

#fuck yeah seasons and nature as a whole being important in horror media my beloved

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guy who makes a spreadsheet to figure out if his crush likes him back

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What's your stance on the issues?

on every single one?

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the gifs i find on this website... you guys are art curators

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WORM TOWNNNNN!!!!!!

If you wanna do this!! @mrsegbert @lesbiten and @icedmetaltea

fuck it. worm on a string picrew chain. let's fucking go

happy worm creation my friends

tagging @areyoudoingthis @cursed-coat-of-homosexuality @peanutbutterex @tfemteach @piratecaptainscaptainpirates (no pressure 💛)

#tagged for me #picrew #troutpopulation #long post

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we dont even get 9/11 off of work. like i guess you were never THAT sad about it

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I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.

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i really like looking at google image searches for “firemen rescuing cats” or something because you get super cute pictures like

AND THEN THERE’S THIS ONE

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me!!! womp

thanks 4 tagging me tea!!! its late at night and i dont wanna disturb anyone so if you wanna do this, feel free to!

i found a cool tag game on twitter and i really wanna import it (o^ ^o)

this picrew + the last song you listened to :]

no pressure tags: @blood-loving-leech @overtaken-boredom @lesbianthatyaps @kameonerd566 @hexedvampire @laczki @anonymous-shxtposter @fleurafae @flovqy + anyone who wants to do it <3

#i think i may have already did this before because this was there when i went to make a new one XD #didnt have anything i really wanted to change so i went ahead and used that ^^ #tagged for me #icedmetaltea #long post

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we need to bring back inviting people over for cake and coffee. my grandma used to do that all the time and I think it's a lost art

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I forgot how lonely it is to write original fiction.

Where are the kudos? The subscriptions? The comments? The people cheerleading me chapter to chapter? Where are the kind words and compliments and reassurances that what I'm writing isn't complete crap? Where are the unhinged emojis? The asks on Tumblr? Where are my mutuals in my dms apologizing for not reading the latest chapter right away (side note, you know you don't have to apologize at all, right??). Where is the fanart? Where are the recs?

Where is my motivation to keep going?

It's something I've been thinking about a lot, actually, lately. How the experience of writing fanfic is so unique. How you already have an audience, willing and waiting and captive. And that's really it, isn't it? You have an audience. It's almost performative, writing fanfic. It's being on a stage, a one-person show (or two, if you do it with a friend); it's getting live reactions to your performance, it's feeding off the energy of the crowd and informing it back in a feedback loop; it's improvised, sometimes, in almost-real-time. It's building something that you couldn't have built by yourself. A thing that takes on a life of its own.

It's an experience you can't get writing original fiction, and, honestly, not having it is making it hard to write something original at all.