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Destiny & Deliverance: Chapter 20

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Series Rating: Explicit (18+)

Series Summary: Natalia Cohen is experiencing major life changes, beginning with leaving an emotionally abusive husband. She is learning how to navigate life on her own while dealing with high functioning anxiety, depression, and mild PTSD. Everything is looking up for her. She is a highly respected consultant for a major LA firm, has her best friend, Lauren, by her side, and is on her path to healing. Everything changes when she meets a handsome and broken stranger on a work trip. He turns out to be a well-known actor, with a heart-breaking past. They quickly develop a connection that will forever alter their lives.

Warnings: Themes dealing with mental health, emotional trauma, alcohol use, and discussions about suicide. There will be fluff, tears, spicy language, and smut. This will be a slow burn type of story. Read at your own risk.

Chapter Quote: "I'll do whatever it takes to make you happy."

My entire morning was dragging after finding out about the TMZ article and Instagram post. I could feel the staff's eyes on me and hear the whispers. Everyone knew about it. Once I had a minute to myself, I sent Dieter a text about everything. That was two hours ago, and he still hadn’t answered. I had a feeling he was dealing with a shit storm of epic proportions. The longer I went without hearing from him, the more anxious I felt.

As my final meeting was coming to an end, I saw a notification pop up on my phone. Normally I wouldn’t check my phone during a meeting, but I needed to hear from him.

DIETER: Sorry it took me so long to respond. This morning has been crazy. You want to come over to my house when you leave work? I’m meeting with my manager and publicist.

ME: Yeah, I’ll come straight there.

DIETER: Just a head’s up... TMZ is about to post an update. They have info on you. They are refusing to keep it under wraps. We tried everything. I’m sorry.

I sighed heavily and let out a quiet “fuck” under my breath. Everyone sitting near me looked in my direction. Aubrey had heard it too, but she continued speaking as she gave me a concerned look. I opened the browser on my phone and hit refresh on the article. There were multiple updates posted since earlier this morning. Several ‘sources’ had indicated that Dieter was under the influence of some unknown substance during the confrontation, which they said was related to concerns over his current relationship. They had also added a screen shot of this morning's Instagram post. Another ‘source’ raised concerns about his current mental health status due to his unusual behavior the last few months.

I squeezed the bridge of my nose where a deep throb was forming. This was so ridiculous and blown out of proportion. Who were they even talking with to get this information? I hit refresh again. Sure enough, there was a new update. They had my picture from the company website along with all sorts of details about me, including where I worked. I exhaled slowly as I leaned back in my seat. Aubrey was just wrapping up the meeting. While everyone filed out of the conference room, she and Kerrie walked over noticing that I was upset. When they asked what was going on, I didn’t say anything. I unlocked my phone and handed it to Aubrey.

Aubrey’s eyes grew wide as she handed the phone to Kerrie.

“Wow. That didn’t take long, huh?”

“Where are they getting this information? It’s not even accurate.”

“There is no telling,” Kerrie said as she returned my phone.

“I should probably go before the paparazzi show up here.”

I quickly walked back to my office to gather my things, then headed out the back door toward my car. I noticed there were already a couple of people across the street milling around with cameras. I kept my head down, walking in the opposite direction toward where I parked. I managed to make it out of there without being noticed.

I arrived at Dieter’s a short time later, without incident. When I keyed into the front door, I could hear voices coming from the kitchen. I paused to take a few deep breaths to calm my nerves.

“This is fucking ridiculous. Where are they getting their information? Someone that was there with Anna has to be feeding it to them.”

A woman’s voice spoke up, “D., you were yelling. I’m sure anyone seated around you could have figured out what it was about.”

“Yeah, but what about these sources? It’s all total bullshit. I swear, it sounds like Ann...”

I sat my bags down on the couch before walking into the kitchen as Dieter was speaking. He was leaning against the counter, until he caught sight of me. He stopped mid sentence, walking over to hug me tightly and immediately started apologizing.

“Stop apologizing. It’s fine. I’m ok.”

He pulled away as he moved his hand to cup my face. He gave me a questioning look, trying to decide if I was being honest or not. He seemed satisfied with what he saw before leaning in to give me a quick kiss on the lips. He reached down to grab my hand and led me further into the kitchen to where the man and woman were sitting at the kitchen table. He then introduced me to his publicist, Elaine, and his manager, Ty.

Elaine was probably in her late forties. She had blonde hair swept up into a neat bun. She was dressed business casual, but there was something elegant and genial about her. Ty seemed to be around the same age. He had dark hair with a hipster vibe about him. His face was very smug and judgy. Something about him was already rubbing me the wrong way.

As Dieter introduced us, Elaine gave me a warm smile and shook my hand. Ty on the other hand, looked me up and down before saying, “I would love to say I’ve heard a lot about you, but he has told us absolutely nothing before today.” He followed that statement with a tight smile before turning his gaze to Dieter in an admonishing way.

“That’s not accurate. I told you about her a long time ago. I just didn’t share intimate details because my personal life is my business.”

“Yeah, until it’s not,” Ty shot back at him.

Elaine jumped in, “Ok guys, let’s not argue. Let’s just figure out how we’re going to deal with this, please.”

“D., I’ve got to ask… you swear you're not using again? Be honest. We can’t help if we don’t know.”

Ty glanced over at me as he spoke. Almost like he wanted to see my reaction.

“I’m sorry, I probably shouldn’t have asked that in front of your lady,” he added.

My eyes were focused on Ty. I could feel the intense look forming on my face. I knitted my brows together and tilted my head slightly as I tried to read his body language. That was exactly his intention. Was he testing us or just trying to be an ass?

“It’s fine, Ty. She already knows everything,” Dieter said as he grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze. He could sense that I was on edge with this guy. He gave me a comforting smile before turning back to Ty.

“I can’t believe you’re really asking me that. I’m completely clean. I didn’t even have any alcohol to drink last night. Neither of us did.”

“You’ve been so secretive lately and haven’t really been in touch with us unless you have to be. I’m just making sure. We don’t know what you’ve been up to,” Ty replied.

“I’ve been on a fucking break. Here. Staying out of trouble like you told me to do.”

I was starting to get annoyed with Ty’s line of questioning. He was being very negative. I felt the need to say something.

“For what it’s worth, I can vouch for him. He’s been working really hard at getting his shit together and he’s been doing great. Truly. We’re together the majority of the time, so I would know if he was doing something like that.”

“I’m sorry, what was your name again?” Ty asked. I narrowed my eyes at him in response. He waved his hands and shook his head in a way that said ‘never mind’ before continuing, “Look, I don’t know you. No offense, but for all I know you could be feeding him lines of coke off those pert tits of yours all the while telling us everything is hunky-dory.”

I had to bite my tongue. I nodded my head as I gave him a tight smile and exhaled loudly. Dieter braced for my response, but I didn’t give one. I wasn’t really sure how to handle this situation.

Elaine interjected, “Ok, that’s enough Ty. Stop being a dick.” Ty gave her a sarcastic smile before leaning back into his seat and crossing his arms.

“Look D., I can tell by looking at you that you’re clean. Don’t listen to him,” she added.

I turned to go grab my laptop and phone off of the couch, then walked toward the back door. Dieter gave me a questioning look. I couldn’t stay in here with this guy for another minute.

“I’m gonna go sit out here and work until you're done.”

“You don’t have to do that. You’re in my life now. I don’t mind if you're involved in these discussions.”

“I’m not so sure that’s a good idea.” I raised my brows at him. He knew what I was saying. I was going to lose it on this guy if I stayed. He gave me a tight nod in understanding.

I exited to the back yard and walked over to sit under the canopy of the rounded daybed to avoid the afternoon sun. I propped myself up on several outdoor pillows and stretched my legs out before getting back to work on my laptop. It was hard to focus given the day’s events. My thoughts were wandering as were my eyes. I couldn’t help glancing toward the glass doors. I could make out Dieter’s dark figure pacing around the kitchen, gesturing with his arms as he talked. Based on his mannerisms, he seemed frustrated. I felt that too.

I wasn’t sure how much time passed before the back door opened. Dieter came out carrying a takeout container and two bottles of water. He sat everything on a nearby table before crawling up the daybed toward my right side. I slid my laptop off to the left, giving him space to hover above the right side of my body as he leaned in for a lingering kiss. He pulled back slightly as his eyes roamed over my face.

“Lunch is here. Gotta make sure you don’t get hangry.” I chuckled.

“Thank you. How is it going in there?” He sighed as he sank down to lay his head on my chest. His right arm reached around and hugged me tightly.

“It’s going. I think we’ve settled on releasing a statement. Elaine is drafting it now. I’m not cool with people thinking I was under the influence. That’s the part that bothers me the most, aside from them posting all the details about you, obviously.”

“Can I ask you about that Instagram post?” He groaned.

“I’m sorry. I should’ve talked to you before I did that. I was hell-bent on making a point.”

He raised his head to look at me. He had a fierce look in his eyes, “I meant it though. I don’t need anyone but you. You’re kinda it for me and I don’t care who knows. They can all fuck off if they have a problem with it. I hope you’re not mad about it.”

“I’m not mad, but a heads up would’ve been helpful. I had to find all this stuff out from my assistant and boss as soon as I walked into the office this morning. Under normal circumstances, I probably would’ve found it to be a turn on, actually. But, the whole public side of everything just adds a weird layer to it, you know what I mean?”

“Shit, mi vida, I’m sorry. I really didn’t think that through. It was impulsive. I shouldn’t have done it.”

He scooted to sit upright, then pulled me into a hug. I nuzzled into the crook of his neck while he pressed a kiss to the top of my head. He began to run his fingers through the back of my hair.

“I’ve never been in an actual relationship, so I’m probably gonna fuck up… a lot. I’m asking for a little grace in advance because I’m not really sure how to navigate all this. But... I’ll do whatever it takes to make you happy.”

I pulled away, reaching to cup his cheek as our eyes met.

“We’ll figure it out together. You just need to make sure you’re communicating your thoughts and feelings with me, ok?”

He shook his head in agreement before reaching to grab my hand that was resting on his cheek. He held it as he turned to kiss the palm. Then he leaned forward to kiss me on the lips. His tongue quickly found its way into my mouth for a moment. He pulled away, giving me a deep gaze. His eyes were now hooded with desire.

“I better get back in here before Ty comes looking for me.”

“I don’t think Ty is a fan of me.”

“Ty is a dick. He’s also friends with Anna, so there’s no telling what’s going on in his head.”

“Oh, is that gonna be a problem?”

“Possibly. We’ll see.”

I gave him a concerned look. He responded with a tight small and raised eyebrows before moving to get up and walk back toward the house. As I watched him, my eyes were drawn to the two silhouettes in the kitchen window. Elaine and Ty had been watching us.

I suddenly felt like our private moment had been violated. Then again, I should probably get used to that. The quiet world we had been living in was quickly crumbling around us. I had a sinking feeling in my gut that we were about to be tested. My only hope was that we could handle it.

I moved over to the table with my laptop so that I could eat as I continued to work. However, that was soon interrupted by my cell phone ringing. It was Lauren calling. She must have finally gotten wind of what was going on. As soon as I answered, she was in full interrogation mode.

“What the actual fuck is going on? What is all this stuff on TMZ? And that Instagram post? What the hell happened in Sonoma?”

I quickly filled her in on all the details as I nibbled at my lunch. I could feel my chest tightening as I relayed the events from the previous night.

“Well, I’m happy you both finally stood up to Anna. She is such a bitch. I can’t believe she said that shit. It’s so fucked up. It’s almost like she was trying to get that kind of reaction out of him.”

“Oh, I’m fairly certain that was the exact reaction she was shooting for. She knows how to push his buttons, unfortunately.”

“Should we be concerned about his reaction? He’s never been like that before, right?”

“Not that I’ve seen. I’d be lying if I said it didn’t concern me a little. He wasn’t responding to me initially, but I think he was just trying to focus on staying calm.”

“Yeah, hopefully that’s all it was.”

Lauren and I ended our conversation after that with promises for the two of us to get together soon. It felt like we hadn’t spent any quality friend time together in ages, and I hated that. She had seemed less engaged lately, blaming it on being short staffed at the shop. I briefly found myself wondering if she had something going on that she wasn’t sharing. It would be unusual for her to keep something from me though. I wasn’t sure if I had the mental capacity to think about that too much at the moment, so I dismissed the thought.

Soon after hanging up with Lauren, Aubrey called to check in and see how I was doing. She told me to take the following day off to try and relax after the madness of today. She also told me to work from home for the next little bit until things calmed down, noting that guys with cameras were hanging around the building. All I could do was apologize. I felt awful that my place of employment was having to deal with this mess too, but she was having none of it.

“Talia, after what I saw in here with you two yesterday, I can’t bring myself to care. I don’t think I’ve ever seen you that happy or content. It is what it is. We’ll handle it.”

I could feel myself getting a little emotional. Tears started to form in the corners of my eyes. She was always more supportive of me than she needed to be. I had to take a moment to steady my voice before responding.

“Thank you. I appreciate it. Hopefully it will blow over quickly.”

After hanging up with Aubrey, I sat staring at my laptop, completely disassociating for a time, feeling like my mind needed a break. I was soon brought back to reality by the sound of footsteps. When I glanced up, I was greeted by Elaine’s approaching smile.

“Do you mind if I join you for a few minutes? Dieter and Ty are on a conference call with the studio. I don’t want to be in on that one if I can help it.”

“Uhh, yeah, sure. Have a seat,” I motioned to the seat next to me as I moved the empty food container out of the way.

She sat down beside me, still smiling before she continued, “You work for Aubrey, right?”

My head snapped back toward her, eyes widened in surprise.

“Yeah…how did you…”

“We have friends in common, so we’ve spent a lot of time together. I didn’t realize who you were until I read that article. I’ve heard her say a lot of really good things about you.”

“Oh well, small world.” I gave a timid laugh. I wasn’t sure where this was going.

“You know, I was with Dieter during a few meetings in New York. He seemed different, even then. I’m pretty sure he was enamored with you the moment you met.”

I couldn’t help the look of disbelief that came across my face, “I doubt that.”

“I’m serious. I mean, he’d been trying to straighten his life out for some time, but something changed after that trip. He seemed a lot more focused and determined. I think that had a lot to do with you.”

I couldn’t help the half smile that crept across my face. If I was honest, I think I was probably enamored with him before we even said a word to each other that first night at the bar.

“I’ve been working with Dieter since the beginning, and I’ve never seen him like this with anyone. I can see that he’s in love with you. I think you’re good for him. So, ignore anything Ty says. He’s blind and also a dick. If you need to throw some of that sass at him that I’ve heard so much about, do it. He needs to be put in his place every once in a while.”

I chuckled. Of course, Aubrey had mentioned that. It was the thing she loved most about me. I could always say what she couldn’t. As far as Elaine was concerned, she was definitely earning some points in my book. I felt like she was being sincere and meant what she was saying. I was happy to find that Dieter had at least one decent person on his side.

“Thank you. I probably needed to hear that. I’m happy he has you. Everyone else I’ve met so far, aside from his family… I’ve just not been impressed. I can understand why he feels like he doesn't have enough support.”

“It’s not the easiest industry to work in. Especially when you have things going on like he does. I’m happy he found someone from the outside that he can trust.”

We were interrupted by Dieter sticking his head out the back door to announce they were off the call. I decided to give up on work for the day since I couldn’t concentrate and had made zero progress. I gathered up all of my things and followed Elaine inside. Elaine and Ty didn’t stay much longer after that, thankfully.

Dieter made a point to set his phone to ‘do not disturb’ after they left. He was over it all and looked exhausted. He flopped down on the couch. I followed, squeezing in between him and the back of it, cuddling into his side. He wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on my head. Both of us sat in silence for some time before he spoke up.

“I’ve been asked to go see my therapist tomorrow. I’m a little pissed that Ty has no confidence in me.”

“How involved is he with that stuff?”

“Not really that involved. He just likes to make sure I’m going regularly. He doesn’t know the details of anything.”

“Well, maybe it's not a bad idea. This week has been a lot for you. It couldn’t hurt. I can take you if you want. Aubrey told me to take tomorrow off. I can pop in to visit Lauren at the shop while you’re there.”

“Yeah, sure. I think I’d like that.”

We spent the rest of the evening on the couch together catching up on some of our shows and enjoying each other’s company. It was a nice end to the day given how it had started. It was exactly what we needed to recover from the drama.

When the alarm went off at 7AM the next morning, Dieter was not there. I sighed when my fingers met with the cold sheets on his side of the bed. As I lay wondering how long he had been awake, he came walking into the room wearing nothing but gym shorts and carrying a cup of coffee. He handed it over to me as I sat up.

“Despierta, bella durmiente.”

I squinted at him in confusion, “What?”

“Wake up, sleeping beauty,” he repeated in English with a smirk.

“I don’t know about beauty. I’m pretty sure I look like a hot mess.”

I could tell my hair was sticking up in every direction after having Dieter’s hands tangled in it for an extended time the previous night. Even though we were both worn out, we still had the need to partake in some stress relieving activities before sleep took us. It was becoming part of our nightly routine at this point.

He rolled his eyes at me, “Whatever you say, mi amor.”

I smiled at his response. I understood that pet name.

“I happen to like the wild sex hair look, it’s a good reminder of our late night activities,” he added with a playful smile and a wink before walking into his closet.

“I probably need to run to my house to grab some clothes.”

“I should just give you space in my closet so you have some things here for days like this.”

He walked out and threw one of his band t-shirts at me to wear. I raised an eyebrow at him.

“Is that right? Are we those people now?” I huffed out a laugh.

“Just trying to make your life a little easier babe,” he replied with a flirty grin.

“I guess this means I shouldn’t make you live out of a gym bag at my place anymore then.”

I gave him a teasing look as I took another sip of my coffee.

“I mean, it would save me from all the wrinkles and it’s the polite thing to do.”

He shrugged as he sat down on the bed beside me with a toothy smile on his face. I reached up to slide my hand around to the back of his neck, pulling him in for a deep kiss. He briefly paused to take the coffee mug out of my other hand and sat it on the nightstand. Then, he lifted the comforter and crawled underneath it, hovering above my naked body to settle in between my thighs.

As he kissed down the crook of my neck, he reached down to my folds, rubbing gently. He groaned when he felt how wet I already was for him. He inserted two fingers painfully slow as his thumb found the bundle of nerves at my center. His touch caused a sudden jolt of heat to radiate through me. I arched up toward his mouth, which had found its way to my breast. My hands twisted in his curls as he kissed and sucked every inch of me that he had access to, causing me to climax quickly. It was amazing how well he could work my body into a frenzy. I didn’t understand it, but I welcomed it without hesitation every time.

He continued to shower me with soft caresses and kisses until I came down from my high. My immediate response was to reach for his shorts and shove them down his hips far enough to release the hardness I could feel pressing against me. As soon as he was free, I lined him up with my entrance. He responded by slowly sinking into me for the first few thrusts. He abruptly switched to hard thrusts in, all the way to the hilt, but pulled out ever so slowly. With each thrust in, I could feel my muscles quiver slightly. Ready to be taken over the edge again. A small whimper escaped my mouth every time he slammed into me. This pace was maddening, and he knew it.

“Fuck, I’m so close. Stop teasing me. Please,” I managed to cry out between moans.

“What do you need, mi amor. Tell me.”

I could feel his warm breath against my ear as he spoke in a low, sensual tone.

“Faster… please.”

He acquiesced by gradually increasing speed, but still thrusting just as hard. It didn’t take long after that. I quickly came undone around him. He followed soon after, burying his face into my neck. Muffling the low grunts that were escaping his lips.

He hovered above me with his head leaning down toward my chest for several minutes, trying to catch his breath. When he raised it to look at me, I reached for his face and ran my thumb down his plump bottom lip as we looked into each other's eyes. Taking in the shared emotions of the moment. Our time together only seemed to be getting more passionate. It was a miracle to me that we could handle it. I took that as a testament to how much we had both evolved emotionally.

“We really should get in the shower, or else I’m gonna be late.”

I nodded in agreement before giving him one last kiss. He pulled himself out of me with a small grunt, moving to get up. He discarded his shorts on the floor before he walked toward the bathroom. I followed behind to join him. Showering together was becoming pretty routine at this point too. Any chance we got for bonding time, we took full advantage of.

We both had to rush to get ready so that he wasn’t late for his appointment. I didn’t have time to stop and get fresh clothes, so I ended up wearing my skinny jeans from the day before with his t-shirt. Luckily, I had a spare pair of comfy sneakers stowed away in my car.

He was quiet on the way to his appointment, seeming somewhat anxious. He had his right arm propped on the passenger side door with his hand fisted under his chin as he looked out the window. His left hand sat on his thigh while his thumb rubbed back and forth against the other four digits non-stop. I reached over to grab his left hand, entwining our fingers together, hoping it would help calm him. I wasn’t sure that it did.

I pulled up to the front door of his therapist office to drop him off. He leaned in and gave me a quick kiss before exiting the vehicle. I really hoped his session went ok. I wasn’t sure how much more he could handle this week.

After dropping him off, I made my way over to Lauren’s shop. I needed to pick up some supplies, but also wanted to visit with her if she wasn’t too busy. However, when I got there, I was informed that she was taking the day off because she wasn’t feeling well. I found that to be odd. I tried calling her as I wandered down the painting supply aisles. She didn’t answer. I sent her a quick text.

ME: Hey, stopped by to see you and they said you’re out sick. You ok? Need anything?

I didn’t get an immediate response back. Maybe she was asleep? Weird.

I continued browsing for another twenty minutes or so. Finally, my phone pinged.

LAUREN: No, I’m good. Just sleeping it off.

That’s it. Nothing else. Typically, she tended to overshare the gory details. Something had to be going on with her. I felt like I needed to talk to her about it.

I gathered up the remaining items that I needed, then headed toward the checkout counter. I still had some time to kill before going to pick Dieter up, so I decided to run by his favorite smoothie place to pick something up for us. When I got there, it was fairly empty. However, I could feel eyes on me as I stood in line. I glanced around and noticed a couple of girls sitting in a booth looking my way like they recognized me. Geez. I felt like I needed to resort to wearing a hat and sunglasses like Dieter often did. I made a point to turn away from them so they couldn’t see my face. Luckily, I got our order fairly quickly after that and hightailed it back to my car.

I made my way back toward Dieter’s therapist office. I managed to find a parking spot nearby to wait. He still had about ten minutes left. To kill some time, I pulled out my phone to scroll through social media. As soon as I opened the app, I checked the one message alert that popped up. It was from Kerrie. She shared a picture of me at the smoothie shop that had just been posted by a fan account. There was a second picture of Dieter wearing the same t-shirt at some point in time. So they take inventory of his clothing too? And I had literally just left the place.

“Fucking hell. This is so ridiculous.”

I shook my head, closing the app without reading any of the comments. I didn’t want to know what they had to say. Just as I threw my phone down on the middle console, I saw Dieter walking out of the building, briefly stopping to pull out his phone. I assumed to check in on where I was. I quickly pulled out of the parking spot to meet him.

He had an irritated scowl on his face as he got into the car and shut the door a little harder than necessary. I stuck his smoothie in front of his face, and he softened some as he took it from me. He turned, giving me a small smile before sticking the straw in his mouth. I took a minute to pull out onto the main road before I spoke, “I’m almost afraid to ask, but did everything go ok?”

He was quiet for a time as he continued to work on his smoothie. I could tell he was thinking about how to respond.

“He wants to make some adjustments to my medication. The med provider agreed, so I’ve gotta go pick up some prescriptions.”

“Why does he want to do that?”

“Because I’m still having trouble sleeping and the anxiety is getting worse. They’re trying a different sleeping pill and different dosage amounts on the other stuff. I know it’s just because I’m leaving to film soon. It’s got me a little amped up. I really don’t wanna be dealing with medication changes on top of that. It tends to mess with me until I adjust.”

I didn’t really know what to say. I reached over to grab his hand in comfort. He spoke up again, directing me to one of the local pharmacies so he could pick up his prescriptions. I parked and started to grab my purse, but he told me I could wait in the car. Before he got out, he grabbed his hat, sunglasses, and earbuds. His ultimate “don’t talk to me” look. He reached in for his drink before shutting the door. I watched him walk toward the main entrance with his head down. He looked defeated and I hated it for him. He still had a long road ahead of him.

It took a while before his prescription was ready since they had just called it in. He finally came shuffling out the doors forty-five minutes after he went in. He was immediately approached by someone shoving a camera in his face. I could tell he was annoyed, but still smiled and chatted with the guy as he walked. I assumed it was paparazzi since they were clearly recording the entire interaction. When Dieter got to the car and opened the door, I could hear the guy yelling my name and asking how I was today. I mustered a small smile and wave as Dieter shut the door.

“I guess our quiet little bubble has burst, huh?”

“Yep. Welcome to my world.”

He gave me an annoyed look as he put his seatbelt on. I backed out as the guy continued to film. We were both beyond ready to go home.

During our remaining two weeks together, we spent as much time at home as we could. Dieter enlisted his assistant, Rylee, to pick things up for us as needed. She was a sweet girl and seemed like a genuinely good person, which I was thankful for. She had a lot of spunk and a fun personality, with brightly colored hair to match. He was going to need that while he was away. He was going to need all the help and positivity he could get.

As his departure date neared, he was clearly getting more anxious. He tried to keep himself busy preparing for the role during the hours that I worked. Our free time was spent wrapped up with each other, locking the rest of the world out. It was the only time he seemed to relax in the slightest.

Since his change in medication, there were some days he felt terrible. He started having intense headaches and nausea almost immediately. The doctor insisted that was normal the first few weeks, which was frustrating for him. He was worried it wouldn’t stop before filming began, adding an extra layer to his anxiety. It did seem to be happening less as the days went on, but that did little to ease his fears. It also didn’t seem to be doing much to remedy the issues for which he was taking them, further frustrating him.

In an effort to keep his spirits up, we started planning our trips to see each other. The first trip would be three weeks after filming started. I would be spending a week with him while he worked. He had a scheduled three-day break four weeks after that. Which meant he would fly back home during that time. By then they would be getting into filming out in the middle of nowhere, so we decided to play it by ear at that point because of my work schedule. I had hoped that having those planned visits would give him something to look forward to. A positive distraction to focus on rather than the negative thoughts he said often plagued him.

The morning that he was set to leave, he was a scattered mess. His thoughts were all over the place. He was jumping from one topic to another as he rushed around to make sure he had everything he needed. I felt like he was doing everything he could to not focus on the fact that he was leaving, which was probably a good thing. Both of us seemed to be avoiding that topic directly.

Rylee was traveling with Dieter, so she showed up around an hour before their car arrived to take them to the airport. They went through several checklists to make sure he was all set. I was thankful for that because I had no idea what all he needed. It also helped to keep him distracted.

Before we knew it, their car was out front waiting as they hauled their luggage out. We kept our goodbye brief with a tight embrace and passionate kiss, all while avoiding direct eye contact and not saying a word. We both knew if we lingered too long, one of us would break down. I didn’t want to stress him further, so I knew we needed to avoid that at all costs.

As soon as his car was out of sight, I lost all composure. I couldn’t help it. I had a terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach, and it was making me nauseous. I was worried about how he was going to handle this. As I sat on the couch trying to pull myself together, my phone pinged.

DIETER: Love you, mi estrella. I miss you already.

ME: Love you too. I’ll be with you again soon enough. Call me if you need me, please.

DIETER: I promise I will. I’ll text you when we land.

After I calmed down, I turned off everything and locked his house up. I decided to go back to my place for now. I needed to distract myself. When I got home, I went straight to my craft room and started a new project, a painting for Dieter. He had mentioned multiple times that he wanted me to paint one for his house. I felt like this would be the perfect distraction.

I had an image in my mind that I wanted to recreate for him. A reminder of our most intimate experience, but also a reminder of a happier time from his past. I started by covering the canvas with the brilliant colors of the rising sun, before moving on to the more symbolic images that would serve as the focal point of the piece. The images were slowly beginning to take shape as I blended the dark wood colors with gold, green, and white. I got lost in the project, my emotions finally going numb and thoughts going blank as I had intended.

A/N: Hopefully this chapter wasn’t too much of a mess. My concentration has been all over the place this week for whatever reason and it was a struggle.

Anyway, so there we have it. The fallout from the very public argument with Anna. How we feeling about that? Do you think it will create any problems for our lovely couple? Did your feelings change about the Instagram post after their talk? What are your thoughts on the new characters? Do we think something is going on with Lauren, or is Talia overthinking it?

Dieter has officially left to film, which is what everyone has been dreading. How do we think everything that he is currently dealing with is going to affect him? Any predictions on how this is about to go?

What about Talia’s painting? Any predictions on what it might be?

So many things to ponder in this chapter!

I am issuing a warning now. Things are going to start getting a lot rougher going forward. There is going to be some extreme drama and angst building until it finally hits a breaking point due to a major event that’s going to be pretty heart wrenching for everyone. So, be prepared for the crazy journey ahead.

Mood board for this chapter is included below in case you missed the teaser. 😉

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First time I am seeing the last gifs set you just reblogged and I just want to know why Armie is so insistent on emphasizing that it was work so many times and nothing felt different while we know it was. He said it himself at some point. What are you trying to hide Armie? 👀

It reminds me Timmy’s response to TMZ were he said no several times before finishing by absolutely not.

These two are a match made in heaven.

" a match made in heaven" 🥺❤❤

#timothée chalamet #armie hammer #anon ask #charmie

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Appreciation thread for those who spoke out for Catherine and/or presented balanced fair commented involving Meghan and Harry by u/MsBollinger

Appreciation thread for those who spoke out for Catherine and/or presented balanced fair commented involving Meghan and Harry I read Jaimie Lee Curtis’s comments last week in support of Catherine and it actually made me feel better amidst all the nasty, intrusive comments last week.Also, Kensey Schofield and Katie Nichol do a segment together called “Heirs and Spares”. On Thursday, they called the conspiracy theories “nonsense” ‘Wild”, “irresponsible” “lame” and specifically addressed the wedding ring conspiracy.And I loved how they spoke about Catherine’s photos saying that they are a piece of art that Catherine has created and it’s a privilege to see her photos as opposed to a professional who has no relationship with the subjects. They explained how you are being vulnerable putting your photography out in the world and to get criticized for it. Catherine has always said that she is not a professional photographer, it is a hobby.They also showed support and empathy for Catherine explaining that they asked for privacy until after Easter and this situation must be difficult and frustrating for her while recovering. They said Catherine looked “beautiful” and “happy” in the TMZ/Sun footage.I applaud all those who didn’t engage in the meanness and were brave enough to stand up against bullying and in support of medical privacy.Let’s gather a list of these celebrities, journalists. post link: https://ift.tt/4U3IE8q author: MsBollinger submitted: March 23, 2024 at 02:20PM via SaintMeghanMarkle on Reddit disclaimer: all views + opinions expressed by the author of this post, as well as any comments and reblogs, are solely the author's own; they do not necessarily reflect the views of the administrator of this Tumblr blog. For entertainment only.

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HOLD ▢ TO CONTINUE..

a kenma kozume x reader smau

description: what happens when your management wants you to fake date another streamer for publicity? seems easy, if you didn’t have a crush bigger than your storage.

remember: male implied reader but can also be gn with he/him preferred pronouns! steamer smau! blank & ageless blogs dni or im blocking you ^^

warnings: swearing, suggestive themes at times cause my two favourite idiots r main characters, slight angst, mostly fluff

note: yeah reggie has 50 other smaus, does he care? no, is he making another one? yeah. kenma needs some sugar lovin on here so i’m here to provide :3

taglist: open

ryusxke 2022. reblogs and feedback are greatly appreciated. pls do not repost or modify on this or any other platform.

LOADED GAMES..

00: foursome & kats n owls

01: ur mother

02: “i don’t have daddy issues”

03: mr bachelor

04: kenma’s a sexy genius

05: cuffed

06: what is this tmz?

tba..

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Get Famous - a Julie and the Phantoms SMAU

Profiles

Things to know:

Endgame ships: Alex/Luke/Reggie/Bobby/Willie, Julie/Flynn, Nick/Carrie/Kayla

All the band members are on the aro/ace spectrum. Willie is gay and ace, Luke and Bobby are pan and ace, Alex is gay and graysexual, Reggie is demiromantic bisexual, Julie is bi and ace, and Flynn is a demiromantic lesbian

They're all aged up to somewhere in their mid-twenties

I will be placing content warnings at the top of posts when applicable

These are fictional depictions of Rolling Stone and TMZ and not meant to reflect on the real publications or anyone who works for them.

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Taglist in reblogs, ask to be added or removed!

#smau #jatp smau #gf smau #jatp #julie and the phantoms #willie jatp #reggie peters #alex mercer #luke patterson #julie molina #my fic #flynn taylor #bobby shaw

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𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆; 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋 𝗑 𝖻𝗅𝖺𝖼𝗄! 𝖿𝖾𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓; 3,100 +

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒; 𝖡𝖺𝗇𝖽! 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇, 𝖥𝖺𝗆𝗈𝗎𝗌!𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇, 𝖲𝗅𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖠𝗀𝗇𝗌𝗍, 𝖲𝖾𝗑𝗎𝖺𝗅 𝖢𝗈𝗇𝗍𝖾𝗇𝗍, 𝖯𝖺𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝗑, 𝖩𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗌𝖾𝗑, 𝗈𝗋𝖺𝗅 < 𝖿. 𝗋𝖾𝖼𝖾𝗂𝗏𝖾𝖽 >, 𝗀𝖺𝗀𝗀𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝖻𝗈𝖽𝗒 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉, 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝗒, 𝖼𝗎𝗆 𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽 "𝖼𝗎𝗇𝗍 / 𝖼𝗈𝖼𝗄", 𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗋 𝗉𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀, 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋𝗌𝗍𝗂𝗆𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 !

乂 ( 𝓢𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 ! ──── )

ꗃ ))° 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇┃𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗅𝗂𝗉𝗌 + 𝗆𝗒 𝗅𝗂𝗉𝗌 = 𝖺𝗉𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗒𝗉𝗌𝖾 ! 🗯️ )) ° “𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗌𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗍𝖾” 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗇𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗌𝖾𝗑 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇 <𝟥 ￣￣￣

𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒; 𝖻𝖺𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌��𝗇𝗀 𝖺𝗉𝗈𝖼𝖺𝗅𝗒𝗉𝗌𝖾 𝖻𝗒 𝖼𝗂𝗀𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗍𝗍𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝖿𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖾𝗑 ! & 𝗉𝖺𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇𝖺𝗍𝖾 𝗌𝖾𝗑 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗇𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗈 𝗃𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗈𝗎𝗌 𝗌𝖾𝗑 repost / reblog’s are helpful. ( unedited ! ) 𝖺𝗋𝗍 𝗂𝗌𝗇'𝗍 𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌 — 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝖼𝗋𝖾𝖽𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍𝖿𝗎𝗅𝗅 𝗈𝗐𝗇𝖾𝗋 <𝟥

⤷ 𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐏𝐒𝐄. 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋

𝗁𝗈𝗆𝖾, 𝟫;𝟤𝟥 𝗉𝗆 !

( ⌗ ••• ──── ➤ 𝟑 𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐊𝐒... it's been 3 weeks since you last saw Eren. Lately, he's been getting performances throughout the world. Eren wasn't just any random local anymore. Now, he was on big tours, grew on social media, and even started getting on a few vogue magazines. You loved him. And you loved watching him grow. Unfortunately, It's been 5 days since you last saw him or at least hear his voice. Usually, Eren would never miss an hour without calling, sending you corny ass memes he found on tik tok, or maybe just even a simple text. But sadly, that one hour turned into 2. Then that 2 turned into a full day. And now that full day turned into 5 days.

You sat on your couch as you started to wonder if he was okay. But it wasn't until you turned on your tv that you noticed Eren was doing way better than just a simple okay. "Eren Yeager has yet again done an awesome performance tonight!" One of the news reporters said standing in front of what seemed to be outside a performance center "Exactly, the young 23-year-old band singer who is more commonly known as Eren Yeager has done yet another awesome performance. He performed one of his best hit songs that were released yesterday night called ‘Apocalypse’ which is now peaking at number 3 on the billboard with a few of his other songs following behind" Another news reporter states.

The news station changed screens as it shows a clip of Eren and his fellow band members behind him on stage in front of what looked like thousands and thousands of people. He looked happy as he swung the mic as sang the song with the crowd screaming and singing along as well. "And if that wonderful performance wasn't enough for you Eren was swarmed by paparazzi a few hours after the performance. A few of TMZ newscasters also had a few questions for Mr. Yeager himself." The newscaster added as the screen flipped to a video which appeared Eren trying to walk to his personal cab as a few big bodyguards following behind.

“Eren, how do you feel that now that songs you even created years ago are now peaking on the billboard” one tmz member ask shoving his mic in Erens face. “Mr. Yeager, do you eventually plan on working with more hit magazines or possibly any more companies? We’ll love to see more of you!” one said following next to eren with the mic coming from his mouth to Eren’s. “Yeah, actually I do — there’s a view photo shoot coming up with Me and Calvin Klein I can’t wait,” Eren replied with a small laugh leaving his lips. "Eren, we watched as you performed one of the best performances there is tonight, And it seems as if they are just more than lyrics are these lyrics for anyone special?" A tmz worker asked which caused Eren to smirk. "Of course. My one and only girlfriend" Eren to the camera and news reporter before walking into the big body bulletproof SUV.

When those words fell out of his mouth they caused the paparazzi to go Bezerk which led to them asking questions like "Who's this mystery girlfriend of yours" & "Do you think the fans will ever get to meet her" all those questions went unanswered as the bodyguards pushed away the paparazzi so they can close the car door. "And there you have it, folks. Eren Yeager is currently dating somebody let's all hope for the best of their relationship." The news reporter said as she changed the subject to the weather. You turned down the tv as you sat on the couch in silence wondering what was next. You and Eren had planned to keep the relationship low-key. Not that you were waiting since you wanted to bring up the topic for a while. But now that it's out will his thirsty ass fans start to hate you?

All those thoughts came to a drought when you heard the sound of the front door doorknob rattle in place. The noise caused you to turn your head as you watched the front door open revealing your one and only boyfriend. You watched as his presence fully came into the house causing you to jump off the couch. "Oh my gosh! 'Ren I've missed you so much!" You said in a cheerful tone as you pulled him in a hug. Eren smiled as he placed down his bags and embraced your torso just slightly picking you up. "I've missed you just as much. Gosh, I swear those 5 days without you were like a living hell." Eren replied as he kissed your forehead. "I almost thought you forgot about me," you said back your head up in a pout.

"I know, and I'm so sorry it's just — my managers and stuff didn't let me catch a break. Paparazzi is now following me everywhere I go and let me not get started on people wanting me to schedule appointments getting on their talk shows it's just so fuckin—"

"'Ren calm down. m' not mad just next time text me when you get the chance, okay?" you said cutting him off with a smile plastered on your face. "Anything for my pretty girl," Eren said flashing one of his infamous smirks. Before he could get that chance to kiss you again you froze when you remembered a promise he made you just before he left. "Wait. You promised me you'll watch another movie with me when you’d get back." You replied causing Eren to sigh.

"Fine. We’ll watch a movie, but — I'm picking" Eren said before walking away into the kitchen. "What? No 'ren you have horrible taste in picking movies. s'not happening again!"

"no."

"Omg please ren, Just this once I promise next time you can pick," you said batting those pretty eyelashes that always seem to affect him. "Ugh. Fine. Let me just hop in the shower real quick, start setting the movie up while I'm at it" Eren replied as he placed a kiss on your forehead heading upstairs.

( 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐊𝐈𝐏 ! ──── )

"Hmm, are you feeling horror movies or rom-com?" You asked Eren as he sat beside you on the bed. Eren shrugged his shoulders before laying his head on your shoulder. "rom-com it is" you said as you pressed play on the tv remote. "This better not be a cringy ass movie.." Eren said in a hushed toned grabbing and throwing popcorn into his mouth.

30 minutes went by and unfortunately for Eren, he got bored. He desperately sighed anytime he noticed you were paying more attention to the movie than him. He hated the way you fan girl anytime the main couple kissed. Eren grew jealous. Even if it's over something so little, he's finally back after 5 days and this is what he gets? If it's karma then it's definitely a bitch.

Eren started to take measures into his own hands. He started rubbing circles in your thighs. When he notice you still not paying attention his lips turned into a pout. "why aren't ya' paying attention to me?"

Eren asked causing you to turn your head "'ren, the movie is still playing.." you replied as Eren started to kiss your collar bone. "the movie can fuckin' wait," Eren replied as he pulled you in a kiss.

" 's time for you to pay attention to your boyfriend now" The movie was long forgotten when Eren pulled you onto his lap.

He pulled you into another deep but passionate kiss. It was slightly aggressive as well. This kiss was different from the others though. It was filled with lust and dominance, Almost as of Eren was craving this for the longest.

Eren tapped your legs a few times causing you to open them. "that's it, that's my girl." Eren chuckled before he started to kiss your jawline. "Mmmm, rennnn..." you said in a slight moan as you slowly grinded against his dick that started to harden under his pajama pants. "I've been thinkin' bout you all day," Eren replied as he tugged the shirt you were wearing. "And when I finally get home to show my girl attention. She has some fuckin' nerve to not show me any attention." Eren said helping you pull up your shirt. "'ren..I'm sorry— can we just get over this and makeup?" you said holding back a moan as eren started to fondle your breast.

Eren sucked his teeth at you before unlatching your bra and throwing it somewhere across the bedroom. He started to fondle your breast a few times prior to grabbing and latching one of them in his mouth.

Eren swirled his tongue around your bud that started to harden as playing with the other one with his free hand. You on the other hand started to grind against eren even faster than before causing him to groan. Growing tired from eren ignoring the heat building between your legs, you've taken matter's into your own hand and grabbed Erens hand placing it just under your sweats hoping he'll get the memo to fix the problem he caused. Eren unlatched his tongue from around your breast and let out a faint snicker. "use your words, baby, tell me what you want.." you pushed your head down in Eren’s neck when you felt the loss of his touch.

"don't you hide that cute face from me, I wanna see all of you." Eren then on pulled you into another intense make-out session. He held his hands on your hips grinding your body against himself at his paste which was unbearably slow. Eren then pulled back with both of you in pants telling you to take your pants off. Unable to hear him from the intense make-out scene which left you in a haze caused him to repeat his words."You heard me. Take. It. Off." You heard the way Erens demeanor changed. Not wanting to cause any fuss for him

you threw your pants beside the bed. Just as those pants hit the floor eren pushed you down causing you to lay your back against the bed.

Eren grabbed your legs and placed them on either side of his head with one of his infamous cocky grins plastered on his face. Eren looked to the side seeing the anklet that was held on your lower left ankle, with both of your initials dangling from the fast movement. From these movements of Eren pulling you closer by your legs and him bending down to your throbbing cunt. You knew exactly how this was going to end.

"Move an fuckin' inch and you won't be coming tonight" Eren sternly said as he pulled down your damp panties. "didn't even get to taste you yet, and your this wet? Pathetic." Eren smirked as he placed them in his pocket. His tongue swiped against his lips,

Before he started to press small kisses on your inner thighs. You placed your hand and covered your mouth when felt his hot breath slip across your dripping cunt. A loud, filthy moan managed to escape your lips when you felt his tongue enter you. You gasped and looked slightly down to see the change in Erens jaw as his tongue worked against your soaking cunt. Your legs attempted to squeeze together as you felt the way arousal coursed through your body, but Erens hand was quick to place against your thighs to keep them apart while he thrust his tongue into you.

Lustful moans left your lips as eren went faster. The loud moans all went to a halt when Eren's he from your thigh when to your lips. "Suck on my fingers." Eren said as he shoved two of his long slender fingers through your lips causing you to gag away your moans. "fuck—eren. that feels so fuckin' good" you managed to say as left grumpy groans leave his mouth as he devoured you. You started to arch your back more as you felt your climax starting to approach. " 'rennn...mm—please don't stop," you said as you moaned around his fingers. Eren started to chuckle as he took his fingers out of your lips and inserted them in your swollen aching cunt. "shh, baby I got you. you're doing so well for me princess" Eren spoke while he moved his fingers and tongue inside your cunt at the same time.

Eren knew your body way more than you did. From the way, you fluster from any given touch from him. To the way, your body reacted anytime you were about to reach your climax. And this just turned him on more. He felt pride anytime this happened. Why? because it can only be caused by him. Nobody else can make you cum as quick and filthy as him. Eren felt your hands when you reached down and pulled his hair. "'rennnn... I'm bout to cum" you gasped as you bit back any moans. "Don't you dare hold back. I wanna hear you". Eren said with a groan, slightly vibrating against your cunt. Your hand on the back of his head pushed his face against your entrance even further almost suffocating him. Your body started to ache for a release.

Your moans started to stutter. Eren had a smug look as he noticed your high approaching more, as he kept his pace coherent as your back began arching. "fuck—yes. yes. yes, 'ren — right there—"

Your eyes rolled back in your head, and a very heavy moan left your lips as your legs started to shake, your body even started to tense as your back arched even higher than before in a sudden wave of pleasure that kept your mouth staying open quickly turning into your teeth pressing against your bottom lip, all while in a silent moan way after it hit you. Your grip on Erens hair tightened even more as he felt you clench more squirming with too much pleasure, with a loud obnoxious gasp you came again in an instant as your juices started to crash against Eren's tongue.

The senses you once felt just a moment ago went dull all while your lower body felt numb. Eren pulled away from your cunt as he pulled his fingers out along with it. He took those same fingers as he placed them in his mouth, licking them clean. "taste so fuckin' hood princess". Eren said as he got ahold of your legs. "Aw baby your legs are still trembling. Did it feel that good?" Eren said with that infamous smirk once again. Eren pulled you by your arms forward as he noticed a few tears in the brim of your eyes. "oh my god. was I too rough? I'm so. so sorry baby" Eren said as he kissed your cheeks.

A smirk went across your face as you shook your head. "Are you sure? I didn't hurt you, did I?" Eren replied as he started to inspect your body. "No 'renn, I promise I'm fine." You giggled as you kissed his lips. You find it pretty funny the way Eren's mood wood changes even though his demeanor was a whole 180 just minutes ago. "Then let me run you some bath water, then maybe we can finish watching that corny ass movie we were watching, yea?" Eren said rolling his eyes emphasizing the "maybe". Eren kissed your forehead once more before getting up and walking over to the shared bathroom connected to the bedroom.

After about 10 minutes eren came back into the bedroom and saw you resting. He walked over and picked you up bridal style before walking both you and him to the bathroom. The smell of vanilla and shea butter hit your nose as Eren placed you in the lukewarm bath water. The fuzz from the bubbles slowly covers from the chest down. You looked up and watched as Eren slipped out of his boxers before making his way behind you in the bathwater. For a moment it was just pure silence when Eren got in. The same thought was both lingering in your heads for the past 5 minutes. “what now?” you wanted to ask.

You would hate to be a buzz kill but you needed to know. Would this same process repeat itself? Eren leaving for a long time just to come back and apologize for his mistakes with sex. These very few questions left you wondering but they all came to a disruption when Eren managed to speak up. “I want you to come with me on tour,” Eren said in a monologue voice taking your interest. You turned your head looking behind you as you watched Eren speak with his head down. “I’m so sorry y/n, but I can’t. I can’t leave you like this anymore — those five days without you was torture for me and—”. “Eren, I would love to go besides, this is way better than watching you on a choppy ass tv screen,” you said in a giggle as you pulled him in a kiss.

After an hour have passed both you and eren were back laying on the sheets continuously watching the movie. Eren didn’t pay attention to the movie as he was scrolling through Twitter. It wasn’t the fangirls that private messaged him ever so often in his dm’s that caught his attention. But it was the trending hashtag #Eren&HisSecretGf that caused him to almost drop his phone. With discouragement, he clicked the hashtag as the light of his from changed from dark to light with thousands to possibly millions of photos of you and eren. There were photos of the two of you spotted in Public to pictures of you and eren that eren posted on his page a few years back.

He clicked one of the comment sections before joy was brought to his face. It was all filled with happiness as comments ranged from the way you and eren looked cute together as it slowly ranged talking about you. The fans and supporters loved you possibly even more than eren himself. The thought caused eren to let out a small chuckle as he looked to the side seeing you slowly drift your way to sleep. What’s a better way to end the day with eren pulling you into his arms before, taking a picture of both you and him watching a movie. Maybe this will confirm that the comments that were once rumors were actually true. Make sure to be prepared to be the next trending hot topic and couple across all platforms for the next couple of months.

( 𝐀𝐏𝐎𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐘𝐏𝐒𝐄. 𝖾𝗋𝖾𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗀𝖾𝗋 )

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Thanks Captain America.... part 1

Part 2 here

Warning tons of angst. Not my best work. But I just got done reading a fic that made me hate Steve. Therefore right now there's angst. 18+ mentions of kidnappin and cheating and crying and waning Steve to fall on a knife and I think thats it 18+ just incase. Comments welcome please I need more comments. Reblogs appreciated no reposting or republishing.

This is part 1

Part 2 here

I saw Steve at the street fair. I thought he was working and I know he said we can't be seen in public together but I can still say hi like a fan or just be around him. Feel his warmth I love that.

There was a small group wanting to say hi and I was just there to watch him. Just as our eyes meet I hear a

"Stevie baby" and a woman kisses his cheek. And she had a promise wring on her ring finger a claddah.

I couldn't read his face but I know he could read mine as I gasped. That was the reason that was the real reason. Tears pooled

I wanted to puke.

I started crying and went to some place to sit. My hand was shaking as I took out my phone and I sent him one. Last. Text.

"The only reason that I am not dousing you with water is because I'll be made the villain. Your things will be in a garbage bag in the lobby. I suggest you get it before its thrown out forever tomorrow morning. But maybe those things you said meant something meant nothing.. I know I meant nothing to you."

I couldn't care less if someone got his things i assume they'd be thrown out regardless. It's obvious he didn't care about me he knew I was crying and he just didn't care.

I ignored every ring and ding and notification from my phone. I never read any of his responses or voice mails. I never blocked him either it seemed cruelest for him that way. I thought maybe one day I'd be strong enough to read him begging. But I guess that day will never come.

Where I was sitting someone came up to me,

"Hey are you ok."

"No I just found out my boyfriend was cheating me probably the whole time. He's not the man I thought he was... he was never."

"You found out here?"

Yea he said he didn't want us-" I stopped myself i wasnt about to let myself be kidnapped or killed because someone thought I meant something to Steve. "Us to come because he had work. It's complicated."

"Its not that complicated. He's an asshole."

"That about sums it up."

A few weeks later my front door is being pounded on.

I look for the peephole and its Steve. I should have known.

"I can see your feet and hear your breathing i know you're there."

"I'm not going anywhere with you."

"Someone knows about us they're threatening you you need to come-"

"No.

"This isn't a-:

"I'm not going anywhere".

:It's just to the tower. I'll break thi-"

I opened the door a bit and he shut up..I made sure he could clearly see my face my face my eyes still puffy from crying.

"I don't care I don't care about anything anymore I don't know why you do either because I meant nothing."

"If something happens to you I'd-"

"Wouldn't care you'd just feel guilty in front of the press to get sympathy you're nothing like you claim. Get. Out. Of . My. Building before I call the cops. Or better yet tmz. All righteous captain America is harassing me stalking me. Forcing-How do you think that would play out? Hm? There are camera in the hallway."

"I never meant to hurt you. I never meant for it to get this far."

"But you meant it to grt far enough.. but you were cheating on me. Or was I the other girl? Or were we both equals in this and you just went back and forth. Did you tell her?"

All my questions went unanswered

I. HATE. YOU." Then I slammed the door. And walked back into my bedroom.

"Honey next time he's here-"

"Dont you'll make things worse. He'll just freak.. I can't believe you never saw Old Yeller its the saddest movie ever. After this we're watching winnie the pooh." I snuggled back in Hayden.

"What if he's telling the truth?"

"Hes not all he does is lie. Should be his moto."

There was this huge women defense class series Maria Hill and Natasha from Shield/avengers were doing. A series of class 16 weeks. I was able to get a spot thatks to the one woman who knew I was Steve's girl-or I guess one of Steve's girl. I always wondered why her face looked a bit sad. Now I know.. I figured why not especially since Steve won't leave me alone and as much as Hayden cares he'd never be a match. I don't want him to get hurt. He's becoming more than just my best friend.

I had been kicking and punching the bags so vioenty one class. I even kicked a hole on one if the bags.

Steve would have loved that.

"You dont have to easy on those things you know they can take a beating." Natasha had jokes

"My ex won't leave me alone"

"Report his ass."

"I can't he's too....connected it wouldn't go anywhere." I shook my head. If she only knew

He doesn't understand he cheated on me and he just wants me to."

I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes.

"We could always stick Cap on him." Hill joked.

If she only knew.

"I wish you could. I wish Captain America could kill him." That's be a fight id like to see him falling on a knife.

"He's that bad?"

"Worse." I started crying and whiping my eyes. Stupid I shouldn't have said anything.

"Steve come here." I hearnaNat yell

Shit.

"I have to go."

"Wait." They called after me but I never ran so fast out of the opposite side of the gym and ann the way to the outside and down the street where I just had to catch my breath and cry.

"Are you going to say something or just stand there."

"I never meant to-to hurt you."

I looked up at him with an incredulous look.

"Steve you stayed over at my apparment constantly. You told me you loved me. You'd say how amazing I was how beautiful how much you cared. When I saw you there with whoever it broke you really broke me. And yea im stupid im an idiot for letting a man do thst to me but I trusted you. And then you come up with some fake stalking shit."

"It wasn't fake. it isn't. For what it's worth I never meant to hurt you."

"Its not worth shit."

"But id you don't believe mnaNat will tell you-"

"I was juseiwith her and Hill"

"They don't know you they only know I assigned people to-"

"To what" i asked through gritted teeth.

"To keep you safe, alive."

"Look just please come back with me."

"No. And tell Nat and Hill I quit. I can't go back knowing that you'll know I'm there."

I got up and walked away From him from what I swore would be the last time.

But I should've gone. I should've just gone. Because now I'm in a cell that I'd never get out of in a place I dont know with people of all diffrent backgrounds speaking diffrent languages none that I know of. Sometimes I think of Hayden I hope he's ok. That he wasn't hurt. I know he'd look for me but never find me.I've was an actual friend.

I don't know how long they'd hold me or what they'd use me for or do to me. All because I said yes to dating Steve Rogers. If he had agents on me they'd know where I was or he'll they would have stopped it but just like, you know I don't know how many times he lied. But that was just one more time. Because of him, because of Steve Rogers I'll never be saved.. because of Steve Rodgers I'll never get out if here alive. So Thanks Captain America for how my life turned out.

Next chapter here

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