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twstedrabbithole · 3 years

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I have this self insert where since the arrival, the Dark Mirror told them they cant get sorted to any dorm, but they have a ‘role’ where they are required to move around and live in each dorm. How long and which dorm they want to move around is their freedom given by Crowley. Can I have an interaction with dorm leaders, where this reader wants to move in to another dorm, and asked the permission from the dorm leader but this time they also asked “oh by the way I have a pet snake”

Hmm, I think I get what you're saying!! It is a very interesting idea too! Especially since if they take the place of MC their role is essentially being the therapist XD

But I think I'm gonna focus on the pet snake aspect, since that will allow me to write hcs that are more general for everyone! Hope that's okay!

Again like your last ask I'll do headcanons since it is all the dorm leaders! I hope you enjoy this one as well!!

The first thing his brain registers is the pet snake, he's gonna freak out. Especially since the hedgehogs have a tendency to break out and run around the dorm

You would have to calm him down and console him over how you take care of the snake and how well behaved your pet is.

Once he's calmed down, he'll say he'll think about it. It might take awhile because he may have ordered the students to reinforce the hedgehog's pen-

But after while of you and your snake being in the dorm, he'll slowly but surely warm up to the slithery thing. He is an animal person, so he may ask questions about it.

Will freak out if you put the snake on him, but as soon as the snake is on him he'll just stand still until he's calm again. Once the snake is off he's gonna order you to never do that again, or at least give him a warning.

Does this guy look like he cares about you having a pet snake? Sure he may be surprised at first but generally he's not gonna care.

All he'll tell you is to keep the snake in check and make sure it doesn't cause a freakout, since that would disturb his naps.

He's not really gonna pay attention to the snake, unless it's near him. He may not show it but he's not gonna let the creature have a chance to bite him.

After some time he would get used to it, maybe even somehow take naps with it. Since he is very warm I'm sure the little guy would love to rest on him.

You really have nothing to worry about if you're in Savanaclaw, just don't lose it and cause the others who are scared of snakes to freak out.

Azul would be very curious, he's surely seen sea snakes at some point. So he wouldn't be too surprised nor scared.

He would have you make sure the snake can't wonder around the dorm or restuarant, would be bad to lose customers!

If your snake is a sea snake, he may let your snake live in the aquarium in Monstro Lounge. As long as it doesn't risk the marine life in it though!

He'll also make sure to keep Floyd away from the snake, for I'm sure Floyd would want to try to eat it. Jade would help as well.

All in all you have nothing to worry about really!!

Kalim would be excited with you having a pet snake! He may even get some so your snake can have some friends! Jamil will stop him....hopefully-

Kalim is gonna want to lift and have the snake on him no doubt. Jamil will definitely stop him every time if the snake is poisonous or venomous.

Since a snake is the symbol of The Sorcerer of the Desert, he would want to make sure the creature can live really well in the dorm! Trust me he's gonna pay for anything your little buddy needs.

Surprisingly even Jamil would take a liking to the snake, especially if he saw it eat a bug or two that was close to him. So don't be surprised if Jamil and the snake got along really well, or if Jamil doesn't stop Kalim from spoiling the creature.

I would say this dorm is the best dorm for your snake to live in!! Since I'm sure most of the dorm would love it and make sure it lives it's best life!!

Vil would definitely be surprised by the fact you have a pet snake, he may even forbid the snake to be in the dorm.

But it's not because he hates the snake, oh no. It would be for the snake's safety! Since I'm sure there are peacocks running around the dorm, the snake would not be safe at all!

If you can somehow convince him, he would only allow it if the snake lives in a terrarium. And have his dorm make sure no bird gets in the building. Since the peacocks would actively search for the poor little guy.

Maybe even warn you about Rook, but even he knows the Hunter wouldn't necessarily hunt your companion....maybe-

In the end he would highly advise for the snake to not live in the dorm. But if it has to live in the dorm he can manage some way for it to live there.

Idia would initially freak out over the thought of a snake in the dorm. Since he doesn't know if the snake is poisonous or venomous or not.

If you manage to calm him down, with the help of Ortho, he may let you bring the snake in.

Ortho would definitely search for loads of info on how to take care of a snake! He would want to help, like any kid would!

After some time Idia would warm up to the snake, especially if he sees Ortho helping to take care of the snake.

Just don't let him see feeding time, he'll hide in his room for a couple of weeks.

Malleus would be intrigued about your pet, being a reptilian fae himself. He may already even know things you yourself may not know!

The rest of the dorm wouldn't really be too afraid of your little buddy either! I mean who's more scary than Malleus?/j

He would definitely be like Kalim and make sure the creature would have the best life in the dorm, such compassion for the animal would cause Sebek to cry!

Speaking of the others, I'm sure they would be curious about the creature. May even help you out if you cant provide for certain things!

Your snake friend would most certainly be a good fit in the dorm!

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potato-an0n · 3 years

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Part 2 of my really long oddly specific levihan now family fic no one asked for

(part 1 is right here)

Context for this: I'll be using Sophie's (aka drinkyourfuckingmilk) levihan children ocs, but made a few tweaks (here's more info on Samson and Leelu here)

Their personalities are still the same (well, I might tone down their crackhead-ness just a bit) the only difference is their birthdays, and instead of being 1 year apart, they're a few minutes apart, and Samson is the oldest twin by 5 minutes XD.

So...this is going to be REALLY long so be prepared for that.

Ok enjoy!

- Levi came up with the name Sam but Hange thought it sounded basic, so she came up with Samson.

- Levi also came up with Leighla, and then Hange started calling her Leelu as a nickname.

- Samson was a pretty loud baby as Leelu was pretty quiet, however she does get aggressive.

- Leighla once almost slapped Levi in the face when she was hungry.

- Samson makes weird noises whenever Levi is around, and he look at him confused, which made Samson giggle.

- Hange and Levi switch nights to watch over the twins.

- I can imagine Levi singing them to sleep and it actually works.

- Sometimes, Hange would watch from the door.

- Hange would ramble on and on about her experiments to the twins, despite Levi telling her they're not going to get it since they're babies and to at least wait until they can talk.

- When they take the twins outside, Samson would look around the environment they're in, meanwhile Leighla sleeps.

- Hange's parents came to visit to see the twins and offered to babysit them since Levi and Hange looked like they haven't slept, so they let Hange's parents babysit them as they catch up on some sleep.

- Kuchel and Kenny visited at one point to see the twins as well, and Kenny almost dropped Samson bc Samson wanted to be tossed.

- Levi was pissed but held back bc his mom, Hange and the twins are there, however, he didn't let Kenny carry him for awhile.

- The twins took a liking to Erwin, Mike, Nanaba, Moblit, Nifa, Farlan and Isabel.

- Samson and Leighla would sometimes pull on Isabel's pigtails.

- They also pulled Mike's hair and Leighla would lightly slap his face. Levi was amused by this.

- They were surprisingly calm when Erwin and Farlan held them. The twins would just stare at them and then lay on their shoulder.

- Nanaba played peek-a-boo with them and they seem to enjoy it.

- Moblit was a bit hesitant holding the twins, but they took a liking to him bc they started giggling.

- Samson took a huge liking to Nifa.

- Levi didn't feel comfortable with the twins around the 104th squad until they could stand (at least) bc he's afraid either they'll break the twins or the twins will break them.

- Mikasa asked about meeting the twins when she was helping out at the tea shop and went home with Levi to see them.

- Mikasa let out a soft smile as the twins started babbling to her and tried to touch her hair.

- She would try to get them to say her name but failed every time.

- Both Samson and Leighla are pretty active babies. Once they were able to crawl, they would crawl all over the house to the point where Hange would chase after them (she had fun chasing them around though and would praise at how active they are).

- Levi definitely baby proofed the house (and the tea shop)

- Once Hange was able to go back to work, Levi would take the twin to the tea shop to watch over them. They would be in the playpen in his office.

- Petra, Olou, Eld, Gunther, and Eren played with them a lot and gave them a lot of attention.

- As they were nearing their first birthday, the twins learned how to walk (or waddle) .

-Levi would watch them from afar in strict dad mode (aka how he usually is) but later eased up a bit.

- He gave the 104th kids a VERY stern warning to behave (specifically warned Jean, Eren and Connie), be gentle with the twins and made sure that their hands are clean.

- Samson loved the attention he was getting, meanwhile Leighla felt a bit overwhelmed until Armin carried her, she started to feel at ease.

- They occasionally enjoy Connie's silly peek-a-boo face.

- Sasha ate their baby snacks "on accident."

- Jean and Eren would bicker who the twins likes more, but turns out they like Armin, and Mikasa the most.

- Sometimes Ymir and Historia will join the 104th squad and play with the twins.

- Marco sometimes like to watch them crawl around and they'd chill on his lap sometimes.

- One time, Reiner, Bertholdt and Annie came into the tea shop and at first, they were confused on what's going on until they saw everyone was playing with Samson and Leighla.

- Samson and Leighla saw Bertholdt and started making grabby hands towards him.

- Bertholdt was a bit nervous, but held them anyways.

- When Bertholdt tried to give them back, they would NOT let go.

- Leighla did not like Annie. She got pretty aggressive when Annie tried to hold her at one point.

- Samson would poke Leighla repeatedly on her face to get her reaction until one time he accidentally poked her eye. She started to cry out of pain and then punched Samson in the face and he started crying.

- You can imagine how that went for Levi and Hange.

- Leighla and Samson were playing with the 104th squad and Leighla wanted Armin to carry her so her first word was Armin.

- Mikasa totally wasn't salty about that.

- The whole squad was freaking out and Armin felt honored.

- Leighla felt proud of herself.

- Levi was about to tell everyone to keep it down, but when he heard Leighla say her first word, he felt so proud of his little girl. He didn't show it, but when he took her to his office to feed her, he softly smiled at her and basically had a little father-daughter bonding time.

- Hange basically twirled her around screaming how she can now talk and smothered her with affections.

- The family was walking in the park, with Hange carrying Samson and Levi carrying Leighla. Samson spotted a butterfly and pointed at it saying bug.

- Hange started squealing "that's my boy!" and then gave a huge lecture on butterflies.

- Even though Samson has no idea what the heck she's saying, he seemed interested.

- Levi sighed, but gave Samson a soft smile and a pat on the head.

Toddlers- 4 years old

- They would make a mess in the living room bc they like to throw pillows at each other.

- Levi obviously scolded them and taught them how to pick up after themselves and where to put their toys away. Remind you they were toddlers.

- At least they learned where to put their toys and didn't scatter them onto the floor.

- They LOVE listening to Hange ramblings, especially Samson.

- She made bedtime stories more interesting, the twins looks forward to that.

- Levi would cuddle them close and listens to Hange telling them bedtime stories.

- Leighla really likes fairy tale stories, I would say her favorite would be Cinderella.

-Idk why, but I feel like Samson would like Alice in Wonderland, actually, they both like Alice in Wonderland.

- Hange would tell them the Grimms brothers version of the fairy tale classics, and although they were fascinated by it, in the long run.....that wasn't a good idea.

- Levi told Hange she shouldn't do that, but ofc, she didn't listen (spoiler, he gave her the "I told you so" look after an incident later in the future)

- Things started getting really busy at the tea shop, so grandma Kuchel would watch over them and they LOVE her, she's so sweet. She would tell them Levi's childhood stories.

- Isabel once babysat them and it was pretty chaotic. They made a blanket fort with her and they would cuddle up watching a movie together, it was so cute.

- Levi wasn't really happy that he's gonna have to clean that up but it was cute and the twins are in one piece so he let it slide.

- Hange took a picture.

- The twins liked riding on Mike's shoulders bc he's so tall.

- Nanaba would sometimes chase them around (idk I thought it'd be cute)

- One time, Hange brought her kids to her work and they wandered off.

- Luckily, Moblit found them in the lab staring at Hange's guinea pigs, Sawney and Bean.

- Moblit took them out for a bit so they can hold them.

- Hange came barreling into the lab out of breath and panicking to Moblit that she can't find the kids, only to find them playing with Sawney and Bean and Moblit.

- Hange ended up rambling about Sawney and Bean to the kids and went into too much detail.

- Nifa saw them playing with Sawney and Bean and decided to join them.

- When they go to the tea shop, Levi would lecture them on what rules to follow, things like not running around, disturbing the staff, steal pastries and don't exit the tea shop.

- Sometimes staff would make them iced fruit teas and give them a cookie to snack on.

- Connie would teach them how to do pranks. He had them one time sprinkle salt into Jean's tea and uhhh Jean spit it in Eren's face which resulted in a fight.

- Levi broke it up and was furious at Connie and the twins.

- He made Connie and the twins apologize and clean up the spill.

- He gave them a really strict lecture when they got home and uh, lets just say that was the first time they've seen Levi genuinely mad and it scared them a bit.

- Their punishment is to clean that they have to do house chores and help out with the tea cafe, they can't be with the 104th squad for a week.

- Hange bursted out laughing when she heard what they did, but stopped when she saw Levi wasn't happy.

- She could tell Levi had a stressful day, so she snuggled against him to comfort him.

- She saw the twins peaking from behind the entrance of the living room and called out to them to join them.

- They hesitantly went to into the living room and sat on the floor next to Hange.

- "What's wrong kiddos? Come here, don't be shy, it's just us."

- Samson and Leighla both squished each other on the left side of the couch and kinda hiding behind Hange.

- Hange picked up what's happening and brought the kids closer to them and gave them a pep talk.

- "Kids, I know you feel scared and guilty, but you know, even if you guys messed up, your dad and I still love you very much ok? And it's ok to make mistakes, it happens to the best of us, even you're perfectionist of a dad messes up sometimes, especially when we first got together but that's another story for when you kids are older. Anyways, the importance of making mistakes is that we make them so we learn from them and grow as people. And in the lab, we make mistakes or errors, but we don't give up, we learn from those errors and study past errors in order to find a way to thoroughly run an experiment and come to an accurate conclusion, there's this one experiment-"

"Hange, I think they get the point."

"Right, so in short, it's good you feel sorry for what you did, and it shows you genuinely care, but even though there will be times where we're going to have to be tough on you, we'll always love you ok?"

- Samson and Leighla apologized for their earlier actions and Levi apologized for yelling at them, and cue the sweet family bonding time on the couch.

This got way too long so part 3

#levihan #levi x hange #god this is really long #fuck how am i gonna do this once i finish writing my other fics #i clearly didn't think this through #levihan family

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kimetsu-no-yaiba-writings · 3 years

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Naga Douma/Doma x [fem] Reader Snippet

So this series is gonna take me awhile to write because I want it to be perfect but I just wanted to give you a snippet of what I’ve written so far, or at least my favorite bit that I’ve written! I’m planning on each character getting at least two chapters each for the series so you can imagine how much story planning I’m having to do XD

Douma/doma’s installment for the naga series will be called “A strange type of love”

Pale scales glinted almost harmlessly in the sunlight, a snake’s tail, you’d started panicking over a passing snake. You sighed in relief.

“Oh, it’s a woman!”

You screamed, whipping round with so much force you almost got whiplash (or would at least have an aching neck for the week ahead), (E/C) clashed with rainbow hues and in that split second of meeting that man’s gaze, your panic left you. A calmness seeping into you that just left you feeling better about…. well…everything.

He was tall, that much you could tell, a black cloak hiding his form but even then, he was broad. Long hair framed his face but its shade you couldn’t quite make out, it seemed to shift shades as he moved in the sunlight... first a warm pale blonde the next an icy silver… but his eyes….his eyes were the most beautiful thing you’d ever seen.

He was closer now than before, only a couple of centimetres at least maybe even inches away from you giving you a clearer view of his eyes. They were rainbows…with a strong leaning towards (F/C), soft almost pastel like in quality of colour,

“Your pretty far out you know Miss!” He chirped, his voice warm like honey with a smile so gentle and wide “Its not safe out here by yourself…”

You tried to answer but your body felt warm, like you had spent too much time in a bath too hot, mouth dry and yet sticky? Like caramel you thought or mochi… A hand waved gently in front of your face breaking the tangent your mind seemed to wander,

“Miss?”

His voice really was like honey, so smooth and with such a warm and sweet undertone. You wanted him to keep talking but the more seconds that trickled by with nothing but silence filling the gap between you, made you shy.

As you tried speaking all that came out were random noises. Your endeavour in trying to speak making his eyebrow raise in question; head tilting to the side before he quickly righted himself up again, a gentle smile perched handsomely on sharp teeth and empty eyes glinting with mirth as he cupped your face between soft strong hands,

“I’m sorry,” You began after your third attempt at speaking “I came here looking for something…”

The man hummed in acknowledgement, something inside of you urging you to keep speaking,

“I’ve come up here to look for….” You paused

what was it you were looking for again?

Something must have shown on your face as the man pulled you up towards him, feet not touching the ground as you rested against him a soft reassuring hum leaving his throat as he rested his head on top of yours.

How nice he is..

#kny #kny x reader #kimestu no yaiba #kny douma x reader #kny doma x reader #douma x reader #doma x reader #naga douma x reader #naga doma x reader #naga douma #naga doma #kimestu no yaiba x reader #kny manga #kny anime #kimetsu no yaiba anime #kimetsu no yaiba manga

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thrillridesz · 4 years

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Could you ship tbz members with your mutuals? (Seeing this everywhere so I thought why not pass it to you!)

ahh i’ve been seeing this everywhere as well!! i’ve actually done this awhile back but since i’ve gained a lot of new mutuals since then, i’ll just give it a go once more ^^

i may or may not have put too much thought into this oops 🤭

sangyeon + @moondustaeil @aveluant1a

talking to amber feels like i’m talking to a trusted older sister ngl. she's one of the people i’d turn to for an honest opinion or some much needed advice on stuff and i value her insights very much. she's also very mature in their thinking which is what i think sangyeon would appreciate a lot as the leader of a group of 11 (10) other boys who are always constantly on crack.

as for yu, she gives me very gentle and calm vibes seriously. she’s strikes me off as a hard worker from our conversations and she is very dedicated to her writing which i believe sangyeon would love in a person. i can already imagine him just staring at her work, with a look of affection and admiration in his eyes 😆

jacob + @ihearttbz

riane is an absolute angel to talk to and i love our conversations tgt because it’s always so easy to talk to her and i feel like i can tell her a lot of things i normally wouldn’t tell anyone else. she’d pair very well with jacob and just be that couple that everyone loves and adores, the really sweet couple that people just love to hang around with 💞

younghoon + @chaoticdeobi

um was it really going to be anyone else other than bea? XD younghoon as we know is a pretty shy person and bea to me, seems like the opposite of that. in their case, i think the phrase ‘opposite attracts’ is applicable! bea’s enthusiasm and liveliness is something younghoon would definitely find to be very charming, prompting him to come out of his shell very quickly when he’s around her. i believe whatever he lacks, she makes up for it and vice versa

hyunjae + @bobagyu @kpophours

rose is just so random and funny sometimes which is honestly just like hyunjae to a tee, they’re just so like each other in a way! i get the feeling that rose may be a little unsure of herself sometimes ( which she shouldn’t ) and i think hyunjae would be a great fit because he would definitely be able to help her become more confident while she can probably teach him to be a little less tough and be more vulnerable to his own feelings.

anna is an extremely bright and outgoing person from what i can tell from our conversations. i think that would complement well with hyunjae’s loud and larger than life personality and they would a 100% be that couple that everyone just asks to tone it down but secretly love having them around because they’re just so intriguing and fun to have around 💫

juyeon + @jyeonvoir

elsie has these very calm vibes and i’ve mentioned this before but she gives mad older sister vibes as well. she’s gentle and soft, very much like juyeon and ngl i may be just a little intimidated by her at first but after getting to know her, she’s actually super friendly and nice! she and juyeon would make a lovely couple and i can totally imagining them just chilling on a rainy night, watching Netflix while he wraps his arms around her in a warm embrace.

kevin + @2hyunjae @mae-gi-writes

luna imo is pretty quiet for the most part but once you talk to her, she’s actually pretty fun to talk to! she’s also artistically inclined ( also have you seen her calligraphy skills? they’re insanely good omf ) which i think kevin would appreciate a lot as an artist himself! i feel like he can bring her out of her shell and when he does, he’d just be enchanted by her lovely personality and did i just write a fluffy fic prompt?? o.o

mae is JUST. SO. CUTE. my biggest kevin stan out there, you would be a great match for kevin i just know it. your enthusiasm and your meme vibes would complement kevin perfectly! she’s incredibly supportive and lively which is definitely something i think kevin would look out for in a partner. i can 100% see him with someone who’s just like mae in the future 💓

chanhee + @tidalstorm

something about ros to me screams vogue and classiness and when i think of her, i feel like she’s super bougie? maybe im wrong but that’s how i feel! i get the same vibe around chanhee as well and her really cute personality i feel will mesh well with chanhee’s seemingly harder personality? they’re just very alike to me in terms of vibes!

changmin + @fluffytbz @sankyeom

having talked to rosie, i can tell you that she’s one of the easiest people i’ve talked to on tumblr so far. she’s also such a sweet person and her vibes are really similar to changmin’s come to think of it? lovable but with a tiny hint of shyness? that’s changmin and rosie! i know we always see changmin smiling since that boy basically exudes happiness but i feel like there’s got to be a special kind of smile, the soft kind that speaks volumes of his feelings that he reserves for those he loves and i feel like that person could be rosie. does that make sense?

talking about belle is like talking about a role model to me >< i still fangirl sometimes but that’s beside the point. belle has such warm vibes that changmin would have loved! i feel like he’s not someone who likes to make his feelings know and he’d rather just be happy in front of the camera all the time but i think with belle, he would definitely be able to let his guard down around her. there’s just something about her that wants to make ppl trust her instantly 😋

haknyeon + @atbzkingdom

dee is an absolute sweetheart which is just what hak needs. she can be level headed and mature when the situation calls for it but she can also have fun and be wild which i think hak would appreciate a lot in a partner! he’s been through a lot so i feel he may need someone who he can feel comfortable around to tell his secrets to and since dee is trustworthy like that, he’d feel at ease around her 😌

hyunjoon + @tbzwurld

ok i’ll be honest. i was kind of intimidated by bee when i first started talking to her. there’s something about her that just makes her whole vibe so powerful and just radiate such dominant energy ( not in that way ) but yes, she just seems so cool to me and the vibes she gives off to me is exactly the vibes hyunjoon gives me as well. once you get to know her though, she’s actually so sweet?? and kind?? and amazing?? idk why but to me, she’s what i think would be hyunjoon’s ideal type ✨

sunwoo + @minfuwa @jopping-to-my-kpop @mjlkau

although i haven’t rly talked much to iris ( but i really want to >< iris can we be friends pls ) iris has this sort of charm that i can’t quite put my finger on. it’s a certain type of charm that i associate with sunwoo? like there’s a certain appeal which they both have in common! from our very little interaction ( hopefully we can change that ), i get that she has a vibrant personality that would make everyone just love to flock to her and befriend her. ngl when i think of sunwoo, i think of her sometimes! maybe this is a signal from the universe idk 👀

yo ok emma is just like super cool ok? idc what tf you have to say, she’s cooler than you and me and everyone else combined. her swag is just out of this world and i think her effortlessly cool persona is something that sunwoo would just be completely enthralled by. she's also a very reliable friend who i am so glad to have gotten to know bc hell, even i’m attracted to her personality so how can sunwoo not be? actually, sunwoo would love her personality! they both exude such badass but soft vibes it’s almost unreal 💙

anie has a very surprising personality imo! my first impression of her was really cute and sweet so imagine my surprise when she reveals that darker side of her >< i really like the duality though ngl and i think sunwoo would too! he’d just be so fascinated by her and just want to get to know her more and as he learns more about her, he’s just going to end up falling deep in love without realising until one day he’s like “fuck, i’m an idiot in love without even noticing it.”

eric + @heartyyjeno @lovely-kpop-writer

alesha is just a BIG ball of floof and i love her omg she's such a supportive and caring friend, it’s unreal. her enthusiasm to me, is on par with eric and if he’s the energy boy, she’s the energy girl for sure. they’d be that couple that just goes around hyping everyone up and everyone would just LOVE them! i know i would and if anyone disagrees, i’ll fite you >:(

jasmine my love!!! this girl here is just so incredibly lovely just like her url suggests and honestly, she’s one of the ppl who are most significant in my tumblr journey because her love for people is just so heartwarming? she’s always friendly and kind which is what eric would love in his future partner. jasmine is just so PRECIOUS istg ❣️

#answered #anon #lovely moots #tbz #the boyz #qiu.txt

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yamithediaperdork · 4 years

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Suki’s baby boy

Old ass story i did wayyy back in the day. here’s hoping it aged well XD

“So my super sexy girlfriend, how did your girls take it when you told them you were taking time off to be with a manly stud?” Sokka asked. it was a couple weeks after Aang had defeated the phoinx king, and life was returning back to normal, for the most part. Sokka was standing to become a little full of himself, but other than that, him and Suki were getting along great. “They asked who the stud was.”Suki joked, and then patted his head. “Kidding, but they were a little bit upset that i was taking off again so soon. maybe we should cancel our trip for awhile?” “what? no way! do you know how hard it was to convince Aang to let us borrow Appa?” “well..OK.” Suki said. though really, it had been HER who had convinced Aang, HER who had gotten them the supplies they needed HER who had worked out where they would stay..all Sokka had done was stay where he wanted to go, and whine when she wouldn’t agree to a place. ‘I swear, he’s acting more and more like a little boy every day.’

“We’re going on a trip, we’re not going by ship..it smells like Appa let one rip.” Sokka sang, walking ahead of Suki, carrying his bag of clothes, and leaving her carrying everything else. “Maybe, if your done amazing me with your lyrics..you could help me?” She asked. “what? oh sure. watch out for the root over there..that big rock on your rig-” “I MEANT CARRY SOMETHING!” “geeze, no need to yell. god, don’t tell me it’s your time of the month..” Sokka grumbled, grabbing some more stuff. Suki had been so loaded down that her face had been hidden, but as he took a few things, he saw her angry face, eye twitching. “..You still know how to kill me five different ways before I can fight back don’t you?” He asked in a small voice. “Seven.” was all she said. Sokka was blissfully quiet for the rest of the walk. Soon they came into a clearing, where Appa was waiting, Aang sitting on top and patting his head. “Hey guys!” he called, jumping up and gracefully coming down. “Hey Aang, thanks for letting us borrow Appa again. I don’t think traveling on foot would of agreed with Suki at the moment.” Sokka said. ‘deep breaths, in and out. once your alone you can explain to him how close he is to being dumped..off of Appa..at 100 feet..’ “Why not?” Aang asked. “Her aunt flow is visiting.” Sokka said in a stage whisper. ‘..make that 200 feet..over a pile of nice, sharp rocks.’

Soon everything was loaded and Aang said goodbye, watching the not so happy couple leave. “You’ve been strangely quiet for the past while.” Sokka commented. “look, if you feel bad about snapping at me, it’s OK.” He assured. “..Sokka, you used to have at least a little bit of charm..and you were so sweet.” Suki said, moving in closer to him, and then grabbing his shoulders. “WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!” “Uh..” Sokka squeaked, getting shaken. the reins to Appa dropped from his hands and he feebly tried to push her away. “I swear to god, if you don’t stop being such a jerk soon, not only are you not going to have a girlfriend, they’ll never find the body!” She snarled, then pushed herself to the back of Appa’s saddle. Appa gave a loud growl, and Sokka came back up and grabbed the reins, patting Appa’s head. “This is gonna be a long flight buddy.” he muttered.

after not speaking to each other for five hours, they arrived at the first town on their little vacation list. Sokka had picked it, and Suki didn’t bother to remember it as they landed outside of the city. “So, where are we going to keep Appa?” Suki asked. “didn’t you take care of that?” Sokka asked. “..No, I booked our hotel, for three nights like you asked. you said YOU would find a place for Appa.” Suki said. “That doesn’t sound like something I would say.” Sokka said, rubbing his chin. “..For the first time today, I agree with you. Can you handle staying here with Appa while I go and find a barn or something where we can keep him.Can you do that at least?” Suki asked. “I did wanna go and see the weapon collection they have in town...” Sokka started, and then saw Suki’s face. “But yeah I can stay here with Appa my old pal!” He added quickly.

Suki stormed into town, with such a scowl on her face that the guards at the entrance to the town didn’t dare stop her. which was go for them, because she was just itching for a excuse to unleash some heavy violence. It took her nearly 3 hours to find a place willing to house Appa, and she was on her way back to the entrance of the village when a old woman in a shop stand called out to her. “Young lady, why are you so mad? fighting with your man?” The woman asked. “..No, he’s more of a boy.” Suki said, coming over. hell, her feet ached and she smelled like a stable after walking around all this time, let Sokka wait on her. “Let me guess, was once a charming young man, but now acts like a soiled brat?” The woman asked smiling. “..Yeah. thats kind of creepy,, how did you-” ‘It’s the way with most boys who try to be men. what you need to do young lady, is take the wind out of his sails..and I have just the tonic for it.” ‘should of figured..’ Suki thought, thinking about taking off while the woman look somewhere under her counter. “Ah! have him drink this, and I promise you he’ll stop trying to act like a big shot.” the woman promised. “..how much?” Suki asked. her coin purse was running a little dry, she hadn’t thought to bring much coin in with her. “For a young lady like you? It’s free.” the woman said, putting a small bottle in Suki’s hand. “just don’t go taking off right away..I’m sure you’ll be wanting more advice from me.” The woman said with a smile. “..this isn’t going to poison him is it? Cause he’s a dick and everything but i don’t really wanna kill him.” Suki said. “Poison?!” the woman asked, eyes going wide. “Ohhh, because I made that comment..heh..No dear. it will have a effect on him, but he will not die. I give you my word, and Madam Koza’s words is her bond!” as the old lady promised, her hand went over her heart, and she held a hand in the air. “well..OK. “ Suki said.

“What took so long? I sooo hungry!” Sokka whined, laying on Appa’s back. the grass that had been around Appa was all chewed up, in fact the big guy was still munching out. “Sorry, the only place willing to take him was on the other side of town. But I did stop off and get you something.” Suki was all smiles, as she took out the small bottle, and tossed it up to Sokka who caught it. “what’s this?” He asked, making a funny face. Suki climbed up onto Appa’s back, and moved into position to take the reins. “It’s a love drug. you take it now, and when we..you know..later..” Suki said, looking back and winking. the effect on Sokka was instant, as he tented his pants and took the stopper out of the bottle, and slugged it back. “I thought we weren’t gonna..ya know..cause of you..” Sokka started. “I’m not having my peri-” “Ew ew, don’t say it like that!” Sokka interrupted, coving his ears. Suki raised a eyebrow, he had been making references to it all day. “Alright, I’m not having aunt fl-” “Gross!” he whined, putting his fingers into his ears. “..I’m fine. it’s not that. I was just in a bad mood thats all.” she said. As Appa took off, Sokka calmed down and nodded, then looked over the edge and scream, crawling to the center of the saddle. “What’s wrong with you?” she asked, giving him a funny look. “W-We’re up t-too high..” He whimpered. “..Really? You’ve been hanging upside down from a zeplin and not been worried about the height before! not to mention how often you’ve flown on Appa!” Suki snickered. “D-Don’t laugh..I-I don’t know why..It’s just scary OK?” He whimpered. She was going to laugh again, but looked back, and saw that he was curled up in a ball, and shaking. ‘why the hell did I just give him!?’ she thought wildly. ‘what did that old lady say..he’d stop trying to act like a manly man..and what else..I mean..he’s acting like a..little...kid. ah crap.’

Part of her warrior training had seen Suki study many, many poisons and other drugs that were used in the world, and she knew of one plant, that when boiled in hot water for long enough, had the ability to mentally regress a person. the plant though was suppose to be wiped out. A servant girl had used it on a warlord, and when he had recovered he had killed the girl and ordered all of the plants destroyed.

“Calm down Sokka, we’re almost at the stable OK?” Suki said in a nice calm voice. Her mind was spinning, the old texts she had read had dosage levels compared to a persons weight.. At Sokka’s weight, with how much was in that vial.. She paused and did the mental math, and cursed softly as they landed in front of the stable. “Sokka, we’re on the ground OK? Do you need help getting down?” Suki asked softly. getting up and walking back towards him. He shook his head no, and slowly got up, now blushing bright red. “I-I don’t know what that was all about..I’m sorry.” he said, looking anywhere but at her. “..it’s OK” Suki said. She chose not to mention the small damp stain on the front of his pants, and instead hoped down to meet to stable master. “So this is a sky bison eh? should be interesting to look after eh?” The old timer said, smiling and showing all four of his teeth. His breath was rank and Suki just smiled and did her best not to breath any of the stink in. “whats up with your fellow there eh?” He asked, pointing behind her. Suki turned around, finding Sokka trying to carry as much as he could. ‘like a little boy trying to impress a girl..’ she thought with a smile. “What’s wrong with him carrying everything?” she asked. “I wasn’t talking about that eh, I was talking about how he pissed his pants eh.” the old man snickered. “He didn’t piss himself, he spilled a drink on himself. and I’ll ask you to please not go around pointing out other peoples flaws.” Suki said. her voice was low and full of menace, and with her back to Sokka, she crackled her knuckles. “Understand..eh?” she asked.

“That guy was awfully nice to give you half of your money back.” Sokka said. He was carrying his fair share of the gear this time, Though Suki had had to fight with him to let her carry any..even when it weighed him down so much he couldn’t even crawl.. ‘crawl..Oh Sokka..I’m so sorry..’ she thought. “Anyways, thanks for pointing out that wet spot, I can’t belive I wasted that much of that potion you gave me on my pants.” He giggled. “Yeah well, It’s OK. I’m sure you drank enough.” Suki said. God, she felt so guilty..how was she going to break it to Sokka? “Which street do we take now?” Sokka asked, stopping at a four way. Suki watched him trying to read the signs, and hoped she was wrong. maybe the dosage hadn’t been that high, and he had only wet a little because he was scared. “Huh..thats weird. I thought their signs were in English here.” Sokka said. He had the cutest little confused look on his face, and was scratching the top of his head, looking this way and that. “I know how to read the sighs.” Suki lied. “I’ll guide us. but before we go to the hotel, why don’t we go take a look around the market. I saw a stand before that I wanna go and check out.” ‘If that old bat doesn’t have a cure for him, I’m turning her over to the guards! those potions are illegal!’

It was harder than she thought to get back to Koza’s stand, not because she couldn’t recall the way, but because Sokka had to stop and look at every weapon, every toy, just about everything. She should of known better really, than to bring him in this state with her. he didn’t have the greatest attention span at the best of times, and with a little kids mind set it was even worse. But she didn’t dare leave him by himself. already he’d almost freaked out, when he thought he had lost her. she had only gone across the street to buy them some apples, and she came back to find him looking scared and teary eyed. Now she couldn’t get him to let go of her hand even her life depended on it, which was luckily seen as a sign they were lovers..till people got closer and saw and heard how Sokka was acting. After he had whined and begged to try out a new kind of gimmick toy, the merchant selling it had asked her in a whisper if she was looking after someone ill in the head. ‘great. he’s thinking like a 5 year old if i’m lucky, and the merchants think he’s retarded. can this day get any fecking worse?’ Suki thought. She was currently dragging Sokka along, he was whining he wanted to go back to the cake shop, since Suki hadn’t let him get a cookie. “I have my own money, way can’t I get one!” He whined. just when she thought he couldn’t make this any worse, he went limp on her, and just stayed on the ground. “Sokka, get up.” Suki whispered, looking around as a crowd was starting to gather. “want cookie.” He said, crossing his arms. “Sokka, for the love of god, get up now!” Suki hissed. “your causing a scene!” Great, she could heard the people now..comments were being made about the poor girl dealing with the retarded boy. “Sokka, if you get up and come with me strait to the booth i wanna go to, We will go back to that shop, and i won’t get you a cookie, I’ll buy you a entire cake just for yourself!” She hated having to resort to bribing him, but it seemed to work. though he had a little kids mind, Sokka was still a fairly able young man, and he rocked onto his shoulders, then nipped up onto his feet. “A whole cake? You got a deal!” he yelled. more laughter from the crowd, which he seemed to be noticing for the first time, and he turned to them. “what are you laughing at?” He asked. “Yeah, what are you laughing at?” Suki asked. if they truly believed he was handicapped, maybe they would have the good taste to point out something else, or just go away.. “ah.nothing son..it was just a funny sound a cat made.” A young man said. the crowd muttered they’re agreement, and slowly drifted away. “Thank you.” Suki mouthed to the man. he gave them a thumbs up, and Sokka returned it with a grin.

“he was nice.” Sokka said. he was smiling and still holding Suki’s hand, though he was moving his back and forth, making her swing hers. “Yeah.” “I wonder what the cat did that was so funny.” Sokka wondered. “..He might of farted.” Suki said with a grin. Sokka giggled. “eww, your so gross!” As they came up to where the booth was, Suki’s heart sank..the booth was gone! “excuse me.” she asked, getting the attention of anther merchant. “But the old lady who had a booth there..” “Oh, she’s gone home for the day.She’s actually quite the power house, says it’s one of her tonics. she’ll be back in a day or so. she doesn’t work everyday, says she needs time to make more tonics.” “Ah. Well, if you see her, can you pass a message on for me?” Suki asked, digging into her coin purse. Sokka was getting fidgety, and Suki knew she didn’t have much time left before she’d know if this was as young as he was going to get. “sure.” the merchant said, eyeing her coin purse. “Let me pay, a gentleman has to treat a lady.” Sokka said, blushing bright red and reaching into his coin purse, pulling out six coins, twice as much as Suki would of paid. “Tell her that the young lady she gave her word to, need her help. badly.” Suki said. Merchant nodded, and pocketed the coins. “And If I meet her here, and find out you’ve made no effort to give our message, I’ll expect those coins back.” Suki added.

“It’s just for a little bit, I need to pick up some things, and as you can see, he slows me down a little bit.” Suki said to the owner of the cake shop. “I dunno..” The woman said, stoking her chin. “He’ll be eating the cake in here anyways. if he wants anything else, let him have it, and I’ll settle up after.” Suki said. “alright, deal. but you explain it to him. I’ve seen your idiot boy causing trouble all over the market today. Suki bit back her reply to Sokka being called that. It really wasn’t his fault, it was hers! Instead, she walked over to the table where Sokka was sitting, and she was carrying the cake she had promised him. “Sokka, before I give you your cake..” she started. “uh-huh?” he asked, drooling. She set the cake down on the table “Are you going to be OK here by yourself for a little bit? I need to go pick up some girl things, and I don’t wanna gross you out again.” Suki lied. “Oh..well um..” Sokka looked around, and then motioned for her to come in closer. “what if bad guys come and try and take me away?” he whispered. ‘so cute!’ Suki thought, biting her lip to stop for laughing. “The nice lady who runs this place is going to be looking out for you OK? She’ll make sure you stay safe. now if you want a drink or something, AFTER you finish your cake, you can go ahead and get it.” Suki said. As she talked, she leaned down and slowly snaked her hand around, and removed Sokka’s coin purse, and turned to leave. “Heyyy! wheres my goodbye kiss?” he whined. “..and why do you have my money?” “..if you don’t have any money, bad guys are way less likely to come after you.” She lied, figuring if she left him alone with it, someone would scam him out of it before she got back. “Now be a good boy.” she said, and leaned in and kissed his cheek. “And I’ll see you soon OK?” He giggled and blushed at the kiss, and then shyly moved forward and gave her a little peck on the cheek too. “Kay. don’t be too long Kay?” He said. “I won’t be longer than it takes.” she promised.

It wasn’t as hard as she thought to find the stall she needed. With their being a good chance Sokka’s mind set was going to regress even more soon, she knew she needed certain supplies. from what she could recall about the poison, you never truly entered infancy again, but you did amazingly simple minded, and lose all control..down there, as well as moter skills. “Ten thick cloth diapers, two pairs of plastic pants, four safety pins and a jar of ointment please.” Suki asked the merchant behind the incontinence booth. “Size and gender?” the man asked. “Male, and um..about my size I guess..never measured him.” She said, blushing. the man gave her a odd look, then bent down and took out the supplies she asked for. “..You know unless you’re washing these everyday, you’re going to need more than ten.” He said. “washing..them..” Suki made a face. She hadn’t even thought about that..her plan was to get him diapered, and wait till Koza showed up so she could fix him. she was just going to toss the used diapers. then again..she had about a day and a half, to two days to wait..better safe than sorry. “Toss in anther six. and do you have some sort of bag I can put this all in?” She asked.

Suki came back to find Sokka laying back in his chair, half the cake gone and a pile of glasses around him. his belly looked like it was bugling underneath his shirts and he had a drool line coming down from his mouth. “How was he?” Suki asked the shop owner. “He was well behaved. stayed there and pigged himself out on that cake. ordered some milk. you owe me 4 coins for the milk.” “Whats in the bags? did you get me a present?” Sokka asked, spotting the building paper sack bags, walking over. “Nothing for you, not yet.” Suki said, slamming 4 coins down on the counter. “Why don’t you go get your cake and wrap it up to bring back with us?” She asked. “..I get to take the cake WITH me?” He asked, grinning. “Well, I can’t take a half eaten one back.” The shop owner said. “Bring it over and i’ll wrap it for you kid. free of change.” The shop owner said. she added the free of cost thing, as she saw Suki about to ask. “Sounds like you warmed up to him.” Suki said. “Well, for a handicapped young man, he is rather cute.” “..Well, I’m not setting him up on any dates.” Suki said.

“So did you have fun?” Suki asked. they were on they’re way to the hotel now to check in. and for Suki, she had plans of getting Sokka into pampers as soon as possible. she was already noticing that he was stumbling around a little. as if the act of walking was getting too hard for him. ‘this isn’t fair. he’s young and fit..funny and smart..’ Suki thought mournfully. Though deep down inside, for all the of the headaches she was getting from dealing with him like this she had to admit she kinda sorta just maybe found a childish Sokka...cute. Then again it really shouldn’t surprised Suki that maybe she liked a childish Sokka. she had been drawn to him for his charms sure, but she also liked having a Boyfriend that she knew would need her to look after him. She had expected him to take a little more care of himself and her than he had, hence why the tension as of late. not to mention the period jokes which had gotten old. fast. “Yeah. Some boys came in and were starting to poke fun but ling kicked them out.” Sokka said. “Ling?” “That was her name. the cake shop girl.” He said. he jerked his thumb back in her direction and turned his head back. then proceed to trip and fall flat on his face getting some laughs from a nearby group of children. “Sokka! are you OK?” Suki asked. she rushed over and helped Sokka to his feet, and noticed how not only were tears welling up in his eyes, but there was a fresh wet spot on his pants again. “T-That..”He sniffled a little. Suki could tell he was trying to hold the fit that wanted to explode out of him in. “That hurt.” he finished, and tears leaked down the side of his face. Suki heard a soft hiss, but a short one, and anther wet spot joined the first one on his pants. “Sokka, we need to get you inside.” Suki said urgently. He sniffled again and nodded, but now the school kids were noting the wet spots and turning and pointing. “haha! that big kid pissed himself!” “some big kid. I bet you thats his mommy!” “S-Shut up!” Sokka yelled at the kids. Not thinking, he ran over, tears freely flowing from his eye now and shoved one of the kids making fun of him over. of course, while his mind was getting younger, Sokka was still a fit young man, and then kid went over like nothing and started to bawl. “Sokka, we have to go..NOW!” Suki said, panic building in her voice. she looked pass Sokka where what she assumed was a teacher was taking notice of one of her students being assaulted. Sokka thought Suki was mad at HIM and started to bawl himself. ‘This is JUST what I needed..’ Suki thought. She grabbed Sokka by the back of his shirt and yanked him to his feet, then gave him a kiss on the lips. “I’ll give you anther one if you can catch me!” She said. She then took off running and was praying Sokka would follow her. he did and though they got some stairs, she managed to get him back to their hotel without cause too much more trouble.

Suki waited by the door as Sokka came running in, about 10 seconds become her, huffing and puffing, but then grinned seeing her and poked her arm. “Caughtttt youuu!’ He said with a big grin. Suki was thankful that no one besides the clerk was downstairs at the moment and smiled and kissed Soka’s cheek. “That you did. now let’s get up into our room ok?” “kay!’ He said and smiled. the smile faded from his face as they walked in and he noted the two beds. “Heyyyyy, I thought we were going to share a bed!” He huffed, and crossed his arms. Suki sweat dropped. “Well, we might, but only if your a good boy OK?” “...Well OK.” He said. He gave a soft huff and stomped over towards his bed and was about to sit down on it in his soggy pants on the bed when suki eeped and moved over, grabbing him. “Now what!?” he whined and gave her a cross look. ‘jezze, someone needs a nap.” Suki thought dryly. “Sokka..your a little bit wet in the pants right now..we should get you changed before you sit on the bed.” Suki said. “you ARE mad that i wet myself!’ he yelled and pulled away from her, storming for the bathroom. “I’ll show you, i’ma big boy and i can make it to da potty any time I want!’ He said, thumping his chest then slamming the bathroom door. “5..4..3..2..1..” Suki counted down, rolling her eyes. “Suuuuki? can you come in and help me get my pants off?” Came the sheepish voice of Sokka. “i’ll be right in.” Suki called, but grabbed a few things..

When suki came into the bathroom, she had to put a hand over her face you cover the smile. Sokka was doing a fratic potty dance in front of the toliet and we fumbling with the latch on his pants. “Gottta poooop!” he whined, a hand on his butt. “Ok ok, calm down and hold still!” Suki said. She walked over to sokka and firmly took hold of his hips and then undid the latch on his soaked pants letting them plop to the floor. 'he’s not wearing underwear!’ suki thought going red faced as he flopped loose and free. Sokka however wasn’t paying attention to her or his underwear and just plopped down on the toilet and started to go. “awwww..see? told you I can use da potty!’ He said. he was smiling and beaming, kicking his legs ideally while on the throne. “You sure did.” Suki said humoring the poor boy. she took his soaked pants from around his ankles and set it in the tub..figuring she’d have one of the water benders working here fill her tub in a bit.

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I was tagged by my friend so have this long rant about The Dragon Prince.

#1. Which Primal Source Do you identify most with? Why?

The stars. I find outer space fascinating and calming...also apparently those who relate to the stars often have their heads in the clouds thinking about stuff and since I stay up every night with like 14 stories in my head, that seems to fit.

#2. Elves or Humans?

War and conflict wise: Humans since they were the ones kicked out and most Katolis were just kind of chill about them killing their king and didn’t want to retaliate. They don ‘t want to fight anymore.

Design wise: Elves, I love how different they are from regular humans and all the varieties they come in! They just look so good!

#3. If you had to choose, would you rather free Runaan from the coin or Aaravos from the mirror?

Runaan from the coin. I really like Aaravos but he’s been in there for awhile he can handle a little longer. Also I don’t trust him completely. Freeing Runaan gives more opportunity for story conflicts and character growth while Aavaros is probably gonna be free at some point anyways.

#4. Best animal companion?

I...I can't decide, I love all of them. Zym is great for story purposes (also he’s a dragon), same with Pip, Thunder was epic, Bait need more love, and Phoe Phoe looks so cool!

#5. Best humanoid companion?

Claudia. She’s strong when it comes to magic and would do anything to keep her family close. I can relate to that.

#6. You can revive one character, who is it and why them?

I don’t know. There’s no one in the first two seasons that died that didn’t need to die for the story to work out. I would say Aanaya’s parents but Aanaya needed to be there to make sure Viren didn’t start a war. She wouldn’t be queen if her parents were still there.

#7. Otp?

Harrow x Sarai. They have a good relationship and I loved their chemistry and interactions. Sarai being funny and jovial contrasts well with Harrow’s more serious and deeper moments. At the same time she won’t hesitate to tell her husband when she thinks he’s doing something wrong. They just have a really good relationship and I wish I could see more of it.

#8. Unpopular opinion?

I prefer platonic Rayllum. If romance is gonna be the end game, fine, I’ll tolerate it. I’ve just watched so many Hallmark movies where boy meets girl and they fall in love I get sick of it. It’s mainly a me thing.

#9. Favorite headcanon?

I’d like to think that Claudia and Soren go see their mother every once in awhile. That they might hold a little contempt towards her but they want to try and have a mother. I’d also like to think that their mom also planted a seed of doubt in them about their father, because while Viren is a really complex and morally grey (leaning towards the darker shade of grey) character, I don’t think he realizes it. I think there’s a reason his wife left him that had to do with him not seeing himself as the bad guy, and I kind of hope Claudia and Soren aren’t brainwashed into thinking that their father can do no wrong.

I’d like to headcanon this cause it offers a great naritive appeal in realizing your parents aren’t always good people and that you do NOT have to be like them or make their mistakes. That there are two sides to every story and that people who leave their spouses are not inherently bad or do it for bad reasons.

#10. Best siblings pair?

I know I just talked about them but it’s Soren and Claudia for me. They have One Brain Cell each and most of the time they juggle them for fun. XD

On a more serious note, they remind me of my own relationship with my siblings. My sister is the most important thing to me in my life and we get along well. We also...well, we also live in a split home, just like these two. We’re silly, we make up memes and laugh a lot, we read fanfiction together and draw. We’re really close and help each other with everything. So yeah, how could I not love a sibling pair like Soren and Claudia?

#11. Who’s your Queen?

There’s not many living queens huh? Personally I like Sarai. From what we’ve seen of her, she really cares about life in general.

#12. Lujanne offers you ice cream, how do you respond?

Suspisious…...but I’ll bite (as long as I don’t know it’s grubs XD).

#13. Be honest, do you have the guts to use dark magic?

…...Yes. In all honesty, Claudia’s decision to take that deer’s life to save her brother really struck a nerve in me. If it had been me in her position, my sister paralyzed and I could actually do something about it? I would take that deer’s life in a heartbeat. Dark magic takes a toll on you, I can understand that, but if it takes part of my life to take someone I love? I would do it with no questions asked.

Would I use it constantly? Probably not. I can’t stand being near spiders much less kill them. But I could and would use it if I had to.

#14. Who’s best elf? Why?

Rayla. I love Aaravos but if I’m being objective? He killed people, or helped Viren kill people anyways. Rayla refused to even at her own mission being at stake and has never killed before.

15. Hot brown morning potion or leaf flavored water?

I don’t know. I don’t particularly like either, I much prefer hot coco.

#16. Best use for magic?

Helping those around you directly or indirectly. Also pranks. Pranks is a good use.

#17. Who wins the best hair award?

Aaravos. Sorry but there’s very little competition there.

#18. Viren; misguided, evil, or actually the good guy?

He knows what he’s doing, but doesn’t think it’s wrong to do so. He does bad things but he feels they are justified. He would take one life he doesn't care about to save a thousand he does know. He’s understandable. He tries to do what he thinks is right.

However he still sends his son to kill two children so he can have the throne. He tells Claudia to disregard her brother in the interest of his own gain. He disregards everyone and everything so that his plans can survive. He hid the dragon egg from Harrow (endangering Ezran) to presumably use against the elves. He wants war no matter the cost. That, no matter the reasoning, is flawed thinking.

#19. Would you rather fly with Phoe-Phoe, hike with Corvus, sail with Villads, or stay home with Opeli?

I’ve hiked before. I’ve stayed home a lot. I’d prefer flying or sailing, those seem like fun.

#20. Who’s your crush?

Aaravos. I don’t trust him but I’d love to have a conversation with him. His characterization is fascinating and visually he’s very easy on the eyes. I would love to have the opportunity to do what Viren had the chance to do, to talk to him ask questions about him and maybe figure out where he is. I’d also like to learn exactly why he was placed in that mirror….

#21. You’re being chased by a cotton candy hippo; reaction?

RIDE AND EAT IT!

#22. Choose a champion.

Sarai, and if I can’t have her, Zym.

#23. Favorite scene? Why?

Everything in Callum’s mind. I love the funniness of it all, but also the lesson it taught. Just remembering to breathe, to not focus on all those swirling and baffling thoughts that eat you up and to calm down. You don’t need to fix it all, focus on the present and let your brain settle. (Also, it was great to see Callum and his mom.)

#24. Should Soren be a poet?

Yes, well at least at some point. Even if he’s better physically, continuing to be a guard and under his father’s influence might be bad for his mental health. He was just a drone, not really thinking about killing Ezran and Callum, just doing what his father wanted to get approval. Poetry and creative writing is a really good outlet for that.

#25. Soggy Socks. (No more context)

gET OUT!

@theblackdragon-studios I diiiid it

#TDP #The Dragon Prince #Ally #Long rant #long post #Viren #Harrow #Callum #I love this show ok? I love everything about it #It is so well done and I could go on for hours about the littlest things they do #headcannons #TDP headcannons #Claudia #Soren #Ezran #Ez is a good kid too #I kind of want to rant about him #THERE"S SO MUCH I COULD SAY ABOUT THIS SHOW

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seduceme-lovestruck-thearcana · 5 years

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MCs background chapter 8: Resurrection

Honestly, this chapter is just as nonsense as it was in my head. It took me awhile to write it bc what the hell. How did I even wrITE THIS DJWJW. I’m sorry if it doesn’t make sense bc honestly idk what was going on in my head. I still loved the idea tho. Plus, i don’t even know exactly what happened and I wrote it. So, I’m just gonna go with what Julian said from The Arcana...It’s mystical malarkey! As in, no one has ever experienced that and don’t know how it happened, so there isn’t exactly an “explanation”. It’s just kinda bs XD. Anyways enjoy! Plus, there is some information at the bottom.

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Zosk and Sarah had gotten really close. He had wished he was alive once more. She was 14 and strong. She was in 8th grade and dealt with all of her anxieties. She would talk to him about them in her dreams, even if she didn’t remember what he told her when she awoke. She was happy to be with him as he was with her. He didn’t know why he suddenly felt like this. Why did he get close to her? He never got close to any other person he visited. To be fair, he hasn’t visited many people. He couldn’t remember what happened after he died, but he just awoke one day and knew he had to pass on his power. He visited around 8 people? He always stopped when they were 25 or sometimes even younger. So, he knew his time was limited. He had been like this for 200 years, so he may have found his person. Or maybe not. He would have to wait and see.

“What happened today?” She jumped up and down. They were standing in a forest area once again. They were at the same bridge she was at when she was 8. He would bring her here sometimes, to see the fish and calm her down, or just talk to her about magic. “I went to school and I met a boy!” Zosk immediately laughed. Was he going to have boy talk with Sarah? That made him uncomfortable, but he would wait and see if it came to that. He hoped it wouldn’t. He isn’t good with emotions since he rarely feels them. He only feels them with he was with Melody and Sarah. That was it. It was weird, but that’s how he felt. “Hmm, and what happened with this boy?” She blushed and curled some hair around her ear. She did that from time to time when she was nervous or shy. “Nothing really, we just talked and stuff.” Zosk smirked at her. “You feel feelings already?”

Sarah laughed. “I don’t know yet, but I do like to be around him, and my heart does race when I’m around him.” She looked at him with a confused look. “What is that feeling?” He sighed and thought for a few moments. It could only be love. “Love. But, you better ask your mom. She’s better at feelings than I am.” She nodded and hugged him. “Thanks for doing this.” He hugged her back but looked down at her. “Doing what?” “Talking to me and being with me. I wish I could see you in real life. It would be a lot easier. I wouldn’t even have to forget you!” He got a bit sad at that. She would have to forget him. He couldn’t let her know about all he was yet, and all about magic. Her mother wanted to keep it away from her, so he would listen to Melody. He may have been an empire ruler, but he was a nice man. He sighed and ruffled her hair. He couldn’t tell her the truth just yet. “Yeah, I guess you wouldn’t.”

She pulled back from the hug and they both began to walk back to the beginning of the forest, still holding hands. It was something that never changed. They always held hands. Well, not always, but he held her hand for her comfort, but he couldn’t deny that it was also for his comfort. It just kept him grounded and at peace. He wished he could really be with her. Not just to make his decision, but to spend time with her. He’s been dead for so long, and with no one to be with him, it began to become lonely. He didn’t know what he would do when he had to leave her. He shook his head. It wasn’t the time to think of that. For now, he just needed to enjoy the moments he did have with her.

A few months had passed and Sarah kept asking about magic. She always seemed to want an example or a tale of Zosks. It wasn’t that weird since she did ask from time to time, but it was more persistent recently. He just took it as her growing up and wanting to know about magic. She was a very curious kid, just like her mother, so it made sense. However, it just seemed...out of nowhere.

Sarah was in her room, sitting on the bed, crisscrossed, and Zosk was sitting in front of her doing the same position. “Why do you want to know so much about magic?” He asked her. She looked away and began to curl some hair around her ear, uncurl it, and repeat the process. “Sarah?” Zosk said, with a serious tone. She looked at him and sighed. “It’s because you want to offer me your power, and I don’t even know what it does. I’m worried that I might mess up, or I might do something horrible because of it,” she said, her voice getting softer after every word. She looked back down at her lap. “I feel kinda scared. It’s why I want to know more about it so I don’t mess up what you might give me.” He looked at her and could hear the vulnerability in her voice. She was scared. Really scared. She’s kept it down for so long and dealt with it, but now has gotten it out. It made his heart ache that he put this much pressure on her and anxiety. But he couldn’t help it. This much power would cause anyone to have anxiety and worries. However, he did feel a slight relief. He was a bit happy that she didn’t remember everything when she woke up. Happy that she didn’t have this burden on her 24/7. Now that would put him in pain.

He got closer to her and pulled her into his lap. He now felt like a father helping his daughter. “Well, if you decide when you’re older, then I’ll help you. I’ll teach you about it, I’ll tell your family, I’ll help you through it. You won’t have to do it alone. I promise,” he said to her, and he meant it. She was scared and he hated it. He wanted to help her and protect her and he would do so as long as she’d let him. Sarah felt tired and her head fell onto his chest, her eyes closed, and her breathing relaxed. He knew it was almost time for her to get up, so he put her back to sleep. “I wish I had the power to bring you to life once more,” she whispered to him. He felt like crying. She was too pure and innocent, and she was wishing for the impossible. He can’t bring himself back to life, and no one else could either. He had been dead for too long and didn’t have a body. He felt his shirt get wet and looked down and realized Sarah was crying.

However, something was different.

Her tears...were bright yellow. Like a sun drop. He’s seen her cry before, and they didn’t look like that, but now they did. It was weird and he didn’t understand. He’s never heard of that happening before. He looked back down and saw more tears of yellow colored falling onto his shirt. They seemed to dissolve and he saw his skin start to turn back to a color. It wasn’t shadowy anymore, it was turning back to regular skin. He looked at his shoulders and noticed his hair coming back to a color as well. It was blue and just past his shoulders a bit. His clothes seemed to come into color as well. His long robe coming back into his view. However, it all seemed so big to him. As if it didn’t fit him. He looked down at his body and realized...he was a child. Well, he had a teenager sized body. He stared at his body in shock and horror.

“What the hell, what the hell, what the HELL.” He said. His body was back completely, and he noticed Sarah wasn’t crying anymore. Did her tears do this? She was just a human, so it didn’t make sense to him. He shook his head and knew he had to go somewhere else. To Melody. He watched over her and knew she wanted to see him again. “I guess this is as good as ever to see her.” He put Sarah back under her covers and he closed his eyes and ended the dream. His body was back, so he felt the cold air of the room when he entered Melody’s room. Melody woke up and looked at him. She didn’t have a choice to not wake up, since whenever he enters someone’s dream, he wakes them up instantly. “Who are you?” She looked at him with a look of confusion.

She got up and walked over to him. She poked his arm and didn’t feel a shadow. She felt an actual arm. She looked at him with confusion. Before she could say anything, Zosk spoke. “It is Zosk, but your daughter, Sarah, did this. I’ve been with her for a long time. I never told you because I thought you would get mad but now Sarah has done the impossible and I didn’t know who else to come too.” He was rambling. Melody looked at him with so much confusion. She wasn’t really angry at him. He didn’t really have any control over who he discovered. It just happened by chance. She nodded but stared at him. He was a teenager. A literal fucking teenager. She didn’t know how Sarah was able to turn him young again, but she did it.

She started to pace as she thought. She didn’t know how this was possible either. Sarah was a human, while her siblings were all magicians. She assumed that this was caused by light magic, but she didnt have any! It didn’t make sense. Maybe she really did have magic? Melody didn’t know. She just sighed and looked back at him. “Let’s just say, it was a miracle. I can’t think of an answer, and if you’ve never heard of it, then it’s most likely never happened before.” He nodded and looked concerned. “What am I going to do?” Melody suddenly got an idea and smiled. “Well, we first have to tell my husband, then we get you a makeover. These clothes don’t fit you anymore.” Melody giggled into her hand. Zosk seemed irritated but he was excited about a makeover. He didn’t want to admit it, but he didn’t really want these clothes anymore.

He was an empire ruler in the past and didn’t want reminders of it. He looked at her and nodded. “Tell your husband when he wakes up?” Melody looked at him. “How? You only enter in dreams.” Zosk shook his head. “I’m real now. I’ll have to come back in this body. So, when you wake up, I think I’ll be there.” Melody looked at him for a minute. She had to make sure she woke up before Gabriel. She didn’t want Zosk to get hurt because her husband didn’t understand why a random teenager was in her house. She didn’t even know if he’d believe her about all of this. She shrugged and just went with the plan. She hoped it would work.

She woke up around 7 am and looked in the corner of her room. She saw Zosk, sitting on the floor, sleeping. He had a peaceful look on his face. “I bet he had girls swooning when he was younger,” Melody said with a little laugh. She looked over and saw Gabriel, still fast asleep. She didn’t want to wake him up, but knew she had to. But first, she had to get the kids up for school and then do the talk. She got up and got the kids up and did everything for them. “I love you!” She said as she kissed them all on the forehead before they ran outside to the bus. She sighed. It was very difficult waking them up in the morning, but she still dealt with it. She basically ran back into her room and let out a sigh of relief as she saw both Gabriel and Zosk sleeping. She walked over to Gabriel and gently shaked him. “It’s time to get up, baby.” He groaned and looked up at her. “Why do I need to get up? We’re both off today, why not join me in bed,” he said with a suggestive tone. She laughed but knew this had to happen. “No, I need to talk now, please?” She gave him the same puppy eyes she did when they first met. She always pulled them out in case of an emergency.

He sighed and sat up and rubbed his eyes. Melody walked over to Zosk and woke him up too. “Hmm?” Zosk said to her. He opened his eyes and noticed her in front of him. For the first time in a long time, he felt sleepy and wanted to continue sleeping. However, he quickly realized the situation. He saw Gabriel looking at him with a shocked face. “I know you’re shocked but we have to talk about something. You’ll probably think I’m insane after I say it.” Gabriel looked at her, then at Zosk, then back at her. “Who is this kid?” “That’s what we have to talk about, and he technically isn’t a kid.” Melody walked over to Gabriel and sat in front of him, grabbing his hands to hold them. “You know about Zosk right? The powerful black magic magician? You told me about him a long time ago,” she told him, rubbing her thumb on his knuckles. He nodded and looked back at Zosk as he got up and walked a little bit closer to the bed. “Well...this is him,” she said. He tried to speak, but was cut off by Melody panicking. “Yes, I know I seem crazy, but you have to believe me. Also, you need to believe me when I say that Sarah did this. She brought him back to life, but as a teenager.” Gabriel just stared at her. He saw her honest expression and tried to believe her, but it was so hard too.

“Are you sure you didn’t hit your head?” “She’s not lying, I promise,” Zosk said. Gabriel looked at him and seemed irritated. He did sense a power coming from him, so it’s obvious he wasn’t a human. But being Zosk the Unconquerable?? It seemed impossible. Plus, how was he supposed to believe that Sarah did this? She was human and that was that! “Are you sure you didn’t do anything to my wife?” “No! He’s been with me since I was young, and now he’s moved on to Sarah. He needs someone to pass his power on to and he went to me when I was young. I said no and that I didn’t want it. So, he must’ve went down the line and just chose Sarah.”

Melody and Zosk spent the next hour talking about their pasts and explaining it to Gabriel. Gabriel just sat there, taking it in, with a few questions sometimes. He didn’t understand it, but he knew she wasn’t lying. Melody never lied to him and he had to believe her. Plus, Gabriel asked questions that almost no one knew the answer to, and he knew that only Zosk would know the answer. He answered them all correctly and just had to believe them. “So, you’re back again? And you’re stuck here with us?” Zosk nodded. Melody smiled at Gabriel and kissed him on the forehead. “Thanks for believing me and taking this better than I thought. I wanted to tell you when we got married, but I didn’t want to seem insane. Plus, he went away for some time and I didn’t know he was with Sarah, so I assumed I didn’t need to tell you.” Gabriel looked at her as she rambled on and kissed her forehead. “It’s fine. I’m just glad I know now. Especially since it involves our child.” “Well, we were close in her dreams, is it possible that we will still be close? Even if she doesn’t know me?” Melody and Gabriel both looked at him. “Only one way to find out.”

Sarah came home around 3:15 PM. Christopher came as well, but Alexandra and Jacob had to stay because they had a club meeting. Sarah and Christopher were too young to be in a club just yet. They were at the end of the year for 8th grade, so next year they would be able to join a club. However, that didn’t matter. Sarah and Christopher came into the house and saw Gabriel and Melody still talking to Zosk. Sarah looked at him and got excited. She loved to meet new people, even if she was very shy. Christopher looked at him and just looked confused. Why was there a random person in their house? Melody looked over at them.

“Guys, this is Zed. He just moved here. I think you’re gonna make great friends.” Sarah walked over to him and held out her hand. “It’s nice to meet you!” Zosk looked at her and smiled. He shook her hand. “It’s nice to meet you too, Sarah.” His wish came true. He was alive and able to be with her. Hopefully he will be able to protect her like he promised.

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Yes. Zosks new name is now Zed because I believe that he would just call himself that to Sarah instead of Zosk. Also, I didn’t say it in the writing I think but

Zosk doesn’t get to choose who he goes to. He just wakes up in their dreams. Fate chooses it.

NO Zosk does not feel romantic feelings towards her. I keep thinking that people will see it like that, but I don’t mean it to come off like that. I just want to show that he wants to be close with her and protect her. Like a best friend bond sort of. It’s creepy to imagine them together. A 200 year old magician in love with a 14 year old girl? That’s called pedophilia and disgusting so no.

Also, when they do get older, they both gag at the image of them together. It’s just a fact I decided throw in here to.

Yes. Next chapter there is gonna be more sibling love! All of the siblings are gonna be shown more and stuff. They weren’t shown much in these chapters because I was just explaining the beginning of Zosk and Sarah and how Zosk (or Zed whatever fnwb) is involved in this. Plus, idc what canon is, I imagine Zosk as an actually nice guy. Very kind XD.

I don’t mean Zosk to come off as weird or creepy. He is bound to people when they’re young to see how they will grow and change and handle situations. It wasn’t really his choice. It’s just what happens. He just needs to see who is actually worthy of his power and what they would do with it. It’s just the only thing I could think of. I mean, being bound to someone when they’re like 25 and already grown and stuff wouldn’t exactly benefit him. I just fjsjsj. I just needed for him to somehow be close to her as a child so this was the way I could think of. Plus, it was just my original idea, but I didn’t mean for him to come off as creepy or anything.

Anyway, I’m sorry if this was bad. My writing is kinda bad in this part bc explaining this part of her backstory is kinda weird. It’s just hard to write so I hope this is good!

#se mc #sweet enchantments MC #sweet enchantments #my writing #se

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manabingu · 6 years

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Haruka Nanami = soft girl

This has been sitting in my inbox since yesterday MY BAD! I wanted to answer this earlier but got distracted by deadlines of some stuff ANYWAY. Thanks for sending me an ask about Nanami CUZ I BEEN WANTIN TO TALK ABOUT MY HOME GIRL FOR AWHILE BUT NEVER GET THE CHANCE TO! So thanks~*~*~*

THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE. NANAMI HARUKA ^^^^ I WOULD DIE FOR HER.

Honestly, I’m that one person in every fandom that tends to fall in love with characters who I feel get undeserved hate or are either a minor character who gets glossed over. And be like….YALL??? Why you so mean to such adorable, innocent,sweet, hardworking, wouldn’t hurt a fly characters and then say that characters who are LITERAL murderers and criminals are the “precious cinnamon rolls who can do no wrong” only cuz you attracted to them??? yall thas sad. Listen…I’m honestly tired of people who bash on the anime and only play the games cuz they think it’s boring. Yes, you can have your opinion & I respect that, but I’ve seen some people whom have a pretty steadily growing following just bash on Nanami or some of their “not best boys” for reasons that make no sense to me & I been bottling this for awhile but Imma just SPEAK today cuz I’m on fire. ANYWAY BACK TO MY QUEEN.

LET ME HAVE MY NANAMI HARUKA TED TALK. Debunking complaints

Complaint I’ve heard: She’s boring

IN MY PERSONAL OPINION. NANAMI HARUKA IS ONE OF THE BEST LEADS IN ANY IDOL/ REVERSE HAREM ANIME I HAVE SEEN TO DATE.

She’s FAR from boring. She kind of reminds me of one of my other favorite lead heroines of all time. Tohru Honda from Fruits Basket. Both are humble & haven’t really had much in their life. Let’s talk about her story, she is a girl who was born with with bad health so much so that her parents sent her to grow up and live with her grandma in the countryside where the air was cleaner & less polluted than the city where they live. While she stayed with grandma, she learned to play piano by ear & she really didn’t grow up with much technology. She states in episode one that she didn’t even have a TV so anytime anyone in her class makes a reference to a famous celebrity she doesn’t know who they are. If I had to guess she only probably had books, toys, & a record player at grandma’s house AND I think she was home-schooled? Which means that that her only other friend besides her grandma & possibly the local neighborhood kids was grandma’s piano.

I think she’s highly relateable too. I sure have had similar experience (trust me, my immune system is TerRibLe XD so I feel home girl) But I knew the moment I saw that part in episode 1 where she describes how music LITERALLY saved her life, THAT is when I knew I would protect this girl for the rest of my life cuz I just yelled at my screen SAME GURL! SAAAAAAME TTuTT/ In Nanami’s case, she went by herself to the city to visit her parents, she thought since she no longer was a kid, her health wouldn’t be too endangered but she she got there she got REALLY lost & the noise pollution was so overwhelming that her anxiety gave her a panic attack. AND THIS IS WHY I REALLY LIKE UTAPRI. BECAUSE THEY GET HELLA REAL HELLA FAST. THIS KIND OF THING IS NOT SOME KINDA MADE UP THING. LET ME SIT YALL DOWN AND TELL YOU A STORY.

Listen- I remember when I was like 16ish I went to New York with a cousin & as a person who comes from a small town- being in the city BY YOURSELF for the first time, it’s SO SCARY to someone who has anxiety. I was dropped off in Manhattan while she ran a work errand she gave me money for food & encouraged me to explore. As soon as they left, I looked around thinking OH GOD WHAT NOW?? I saw a cathedral close by and I RAN for it. I was so scared being alone I went to a small corner of the cathedral and started crying & tweeting, which got some comforting responses from native NY people that followed me & I texted the friend that was closest to me (if you count Virginia close lol) But he called me & just talked to me & helped me feel better. He encouraged me to not stay in one place & to go find a place I like & perhaps if I was too anxious, to go stay there till I was picked up. IT TOOK ME 30 MINUTES to get courage enough to walk to the Barnes & Noble/Starbucks that was close & I stayed there texting him the rest of the time. So ANYTIME people talk crap about Nanami’s panic attack in the city I’m gonna politely tell them to get out of my face cuz that’s a VERY real emotion. The thing that saved Nanami was hearing a singer in a giant screen singing a soothing song. THE MUSIC HELPED CALM DOWN HER ANXIETY. EXCUSE ME. YALL CAN’T SAY THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN SOOTHED BY A SONG IN YOUR LIFE. WE ALL BEEN THERE. WHEN WE WERE SO DOWN THAT LISTENING TO A SONG MADE US FEEL BETTER. I know that happened with me. Just like Nanami, I had a time in my life where I was just ready for death, I had lost hope to live but hearing ONE. SONG by my favorite singer, literally stopped me. So I can relate how she felt about HAYATO in the city. And how afterwards she was so inspired by it that she wanted to try to have a career dealing with music. HER REASON FOR WANTING TO BECOME A COMPOSER IS BECAUSE SHE KNOWS WHAT IT’S LIKE TO FEEL SAD AND SCARED. SO SHE WANTS TO MAKE MUSIC THAT CAN TOUCH PEOPLE’S HEARTS & IF THEY’RE HAVING A BAD DAY, SHE CAN CHEER THEM UP WITH A SONG. IF THAT ISN’T THE GREATEST REASONING TO GO FIGHT FOR A DREAM, I DUNNO WHAT IS.

AND SHE KNOWS THAT THE ODDS ARE AGAINST HER. BUT SHE DOESN’T THROW IN THE TOWEL EASILY. I FREAKING LOVE HER FOR THAT. NANAMI. HARUKA. IS. NOT. WEAK.

Once she was of age, she applied for THE most prestigious music academy in her area. She was nearly late to the entrance exam cuz she helped a lost child find their mom while she was running in a snowstorm to the school. And because she was noticed to have that high moral compass by the principal, she was allowed to take the exam and made it in. And even when she DID get in, she was bullied by all the rich kids for not being able to read sheet music & not being taught by a private piano teacher when she was asked to play in front of everyone. She KNEW that she can play piano but she was self taught & played by ear. ((THIS STRUCK ME HARD TOO. Because I am self taught too- as a singer, I thought that if I didn’t have access to all these things & I didn’t know how to sight read I’d never be taken seriously or that I was less worthy to be called a musician than my peers)) But did she give up??? NO. HOME GIRL RAN TO THE LIBRARY and she studied her ass off to not let her first assignment project partner down. I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS ABOUT THE FIRST SEASON ALONE. SHE WAS THROWN SO MANY CURVE BALLS TO CRUSH HER SPIRIT AND DESPITE HER ANXIETY KEPT FIGHTING FOR HER DREAM.

But you know what? She also showed me THAT IT’S OK TO FALL DOWN TO ROCK BOTTOM. It’s OK to feel like giving up especially when your confidence has been crushed to a pulp by everyone. YALL, I FREAKING BAWLED MY EYES OUT WHEN SHE FOUND OUT THAT STARISH - THE BAND SHE SINGLE-HANDEDLY (and with some magical fate strings pulled by Cecil)) CREATED WAS GONNA DEBUT WITHOUT HER. She was asked by the principal if she thought HER music could compete with pros already established and household names already in the business. She didn’t want her friends to give up their dreams of debuting so she agreed to step down as STARISH’s composer AGAINST their demands for her to not give up. She went home and cried to her grandmother that she felt SO outclassed. And you know what? I’m GLAD Utapri shared this kind of story because I’m sure it has happened to a lot of people.

Nanami is a really kind, compassionate, selfless human being. She does anything and everything so that all her family & friends can be happy at the expense of her own happiness. She takes it to the extreme that she is PUSHED and forced to FOR ONCE think selfishly and do something for herself. Her purity & kindness won the respect of her classmates & teachers so much so that they always want to support her dream of becoming a songwriter. When STARISH came to her house cuz they heard she ran away- she openly admitted IN TEARS that SHE wanted to be STARISH’s composer, she didn’t want anyone else to write for them because she had fun with her friends and she didn’t want that to stop. ((The principal overheard her and said FINALLY! SOMETIMES ITS OK TO BE SELFISH WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR DREAM! Its ok to be kind but also think of your own feelings sometimes too. I think young, budding artists need to hear this. )) SHE GIVES ME HOPE CUZ I BE THE SAME WAY SOMETIMES WITH MY STUFF SO YEAH ;~~~~~;/

SOMETIMES When I watch a show that has harem elements to it, I really judge the protag that everyone is falling for and I think about if the harem people’s feelings are justified enough for them to actually fall in love with the protag. And you know what? In Nanami’s case?? ITS A BIG OL HELL YEAH IT’S JUSTIFIED.

FrICK- I fell in love with Nanami too??? How could I not??? I AM A BIGASS SAP FOR INNOCENT, SHY, CHARACTERS WHO TRY THEIR BEST EVEN THOUGH THEY SCARED AF CUZ OF CONFIDENCE ISSUES.

She’s a wonderful, compassionate, gifted person who just needs love and support and you know she’ll be there for you too and it’s mutual. She works SUPER hard at her job, she’s endearing, she makes you wanna just protect her cuz if she is sad lord I will probably go on a rampage. This girl doesn’t deserve to go through more than she already has. I love and respect Nanami. A female protagonist doesn’t need to be bitchy, slutty, or badass to be considered “interesting”.

HECK, one time I heard someone say “This show would be 10x if Nanami was a guy. UMMMM???? WTF??? Ok, listen, I’m in the lgbt spectrum, & I’m sick of people saying that Utapri would be better if Nanami was a boy. Why is it so bad that she’s a girl?? Like- I would like ONE reasonable explanation that doesn’t involve fetishizing your personal fantasies. When people fetishize an lgbt relationship- you’re causing that type of relationship to not be taken seriously irl. If we wanna make this the norm, we gotta treat it like it’s a natural occurrence. Not force something for the sake of fanservice. There are barely any well written female protags like Nanami out there in the world and if we change her, we are taking out one of the best from the list. I want more shows to write good, memorable female protags like Nanami. I wouldn’t be against her being a boy. But only if the reason was for good reasons and to explore character development dynamics. Cuz I enjoy content that has actual substance. SERIOUSLY- If Utapri was ONLY fanservice, I would despise it. BUT IT’S NOT. It tackles real issues & speaks about people in the industry and they don’t sugarcoat ANYTHING. They show you the harsh realities but they also give you hope to keep doing what you love even if you gotta work extra harder than your peers who might be more experienced than you.

And THAT is what I learned from Nanami Haruka. And I will defend my songwriting princess till I die. Thank you.

#Nanami Haruka #Uta no Prince sama #Utapri #I WILL DEFEND MY PRINCESS WITH MY LIFE #ALSO TOMO CUZ TOMO IS ALSO A QUEEN AND SHE IS SUCH A BOP #Mana Answerz #ivmysterynumbers #Utapri Fandom

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socialpariah · 6 years

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tell me about the adopted jarchie child omg

IF THEY HAD A KID… ║ accepting ║ @goodnessfilled

BITCH, I WISH you could have seen my face when you sent this- - -

NAME : iosefina ‘ sefina ‘ andrews-jones ( to pay tribute to archie’s samoan heritage )GENDER : femaleGENERAL APPEARANCE : she’s got a head of wild hair that only jughead can seem to tame ( many ‘what did you do to our baby??’s coming from him when archie attempts to ) && wide dark eyesPERSONALITY : quiet, but with a fierce wit && a surprisingly sharp tongue. she’s usually very even tempered && calm, sometimes even shy, but she’ll come out swinging with some comment that will blow everyone away every once in awhile.SPECIAL TALENTS : she’s very intelligent && observant, picking up on things which would go over most kids’ heads. this drives jughead absolutely mental on occasion because it means there’s no sly jokes or keeping her in the dark about anything. she’s very perceptive of other people’s emotions && will ask someone what’s wrong without them having to say anything ( of course another annoyance for jug as you can imagine )WHO THEY LIKE BETTER : this question never feels fair && i always cop out XD but her relationship is very different with both her parents, though both are very loving. with archie she’s very active && playful. they enjoy running around together, playing sports, && anything active or adventurous. with jughead, she’s calmer, quieter, more sensitive. they bond through things like reading, writing, && art. she’s belly laughs && play-fighting with archie && cups of tea && inside jokes with jughead.WHO THEY TAKE AFTER MORE : generally, archie when around other people. the times she’s more like jug are typically in private.PERSONAL HEADCANON : at around seven, her eyesight started rapidly deteriorating, something that was horribly frightening for all of them. they took her to every specialist they could, putting them into some pretty serious debt (especially with jughead already coming into the marriage with his own sizable money issues). because of this, they both had to put their real ambitions on hold && take whatever job paid the best, jughead having to juggle two basically minimum wage jobs && seriously contemplating turning to less legal means via the serpents. by the age of twelve, she was legally blind, but with the help of some serious corrective lenses && a killer service dog (lovingly named nevada as a nod to archie’s childhood dog vegas) she doesn’t let anything stop herFACE CLAIM :

#goodnessfilled #never quite satisfied with the toddler to adult fc's #but i like to try && include both #you deserve your own tag by now my god #🐍 ║ 𝗆𝗎𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖾𝗆𝗈𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇𝗌 ( 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 : 𝗃𝖺𝗋𝖼𝗁𝗂𝖾 )#im jut awful at coming up with tags x-x

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alexiela73 · 7 years

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Hello there! I know this might not be the most original, but could I request more of the team meeting their s/o's parents? Could we maybe see some Zen, Soldier, Junkrat and Roadhog, if that's not too many? Keep up the amazing work, honey! ✨

Thank you and I’ll try xD I took it as just meeting the parents, not just embarrassing themselves…although there’s still some fun involved

Zenyatta:

Was really rather worried

Who wouldn’t be scared of meeting their s/o’s parents?

What made him more nervous though

Was the fact that he was your omnic boyfriend

Zenyatta has no way of knowing if your parents will like him

When you send Zenyatta telling him that you’ll be meeting them at a party, you tell him its formal wear

Zenyatta doesn’t…know what formal wear is. So he decides to ask McCree :) Big mistake

McCree says its a lot like a costume party

Delighted, Zenyatta heads off

Hour later, he arrives at your parents house and rings the doorbell

From the living room you hear a loud scream

Racing to the door, your shocked to see Zenyatta floating there in his cultist costume

One of the ladies behind you ends up fainting and others scream

It takes a while to calm everyone down

Zenyatta doesn’t understand why no one else is dressed up, but he holds out a hand to them

While everyone else thinks this is scary, your dad is actually a huge scary movie fanatic and loves the get up

Your mom loves cosplay and thinks its brilliant

Surprisingly, this is the best impression he could have made despite the other guests

The three of them are getting along super well

You decide you’ll kill McCree later, but for now your just glad everyone’s getting along.

Soldier:

Isn’t really worried about it

Other then the part that he’s a little older then you

But it isn’t like Jack was a hermit

He still knows how to interact with other people…without guns

Your father used to be in the military

Soldier is probably 10 years younger then your father :’)

Soldier figures the two will have a lot in common

That or your father will shoot him

When you joked about this turning into a warzone, Jack wasn’t sure if you meant it or not

Unable to escape his paranoia, he thought you meant it

So he brought a loaded weapon

Of course, soon he rather realized that everything was okay

The meeting went great. he shook their hands, your parents seemed okay

Your dad looked suspicious, of course

He’d already asked why you were into men so much older

And in turn you just gave him a look and told him to mind his own matters

What none of you expected was for the sound of firecrackers going off in the next yard

And at that same moment, movement caught the corner of Jack’s eye

Without batting a lash, he stood and the gun slid out from his belt. The shot was off before anyone had blinked.

Andddddd a crow fell to the ground, dead

For a moment, Jack looked stunned. He hadn’t reacted like that in awhile, but the sound like bullets and the movement had caused instincts to kick in

Immediately he realized what your parents might think and turned

Except your dad was behind the chair, a gun in his hand and holding it out toward the bird too…

There was silence for a moment, both of your eyes locking, as if in mutual agreement and understanding

You and your mom sat there, paralyzed as you looked between them both

Your father ended up asking the two of you to come back soon. Next time, Soldier promised he’d leave the gun at home

Junkrat:

Was a little nervous at first

How hard could it be though?

It wasn’t like he was dating your parents

Your filthy man was determined to make a good impression

So were you

You ended up bathing him at least seven times before he was anywhere close to clean

You even managed to comb back his hair

Of course, your Australian boyfriend cursed and pouted the entire time

After all, why on earth was bathing so important? Now he’d have to make a new protect layer of dirt after!

That’s okay though. He can work on that later

Your so proud when you head out to your parents two hours later

Junkrat is clean, his hair is neat, and he’s wearing a t-shirt and pants

You’ve already warned him about cursing

Nothing can go wrong…

Everything is going fine

Junkrat is polite at the door, if not a little unintelligible as he speaks to them with his Australian accent

You’d think your parents had never heard another accent in their life

And then…Junkrat gives them a present

“Fer givin’ me the best gift in the world!” Junkrat had said, beaming so proudly

At first you’d thought it was sweet, until you realized the only thing it could be

Immediately you cried, “NO!” and reached for it

But it was too late as your mother lifted off the box

And a set of small bombs went off, scaring the shit out of the both of your parents

Junkrat thought it was perfect, giggling and clapping like a child

Soot covered your parents, and smoke rose from the box

Lets just say they were…less then thrilled

Smiling sheepishly, you ended up taking Junkrat right home

Who needs parents approval anyway..

Roadhog:

You were scared of introducing your parents to him

Roadhog was tough, a monster to fight against

And definitely intimidating to look at

But he was a huge softie too, and almost no one knew that

Except you, of course

The question was, would your parents understand?

Would they even be willing to try once they saw him, with his tattoos and mask and everything?

You weren’t going to make him take it off. It made Mako feel comfortable, and that was important to you

Just like it was important to you to at least try to introduce them

Roadhog asked if he could meet you at your parents the next day

You didn’t mind, wondering how nervous he was

Roadhog didn’t mention it, but he cared if they liked him or not

When you arrived at your parents house, you were surprised to see Roadhogs Harley out in the driveway

But he himself was no where to be seen

Immediately there was a thump in your chest and you were quick to park

Heading up into the house, you opened the door and found yourself surprised by the sweet peal of laughter coming from your mother

Walking in, your parents looked up

“Oh, hello dear! What a nice man you’ve found yourself,” you mother said immediately, looking ecstatic. “He’s so sweet, even if he is a little quiet. And look, he brought flowers!”

There was three vases of flowers on the table, each different but all of them vivid and beautiful

Your father looked between amused, wary and friendly, like he wasn’t sure if he knew how he felt yet

Though obviously, it was your mothers opinion that would decide it in the end, so you were relieved

Roadhog looked up at you, and immediately held out his hand as you went to sit with him

It was obvious he hadn’t wanted you to worry about the meeting part when you both got here, so he’d came early to greet them himself

The great news is that your parents liked him

The bad news is they needed a new couch

#Zenyatta #Zenyatta x Reader #Zenyatta Headcanon #Soldier 76 #Soldier 76 x Reader #Soldier 76 Headcanon #Junkrat #Junkrat x Reader #Junkrat Headcanon #Roadhog #Roadhog x Reader #Roadhog Headcanon #Overwatch #Overwatch x Reader #Overwatch Headcanon #Overwatch Imagines #Overwatch Stories #Overwatch Writings

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enby-hawke · 7 years

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personal no rb

Don’t understand. Like I have pot finally and it is working somewhat but I’m still manic. Like I can’t stop researching, and reading and brainstorming on how I can get my introverted ass to connect with the other activists I’m protesting with on Sunday. God I’m terrified but I’m tired of doing almost nothing but my time most days. And my mind is energized, I’m never hungry, but my body is exhausted. I’m pretty much just surviving on nuts and really got to calm the fuck down so I can eat food like a normal personal. This stupid fight or flight response just needs constant numbing.

I mean a man who cited that the left were terrorists linked basically antifa information and history and black lives matter links. And I laughed and couldn’t resist putting a snarky reply about how all the articles were riveting reads.

And then he basically threatened that the FBI would become aware of me if they already weren’t. And now the paranoia won’t leave. Like I’m not making any real plans except to watch, protest, and learn as many useful skills as I can just in case, but I just said a few words and with that threat I am reminded of those before me who have already been taken just for speaking words.

And I guess he really could do that. And every day I wake up and wonder “ Will Trump take me today or am I just being paranoid.”

Especially since my shitbag racist disphit of a father doesn’t care about the mongrel child he sired. I mean he was originally against Trump. Said he was an idiot. But he’s a moderate with no fucking morals and does whatever the fuck he pleases just like Trump does. In fact because Trump acts and feels so much like my father all of this is a triggering clusterfuck. Now that he’s seen that nothing “too bad” has happened now Trump’s the only way to lead us back to God.

And I don’t understand why I can’t unfriend him. I have cut so many people out of my life. For so many lesser offenses. And yet the man who is the one of the very sources of all my pain and fucked up ness I won’t let go of.

I’ve had this argument before. I’ve pleaded for my white father to see my humanity but he could only see me as white. He could only be proud in the white in me. And now I hate myself so fucking much because I’m white in everything but my skin. I know nothing. He erased my people from me. He never let me learn anything but shame and pain. I hate him more than I hate anyone and yet I still have the capacity to love him.

Loving him hurts so much. He took everything from me. He always bullied me. Always pushed me around. Always accused me of being a slut (because I was raped repeatedly by trusted acquaintances as a child so now and now can’t help myself supposedly) Always told me lewd inappropriate stories about how he fetishized the women of my people and how much of a savior he was for rescuing my mother of what was surely a terrible life. He played every mind game he could of with my sisters and me. Twisting us against each other. Starting sibling wars so he could keep us from questioning his incompetent parenting. Shutting off Internet and phones rather than let me have any contact with my mother. Almost drove her to bankruptcy forcing as she fought for the courts for visitation. Drove her to depend on a monster of a man who uses her as a punching bag. Literally turned around without parking on a visitation trip claiming my mother didn’t show up again.

But my sisters and I were screaming and pointing, “That’s her car.” And I remember how he locked the doors so we wouldn’t run out. And he said if we unbuckled our seat belts that he swore that he didn’t beat children but he’d make an exception if we didn’t mind him.

And my sisters just sobbed. As we reached towards the back of the car, still grasping for our rightful hour that we had drive 3 hours to go to.

She had family in the Philippines. She was popular and won many beauty contests and was known for being smart and pretty and hardworking. She could have been so much more if she hadn’t met my dad. I know it’s not my fault but I don’t know how to forgive myself for being born. I was the reason my mother would grow estranged alone in a country, no husband, no family like she was promised. He used her and when he couldn’t get her to behave like a fucking asian doll he never let me see her again just to get back at her. He claims that she falsely accused him of rape but he’s such a fucking awful person I wouldn’t be surprised if he was a rapist. He sure didn’t have a problem fucking my mom’s cousin when she was pregnant with me.

Ah god I don’t know what to do. Either way it’s making myself smaller to accomodate him on my sister’s behalf once again because “forgiveness is the only way and he did right for us by providing us basic needs.”

Gee dad. Thanks for not making me homeless until I was 17. I honestly hoped it would happen sooner but I might be dead in that timeline. (I was thinking of having that as the eulogy as a fuck you when my dad finally drops dead but I’m sure I’d never speak to my family again Xd.) Idk I’m just waiting to be free of his earthly body because the only good thing about our current situation is he isn’t holding my sisters prisoner anymore because he was finally declared incompetent enough to locked in a nursing facility. And I usually don’t wish that fate but he was going to kill my sisters otherwise.

But I can’t go to my family, “Hey it’s been awhile. Dad wants to see me but he keeps putting Trump’s face on my timeline and I just want him to drop dead.”

How can I possibly be a good person when my gene pool runs with the most toxic family I know? My family drama fucking silences room? When people ask me about myself, all I don’t know how to answer because I feel more an action than a being. And that action is “DoEverythingInMyPowerToUnlearnAllTheToxicShitMyParentsTaughtMe”

I mean I don’t even know who the fuck raised me because I was too busy being an overloaded shit-tier mom at age 9 also balancing an elementary education. I only have stories and books and people in history to look up to. There were so few people in my life that ended up being actual good people. Most were shitty but tried, mega-tier shitty and likes it, and the best response I could hope for was something initially nurturing but almost immediately hinting that I should really get over it if they didn’t outright say that.

Anyways god I was awake for 24 hours again got to go the fuck to sleep. Brain are you done having your mindvomit cause I’d really like to rest now and this is just exhausting existence to live in.

#long post #huge trauma dump #super triggering content mentioned #rape tw #pedophila tw #child abuse tw

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oc-avalanche · 7 years

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Unrequited Love

Word Count: 1,445

So I wrote this awhile back and forgot to post it. XD Hopefully I caught most of the mistakes. I wrote it in my notebook the typed it on here, though I’m pretty sure I got most of the mistakes.

The characters you see in this story belongs to my friend (Fawkes and Ayfara) and me (Veran). It doesn’t follow any certain point of the BoTW storyline, it’s just our OCs interacting.

Hope you enjoy!

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Fawkes poked at the fire, being mindful of his feathers, and gave a quick glance to Veran who was ringing his scarf in his hands. With simple grace he handed the half Zora his water skin.

“Thanks,” Veran managed dryly taking a quick sip then another before handing it back to Fawkes. Silence once again surrounded them interrupted only by the cracks of the dying fire.

“I’ll go get some more firewood.” With that announcement Veran stood up, a bit stiff, and grabbed his spear sitting next to him. “Be back in a bit!” He waved Fawkes off and entered the woods surrounding them, slightly conscious about danger.

Taking a few deep breaths, Veran relaxed his shoulders and gather his thoughts. “Okay Veran, just keep calm. You can do this. Just tell him about your feelings and if he doesn’t feel the same then you both try to act like it never happened.” His only answer was the howling of the wind and Veran groaned, stopping in his tracks. Who am I kidding, he thought as he looked down at his webbed hands. He’ll never like me, hell I don’t even like me. Pushing away his dark thoughts, Veran started forwards once more, eyes searching for wood.

Veran approached back to the camp, his arms full of sticks that proved worthy to be thrown to the fire. He felt his heart pound with every stop, imagining Fawke’s face lit by the fire’s flames, his feathers taking a golden tone from the light.

A warm smile stretched on Veran’s face as he pictured the scene perfectly. Fawkes would be seated in between Veran and Ayfara, Ayfara and Fawkes would be on the makeshift bench while Veran would be comfortable on the ground his back leaning against the bench. They would laugh and tell stories or sit in complete and comfortable silence.

The camp was just a few feet away and there was the sound of a calm familiar laugh, Ayfara’s laugh. A warm feeling rose in Veran’s stomach, enjoying the sound of her laughter.

“Hey, Fawkes, can I tell you something?” Ayfara’s voice was soft, it’s lowish tone coming off nervous. Veran stopped and listened.

Fawkes voicee was serious but there was a softness to it that felt... intimate. “Sure.”

There was a moment of silence then Ayfara finally spoke up. “I’m afraid that I can no longer keep my feelings for you a secret. You, see, I’ve begun to think of you more as a friend and I wonder if you feel the same?”

Silence, there was complete and utter silence. Veran dared a look trying to steady his arms which had begun to tremble. The two were in a hug, foreheads touching, one of the many ways Rito’s showed affection.

“I feel the same.”

Hearing Fawkes say those words, Veran dropped the pile of sticks, gaining their attention. Ayfara spoke his name with a mix of surprise and regret, but that was all he allowed himself to hear.

Veran turned back were he had come from and ran, ignoring the shouts of his friends along with the the tears that had begun to slide down his cheeks. He didn’t even have to look where he was going, the memory of the same path was burned in his mind, in just a few moments he would be near a lake and at that lake was a call cavern. It’s floor was slightly flooding due to the underwater entrance that laid beneath it and the crevice that played as the cave’s thin entrance. The opening was thin and hard to get through and it would be hard for anyone other then a Zora to make it to the underwater entrance due to it’s depth. It was the perfect hiding spot, hidden and safe.

So all it came down to was instinct as the lake came into view. Slipping of his shirt to give his gills some air, he dived in, going deep enough so that his two friends wouldn’t see him. They appeared briefly exchanging words he did not hear, then disappeared. Once out of sight he swam to the underwater entrance which was a large hole a few feet under water and same to the cave’s surface.

This was the first in a very long long time that Veran felt anything like this. The painful feeling in his chest, like somebody was ripping it out, slowly, rawly. It was like when he was little again after his father had ordered him to run, the words from before cutting deeper then any knife could do against Veran’s scales. Back when he was little he understood what was going on, but at the same time didn’t understand, he had heard and known about death, but he had never seen it. He knew about love, but didn’t quite remember it until it was gone. He thought he knew loneliness until he truly was alone.

The cave was unhappy, it was ugly and cold, but it was safe, safe and alone. It was roughly the same as it was all those years ago, though the markings he had made were more or less gone now. This was the place that kept the bullies from him, this was the place that he hid from the attackers, this was were he first met Misha and Sidon still covered in blood and filth, starving. Veran had been back a few times after being taken in by the Zora’s Royal Family, but had not given this place much thought in the last decade or so.

It was weird, to say the least, that he was back in this cave, sitting in the same place as when he was young, hugging his knees to his chest. When all was quiet around him, he let out a choked sob. What a fool I was, he thought as Ayfara’s confession replayed in his head. Of course he would have no feelings towards me. What a fool I was. Cursing himself silently, Veran rested his forehead against his knees and allowed the tears to fall, mingling with the drips of water that came from the ceiling.

That same ceiling gave off a luminous blue color, giving off enough light to allow the cave to be seen fully. This same lighting reflected off Veran’s scales giving him an illusion of youth. That’s what Fawkes thought as he did a double take when he first entered the cavern, ignoring the heavy, uncomfortable feeling that his feathers had from the water that seeped into them.

Veran had briefly mentioned this place back when they were making camp, Fawkes barely notice the opening until Ayfara had seen it while running around the proximities. She was right behind him, her eyes full of worry.

Neither of them knew exactly what to do, but Ayfara took the lead. “Stay here” she began, placing a firm hand on his chest. “I’ll speak to him.”

She started towards Veran, her footsteps echoing in the water. Kneeling before him, Ayfara cautiously reached out to him as if he would run in fears. “Veran?”

His name hung low between them, the emptiness of the cave carrying it no farther. Veran looked up and Ayfara felt regret swell up in her heart. “Veran, I am so sorry. I should have-”

“Don’t worry about it.” Ayfara looked at him, surprised. Veran smiled but it didn’t reach his eyes. “I’m just glad you’re happy, that’s all that matters.”

Ayfara shook her head. “Your happiness is just as important as ours. I should have told you my newfound feelings for Fawkes a long time ago. I mean you told me, why shouldn’t I do the same?”

Her hand rests on his and Veran can feel the remorse in her grasp. With her gaze still down, he places his other hand over hers gaining her attention. “It’s okay, Ayfara. It was bound to happen, I shouldn’t have applied that unnecessary pressure on you.” There was a moment of silence before Ayfara suddenly pulled him into a hug. Vera held stiff before relaxing and wrapping his own arms around her.

“Though if you guys don’t mind,” Veran’s voice finally echoed in the cave, Fawkes finally hearing their words. “I kind of want to go back home and skip the next adventure. Today has been... exhausting and I just need some time to gather myself.”

Ayfara nodded, still hugging him. “Of course! Fawkes and I will be fine, besides it’s nothing major so you won’t miss much.”

Fawkes and Veran’s eyes meet. With and encouraging smile, Fawkes gave his friends a thumbs up.

Veran hugged Ayfara tighter and returned the gesture to Fawkes. “Thanks.”

#loz botw #botw oc #botw #oc x oc

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Untitled ch3

Hope everyone is having a great day! I so happy so many people have actually read my fic so far! I really appreciate it XD

Chapter 3

Taekwoon was wearing loose-fitting, navy sweatpants and a black hoodie. Apparently the hoodie had gotten a bit warm on him because the sight that greeted Jaehwan as he walked into his hyung's room was a strip of pale, flat stomach and a belly button. Taekwoon was in the middle of removing his hoodie and the process had revealed some skin. Jaehwan froze with his back against the door. His plan completely forgotten, he suddenly felt the need to take a gulp of the water he'd brought for his hyung. Finally, the torture ended when he tossed the garment to the side and adjusted his t-shirt to fully cover his midsection.

"Jaehwan-ah? What's wrong?" Taekwoon's soft voice asked. He had calmed down since they left the kitchen and had the cutest look of confusion on his face and... Oh no! Jaehwan could feel himself smiling like an idiot and there was no way he'd be able to tell his hyung why!

"I-it's just been so long since I’ve seen you! Ah! Here's your water." Jaehwan replied as he walked over to his now seated hyung. He handed Taekwoon the glass and took a few steps back. As he stared as his hyung take a small sip, his mind, once again, traveled to their time spent together in Cambodia. Jaehwan didn't have to keep up his cutie main vocal image. Didn't have to be anything other than himself and it was a relief. He loved acting cute but sometimes he just wanted to be Lee Jaehwan and Taekwoon seemed to understand this more than anyone.

With that thought in mind, it shouldn't have shocked him as much as it did that he liked Taekwoon a bit more than as a band mate. But it did. The last evening they'd spent in Cambodia, Jaehwan had come to realize he could be happy spending the rest of his life like that. Walking around with Taekwoon at his side, trying new foods and visiting new places, laughing together and singing in harmony as they travel, bumping into each other, arms wrapped around shoulders, though holding hands would be nice too. His thoughts were cut short as his hyung began to speak.

"I'm sorry, Jaehwan-ah. I'm so sorry. I know you probably don't even want to be near me but, I just need you to listen ok?" Taekwoon practically begged. He peered up at Jaehwan to make sure he was listening and Jaehwan is sure Taekwoon had no idea he'd shocked his dongsaeng into silence. With no response coming from Jaehwan, Taekwoon continued.

"I'm supposed to be the hyung. Set an example for you guys. I need to be strong for you all when you feel too tired to move....I'm not supposed to just...dump extra work on you because I don't take care of myself. I need you guys to know that I'm sorry. I can only imagine how difficult it must have been for you, Jaehwan-ah. Not just singing your parts but handling mine as well." Taekwoon sounded ashamed of himself. When he took a break in his speech, Jaehwan used that moment to correct his hyung on a few things.

"What are you even saying?! Do you really think I don't want to stand next you? Or sing with you? True, we had to take a few extra parts but we're a team! You'd do the same for us, right? Do you know how many times we've felt rundown but looking at you made us feel like we could try again? What happened to you could happen to any of us. We need you to be healthy. That's what matters! We're not VIXX without you and if that means you need rest so we can be whole again, then so be it! You're so important to us.... to me. I need you with me...so much it hurts...." Jaehwan sagged after his last statement trailed off. He hadn't meant to say it but, he wasn't going to take it back. Not like he was known for being able to hide his feelings very well, anyway. He felt his eyes, which were staring blankly at his own feet, begin to fill with tears but he wasn't sure why.

It could've been the eminent fear he would be rejected, or that a heavy weight had been lifted off his chest with this revelation to Taekwoon but, at this point it didn't matter. His hands balled into fists as he stood there, waiting for his hyung to laugh in his face. Instead of hearing mockery, he felt a large hand cup the back of his neck, long fingers playing with hairs at his nape and a thumb that brushed lazily across his jaw. His hyung said nothing, and Jaehwan couldn't bring himself to break the silence.

After what seemed like forever, but was probably no more than 10 seconds, Jaehwan dared to lift his eyes and take a look at Taekwoon. What he saw took his breath away. Not only had Taekwoon been staring at him the entire time, he had the most gentle and adoring smile Jaehwan had ever seen. He felt his pulse speed up when their eyes met. He'd laughed at the fan accounts he'd read, describing Taekwoon's gaze as dangerous. After having lived together for more than 5 years, Jaehwan considered himself impervious to Taekwoon's eyes..... but boy was he wrong.

He inhaled to steady his wild heartbeat and gave a shy smile in return. That was when everything changed. Taekwoon took two small steps that brought him directly in Jaehwan's personal space, his other hand joined in the mix, cradling the opposite side of his dongsaeng's face. Taekwoon's eyes traveled down, starting from the younger's forehead. Jaehwan followed Taekwoon's gaze as it took in all of his features, from his eyebrows to his eyes, down the bridge of his nose and landing on his lips. There was an almost imperceptible bob of Taekwoon's adams apple as he swallowed, and Jaehwan saw that too.

He waited, pleading in his mind for his hyung to make a move but nothing happened. Taekwoon's eyes were still locked on Jaehwan's lips but he remained motionless, still cupping Jaehwan's face. His impatience getting the best of him, Jaehwan leaned in and softly pressed his lips to his hyung's. That was, apparently, what Taekwoon needed because he immediately took charge of the kiss. Tilting his head, Taekwoon slid his left hand down from Jaehwan's face and let it glide down his neck, over his shoulder and rest on the small of his back, simultaneously pulling Jaehwan closer until their bodies were pressed together from hip to lips.

A slightly embarrassing noise, one Jaehwan would never admit he was capable of producing, escaped him when Taekwoon bit Jaehwan's lower lip before gently sucking the sting away. Blushing more by the second, Jaehwan's hands began to creep up Taekwoon's chest. He wasn't sure what he was doing, but he just needed to touch Taekwoon, to feel that his hyung was really there and kissing the breath from his lungs.

As the room started to heat, the moment was broken when Hongbin's voice could clearly be heard from the kitchen. When he roared "Ya! What have you done to Leo's food?!" Jaehwan felt like he'd been slapped. His hands, which had migrated to Taekwoon's shoulders in an attempt to hold on for dear life, pushed against his hyung, now in an attempt to create some distance between them. He didn't want the others to find out about him and Taekwoon. They'd never let him live it down in peace.

Jaehwan watched as Taekwoon stumbled back a few steps, that adorable look of confusion firmly back in place. Only this time, his lips were a beautiful shade of red and slightly puffy. Before he jumped on his hyung again, he figured he should try to explain why he'd put an abrupt end to their long-awaited kiss. At least, Jaehwan had been waiting for what felt like several lifetimes to kiss Taekwoon.

This was a dream come true. He'd finally been able to properly get his feelings across and then he went and ruined it only moments later. Simply to avoid the younger members' ribbing. It was just, he hated when the maknaes constantly teased him.

Usually he could brush off their comments but he didn't think he'd be able to handle it if they poked fun at his new relationship with Taekwoon. More than likely, that would include calling Jaehwan out during their interviews whenever he manages to slide up next to his hyung, purposely keeping them apart, making kissy noises at them in the back of the van and, worst of all, touching Taekwoon excessively. Everyone knew Jaehwan had a temper but, they hadn't seen anything when it came to sabotaging his time with Taekwoon. He really didn't want to have to strangle Kongs and Hyuk in their sleep.

Jaehwan wasn't the best with words, even when he was calm, so he knew he had little chance of coherency in this situation, but he also knew he had to try. Maybe if he made it sound appealing enough, his hyung would agree without too much resistance.

"Um, Hyung! I was thinking, maybe we could, uh, keep this between us....? I mean, there's no reason to tell anyone for awhile. Let's just enjoy the secrecy! Us being idols, don't you think it's part of our job to experience a secret love affair?!" He finished his rambling with a wobbly smile, hoping his hyung would go for it.

An emotion Jaehwan couldn't identify passed over Taekwoon's face. It looked a bit like understanding which is why it wasn't a surprise when his hyung slowly began to nod his head in agreement. Jaehwan grabbed his hand and led them to sit side by side on the bed. He laid his head on his hyung's shoulder and when Taekwoon started to hum a new song he'd been composing, Jaehwan closed his eyes in bliss. Things had turned out much better than he'd expected.

Both had been so wrapped up in their thoughts and each other that neither of them noticed when the door slowly opened. Their leader poked his head in to let them know they'd have to order takeout for dinner. When he saw their positions, a small smile bloomed on his face. He figured he shouldn't disturb them and closed the door as silently as he'd opened it. As he made his way back to the kitchen to grab all the takeout menus he'd collected over the years, he heard Wonsik, Hongbin and Hyuk in the living room, laughing about the mess he'd made of Taekwoon's pasta dish.

The smile fell from his face. It wasnt because of what they were saying. He was used to that and gave just as much sass as he could take. No, it was because of an unsettling realization. He knew he'd have to do something soon. There was no way he could continue on ignoring his feelings when his dongsaeng had been able to find happiness. He could definitely learn a thing or two from Jaehwan.

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