#suicied

[im-always-hurting]

I can feel my mental health fall apart and my partner wants to take a break

#depressing thoughts #depressing #depression #depressed #suicied #suicidal #suicde #stress #stressed #i want to stop hurting #forever hurting #im hurting #hurtful #broken spirit #broken hearted #heart broken #broken #empty inside #i feel empty #empty eyes #running on empty #i give up

[stressfulsloth]

Disco Elysium// Two Fishermen on an Aspidochelone, Unknown// Our Wives Under the Sea, Armfield// Unknown// Disco Elysium// Gallathea, Lyly// Sharks Feeding, Crossley// From Bodily Fear to Cosmic Horror (and back again), Miller// Disco Elysium// Early Verse, Marx// The Road, McCarthy// A Sacred and Terrible Air, Kurvitz (team ibex translation)// Disco Elysium// Disco Elysium// Disco Elysium Art Book// A Sacred and Terrible Air, Kurvitz// Nona the Ninth, Muir// Sunrise With Sea Monsters, Turner// Nona the Ninth, Muir// Disco Elysium// The World's One Hope, Brecht// The Old Gentleman of Raahe// Disco Elysium// Disco Elysium// Disco Elysium// Engraved Shell. Unknown// Capitalism and the Sea// Disco Elysium// Capitalism and the Sea//

#personal #disco elysium #tlt #web weaving #another.. mushed up quote collection #some of these works i am not a massive fan of- side-eying the road- but the quotes just. idk they ended up in the collection anyway #and somehow they fit perfectly to me #something something the sea and suffering and longing and distance #the horror of something vast and unknowable and dangerous #but also a place of peace + redemption + connection #'love and pain both play.' it's a space for both.... #harry's recontextualisation of his tramatic memories of the suicie attempt in the crash where he's reimagining himself as a sea monster #and the parallel with cunoesse's response to her trauma #i couldn't fit in the screenshot but #'she regresses and pretends she's a mythological creature when she's under too much stress' #oufdhggh #pjõl #sacred and terrible air #disco rambling

[borderline-culture-is]

Bpd culture is thinking of ending things when the slightest thing goes wrong with your fp

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#mood #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #actually bpd #bpd culture #bpd safe #bpd fp #fp #fp bpd #suicied implied #suicide tw #cw suicide #tw suicide #suicide cw

[fairycosmos]

work is a stupid cunt that should kill itself for real

#btw #im going to bait work itno suicie .

[kyuala]

[tom de edificação] menina vc viu a finura das pernocas do pipe? ?

(vc acha q ele é into coxudas cavalonas e afins???)

(dica dependendo da resposta eu me m

na foto dele deitado no gramado com o fer? eu tava assim 👁️👁️ diolho mas nao da pra ver mto bem naquela foto eu acho 😔 PORÉM AS A MULHER COXUDA I CAVALONA ☝🏼 CLARO QUE ACHO SIM E DIGO MAIS!!! ele tem uma carinha de quem ia adorar receber uma sentada of a lifetime de uma cavala que sentasse com força pra desnortear ele e deixar aquelas coxa branquela td rosinha 🩷💘💝💖💗💓💞💕

#engual eu 👆🏼 ameaçando suicy com qualquer coisa que envolve o pipe.... vc eh tao real #lsdln #felipe otaño #anon #asks

[mirandaputsherbestbuttforward]

The Extended Romances mod update finally has Shepard and Miranda doin' it in the cabin instead of the cold depths of space, and boy howdy maybe I will write that long awaited sequel to my shawson fic...

#Alice x Miranda #it's bc shepard looks like she's about to actually be topped w the strap for the first time in her life and honestly? #mere hours away from a suici/de mission? with Miranda Lawson? Would.

[cervidaeic]

! i was being so dramatic last night. anyway, tldr, i'm okay. i genuinely got too tired to do anything Really Bad and fell asleep. and to those who were hoping on it, my bad. maybe i'll do something another time.

#it was literally just my period. christ. why do i always get extremely suici/dal around then. huh. #(i know why but still). #vent? ish. not really i'm just explaining the horrors i obtained.

[thebongcloudopening]

baldur's gate 3 roleswap has consumed my mind

#enver 🤝 wyll: i was quite an important name in the city y'know ;) (the city: lmao get out of here loser) #ketheric thorm's dream visitor looks exactly like his late wife #orin has a dark urge redemption arc but it's like 500% more chaotic #no one misses out on minthara with this run #z'rell deserves to be here she's in the crew #cause she scares me #balthazar would technically be part of the crew #nere is here too #cazador is NOT invited to the party #wyll and gortash switching spots is actually consuming my every waking moment. the blade of frontiers is a front so people love him #gale is ketheric thorm coded except isobel is just tara #it's because gale and thorm can both commit suici— [shot] #WOULD VLAAKITH AND RAPHAEL BE ROLESWAPPED???? #they are in my books

[please-someone-give-me-love]

Okay but Damian throwing out himself of an airplane with no parachute and saying:"Well, guess you have to trust on me" to Bruce and then jumped out, was the fucking best scene from that issue.

#damian wayne #robin 2021 #damian be like #well i guess i am gonna throw myself from this shit #literally #beat that shit i am out #vibes #iconic #i am kinda worried tbh #thats a little bit suici*dal #... you know #still the chaotic energy that I loved

[mmmmmgx]

Mi mente ha molestado un poco estos días diciendo: "No, nadie haría todo por ti, es decir, mírate, no vales la pena."

#sad #dolor #tristeza #autoestima #amor #amor propio #desamor #soledad #baja autoestima #notas en tumblr #notas de noche #textos #escritos #frases #citas #suici #tlp

[residences-of-the-darkforest]

Dark Forest Residences: Blackstar & Rimewhisker

Blackstar

Aliases / Nicknames: Blackfeather, Cub

Gender: male

Sexuality: pansexual

Family: Veronica (mother), Scorchclaw (father), Rabbitfall, Stormpaw, Fidgetlilac, Kitespots, Claydapple (sisters), Caveshade, Amberflow, Treepoppy (brothers), Rimewhisker (mate [complicated]), several unnamed kits

Other Relations: Jubiechase (mentor), Ploverchase, Alderprance, Pythonstripe, Tawnythud, Bushmuzzle (apprentices)

Clan: WhistleClan

Rank: leader

Characteristics: wise, deep Dark Forest bond, carries a teddy bear given by his mother

Murder Motive: BR Legacy

Number of Victims: 9

Number of Murders: 9

Murder Method: varies

Known Victims: Kitespot, Trouble Nuggets, Nettlesummit, Stonespot, Darkpurr, Hazelfur, Rapidstar, Oddram, Rimewhisker

Victim Profile: murderers, abusers

Cause of Death: suicide via deathberry poisoning

Cautionary Tale: ??

Story: 

"Killer. My own mate, is a killer."

"Blackstar, I swear, I can explain!"

"Rimewhisker. In the name of Scorchclaw, and the cats who have given their afterlives before him, I end your life."

"No--!"

".....Blackstar? What did you do?"

"Shrikeslash, lead my Clan well."

"....I do not know what lead you to do this. I wish you peace, wherever you may go."

Rimewhisker

Aliases / Nicknames: ??

Gender: male

Sexuality: undecided

Family: Bliss (mother), Ghostpelt (adoptive father), Rapidstar (adoptive parent), Blackstar (mate [complicated]), several unnamed kits

Other Relations: Coyotemark (mentor), Kitespots, Firestream, Greenpaw (apprentices)

Clan: WhistleClan

Rank: warrior

Characteristics: fierce, great speaker

Murder Motive: impulse

Number of Victims: 1

Number of Murders: 1

Murder Method: drowning

Known Victims: Cedarecho

Victim Profile: those who got on his nerves

Cause of Death: brute force bludgeoning, killed by Blackstar

Cautionary Tale: ??

Story: unwritten

Additional Information:

--Submission by @frightnightindustries

--Rimewhisker regrets it. He's really pissed at Blackstar for killing him, though.

--Caveshade is also a BR Legacy cat, along with his mate, Merengue! Scorchclaw is the BR mentor and dad.

--Frightnight: "At one point, Kitespots murdered someone, but then I murdered the wrong Kitespots, when I realized my mistake I exiled the other Kitespots."

--Treepoppy killed someone, then Merengue killed someone, then Caveshade was like "heart eyes".

#br legacy #black rabbit legacy #rimewhisker #blackstar #blackstar oc #submission #dark forest submission #dark submission #profile #dark forest profile #dark profile #long post #suicie mention #tw suicide

[itastelikesand]

i love losing weight not due to my ed but due to being more depressed than before because im having the same allergic reaction to last kind of t available to me and being so busy i genuinely don't have time to eat and getting back to barely above my weight during the worst of my ed being a couple pounds away from my gw the last time i relapsed definitely doesn't make it easy to fall back into bad habits doesn't make anyone worry about me doesn't make every meal ten times harder and especially doesn't make being forced to detransition worse than it already is

#my life is better than its ever been but i can't enjoy it because it feels like my body isn't mine anymore #apparently i have to choice in any of this i am subject to the whim of fucking capitalism #just realized this is all due to capitalism #i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suicidal i am not suici #but there was a little bit of hope i used to have that i don't anymore

[xziamalmostgivingupzx]

Tonight is the night.

#sewer slide #suici #tw ana trigger #tw disordered eating #tw ana diary #tw #ed vent #tw restrictive ed #ed disorder #tw ed diet #sewercide #unalive

[cuntstable]

emerging from my kitchen like a soldier from a trench covered in dirt and harrowed look in my eyes but im holding a perfect bbq pulled pork burger with some coleslaw on a platter. with napkin

#it was good 👍 very suicy and sloppy and squirty #that being said if i ever get the chance to make it again i think ill do something different w the spices and the sauce….. i prefer savory #over sweet (so bbq sauce is like. eh) so maybe i could do something like…. hoising pulled pork maybe idk. umami…..

[rosenglxnz]

Ich bin einfach so kurz davor. So kurz davor, mir wieder die Klinge anzusetzen. So kurz davor, aufzugeben.

#hate #depressiv #love #hass #angst #relationship #tw #svv #suicie #cut #selfharm #selfhate #hurt

[stomgetoeter]

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#nou jongens en meisjes en iedereen daar binnen en buiten #daar gaan we weer in de tags #maar holy shit ik heb vandaag gewoon m’n laatste gesprek gehad met m’n drie psychologen #gewoon een eind gesprek #ik heb zo keihard gewerkt om me zelf te verbeteren en niet meer suici-dale (pitbull voice) te zijn #en ik moet heel eerlijk zeggen dat ik vorig jaar april er zo door heen zat wel liefst 3(?) keer #geprobeerd heb #en ik ben oprecht zo fucking blij met al m’n vriendjes en hulp die ik kreeg holy shit #en ik zeg niet dat het nooit meer terug komt ofzo en dat ik helemaal verbetert ben maar ik weet nu wel hoe en wat ik moet doen om mezelf #daar niet meer te krijgen #ik ben nu dus ook begonnen met een ass behandeling en ptss en dat voelt zo goed #like wow???? #kijk ik heb nogsteeds wel last van als mensen dichtbij komen #alleen mensen die ik 200% vertrouw laat ik close komen #kleine stapjes #maar holy shit ik ben zo trots #maar ook pftftft drie psygologen :’’) #hun be like: ALL HANDS ON DECK’ #ik: *wordt met tegenzin vast gehouden en vol gedouwt met liefde. respect en mensen die willen helpen* #ik: ‘NEEEEE’ #oké zo ging het niet #maar toch #ben wel trots #op mezelf #en ben dat nog nooit echt geweest ? dus dit is nieuw #lekker janken #oké bedankt voor het lezen #deze autist gaat nu weer verder met aan haarzelf te werken