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ruins-in-vanity · a month ago
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i see pictures of all of these nice houses, and nice things, and i know they exist, i dont doubt that they exist, but i wonder why im never EVER able to have even anything close. and when i do get soemthing close to that ideal, its ripped out from under me just when im finally able to accept it.
when i was young and id go camping with my papa all id ever want was to stay. to stay in the woods where the birds were louder than the people, everything was green instead of concrete and glass, and you could always see the stars as theyre supposed to be seen. not just the big dipper and casseopia, but the entire milky way. the sky doesnt look blue or black under those stars, its purple and pink and little bit orange, and its so bright. i could have and i should have.
like everything in life i know all of these amazing and wonderful and just perfect things exist, but im rarely even lucky enough to glimpse it in person and be certain, instead of hoping for soemthing i see on a screen.
im tired of having to settle and then be expected to be grateful.
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dizzeekipling · 3 months ago
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jean-michel basquiat, “anybody speaking words” // karl weill // the phantom as the red death in “the phantom of the opera” // jean-michel basqiat, “charles the first” // robert jackson wood via a. f. oehmke, “the internet is exploding: 10 must-read articles this week 12/13” // “karmen gei”
#TAG YOUR NAME#I'M RIGHT HERE#COLLAGE#not gonna even touch the dense symbolism of everything else but real quick for context on#'there's no use trying':#this carmen quote is sooo sad to me like!! she’s bisexual and proudly Black like they did all this they did the post-colonial adaptation?#and for what? just to kill her again? to keep the narrative punishment for disobedience?? hello? opera ppl explain#and she KNOWS it’ll happen#it’s tragic and the one person who truly saw her is left alone with her corpse afterwards and#tgd is kinda the same but dizzee doesn’t even know he doesn’t even realize it’s a punishment per se. just the path he deserves#idk if u read the opera desire as a desire to access an lgbtphobic/elitist society that will actually kill u it’s just.#dizzee’s arc becomes a horrifying purgatory without closure. he never gets to truly be happy because he’s looking in the wrong places#(he's looking in the OPERA the place that'll always kill one of the boldest incarnations of carmen no matter how modernized it may appear)#encouraged by someone who isn’t as targeted by police bc of his whiteness. who canonically comes from a rich family. who could survive the o#the opera!#encouraged by someone who places a genius label on him. who places value on the rawness of artistic suffering#do i think thors a bad person? no. do i think it’s a valid reading to understand their relationship as unbalanced and not mutually healthy?#yeah. a lot of my friends who’ve mined their trauma for a quantifiably positive art review + status in an art community#ultimately got more fucked up w a complicated relationship to the desire to heal#anyway i don’t know if any of this is true here but it’s interesting to think about#in general though i prefer the thizzee soulmate + opera fulfillment route for the sake of my peace of mind over a 4 yr cancelled tv show#but um. Thinking#ok edit: thor doesn’t encourage dizzee’s Last Bombing idea. but i think he inadvertently could have set up that mental framework#dizzee gets main character syndrome from him lowkey !! he wants to be 'the two most excellent bombers'!! he wants to BE that power couple#i mean given dizzee’s vision during his overdose it’s canon that dizzee#only finds inspiration/motivation to finally reach the opera because of thor. he’s doing it for him.#and of course thor follows him because it's the only thing he CAN do...#groupthink for two ?? romantic 😌😌
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queer-trashmouth · 5 months ago
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I just want to go ice skating with him with the fairy lights twinkling in the park as we cling on to each other laughing. I want to sit curled up in a big blanket with him in front of a roaring fireplace while we sip hot chocolate and wait for the cookies we made to come out of the oven. I want to go sledding with him and have snowball fights and build snowmen and then come inside where it’s cozy and watch Christmas movies til we doze off together
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taeminsbug · 7 months ago
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Sometimes I feel as if I’m the only one who is still taking this pandemic seriously.
#my sister was in contact with someone who has Covid and my sister tested negatively but she still has to self quarantine for the next 5 days#before getting tested again. and since I was in contact with my sister briefly I’m self quarantining too. and She was ALSO briefly in#contact with her roomates but they all decided not to self quarantine#and all of her roomates hung out with ppl today even tho my sister isn’t 100% in the clear and that means they ALSO arnt 100% in the clear.#like??? I think that’s just a little bit immature but I guess it’s whatever bc they are young and will survive it if they ever do get it🤪#I hate it. AND THEN I had a friend ask if I wanted to go rock climbing with him today so I explained the situation and told him I couldn’t#and he asked if I wanted to go rock climbing next week like????? if Covid is being spread anywhere it’ll be at a rock climbing gym!!! idk I#guess it’s infuriating to see ppl my age take this like a joke. and I’ve hardly gone out since March unless it’s to a park by myself or#going to class. and I guess I have to be more careful in general bc I live with two 60 year olds but STILL young ppl can still spread it to#others who may be endangered. and i feel as a if I’m being too paranoid or a ‘Karen’ about not wanting to hang out with anyone WHICH IS#A STUPID WAY TO FEEL BC ITS A LITERAL PANDEMIC AND A DEADLY DISEASE but my friends. don’t care. at. all. and ppl on the internet don’t care.#at. all. and just feel as if I’m the only one who’s taking it seriously so then I feel as if maybe I’m taking it too seriously?? like wtf I#shouldn’t feel this way 🙃🙁
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tavoriel · 11 months ago
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the best way I know of to eat ice cream:
1. fill a mug about 1/3 full with frozen fruit  2. microwave  3. ice cream on top
you can add peanut butter.  you can add maple syrup.  supermarket peanut butter goes on top of the fruit before you put the ice cream on.  if you have artisan peanut butter, it goes on top of the ice cream as a topping, and it hardens a little as it gets cold.  when you hold the mug, the bottom feels warm and the top feels cold, & you’re probably going to eat the ice cream creation fast enough that it will be both warm and cold.  I feel like there isn’t anything particularly ‘clever’ in this but i feel like i always underestimated how straightforward it is to upgrade my ice cream experience & how just a little bit of extra effort doesn’t have to be a special occasion thing
#do you ever wonder if the common advice to think of non-rejection reasons for behavior when ppl appear to be rejecting you#is important and insightful but incomplete?#do you ever consider how important connection acceptance and belonging are for survival?#do you ever frown at humorous observations that our minds & bodies still think we have to protect ourselves from tigers#at the idea that anxieties are a quaint & charming & fairly useless byproduct of humanity outgrowing evolution too quickly#an archaic alarm system that only gets in the way#when not having connections can leave you homeless and starving even in this 'safe' modern world without tigers?#when not having emotional needs met can be its own kind of torture whether you have material needs met or not?#when you can't have connection at all unless at least one person accepts you?#would anything be different or better if you recognized fear of rejection as fear of not being able to survive#have you ever consistently & optimistically thought of non-rejection reasons for behavior and found yourself at#a crocodile pit at the end of a path with 37 signs that say 'crocodiles ahead; turn back maybe'#would anything be different or better if; instead of carving 'my friends and social groups never hate me i only think they do'#into the cement of your outlook before it dries#you asked yourself; how can I cultivate support; which rejections represent a blow to a foundation of something and which#rejections are not connected to my safety and stability & may feel bad but do not represent a personal crisis#if i expect someone to support me in some way how can i reciprocate?#how can i set a foundation for checking in abt little worries before they get bigger & can i forgive similar little worries in others?#if a foundation i thought was safe becomes unsafe how will i begin again#what signs do i look for that a relationship is safe so inevitable little 'does that tone of voice mean rejection' questions#get weighted less heavily when i wonder if i'm safe?#and even; how can I see some but not all hurtful behaviors as mainly other ppl protecting their own survival needs#protecting their energy from the tigers that arent tigers that their anxieties beg them for safety from#what a relief to consider 12 possible reasons someone could be acting like X that DON'T mean that they hate you#AND 12 reasons you're being intentional & self-compassionate about your own connection needs no matter what#ppl are gonna be at different stages of journeys & ppl are gonna need different things; if this isnt useful or relevant it doesnt have to be#I brought my neighbor some on sale baked goods from the gas station bc its a pandemic & I worry we're all not connecting enough#& I've been hearing her talking to her pets all day#maybe its all just a connection economy and that's it
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vampire-bee · 11 months ago
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It will forever be infuriating how quickly people without chronic pain will invalidate and minimize the pain I live with by just looking at me or talking to me.
They think because I’m “calm” and I’m not a screaming, crying pile of misery, I must not be “that bad.” Or I must be “lying or exaggerating.”
But have you ever seen an animal that’s just been run-over? Half it’s body mangled and useless, and yet despite that often you’ll find it’s still calm, and lying there silently, despite the fact it’s likely in agony and dying? It’s breathing might be deeper, it might be shaking slightly, but that’s the only sign it’s showing pain. Nothing else.
You have? (I’m sorry for both you and the animal.) Well I feel the same emotions as that animal when my pain is at it’s worst.
Sometimes your body doesn’t get emotional and noisy when it’s in severe pain, sometimes it makes you go numb, quiet and in shock. Sometimes it’s practically invisible.
So, if you didn’t know that animal had been run over, and it didn’t show any signs of an injury... you wouldn’t even think there was anything wrong with it. Same deal with humans. We’re not always obvious to our distress. Sometimes we seem fine, when we’re not.
So if you meet a person with a chronic pain condition, don’t be an idiot and think “it’s not obvious so it’s not true,” because it’s RARELY obvious. We don’t always cry, or shake, or stumble, or fall over, or look or act disabled... often we look completely normal. Even talk normal. Often you can’t tell us apart from a healthy person. SO don’t PRESUME to KNOW how bad our pain is, by LOOKING at us!!! YOU WON’T KNOW!!! YOU CAN’T KNOW.
Just treat us with respect, patience, and kindness, and when we say it’s THAT BAD, believe us, because often, it’s not that bad.... ITS WORSE!!!! SO, SO MUCH WORSE.
PS. Many of us also happen to learn that crying CAUSES FATIGUE AND THEREFORE MORE PAIN.... so can you truly blame us for not wanting to cry? Would you continue to do something that makes your pain worse? No? Exactly. So don’t judge our pain by how much we are/aren’t crying. Crying is painful.
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just logged in to ffn for the first time in literal years and was looking at some of my old reviews and holy shit i was the fucking worst but the authors were all so nice and now i wanna die cause it's all so cringe and yes cringe culture is dead and all but i was insufferable jfc i should never have been allowed to interact with people on the internet
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spideyk00k · a year ago
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#currently at the emergency vet for my babie bowie and fuck its pretty fucking serious and I just need a big hug and someone to tell me itll#be okay cause I'm seriously freaking the fuck out right now at the thought of the smallest possibility of losing bo#she's hasn't really been herself these past few days and has jst been super lethargic and she's been vomiting every day + not shitting right#and at first I chalked it up to her eating a bit of the weeds at the park but then she really lost her appetite and has been looking week#at first her vomit was foamy and mucusy but then it turned into something kinda acidic and bile-y almost#and this morning she didn't want to touch her food at all and she just wanted to snuggle up next to me#and she just seemed extra weak this morning#and I had to drive to sd this afternoon and she usually sits and peeks her head out the window while I drive but#today she just curled up into a ball on my lap the entire drive which shes never done#but we got home and she seemed to get back to her normal self with the kids but then#when we were getting ready to leave the hoise she just passed this massive fucking blood clot/stool liquid thing and it literally looked#like she shat her bloody stomach out#and so now we're here at the emergency room waiting for tests and blood work but the doctor is saying it may be hemmorhaggic gastroenteritis#and that she may need to be hospitalized for two days cause if left untreated she could go into shock and fucking die#and now im just sittinf here waiting in my own anxiety reading myself down a rabbit hole and I just cant calm down#cause I just keep fucking thinking the fucking worst#she is my entire lifeline and I really don't think I can ever fucking survive losing her#she's literally the reason I'm alive today#for the last two years she has been keeping me fucking going and she's always there for me and even when I feel alone and unloved#I always know I have her#she loves me the most and always wants to be with me and just makes me feel wanted and she's always there to jjst listen and cuddle
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fcmilybonded-archive · a year ago
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ANCIENT AU STARTER | @badasshybridqueen​
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         “You are no longer bound to that witch.” Elijah informs her in the way of a greeting as he enters the room. No further details are given, but perhaps the blood splattering his suit and face are a detail enough. ( how dare they try to blackmail him? their desperation was their end. they are only lucky it was elijah who had his fun with them and not niklaus - at least he was relatively quick. ) “I am going to take a shower - then we have quite a lot to discuss, Hayley.” The fact his brother had gotten someone pregnant - after FIVE THOUSAND YEARS was... well, almost impossible to believe. Yet it had happened. Elijah was... more than curious. What possible child could possibly be born from this?
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jailerat · an hour ago
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One thing I’ve been thinking about is
The world’s been spinning long before I got here and will keep spinning long after I’m gone. There’s been billions before me. Not just humans, life. Billions of species we’ll never know or never picture just right.
And before that we were just molten rock on a new planet, before that still we were a concept violently strewn together in the beginnings of a newborn star.
The universe keeps on kicking. It’s so young you know? It’s at its start, a baby universe. Sometimes I think about all these stories about meeting someone out there more intelligent than us, that we were late. But what if we’re early? What if we’re looking up at the stars and sending out messages of hope and friendship to a universe that can’t understand it yet?
It’s been so little time but it’s been so long all the same. Incomprehensibly long. We’re human. Time is finite.
And I am… so young.
In human time I am young, in greater time I could be born and live a million times over and it’d be less than a fraction of a blink. In human time I’m young and inexperienced and the vast majority of us die in obscurity. I don’t doubt I will too.
What I do here doesn’t matter, I’m less than a blink, I’m wholly insignificant in the grand scheme of things.
But It matters to me. Because it has to. Because if I do nothing because I am nothing then the only one who really suffers is myself.
Im stuck with this life. Weight on my shoulders and memories that cripple and a world that would see me burn. But looking up at the sky just right to feel the morning sun on my skin alleviates some of that weight. And memories hurt but at the very least I’ve learned something from them, survival tactics and all that. And I may burn here, but I can shelter a few others from the flames, and they can shelters even more.
I am wholly insignificant, but I matter. Every little thing I do to take of myself matters. I’m stuck with this life but I might as well make it beautiful for my stay.
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stardust-shenanigans · 3 hours ago
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Dear Watcher, just how much is it that you see...
[Read more for Lurien headcanons!]
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Hello there are going to be Dubious Bug Facts here
Lurien the Watcher
Since it's never stated what sort of bug he is, I like to imagine what he would be like if he were a sort of wasp! I was inspired by the Blue Mud Dauber Wasp! Because they are pretty, and very blue and metallic, which I think suits him quite well! Man of iridescence of sorts...
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- From the 2nd or 3rd clutch from his parent? Born in Deepnest/Hallownest.
- His parent had originally sought shelter within one of the abandoned Weaver nests up on the surface (after the Weavers had moved to Deepnest), and had lived there for some time, raising their first few clutches here.
- After... dire circumstances—Godly Surface Shenanigans*—rendering that area of the surface inhospitable, they had decided to take example of the Weavers and head to this 'Deepnest' for shelter, which then in turn resulted in them finding 'Hallownest' alongside that.
- So they had, while gestating, fled to Hallownest, and had lived at first in avoidance of the Kingdom, raising Grub Lurien with whatever spiderlings they could hunt. (I like to think that they loved him lots, whether it be due to the fact he's the only egg to have survived this time, perhaps just because he's him, or perhaps he's the last they will care for.)
- Due to scarcer access to flower nectar—as the adults almost exclusively eat nectar, while the larvae eat spiders!—from their spot in Deepnest, his parent eventually grew to be kind of sickly spending all their time and energy in hunting for Lurien and raising him. They were adamant in feeding Lurien the spiders instead of themself, as he was just a leetle grub.
- Not only that, but they were also already on the older side, having had clutches of kids kinda grow up and leave. It's easy to say that they hadn't lived too long in Deepnest, at least, just a little ways after Lurien emerged from his little mud nest as a fully grown wasp, only to see his parent very sickly, and eventually dying in his presence.
(I'm still thinking on how that may influence him, whether he still has a more distant instinct of, "Oh. Well, they helped me live, and I appreciate that" or if it's a genuinely "Oh no! [traumatized]"
*I do have some specifications of said Surface God Shenanigans, but that would involve me talking a bit about Cerys(hk oc)/the Land of Dew and Silver(their homeland) and its relation to everything else lmaoo
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- Survived some time in Deepnest via hunting and chilling in his nest, but being a very young adult wanting something more, something better + his instinctual desire for nectar, which is Very Much Not Here, he eventually decided to head to Hallownest, and officially immigrating.
- I do think he did draw the interest of the Pale King initially, but being someone not yet settled into the ways of Hallownest, I imagine perhaps the Pale King took note of him, especially his mutation, before continuing on with more urgent matters of that time? Who knows! But imagine his reaction, when sending a missive to the Pale King asking for his presence or the ability to serve as the Watcher and him going "Ah, yes, Lurien. I very much remember you." or smth like that.
- But that's later. So he went through schooling gradually, while doing various other odd jobs, before eventually finishing and pursuing that of the role of the Watcher! I imagine he didn't completely understand his mutation growing up, so getting that education in the ways of SOUL, as well as better understanding his visions and of that sort was really encouraging and comforting for him!
- I imagined he lived his normal, mortal lifespan/stopped aging around middle-age, before becoming Vaguely Long-Lived due to his close relationship to the Pale King.
- I also like to headcanon that while he was in school, he would kill two uh, vengeflies with one stone by working in the closest gardens for free nectar and also geo... :)
- I. am really just making Lurien a jack of all trades, huh. Hunter at some point, gardener, scholar, and then the Watcher? Sir... (Granted, the first two are kind of inherent to his species, but it's still kind of funny!)
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- Lived in Hallownest at first with a sort of discomforted alienation, either due to mutation or just the physical difference between him and the other citizens of Hallownest, but it was soothed a little by the fact his particular species tends to be solitary.
- Quiet and calm in personality, but is actually quite the nervous sorts. Nervous in imposing on others, especially those whose opinions he values. A very passive person though, it takes a lot to aggravate him and/or cause him to lash out, if at all.
- Not cold or unfriendly though, I imagine? Introverted for sure, but because socializing takes up so much energy. Small talk is okay, and he probably relished it for a very long time before actually forming Deeper relationships, and finding a preference in more indepth conversations.
- Being naturally solitary can only go so far though; he's never tested his limits consciously, so he doesn't realize he's far surpassed it by the time he forms bonds between the Pale King, his butler, the Dreamers, and more. Touchstarved...
- Very much enjoys being in the background/observing, hence his affinity for casting not only a neutral eye over things when need be, but also a very... hm,, warm one? Inspired, and loving in the way the world can be so wondrous?
- In particular with his art, I like to think he favours trying to capture certain melancholia that the world can bring—to be aware of all its tragedies and how cruel it can be, yet also being reminded of just how wonderful it is too, how beautiful.
- Just a cozy dude... man wants to be in a nook! He went from living in little tunnels in the earth to living in a tall, solitary spire, and honestly he's living his best life!
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- Enjoyer of water and rain, but I imagine he actually has some sensory issues regarding mud? Despite it being in the name of the species, it just feels... like it makes sense.
- Whether it be due to hypersensitivity due to SOUL mutation, or simply due to inherent preferences. So even if he does ever get the impulse to craft a nest, it would most likely come from instinct of caring for a child of sorts.
- (In technicality, it never truly started raining until after the collapse of Hallownest—hence Lemm mentioning the unfortunate circumstance of spider silk melting—but I do like to think it would rain, even if on occasion rather than the constant downpour post-Hallownest.)
- It's generally unknown what sort of bug he is, much less a wasp, became more mysterious the longer lived he became haha!
- though he is taller in comparison to the usual height of the Capital's denizens, it doesn't clear things up still. Covers his entire body because comfy, cozy, and also he will Not be perceived without permission.
- And due to his prior experience with navigating Deepnest, he was also favoured by the Pale King in helping manage negotiations and communications with them. (Because he lived there for some time for survival, I do wonder if he ever tried to speak/communicate with any Weavers of sorts.)
- I imagine in the beginning of their friendship, there were less reservations of having Lurien even visit Deepnest, but as time went on and they become closer, PK became more anxious and would prefer he Not, unless he takes guards with him, despite knowing Lurien could very well handle himself.
(Deepnest has plenty of tunnels, deep and dark and narrow and somewhat damp, something very akin to a Wyrm, and I think perhaps that similarity would cause the Pale King to feel more uptight regarding visitations to certain areas. It won't be the Pale King's territories or tunnels, they belong to someone else, he is not there to ensure Lurien's safety.)
- Prefers spells for combat, though if pressed, or needs to, he's quite capable of defending himself. I don't think he would use his stinger (trans momence :)!! yes!), and would prefer projectiles over all else.
Because he was a passive hunter/eats mainly nectar in the first place as an adult, he very willingly and very much settles into a softer life as a citizen of Hallownest. Man has centuries to live softly, his earliest years of living in Deepnest, while not forgotten, are not his norm.
- I also think that passive hunter aspect would cause him to be Even More Okay with staying still or in one spot for ludicrous amounts of time, to the point of it being unhealthy for him and not realizing. He has to be wrangled sometimes, he gets so focused.
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#MISCHIEF Mischief is when an individual has bad intention against someone. It may not be revealed but works behind the scene. Shows outward love but inward hatred. This is usually birthed by the spirit of unforgiveness. Mischievous people are very ungrateful individuals who will do everything possible to make sure you do not see success. For instance,a security man who has an evil plan to cooperate with thieves to steal or a maid who has plotted a looting or is serving as an insider. You must watch-out because the system has changed and people want to survive nilly willy. I went to a pastor’s house only to find a young lady claiming to be a maid but on spiritual assignment. She was assigned to kill the pastor and also initiate the children. I immediately confronted her and not long, she left the house. You must be prayerful when it comes to people coming around you. They may look pitiful but on assignment. #PRAYER_POINT 1. *_Father expose any individual assigned to destroy my family._* Send your #PRAYER #REQUESTS or contact our prayer line: +233546417835/ +233551996933 Email: everysoulfoundation@gmail.com. Please do well to subscribe to our channel and share our daily devotion. Stay blessed🙏🏽. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmQQvXL1EAQnx0cUlHLBQaA/ Enjoy your day👌🏽💫🙏🏽. #EverySoul #help #to #the #helpless https://www.instagram.com/p/CO__a3Ijdgl/?utm_medium=tumblr
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melancholy-pal · 6 hours ago
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How Do You Maintain Your Career While Struggling with Mental Illness?
Really just ranting here. I know for a fact I am not the only one, but I consistently feel as though my mental illnesses have a direct effect on my career. I've always struggled with bad depression and anxiety which would often cause me to miss school. This is something that has bled into my professional life too. It inevitably always leads me to serious stress and early burn out. I'm currently employed full-time and have been working for the same company for the last couple of years. I work remotely so I do not struggle with attendance as I once did. Regardless, I still have trouble facing each day just knowing what might be in store. Every day is a struggle to function.
Dealing with such serious feelings of hopelessness from a young age and being self-aware enough to understand how it has an effect on my schooling or job continuously makes the situation significantly worse. It makes me feel completely inadequate--like, what is wrong with me? I got pretty good grades. I always had a decent job. I have more than a lot of people. Why can't I ever handle it? What is wrong with me that makes it impossible for me to be happy while I hold down a job? Why can't I just "suck it up" like everyone else does?
I've concluded that a major contributor is the blatant fact that, like most people, I don't want to work my whole life away. Especially for others. Especially to only make ends meet and not to afford much more. The idea of working for myself is the most ideal solution because if I HAVE to work just to survive, I might as well work for myself. I'd rather be making myself 'rich' than someone who's too lazy to do the work I'm doing for them (for next to nothing). That is obviously much easier said than done. It's easy to say "just do it" in regards to starting a business or being self-employed, but when you're not only being beaten down by your current job but also your mental illnesses, it's hard to have the motivation for ANYTHING (including basic tasks), let alone being proactive and fighting for the future I desire.
It's at a point where I just feel so stuck. I don't know what I want to be doing for my career. I feel like I am completely inadequate. Nothing I do seems to matter. My current position can't lead directly into something else--I want to change paths completely but have no clue what to do. But this is all a constant struggle because it's cyclical. I could eventually find a new job and because it's still a job under someone else, I will inevitably be unhappy and the cycle repeats.
I am just curious, for anyone out there who may relate to what I've written, how do you find the motivation to keep going? How do you balance your mental health with your career?
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