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ameangel-sp · 2 years
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Practice/test of Jersey Sheila from my insta AU!
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lovlive · 17 days
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˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ midnight insomnia' - c.yj
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SYNOPSIS - its the middle of the night and you have 2 problems; no.1 you cant sleep, and no.2 you miss your boyfriend. PAIRING - choi yeonjun x f!reader GENRE - fluff, established relationship WARNINGS - reader is depicted with a pink colour, reader is called ‘baby’ and ‘girlfriend’, just yeonjun and y/n being really cute with eachother <3 requested from anon: hi! i dont think you've posted yet, maybe your busy or just dont know what to write about since your a new blog, but i want to put in a req.. could you do reader x yeonjun with the prompt “i can’t sleep, come to my bed” id actually die AAH im so curious what you could turn this into, thanks :}
notes: thanku sm for the req! yeah, i havent been writing yet since my brain was blank tbh i had no ideas for a fanfic in mind 😭😭 but now youve added fuel to my fire and ill try start writing more often :3 (and yes, the 127 in the fic was on purpose)
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The moon cast a soft glow through the small sliver between your curtains, painting the room in hues of silver. In the quiet of the night, you tossed and turned under your soft blanket, unable to find solace in slumber. As you battled with your insomnia, you just couldnt keep your mind off of one thing; Yeonjun. You couldnt stop thinking about the way he would hold you through these chilly early-spring nights, and how much you missed his warm body next to yours. At this point you’ve realised just how starved you were from him despite only seeing him a couple of days ago.
You gave up on your slumber, rolling like a log from one side of your bed to another to pick up your phone. The sharp glow from the screen hit your eyes, your face instinctively scrunching up since you werent used to the brightness. Your fingers lazily glided over to the message app icon, and then tapped on Yeonjun’s contact. The time at the side of the screen caught your eye, and your realised it was 1:27 AM. You were a little weary of texting your boyfriend at this late hour; you knew that he was probably tired after a long day of practicing and you didnt want to seem selfish or too clingy. But you shook off your bad feelings since you knew that Yeonjun wasnt the type to be able to fall asleep easily either. You began to type your messages…
“jjunieeee..”
“baby… ☹️”
As expected, Yeonjun was of course awake. Your one word messages were opened by him a minute later. He looked at the texts, a little confused on why you’d be texting him right now. Any how, he started typing back.
“y/n? why’re you still up. you better not be up to some weird shi 😐”
“jjunie, i cant sleep. come to my bed.”
“baby, its half 1 in the morning.”
“please..😔 i really cant sleep and i need sum1 by my side 😞”
“y/n you’re going to be the death of me... but what wouldnt i do for my beautiful girlfriend”
“ill be there in 5”
“yippee! 😇 i love you ❤️”
“love you more baby ❤️”
Your face lit up as your boyfriend agreed to come over. You immediately put your phone back on your side table and plugged it back into charging, then quickly tossed the dirty socks that were lying on your bedroom floor underneath your bed to appear a little tidier. After a little while, you could hear a quiet knock echo through your small apartment; your face lighting up once again. Your feet quickly brought you to your hallway, where you rummaged your drawer for your keys. Eventually finding them, you jammed the correct key into the keyhole, twisiting it and gently opening the door. As your boyfriend appears from behind the door, you immediately pull him into a hug, shutting the door behind him. “Whats up with you today?” He teases as he feels your arms lock around him tightly, wrapping his arms around your waist in response. “Just missed you baby.” You responded, taking in his soft scent which you missed badly. “Y/n, we just saw eachother a few days ago..” His chuckle landed right in your ear, warm breath brushing right up against your ear. The sensation of course did not fail to make you blush a little. “Yeah, but ‘just a few days ago’ feels like an eternity to me.” You whisper into his shoulder, finding comfort in just burrying your face in his shoulder and hiding from the world. You feel his hands come away from your waist and up to your back, rubbing small circles. “You really arent a patient person, are you? Now, lets get you to bed.” He whispers as he takes your hand in his and begins to lead you over to your bedroom. You obviously dont resist, and grip his hand back as you walk behind him. None of you made a sound as you walked to your bedroom. Both of your social batteries were drained from the long day you’ve survived today, and all you wanted to do was to hold eachother in peace as you tried to fall back into a slumber.
You walk into your bedroom, and Yeonjun leads you straight to your bed. He lets you crawl in and under the covers as he takes off his jacket and throws it onto the chair you have by your desk. He came just wearing his pajamas, since he knew all you were going to do together was snuggle and sleep. He climbs onto your bed, arms wrapping tightly around your body as your face hides in his chest. His hand runs through your soft hair in a consoling manner, trying to get you to feel more tired and sleepy. His hands work like magic, your eyes beginning to feel heavier by the minute. But before you fall asleep, you give his hand a gentle squeeze and manage to whisper a set of three familiar words.
“I love you.”
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kristlewrites · 7 months
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“Baby I’m ready for take off”
CW: Cock Warming ,Chest Riding, Fluff(?), Poorly written smut, comfort(?) nicknames ( ma, mamas, papa, and baby)
PAIRING: Connie x Black!FemReader
WC: 0.9k
🫧🗯️: Test run post! Don’t judge🤒 ALSO! first time writing smut so if it’s bad i’m sorry, it’ll probably remain like that for a minute…(title is from a wayv song.. doesn’t have to do anything with the fic🪦🪦)
MINORS DNI
(take off!)
It's been a long day, long week even. School has been beating your ass with essays and finals..this was your only chance to relax. You enter connie's apartment around 6 pm, he wasn't there because he's also been busy but not with school. The team made it to regionals and the coach has been working the team the bone with drills everyday.
     You use your key that he lent to you and make yourself at home, he lived off campus. You make your way into the shower and clean yourself up real quick and change into his pajamas, although a lot of your clothes is in his room, hell ! you even have your own drawer! But you love the way his clothes feels on you and his scent makes you feel safe. You were absolutely starving by the time you got dressed and decided to go order some food, wing-stop you finally decide you got yourself a 12 pc hot and lemon pepper with a side of fries and A sprite. When the food came around it was almost eight and Connie should be on his way home.
   After you finished eating you cleaned up super quick and went to bed, connie showed up about an hour later. He knew you were here but seeing you in his sheets and pjs made his heart falter. He went in the shower quickly and joined you in bed. He tried his best not to make any noise but regardless you still woke up 
    "Sorry ma, didn't mean to wake you up"
    he said so gentle, 
      "how are you? I'm sorry I came home late.. i didn't expect coach to keep us so long"
   he caressed your cheeks trying to get you back to sleep. You looked up at his beautiful freckled face, you missed him so much you guys havent been able to see each other at all this week with being so occupied with your own personal activities and affairs. Small tears stream from your eyes, he wipes them away with such care and delicacy.
   "I know, I know ive missed you too, baby"
    You turn towards to him and indulge into his chest , he's not wearing a shirt which is normal since he gets really sweaty at night (😭😭🪦🪦🪦) you start talking about the events that happened that week, how your essay went, how you absolutely failed your stats test, new books you bought, girl drama, and how stressful it's been for you. He nods occasionally and throws in a couple of "mhms" to let yk that he's still listening. This goes on for about an hour and at this point you're just rambling, but connie understands how much you love to talk and let's you continue without complaint, that is until you ask him about his week and what he's done. 
   At this point he's practically knocked out. 
   "Hah, What was that baby what did you say??" he said a little bit groggy
   You repeat your question, but while you do you see that he's HARD??? No way this man was hard from just hearing you talk.But then he must've been backed up from this whole week because of how rarely he saw you or had anytime for himself. When you think about it has been a while since y'all had sex, because of how seldom it's been to even talk to him on the phone 
   "Hey con.. You're hard, how long has it been?" you ask while playing with his nipples. (🪦🪦🪦)
   "Baby you don't even understand how much i've missed you..c'mere" He pulls you closer to his penis.
  Slowly he removes his pants and boxers, revealing his hard leaking cock.. good lord it was so much prettier than you remember. You slowly enter his dick into your hole, surprised by how wet you were.
   "Be careful mamas I could jizz into you at any point" you laughed at his choice of words, it was clear that he hasn't been relived in awhile..and while you were also tired doesn't mean you could at least help him out!!?? and you were on the pill so that should count for something..right??? Continuing you grab ahold of his tip and insert it, until fully seethed into your pussy. It felt so good, you grabbed his hand and placed it on your stomach showing him where his dick is. That really pushed him over and sprayed your pussy through and through. your poor baby he was so sensitive. You guys stayed like that until morning.
   Waking up, you find yourself looking at connie sleeping so soundly and peacefully. You reach for your phone but feel restricted once you've realized the man got a whole ass dick in you. omggg
  "Baby wake up" you whisper yell, tapping his chest. you roam your fingers on along his abs, a few seconds later connie shifts a little bit to remove his cock from you and lifts you up and places you down on his chest. This all happens so quick that u immediately shiver, with your wet slicky pussy on top of his chest he begins move you up and down while his dick teases at your ass crack. Your nails dig into his abdomen while you grind your silky pussy over his abs. Connie's hands take pleasure in your tits while they bounce up and down, twisting and turning you nipples putting you into over drive. Your cum glazes over his abs, you panting hard. First thing in the morning... You rest your head on his chest finding his heart beat while he rubs your head calming you down. 
   "I love you ma" he whispers, he feels your smile into his chest and laughs a bit. He raises your head, "did you hear what I said?" He leans in for a kiss and you return it. "I love you too papa"
(Think of this as a soft launch ijbol)🫧🗯️
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dominic-sessa · 28 days
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life update!!!!
hi hello friends good morning good afternoon good evening its that time of the month again! this isnt really a big life update like the last time bcs i just thought id list down a bunch of things ive had on my mind.
first of all, im very happy to announce that i was able to watch 16 movies last march !! exciting!! i know ive said the last time that i quit the bingewatching thing but HONESTLY im in a work from home setup and the only way to keep me inspired is by watching a movie ... i am yet to find other ways to stay inspired so watching movies will just do for now... ALSO im gonna try to update my newsletter for the first time this year and itll probably be about the movies that i saw this march that i liked ! im now comfortable with turning the newsletter to be more about movies bcs nothing major has been happening in my life lol . so pls stay tuned for that newsletter post if ur interested!
another thing is ive decided to make this blog more personal! for the past year ive made this blog to be more about movies and gifs and stuff, and as much as i love getting the notes and reading ppl's tags, im going to try and make this blog work for me this time :) hope it doesnt get annoying or something... im also in the process of fixing my about pages and tags and all. ive used tumblr since 2012 so im still struggling with the setup. LIKE yes i want to maximize the fact that you can edit html pages and its cute and lets me be creative but at the same time, im on my phone majority of the time . and i dont like being on my laptop after work because ive literally just been using a laptop the whole day. for work. im rly shy to post some stuff about me (bcs i havent done it before fr insert the tom hanks dialogue from joe vs the volcano abt doing some soul searching and coming to the conclusion that hes just boring so he stops doing it) so if u see me doing it as an attempt to fix the personal pages on my blog, im sorry! AAAND as for the gifs thing, im thinking of changing my film diary tag, one thing i really enjoy is taking note of dialogues i love from a movie so i might just do screenshots. i really miss making gifs even though most of the gifs i end up with are LQ , but it just really isnt feasible now . (also some movies are just so tempting to gif LIKEEE valley girl and everytime we say goodbye 😭😭 it physically hurts me that i cant gif josh whitehouse and tom hanks in those movies....)
ALSO im really very very happy that ive gained new followers recently. i enjoy chatting with you guys and get so happy whenever i get the notif that someone sent me an ask/message!! ive been idle on stan twt/fandoms in general so its been a really long time since ive actually... talked to people... it makes me really happy talking to u and im sorry if my happiness doesnt show in my replies/posts. as i said, its been a while since ive done this and i usually go on here as soon as im off work (when my brain is semi-fried and the words are not wording anymore) . i hope i dont come across as bored/uninterested :(
and it isnt just about fandoms too, im genuinely insterested what u guys are up to lately and all... (in a non stalker way). it just feels nice to have friends in general ^__^
SO YEA, i think thats about it :) if u've read this all until here ilysm! thanks for ur interest and lmk how ur day was! or just send me something u want to talk about !
have a nice day :)
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polyamorouspunk · 2 months
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hii taking you up on your advice offer 😭 ur poly so maybe u have more experience with this than me, how would i break up with my longterm partner?
we’ve been dating for 2 years, it really has seemed perfect but lately idk its just felt wrong. we’ve kinda planned our lives around eachother and moving in together once we graduate, but i cant make myself want to kiss them or be romantic anymore, i dont want to respond to their texts, i get annoyed at them for no reason. they havent done anything wrong theyre wonderful its a “its not you its me” situation to a T.
all of our friends are mutual friends, but most of them were technically my friends first (all the people they used to hang out with sucked) so im scared if we break up they wont have anyone to talk to about it. i really dont want to hurt them.
i honestly might realize this is just me being dumb and all of this will pass and ill want to be with them still once it does, but since i have no clue how id break it off i feel so trapped. i want to know i have a way out if things dont get better, i want to stay with them because i truly changed my mind not because i didnt have a choice.
Not in a poly sense but just a “have had a few relationships” sense I guess I can offer advice.
So I’ve never actually broken up with anyone before, except for the last guy I was messing around with (Catboy) just because as much as I had sooo much feelings for him it was like the most unhealthy “relationship” for me. Like I finally realized like “oh I’m actually NOT better off seeing him, my mental health is ACTUALLY worse” because of his shenanigans.
However, I did have a long term partner who I dated for 6 years who we had plans to move in together and get married etc. same kind of deal, all their friends were my friends. And they dumped me, and yeah, it was really fucking hard even though I knew everyone was going to take my side. And the one person who didn’t I ended up not speaking to anymore because I was like if you’re not going to realize that I’m the only one whose going to keep talking to you because my ex doesn’t give a shit about keeping in contact with people, then that’s on you.
I was devestated. This was like 3 years ago at this point and pretty much right up until about this year I felt like I was somehow “living in the wrong timeline” and like my entire life’s trajectory had been pulled out from underneath me. Not from the breakup so much as them just deciding they never wanted to speak to me again, that I was bad for their mental health, etc. which I always told them if I’m ever bad for your mental health then break up with me, and I meant it and stand by that and their decision, but it still fucking hurt.
Like if that’s what they had to do that’s what they had to do. If that’s what you have to do then that’s what you have to do. While I am of course resentful to my ex, and I hope they get hit by a car or something sometimes, I do stand by their decision that if I wasn’t good for them then I’m happy they left me behind. I don’t know if other people are going to have that same view upon being dumped. I mean like I said I still hate them. But to say that they should have stayed with me for my sake is hypocritical.
Not only that, but an issue of intimacy was occurring between us during the lead-up to the breakup. And as soon as I wasn’t with them anymore and I was able to be with Catboy instead I got a taste of what I had been missing and GOD it felt so good. For the first time ever I felt like someone actually wanted to be intimate with me. It was an amazing feeling. My ex dumping me opened up the door for me to have things I was missing in that relationship. So it wasn’t all bad, for sure.
You have to do what you have to do for yourself. You come first. If you need to break up with your partner, or take space, or whatever, you just have to go for it if you really think it’s what’s best for you.
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Hi hi!! May i please request a romantic genshin and hsr matchup? I prefer to be matched with a guy <3
My pronouns are she/her and Im a girl. im 4'10 (i havent grown since i was 12 so uhm😭😭😭) My MBTI is INTP, 4w5. My friends describe my personality to be cat-like. i bite people i like for example on their arm, cheek, neck etc etc. i like knocking things over, being affectionate, and am sleepy. (this is super ironic because my name is Faline and it means feline/cat-like!!) i like getting into trouble in and out of school (i may or may not be banned from a few places ahaaaa-) i can be stupid and reckless uhmmm.. im definetly not smart. My mood changes very, very quickly. i can go from 0-100 real quick. i am not afraid to say what i want. Im quite loud around the people i like and dont like affection from people im not close with.
My aesthetic is best described as the downtown girl aesthetic. My hair is basicaly like ochako urarakas from MHA soo theres that. i have brown eyes and my skin is a light brown. (we love growing up in an asian household and wanting to be whiter ahaaaa.. :( )
My favourite color is purple. i LOVE purple so much its such a pretty colour i could talk about it forever. i love drawing, photography, baking, watching anime and k-dramas, listenin to music and shopping!! im definetly more of a nighttime person and i love animals. animals over people anyday.
I don’t like school… I’m not a very good student and the best part of school is seeing my friends, for sure. i never pay attention in class and end up walking out the class, zoning out or drawing allover my notes or on the table. i skip classes alot too.
I think that’s all, thank you in advance!
Hi Faline! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took a while. I hope you like your matchups!
In Genshin Impact, I match you with...
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Itto can appreciate your dislike for school. I don’t think he’s been to school a day in his life. Everything he knows has either been taught to him by Granny Oni or he’s learnt by himself.
Likes your catlike behaviour. He thinks it’s sweet, even if you do bite him sometimes. Just be warned, he will bite you back. He knows he has sharp teeth so he’ll never bite hard enough to hurt though.
Itto absolutely would watch k-drama with you! He would get so invested in the story and characters.
The height difference! Itto loves giving you piggybacks if that’s something you’re comfortable with. Especially if you’re at an event like a festival. He’ll lift you up so you can see over the crowd.
He would love eating anything you bake. He’s convinced your baking is the best in all of Teyvat. He’d love to help out sometimes but it’s up to you whether you want the company and the mess…
Please take photos of him. He’s oblivious half the time so you’d get really good candid shots. You might also be able to sell some of them to the news after he gets arrested for the third time in a month.
In Honkai Star Rail, I match you with...
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Dan Heng doesn't know how to feel about your cat-like tendencies. On one hand, he finds them cute and endearing. They’re a part of who you are as a person and he wouldn’t change that for the world.
But when you knock something off his desk for the fourth time that day, he really wonders…
Okay, this guy absolutely sees gentle bites as a form of affection. He’ll return any bites you give him.
He’s so glad you like night time. He’s a night owl and stays up very light almost every night. He likes his own company but it’s night having someone else there with him when he’s reading late at night.
Because of his passion for the archives, Dan Heng will do his best to get you interested in learning. He can appreciate that school doesn’t always teach things in the best way.
But he’d be grateful if you spend some time with him learning about a variety of different topics.
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hello jess <3 ... here i am again 🧍
sorry i havent been able to message you lately since i've been in and out of the house and hospital for the past few days (im fine btw! i just need physical therapy for an injury) but man do i have a lot to tell you about moonmates and jealousy, jealousy ...
ok so moonmates... alpha chan *trips over chair and eats cement*. im so SERIOUS when i say that there is nothing hotter than provoking the instincts of an alpha. for once jisung's ideas were on the money, even if he did lose. the scene where minho got y/n pinned on the door and basically making her succumb to her own desires in turn makes chan succumb to his OWN. THE DOMINO EFFECT WE ALL NEEDED. he deserves the winner title so much. literally frothing at the mouth thinking about it again. the two eldest are so hot HSHSH.
moving onto jealousy, jealousy. im ngl i feel y/n so much when i say i HATE being made fun of about my feelings because it's something very vulnerable and i don't like feeling small about my emotions. but the way minho reassured her without really letting go of his smug attitude. he's so so insufferable in the best way possible that you end up craving when he shows a fraction of his affection for you. when he admits that he loves making her a mess HDHDHSJ 🤸 one day i'd love to see y/n put him in his place PLEASE I'D GO NUTS. assert your dominance, y/n! go crazy! i need my dom!y/n content! 💳💥💳💥
anyways, ily jess i hope ur doing well. thank u for feeding us pack!skz content once more. 🫂
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STOPPPPPP. This is me reading your messages.👆🏻
I cannnnt. 😭 YOURE SO SWEET AND DETAILED AND WHEN I SAY YOU MAKE MY DAY BABY I AINT LYIN!
Ok. Okay. Deep breath.
Number one. First and foremost. I hope you are doing all right and taking care of yourself! Please know I’m always here if you need anything! Xx
Second, WE LOVE A GOOD ALPHA INSTINCT MY GOD. I’m a brat (thus why y/n is also a brat, weird huh 😂) and I hate being told what to do but if Chan or Minho’s alpha told me to sit ID SIT MKAY. 🥵
Third thing, minhooooooo. I can’t with that man. He’s a damn menace and I secretly love it. Doesn’t have an actual mean bone in his body but can sure play the part. He’s surly, but I think his stubbornness could be matched by y/n. 👀 she’s probably the only one besides Chan that he’d let “put” him in his place ifykwim. 😏
Once again. Thank you thank you THANK YOU FOR THIS LOVELY FEEDBACK ILY SM 💜💜💜
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tojikai · 2 years
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oh my god im super fucking late, like i usually read your update as soon as i got the notification but bcs of an anime convention happening in my city that ive been attending for 4 days, i havent been able to check my phone much and read the latest chapter until now 😭
god, fuck satoru for being so damn indecisive 😁 i s2g mans be cheating on his gf like its a sport. i never really like rie but to put her like that is kinda harsh. what makes satoru think that he can just fuck yn and breaking it off with rie and thinking that this is all alright???? i swear hes dying for me to shift into pm-verse and strangle him myself 🤩
fucking hell kai you really are a master of cliffhangers cus what the fuck was that ending 😭😭😭 nahhh, i bet that, even tho satoru and rie were accomplices when satoru cheated the first time around and did the damage to yn first, yn would still feel burden with guilt cus now its satoru and yn to be the reason why rie could be suffering now that theyve broken up. and what the hell rie???? why are you working under yn now???? 😭 do you not know who your employers are when you applied for the job??? 💀
aaaaaaa anyways i hope suguru steps into yn’s life and make her see him in a different light ykwim god just date already! ok tbh i dont really like it when women are portrayed to be the damsels in distress but i really would appreciate it if yn moves on to be in a healthy relationship with sugu my bb heheheh but chances are, getoyn might not be endgame since this is a gojoyn fic 😫
anyways, thank you so much for taking the time to pump out another amazing chapter and dont forget to take care of yourself kai <33
*ps im sorry i curse a lot 🫣
cheating like it's a sport LMAOOOO 😭 IM CRYIN 😭 but yeah rie's job is a mystery 🤣 i know it gave an impression that she works in there but it'll be explained more in the next chapter !! and geto omg i blush every time i write his scenes JFJSKSKSL anywayyy i hope you enjoyed the anime convention !! please take care too and have a great week <33
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mariska · 2 years
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mariska life update: got to practice my electric guitar again today so consider that a small victory!! 🥹✌️🎸🎶 and i actually woke myself up before 11 am today too (didnt get a good night's sleep but im just grateful to have gotten any rest at all and not unintentionally sleep in until like 1:30 pm 😭)
the weather's been very back and forth here lately so my skin disease has been very confused which is not ideal lmao, but so far today i havent had to wear any of my compression gloves so it seems like a glove-less summer will hopefully be arriving soon...
unfortunately i am plagued by the law of equivalent exchange forever so on the downside i have no adderalls left for tomorrow and since it will be sunday there is pretty much no chance it'll get refilled by tomorrow morning/afternoon which i am. Really Not Looking Forward To. i literally cannot process thoughts or do tasks/hobbies at all without it and because i am very sensitive to medication and substances in general im pretty positive its gonna be a Rough Cold Turkey Withdrawal day so im probably gonna have to just try to lay in bed and hope that i can relax enough to ignore the awful withdrawal symptoms (this happens Quite Often with my adderalls since it's a Controlled Substance™️ it is. fucked! its fucked up. like its quite literally a life saving medication for me i feel like the fact that i am on disability income and its in my medical chart that i've had severe agoraphobia for over a decade should be more than enough proof that i have no intention to 'abuse' my life saving brain functioning medication while i sit on my recliner and bed in my house everyday. but. what do i know i've only been disabled since birth lmfao ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ )
also super anxious cus i have an in-person dr's appointment on like the 23rd i think and the past 2 years have made me petrified to ever step foot into a medical facility again in my life but i've been having awful autoimmune/organ/endometriosis symptoms lately so i really do need to force myself to get a non facetime check up :(
but on the bright side again i was able to get some super affordable pre-owned full cosplays from some cool people on depop who weren't gonna wear em again with some birthday money my family gifted me earlier this month so whenever i'm physically able to dress up in em im excited about that!
and finally me & eli watched Morbius last night and it was maybe one of the worst movies i've ever seen in my life, that was certainly an experience
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neonacity · 2 years
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Hey lovely its been quite a... minute haha. I havent been on here for the past few weeks but I'm back now. I hope you're doing well 💗
The best thing about it is me being able to read ALL Arcane chapters 😌 🙌 I managed to finish off reading and whewww....
The Jaemin chapter was everything omg I fucking love when he flirts, he sounds so hot here and the temptations.. whew I want him 😇 Jaemins been giving me chills ever since and lord whenever he comes close idk how MC manages bc... I'd lose my mind 🤣 😳
Also really liked Renjun's character too he be making me feel some ways, the jealousy 👀
Loving the friendship between Kun and MC working together throughout this!! Now Ten joining in the gang, so much to find out and coming up. Can't forget my boy Winwin ily too 💙
That last chapter conversation with Jeno got me so emotional?? Takes me back to Lucid times oh my i love how you incorporated that in this story. Jeno the brooding mysterious guy as always, im constantly falling in love with his character u write it so perfectly. SO WELL 👏
The dreams, nightmares, the PLOTWISTS I AM LIVING FOR THEM. Had a feeling this will go back to Rosewood, very very excited to see what happens next 👀
What I absoutely love is the way ALL of them simp so hard for MC like.... yes YES!!! I've noticed the possessiveness is even more and i fucking love it. I live for this shit 🙌 😤
I missed all my Lucid boys and now 🥺🥺 I'm getting memories they just have a certain hold on me, I cant let go 😭😇 so far you've been writing and executing this so perfectly thank you for all your work. UR DOING AMAZING SWEETIE 🥰💕
Oh my god hiii darling, yes it has been a while since i saw you on my dash and i'm very happy that i'm seeing more of your updates lately! Also, i cant believe you were able to go through the rest of Arcane because that is definitely a LOT but i appreciate the support as always. 🥺
To be honest i am proud of Arcane MC's calm in the presence of those boys because to be honest, i would seriously combust from all the blatant and subtle flirting. I guess it's her doctor's training kicking in because HOW (especially with the 00 liners)
Also, thank you for appreciating my grumpy emo boy Jeno. I swear he is soft and nice 🥲 he is just a tsundere very much like our tortured main lead in Lucid. And the Rosewood in Arcane is a mirror verse of the one in Lucid so who knows what will happen really hehe 🙃
As usual, thank you for taking the time to read, sweetie. Also, i read your recent Doyoung fic, it's really good 😏😏😏
P.S. I miss my Lucid babies too
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skiespaintedblue · 3 months
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some random gay dbh things ive been thinking about lately:
promise rings. i dont mind the idea of marriage but since we're in a three person relationship the idea seems like it might be. a little difficult to carry out. but i do really like jewelry with meaning so,,, promise rings :3 i couldnt find any that quite fit so i ended up designing them myself, with a sun/moon/stars theme for markus/connor/myself respectively. the ones i initially made were based on real rings that i liked but didnt quite seem right so i changed em up a bit and added a third of my own design, but i ended up not really liking them so i went for a more simple approach, and it worked! so for the past couple of days ive just been thinking about how id go about giving them the rings and whatnot and its great <3
pets. after a Big Think i eventually came to the conclusion we would get a beagle. its small and its silly and theyre just great little creatures and i think we'd all be happy to have one. and we'd get to take them on playdates with sumo !!!!! i still havent figured out a name tho lol
children. okay normally i really dont vibe with the idea of having kids but i saw a cute video of a mom teaching her baby how to jump and it was so adorable that i think it sent me into a minor bout of baby fever?? i am also on my period so that might have something to do with it dhjfhkd but god. i keep thinking about having a kid with them now. we'd have to adopt obviously, and i have no idea if they'd be android or human. i dont think id ever really go through with it for multiple reasons but god the concept is just really. it gives me good feelings
furry au. i made a dbh furry au a while ago and i got to thinking about it again bc something reminded me of it and its adorable to just. imagine us together but also we're furries. also i enjoy the dynamic of a kangaroo revolutionist and his two devoted dogboy boyfriends. this is peak to me
uhhh lastly this is more general but ive just been. like thinking about them So Much recently, more than ever. to the point where i literally had two consecutive dreams in a row about them ?!!? and i got to kiss and cuddle with them in both dreams and that made me so ungodly happy to experience, but its getting to the point where im like. suspicious. like my life has been completely Okay for the past week or so and i feel like something horrible is gonna happen and ruin everything 😭 but at the very least ive been able to daydream about us being domestic together. so maybe its worth it
anyways. idk what the point of this post was i just felt like putting something on this blog about my ship for once, i will now return to endless reblogs of posts that make my heart get 1% closer to bursting each time
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jeonqkooks · 1 year
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hi !! i’m late :,) but i wanted to ask how u were. i havent been able to check in but i hope life has been going well :). how’s work / the work crush 👀? also what’s ur fave track of face🤩🤩. anyway yeah, hoping you’re good and wishing u the best ! 💌🌙🪐🤎
hiiii ☺️ tbh i’m not having the best month, march has been kinda draining for me and most people i know so i’m looking forward to april and starting anew!
the work crush situation is still the same 😭 can u believe we’re the only 2 people in the office who haven’t interacted with each other like yo somebody (me lol) needs to do smth about that 😭
omg FACE! the whole album is full of certified bangers ugggggh it’s been stuck in my head since it came out. my original favorite was Alone but the other songs have all had their turns playing on repeat heheheheehe. currently i’m obsessed with Like Crazy! wbu, what’s your fav track? 👀
btw you’re so sweet for checking up on me, i appreciate it so much. thank you :’) <3 how are youuu, how’s life treating ya bub? hope you’re having a nice time 💓
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helloyukooo · 2 years
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“ dorm next door “ denki x male!reader 2 ☁︎·̩͙
- warnings: slight talking about unrequited love and being friendzoned, idk anything else:(
- angst to fluff
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its been 7 months since you got friendzoned by the boy in the dorm next door. yeah youre still upset over it but you’ve gotten used to being alone in youre dorm. but you still missed the loud blondes “ good morning “ ‘s and “ good night “ ‘s.
you two talked, but it didnt feel right anymore. conversations were short and akward, mainly just about hero training and simple “ how have you been “ ‘s. but still, even if the conversation was just saying you two have been okay, you still felt happy having him talk to you.
it was currently 2am, you werent able to fall asleep for some odd reason, your brain just wouldnt shut down. all that was in your head was thoughts of what life wouldve been like if denki was inlove with you too.
ding!
what? a message? but its 2am? the only person you’d know to be awake at this time was denki.. but you two havent messaged in months, so it couldnt have been him... right?
Denki😍🔌🔌🔌
hey so this is all like a little sudden but i missed you🤪😭
...oh my fucking god.
hes messaging you again!!! and the same way he did before! you were so happy you immediately started typing an answer
Name😫😍‼️
DENKI<333 I MISSED YOU TOO
this felt nice again, being able to message denki the same way you did before, he even kept your old nicknames. it hurt a little, yeah, but it was just bittersweet. wait.. an attatchment? of what though?
you viewed the photo seeing a picture of the blonde doing the zany face in a dimly lit room with the camera tilted up wards with the text “ i missed.... DEEZ NUTZ🤪🤪🤪 “
you giggled, sending him a selfie of you doing the same and soon enough, you two were close again. communicating with eachother sending random selfies with text on them. if you listened carefully you could hear the blonde laugh in his room, he could hear you too.
you sent him a video of you unlocking your door with the text “ QUICK QUICK COME HERE “ thinking he’ll think its a joke. but you realized he took it seriously when you heard him sneak out of his dorm and enter yours.
you two stared at each other for a second before he runs over to your bed and hugs you tighter than anyone else had. what? whats happening? were your wishes coming true? no...no way..
“ name.. “ he mumbled out shockingly quietly. you felt him tearing up against your neck.. but why? “ denki? “ you question, waiting for an answer from the blonde.
“ ive missed you so fucking much — “ he started, taking a break to sniffle and giggle so it wont get too depressing. “ im sorry name.. i cant live without you... i know im probably to late uh.. but.... i love you. “
did he just..?
those three words that ruined your relationship was just about to fix them. before you could blink them away, tears fell out of your eyes as you rested your head on his shoulder and hugged him tight aswell.
“ better late then never i guess, i love you too denks “ you replied, crying happy tears from joy. your wishes came true, both of your guys’ lucky stars aligned, he finally loved you back.
after what felt like forever, he let go from the hug, wiping the tears that fell from his eyes as you did too. “ so.. wanna like.. be a thing? “ he asked, doing the same face as he did in the first photo he sent starting this entire moment.
you giggled, intertwining your fingers with his. “ yes denki, yes i do. “ you answered the boy who lived in the dorm next door. and there you were. you both got what you wanted. you two were dating, you were happy.
after around three hours of gooding around as boyfriends, you two fell asleep in your own bed, drifting away from the thought of nothing but each other. maybe those three words didnt really ruin your relationship.
maybe you werent a fool.
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rainydayotomes · 3 years
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HII its me, van helsing anon again. can i request a saint germain fic (since you said your love for him is resurfacing hehe) of him being possesive and jealous- like in the future blessings scene of his after story? if you havent played that part then you can just do him being possesive and jealous <3 with a reader in cardias whole poison situation
Anon I love you. Thank you. Thank you so much for giving me an excuse to write our favourite gentleman outside of some random fic I write on my own 😭
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It had been a mere few days since the two of you had returned to London; finally having put away all of your belongings, souvenirs, and settling yourselves into the same mansion you had once called home base.
Your old- and new- home was quiet.... at least for now. In the matter of a couple weeks, all your best friends would come together once more to rejoice in your eternal union.
Van Helsing and Impey would take a little bit of time to return to London, however Victor and Lupin had already settled themselves into their old rooms once more.
Saint Germain had watched you run up to your two friends with your arms wide open- finally able to give a big hug to the two people who had supported you the most.
The smile on his face, well practiced by this point, hid only the slightest twinge of leftover insecurities and jealousy. But for the most part- he was happy for you. Truly.
But as the days went on, that small pang within his heart grew. He watched on with a pained smile as his beloved was swiftly stolen for days on end by Lupin, who was soon joined by Impey once the engineer had arrived.
He would watch silently from a window on the second floor as his closest friends stole his fiancée away from him, and the thorn in his heart only grew as he watched her walk off into the afternoon sun with a beautiful smile on her face, and return late in the evening with much the same smile.
There were quite a few times Saint Germain had approached his lover with anticipation- hoping to catch her and take her for himself for a day before Lupin could steal her away again. Yet somehow, without fail, Lupin had already managed to get to her before he had. And the two would leave shortly after, coming back after night had fallen.
Every night, Saint Germain had stayed peering out the window, waiting for your return. And every night, you had been too exhausted from all the walking you had done to stay awake too late with him.
Saint Germain wasn't one to get angry. He wasn't one to let his emotions run off with him.... too often. However....
It was an unsightly hour that you had returned. And anger had welled up inside the apostle to the point where he had to restrain himself from having a very aggressive talk with the so called 'gentleman thief' for keeping such a precious lady out so late into the night.
1 am. That was the time in which you had returned to the mansion. This... was becoming ridiculous.
Day upon day, Saint Germain wished to spend his time with you, and yet you had left him behind to go out with Lupin- and occasionally Impey as well. It had been well over a week since he was last able to spend even an hour with you.
And after you parted with Lupin in the entry hall of the mansion, you let out a yawn and you stretched; thoroughly exhausted from your long day.
"Good evening, my love."
You turned to the staircase to see Saint Germain standing at the top, a dangerous smile playing on his lips.
Uh oh.
"Ah, good evening Saint Germain. I didn't think you would still be awake at this hour..."
"Ah, indeed I am. However- I could say the same thing to a lady such as yourself."
He slowly decended the carpeted steps of the mansion, and you could practically feel the air around him- and soon yourself as well- rapidly grow cold as ice.
"Where have you been all day? I would love to hear about your little adventure."
"I uh..." You averted your gaze from his poisonous smile, fidgeting with the emerald ring around your finger.
"Lupin was showing me some.... shops... that he thought I would enjoy now that I don't have to worry about my poison..."
You shifted here and there, avoiding his gaze until you finally looked back up at him.
He stood before you now, his eyes narrowed.
Oh boy was he mad.
His hand swiftly reached for your own, bringing up your adorned finger to meet his lips- just as he had when he had first placed the emerald ring upon your finger.
"So... this 'gentleman thief' has been taking you out on dates, has he?"
His beautiful blue eyes looked up at you, an elegant danger hidden beneath his sapphire hues.
"N-No... not at all. He's uhh..."
You struggled to find the right words to explain yourself without revealing your true actions. It wasn't a lie that Lupin had been taking you shopping- but.... it wasn't what your lover was thinking at all.
Seeing that you couldn't explain yourself, Saint Germain straightened himself as he dropped your hand.
"Perhaps I should go speak to Lupin myself. However... I believe I have more important matters to attend to right now."
And with that, he briskly snatched your wrist in his hand, and you found yourself being pulled up the stairs.
"S-Saint Germain...!" You stumbled more then once, swiftly being tugged in the direction of your lover's room.
The door was thrown open, and Saint Germain pulled you into the cold room before shutting the door behind you. The two of you were now alone- and a sweet scent slowly made it's way to you as you came to the understanding of where you were at the present moment.
Saint Germain, wasting no time, pulled you towards him in a brisk, desperate kiss. You could feel the pain behind his touch, and you suddenly realized that he must have been quite lonely while you were gone.
You closed your eyes as he kissed you heatedly- before pulling away slightly to rest his forehead against your own.
"Since returning to London, I haven't had a single chance to be with you. You've been spending all of your time with Lupin and the others..."
You could feel the warmth of his body evelope you, as if it had grown a will of it's own and was seeking out your touch.
"Saint Germain... I-... I'm sorry."
He let out a pained sigh against your lips.
"....I missed you."
You felt your heart break into two at his tone. His words were laced with an indescribable sadness.
"I... Lupin was taking me shopping... for dresses. W-Wedding dresses..." You spoke quietly, hesitant to reveal your secret. However as you did, Saint Germain's eyes opened wide, and he pulled away from you. You continued.
"Impey helped out too.... they were both trying to help me find something so I... could look beautiful for you."
He looked genuinely shocked, and remained silent for a moment. That moment felt like an eternity, but...
"Ha... ahaha..."
The room was filled with a gentle, stress-free laugh.
"You've been away from me for so long.... and this entire time, I..."
He let out another laugh, before pulling you into himself and holding you tightly.
"You couldn't ever look more beautiful, my love. You are the most beautiful thing I have ever laid my ancient eyes on, and you will always continue to be."
You felt your heartbeat quicken, and your cheeked redden with a deep blush. Saint Germain chuckled again. But when he spoke this time, some of his earlier sadness had returned to his calming voice.
"Please.... remain with me tonight. Stay by side. And... tomorrow as well."
You relaxed into his embrace, holding him just as tightly as he held you.
"Of course.... You needed only ask."
The next thing he said was little more then a whisper- a plea that filled your heart with love.
"And... don't let go of my hand."
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saintobio · 3 years
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i´ve been waiting for so long to leave an ask here :d. i really love sn and its one of my favorites series rn, i really adore how you put the characters and the amount of detail and work that you put in it is the best and makes me think that this would look in the big screen or something like that cuz ive never seen a plot so messy (in a good way haha i really love the twists and development to every single character including the ones that dont play a huge role into the novel) hope i can read++
++ more of it and see what is gonna be at the end !! <33 im glad i found this work ( ill tell u my final thoughts at the end of the series or at least at the end of the 1st season haha)
@japanesevenom said
saint holy shit it’s been a while since I’ve caught your inbox after reading a chapter and I’ve got to say…. I’m speechless I having nothing to give apart from tears and the broken pieces of my heart god damn I mean we knew it all from the start but I’m still really hurt by the revelation honestly you’re going to give me a heart condition it’s not healthy for my heart to hurt this much I feel like It’s caged in metal im crying
But oh my god I love sad desperate satoru it’s truly questionable how much I reread his reaction to the divorce announcement and now to this something about men when they’re begging for forgiveness and professing their love that hits different well I love u
Damn… at least we had lots of fluff on his birthday now we got to figure out custody of the baby my god
Anonymous said
This isn’t really an ask but thank you so much for writing Sincerely Not, I never knew a post that I happened to fall upon at 3 am one morning would take over about 4 months of my life. It’s crazy that it’s coming to an end and I’m excited to see what you have in store for us readers !! Take care 💛💛💛
Anonymous said
im nervous for sn2 omg >///< also tmi was listening to this song "i love you so - the walters" and reminded me of sn ❤️ thank you sm for the great series saint!!! i hope ur getting enough rest stay safe 💟
Anonymous said
i haven’t been able to interact or read the latest chapters because of uni but just wanted to check in! hope you’re doing good and that your days are well Saint!
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@natsukashii-ai said
Yayy!! finally! i just wanted to addressed your AMAZING work for “sincerely not” wow such a treat 💖 keep the good work sweetie ✌🏻
Anonymous said
i havent written an ask in so so so so long because i know you have a lot on your plate and didnt wanna add to it but i just want you to know that your works are absolutely amazing, ik you hear it from many people already but i just wanna say i appreciate you a whole lot. you stories are fucking amazing i dont know how many times I've reread all of them already. sincerely not keeps me going lately its something that i look forward to every week something that makes me wanna get up everyday 😭😭 i love u and ur works so much words arent enough!!
@sin-with-quiche said
I just want to say I'm a huge fan of this story. I love everything you put into it. The thought, the dedication, the love. I'm sure us readers can feel all of it. I recommended this to my friend, and she absolutely loves it too. We fangirl & discuss about the story! I swear to God, you have first class material to make this into an excellent drama! Do take care of yourself, and don't mind the negative remarks. I love you & your work so much!!! <3(btw I sent another ask long ago, hope u read it!)
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THANK YOUUUU SO MUCH 😭😭😭 sn1 is ending soon and i’m really grateful for the love u guys have given this series <33 i appreciate the feedback and support !!
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us-ugay · 2 years
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UsUk concept: they were friends/colleagues-with-benefits during the early and most intense stages of the Cold War but it was their combined jealousy that made them realise they had feelings for one another and they started dating once Alfred wasn't running on the egotistical 'global superpower' high and Arthur was generally more stable.
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Alfred definitely used and continues to use the term 'special relationship' when someone asks about the closeness of America and UK [England specifically] in geopolitics AND when someone asks how close he and and Arthur are. -☀️
is this the same anon that sent the last two AU ideas in because i love u and thank u for all this good good anonymous content to get me through my boring work days 💕💕💕
ok so 🛑 long ass post alert 🛑 i got rambly and jumped all over the place from point to point so my bad 😬
i always really liked how different ideas even in just the us-uk shipping circles are about when/how those two got together. ive read fics where theyve been fuck buddies since the late 1800s and only got exclusive recently and ive also read fics where they hook up on alfreds bi-centennial, and then even ones where its only recently (like post 00s) where theyve even admited to having feelings for each other and just now exploring that, and its so cool to see everyones personal spin on it.
i also really like when people write about alfreds (while not literally canonical but in reality canonical) fucking ego trip and domineering moves he pulls and how that would play out in his relationships 👁👁 since i have the grace and literacy poise of sack of potatoes, i dont draw or write about darker themes like that because i wouldnt be able to give it the gravity and sensitivity such scenarios deserve but i sure love reading what other, competent people write 😂 and im sure while it wasnt a /healthy/ or /good/ dynamic to be in, arthur still at least got some good d*ck out if it since he seems like he’d get off on hate/angry f*cking
also, even outside of fandom i always thought that the “special relationship” was quite a sweet phrase 🥺 i do my best not to mix actual politics w this stuff but it still warms my cold lil heart to see it encorporated into fics n stuff. just like how in a lot of fan canons have alfred always calling arthur sweetheart, alfred in canonverse would bring up the special relationship w arthur 😭 aint nothing like two relatively immortal beings in a league of their own that historically have had to be selfish and dominating to survive, denying their nature to come together and share such a delicate, loving bond 😭😭😭
started typing out my own headcanon (thats much more flexible now since i dont really GAF about canonverse stuff) but shit got long because the I.R. degree jumped out lol my bad. but tl:dr my old headcanon does align w this one in a few ways and i love that for us anon
also idk how to do readmores on mobile so just scroll ahead if ur on ur phone and dont wanna read this shit whoops
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havent been focused much on like canon-verse stuff recently but for the longest time my go-to headcanon was them having that 👀 tension 👀 in the mid-war period as alfred rapidly grew to becoming one of the most powerful players on the world stage and arthur was still in the midst of pretending like he was still in control of the world.
so there was those feelings of jealousy and bitterness from arthur towards alfreds success (meanwhile being hot under the collar because theres no way dude doesnt have some power/control/domination k*nks) and meanwhile alfreds finally coming into his own and sees himself as an equal player to all the former european super powers and gets upset when arthur wont treat him as an equal like the others are
of course then the 2nd bitch hits and knocks arthur flat on his ass and alfred comes in to help and while they navigate through that and the war, the politicians around them are egging “the special relationship” on and after a big ass jumble of emotions n stuff they finally hit their stride of working together as a team and get really close during it. at the end in the midsts of celebration the tension snaps and they finally hook up
then in the after war period, i imagine that theyre not 100% love birds or anything like that, its more of a slightly awkward and private relationship/borderline friends w benefits while theyre still publicly close allies. the relationship begins to really strain during the worst parts of the cold war w arthur finally relinquishing the last of his global power and alfreds increasing paranoia. i feel like there were a few times where they definitely had some falling outs and spats but they always came back because of political means and their shared history
then through the 80s, as the cold war begins to thaw both of them start getting more comfortable and their relationship gets better. then once the iron curtain falls and alfreds the only super power around, their relationship hits the best stride it ever does. they practically fly to each other’s place at least once a month and theyre a full blown romantic pair
then the stress of the 00’s casts a dark mood real quick. i dont feel too comfortable bringing up recent world politics when we’re talking about the fictional country sterotype animes so we’ll leave it at that, but personal issues wise for these two is that alfred is angry and lashing out and arthur is torn between wanting to sooth and be there for him and not like.... enabling and getting too wrapped up in stuff thats not his issues
in the last decade i think things, while not as clingy as they were in the 90s are relatively ok. current global political trends aside and think they were riding a similar wave so there wasnt too much rockiness between them but they were both fairly busy w their own shit so theyll be cutesy when together but they couldnt take much time to have little couples retreats.
nowadays? obviously distance and space apart isnt good for any relationship so i think that while they still love eachother, theyve been much more quippy and snappy w eachother over texts n stuff, but i think once they can meet up again theyll definitely release some of that tension 👀👀👀
but as i said before, this was probably the main headcanon from when i first got into the fandom stupid long ago to like...... idk maybe mid 10s when other fandoms were consuming more of my brain power? and when i “got back into” this fandom (not that i ever left but you know what i mean) ive been more focused on AUs n stuff because then i can get my sweet sweet fix of fully indulgent romance and fuckery without the weird nagging guilt of ignoring the real politics that theyre tied to on the back of my mind lol
however, i still let myself hold room for multiple iterations of headcanons when it comes to the canonverse simply because theres so many ways to interpret their characters/history/interactions/etc and obviously the full scope of the actual events that make this characters to chose from as well and it feels almost shallow to have only one view.
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