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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 6 months
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four walls playlist
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taardisblue · 2 years
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vigil-antes · 3 months
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*During a particularly slow patrol or stakeout*
Steph: Soo, if you were to have a song as your theme, what song would you choose? Personally i think id be 'Applause' by Lady Gaga.
Damian: This is ridiculous, brown, i will not be part to such a foolish activity.
Steph: Dont be such a debby downer, brat. Have some fun once in your life.
Damian: *Scoffs*
Dick: I like this game! i-
Bruce: We're on an important mission, everyone. Keep the talk work related.
Steph: C'mon big guy, nothing's happening, and we're all close to falling asleep. If anything, this ensures we're attentive if anything happens.
Bruce: ...Very well. But keep your eyes on the target.
Dick: Will do! Anyways, as i was saying, i think id be 'Royals' by 'Lorde'!
Steph: Dick, i mean this in the nicest way possible but you are quite literally the closest thing there can be to modern-society royalty.
Dick: Yeah, thats why i like the song!
Tim: So you just never listen to the words?
Dick: I mean i never really close attention but is it really that much of a problem??
Duke: I mean, you are like, all of the things she mention she's never going to be.
Dick: Oh :(
Steph: *Snorts* Yeah, if anything youd be 'Candy' by Robbie Williams.
Tim: Hah, yeah.
Dick: Ok, i like the song but now im getting the feeling that its not a compliment.
Cass: Dumb but nice big brother :)
Damian: You do act quite like an empty headed buffoon at times, Richard.
Dick: What! No! Ok wait let me choose another song... ok, ill be 'Killer Queen' by Queen, ok?
Steph: Yeah i guess i can accept that. What about you, tim?
Tim, in a completely dead voice: 'What is love' by TWICE.
Duke: Uh...
Tim: I said what i said.
Duke: Ok... well, i like 'sunflower' by Post Malone.
Dick: Aaw, you are like a sunflower, thats so nice
Cass: You are very bright and warm, yes. Like sunshine
Duke: Thats the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.
Cass: I like 'The dog days are over' by Florence and The Machine
Tim: Thats... pretty much perfect for you.
Dick: Yeah, agreed.
Tim: So, baby brat, what about you?
Damian: I told you, i wont lower myself to such childish games!
Dick: Come on, little bat, for me?
Damian: I am not one to be swayed so easily, you fool!
Cass: Dont be mean, baby brother, and have fun. Please?
Damian:
Damian: Fine. I choose 'You should see me in a crown' by Billie Eilish. I would look very good in a crown.
Steph: Yeah, i dont know what i expected
Dick: What about you, Bruce?
Bruce: I dont listen to music.
Tim: Damn man, that sounds depressing, you must know a song or two
Bruce: I really dont know that many songs, Tim. Maybe you can choose for me
Dick: No! That defeats the purpose of the game, B, come on, just think about it for a second
Bruce: Mmm... I guess if i were to choose, 'Viva la vida' by Coldplay woul-
Jason, who has the comms frequency but never uses and isnt even on the same mission: Personally I'd be 'Fireworks' by Katy Perry
Dick: Jay! its so nice to hear you parteci-
Jason: Specifically the part that goes 'do you ever feel already buried deep, six feet underground but no one seems to hear a thing'
Dick: *softly* Jay, no.
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iluvsturn · 2 months
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not like that-c.s
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warning: sad then happy :)
a/n:send request !!
It can't end like this, 3 years of relationship, 3 years of joy, 3 years of love. And everything stopped and everything disappeared in 3 simple little words.
It's the worst thing that could have happened in 3 years despite all the arguments they had, everything settled the same day. But this time everything is different.
Their hearts are empty, everything is empty and gray around them. All these colors that surrounded them and intensified their love; gone into a spin.
Chris no longer leaves his room, he feels so guilty for having said three destructive words. The guilt is eating him from the inside. This girl he loved so much, for who he would give his own life, the girl for who he could give up everything, slipped through his fingers like sand.
His first girlfriend, the first girl he trusted completely..
Matt and Nick, his brothers, did everything to help him; take him out, meet new people...But nothing can repair what he destroyed.
y/n, on her part, is trying to move on she no longer goes on her phone to make sure she doesn't come across photos of them, she tries to go out and meet new people, but everything is too hard, nothing can repair what he has destroyed.
It's been 2 months now, 2 months without contact. Chris wants to call her, hug her, kiss her, tell her how sorry he is, how much he regrets everything.
y/n, her, is waiting for his message, all she wants is to be able to feel him close to her, to hear his laugh and contemplating how his eyes closed when he laughed. She only wants to receive a sorry that she desires so much.
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"Chris we're eating, come on." Nick says from behind his brother's door. "I'm not hungry" he replies, like every time. "Chris please you're starting to scare us, you'll get over it "he continues.
The door opens suddenly, showing Chris, tired and thin from not eating anymore, only cans of pepsi lying on the ground.
“she is everything to me, I love her so much and I let her go,i’m the worst.”
A tear runs down his cheek as he climbs the stairs to the kitchen.
"chris, if you're in so much pain from losing her why aren't you doing anything about it? By staying in your room doing nothing you've been losing her more and more. I don't even think she’ll accept.It beens 2 months"
His words break him even more, losing her? forever? No, no he can't live without her, he can't let her go again.
“I’m calling her”
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She watches her phone ring, the name chris❤️ which she still hasn't managed to change.
"are you going to answer?" asks stella, y/n's best friend.
the call ends.
“I think you two should talk.”
y/n nods, “i’ll call him again.”
he picks up directly,
“y/n?” his voice cracks,
“hi chris”
“y/n, my love, I’m so sorry I love you so much please I didn’t mean what I said”
“but you said it” she retorts.
An embarrassing silence falls between the two, feeling guilty for having said that, she speaks again.
“don’t you think we should talk about it, like, in real life?”
“I’ll be there in 15 minutes, is that okay?”
“hm”
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Chris is in front of y/n's house, he's shaking and a ball of stress is forming in his stomach after sending a message that he was there.
y/n just put on her shoes and didn't do anything else, what's the point of preparing herself if it might be the very end with him?
He gets out of his car, his hands sweaty and his voice trembling. He feels so bad seeing her with one of his sweaters, this sweater that she only wears when she needs comfort but he isn't there for her, she says it's like he was there with her in his arms. But this sweater wasn't meant to be worn because of him.
"I feel like a fool for letting our argument tear us apart like this. With each day that passes, I realize how stupid I was to let you go. I regret every word I said. You were the light of my life, my rock, my source of happiness. Now that you're gone, not a moment goes by without me regretting our argument. I would give anything to go back and change things. Because I love you, you are essential to my life. I know words are not enough to erase the pain I have caused you, but I am begging you to give me another chance. I will do everything in my power to prove to you that I am sincere, that I am ready to change, to become a better man for you.I love you more than anything in the world,y/n. And I sincerely hope that you can forgive me one day.”
“I love you too, Chris.”
a source of hope returns to Chris as he hears his words fall from her mouth.
“you hurt me so much,and i’m still hurt, but I can’t, I can’t leave and forget you.”
he nods.
“I forgive you Chris”
She slowly approaches him. Without waiting he glues his lips to hers, they share a kiss that they have never shared before, a kiss filled with guilt, love and words that they cannot reach to say to each other.
They lift their heads but stay forehead to forehead.
"do you want to become my girlfriend again y/n?"
a huge smile forms on the face of the pretty y/n, a smile that chris wanted to see again.
“it never ended for me, chris”
and with that, they kiss like the first kiss they ever shared.
-haz🩷
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luv4georgie · 5 days
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ooohh a number 16 and 18 angst with lando omggg pls.
(your writing is so amazing )
the scientist.
Lando Norris x fem!reader
in which formula one star, Lando Norris, and “girlfriend”, Y/n L/n, go through some complications after Y/n finds a-few things out.
warnings: toxicasf!Lando, cheating, allusions to death, mental death, crying, a-lot of swearing, FLASHBACKS IN ITALICS
prompts 16 and 18 for angst- “it was a dare” and “why am i always your last option?”
“tell me you love me, come back and haunt me.”
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i was sad. not even sad. more than that. Lando had broken up with me. 2 years gone to waste. 2 years of me loving him. 2 years all a lie. nobody said it was easy, fair enough, but no-one ever said it would be so hard. i could never fall in love again. i just couldn’t. it hurt so much. it still does. every-time i think of it, it feels like a dagger goes through my heart. was it me? was i the problem? why was i so hard to love?
it was a Saturday night when Lando decided to confess. confess the biggest lie of my and maybe, just maybe, his life. “it was a lie.” Lando said. me, still laughing and oblivious to what was happening, responded. “what?” i said still laughing, not turning to face the ‘love of my life’ yet. “everything Y/n/n” i turned to face him, a smile still on my face which quickly dropped seeing his overly serious expression. he had tears in his eyes and looked like he was cowering. “what’s everything Lan?” i questioned again. tears fell from his eyes, then i knew it was bad. “our relationship. my love for you.”
then it happened my stomach did 100 flips, my heart beat 1000x faster. some odd taste popped up in my mouth and before i knew it i was running to my bathroom, throwing up. Lando hadn’t moved from where he was standing. he was crying, letting his head hang low. once i finished being sick. i washed my mouth out and slowly made my way to the living room which looked into my kitchen, where Lando was. on wobbly legs i walked up to him around 3 feet away from him. now i get it. now i get why he never wanted to move in with me. i get why he acted weird and always rejected my love around his stupid friends.
me and Lando was at the club with a few of his friends. he had cheated. i know he did. i didn’t leave though i stayed there. he didn’t bother touching me around his friends. he never has really. i watched Lando dance, grind and kiss on another girl. i was shocked but to drunk to care. i was upset nonetheless but just couldn’t wrap my head around it. i watched as he did the same with 3 other beautiful girls. that’s when i had enough. “Lando!” i shouted. i grabbed his wrist, told him he’s had a-lot of drinks and that he should slow down but he waved me off. offended i scoffed and ignored him. “a bit clingy, ay” i heard Max shout. “yeah, she’s always all over me it’s weird” Lando responded. my eyes widened and i shoved him out of my way and made my way to the the exit. “fucking move” some random man said. “shut up dumbass” i retorted.
“what did you just fucking say?” he said, pushing me really aggressively into another girl, one of the girls Lando was dancing with, who gave me the dirtiest look ever. i tried to say sorry but she slapped me. all i heard was one word getting chanted around ‘fight’. a circle formed around us both. i kept dodging her punches but still took a few. i didn’t hit her back. i didn’t want to. i couldn’t. suddenly i saw a familiar pair of arms wrap around the girls waist, who i found out to be called Chelsea. it was Lando. grabbing onto her waist and carrying her out of the exit. i scoffed again. tears pricked my eyes and i was so annoyed. i was that angry and pissed off i cried. i ran out of the exit and accidentally bumped into a wall-like chest. Lando. “where are you going?” he asked. i didn’t answer just wriggled out of his grasp and ran to the corner of some steps i saw earlier. he followed me. “why am i always your last option Lando? why? i’m your girlfriend, yet you help someone you met 10 minutes ago and comfort them. i don’t get it”. Lando being Lando told me i was overreacting, called an uber and took us both home.
“why are you fucking crying Lando?” i whispered. “you don’t get to fucking cry!” i shouted this time. tears stung my eyes and more fell from his. he dropped to his knees and cried pathetically. i just stared at him in disgust. “you’re fucking sick Lando” i said, my voice broken and wrecked. “sick. i can’t believe it. am i a joke? why am i so fucking hard to love?” i cried. “please baby, i’m sorry, it was a stupid dare and i laughed and did it” he begged. “you laughed at me? you fucking laughed at the idea of asking me to be your girlfriend. you knock me fucking sick Lando. fucking sick.” i cried and cried. he wouldn’t shut up, even after i told him to get out, he didn’t. he just kept saying sorry and please. i didn’t get it. am i that fucking hard to love. that’s when my life ended. everything inside of me died that night, even if i was physically there, i died.
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AUTHORS NOTE: sorry this is really short, i’m literally just reflecting on my last relationship with this because most of this is a true story in my life but a-lot less worse, that ex hurt me in every-way possible and as we know Lando would never do something like that so please don’t say i have said he would. thank you. and thank you for all your support recently ❤️❤️
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ooshu · 1 year
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just say it
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summary: you think mark has fallen out of love. he insists he did not.
notes: swearing, was listening to sza's special oh gosh i just remembered mark liked this song from sos omg?????? will proofread some other time it's literally 2 in the morning here night night
genre: angst because i never write fluff! | word count: 1k -
“mark?” you called the boy who was humming the chorus of coldplay’s yellow. he was sitting in the living room after a cold, quiet dinner you both shared. he seemed to not notice it,
but you know he was doing it on purpose.
“mark.” you repeated his name again, in hopes to finish what is meant to be finished a long time ago. he didn’t budge. his eyes were fixed on the dried tulips that you used to take care of when you come to his apartment. you always scold mark for not watering them often, then now, here we are—they are far from being saved.
just like this one.
“i’m really tired, mark…”
mark suddenly tilted his head at your direction and said, “i’ll fix the bed, baby.”
“no”, you grabbed his wrist by the time he was already walking towards the bedroom. “mark-”
but he swatted your hand away and opened the lights instead. the room still feels the same. it smells like him—his perfume lingered across the room. the bed looks inviting but seemed cold. there sat his green hoodie—your favorite hoodie—on the mattress; almost wrinkled, dryly wrung.
mark opened his closet and brought out two extra pillows. he placed them on the top of the bed. “we always share the duvet, right?”
“stop this, mark.” you tried to protest but he kept crouching to fix the bed. he was smoothing it with his hands, trying to perfect any loose edges and all. he patted the pillows that you used to lay your head onto.
“mark!”
he stopped in his tracks and finally looked at you.
he was already crying.
“i…” you stammered but you cleared your throat to continue. “i know that you feel it, too.”
“bed’s ready, baby.”
“we’re no longer the same, mark.”
“do you want me to turn on the heater?”
there is no way mark is having this conversation, he thought it himself. but good god, you have to.
it was so difficult to witness how the bright smiles turned into faltering ones. the hugs he gives, they seemed like a chore. his eyes spark whenever he goes on a trip with his friends, and never to the plans you ought to make. him coming home and you felt honesty finally left between the two of you. he never smelled sex or an unfamiliar perfume, but these are just the little things that added to the pining, gradual changes, that turned so fucking bittersweet, it felt like it was twisting your guts every single day.
and you have already thought of it: mark has fallen out of love.
“i need to hear it from you so i don’t have to think what i’ve done wrong and whatnot—because i’m so tired; tired of whatever the fuck this is.” you were begging at this point. you heard him sniffling while wiping his tears away. “just say it.”
you reached for his damp hands and squeezed them so firmly. mark looked at you; so helpless, so naive, so vulnerable. he made you like this, mark thought. and he could never forgive himself for ruining you.
“please help me, mark… i just need you to say it.”
“i…” mark started to speak.
you squeezed his hands again, hoping something would finally come out; so desperate, so needy, such pleading, pleading, and endless pleading.
mark looked at you so dearly, with worry on his face; and the sight softened your features. it looked exactly the same when you visited his apartment looking all soaked from the rain. he scolded you for not bringing any umbrella with you. you smiled at the memory and almost nonchalantly, you said:
“help me to help you let me go, mark.”
but mark could not let you go.
every time you tell him that you love him, mark flinches. your love story is nowhere near the perfect fairytale, and uncertainties of the future have consumed mark to convince himself this is not going to last. but every time he pushes you away, you always come back.
why do you always come back? mark seeks answers from god, holding back his cries as he continuously and involuntarily steers himself away from you. what have i done wrong to deserve you; so good, so delicate, so dearly to me? he prays to god as he punishes himself, until the day you waved the white flag finally arrived.
but it would be too cruel, too insufferable, too immensely painful to watch you walk out the door. it would be too painful to feel your scent fading from his green hoodie he always embraces to sleep just because he could not do what his heart wants. the dried tulips, he tried watering them as much as he could, but they were you—so beautiful, so fragile who he wrecked.
so mark pulled you into a kiss; so intense, so desperate, so lovely, and so so apologetic. confusion and yearning consumed you as you deep dive in, but somehow, it spoke volumes—he has set himself free from the demons whispering in his sleep, the nightmares depicting him losing you in a crowd, and the intricate shackles imprisoning his heart.
“i’m sorry for all and for this but i can’t”, mark said as he now stared at your plump lips and back to your searching eyes. “god, i really can’t let you go. i’d be a fucking fool to let you go—not today, not tomorrow, and not in this lifetime or the next.”
you nodded. you understood. and that’s why you kept coming back because there was always your mark that remains despite the despites.
“i love you so much.” he kissed the tips of your fingers and rested your palm on his cheeks, leaning into your touch like a once lost child; so endearing, so passionate, so lovingly.
and you submit to him entirely because you know he's worth it, all of it.
“never ever let me go.”
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Inseparable Love
Nanami Kento x Reader
(Song Inspiration: Yellow by Coldplay)
You felt the sunlight kissed your skin. You hated looking at it. Your frail, bruised, and pale skin. Once full of life and now slowly dying. A knock was heard and you turned around to see the door open. You smiled weakly to see your husband walk inside.
“Kento,” you tiredly called. He came in with a blanket hanging on his arm. He gave you a smile and wrapped you up in the blanket before bringing you into his arms.
“How are you feeling today, my love?” he asked softly.
“I’m more tired today,” you said.
Nanami pulled a chair closer to your hospital bed. He caressed your cheek and you couldn’t help but lean your face in his palm. You were skin and bones at this point. You covered your shaved head with a beanie since you always felt unconscious to not have a head of hair anymore.
“Can you please stay with me today?” you asked. “Please?”
“Of course, my love. What do you want to do today? I’ll do anything you want me to do.”
“I want to go home and live my last memories there with you,” you answered. Nanami gave you a soft smile and nodded.
“We’ll make arrangements right now,” he said. “And when I’m on missions or at the school, a nurse will stay with you at all times.” You smiled.
“I like that,” you replied.
Nanami made sure everything was done today. By tomorrow, when he returns back to work, a nurse will remain by your side. And when he returns home, he will assist the nurse back home by paying for her ride. It was the least Nanami can do.
Nanami held you close when you two arrived home. It was just the same as ever. Nothing was moved. But it shouldn’t have surprised you. If Nanami wasn’t at work, he would stay at the hospital with you. He only goes home for a change of clothes and a shower.
“Kento-kun, let’s read a book together,” you requested. Nanami nodded.
“What book do you want to read, my love?”
“Anything fantasy and action related.”
Nanami lightly chuckled and shook his head. You could never give an exact book title. But at least you knew what genre you were in the mood to read. He sat on the corner of the couch and you sat on his lap. You relaxed, leaning back by his chest and a smile forming on your lips. When one of you was done reading, you would keep your fingers by the corner of the page, as if they are ready to turn it. After the second person finishes, their hand goes to the bottom corner and the two of you will slowly turn the page together.
“I’m sleepy,” you said. Nanami bookmarked the page. He carried you in his arms and brought you to your shared bedroom. Nanami laid you down before lying down next to you. He held you close, scared that you were going to disappear if he woke up from his nap with you.
“I love you, my darling,” he said.
“I love you too, Kento.”
Months passed. You grew weaker and weaker. Nanami ended up spending every waking moment with you, taking off of work unless it was an emergency.
Nanami paid the nurse more for her to stay 24/7, making a room for her to stay in and allowing her to make herself at home just in case something happened. She reassured Nanami that her phone will always be on her if she stepped out. And he appreciated her for letting him know if she was going to go away to see her family. Nanami couldn’t argue with that.
But Nanami did most of the caring. He helped you make food, carried you around the house despite your protest, and helped you bathed. You slept more and he would read his book in bed while you slept.
“Tomorrow, on Halloween, I have a mission,” Nanami announced quietly. You nodded, understanding that he couldn’t back away from the mission.
“Be safe and come back home to me,” you said. Nanami softly kissed you.
“Of course, my love,” he said. “I always do, don’t I?” You smiled and let out a soft chuckle.
“You do, honey.” He held you close to him. “When I die, hopefully I’m at the beach in the afterlife. I’ll wait for you and we can enjoy our time forever and ever.” Nanami let his tears escape his eyes.
“When my time comes, I’ll be there with you,” he said.
“And don’t worry about me on your mission. Do what you have to do, okay?” Nanami nodded. “What should we do today?”
“We can just stay like this. Want me to cook you dinner? I can make you soup.”
“Miso soup,” you requested. “And hot tea. It’s really cold.”
“Yes, my love.”
The next day before he left, the two of you finally finished the book. You managed to stay awake until he had to leave that night. The two of you were inseparable. It became hard for the two of you to separate. You managed to sit up from bed with his help. You wanted to tie his tie. He watched you try. It wasn’t perfect but he didn’t bother to try and fix it. You straightened out his jacket and fixed his hair before you lied back down.
“I love you so much, Kento. Please be safe. Please come back home to me,” you said sadly.
“I love you so much too. I’ll come back to you, my love. I always do,” he said and kissed you one last time before he reluctantly left. Once he left, your nurse entered the bedroom. You smiled and when she sat down on the bed, you held her hand.
“I don’t think I’ll make it tonight,” you said. “I-I can feel it. Tell Kento-kun that I’m sorry.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“But if he doesn’t come back, don’t think ill of him,” you said. The nurse just nodded.
“I have never seen a couple love each other like you two love each other,” she said. “It’s very beautiful. Makes my heart ache.” You lightly chuckled and squeezed her hand.
“Kento-kun is the best husband,” you said. “I think I’ll go to sleep now. I haven’t gotten any sleep today.”
“Ma’am, is there anyone I should call in case something were to happen?” You nodded.
“A list of numbers are in my dresser. Keep calling someone if they don’t answer. Maybe call Ieiri Shoko. She’s most likely to answer.”
“Yes ma’am. I’ll check up on you every now and then.” You nodded and slowly closed your eyes, your thoughts on Nanami.
Nanami can feel the cool breeze. He hears the ocean waves crash on to the shore. His feet on the warm, and wet sand. That was when he knew. He knew he didn’t make it. He remembers Mahito standing in front of him. He remembers seeing Yuji and telling him that he’s got it from here. And he remembers thinking about you one last time before he was killed.
“I’m sorry, my love,” he said as he looked up at the sky. “I couldn’t come back home to you.” He walked along the shore, feeling at peace even though he feels empty. He just needed you and the afterlife will be complete.
“Kento-kun!”
The voice was barely heard, but he knew your voice anywhere. It was different. More lively. More loud. Nanami turned around and watched you in a white dress, waving at him excitedly. Your hair flowing down, moving with the breeze. He watched you run to him. You jumped to hug him and the two of you fell onto the sand.
Nanami looked at you. It was as if the cancer never affected you. You were now glowing. Your face is full of life. You were stronger, he can feel it with the hug you gave him.
“You didn’t—“
“You didn’t either,” you said with a pout. Nanami smiled. His hand rested on the back of your head and pushed your head so he could kiss you deeply.
“In that case, I’m back home, my love,” he said softly.
“I’m glad you came back home to me.”
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azaprocky · 6 months
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┃ pairings ➣ 〔 ❛ charles leclerc x singer!reader❜ 〕
┃ summary ➣ 〔 ❛ a former couple reunites years after they split up, and growth as well as development was the only thing they have similarities now. ❜ 〕
┃ face claim ➣ 〔 ❛ Beabadobee ❜ 〕
┃ warnings ➣ 〔 ❛ swearing, cheating ❜ 〕
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I'm doing good, I'm on some new shit, been saying "yes" instead of "no"
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your.username‎ ‎ ‎ SHE IS NOW RELEASED❗ 🫡
I give you my first ever full length album (Your Nickname)topia! i give my warmest gratitude to all of my supporters both old and new, thank you for staying by my side through the rocky roads.
I LOVE YOU ALL SO FCKIN' MUCH! 🫶
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clairo‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ proud of you baby! 💐
lewishamilton‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❤️❤️❤️
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nayeonny‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ she slays every. fucking. time. and she knows it
cl16supremacy ‎ ‎ ‎ did Charles just liked her post?? I'm here for it!
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And if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow, and it's alright now
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❝ here goes fucking nothing ❞ (Y/n) sighed as she opened the door entering a secluded cafe in the downtown of Monte Carlo in Monaco, she didn't even know why she agreed to meet up with her ex after 2 years of splitting up or maybe she couldn't handle and grew tired Charles' perseverance to talk about their relationship and opting to stay friends with her after the things that happened between them
"well hello there my favorite singer, it's nice to see you after awhile" Charles greeted the 23 year old singer, standing up and smiling at her "Fuck off, we all know you love Coldplay, and it's not nice to see you again" (Y/n) said in a sarcastic tone rolling her eyes at the driver, earning a slight laugh from him as they side hugged eachother before sitting on the dimly lighted window section of the small cafe
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But we were something, don't you think so?, roaring 20s, tossing pennies in the pool and if my wishes came true It would've been you
It's been clearly 2 years after their split, and even thought the two had known each other all their lives and had been recently talking to eachother time to time (Y/n) is still sensing a bit of awkward tension between them which Charles' had sensed and him deciding to break it with a question "so how's life treating you?" The driver asked smiling at her
"Good I guess, touring around the world made me discover some things about myself and it's a free touring accomodations in some way" The girl answered chuckling in the last part earning a nod from the driver clearly listening to her and smiling "you?, Is Ferrari still treating you like shit?" The Ferrari driver couldn't help but chuckle at what the girl had just said but he couldn't deny it, in a slightest bit it was true
"You could say that, this season has been quite shitty" the monacan driver answered a hint of sadness was quite evident from the way he spoke, (Y/n) couldn't help, she has literally no choice, but to cheer him up by leaning in and patting his shoulder saying "It's still not half of the season right?, you can do it" the girl encourage the driver chuckling a bit
"Anyways how's your life in general?" Charles questioned the singer smiling at her softly, he was genuinely curious on what's happening her life after not seeing her for 2 years and a half
"good, I think I've change quite a lot after the split" (Y/n) answered "How about you?" she questioned sipping her tea "Well I can say the same thing to myself" Charles chuckled a questioned suddenly popped on his mind and it was a risky one...
"Can I be honest?, after our relationship ... did the question 'Maybe we should've worked our differences rather than splitting?" Charles sighed deeply after saying that, god he knew this was so random and out of the bag but he wanted to know
(Y/n) just nodded, she didn't know what words to say at that exact moment, she was shocked truly, but it was true her 19 year old self should've fought to make their relationship better but it was too late now, they have their own spouses and different lives and reputations to live up to
And Charles knew that, he knew that from the bottom of his heart, no matter how much he admired her as a person and an ex lover, he couldn't see himself falling in love with her again.
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I have this dream you're doing cool shit, having adventures on your own
August 12, 2023: two years after the break up.
"Give it up for [stage name]" the host introduces (Y/n) to the audience holding the artist's new album the camera pans to (Y/n) as she started singing a new song from her album
It has been a two years after the break up between one of the IT couples of formula 1, (Y/n) (Y/l/n) and Charles Leclerc, they had dated for almost 3 years before ending their relationship, and between those two years alot had changed.
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Charles became one of the most popular and successful formula 1 driver this generation, and is thriving on his own.
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While (Y/n) despite having a hiatus, her career in the music industry is sky rocketing, brand deals, guestings and shows left and right.
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You meet some woman on the internet and take her home
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You know the greatest loves of all time are over now
flashback to the night they fell apart.
"You know what?, I'm so fucking tired of this relationship, if you can't stay your fucking penis in your pants I might just fucking cut it and this relationship at this point." (Y/n) screamed as tears started to fall from her eyes to her cheeks accusingly pointing a finger to Charles, she seen him with her friend again, Alexandra.
"Darling, is it so bad that I hang out with your friend? I mean my friends are your friends too right? Why can't I do the same thing?" Charles tried explaining his side, I mean it's normal to kiss your girlfriend's friend in the neck and basically caress their back
"That's what you call a hang out? You're basically flirting with each other, gosh, I thought I could trust you!" the singer says frustrated, she thought that Charles was different, a Gentleman but she thought wrong, Charles tried hugging her but she pushed him away
"Darling I—" Charles tried to reason more but (Y/n) stopped him for explaining more nonsense.
"You and me, we're done" (Y/n) sighed as she gets her purse from the gray couch and started heading to their shared penthouse's front door
But before she leaves for good from this apartment and their relationship "be fucking ready asshole" the singer spat closing the door loudly, Charles couldn't do anything but just sit on the floor and contemplate, what the fuck did she meant by 'be ready'
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If one thing had been different, would everything be different today?
present times.
A few hours later, the city lights were slowly starts to fade into the darkness of the night and the only thing that illuminates the light was the moon and the loudness of the streets from earlier that can be heard even in the most secluded part of the cafe was long gone now and is replaced by the jazz music player in the speaker of the cafe.
"It was actually nice to see you after what happened between us" Charles sincerely looked at his former girlfriend and potential friend "You don't know how much this conversation meant to me, I know I was an asshole but you giving me a chance to catch up with you was everything I wished for" he continued speaking with sincerity as he thanked the girl, Charles was truly thankful.
"I would say the same, this was a fulfilling way to face our unresolved conflict in our relationship" (Y/n) agreed on what the driver had said as she offered her hand to him
"well it was nice to see you Charles, you were a wonderful experience in my life"
Charles shaked the singer's hand and he hugged her suddenly, he couldn't contain himself, she became his everything in his life even if it was only temporarily and he treasures her for that.
"Thank you" Charles whispered to the singer's ear before he let go of her, as they leave to go on their seperate ways.
As the night concludes for the ex couple, one thing that they have in their mind their love maybe called a folktale, they believed the stories from their parents that they were meant to be and would marry each other and grow old together however destiny had different plans, and since one was too reckless and the other was too calculated.
But would there be a different outcome if they would be someone different from who they are now? would they be together in this lifetime if they were just simple folks?
They might not now the answer to that as we do too but as the words go "if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow and it's alright now."
Growth helps people to become better for themselves and for others, even if (Y/n) and Charles didn't end up together as they believed they would, they had become better and fulfilled things on their own and maybe in the next life when everything is different they may achieve the same things but hand in hand.
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I had to let some time pass before I wrote this. The discourse is heated and polarized.
You say: "ABG ... Asian Baby Girl, doesn't mean the same as it used to" ... it might not for you but it is rooted in misogyny and racism. Does that mean the n-word doesn't mean what it used to? Or the word bitch, cunt or whore? It's ok to use those words too when rapping about women? What about fag or fairy? Ok? No. Not okay.
You do you, Boo, but:
"The ongoing oppression of women is enshrined in religious, legal, political, educational, and employment systems and structures. An equivalent level of systemic and structural oppression has not been experienced by the current generation of white men in America. "
You can read the article this excerpt is from here.
My first impression upon listening/watching the first time: I did not like it because of fugly white boy, Jack Harlow. I've never liked him, I've never liked his lyrics or his vibe. He is the type of overdone, asshole misogynistic male bullshit rap that had become unavoidable for a while.
I don't have ANY problem with JK singing about sex, having sex, shooting his jizz to the sky or any of that. BRING. THAT. ON. I don't care if the song is about phone sex or masturbating on camera or whatever.
What I do have a problem with is a white guy saying one girl (the black girl) is boring but two girls (add the white girl) is cool. I have a problem with the concept of having women lined up ready to fuck as some sort of thing to laud. And they are all dressed alike, so that means he doesn't care about them, they're all the same. Just another pussy to fuck. Diversity, yay. Not.
I will listen to the alternate version of the song but I will never listen to or stream the version with the rap.
I love Jungkook. I love that he's exploring his sound. He is creating music that speaks to him RIGHT NOW in his career. Do I like that he's put this song out? No. But that's my own personal opinion.
I can't speak for Jungkook, a 26 year old Korean man. He has his own systemic and structural oppressions to deal with.
I am not going to second guess him. He will see the feedback and take it into consideration, I don't have to guess on that, I know he will. They all see what goes on.
I wanted to give JK the benefit of the doubt with Seven. I don't have a problem with Seven the song, but its the hype surrounding it that is perpetuated by the fandom that he is being pushed in the western market. This song proves it.
All that being said, BTS and each individual member all exist within an industry that is heavily influenced by the western market.
As such, every song each member releases will add to the colors that the team will be able to use when they come back together as a group. No one will be surprised if BTS utilizes a hardcore western rapper in the future now. It is just one more color in the mix.
But as my friend says: "Shoot for another Coldplay....They don't need to be lifting people up. They need to find peers. Which is why I would support a Lady Gaga collab with Tae. Which is why Hobi asked for J Cole. That's a peer, man. I can handle Pharrell with them.
The benchmark for peers, to me, is another artist who has nothing to gain from collab'ing with them. An artist who holds their own, on their own, and collabs to let each participant have fun, shine, and grow a bit. Not some newbie who needs the boost. The only exception to that would be if they worked with one of their juniors at Hybe."
And now I move on from this.
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Sparks — Park Sunghoon
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Genre: angst, fluff, death, memories wc: 1.8k warnings: death, crying, kissing, hugging. pairing: bf/husband!hoon x fem!reader
Synopsis: Sunghoon can’t get over you, even when gone. It’s only memories of you. You story ended to earlier. He’s alone.
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Sunghoon sat on the bench staring at the view in front of him. Enjoying the peace and quiet of the place. No other person was there to bother him. Sunghoon looked down and sighed. Only if someone was here. Maybe a lover, but unfortunately that wasn’t what was going to happen. He tried not to think, but the memories keep coming in. It’s hard to live everyday. Especially when alone, having no one by your side. It’s always quiet. Yeah you have friends, but sometimes you have no energy to go out and hang out.
He sat there in silence. Before he gets up and starts walking to his car. Not noticing tears falling slowly.
6 years ago.
“HOONIE!!” You shouted and ran down the halls of the school running to Sunghoon, hugging him. And placing a kiss on his cheek. Sunghoon blushed at this action. “I missed you” you said, Sunghoon could only giggle. “Babe you last saw me at lunch…” you only frowned at this. “Lunch was 3 hours ago” lord you were clingy, but Sunghoon loved that about you. You were his. And he was yours. “I’m sad what if we don’t go to the same university.” You look up at Sunghoon. You were busy as a senior applying to the same colleges as Sunghoon. Definitely not to be with him. You told yourself that even if it was true. “We will.” He said calmly. Your parents weren’t surprised at this. You loved Sunghoon so much ever since middle school. Growing up together was a part of your huge crush on him. And the same goes for him.
“We'll always be together, promise. Even after death.” Sunghoon lifted his pinky. You smiled, wrapping your pinky around his.
“Promise.” You giggled.
4 years ago.
“I’m sick of college” you groaned, placing your head down. Sunghoon only sighed. “Yn..it’s only 2 months left and then we’re free..” you’re tired. Clearly. Senior year of college. All that education is finally paying off. You sat back up looking right at your computer screen before rubbing your face. “I’m done, I quit..” Sunghoon watched you silently. “You can’t just do that..” He knew you weren’t serious. He’s known you all his life. And you’ve been dating for 5 years. He knows your habits quite well. There’s no denying that. “Just get back to work.” You groan, leaning your head onto Sunghoon’s shoulder. He pats your head. “It’s okay..you got this” he tries to encourage you. Even in moments like this.
2 years ago.
“Will you marry me? '' Those words left Sunghoon's mouth. He was on his knee with a ring. You were shocked, tears filling upon your eyes. You nodded your head.
“Y-yes..” crap, how embarrassing. You noticed Sunghoon crying. Which makes you cry. He gets up hugging you. For a minute. He lets go of the hug and puts the ring on you. He looks down at you kissing you. Words can’t express this moment how much happiness you both felt. Finally one more step closer to being together forever. And nothing can stop it. Sunghoon pulls away from the kiss. Leaning his forehead against yours. “My soon to be wife” those words made you feel giddy. You were already blushing, but his words made you blush even more.
1 year ago.
“Hey hoon..” your arms wrapped around his waist. You just woke up from your best night's rest you had in a while.
“Hey princess what’s up..?” He asked you. You didn’t respond immediately. Enjoying the warmth of your husband. “Don’t go to work..” Sunghoon chuckled at this. “Baby..you know I can’t miss work..” He wishes he could, but how would you live without work.. “and why.. you asked him. Sunghoon put his phone on the nightstand before wrapping his arm around you, kissing the top of your head. “Need money to pay bills princess” you grumbled at his response.
“Sorry princess, promise to make it up to you when I get home..” you only stared at him which made him confused. “Anything wrong, aside from me going to work of course.” You shook your head as a no. “Then what is it..” you get closer to Sunghoon placing a kiss on his lips. Making him smile. “On second thought..” Sunghoon said. You place your hand on his chest stopping him. “No go to work.”
9 months ago.
It was around 10 pm. Sunghoon was waiting for you to get home, but by that time he had already fallen asleep. He was woken up by the sound of the doorbell ringing thinking it was you. He opens the door to see 2 police officers at his door. Concerned, he asked, “May I help you..?” Trying to be polite. One of the police officers looked at the other one giving him a look before speaking.
“Is Yn Park your wife..” Sunghoon nodded his head worriedly. “Yeah, is everything alright?” Panic is slowly starting to set in. The police officer sighed, “Your wife, she was involved in an accident..” Sunghoon felt everything go into a blur. What kind of accident..? Are you okay..? Sunghoon’s is panicking, but manages to speak. “What do you mean sir..?” The officer didn’t want to say anything but spoke. “She was involved in a car accident, she’s..she’s in the hospital..” Sunghoon looked down, He’s crying. Not a little bit, but full on sobbing. He could feel the officers stare at him. No..no you can’t die..you have to live for him, for your future kids. He wants you both to grow old together. He can’t imagine life without you. “D-do you know if she’s okay?..” Lord, he hoped for a positive answer. The officers didn’t know, only advising him to go visit the hospital where you were at. And so he went there.
Upon arrival. He entered the hospital, he got stares probably because of his current state, but that didn’t matter the only thing that mattered was whether you died or not. He goes up to the reception, asking for you..only to get told he’ll have to wait. No he can’t do that he has to see you. He’s your husband, he should be allowed too.
Hours passed, and Sunghoon was asleep by then in the chair. In an uncomfortable position. He heard footsteps making him wake up from his slumber. He sees it’s your parents.
“Oh Sunghoon!” Your mom said pulling him into a hug noticing his terrible state. He returns the hug. He feels slightly better. He greets your father. Your mother starts asking all kinds of questions. “How long have you been here? Is she okay? Do you know who did it?” He had no answers to any question she asked. He felt hopeless. He hasn’t gotten any answer since he got here. He just hopes you will open your eyes. See the sparks he sees when he is with you. That’s until the doctor comes out of your room, looking down at his clipboard. Sunghoon quickly gets out of his seat. Walking up to the doctor.
“Is she alright?..” He asked him. The doctor removes his glasses before looking at Sunghoon. “Sir..she-she..unfortunately has passed away..” No this can’t be. His love, his forever, his princess. All because of the stupid driver. He wanted all the answers now. Who caused it? Who took the only person who made him very happy. Sunghoon fell onto his knees sobbing. Eyes red at this point. He can hear your mother screaming, while your father is also in tears but not bad as your mother’s.. The doctors speak once more..
“I also have one more piece of news for you..” sunghoon looks up hoping it’s good news. Maybe oh I’m just joking! She has a chance! But the doctor’s next words make him feel even worse.
“Mrs. Park was..pregnant..7 weeks to be exact..” PREGNANT? You were pregnant with his kid, and he didn’t know. Why did you tell him? His world was crumbling very quickly just yesterday he was on cloud 9 and now..not anymore.. the doctor was about to leave when Sunghoon asked, “Can I Atleast see her?” The doctor shook his head. “No..” No!?! Sunghoon was already upset and in misery and now he can’t see you one last time?
“No!?! What do you mean no!?! She’s my wife, I have the right..!” Sunghoon was now more mad..he was desperate to see your face. “Her face is too damaged…” the doctor tried to reason. Bullshit Sunghoon thought. Sunghoon then tried punching the doctor only to be held by your dad. Trying to calm him down, to not cause a scene. Everyone was now looking in their direction only to see a now mad Sunghoon trying to get his hands on the doctor. Security pulled up taking him away. And just like that you were gone. He never saw your pretty face, or his unborn child.
Present
Sunghoon managed to get home. Life was still the same empty. Every time he walks inside it’s a living hell. He stares at your bookshelf with books you read and unread books that were never to be read. He sees the book you were reading on the coffee table picking it up. It’s still untouched. He places it back down. Walking up to his room. He enters seeing the bed you once shared. Many memories are made in this home. He looks down at his wedding ring. He was going to get justice for you. He was lucky enough to get your wedding ring. Having it protected. He’ll never let it go. He enters the closet seeing all of your unworn clothes, jewelry. He even sees the necklace he got you for your very first date. He changes before walking to the bed and stares at your vanity, all your makeup there. Some probably expired. He gets up walking towards it seeing a photo hanging. It’s a photo of you and him. You were still both in college. You look at Sunghoon with admiration in the photo. He places it down. Looking around your vanity, seeing your perfume. The old bottle you last touched, he even bought a whole new one to not get rid of your fingerprints. He loved that scent you always carried, every night before bed spraying onto the pillow you used to sleep with. Always hugging it. He turns off every light, and lays on the bed before going through his phone seeing his message unread..knowing you’ll never respond to them. He goes to his camera roll and clicks on his album named “my love ❤ ️” it’s photos, and videos of you together on dates, events, even your wedding, you looked so beautiful. The memories start coming back. They’ll never go away just like his love for you. You were his missing piece and now you’ll be missing forever. He can’t anymore but he’s doing this for you. He sets his phone down.. turns off the lamp going to bed. He looks up at the darkness before speaking.
“I should have hugged you tighter and longer the last time I saw you” he closes his eyes. Sleeping.
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Author’s note: I cried writing this fun fact has to listen to my song on repeat and it was sad of course longest fic I wrote! Anyways hope you liked it?? I’m to in my angst mood rn sorry 😔 if it’s not you by pryvt was on repeat btw
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Flashing Lights
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“Guys, I think Jack is avoiding me.” Maryse said as she sat across Doja and Saweetie, they had decided to get brunch as they hadn’t seen each other in a while.
Taking a sip of her water, Doja spoke first. “That man is obsessed with you, I refuse to believe that.”
Saweetie nodded in agreement, “Yeah, girl that man would crawl in your skin if he could.”
While all that was true, something didn’t feel right. Running a hand through her hair she explained further. “Well yeah but he’s been acting differently since I told him I was going to be gone all fall to tour.”
The conversation they had a couple days ago continued to play in her head. “So, where do I fall in this?” Maryse could remember not knowing how to properly answer the question. For some reason, it felt deeper than just missing her while she toured.
“Hm, maybe he’s just scared he’s going to lose you. He’s never dated anyone that actually has a career. No offense to his ex’s, so I’m sure it’s going to be quite an adjustment, same with you as well.” Doja told her
“Yeah,” Saweetie continued “I mean you never had to deal with much distance before either, that loser ex of yours was home every week.”
Maryse rolled her eyes at the mention of Nate and sighed. “Yeah, I’m definitely going to miss him, but after our phone call it felt like he was giving up before we could even try.” She told them sadly.
Doja and Saweetie gave each other a look feeling sad for their friend. “Look girl,” Doja spoke first, “it sounds to me that you need to have a conversation with Jack. Like a real one, not one of those quick conversations over the phone.”
Maryse nodded knowing they were right.
“Don’t worry too much about it.” Saweetie said and raised her glass “Now, let’s toast to you going on tour with fucking Coldplay.” They clinked their glasses together and took a sip of the drinks, Maryse pretended to listen as the girls talked while she continued to think about her situation with Jack.
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Urban looked down at his phone in confusion.
“Hey, Jack.” He called out to his friend who was sitting at the table writing. Jack looked at him in acknowledgement “Hm?” before continuing to write.
“Is your phone turned off? Maryse just texted me saying that she’s been trying to contact you all morning.” Urban asked, confused, he was actually shocked Jack wasn’t with her right now. It’s usually the first place he goes when he steps foot in New York.
“Nah, it’s on.” Jack said, still not looking up, and continuing to scribble in his notebook.
That made Urban even more confused, and slightly concerned. “Y’all, get in an argument or something? You’re usually up her ass.” He said with a chuckle
Jack didn’t find that funny “I just don’t want to be on my phone right now, geez. I’m not up Maryse’s ass either, I’m my own person. I’m just trying to write this verse for EST and not be bothered.”
Urban just stared at him wide eyed. Shocked that he was speaking of Maryse that way.
“Okay, dude. I don’t know what your problem is but I hope you fix it soon. Don’t take that energy to the Today Show.” Urban said with a roll of his eyes, and left the hotel room.
When Urban got to the hallway he didn’t know whether or not to tell Maryse he was in a bad mood or tell her a little white lie. Deciding to be honest, he texted Maryse letting her know Jack was working on music and that he seemed to be stressed but reassured her that Jack would be by later after rehearsals.
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Not wanting to cause a scene Maryse stayed at home to watch Jack’s performance on the Today Show, she didn’t hear from him at all the day before other than him sending a text saying that he loved her, and that he would come to her place as soon as he was done performing.
Maryse was worried about him, something was off with him. The sparkle that was usually in his eyes when he performed was gone, his smile didn’t quite reach his eyes. The reasoning had to be something deeper than just being exhausted.
When Jack walked in the door later that morning, it looked like the whole world was sitting on his shoulders. She immediately dragged him to the couch and settled into his lap and wrapped her arms around him.
They sat in silence as they soaked in each other’s presence with Jack’s head resting on the inside of Maryse’s neck. The past few weeks had Jack spiraling in his anxiety with him constantly telling Jason “yes” to appearances, hardly having a moment's peace.
Jack lifted his head, squeezing Maryse to get her attention. “I love you, Maryse.”
Maryse was slightly caught off guard by the deepness and emotion of his voice. She had to blink back tears before sharing the sentiment.
It was quiet for such a long time she would’ve thought Jack was asleep if he wasn’t pressing small kisses to her neck every few minutes.
“Do you wanna watch tv?” Maryse asked, motioning towards the television and running her other hand through his curls. Jack didn’t say anything but gave a simple nod. Maryse slid off his lap and sat beside him now on the couch, legs draped across his legs.
“You don’t have to but if there’s anything you want to talk about, I’m here, baby.” She wanted to remind him that she's there for him, no matter what. Jack knew that was his chance to open up, but something was stopping him.
Maryse felt him let out a sigh next to her. “I’m fine, M. I’m just happy to be next to you finally. I’m sorry I’ve been kinda distant lately.”
She nodded, “It’s okay.” It wasn’t okay and it upset her but she would bring that up later.
“Let’s just take a nap, okay.” Jack nodded once more, falling asleep almost immediately. Maryse stayed up thinking about what was going to happen next month when they’re apart.
Hours had passed and Jack was still sleeping next to her, Maryse knew she needed to get up and go to the studio. She promised Saweetie she would hop on a song for her.
As she tried to sneak out Jack’s arms, he woke up.
“Where are you going?” Jack asked before rubbing his eyes, trying to wake himself up.
“I’m going to the studio to record something for Saweetie.” She told him while trying to find her shoes.
“Can’t you do that later? I’m sure she’ll understand.”
Reaching down to give him a kiss on the check. “I won’t be gone long I promise.”
As she turned back around, she was immediately pulled back by Jack tugging on the hoodie she had thrown on causing her to fall on top of where he was laid on the couch. Jack pressed his lips to hers passionately. As much as she wished she could stay and kiss him, work had to be done.
“Please, stay.” Jack almost whined.
“I’ll be gone only for a few hours, you big baby.” Maryse told him jokingly, grabbing her tote bag she always takes to the studio. Turning back around Jack’s face was full of frustration.
“We haven’t seen each other for longer than 24 hours in weeks with us both traveling.” Maryse crossed her arms, hugging herself. “I told you, I’m only going to be gone for three hours, top. It’s not that big of a deal.” She didn’t understand why he was getting so upset.
Jack ran a hand over his face before speaking again. “I finally convinced Neelam and Jason to push back some meetings today so I could spend the day with you.”
She was getting annoyed now. “While I appreciate that, I didn’t ask you to do that for me.”
“Sorry for thinking you wanted to spend time with me.” Jack muttered back, the stress and anxiety was starting to creep back up, making him tense.
Maryse rolled her eyes. “Jackman, please.” She said sternly. “You know I would spend time with you every waking moment if I could. I can’t just rearrange my studio time because you’re here.”
“I just want to spend time with you, Maryse!” Jack’s voice started to raise slightly.
“Why don’t you come with me then, you can see what I’m working on.” Maryse suggested anything to stop this disagreement.
It was Jack’s turn to roll his eyes. “No, I just want to spend time with you and do something that doesn’t involve one of us working. I just find it funny how I can move things around but you can’t.”
“Again, I never asked you to do that.” Arms still crossed over her chest.
“I did it because I love you!” He shot back.
Maryse huffed, turning around and walking towards the window in her apartment. Needing a moment to breathe. “Jack, I’m starting to feel like you’ve been trying to make me feel guilty for being busy and being gone for long periods. My career is important to me, I can’t just drop everything for you.”
“Making you feel guilty?! No, this is about you not making me or our relationship for that matter a fucking priority.”
She breathed out a heavy sigh and shook her head. Jack wasn’t going to back down any time soon, and she didn’t feel like arguing anymore “I’m going to the studio now, don’t wait around.” Slamming the door behind her.
When Maryse got to the studio Saweetie was already at the soundboard. “Hey girl!” She said turning around in her seat, her smile dropped when she saw the look on her friend's face.
“Oh no, what’s wrong?” She asked, concerned.
“Jack and I just got in our first fight.” Maryse said as she pulled a chair up next to her friend.
“About what?”
Running a hand through her hair, “Jack wants to change my whole schedule up to be with him. He wanted me to cancel on you because he apparently pushed back meetings to hang with me since he was in town for the Today Show this morning. Which I never asked him to do.”
Before Saweetie could respond Maryse continued venting. “You and Doja were right, his ex’s always followed him around, changing their schedules for him. I don’t think he likes that I’m just as busy as he is.”
Saweetie nodded her head acknowledging her friend's feelings. “One thing I’ve learned is that there’s always room to grow, you guys seriously need to have a conversation about this. That’s the only way to handle this. As soon as you leave here you both need to talk. Don’t let the issue linger.”
“Yeah I will, this is just making me so upset.” Maryse told her friend. She hated arguing and hated it even more with Jack.
Saweetie pulled her into a hug, “You guys will get through this.” Maryse nodded, having a hard time believing her.
As promised Maryse finished recording in less than three hours, when she got back in her car she checked her phone to see if Jack texted her in those three hours. She was disappointed to see that he hadn’t tried texting or calling.
The closer she got to her apartment the more guilty she felt for leaving the way she did. While she quite didn’t understand where Jack was coming from she shouldn’t have snapped at him.
To say she was hurt when she walked inside and saw it empty was an understatement. Jack hated her now, and probably thought she wanted nothing to do with him. Maybe he was right, maybe she did put her career above him sometimes. But still felt like her feelings were valid as well. She can’t drop everything to be with him, even if she wanted to.
Going to her room to cry herself to sleep she stopped on her tracks when she saw a bouquet of flowers on her bedside table.
Walking to the flowers she pulled the card immediately to read it. “I love you.”
Maryse pulled the card to chest and closed her eyes as tears started falling. Crawling into bed, she still held onto the card. Pulling her phone out her hoodie she texted Jack. “I love you too.” sighing when she saw he left her on read.
It was harder than normal to fall asleep that night without Jack next to her knowing he was in town. She didn’t know what she was going to do if they didn’t talk this out before things escalated, especially with tour coming up.
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nor-4 · 6 months
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For the first time.
I wanna cry so bad tumblr didn't post the part two this just because my net is slow n now i have to restart over again. I'm so disappointed, this will probably the bad version of pt 2. :(
Pairings - Mike Schmidt ft Mean!Reader.
After learning about the whole animatronics thing it weirded you out but yet you are curious, after seeing how they act it made you think that maybe they are just a child.
You headed home from the pizzeria, you just knew that you had a strong bond with abby. Everything that came out of you when it comes to abby is just normal.
As you were about to go to sleep you decided to snoop around the old box of your belongings when you were a kid, you found a crayons and a empty drawing book.
You love to draw when you were a kid so your mom used to spoil you with them, you wanted to give this to abby. Never in your life have you ever really cared for a child.
A whole 12 hours had just passed and it's your shift again, you were walking to work until vanessa saw you and gave you a ride since she is about to go to that old pizzeria anyways.
"Hi vanessa, hi (y/n)." Abby greeted as she started running on where the animatronics are, "Mike.." Vanessa said as you turned at her hearing her tone gives you heart attack you just knew that she is mad. "So you knew about the animatronics?" Mike asked as both of them started talking about the animatronics as you continued sweeping the place.
Suddenly abby asked for help and started making a plan about doing a really big fort for her and her friends, "Maybe we can use the table as a fort.." Vanessa said as an idea for the fort.
They started working on it same goes the animatronics helping as you are still cleaning after the fort was finished abby started calling you so she can lay down beside you.
Vanessa excused herself to go get a cloth because it's about to rain and we need a "roof" mike followed her to the stock room as i sighed staring at the ceiling.
Being left out like this makes you heart ache, you always hated this kind of feeling especially when you were a child.
"okay everyone. Now pick your partner for the project." Your teacher joyfully said as you were at the corner of the room watching your classmate scattered around looking for their partner, disclosing their hate with each other if needed just so they won't be partners with you.
You bite your lower lip thinking someone will ask you if you wanted to be their partner, but sadly you were placed on the room where students are on an odd number.
"Hey (y/n) you don't have a partner. Do you want to have a group project with the others." your teacher asking you if you want to push yourself over people who doesn't even want to be close to you, "No ma'am I'll just work by myself." You politely said through the loneliness you are feeling.
You hang your head low playing with your fingers holding back your tears as you feel their eyes burning into you as if you did something unforgivable.
"Hey (y/n) are you okay?" Abby asked concernly as she sat up to look at you, "I'm fine abby don't worry about it." you reassured abby with a smile.
"How about we go for a dance?" Abby asked as she stood up same goes the animatronics as the bear type of robot started singing as abby is dancing while holding your hands.
Abby stood up to the stage as you told her to be careful as you were distracted by hearing vanessa and mike fighting over something that you don't want to know. It's your first time again hearing someone fight so seeing it makes you feel like you wanna cry.
You grew up with an alcoholic father and a workaholic mother, they often yell to each other, destroying things and almost killing each other.
Everything happened so fast you heard vanessa yelling something as you felt something hot hit your face almost hitting your eyes, you ran on where abby was as you saw her laying down on the ground.
"Abbyy.." you said as you lightly shake her hands as a cough escaped her mouth from the smoke, "What happened?" abby asked as she stood up as you scoop her for a hug reassuring her that everything is an accident.
You guys packed up your things because vanessa had said that mike and abby needs to go home and get abby some rest. You are on the car with abby as she hugged you from your tears on hearing them yell outside, she doesn't understand what is happening at the moment as she just comforted you based on how you feel.
You wiped your tears as you feel mike had entered the car, "She looks angry.. Why does everyone look at you that way?" Abby asked on sight after seeing vanessa angry, you wanted to dissappear on sight but mike insisted that you shouldn't be out walking this late.
Drive home is quiet since abby had already fallen asleep and you are still a bit awkward around mike, you carried abby to her room as soon us you guys got home cause abby was clinging into you.
You set her down to her bed she looked at you as if she wanted to ask something but just let it go, "Goodnight (y/n)." abby said as she closed her eyes from her tiredness. "Goodnight abby.." you whispered as she was already asleep.
You are about to left the house since your home is just near here might as well just walk it, until you were stopped by mike who is sitting outside looking at the sky as if something miracle is about to happen.
"i didn't hear anything from you earlier.. Everything all right?" mike asked as you sat down beside him and was taken a back by his question, you never thought you'd have this kind of conversation with him it feels so cozy, comforting and peaceful.
"I'm gonna be honest with you.. I feel left out earlier." You said as you were playing with your fingers again, "I know, i wanted to help you but i couldn't.. It's vanessa." mike sighed as he stopped in the middle of the conversation.
He started talking about his brother and everything they went through he feels like vanessa is stopping him from finding out everything, he describes his trauma to you as if he had met you for a very very long time.
"And you know.. I really liked you, i thought i was just going crazy until i started thinking about you the most random times.." Mike said as he looked at you as you look at the moon as it lights up your beauty, "I liked you too mike, you are a very nice man. I thought i was just bored and then i started feeling something as if I'm jealous." You stated as you looked back at him.
He wanted to cherish this moment with you, if he had a three wishes from a genie he would wish two times to comeback to this moment and the third wish is he wanted to live every years he had with you.
"Since you had confirmed that i have a chance with you. (Y/n) will you go out with me, i know i won't be a perfect man for you but i will do my best. I promise i will never disappoint you (y/n) just plea-" You cut off mikes speech mid way with a kiss as you hold both of his hands. "stop it you dummy, yes i will go out with you." You said as you smiled at him while he looked like he is about to cry.
"(Y/n) i really love you. I will earn your reciprocation of my love." Mike said as he kissed both of your knuckles as you giggled on how loser he is being, "I know you will mike.." You laughed as he admire you gosh he is about to melt.
"Can you please stay just this once?" Mike pleaded as he wanted to cuddled you up and make everything up to you since you confesses that you feel left out earlier, "Yes mike.." You stood up as you brushed your pants.
"And it won't be once mikey." You told him as you pressed his nose with your point finger as both of you giggled like a high school lovers.
Mike guided you to his room as he pulled out a shirt and pajamas for you since he doesn't want you to sleep on a work shirt, unexpectedly you stripped infront of him as he closed his eyes as if he doesn't have any permission to see you.
"Mike stop being a coward, we are together now." you remarked as you put on the pajamas as you helped him get his vest off so he can change his shirt, he was still shy so he changed pretty fast which made you giggled.
You lay down on the right side as mike was on the other side, he cuddled up to you it's not like those tensed up cuddle this one is the comfortable one. Both of you have been longing for this a very long time ago plus both of you are tired so the sleep is very cozy for mike. Pretty much he sleeped through the night without taking a sleeping pill.
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mania-sama · 3 months
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JJK characters & relationships as songs I associate with them!
I will be updating this as this hyperfixation deepens…
Geto Suguru
Not Strong Enough - boygenius
Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons
Wires - The Neighbourhood
Gojo Satoru
Little Lion Man - Mumford & Sons -> double whammy with tagging it under both Geto and Gojo, but I feel like it fits both of them without being about the ship.
Father's Lament - Poor Man's Poison
Viva La Vida - Coldplay
WHY - NF
Hakari Kinji
PANDEMONIUM - NF
Itadori Yuuji
Outrunning Karma - Alec Benjamin -> Written analysis here.
Hill I Will Die On - Alec Benjamin -> This one is if the execution still somehow goes through. I feel Itadori would bear his burden without a complaint.
Blame It On The Kids - AViVA
Abandon Ship - fin
Fushiguro Megumi
Evergreen - Richy Mitch & The Coal Miners
Trauma - NF
ItaFushi (Itadori Yuuji/Megumi Fushiguro)
Call Your Mom - Noah Kahan -> I wrote an analysis on this here.
You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift -> the sweet shojo story they should've had.
Something in the Orange - Zach Bryan
Buy Dirt - Jordan Davis & Luke Byran
Ghost Of You - 5 Seconds of Summer -> Megumi following Itadori’s execution.
NobaMaki (Kugisaki Nobara/Zenin Maki)
Boyfriend - Dove Cameron
Body Talks - The Struts
SatoSugu (Gojo Satoru/Geto Suguru)
Go To War - NOTHING MORE -> I like to imagine Gojo singing the quieter "Go to war" lyric while Geto sings the screaming counterpart.
Dial Drunk - Noah Kahan -> Specifically Gojo. I think he went through a rough period after the KFC breakup, and all he did was get into bad situations, thinking that it would one day draw Geto back out.
Can't Catch Me Now - Olivia Rodrigo
Dear Fellow Traveller - Sea Wolf
Dear Arkansas Daughter - Lady Lamb
Something in the Orange - Zach Bryan -> ItaFushi and SatoSugu are BASICALLY the same ship and so they share the same song 😞
The Other Side of Paradise - Glass Animals
Space Ghost Coast To Coast - Glass Animals
Gojo Satoru & Fushiguro Megumi
The Water Is Fine - Chloe Ament
Safe & Sound - Taylor Swift
Daddy Lessons - Beyoncé
Sukuna & Itadori Yuuji
SPECIALZ - King Gnu -> I specifically really like this cover/translation by Will Stetson. The song perfectly embodies the torment/mocking of their… toxic relationship.
The Yawning Grave - Lord Huron
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lonesomelad · 3 months
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i don't know why i've decided to make this account known, but i did anyways.
anyhow, as a song goes and I quote ; i . f . l . y .
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get to know me, maybe ?
⎯ i'm a filipino / filipina . . . something i indirectly revealed once .
⎯ i'm a minor . . . so back off weirdos . let's keep this a safeplace, alright .
⎯ i'm an infp - j . but i act the exact opposite online .
⎯ i'm an afab ; abrosexual whose currently an aro/ace. tho, my pronouns are she / her , but i don't mind being referred to as they / them .
⎯ i'm very fond of nature , just as i am with animals .
⎯ i like drawing / writing / admiring the scenery / getting lost within the depths of my mind whilst listening to music .
⎯ i somewhat stan enhypen ... don't take me for a fanatic .
⎯ i love ... yoasobi , fuji kaze , kikuo , chase atlantic , the neighborhood , the weeknd , ayesha erotica , cigarettes after sex , tv girl , radiohead , lana del rey , mixed matches , wave to earth , laufey , melanie martinez , isaac dunbar , ari abdul , d4vd , coldplay , alec benjamin , jawny , prettymuch .
⎯ i am a self-proclaimed embodiment of anti - romantic by t x t & new person, same old mistakes by tame impala .
⎯ my favorite song(s) as of now is / are ; just for me by pinkpantherees ,, itgirl by aliyah's intelude ,, super bad mantra by jawny ,, not around by nova ,, heaven by julia michaels ,, only by lee hi ,, dandelions by ruth b ,, pasilyo by sunkissed lola ,, sex , drugs , etc by beach weather ,, my love mine all mine by mitski ,, dawn of spring by anson seabra ,, that's life by still woozy ,, nun id change by yeat ,, shaded in by filous ,, breakin' dishes by rihanna ,, sick of you by sub urban & dnmo .
& many more !!
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p . s . i love you .
refer to me as either hanamari or aika , if you wish . ( the latter is my real name , jtlyk . . . fun fact, ig ? )
yes, i've been a kazuha
enthusiast for a prolonged period of time . . .
yet, the same can be said with how i am with muichiro,
however, it seems that
neither of those facts are blatant, or so my frustratingly idiotic loveable friends claim .
| i thoroughly enjoy fantasizing when i've got nothing to do . so i tend to space out a lot .
y'know the drill.
proshippers, pedophiles, certified jerks, etc ... don't interact.
your not welcome here, at all.
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as i've mentioned countlessly, this blog is merely just for my own personal reasons & preferences. that's why you shouldnt be expecting anything else here besides me just being an absolute dogshow .
additionally, this acc has been up for a while now . i only decided to actually pay better heed to it bc a certain bug ( isn't that right ? @scarasonlywhore ) won't stop pestering me to let them buzz at me tremendously online even tho we're practically always together .
the once said ( my tad bit more sane ) blogs are this & this .
and if you wanna have full-blown conversations with me, feel free to add my dc !! ( user is insomniacwhosesleepdeprived)
that'd be all . nothing too much, nor too little presented here, huh? hopefully . . .
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mike-wheeler-hater · 1 year
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Songs i want to see Byler edits to when they’re canon
The Great War - Taylor Swift
Flawless - The Neigbourhood ( use the bridge it’s the best part of the song)
Don’t Blame Me - Taylor Swift
Set Fire To The Rain - Adele
Softcore - The Neigbourhood
Seven - Taylor Swift
Back To The Old House - The Smiths
Yellow - Coldplay
Wildest Dreams - Taylor Swift
You And I - One Direction (lmao)
The Beach - The Neigbourhood (love this one)
Baby Come Home 2 / Valentines - The Neigbourhood (was once my favorite song)
The Night We Met - Lord Huron
Cinnamon Girl - Lana Del Rey
This Love - Taylor Swift
Somewhere Only We Know - Keane
Midnight Rain - Taylor Swift
Mistakes Like This - Prelow
We Fell In Love In October- Girl In Red
Baby I’m Jealous - Bebe Rexha ( ~I stole your man~ idk it would be funny but mean )
Bellyache- Billie Eilish
Me And Micheal - MGMT
The Most Beautiful Boy In The World -The Irrepressibles ( requested by @jazz-penguin 🫶)
Sweet Disposition- Temper Trap ( requested by @are-friends-electric-7 🫶)
Forever & Always - Taylor Swift
Style - Taylor Swift
I’ll call you mine - Girl In Red
Heroes - David Bowie ( requested by @themidnightpoetsociety 🫶 thank u , I can’t believe that I forgot )
The Story - Conan Gray
Everything Has Changed- Taylor Swift ( requested by @byler-solos 🫶)
You Get Me So High - The Neigbourhood ( ~you’re my best friend I’ll love you forever~ fits them somehow)
Heather - Conan Gray ( requested by @violetbaudelaire15 🫶)
Video Games - Lana Del Rey ( requested by @ilsrj 🫶)
Everlong - Foo Fighters ( requested by @daydreams-in-the-moonlight 🫶)
Wicked Game- Chris Isaak
Love Will Tear Us Apart - Joy Division
Just Like Heaven - The Cure
Lovesong - The Cure
Never Let Me Down Again - Depeche Mode
Are ’Friends‘ Electric ? - Tubeway Army
Apocalypse- Cigarettes after sex
Starlight - Muse
Enjoy The Silence - Depeche Mode
There Is A Light That Never Goes Out - The smiths
Ordinary World - Duran Duran
Supercut - Lorde
When We Were Young - Adele
After Dark - Mr Kitty
You Are In Love - Taylor Swift
Daylight - Taylor Swift
It’s Nice To Have A Friend - Taylor Swift
Out Of The Woods - Taylor Swift
Afterglow - Taylor Swift
Still Into You - Paramore
The Only Exception- Paramore
All I wanted - Paramore
Iris - The Goo Goo Dolls
Head Over Heels- Tears for fears
Sparks - Coldplay
Fix You - Coldplay
New Person , Same Old Mistakes- Tame Impala
Die For You - The Weekend
Breakdown - Tom Petty and the heartbreakers
About You - The 1975
Wonderland - Taylor Swift
Lover - Taylor Swift
Long Long Time - Linda Ronstadt
I Love You - Billie Eilish
I Want To Know What Love Is - Foreigner
Can’t Fight This Feeling - REO Speedwagon
Keep On Loving You - REO Speedwagon
Crazy Little Thing Called Love- Queen
Who Wants To Live Forever - Queen
Time After Time - Cindy Lauper
True Colors - Cindy Lauper
Take On Me - A-Ha
True Love - P!nk
Who Knew - P!nk
Someone To You - BANNERS
Someone To Stay - Vamcouver Sleep Clinic
Don’t You ( Forget About Me ) - Simple Minds
Reflections - The Neigbourhood
Compass - The Neigbourhood
Stuck With Me - The Neigbourhood
Scary Love - The Neigbourhood
Void - The Neigbourhood
Nervous - The Neigbourhood
Honest - The Neigbourhood
Sunsetz - Cigarettes After Sex
505 - Artic Monkeys
I Wanna Be Yours - Artic Monkeys
Wonderwall - Oasis
Don’t Look Back In Anger - Oasis
Dandelions - Ruth B
I Follow Rivers - Lykke Li
Don’t Speak - No Doubt
Listen To Your Heart - Roxette
Right Now - 1D
Infinity- James Young
It’s My Life - Talk Talk
Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
Open Your Eyes - Snow Patrol
Duvet - Bôa
Fade Into You - Mazzy Star
You’re My Best Friend - Queen
Clocks - Coldplay
Till Forever Falls Apart - Ashe
Cherry- Lana Del Rey
Say Yes To Heaven- Lana Del Rey
Without You - Lana Del Rey
If I Lose Myself - One Republic
Secrets - One Republic
What You Wanted - One Republic
Electric Touch - Taylor Swift ( requested by @cultofsheep 🫶)
I Think We’re Alone Now - Tiffany
Fuck It I Love You - Lana Del Rey
American Money - BØRNS
Message In A Bottle - Taylor Swift
Boys & Girls - Conan Gray
Now That We Don’t talk - Taylor Swift
You’re On Your Own Kid- Taylor Swift
( all 4 recent song requested by @martyconansversion 🫶)
( thank you @toria-hanny for all your requests 💗💗💗. I’ll make sure to find them all once Byler is canon . And btw your music taste is awesome 🫶)
I’ll keep updating this because I want to 👍🏻😀 If you have any ideas or something feel free to tell me please !
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beautifulpersonpeach · 7 months
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Which members promotions were your favorite so far? Hobi might win for me because that listening party was super fun and Lollapalooza was crazy. Also More sits at the same table as SMFpt2 for me as far as being really shocking and exciting when it dropped!
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Hi Anon!
Nothing beats Yoongi’s D-DAY tour for me. My god what an experience. I was fortunate to attend multiple stops and I still have fever dreams in the middle of the day remembering how hard I was screaming along to Burn It and Huh, how my friend burst into tears during Snooze, how I choked up a bit during Life Goes On and finally lost it on The Last. The encore tours gave me the emotional equivalent of a blood transfusion. Seeing Jimin, Namjoon, and Jungkook on stage in a proper concert setting for the first time in almost a year, was really the best parting gift and I’ll always be grateful to Yoongi for it. I love that man very, very much.
That cute practice session Yoongi did for the ‘I’m so cute’ or whatever challenge with Jimin too, subbing ARMYs with screaming plushies and the live he did reading fan messages teasing us about his seven tattoo… and then that cheeky reveal after the tour ended…
Yoongi gave me everything and more with his album and the tour.
Other members too:
- SeokJin going to Argentina to promote The Astronaut with Coldplay was incredible. The planning and organizing behind that feat couldn’t have been easy but somehow they made it work and LatAm ARMYs were finally able to see at least one Tannie for the first time in a long while. That really was amazing.
- Taehyung’s Tiny Desk performances are 🤌🏽
- I loved how Jimin really thought outside the box with his promotions, choosing to go on many really fun Korean variety shows. These are shows BTS either hadn’t done ever or in something like 5 years. A lot of my K-ARMY friends loved how Jimin seemed to prioritize them fully in ways that hadn’t been done for a while.
- I tried hard to attend Joon’s small concert but work commitments didn’t allow that possibility, but I also really love his promotion choices. My partner (surprisingly) has become a tiny bit obsessed with Joon’s Tiny Desk performance lol, so I suspect Joon has gained a new fan.
- Think I’ve already talked about how Hobipalooza was the concert highlight of 2022 for me. Hobi had such a short time to put everything together, and I’m proud of him for going out of his comfort zone a bit sending out invites and throwing the launch party. I loved seeing him just celebrate his success, seeing the other members chill out and have a good time.
- It was nice seeing that at least one member did not forget Europe exists with their promotions (😭), so I’m glad Jungkook could make the trip over to promote Seven in the UK.
The rapline’s album projects are easily some of the best releases this year in any genre for me. And I’m not even trying to be biased. Corroborated by critics reviews, each album is a solid, cohesive, and cerebrally stimulating piece of art and I’m so proud of them for putting it together. It’s easy to see how BTS has become the biggest band in the world when you have these three men who can stand as respected artists in their own right, being the bedrock of the music created by BTS for the last 10 years.
Jimin’s debut with FACE ended k-pop in 2023. I’m not sure if you’re aware, but the industry as we know it, life as we know it, Jimin as we knew him, ended in March 2023. What Jimin did with Set Me Free Pt 2 still gives me goosebumps when I think about it. That song was a warning shot, a small mercy to the industry to warn them in advance of who Jimin is prepared to become as a solo artist and as Jimin of BTS, and I cannot overstate how excited I am for his next project. FACE as an album is the complete package. His songs are just good. Like, actually good. Good enough to play anywhere and any time. That’s the kind of music Jimin makes. Imagine hearing Face-off in a concert arena… imagine hearing the intro play before he comes on stage. Can you even imagine….
Lol I’m starting to hurt myself with these imagines.
Taehyung’s album too is very good (though these days it only gets plays from me in the evenings). And while Seven isn’t my favorite release, it’s still a well made song that Jungkook of course has done a phenomenal job with. Twice now he’s had to promote it outdoors in very bad weather and he’s kept his vocals stable and well projected. He’s working hard and I’m hoping it translates well into work done for his solo album debut later this year.
I have almost no complaints in the debut solo showcases from all the members, in their promotion styles, and in the overall presentation. These albums were all very decent and respectable first showings from the members of the biggest group in the world. The response from the general public and professional critics has been very favourable, and the fandom has supported each member to be as successful as one would expect for anyone from BTS.
I’m a very happy ARMY in Chapter 2 ^_^
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