This Moment
Eavan Boland
A neighborhood.
At dusk.
Things are getting ready
to happen
out of sight.
Stars and moths.
And rinds slanting around fruit.
But not yet.
One tree is black.
One window is yellow as butter.
A woman leans down to catch a child
who has run into her arms
this moment.
Stars rise.
Moths flutter.
Apples sweeten in the dark.
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(Poe[M)ay] 5.23.2022
“Second Story Double Wide Mattress Pad”
Second story mattress pad
Double wide
Ostriched-tucked – hide
Sound off, no alarm
One, two, three, four,
Where was the warning?
Brother, sister, why the fear?
Why do we whisper, there are no children here?
You think of dreams
And act on worries
What is the hurry?
To vacate, to vacation, to voyage beyond?
The space outside our double-wide second story mattress pad
Everything we had
Scattered across the floor
Of tomorrow, we were not so sure
The prairie scratched thunderheads
Hammered out thunderbolts
To weather in crawlspaces
School drills had not drilled
This bullet point into my head
Unlike the rolling thunder outside
Bright red flash of panic
It isn’t the Fourth of July yet
But the lights and sounds
Are there
Taunting me out past the front porch
If only I could step out from behind
The double-wide second story mattress pad
I am held back by my sister, brother, sister
Where have my parents gone?
Silence and shouts
Blue and red light
Like playing with the light switch
Something sparks
Gone wrong
Spring screams
Bottlecap streamers
Jumps and jitters
Sweat melts me like ice-cream truck popsicles
I am afraid I will slip down the storm drain
The boys in blue, flash crimson, dripping
With thunder and fire and smoke in their eyes
There are no children here,
Behind the double-wide second story mattress pad
Waiting for the next cornfield cosmic bowling match
That the gods so enjoy in the sky
Wait a little bit longer,
And the fireworks will go boom, just the same
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praise of tenderness [sad words for kxxxxx ❤] ph. and words by víctor m. alonso
[I am trapped in the spider web of your silence; a maritime fabric, a nocturnal labyrinth, an unknown sea. I only dream waves of silence, slow waves, stopped in the time of your eyes, drifting from the cosmic space of feeling;]
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I posted 21,555 times in 2022
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#5
Slumberland was really enjoyable because it dealt so fascinatingly with loss. Loss of innocence seen both as a child and as an adult. Fear, in all the ways we deal with loss. Cutting ourselves off from the world, diving into darker or deeper aspects of ourselves. It also showed healing in a way that is rooted in love. We never truly lose the ones we lost, because we loved them. How can we use that love to heal ourselves and others. Sometimes healing is reaching out to someone reaching out to us. Nemo’s uncle admits nonstop he’s terrible at feelings and kids, but he tries and tries and tries to connect with this girl, who is so desperate to see her father again, and knows of a magical world adults would never believe. But it is all real.
Dreams aren’t what we want, but what we need. Sometimes safe. Sometimes thrilling.But most of all, loved.
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EXU: Calamity said love is the strongest force in the cosmos. That we break and make the world for those we love. That we will ruin ourselves or become our best selves, or both with and through the power of love. That even amidst grief and tragedy there is always a thread of hope pulling everyone through towards that tomorrow. That dreaded, hopeful, destined morning.
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¿La peor vida?
¿La peor vida?
¿La peor vida? ¿Por muy mala que seaes preferibleal mejor de los sueños?
Sigue estancaday no ha sido muy buenaúltimamenteapenas sobrevive.
Entre las floresla madurez se pierdeserena avanzaprobablemente helada.
Pisando el poemay aceptando el avancese acorta el largode las decisiones.
Amplias sarcásticaslas calificacionescontentan a su públicopese a los males.
Se ríe el ríode…
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Laura, tu nombre, en si mismo, es el poema y la bendición de haberte conocido mi fortaleza. #Messieral #Poesía #Poema #Wordpress Laura,tu nombre, en si mismo, es el poemay la bendición de haberte conocido mi fortaleza.
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POEMAI§
Escrevo meus poemas
aos trancos
tamancos & barrancos
Entre saltos
assaltos
solavancos
Com o punho os
arranho sobre o
papel
Do coração os
arranco com fel
Já mais nada espero
em tudo me espelho
por tudo desespero
Hoje todos são poetas -dizem-
Tudo é poesia -mijem-
Procuro o objeto mais raro
mais obscuro
A palavra ainda virgem
A frase que me atinge
O poema
que carregue
todos dissabores
que agregue todos
os sabores
que congregue todos
os valores
Tenho tantos medos
quanto dedos
que estes me faltem
pra segurar a
caneta que me fala
O sorriso pra
assegurar a careta
que me cala
De que quando morra
não me aceite
em minha última morada
Nem o capeta!
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Poemay certainlybe considered as the narrator who visits Rod
Poemay certainlybe considered as the narrator who visits Rod
Poemay certainlybe considered as the narrator who visits Roderick Usher in “The Fall of the House of Usher.” For, in this Gothic horror tale, the narrator is Poe’s vehicle for creating the tone through his use of the “arabesque,” the ornate prose that creates turns and twists in the plot. Indeed, there are many melodramatic exaggerations employed to create the initial mood of the exposition. For…
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Hedgehog
Paul Muldoon
The snail moves like a
Hovercraft, held up by a
Rubber cushion of itself,
Sharing its secret
With the hedgehog. The hedgehog
Shares its secret with no one.
We say, Hedgehog, come out
Of yourself and we will love you.
We mean no harm. We want
Only to listen to what
You have to say. We want
Your answers to our questions.
The hedgehog gives nothing
Away, keeping itself to itself.
We wonder what a hedgehog
Has to hide, why it so distrusts.
We forget the god
Under this crown of thorns.
We forget that never again
Will a god trust in the world.
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Poem About Both of Us
Freya Daly Sadgrove
You have these little nubs of bone
on the tops of your shoulders they always
make me think you are in danger the way
they announce their vulnerability
but you go around anyway you go outside
and I think you are so brave.
There is a piece of your body that
appears when you are sleeping it
is between your spine and shoulder blade
it is a patch of skin that gives a bit
so I can put the side of my face in it
and that's one of the softest parts of you.
On one side of your face the hairs grow
in a spiral pattern and I always get
especially amazed by their quiet announcement
that says what a piece of nature you are.
The end of your thumb is blunt and
your nail ends before your thumb does
and that is different to what mine
does and I think it's important
to notice the small ways in which
we may distinguish ourselves
from one another.
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The Heaven of Animals
James Dickey
Here they are. The soft eyes open.
If they have lived in a wood
It is a wood.
If they have lived on plains
It is grass rolling
Under their feet forever.
Having no souls, they have come,
Anyway, beyond their knowing.
Their instincts wholly bloom
And they rise.
The soft eyes open.
To match them, the landscape flowers,
Outdoing, desperately
Outdoing what is required:
The richest wood,
The deepest field.
For some of these,
It could not be the place
It is, without blood.
These hunt, as they have done,
But with claws and teeth grown perfect,
More deadly than they can believe.
They stalk more silently,
And crouch on the limbs of trees,
And their descent
Upon the bright backs of their prey
May take years
In a sovereign floating of joy.
And those that are hunted
Know this as their life,
Their reward: to walk
Under such trees in full knowledge
Of what is in glory above them,
And to feel no fear,
But acceptance, compliance.
Fulfilling themselves without pain
At the cycle’s center,
They tremble, they walk
Under the tree,
They fall, they are torn,
They rise, they walk again.
I had meant to post daily poems during April, for National Poetry Month, but then I didn't, and then it occurred to me that I could post daily poems any time it pleased me to do so, and POEMay was born. I'm still working on the typography for that one. Credit to @oflights for the cute name. Anyway today I was wondering about the possibility of endlings having an afterlife and if they would get their own or if they would after-live with other beings as well, and then I remembered this poem exists.
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(Poe[M)ay] 5.22.2022
“Good Things To Live By”
Enjoy the sugar rush,
Even the little lick of licorice
Scooped icing off the birthday cake box
Even when it is not your celebration
You have earned it?
Haven’t you?
It isn’t bragging, if it’s true
That you
Have been good, doing good
In your little ways
Sorted, sifted plastics
Waiting by the door
A moment longer than necessary
Just to let the next person in after
Being well; doing well
Passing each kindness like a highly wanted gift
In an unwanted manner onto the next
And the next
And the next kindness forward
Enjoy the rush
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(Poe[M)ay] 5.5.2022
“Mass Anxiety”
Father o’ Father
You escape your knuckle-rapped punishment
No Dialed pain to wash your hands with
Passing over taste buds
Unbaptized vocabularies shelved next to
Dust caked dictionaries, Bibles, and out-of-date manuals
O’ Father dear,
Did you not hear the yelps
From the whelps, belting out below?
Badminton rackets make a racket
Clattering to the linoleum floors
Left red behind, hiding in the storage garage
With covered ears to blot the blaring car-horns
Father O’
The moments opportune,
The kerosene spilled in the soles of shoes
Dripping for miles, trudged with fury
All through downtown
To the overpass freeway
Between oncoming and outgoing traffic
Till the bottoms fall out
Still red,
Flush with the Blood of Christ
As you are in my dreams
Shared from cabinet-hiding siblings,
Shouted from the stairwell
Father dearest,
You took your Bible study well
And sacrificed a child
To retain your power of belief
My voice grows weary of boiling
Heated by your words, your deeds
Enduring within is the place where you should
Could have been
Where I had to stumble myself
Finding faith in the worlds of farther father
O’ Father
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(Poe[M)ay] 5.4.2022
“The Reason I Wear Earplugs To Bed”
You haunt the corridors of my consciousness
Carried with me, house to house
A specter of spite
Expected, like the monster in my closet
Closest to my soles, shattering sense of safety
Broken toes, loose from sheets
Scratched by the one beneath the bed
You pass rifle through each file cabinet
Leaving doors ajar
So that each thought
Drifts
Carried away and brought to you
Flashing in the back of my eyes
Saving sapience like a screen saver
Alleviating my mental capacity
Like a maypole in May,
Thoughts come crashing back to you
You habitually inhabit me
You bitch
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[Poe(M]ay) 5.3.2022
“Outlying Thrills”
I grew up in a city with a shadow cast
Bloody fingers that clawed at me from the past
And I try not to drown in the waters near
Passerby's come and watch, standing on the pier
In a town in the pit of idolatry
Hedged rows fresh and green are all that I see
All the cash that is cleaned, steamed to a mint
Where it’s from, or it goes, not a single hint
From the metro, the retro hand-me-downs
Funny money plastics buying all the paper crowns
I’m neighbor to the settlement, no mal-intent
A bespeckled spectacle hardly worth a cent
For a town with its homes built by businessmen
Not a family in sight moving in again
Ear to the rail, hear the wail of the coming train
Thumb in the air, life ain't fair, not doing this again
All the lights shining down from the tenements
Gospel bright for the fights, hopeless testaments
And I’m desperate to reach out the ongoing sprawl
What I wouldn’t have lost to be in a full mall
Back when the world had the wherewithal
I grew up in a city with a shadow cast
How the hell could we think that all this would last?
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