#paralyzation

[girl4music]

The emotions that run through me when watching this scene. It’s so beautiful but at the same time so heart-aching because even with Waverly being as close as she is, you can tell that Nicole still feels like they’re so distant because she just doesn’t understand what happened: what she’s been through without Waverly there with her and specifically because of not being there with her. There’s just no way to communicate or express it. So there’s no way for her to understand it.

What’s more is Melanie Scrofano directed this episode. So she’s panning close up to them slowly as they kiss but all the while you feel this eeriness in the environment. This emotional disharmony and distress. And it’s not a monster, as Nicole worries it might be. It’s the erratic energy coming directly from Nicole. And I don’t know how Kat plays this so nuanced and nonchalantly even though it’s not at all. And that’s exactly what depression looks like from an observer’s point of view. Or from the outside-looking-in perspective. It looks as if there’s nothing wrong at all. But if you can read energy, you can tell there’s so much more going on because the energy is not still even when it looks like it is. Even when it’s directed to be. I’d love to be able to ask Kat at some point about how she portrayed this scene in Nicole’s Season 4 arc and in her character. Did it come naturally? Was there a particular influence? Did she do any research? How and why did she decide she wanted to play it like this?

Like she is everywhere else but in Waverly’s arms when that’s where she desperately wants to be. And there’s not a thing Waverly can do to help her be there. To help her feel like she’s no longer stuck in the Garden because she just doesn’t understand what’s going on with Nicole. And I don’t think there is a point when she does come to because they sort of just move on from it once it is revealed how she got out of the Garden. That Nicole made a deal with Mama Clanton. Promised a selfish trade. Doc for Waverly.

Sure that was a big deal in Nicole’s arc but it wasn’t the emotional underpinnings of it. Kat did that alone by portraying Nicole being in a state of depression. Showing that even when she’s in Waverly’s arms, she’s not. And that even when kissing Waverly, she’s not. She’s somewhere else. Everywhere else but with her. And it’s so interesting to me because obviously, the whole reason why she’s going through this PTSD experience and response is because she wanted to be. She desperately wanted to be all along. Now she is…

But at the same time… she’s not. She’s not at all.

How do you portray something like that and make it look as convincing as Kat makes it look all on her own?

I really want to know. I’ll have to ask her at some point.

#wynonna earp #look at them beans #wayhaught #nicole haught #katherine barrell #dom pc #waverly earp #depression #trauma #PTSD #anxiety #paralyzation #physical closeness #emotional distance #characterization #character representation #character development #wlw representation

[aichabouchareb]

Did you see the video where Israeli soldiers dressed up like Muslim women and doctors and stormed the hospital in the West Bank and assassinated 3 young Palestinians?⁣

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Did you see the bloody pillow with the bullet hole in it?⁣

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THIS IS WHO THEY MURDERED IN THAT BED. A paralyzed CHILD named Bassel. ⁣

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This video was taken just one day before Israel literally shot him in the face in his bed. ⁣

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Just when you think they can’t get any lower, they do. I don’t care what lies they tell about this child, it is illegal EVERYWHERE to do what they did. ⁣

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This kid had nothing to do with October 7th. And anything else he did, you simply aren’t allowed to go into a hospital and murder a paralyzed child. ⁣

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It’s CRAZY that we even have to say this. ⁣

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And the White House actually defended this today, but it was before this video was released. ⁣

#palestine #free palestine #gaza #humanity #children #ceasefirenow #palestinian genocide #gaza genocide #stop genocide #genocide #fuck israel #israel is a terrorist state #israel is evil #paralyzed #childrens #kids #save palestine

[jesse-is-inarguably-purple]

imagine ur garthy o’brien, just trying to fuck this hot ranger you met at your brothel that you own, except her teenage kids/wards/bosses keep knocking on the door to your bedroom and interrupting you guys and THEN you learn that she’s actually in a committed relationship but didn’t tell you, so THAT sucks but THEN one of the teens comes and finds you in the middle of the night yelling about how his friend is gone and they can’t find him and he might be in danger, so you help him teleport to his friend, and then when they all get back, looking extremely upset and dejected, you apologize to the ranger’s daughter for making her feel uncomfortable by fucking her mother and in the process SHE reveals to you that her mom’s boyfriend is actually this really cool werewolf guy that you KNOW and have fucked on multiple occasions

#and THEN first thing in the morning you find the goblin teen paralyzed in the courtyard #anyway im rewatching fhsy in preparation for junior year and WHAT a trip #the way garthy just casually refers to ayda as the librarian of the compass points library #THATS YOUR MOM/DAUGHTER #my HEART #also god i love sandra lynn so much #AND tracker #AND ragh #AND each and every one of the bad kids #missed them <3 <3 <3 #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high: sophmore year #fhsy #d20 fhsy #garthy obrien #original

[ywmn5yuvxtxedu]

Thai wife assfuck creampie reinsert Fucks my moms friend on vacation amateur sex videos compilation Beautiful busty girl stripped chat in front of cam Cute tight assed bdsm gay fisted deep Hot sexy maid gets down to get her sexy arse spanked hard Teen Girl Bbc shower tease Pinay lollipop girl forced and abused her to eat her pussy

#paralyzation #killcu #carromata #eye-popping #Platysternidae #barded #Galanthus #unnonsensical #morbific #vetanda #semigraphic #harmins #polarimetry #Sebec #aphoriser #centurion #Annamitic #protoblattoid #monologize #brankie

[mariyekos]

Okay to reblog to help sample size!

#erurandomness #erubabbles #fanfiction #fanfic #I have a few longfics I've come to realize I'll probably never finish #but they have like 50k words and maybe people would enjoy the beginning? #and i *want* to finish them. I just don't know if I'll ever get that spark back that'll let me finish. it's frustrating #my perfectionism has kind of paralyzed me and a mix of that and drifting fandoms has me wondering #would people like it if i shared them so they could experience what's been written? or is it not worth it if they won't be updated? #fic tag

[bunnions]

you've been friends with bakugo since you could crawl. you know every single thing about each other.

he knows your favorite colors. you know his ears turn red when he's lying. he can always make you laugh with that intoned snark, no matter how annoying he is.

you can easily follow the way his lip curls with a sneer, pink and plush in all the ways a childhood friend shouldn't look. he can make out the distinct smell of your perfume... vanilla.. cherries... and something else. something entirely you. he can't keep his eyes from crossing, just a little.

when he can't bear your gaze any longer, he pulls you into a firm but uncharacteristically gentle headlock. there's a spot underneath his ribs that's particularly ticklish; you only use it as a nuclear last resort when escaping his all-too-beefy chokehold - jesus when did he get so big

#i'm just having a lot of feelings #he's the friends to lovers slow burn of the century #katsuki's like the last one in the room to know and the weight of it crashing down is so paralyzing #he's constantly over thinking #and battling this push pull of wanting to maintain this cornerstone friendship and knowing you much more intimately #COUGHASLOVERSCOUGHCOUGH #ohhhh and he really wouldn't know how to make the leap #so you're just at this weird stand still where the tension and chemistry gets worse #and everyone's just fed up #tapping their feet #bakugo x reader #katsuki x reader #ship.bakubun #char.katsuki #bun.writes #♡ katsuki

[bamsara]

the leaf was not enough. my art program needed to corrupt itself to save him from temptation /j

#narilamb #help im going through all my sai files and i have task paralyzation to post all the doodles lhsdkgsd #cw suggestive

[letitbehurt]

Whumpee slips a note into a stranger’s palm, hoping they’ll understand the cry for help hastily scribbled on the scrap of paper.

But the stranger only smirks and hands the note to Whumper. “You should watch them a little closer.”

#the paralyzing fear Whumpee feels in that moment #watching Whumper’s expression shift as they read the note #that’s the good stuff #betrayal can still sting from a stranger #Whumpee will never ask for help again #whump

[driftpng]

trying 2 fight art block again 💪

#i haven't been able to do anything else besides rewatching it's literally paralyzed me #this is me Forcing it #doodles #art #2023 #adventure time #fionna and cake #finn the human #simon petrikov #fanart

[valcaira]

Shoutout to paralyzed people. Those with complete paralysis, incomplete paralysis; Those whose paralysis was caused from accidents, brain injuries, strokes, spinal cord injuries, neurological illnesses; Those with paraplegia, quadriplegia, hemiplegia, tetraplegia. Who were born paralyzed or became paralyzed later in life.

Those who have a carer, those who use a wheelchair full-time, those who use crutches or canes and those whose mobility aid is a hospital bed. Those with incontinence, who wear adult diapers, ostomy bags and catheters. You are not "lesser" for needing care or not being able to live independently. You deserve to live a comfortable life with autonomy and dignity.

We rock. We're fucking amazing. I love you.

#disabled positivity #cripplepunk #cpunk #paralysis #paralyzed #hemiplegia #paraplegia #quadriplegia #tetraplegia #actually disabled #physically disabled #neurological disability #spinal cord injury

[girl4music]

The scene in the kitchen in ‘Afraid’ is cute but also really weird. Almost as weird as the scene in the episode before where they were kissing on the bed and Waverly asks Nicole if she can tell her about her year and a half and then suddenly there’s a loud bang and she gets all anxious and distracted because she thinks it’s a monster that’s got into the Homestead and Waverly has to remind her that it’s just Wynonna. But at least you can tell what’s going on in that scene.

In the scene where they’re under sheets after having sex on the kitchen floor Waverly suggests that they should talk about the proposal after Nicole completely rebuffs her compliments to her about making a presentation on how amazing she is, and it makes Nicole completely stop in her tracks. In the awkward silence Waverly tries to explain that even though the world was ending, she meant every word she said to her in proposing to her and then Nicole abruptly goes in for a kiss while she’s mid-sentence. Now that could be interpreted as she’s so overwhelmed by Waverly’s earnest words that she immediately wants to kiss her.

Or… it could be interpreted as Nicole does it because she wants to shut her up from talking about anything that might reveal what she did while Waverly was in the Garden. What she did to get her, Wynonna and Doc out of the Garden. She wants to hide the truth from her because she’s scared that she won’t feel the same about marrying her if she knew it. It’s a little toxic but it’s not out of character for her given she did the same with hiding Waverly’s DNA test so she wouldn’t know the truth about her true heritage and nature. So Nicole wants to avoid talking about the engagement because she doesn’t want that exposed.

It’s really freaking sad to be honest that Nicole feels that she has to manipulate and deceive Waverly because she no longer has any confidence in herself. It’s reminding me very much of Willow Rosenberg and the way she is with her lovers when she gets insecure. Instead of communicating and working through her emotions and what’s bothering her, she’ll avoid them or do something to escape from having to feel them.

Nicole doesn’t have anywhere near the arc Willow does when it comes to this but it’s just similar behaviour I’m picking up on every now and again. There’s a common theme. It’s the intense fear of loss even when all seems fine and your love is safe again so you still act as if you’re losing or about to lose them because you can’t be sure that they’re ever really safe.

It’s that trauma of the last 18 months, 4 weeks and 3 days that Nicole is stuck in. Paralyzed inside of it. Even though she has Waverly and her family back she’s still mentally paralyzed by the fear that they won’t remain with her. That she’ll lose them again. And it’s just so fucking upsetting to watch her like that even in moments that should make her feel happy.

It is depression that’s eating at Nicole this season. It’s just a form of depression not usually talked about and therefore not easily recognized by those who haven’t gone through it themselves. Most people think that when you’re depressed, you feel empty inside. Can’t feel anything at all. When that’s not necessarily true all the time. You do feel something, it’s just those feelings don’t manifest from or because of the present moment. They’re always feelings provoked from the past. A memory. A nightmare. Some type of trauma. So they’re often negative feelings like fear, grief and distress. And they’re often ones you’ve experienced from before when it was actually the present moment.

Being paralyzed in the past is a form of depression. Being ridden with anxiety is part of a depression.

That’s Nicole’s arc in Season 4. She’s paralyzed in a place and time that no longer exists in present being. I feel really sorry for her but at the same time - what she did in trading Doc for Waverly to the Clantons really was awful and so I say it’s karma that she was made to start barfing up those frogs and possessed to attack her loved ones. Love causes you to do the crazy but it should never be at the expense of someone else. Perhaps she felt it was Doc’s retribution for biting humans. That it wouldn’t be a big loss to them all. That he was too dangerous to keep around. Whatever the reason as to why she promised to sell Doc out, it was only fair that bad shit would turn around on her.

But I think at the end of the day the worse guilt eating away at her was that she wasn’t Waverly’s saviour. Therefore she didn’t feel worthy of being married to her. Which is likely also why she was not being upfront about what she did to get her out of the Garden.

Nicole really does have quite the arc in Season 4 with all this going on and I really love it. But what I love about it most of all is that it wraps tightly around WayHaught’s love story of commitment of marriage and also other commitments alongside marriage. Nicole makes the greatest worst mistake she possibly could because she wanted Waverly out of the Garden. And in a way, she redeems herself by sacrificing her own life instead of anyone else’s to have her Waverly which is much more characteristic of Nicole Haught.

#wynonna earp #afraid #nicole haught #katherine barrell #season 4 #nicole’s arc #paralyzation #trauma #depression #anxiety #fear #grief #loss #distress #PTSD #characterization #character representation #character development #wlw representation

[chiricat]

acheswan 🔥

#cat’s art #penacony #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr fanart #acheron #black swan #acheswan #it's been a while... alas #i've either been super busy or having generally less than pleasant feelings about my art ... #enough about that though #MY PROTAG NUIS CAME!!!! THEY ARE SO CUTE AND LOVELY AND SOFT #and i'm almost finished with p3re! I'M SCARED... EVERYONE ALWAYS SAYS THAT THEY WERE BAWLING AT THE ENDING SCENES #also what is wrong with ryomina. RYOJI IS SO FUNNY LIKE BRO... BRO? ARE YOU G #will i be able to ryomina or will i get paralyzed by “they're too beautiful and i could never do them justice” ... find out next time

[maidservant-hecubus]

Is this what our great grandparents felt like? When things got bad enough to see what was coming but before it was too late to run?

#jumblr #antisemitism #judenhass #jew hatred #i don't have any secret tag thoughts #its all just so paralyzing

[todayintokyo]

Snow in Setagaya, Tokyo. It seldom snows in Tokyo, and this counts as a fairly heavy snowfall and a big adventure.

#winter in Japan #snow in Tokyo #my videos #Canada pls don't laugh at us #(>ᴗ•) #ditto Nordic countries #snow paralyzes us #trains can't run #and then we can't function

[magnapanther]

finally got a working tablet again!!! :D

anyways, back from my several-month-long nap (which will not be addressed further) with a lil fog canyon warmup. now with more scribbles! perhaps too many. entirely too many, in fact. anyways, hopefully the quality does not get obliterated (it will) :')

#hollow knight #art #artists on tumblr #my art #original art #the knight #digital art #fog canyon #been having absolutely paralyzing art block for the past few months so it's nice to have actually finished something :) #not entirely sure about this style yet #but i did have a ton of fun with it #might refine it a lil bit more so it looks less thrown-together :D #so if anyone decided to read through all the tags lemme know what you think :)

[ghost-bxrd]

Prompt:

It’s turning out to be a bad day when Jason finds himself stabbed during a drug bust.

It’s turning out to be a very bad day when he starts to feel woozy (seriously, what the hell? It was just a little stabbing) and promptly collapses.

It’s turning out to be a monumentally bad day when the batfamily drop in on his drug bust.

And then the night takes a hard nose dive into catastrophically bad, because whatever toxin that blade was laced with? It’s making his heartbeat slow down into near flatline, paralyzing Jason in the process.

And now he’s stuck listening to his family lose it completely upon finding his “dead” body.

… shit.

#don’t you just love it when your family thinks you’re dead again #but hey at least Jason finds out that they absolutely DO care about him #Damian needs to be sedated because he was about to murder every single person in that warehouse #oh yeah did I mention it’s a warehouse again #lmao #Nightwing just—- zones out. crashes. dissociates. #Tim is trying for frantic cpr #(ouch ouch OUCH replacement) #Bruce can’t do this again #please he CAN’Y #he couldn’t have been too late again oh god #Jason would be crying if he wasn’t paralyzed #that raw grief is contagious #presumed dead #prompts #yeah I know it’s similar to a previous prompt #VUT I NEED MORE PRESUMED DEAD FICS OK #jason todd #batfamily #dick grayson #batfam #bruce wayne #robin #red hood #tim drake #batman