#our love died fic

[sissytobitch10seconds]

Chapter One is gonna be up tomorrow!

#tua #our love died fic #meme before fic day #fanfiction #ao3

[bibxrbie]

It is so difficult loving Luke Skywalker and being Jedi positive.

#what if i told you that Luke loves his dad without it being attachment? #what if i told you that at the end of ROTJ Luke practices non-attached love when he lets Vader die instead of dragging him to escape? #because instead of letting Vader suffer through Luke’s desire to see him live; Luke sets it aside and removes Vaders masks #stays with Vader until he dies; fulfil Vader's last request even when it isn't something Luke really wants to #'our attachments make us strong' Luke literally lets Vader go! he mourns and moves on #Luke Skywalker is THE Jedi! #he is the foundational cornerstone of all things Jedi #i hate you 'time travel fics where Luke judges all of the Old Order' #luke would absolutely be the people's padawan bothering all of them about learning new things #luke skywalker #pro jedi #jedi positivity #luke skywalker loves being a jedi #their philosophies and way of life isn't for everyone but it's a life HE chose and he chose it out of love #star wars

[hey-there-hunter]

all the way

Edit: the fic link is in the comments, fellas!!!

#stede bonnet #blackbeard #stedeward #blackstede #blackbonnet #ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #THIS IS BASED ON A FIC AND CREW IS AWESOME SO NO ONE DIES!! #AND I LOVED DRAWING IT ;; #WAITING FOR MY FRIEND TO POST HER FIC SO I CAN YELL

[yonemurishiroku]

My heart is broken over another devastating loss.

#sobbing i cant remember what fic is that and im crying #i lost st dear to me and i cant figure out what it is #pls i cant stress this enough. u can orphan your fic instead of deleting it #i know the feeling when you feel like you dont want to see a flawed creation of yours buti promis sb out there loves it #so pls. if we can just avoid deleting it all forever #nico di angelo #hoo #toa #yone rambling #percico #percy jackson and the olympians #pjo #heroes of olympus #trials of apollo #percy jackson #pernico #ao3 #archive of our own #ao3 fanfic #pjo fanfic #fanfic talk again bc what’s new anw? #percico fanfic #fanfiction

[dharmasharks]

Yeah, so. This feels shitty. This feels pretty shitty in a seemingly intentional, malicious way.

But aside from feeling yucked out by another stucky retcon, I’m thinking about the implications of a canonical piece of revisionist history existing in the same universe as Steve himself.

(For those who aren’t keeping up post-endgame, we see Clint and fam go to Rogers: The Musical on Broadway in D+’s Hawkeye. Clint finds it gross, too, btw.)

That means that even in-universe, the powers that be seem intent on retelling Steve’s story to make him, and many of the characters in it, more palatable to the masses. Poor Steve. (And poor Bucky! Guy has like two lines and they gave all of them away?!)

#something something who lives who dies who tells our story #I love fics that have Steve grapple with in-universe media and propaganda that distorted his image over time #so if someone wants to write me a spite fic that’d be lovely #stucky #marvel meta #marvel critical #rogers: the musical

[chwe-y]

briony the tragic hero who believed in fairytails and so desperately wanted to save the world, to write her own story, to BE the hero at any cost realising too late that what she really wanted was a life, a story she could be proud of, that the only opinions that mattered where the opinions of the people she loved and cared about and then knowing that she would die, terrified and alone, she sacrificed herself anyway, like she'd planned to all along only now she realised the gravity of her choices, i really need to sit and organize my thoughts about briony thorburn coz i have a lot of them

#all of our demise #all of us villains #spoilers #briony thorburn #the unsung hero #she was one of my favourites from the get #i really loved her arc #and i need fic where we all pretend she never died #where she didn't die alone and scared and drained of all her life magic

[dark-elf-writes]

Working on Venomous Naruto again and my heart is telling me to write a heart wrenching oneshot of all the people Orochimaru has actually opened himself up to over the years and how all of them die or leave except for his kids. But like … I don’t have the full idea of it just bits and pieces and ughhhh

#the elf talks #is this because I wrote a bit about orochimaru thinking about minato and Sakumo? #absolutely #orochimaru: I finally have friends and a sensei that care I’m not alone anymore #the other Sannin: *leave* #hiruzen: *treats oro like shit #orochimaru: I love this man he’s nice and wants to combine our clans #sakumo: *dies* #orochimaru: … well at least I have my student-in-law that’s helping me watch over our shared soul kid #minato: *dies* #orochimaru: … I’m sensing a pattern here #venomous Naruto #Naruto #let me work on a multi chapter fic without needing a several thousand word prequel for heart ache

[iwoulddieforienzo]

Something that makes reading TOA so devastating is how fucking much Apollo feels about Everything. There’s so MUCH. Like I don’t even know how to describe it to you if you haven’t read the books yourself. He has so many complicated thoughts and emotions about just about everything and he cares about everything so much and there is just SO MUCH going on in his head. And yet none of it ever reaches his mouth!!

He almost never says what he’s feeling. What little comes out of his mouth about his thoughts barely even scratches the surface of what he actually means. Like he’ll be having a long ass monologue about how incredible someone is, showing a deep understanding of them as a person and empathizing with them so hard you’d almost think it’s projection but it’s not he’s legitimately just mind melding with this random person he met like a week ago and he’s thinking the softest, kindest thoughts about them like he knows they’re fucking incredible - and what comes out of his mouth is just like, “you’re a wonderful friend :)” AND ITS LIKE. THERES SO MUCH MORE UNDER THE SURFACE. the sheer admiration and adoration he has for everyone around him……… UGHHH!!! But he never VOICES ANY OF IT!!!!!! He never tells anyone about what Zeus did to him……. He never tells anyone except the reader about his realization that Zeus is abusive…. He never even tells commodus about how much he adored him, not then and not now… he refuses to tell anyone when he’s in pain or tries to justify the things he does when he actually had Decent Reasons for why he did something… I’m. I’M. AUGH. AHHHHH

HE DOESN’T EVEN TELL US ALL OF HIS THOUGHTS IS THE THING. THERES EVEN MORE THAT HE IS NOT TELLING US!!!!! THE FUCKING OCEAN OF FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS HE HAS ABOUT EVERYTHING IS THE CLIFF NOTES VERSION. I AM IN DISTRESS.

And YET…. Even what slips out of his mouth is so fucking devastating it is SO devastating. He’s so fucking kind and gentle with Harley and Meg and and other younger Demis and his kids… he’ll act like an obstinate idiot and then turn around say something that drags the core of the person he’s talking to into the light like nail on the fucking HEAD like he reached into their soul and gave them the words to express something that they were struggling to say aloud or that they didn’t even realize about themself. Around the 2nd book he starts putting voice to some of his feelings and thoughts about others and even that tiny fucking sliver is overwhelming to the people he’s talking to bc he’s SO. AUGHHHH

#this is why ‘reading the TOA books’ fics fucking slap btw. because as embarrassing as his thoughts can be #so many of them are just incoherent screaming about how he loves everyone around him. devastating #like imagine helping out ur loser deadbeat dad who you don’t really know much about bc he’s flighty and hard to read #and finding out ‘wow he cares about us a lot more than I thought’ #bc he literally almost dies to save you/your siblings and keeps following you all around everywhere #but he’s still like. your weirdo absentee dad. u don’t know hardly anything new about him other than an apparent suicidal streak #and then u find out that the whole time he was whining about chicken nuggets or whatever he was internally sobbing abt how much he loves u #and every time u were nearby he was going ‘MY BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY… JUST AS INCREDIBLE AS THEIR MORTAL PARENT!!!! BEAUTIFUL LIKE THE SUN! #HOW DID I EVEN MAKE SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERFECT BABY. UNREAL. THEY CANT BE MINE!? BUT THEY ARE!!! LOOK AT THEMMM!!?!!! IM SO PROUD…… #my beautiful perfect angels… all of their parents best traits and none of our worst…. I am Barely restraining myself from sobbing #i would give u the WORLD if my father wouldn’t kill me for it :(‘ #and it’s like. wow. okay dad. um. would have been nice to know that when we were all dying in The War #Please Hug Me Though. #imagine being a Random Ass Demigod who didn’t go on a big special quest or something like you are literally just Some Guy #and finding out that this weirdo loser god u gave a sandwhich to or something thinks you are so fucking cool #your own parent doesn’t know ur name but Apollo knows u on sight and read ur soul within the 2 seconds yall talked and he thinks you rock #how are you supposed to respond to that. #snack time #toa #longpost

[be-the-glenn-to-my-maggie]

Me as I catch up on the latest chapters of for the nights and days of life writing essay length comments about how Tsantu should have gotten the death penalty actually and cancel culture isn't going far enough and how can he be an ambassador when if he was on Earth after this he wouldn't be allowed within 300 feet of schools.

@mochalottie I now have a bone to pick with u and I've gotten carried away. These are not the notes these are bonus notes of melatonin fueled incredulity.

#maybe #just maybe #the american in me gets mad at attempted child murder #“oh he feels bad” WHO FUCKING CARES #JAIL #E L E C T R I C C H A I R #F I R I N G S Q U A D #this is the kinda man where after he shot up an elementary school the fbi be like “well he was on our radar” #MAN WAS ON EVERYONES RADAR THE LAST TWO CHAPTERS #family annihilators be like #my mate and kid died so ~no one~ gets a mate or a kid #jake and neytiri: make him the president this is the kinda guy i want in charge #i love how he tried to murder our kids #i stg lottie i will never sleep again knowing this character is still out there and possibly happy in this universe #avatar #avatar the way of water #james cameron avatar #fic recs #melissa og #melissa on avatar (cameron)

[non-un-topo]

Perferō turned a year old, so I’ve been having emotions.

(version with will-o the wisps under the cut)

#siggy draws #tog #nicolo di genova #tog fic #i'm genuinely sorry i talk about this fic so much omg. i'm very proud of it and did not at all expect people to like it as much as they did. #i think i was going through some rough stuff at the time. had the lowest self-esteem while writing it. #but some very wonderful friends still tell me how much they love it and ohh ;_; now it's one of the fics i'm most proud of. #like i wish i could write another fic along this vein but perfero is what it is already. <3 #at this point i just associate nicky with horror basically. love the melodrama <3 love putting him in spooky situations <3 #i have a playlist called fire and brimstone that has a few tracks i associate with this fic. but also just a general vibe. #like some folk metal. some nico (the singer not our nico lol). some patti smith. #highly recommend Traust and Anoana by Heilung. Also gave Ari's Song (and My Only Child) by Nico about 400 listens. #aaannnnnd The Northman soundtrack. it's all in the vibes okay #perfero #i'm too shy to tag this properly really #he should be covered in a LOT more mud but. you have to be able to see his face somehow. #like now that i'm really looking at it i don't think you can tell right away that he's muddy. dang it.

[unendingwanderlust]

Actual footage of me working on my larger gigolas WIP:

It's going great I promise.

#writing? *gasp* in this household?! #there's this scene during which they have to make out for survival reasons #they do it in front of Thranduil (yes he's even more traumatized after) #and kinda right next to where Legolas's mom died #but she'd be the captain this ship so it's nbd for her hypothetical ghost #series: A World Of Our Own #lovecraftian descent into madness 🦑 #fic: idiots in love traumatize local Elvenking; more at 11

[sissytobitch10seconds]

First Line Tag Game

Tagged by: @therulerofallpotatos

Rules: Post the FIRST sentence of a wip you haven’t published yet -  could be a oneshot or a new chapter of a longer story, but the sentence  has to be the first one of the fic/chapter! In a new post you show the last line you wrote and tag as many people as there are words.

Sentence: Somehow he was very aware of the eyes on him and able to ignore them with ease.

Tagging: @writerrose1998 @therulerofallpotatos @lovely-number-7 @tuberculosiscovid @cosmic-lullaby

#the first sentence of chp 18 of our love died #our love died fic #i gotta start writing some long form wednesday content #but i have no ideas so far #:( #first line tag game #tag game

[jasonsmirrorball]

writer's block but it feels like i'm itching for something great...like i want so badly to be consumed and create something that i was as proud of as my 'labour' inspired fic

#like im hungry for it does that make sense #sediment and scales came very close but it wasn't a passion project - it took me a few days but nowhere near the time it took #to write if our love died would that be the worst thing #i wanna challenge myself the way i did with that fic #sigh #sweetaurore

[semercury]

i miss things.

#stuff sarah says #i think i mostly miss the tight knit community with close friends #writing is a very lonely hobby and it was nice having a hype crew #i went back to look at memes i made for old longfics. i miss doing that. #i still share wips with some people and love adore and appreciate the feedback i get #but idk. the energy was different back then. but i think my energy in general is different now #everyone including myself is out here fighting for their lives #no time to make and laugh at memes about niche fics #idk. i feel like this makes me sound ungrateful. i'm not #i just miss the tiny writer club i had with a certain group of friends #feels bad bc i'm basically the one who set it on fire on account of me being insane #idk. i'm tired. i feel gross. i cried in my car bc my food was missing half the order or at least what i was used to #so if that tells you what kind of mental state i'm in rn... #and on top of it i'm trying to write a heavy scene #like hi you almost died but can we talk about the drunk phone calls? please stop telling me how much you want to die #i love you and i don't want you to die. i already had someone die in my arms a few years ago i can't handle that again thanks #cool. love you. no smooches yet. let's get our daughter and get the fuck out of here i'm tired #edit: and another thing. i miss just interacting with fics in general. mine and others #but alas i'm terrified #if i go on ao3 and am happy something is Going To Get Me #there's fucking ooze there and i'm tired of it! i want to use my fic site again!!!!!!! #i miss it!!!!!! i miss getting so hyped over other people's writing and feeling like i can say that!!!!!!!!! #i don't feel like i'm allowed to anymore and it sucks!!!!!!!!! #i don't want to read and not be hype. but just going on ao3 takes so much energy and effort and reading is so so hard these days #that i know i won't have enough energy for a proper comment so like. why should i enjoy what someone made if i can't even share that #joy with them? #and i know that's so so so stupid bc i think very few people would ever expect that of others? #like i know at least for me i'd rather have someone read and not interact than not read at all #not that it looks like i think like that bc i haven't replied to anyone in forever #but that's bc i go to and then i get the shakes bc i'm nuts and there's ooze!!!!! i'm tired of the ooze!

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Love having kink talk in a server and being mortified to share only for everyone to be chill with it lmao

#tears running down my face when someone said it in the chat just in passing #weren't even trying to guess #just said 'oh I've seen sneeze fics and they're good' #and then someone else said they'd also read snz fic #i almost died #literally will admit to any other kink of mine except snz it's just too niche lmao #love that we all covered our faces in shame admitting to our deepest darkest kinks #just for everyone in the chat to reply with either 'oooh that's fun' or 'OH yeah I'm into that too' #amazing that we're all making friends and discovering kinks lmao

[rawliverandgoronspice]

ganondorf in descant: okay sure I snapped at fate a few times but I am also very understandable + tragic so can you really blame me

gerudos in the background: *on the verge of tears, stress-drinking and trying to prevent him from getting murdered every 5 seconds while avoiding literal extinction themselves* sure my king whatever you say

#ganondorf #tloz #descant of greatness #unhallowed vespers #gerudo #the last part of the trilogy will be uhhhh illuminating I think #about some stuff he maay not have focused on nearly as much as he should have maybe :) :) #I llllove some messy dorf + gerudos relationship where both parties kind of made the bed and both parties have to lie in it #I mean #the blame really rests on hylians/the goddesses for making gerudos cosmically lesser #but that doesn't absolve suffocating levels of pressure from one side and brutal abuse of power from the other #and also twinrova sweeping in being all like aww look at you being the greatest thing that ever lived nothing matters but you btw #let's not examine how every single king we served/raised before died performing heroics that ultimately didn't help anyone <3 #or that our vision for what gerudos should be MAY be very biased and outdated and seeping with longing and resentment <3 <3 #me as a fic author is really about finding that fictional culture I really love and think has been wronged by canon #and then go OKAY LET'S FOCUS ON THE FLAWS!!! MAKE THEM WORSE!!! WORSE!!!!!! #and still insist the culture deserves humanity and salvation regardless of the imperfection #I try at least