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dez78 · 2 months

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Multi-Fanfiction Blog

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My name is Dez, I write in a lot of fandoms. Including video games, movies, and tv shows. Healthily into vampires and elves. (Not really though, I'm obsessed.)

This blog is poly safe and LGBTQ safe.

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I usually write for female characters, unless you guys want to request otherwise, I don't want to exclude anyone. See down below at the lists of dos and don’ts for me and my writing!

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Requests are open and welcome, ask away.

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What I will write:

Smut

Fluff

Hurt to comfort

Light Bondage

Angst

I'm also open to writing for your ocs if you wish.

I will write about my ocs as well.

Dom and Sub

Character Redemption or Character Condemnation

Tame Kinks

What I won’t write:

I won’t write about hard core slapping during intimate scenes (Only booty taps)

Being called slut or whore, or partners being disrespectful to each other (unless it’s during an argument and they don’t mean it later)

Nothing with an excessive amount of spit, and hard-core bdsm.

Won’t write about incest, unless it’s for the Game of Thrones franchise.

Nothing derogatory or abusive (Unless it's for a specific setting)

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RULES FOR MY PAGE: No destructive criticism, no negative comments, if you don’t like my writing then don’t read it, please (Constructive Criticism is welcomed)

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Fandoms and Characters I will write for:

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Baldur’s Gate 3:

Astarion

Shadowheart

Gale

Durge

Tav

Ocs

Star Wars (Clone Wars)

Fives

Rex

Wolffe

Anakin

Obi-Wan

Plo Koon

Hondo

Ahsoka

Jango Fett

Boba Fett

Ocs

Fallout 4:

Hancock

Nick Valentine

Nate

Nora

Danse

Piper

Mara (R4)

Heather

Ellen

Yekvad Company (My OCs)

Ocs

Skyrim:

Rumarin

Vilkas

Harkon

Roggi Knot-Beard

Ondolemar

Inigo

Lucien

Serana

Dragonborn

Caryalind

Taliesin

Ocs

True Blood:

Eric Northman

Sookie Stackhouse

Jason Stackhouse

Jessica Hamby

Ocs

Witcher (Netflix and Witcher 3):

Geralt

Yennefer

Jaskier

Ciri

Ocs

LOTR:

Legolas

Aragorn

Thranduil

Kili

Ocs

GOT:

The Hound (Sandor Clegane)

Jon Snow

Jaime Lannister

Ocs

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blindbabie · 5 years

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More than friends~n.m.

I accidentally deleted this so I’m reposting it! Apologies for it taking so long but it’s here! The song helps the plot, then things heat up... 😉enjoy.

Warning: rated r/ adult content!

It was a chill night hanging out with the guys and their girlfriends. Even Zion brought a girl he was talking to, but Nick invites you over as friends. You and him have been best friends for 2 years now and when the guys invite girls over, he invites you over so you both can make fun of them being lovey dovey.

Like earlier, Brandon and Maggie were poking each others noses. Nick and you starting tossing goldfish at them until the stopped and started throwing them back. While all of them sat in the garage, Nick and you were watching a football game just like you guys do every Sunday night. Nick was extra touchy today and slick with his comment at you but, you brushed it off... until later.

“AW FUCK!” Nick screamed while punching the arm of the couch hard. You pushed him over with your feet and started laughing at his tantrum, and he wasn’t having it. He started to tickle your legs than, your sides,

“Nick, stop!” He looked you dead in the eyes when tickling up to your underarms.

“Make me.” You took that as fighting words, you had to do anything that will make him stop. He came closer in to you while he was making you move back and forth, trying to fight the urge to stop laughing. You peeled your head up to his and kissed him roughly.

As you both pull apart, you guys end up on opposite ends of the couch. The sound of the TV could not drown out the tension between you two. About 20 minutes later you try and break the silence,

“Um, I didn’t mean to do that....” you said peeking over at him discretely, you saw him slouched on the corner of the couch staring at the ceiling then slowly looked at you.

“So what?” He said tilting his head and chewing his bottom lip. he looked you up and down ans you froze there, confused.

“What do you mean, so what?” he stood up and walked over to you. he moved his legs in between yours and crossed his arms.

“I liked it.” He grabbed your hand and pulled you up to stand face to face with him, as he rubbed your lower back. He leaned into your ear as his lips grazed them and whispers,

“I want more...” your hands were pressed against his chest then, curling into a fist with his shirt as goosebumps ran down your spine. He flicked his tongue on your ear lobe than kissed down your neck. Your neck bent in because of the way your best friend was making you feel, it wasn’t something you had with him but you liked it too.

“But Nick, ain’t this mess us up?” He slid his hands on your ass ans squeezed tightly. Then locked in with your eyes.

“What if this is better?” As he kissed your cheek softly.

“There’s people that can just walk in though..” you said trying to deflect the feeling that was sparking between you both.

“Fuck it.” Your eyes widen as he crashed his lips into yours. You both were kissing to the beat of the music that was coming from the the garage. You felt his hands rubbing every inch of your body. You ran your fingers through his ungeled hair, tugged into it as you kissed deeper.

“Oh. That’s how you want it?” He grabbed your legs and wrapped them around his waist, and your arms following around his neck. He carried you into the kitchen and dropped you on the counter. He leans in for a kiss but instead teases you and twists your hair around his hand, yanking your head back.

He kissed from your neck down to your chest. Smoothly he goes in your shirt and under your bra, tenderly squeezing your boob, he left brusies all over your neck. Letting go he bite his lower lip again and then demanded,

“Take it off now.” Pointing to your top. You obeyed him and slipped off your shirt. He stared rubbing his lips together as you unhooked your bra and placed it next to you. He drove into you, massaging one boob with his left hand and sucking on the other boob, with his right hand on your waist pulling you in.

You sighed holding yourself up with your hands and leaned back. He put his lips tight up to yours and says,

“I’m bout to eat you like ice cream...” before you could even raise your eyebrows in shock of what he said, he rips off your sweats and thong throwing them behind him. Exposed, you watched him kneel down, wrapping one arm around you leg and the other spreading your lips open. Slowly he began to lick you up and down, then his tongue made a figure 8 around you clit, that made you moan loudly.

“Ugh, Nick.” He slipped 2 fingers into you slowly pumping them into you. Chills were racing all down your body, getting near your end as he spead up. Out of no where the sensual feeling gradually disappeared. You sat up and saw him standing up now.

“Your not cumming yet, y/n.” He pulled you off the counter and pushed you on to your knees. You were eye level with his bugle. Beginning to kiss down his V line, you put your finger into the steam of his sweatpants and boxers.

You continues to kiss lower down til his bottoms were around his ankels. You were shocked with his size. Knowing Nick had big dick energy, but now you really know he does. Wrapping you hand around his size stroking him slowly as he leaned himself against the wall.

“My god...” he moaned as you wrapped you lips around his tip. Started to increase the speed of sucking and bobbing your head, you started to tease him by just licking the tip again. He didn’t wanna ply games as he slammed on your head making you deep throat his length, gagging on him.

“Good girl.” He groaned at you while you weee looking up at him.

“Now I’m going to fuck your insides.” As you stood up you sexually cleaned of the extra spit around your mouth, your lips finding their way back to his. Kissing instantly walking back into the kitchen table. He kicked off his sweats and boxers around this feet to the side. He propped you up on the table than, wrapped his hand around your throat.

Choking you ever so slightly, with no warning he rammed half his length into you. You both moan insanely loud, as he thrusts harder and deeper into your heat. You held yourself up with one arm, and the other holding on to the wrist choking you. You could feel each inch go deeper into your body.

He released you and motioned you go get down as you did. He immediately turned you around ans you pressed up against him and he kissed you neck then bending you over on to the table. He smacked your ass so hard you could head it over the music. Entering back into you by pulling you waist into his hips, hard.

You were tearing at fhe skin of his hands that made their way to your chest as he grinded into you walls going as deep as he could. This was a crazy feeling that came over you, feeling like you were on drugs from the way he was thrust himself into you.

“Nick, I’m so close.” You moaned, throwing your head back. He went faster, than at the same time you both let out a moan that you guys reached your climax. He pumped into you harder one last time ans as ripped out of you. You laid over the table catching your breath for a minute until he walked over with your clothes.

You get dressed quickly and you both sat back on the couch. You laid your legs over his lap,

“You mean it now?” He smirked then winked at you.

“Shut up Mara!” You rolled your eyes with sass, but you feel he start to rub your inner thigh.

“Don’t make me...”

Again sorry about all the problems with it being late ans then me deleting it. BUT all the rest of the requests are coming next!!!i just wanted to get this baby out first, lemme know if you liked it! Xoxo 💋

#prettymuch #nick mara #austin porter #brandon arreaga #edwin honoret #zion kuwonu #daddy #fuck me up #prettymuch imagines #nick mara smut #nick mara angst

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amythecinnabunny · 4 years

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Hello everyone I have just discovered that I'm very bad at hurting sunshine blond boys :)

So please send me your angstiest post possession Nick hcs I have a chapter to write today :)))

#im trying so hard #to write nick angst #and its just not happening #julie and the phantoms #julie and the fat ones #julie and the himbos #jatp #mara's hold on jatp fic

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itsjovi-baby · 6 years

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Broken Picture Frames| Nick Blurb

Summary: After learning of Nick’s recent fuck up, Ariel decides to give him a piece of her mind.

Warning: Angst?

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“Ari, you can’t ignore me forever,” Nick sighed.

The Italian boy had royally fucked, not only with his fans but with this girl too. This was at a time where he should enjoying the release of his new music video with the boys, but instead he was doing his best to get Ariel to hear him out.

“Ariel,” He called, watching as the chestnut skinned girl went about make her breakfast. It was her usual, a bagel covered in cream cheese and top with avocados and pepper,. Nick figured since she was calm enough to fix food in his vicinity, maybe she was calm enough to talk to,“Ariel will you at least listen to what I have to say?”

She paused and Nick carefully watched as she lowered the butter knife in her hand to rest on the table. Judging from the way she was repeatedly repgripping the handle, Nick could tell he had been wrong in his hypothesis. Realizing what he was looking at she placed the knife in the sink before taking a big breath, “ I already did Nick.”

“No, you didn’t. You were too busy yelling me.”

That was true.

The minute she had heard about the Venmo thing she was pissed. But it’s not like she had just gone off on him as soon as he walked through the door. Nope. She had been on the phone with her mother for two hours, just to make sure that she wasn’t in the wrong.

“Sweetie, 2016 or not. You’re his girlfriend and you were offended by it,” Her mother had answered, “Not only you but his fans deserve some sort of apology.”

The argument started calmly, but Nick got more and more defensive which only pissed Ariel off even more. Looking from the outside of their relationship, you would thinkAriel would never be the one to raise her voice.

You would be wrong, because when Ariel got pissed it was like WW3 going on.

The argument ended with Ariel telling Nick to go fuck himself and that since he didn’t think he needed to apologize that he should sleep alone tonight. Ariel had slammed the bedroom door so loud that one of the picture frames, in the hallway, had fell off and cracked.

“Because you kept spitting the same shit Nick! Look Can you- ugh,” Ariel dragged a hand down her face, doing her best to keep herself from smacking the shit out of him, “Can you let me eat my damn bagel in peace. Please.”

“No, not until we talk about this.”

“Oh, now you want to talk. What’s to talk about if you’re not in the wrong Nick?”

“Ariel, how many times am I going to have to say sorry,” Nick huffed, “ I mean would we even be in this argument if they didn’t go digging for shit.”

“Are you fucking serious right now Nick?” Ariel scoffed, crossing her arms across her chest, “So everybody in that damn fandom is just after Nick. The people who literally adore your existence, wants you to fail so bad that they went digging into your past.”

Nick sighed, “I didn’t mean it like that.”

In actuality, he didn’t mean it like that. He was angered and frustrated by this whole thing. It’s not like the fans were just mad at him. No, they were equally mad at all of them for not addressing the situation. It was his fuck up and his friends were paying the price for it

“No, no,obviously you did, because you said it.”

Ariel bit harshly on her lip, her dimples showing up, not in happiness but with anger.

“But you know what really pisses me off. Is not only your’s but the rest of the boys’ ignorance. I mean I get yall are young you’re gonna make mistakes but y’all can’t even admit y’all made mistakes,” Ariel laughed dryly, “Like how hard is it to own your shit! ‘Yeah I said nigga, I fucked up my bad.’ ‘Yeah, I am ignorant of my race, it is what is.’ ‘Yeah my girlfriend said nigga, she fucked up.’

“Yeah, no, there’s none of that! There’s five of you in that group, Nick! Five of you! And the only one who seems to have enough common sense to give some sort of apology is Brandon. And he’s the baby of the damn band!

“And your ass is so ignorant! Like you don’t think this effects me! Everyday I’m in my comments, busting my ass, defending my boyfriend and his ignorant ass band members. That’s me! That’s me, Nick! Putting my name, my morals on hold for your ass, to defend your ass! I got people of my skin color looking at me differently and shit, commenting slick shit on my post. How you think I feel!”

Ariel breathed deeply pushing the small coils of hair that fell from her bun out of her face. Although the room fell quiet, the tension was loud. Ariel was basically shaking in anger and Nick knew there was nothing he could do to fix it

“Baby-“

“No, no baby, Nick. If you think dicking me down is gonna make this shit go away, it’s not! You were 19, Nick. By that time you had been in at least 10 different types of history classes. It’s not like you were some ignorant ten year old boy. You need to own your shit. If you’re such a grown ass man, then be one and apologize. Cause whether you believe or not, you offended a lot of people that care deeply for you. Me especially.”

With that Ariel then grabbed her plate, her shoulder just barely brushing Nick’s as she made her way to their bedroom. Once again the door slammed shut and yet another picture frame could be heard falling to the ground.

“Fuck.”

#nick mara imagine #nick mara #prettymuch imagines #prettymuch #prettymuch angst #zion kuwonu #austin porter #brandon arreaga #edwin honoret #nick mara angst

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glossedchaos · 4 years

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on my way remains the superior song on prettymuch an ep

#its what yall based your angst fics on #shes THAT powerful #shes THAT BITCH #on my way #prettymuch an ep #prettymuch #brandon arreaga #edwin honoret #nick mara #zion kuwonu #austin porter

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peachbearies · 3 years

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Hi I was wondering if you could write about Nick Mara 👀where he starts to get distant from y/n since they’re so busy with writing music and y/n has doubts about their relationship but Nick makes it up to her somehow.

like an angst to fluff?

Thank you!

Fading N.Mara

𑁍┊Synopsis: Nick has spent most of his time writing songs and preparing for new music to be released, which meant less time for his girlfriend.

𑁍┊Genre(s): Angst > Fluff

𑁍┊Pairing: Nick Mara X F! Reader

𑁍┊Warning(s): Heated Arguments. Fluff.

𑁍┊A/N: hi ofc I can write this love! I hope it’s good! I listened to this song while writing it Fading Sylo Nozra.

She knew better than anyone. Nick loved his job, he loved being in the studio with talented individuals writing and producing. Music isn't just a hobby to him, it's a dream come true.

And she would never take that away from him.

But at what expense? Did she have to be cast to the side? They went from eating dinner jointly to him arriving home saying “I ate already, I’m going to bed” from forehead kisses to a simple peck on the crown of her hair. He would arrive back from the studio tardily, and she wouldn’t catch a glimpse of him until the morning. They barely even touched each other anymore, his side of the bed with nothing but a ghost story.

Grabbing the clothes in the basket, she heads for the laundry room “does he even love me anymore?” she questioned to herself. She hated herself for giving him that power to make her overthink to make her shallow in pain. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to explain how she feels.

Hearing the key jangle in the door, her broken sighs come to a halt, wiping the tears that stained her cheeks she placed the clothes in the washing machine. “Mamas I'm home!” he announced, she didn't want him to know she was home but one way or another she has to talk to him. “Laundry room!” she yelled dryly hearing his footsteps coming closer made her heart drop. Imagine loving someone that's slipping away from you? She asked herself.

“Hey, beautiful” he kissed the crown on her hairline, usually she would hug him kiss his collarbone any form of excitement and affection to him, but nick was looking at her with a confused expression. “What's wrong with you?” nick pondered his hands on her waist he was looking right through her. What made her mood change? He asked himself

lifting her chin to his gaze “what's wrong beautiful?” nick asks her furthermore

“Nothing, how was your day?” she avoided his concern, or at least that's what she wanted to imagine. She went to move for the clothes, hearing the machine impasse. Nick grabs her midsection heaving her back to her existing place. “Can you tell me what's wrong? why are you acting so cold to me lately?”

‘Me acting cold?’ she thought to herself her a

Stuble anger getting the best of her, pushing his hands off her waist. “You're a hypocrite nick you know that?” she walked away from his grasp to place her clothes in the dryer.

“Excuse me? , oh I'm sorry I'm not a mind reader mamas” nick sarcastically replied, leaning against the wall he watched as she placed the clothes in the dryer. “I asked you twice to tell me what's wrong but you don't want to tell me, what am I supposed to do?” his voice was somber, he never yelled at her, even when they were in a heated argument, he wouldn't dare yell at her. For starters, he didn't like yelling, what does yelling solve? And second, he just didn't like raising his voice at her she's precious to him.

“Nick, you're the one that's acting cold to me!” her tears muddying her view, all she could glimpse was his silhouette turning her head the tears she desperately wanted to save for herself dripped down her chin. “you come home late from the studio, and you don't even cuddle me, you don't even kiss me the same anymore” she stared at him his utterance showing no change in it as if her words were just not phasing him. “You forget dates that you plan, and I'm sitting at home every time with a full face of makeup, it's like you forget you have a girlfriend nick”

Nick sighs roaming his fingers through his hair “mamas, I'm here with you twenty-four hours. Is the slightest bit of attention not enough for you? I try and text you throughout the day, I may miss dates sure, but don't act like I don't try at all” his eyes turned to hers, she saw the reflection of annoyance in them. But she also saw her broken form in them.

“Nick, I never said you don't try at all but it seems like you don't wanna make time for me, texts are great an all but you merely even text me, your texts feel short and rushed every time I try and make plans with you, you can never pull through!! A relationship takes two fucking people nick” she yelled her veins jumping out her throat. Nick was getting annoyed, and she could tell.

“You're so fucking clingy mamas, I give you attention when I can and it's never enough, maybe I'm just not enough for you huh? I'm fucking sorry that I doing have a normal decent job that I can stay home with you or take you out on dates, but with the way you're yelling at me makes it seem like I never make time for you and we both know that's a damn lie”

“Nick—” she started off but he signals his hand up “no, I'm done” nick walks out of the room slamming the door behind him, her heartfelt heavier than before, yes she still felt like he didn't love her but she never meant to Insinuate that he was an awful boyfriend.

Because he wasn't.

Four hours have passed and it's 10 pm she was starting to get nervous it was late at night, she never liked when he went out at night especially with his mind hazy with emotions. Could he be cheating? Or drinking his anger away? Biting her nails the front door opens causing her to stop pacing back and forth, she walked into the living room seeing nick place Items on the kitchen counter. He looks at her with eyes swimming in guilt her puffy cheeks and red eyes, he never liked to see it.

Especially when he was the cause of it.

“C’mere mamas,” he asked softly, moving her legs to him she looked up at him his nimble fingers fondling through her hair before they are met with her cheeks “I'm sorry, I'm so sorry baby, I should've taken your words in clearly instead of deflecting” she squeezed her arms around his waist to grab his attention. “No it's not okay, I should've listened to you, I should've heard how you felt instead of just putting all my frustration on you, you don’t deserve that, you deserve this” he pointed to the flowers and box of pizza, her favorite desserts. With watery eyes, she placed her chin on the center of his chest.

“Nick?” she called for him softly, his eyes stared into hers, drinking in the pool of adoration “I love you, and I'm not mad at you I understand how you feel too, we were just overwhelmed that we couldn't see each other's feelings, but arguments don't make me love you any less”

Her nails caressed his lower back “I was just really worried that I lost you, you stormed out and I thought you didn't want to be with me anymore” nick cups her cheeks, bringing her to his lips. She felt how shaky he was, he was trembling in her touch, not cold shivers but anxious shivers. When they pulled away she held onto his forearms for his sake, he was losing balance. “I’d never cease to stop loving you, I need you mamas, no matter how mad I get I won't leave, sometimes I wonder am I good enough for you”

“You're just the right amount for me” she smiles pulling him down to her lips, she smiles against his lips when she felt his fingers crawl up her spine. “Oh I love you too” he spoke breathlessly, he gives her a soft love tap on her ass before grabbing a slice of pizza.

They cuddle together on the couch watching her favorite movie, his thumb grazing softly over her thighs while her nails caressed his forearm, simultaneously putting each other at ease. His chin plopped on top of her head. Nick moved pieces of hair out of her face her slightly parted lips as her cheeks squished into his chest. “You're so beautiful” he whispered, moving slightly he heard tiny whimpers escape her lips.

“No stay” she pouted, Nick scoffed picking her up bridal style “where are we going,” she asked

“Our room mamas”

“Okay, but you better stay, or else you sleep on the couch” she hit his chest with little strength she had.

“Okay, I promise I won't leave” he smiled, pulling her into his chest, she nuzzled her nose into his neck. “I love you baby” she mumbled

“I love you more mamas, always Imma make it up to you” he spoke with his chin on her head. “This is already enough” she reminded him.

Nick smiles “what did I do to deserve you?” rubbing her back he held her tighter “I'm so in love with you, let's not fight like that ever again hm?” no words could form from her hazy brain so she settled for a kiss on his bare chest and a slight nod.

“Goodnight mamas”

#prettymuch nick #nick mara imagine #nick mara

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lululawrence · 3 years

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hello!! i was wondering if u had a werewolf tag for fics? i would search it but not sure how to use tumblr that well :)) if not do u have recs? LOVE U HAVE A NICE DAY<333

hi babes! i don't have one here... damn that's a fucking great idea. hahaha i'm HORRIBLY unorganized when it comes to tags for fics on tumblr. i mostly use ao3 for the organization of fics. so! that said, i defo DO have recs for you!

you didn't specify pairing, which makes me smile because i get to rec rare pairs in addition to larry and hope you read them hehe okay, here we go!

He Carries The Key by me (8k, NR, niall/louis) - this fic is the only one of mine i'll include, okay? promise haha but it is also one i wrote for wordplay just a week or two ago and it's werewolves and a pack fic and i just had a lot of fun. very soft. much fluff. many feels. i hope you enjoy. lol

There's Fur Everywhere by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (4k, G, Harry/Louis) - this is a 5 times fic, and it's HYSTERICAL. it feels slightly spoilery for me to even be including it on this list, but also... it's still fucking hilarious. emmu is queen of the crack fic that makes you feel all the soft and wonderful things, and she doesn't disappoint with this one.

I Hear Them Calling for You by @jaerie / jaerie (6k, E, Harry/Louis) - this fic is... not for everyone. like at all. please please please read the tags and the summary and if you don't like it or it makes you uncomfortable, then close right out of it. as for ME i loved what she explored with it, all the emotions and the story and worldbuilding of it all. i thought it was fantastic and incredibly interesting. it is A/B/O, pack fic with claiming and... yeah. it's amazing.

Campus Creatures by @kingsofeverything / kingsofeverything and @louandhazaf / YesIsAWorld (25k, E, Harry/Louis) - werewolves! vampires! fae! university! frat houses! science research positions being vied for! enemies to lovers! like... not sure what more you could ASK for, but there's also a fuck ton of humor and nudity and sexual tension and... it's just a lot of fun. can't go wrong, really. haha

From What I've Tasted of Desire by @evilovesyou / 4ureyesonly28 (72k, T, Harry/Louis) - okay so i'm including this one even though like... harry and louis aren't werewolves. but it's a twilight au, so there ARE werewolves and i'm ASSUMING you know twilight and therefore know that means you know they're pretty involved and... that's true for this fic too. ahha for real, though, i love evi's writing and this fic was one of my first introductions to it and it was a fun read, so i wanted to include it in case it had enough of the werewolf flair to entice you haha

Compete Against the Stars by @daggerandrose / amomentoflove (31k, M, Harry/Louis) - omg okay so this one is like ANGSTY AF and i FUCKING LOVE IT because it's one of those fics that you HOPE you have figured out, and you probably do, but also there's SO many twists and turns to it all that you just have NO idea how it's all gonna work out and omg are they gonna just ruin it all for themselves by being stupid and ahhhhh the tension of just FIGURING OUT HOW THEY GET IT ALL TO WORK OUT!!! and of course it does. hahaha but HOW??? this is a RIDE and in my mind feels like a longer fic than 31k in the best of ways, they did an amazing job of packing a LOT of world building and storytelling into those 31k.

the straight for your heart (wolfpack au) series by foreverkneeld and foundfamilyvevo (96k, T/G, Multiple or No pairings including Niall/Louis, Zayn/Liam, OT5, and Shawn/Niall) - This series is the ultimate hurt/comfort and healing pack fic series omg. it was recommended to me when i was in a super hard time and my anxiety was so bad i couldn't focus on anything. These short fics that all focused so much on healing and found family were exactly what i needed. so so soft, so lovely. I still haven't read them all because i'm saving them for when i need them. they're glorious.

when the air ran out and we both started running wild by darlingjustdont (48k, M, Nick/Louis) - OMG OKAY LISTEN THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVS. a tomlinshaw werewolf pack fic?! ahhhhhhhhh i was SO happy when i discovered this one. louis is alpha of the pack and things are... shaky, shall we say. there's a lot going on that he's worried about and then he meets nick and it's kind of enemies to lovers? okay, more than kind of. but omg the FEELS. SO. MANY. FEELS. but also danger and a;lsdgkhas;ldfkja just please read this and rave with me because i don't have many i can talk about this one with and i LOVE IT.

You Smell Like by mystic_believexx (185k, M, Harry/Louis) - i had no idea this fic was so long hahahaha wow ANYWAY louis is human, but he's always been close with harry and therefore basically a part of his pack. but then one day harry leaves and louis kind of accidentally becomes the pack alpha. even though he's human. but there's SO much more to it. there's just sooooo much with the friendship and the pack bond as well as the danger and trying to figure out what the hell is going on... it's just a LOT and one of those epic fics that i still think about even though i read it...a year and a half ago i guess. but it's amazing and i highly recommend it if the word count doesn't scare you away haha

Canyon Moon by @eeveelou / delsicle (41k, E, Harry/Louis) - this is a lion king au, made a/b/o werewolves! i really enjoyed this one a lot, actually, because i could absolutely see the parallels, but also the way it was adapted made it so it wasn't always obvious how it would all play out. it was a really interesting and cool world building as well.

The Truth I Can't Explain (Smoke and Mirrors) by @fallinglikethis / FallingLikeThis (9k, M, Harry/Louis) - ohhhhh this one is SO cool cause it's by tabby so she made it incredibly fun and fascinating to try to figure out. there's magic and mages and werewolves and feuds and they're basically on the eve of battle and holy cow it's just SO cool.

One Touch Is Never Enough by @kingsofeverything / kingsofeverything (4k, E, Harry/Louis) - once again lauren delivers and there's just so much i keep giggling about with this because it is SO fun. there's a lot that louis is dealing with in this fic hahaha and the way she writes it all is so funny. the poor man just wants a fucking massage! lololol it's lighthearted, humorous, and basically filled with fluff, crack, and smut. hahaha

Knot Safe For Work by @jaerie / jaerie (6k, E, Harry/Louis) - a;sldkgha;lfdkjas listen i forgot about this fic until i found it in my bookmarks for werewolves because jenna writes so many fucking amazing fics that when i think of werewolves, i think of at least two others first, but i could NOT do this rec without this fic because now that i remember it exists i am going to have to go and read it again! hahaha harry's a werewolf, louis is a wizard, there's knotting dildos and table sex and... just read it. lolol

Saving's What I Need by @jaerie / jaerie (17k, M, Harry/Louis) - writer louis is out for a drive one day and he hits a dog. THIS POOR DOG! he takes it to the vet and tries his best to take care of it... but things are not as they seem. because yeah, harry is defo not a dog. lollllll this fic was hilarious and sweet and omg there's just so much to love about it. there were so many more emotions in it than i expected. loooove!

Out of the Wild by @jaerie / jaerie (22k, E, Harry/Louis) - this fic has such fun world building, which is actually a huge strength of jenna's fics and you'll hear me rave about it with all 50 of her fics that will end up on this rec list (not really 50, but ya know lol). louis is a fairly wild and undomesticated wolf and harry's from the city and they end up as roommates during the x factor process. oh my word this fic is so fun because of all the challenges they're going through PLUS the wolf side of things and just... the way they work together and navigate it all as well as falling for each other is pure gold.

Out With The Old, In With The New by, you guessed it, @jaerie / jaerie (7k, E, Harry/Louis) - listen, just. this one is smutty as hell and it's gonna take you some places that some people will be uncomfortable with, which is totally valid and fair. please be sure to read the tags and make your decision on whether or not to read accordingly, but also know that its written in a super interesting way that is also pretty amazing if you do decide to give it a shot. lol

Instincts by @marastarfar / StarFar ( 100k so far - it's a WIP!, T, Harry/Louis) - omg listen. i LOVE mara's fics so much and when this first posted it was a one shot little thing that was FASCINATING. i loved it! and then i was happily surprised when i learned more was added to it. and then it was turned into a wip and omg i am so far behind now but i trust mara with my life because i love everything i've read by them and what i've read of this so far is INCREDIBLE so just. yeah. lollll

There's a Power in What You Do by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry (7k, T, Harry/Louis) - i just read my comment i left on this one and it was just mainly me begging for time stamps because there wasn't any way for her to improve upon the perfection of this fic (nesting! softness! even a silly comment in her endnotes to perfectly cap it all!), but i still wanted to remain in the story just a bit longer and learn more about them. hahaha anyway, those time stamps aren't happening, but this fic is still complete perfection.

amaryllis by @hattalove / hattalove (147k, E, Harry/Louis) - for a long time this was thought of as THE werewolf fic. if anyone was talking about a werewolf fic, it was probably this one. is that still the case? probably. i'm not sure. ANYWAY. there's a REASON it was THE werewolf fic and that's because this is amazing. it sucks you in and you feel like you're truly a part of the action. it's filled with the vibe of found family and wanting to figure out what happened while also adjusting to your new life and just... so many feelings. so much angst. SO fantastically epic.

#fic rec #my fic rec #werewolves #werewolves fic rec #love me a good werewolf fic mmhmm #i think i'm missing some of my favs #at least one by jenna #cause it might be tagged shifters instead of werewolves #i guess those are slightly different huh #anyway #i'll leave it here

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beanzybrandon · 5 years

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First (and Last) Argument with Zion

A/N: In my haste to get this done (meaning I put it off for several weekends and then completed the last half in roughly half an hour) things are a bit messy. Be that as it may, I just want to let you guys know that the behavior exhibited by Z in the fic 1) is obviously fictitious in regards to the man himself and 2) is never okay under any circumstances. If you have a partner who refuses to see the hurt that they’re putting you through and attempts to invalidate you or make you feel as if you’re delusional, DROP THEM. No singular person has the right to make you feel like less than you are. You deserve better.

• ‎Caleb is an exceptionally personable being. Though he's blunt and unafraid of confrontation, he's also extremely fun and a real pleasure to be around. The inherent charm that he possesses is part of the reason you fell for him

• ‎The aura that surrounds him is downright intoxicating and has managed to draw in many people

• ‎Quite frankly, he's the life of the party

• ‎This isn't to say that it's phenomenal to experience first hand, though

• ‎The fact that he is so intoxicating ensures that if he isn't throwing a party of his own, he's been invited to every single one in a 30-mile radius

• ‎This wouldn't be an issue if he didn't fancy boozing it up and dancing with girls he barely knew

• ‎You aren't the type of person to get jealous easily. You know that Caleb is trustworthy and the idea of him sleeping around on you has never been something to cross your mind, but the number of times you've seen him get just a bit too friendly with someone else still hurt

• ‎Not all infidelity is physical

- He made absolutely no effort to stop the girls that approached them, made no move to remove himself from the situation when their hands found purchase on his arm or splayed themselves across his chest.

- Even if nothing intimate had transpired between Caleb and the girls that flirted with him, it was toxic and damaging

• ‎Given that you weren't the type of person to allow yourself to be subject to this type of damage, it was something you chose to address pretty early on

• ‎While you thought you were pretty concise about all of your concerns, Caleb didn't seem to follow

• Of course, things blew out of proportion rather quickly

• ‎It all cooled down just as quickly as it had gotten out of control though, right?

• Of course not

• ‎What you had excepted to be an amicable discussion quickly became a screaming match. Rather than open up his mind and heart, you had inadvertently started a contest where the only prize was walking away knowing one of you had severely damaged the other.

• ‎After a solid fifteen minutes of nearly incoherent screaming, you had been reduced to tears. Your shoulders shook with such ferocity that it would be genuinely surprising if they weren't sore come the morning. You had to stop every so often to collect yourself and keep from choking up

• ‎Despite the difficulties you were having, you pressed forth, hoping that you'd eventually be able to get through to him and that all of this would dissipate

• ‎This wasn't the case, of course. Things were never that easy

• ‎You rake a hand through your hair, biting down on your bottom lip to choke back the sob that threatened to force itself from your lips.

• ‎At this point, walking out and allowing things to cool down on their own seemed like the best thing to do. Reaching the point of no return was something you wanted to avoid at all costs, and if that meant tossing the conversation at hand aside for the time being you were more than willing to do so

• ‎You turned on your heel and started for the room, hoping to escape all the drama that had surfaced, but Caleb was having none of it.

• ‎He'd scoff, shaking his head before starting after you. "You wanna talk this big game and then walk out when things don't go your way?"

• ‎"Leave me alone, Caleb."

• ‎"No. You wanted to talk, let's talk."

• ‎"This isn't talking!" You quip back, voice catching in your throat.

• ‎"No? What would you call it then?"

• ‎"Don't do this. It isn't fair, and you know it."

• ‎"Of course it isn't fair. Me calling you out when you're actin' whack is never fair, right?"

• ‎You whirled to face him, frustration bubbling up within your chest. "You trying to turn all of this against me is what's not fair, Caleb. I'm trying to tell you how I feel and you're-"

• ‎"Telling you that you're acting mad crazy for no reason."

• ‎"I'm not acting cra-"

• ‎"You are! And for what? Because you're insecure? Because the only way you can feel remotely okay with anyone is if you tear them down over some dumb shit that isn't even tr-"

• ‎You cut him off before he could say anything further, a cry of exasperation tearing itself from your throat. "NO. YOU DO NOT GET TO DO THIS TO ME. YOU DON'T GET TO BE MAD AT ME FOR BEING UNHAPPY WITH THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL. YOU CAN'T STAND THERE AND ACT LIKE THIS IS ALL SOME FIGMENT OF MY IMAGINATION."

• "THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS," Caleb snapped back, stepping closer. "THIS IS NOTHING BUT SOME STUPID MESS YOU MADE UP BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER JUST BE HAPPY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE."

• ‎"ME? NOT HAPPY WITH WHAT I HAVE? I'M NOT THE ONE GRINDING UP ON PEOPLE I'VE NEVER MET, AM I?"

• ‎Letting out a frustrated groan, his foot connected with the side of the coffee table, shaking the items housed on top of it from their perch. "JUST LET IT GO! IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING!"

• ‎"IT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME, CALEB. WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT?"

• ‎"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT YOU'RE ACTING LIKE A SPOILED LITTLE BITCH? NOTHING HAPPENED, HOP OFF OF IT"

• ‎You fell silent, brows knitting together and lips settling into a thin line.

• ‎ The two of you merely stared at each other for a few moments.

• ‎A sense of dread begins to well up in Zion's chest upon noticing that your expression has become unreadable. Your eyes have steeled and no matter how hard he tries, he can't seem to piece together what exactly you might be thinking. He knows he's screwed up, and the way you're choosing to respond to what he said scares him a little bit

• ‎He reaches for you and you jerk away, lips peeling back into a disgusted sneer. "Don't touch me."

• ‎"Baby please," he starts, trying once more. You bat his hand away, spitting a harsh. "I said don't. Get the hell away from me."

• ‎"Y/N, you know I didn't mean that."

• ‎"And you know you did."

• He opened his mouth to speak once more but you were quick to shut him down, raising a hand to silence him.

• ‎"Get out."

• ‎"What?"

• ‎"I said get out, Caleb. I don't want you here anymore."

• ‎"Baby-"

• "Get. Out." You hissed through your teeth. "Go see if one of those bitches will let you sleep on their couch tonight. I'm sure they're a lot more generous than I am."‎

• ‎When he tried to press closer, you planted your hand firmly on his chest, shoving him back. "I said get out! Leave! Now!"

• ‎Falling silent, he allowed his gaze to wander over your face for another moment or so, trying to gauge whether or not you were serious. The hurt and frustration that filled your eyes was answer enough, and without another word, he grabbed his jacket and keys and left.

• ‎Collapsing onto the couch, you grabbed at your hair, tugging so hard your scalp hurt. The pain helped mask the dull ache that had settle in your heart, but not much. Sucking in several deep breaths, you did your best to fight back the tears that had begun to well up in your eyes once more. You didn't want to cry again. He didn't deserve your tears.

• ‎Several minutes passed before that first drop fell, turning a small portion of your jeans a darker shade of blue than they already were. Several more followed suit shortly thereafter, and before you knew it the floodgates had opened once more and you were sniffling, palming at your cheeks to get the moisture off as you tried to rid your mind of the muddled and hurtful thoughts that resided in it.

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dez78 · 2 years

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What I Will write and What I Won’t write

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Hello folks! I write in a lot of fandoms. Like Skyrim, Fallout 4, Clone Wars, etc.

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I usually write for female characters, unless you guys want to request otherwise. Even though I write mostly female readers, I want to start writing gender neutral readers and male readers too. I want to please as many people as I can. See down below at the lists of dos and don’ts for me and my writing!

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Requests are open.

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What I will write:

I will write smut, fluff, hurt, comfort, light bondage, and angst. *Poly Safe*

What I won’t write:

I won’t write about slapping during sex (Only booty taps)

Being called slut or whore, or partners being rude to each other (unless it’s during an argument and they don’t mean it later),

Nothing with an excessive amount of spit, and hard-core bdsm.

Won’t write about incest, unless it’s for the Game Of Thrones franchise, otherwise it feels weird.

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RULES FOR MY PAGE: No destructive criticism, No negative comments, If you don’t like my writing then don’t read it. (Constructive Criticism is welcomed)

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Fandoms and Characters I will write for:

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Baldur’s Gate 3:

-Astarion

Star Wars (Clone Wars)

-Fives

-Rex

-Wolffe

-Echo

-Kix

-Anakin

-Obi-Wan

-Plo Koon

-Hondo

-Ahsoka

-Jango Fett

-Boba Fett

Fallout 4:

-Hancock

-Nick Valentine

-Nate

-Nora

-Danse

-Piper

-Mara (R4)

-Heather

-Ellen

-Yekvad Company (My OCs)

Skyrim:

-Rumarin

-Vilkas

-Harkon

-Roggi Knot-Beard

-Ondolemar

-Inigo

-Lucien

-Serana

-Dragonborn

-Caryalind

-Taliesin

True Blood:

Eric Northman

Sookie Stackhouse

Jason Stackhouse

Jessica Hamby

Witcher (Netflix and Witcher 3):

-Geralt

-Yennefer

-Jaskier

LOTR:

-Legolas

-Aragorn

-Thranduil

-Kili

GOT:

The Hound (Sandor Clegane)

Jon Snow

Jaime Lannister

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fandomgirlz01 · 3 years

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Legend

Key~

Series~ 📚 Angst~ ⛈️ Fluff~ 🥰 Request~ 📝

* Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw:

Anesthesia Brain Fog 🥰

Read

Listen As You Read {Coming soon}

* Evan Peters (Peter Maximoff):

Only Time Will Tell When You Can Jump To The Future ~ ⛈️🥰

Read

Listen As You Read {Coming soon}

*Reed Garrett:

Read

Listen As You Read {Coming soon}

* Nick Mara:

Free {Free By: PRETTYMUCH} ~ ⛈️🥰

Read

Listen As You Read

* Chris Evans:

Hey. I’m Right Here ~ 🥰

Read

Listen As You Read {Coming soon}

* Steve Rogers (Captain America):

Always Come For You ~ ⛈️🥰📚

* Dick Grayson (Robin/Nightwing):

My Place In This World ~ ⛈️🥰📚

* Evan "Buck" Buckley:

You Matter Most ⛈️🥰📚

Read:

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 {Coming soon}

Listen As You Read: {Coming soon}

* Jack Champion:

MTV Yearbook Challenge 🥰

Read:

Chapter 1

Listen As You Read: {Coming soon}

Chapter 1

* Nick Stokes:

This Can’t Be The End ⛈️🥰📚

Read:

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3

Listen As You Read: {Coming soon}

Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3

* Shawn Mendes:

Where love Began {Chapter 1- 21 and on going....} ~⛈️🥰

#shawn mendes #shawn mendes x reader #shawn mendes x you #shawn mendes x y/n #shawn mendes imagine #Shawn mendes imagines #where love began #fandomgirlz01 #Marjorie189

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blindbabie · 5 years

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do you do angst? 😊

Yes my love! I try my best to do anything y’all ask for 🖤

#angst #prettymuch #nick mara #austin porter #brandon arreaga #edwin honoret #zion kuwonu #brandon arreaga imagines #prettymuch imagines

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wonderlustlucas · 4 years

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one shot / series masterlist

「 lee taeyong 」

eggs: breakfast does not go to the stomach, it goes to the heart. → [ fluff , second person female reader , friends to lovers!au ]

「 wong yukhei 」

warmth: it’s like a breath of fresh air on the first day of spring, filling you to the brim with new life and you can’t get enough. → [ fluff , slight smut , second person female reader , dancer!au ]

「 lee donghyuck 」

saccharine: “this is the only special part so far.” → [ fluff , second person female reader , highschool!au ]

「 na jaemin 」

honey: mara dyer and noah shaw kind of love. → [ fluff , second person female reader , friends to lovers , highschool!au ]

「 lee minho 」

soonie, doongie, dori, & john: “why did you steal a fish? you don’t even take care of yourself let alone a fish.” → [ fluff , second person female reader , friends to lovers!au ]

「 hwang hyunjin 」

calefaction: “you make my heart go boom boom.” → [ fluff , smut , third person female reader , friends to lovers!au ]

four: they say good things come in fours. who? couldn’t tell you, but they especially do during christmas. maybe that’s just saint nick. → [ fluff , second person female reader , friends to lovers , christmas!au ]

jack pot: you know it’s bad when you’re high as a kite and he’s still on your mind. → [ fluff , smut , angst? , second person female reader , friends to lovers , college!au , stoner!au ] → parts: one | two | three | epilogue

「 byun baekhyun 」

i hemoglobin you: “yeah, but baekhyun doesn’t really talk romantics with me.” [ fluff , second person gender neutral reader , friends to lovers , college blood drive!au ]

「 park chanyeol 」

greatest gift: i cannot form an answer with my lips because i am so focused on yours. [ smut , fluff , second person female reader , friends to lovers , christmas party!au ]

satori: let’s make it forever. [ smut , fluff , second person female reader , established relationship!au , sequel to greatest gift ]

「 im jaebeom 」

mistletoe? oh no!: why do we kiss under a mistletoe when it’s a parasitic plant that steals nutrients from its host tree? → [ fluff , suggestive but no smut , second person female reader , friends to lovers , christmas/nye!au]

「 kim yugyeom 」

dancing through our house: feet don’t dance like they used to with you. → [ heavy angst , some fluff ]

「 jeon jeongguk 」

what a game: “same team? automatically mutual feelings.” → [ fluff , second person female reader , basketball game!au ]

other

pandora’s box [ no pairing , horror!au , named first person oc ]

#wonderlustlucas masterlist #ignore this trying to organize my page lol

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naptoons · 4 years

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Perfectly fake- Nick Mara

Warnings: cursing, alcohol substance, drug substance.

Summary: you found out that your two year relationship was nothing but a facade, your boyfriend cheated on you. Wanting to forget about the pain you went to the prettymuch house, only to find out they’re not home. So you make yourself comfortable whole drowning in your sorrow.

Theme: angst

A/N: this was requested by the lovely @cncogirl18 enjoy!!

Proofread? Yes/no

Opening and closing. Loving and falling out of it. You hated it. It made you think you could never keep a vicarious relationship. Something always goes wrong. Sometimes it’s not even your fault. But it feels like it. Why do you keep getting cheated on? Falling in love felt so despondent, what is the point? Just to get hurt over and over it was tedious. Looking out the window as the sky mirrored your emotions.

Dark, cloudy. Hazy and frenzy.

Your feelings Inane, and being alone isn’t what you wanted, you needed someone to fill that swollen heart. If it was still beating you thought. Estranging yourself from the comfort of your bed, you decided to get comfort from the one man who never failed to embellish your face with a smile.

Nick.

Searching for the extra key they gave you, the memories of that day replay in your head. Nick was smiling from ear to ear handing you the keys.

“Hey, I wanna give you this” his voice smoother than honey

“What is this nick, it better not be one of your kiddy pranks”

“So you admit my pranks get you?” His eyebrow cocks up, rolling your eyes you fold your arms across your chest, only feeding his ego. “Anyways, this is keys to our house, well a spare, so whenever you need to talk to me or wanna hangout, just come bye” his smile spreading slowly showing this sharp marshmallow fangs of his, his nose scrunching up.

“Are you serious?” You rejoinder while grabbing the silver keys out his hands, Nick nods his head, his eyes scoping out every feature in your face. The way he looked at you caused butterflies in your chest. Everyone knew nick was head over shoes for you.

Except you. Because you thought no one could like you. Especially someone like nick.

“Wow, thank you, you know I’ll be over here a lot I’m always having a problem” your tongue turns sour, there was so many things going on in your life that none of the boys knew about.

“Hey, and if that time comes I will always be here for you okay?” His hands grip your arms softly, the pads of his thumb caressing across your skin, slowly burning up by his sudden touch.

“Okay”

Jogging the key in the lock, you let yourself inside, the house was quieter than usual and the house was actually kinda clean. “Edwin must’ve went on a frenzy” you chuckle to yourself, walking towards the living room you bolster yourself on the couch, feet laid up on the coffee table, landing your eyes on the tv. Questioning what they were watching. Or were they high watching it?

“Nick?” You lament, your voice bouncing off the glass and walls, furrowing your brows up your feet lands on the floor, heading towards the rooms, slowly opening his door, the bed was empty. “They’re not home” you muttered, heading towards the kitchen your phone buzzes with spams. All from the person you’d been avoiding.

From satan:

Y/n please stop avoiding me

Read:9:58pm

From Satan:

You gotta know it didn’t mean nothing

Read:9:58pm

From Satan:

it was the liquor talking, I’m very in love with you.

From Satan:

I don’t care how long it takes, I’ll make it up to you.

Read:9:59pm

From Satan:

Please. Y/n i love you

Read:9:59pm

screen locking your phone, you lean against the kitchen island; your tears fighting the urge to fall out, but you being resilient against it. You hate feeling maudlin, for crying over something like this. You shouldn’t be feeling like you’ve done something for him to cheat. Feeling like his vices and liquor was chosen over you. This relationship was toxic and doomed from the beginning. But you’ve never been loved.

So you thought love had to be a painful chase.

Sliding down the kitchen island, your body shakes from the vociferous throat, your knuckles getting sore, from holding onto your jacket, the pain hurts worse than finding out from his friends. Twenty minutes of pulling out the thorns from your chest. You stand up steadily, you blink slowly letting the heavy sigh out from your chest. Your fingers grazing against the cupboard, opening it the sight of alcohol. Caving into your perfunctory thoughts you grab as much as you want.

“Forget this night even happened hm” you mutter to yourself, grabbing your phone you turn it off and leave it on the counter, grabbing a cup and the alcohol you walk towards their backyard, on your way there you also grabbed the blanket.

The goal was to get drunk, become numb. And go to sleep. Leave before they come back you told yourself. But you couldn’t bring yourself to do it.

You needed him. You needed nick.

An hour later, the boys come inside from recording, Nick headed to his room in attempt to get some rest he was to tired to even communicate. Saying goodnight to everyone, he closed his door. Zion notices the door to their backyard is slide back, his eyebrows knitting up in alert.

“Yo, did y’all close the door before we left?” Zion brashly speaks

“Yeah, why?” Brandon follows up, Zion doesn’t answer only slowly stepping towards the door.

“Did someone walk into our house again?” Brandon says nonchalantly

“And you’re calm about this because?” Edwin dryly questions him, Zion peeps his head around the corner to find you laid out on the floor in front of the pool, your hands in the water, swirling around the frigid liquid in a circle.

Zion’s face turns from suspicion to anger, all the broken glass surrounding you and that laid next to your head. he wants to ask you why you think you’re doing, but his brash attitude changes when he hears your whimpers, growing stronger and stronger. “Y/n?!” Zion yelps, seeing how you almost fell in the pool, Brandon and Edwin run outside, Zion looks back holding your wrist so you don’t fall in.

“Go get nick!!” Zion panics, Brandon nods his running back in to grab him.

“No... don’t get him” your voice coming out hoarse

“bullshit, I’m not leaving you by yourself” Zion snaps at you, cutting your sentence short, Nick comes out bending down to your height pushing the hair in front of your face behind your ear. Zion left you two to be alone. Nick looked distraught, he looked anxious.

He heart sinked when Brandon told him what was going on. His mind just went hazy, all he could think about was being by your side. “I’m sorry ...” nick didn’t say anything, he just cradled you in his arms your head on his shoulder soaking in all of cologne while your tears soaked his hoodie. Fingers digging into his fabric. His hand roaming through your hair.

“Shh, I’m right here baby... I’m right here, I got you Babygirl” nick mumbles in an attempt to calm you down. In a way it made you slowly start to sober up, you were way past gone. Having drank so much, your heart still felt empty. It didn’t do anything.

Maybe that’s why you stayed, you stayed for nick to fill that hole.Ten minutes later you guys were still in the same position. Your heart thumping against his chest. Feeling his chest rise and fall against yours. “Nick?” You speak nasally

“Yes mamas?” His voice sounding so euphoric, they were music to your ears. Nicks hand running circles on your back. You slowly blink then close them completely. You let out a giggle. “Love fucking sucks you know that?” You laughs starting to being sporadic. Your throat was slowly starting to close.

“I fucking hate him, he shattered me like I was just a pawn in his chess game, I loved that man” you pause before realizing past tense, you did love him. But for a couple of weeks now. You’ve been feeling butterflies in your core. Just a stubble touch from nick, and you felt like your heart would explode.

“Yeah, I did love him, nick?”

“Talk to me” his voice sounding disappointed

“I’m in love with you” you mumble dragging the tip of your nose against his neck. “I love you so much nick, hate that it took liquor courage and a cheating ex boyfriend me to realize that” you chuckle to yourself a little.

Nicks body tense up in surprise, your confess caught him off guard but also he felt exasperation growing inside of him he knew you had a boyfriend and it ripped him to shreds when you first told him, he loved you so much but couldn’t bear to hold you back so he told you he was happy for you. He didn’t lie he was happy, just not as ecstatic as he wanted. He wish that someone was him. The pain of what your ex boyfriend did to you just fired him up in anger. If he would’ve known he would do this he would’ve stopped you he never knew your relationship was nothing but pain. He wanted to beat him to a pulp right about now, but he needed to be civil minded and be there for you. Oh but how badly he wanted to beat his ass. “Cmon you need rest, you’re tired” Nick states, taking his hand out of your hair he kisses your temple tenderly.

“Cmon mamas, wrap your arms and legs around me” his voice honeyed on your ear, you oblige by his request, as you’re straddling him, you buck your hips against his earning a groan from him. Smirking against his skin your lips press against his skin. The goosebumps spreading throughout his body, his lower lip caught in between his teeth. He latched his fingers underneath your thighs as he walks back to his room. Closing the door with his foot he lays you down.

But you pull him down to hover over you, your fingers fondling with the hair on the nape of his neck, his eyes were dark, you couldn’t figure out what emotion he was feeling. But no only that nick wasn’t ambiguous with his feelings. He would always pass them off in the form of a joke. Pulling him down to meet your lips, the both of you move in sync the taste of alcohol and watermelon chapstick was the aura tonight, or so you thought. Delicately you slide your nails across his stomach down to the hem of his pants, your lips sticking to his neck, but nick grabs your hand.

Pulling away from his neck you look at him in bewilderment, you’re confused, does he not want you anymore? From his sudden noise earlier you figured that’s what he wanted.

“Why?” You mumble

“If I’m going to explore your body, it’ll be when you’re not thinking on liquor courage, and it’ll be when you’re not filled to brim with heartbreak, y/n you’re special, and you deserve to be treated that way, stop selling yourself short okay? You are meant to be loved, yeah you may get hurt sometimes but that’s okay, it all about of the growing process, don’t give up, your special person is closer than you think, and once you find him, treasure him, cause he’ll treasure you ten times more, you deserve love in return for how much you give, save your soul for someone worth it” Nick plants a soft kiss on your forehead, tucking you in.

“Can—can you stay with me please?” Your voice cracked halfway through

“Who said I was leaving?” Nick replies, he throws his arm around your middle, sinking his chin into the dip of your shoulder. His warmth and scent surrounding you. You soon realized that you were never in love with your ex. You now knew what true love was and how it felt.

It felt like crisp apples, fall winds, and spring rains, all the beautiful things nature provided.

Was all in him.

The next morning, you rolled over to the side of the bed you presumed to be nick, but it was just a dead space sink. Frowning your brows you stretch your arms out. Hearing the door open and close, followed by a soft sigh. “Good morning” nick speaks

“Morning” you groan, finally opening your eyes, you see a shirtless nick drinking his signature coffee style. You always judged him on how weird that was. Calling him a “different breed” you slowly sit up looking down at your clothes, you smile at the though of wearing his hoodie.

“Hey Nick?” You ponder

“What’s up love” he sits on the bed looking at you

“I know I said a lot of stuff while I was drunk, but I just wanna tell you just in case I’ll never get the chance to again, I love you nick, so much and it’s not on some rebound shit I really do love you, I have for a while, but I decided to avoid it, afraid I would lose the only person in my life that understands me more than anyone”

“I didn’t want things to get awkward and I didn’t want to be load-sum baggage to you, you have such a great life, I don’t wanna be the dark cloud covering your clear skies” you finish with a soft whimper, Nick cups you’re face with one hand,

“You really are an angel huh? Why don’t you stop carrying the world on your shoulder and let me in huh? They is nothing in this world that can turn me away from you, we were meant to be together wether it’s dating or being friends, were stuck together, everyone has baggage, so what? That doesn’t mean we should run from them, if we can help we help, and I’m always here to help as much as you let me y/n, so stop worrying about what I think”

“Cause you should already know what I think, I’m in love with you, I’ve always been, finally you noticed hm?” He teases leaning into your lips, placing the coffee mug down on the nightstand, his fingertips hook around your waist while you hook your fingers in his hair, slowly feeling yourself fall onto the bed nick hovers over you intertwining the both of y’all fingers together.

“Felt like this happened before” you giggle

“Deja vu hm?” Nick dives into your neck, sending pools in between your legs, things got heated and you didn’t regret it not one bit.

Heading downstairs the guys eyes land on you in completely worry, letting out a smile the breath they’ve been holding for a while escapes, they all come up to you and hug you.

“I was so worried” Edwin mumbles

“I’m sorry to worry you guys, but thank you for stopping me, I love you guys” you giggle, you failed to forget love came in different forms, from different people. Who cares if one person didn’t love you. Doesn’t mean you’re the bad person. Just meant you weren’t their person.

Nick comes downstairs smiling at you as you step away from the guys, “mom and dad are together?!” Zion sarcastically yells, you say nothing but hide your face in nicks chest.

“Dude you know it, she’s wearing his hoodie and everything” Brandon continues

“Y’all took to long in that room, we all know what happened” Zion smirks

Nick throws a newspaper at him hitting Zion directly in the eye, followed by him cursing out nick, nick ignores him and continues to kiss your head. Finally you look up at him, his orbs swimming in star struck, his dream finally came true. And he promise if it ever came true. He wouldn’t let you go.

“You’re beautiful” Nick expresses, moving your hair behind your ear “you make me feel beautiful” you smile

“That’s all I ever wanna do mamas” his toothy grin comes out before he plants his lips on yours.

Finally a relationship that wasn’t perfectly fake.

#prettymuch #prettymuch imagines #nick mara concepts #nick mara imagines #nick mara

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Innocent Mistake| [BA] blurb

A/N: This imagine honestly sucks ass but I’m too lazy to redo it. I promise the Nick and Austin imagine will be better than...whatever the hell this is.

Warning: You call this angst? More like stupid.

Description: An innocent, drunken mistake shouldn’t ruin relationships

“Hey.”

Milani’s heart thumped at the familiar voice, praying to God it was just a figment of her imagination. It couldn’t be real, could it? Brandon was supposed to be in Texas visiting his family, not standing behind her yawning. Nick hadn’t even mentioned the boy was home when he called Milani over to hang out, so surely the person standing behind her was not Brandon Michael Lee Arreaga.

“Lani?”

Her heart picked up pace at the sound of the nickname--the nickname that only he uses because coming out of anyone else it sounded weird. Begrudgingly, she turned around her dark chocolate orbs drinking in the sight of the sleepy four-eyed boy before her. Milani felt frozen. She didn’t know what to say or what to do. Does she just walk past him and pretend she didn’t see him? Does she start a casual conversation and try to dodge that certain topic? Brandon was now staring at her as if he could hear--and see-- what was going on in her mind. She needed to say something. She needed to say something right now.

“What are you doing here?”

Both she and Branon were taken aback by her sudden outburst. Milani’s eyes widen in the realization of what had just tumbled from her lips while Brandon raised an eyebrow, his head tilting to the side as he took a few steps forward, “I live here. What are you doing here, Lani?”

His eyes danced across her legs, taking notice of his bandmates familiar shirt that just barely stopped above her knees. Matched with the blooming hickey on her neck it wasn’t that hard to figure out what she was doing here.

“Nick, i-invited me o-over,” Milani stuttered over her words, “He didn’t tell me you were home.”

“And if he did would you still have come over?”

Milani averted her head, her eyes now staring down at the white tile of the PrettyMuch kitchen. It was a pretty, pure white. One she hopes to able to place in her own kitchen one day-

“Lani,” Brandon could tell she was listening, although she was doing a damn good job at avoiding his eyes, it was now or never to get what he had to say off of his chest, “Lani, we need to talk about--”

“No,” She shook her head, her cloud of curls bouncing with each movement, “No, Brandon

“Lani, we have to address it at some time.”

“No, we don’t. Okay, it was a mistake. It shouldn’t have happened, we both know that, so why can’t we just leave it as is?”

“Lani, because friends don’t kiss like that and then pretend it didn’t happen,” Brandon cooed as he walked closer, “And if it was just a mistake you wouldn’t be avoiding me and Charlotte.”

“I’m not avoiding Charlotte,” Lani murmured playing with the tab of her coca cola can, “I just haven’t had time to hang out with her.”

“Lani.”

“I haven’t! Okay!” Lani slammed the soda down onto the table, “God, not everything is about you Brandon! I can hang out with who I want, when I want!”

“Lani-”

“And besides the kiss happened when we both were intoxicated!” Her voice raised and for once she looked up at the boy allowing him to see the tears that were threatening to spill from her eyes, “ An honest drunken mistake that should be forgotten, okay?”

Brandon moved closer, wanting nothing more to hug his best friend but he knew that would only make the situation worse, “Lani...”

“No, B. I really like Nick, okay, and what we did was stupid and we were drunk. We know that,” She sniffled, “ And you love Charlotte, right? So why would you want to ruin what we have by talking about it?”

Milani had a point and Brandon knew that. She was...getting with Nick and he had Charlotte so why was talking about it so important to him? It was an innocent, drunken kiss. It wasn’t even a kiss more like a small peck on the lips, nothing that severe that he needed to ruin both of their relationships.

Milani watched as Brandon thought it over, her pleading eyes scanning over his face, It felt like it had been two hours before Brandon finally spoke up, “Okay.”

“O-okay?”

“Yeah,” Brandon nodded, “You’re right. Let’s just drop it.”

Milani took a deep breath smoothing her hair down, “Thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” he chuckled, “Now can we go back to the way we were? And can you stop avoiding Charlotte? Please? The girl was pulling her hair trying to figure out what she did.”

“Yeah,” Milani took a deep breath, “I can do that.”

“Good.” He nodded, a small smile on his lips as he took his departure to his room. He stopped though, turning around just to make sure their friendship was back to the way it was, “Nice hickey by the way.”

“Fuck you, Arreaga.”

“Love you too, Lani.”

#prettymuch angst #brandon arreaga #nick mara #zion kuwonu #edwin honoret #austin porter #prettymuch

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