#mypersonaljourney

[findingfaithandself]

Hello I know I haven't said much lately but I had a bad turn of events. I even lost my way again and had to contact a crisis help. But I feel better after actually getting assistance that I feel somewhat hopeful about, I still felt insecure that I wasn't doing enough. So for the first time since I was really little, I went to a cathedral. One named for Saint Matthew, I read he helps people with guidance and leads to living a better life so I wanted to ask for guidance since I am new to the light and trying to live in happiness and don't know what to do. I was too scared to talk to anyone but it was beautiful there, I cried as I prayed out of feeling comfort in my grief of self, for grief of others, and admitting I was scared and for forgiveness. I don't know if I was heard, but it made me feel better. I saw 5 in total vultures today going to and after, yes bringers of death in one type of omen but I just fought the pain of death and grief over taking my heart and did something to change it and get help. so I'm taking its other meaning, rebirth, a new beginning. And a little silly thing that made me feel like my actions of praying was correct, a silly girly thing, my makeup stayed perfect even after crying and sniffling to myself for 15 minutes of praying. I don't know what it means but I feel it's right.

I didn't wish to talk to any clergy or members of the church than a hello out of anxiety, I don't regret it. I don't wish to be led astray by those that only wish to add to the numbers. I do this journey for myself, the deities and well spirits that wish to aid me, and for my lover who wants me to live and be happy more than her own sanity. I still wish to pursue reading other scriptures and keeping my heart open to other religions, I haven't found where I belong but it's a start.

- Norah

#tw sui implied #tw sui ideation #tw religion #catholiscism #exploring religion #cathedral #vent #mypersonaljourney #log update

[iamblissfullybianca]

Confessions of a 32 Year Single Lady on the Biggest Love Day of the Year

Today may be another day. Today may be the awareness of a mourned relationship, a love that may never be, or a love yet to be. Or today may be the best day. All I want you to know is that it’s ok to struggle today. Believe me, I am in year 32 still single. I struggle. There are varying emotions I feel. I try to remember that there are people who love me and support me every day. I try to…

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#lifeasbianca #love #mypersonaljourney #singlelife

[sailingthroughlifestories]

Diving into the blogosphere without limits or niches – because life is too vast to fit into just one category. 🌟📚 #MyPersonalJourney #sailingthroughlifestories

#sailingthroughlifestories #personal blog #logbookoflife #sailorwife #first blog #short story #my thoughts

[mermaidgirl1990]

📺📽🎞 #mygoal #mybookturningintoamovie #future #motionpicture #mypersonaljourney #mystory #inspireothers #abusesurvivor https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp7QJ3iHcKdjMO_ak_xKKBXgGV3dHtQ6PNeCPo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=13an7vibfkwdb

#mygoal #mybookturningintoamovie #future #motionpicture #mypersonaljourney #mystory #inspireothers #abusesurvivor

[biailiao]

one of the biggest things i have learnt along lifes journey is that we can apply change in so many different ways. the way we think is catalyst. we can change our lives simply by the way in which we think! isn't that amazing! if anyone told me that some years ago i would've been like "nah it ain't that simple..." but real talk it actually is! i changed my mindset and my way of thinking and i totally transformed my life! the law of attraction has many elements to it, but one thing i wanted to share with you is... Never forget that YOU are the alchemist of your own little universe. the creator of your life experience is YOU! think about it... 😊🙌🏾👐🏾💫 #FoodForThought 💭 #alchemy #alchemist #lawofattraction #whatyouthinkyoubecome #manifestation #thoughtsbecomethings #mindset #powerofthought #powerofthemind #positivethinking #positivemindset #peelingbackthelayers #mypersonaljourney #nlp #timelinetherapy #elevation #growth #mindsetcoach #mindfulness #lifecoach #lifelessons #selfdevelopment #selfcare #selflove #stayinyourmagic #blackgirlmagic #spirituality #conciousness #woke https://www.instagram.com/justmeladylushiiwii/p/BplVcJ0ASha/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=wawnokby4bh0

#foodforthought #alchemy #alchemist #lawofattraction #whatyouthinkyoubecome #manifestation #thoughtsbecomethings #mindset #powerofthought #powerofthemind #positivethinking #positivemindset #peelingbackthelayers #mypersonaljourney #nlp #timelinetherapy #elevation #growth #mindsetcoach #mindfulness #lifecoach #lifelessons #selfdevelopment #selfcare #selflove #stayinyourmagic #blackgirlmagic #spirituality #conciousness #woke

[nildaglez]

#crunch #workout #progressnotperfection #fitness #mypersonaljourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CG53I3aBmMn/?igshid=depblj2vnnhv

#crunch #workout #progressnotperfection #fitness #mypersonaljourney

[bourgeoislatte]

I’m back and ready to spill the coffee beans. My random thoughts for this week is family and what I’ve learned on my Chicago visit... HIT that SUBSCRIBE button on my BourgeoisLatte channel and enjoy. Don’t forget to hit 🔔for future content. https://youtu.be/zvasYsc29qA #mypersonaljourney#coffeesoultalk#coffeebeans#coffeelifestyle #coffeeart#ownyourglow#yogaandmeditation#getyosoulright#positivitywins#wordsofaffirmations#blackgirlsrock#blackgirlmagic#loveyourself https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzq_tuKglkp/?igshid=nlwz9sltxtpd

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[shayurikarasu]

Aside from the egregores most likely being manifestations {"shadow selves" or "soul fragments" in shamanism; "thoughtforms of sin" in Christianity} of my own deeply rooted problems part of my depressive psychosis and PTSD, there is also this as food for thought - I was surprised to talk with another YYH fan having a series of crazy dreams involving her OC in a love triangle with Kurama and Karasu. Wild. But it did get me thinking, as she claims Karasu "indulges her dark side in her dreams" {yet claims it's not wish fulfillment, at all} - however, I can acknowledge my Crow did this for me, and I do have a repressed sexuality coming from a strict Catholic upbringing and all that I was made to be ashamed of; with Karasu and me, it is much like the song by the Arctic Monkeys that goes, 'Cos you're a good girl, and you know it - you act so different around me. Cos you're a good girl, and you know it - I know exactly who you could be' {I know this is a cover; however, I only know the Arctic Monkeys version as Alex Turner sounds like my Karasu when he sings! ♡} Subjects like wish fulfillment and the subconscious, all of that, is very intriguing - to me anyway! I love how the mind works, and am always in awe of how vast our subconscious goes. Talking with my egregores helps me unlock a bit of that, like Karasu helping me recover memories {exactly why I use this self-help method in my shamanism practice} aside from when they also {seemingly} teach me new things at the same time! :0 ♡ This fangirl definitely didn't strike me as being really big on mental health awareness, though. Just seemed to want to share her stories in her dreams, and ghost stories; which were interesting anyhow. =^^'= heh ···°··· #mentalhealth #mypersonaljourney #myspiritualjourney #shamanism #egregores #servitors #shadowselves #soulfragments #depressivepsychosis #PTSD ···°··· . . . And as I finish up another #mentalhealthawareness entry, I hear Karasu praise me with, 'You did good.'

#shadowselves #depressivepsychosis #mypersonaljourney #egregores #shamanism #myspiritualjourney #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #servitors #ptsd #soulfragments

[weepingkid-timemachine]

Hair Transformation!!!! Roughly 2 years of hair growth with only minor detours along the way (aka my undercut shaving a few inches off..no pun intended). I've seen the most growth once I stopped dying my hair AND I saw major growth last month when I did the #nopoochallenge . Definitely something I may try again in the future. Maybe for a video???? Now that I'm back and focused on changing my diet back to #wholefoods and #plantbased , I can't wait to see changes in myself, body and mind! . . . #vegan #transformation #hairjourney #allnatural #naturalist #holistichealth #minimalist #zerowaste #mypersonaljourney #newme #whoisshe #veganpower #rawvegan #raw #mostlyraw

#rawvegan #veganpower #hairjourney #nopoochallenge #wholefoods #transformation #plantbased #mypersonaljourney #raw #allnatural #naturalist #zerowaste #newme #vegan #whoisshe #mostlyraw #minimalist #holistichealth

[ajourneyofnotknowing]

A journey of self discipline

Ok, so this is my first official blog I suppose. I do not really know why I want to write this but today I have just felt the urge to write.

I am currently going through a phase of irritation, a phase of things being on my mind. I suppose it's also called stress but sometimes it can be scary to admit. I mean, for me right now there is a lot going on: the start of a new job, still at the beginning of a counselling MA and learning a lot of new things about myself which at times, can feel uncomfortable. Today whilst I have been doing my yoga (a normal self care activity for me) I have really felt these emotions of irritability and the want/need to get up and do something, yet at the same time the want to just lay down in bed and just curl up. Yoga is normally my 'safe space' where I let emotions out through action and yet today, my emotions became more prevalent through me practicing. I feel for some reason that I need to address this which is why I feel like I had the urge to write this. I actually felt my body shake and things coming up that I did not know what to do with. Emotions where I simply felt and wanted to turn away from and yet I found myself happily sat with them, recognising them and saying to myself 'it is a discipline'. It is all a practice. I really felt empowered to go through this and I feel this is something that will come up more.

All this may sound gibberish to some people but becoming more self aware can be scary. I feel like my personal journey on my course and in other parts of my life is effecting other things but I have been trying to avoid seeing/sensing this. I now feel that today it became more apparent. I feel it came into my conscious mind more so than before and as such it became real.

I am really enjoying my life at the moment and for the first time in a long time I feel I am heading in the right direction so when I write this and then say I feel stressed it seems bizarre. However, I feel like there is more to this and that I am becoming more aware of what I want like, more time doing my yoga to preserve my self care, like meditation time to calm down as well as personal time with loved ones (including pets) and then also being professional all in one?! I mean who can juggle all this.

I feel I am slowly getting there but it is all a journey. I suppose you could say it's a discipline, a way of being and life and we have to encounter uneasiness so we can trust appreciate the times that come easier.

I am feeling on a journey but for the first time I feel like those important to me are coming on the journey with me and we are all going in the right direction. A journey of self/collective discovery. I feel I need to get used to the feelings of being comfortable with being uncomfortable and trusting I am still going in the right direction. A space for me to explore through yoga but also through words, through really trusting myself to be more disciplined but also through being happy not knowing the answers.

Let's see how this goes. #yoga #selfawareness #emotions #selfcare #mypersonaljourney #personaldecelopment #blog

#yoga #selfawareness #self love #self care #personal journey #destination unknown

[iamblissfullybianca]

Letting Go the Fear of Black Christian Tokenism

Last Post of the Month: Letting Go the Fear of Black Christian Tokenism. Happy Reading.

Photo by Olya Kobruseva on Pexels.com I have spent most of my life being the token black friend. It was just easier to survive and hide with white people because as I said before, I was too white to be black. With that, I was just the only black one in a sea of white. I was ok with it for the most part. I played into the perception of proper Bianca. I chose the white side instead of black. That…

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#growth #lifeasbianca #mylife #mypersonaljourney #truth

[momogemjewelry-blog]

Life is full of changes and is never a straight trajectory as perfectionism demands it . Perfectionism starts as a harmless desire to be better. Then it fills your mind with role models impossible to achieve. Soon you question your ability to be the best. So you try harder. The vicious cycle begins. More and more unrealistic expectations pile up. Unrealistic expectations become your reality . You can read the whole blog post here or click on the profile link😊 . https://www.momogemjewelry.com/post/the-true-nature-of-perfectionism . #momogem #lifelessons101 #perfectionismsucks #perfectionism #perfectionists #selfcare #buildingselfesteem #selfesteem #lifetrajectory #neverstraight #variance #beyourselfquotes #blogpostalert #newblogposts #loveyourselftoday #mondaygoals #jewelrybloggers #bloggerinspiration #pearlfection #personalgrowthjourney #mypersonaljourney #unrealisticexpectations #realisticexpectations #viciouscycle #identitycrisis #impossibletoplease (at Miami, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwRyMwcBOSW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fdkcgxfm1xz7

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[mermaidgirl1990]

❗ℙℝ𝔼𝕊𝔼ℕ𝕋𝕀ℕ𝔾❗𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝙿𝚁𝙴𝚅𝙸𝙴𝚆 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 4𝚝𝚑 𝚋𝚘𝚘𝚔 𝚜𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚕! 𝙸𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒕𝒐 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕! 𝚂𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚛, 𝙸'𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚗 9 𝚙𝚊𝚐𝚎𝚜! 𝐘𝐄𝐀𝐇 𝐁𝐔𝐃𝐃𝐘!!! 🤩 #sharingmystory #worldwide #mypersonaljourney https://www.instagram.com/p/CNl7NDzhZAS1jL1j4hLpdsltvBYbGcaa7iRsiA0/?igshid=1divly7j2fq1t

#sharingmystory #worldwide #mypersonaljourney

[biailiao]

that feeling... 🙃 #innerpeace 🖤 🧘🏾‍♀️👁✨💜💫 #youwouldntunderstand #mypersonaljourney #meditation #elevation #vibratehigher #lawofvibration #lawoflove #lawofattraction #lawofpositivism #lawofdivineoneness #thelawofperpetualtransmutationofenergy #innerpeace #dailymeditation #spirituality #spiritualbeing #spiritualgrowth #alignment #awake #woke #mindfulness #atpeace #personalgrowth https://www.instagram.com/p/Bn5GAE5A732/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fazj6id2he10

#innerpeace #youwouldntunderstand #mypersonaljourney #meditation #elevation #vibratehigher #lawofvibration #lawoflove #lawofattraction #lawofpositivism #lawofdivineoneness #thelawofperpetualtransmutationofenergy #dailymeditation #spirituality #spiritualbeing #spiritualgrowth #alignment #awake #woke #mindfulness #atpeace #personalgrowth

[mstwerkoutworkout]

Some ppl reflect back on 2020 like it was ThEE worse yr EvA! Yea, it was challenging. But, I learned soooo much! I challenged my fearful avoidant ways n began bonding & uniting w/others on a while other level. I practiced saying yes more. I bonded deeper w/my children (which is where I learned about Snapchat in the 1st place). Snapchat is a dope place to begin vlogging. The filters r fun af. U can save the content u collect & keep it private &/or share at ur leisure. Snapchat welcomes multigenerational bonding. Follow us on Snapchat (@GeminiVixen2020) where we will begin exploring AstroTherapy in new, dope, insightfully fun ways. Follow @millennialmommovement2021 to learn how to tell ur story ur way, using AI & technology as ur tools 👽❣️ #ElectricLady #AstroTherapy #snapchat #vlogger #millennials #starseeds #millennialmom #genzmom #mypersonaljourney #ｓｎａｐｃｈａｔ https://www.instagram.com/p/CKMcJ6pBwBJ/?igshid=a0uytwbuq4wu

#electriclady #astrotherapy #snapchat #vlogger #millennials #starseeds #millennialmom #genzmom #mypersonaljourney #ｓｎａｐｃｈａｔ

[hauntedmuffinpandahoagie]

#MyPersonalJourney