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apollos-boyfriend · 6 months
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we have GOT to kill tiktok/twitter self-censorship i just witnessed a grown adult say the word “smex” out loud to our professor
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kk43mi · 9 months
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good girl.┊ scaramouche
PAIRING ┊ perv!scaramouche x innocent f!reader GENRE ┊ pure smut. WC ┊ 1.8k+ WARNINGS ┊ he’s a perv , panty stealing , corruption , dub-con(?) , praise(if you squint) , not proof-read, cussing , scara just being gross!!! , lowercase intended!! SYNOPSIS ┊ coming back from your college classes and hearing your roommate making little grunts and moans, calling out your name, thinking he was in pain—but turns out, it was more than that. A/N ┊ written by kam , hope you guys enjoy ! (melody helped with the process !) first fic.
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"anything that needs to be clarified?" your professor asked as he finished writing the formula on the board, turning around to face the class in front of him as he rest his arms on the lectern. a still silence preforms in the room, as the only sounds heard can be from other students taking notes, pencil moving in motion on the wooden table. finishing up your notes, your professor had now dismissed the class, signifying that the lecture was now finally over. wanting to seek solace in your comfy dorm and avail yourself of well-deserved respite after a long day.
a groan falls from your mouth as you now exited the lecture hall, stretching out your arms while walking towards the direction of your humble abode, where you share the room with a long-known acquaintance, scaramouche. scara—for short is what you liked to call him. "ah, im hungry...ill just eat some instant ramen back at the dorms." you exclaimed. soon enough, you were now in front of your dorm, grabbing the keys from your pocket to unlock the wooden door that was in your way.
twisting and turning the knob, you entered your abode, then taking off and carelessly throwing your shoes with the other pairs of shoes that were lined up nice and neatly, too drained out from the lecture to really care about any mess you make right now. walking and passing by the other rooms, you had to pass your roomies to get to yours. which you had no problem at all doing, until you heard faint groans and grunts coming from the other side of the door. "n-ngh...uh...fuck...y/n.." falls out of scaras lips. and there you hear a thud coming from the room.
you knocked on his door "ah-? scara, are you okay? i heard a loud thud! did something happened? are you in pain?" you asked in concern, pressing an ear against the blue tinted door to make out what he would say next. "y-yeah im fine. just go away argh..." he sounded annoyed, did you perhaps bother him? you didnt mean to, all you wanted to do was figure out what had happened. you stopped your thoughts as he hear his footsteps approaching the door, seeing his shadow beneath the creak of the door, slowly and subtly retreating from the door, your gaze meets scaras purple orbs.
his irritated look gives it away and you immediately feel bad. "im sorry if i bothered you.." you muttered out quietly as he let out a scoff, walking towards the bathroom. your eyes follow his before sighing. turning to walk to your own bedroom, before the corner of your eyes spots something out of the ordinary from his room. his room was usually just filled with neutral colors like white, grey, and black, but you spotted a pink cloth on his black bedsheet. out of curiosity, you enter the room, going closer to the object before realizing what it was.
"what the..? my underwear?" you looked in confusion, why would your panties be in scaras room? observing the undergarments a bit more, you spot little wet patches on them. and a weird smell emitting from it...maybe...this could explain the reason why the quantity of your panties had reduced. so scara has been the one stealing them?! you had lost your trance of thoughts after hearing a door slam shut behind you, making you turn around, "well, well look who we have here, y/n. figured it out hm?" he said, followed by with a menacing laugh, it sent shiver done your spines, waiting for your response as he leaned against the door with his arms crossed, looking down at you with a shit eating grin.
"you perv! youve been stealing my underwear!" you gritted your teeth, absolutely disgusted with your roommate. "and? what of it. not my fault youre wearing those kinds of underwear. i really cant control it yknow?" he grinned at you as he retracted his arms and took a couple steps towards you. the sudden instinct made you grab your garments, and throw it up at his face, but the quick motherfucker he was, he caught it. "well that wasnt really nice now was it?" he said before bringing the used panties to his nose, inhaling the scent of the soft pink undies, the smell of his pre-cum and your heat mixed in together brought him to heaven. his face turning red, eyes having hearts in them now, and breathing uncontrollable.
the sight of him smelling your panties had you tensed, as your eyes lowered to see such a noticeable bulge forming down. saliva forming in your mouth, to which you had swallowed. "do you see what you do to me..? for you to find out like this is such a shame, but whatever, its nice you know i crave for you now. every single part of your body. so please, allow me to indulge in this exquisite pleasure that awaits me." he bit his lips in excitement, his hand, motioning to touch his bulge, palming and shifting it around to reduce the pain, his other hand, still holding onto the precious sacred panties up to his nose to whiff at to get off to.
"uh..erm.." your face gave a look of confusion and hesitation. sure scara was a handsome boy, you never thought he viewed you that way, but you always had the thought of what it was like to be in the act of intimacy. but still, you werent too sure about this. "oh c'mon, you didnt even let me finish, im pent up. i just need one release." he grinned as he stepped closer to you, kneeling down to your height to harshly cup your cheeks with one hand, planting his lips on yours, giving a sloppy kiss. you pressed a hand on his chest, trying to pry him away, as his other free hand grabbed your wrist to stop your resistance. your eyes were shut closed, but you can feel a smile forming out of him. soon, you gasped and your mouth was left agape, the perfect opportunity for scara to insert in his tongue, exploring your inside, tasting and savoring every nook and cranny.
little moans falling out of your mouth, this...it was all new to you, never knowing or feeling the touch of another man. let alone, this kind. your resistance has stopped, knowing your strength wasnt compared to his. he may seem small, but he sure was the strong one. scara pulled back, a string of saliva connected from his mouth to yours, both of the individual breathing heavily, trying to catch up each others breath. a sickening smile appeared on his face again. "on your knees, c'mon." he commanded. as he sat on his bed. eyeing down on you. you just stood there in silence, just trying to comprehend everything that was happening right now. first the stolen undies, he likes you, then kissed you. just what was going on.
scara let out an annoyed scoff as he ran out of patience, pulling your arm to put you down on your knees, your face landing onto his pelvis, face dangerously close to his crotch. "oh? excited too? well then ill let you indulge in what you want of course~" his voice sounded high, as he unzipped his pants, his length raised up, the tip hitting his cloth stomach. he was girthy, and veiny in the right places, his tip, a pretty pink mushroom. its like it was perfect. you stared at his cock, intimidated already. your trail of thoughts were lost as you soon felt scaras hand grab your wrist, forcing your hands to touch the base of his cock. out of shock, you tried removing your hand, but he kept it in place. "dont be shy, i know you want this too. now move." you eyed up at him, a gulp forming on your throat, as you felt gross doing this. slowly moving your hands up and down, feeling his veins and stiff cock.
"f-fuck...this feels way better than that damn panties of yours...i always imagined it as your hand stroking my cock. now i finally get the feel of it. youre so good." he threw his head back due to the pleasure, moaning at the way your hands gripped his cock so tightly. "ugh..." you let out a disgusted sigh, it felt so slimy, and the stench was already hurting your head. "ah-shit im out of patience, open your mouth." a hand was placed on your head as his other supported his balance to sit up. "what..? why.." you meekly respond back. "hurry up and just do as a i say." he gripped a handful of your hair locks and it made you wince. as you obliged and open your mouth, without warning, his cock is shoved into the small mouth of yours. you gagged, both of your hands placed on his thighs for leverage and support.
"shit, your mouth is even better..." he fucked your face thru it all, tears that were threatening to spill down to your cheeks from the pain you were trying to endure. soft little cries and whimpers come from your mouth, hoping it would signal him into slowing down a bit. "tis hwurt..plese...stuop.." you were slobbering on your words...you couldnt say anything, not when he was thrusting his hips into your mouth so harshly as he was pulling your hair along with it. "youre such a good girl...taking me so well." it was like your pleas fell on deaf ears, as he just kept thrusting. "breathe thru your nose baby." as if it would make anything better. it hurts. you were gagging like crazy. saliva coated everywhere on your mouth, even dripping down onto the floor, creating a wet mess.
his thrusts were harsh and it made your mouth sore, you dont know how long you could keep this up honestly. "f-fuck gonna cum, you gonna take it all like a good girl alrigh'?" his pace fastened, and it left your eyes crying a river now. tears trickling down to your cheek and to your chin, mixing in with the pool of saliva down on the floor. "ah-! fuck, fuck, fuck..!" with one last harsh thrust, the tip of his cock touching the deep parts of your throat as his cum gushed out, forcing you to take it all, as some of it spilled out. he rides out his high by stilling himself in your mouth, taking in your warmth, before finally pulling out. which had you coughing out, mouth all sore as you laid on the wooden floor. trying to catch up with your breath. little bits of scaras cum still lingered on the corners of your mouth. a laugh falls from his mouth as he enjoyed the sight he was viewing.
"this is just the beginning. im not done yet. now be a good little girl and get on the bed."
"but you said you just needed one release...?"
"I said im not done yet."
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lupinmoonlight · 2 months
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Hi! Could you write an alpha prof!remus x omega reader in heat. He gets her to his office after lessons to offer help and she agrees to spend the night( breeding kink)
Masterlist AO3
Alpha, please.
Summary - You are an omega about to experience her first heat. Professor Lupin offers to help and you end up getting railed in the Shrieking Shack (3,416 words).
Warnings - teacher/student relationship, omega verse, alpha!remus, omega!reader, breeding kink, unprotected sex, dubious consent because reader not very in control, age gap, my grammar (english is not my first language), not proof read.
Notes - Throwing this here and RUNNING AWAY. I am SO sorry for the delay, I was hit by a bus (jk lol i'm just burnt out). On a serious note, this was my first time ever writing something in the Omegaverse. Sorry if it sucks :( Thank you to everyone for your patience. I will eventually get to your request!
He noticed your scent before noticing you- a wave of pure, unadulterated omega scent that struck him like a physical blow, a visceral assault on his senses. The classroom, usually a blend of various scents, was now entirely dominated by this scent. Your scent, one of an omega on the cusp of her first heat yet blissfully unaware of it but one that Remus, an alpha, sensed with every fibre of his being. It was rich, sweet, intoxicating, awakening a primal need he had learned to control years ago. An almost uncontrollable need to own, to mark, to protect, to make his. 
As an alpha, the presence of an unclaimed omega, especially one as evidently oblivious to their own nature as you, was concerning. Why were you there without suppressants? How could you not know what was about to happen to you? It was dangerous. Both for you and for any other alpha around, yet there you were, looking as calm and serene as if it were just another day. 
You took a seat at the front of the class, your eyes glued to him. He was tall, commanding, exuding the authority and confidence of an alpha and you hated to admit how much it drew you in. Deep down, you were not interested in following the traditional roles of your status. You didn't want to submit to anyone. The thought alone filled you with dread...except right now. 
The class began and Remus found himself incapable of focusing on his carefully prepared lecture, distracted by the powerful need for something he didn't even allow himself to entertain. It was like all his senses were heightened. He could hear everything, feel everything. Too much. 
The lecture drew to a close, and you began to slowly pack up your belongings, your mind unconsciously reluctant to part from your professor. He made you feel so- 
"Y/N, may I have a word with you before you leave?" Remus asked. His voice was calm but it held an underlying urgency that he hoped you wouldn't notice. 
You looked up to him, your eyes wide and innocent, and in that moment, it felt like you would've done anything this man asked you. What was wrong with you? 
"Yes, Professor Lupin?"
He cleared his throat, attempting to appear casual. 
"Y/N, I... uh, I need to discuss something somewhat personal with you, and I apologize for the discomfort," he began. 
Your brows knitted in confusion, your posture tense. "Something personal, Professor?" 
He paused, gathering his thoughts, carefully selecting his next words. "I've noticed...that is, I've sensed...that you might be approaching a significant time that's inherent to your nature as an omega." 
Your expression shifted from confusion to embarrassment, unsure where he was going with this. "I- I'm not sure to understand, Professor... what do you mean?" 
Remus hesitated, his instincts as an alpha to protect and take charge clashing with his respect for you and your autonomy. "It seems that uh... you're about to experience your first heat, Y/N. It's a critical time for an omega, and it can be very dangerous if you're not prepared or aware." 
Your eyes widened, your embarrassment escalating into fear. "My first heat? But... I- I didn't know... I thought I had more time before... before that happened," you admitted shyly. 
Remus nodded, trying to appear comforting despite the turmoil raging within him. "It's unpredictable at times, especially the first one," he assured you. "It's imperative that you have a safe place and proper care during this period, especially considering that... well I assume, considering you haven't been on any suppressants." 
You looked away, uncomfortable. "No... no I haven't."
"That's okay. That's why I'm offering to help. I can provide a safe place for you, ensure that you have what you need to get through this safely. It's not ideal... but I cannot, in good conscience, let you face this alone." 
You suddenly wanted this very much, despite your habit of fighting your inner nature at every turn- no. You were not going to be a weak, vulnerable omega who needed an alpha to protect her. You could manage. You would manage. This was no big deal. 
"I can handle it myself, Professor," you said, trying to sound confident but failing pretty miserably. 
"I understand, but I assure you, my intentions are solely to offer protection and support. I wouldn't suggest this if there weren't a genuine need." 
At that moment, you weren't sure if he was just very good at being persuasive, or if your pathetic omega nature begged you to bend to his "protection". 
"Are you sure?" the question coming out more as a challenge. 
"Yes, I am. It's my responsibility as your professor and as an alpha to ensure you're safe," he affirmed. 
"O-okay, fine." 
"Just come to my quarters at the end of the day. I'll have everything prepared for you. We'll make sure you're as comfortable and safe as possible," he instructed and this time, his tone was firm, leaving no room for you to argue back. 
You simply nodded and made your way out of the classroom. The conversation had left you disoriented. Your lifelong determination to maintain independence and resist alpha authority was now clashing with an inexplicable trust in your professor. 
You had never expected your first heat to come so suddenly. You thought there would be signs to prepare you, like most other omegas. But no. It was just there. And what was more embarrassing was that it wasn't you who found out first. It was an alpha. And your professor, at that. 
You seriously considered not going to his quarters that night. Not because you were scared or didn't trust him, but just for the shame you felt. That shame, however, was quickly overshadowed by fear. You knew what could happen to unclaimed omegas who were in heat and who didn't take suppressants. Not all alphas were as kind as Remus. Some of them were vile predators ready to pounce on the first vulnerable omega they smelled. Somehow, you knew- rather inherently felt, that Remus wasn't like that. 
Swallowing your pride, you made your way to Professor Lupin's quarters, your stomach an absolute mess from the strange blend of anxiety and odd sense of security. 
Remus was already out by the door, a small bag in hand, a gentle smile, albeit somewhat anxious, expression gracing his face. 
"Thank you for coming, Y/N. I know this must be overwhelming," he said, trying to keep his voice soft and reassuring. 
You nodded, not sure you could trust your voice in that moment. 
He offered a small smile, then gestured for you to follow. "We're not staying here. I have a safer place in mind." 
You obeyed silently, following him through the corridors and then outside, the only sound being the small vials of potion clinking in the bag and the soft thumping of your feet on the wet grass. 
You had no idea where he was taking you, but it didn't matter. In that moment, you were quite literally trusting him with your life, and you hated that. 
Stopping before the Whomping Willow, Remus motioned for you to wait at a safe distance, and you watched in awe as he expertly pacified the violent tree, revealing a hidden entrance to an underground passage. 
Without questioning him, you proceeded in silence, making your way through some damp, sketchy tunnels. This was definitely not how you had expected to have your first heat and your need to be with him was growing stronger and stronger. In normal circumstances, you should have been scared, terrified even, following a grown alpha to Merlin-knows-where, but you actually were starting to feel desperate, aching for something you couldn't explain. 
You finally emerged into an old, creaking building, full of dust and looking like it was about to fall apart. Despite this, fresh blankets were laid out on the bed, candles provided a soft light, making it look somewhat comfortable. 
Remus carefully set down the bag of potions and turned to you, looking a bit sheepish. 
"It's not much, I know. But this place has been a refuge of sorts during my time here as a student... it's secluded, away from prying eyes and other... influences," he explained, deliberately vague about the deeper reasons. 
You looked around, taking in your surroundings. He was right, this wasn't much, but it was safe. "Thank you, Professor Lupin." 
"Please, call me Remus here," he insisted gently. "I'll let you settle down. I'll be just next door. If you need anything, just call for me."  
"Thank you, Remus." 
In the adjacent room. Remus sat rigidly, every muscle tensed, focusing on every breath, attempting to anchor himself to his resolve. He was battling his own nature, his instincts, usually so well-contained, were now threatening to overwhelm him, fuelled by your potent scent. It had been years since he'd felt such a primal pull, and he had never acted on it. So he sat, focusing on deep, steadying breaths. it was all he could do to maintain control. 
Meanwhile, you were beginning to experience the torturing onset of your heat. It was a violent assault of unfamiliar sensations, confusing, intense, leaving you feeling profoundly alone yet achingly in need of something- something, specifically Remus. The room felt too large, too empty, yet suffocating. 
Unable to bear the isolation and the escalating ache, you called out, your voice echoing a desperation you barely understood. "R-Remus... Remus, please... I don't know what's happening to me." 
Remus hesitated at the door, his hand clenched around the frame. "Y/N, I'm here. Tell me what you need," he encouraged.  
"I need... I need... I feel like i'm losing my mind. I need... I don't know," you stammered, your confusion and need radiating from you in a way that tugged relentlessly at Remus' instincts. 
He stepped just inside the room, his expression a mix of concern and fear- for you, for himself, for the line he was terrified of crossing. "I know, I know. I understand. It's your heat... and it's strong. But I brought something that might help," he said, retrieving a vial from the small bag he had brought. "Drink this; it should ease the symptoms." 
You took the vial with trembling hands and drank the potion, your eyes never leaving his as he sat cautiously at the edge of the bed. 
"Why is this happening to me like this? Shouldn't the potion work immediately?" you asked, panic evident in your tone. 
"It should, but... your heat seems to be very strong. Let's just wait for a moment. I'm here." 
"Remus... it's not working. Please, I need..." 
"I know what you need, Y/N. But I can't give it to you. We have to wait it out. It's going to be alright." 
This wasn't going to do. Being far from him was painful. Being close to him without getting what you needed what torture. You needed him in a way you had never needed anything else before. You needed him to consume you, to take you, to mark you, to breed you. 
"Alpha, please," you whispered without even meaning to. The moment the words left your lips, Remus froze, his heart racing as every fibre of his being, of his soul, responded to that word. It was spoken with such raw need that it resonated with the very essence of his being. His resolve shattered, not out of defeat, but out of an overwhelming need to fulfill his role as an alpha. 
Before you could react, you were flipped onto your stomach, the sound of a low growl reaching your ears. You were not even in control of your body anymore. Your instincts were controlling you, and you desperately raised your hips, presenting yourself to him in the most intimate way. 
The sight made Remus' blood travel south immediately. Already hard, he yanked down your trousers before unbuckling his own. You raised your hips higher, whining pathetically, desperate for him to take you. As he looked down at you, his cock throbbed with need and he knew then, there was no going back. 
"Please, alpha," you begged again, your voice trembling. "I need... I need you." 
"Fuck..." he growled, reaching down to position himself at your slick entrance. "I'm sorry," he started, his voice trembling, "this is the only way I know to help you." 
You closed your eyes, bracing yourself for the pain and pleasure that would soon consume you. "Please," you whimpered, "I need this." 
With a grunt, Remus pushed himself into you, your bodies connecting in a way that was both deeply intimate and primal. You gasped at the intrusion, your body trembling as you felt him filling you. 
He felt you tighten and tense as you tried to accommodate his size, your body reacting instinctively. "Relax," he instructed, his voice a low rumble. "You need to relax. Let me take care of you." 
His words, the authority in his tone, something deep within you responded. You forced yourself to relax, even as you felt his girth stretch you. He hissed in pleasure as he felt you accommodate him, your tightness almost too much. 
"That's it, good girl," he rasped out, one hand coming to rest on your lower back to steady you. His hips snapped forward, burying himself fully within you. 
You moaned, your entire being blissfully consumed by the feeling of fullness. 
"Are you alright?" he asked, staying very still within you. 
You could only nod before another desperate plea escaped you. "Yes, alpha... please, more."
At that, he allowed his instincts to fully take over. His hands gripped your hips painfully, and he began to move, his thrusts deep and powerful. A part of him was urging him to be gentle, but the other part, the alpha, was screaming at him to take what was his, to claim, to mate, and it was too strong to resist. He needed to feel you beneath him, to lose himself in the pleasure of your connection. 
You clung to the sheets, your nails digging into the fabric as Remus continued to rut into you. Your body rocked with every thrust, and soon enough, the pain began to fade, replaced by a blissful warmth that spread through your body. He knew he was taking a risk. A huge risk. But he couldn't help himself. He needed you, and you needed him. 
"Fuck, Y/N," he grunted as he continued his relentless pace. He leaned over you, his chest against your back, your bodies moulding together as though they were made for each other. "You feel so good," he growled low in your ear, his voice deep, rasping, reflecting his unending hunger. 
Each of his movement was sharp, controlled yet desperate, a constant rhythm of push and pull and he delved deeper into you, the pulsing throb of him only heightening your pleasure. 
"Alpha... alpha, please... I- I'm going to-" you tried to say but your orgasm tore through you with such force that you lost your voice. Remus didn't slow down. If anything, feeling you clench around him only fuelled his punishing pace. 
"I'm going to knot you," he announced. "I'm going to fill you up. Mark you as mine," he continued breathlessly. "I want everyone to know you're mine, to see you swollen with my seed, to see you bear my mark." 
You whined, barely able to hold yourself up from under his weight, but you managed to keep your hips elevated, desperate to be filled, to be marked, to be owned. 
His movements became jerky, sporadic as the wave of his release began to crest, each thrust of his hips pushing you further down into the mattress. "Take it," he rasped, "take my knot," his voice a harsh whisper against the shell of your ear before his teeth latched onto the soft skin of your neck, imprinting his mark on you. 
You moaned at the mix of pain and pleasure as his hand traveled down your arm, tangling your fingers together and with a final, deep thrust, he surrendered to the pleasure, his body shuddering as he came inside you. His hips flush against yours, his body draped protectively over yours as he poured himself into you with abandon. Finally he stilled, grunting as he felt the knot at the base of his cock start to swell. 
The sensation was foreign, somewhat painful, and you tensed, almost instinctively trying to move away. 
"Shh, it's okay, it's okay," he tried to soothe, still panting from his intense climax. "Stay still for me. It'll subside soon, I promise." 
He remained on top of you for a while, the knot locking you together, securing a powerful and intimate bond between you. His fingers stroked your skin gently, before he carefully maneuvered you to your side, spooning you protectively as his knot was still deeply lodged within you. 
"I know, it's okay. I'm just making you more comfortable. I've got you," he soothed as you whimpered from the movements. 
You stayed like that, your bodies intimately connected, until the knot subsided enough for Remus to pull out. You whined at the sudden loss and the wet warmth spreading between your thigh. 
As he felt you relax into him, Remus gently kissed your temple before carefully disentangling himself from you. With a flick of his wand, the wet feeling between your legs disappeared and a blanket was draped over you. 
Turning to the potions bag, Remus retrieved a vial, his hands slightly trembling as he grasped the small bottle. 
"Y/N, can you sit up for me?" he asked gently, offering his hand to support you. 
With his help, you managed to move into a sitting position, your movements languid, utterly exhausted from what had just transpired. Remus handed you the potion, noticing your confused expression. 
"This is uh... it's just a precaution... to prevent any unwanted consequences," he explained, uncomfortable from the intimate implications of his words. 
Your cheeks flushed with a hint of color as you took the vial, your fingers brushing against his in the exchange. 
"Oh, I... thank you." 
"I know this looks like... perhaps I had planned for this to happen. But I promise, it is not the case. I simply keep this sort of supply for any students who may be in need." 
"I trust you, Remus. And this was bound to happen, one way or another... and I'm glad it was with you." 
"Well, I... erm. It's important to stay hydrated, especially after this. Here," he said, trying to change the subject. 
You laughed softly, accepting the water from him. He had this way of knowing exactly what you needed before you even knew yourself. You were actually thirsty, and the cool liquid helped soothe your parched throat. 
As you sipped your water, a sudden sharp pain caused you to reach for your neck, your fingers brushing against a fresh, deep red mark. You looked at Remus with questioning eyes, seeking an explanation. 
Remus, visibly uncomfortable and with a hint of regret in his eyes, cleared his throat before speaking. "That's... that's a mark. My mark," he began, struggling to maintain eye contact. 
"In the heat of the moment, it's something an alpha can leave on an omega. It's a claim, a deep, instinctual reaction that seals a powerful bond. I didn't mean to- I should have controlled myself better." 
Your fingers lingered on the mark, your initial shock giving way to a different emotion, one of a surprising acceptance and even a hint of joy. "Does this mean... are we mates now?" 
Remus nodded. "Yes, it does. And I'm sorry, Y/N. I didn't intend for this to happen this way. You're a student. I should have been more careful, more in control. But please know, I will take responsibility. I will take care of you, support you, and I promise, I won't be overbearing. I'll-" 
"Remus, stop," you interjected, amused by his words tumbling our in a flustered rush. A smile crept onto your lips, a sense of deep contentment washing over you. 
"I'm not upset. In fact, I'm...happy," you confessed. 
Remus looked up, surprised. "You are?" 
"Yes, I am. To be marked by you, to be your mate... it feels right, despite everything. I don't see myself with any of those young inexperienced alphas..." 
"Young inexperienced alphas," he echoed. "Are you calling me old, miss?"
"Yes, maybe I am..." 
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madman479r · 7 months
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Jaune was heading back to his dorm room after a session at the gym following Nora's workout routine (Seeing as he was still standing was proof that he was improving) when he heard two familiar voices.
From the sound of it, it seemed like they were in some sort of argument.
"I'm telling you, Blake's is just better."
"Coming from someone with simple taste, I'd rather not take your word."
"Simple?!"
Jaune rounded the corner and saw that it was Sun and Neptune who were arguing. "Sun? Neptune? What's going on? Why are you arguing?" He asked.
The two other students turned to see Jaune. "Jaune, buddy, we were just looking for you!" Neptune said, his mood taking a 180 degree turn.
Sun, still with a narrowed and determined look on his face, continued. "Yeah, settle this debate for us."
Jaune was unsure but couldn't help himself. He liked hearing good debates about certain topics after all. "Okay. Hit me." Jaune said. Maybe this was about some book or movie. But then again Blake's name was mentioned so that kind of narrowed down the list of possible discus-
"Between Blake and Weiss, who do you think has the better butt." Sun bluntly asked.
"..."
"..."
"..."
Jaune stared at the two Haven students, wondering if he heard right. "I'm sorry, can you repeat that?"
"Which girl has the better ass?" Neptune repeated. "Weiss' lean, toned behind, or Blake's overly large-"
"Hey!" Sun cut in. "That's not cool!"
Jaune silently agreed with Sun, appreciating that his fellow blonde was defending his friends' dignit-
"Your putting words in his head to sway his decision!" Sun accused, putting his finger close to Neptune's face.
Scratch that, Sun was just as bad.
Sun pushed on. "Besides, Weiss is just too small."
Neptune was quick to rebuke. "But Blake's is too big. Those type of butts jiggle at just a gust of wind. It reminds me of those rubber things with thin gel inside."
"Bigger is better. I'd prefer an ass with some meat on it. It's got its own name for crying out loud! The Bellabooty is superior."
"But age will ruin it, it'll become saggy. A butt like Weiss' basically stays the same. And it shows she actually takes care of herself with a good workout."
Jaune shook his head as Sun and Neptune continued to argue. This was getting ridiculous and he didn't want any part of it. He was about to say so until...
"Gentleman." A stern voice cut in, making all three men freeze in fear. Sun and Neptune looked at Jaune, or rather behind him. Jaune himself slowly turned around and came face to face with an unamused Glynda Goodwitch.
"I understand your at an age in which your hormones can sometimes get the better of you and that you can't help but notice those of the opposite sex, so I will let you off with a warning. But should I catch you talking about your fellow students in such a degrading manner, I will not be so lenient. " She warned, her glare sending shivers down all their spines.
Professor Goodwitch then focused on Jaune. "Mr. Arc, my office." She ordered shortly.
Jaune sputtered. "Bu-but I wasn’t-!" He tried to protest.
Only to stop Immediately at the combat instructor's narrowed gaze. "That wasn't a request, Mr. Arc." She then turned and headed for her class room.
Jaune stood rooted while Sun empathetically patted his shoulder. "Tough break, pal."
"Yeah. sorry, dude." Neptune added.
Jaune gave the pair a small glare, showing the apology wasn't accepted.
"Mr. Arc! I won't be kept waiting!" Goodwitch's voice made Jaune hurriedly follow along.
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Glynda strode into her glass room and stood by her desk, her back towards Jaune, who entered after Glynda. He was quick to defend himself. "Professor, I wasn't a part of that. I was about to tell them to stop but you-."
"I'm well aware of that, Mr. Arc. I heard it all." Miss Goodwitch stated, her back still facing Jaune.
Jaune grew confused. "So why was I-."
"Simple, Jaune." Glynda said and lifted up her skirt.
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Jaune's throat became instantly dry as he stared at his girlfriend's bare ass.
"I wanted to remind you that my behind is much better than Miss Schnee and Miss Belladonna's." Glynda's voice changed from stern to sultry and low.
Jaune looked at the meaty behind, mesmerised. It was like seeing the sun rise. You can see it a thousand times and never get bored of it. (And you'd dread never seeing it again.) He stepped close to Glynda as if in a hypnotic trance and unconsciously raised an open hand.
'SMACK!!!'
Glynda's eyes widened at the stinging sensation on her ass before closing her eyes and moaning in pleasure as the offending hand began to gently massage and squeeze it. She then gave a small giggle as she felt a finger slip under her panties and rub her puckered asshole, but that giggle turned into a gasp as the digit it lightly pushed against her hole, as if testing the tightness.
"Honestly, Jaune. Ever since you convinced me to try anal sex, I have a hard time deciding if I want to feel you in my pussy and filling up my womb or have you in my ass and painting my guts white." Glynda breathed over her shoulder.
"I think teaching you dirty talk is the best thing I've done." Jaune whispered into her ear, earning another shiver from Glynda. "And it doesn't really need to be said. But your ass if way better."
The pair shared one more look of love and lust before pressing their lips together.
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stuck like glue
“tangled in love stuck by you from the glue”- glue song by beabadoobee
paring: chenle x fem! reader
genre: smut,fluff
warnings: mention of sex, oral (f), unprotected sex, cussing, kissing
note: i know chenle lives on his own but for the sake of this story pls pretend that he lives in the dreamies dorms lol
no proof read
minors dni
———————————————————————————————Chenle has been away on tour for a little over a month. Tomorrow him and the dreamies will arrive back to korea, you’ve never been more excited to finally see your boyfriend again,You already took off a few days of work and told your professors that you won’t be in class for a few days.Of course Chenle didn’t seem supper happy about you calling off of work and missing school just to see him But deep down he was excited to finally get some alone time with you
“I cant wait to see you lele, Daegal and i miss you so much” you say to your boyfriend over facetime
“ I miss my girls too, thanks again for taking care of her while i was away” Chenle says
“ It’s not a problem babe i mean i’m basically her mom am i not??” you ask
“ What?? no Daegal has no mom only a dad” he says
“ Oh right Chenle that’s why she wines and claws at the door when i leave the dorms”
“ You’re such smart ass Y/n”
“I really do miss you though babe,ask Jisung I talked his ear off every night about you, actually don’t ask jisung or any of the members anything.. forget what i said” He starts rambling and you notice that his ears are turning bright red
“And why’s that lele?” you ask with a smirk on your face
“ Uhh i may or may not have drank a bit to much one night after our show and accidentally spilled to jisung, mark and renjun about how good you are in bed” he says extremely embarrassed
Your eyes go wide as you audibly gasp
“ You did not” you say rather loudly
“ I’m sorry babe i was drunk i doubt they even remember it, i only remember so much i don’t know what else i said” he tries to defend himself, You start laughing uncontrollably
“ That’s actually hilarious, i never see you that drunk” you say making fun of him “You’re such a brat” he laughs
Once your FaceTime call ends with Chenle you tidy up your apartment that you both agreed he would stay at for a few days once he gets home from tour. You get ready to head to bed and say goodnight to daegal
“ Your daddy is gonna be here tomorrow!!” you say in a high pitched voice causing Daegals head to slightly turn, ears to purk up and tail to wag “ I know i’m excited too” you say as you pet her head and turn off the light ,It feels like hours have passed since you closed your eyes, it’s hard to sleep because of the excitement running through your veins,Finally you feel yourself drifting off to sleep
You shoot up and look at the clock that reads 2:45 am you woke to up the feeling of sweat dripping down your face, you realize that your whole body is drenched in sweat “ What the hell” you say in utter confusion as you get up to check the thermostat “ Why isn’t my air conditioner working” you say pressing buttons on the screen
You walk out into the hallway to check if air is flowing through the hall,Sure enough the hallway is cold yet your apartment is sweltering hot “ You’ve gotta be fucking kidding me” you say as you walk back into your place
Turning on every fan you can find and placing them towards you and Daegal it finally felt a little bit better but not nearly enough to spend anymore time other than tonight in your apartment , Once the morning came you called the tenant about the air conditioner “ What three to five days just to get someone to check it out?” you say baffled
“ Sorry ma’am our technicians are booked out for a while” the man says on the other side of the phone
“ Alright well thanks anyways” you say as you hang up “god this is not how i wanted my week to start” You called your boyfriend to tell him about the air, Chenle talked to the members and they all agreed that you could spend a few days at the dorm until your air conditioning gets up and running. you’ve spent the night a few times at the dorm but never more than just one night at a time, you felt bad intruding on the other boys place but living without air conditioning during the hottest season in korea was a big no for you
Once you got the text that Chenle has landed and is on his way to the dorms you begin to make your way there as well. Standing at the entrance a wave of nervousness comes over you as you knock on the door “ Y/n come in” Jeno says while giving you a big smile “ Hi Jeno it’s good to see you” you say
“ It’s good to see you too, Chenle is in his room” he says You thank him and head towards your boyfriends room knocking on Chenles door before opening it. Daegal jumps out of your arms running to her dad “ Daegal my sweet girl i’ve missed you” he says bending down to pet her “Uhmm” you clear your throat standing at the doorway as Daegal runs out of the room to see the other members
“ I told you she loves me more” chenle says laughing
“ Really lele i haven’t seen you in over a month and this is how you greet me” you scoff in annoyance
“ Babe i’m kidding come here” he says as he walks towards you engulfing you into a big hug
“ I missed my baby girl” he says to you while kissing the top of your head.You lay on his bed and let him get settled and unpacked before demanding his undivided attention,You lay on Chenle chest while you both talk for what seems like hours about his tour,He tells you everything from start to finish, and you excitedly listen to him.When you both are done talking he decides you two should go out and hang with the rest of the guys
Chenle walks to the door about to leave the room when he realizes that you aren’t behind him “ Come on babe let’s go” he says waving you over to walk towards the door
You don’t say anything
Chenle walks back over to you and you throw your arms up in the air.Chenle makes a confused face.He knows that what you want is to be held; He also knows that you absolutely hate pda and would rather die than to show affection in front of the other boys so why would you want him to carry you out there?
Chenle shoves his confusion into the back of his mind and picks you up ,He wasn’t expecting you to want to be carried but what shocked him the most is that you clinged onto him like a koala, he took both arms off of you to open the door and you’d stayed clinging to him with your arms and legs wrapped tightly around your boyfriend ,You laid your head on his shoulder as he walked to the living room where the rest of the dreamies were hanging out
The boys all look at Chenle as he walks into the room, never in the three years you and Chenle have been together have they seen any type of affection being given between you two,There’s been times where haechan jokingly asked if you and Chenle were really dating because of the lack of a skinship “ you guys don’t even hug around us, that’s suspicious is it not”
The guys say a lot with there faces but no one voices anything out loud, Chenle shot a “i don’t know what’s going on” look at them and sat down on the couch with you still wrapped around him.The dreamies decide to play video games and of course Chenle was down to beat them all, through the entire gaming session you stayed wrapped around him not saying a word. Although Chenle didn’t seem like it he was honestly pretty worried about you, you never act like this in front of people
Of course behind closed doors you were affectionate towards him, but even then you were never this clingy
“ Babe i want to get something to drink” he whispered into your ear,No response came from you, you just looked at him and put you head back onto his shoulder.He got up and walked to the kitchen with you wrapped around him, opening the cabinets and the fridge he poured himself a cup of water, while you stayed clung to him completely unbothered. He goes back to gaming with the boys taking his mind off worrying about you
Later in the evening Jaemin starts making dinner, usually chenle and Jaemin cook dinner for everyone,Chenle looks over at Jaemin who’s in the kitchen and gives him a “ i’m sorry bro” kinda look followed by Chenle looking down at you and then back to Jaemin,Jaemin didn’t mind though he grabbed Jeno to help him make dinner
“ Hey babe you wanna let go for a second so i can use bathroom ” he asks, you just shake your head no, with that chenle sighs and takes you with him,He puts you on the bathroom counter and you finally unlatch from him “ everything okay baby?”You say nothing, just give him a quick nod as he comes back over to the sink to wash his hands and you latch right back onto him.Chenle really thought he finally got you off of him, he just looked at you confused again and kissed your forehead while walking back to the living room
He ate dinner with you wrapped around him, he asked if you were hungry, you shook your head no,At this point chenle gave up just letting it happen, everyones so confused by what’s going on, especially since you hadn’t said a word since you came out of Chenles room hours ago
After dinner Chenle did the dishes with you wrapped about him, he fed Daegal with you wrapped around (him which was pretty challenging he’ll admit) he played more games with you clung to his body. The guys suggested watching a movie and started scrolling through netflix debating on which one to choose
“ You wanna watch the movie with them or go back into my room” Chenle asks hoping for an answer.You just shrug your shoulders while your head is buried into the crook of his neck.Chenle has honestly had enough, he doesn’t know what’s going on, are you just tired? are you mad at him? are you upset? you were perfectly fine hours ago what happened??He gets up off the couch and brings you into his room sitting on the bed
“ Baby look at me” he says in a serious tone,You lift you head up off of his shoulders and look up at him
“ What’s wrong sweetheart” he asks
“ Nothing” you say shortly.Chenle is visibly getting annoyed by your short answers you’ve been giving him for hours
“ Y/n you’re pissing me off i don’t want to yell okay” he says “ what is wrong my love, saying “nothing” isn’t going to cut it”
“ I just missed you lele” you said
“ Are you sure that’s all baby”
You nod “ yes i promise i just want to be close to you” Chenle looks at you and smirks
“ I can think of a few ways we can get a lot closer than you just clinging to me” he says smirking.You laugh and push him away, he pulls you back and smashes his lips onto yours,Tongues battling for dominance you quickly lose,he flips you around so that he’s now towering over you
“ You’re so pretty lele”
“ Says you angel, god i missed everything about you” Chenle whispers in your ear,lips attached his hands roam your body unbuttoning your shirt and taking off your shorts, laying there in nothing but your undergarments Chenle pulls away from your lips to look at you “ god you’re so beautiful” he says taking off your bra chenle kisses down you body leaving a trail of marks.He gets to your heat and looks to you for approval, you nod your head yes and he begins to take off your panties, spreading your legs apart and leaves kisses on your heat before kitty licking your pussy,you instantly throw you head back into the pillow and grab Chenles hair while arching your back Chenle takes that as a sign to go farther and fully dive into your cunt, trying your best to hold in your moans knowing that right outside the door were the other members
“Fuck Chenle that feels so good” you moan softly as you tug on his hair a little harder his eyes look up to yours giving you an eye smile while hes still working to get to you finish while licking stripes up and down your pussy Chenle pushes a finger into your hole roughly going in and out
Feeling a tingly rush throughout your entire body you knew you were about to finish
“ Babe i’m about to cum” Chenle removes his finger and licks up and down your clit causing you to release,Chenle keeps one hand rubbing circles on your clit while the other hand covers your mouth, you let out a loud moan covered by chenles hand, he knew better than to leave you completely ungaged, he knows you’re a loud moaner, he could tell it was taking everything in you not to let out the normal pornagraphic moans that you usually do. After he lets go of your mouth he goes back into your pussy to ride out the rest of your high leaving both of you panting, Chenle pulls you into a kiss having you taste yourself
“Chenle please fuck me” you beg
“ Babe the guys are right outside”
“ I’ll behave i promise”
Chenle looks at you suspicious not sure whether believe you or not, you begin stroking his hard member through his grey shorts, Chenle let’s out a grunt and pins your arms beside your head
“ Don’t be greedy ” he warns while pulling his pants off and throwing them across the room with his shirt that was already long gone, he pulls down his boxers revealing his hard length, you basically drool over his dick which causes Chenle to chuckle,He pulls your hips closer as you wrap your legs around his torso, he slowly pushes in, Chenle lets out a grunt as his dick slides into the tight walls of your pussy
“ Fuck y/n you’re so tight” he says while progressively moving in and out faster “god you’re so wet too” he says right before pounding back into you
He has one hand on your waist and other covering your mouth like before,You shut your eyes feeling your body going into a different dimension
“ look at me, I wanna see my pretty girl” you look at him and make eye contact while he’s fucking you so good,you can tell he’s about to nut by the way his thrusts become sloppy and he moves faster and faster while soft moans and grunts fill the room hoping the members can’t hear what you two are doing
“ Fuck baby i’m coming” he says as he slows down his pace, you feel hot liquid shoot into your core as he fills you
He lays down on top of you but doesn’t pull out yet
“ That was amazing Chenle”
“ You felt so good my love, you did so well for me” he said as he kissed your lips and pulled out of you,you both lay there for a little bit just soaking in the presents of eachother before he gets up and puts his clothes back on heading to the bathroom, he comes back with a warm towel cleaning you up and making sure you’re okay.After not having sex for a while you were pretty sore but it was nothing major and you didn’t want to make chenle feel bad so you just smile and thank him for cleaning you up .Once you both freshen up you go join the boys in the other room to finish the ending of the movie that neither of you were there for
As he was watching the screen you were watching him, admiring how beautiful he is and how lucky you are to be with such a good guy, you thought about how many girls would kill to be in your position and a sense of pride washed over you, you were proud to be his girl.
“ Y/N is everything okay” renjun asking about earlier,all the boys look at you and Chenle
“ Yeah i’m fine thanks” you reply smiling
“ She just wanted dick” Chenle blurts out
“ What the fuck lele” your face begins to heat up as you shove Chenle
“ Yeah we have ears ” Haechan smirks at you both
“ I don’t know what your talking about” you defend yourself
“ Right because the headboard slamming into the wall which happened to the this wall” pointing at the one in front of them with the tv on it “ was from you both jumping on the bed” Haechan says sarcastically,You burry your head from embarrassment into Chenles shoulder while the boys are laughing
“ I mean you guys did make the tv shake” Mark chimes in
“Shut up your all just jealous you don’t get any” Chenle states
“ At least we know they’re a real couple, i was starting to think it was fake” Haechan laughs
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my first fic! i hope you enjoyed!! my requests are open for all of nct!!
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Everything to Me
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sum: Leonora seems to have gained interest in a certain Ever Professor
based on: the song She by Dodie
WARNINGS: fluff, slight hint of angst, forbidden love, happy ending!, soft!lesso, mentions of jealousy, Dovey being a little matchmaker :), gentle!reader, shy!reader
(Not proof read)
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Lesso watched as the Princess she walked into the dining hall, every morning, she’s show up on time always looking flawless. Sometimes a Pep in her step appeared when she’d walk in after a night out with a suitor, though, they never seemed to work out, much to Lesso’s delight.
Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at
Leonora smiled at the Princess as she sat next to her with her plate filled with pancakes and other breakfast foods. Leonora found herself looking at her with a softness and adoration would’ve surely confused the head Master as to why he placed the Dean into the School For Evil.
The Redhead enjoyed watching her smile and snort at jokes made at the table. She was the most prim and properly Princess but, In Lesso’s eyes, she was surely the most gorgeous. She wondered how a woman could look so ethereal and authentic at the same time.
After breakfast with the staff, Lesso and Y/n had a ritual of going on a morning walk, slowly making their way through the garden. Their arms linked as they took in the sight of sweet Magnolia’s and the warm gaze of the sun.
Leonora swore that she could smell the Lemongrass from where she stood, but knew it was from the woman next to her who still complained about wanting to take a nap. “Ooh! Remember when we took a photo here, it was so peaceful with the stars just sparkling above us” She exclaimed, sitting on the stone bench with that bright grin on her face, “I do remember, Princess, I still have the polaroid in my office if you’d ever like to see it.”
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture
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Clarissa made Leonora stay behind at a meeting that evening, nothing how the woman had been spending so much time with the Princess. She could sense the pure love radiating from the two. No one could deny what was happening, not even the headmaster. “You must tell her how you feel, Leonora! You need to tell her before it’s too late!” The golden haired woman exclaimed, flailing her arms about knowing that Lesso would lose the girl sooner or later if she didn’t make a move.
“There’s nothing to tell her, Clarissa..” She whispered lowly, knowing that if she did confess she’s ruin y/n’s chance at a happliy ever after. She couldn’t take that away from her, no she couldn’t do that.
Afterall, Lesso was a Never and Y/n was an Ever. It was forbidden, no way they could pass the trial by tale, right?
I'd never tell No I'd never say a word
Clarissa pouted with a huff before exiting the room most likely plotting some other scheme, but Leonora was okay, admiring the other woman across the room even if it was for a moment. She enjoyed watching her hair perfectly fall on her shoulders and cascading down her back. Her warm and lovable smile, that laugh that was inviting. Not to mention her face was nothing less of perfection.
Lesso was comfortable, standing next to her while she greeted her students with a smile, which they returned and shyed away once they noticed the intimidating Dean next to her. They were fools not to see what they had, everyone did, even the more up tight Evers.
Though, the uneasy feeling in Lesso’s stomach never changed when she saw Y/n talking with an Ever prince that seemed to take a liking to her. Everytime her concerns were proved wrong, that was because y/n never liked any of them she said.
And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt
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“Leo! Leo! Look at what I found in the garden!” Y/n exclaimed, carefully holding something in her soft hands, as she stopped in front of the redhead, she smiled brightly holding out the delicate flower. It looked as tough as it did peaceful. “Hm, Black Dahlia, my favorite, you remembered?” Leonora smiled subtly, taking the flower in her own hands and admiring it.
“Of course I did! How could I forget my favorite person’s favorite flower?” Y/n felt a blush creep onto her cheeks, the ache in her neck from looking up at Lesso, seemed to disappear. The woman infront of her held back a wide grin, “You are very thoughtful, princess” she complimented, running her thumb on the Ever professor’s chin. Gathering what ever courage she had left and kissed her forehead.
“Thank you, sweet thing”
Even though, y/n y/l/n would always love Leonora Lesso but she could never verbalize it. As for Leonora, she would never feel the warmth of love from the person she truly loved. And that was true Evil.
So there they were again, another gala another night that they longed for each other. Stolen glances and subtle flirting seemed to tempt even the Headmaster into matchmaking the two.
and I'll be okay Admiring from afar
As the night fell, the more people retired to their respective rooms. Lesso was left to walk y/n back, the moon and stars lighting the way. It seemed like it was only last night that it was y/n’s first day teaching at The School for Good. They walked hand in hand as the Castle sat in the darkness the lights inside now putting the moon to shame. Lesso wished this was forever, she never allowed herself rk think that way especially about things people that aren’t hers. But for now, she allowed herself to think about it even for a moment. Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart
”That was nice, I always enjoy our time together!” She beamed, any traces of sleepiness leaving her. “I do too, sweet girl”
They stood their for a few minutes sitting in comforting silence, “Now that I think of it, I don’t want you walking in that cold. You’ll stay with me” Y/n stated, pulling her in by the jacket sleeve, “Woah, I haven’t even asked you out yet” Leo joked, chuckling to herself, though, y/n’s remained still her face now shying from Lesso’s gaze. “Don’t go all turtle on me now, Princess” she cooed, pulling her closer on for the Professor to tuck her face in Lesso’s jacket.
“Why haven’t you asked me out yet, Leo?” Y/n seriously questioned, looking up at the redhead with tears. It now came as a realization to the Dean that her preception of reality was not the same as y/n’s. “I‘ve dropped countless hints, I followed Dovey’s advice, I did everything I could think of! Do you not like me? Are you just leading me on?” She asked, already sniffling from the anticipation of the answer.
“What? No!” Lesso responded, clutching the Princess close, “No, you don’t like me?” Y/n let out a sob that could’ve woken up half of the castle if Lesso hadn’t shut her mouth. “I mean that I’m not leading you on, Yes, of course I like you, I think I might…love you” Lesso confessed, a weight leaving her shoulders as she held her close.
“I love you, Leonora Lesso” y/n choked out, pulling Lesso down for a long awaited kiss, “I love you most, y/n y/l/n”
Yes she means everything to me She means everything to me.
Lesso would feel the Love of the one she truly wanted and this time it meant a Happily Ever After for both of them.
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p0rkbun · 9 months
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YOU'VE GOT MY LIFE, IN THE PALM OF YOUR HANDS — Sam Carpenter
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⤿summary: News had been going around about vandalism of multiple properties and attacks in new york because of a vicious unknown animal, leaving a question in your mind along with paranoia whenever you walk home back to your apartment. As you walk back home, you suspect there was something else in your apartment.
⤿pairing: Werewolf! Samantha Carpenter x Reader
⤿warning(s): mentions of vandalism, blood, injury, gore possibly, cringe writing, my knowledge of werewolves is purely taken from teen wolf and folklore wiki, not proof read, gif is not mine.
⤿a/n: if you know which song the title is referenced, ily. This was a sorta horror/gore writing test?
⤿word count: 1.5k
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8:34pm
You gather your belongings as the clock passes eight-thirty. Every Saturday, you take an extra class with your professor along with some other students at your college campus. Usually, class was dimissed at eight twenty, but your professor thought it would be sweet for the class to listen to his ten-minute advice on the lesson, much to everyone's demise.
Everyone was tired, either hungry, eager to go home, or both. For you, you were exhausted. Sometimes you wonder why you chose to have extra class; maybe it was your high-achieving mind, though you were already sick studying your ass off during the day. You guess it was less tiring in the evening; that would be ironic to say aloud.
For the last few weeks, news has been going around about multiple vandalisms of properties by an unknown animal. Considering New York, it wouldn't be surprising, but it's been getting concerning lately. Multiple people were also attacked and injured, you didn't heard much else besides that.
You have to admit, your eyes always traveled to the dark corners of every street you pass whenever you walk back home. Your heart races whenever the slightest noise is heard in the dark streets. Luckily, you got a safeguard to protect yourself with pepper spray, and a taser Sam gifted you.
Speaking of your girlfriend, she had been unusually distant recently, but you assume it was just her working two jobs and having therapy at the end of the day. You would understand if she's tired too, but she's also been acting anxious, brushing off whenever you'd invite her to your apartment or avoiding your gaze and presence whenever you two were near.
Of course, you didn't question it. She's tired, probably just worried about the news, and you try to comfort her, but again, she brushes it off. You sigh at the thought, standing up from your seat to exit the class before you hear your professor call out, reminding you what could go wrong.
"You kids be careful and walk back home safely!"
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You reach for your apartment keys, unlocking your door and stepping inside, noticing how it was cold inside. You didn't forget to turn off the AC, you remember it clearly, so why was it so cold inside?
Cautiously, you closed the door gently behind you, not wanting to alert any possible intruders. Slowly you stepped in taking a peek around the corner, the living room coming into view. The AC wasn't on but rather the window was, which would explain the cold air.
You step silently into the living room, place your bag on the couch, and strode over to close the window. You pause and take a look at the night and flashing cars in the streets outside before closing the window.
The lights were still off so you turned them back on, the kitchen and hallway were lit. You frowned when you turned them on, the kitchen was trashed. You felt the hair on the back of your neck stand up as you start to suspect for the worse. Biting your bottom lip nervously as your eyes scan the messy kitchen.
All of the cabinets were opened, some of the cabinet doors were scratched, and the marks were ginormous claws that made you feel anxious and confused. The floor was littered with broken plates and utensils, but something that made you feel the most uneasy was the smudges of blood.
You gulped as you felt your body go stiff, you see the smudges of blood trail towards the hallway to your bedroom. Anxiously, you grab a butcher knife that was dropped on the ground and with caution, you walk towards your bedroom which had its door wide open. The more steps you took, the sound of heaving breathing got louder but it didn't belong to you. Someone was breathing heavily in the room, you peek through the door to see a shadowy figure crouched beside your window, the moonlight reflecting against the figure, whimpering in pain.
You hesitantly marched closer and instantly recognized who the intruder was. It was Sam.
With a small gasp, you put the weapon down dropping your guard to crouch next to the brunette. "Sam! You--what happened?" you asked frantically as you touched her shoulder, she doesn't seem to respond but you turn to look at her face and see blood. Apparent blood smudges on her mouth and neck, and her eyes, those beautiful eyes that were formerly dark brown were now piercing maroon red.
She faced you, finally looking up as she stared through your soul making you sweat. With this sight, anybody else would scream or run away in fear but you didn't because it was Sam, someone you care for and loved even in whatever state she was in.
You contemplated on what to do, Sam snaps out of her trance and groans in pain clutching her stomach. Your eyes linger and see a gash on her abdomen, immediately you grab her up gently and dragged her to the kitchen. "C'mon hun" you mutter quietly.
She follows you behind or rather lets you lead her. You sat her down on the floor against the counter before you search the cabinet for a medkit. You crouch down to her level, pulling her ripped shirt to fully see her wound, see the bloody gash on her abdomen, and pressed a cloth on it. She lets out a small grunt with furrowed brows as she breathes heavily whilst staring at you as you try to care for her injury.
"Sam, tell me why the hell are you hurt? Why didn't you go to the hospital? Most of all, why did you not call me?!" you throw a variety of questions at her worryingly while aiding her.
She stayed silent and that made you look up at her, your eyes meeting hers again, but they weren't red anymore. She looked disheveled with her appearance, her shirt was ripped and almost torn off, her hair was a bit messy and her dark brown eyes pierced through your eyes.
"I...I got attacked...." she replied hesitantly, you got even more worried.
"By what?" you asked, you had already bandaged her wound to stop the bleeding temporarily but she still needed professional help "You know what, that doesn't matter right now, you need to go to the hospital I'll--" As you were about to get up, Sam's hand snatched your wrist tightly, you looked at her surprised as saw that her pupils were a sharp shape.
"No." She said firmly, her tone sounding grim, her hand squeezing your wrist tight that you thought it was gonna leave a bruise.
You were about to argue but Sam lets go of your wrist when she yelled painfully as she gripped her own arms as if something was gonna rip inside of her, her body tremble while she let out pained cries, you swore her body was growing bigger.
Your body froze, and you lean back as you watch her body grew, the sound of her skin ripping while her cries of pain started to sound more animalistic. "Please...don't come near me....." she lets out between her pained noises, you start to crawl back slowly but you collided against the wall.
You only watched in fear, feeling too scared to move while you watch how dark fur appeared on her, her ears became sharper until they matched the same as a wolf, and her teeth became sharper and canine-like as her body grew along with tearing the rest of her clothing completely. Your breathing became ragged as your eyes widen, your Sam, turned into this beast. It looked much like a wolf, with black fur, sharp teeth that could rip you to shreds, and those red eyes.
Your body trembled and you managed to let out a word "Sam.." you whisper in a meek tone. Her head snapped up at your voice, her canine teeth gritted against each other, and she growled loudly at you which increases your fear more.
She leaped closer, her giant claws gripping the walls at the side of your head while she lets out a roar at you, you clenched your eyes shut and turn your head while tears began to form. Her face was close to yours, she growled lowly but eventually pull back, her hostile demeanor disappeared and she only gazed at you.
Out of reflex, you swung the taser you were holding anxiously the whole time since she started to transform, at her chest making her let out an aggravated yell, she retreated quickly, whimpering in pain, and fleed by jumping through the window breaking the glass, along with pieces of the walls due to her large figure.
The taser dropped to your side, and your breathing became more controlled as you tried to calm down. Hurriedly, you walk to the broken window to see through, thinking if Sam was there. Your eyes lingered outside not seeing her at all, you cursed under your breath and retreated back to grab your phone from your pocket to dial Tara.
You paced back and forward, biting your nail nervously waiting for Tara to pick up. When she did, you wasted no time.
"Tara, something happened with your sister."
────To be continued────
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a/n: pt 2? Possible series? I always had werewolf sam in mind and this was inspired by @lilac-fangirl 's werewolf sam drabble, and also by teen wolf i've been rewatching. I apologize again if there's any spelling errors or mistakes, english isn't my native language 😕. Hope you enjoyed atleast :) i can't promise if i'm actually gonna make a pt 2 or series, i'm busy lol but we'll see 🤭 goodnight ♡
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jihyocentric · 9 months
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3mix as professors who their students argue every year about if they are dating and if they are, which two would be dating, but in reality they are a throuple. It’s entertaining for them to watch their students fight about them though, but sometimes one of them may get insecure when the students clearly favour the other two as an otp. That leads to a pampering session where they are reminded the other two still love them just as much.
as much as they tried to hide their relationship, from time to time they’d give their students a few clues that could enhance their imagination.
they’ve been together for longer than any of their students could imagine, and with that, they have created habits that served as proof that they were indeed in a relationship. like the way nayeon would fix jeongyeon’s bangs and intertwine her hand with jihyo’s while they’re walking, way too close for someone who was only their friend.
nayeon was certainly the biggest threat to their secret coming out, but the other two weren’t completely innocent either. they worked in different buildings, but jeongyeon couldn’t resist the urge to spoil the both of them. during lunch time, sometimes she’d sneak out to give them sweets or merely steal a kiss where nobody could see them.
jihyo, however, was the most secretive out of the three, and that’s why some of their students came to the conclusion that she was but a friend of the real couple, nayeon and jeongyeon.
not all of them thought nayeon and jeongyeon were together — some of them rooted for miss park and miss yoo, others rooted for miss im and miss park. but the most popular couple was, surely, nayeon and jeongyeon.
even then, they had a good time making their students confused about their relationship. they weren’t trying to keep it a secret forever, but there was no need for their private life to be exposed.
that’s why the three of them would immediately change the subject whenever a student tried to get useful information about their relationship, never giving it away, even if they were bribed with candy and compliments.
but it was obvious enough, really. if their students were clever enough, they’d see the truth.
“wait, i think i forgot my phone in the office,” jihyo sighs, searching for the object inside her purse, finding nothing but her wallet and papers. “i’ll be right back.”
“not again.” nayeon groans. “if you take long to get it back we’re going home without you.”
“it’s her day to drive though.” jeongyeon points out, from the backseat.
“it’ll take less than five minutes, i promise!” jihyo presses a kiss on nayeon’s cheek that makes the grumpiness go away, doing the same with jeongyeon, despite struggling to reach her.
she grabs the car keys before leaving, knowing they wouldn’t leave without her, but it was better to be sure that they wouldn’t than fully trust them.
jihyo manages to walk fast enough to the office to get her phone, doing it in under three minutes, for nayeon and jeongyeon’s sake. she places it safely inside her purse, at the bottom where she wouldn’t lose it easily and gets ready to run again.
she only stops when she hears familiar voices at the end of the hallway, noticing that they’re talking about her, nayeon and jeongyeon again.
“they’re all dating.” ryujin concludes, decisive and tired of the discussion that started months ago.
“miss park wouldn’t do something like that.” lia denies, shaking her head.
jihyo raises her brows, mashing her lips to keep a laugh from coming out.
oh, but miss park would and she does.
“then why do they always go home together? miss yoo treats the both of them the same. and the three of them have matching rings. wedding rings!” yuna defends her theory, siding with ryujin.
“well, miss park probably lives near them. that’s why they go home in the same car!” yeji protests, certain that her and lia’s conclusion was the only correct answer to the rumors going around about their professors. “besides, how are you so sure those are matching rings?”
“i’m not sure… but they look the same.” yuna takes a seat on the bench, next to yeji. “you haven’t seen the way miss yoo treats miss park, that’s why you don’t believe me. you would if…”
as yuna tries to argue that her favorite professor wasn’t a third wheel and that she was actually in a relationship with nayeon and jeongyeon, jihyo decides it’s her time to take a leave.
she had heard enough and her lovers might be ready to jump at her neck for taking twice the time she said she'd take to be back, depriving them from getting home early.
“good evening, girls.” jihyo laughs softly, passing right by them, hearing stuttered ‘good evening miss park’s as she walks back to the car.
“did i miss anything?” chaeryeong shows up only a few seconds after jihyo leaves, snapping her fingers to get her friends' attention, but none of them can find the words to answer her question, afraid they might have been caught talking about their professors’ love lives.
jihyo has never felt left out when it came to her relationship with nayeon and jeongyeon, but after the rumors that they were dating started, jealousy became less rare of a feeling. it was no good, she knew it, there was nothing for her to be jealous about, not when both nayeon and jeongyeon loved her with their entire hearts.
and yet jihyo feels as insecure as she was back when they met, long years before they reached their current stability — old enough to understand their feelings, with solid jobs, a great house and rings on their fingers that meant that they belonged to each other.
“you’re weird.” jeongyeon reaches jihyo from behind, after they have all showered and eaten dinner.
as a penalty for making them wait, nayeon and jeongyeon decided that it was jihyo’s day to do the dishes again.
“thank you, that’s very sweet of you, jeong.” jihyo replies grumpily, rinsing the last plate that was in the sink.
“no, like, you’re weird weird.” jeongyeon says and jihyo pulls away from her grip, drying her hands on a towel. “what’s up, baby? are you upset we made you drive and do the dishes?”
“no. it’s nothing, jeongie.” jihyo sighs deeply — extra dramatic, because she knew that would make jeongyeon worry and keep asking if she’s alright. jihyo knew all the tactics required to get some pampering. on that particular day, she truly needed it.
“come here, im nayeon!” jeongyeon shouts to nayeon, who was busy feeding their pets.
“is it important?” nayeon asks, loud enough for them to hear it, making sure no one would steal the other’s food.
bbuyo, jihyo’s selfish cat had made progress and he wasn’t trying to eat bomb’s food anymore, but nayeon would still watch them to be sure bomb would get his dinner properly. the dogs were real angels compared to the cats.
“jihyo is sad and it’s your fault!” jeongyeon shouts back and nayeon goes running to the kitchen.
“what? what did i do?!” nayeon asks worriedly, approaching them with a slight pout. “is it because i made you do the dishes?”
“it’s not about the dishes.” jihyo looks at nayeon. “and it isn’t her fault.” she tells jeongyeon and sighs, trying to walk always from them but she was easily cornered by nayeon and jeongyeon. “can we take this somewhere else?”
nayeon and jeongyeon look at each other and agree to let jihyo walk freely. they follow jihyo back to their room, but not without questioning her about what was going on.
“then what is it?” nayeon pushes, walking annoyingly close, almost making jihyo stumble on her feet. “oh, c’mon, you’re making me nervous! i don’t think i did anything bad! it’s probably jeongyeon’s fault anyway.”
“it’s no one’s fault.” jihyo stops on her tracks, pouting. “just need some love, that’s all!”
“something definitely happened.” jeongyeon raises her brows. “tell us, baby. what’s going on?”
jihyo finds her spot on the bed, which was in the middle. nayeon and jeongyeon follow her, sitting on her sides. “you will laugh at me!”
“we won’t, baby.” jeongyeon replies, and although her answer isn’t fully sincere, the reassurance convinces jihyo to spit it out.
jihyo blurts it out hurriedly, face flushed as she tells them about what she heard when she went to grab her phone earlier, ashamed to admit she was jealous due to something as frivolous as what her students think about them.
nayeon and jeongyeon aren’t quick enough to understand every word jihyo lets out during the seconds that she vents her feelings, but soon enough they realize the problem in question. jihyo was upset because people thought the both of them were dating, excluding her from their relationship…
“when it’s clear enough i’m dating you too!” jihyo breathes out, burying her face on the pillow to hide away from nayeon and jeongyeon’s amused faces.
“it’s not their fault, hyo. they probably think like that because jeong and i are less... strict about it,” nayeon quickly comforts her, rubbing jihyo’s back with her hand.
“i’m not strict!” jihyo whines, taking her face away from the pillow and sitting on the bed, with her back against the headboard.
“well…” jeongyeon starts, but the words she wanted to say never come out, unable to contradict jihyo when she looked like a sad puppy who needed pets. “how can we make this better?”
jihyo feels like she had just hit the jackpot with the way the both of them look at her. they were clearly willing to do anything she asked, both of them ready to risk it all for jihyo if needed — it wasn’t anything jihyo wasn’t already used to, loving to be spoiled by them.
“cuddles.” jihyo replies, sighing loudly, as if she was hurt. “and kisses. lots of kisses. and bbuyo sleeps with us today.”
nayeon and jeongyeon weren’t happy to have bbuyo sleeping with them that night, mostly because the cat would kick them randomly during the night if they allowed him to sleep in, as if he was telling them not to get too close to his rightful owner.
but they promptly offer jihyo their arms and lips before having to take him in, giving the younger of the three all the warmth jihyo sought for, leaving her breathless with how tight they squeezed her between them.
“w-wait, i changed my mind, bbuyo c-can’t sleep here,” jihyo breaks the kiss with jeongyeon, whimpering as nayeon’s nails scratch her bare tummy.
“i thought so,” nayeon taunts, laughing softly next to her ear. “we need to make it up for you, hyo.”
“mhm, give you a proof that we love you,” jeongyeon adds, kissing down jihyo’s jaw. “would you like that?”
though that wasn’t the kind of pampering jihyo thought she’d receive, she was more than happy with what she got.
“please, unnies!”
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A Series of Incorrect Quotes
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(Shortly after Percy and Marcus's second year fight)
Marcus: Where are you going?!
Penny: To prove you're a jerk!
Marcus: Well, I don't need proof for that!
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(The only context I can think for this is that the group summoned something on purpose)
Audrey: There she is. Giant, scary lady.
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(Percy being annoyed)
Percy: "He's done the impossible." He's done nothing
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(Marcus and Olivver having the same plans during Quidditch season at Hogwarts)
Oliver: Oh yeah here I go Marcus. Just another fucking day with Marcus. Hey hey hey fuck my life.
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(Penny gets fed up with their third year DADA teacher)
Professor Susan [Last Name Here]: Someone should put your ass in a mental asylum
Penny: Someone should put you in a box and throw you down the fucking river, Susan
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(Sleep deprived Percy having zero filter and Oliver dealing with it)
Percy: You think the wind is ever trying to tell us something? We don't know how to hear it anymore.
Oliver: Just want you to stop saying odd shit
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(Draco assuming Percy and Audrey are gay)
Draco: Okay, listen. Assuming someone is gay because of their apperance is stereotyping and harmful but fucking look at them.
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(Audrey and Oliver sharing a brain cell when being impulsive)
Oliver: I'm confused. We're being impulsive, are you supposed to kick or knock when you're being impulsive?
Audrey: Knock with your foot
Oliver: Brilliant
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(Penny and Marcus having a conversation half the time)
Penny: Look, I know we don't always see eye to eye
Marcus [6 foot 4]: That's because you're too short to do so
Penny [Average height]: Listen here, you fuck
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(Fourth year Quidditch practice after one of the twins' pranks puts Percy in the hospital wing)
Oliver: I am at a loss for words
Charlie: Despite being lost for words, Oliver yelled at them for the next 45 minutes
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(Part of the aftermath of Percy buying a snake and asking Draco and Charlie for help naming it)
Percy (holding a python): Guys, I impulsively bought a snake, what do I name it
Charlie: You did WHAT
Draco: William Snakespeare
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(Draco gets bribed into swearing for Marcus)
Marcus: Are you-
Draco: Fucking
Marcus: Kidding me? You-
Draco: Fucking
Marcus: Idiot
Percy: What was that?
Draco: Snape banned Flint from swearing so he's paying me to do it
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(Percy anytime Charlie brings home a creature)
Percy: What you got there
Charlie [trying to smuggle a possibly illegal creature into the Burrow]: A smoothie
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CaptainSwan has an abusive marriage because Hook was a villain. DEBUNKED.
I had a request on X formerly known as Twitter to debunk the below CaptainSwan hate. I think I have covered all of this before but I thought I might remind the Regina Apologists that if you use these arguments against CaptainSwan you’re a raging hypocrite. So yes, this is going to be another “but what about your ship” post just for the purpose of pointing out the hypocrisy.
So buckle up CSers and let’s dive into another installment of “WTF did that Regina apologist just say!?”
Proof of Emma & Killian’s Abusive Marriage?
Apparently Emma is doomed to a life of abuse, because according to Regina Apologists, Killian has a history of abusing Emma:
Hook physical assaulted Emma: Body Slamming, Shoved, abused other women too (villain Hook)
Hook sexual assaulted Emma and other women (false)
Hook attempted to kidnap Emma’s son (a swing & a miss)
Hook has poor communication skills (writing trope, stfu)
Hook has a drinking problem (HAD. therefor head canon)
Hook is rude to Emma’s mother (shower remark) and Henry (ONE TIME. You’re never rude to anyone?)
Hook shifts blame from himself to Emma (ONE TIME if you even want to count this & it’s about killing David’s father & he corrected himself)
Hook made Emma co-dependent as she was willing to let her parents die and her brother become an orphan (What is this even? Is it the Under World trip? But Henry isn’t mentioned… I think they got their Regina list confused with the Killian list.)
Hook treated her like trash, manipulated & lied to her, put her down, especially when angry (Villain/DO Hook)
Hook jumped off a roof just to get Emma to talk to him (get over it losers)
Hook is Professor of Moodiness 101 (What is that even? They didn’t have enough bullet points I guess)
Hook thinks family and friends are possessions but Emma’s loved ones are threatened by Killian?? Tried to maliciously kill Emma’s family and friends (more Villain/Dark Hook & he apologized, went to hell and was tortured)
What about the future of Regina & Emma's toxic friendship (cause canonically that's all that existed)?
Regina physically assaulted Emma and plenty of other people too.
Regina sexually assaulted Graham AND y’all seem to think “taste my forbidden (poison) fruit” is sexual.
Regina abused Emma’s son, tried to turn him against her and then attempted to kidnap him (she was evil so she had no rights, please understand this)
Regina has a self-centered, wont listen to anyone else, attitude problem
Regina also has poor communication skills
Regina is rude to Emma’s family and friends ALL OF THE TIME. So not just once like Killian. But All the time.
Regina was the one that actually let Emma’s parents sacrifice themselves in S6 for her instead of being a true hero.
Regina actually treated Emma like garbage before and after her supposed redemption (Regina lied, manipulated, used, insulted, degraded and dismissed Emma all 6 seasons)
Regina used the dagger to hurt Emma and tried to force Emma to tell her secrets that Emma didn’t want to share with Regina
Regina murdered Emma’s wish parents in front of her & no amount of begging made her stop (she still failed)
Regina destroyed Emma’s life and was the one to actually try and murder Emma and her parents on multiple occasions AND SHE DOES NOT REGRET IT.
If things that Villain Hook and the Hook consumed by Darkness did is proof that redeemed Killian Jones will abuse Emma Swan then the exact same can be said for Regina Mills. And Regina was never consumed by darkness. I know you all like to pretend that Dark Hook was the “Real Hook” but it wasn’t and you need to get over that. The darkness controls & manipulates its host but you’d know that if you looked at Rumple or even watched Season 5.
So are we done using these as reasons Emma and Killian will have an abusive marriage? Because obviously if SwanQueen had ever been a thing then they would have an extremely abusive partnership if we apply this same logic to them. Actually, Regina is more likely to abuse Emma than Killian Jones because between the two of them my list is more accurate for her and she has history of domestic violence (Graham, Snow, Henry, King Leo, her father). And the fact that Regina is an abusive “friend”.
But OUATSnark, all of these one time things add up! Yeah, we’re human beings. Our mistakes tend to do that. That’s why circumstances, context, intent and patterns and responses matter. So let’s break these down one by one shall we? I will be throwing Rumbelle into the mix just in case any Rumbellers out there wanna agree with the Regina Apologists.
Physical Assault
CLAIM: Hook physically assaulted Emma by body slamming her and shoving her. He also physically abused other women.
CORRECTION! Emma and Hook physically assaulted each other. Kinda. Is this what the kids are calling sword fights these days? This happened when Hook was a villain. When Emma and Hook were on opposing sides. Yes, they had a sword fight. Things happen during a sword fight. You know how that ended? He got a rock to the face. Way to go Emma! That was also after she betrayed him. Way to not listen to your literal inner voice, Emma. And yes, Hook gave her a little shove out of the way to get to Rumple. All of this happened when they were still enemies.
Neither Hook nor Emma touch each other in a violent way once he is on his path to redemption and aside from them being literally consumed by evil. Them as dark ones is not a measuring tool for how they are since they’re no longer consumed by evil.
Other abuse: Yes, Hook was a villain. He had victims that were women. He had victims that were men, too. The women victims, however, weren’t victims because they were women or because he was seeking to control them in a relationship so that does not mean he’d be an abusive husband. He was an equal opportunist villain. Please check his EQUAL partnership with Milah as more proof he is not a domestic abuser. Just because someone commits one kind of crime doesn’t mean they commit all kinds of different crimes. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
So why is all of this a problem now that Hook’s redeemed? It’s not a problem unless you hate CaptainSwan because you (wrongly) think Hook ruined your chances at your actual abusive toxic ship because…
Regina was physically abusive to Emma before her redemption:
She tried to poison Emma, twice (S1)
Threw her down a driveway (S2 when Emma rightly called Henry “HER SON”)
Punched her (S1 over Graham)
Choked her (S2 trying to stop Emma from getting in the way of turning Cora into a DO)
So Regina also has a history of being physically abusive to Emma when they were still enemies. I guess that means Swanqueen would have a terribly abusive marriage too, then, right? Or are you a double standard hypocrite? For the record, I don’t think the above is proof she undoubtedly would be. However…
Oh but wait, Regina was physically abusive to Emma AFTER her redemption:
Regina used the dagger to control Emma and LIKED that it hurt Emma. This is only significant because Regina reveled in hurting Emma with that dagger. She didn’t even apologize or care either. In fact she thought it was great that she made Emma thank her. That’s just abusive behavior. I’m sorry. When you hurt someone you love you apologize even if it’s an accident. And you sure as hell do not do it again then demand being thanked!
She used that dagger to torture Emma into revealing truths to her that Emma didn’t want to tell her. Regina might have been trying to help but she continued when an obviously hurting Emma BEGGED her to stop. Regina ultimately failed. But if Hook’s past is a reason you claim he’ll physically hurt Emma in the future then this is definitely a sign that Regina will push Emma past her breaking point if Regina wants something from her bad enough. Fair is fair, y’all!
Regina then murdered Emma’s wish parent’s in front of her Emma’s anguish didn’t even phase Regina. Again she pushed Emma past her breaking point and didn’t stop. SHE DID NOT STOP. Because Regina wanted to be the hero by any means necessary and she still failed! Emma’s pain is what brought Killian out of the darkness. Regina just kept on going!
Other abuses: Aside from all the murder, she choked a village child, abused her knights, tortured people and goodness knows what other things during her years of Tyranny. So. Yes, Regina likes to abuse people. She abused Belle after her redemption and didn’t care. She verbally abused young August (yes, she snapped under pressure but she is rude to someone at least every episode).
But do you know what Regina’s big red flag is? She forced Graham to have a relationship with her then killed him for rejecting her.
So which one is more likely to domestically abuse Emma and force her into a relationship? Hook or Regina? Regina has a history of domestic abuse so the answer would be Regina.
And for you Rumbellers out there that think Rumbelle had a beautiful marriage, lets remind you that Rumple was physically abusive to Belle:
Shook her
Threw her in a tower & locked her away
Put her in a sleeping curse
Uh oh looks like Rumbelle is going to be a highly physically abusive marriage! But wait, we already knew that. At least those of us without blinders on.
Newsflash y’all the enemies to lovers ships have a history of fighting. Shocker. But the only one to come to physical abuse AFTER redemption was SwanQueen. Therefor if you ship SwanQueen you shouldn’t be saying “CaptainSwan’s marriage is violent because of stuff that happens when they’re enemies”. And if you ship Rumbelle you should just stop talking all together.
Sexual Assault
CLAIM: Killian kissed Emma without her consent! He’s a pirate! All pirates rape! And he’s admitted to getting women drunk to rape them!
Do I have to say this again? Killian was trying to break a curse. The writers were paralleling them with Snowing. Just get over it!
And no, just because he was a pirate that doesn’t make him a canon rapist. You want to fanon him as one? That’s sick but it’s your right. But your fanon is not proof of canon.
And those words were not in that EF pub scene, that is not what that scene was about, and Emma has NO REACTION? Please just exercise some honesty and use some brain cells, I beg you!
Besides, If Hook is a sexual abuser because of the attempted true love kiss then so is David. If we follow this logic then surely he assaults Snow on a nightly basis, right? This isn’t meant to be a strawman argument… I am just trying to point out the hypocrisy. I know no one believes David does this cause it’d be far too ridiculous. So why is Hook held to a different standard? Because he is a villain or because you just hate him? Cause both kisses happened under the same circumstances and we never see Hook force a kiss on anyone outside of this very specific circumstance.
But let’s talk about Regina. Since y’all think “how to get the savior to taste my forbidden (poison) fruit” is something sexual then what does that say about your ship? Because to me it says sexual abuse is just fine as long as it’s Regina doing it. And as I said earlier she forced Graham into a relationship with her. She sexually assaulted him for 28 years then murdered him when he rejected her. What about David? Yes, her trying to seduce a cursed David is 100% attempted sexual assault. I’ve even seen people convincingly argue that she’s even touched Killian inappropriately and suggested she’d make David a sex slave when she had him in her prison.
And for you RUMBELLE stans out there: Yes, Rumple assaults Belle several times. Once when he was masquerading as Killian AFTER her rejection and ejection from her life. He uses the author to re-write her as his wife AFTER her rejection. And he kisses her without permission while she’s in the sleeping curse AFTER she’s rejected him again.
OK while we’re here let me just draw the SWANFIRE fans into this: Yeah yeah yeah Neal wouldn’t have been charged for statutory rape since 16 was the age of consent in that state but lets not pretend that a 150 yr old with a 16/17 year old isn’t cringy. His body might not have aged but he has the experience of two lifetimes worth of emotional and mental maturity. And again it’s just sick.
So I ask you… out of all these couples…which one is more likely to sexually abuse their partner? Regina and Rumple is the answer because they have CANON history of doing so. Neal is more likely to cheat on Emma with a much younger woman. Deal with it.
So lets also scratch sexual abuse off your reasons CaptainSwan is abusive cause one, its a lie and two, your favorite (Rumple, Regina or Neal) is actually the canon rapist.
Kidnapping Henry
CLAIM: “Hook attempted to kidnap her son. (To save him from Zelena, Cool motive. Still kidnapping)… I’m sure none of these things will cause problems in their marriage [sarcasm]”
So apparently Hook attempting to kidnap Henry to save him from Zelena is proof that Hook is going to abuse Emma during their marriage? Or maybe they meant Henry? Still. Say what? That does not even make even a little bit of sense. But to say this as someone who ships Regina and Emma? Are you for real? Lets review.
Regina actually physically and emotionally abused Henry.
Regina poisoned Henry (To kill Emma. Cool motive. Still did it.)
Regina mind-wiped Henry so she could kidnap him to the Enchanted Forest and leave Emma to die (she had no rights to him)
Regina used vines to restrain Henry after his rejecting her Regina gaslit Henry and made him & everyone else think he's crazy.
Regina lied & manipulated Henry to get him to hate Emma and Snow
Regina used him to get Emma to leave the jail so she could talk to a prisoner
Regina sent Emma’s son to spy on the dark one so she could rewrite her own story & screw up everyone elses
Hell, Emma kidnapped him in Season 1 to get him away from Regina’s abusive ass!
So before you use “Hook kidnapped Henry” as an excuse as to why CaptainSwan will have an abusive marriage please check your own ship first because Regina actually has a history of abusing Henry to get what she wants. At least Hook was attempting to protect him. Regina was purposefully hurting him.
Furthermore... I know you all would have been 100x more critical if Killian did nothing or if he'd chanced telling Emma. You all would say he was still endangering Henry. So, honestly, save your fake outrage.
Poor Communication Skills
CLAIM: “Hook got drunk instead of telling Emma the truth about her grandfather"
Since Hook got a little drunk one time while trying to work up the courage to tell Emma about David’s father he now has poor communication skills? That’s right folks. One time. See logical people understand that if something happens one time it’s not an indication that it is an ongoing problem. But if you hate Killian Jones it is an excuse to say that if he did it once of course he does it all the time!
Also it’s not like failing to tell someone something isn’t the oldest writing trope of all time. That couldn’t be it, could it!??? Like this is such a pathetic reach. CaptainSwan talk all the time about everything. About his part in Rumple’s past. That time he sat down with her and helped her see what her parents were going through. The fact that he’s always the one to say “I love you” first. But sure you go ahead and ignore that.
What about Regina and Emma? Regina had to use the dagger on Emma to try and get her to tell her why Emma was holding onto the darkness. All Killian had to do was ask. Regina dragged Emma to a bar to get her to open up about Killian leaving and Emma opened up to a bar tender instead! Regina refused to talk to Emma about Robin. Regina refused to listen to Emma about Henry/Pan and just walked away instead of communicating! Regina went back to Cora instead of seeking help from Emma. So far I am seeing more instances of SwanQueen not communicating!
You wanna talk about RUMBELLE’S communication or lack thereof? When did you ever hear Rumple ask Belle what she wanted? Cause he basically was just like “I’m gonna move your life around where I want it without asking”.
So again, what ship has the worse communication problems? Regina and Emma’s friendship sucks but honestly I’d give this one to Rumple since he just takes charge of Belle’s life.
Alcoholism
Hook apparently STILL has a drinking problem. Did you guys know that? I didn’t. Literally news to me! OK I’ve heard the claim before but it’s just another reach and a miss. Claims of Hook having a drinking problem are from biased people who’ve obviously never seen alcoholism. Or someone who successfully got on the wagon and stayed on it.
First off, no drunk is the same. You have angry drunks, friendly drunks, happy drunks, sleepy drunks, hyper drunks. We never see Hook as an angry drunk. So to say that he’s an angry abusive drunk is 100% fanon. We actually see him as a pretty happy, charming, drunk who’s giving Emma an out on whether or not to accompany him to his ship. So obviously not an angry or controlling drunk.
Secondly, has anyone actually counted how many times we’ve seen him drink? Because it was not every episode. NM that having one drink a day doesn’t make you an alcoholic. Getting drunk every once in a while does not make you an alcoholic. If it did then I guess I’d better get myself to AA.
Thirdly, we only see him as a falling down drunk on a few occasions. We know he was a drunk while on a slaver ship. And if you're going to hold that against him then I know you're a biased hypocrite who only cares about your fanon version of Regina's childhood and refuses to think about the fact that Killian was sold as a child slave. Liam pulled him out of that life and he was a good sailor in the navy (until the king double crossed them). The next time we see him as a falling down drunk was the season 3 finale when Emma was plying him with alcohol to keep him distracted. He was inebriated when he proposed but he was neither stumbling nor slurring his words.
So my point is: We never see present day Killian Jones drunk when he is needed or shirking his duties because of it. Alcoholism destroys jobs, relationships and your ability to function in life on a weekly if not daily basis. When did Killian do any of that? Again. Having a couple of drinks does not make you an alcoholic.
Furthermore, Hook is over 300 years old. If he STILL had an alcohol problem he’d have succumbed to it by now. But he obviously overcame that addiction since leaving the slave ship. There is nothing in canon about present day Killian Jones to suggest he'd fall back into alcoholism since he has something to live for and isn't being abused on a slave ship.
Just admit you all look for ways to hate on the ship instead of being honest.
Being rude to Emma’s mother and Henry
CLAIM: "Hook was rude to Snow & made a remark about needing a shower. He also snapped at Henry."
So let me get this straight. One joke about taking a cold shower means Killian will be so rude to Snow in the future that it will affect his marriage to Emma? Where is the pattern? It happening one time (I never took this as being rude but hey you’re welcome to the opinion) doesn’t indicate a problem. None of us ever behave perfectly. But apparently Killian Jones has to or else y'all go into hysterics!
I think it’s rather unfair to take one instance, blow it out of proportion, and use it to say CaptainSwan is abusive or will have an abusive marriage. If you don’t think it’s funny, that’s fine. Just acknowledge your bias and move on.
And the thing about Hook snapping at Henry? Again. ONE TIME. And it was under stressful circumstances. It’s not like the frustration was coming out of nowhere. The lives of people he cared about were in danger. And if you know anything about Hook, he hates just sitting still. I mean watch how antsy he was waiting on Merlin to find a way to help Emma. His reaction was 100% wrong. But it was also human.
Do you all know how often Regina puts Snow down? Are you all aware of it? I know you guys like to call it “sass” but clutching your pearls over one joke makes y’all look like hypocrites. I can let one thing slide but you know something is wrong when there is a pattern and Regina has a consistent pattern. She does it all the time. And it’s not even just to Snow! She is rude to Emma’s friends as well and the man Emma is dating. I don’t care if you hate the person your BFF is dating. You don’t put them down. It’s not going to do anyone any good except to hurt the person you profess to care about. And that’s not being a very good friend is it? No.
So I ask you again. Who is more likely to consistently insult Emma’s loved ones in the future? Regina. She has the pattern and the history of doing so. Therefor, strike this off your reasons to hate on CaptainSwan because your queen is just as guilty!
P.S. Rumbellers - don't think you're off the hook here. Be for real. Rumple doesn't value anyone's life except his own (and therefor Belle's because he wants her).
Shifts Blame
CLAIM: “Hook shifts blame from himself to Emma and blames her for not being able to tell her about David’s father”
“I swear to you… I wanted to tell you. I tried. But then you found that ring, and I just couldn't bear to ruin that happiness. Because I was ashamed, Emma, and scared of losing you and everything that matters to me.”
I never took Killian’s line here as him shifting blame. He was not accusing her. His tone was not accusatory. He was explaining to her why he couldn’t bring himself to ruin her happiness. He also goes onto explain how ashamed he was. All of that played a part in him making the wrong decision.
If you want to see this as him shifting blame. Ok. That’s you're right. HOWEVER. Again. To say that this one moment of weakness defines their entire relationship is completely dishonest especially since he totally recognizes his fault and says so the moment he reunites with her. And this is literally the only instance you can find of Killian (possibly) shifting blame.
I also think it’s very disingenuous seeing that he could have continued to blame Emma for everything he did as Dark Hook since she went against his wishes. But he didn’t. He took responsibility for his weakness. So this thing over David’s father is not a normal every day behavior. Y’all act like he’s gonna yell at her about dirty dishes he left in the sink and it’s just absurd. Killian was sincere when he tells her "I could never be angry with you" and he's pretty much lived up to that since his redemption.
Furthermore, have you never been so embarrassed by something you did that you tried to get away from it? What Killian Jones did was a very human reaction to immense guilt.
And then you have Regina Mills. She is the queen of shifting blame and she’s done it more than once. Tried to blame Henry being in the mine on Emma when it was really her fault. The entire Marian arc was about blaming Emma for her own mess. Regina blamed Emma for the wraith chasing Robin Hood. Blames Emma for having to kill Wish Snowing. She NEVER apologizes for any of that. The author only records what happens (only one canon instance where the author abused his powers to manipulate a story and that was Snowing) yet Regina blames the book for the choices she made. Regina blamed Snow for making her the evil queen when Regina chose to do what she did of her own free will. She blames Rumple as well and while Rumple might have handed her the key she chose to take it and open up the door to dark magic. She sought Rumple out. She chose to go down that path. But everyone else gets blamed besides Regina. Cora gets blamed even though she was long gone when Regina sought Rumple out because she admitted to LIKING the dark magic. Hell, for a good portion of S6 they all acted like the evil queen was a separate entity!
Co-dependence
CLAIM: “Killian made Emma co-dependent as she was willing to let her parents die and her brother become an orphan“
WHEN WAS THIS? I don’t think it is S5 otherwise they’d mention Henry. If they are talking about S6 that was Regina… like when I say they project, they project! Emma tried to stop serumQueen. You know who could have easily stopped the serumQueen? Regina. By using her own heart. But she only did that to save Zelena. Regina also could have sacrificed herself to save the very people that are responsible for the 999 chances she's gotten and whose lives she destroyed.
So laying this on Emma is just an outrageous reach especially calling it co-dependent when just last season Emma set out to kill Dark Hook and then made the decision to leave Killian in the Underworld and return to Storybrooke.
You want to talk about co-dependence?
Regina was so damn dependent on Robin and getting her happy ending that she shut Henry out of his occasional home so she could mope. She was so damn dependent on Robin for happiness that she thought about destroying Emma’s happiness with Hook. Regina was so dependent on Robin that she abandoned Emma and their ride BACK TO HENRY to chase Wish Robin after she just got done reassuring Emma that Wish People weren’t real! Kindly STFU.
You want to talk about co-dependence?
Rumple refuses to let Belle go.
Badly treated: manipulation, lies, insults, etc
The only times Killian has ever treated Emma like “trash” is when he was a villain (and she gave it right back to him) and when he was literally cursed by darkness. And no, my little Regina apologists, his Dark One Hook persona is not who he REALLY is. Who he REALLY is, is the man we saw right before being consumed and after. The man who always put Emma first, encouraged her, supported her and believed in her. If you follow canon, it is quite clear that being consumed by darkness changes you and not only that the darkness was pushing for him to hate Emma so that they could separate them and use Killian to get what they wanted.
What really irks me is that if everything Killian said to Emma while a villain or consumed by darkness is reason that redeemed Killian would abuse Emma later in marriage then newsflash hypocrites Regina would do 10x worse. Because even after her supposed redemption Regina insulted Emma and ridiculed nearly ever plan or idea she came up with. Yet it is OK to ship Emma with Regina? So let’s review.
Regina treating Emma like garbage, lying, manipulating, insulting her etc etc BEFORE her redemption:
Regina: I will destroy you if it is the last thing I do.
Regina: …How grateful I am to have Henry. Because not having someone? Well, that’s the worst curse imaginable. (Praying on Emma’s vulnerability)
Blaming Emma for Henry being the mine when it's Regina's fault
Regina: Well, of course not. Because you’re incapable of feeling anything for anyone. There’s a reason you’re alone, isn’t there? (again praying on Emma's vulnerability & shifting blame for emma's life)
Fires Emma from her job. Says she doesn’t deserve the badge.
Regina: Well, I think you picked a really slow horse this time. It’s not like you to back a loser.
That time she published Emma’s jail record; Regina: Oh, I’m sorry. You didn’t want people to know you cut his cord with a shiv?
Snaps at Emma for saving her in a fire
Regina Mills spent the first season trying to turn Henry against Emma
Would have let Emma die but only saved her and Snow in the end because of Henry (s2)
Regina: Because you know so much about parenting in the five minutes you’ve been with him. Talk to David. At least he took care of him while you were away. Like I did, during the ten years you were away the first time. (anti-birth parent rhetoric, victim blaming & diminishing the child abuse she put Henry through)
Regina: Miss Swan. I assume you’re here to apologize. - where the eff is her apology for everything?
Regina: He's not yours. He's mine. And after I cast this, you'll never see him again.
Regina called her an idiot
Dismissing Emma about fearing for Henry in NL (S3)
So surely if all of Killian’s words against Emma before his redemption & during being consumed by darkness is a sign he’d continue long into their marriage then Regina’s insults and ill treatment are a sign she’d do the same? Right?
Oh but wait, Regina’s ill treatment of Emma AFTER her redemption:
Dismissing Emma’s struggle as Dark Swan & acting like she knows more about what’s it like to be consumed by evil when she has never been consumed (5x23)
Acting like she’s the only one to ever lose love (S5, Robin stabbing)
Never once thinking of Emma when Hook died - all she could do is belittle Emma over trying to save him because it effected her yet she did the same thing with Robin & even Daniel! 
Wanted her HEA at the expense of others & endangered Henry to get it & also ignored the danger Emma was in to find it (s4 over rewriting the book)
Saying she was Henry’s best chance during the Shattered Sight curse (s4) and that wasn't true
Ignoring Emma’s concerns about Henry and falsely accusing Emma of being jealous (Pan-S3)
Making Emma feel bad about Henry’s tear all because she is jealous she doesn’t know Henry as well as Emma & ignoring how much she hurt Henry (S5 finale)
Regina called Emma a problem (5x01)
Regina stole Emma’s agency because she didn’t trust her to make the right choice whereas Killian insisted it had to be her choice without forcing her.
Regina believed the worse; that Emma would destroy light magic.
Regina blamed Emma right away for the demon. She never apologized (5x02).
THE ENTIRE MARIAN ARC. Regina had Emma doubting in herself when in fact everything that was happening was Regina’s fault.
Calls Emma an idiot again
Regina claims Emma ruined her life
Regina often doubted Emma’s abilities & thought she was more capable and Regina refused to follow her leadership (S3 over the map, S3 over Zelena, S3 over finding Neal who could read the star map, S6 in mirror mirror)
She often used anti-birth mother rhetoric (accusing Emma of being jealous in 3x10, being safer with her in shattered sight curse, S5 finale over Henry & Violet’s favorite song & the sEQ calling herself his real mother).
Swanfire really needs to shut up about this too. Emma and Neal weren’t enemies so their list isn’t as dramatic as SwanQueen and CaptainSwan but it doesn’t mean it isn't bad! And it is bad considering the fact that Neal abandoned her, laughed about her powers, yelled at her for not telling him about Henry AFTER he was the one to walk away from her, let her take the fall for his crimes and then only tried to get her back when it was convenient for HIM.
Rumbellers also have no room to criticize Killian’s past and use it as a way to disparage CaptainSwan because their ship is full of horrible things. Adultery. Liking Belle to an object to have (makes statements that he can have Belle and his power). Lied to her about the dagger then married her anyway. Thinks Belle is ignorant and wants to keep her that way. Literally shackled her with that bracelet to control her.
OutlawQueen can take a seat too. The fact that they committed adultery next to his dying wife's frozen body makes that ship absolutely disgusting. And yes, it counts because they believed her to be his wife. Intent matters. And the fact that Regina never told him the truth or how she wanted to make sure his son never had a mother so she could have Robin. AWFUL.
Hook jumped off a roof just to get Emma to talk to him
Come talk to me when he does this cause she’s on a date with someone else, just sitting around talking to her friends or family or you know otherwise busy and when they aren’t in the middle of a major crisis where everyone could die.
Hook is the Professor of Moodiness 101
Seriously. Wtf is this? They didn’t have enough bullet points I guess? Have they met Regina Mills? Cause Regina is constantly snapping at everyone. I know you all like to laugh and say “she’s just sassy” but that doesn’t make her comments or the tone she says them in any less rude. And no one laughs but you all. And yes, she does this a lot in frustrating moments but it’s all the time compared to Killian’s …what? Two?
Whether you all like it or not Killian Jones's attitude is dramatically different after the S3 winter finale onward. And he improves even more after the s4 winter finale. By the time we get to the last half of Season 5 we are looking at a much more mature Killian Jones being the man he was always meant to be.
But Regina? Regina never loses her attitude. She may have stopped killing. She may have joined team hero to get her happy ending. But she is still rude and extremely self-centered.
Trying to murder friends and loved ones
CLAIM: Family and friends are possessions but Emma’s loved ones are threatened by Killian?? Tried to maliciously kill Emma’s family and friends
I love how they threw “maliciously” in there like there is any other way to try to kill someone? Gotta make it sound more sinister, I guess? Ok Regina Apologist! Whatever floats your boat!
I think this refers to Killian being consumed by darkness which he only did because he was indeed consumed by darkness. So if this is why Killian will abuse Emma in the future then surely Regina’s lifelong goal of killing Emma and the Charmings is also cause to say that she too would abuse Emma in the future? Otherwise I missed all of the plotting he did before and after? He doesn’t have cause to try and kill Emma’s friends or family. He never did. So the only way this would occur is if he’s cursed again.
Regina has reasons to though! Out of jealousy and her want to have Henry to herself! So yes, my little Regina apologist. Regina is more likely to snap later on and decide she’s sick of watching everyone else be happy and create another curse. Just look at how much she wanted to steal Emma’s happiness when she lost Robin? That is after her “redemption” too.
And for you Rumbellers out there, Rumple tried in S4, 5, 6 and 7 to isolate Belle from everyone by killing them off or harming them in some way. And when he finally managed to get her alone, she rapidly aged and died. So really you all have no room to talk about any other ship.
Regina also tried to murder Robin's wife. So OutlawQueen can also scratch this one out. I mean the only reason they're together is because Regina murdered his wife.
CONCLUSION: Regina is more likely to abuse her future partner & Rumbelle is the poster ship for domestic abuse
So heads up OutlawQueen, SwanFire, SwanQueen, Rumbellers or pretty much any ship outside of Snowing... do not come at my ship for things that have nothing to do with the present day relationship when I have plenty of "present time" receipts to make your ship look 10x worse.
CaptainSwan fans ship Emma Swan with the Killian Jones who was the only one to ever put her first, let her make every decision moving forward in their relationship and was the only one to always believe in her.
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*The nature of this series may be not be appropriate for all readers. Content warnings include: vulgarity, heavy swearing, and implications of adult relations.  Due to these themes, this series may not be suitable for readers under the age of 16.  Reader discretion is advised.*
The Winged Viper was easily the seediest bar on this side of town with at least one bar fight ending in someone being dragged out the back door every night, the kind of place where eye contact with the wrong person might just end with you being pulled from your stool by the collar of your shirt, whiskey breath in your face as you blink through the insults. But there was something about the dingy establishment that always brought you back. Maybe it was the drinks where the shots were poured just a little too long or maybe it was the Halloween skeleton that just stood by the door year round, donning different hats and decorative pieces for the changing of the seasons. 
Or maybe it was him and that stupid smile on his face as he raised his hand in your direction, waving you over, pausing only for a moment to laugh at something the bartender had shouted at him. Yeah, maybe it was Daishou Suguru who already had your drink sitting on the strangely sticky table, a basket of onion rings ready to share. This had become the Friday night routine years ago when you had both outgrown the loud music and overpriced shots of the clubs downtown, always a little too crowded by the city’s college students. Instead, you both had begun opting for the not-so-quiet and only ever so slightly less crowded atmosphere of The Winged Viper, just becoming a part of the regular group of bikers and college professors who found the bar just as endearing.
Daishou’s crooked smile greets you as you slide into your seat across from him. He’s washed the ink from his hands and replaced the collared shirts that he favors in the shop for a simple t-shirt, showing off the tattoos that flowed down his arms, transforming himself from the professional artist into just another guy to blend in with the crowd. 
He can’t even get a word out before you’re dropping a binder on the table. That stupid black binder that Kuroo had stuffed full of drawing assignments for you. A waste of paper. A waste of your apprenticeship. “The fuck is this?” He asks, eyebrows scrunching in confusion as he flips open the proof of deforestation that you had just slammed in front of him.
And then he’s laughing.
Face relaxing as his fingers weave through his hair, bright laughter ringing through the bar. “You’re fucking kidding me! This is insane, Y/N.”
“No, trust me! I know! I’m the one drawing 300 fucking lines everyday! ‘Ru, I’m going to lose my mind and it’s barely been a week,” you say, rubbing your face between your hands.
His lips quirk into a teasing smile, raising his eyebrows at you. “You know, I’m pretty sure I told-”
You don’t think it’s possible to roll your eyes harder and Daishou can only chuckle at your dramatics, watching as you fully lean into the eye roll and stare at him with a playful annoyance written across your face. “Yeah, yeah. You told me so. I thought you were just talking shit! I didn’t think he would actually be this terrible! Suguru, the closest I’ve gotten to tattooing is washing his ink cups. How am I supposed to learn if he won’t even sit down and tell me a little about what he’s doing? I don’t even know what the machine feels like in my hand! How do I turn it on? Do I do the linework first or do I do color first? Is it like watercolors where I start light and go dark or do I-”
“You’re thinking too much. It’s been a week.” That playful grin sinks into something more sincere as he looks at you from across the table, taking your hand to really get you to focus on him, except now you’re not focusing on his words, but rather the way his hand fits so nicely in yours and his thumb running over your knuckles, the soft brush of the calluses of his hands from years of tattooing and drawing. His mouth is moving and you’re sure that whatever he’s saying is important, but fuck. Have his eyes always been that green? They’re crinkling as he says something that makes himself laugh. Maybe you should laugh too? His fingers are finding the spaces between yours and you see him stop talking.
Fuck.
You’re supposed to say something.
“Yeah, I completely agree,” you say.
Daishou clicks his tongue, waggling his finger at you in mock disappointment. “I knew you weren’t paying attention.”
“I was absolutely paying attention!” You object. “I was listening the entire time.”
He cocks his head to the side. “Sure, Y/N. And just what are you agreeing with?”
“I’m agreeing with what you said! It’s not my fault if you don’t remember what you said.”
“Gaslighter.”
“Okay, fine. I wasn’t listening! What did you say?” You sigh.
“I was saying that if Kuroo doesn’t work out, you can always come apprentice with me,” he offers, locking eyes with you, sincerity swimming in the green. 
Friends. 
That was the label that you two had settled on back when you had met, back when you had drunkenly stumbled to bed with him.
Just . . . friends.
A heavy pause between the words to fill in all that was unsaid, time to see his eyes dart down to your lips before reaching your eyes again.
Just friends.
A confirmation as your hand drifts from his shoulder to his chest, eyes following the path of your fingers as they trail further down his body to hook onto the belt loop of his jeans, a firm tug to pull him against you, the only invitation he needed to push his mouth to yours, pressing you back against the wall as his hands found your waist.
Just friends who sometimes make out.
Shirts are thrown across the room and pants are kicked off in the least sexy way possible as he nearly trips over himself, but it’s fine because his mouth is on your neck, pushing you back down on the bed, teeth grazing skin in that way that never fails to have your mouth falling open.
Just friends who sometimes also have sex.
His hand squeezes yours gently, bringing you back to the present moment. You don’t want to look at his face as you pull your hand away, because you know there would be a flash of sadness swimming across his eyes, no matter how hard he denies it. “I can’t, ‘ru,” you say.
“Why not? I can teach you everything he can and I promise, I won’t make you polish the tile with my boxers.”
“Ew! Is he going to make me do that?”
Daishou winks, smiling at you softly. “I won’t give him any ideas. But I’m serious, Y/N.”
You blow out a sigh. “I know you are, but this is something I have to do on my own. I really appreciate it, but it’s not going to feel right if I let you mentor me. It’ll feel too easy, like the whole opportunity was just handed to me on a platter.” You couldn’t let yourself do that. It was the one thing that had held you back from apprenticing with Daishou in the first place. He was a brilliant artist and one of your best friends, but you couldn’t shake the nagging feelings that he would’ve just given you the apprenticeship without having to really work for it. He would tell you that that wasn’t true, that you really did deserve to apprentice with him, but that couldn’t stop that nagging in your head.
Besides, Kuroo’s work aligned more closely with your own style. Daishou had fallen into the realm of realism, being able to push colors in a way that seemed like a picture had been printed directly on the skin. But, Kuroo– He was an artist unlike any you’d seen in your life. Pushing the boundaries of composition and form in ways that didn’t just utilize the shape of the body, but enhanced it, finding ways to draw the eyes around unlike any other tattoo artist you had studied. He was everything you wanted to be and more. There was no one else that you wanted to learn from, but fuck–
He was a prick.
And you weren’t about to forget that, especially when he wouldn’t even look at you when you walked into the shop the next morning. His head was buried into his newest flash sheet, inks spread over the counter as he pulled an outline, but you did see those amber eyes quickly dart in your direction before returning to their work.
“How was your date?” Kuroo muttered, leaning back from the page to examine his handiwork from further away. You could see his features scrunch in distaste as he re-wet an area of ink to remove some of the pigment to try to fill the space again.
But, you’re too busy rolling your eyes as you hang your jacket by the door. “It wasn’t a date.”
He snorts, dipping his brush back into the blue ink. “Sure it wasn’t.” 
“Why do you care?”
“Did I say that I care?”
You round the counter to stand opposite of him, busying yourself with making a pot of coffee to only further enable Akaashi’s caffeine problem. “Then why would you ask how it went?”
“I’m just trying to be polite,” he says, pushing a smile that really looks more painful than anything. “We’re going to be stuck with one another until you either finish this apprenticeship or quit, so my apologies for trying to make this a little less dull for the both of us.”
“Yeah. Okay, fine.”
“So? How was it? You never said.”
“Because it wasn’t a date, Kuroo.”
He finally looks up at you, eyebrows raised in amusement. “Does he know that? Because guys don’t look at people like that unless they’re into them.”
You roll your eyes, helping yourself to one of Akaashi’s clean mugs as you pour yourself a cup of coffee. You raise the pot in a silent question to Kuroo who just gives a slight nod in answer. Two steaming mugs on the counter. Cream and sugar for him. Black for you. 
“We’ve talked about it.”
“And?”
“Has anyone ever told you that you’re a nosy bastard?”
For the first time since you’ve known him, you swear Kuroo smiles at you, a true genuine smile as if he doesn’t hate your presence after all. There’s the faintest glint of mischief in his eyes as his lips shift into a smirk. “I’m not nosy. I’m just curious.”
“Curious about things that don’t concern you, like usual,” Akaashi states as he passes behind you to refill his mug from the fresh pot. He turns his attention towards you. “Ignore him. He’s a gossip at best, and meddlesome at worst.”
“I do not meddle!”
Akaashi slowly draws his eyes away from his mug to stare blankly at Kuroo. “Do you want to tell that to Tsukishima or should I?”
“Okay, so I meddled once,” Kuroo states, splaying his hands out as if it was only natural to get in the middle of another person’s business every now and then.
You didn’t know that it was possible to roll your eyes with such overwhelming drama until you saw the unparalleled amount of sass that Akaashi threw into that single movement. Steel blue eyes met amber in a look that could only be described as complete and utter disbelief. No words passed between the tattoo artist and the clerk for a long moment, just facial expressions of exasperation as a silent conversation took place.
Until Akaashi gave up, groaning in frustration. “You sent that poor barista flowers every week on Tsukki’s behalf! You can’t do that, Kuroo! You can’t go to the coffee shop and flirt with him and then say, ‘Oh, hey! Actually, my friend is really into you’. That’s meddling, Kuroo.”
“It wasn’t even that bad,” he scoffs.
“Tsukki got blocked and you’re no longer welcome at that coffee shop.”
“So, he wasn’t into my pick-up lines! How is that my problem?”
“You harassed him!”
Amber eyes dart over to you at the stifled snort that you were trying to hide behind your hand. The sneer that you’ve come to know all too well pulls at Kuroo’s features. “You got something to say, kid?”
You choke down your laughter, struggling to swallow those final giggles as you shake your head. “Nothing! Nothing. It’s just not surprising that you don’t have any game.”
“I have game!”
“Yeah? And that’s why you’re still single and trying to weasel your way into my love life?” You tease, leaning forward against the counter to push the nonchalance as you quirk an eyebrow at him.
But his mouth just grows into a smirk as he matches your posture. “So you admit it? You’re seeing him?”
And that was all it took for you to push away in frustration, hands in the air as you walked away from this nightmare conversation. You’d rather be repainting the walls with a detail brush before you had to put up with his shit any longer.
Silence dances in the front of the shop allowing Kuroo to return to the flash sheet in front of him. It stays that way for a while, the clacking of Akaashi’s keyboard being the only thing to fill the silence in the early hours of the shop.
He doesn’t even look at Kuroo when he starts talking again, eyes solely focused on responding to the floods of e-mails from the previous evening. “Do you care?”
“About what?” Kuroo mumbles, swishing his brush in a glass of water, watching the water turn to that same electric blue color that he had been using only moments before.
“You know what. Daishou and Y/N.”
Kuroo’s scoff is enough of an answer, but just to further push his point, he looks up to look at the clerk. “No, Akaashi. I don’t care.”
And Akaashi just nods, glancing at his friend from the corner of his eye to where Kuroo was staring at the curtain towards the back of the shop, the direction that you since disappeared as if he was willing you to return. “Sure.”
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A Bumpy Aftermath (18+)
(HotD Hogwarts!AU)
part 2 of "The Yule Ball";;
List of headcanons for the main three;;
Pairings: Aemond x Reader, Jacaerys x Reader, Aegon x Reader;
Warnings: ANGST, pining, jealousy, NSFW content (not in the way that you hope for), (Y/N) is crushed in this one, not proof-read yet;
Word count: a lot, and we're not even done;
Author's Note: I apologise for the delay! I know I was meant to post this long ago, but I got wrapped in so many things this holiday season. When the time came to edit what I had in my drafts, I rewrote the whole thing from scratch - I think you guys deserve the best I can offer, and I wasn't proud of that particular end result :")
Speaking of time, this fic contains a lot of time-travelling - as opposed to how it's portrayed in the Harry Potter franchise, the time travelling in this fic works quite differently; When you do it, not only do you disappear from the present you left, but you also fully replace the past version of yourself from the time you decided to travel to - as such, there no "clone" lurking around that you have to be careful with. The only disadvantage for our heroes is that there is no one to fulfil the good and the bad actions that they did a night before...
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After the wrap up of last night's celebrations, (Y/N) wakes up with dread flooding her veins - although she has Aemond, the sun rays bring both Jacerys and Aegon forth, shining over her confused feelings.
All's well when ends well, but what will happen if she can't figure out her heart?
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The gentle promise of a new dawn slowly stirrs (Y/N) awake.
Her eyes flutter open, and she brings her hands up in a lazy stretch. Slowly, yet surely, she gets up from her warm bed, and stiffles a yawn that threatens to escape her parted lips.
"Well, good morning, sleepy head!" Celeste Bone, her roommate, teases the girl lightly. "We thought you were dead for a sec there. Not even the screams of the Quiddich team woke you up."
(Y/N) is taken aback, and her eyes widen momentarily - not only was it a Sunday afternoon, but there were no games to play during that time of the term, either.
Noticing her confusion, Celeste shakes her head and adds through a mouthful of jelly beans, "The Slytherins had a fight with our guys - tell me something new - and they took it up on the empty playing field. But Lucaerys got pretty roughed up. They're not sure he's gonna play in the next games."
(Y/N)'s mouth hangs open in shock - a pained look graces her features, and she bites her inner cheek, while quickly dressing up in her robes. "Merlin's beard, is he okay now?! What started the fight?"
"He's in the West Wing, in the Infirmary. Wost thing he's donning on is a concussion. They..." Celeste scratches her head in an attempt to remember what exactly started the misunderstanding. Her expression turns sour and she snaps her fingers.
"They overheard the Slytherins taking shit about that Graphorn Professor Lynnen brought last week to class. You know how Androw got scratched by it? His mommy issued a whole investigaton over the legality of bringing a real magical creature to class... turns out there's a lot of but's and if's when it comes to that."
(Y/N)'s head pumps in pure shock and adrenaline. You oversleep one time, and this is what happens to the whole school?
Celeste shrugs her shoulders.
"Either way, their guys said some fucked up shit, ours retaliated by punching them real good. Luke called Androw a 'hairy butt' or something, and those bastards full on jumped him!"
"Fuck." (Y/N) exhaled through a strained breath, not even bothering to tie up her shoelaces. "Poor Luke. And poor Jace, too..."
She left her Common Room in a hurry, jumping once every two steps on the moving staircase, until she reached the Infirmary. As she entered through the big oak doors, the exasperated sighs of Miss Margelle, the school's main nurse, could be heard as clear as day.
"To anyone who isn't his immediate family, get out. Out, I said! Let the poor child rest!" She scolded infinitely, until the students of the Gryffindor Quiddich team started leaving the waiting room one by one.
(Y/N)'s back stiffened, and she lowered her head to sneak past the student body to reach Luke's bed. There, she found Jace, Baela and Rhaena already seated, and a very beat up Luke to match their worried faces.
"Luke!" The girl uttered affectionately, reaching for his bandaged palm. "I came as soon as I heard. Those Slytherins are God damn savages."
Jacaerys is the first to leap up, his eyes full from a mixture of affection and reluctance over last night's events. He is quick to offer (Y/N) his chair, running a hand though his brown hair, not knowing whether he should apologise once more or concentrate on the subject at hand.
(Y/N)'s eyes are the first to soften up at the sight of him, and his bloody nose.
"Jace... don't tell me they got you too!" She muses with a crooked smile, worry evident in her voice.
"If you think they got him, you should've see how they looked like after Jace had a turn." Baela announces loud and proud, jerking her head in the direction of two far away beds, separated from her field of view by a sheer curtain.
"Baela...!" Jacerys chastises the young Targaryen with a slight blush on his cheeks.
"What? They can listen in all they want - It's not like it's a lie!"
After shaking his head with a barely hidden smirk, Jace turns his full attention to (Y/N), and bites his lower lip. "We're fine. Those fuc--... those Slytherins aren't gonna touch either one of us anytime soon."
"But they'll take their revenge on Böfur alright!" Rhaena sniffles loudly with teary eyes.
This snaps (Y/N)'s attention, and the girl exchanges a look with Jacaerys, who only bites his cheek in remorse at the reminder.
"Wait, what happened?" The Gryffindor enquires, leaning onto the chair more, her hands clasped tightly over her chest. "Celeste told me that Androw pressed some charges against Professor Lynnen. What will happen to the Graphorn?"
"That's the thing." Luke sighs in the hospital bed. "The lawyers pressed charges against them both - they wanted to arrest Lynnen and euthanise Böfur."
"The news for the latter came by this morning." Jace added sombrely. "Their request actually went through."
For a second, (Y/N) can feel her heart stop. The only noises that befall the Infirmary are Lucerys' growl and Baela's loud curses.
She nods her head briskly, and gets up on her feet, just as fast as Jace did. "Then we must do something. We can't just let the poor guy be taken in by the Ministry."
Jace's eyes fill with glee and determination, and the male hums in agreement. "Absolutely." He concludes, dusting the creases out of his robes.
"And I know just the way to do it."
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Two sets of rapid footsteps descend from the moving staircase. Jace and (Y/N) scurry along, on a pathway that could only lead to the Hufflepuff Common Room.
With each taken step, the girl's brows furrow deeper - what did Böfur's fate have anything to do with the gentle Hufflepuffs?
And, if she could be honest to herself, she had no wish to bump into Aegon again.
Mayhaps sensing her distress, or simply being wrecked by their lack of conversation, Jace takes in a deep breath and lowers his head to the ground.
"I wanted to tell you how sorry I am about the things I said last night." His husky voice echoes throughout the empty corridor. Only when he feels (Y/N)'s shoulders relax, in a silent encouragement to continue, he keeps going. "I behaved like a jealous pig, and I want you to know that I'll spend every single day that's left in this year to make it up to you."
Chocolate hues clash with shining (y/e/c) eyes - Gryffindor glances at Gryffindor, until both their stares soften in fondness.
"Jace..." (Y/N) utters through a deep sigh, "It's okay."
"No. No, it isn't." He whispers amusedly, vexxing himself for his unprincely behaviour. "You were so happy on the dance floor, and I ruined it all, because... Because I couldn't stand the idea of you having fun with someone other than me."
Jacaerys' pained face speaks of his honesty from miles away - still, he takes in a shaky breath and recoils into himself, persisting with his confession.
"I was selfish. I was an ass. Most of all, I was a coward." His eyes flutter close for a few seconds, before opening them again to grace the girl with the softest of smiles. "I wanted to ask you to the dance myself. I had everything ready, I knew all the things that I had to say, and yet... I never did."
He shrugs his broad shoulders and runs a hand through his rebel hair. He can't say he expects the girl to answer. Even now, he feels selfish for staining a heartfelt apology with his feelings for her - still, he had to let her know.
The only thing he was hoping for now was that (Y/N) could find it in herself to still be his friend.
Her mouth hangs wide open, before she collects herself, biting her lower lip in tribulation.
Although Jace's confession made her heart leap in place and her face surely turn red, the girl had to swallow down the feelings he awoke in her - she was Aemond's girlfriend now, and she had to let him know. As gently as she could.
Before she can cook up an apology and a reasonable explanation for her following rejection, a familiar head of silver hair catches her eye.
Of course it was him.
"Jace - there you are!" Aegon's distressed groan shook the very staircase to the core.
His leg was jerking rapidly in place, and he looked as if he'd been waiting on him for hours on end. "Took your sweet time, didn't you? You know I can't stay here for long."
Quickly, his attention falls on the familiar clump of (y/h/c) hair, and Aegon averts his eyes while choking on his own remarks. "(Y/N)." He says in a most stale manner, coughing in the back of his hand.
Utterly unimpressed, the girl apprisingly nods her head, keeping her mouth in a tight line. As for Aegon, the older male was doing anything but look at (Y/N), shifting from one foot to the next.
The other one who is sharing her expression is the older Velaryon, who completely gives up on waiting for his uncle; instead gesturing towards Aegon's pockets and taking the first step forward.
"We're sorry we're late - but we're here now." He finally says, as Aegon's hand frantically searches through his robe. His purple eyes light up when he gets a hold of something.
"Ah, here we are - good as new." The Targaryen muses expectantly, handing Jace a rusty looking necklace with a proud look.
"What is that?" (Y/N) asks through a quirked up brow, as she runs her fingers down the dainty hourglass.
"That, dear (Y/N), is a very old and important family heritage." Whilst speaking, Aegon pauses dramatically, waiting for the girl to gesture him to keep going.
Noticing her lack of enthusiasm towards his antics, he nods his head in awknowledged defeat and quirks the corners of his mouth downwards in a most amusing frown.
"You're still mad about last night - fair enough. Are you familiar with the term... 'time-turner'?"
At that, (Y/N)'s eyes turn up. She nods her head decidedly and huffs out in a breath.
"The magical device that allows any witch or wizard to turn back in time for a limited amount of hours."
Jace gives her a boyish wink and smiles happily. "That's right! ... This is our best bet to save Lynnen and Böfur." He adds in a more serious tone.
"How in the world did you get your hands on this?" The Gryffindor asks, mesmerised by the priceless antique. "I thought the entire stock of Time-Turners were somewhere in the Ministry building, held under lock and key."
Aegon throws (Y/N) an arrogant smile, and shrugs his shoulders playfully.
"As I said, it's a very precious family heirloom... and the name Targaryen weighs very heavily in the magical world." He snickers while adding, "You know, just in case you were wondering."
A pang of annoyance graces (Y/N)'s features, and Aegon raises his hands up in quiet surrender.
"I only meant it as a helpful tip in case you ever need anything." The oldest of the Targaryen brother solemnly says.
Jacaerys, too, rolls his eyes silently, but pats his uncle on the back in a greatful manner. "Thank you, Aegon. We couldn't do it without you."
"I know." The older male agrees thickly, checking his own pocket-watch. "Well, look at the time, indeed." He chuckles to himself, "I wish you good luck on your ventures, dear nephiew, darling (Y/N)."
Choosing to ignore his petname, the Gryffindor looks at the Targaryen with renowed interest and confusion.
"You're not coming with?" She asks tentatively, to which Aegon shakes his head, rocking an expression akin to frustration.
"Tsk, I can't." He tuts lightly, as he buries his hands into his black robes. "I have to go to court - courtesy to my baby brother."
"Aemond?" (Y/N) asks in disbelief, before adding on. "Court? I knew you'd eventually end up there, but I thought it'd take more time than that."
Feigning hurt at her silacious words, Aegon placed both his hands atop his heart, moaning painfully, as if he'd been shot.
"You hurt me, wound me truly - mom always said that the prettiest girls have the deadliest mouths."
Snickering at his double edged meaning, no doubt more than overjoyed, Aegon rose to his feet again.
"It's not what you think, though - thanks to your precious Aemond, Professor Lynnen is in more trouble than worth." This time, his attitude is serious.
Aegon lets out a bitter laugh and clicks his tongue in pure annoyance. "That brat can't keep his mouth shut about anything he deems improper."
"What do you mean?" (Y/N) asks, eyes wide from both confusion and offence raised at her boyfriend.
"You don't know?" Aegon asks, fully befuddled, before letting out in a low whistle. "I though you were the first to know, since my brother is your best friend and all."
As Aegon turned his back on the pair, taking the way down on the moving staircase, he threw nonchalantly over his shoulder:
"Aemond was the one who alerted the Ministry of the 'misconduct' the head of my house was showing. Professor Lynnen is facing trail because of him."
For once, (Y/N) is happy that Aegon has his back turned on her, for she imagines that the expression she's wearing beats the result of any farce he may have pulled on her over the years.
Anger bubbles inside her: not only from Aemond's lack of communication and transparancy with her, but from his cruelty, as well.
Professor Lynnen was an old man, with a happy attitude and a kind heart. He never showed up late to class, and was always understanding with missed deadlines and less than stellar turned-in homework.
Most of all, he took it upon himself to give his students the best possible experience with the 'Care for Magical Creatures' course. And if you were to take a survey over Hogwarts' most popular and loved professors, Lynnen was a safe bet to always come out on top.
To say that (Y/N) took the news personally was an understatement. Aemond knew - this was her favourite faculty employee!
... And Lucaerys' too. But there was no way he did it on a whim to hurt him, despite all the differences they both had. ... Right?
Although she defied the thought with everything inside her, (Y/N) couldn't help but feel as though this mummer's farce was a sleek attempt for revenge; over something that happened way before their time at Hogwarts.
Always the kind and attentive soul, Jace quietly puts his hand over the girl's shoulder, rubbing small circles in a soothing manner. He offers her a sympathetic smile, one that lets her know just how much he understands her fury.
"I'm... I'm so...?" She tires to say though a quizzical brow. The Gryffindor lets out a huff of pure disbelief, and shakes her head, not knowing what to think.
"I know how you feel. It sucks being left out of the loop. Especially on something so important. But we'll fix it - together, right?" Jacaerys offers her a tiny smile, reassuring her with a gentle squeeze of her shoulder.
"Right. Together." She repeats, eyes full of determination.
Jace's hands reach for (Y/N)'s neck shyly, and, for a moment, the pair catches each other looking into the other's eyes with unspoken longing. (Y/N) is the first to break the stare, coughing slightly while glancing at their shoes on the hard floor.
The boy's ears are caught ablaze, but he brushes off the feeling soon enough.
"Right, so..." He whispers, biting his lip, "About 32 turns should do it?"
"32 hours sounds good." (Y/N) concludes as well, "It gives us enough time to prepare for everything and talk to the twins and Luke about our plan."
Jace smiles at her fondly, and lets out a small chuckle. "I'll tell Luke to mind his business when he hears those rascals talk nonesense about Böfur and Lynnen."
The pair share a laugh and turn their eyes to the dainty necklace that sits over both their necks. Silently, they beging to count.
One... Two... Three... Four... Five...
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"Alright, here's the plan: since there isn't anyone who can take our place at the Yule Ball, I fear we'll have to attend." Jace's velvety voice rings into the girl's disoriented ears, puncturing through her dizzy head. He's holding onto her, gently, ensuring that she doesn't fall over or backwards due to the nature of their trip.
(Y/N) lets out a groan in protest, and brings a hand to massage her temples. "What a ghastly way to time-travel..." She heaves out in an attempt to ground herself back to reality. "How do you look so well after all that?"
The eldest Velaryon smiles sheepishly and shrugs his shoulders.
"Fine, keep your secrets." The Gryffindor nudges him playfully, though still with a quirked brow. She nods assuringly, and returns her attention towards the subject at hand.
"Right. I still have to dance the opening waltz with Borya. We'll leave after - thankfully, everyone will be preoccupied with the ball, so the sneaking around part should be easy."
Jacaerys gives the girl a wide smile, and checks his hand watch from underneath his Gryffindor attire. "It's twelve o'clock. We need to get to Lynnen's office first, talk to him about what'll happen to Böfur."
As he speaks, the two begin walking side by side towards the small hut by the trident river.
(Y/N) exhales shortly, and gives her classmate a saddened look.
"I wish we could do something for him, too. Even if we sneak the graphorn out and away from Hogwarts, Lynnen is still going to face trail for school misconduct."
Jacaerys' steps cease for a moment, and a deep frustration crinkles his eyes. He spares the girl a comforting look, and runs a hand down his face in defeat.
"Aegon will still testify in his favour, to be sure." He breathes out in deep thought, "As will the Headmaster and every other student involved - safe maybe for Aemond and Androw."
In exchange for his words, (Y/N) hums in agreement, and adds in her own right.
"He's held in too high esteem to ever lose his job. Most of our Professors are eccentrics, anyway." She agrees quickly, "The worst they can do is prohibit him from bringing any more magical creatures to class."
Having given each other some courage with their shared hopes and beliefs, the two resume their walking in a more hurried pace. They pass classroom after classroom with their heads hung low, until...
"Ahaha, oh, Aemond!"
The soft giggling of a girl catches (Y/N)'s attention. It seems to be coming out from the 'Advanced Potions' class. Both Gryffindors share a curious look, before taking a peak inside the empty room.
Sure enough, there they are: Alys Rivers and Aemond Targaryen, fevereshly conversing about something with wide smiles on their faces.
"Listen, Alys, I wanted to ask you something." The Slytherin's smooth voice echoes throughout the spacious room.
"Of course~ anything!" She replies in a flirtatious manner, pulling her lavish hair out of her sleek ponytail.
(Y/N) was fast to take a step back, pulling at Jace's robes in a quiet attempt to grab his attention.
'Let's go.' She mouths to him, jerking her head to point at the ever moving enchanted set of stairs. He nods promptly.
For the rest of their way down, the Gryffindor tries her best not to think about the interaction she unwillingly spied upon.
So that's where Aemond was when he...
Her partner in crime disperses her thoughts with a nonchalant smirk.
"You know she stole Rosaline Petch's hair conditioner last year? Then she gaslit her into believing she just used it all up. That's why they had that ugly fall out." He states in a matter-of-fact tone.
Unexpectedly, a roaring laughter cascades from (Y/N)'s lips. Unable to calm down, she leans into the cold wall for support, raising up her brows in a display of surprise.
"Jacaerys Velaryon! Where in the world did you hear this?"
"It is known!" He laughs alongside his friend, "Come on, everyone in the Gryffindor Common Room talked about it!"
(Y/N)'s fit of giggles aggravates by the second. She quirks her head to the side and holds her sides from shaking. "Oh, everyone, is it?"
"Okay. Maybe not everyone." Jace's ears redden at having been caught. He offers the girl a beaming smile and admits shyly, "It was Sara and Elisabeth who wouldn't stop talking about it, and..."
"And?"
"And they might have invited me and Cregan to one of their super-exclusive gossip groups last winter... and..."
(Y/N) lets out a fake gasp, jabbing his side with her elbow in a playful manner.
"I cannot believe my ears. Jacaerys Velaryon and Cregan Stark - listening to gossip about Alys Rivers' hair!"
"Hey, it's like, totally full of extensions!" Jacerys strains his mellow voice to a higher pitch, immitating Elisabeth's manner of talking.
"Oh my God!" The girl exlaims, undisputably laughing even harder, crouching forward to steady herself once more. "That's what you were doing instead of Charms homework?"
"Come on, it was totally worth it!" He chuckles whilst looking a way for just a moment.
"How?" She grins cheerfully at her friend. "Past you would cuss you out to the Seven Hells and back! I remember even now how you used all your money to buy an enchanted feather, only to have it taken away when we took our O.W.L.'s."
Jacaerys groans into the air, and shuts his eyes while shedding an imaginary tear. "Please... don't remind me about that. It's supposed to be a well guarded secret!" He whispers near (Y/N)'s ear.
His eyes soften, however, and he ruffles the back of his head. "It was worth it... because it made you laugh now." He answers truthfully.
A comforting silence befalls the two after that: both hiding their faces away, smiling wistfully and blushing profusely from the all-but-an-actual-confession that Jace managed to slip from his lips.
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"Sir, you must allow us to help you release Böfur back into the wild." (Y/N) says categorically, leaving no more room for pleading or refusing.
Professor Lynnen sits down at the pumpkin shaped table, a warm cup of tea presented in front of him and his two little guests. He runs his spotted handkerchief over his bald head and neck, taking in a deep, consoling breath.
"(Y/N), Jacaerys..." The old man begins, but cuts himself off at the sight of the distressed teens. "Böfur will be returned to his herd in Switzerland by the end of the month, I, I..." His eyes squint from underneath his rectangular glasses, and he shakes his head in confusion. "I'm afraid I don't understand why you're so adamant in having him go tonight."
"Something bad is about to happen if we don't smuggle him out tonight - or at least hide him in the forest." Jace's voice is laced with worry, and he openly pleads with the Care for Magical Creatures professor.
At his explanation, Lynnen's shaky hand comes to ruffle the boy's hair affectionately, as he smiles down at the two of them prudently.
"Child, there is no reason to worry over the unknown. I, I know that the Ministry wants to seek judgement against the poor fellow, but rest assured that nothing bad is going to happen to him." Having said that, Lynnen sniffs into his handkerchief and readies his voice by coughing. "All life is precious. The Ministry knows this, as well." He adds wistfully, with an admirable determination for a person so spent.
"Sir, but you don't understand... we do know." (Y/N) bites her lip harshly, glancing at her professor from over her simmering cup of tea; prolonging herself against the chair even further.
Lynnen's already expanded eyes widen to a comical amount.
"You... know already?" He asks tentaively, taking in a deep breath of understanding. His eyes swell with the warning of tears, and he brings another pocket handkerchief to his runny nose. "Oh, my poor Böfur..." The old man wails silently.
Both Gryffindors exchange a look of worry, and get up from their seats in order to console the hurting soul.
"He doesn't have to die." (Y/N) says with renowed fire, "We'll make sure he doesn't, but we need your help to take him away."
Jacaerys follows the pattern of her words not a heartbeat later, "Tonight is the Yule Ball. Every teacher and student will be in the Great Hall, dancing. We can come unseen to your hut again - we'll take Böfur and give him in the care of some centaurs we know until the time comes for him to leave." He speaks with passion in his heart.
"You can stay with the rest of the students for the whole celebration - you'll have an alibi, and no one will suspect you of freeing him. There's thousands of students at Hogwarts, but only twelve professors." (Y/N) proclaims optimistically, giving his wrinkled hand a gentle squeeze.
To both their surprise, Lynnen squeezes back, giving the pair a big, tight smile.
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"That went better than expected." (Y/N) huffs, as she skips yet another two steps on their ascend.
"We still got a mouthful for using a Time-Turner on school grounds." Jace shudders at hammering tone Professor Lynnen used with them, but still smiles to himself when (Y/N) laughs. "Everything is falling into place, though." He takes a moment to collect himself, before uttering, barely above a whisper, "I'm glad we're doing this together."
"Me too. I don't want to jinx it, but I think we're actually going to pull this off." The girl muses to herself, and stops her walking once they reach the portrait guarding the entrance to their common room.
"I'll see you tonight?" Jace hushes in a sweet promise.
"I'll see you tonight." She replies with a wide smile that scrunches up her freckled nose.
The two turn to the awaiting Fat Lady, and prepare to say the month's ever changing password:
"Caput Draconis!"
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The rest of the evening went on in an uncanny recall of déjà-vu.
(Y/N) put on her black and red silk dress, and she asked Celeste to do her hair.
She put on the same red lipstick, and did her eyes with the same eyeliner.
Finally, she walked down the stairs to the Great Hall, skipping down the exact same steps.
Borya bowed down, he kissed her hand - she might have blushed.
Alys tugged on Aemond's arm, and she might have glanced at them - although her nerves were pulling her apart.
This time, she forgot to wave and smile.
The first waltz began.
A flutter of emotions overcame her.
She looked at Jace.
Once.
Twice.
Three times, before the dance was over.
Once.
Twice.
Three times, she was twirled around by the Durmstrang student.
When they pulled apart, she looked at the clock - half past eleven, so close to midnight.
She danced two more, maybe three dances.
Jacaerys did the same.
When the clock struck the hour of the wolf, both Gryffindors excused themselves, promising to return momentarily.
While everything went down, Aemond looked.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
Four times.
Five times.
Endlessly - until (Y/N) disappeared into the night with Jacaerys Strong following her foosteps.
The one thing that wouldn't change that cursed night, was the feeling of pure anguish he felt, as he watched the girl he loved leave with his nephiew in such a hurry.
Then Alys called out to him. And his vision became blurry.
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Two sets of hurrying footsteps made their way across the smooth pavement, seemingly chasing each other to who was the fastest runner.
Jacaerys' hand went under and into the green flowerpot, in which Professor Lynnen left the set of keys to Böfur's fence.
(Y/N) let out a sigh of relief when the boy presented the set to her, and she grasped it with her own cold fingers.
Since no one was watching them, and there was no reason to hurry besides for their own benefit (the sooner they freed the graphorn and took him into his safe oasis, the sooner they could return to the warmth of the Great Hall), the two friends joked and wrapped their heads around the one problem they were facing in between small breaks: 'Just how are we going to transport him without having the guy scream into the night and alert everyone?'
Jacaerys came with the solution. There was plenty of fresh kill inside Lynnen's house, to feed the beast during the day, and they so happened to have all his keys.
Baiting him into the forest with it, all the while keeping him busy with the copious amounts of meat, the daring Gryffindors managed to pull through with their plan.
(Y/N) bowed down in reverence when she handed Böfur to Magorian, the mighty centaur who overlooked all which moved and entered in the Forbidden Forest - and Jace followed suit.
"Okay, now let's get out of here." She whispered to him in a grave tone, shaking to the core from the unforgiving cold.
Jacaerys soon noticed her shaking, and no amount of future protest from the girl managed to sway him into taking his coat back from her smaller form.
"I have the blood of the Dragon." He jested lightly, shaking his head at another of her failed attempts. "It keeps me warm enough. Don't be proud and wear it! I wouldn't forgive myself if you caught a cold."
"Y-You could die from anaphylactic shock, you know." The girl retorted through grittered teeth, rubbing her hands together to bring more warmth to her stiffened limbs.
"And it would be an honor to die knowing you were safe."
The smallest of smiles graced her lips, and she grabbed the eldest Velaryon by the robes again.
"Today is not the day you die."
Now it was Jacaerys' turn to smile.
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The celebrations might've just as well ended when (Y/N) and Jace reached the Great Hall again. More than half the student population seemed to be utterly drunk on the spiked punch - courtesy to Aegon, who, in lack of both his nephiew and darling (Y/N), got bored during the forth or fifth dance -, and the other half poisoned by the questionable cookies that Vela Castillo made 'especially for the occasion'.
Not even Borya escaped their deadly clutches. Almost green in the face, he bowed down stiffly before his date - it was a miracle that he didn't empty his bowels then and there -, excusing himself profusely from the dance floor and scurrying to the Dungeons, where the Slytherin Common Room resided.
Baela had already went to sleep.
(Y/N) scrunched up her nose in amusement, and Jacaerys stiffled a small laugh.
"It seems that we're both partnerless." The girl noticed with a quirked brow. Her eyes scanned the perimeter of the wide room, but found no sight of silver hair, or charcoal black.
Where did Aemond and Alys go?
"Yeah, but the party's spent." Jace noticed in a stale manner, glancing at (Y/N) with the corners of his eyes. "I'm sorry." He added, barely above a whisper.
"Huh? What for?" It was her turn to question him, utterly perplexed.
"For... I mean..." Jace gestured towards the ballroom with a solemn expression, "For taking you away from the ball. You didn't get to dance like last night - or, well, tonight."
A cautious smile graces (Y/N)'s lips, lighting up her fair features. She pats Jace on the back and jests delicately.
"I don't need two nights in a row of dancing like that - I have a killer muscle ache already."
Hearing her words, Jacaerys laughs earnestly. Still, he gives her an apologetic look, which (Y/N) shoots down with a passing wink. "Don't worry. I mean it."
Her hands go above her head in a linguid stretch, and the Gryffindor stiffles a yawn.
"Good job to us for today!" She concludes lazily.
Although tiredness was taking over her, she couldn't help but feel a tad aggravated by what the end of the Yule Ball meant.
Since I never had the fight with with the boys... then there's no reason for Aemond to take off on his broomstick and confess to me tonight. When I wake up tomorrow, we won't be...
A heavy sigh unwillingly parts from her lips - (Y/N)'s eyes trail down sadly, but a pang of optimism finds it's way to her heart.
Even if he didn't confess, I know the way he feels about me. I can just tell him that I love him tomorrow. Explain it to him the way he explained it to me.
With her mind made up on the matter, she relaxes her tense muscles once more. Still...
"Jace, I think I should check up on Aemond. Make sure he's not... food-poisoned and whatnot."
For a second, the girl can swear that his jaw tightens in repressed anger, and his brown eyes glaze over with sadness and longing - but just as quickly as that look seemed to appear, it left his face in an instant.
"He's still your friend." The Velaryon reassures her with a strained smile, "Of course. But let me at least accompany you to their dorms - it's far too dark for comfort, and there's a lot of drunk students haunting the halls still."
"Thank you, Jace." (Y/N) returns his grin sweetly.
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Their walk through the catacombs is one of a pleasant silence, and (Y/N) even finds herself humming to a low tune that her mother used to sing.
All's well when ends well, but...
"O-Oh! Oooh, shit!" A slurry moan cuts through the established taciturn.
"Shh, keep quiet..." A loud slap carries it's sound through the deafening darkness, spilling over the Gryffindors' ears. "Fuck, good girl..."
The man's voice shakes with lust, and with each passing second, a feeling of dread seeps into (Y/N)'s body. Jace stiffens next to the girl, and shoots her a quick look.
"Look at you, taking me so, so well - can you give me another one? Hmm?"
"Mmhh, yes, yes, yes, Aemond...!" The woman gasps louder and louder with each wet thrust, until she lets out a muffled scream, no doubt covered by... Aemond's... hand.
The same hand who held onto (Y/N) the night before. A night that didn't even happen. This was now her reality.
The girl's throat closes into itself. It's getting harder and harder to breathe.
"Yes...!" Aemond lets out in a loud bark, groaning loudly, "Good fucking girl. That's it, Alys, that's it, take all my fucking cum."
A loud step back. And then another one.
Retreating is all that (Y/N) can think to do.
Hot, scorching tears fall from her eyes, wasting over her red cheeks, falling on the floor.
She's running away now, clawing at her collar for a chance of fresh air.
She doesn't mind the fact that the couple more than certainly heard her, or that her sobs are so loud, that they're threatening to wake the whole castle up.
"(Y/N)!" Jace's desperate tone chases her down the hallway.
He marches towards her, before changing his mind in favour of approaching the tangled Slytherins, who are definitely closer yet.
"Lumos maxima." He commands with a rage fuelled voice, lighting over Aemond Targaryen and Alys Rivers - who tries to hoist her skirt up in great haste.
Jacaerys doesn't spare her a second glance, instead concentrating on Aemond - without even thinking twice, he punches him straight in the face, busting his knuckles and leaving them bloody in their right crochet.
"You piece of shit." He hisses at his uncle, and he wants to hit him again, but the unforgettable sobs that left (Y/N)'s throat make him immediately run after her.
"(Y/N)! (Y/N)!"
The Gryffindor must have lost his voice by the time he finally finds her, in the inner garden of the castle, resting her head on her knees, trembling with the intensity of her cries.
For what feels like an eternity, he sits on the icy steps with her, silent; rubbing her back soothingly after placing his coat over her smaller form.
The blood that coats his knuckles coagulates, and the initial sting turns into an easing numbness.
Eventually, like all things, her crying ends. Either from acceptance over the situation at hand, or from lack of remaining tears - it ends.
"... When this whole mess happened for the first time," (Y/N) began with a breathy voice, "Aemond sneaked in o-our dorms and told me he lo-loved me."
The girl swallows thickly, and levels her breath again before choking out. "A-A-And he said... that he always will."
Jacaerys is borne of the Blood of the Dragon. Despite all that, when he reaches to hug her, his hands are cold.
His chin rests atop her head in a comforting manner. His strong arms engulf her fully, better than his coat can. Jace's body radiates heat and safety, and he begins to rock her gently from side to side, feeling his own heart break with every venture.
"I can't e-even be mad at him, can I?" She weeps harshly into his arms, "We're not a thing here a-anymore... w-we never were in this reality, I s-suppose."
Jacaerys can't say anything - he doesn't know what she'd like to hear, or how to judge the situation impartially himself.
He feels his blood boil. Of one thing he is certain: he would never do that to her.
He wants to tell her that. He yearns to let her know - but the Gryffindor realises that they are both heartbroken in their own right. And that he had no right to, in light of her situation, to confuse her.
Jacaerys Velaryon settles on hugging her tighter, on smoothing the hair on her back in a gentle caress. "Shh, shh... don't cry. Don't waste your tears on that guy."
Jacaerys Velaryon stays like this however long she needs to. Burning on the inside, and shivering from the cold on the outside.
His jaw clenches and unclenches repeatedly. His concious is fighting against his selfish will - the former wins, and so he tells her.
"We can turn time back again, you know." He rubs her back, creating enough friction to keep her warm. "A turn or two should do the trick. I'll go set Böfur free, and you stay here and dance."
Tears well into his eyes again. They cloud his vision, blurring his surroundings - but he doesn't need eyes to continue, anyway.
"You dance with Borya and have fun... you let Aegon and his stupid brother froth at the mouth again. And then you go to your room. And then you wait for him. And then you talk to him."
For the first time that night, (Y/N)'s eyes shoot up in their own accord. She shakes her head relentlessly, parting from the warmth that Jace's body provided.
"No. No way." She denies him strongly.
"Why not? I can do it by myself." He soothes her back into his embrace, "I'll get it done and you, and Luke, and Böfur will be happy."
"And what about your own happiness? ... No." (Y/N) repeats again, as she brings her own hands to hug Jace back into her. "If Aemond truly loved me, he'd fight harder for me. What s-sort of relationship am I hoping to have, if he jumps Alys the second I'm not available?"
"He's an ass." Jace whispers atop her head again. "Ever since we were children. Don't waste your tears on him, sweet girl. He doesn't deserve you."
After a few more sniffs, (Y/N) finally raises her puffy face from the boy's robes. Her cheeks are red from crying, her eyes still glassy from the tears.
Her full lips quiver in the moonlight - once, twice, three times -, before she collides them with Jace's.
Hers move in wild abandon, while his stay frozen in their place. Perhaps they truly are.
Sensing his lack of desire for their unconventional peck, (Y/N) feels the heaviness of guilt suddenly pierce her soul.
"I'm sorry..." She whispers, an inch away from his swollen lips. "I misunderstood."
"You didn't misunderstand a thing." He murmurs against her turning cheek, while bringing his hand out to cup her jaw delicately and kiss her in his own right again.
Quiet moans leave both their lips. Jacaerys brings his free hand down, down to her waist, and pulls the girl closer to his body yet.
A flash of awareness brings him back to his wits on earth, as (Y/N) lets out a small whimper in his mouth.
With a tenderness rarely found in men, Jace pulls away from her face, caressing her stained cheeks with his calloused thumbs. "I'm sorry. I... I can't."
Seeing her eyes squeeze in pain and her body recoil in sadness, Jace holds her face in his hands gentler still, and whispers once more.
"From the first moment I met you, all I wanted was to kiss your lips." He admits fevereshly, shaking his head, "But I don't want to take advantage of you. You're hurt right now, and for good reason."
Jacaerys slowly rises on his feet, taking (Y/N) with him in his protective cradle.
The two make their way inside the castle. The warmth of the thousand fires flooding their veins like a warm bath after a harsh day in the Winter's outskirts.
"If we are to do this... I want you to choose me." He adds softly.
"I'll wait for you, (Y/N). And even if I'm not the one, I promise you to always be by your side."
All's well when ends well, right...?
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Pleaseee I just need a story where the reader is from our modern world and tedros falls inlove with them
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anon my darling my dearest my beloved you don't understand how much of my brain space this occupies. bc when you first show up in that fucking field of pink and red flowers you're probably in jean shorts and a crop top. maybe a flannel. you walk confused through the gilded halls, getting as many pictures as you can of the ornate archetecture and glasswork, worrying you won't believe it yourself if you don't have proof. you have no idea how you somehow ended up in a castle that looks straight out of the royaltycore side of pinterest you've stumbled across a few times, and you have no idea where you're even supposed to be going. then the fairies catch up to you. they take one look at you, then start tugging at your hair and clothes, trying to drag you somewhere to get you cleaned up before orientation, so you do the natural thing: start filming them on your phone and haul ass out of there. you get even more lost through the mazes of halls and staircases and breezeways as the fairies keep chasing you. you lose them for a minute, and unbeknownst to you, standing at the hallway is noneother than Tedros. you catch his attention for many reasons, your blinding beauty, the rush of energy you cary with you that seems to sweep him along with it, the lack of restraining your personality for the sake of etiquette. most notably, is that to him you're barely dressed. usually you'd be wearing bloomers and a corset with a dress that's at least tea length over it, but here you are, legs out in front of god and everybody. you don't seem the least bit phased by this either, but before he can snap out of the trance you've put him in, Professor Dovey is sweeping down the halls toward you.
"oh my..." she says, taking in your appearance. she turns to the fairies. "yes, I think you're right. this time does certainly call for an exception."
amid your miriad of protests, she takes your arm, gliding you through the halls with her.
"hush child, I'll explain everything." she respons warmly, bringing you to the doors of the groom room. she sits you down, and with a flick of her now glowing finger, everything in the room springs to life. soft smelling perfume sprays you, your nails are maincured, your skin is moisturized, your hair is done up all pretty. before you know it, racks of dresses are wheeling themselves out, spinning around you as Professor Dovey skims through them, picking one out for you as she explains everything. you don't really get a grasp on the situation until you're sitting on blue and glass pews surrounded by dozens of girls in literal ballgowns. you're wearing a ballgown too, the kind of thing you see used as clickbait on wish or aliexpress, but this is real and it fits you like a glove. you touch the side of your bodice, where you managed to shove your phone when Professor Dovey wasn't looking. you can't bring yourself to focus on anything as all of this sets in, but when a rowdy group of boys burst in and begin sword fighting, you're pulled out of your daze. one of them gets grazed on the arm, and it strikes you that these are actual swords. they're not dulled movie props or plastic kids toys or diy cosplay accessories, these are literal metal blades getting tossed around like it's no big deal. it's probably not a big deal to them, you realize, they clearly know what they're doing. as you lose yourself in thought, beginning to accept the situation you've found yourself in, Tedros fights through the crowd of boys in front of him more determined than ever. you caught his eye, and he'll stop at nothing to stand before you and throw you his rose. he hasn't been able to stop thinking about you since that moment he saw you in the halls, full of more life and vigor and passion than any girls he's ever met. he's dying to know you, yearning to know everything about you, absolutley desperate to sweep you off your feet. he has his sights set on you, and with a love this strong, he's sure you must feel the same. he wonders if this could be love at first sight. you're pulled from your thoughts as the girl next to you, blonde and wearing a purple dress, taps your shoulder.
"I believe that was intended for me." she states with a condescending smile, motioning to the rose that somehow appeared in your lap. your eyes flare, her attitude not slipping past you for a second. Tedros is about to protest, tell Beatrix that his rose landed in the right hands, when you scoff, clearly surprised and a little offended at her tone. Beatrix expects you to hand her the rose, and maybe apologize to her for being in the way. instead you look straight at her, and speak so informally she thinks she must have imagined it.
"okay, dickwad." you state, not an ounce of shyness to be found. you scoff, leaning towards Tedros. "I guess someone hasn't had her morning coffee..."
Beatrix's mouth hangs open in shock as a hush falls from the nearby girls who'd heard the exchange. Beatrix knows that Tedros is going to defend her honor, insisting you apologize and insuring you never speak to her in that way again. instead he lets out the loudest, most sincere, organic laugh any of them have ever heard. You chuckle along with him, not sure what was so funny about that exchange, but you can tell there's no malice or insincerity to him.
"You are just full of surprises..." he muses, once he's caught his breath. he takes your hand in his, and you watch with wide eyes as he presses a kiss to your knuckles, before falling in line with the rest of the boys, more sure than ever that you're his true love. he just kissed the back of your hand. he literally just kissed the back of your hand. the only time you've ever actually seen that is in the occasional straight to hulu period drama, and you never expected to experience that in real life. you also didn't expect it to fill you with butterflies. you and Tedros both find yourselves stealing glances for all of orientation while Beatrix stares daggers at you the whole time. you're sure this school will be interesting to say the least.
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Summary - Some Slytherin boy distracts you during class. Professor Lupin catches him passing you a note. He gets very jealous and gives you detention. Smut ensues, obviously (3,650 words).
Warnings - teacher/student relationship, rough sex, smut, jealousy, implied reader masturbation, no safeword, dom/sub dynamic, marking, biting, possessiveness, not proof-read, my grammar.
Notes - I decided to merge these two requests because I found them quite similar I hope it is okay!! Thank you for being patient. Also, please always use a safeword if you are to engage in such activities, this is just fantasy :)
You sat at your usual spot in the DADA classroom, eyes never straying from Professor Lupin as he lectured. Your attention, however, was not entirely academic. In fact, it was not academic at all. 
Unknown to many, you held a special place in Professor Lupin's heart and for this, he was convinced that Hell had a special place for him. He didn't care, though. Your relationship was secret, concealed, forbidden. But it was strong and intense, bordering on something closer to a possessive obsession. You were his, and his only. And you loved it. 
So you sat there, intently focused on the "lecture", at least you tried, because your concentration today was being constantly disrupted. 
Sat next to you, a boy, noticeably smitten with you, kept stealing glances at you and giggling like a pompous little shit with his friends. Of course, he was a Slytherin. And of course, he was blonde. 
The boy scribbled something on a piece of parchment and stealthily passed it to you. Snapping out of your trance-like focus, you looked at him, slightly confused and, unaware of its romantic implications, took the note and tucked it under your textbook with a polite smile, your gaze immediately returning to Professor Lupin. 
Lupin's keen eyes, which often lingered a moment too long on you during class, caught the exchange. The thought of anyone else, especially a boy, showing interest in you stirred a primal, protective feeling within him. He couldn't help but feel territorial, believing that no one could cherish and care for you as he did. 
He tried to refocus on his lecture about the properties of moonstones in werewolf lore, but his words faltered slightly, his thoughts clouded with an uncharacteristic yet potent jealousy. "That will be all for today," he announced abruptly, ending the class earlier than usual. 
Taken aback, students around you started gathering their things and filing out, but the Slytherin boy and his friends lingered, approaching you with grins plastered on their faces. "Hey, L/N", the boy started, leaning casually against your desk. "About that note..." 
You shifted uncomfortably, feeling cornered yet still oblivious of his intentions. "Um, yes? I haven't read it yet..." 
"You should. It's important," the boy pressed, encouraged by his friends snickering behind him. 
Feeling the pressure, you glanced towards Lupin for a fleeting moment before unfolding the piece of parchment the boy had given you earlier. 
Lupin, pretending to organize his papers, watched the scene unfold with a growing sense of unease. His hands clenched into fists as he fought the urge to intervene. He was not fighting it very hard because the next second, he cleared his throat loudly. 
"Miss L/N, could I have a word?" he called out, his voice unusually stern. 
You looked up, surprised at being addressed by your last name. He never addressed you by your last name. In fact, he never addressed any of his students by their last names. 
"Of course, Professor," you replied, trying to keep your voice steady. 
The boys hesitated, exchanging looks of confusion and annoyance, like they were worth your attention more than Lupin. 
Lupin's gaze turned icy as he addressed them. "Gentlemen, I believe your presence is no longer required here. Please, see yourselves out." 
Reluctantly, the group shuffled out of the classroom, throwing glances with an air of superiority over their shoulders. 
With the classroom now empty, the air felt heavier. Lupin's expression was stern, a stark contrast to the usual warmth he reserved for you. His gaze was fixed on some papers on his desk, avoiding direct eye contact. "Miss L/N," he began, emphasizing your last name again as if to stab you with his words. 
"I need to speak with you about your conduct in class today." 
"Remus, what's wrong?" you responded softly, taken aback by his formality even when you were now both alone. 
His eyes finally met yours, sharp and unyielding. "It's Professor Lupin," he corrected you firmly. "In this classroom, I expect you to address me appropriately." 
Confused and slightly hurt, you corrected yourself, "Yes, Professor Lupin. I'm sorry, I don't understand..."
Lupin sat and folded his hands on the desk, his voice laced with a restraint that bordered on frustration. "Your focus in class today was...lacking. You were distracted, and frankly, it was distracting to me as well." 
Your brow furrowed in disbelief. "Distracted? But I-"
"I am not finished," he interrupted. "Such behaviour is unacceptable, and as a result, you will serve detention." 
Your mouth fell often, but no words came out. This was a side of Remus you had never seen- so cold, so distant. Of course, you were accustomed to his occasional possessiveness, his dominance behind closed doors, but this was entirely different and you couldn't tell if he was serious or not. 
"But, Remus, I don't understand. This isn't like you," you managed to stammer, your voice tinged with hurt and confusion. 
His expression did not soften. "I said, it is Professor, and what is or isn't 'like me' is not for you to decide. What matters is maintaining a proper student-teacher relationship in this classroom. You will serve detention tonight after your last class of the day, and I expect you to not be late. Is that clear?"
"Yes, Professor," you replied quietly, your mind racing with a growing sense of unease. 
"Good. Dismissed." 
You turned to leave, your mind a wild mess of unanswered questions. You glances back at your Professor, hoping for any sign of the warmth and gentleness that you were so used to, but found none. 
If Lupin had found you distracted in his class, it was nothing compared to the rest of the day. Not only did you have to deal with a semi-heartbreak and try to focus on your other classes, but that blonde idiot kept pestering you about going to Hogsmeade with him over the weekend. First, you were not into blondes. Second, you were most definitely not into boys. You were into men. Men old enough to be your dad. Men with scars. Men with gentle eyes. Men with nice hands. Men with a mustache. Men who wore cardigans. Men with voices that sounded like liquid gold and made you fold. Men like...Remus. 
You felt a twinge in your heart at the thought of his name. His name he had forbidden you to say earlier. It was not abnormal though. He often made you call him Sir or Professor when you were alone in his quarters, when you were on your knees before him. But this time it felt different. It felt cold. Distant. Uncharacteristic. 
Your steps echoed in the empty hallways as you made your way to the DADA classroom for your detention. Your head was just as empty. No thoughts. Just Remus. 
Professor Lupin was already there, seated at his desk, when you entered the room. Without a word, he flicked his wand, and the door closed sharply behind you. You noticed another subtle movement of his wand, casting wards around the room. Clearly, what was about to unfold was meant to remain private. 
Lupin didn't rise from his seat, his expression stern and unreadable. "Come here, Miss L/N," he said, his voice strict, almost commanding. 
You walked over, your steps hesitant. He pointed to the space between his parted legs, silently indicating for you to stand there. You did, looking down, unable to meet his gaze directly. 
His voice broke the silence again. "Do you know why you're here, Miss L/N?"
"For detention, Professor," you replied quietly, still looking downwards, although you were starting to understand that you were not here for detention at all. 
"Look at me," he commanded in a tone you didn't hear very often. Usually, this tone was reserved in moments that required you to have a safeword. But right now, your mind was blank. Empty. Useless. And you didn't remember your safeword. And you panicked, silently. 
Slowly, you raised your eyes to meet his. There was a possessive hunger in his gaze that made you shiver. You gasped softly when his wand came into view, slowly tracing the hem of your skirt. The tip gently lifted the fabric, revealing a mark on your thigh - a mark you knew all too well. His creation. 
"Who did this to you?" he asked in a tone that was a strange mix of sternness and curiosity. 
"You did," you replied. 
"No. Who did this to you?" he corrected. 
Your heart was basically in your throat and you were about to combust, but you gathered your courage and let out a quiet "You did, Sir." 
"That's better. And why did I do this?" he continued, watching you intently. 
You hesitated, searching for the right answer. You knew the wrong one could change the course of your interaction. He watched you, a slight smile playing on his lips as he saw your thought process unfold in your eyes. 
"Because I... I wanted you to?" you ventured tentatively.
"No, try again," he urged, a hint of satisfaction in his voice at your struggle to find the right words. He was peeling you apart right there, between his legs, with the mere touch of his wand and a few simple words and he loved every second of it. 
Your heart pounded as the realization dawned on you. He had been jealous. And he was claiming his territory, right where that stupid boy had tried to lure you in. 
"Because I am yours," you said with a little more confidence. 
"That's right," he replied, a small smile playing on his lips. "What a good girl you are, understanding your place." 
Your cheeks burnt with a mix of embarrassment and thrill. You tried to look away, to escape the intensity of the moment, but he wouldn't allow it. He reached out, firmly directing your face back towards his. "Eyes on me," he commanded. 
"It will do you good to remember this feeling, Miss L/N. Remember it when another little boy tries to distract you again, especially in front of me." 
His wand traveled up, pausing briefly over another mark of his on your neck, and continuing its path to your lips, lightly brushing against them. Your breath hitched at the touch, your eyes still locked with his.
"Whose are these?" he asked. 
Your lips parted, but no words came out. You were overwhelmed, momentarily speechless. 
His eyes held yours, patient but expectant. "Y/N," he prompted again, this time using your first name. He was not playing anymore, and you didn't know if you should feel relieved or worried. 
Swallowing hard, you found your voice, albeit a whisper, "Yours, Sir." 
"Very good," he praised. 
He then moved his wand again, this time directing it downwards. He paused for a moment at your waist before sliding it further down, under your skirt. The tip of the wand hovered over your core, gently grazing you through your panties. 
"And what about this? Whose is it?" he asked again, increasing the pressure slightly. 
"Y...Yours, S-Sir," you stuttered. 
"Good girl, you're learning." 
Your gaze dropped down, landing on the bulge in his trousers, evidently straining against the fabric. He abruptly removed his wand and grabbed your chin firmly. "Eyes on me, I said." 
"Yes, Sir," you murmured, your gaze finding his again. 
"Do you want to continue with this?" he asked, and this time his tone was not hard, not stern, not cold. It was just his tone. Just Remus. 
"Y-Yes, Sir," you replied almost instantly. 
"Do you want your safeword?" he asked seriously. He knew that sometimes, you didn't want it. You wanted him to be fully in charge. You wanted him to decide what you could handle and couldn't. It was dangerous, but you trusted him implicitly, sometimes more than yourself. 
"No, Sir," you answered a bit too confidently because truthfully, your mind was too blank to formulate any logical thought, let alone remember a safeword you never used.
"Do you want to please me?" he asked, his gaze insistent and penetrating. 
"Yes, Sir," you breathed. 
His eyes traveled over your body, taking in every curve and contour. "Then show me how much you want to please me," he commanded. "Touch yourself." 
You bit your lip, almost frozen on the spot, before letting your shaky hands move over your body, teasingly caressing your skin through your uniform. Your hands reached the hem of your skirt, and you looked at him, seeking permission to continue. He nodded, urging you on, and you did. You let your fingers travel over your panties, feeling the damp patch there, and gasped as you reached the sensitive bundle of nerves slightly prominent through the fabric of your underwear. 
"That's it," he growled, his voice rough with lust. "Make yourself feel good for me." 
Your breath caught in your throat as you continued to touch yourself, imagining his hands on you instead. You could feel your arousal growing, and you moaned softly, unable to contain your pleasure. 
Lupin's eyes darkened, and he reached out, grasping your wrist. "Enough," he said, his voice low and gritty. 
He slowly pulled you closer, the space between you diminishing until you were mere inches apart. He was so close, you could feel the warmth of his breath as your faces drew near. Just as your lips were about to meet, he stopped, hovering there, so close but not touching. 
"Do you think you deserve this, Y/N?" he asked, his voice a whisper against your lips. 
A breathless "No, Sir," was all you could manage. 
"That's right, you don't," he affirmed. 
A pathetic whine escaped you, a mixture of frustration and desire. 
Lupin let out a low, almost mocking chuckle at your reaction. "Aw, you poor little girl."
Your response was a mix of a sigh and a whispered plea, unable to contain your arousal. 
"But you know," he murmured softly, "I feel rather lenient today." 
Without warning, he pulled you abruptly close, closing the gap between you. Your lips met in a kiss that felt more like a claim, a statement, a declaration. His. His. His. 
His hands traveled to the back of your thighs, pulling you against his arousal. His face buried in your neck, he grazed his teeth against your soft skin before sinking them into it, creating another mark. "Mine," he growled against your neck. 
His hands suddenly left you and the sound of a zipper getting undone filled the room. You dared looking down as he let his erection spring free. 
"Eyes. On. Me." he said again sternly. 
"S-Sorry, Sir," you whimpered as you forced your eyes back up. 
"Take these off for me," he commanded, his finger tugging gently at your panties. 
You obeyed, slowly sliding them off until they pooled at your feet. You stepped out of them before picking them up and placing them onto his desk. 
"Very good. What a good girl," he praised. "Now, come here," he said softly, pulling you into his lap. 
You found yourself straddling him, a position that caught you off guard, eliciting a soft gasp of surprise from your lips. 
You were acutely aware of him, of your proximity, of how exposed you were in the middle of the classroom, at his desk, feeling both vulnerable and...strangely cherished. His hands moved to your face, holding you gently. His eyes, now soft and filled with the familiar warmth you knew so well, silently searched yours. It was a silent question, a non-verbal communication asking if you were alright, if you wanted to continue. 
You met his gaze and nodded, trying to hide how desperate you actually were. 
He shifted his hips slightly, the tip of his length teasing your entrance. "Relax for me," he whispered.
You nodded again and fought yourself with all your might not to simply sink yourself down on him. You were practically shaking and it was pathetic. Almost sensing your lack of self-control, his hands found your hips, gripping them with a force that would certainly leave marks. 
"Someone's impatient," he remarked. "Go on, then. Tell me what you want." 
You swallowed hard, your voice barely above a whisper. "Please, Sir," you begged, doing your best to keep your eyes locked onto his. 
"Tell me. What do you need?" he teased and god it was too much. You tried to lower your hips, to even get just the tip inside of you but he wouldn't allow it. 
"I...I need you...inside me, Sir. Please." 
"There's my good girl," he cooed and with that, he thrust his hips up just enough so that the tip of his length breached your entrance. "Now, show me just how much you want me." 
You didn't need to be told twice. You responded by lowering yourself onto him fully, causing him to groan as your warmth surrounded him. You began moving your hips, slowly at first, because the hands on your hips controlled the pace, but then his grip loosened, one hand moving up to your hair, pulling your head back, the other landing around your neck. 
You started increasing the pace, finding a rhythm that matched his as you began moving together. 
"That's it," he praised. "Take what you want from me." 
You moaned softly, your breath catching in your throat as you felt him going deeper and deeper inside you. 
"What do you want?" he asked, his voice filled with lust. 
"I-I want you, Sir," you panted, your words coming out in short gasps. "I want you to make me yours." 
"Then take it," he commanded. "Take what you want. Take it." 
You cried out in pleasure as you continued to bounce up and down in his lap, your movements becoming more urgent as the pressure in your core built and built. Your mind was a blank slate, filled with nothing but the intense sensation of having him inside you. 
He could feel how close you were, and he tightened his grip around your neck, bringing you closer to him. "Let go for me," he whispered, his lips soft against the shell of your ear, and it was all it took for you to reach your peak.
He groaned at the sensation of you clenching on him, your muscle tightening around his hard length. It was his turn now. His turn to take what he wanted. What was his. With a growl, he hauled you up from his lap and stood before swiftly bending you over his desk, books and quills and ink pots falling to the ground with a clatter. 
He hiked up your skirt around your waist and entered you from behind in one sharp thrust, your body jolting forward as you were forced to balance on your tiptoes. Barely recovered from your orgasm, your face was pressed onto the cold surface of the desk, and he started to pound into you with abandon. 
Grabbing a fistful of your hair, he lifted your head up, forcing you to look at the empty classroom in front of you. "Next time you get distracted by some little boy in my class," he said, his voice filled with disdain, "remember this moment. Remember being bent over this desk. Remember the sensation of having me inside you. Remember how it feels when I take you. When I take what's mine," he growled. "Mine. Mine. Mine," he continued, each word punctuated by a hard thrust. 
You cried out a pathetic "Yes, Sir," unsure if you were able to handle this, but he continued, indicating that you would handle it, even if you thought you couldn't. 
His pace increased, each thrust pressing you further into the desk, his movements becoming jerky and losing rhythm. He was getting close. So close. 
"Fuck..." he breathed as he leaned forward, his body covering yours. "I'm going to fill you up," he growled. "I want you to be full of me." 
With that, he thrust into you one last time, his hips snapping against yours, groaning obscenely as he emptied himself inside you. His hips continued to pump into you with each wave of warmth, as if he was pouring his soul into you. 
Finally, he stilled, and the room fell into a quiet stillness. Lupin, his energy completely expended, relaxed with a deep, contented sigh, his body lightly resting on top of yours. He began to plant gentle kisses along your neck, your shoulders, and the back of your head, each touch a soft echo of his love for you. There was a tenderness in his actions now, a shift that enveloped you in a sense of safety and warmth only he could provide. 
Gently, Lupin slowly withdrew from you, and you whimpered quietly at the sudden emptiness. He waved his wand in a few discrete movements, adeptly cleaning you both with an effortless flick before carefully readjusting your uniform. 
He pulled you close, and you nestled into his embrace, your body quivering slightly from what you had just been through. 
"It's okay. You're okay, love," he whispered soothingly against your hair. 
You whimpered softly against his chest, trying to ground yourself in the steady beat of his heart. 
Gently cradling you, Remus sat down in his chair, his arms enveloping you in a protective cocoon. "You were such a good girl. You took me so well. I love you so much." Gradually, under the gentle cadence of his voice, your breathing began to steady. 
Sensing you were in a more stable state, Lupin carefully shifted his position. He took your hand in his, guiding it with a deliberate tenderness until it rested over his heart. Through the fabric of his shirt, the steady thump of his heartbeat was strong and real under your palm. 
"And whose is this?" he asked softly, his eyes meeting yours with a playful glint. 
You let out a quiet giggle and simply said "Mine." 
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Part VI
Summary: Lloyd is asked to help with a dangerous problem and the reader is drawn into a family dispute.
Word Count: 7,568
Warnings: Suggestive content, inappropriate for minors, no out right smut. Only appropriate for 18+ readers. Foul language. Internal angst from the reader. Discussion of family problems and unplanned pregnancy. Hints of potential parental neglect. Depiction of stalking. Chapter content includes: an accusation of domestic violence (no specific details), several missing persons cases, a detailed analysis of a murder, and discussion about a serial killer.
Author's Note: I know this post is a bit late. My professor didn’t show up at her office hours, so I ended up spending five hours watching YouTube tutorials to figure out my question. She emailed me an apology and explained that she forgot to announce her office hours had changed. Begrudgingly, I’ve decided to forgive her.
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The Princess and the Lawyer - Part VI 
Clayton Bishop’s eye twitched when Lloyd propped his feet on the desk. 
Lloyd smothered a grin and crossed his ankles. He smoothed out a crease in his trousers and waited. 
“Do you have to do that?” Clayton asked, staring at Lloyd’s cognac wingtips. 
“It’s my office. I like to be comfortable.”
“There’s such a thing as being too comfortable.”
“Not to me. Come on, Bishop. Why are we meeting at the crack of dawn?”
The text had come in last night, with only sparse details. Lloyd hadn’t been able to extract any more information out of him. Reticence was unusual for his former professor, and current boss, which meant Lloyd was brimming with curiosity. 
“Are you familiar with the case of Shun Nguyen?”
Lloyd searched through his memory. 
“Yes. He was convicted of murdering his girlfriend twenty years ago. There was a lot of media attention and the Singaporean government protested his treatment in prison.” 
“Correct. It was my case.”
Lloyd knew that, but hadn’t wanted to bring it up. Nguyen’s conviction was controversial. Many believed him innocent. Twice as many thought he was guilty of more than just his girlfriend’s murder. 
“Rumors that Nguyen was a serial killer abounded, but there was no proof. We didn’t find any more bodies but the one we had was enough to try him on. So, we focused on doing what we could with what we had.”
“Why are we discussing this? Nguyen’s serving a life sentence.”
“No, he isn’t. His case was overturned by the Virginia Supreme Court.”
Lloyd’s eyebrows arched. “I didn’t hear about it.”
“Presidential election year - headline space was limited. They voided his conviction and he left for Singapore, where he still holds dual citizenship.” 
“I’m even more confused now. You know a murder case can’t be tried twice.”
Bishop reached into his briefcase and passed Lloyd a file. 
“That’s not going to be a problem.” 
Lloyd opened the cover. Empty eye sockets stared up at him from the glossy eight by twelve. It was a human skull, partially engulfed in concrete. 
“Is this from the original case?” 
He picked up the photo. The exact details of the case escaped him, but he remembered Dr. Nguyen’s girlfriend had been disposed of in a slab of concrete. 
“Sort of.”
Lloyd glanced up at Bishop, surprised by the cryptic answer. He frowned at the level of detail captured in the photo. Cameras hadn’t been this good twenty years ago. 
“When was this taken?”
“July 2nd.” 
Lloyd raised an eyebrow. “Of this year?”
“Yes.”
“That’s two weeks ago. Who is this?”
“Several of Dr. Nguyen’s alleged victims still have open case files in Fairfax county. None of them were found. The cold case unit assigned the file to a new detective three weeks ago. He went to see where we found the first victim. On his way to the site, he found this.”  
Lloyd groaned. “Fuck.” 
“I used a lot of colorful phrases to describe my feelings when I got the call. But that was the sentiment I landed on, too.” 
“Can I run this by you, as I understand it?” 
Bishop nodded. “Sure.”
“Twenty years ago, you convicted Shun Nguyen of murdering his girlfriend.”
“Eighteen years ago. Setting the trial date took awhile.” 
“Whatever. A conviction was won. Three years ago, the state Supreme Court overturned it. Then - just a few weeks ago - a new detective picks up the case, goes to the site where the first body was dumped, and finds… this.” 
Lloyd took the photograph and turned it around, displaying the skull. 
Bishop looked like he’d taken a bite of a lemon. 
“Did I miss anything?” Lloyd asked. 
“The concrete slab was dated to be approximately twenty-two to twenty-five years old.”
“So while you guys were working on the original case…?”
“This slab was about four hundred feet behind us the entire time.” 
“And no one noticed it?!”
“The woods are thick. I’m just as horrified as you. More so, even. If we’d had these remains our case would have been far more compelling. Lloyd, this might be our second chance at putting Shun Nguyen away for life.” 
“Nobody searched the woods? This victim just hung out in a concrete slab for an extra twenty years, while the other one was found a little more than a football field away?” 
“We searched, but the perimeter was set at three hundred feet. We only found this body because of Detective Roth, and received its authentication report on Friday.” 
“Holy shit, Bishop. Holy shit.” 
Bishop folded his hands and regarded Lloyd somberly. 
“You know why I’m telling you this, right?” 
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
You were ten minutes late to work. In your left hand, you balanced a Starbucks carrier as you struggled against the fierce wind to latch the door. Finally, it clicked shut. 
Jen’s office was your first stop. She made grabby hands at the drink carrier. 
“My precious!”
You snorted and handed over her vanilla latte. 
Jen sniffed at the aroma. “I love you.” 
You took a step back. “That’s so sweet… but listen. I think we should see other people. My personal time is important to me - ” 
“Screw off. I was talking to the coffee.” 
You leaned against the door jam to her office. 
“How’s summer vacation?”
“Once I pack these little monsters off to school, I’ll cry tears of joy.”
“Have they killed your garden yet?”
“Not yet. I’ve resorted to barbaric threats to get them to weed it.”
You grinned. “Let me know if you need any bamboo shoots. Or iron fetters.” 
“Do you know how much easier it would be to just do it myself?” Jen asked. 
“Hang in there. Gardening builds character.”
“Yesterday, Jason claimed my habanero plant was a weed and uprooted it.”
You cocked your head. “Are you sure it was an accident? The tomatoes are ready, you use habaneros in salsa, he doesn’t like spicy food…” 
Jen’s eyes narrowed. “Unbelievable!” 
“I think he’s a genius.”
Jen looked up, suddenly laser focused. “Speaking of hot stuff. Guess who had a bounce in his step this morning?”
“Andy?”
“Lloyd. I actually saw him smile.”
“Lloyd smiles all the time.”
“No, he doesn’t. I did a double take to make sure it was really him. There’s only one thing that puts an expression like that on a man’s face. He got laid.” 
“Uh… okay.”
“Who do you think it was? He has no life, so the suspect list can’t be that long.”
You gripped the coffee tray. Lloyd had more of a life than Jen suspected. 
“I wouldn’t know… we don’t really discuss our personal lives. Listen, I’ve got to run, early meeting.”
“You’re fifteen minutes late. If the meeting was early, you missed it.”
“Bye, Jen!”
You bolted down the hall. 
In the elevator you slumped against the wall to catch your breath. Your heart was pounding. The level of adrenaline you were feeling would’ve been more appropriate for a life threatening situation than escaping an awkward conversation. Could you handle an intra-office affair? What if your lies were so obvious that everyone found out? 
D.C was a very small town, with even smaller legal circles. You could ruin your fledgling career in a nanosecond. These alarming thoughts should have taken first position in your mind, but they quickly fell away.
A smile spread over your face. 
Lloyd was in a good mood. You smoothed your hair, preening a little. The elevator stopped at the fourth floor and as you walked to Lloyd’s office, there was a bounce in your step. 
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - 
You were taken aback by the sight of Lloyd sprawled on the sofa. One arm was draped over his stomach and the other behind his head. Bishop occupied the armchair cater-corner to the sofa. His left ankle was propped on his right knee. Both of them had rolled up their shirt sleeves and loosened their ties. It was a very serious look for eight a.m. 
“I brought coffee?”
Lloyd scowled. “Throw Bishop’s in the trash. He doesn’t deserve it.”
You noted his irritation and switched modes. It was never openly acknowledged that moderating Lloyd’s hostility was one of your key duties. The tacit agreement was an odd twist in the office structure, but it kept the peace. Or rather, you kept the peace. 
“I’m sure that isn’t true.”
You crossed to Bishop and handed him the coffee, then put Lloyd’s beside him on the end table. He adjusted his position so you could sit down. 
When you were seated beside him, your eyes turned to the whiteboard behind his desk. It was reserved for analyzing major cases, and usually stayed in the closet. Today, it was plastered with pictures, papers, and color coded comments in black and blue marker. In the center, there was a photo of a human skull, halfway buried in concrete. Empty eye sockets peered creepily out of the 8x12, as if lifted from a de Gheyn painting. Rather than the artistic brushstrokes of de Gheyn, this picture was digital. Whoever had taken it had placed all focus on the skull. Without any framing or layers to add interest, the picture was rather stark. 
“What do you think?”
Bishop’s question was a surprise. You realized he was watching your reaction. 
“I guess someone pissed off the mob.” 
Lloyd sipped his coffee. “That’s an angle we haven’t explored.” 
Bishop raised an eyebrow. 
“We don’t need angles. Nguyen did this.”
“That’s absurd. We have a responsibility to perform due diligence on all the possibilities. This case has to be approached with an open mind.”
Bishop ignored him. 
“I’ve been working to get Nguyen to agree to an interview. You can take your time sorting through the new evidence, but trust me. All roads lead to Rome.” 
“Don’t make assumptions,” Lloyd said. 
“He’s the only person who would know the precise location of the prior dump site.”
You were tired of trying to follow their conversation without context.
“Who’s Nguyen?”
Bishop answered. “Shun Nguyen is a serial killer.”
“Objection, hearsay.”
You glanced at Lloyd. He’d folded himself into the corner of the sofa, and looked like a boxer squaring off with his opponent between rounds. 
Bishop sent Lloyd an irate look and leaned forward, bracing his elbows on his knees, then explained. 
“In the spring of 2002 a body was found near Cub Run trail. It’s a remote hiking path on the outskirts of Fairfax county in Stream Valley Park. After the body was found, I was asked to serve as prosecutor. The victim was a woman named Julia Xiarong. Her boyfriend, Shun Nguyen, was a resident physician at Forest View - that’s the community hospital in Harmony.”
“I’ve been to that park. My little brother’s baseball team plays tournaments there.”
“Have you been to Harmony?” Bishop asked. 
“I’ve driven through it a few times. It’s a cute town.”
“In the early 2000’s they had a rash of missing persons cases. All the victims were young women and none of them have been found.” 
“Wow.”
Lloyd jumped in.
“Because there were so many missing women, the locals theorized Nguyen was a serial killer. The police went along with it, and Bishop ramped up the circumstantial evidence to get a conviction. Somehow, even without a shred of solid evidence, he won. Three years ago, the Virginia Supreme Court overturned the ruling and Shun Nguyen returned to Singapore.”
Your eyes darted to Bishop, expecting a defense. He held up his hands. 
“I admit it. I won the case on my ability to argue and not the facts. But what doesn’t hold water is that this body shows up twenty years later. In the same place! He’s the only person who would know where to put it!” 
“Wait. What? These aren't Julia’s crime scene photos?”
“No,” Lloyd said, his tone a little bit too sarcastic for your liking. “Bishop. Please, elaborate on how these pictures came to be.”
The older man sighed. He recounted how the cold case investigator looking into the missing persons cases had found the new slab. It was discovered only four hundred feet from the original crime scene. This newly discovered victim appeared to pre-date Julia.
You reeled, struggling to absorb the idea that a second body could be found, years later, so close to an active crime scene. This woman’s body had gone undiscovered for decades, while another victim had gotten justice… Well, it was probably a stretch to call Nguyen’s overturned conviction justice. It was insane. You could understand Bishop’s position. It was definitely possible this was one of the missing women.
“I guess Detective Roth is very good at his job,” you said finally. 
“And we were very bad at ours. A point Lloyd has spent the morning emphasizing at every turn.”
You looked down at the coffee table, littered with papers from the original case. One page was marked with the letterhead of the Virginia Supreme Court and it caught your eye. 
“Why go over the past? It would take a new case to get Nguyen back in court.” 
“My point exactly,” Lloyd said. “I’ll agree there’s reason to suspect Nguyen of being a serial killer. But accusing him in court is ridiculous. I can’t believe his defense let you play that card.” 
“His attorney was expensive, but not very sharp. The case was high profile and it attracted the opportunists. Nguyen hired a suit from New York who was there for the publicity. I’ve never been so confident in a verdict.”
“Everything was built on circumstantial evidence. You don’t have anything placing him in the woods. You don’t even know exactly when Julia went missing. There are massive holes in the case and the timeline.”
Bishop shrugged. “I’m aware. If you’d been his lawyer, he would have walked.”
“How many criminal cases would you say are built on circumstantial evidence?” You directed the question to Bishop. 
Lloyd’s jaw flexed. You knew circumstantial evidence was a large part of most cases. Lloyd had debated this with you in the past. The question was for Lloyd’s benefit - a gentle reminder that Bishop’s case wasn’t as bad as he was making it out to be. 
Bishop lingered another hour, discussing the details as you took notes. Lloyd paced, rearranged the whiteboard, and then arranged it back to its original state. He twirled his pen and responded to questions with grunts. Maybe Jen had imagined the bounce in his step this morning. He was certainly in a dark mood now. At ten, Bishop left for an unrelated meeting at the department of justice. 
You sorted the papers into stacks according to chronological order. The first pile was the original crime, the next Nguyen’s appeals, and the last was from the recently discovered body. You looked at the two thick stacks of information, and the slim third one. 
“Do you think Detective Roth would share the cold case files?”
“Bishop sent a courier for it.”
You reviewed your notes, trying to ignore Lloyd burning a hole in the carpet. Watching him pace was making you nervous.
“Let’s start at the beginning, shall we? On April 19th of 2002, hikers reported seeing a skeletonized hand poking out of a concrete slab. When the police arrived, they identified the fingers as belonging to a human skeleton. Then, based on the reports, every single agency in Fairfax County showed up.”
“Why?” Lloyd asked.
“The missing women. They suspected this was one of them.”
“Tell me about the victim.”
“Julia Xiarong. She was identified through cutting edge DNA analysis. There wasn’t much left to examine, apparently.”
Lloyd paused his pacing and turned. 
“What do you mean, cutting edge analysis? They had bones. Just take a bone marrow sample or examine the teeth.”
“Her teeth were destroyed. The coroner’s report attributed it to a post-mortem gunshot wound to the mouth. And the body was soaked in some kind of basic solution. Trace amounts of sodium hydroxide were trapped under the concrete. The forensic analyst said the bones were delicate, almost powdery, and ‘crumbled like shortbread,’ when touched.” 
“Is that what led them to Shun?”
“No. His scientific knowledge did make him a great suspect, though. They initially questioned him because Julia was his live-in girlfriend.” 
Lloyd crossed to the coffee table and picked up a file. Clipped to the front was a glamor photo of an Asian woman with a delicate, heart shaped face. 
His eyebrows went up. 
“I’ve never seen her photo before. From what I recall, Ngueyn wasn’t anywhere near attractive enough to be with this woman.”
“Wounded gazelle syndrome.”
“What?”
“Lions go after wounded gazelles, not healthy ones. Julia was pretty, but she had issues. The defense attorney’s research uncovered a string of jobs she couldn’t hold down, four psychiatric hospitalizations and several run-ins with the police for manic episodes.”
“That wasn’t on the news,” Lloyd said.
“The media focused more on Shun. They painted a caricature of him as a psychotic surgeon, even though he was on an internal medicine track.”
“What turned the police’s attention to Shun?” 
“The same thing that allowed Bishop to convict him on such thin evidence. He was the only person with a motive. Once the DNA report confirmed it was her-”
“Wait. How did they manage to confirm her identity so quickly?”
“She was in the CODIS database.”
Lloyd cocked his head. “What kind of run-ins with the law did she have to end up in CODIS?”
“The DNA collection wasn’t related to her mental problems. She was never charged with a felony. After her manic episodes, they’d let her dry out in jail and then send her to a mental facility. After a few visits Julia underwent electro-shock therapy. It looks like it worked. In the three years between the treatments and her death, she didn’t have a single run-in with the law.”
“Then why the CODIS file?”
“Because Julia was an illegal immigrant. She’d been caught the previous summer with an expired visa and ordered to return to China. They took her finger prints and a DNA sample, which was standard procedure for immigration at the time. She was released and disappeared. The police think she was living with Shun because of her documentation problem. There’s no need to put your name on the lease if you’re not the principal tenant.”
“She needed him for more than just financial support.”
“Yeah.”
“Was he charged with harboring an illegal immigrant?”
“No. They had him on murder, it would’ve been irrelivant.” 
Lloyd shrugged. “This is Bishop. He tends to throw everything but the kitchen sink at a problem.” 
“Well, U.S. Customs and Border Patrol registered her DNA in the CODIS database after she was detained. They followed up and learned from the roommate that she’d moved out without notice. When they were unable to confirm that she’d left the country, they filed a report and moved on to more pressing issues.” 
Lloyd nodded. “What else?”
“For obvious reasons, Julia didn’t work after she moved in with Shun. Prior to their relationship her immigration report shows jobs at various nail salons, a sewing factory, as a cigar roller, and then a bartender.” 
“Isn’t that how she met Nguyen? She moved positions from cigar roller to bartending in their lounge.” 
“Correct.” 
“He didn’t report her missing, right?” Lloyd asked.
“Right. She was estimated to have been killed two weeks earlier. The detectives were suspicious when Shun said he wasn’t concerned by her disappearance. He played up her mental health issues and admitted they’d had relationship problems.” 
“What happened when they ran down his tip?”
“Julia was popular in the neighborhood. Her friends painted a different picture. According to them, she saw a psychiatrist monthly and never missed a dose of her medication. They accused Shun of being emotionally and financially abusive, and said he’d been ‘physical with her’ before. She wanted to leave him, but couldn’t because of her immigration status. One of her friends had helped arrange a legal consultation to try and resolve her problem.”
“What did Shun say?”
“That he was sick of Julia and wanted to break it off, but she was clingy.”
Lloyd snorted. “You’re kidding me.”
“Nope. That was his story. My girlfriend is a lazy gold-digging nut job. They countered with what her friends said and he flipped out. Apparently, she wanted him to get rid of his Singaporean citizenship and marry her.”
“Is that why he decided to kill her?”
“Maybe. He stills claims he had nothing to do with her death, so who knows?”
“What was the evidence against him?” Lloyd asked.
“As far as physical evidence placing Shun at the scene, there’s nothing. A shell casing from a .22 was found in the woods behind his house. Further into the woods police located a patch of dead grass that had been doused with bleach. Cigarette butts were recovered from a grove of trees in the side yard, but didn’t yield any DNA.” 
“Did Shun smoke?”
“No. The defense argued the cigarette butts proved someone else was involved. Bishop countered that a gang of local teens had been on a crime spree in the neighborhood, and the cigarette butts probably came from them. The so-called ‘crime spree’ was more like mischief than actual crimes. They vandalized garage doors, tipped over a play-house, and my personal favorite… dyed a swimming pool pink.” 
“Cute. Were the teenagers questioned? Were they smokers?” 
“No, they never got caught. Kudos to them.”
Lloyd tilted his head. “Have you ever dyed someone’s swimming pool?”
“I wish I’d thought of it, but no. My high school had an Olympic size pool. It would’ve been a great senior prank.” 
“You know, I’ve seen your high school records. Thirty-seven detentions, but you graduated at the top of your class. How did you find the time?”
You glanced at your notes. 
“Actually, that’s a good question for Shun. He was in residency when Julia disappeared and records show he was working double shifts. How could he have killed her, put her in concrete, set the concrete, and moved her into the woods?”
“That question has hung over the case for years.”
“The Virginia Supreme Court found it compelling enough to overturn his conviction,” you said. 
“What about the jailhouse witness who claimed Shun confessed to him?”
“Dead in 2015.”
“And who was the co-worker who testified?”
“He works in Baltimore now. On the stand, he said Shun acted weird that week. He took several long lunch hours and was late twice. Bishop spun the testimony into a riveting story. During deliberation, the jury asked to see the transcript of his statement.” 
Lloyd sighed. “That’s as terrifying as it is amazing. Bishop is a wizard.”
You closed your notebook and slipped off your heels, tucking your legs underneath you in a more relaxed position.
“I don’t think we should work this case,” Lloyd said. 
“Why not? We’ve worked murder cases before.”
“A few, but those cases were mostly solved before we took them on. This is different; Nguyen has been killing for a long time. He’s a clear, present danger.”
“I thought you didn’t believe he was a serial.”
“Based on evidence, I don’t. Based on gut instinct, I do.”
“You’re saying the case is too dangerous.”
Lloyd nodded. 
“For me? Or for you?”
His eyes flashed and you knew you’d hit at the heart of the matter. 
“Both.” 
“Bullshit.”
You kept your tone mild. Lloyd’s lip curled, flashing his teeth. 
“Look, you fit his victim type. You’re young, pretty, and working in a professional job. Bishop thinks our combined interview skills can crack Nguyen. Or at least get something from him that will point in the right direction.” 
“I might throw him off balance. That’s an excellent reason for me to go.”
Lloyd pinched the bridge of his nose and took a deep breath. 
“Or a fabulous reason not to. Damn it, Princess, have you ever watched Dateline? This man is a serial killer. He’s not a run-of-the-mill, heat-of-the-moment murderer. Nguyen is dangerous.” 
“He lives on the other side of the world. How much of a threat can he be?”
Lloyd flexed his jaw. “I don’t want you involved.“
“But you don’t have a specific issue that merits it.” 
“Can’t you be reasonable?” 
“I’m the epitome of reasonableness. You’re the one foaming at the mouth.”
He snarled. It was an intimidating expression, one that would have made even a seasoned junkyard dog back down. You didn’t so much as blink. When Lloyd’s face smoothed out, you smiled.
“If I can handle you, I can handle him. And if I’m wrong, you’ll be there. If that happens, I promise to let you rub it in.” 
Lloyd grunted. He stood up and paced in front of his desk as he considered it. Finally, he sighed. 
“Fine. We’ll take this cluster fuck of a case. Afterall, it’s a favor to Bishop.” 
You bounced up from the sofa, throwing your arms around his neck with a squeal. 
“We’re hunting a serial killer! How is this my real job?”
Lloyd clasped your waist, drawing you against him. 
“Could you try showing a glimmer of self-preservation, if only to make me feel better?”
“Bishop made a good decision. You’re the perfect person for a case like this.”
Lloyd rubbed the small of your back. “Why?”
“You’re rude, you enjoy ruffling feathers, you don’t care about small town politics or media attention, and we make an awesome interrogation team.” 
He lowered his forehead until it pressed against yours. You stood on your tiptoes, unable to resist stealing a quick kiss. Lloyd’s lips brushed yours gently, once, twice, and then cinched his arm tight around your waist. He stepped forward, unbalancing you. To avoid falling backward you had to hang onto his shoulders and trust his supporting arm. As his mouth turned dominant and his tongue plundered your mouth, your knees went weak. You whimpered at the possessive exploration.
You were vaguely aware of Lloyd walking you backwards. When your calves pressed against the cool leather of the sofa, you gasped. Without pausing the kiss, he pushed you down and lodged his thigh between your legs. You moaned at the pressure of his weight. When he ended the kiss, you were pulsing with lust, eyes glazed, and breathless. 
“That’s how I wanted to begin this morning.” 
“Wow…” your heart fluttered like a hummingbird’s wings. 
The frantic beating in your throat drew his attention and he bent to lick your pulse point. You shuddered, and he laughed.
“We should agree on what the boundaries are at work. I know you want to maintain a professional image, but I want to touch you.” 
You squirmed, the question clearing the mental haze. He moved back so you could sit up. 
“Can we pretend nothing has changed from nine to five?” you asked. “I don’t want to deal with everyone’s questions.” 
“Your restraint is better than mine. I want to get you all hot and bothered in your sexy work outfits. No one will think anything of me closing my office door. I propose that you have to let me kiss you five times per day.” 
“Three. I need to keep at least a few of my brain cells.” 
“Four,” Lloyd countered. 
“Three, and you can have one back rub per day.”
“Is the back rub deliverable upon request, or do I have to schedule it?”
“If you set up a back rub appointment on our Google Calendar, I’ll break your nose.” 
“I’m not that stupid. How about this: if the office door is shut, touching is allowed?” 
“Deal.”
“What are your thoughts on oral sex at the office?” Lloyd asked. 
“No!”
“How about bending over my desk? A lunchtime quickie on the couch?” 
“Ew! Clients sit on this couch!” 
Lloyd smirked. “Am I hearing a ‘maybe’ to the desk proposal?” 
“We can negotiate it later,” you said. 
“I like where this is going.” 
“Do you still want a full blown affair? I was worried you’d have second thoughts.”
His expression sharpened. “Why?”
“Are you sure you want to be with someone as inexperienced as me? If this isn’t going to be fulfilling for you…” 
Lloyd relaxed. “No. Now, we can get started on the fun stuff… Namely, exploring all the needs you’ve spent years repressing. It will be fulfilling for both of us, I promise.” 
Your breath caught in your throat. Lloyd brushed his thumb over your swollen lower lip. 
“Consider me your sexual playground, Princess. And I always aim to exceed expectations.” 
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By the time Friday rolled around, you were exhausted, and not for fun reasons. Despite the heated kiss and Monday’s agreement, the case demanded your full attention. Lloyd dove headfirst into the mire. He acted as if driving himself to exhaustion would solve the case before it turned dangerous. Even after studying the old interrogation tapes of Nguyen, you didn’t feel the level of threat he seemed to. But the complexities of the case were consuming and made the work day fly by. You’d barely remembered that tonight was your nephew’s birthday party.
A text from your sister, asking if you could pick up a cooler of ice, was the only reason you hadn’t flaked. You pulled alongside what looked like your parents’ sedan in the parking lot of the picnic areas and looked around. Vivian’s invitation hadn’t given the specific location of the party. Combined with the errand to pick up the ice, you were running late and didn’t have time to run home and change. Your sister was such a space cadet. 
You shaded your eyes and squinted against the sun, trying to spot a familiar figure. Was this even the right picnic area? 
The air was thick with humidity. You wondered who could forget to bring ice to an outdoor birthday party in late July. Wasn’t the insufferable heat a constant reminder? Finally, you saw your Dad at the picnic structure by the lake. 
Wasn’t that just fantastic? Right next to the lake. 
If Vivian had wanted a more humid spot, she couldn’t have chosen better. The evaporation from the cold water was going to blow straight onto the guests. Virginia’s humidity was already astronomical during late July. You grabbed the cooler, and took a deep breath. 
It was fine. You were here to have a good time. This was a celebration of Sam, your only nephew. Who cared about the humidity when there was Sam’s first birthday party to think of? Your hair was going to care a lot about the humidity in a few minutes. You tried to brush off your sour mood and frame the situation in a more pleasant light. Your hair didn’t stand a chance in this heat, even without the lake. Neither did anyone elses’ for that matter.
You weren’t normally this short tempered; work stress must be frying your brain. Maybe you would see if Lloyd wanted to help you relax…
Your mom saw you and called out. 
“You found us! I was wondering if you were lost.” 
Vivian obviously hadn’t explained that it was her forgetfulness that made you late. Mom noticed you struggling to drag the cooler over the clumpy grass and shouted across the field. 
“Caleb! Help your sister.”
You stopped to wait for your youngest brother to sprint over.
“Grab the other handle. It’s impossible to roll it over the grass.”
“Nice shoes,” he laughed, noticing your flip flops.
He took the other handle and with two people, the cooler’s weight was easily managed. 
“I came straight from work. It was the shower shoes from my gym bag, or heels.”
“You’re kidding, I thought hot pink flip flops and pencil skirts were on trend. Don’t you read fashion magazines, Y/N?”
“Read them? Please. Vogue is waiting for my input on the September issue.” 
“Vivian, where do you want this?” your mom asked.
Your sister turned, baby Sam on her hip, and Alissa a step behind. 
Your two year old niece sometimes reminded you of a Velcro dog. She was always on Vivian’s heels, so close that she could’ve been labeled a tripping hazard. 
“Put it on the end of that table.” 
Caleb made a half offer to help, which wasn’t authentic in the least, but it was more than most fourteen year olds would have done. You let him off the hook and he sprinted off to rejoin the family soccer game. Vivian tried to help, but Alissa kept getting in her way. The mechanical task of arranging the ice bucket and stocking the cooler helped settle your nerves. Vivian sat down and Alissa crawled onto her lap, bumping Sam. You watched from the corner of your eye, mildly impressed at how Vivian managed to balance both of them in her lap.
When you’d finished, you sat down with her to watch the soccer game. Your three brothers were pitted against your cousins and the match had turned ugly. They were lucky none of the real adults had stopped the game. Caleb tripped your cousin Noah as he stole the ball, then raced towards the goal without glancing back. You shook your head. Someone was going to end up in the ER if they didn’t settle down.
“I’m sorry about the ice,” Vivian said. 
“That’s okay. You had a lot on your mind.”
“Yeah. The pregnancy brain is already kicking in.” 
You froze. “What?!”
Vivian glanced around and lowered her voice. 
“Shhh. Not so loud.” 
“You’re pregnant?”
“I haven’t told anyone else. Six weeks, I think.” 
“Does Juan know?”
You’d seen your brother-in-law, but hadn’t spoken to him yet.
Vivian grimaced. “Yeah. We’re not on the same page about it.”
“Sam isn’t even a year old!” 
“He is today.” 
You glanced at Alissa, who was peeking at you from behind her mom. She ducked under Vivian’s arm when your eyes connected. 
“How will you take care of a newborn, manage Sam’s crawling, and get Alissa ready for pre-school?”
“Lower your voice!” 
Your jaw clenched, but you shut up, waiting for a reply. Vivian looked sheepish. 
“It just sort of…happened,” she said. 
The silence buzzed. 
It just happened. 
Just like all of you had ‘happened’ for your parents. There was never any consideration given to what the child needed. In your family, children just showed up, as if their parents didn’t understand how one event caused the other.
“Don’t be so judgmental,” Vivian complained when you didn’t say anything.
You inhaled sharply and turned away, watching the soccer game, but not seeing it. 
“I don’t know what to say.”
It was a lie. You knew exactly what you wanted to say. But you could feel the sizzle of temper that meant you needed to calm down before you spoke.
“Can’t you just be happy for me?” 
What about the expenses? What about college funds, diapers, and medical bills? What about the amount of time it took to meet the needs of a newborn? Plus managing two toddlers? Vivian was only one person. Juan would’ve helped, but he worked two jobs so his wife could stay home. It didn’t help that said wife spent money like it grew on trees. You felt a spike of anger towards him. Juan was supposed to be the responsible person in the relationship! 
“Don’t be such a bitch,” Vivian said. 
Your temper exploded. “Bitch? Really?!” 
“You’re being mean. I’m happy. Can’t you be happy with me?”
“How are you going to pay for this baby?” 
You held up a hand when she started to speak.  
“Actually, I don’t want to hear it. You’re doing exactly what Mom and Dad did, having kids without regard for your ability to care for them. There’s plenty of birth control options that would have prevented this, but you don’t care! Another baby is just a bundle of joy, isn’t it? Having three kids at twenty-two is irresponsible, Vivian. You can’t afford it.” 
“Shut the fuck up! I take care of my kids and pay for everything!” 
“No, you don’t. Mom and Dad have been paying your rent for the last two months.”
You shouldn’t have let that slip out. Dad would kill you if he knew you’d brought it up with her. Vivian steamrolled past the comment to attack your criticism of her parenting. 
“My kids are well cared for! I’m a great Mom - you’ve said so yourself.” 
“I know you have good intentions. But tell me, has Alissa talked yet? To anyone other than you? She’s not ready for preschool. When the baby comes, you won’t have time to prepare her. Do you remember how hard it was for her when Sam came home? She’s going to have separation anxiety when preschool starts, which will coincide perfectly to the baby teething. What happens then? How will you help her manage the stress? Or are you just going to let her feel totally displaced and abandoned?”
Vivian’s nostrils flared. “I think you should leave.” 
“Before you kick me out, let’s go talk to Mom about this. She might have some ideas.” 
Her chin jerked up and fear flashed in her eyes. You realized why she was delaying the announcement. As much as your Mom loved her grandchildren, she had three teenage boys at home who were rather expensive. Vivian and Juan relied on your parents to stay afloat. Lately it was a major source of tension. Your Dad wanted to keep helping them out, and your Mom wanted to tighten the purse strings. 
The pregnancy announcement was going to rock the boat, and right now, you weren't helping matters. You stood up. 
“I’m going for a walk.” 
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There was a trail around the park and you wanted to stalk the paved loop at full speed, but your flip-flops slowed you down. The asphalt was too hot for bare feet, which meant you had to move at a pace that was inadequate to express your frustration. 
Your heart ached for Alissa. She obviously needed more attention than she was getting. She was such a quiet thing and Vivian was so scatterbrained she sometimes seemed to forget about her oldest child. You’d wondered before if Alissa’s clinginess was born from a fear she’d be forgotten if she didn’t stick close. Kids her age were known to have irrational fears - that was why you’d never said anything. Maybe you’d set aside your concerns too quickly. 
With the addition of another child, Alissa became the oldest daughter. She moved another inch closer to turning out like you. Thinking of your shy, sensitive niece having that kind of responsibility put on her shoulders made your chest ache. You knew what the role entailed, how the stress never ended. Someone was always counting on you. 
And who else would tie their shoelaces, check their homework, and prepare their lunch boxes? You were the one who signed the permission slips Mom always forgot. You made sure they were home by curfew. You made them hold hands when they crossed the street and participated in the library’s summer reading program. 
You were the one they called when ice needed to be picked up. Tears stung your eyes and you had to stop to compose yourself. A few deep breaths helped you ride out the surge of emotion. Wiping your eyes, you sat down on a bench and checked your messages. 
The first text was from Jen. She’d tripped in the garden and sprained her ankle, so the spin class you’d planned to try with her on Saturday was canceled. You sent her a get well message and emailed to notify the fitness studio you’d be absent. The other text was from Jake, who’d forgotten the passcode for the office’s side door. You sent him a voice memo with the numbers. 
A twig snapped, and your head whipped around. 
Your eyes darted up and down the trail, but no one came around the bend. There weren’t any footsteps approaching and hadn’t been for awhile. The snap of the twig hadn’t come from any particular direction, so you weren’t sure where to look. Before the noise the trail was silent. You’d been sure you were alone. Now, your skin crawled with the sensation that someone was watching. When your intuition raised the alarm, you didn’t question it, but you couldn’t tell what had set it off. 
Something moved in the shadows and you whirled.
“Whoa!” 
The man stepped back, hands raised in surrender.
“It’s just me, honey.”
“Sorry, Dad. You startled me.” 
“I saw you and Vivian had an argument,” he said. 
“Yeah.”
“Well, the food’s done. Let’s walk back and get you a plate.”
You nodded, and glanced around one more time, suddenly very glad he’d come to get you. Within a few steps you’d fallen into step beside him. His silence created an urge to explain and even knowing that wasn’t his intention, you talked.
“I didn’t mean to storm off. Vivian upset me, and I just… exploded.” 
“Sisters will be sisters.”
“I got emotional. I think I said too much.”
He laughed. “If you lost your temper, you definitely said too much.” 
You made a face.
“Y/N, let it go. Vivian has the memory of a goldfish. In two days, she won’t even remember what you said.” 
You had a bad feeling that this time, that wouldn’t be the case.
For the rest of the evening Vivian ignored you. Since she had a right to be angry, you gave her plenty of space. As justified as your concerns might be, you’d crossed a line. Alissa’s developmental delay in talking was a touchy subject. 
After the party Dad recruited you for a soccer game against your brothers. With your uncle as the third member your team was severely handicaped by a lack of fitness and age. Caleb, the youngest of your siblings, could run circles around everyone. Hector was only two years older and he’d set a state record in discus as a sophomore. Diego, the oldest of the boys, played competitive soccer. Both of your teammates ordered from the senior menu. You had no chance. 
The score was twenty-five to zero when you finally got the ball away from Diego. As you ran towards the goal, you saw Caleb approaching on the left.
He’d been tripping your cousins all evening, and his intention was obvious. Caleb was only a foot away when you feigned going right. Dropping your shoulder to sell the fake, you distracted him enough to swivel your foot and push the ball left. Caleb stuck his leg out at the same time you changed direction. He stretched as far as he could, trying to catch your ankle, but fell face first in the grass. 
You caught up to the ball, pivoted and scored. 
“No fair!” Caleb yelled.  
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Your mood was brighter after the game, having given Caleb what he deserved. It reminded you that not everything about being the oldest was a burden. After packing the empty cooler into the trunk, you sat behind the wheel, watching the last of your family cleaning up.
Should you apologize to Vivian? 
Probably, but you weren’t done being mad. Her recklessness would have consequences and you couldn’t pretend to approve of her decision. You resolved to call her tomorrow if you were cool tempered enough for the conversation. Just as you put your finger on the engine start, your phone rang. 
The caller’s ID was blocked, which wasn’t unusual. Everyone on Zach Hightower’s payroll used unlisted numbers, so you were expecting Landon or Jake.
“Hello?” 
No answer. In the background, you could hear the crackling of wind.
“Hello?” 
You double checked that the call had connected.
“Who’s there?” 
Heavy breathing came through the speaker, then a mechanically distorted voice.
“You should never say ‘who’s there?’ Don’t you watch scary movies? It’s a death wish.”
Reeling, you stared at the phone. Had he just quoted a line from Scream? 
You looked around, wondering if the caller was watching for your reaction. It didn’t take long to find the most likely source. 
Caleb walked towards the parking lot, swinging a trash bag and smirking at his phone. He was the only one tech savvy enough to use a voice changer and a blocked number, and his motivation didn’t take much guess work. Your hand went to your seat belt, ready to give him a piece of your mind. 
The phone rang. 
Caleb was out of sight now, behind the wall of the dumpsters. You hit “answer” without looking at the screen. 
“Do you know what happens when you mess with your big sister, Caleb? I’ll tell you what happens. I’m going to go home, find your precious Xbox, and set it in the middle of the cul-de-sac. Then I’ll have Diego pin you down and force you to watch me run it over. Multiple times. When I’m done, I’ll send you a piece of it every year at Christmas so you never forget what happens when you pull my chain. Are we clear?” 
“Excuse me?”
Lloyd’s voice was tinged with amusement. 
“Shit! I’m sorry. I thought you were Caleb.”
“I’m glad I’m not. What’d he do?”
“Prank called me.”
Caleb emerged from the dumpster enclosure, saw you and smiled. 
You flipped him off. 
He stopped, lifting his hands in a gesture that said, ‘what did I do?’
“I have some work news. Is now a good time?” Lloyd said.
“Yeah. What’s up?” 
“Find your passport and pack a bag. You and I are going to Singapore. Nguyen agreed to sit for an interview.” 
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Run little Bunny Run
-Trigger Warning- This Story contains muder, blood, mention of smut, mention of killing and drugging.
Read on your own risk. Also please be kind to me since english is not my first language.
Chapter 1. “Some stupid killing.....some Stupid Runa”
Natasha Romanoff never withdraws herself from a hard job. Working as an assassin was hard and difficult. But she loves it, she loves the kick it comes with. She loves killing, she always did. So when some stupid rich guy contacted her to kill the professor which was the reason why his stupid rich son fails the college class. Natasha sighs….she hates doing the dirty work…but still…the guy pays huge and even paid in advance she was in for the job.
The following nights she stalked the professor…where she lives, her work routine and even her social contacts. One night it was perfect. The female professor should be alone at home…her husband was away and will arrive in the morning. So Natasha grabbed her large knife and in case…always a syringe with a sedative drug. Just in case something goes wrong…Natasha was always prepared.
Completely in black and with a thin bullet proof chest plate and a mask which covers the lower side of her face she stepped through the window. The flat was huge and beautiful decorated. White and Black furniture with green details and plants. Natasha moved quietly…as she followed the Professor in the kitchen. The college teacher was only wearing some panties and a huge oversized shirt…she was making a late night snack…looks like some instant mac and cheese. But before the Professor could even add the plastically instant cheese powder to the noodles, Natasha grabbed the Professor Carol Danvers from behind….holding her mouth shut so she can not scream….before she sliced the woman throat.
Carol gulped and choked on her own blood…the floor quickly was dark red and the bloody liquid was everywhere….Natasha took her favorite knife and stabbed the woman a few times in the heart too….just to make sure. Natasha loves the risk…she loves killing with her knife, sword or even just and heavy object. She loves hearing the screams and see her victims dying slowly. But also Natasha always made sure they are dead…she does not want that her clients are disappointed. So Natasha took a quick picture of the dead woman and send it to the rich guy….only a few seconds later a huge amount of money was on Natasha bank. She smiled and wanted to turned around…when she heard a whimper
Natasha was confused as she turned around. Carol had not pet, children or other roommate. So when Natasha turned around and saw a young woman…pale and with blond hair. The woman looked like she was not even in her twenties…maybe a college student too. Natasha cursed in Russian…of course Danvers was sleeping with some student….The girl was dressed halfway….she was wearing a black skirt…and a white plain bar….her white shirt was in her hands…also her backpack…it seems she wanted to leave after the fun night of sex with her professor.
The student looked at the dead and bloody corpse on the ground and then at the masked Natasha. She whimpered again with tears in her eyes…as she wanted to run…but Natasha was quicker….with a swift motion she grabbed the student and pulled her towards her. Natasha thinks for a moment.
She hates killing people when she is not getting paid for it….it was no fun. The Student in her arms trashed and tried to scream…but Natasha quickly pulled out the syringe with the strong drug and injected it into the smaller woman. She immediately became weak and Natasha softly lowered her on the floor.
Natasha smiled…she loves how fast the drug was working. She did mixed it herself…and even accidently stitched herself with it also. It was a strong medication…which made people sleep deeply for hours.
Natasha looked at the Girl…her blond hair were messy…her make up too….
Natasha sighs…..this was stupid…at the wrong place at the wrong time. Natasha sighs as she lifted the woman up, took her backpack also and slowly dragged her out of the large apartment.
Natasha lifted her in her black car with ease…the student was smaller and lighter as Natasha thought.
She went into her car, the girl was laying on the back seat unconscious. Natasha took her backpack and searched through it….a few books, notebooks, pencils, her wallet and a phone with a charger. Natasha took the identity cart out of her purse and looked at it: Runa Fely Jones -19 years old
Natasha smiled…Runa was naughty…sleeping with her professor…and then getting kidnapped…what a shitty day. Natasha did searched her walled too….only a student card and also a bit of money. Also there was a name tack….Runa works at a near bakery…probably to get some extra money….
Natasha laughs…stupid. Before she took Runas phone…..she turned it one…and unlocked it -no password. Stupid Runa.
Natasha searched her social media….not much friends…and family lives in a completely other state….lucky Natasha.
Natasha put the wallet back in Runas bag….she kept the phone…she put her weapons and chest plate back in a little black bag…before she hide Runas sleeping body under a thick blanket.
Natasha drove away from Carol Danvers home….before she smashed Runas phone on her steering wheel….breaking it in two pieces….the first piece she threw away…before driving 15 kilometer to throw the other half away.
 Natasha was smart…she does not want anyone to track the last locations Runas phone sendet….so she drove around a few block….and then when Runas phone was laying somewhere….she drove back home.
Nat looks behind her….she needs to kill Runa…or Runa will get her arrested…even if Runa had not seen her face….she still has enough details.
Natasha sighs…Runa Jones was a beautiful woman…she can not lie….but still….was it worth the risk. Natasha does not like using her energy for nothing…..no money if she kills Runa…and then getting rid of the corpse..Runas things….Natasha groans…she hate that part…so much.
Getting into two different locations to bury Runa…and then getting rid of her things. She needs to spray Runas things across the state…so that the police will get confused…maybe even she needs to break Runas body apart….All the work for no money.
Natasha grits her teeth. Why was this stupid girl in her victims apartment….arg.
She took a look in the mirror…seeing Runa under the blanket…what if? No!
It was stupid…but the thought of keeping Runa crossed her mind. If she gets bored of her…she can kill her easily too.
Natasha shaked her head…maybe it was worth the risk…no one will search for Runa in her house…in her basement. Also when Carols Husband will get home by tomorrow and find the corpse….Runa will be number one suspect
Natasha chuckles as she drove home. She drove into her garage and closed it…she has a huge and expensive home. Yes…making money with killing was great. She loves it.
Nat softly picked Runa up and carried her into her house as soon as the garage closes. She carried Runa into her pantry where food and other stuff is stored. The assassin pushed the shelf into the wall revealing a secret hidden door.
She opened the door with a code before walking down a few steps and then a long hallway. At the end of the hallway a thick metal door can be seen. A code and a fingerprint was needed to open it. The hidden basement was huge…almost like a little apartment with a few other rooms. It was barely equipped and arranged. A bed was placed in the middle of one room. A little Kitchen in another room and a bathroom in some other. Most of it was empty…since Natasha only used the room to help people hostage….or torture them before her client want the person to be killed by her.
Nat layed the girl down on the bed…before cuffing her onto the bed. Runa looked cute cuffed. Natasha can understand why Carol was sleeping with the girl…Natasha chuckled as she slide her finger over Runas naked stomach. Natasha will have some much fun with Runa.
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