#icarus speaks

[apollos-boyfriend]

my class is discussing the "real" definition of lesbian i'm going to explode

#icarus speaks #neg #I HATE THIS CLASS RAHHHHHHHH

[trans-genderisms]

genuinely need someone to shove me against a wall and kiss me until i cant breathe or think. that would fix at least like 75% of my current problems

#icarus speaks #mlm #mlm dating #mlm yearning #mlnb #ftm mlnb #nblm #nblnb

[icarusflightplan]

Channeled all my blorbo energy into making this Strahd Crest jacket patch instead of looking in the tumblr tag and accidentally spoiling myself for stuff :3

#curse of strahd #CoS #DnD #strahd von zarovich #icarus speaks #my art

[apollos-boyfriend]

desperately need to draw this as jeff and ben

#icarus speaks #creepyposting #boy who wants to draw so so bad but has TWO projects due this week 😭

[apollos-boyfriend]

3k notes in 6 hours……. you people want me DEAD

#icarus speaks #I JUST WOKE YP FROM A BAP #NAP #CANT I EVER KNOW PEACE

[apollos-boyfriend]

art school update. they’re discoursing about my little pony and redemption arcs

#icarus speaks #it is. nearly 10 pm. #you are grown ass adults.

[apollos-boyfriend]

cponk deserved to tear sam apart with her bare fucking teeth can i get an amen 🙏

#icarus speaks #every time i listen to songs about toxic relationships i think of them orz #cponk you deserved the world…….

[apollos-boyfriend]

i just think the sparklez family dynamic of two immortals [crumb and jordan] vs one mortal—but future immortal—[tubbo] is sooo interesting. crumb and jordan have VERY different ways of seeing the world and life in general due to their immortality, and often forget or are unable to see a mortal’s/tubbo’s pov. it fucks him up a Totally Normal And Healthy Amount

#icarus speaks #they mean well ofc #but there’s just a lot they will never understand

[apollos-boyfriend]

i’ve been seeing people posting the google ai fucking up with generated search results and i, having never gotten one of those, had assumed it was like tumblr polls where it’s just been rolled out to a select number of users, before promptly realizing it’s actually because i use duckduckgo

#icarus speaks #IM SO STUPID

[apollos-boyfriend]

↖️ this user is inflicted with a horrible curse of being unable to listen to songs without associating them with sun’s current hyperfixation

#icarus speaks #i CANNOT listen to amélie farren songs normally 😭 #they are all about creepypastas. 2 me

[apollos-boyfriend]

me and my boyfriend have concocted a theory that house can actually teleport bc there have been multiple scenes where the show fails to get across that any time has passed so it just looks like he fuckign teleported between cuts. there have also been numerous instances of him just. appearing in places. there was a scene where both a patient and one of the other doctors showed shock at house sitting in the corner playing his ds as if neither of them saw him walk in/noticed him when they walked in??? we think he might also be telepathic but that’s less interesting

#icarus speaks #hmd liveblogging #apollo cameo #this show is so bad at showing the passage of time 😭 #i think it’s funny

[apollos-boyfriend]

i need to make a banner before that post ends up on the wrong side of tumblr one second

#icarus speaks #born to be a sparklez family blog forced to do constant damage control

[apollos-boyfriend]

#icarus speaks #reblogging with an additional poll one second

[apollos-boyfriend]

having such an obvious favorite character trope is life ruining bro

#icarus speaks #SO MAYBE I HAVE A TYPE 😭 #you can literally instantly pinpoint most of my favorite characters it’s so fucking evil

[apollos-boyfriend]

mspec gays are so cool i love you bilesbians and pangays and everything in between each and every one of you deserve the world mwuah

#icarus speaks #containment breach #help how do you add gifs to text

[apollos-boyfriend]

SPARKLEZ!

You wouldn't believe the things I've seen. Or maybe you would. What do I know?

Worlds upon worlds of wonder have embraced my many selves. I'm living a thousand lives at once. And those are just the lives I'm aware of. For instance, in a place called Middle Earth I am reborn a beautiful elf queen. And under the ice shield of a moon called Europa I am a strand of plankton. And in a world we both know well, I'm a bunch of little girls who look just like me, and maybe other things too... Anyway, my umbrella consciousness has reformed for just a moment; my caretaker, in his mercy, has allowed me to show you these things.

But you definitely won't believe the most amazing thing I've seen. Lately I've been looking through a window... A window into bygone years. A man sits in front of a screen, speaking his soul to the world while playing a game. I think I know who he is!

I see this man forming friendships with those who also speak to the world. I know who they are too. They project themselves as tiny box figures into a world made of boxes. It's so much less detailed than the world where the man and his friends sit. I would not have known Ruxomar and it's sister dimensions to be so childlike in appearance except by this contrast!

The days go on as the friends play. The boxlike world is ruled by two gods. Of course I know who they are. The man is faced with a choice between the two. His life is riddled with choices! And like the stubborn idealist he is, he carves out a middle path. He'll take neither god. He'll have a goddess all to his own.

He created me.

A man named Jordan Maron created the goddess Ianite in a world beyond worlds. And Jordan Maron looks just like you. He is one of your countless alternate selves. He looks so much less boxy! I think that if I did not already know you and Spark so well, I would call him my favorite version.

Now I grasp the truth I have been seeking all my life. I have see what is above gods. It is ____________.

My umbrella consciousness won't hold much longer. Let me say a few choice words before the final goodbye between this version of you and this version of me. Thank you for choosing to create me. I believe that had the other you not made that choice in that far off world, none of my present selves would exist. In a strange sense, you are my god. Thank you for believing in your creation enough to make it real. Thank you for continuing to love me and make choices for my wellbeing. I hope another you loves another me in another world soon.

If Jordan looks out the window one of these days, he might be able to see me.

Not even creeping. Just fyi.

Forever Your Lady

#icarus speaks #containment breach #taking inspiration from fern for this one