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zaccrimart · 8 months

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Eyes

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necroticcadaver · 24 days

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I love talking about myself.

You ask me questions about myself? I could spend literal hours happily talking about me.

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sharpbutsoft · 23 days

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#anti taylor swift #anti ts #swifties love to act opressed when people make mean spitting memes about their favourite mulimillionaire #trust me i would Love to know nothing about her #but unfortunately none of you know how to tag ur posts #and so despite my best efforts i have seen takes such as #’making fun of taylor swift’s bad lyrics is #ableist against the mentally ill’#and i personally think that is untrue and silly #but my opinion means nothing because i dont care about taylor swift?#convenient for them i guess #anywhoo ignore me! i just need 2 vent i dont want to argue

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batfamfucker · 1 year

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There are four main types of Batfam fans in regard to how people interpret Bruce Wayne as a dad (/Joking. This is mostly satire and should not be taken seriously):

Fans that think Bruce is emotionally constipated and isn't the best at being a parent but still tries (Differs per person). Don't necessarily think he's absuive but thinks he can be toxic or have unhealthy expectations for the Robins. Can smell the Oldest Daughter Syndrome coming from Dick and have Family Line (By Conan Gray) as their top song on their Dick inspired playlist and Daddy Issues (By The Neighbourhood) for Jason.

Fans that choose to believe Bruce goes to therapy in their own canon. Love B:WFA. Thinks the comic can be cheesy at times and so find a balance between B:WFA Bruce and Please Go To Therapy BruceTM as their middle ground. He struggles. They advocate that Bruce is not a bad parent, he just has bad writers that seem to forget Bruce wouldn't hurt kids, especially not his own. Love the humane moments and scenes he has in BTAS and the early JL cartoons. He may not be perfect but he's not literally abusive. Whores for Bruce being able to admit when he is wrong and for Jason and Bruce reconciling. I recommend Grow As We Go by Ben Platt for this one.

A mix between the first two. Was fine-ish when Dick was younger. Didn't help him in the healthiest way but eh. Still emotionally constipated but that happened more so after Dick left and Jason died. Started getting better when Tim came back but was still closed off. Should probably go to therapy with the kids so they can drag his ass about all the things he's done that have actually affected them negatively. Understands his mistakes and is also able to admit when he's wrong, eventually. It's not easy but he starts to do better and learns to be more emotionally available. Still has to get chewed out by Alfred sometimes but definitely better than he used to be and it shows. Reconciliation is slow and gradual but progress is made for everyone involved.

The one's I personally avoid for my own sanity and wellbeing:

Think Bruce is a complete bastard and abuser. Want him to choke. Hate any and all interpretations of him. Some of which will refuse to understand how anyone could have a different interpretation. Will point out comics where, in all fairness, he is a dick but forget that characterisation can significantly differ from one series to the next, as comic characters are constantly passed around to different writers and have been for decades. Not to mention movies, shows, etc.

#Bruce Wayne #Batman #Batfam #Batdad #I'm not tagging everyone in the Batfam I can't be assed #Sorry there's like 500 #Bruce has a child for every mental disorder he has #Dick is his ADHD. Jason is his C-PTSD. Tim is his Anxiety. Cass is his OCD. Damian is his Autism.#Like bro the therapist is RIGHT there #You have the money just GO #I am a mix of 2 and 3 tbh but more so 2 because he is my comfort fictional father figure. I already have a shit dad irl #I'm not dealing with it in my favourite media too #Type 4 fans scare me I lowkey see so many people like that and I'm like. If the block button wasn't free. I'd be in debt by now #I get that you saw Tom Kings work. So did I. I hate that fuck. But I personally prefer the scene of him in JL with Ace on the swings #Or the one with him playing with shape block toys with a baby whilst Supes and WW handle the questioning #Or when he hugs literally any of his kids #Or the one of him and Jason watching a movie and eating popcorn when Jason's ill. And they have the picture of them posing #Or when he cried in Flashpoint over the letter his dad left him because the little boy in him needed that #Plus any time Bruce and Clark interact as Best Friends. The Golden Age comics where they were basically Dick's gay dads 💀#But yeah. I could make a poll from this tbh.#This is a generalisation on purpose genuinely do not take it seriously #If I see ANY disclosure. It's delete and block on sight #Bruh I'm still recovering from the notes of my Fallout 4 John Hancock in a Drag Race outfit crossover post #I know it sounds like I'm being paranoid but that's because I am. You have not seen the things I have seen in my notes #You do not know of the wars I have fought of over ghoul dicks and high heels #I have seen things I can never burn from my vision. Read things I will never have the mercy of forgetting #Over silly little shitposts. Lmao. Anyway. Here. Have some food.

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moonscape · 3 months

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HELP??? (REGARDING THAT ONE GUY IN UR CHATOT POST)

USERS WHEN CHATOT HAS TO GIVE THE GOVERNMENT MONEY SO THE GUILD DOESNT GO BANKRUPT/FALL APART

LIKE??? Ik our views on chatot are different (WHICH IS COOL I DO ENJOY UR PERSPECTIVE ON THE BIRD) but HUH?? WHAT IS BRO GOING ON ABOUT.

YEAH!! like i don't mind people not liking him if he's just not their thing (if i had a nickel for every bitchy gay bird man in a nintendo game that i liked i'd have two nickels) or if people found the perfect apple incident triggering in any way and it ruined his character for them and i fully respect yours and other people's opinions on that but hating him just for doing his job and arguing against plain text stated in the game is unreal GSGEHEJJSJEJE

#mail #fujii-draws #from what im hearing in my dms this person is coping really hard KEHSJEJEJEJHDJ #im not gonna fucking recover from that indirect insult too like HUH????? WHAT DID I DO???? LSHDJHSJEJWHE #also ty for saying you enjoy my perspective! sometimes i worry im a bit much regarding him when he's like not even one of my own favourites #i just like him. blaming the mental illness for making me feel things more intensely than i'd like SHHEJUSHDHE

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spiltcandycoatedpunkblood · 13 days

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me @ 16 in 2011 (the year the adventures of tintin film came out and before i got years of free trauma from certain individuals and events)

me now:

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crabussy · 8 months

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sorry to disappoint anon but I fucking love being alive ^_^ anyway anonymous asks are off forever now!! it is unlikely that I will ever turn them back on. if you want to be creepy and immature towards me like those two anons you're going to have to work on your cowardice okay?

#listen to my gibberish boy #ANOTHER anon but this time directly suicide baiting me #holy fuck dude. I'm like the worst person to try that on? ?? ? I love being alive and have never contemplated suicide in my life #yeah I'm mentally ill but not in that direction #this is so fucking funny. anyway GUYS I HAVE SUCH GOOD PLANS FOR TODAY ^_^#I'm going to get dim sum with my uncle who is visiting from another country ! !!#and I'm going to my favourite shop which has some awesome silly socks that I might get.. there's also a lovely bookshop there AND GELATO!!#I'm not posting the ask because anon you don't deserve that courtesy

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wifwlf · 1 year

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Some people love "weird and off-putting" girls until they are actually mentally ill and unkempt & rude

#my post #mentally ill unkempt rude girls btw. i think you are so so cool <3 #(<- not just empty positivity you are one of my favourite kinds of person)

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thevoidbutwithselfesteemissues · 7 days

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Am I doing better because I'm back to reading angst and crying?

Or

Am I doing worse because I'm back to reading angst and crying?

Who knows!

Certainly not me.

#to be fair #its probably both #¯\_(ツ)_/¯#mental stability is a lie made up by the government #to make people believe that such things as normal exists #we are all mentally unstable #it just depends on how good you are at suppressing yourself #or yknow having healthy coping mechanisms #whatever those are #i say like i dont have healthy coping mechanisms #lmao vent songs and art who?#but it took me majority of my childhood to learn #yippee for depression #honestly my posts are #10% an actual post #and 100% tags #because tags are the superior communication method #i truely wonder how many people who stumble upon my posts would even read my tags #if you read my tags please let me know #ill decide you're my favourite person #for #atleast a day #sorry my sister has priority #even tho i also hate her #the bitch #fav person yippee #dont tell my parents that i like my sister better then them #its a secret #probably not a well kept secret #but a secret

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zeawesomebirdie · 9 months

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I wish my phone could take better pictures and it's a damn good thing I'm here all week, but seeing that sunrise over the lake man. This is why I wake up at 4am every day

#i purposely slept in until 5am today too btw #bc my whole family is in this tiny cabin and i am the only one with a sleep schedule like this #everyone else is a stay up until midnight kind of person #i am a in bed at 8pm and wake up by 430am kind of person #between my seasonal affective disorder and my chronic fatigue this is just the most effective sleep schedule for me #the only time ms i wish i had a different one are when my family is around and i have to go to bed early #because im literally falling asleep in the middle of the game lmao #but genuinely?#sunrises are my favourite #they have done *so* much more for my mental health than i can even state accurately #ill take nice sunrise pictures later in the week with my fancy camera ^.^

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software-instxbility · 1 year

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Name: « does my bf hate me and want to breakup with me or is he just busy/asleep » disorder

Symptoms may include but are not limited to:

Self harm urges

Suicidal ideation

Self loathing, self hate, self disgust

Short and intense hatred of your most beloved

The urge to breakup even tho all is going well

Emptiness that makes you feel physically sick, like something was ripped from inside your body

Generalised sadness

Note: a normal mood will return almost as soon as the missing person is online again

#actually mentally ill #it's mental illness innit #selfharn #cw sui mention #favourite person #cw sui thoughts #su1cide #su1c1dal #bpd fp #bpd favorite person #bpd feels #bpd shit #favorite person #this is about my bf #i love him but #I’m so tired of hurting to the point of suicidal ideations everytime he’s away #being in a LDR doesn’t help…..#what have i gotten myself into

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cantquitu · 2 years

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Have you seen any of the absolute lunacy on Seas blog at the moment? Wishing death on Harry, ranting and raving due to the fact Harry dressed up as Danny from Grease because...Louis also played him in a school production and its his favourite movie. You cant make it up, I dont think Harry has given Louis any real thought for 7 years. Her blog is a crazy place at the moment.

I haven't seen it, but if you had asked me to guess what her blog was like today...what you've described is exactly what I would have said :)

edit: ok it's even worse than I'd imagined! A literal parody!! :D

#for anyone not aware - louis tomlinson played Danny in a school production of Grease #school!!#lol!#'maybe he's trying to get louis back' lmao #'psycho stalker'#'the goal is to make louis angry' omfg :)#'it took sitting down and thinking up the most personal thing for louis' :)#like louis sits around thinking about fuckin' GREASE are you serious??! lol #'if i was one of louis friends i would text him and be like - '#'why is your ex friend dressed up as your favourite movie character?'#'is it a cry for help?'#i'm literally crying with laughter #'he's acting out some passive aggressive mental illness onstage'#'louis has the resilience and restraint of a saint not to fire back' ha ha ha ha that's my favourite! :)#'harry styles is STILL really really really fucking obsessed with louis tomlinson'#'to the point of listening to louis interviews and following his album promo word for word'#'he's a parasite that can't be peeled away'#'how do harries explain harry dressing up as danny zuko except that he's a creepy jealous bullying petty asshole'#ok ok i'll stop but this is the gift that keeps giving....#the funniest thing is that this is a person who spends every day ranting about how deluded larries are :)#seasurfacefullofclouds #larrie bullshit #rad larries

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traumacodedtransbitch · 2 years

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I have so many weird associations with the Adventures of Tintin 2011 film it stopped being funny ages ago. Really feel like my own bloodline is a curse and that I've known since I was a child that something just felt different about me. Love being reminded of how isolated and different and lonely I've fucking felt, don't need it rubbed in so much.

#it's both therapeutic and traumatic and that's how it'll be #the adventures of tintin #definitely leaves me in a perpetual state of mounful pensiveness #favourite films #my uncle and his dad is the biggest curse on our family #trauma #mental illness #probs why i feel so much more with this film #abuse tw #vent #rant #personal #i get it i was the weird emotional kid #i wasn't stupid i just wanted to live my life the way i wanted to okay

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evelynsfics · 2 years

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Life captured in a painting.

I saw more people today, they came by to see the room. The same room everyone comes to see. I watched them briskly walk past all the silent painting and watching candles, they paid no mind to the dust and spiders, they never do, after all. A single goal in mind, they came to see the rusted beds, i'm sure. They all do. Countless pulled towards us by a never ending curiousity. Yet none ever leave. A shame, really. All those bodies have so many uses besides to carry one's mind from awful place to calm, serene dreams.

The light flickers everynow and then, it always has since that day... Well, no point in reminding oneself of things long since purposely forgotten. I don't know why. I never did. They kept me in the dark to stumble and fall, only to join me once they outlived the only usefulness they once had.

Everything was so much simpler when we used candles to light up the halls, back then the painting frames weren't so faded and the paint still held it's vibrant colors. Ah, but alas time eats away even at the most humble of hands.

Once the man died and our house fell into chaos and apathy, once we lost all we had left, then and only then did we realize that we witnessed the end of a bloodline. Years passed with no light, no human contact, and quickly, life as we knew it changed. Mankind has come so far from the last time our family ate together during Christmas, oh but i guess it's to be expected.

Now, we sit wordlessly, watching men and women gape in awe at our beauty. We watch them walk down the ancient, moth eaten rug in the hall, desperate to look at as much as they can. It's always been like this, visitors always looked around awestruck, never quite grasping all we had to sacrifice to obtain all this gold tinted bronze.

They never saw beneath the lies. They never realized. They never knew that our family, entire generations of lives lost to illness and war, was built on fickle lies, ones that would shatter like glass at the softest of touches.

Ignorance is bliss, and in some cases, it is all that stands between a life of luxury and a death of misery and regret.

Is that how they all died? In agony and longing? Longing for a better life? A second chance? A way to undo all the hurt and envy they caused to people that didn't deserve it? Not that we weren't without fault, of course. We always where too quick to judge, too quick to kill in the name of false justice and broken pride. That's how we made our way to the top. That's how it's always been.

Even now, as i watch people dressed in monochromatic tones walk by, strange devices lightning up their hands, i know that i am so much more than them. I've seen so many wonders of nature that their feeble mortal minds wouldn't be able to even comprehend. I've become what i always knew I'd be. Yet, it's so strangely melancholic to watch them freely walk, talking amongst eachother so carelessly, mindlessly laughing at words i can't seem to understand. Oh how i miss being like them.

The scenery before me always changes, the sun sets in such a lovely way, everyday the same yet changing, charming in such a disgusting way. Lives come and go, looking up at us like we're an attraction at a crumbling museum left to rot in it's meaningless sorrows. I, however, am eternal. I will watch a thousand years before i succumb to rot and decay.

For the view behind the picture frame may rot, but as the last of what once was a bloodline of pure power and might, i will last on far longer than the portrait they painted of me in my dying moments.

Some part of me knows they knew what a horrible fate they doomed me to. Some part of me feeds on the hatred they felt for me. Some part of me still feels it, pulsing a soft rhythm inside the now silent paintings.

And i relish in it. It's what kept me alive for so long, is it not?

#hey how cool would it be if i wrote a story from the point of view of someones reflection #my writing #writers on tumblr #writing #another personal favourite #i vividly remember writing this one #the story behind it is really funny #okay so. i was on pintrest being mentally ill as i usually do #and i saw this one picture of a girl in a room w a bunch of mirrors and i thought #but that didnt work out as well as i thought #and because the idea was really nice i decided to try and do it w a painting

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bishonenspit · 3 months

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i got two more patalliro cels in the mail today mayhaps i will post all of my cels tomorrow when im packing them up properly

#didn't open the package bc i am uh mentally ill but they do need to come out so. tomorrow #i genuinely hate owning cels truly they stress me out bad but i made an exception for these two bc they are #a) single layer and b) from my favourite episode #also if anyone is curious about cel care/what i do personally for mine shoot me an anon or smthn id be happy to talk abt it!

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spiltcandycoatedpunkblood · 13 days

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now that I think about it, which I'm surprised I'm only doing just now, I wonder how I would've responded to the 2011 tintin film when I presumed I was a cishet teenage girl

#the adventures of tintin #vent #personal #queer #LGBTQIA+#i feel like it would've been similar???#but in a presumed cishet way #maybe it would've awakened something 5 years before i questioned anything???#favourite films #worried it would've turned them to even worse feelings because of what i did with crushes then #oh god especially with my abusive ex #*shudders*#trauma #mental illness

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