#yippee for depression

[thevoidbutwithselfesteemissues]

Am I doing better because I'm back to reading angst and crying?

Or

Am I doing worse because I'm back to reading angst and crying?

Who knows!

Certainly not me.

#to be fair #its probably both #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #mental stability is a lie made up by the government #to make people believe that such things as normal exists #we are all mentally unstable #it just depends on how good you are at suppressing yourself #or yknow having healthy coping mechanisms #whatever those are #i say like i dont have healthy coping mechanisms #lmao vent songs and art who? #but it took me majority of my childhood to learn #yippee for depression #honestly my posts are #10% an actual post #and 100% tags #because tags are the superior communication method #i truely wonder how many people who stumble upon my posts would even read my tags #if you read my tags please let me know #ill decide you're my favourite person #for #atleast a day #sorry my sister has priority #even tho i also hate her #the bitch #fav person yippee #dont tell my parents that i like my sister better then them #its a secret #probably not a well kept secret #but a secret

[alexvacice]

The great thing about Merlin is once you finish it you get to rewatch it and look back at how every choice Merlin makes just solidifies the prophecised future even more.

#the crystal cave itself perfectly encapsulates this feeling #suddenly all those little funny lines are actually so depressing yippee #brainrot even though i watched this 4 years ago for the first time #merlin #merlin bbc #bbc merlin

[theautisticfroglord]

if the autism/tbh creature makes the "yippee!!" sound effect, and the ADHD/btw creature makes the "yaaaayyy!!" sound effect, then the depression/wtf creature makes the steel sting noise

#memes #autism creature #sequel #ADHD creature #actually autistic #actually autism #autism #autistic #depression #depression creature #wtf creature #silly #steel sting #spongebob #spongebob squarepants #adhd #yay #yippee

[fexarii]

Dude, , I just gotta ramble about Jevil and Spamton's character designs and how genius they are in a shape language sense..

(this is completely impulsive and I haven't played the game in like a few months by now so don't mind it if I misinterpret their personalities a bit. They're very blorbofied in my brain but I will put my biases for these literal criminals aside.)

First of all,, what is shape language? In short, it's a meaning we've attached to shapes in art, specifically character design in this case! Square is tough and reliable, triangle is dangerous and pointy and circle is friendly and approachable. There's more shapes and more theory but yaaawn no one's here for a lecture.

So onto the actual deltarune stuff, the secret bosses, Spamton and Jevil both have clear use of shapes throughout their design. Spamton relies very heavily on triangles while Jevil does so with circles.

Peep these examples , ,

((His nacho body type is so funny to me sorry </3))

Yet this seems to contradict their behaviour!

Jevil is in no way friendly, well, he was at some point. As a court fool it makes sense for him to be squishy and friendly, he's a walking squeaky toy meant to entertain. We don't know what exactly he looked like before being thrown in his prison, but we can assume that his body probably didn't change that much since he had no body morphing shenanigans going on like Spamton did.

But as he devolved and his games only got more and more violent, that squishiness is all gone. Yet when you walk in, you still see him like that,, luring you in a false sense of security until uhoh!! He's kinda fucked up in the head and wouldn't mind turning you into slices!!

Spamton on the other hand, is way less inclined to violence than Jevil. I mean, the way to unlock his secret bossfight in the normal route is by bartering with him, he even berates you for beating him up.

He prefers using his words over his fists to lure you in instead, and even offers you items with... Varying quality. But despite his insistence on being friendly and helpful and allat, his shape language betrays him, feeling almost dangerous to be around. He could poke you with that sharp nose and hair.

This only gets more clear with NEO, where he does resort to violence to get Kris' soul. His hair and armor are all straight up triangular shapes, he's no longer using reason! Attacking his strings is the only way to get through to him.

((This is not mentioning snowgrave btw, , Spamton is straight up a villain there, but funnily enough you don't even see him there until he's NEO, ,))

Okay that's all . I'm typing this while my head hurts like shit so I hope it made sense uhmm👍👍yywah

Toby is a genius, thank you for always subverting our expectations as the media critics say.

#spamton #deltarune #spamton g spamton #jevil deltarune #jevil #deltarune analysis #fex thoughts #not my usual way of posting #i promise I'll have more art soon ! just recovered from a depressive episode uhrm yippee!!! #but my second wave of midterms is coming so aagh #wish me luck I'll desperately need it LOL

[knotsoangelic]

woke up at 5 am feeling like actual ass, take these sad bug doodles

#iz #zadf #zadr #vent art #it’s probably cause i didn’t take my meds but whatever it’s fine #knotsogood #knotsoart #invader zim #yippee depression!!!! #/j

[frostinepac3]

What do I even post about lol

I've been too busy with my ocs and now its just a bunch of nonsense drawings so here's that idk

(Idk we turned the shapeshifter into a horse, theres no other context for this other than I like drawing horses)

#my art #my ocs #ocs #like these r my lethal company ocs but idk if I wanna tag them as that bc of how wildly offtopic these are #its just some assortments of random crap I managed to draw in my depressive state lol #the horse thing idk #if you see this post then yippee #lc axel #lc aidan #lc braxel #Im gonna goto bed

[hollypies]

Finally made a proper skysona !! The one on the left!

The one om the right is an outfit I think is cool 😎

#art #help how do i anatomy #sky cotl art #skysona #sky cotl fanart #sky cotl #sky cotl oc #sky: cotl #sky: children of the light #sky children of the light art #sky children of the light #sky children fanart #yippee!! im uh. not getting this seasons ultimate gift lmao! #missed wayyy to muchm. lol. #thats fine tho tbh. im gettjng the cool mask so. pog. #glad this seaskn isnt as depressing

[sadiecoocoo]

Remember in Teen Titans (the good one) when Raven sort of died and then came back and bb was rlly freaked out cuz she was acting different? Remember when she responded to that with “don’t worry, blue is still my favorite color, and you’re still not funny.” And remember in that one episode where bb and cyborg went into Raven’s mind scape meditation thingy and Raven revealed that pink was her favorite color and that she thought bb was funny?

I think that she said the wrong things one purpose then, because she knew that bb would understand that she was sort of saving face since that information was sort of something only they shared (with the exception of cyborg but he’s the third wheel bestie so yknow)

#teen titans #teen titans 2003 #one of the best shows #I wish starfire got a season abt her tho #Terra showed up outta nowhere #but it was good for the team’s character development #and it also sort of gave bb two seasons abt him #which like #bb’s my blorbo so that’s a win #anyway #bbrae #one of my favorite straight ship #tho I do headcannon bb to be kind of fruity sometimes #maybe he’s bi or pan idk #or maybe he does it just for funsies #honestly k couldn’t watch the last season of young justice cuz I couldn’t stand bb literally being depressed #it physically hurt me to watch that #headcannons #yippee

[cigs-after-s3x]

my birthday's in a week but i'm killing myself today

#vent #depressing shit #tw depressing stuff #self h@rm #tw self destruction #yippee 👍

[ukuraichu]

mental health awareness month be aware of me .

#mango irl #mangobango #the light at the end of the tunnel is i fi #i finally . referred myself for a depression and derealisation diagnosis #yippee lmaooaoaoaoo #(i am scared shitless)

[setsunaanddiana]

BTW: Welcome to the Creature Cafe! IDK: ummm… would you like to start something with a drink??? (panics)

WTF & TBH: *stares*

NVM: *farts a rainbow, fuck the consequences*

Anyway, who likes cute maids?

(creatures by acmeiku, @waffle-bog + real.megamind, bog.boyy, @pnkrathian, and @squirmmy)

#tbh creature #autism creature #btw creature #adhd creature #wtf creature #depression creature #idk creature #anxiety creature #nvm creature #ocd creature #yes you’ll see ocd creature swapping #Until a definite ocd creature appears or gets popular #Anyway if you ask TBH for cola #you get an instant YIPPEE #maid cafe

[samioli]

Ok maybe I am sadder about this than I thought

#im depressed again #yippee #just forever a bother to people #and people end up deciding to leave me #yknow #the usual #im not worth it

[catraven]

that feeling when your just always tired and moving your flesh vessel is hard no matter how much you sleep <<<<

#cat meows in void #vent sorta #depression #we just love that #not #yippee physical symptoms #i hate it

[glitteratti]

im kissing wellbutrin on the fucking mouth

#.txt #u dont understand. it has been damn near 2 years of being almost too depressed to listen to music #and now i am listening to music and dancing in my room…WOAHHHH!!!!!!!!! WAHOOOOOOOO YIPPEE

[devotedly-perfect]

Uh yeah

HELLO

My first post on here

Hurrah

#john dory trolls #yippee #Depression hit JD hard #trolls #dreamworks trolls

[lunarharp]

wip thing...

of my bg3 avatar hellebore. i also did some casual nude studies of my 3 characters which i'll put under a cut... rather unlike me after all. (so WARNING for abrupt non-sexual full Artistic nudity lol...,,,,) (< won't be making a habit of this)

they mean the world to me

#bg3 spoilers #?? idk. gith look so..Emaciated. And long. i guess we don't eat on the astral plane :) anyway..well..too much to say..... #it is very very very depressing having to live in the Real World after that final playthrough meant so very much to me. #i normally feel Hope & suchlike after finishing a highly immersive emotional game..but it's too hard this time and it hurtsssss lol yippee #i appreciate bg3 very much for being a place where i could access the concept of nudity & such like in a way that finally felt comfortable. #bodies are inherently non-sexual. they just Are a Fact of Life. this game being NORMAL about nudity from the character creation screen #makes it possible for someone like me to actually have a chance at accessing sensuality in a way that feels comfortable from there. #dont feel like putting it into words further. im ace. just very grateful to this game. even despite the horrors i will never ever forget it #augoh..gugf.. want to go back. my friends & love are in there.....i'm supposed to just move on? in the real world??? THIS place???? UHH???? #my characters canonically look like that too!! i see them as intersex and not so much trans. They just look that way. #Diversity win!!! the people who enacted horrors upon you and are trying to kill you again respect your pronouns!!!! <3 #I FAILED HONOUR MODE IN THE STUPIDEST WAY POSSIBLE..ACCIDENTALLY TOUCHED AN ITEM. MY LOVER TOUCHED SOME BLOOD-TOUCHED RAG ITEM @ THE CRECHE #AND MY PEOPLE MASSACRED US... YOU BELOVED PRAT. OF COURSE IT WOULD BE YOU AND IN THIS WAY #grateful for love triangle chaos...INTENSE EX DRAMA... IT HAD MAJOR REPURCUSSIONS THIS TIME...ohh so very much happened ohh my dear #truly don't know how to face the Real World now for real. I Don't Know. something has snapped. ive realised twt just makes me feel sad lol #if something in my spare time isn't at least half as fun as bg3....like.. it's not good enough. god we only have one wild and precious life #being Online makes me feel a loneliness so wretched and painful and horrible i really don't think this is the answer. #Why did you even start drawing in the first place? Why did you start this? #For real..the need to work this out and decide what on earth i'm going to do now has presented itself. Why try to get better..why be online #someone who has an imagination that can keep them so happy and fulfilled...has no business also feeling a loneliness as profound as this. #why was someone THIS introverted and withdrawn and anxious also cursed with such a restlessness? #What are you going to DO now? because hellebore and their lover are fine....... So what about you...? #hellebore..😭😭 AUUGHH!! I JUST WANT TO GO TO MY BED IN THE INN...PLAY ON MY VIOLIN THAT'S WHAT I'D DO!!!! i'd drink some ALE DAMNIT!!!!! #i was rereading My Lesbian Experience With Loneliness- the only time i've seen this level of emotional isolation depicted-and was grateful. #but then i read her latest book and now she has a debilitating substance abuse situation and it's upsetting. #I hope she finds what she was looking for. I hope we all make it. kind of wild that i dont do such major self-sabotage at this point myself #I truly think anyone who manages to find dear friends and achieve fulfillment and happiness with others outside themselves are amazing. #I see it happen from my tower. i hope we all make it. I hope we can make it through everything to come. #Why did i say all this on drawings of my characters naked. ah who even cares any more......