#mine is to learn to take breaks

[vivenecii]

Last drawing this year, did traditional to celebrate. It was fun to play with the light situation here.

#that's what I did instead of studying #and I have just two free days left #I'll speedrun my uni notes #it was worth it though #fanart #traditional #good omens #aziraphale #michael sheen #artists on tumblr #do you have any new year resolutions? #mine is to learn to take breaks #weekly theme on GO reference library discord

[finniigan-fr]

Modelled a little forge for my blacksmith Pearlcatcher, Ember :3

Yes, he has a wooden workbench and a barrel full of coal next to an open flame,, his ass is NOT sornieth osha compliant!

also i may have forgot his pearl and whiskers uhhh just pretend he left the pearl inside and he burnt his whiskers off when he leaned over the fire one time (again... he is not operating a safe business by any means)

plus some wip pics if youre into that sort of thing

and heres what hes gonna look like once i gene him up! still need to save up for a trans scroll and all the genes lol

#fr fanart #flight rising art #flight rising #pearlcatcher #blender 3d #low poly #3d model #flight rising pearlcatcher #flight rising fanart #fr fanart friday #what even is the fr friday art tag anymore asjdhsfdsjh it changed at one point and idk what it is now #anyway this took me like 3ish days? im putting it in wip hell for now but it looks pretty good as is so im happy #i havent messed around in blender for a long time cos i made like 3 attempts and did so terrible each time #but apparently i learned something each time from the failures since it felt a lot easier this time #i can tell im not using the cleanest or most efficient techniques and i know nothing about nodes xD but im slowly improving!! #anyway im taking a break from modelling to work on comms again now! and to look for a job sdkfj #mine #my art #finn.txt

[alwayshatethename1]

Someplace Warmer

This fic has Invaded my brain over the past few weeks, immediately after reading it, I felt the need to draw this scene.

(version without the lighting under the cut)

#I learned a lot about krita while drawing this #especially with the filters! I found out how to adjust curves and color burn which has been just amazing #also the blushing and the hair on Etho was super hard #I had to keep taking breaks and coming back every few days #Someplace Warmer #Ethoslab #bdubbleo100 #Fanart #my art #mine 🖤 #bdubs fanart #etho fanart #you'll look for this later #ethubs #ethubs fanart #I'm actually really proud of this one!

[freebooter4ever]

The rain'll let up, they said. It'll be gone by noon, they said.

#Oh well it feels like home #Did i ever tell about the time i discovered the magic of wool exercise clothes? #They are quite expensive but grandma bought me some when sanjeev and i were going hiking every weekend in washington #Anyway one spring sanjeev and i got a little to hasty in hiking up my favorite mountain #and it started snowing when we were halfway up #And we hit the snow line and realized it was going to be a challenge coming back #because snow was covering the trail hahahahaha what idiots #And when we reached the top and took our break #Covered in melting snow btw #We were debating which trail to take back #I knew of one that had diamonds but it was also STEEP like steep steep like mt rainier steep and that didnt sound like a good idea in snow #So we went back the way we came #And luckily since ive been hiking this mountain since i was 14 #even when the snow was covering the trail i still instinctively knew which way in general was the way we were supposed to go #But let me tell you every time we hit one of my recognizable landmarks like a favorite tree of mine or a favorite rock #I was like THANK GOD i will never make this mistake again i have learned my lesson no trying to hike before the season starts #Anyway my point is when it stopped snowing and we were wet and cold i took off my top layer stuffed it in my bag #And the wool layer underneath dried SO FAST it was crazy #By the time we reached the bottom we were both warm and dry and cozy #Jrnlsht

[finniigan]

Bunny-wan? Bunny-wan 😔🐇

#star wars #star wars fanart #obi wan kenobi #obi wan #bunnywan #sw #my art #mine #finn.txt #taking a break from replying professionally to emails so i can post self indulgent bunnywan instead #this was just a practice to learn ewans face but anything can be a viable art post if you slap some animal ears on there sksksks

[damnbluewires]

a meal and a show

#hunter gatherer #drug mention #i left the dubious sammich alone but i did take the blunt #also found a broken fag that i fixed and smoked #mine #i did break the leg the last time i ate bread i found in the forest but oh well i never learn

[bluebellhairpin]

Can I ask what made you decide to permanently close your commissions? I mean this in the most genuine way, I’m just curious. I don’t have the money to commission anyone currently, but you were definitely on my list of artists

at its core, the answer would be "personal reasons". I compare my art to a lot of other people's art, I just need to learn to stop doing that. the idea of closing my commisions will hopefully help stop me thinking "of course they didn't commision me when they have all these other better artists to choose from" - and that is all on me. not anyone else.

#the fact ive had my coms open for over a year now and only gotten commisions three times is looming over me #so much #and i need to get that away #i need to learn to not care #and i need to learn that my art is enough #and if that means taking a break and literally fucking studying others art so i can find out how to make mine better #and worth like $40 or real actual money #then thats what im going to do #i could list a dozen other reasons but whod wanna listen to that too #but nonnie i have to say i appreciate you coming and telling me that #i honeslty thought no one was thinking to commision me so #its a nice reminder. thought. #i appreciated it #nemo answers #anon

[vispera-sabbath]

Just something whole.

#F E E L S #oc's #ocs #original characters #original character #guardians of the galaxy #gotg #@canadachild9 #ripley x kade #kade x ripley #fc ruth negga #fc boyd holbrook #edit #mine #graphic #it does take them time to realize they were of hard circumstances and learn to ''let go'' and grow and be whole in ways they didn't know #was possible #they weren't never really ''broken'' they just had to break a cycle and eventually found each other <3

[artykyn]

I love learning things about myself

When I started considering changing my career I was really worried whether I would even like programming or if it would just be the lesser of all evils to me

Now every time I turn on the computer to study you canNOT get me away from it once I’ve started. I gotta do all my other shit in the morning because as soon as I open a file of programming exercises my brain goes BBRRRR OOO FUN PUZZLE TIME??? IT’S TIME FOR PUZZLES??? And I can’t shut it off

I’ll tell myself “I should stop at 9pm tonight and then I could take a nice luxurious bath before bed, wouldn’t that feel so good!!” but no I get so invested that suddenly it’s midnight and all I’ve done for the day is programming exercises

#classes haven't even started yet so it's possible I may have a different opinion once I have to do group projects #i can't even take breaks!! I set myself a timer for 25 minutes to remind myself to take a break #but when it goes off I'm like hhnnnnggg 5 more minuuttees I've almost got iiitt.... #mine #programming #coding #computers #tech #technology #memories #learning #studying #school #not to be dramatic but this is why you should strive to learn new things all through your life #there are so many things you might be super passionate about but you don't know until you're exposed to it

[rottingsick]

I know like slappin not condonin stalkin n violence n stuff on yer yan blogs is like a standard thing n valid n stuff, but I also think that we shouldn't isolate those who've had genuine struggle with doin bad things n usin yancore to control their urges.

like I've literally threatened people with a knife and genuinely stalked before and countless other things that are arguably worse I'm not gonna admit to online that fall under the category of "yandere things". to those like me, you're not alone.

yancore is the last place we need to demonize those who severely struggle with bad urges and sometimes fail to control. it's not an excuse, it doesn't make it right, but idk I feel like yancore is literally for those kinds of people recoverin.

you're not an irredeemable monster for your past actions, no matter how recent, and shouldn't be made to feel isolated from a community that is for people who have those same urges tryin to recover.

#bpd yandere #irl yandere #actually yandere #yancore #text #info #mine #I feel like the community is divided into two grounds #its either never act on yer urges or yer a horrible piece of shit get yeeted #or murder is okay bc I want to yer valid!!! #neither of which is a great stance #sometimes. mental illness is ugly. sometimes mental illness is failin to control bad urges. #u literally cannot expect to walk into a community full of people with violent urges and expect not one person to have never actually done #anything. like sorry to break yer little bubble there #I've known people who've done things that y'all would literally call me a liar for because some of you can't fathom that #people who do bad things bc of mentaly ill are actually real people #but ngl I don't talk abt a lot of things that aren't relvant to who I am now so u don't rlly here abt my colourful past #bc guess what. ppl learn and grow #I also feel this weird pressure to not talk abt the genuinely not okay things I've done bc some ppl will take it as evidence for why #ppl with xyz disorder are bad #and I'm gonna be real with you too. the two things I mentioned there were 100% preventable #a lot of people don't understand bein violently abused makes you do weird shit while bein violently abused #and if I sat down and explained all of my actions it's perfectly clear to see why it all happened and justify my spot for recovery or #whatever bullshit #but I'm purposely not givin those reasonings because there doesn't need to be one for anyone to be accepted for a place of recovery #again you seriously cannot house a place for ppl with bad urges and then burn those who actually act on em #its like a place for addicts that hates those who relapse #make it make sense. I'll wait.

[cocklessboy]

The other day I told a friend of mine that I never forget to take my ADHD meds because I fucking love my ADHD meds. I'm in my late 30s, I didn't finally get a diagnosis and meds until less than two years ago, and they have changed my entire life.

And he raised his eyebrow at me. We'd been discussing addictive medications a few minutes before, like the Tramadol I finally got from the pain specialist to take once a week or so to give me a break from my chronic pain, so I reassured him that methylpenidate (Ritalin/Concerta) is not addictive (at least not in people with ADHD).

His response? To raise his eyebrow even harder and say "Well it sure SOUNDS like it's addictive!"

And I had to explain to this man - who works in a healthcare related job by the way - that just because medication makes you feel good and helps you, just because you look forward to taking it, that doesn't make it addictive or dangerous. And he wasn't convinced.

The simple fact that I was excited to take a daily pill that has literally changed my life, after decades of fighting to get that medication, made him think I shouldn't be taking it so often. That it must inherently be dangerous.

I'm not even in America, but I'm pretty sure this attitude began there and then spread over here to Europe. This Puritan idea of "if something feels good, you must beware of it. Pleasure is dangerous, it is sinful, it is addiction, it is evil."

I know too many people who subconsciously believe that pleasure = addictive = dangerous = bad. Joy is a slippery slope to hell.

So here is your reminder for today that you don't need to be afraid of feeling good. If something improves your life, use it. Even if it is addictive - learn what that addiction means, whether the addiction is inherently dangerous or not, and whether the benefits outweigh the drawbacks and risks.

My ADHD meds are, in fact, not addictive. But I will take them every day because they make my life orders of magnitude easier. I will enjoy them every time I take them.

My tramadol is addictive. I will still take it. I will keep it on a schedule to avoid becoming addicted, primarily because addiction in this case would mean reduced effectiveness. But I am not afraid of my painkillers. They are life changing.

Take your meds, everyone. Don't let anyone scare you away from doing something that improves your life.

#adhd #medication #ritalin #concerta #methylphenidate #addiction #puritan values #neurodivergence #actually adhd #take your meds

[cheryap]

ive gotten well damnginto this song

#if its meant to happen it'll #happy anyway #im just two days into college and im three lectures behind. theres this guy lets name him colin he says he wants to be mine. but it doesnt #really sit with me quite right cause he doesnt really like the things i likeand i keep accidentally locking myself outta my dorm in the #middle of the night. i wake up kinda wired and i wake up kinda cold and i wake up kinda tired but i'll just sleep in when im old. see i don #like breaking rules but dont like doing as im told so i just float around and hope my life unfolds. everybodys tellin me that im doing so #well i try to believe them honestly i kinda find it hard to tell. if i need work or i need rest to try my best to try my best to tell mysel #i say out loud “its fine i'll figure it all out” #i tend to forget. im only still quite young. in a way this life of mine has only just begun ive got time. ive got time. im two days into #college with a busy; busy mind. that guy that we named colin he's so handsome hes so kind. my friends tell me im crazy that i'll take it wa #too far. cause i told him that its over because he doesnt play guitar. im only two days into college and my bedroom is a mess #theres just so much that i want to do that i have not done yet. theres just so much want i say but far too little breath #on my mind it runs so far away its easy to forget. that to everybody else it looks like im doing so well. i try to see it honestly i find i #hard to tell. if ive done wrong or ive done right. i need a goodnight's sleep tonight. they say “go out” i said “alright” #i think i wont i maybe might i probably should just take it slow. i'll be good but god i know. the one thing that's important above #everything else: is to learn not to put all this heavy pressure on myself. i try to believe it when i say i'll be fine. ive got time. ive g #two days into college #yes i typed all that hehe #cheryap #Spotify

[phntasmgoria]

4/???

#[ magical girl hunter // koyuki himekawa ] #[ i vow upon my sacred blade // souta kishibe ] #[ i'll throw away my faith to keep you safe // shizuku ashu ] #[ marauder princess // anisphia wynn palettia ] #[ wielder of rainbows // euphyllia magenta ] #[ youthful vampire // lainie cyan ] #[ marauder's maid and vampire's lover // ilia coral ] #[ is it a blessing if it brings you pain? // tilty claret ] #[ you don't wanna break the idol girl immersion // ai hoshino ] #[ stars are the jewels of my desires // aqua hoshino ] #[ the stars shatter and shine // ruby hoshino ] #[ stars always watching from afar // kana arima ] #[ i'm what inspired the fairy tale // ruby rose ] #[ this life is mine // weiss schnee ] #[ from shadows we'll reclaim our destiny // blake belladonna ] #[ yet every misshapen spark suffers the judgement and pain // yang xiao long ] #[ like lotuses that birth new hope // lie ren ] #[ i'll picture me beside her // summer rose ] #[ blackbird singing in the dead of night // raven branwen ] #[ take these broken wings and learn to fly // qrow branwen ] #[ then a candle's flame brought a brand new name // neopolitan ] #[ a sister disciplined by a tender heart // ada vessalius ]

[dragonanon]

Having another hyper fixation moment for Hazbin Hotel. I’m now creating an overlord OC loosely based on the lamb from “Cult of The Lamb”, that is a LITERAL wolf in sheep’s clothing and is also lawyer. 👀

#the idea is she looks like a sweet and innocent lamb #but in her full/true demon form she becomes more like a wolf #and the added bonus of being a lawyer makes it really easy to craft airtight soul contracts and find loopholes #‘Overlords HATE her! she breaks contracts without consequences. click here to learn how!’ #she has a law firm that that specializes in soul contracts #basically demons stuck in bad contracts will come to her and ask if she can get them out of it #and if she can then she’ll make a deal with them saying ‘okay i can get you out of it but afterwards your soul will be mine instead’ #and demons will actually take her up on that offer #hell some will even give their soul to her from the start just to ensure they don’t end up in a bad contract with another overlord #it helps that she actually treats her souls well too #all the souls in her territory belong to her and work for her and in exchange they’re given free housing and food #her souls also all have access to good healthcare and protection from other demons and even the exterminations #apparently she’s found a way to disguise her territory during the exterminations in such a way that the exorcists leave it alone #she REFUSES to tell anyone how she does this however #primarily because being the ONLY overlord who can guarantee safety from the exterminations is a pretty great way to obtain more souls #hazbin hotel

[dadbots]

To do what I want and to do what makes me happy.

#dadbots.txt #catering this year to purely interests of mines and whatever I’d like to focus on. No excuses. No interruptions. Just putting myself as - #- priority. Something I’ve not done as much and caused too many events and memories to transpire when it could’ve been avoided. #But I won’t make those mistakes and this year will be no different. We’re all getting older and I need to start making the first move - #- in things instead… of putting it off just because. Something something change starts with you. Bad habit of mines. #But I’ll figure it out. #last year has revealed a lot of my predictions to be true and some were needed to move forward. Each one became real in days — #and I’m thankful for that. Spirituality has been a wonderful addition to my life years ago and am still continuing my practices. #I am interested in possibly moving beyond that. But I need to think about it some more and research. But I think it might be obvious #Which path I’m learning towards with what’s been on my mind lately. A goal to keep in mind this year. #I’d like to post my art on here sometime too and currently working on allowing my creativity to take me wherever it decides to go. #Messy sketches. Random poetry and lines on pages. Whatever. It’s so freeing to not care anymore tbh. To just have fun and be myself. #Not that I haven’t yknow. In everything I do is all based on my own choices. But sometimes you have a voice that is a killer of all choices #Don’t do this. Don’t do that. It’s not worth it. So forth. And I hope this year we can all break free of that guilt. Be free and explore. #This year… I am hopeful for better results and experiences. Peace and love. 🤞🏽

[deltarose]

When my ex boyfriend broke up with me, the one before my husband. I had to recreate myself. I had a set of phrases that I’d say to myself. That allowed me to take back the power that I had lost when it felt like I wasn’t good enough.

It went something like this-

Do no harm, take no shit

Always forgive, never forget

Break ups are hard. Let yourself feel it and move on. (Which is always easier said than done) determine you list of deal breakers and go from there.

#my thoughts #everywhere #here #there #words of mine #always forgive #never forget #do no harm #take no shit #inner peace #breathe #break ups suck #but there will be better #learning journey #learn boundaries #seek peace #respect yourself enough to walk away