#mine is the 7 my beautiful beautiful girl. i ride her for a good time bc she’s long distance. i’m not even joking i just get on that bus

[glennmillerorchestra]

ok been wanting to make this post for a while. reblog and tell me your favorite bus line and why but DON’T tell me where you live

#mine is the 7 my beautiful beautiful girl. i ride her for a good time bc she’s long distance. i’m not even joking i just get on that bus

[fillinforlater]

Monday of Appreciation: Part 101

Hello everyone, Smite here!

2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY of Monday of Appreciation!

My first MoA post was posted on the 20th of September 2021, two years. Time really flies, huh? I don't want this to be just another MoA 100 post, but I really gotta thank you all, especially because Part 100 received so much love, God, it made me so happy <3 It was a kinda cathartic moment, the series had an epic peak... all thanks to you.

I definitely also want to thank all the writers, without whom this all wouldn't exist. My way of thanking you all is by... featuring a FUCKTON of stories below. Even if you are not featured (first of all, I'm sorry lol), I still appreciate your work and comradery in the bunker. Y'all are amazing <3

LET'S GET TO IT!!!

No. 1: @dnd-writes: Way of Water ft. Eunbi

Ah yes, Waterbomb Eunbi. The event that captured us all. The idea with the backup dancer is straight forward, nice, but the greatest thing about this is the watersports. Waterbomb, watersports... you get it? Just read it.

No.2: @leafostuff: No Names Needed ft. Sheon (Billlie)

Thanks to Leafo for spreading the good word of Sheon and her... goddamn midriff. No more reasons needed, appreciate this girl already, ugh.

No. 3: @iznsfw: The Devil's Telephone ft. Yujin

Everything IZ touches skips the part where it turns to gold. Fuck gold, IZ just creates diamondtic-masterpieces. I was thrilled to learn about this fic and when I read it... IZ did it again! This portrayal of Yujin is everything. What are we to your might!

No. 4: @idyllicidols: Cheat Day ft. Wonyoung

Wonyoung gangbang with her fans? I bet you all are already foaming at your mouth. Go on. Read it. Leave some love for this talented writer after getting your loads off the screen.

No. 5: @rvp32: Whisper of Uncontrollable Desire ft. Chaewon

Let me tell you, rvp is great! They don't hold back, they go all out, they try A/B/O, they like futa (please write futa!) and they have a Gaeul series. This one fucking sent me <3

No. 6: @existslikepristin: Not Summer Yet ft. Jeongyeon

Thx ELP for the nice message on Part 100! Thanks also for giving us these crazy pieces again and again (well, this one isn't too crazy for your standards, but you get me). This felt really intimate, liked it!

No. 7: @dreamcatchers-husband: The City of Love and Secrets ft. Sejeong

You better learn French for this fic. But fr, now I wanna go to Paris and marry a beautiful girl before :floshed: filling her up because she truly is mine now ahhhhh

No. 8: @capslocked: SERENDIPITY ft. Eunbi

Caps, Caps, Caps, Caps, Caps, what am I gonna do with you? Your fics are ALWAYS in my to read list and when I get to them... yeah, takes more than one attempt... more like five. Fuck you, I love you.

No. 9: @ggidolsmuts: Sin, Hormones and the Starlet's Boyfriend ft. Yunjin, Somi

HOLY FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK, that was so FUCKING hot, I caaaaan't stop meeeeee, this is so good, I need more of this. Yeah, basically every ddeun fic makes me go like this. What a fucking legend, man.

No. 10: @smuttysabina: A Pervert Bred by Perverts only Breeds more Perverts ft. E:U (Everglow)

As you can see, the title is quite elaborate on what happens in this fic. A bunch of perverts, a lot (and I do mean a LOT) of cum to breed and in the end everyone is happy. You too, you filthy pervert?

No. 11: @writingsomesin-amber: Puppies' New Toy Part 3 ft. LSFM, Xiaoting

FUTA, the best kind of futa. The one with Alphas, with Kazuha (who always has a HUGE cock), with boundless sex that's just horny nonsense. This is what I want to read. Thank you for writing it!

No. 12: @co-reborn: [PPV] BG SEX PERFECT PINK HAIR KOREAN COLLEGE GIRL RIDES AND GETS CREAMPIED - Full Ver ($30).mp4 ft. Jiheon

This is a sequel to probably the best porn focused smut to ever exist. Thank you, c.o, for creating this, for making it a universe and for dropping another Jiheon smut. She hot, you hot <3

No. 13: @pfxhk: Staircase: Prepotent Pleasure ft. Yuqi

Kaaajin <3 finally another Yuqi fic and a very good one at that. I want her hot lips wrapped around me too now.

No. 14: @rosiesmuts: After Dark ft. Rose

Rose little fuck doll. Her pics lately have been mind-fucking or sth like that, I dunno, just sex. Oh, and I know a lot of good things happen late at night.

No. 15: @akkaweo-akkaweo: Treatment ft. Jinsoul

That's the treatment wr allll want from our dear Jinsoul. Her gorgeous visuals have really stunned me since she joined Modhaus. Now paint that pretty face.

No. 16: @mode-lfy: Jinni (SMUT) ft. Jinni (ex-NMIXX)

Sooooo... when does Jinni unzip my pants, first thing in the morning finally come back?

Edit: SHE ACTUALLY IS?!?! LFG!

No. 17: @worldsover: link in bio top 0.1% creator ft. Jiheon

This one is the follow-up to c.o's [PVV], so we got a whole-ass universe with pornstar!Jiheon now. What a blessing, and it leaves us with no doubt that Jihron would reach that 0.1% if she'd show her cute face and bubble butt on cam... when tho???

No. 18: @allthekingssmut: She's Rough And Coarse And Gets Everywhere ft. Heejin

Star Wars is already a win in my book, pair it with hotness everywhere (the sun, a mechanic, her face) and it only gets better and better. The release to all the fucking tension between those two is EPIC. Great fic!

No. 19: @writerpeach: Overindulgent ft. Wonyoung

To say I have over-indluged in this fic would be a massive understatement. When Peach let's loose and pours out tens of thousands of words of unpure smut, we know we got ourselves a massive hit, no matter the idol. To make it even better, Wonyoung.

No. 20: @okaylikesmomo: Kampfyre Part 1 - Vocals ft. Winter

Just one word: vocal training. Wait, that is two words! So Imma a need okay to write a second part to this, because Winter has not been trained enough (imo).

No. 21: @pupyuj: Magic Words ft. Wonyoung (fem!reader)

More love to female reader fics! Especially thise one, with this sweet and spicy Wony that makes girls' legs weak and mine too xD Thank you for this great story and hot smut!

No. 22: @usedpidemo: Parasailing ft. Yuri, Minju

This story feels so nostalgic, so oddly familiar. Like I was there throughout it all and feel entitled to the release at the end. This fic has me gliding, high on their two perfect bodies.

No. 23: @summersault31: Concerto Pt. 1 ft. IU

Blowjobs under the table while tempting another woman into your sinful lifestyle... this combines a clichee with a hook that has you begging: Summer, where is Part 2?

No. 24: @midnightdancingsol: I swear, the Bear Poked Me! ft. futa!Minji x Danielle

Now for the futa appreciation. I think Sol is perfect for this, especially because the mere thought of Minji fucking Dani with her... HUGE COCK... so big and... were was I? Oh yeah, Hanni is also in this.

No. 25: @maemisnippets: You're Mine, Cheeks ft. Chaehyun (fluff)

In between 29 smuts, there is this one short fluff by our dear Maems. Well deserved, I must say. Keep it up, qt, always fun bits to read.

No. 26: @mintwithchoco: [CYMX-461] ft. Choerry, Jinsoul

Monopoly can be so much fun, if you are willing to strike some questionable deals to further your chances of winning and everyone's chances to have a good time. Bathtub sex?

No. 27: @nichuuu: Where our blue is ft. Rei

A beautiful story, it truly made me fall in love with Rei, her strive and determination, her failure, her rise---and the insane, drawn-out fucking at the end. Where our blue is has it all and I have to congratulate @nichuuu: In between all these great writers, this story really stuck out to me!

No. 28: @svndaysaweek: Niche ft. Hanni

Cute little Hanni in need of her step-brother, because she is so deeply in love with him... this was so adorable and sweet at the start and then went into an excessive smut part that fried my brain.

No. 29: @sinswithpleasure: You Can Watch, But You Can't Touch [At Least, Not Yet] ft. Mina, Sana, Momo

I. Would. Not. Last. There is no shame in me saying this, but I just couldn't, with these three hotties right in front of me. Blast it all over their bodies, hng.

No. 30: @xiakato: Ella Baila Sola ft. Xiaoting

Hm, maybe Xiaoting should dance alone, I'm not really good at it though my Just Dance scores would beg to differ.

Hey, if you read all of that, you're fucking awesome. I appreciate you, and hope, you have a great week ahead. Until the next MoA, goodbye!

#mondayofappreciation #kpop smut #female idol smut #girl group smut #male reader insert

[kai-anderson-whore]

The Evans masterlist

Heres a masterlist of the ahs Evans I uploaded them on my old account then deleted them and made this account

Evan peters:

Late sleepless nights (smut)

Memories (smut)

Baby talk (smut) , 2

Through good and bad

Stage fright

Do you love me? (Smut)

Insecure of the ex (smut)

You need a break

Teaching the first grade

After party (smut)

Talk tonight (smut)

Tate Langdon:

I don't care about your past part1

I don't care about your past part 2 (smut)

Sister's boyfriend(part1) (part2) (final part)

Your fucking perfect

High by the skatepark

Don't let them get to you

Ghost boy (smut)

The summoning (smut with jmp), part 2

Kit walker:

Hell on earth

1967

It's nothing

I'd never leave here without you , 2

Romantic atmosphere (smut)

Kitkats

Temptations, 2

One moment of happiness

I’d take the brunt of it

Next chapter (smut)

Kyle Spencer:

I was all over her

The day after you stole my heart

Rosanna

Sick days

Jimmy darling:

Lobster boy and lobster girl

Friends on the wall

You promised yourself that you'd never

Just Call me Florence

James patrick march:

Sweet serial killer

The wild rose

Stuck on the puzzle part 1 part2 (part3)

20 years

Vanishing point (smut)

His protégé (smut)

Broken angel (smut)

Kai Anderson:

It's was my intention

Your mine (smut)

He's a cult leader (series) (part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5) , 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11

Ride it (smut)

Beautiful boy

You're going to be the best mom

Nothings gonna hurt you baby

The man in the long black coat

Don’t yell at my son

Appreciation (smut)

Punishment (smut)

Austin sommers:

Mr Sommers (smut)

When the stars go blue

Beautiful disaster (smut)

Bloody Mary (smut)

Warren lipka :

You get me so high (smut)

Baby you can drive my car (smut)

Best friends cousin

Why’d you only call me when you’re high?

Alex adult world:

Ripping off the band-aid

Peter maximoff:

Took you long enough

All of you (smut)

Jeff pfister:

New colleague, 2

The stain on your neck

Colin zable:

Hoagies

Circumstances

Second best part 1 , 2

Picture perfect date

Jealous of the officer

From the moment I took you to the station , 2, 3

Jeff wald (I am woman)

One night stand (smut)

Stan bowes (pose)

In the office (smut)

The Evans (preferences)

What they're like to date

What they're like when your pregnant

What they're like drunk

#kit walker #ahs asylum #kai anderson x reader #evan peters #american horror story #kai anderson #james patrick march #tate langdon #kyle spencer #jimmy darling #austin sommers #evan peters x reader

[imagintheworldaway]

Girlfriend

A/N a bit happier and shorter than what i usually write, i hope you enjoy!

warnings: no

Requests open 

It was a beautiful day in London. I was wearing a gorgeous sundress, my hair was styled to perfection and all of my makeup just seemed to work today and it put me in such a good mood. “Y/N come on the car is here” I heard my flat mate Gee shout. “Coming babes!” I shouted back, grabbing my hand bag and meeting my flatmate. “You look insane, is it for a certain boy by any chance?” Gee smiled at me as she picked up her keys, making me roll my eyes and a warm pink grace my cheeks. “We are just friends,” I said sternly to my friend. “I would believe you but i don’t think friends go on dates, basically live together and oh sleep together” she giggled as she locked the door to our apartment. “Stop, we don’t want people to know,” I said in a hushed tone as we made our way outside and to our ride.

We were invited to Ethan and Faiths baby shower and it was the perfect day for it. “This is amazing, '' I said as I looked out the window and we made our way up the drive of Ethan and Faiths farm house. “I had no idea it was this big” Gee said with the same amazement in her voice as mine. We thanked the driver and exited the car to be met with a guy holding badges. “oh team girl all the way” i smiled pinning the badge to the top of my sundress “no no, Faith has like 70 brothers it's defo going to be a boy. Plus blue matched my outfit” Gee smiled as she picked the other badge and put it on. We had a slow walk up the drive, taking in all of the surroundings.

“GEE, Y/N!” Talia squealed as we rounded the corner. She engulfed us in a huge bear hug and we both squeezed back. “what, no, Y/N, it's going to be a boy” Talia said taking note of my badge. I just smiled and shook my head, i knew deep down i was right. We walked with Talia over to Faith who looked amazing, and fell into easy conversation.

After about twenty minutes the crowd of boys returned from their tour that Faith had informed us the boys had taken. “I wish I could make a guy grin like that,” I whispered to Faith as Ethan bounced over to us like an excited little puppy. He instantly wrapped a loving arm around her back, it looked so natural and sweet.

“Ok girls and boys it's time for the big reveal” Ethan shouted making us all crowd around the large arrangement of balloons and words saying ‘BOY’ and ‘GIRL’. I positioned myself kind of near the front, feeling a warm presence next to me which I could not mistake for anyone else except my lover. “hey” i heard him whisper, causing me to casually look over my shoulder. As soon as I did, I was met with those dreamy blue eyes. “Hey stranger,” I smiled, taking a sip from my champagne glass. “you look insane” he said, in a lower tone for just us two to hear. “What can I say, I use baby showers to scout out fit lads” I smirked causing him to chuckle back. “Well, I think it is working,” he quipped back before our attention turned to the happy couple.

We cheered as they started to count down. 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 ... 1! And with a press of the big red button soon we were surrounded by pink smoke and confetti. I cheered, turning to Gee, catching her eyes and making a loser sign, which she just rolled her eyes to. Soon the crowd dispersed and drinks started flowing more rapidly. I had had quite a few drinks and danced around with Freya. I was tipsy to say the least but I knew what was going on. It was just an amazing time, having fun with my friends, everyone happy and delighted for the happy couple.

As the night rolled on, most of the couples left, leaving a few of us around the fire pit in idle chatter. I was sat next to Harry and although I had a nice buzz going on I knew what was happening, and I could tell Harry was far more drunk than I thought. “I think you’re too drunk,” I whispered to the boy next to me. “i don’t think you’re drunk enough” he slurred back causing a soft giggle to escape my lips.  As he said that my phone lit up indicated my Uber had arrived. “coming with?” I questioned the intoxicated boy next to me, showing him my phone. I just got a mumble in return which was followed by him standing up and announcing us leaving. Cal had left hours ago meaning people were just happy someone was babysitting the bumbling idiot. “ok come on before we get ditched.” I said tugging on Harry's jumper so that he would follow me. “next sideman baby incoming! ” Ethan shouted after us, causing Harry to break out in laughter. “in his dreams Bez '' i shouted back as we rounded the corner to our ride.

It was a struggle but i eventually got Harry in the car and we had made it to our apartments. We only lived two streets apart from each other so it was easier to get out at Harrys and just walk home. “ok i will see you later” I said as Harry fumbled with his keys. “what no you cannot walk alone” He said after a moment of concentration. “it takes two minutes, i will be ok” i said caressing his cheek. “nope come on” Harry said interlacing our fingers. They just seemed to piece together so naturally. “what are you doing” i giggled. “walking my girl home” Harry said causing me to halt. “what?” I whispered, letting my hand fall, but still be entwined with his. “what's wrong?” he said turning around to study me, his face laced with worry. “your girl?” i questioned studying his features. “yh, i mean you are” he said nonchalantly as if it was fact. “I do not recall being asked,” I said, suppressing the smirk on my face. Harry's face contorted for a moment, he was thinking. “OK” Harry said, the confidence of the alcohol over taking him. He took a few steps back and out stretched his arms as he fell to his knees. “Y/N Y/L/N, The most beautiful girl in the world, will you be my girlfriend?” he shouted at me causing me to let my smile show and shake my head. I took a few steps forward and cupped Harry's cheeks in my palms. I leant down and placed a quick kiss to his lips. “of course i will” i said placing another kiss on his lips, lingering a little longer than the time before. “what took you so long” i whispered as Harry stood up, his frame still a little wobbly. “because, you’re so pretty and amazing and i didn’t want to lose you” he shrugged as we carried on walking to my apartment. “You're so goofy, you know that?” I complimented him as I leant into his side.

My eyes fluttered open as the light that peaked through the blinds hit my face. I rolled over and was met with soft snores causing me to smile. I tried to sit up, only to be pulled back down by a protective arm and a grunt. “I need to pee” I giggled as my head hit my pillow. “No, you need to stay here” Harry mumbled into my neck. “oh and pee on you?” I said, causing the arm to release and give me my freedom.

I went and did my business, freshening up a bit and slipping on some shorts and a baggy top before making my way back into my bedroom. I felt Harry's eyes on me as I moved around my things to find my hairbrush. “what?” I giggled, not turning around as I finally found my hairbrush. “my girlfriend is so hot in the morning” he said causing me to feel a warm flush in my chest and a deep crimson to flush my cheeks. “you remember that?” i said smiling to myself. “how could i forget, i wasn’t as drunk as you thought” Harry said as i turned around, setting down my brush. “whatever dingus” i smirked crawling back into bed and being peppered in kisses.

#Harry Lewis #harrylewis #harry lewis imagine #harry lewis one shot #harry lewis x reader #wroetoshaw #wroetoshaw x reader #w2s #w2s imagine #w2s x reader #sidemen #sidemenimagine

[jordancallowayswife]

Khalil X Reader

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Summary: Based on the black lightning series. In short, you and khalil are bestfriends and attend high school together. One day, Khail makes a risky decision by asking you out. (Contains kiss scenes but nothing too explicit😭)

Requested: no

Imagine type: A y/n Story, oneshot

Characters: Y/n( insert your name), Keisha, Khalil a.ka Jordan Calloway, Jennifer,

Y/n pov:

As I checked my phone, I noticed the time was 7:30am and school starts at 8:00am. I got up and did my morning routine and quickly got dressed. I texted khalil and asked him to pick me up because I'd have no time to drive myself to school. I grabbed a granola bar along with my backpack and headed out of the door.

Text between y/n and khalil:

Khalil: y/n im here, come outside

Y/n: ok, on my way out now

I quickly responded to the message and walked to the car. "Yo wassup y/n" khail spoke. "Hey khalil how are you?" Y/n asked. "I'm doing good now that you're here" khalil responded flashing his beautiful smile at me. Trying to hide my smile, I turned away facing the window. I had been crushing on Khalil for some time now but I could never bring myself to tell him. After about 15 minutes, the car came to a complete stop. "We're here y/n" khalil said calmly. I grabbed my backpack from the backseat and prepared to get out of the car. "Thanks khalil" I told him. "No problem" he responded. We both got out of the car and gave each other a side hug and parted ways to go to our classes. As I was walking, I met up with my friends Keisha and Jennifer who snickered and gave me looks.

Jen pov: Me and Keisha watched as y/n got out of the car with khalil. "You think they like each other?" I asked Keisha smirking. "Most likely, y/n always blushes and acts shy around khalil" she responded. "I wouldn't be suprised if he was giving her that-" I cut Keisha off. "Heyyy now i think we've heard enough". Y/n came over to us and we greeted her with hugs. "Girl we seen you getting out of the car with khalil" Keisha said smiling. "You like him don't you?" I asked. "No... well maybe." Y/n said looking off to the side smiling. Just as I was about to speak, the bell rang for us to go to class. "Ooh come on before we be late" Keisha said pulling us both with her.

*time skip to after school*

Time: 3:30pm

Khalil pov: As i made my way to the gym, all I could think of was y/n. Her smile and beautiful eyes were the only thing on my mind. We became bestfriends as kids and are both 16 years old. I've had a crush on her for the longest but I never told her. Today will be the day I finally confess my love to her. I was the only one in the gym at the moment so, I took off my shirt and changed into my gym shorts and began to work on the treadmill.

Y/n pov: 30 minutes passed by as I walked to the gym to try and find khalil. I mean after all he was my ride home. As I walked through the gym doors I spotted khalil shirtless with sweat glistening on his body. "Hey y/n my bad I got a little caught up in my workout" khalil said. "You're fine khalil" i respondes. "Wait you think I'm fine?" Khalil said smirking. "I didn't mean like that" I said smiling. Who am I kidding I do think he's fine and sexy but he doesn't have to know that. "Can I talk to you about something?" Khalil asked nervously. "Yeah sure" I told him. We stood across from each other as I listened to him talk. "We've been bestfriends since we were six and over time I started having different feelings for you. Honestly I like everything about you and I'd love to have the opportunity to call you mine. So, with that being said will you be my girlfriend?" Khalil asked. "Yeah I'd like that" I said blushing and looking to the side. All of a sudden khalil came closer to me and moved my face back towards him so that we both made eye contact. As he held my face, he leaned in closer pecking my lips. I leaned closer and began to slowly kiss his lips. We both pulled away and headed to the car.

(Imagine its you and khalil at the top)

*timeskip*

"Thanks for dropping me off at home Khalil" I said. "No problem my princess" he responded. When I got in the house, I prepared for dinner and talked to khalil afterwards. We talked on the phone until we both decided to go to sleep.

-A/N( authors note) this is my first imagine I've written and I honestly enjoyed writing this 🥰if you want me to make a part two of this let me know in the comments. Excuse any errors and Thank you for reading!

#khalilxreader #Jordan Calloway imagines #boyxgirl #black lightning #imagines #wattpad #friends to lovers #writing trope #jordan calloway #michael b jordan #jennifer pierce #fine black men #fire country #cw network #fluff #painkiller black lightning #china anne mcclain #nafessa williams #cress williams

[rose-pearls]

Arrow - Part 5

Summary: the time has come to say goodbye to your father, even if you don't feel ready.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 - Part 6, Part 7

The ride to our family home was quiet, both of us in our thoughts. Not realising what was going to happen at home.

I park the car but we both stay in the car looking at the house, willing to turn back time to when we were children running around the house playing till we were to exhausted. The barbecues we used to do with our dad teaching us how to get the meat perfectly cooked while playing with us.

The shuddering breath that leaves my lips seems to wake up my sister who looks straight ahead and opens the door of the car to go in. I take another breath and close my eyes trying to prepare myself, after that I exit the car towards the house. 

There is a tense atmosphere in the house, my mother is hugging my sister tightly and brings me in a hug with them when she sees me. 

“How long?”, I can barely ask the question, but I need to know.

“One hour, two maximum.”, I tighten my hold over my sister and after a couple of minutes we leave the embrace to go upstairs.

The door to their room is open and I know he is in there probably lying down, my sister seems to not be able to move at the sight of the door, but I continue, looking inside and seeing him there. He had always been a strong man, he was Iceman, and seeing him in such a state was devastating. He seemed frail due to the treatments but still his bright grin that stayed through all the heartache was still there.

“Hi dad.”, my voice cracks a bit, and he has a tender smile on his face.

“My sweet girl, I’m so glad you’re here.”, I sit down next to him taking his hand in mine.

“How are you doing?”, he rolls his eyes at the question, and I can’t help but let out a chuckle, he will always stay the same.

“I’m doing good, just finding it hard.”, I know what he means, he’s finding it hard to leave us here while he goes somewhere where he can’t protect us.

“We’re going to be okay dad, you made us strong independent women.”

“That I did.”, there is a proud gleam in his eyes, and I squeeze his hand.

“I wish we had more time together.”, a tear slips out of my eye at my words and for the first time in his life my father doesn’t seem to have an answer to that. He just opens his arms and I climb next to him feeling his familiar arms around me.

“I will always be there, and I enjoyed every minute I had with all of you. I would never exchange it for anything in the world.”, I hold him tighter, and he kisses my forehead just like he did when I was a kid.

“Do you want me to call Maverick?”, he seems surprised by my offer and shakes his head. 

“I have my two daughters around me that is enough.”, he seems to hesitate and after a second or two he adds. “We already said goodbye to each other the last time he was here.”

“Does he know it was goodbye?”, he just squeezes me tighter, and I know Maverick doesn’t know.

My sister enters the room tears running down her cheeks and dad opens his other arm to make her come lie down next to him.

“My two beautiful girls.”, we both hold on to him tighter and he starts asking us about training, so Fire explains him all of the dogfighting football we did, and it makes him laugh like I haven’t heard in a long time.

We spent the next hour reminiscing about our childhood and his stories in the Navy, which makes him smile. 

At one point I don’t hear him retort to a story my sister is telling and I know, he is not here anymore.

My sister takes a moment to realise but when she sees me crying, she realizes and lets out a bloodcurdling scream.

“Dad! Dad, common wake up. Please, I need you.”, I leave my dad’s side to take my sister who seems to be having a panic attack in my arms and for the first time in a long time she lets me take her and calm her down. I put her head on my heart and she slowly calms down, but the crying doesn’t cease just like me as I watch my dad who died with a peaceful smile on his face.

Mom comes by a few minutes later with the doctor who announces his time of death and I hold on to my sister even tighter hoping to make her forget the sight of dad like that. 

“Hey, hey listen to me.”, she moves a bit and I know she is listening to me.

“You remember when we wanted to go to Disneyland, and we pleaded every single day for like weeks or even months and at one point mom and dad cracked. Do you remember what dad said.”, she nods slowly while holding me tighter.

“You really are your dad’s girls.”, I nod slowly with tears falling down my cheeks like rainfall.

“Remember that. Remember dad when he wasn’t sick, remember his words. He was so proud of you every single day of your life when you did that turkey hand with paint and when you joined the Navy. It doesn’t matter what you do, he will always love you so much.”, she lets out sobs at my words and nods slowly.

“You are the fire to his ice little sis, you always managed to melt him.”, she lets out a teary laugh and I see our mother looking at us with tears in her eyes.

“Let’s go into the living room, see the photo albums.”, she tries to argue but doctors arrive to get dad to the funerary and she nods.

Before I leave the room, I look back and catch once again a glimpse of our dad looking peaceful and I know he died happy.

The house has been a wreck for the last two hours, Fire fell asleep from exhaustion, but I can’t close my eyes, tomorrow they are coming to take his military documents and I can’t help but feel sick at the speed of it. 

His desk is littered with pictures, one of them is of Maverick and him where they are both grinning like maniacs, and I can’t help the small smile that appears.

“Your dad was ruthless at Top Gun.”, I turn around to see Maverick who looks like he’s barely holding it together.

“He said that you managed to mellow him with time.”, this seems to make a smile appear on Maverick’s face, but the tears shine in his eyes as he looks at the picture.

I cross the room and take him in my arms feeling him fall apart in my arms.

“He was a good man, he shouldn’t have gone this soon.”, I nod weakly in his shoulder, and we hold each other tightly.

“He really loved you, you know.”, I hear Maverick chuckle before taking me at arm length.

“I loved him too, still do.”, I nod sadly at his words and squeeze his arm.

Maverick looks around the room before looking straight at me for a few minutes.

“You are just like him you know?”, I’m surprised to hear that and Maverick chuckles emotionally.

“You have all of his qualities, always finding a way to make people feel comfortable, being there for people you care about.”, I can’t help the tears that fall down my cheeks and Maverick looks at me defeated.

“They asked me to participate in his service.”, I nod slowly, I already knew that.

“Dad wanted you there, said that that way he would be able to have you close to him even at something like this.”, Maverick nods but tears are falling down his cheeks.

“He always had a picture of you and him in his wallet, said it was to have his wingman close to him, but it was to have you close to him Pete.”, he is rubbing his eyes like he’s willing the tears to stop but somehow, they don’t.

“I also have a picture of us in my wallet.”, he chuckles weakly, and I sigh softly.

“I know it’s not ideal, to have to slam his wings into the coffin, literally, but you are the only person he would trust with this.”, Maverick looks determined before looking at me and smiling softly.

“Don’t forget to take care of yourself, you get that from your dad, forgetting you also need comfort.”, I don’t have time to respond as he leaves the room squeezing my shoulder.

The service was beautiful, for Maverick it seemed like it was pure torture to be looking at my dad’s picture, but he saluted as the plane flew above us and it was really time to say goodbye. Fire was with our mom, talking to the guests but I’m still looking down at where his casquet is trying to ignore the cold air.

After a moment I feel a warm jacket around my shoulder, and I recognize Rooster’s cologne. 

“If you need to talk, I’m always available.”, I nod slowly but can’t look back up at him.

“I’ll be okay but thank you.”, Rooster let’s out a sigh before taking my shoulders.

“You aren’t and you probably won’t be for some time. But you have me – us – at your side. Let us in and help you. You don’t need to be there for everyone and not think of yourself.”

“My mother and my sister need me.”, he nods at my words, but I feel like he is going to add something.

“They do but you will only be able to be there for them completely if you are alright yourself and keeping everything bottled up isn’t helping. Trust me I know.”, I feel frustrated at his words.

“What do you want me to do Rooster? Tell you that I’m sad, that I’m angry at the world for taking him away from us?”, I don’t even realize I’m crying and shaking until Rooster takes me into his arms and whispers comforting words.

“He was the best dad, the best Admiral, the best person in this world why did he have to go so soon? He will never see my kids, or my sister marry someone.”, Rooster holds me tighter while I sob in his chest.

“How do I get all of that anger out of my system.”, I say that last bit defeated in his chest, and he sighs.

“There will be days when it’s easier and other days will be much harder. But you have your family at your side, you have the squad and me. We are a team remember, partners.”, I nod with a smile forming slowly.

“I already miss him so much.”, Rooster nods at my words and I feel him rub my back comfortingly.

“He will always be there with you, in your memories and in your heart.”

“Look at you, being all cheesy.”, Rooster chuckles and looks down at me.

“It is true, and you will learn to live with the new void in your chest and someday someone will come in your life and slowly fill that void.”, I look into his eyes, and I have a feeling that the is telling me something but then I hear my mother call my name and I let go of Rooster.

“Let’s go back, they probably want me with them.”, Rooster still looks worried but nods slowly walking next to me.

The sun shines brighter as we step towards my family, and I know my dad is here with us.

#rooster fanfiction #rooster x you #top gun x reader #bradley bradshaw #bradley bradshaw fanfiction #rooster fanfic #rooster x y/n

[solarinursystem]

𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐆𝐈𝐑𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐈𝐒𝐎𝐍

“beware she's schemin', she'll make you think you're dreamin'”

my self-awareness is amazing. I know where I’m going in life and that I’m happy and successful. im so amazing I attract everyone around me. my crush talks to me 24/7 and we always hang out. I’m so confident about myself and my personality.

Im always number 1: everyone only has good intentions with me. my life is literally out of a movie. I’m so happy with myself. I’m human sunshine and have a mysterious aura to me. everyone is nice and respects me. I respect them.

my affirmations are overlapping and now show prominently, visibly, and definitely right now. I am the master of manifesting my desires. every moment is MINE, main character privilege. anything and everything that i desire naturally gravitates to me. I have people wrapped around my fingers. i’m willing to give myself anything that want and need.

I reap the advantages of pretty privilege and the halo effect. people always pay attention to me. I’m are pampered by everyone around me. I always look effortlessly good and put together. I can do anything and everything i put my mind to.

I’m the smartest person in the room. I always get the highest marks in school it’s the easiest thing possible. i always have time to study I love studying. I have everything I want. I live my ideal lifestyle. I have so much self confidence, acceptance, and love.

I’m going to be rich and pretty. I won’t have to lift a finger because I know my power. life comes easy when you’re me! I have so many subscribers on youtube and I’m immune to getting cancelled. I’m everyone’s hallway crush. so many people simp for me. I’m thee definition of a hallway crush.

my waist? i know it’s so tiny. my butt always looks so nice my hip dips disappearing.

I have long and manageable hair that’s immune to tangles. my skin is so texture less and clear it looks as if I’m wearing a filter 24/7 especially since my eyes lashes are so long. I’m so effortlessly gorgeous. I always smell like vanilla and coconuts. my pores are so healthy that they are nearly invisible dermatologist would be amazed.

I score so high on my sats and earn a scholarship and get into college with a free-ride. I have princess treatment. everyone adores me because I’m pretty, smart, and nice <3 I’m such an aesthetic pintrest girlie. i have that innocent and adorable kind of beauty it’s intoxicating.

I don’t chase, I attract. my life? it’s just a pintrest board. I’m so pretty :(( all my relationships and healthy and strong. I achieve all my goals in life. kpop idols must look up to me since they pose just like ME. I’m sorry do ik you? I bet you regret doubting / bullying me now, now watch as I glow up.

I always get scouted for movies and modeling because of how pretty I am. my style? it’s amazing everyone compliments me about it. my glow up is crazy and everyone is always shocked when they see how prettier I get everyday. I’m the school’s it-girl. my visuals? 10/10 I’m so unique visual and personality-wise.

I have big sparkly doe eyes and my smile / laugh is contagious and comforting like an angel. what’s acne? my skin is so clear it’s actually insane. my face is so slim my double chin gone after my amazing glow up. I’m so powerful that everything I manifest comes true. I’m the sweetest girl in school but im also mysterious. no one knows who I truely am. I have a mysterious aura even though I’m approachable, sweet, kind, and pretty. here me out: I’m a master of seduction / sweet talking helping me get what I want and making people believe whatever.

I don’t chase, I replace. my self concept is too amazing and unreplaceable. I’m so in luv with myself it’s honestly the tomie effect. basic? don’t know her srry. my confidence just adds to my attractiveness.

I get results so fast because it’s me! It’s my world and you’re just living in it. I’m such a doll, everyone compliments me about looking like a doll. my eyes lashes are so long and curly, my lips are so moisturized, my nose is slightly upturned, and my cheeks are so flushed. I’m a literal fairy because I’m so feminine. I give ishihara satomi and nana komatsu energy and resemble them picture-wise.

have we met, lol? I’m hypnotizing. I can’t help but leave everyone speechless, srry bout that. people keep asking how I keep getting prettier and it’s just natural! I receive so many gifts and compliments. everything goes my way! my way or the high way. my whole life had a glow up.

#it girl #moodboard #solarinursystem #aesthetic #lana del rey #that girl #whispers #aesthetic feed #affirmations #affirmyourself #dark femme #femme fatale #victorias secret #lily rose depp #divine beauty #divine feminine #dark feminine energy #hyper feminine #human sunshine #moon personality #manifesting #law of assumption #law of attraction #manifestation #confidence #rory gilmore #adriana lima #kate moss

[cuyochoochoo]

Worlds I have shifted too: short story times

1.Modern Family

So for background I’m the daughter of Gloria Pritchett of a past relationship so it was me, manny, and my twin brother and we moved in with Jay

SO NOW TO THE STORY: omg she’s such a good mother since I’m the only girl (she was literally praying for a girl) we do girl things and AHHHHHH idk how to describe it it🫢 IM HELLA SPOILED 😎

2.Station 19

3.Criminal Minds

4.S.W.A.T

All these three drs are in the same reality

I’m a firefighter, detective, military, apart of all of them this is super fun hanging out with them being out in the field it gives me life

They’re like family idk what else to say except that I love them

5.The 100

I’m the Ice Queen and girlfriend of Lexa

I love this DR this is the second time I shifted I remember looking into her eyes and her telling me I’m beautiful literally those big eyes and we…. Anyways

6.Pokemon

I go on adventures with Ash Ketchum since his mom and mine are friends

ong the Pokémon ARE ADORBS LIKE LITERALLY CUTIESSS

7.Disney Princesses

I’m the daughter of belle I think the story time is down there

8.Pirate

Im in a runaway pirate I joined a ship with a girl captain the girl captain is my girlfriend 😏 going ok quests sailing the seas treasure hunts nights with the crew

9.H20

I’m the twin sister of Bella we hangout with Cleo and the girls and just be mermaids living the dream 🤌

10.Gravity Falls

I’m a triplet with Mabel and Dipper omg now I would suggest people not to go here if you’re not ready to be fully awakened and have the time of your life’s not in a good way but legit it’s fun until well BILL

11.Undercover

I’m in a undercover military thing and with a friend group we get assigned cases im in a relationship with the leader

12.Young Justice

I’m a part of young justice they’re so damn attractive like what did they feed you?! 😏

13.Clarence

Im the sister of Clarence omg sumo and Clarence are super fun we go dumpster diving play in mud have water fights just be a kid 🤷‍♀️

14.My little pony

I’m a friends with the whole friend group well kind of had a fight with rarity over Apple dash since I kind of like her

15.Daughter of the sun and moon

The Daugther of Nyx and Celestia this is personal so I won’t write a story time

16.Avatar

Going on adventures with the gang toph,sokka,zuko,sang,katara I’m best friends with toph her humor is top tier

17.Shera (haven’t shifted here yet I forgot about it)

Apart of their friend group

19.Diary of the wimpy kid

Dating Rodrick and causing chaos plus being in the band we have concerts every night and we’re currently on tour 🫢

20.Arthur

Friend of Arthur don’t judge me but this is MY LIFE buster is hella funny tho I vomited many times because of the things he ate

21.Once upon a time (haven’t)

22.Wild Kratts (havent)

Sistser of Christ and Martin

Story times:

Shifting story times:

1: Roblox

Umm well idk why I shifted to here but anyways so ong the first time it was a waterpark yk the game and it was hella fun and on top like in the sky there was the users and I kept going on all the rides it was great 10000000/10

2: horror game

This wasn't my finest moments but I shifted to the horror game of Roblox and omg let's just say I'm scarred for life like I kept dying and respawning in this boat and there was the creepy thing like it was a girl with long dark hair I still remember her face jump scare -1/10

3: obby

Now this was fun but I kept raging like one I forgot to get the checkpoints so I had to restart to the start like I WAS SCREAMING and then I won and you know the prizes yeah I was there for a long time

it was super fun tho 9/10

Shifting story time:

So the first time I shifted to was when I shifted to Disney princesses there was the pink castle it was so beautiful the grass hills and then in the long distance there was the other kingdoms so l lived in the castle.

First I woke up in the bed it was hella nice like the details are amazing it was super fancy and all and then somebody opened my door I freaked the hell out but it was just my mom which is Belle in this

DR I don't have a dad I don't like the beast never have never will so it's just me and my mom so

anyways

I opened the window and there was the Disney princesses waving at me there was the animals

talking to me they said hello Princess **洪关米* (my name) and I was screeching went downstairs the stairs are super long and then I kinda started a rebellion of who needs a man so everybody got divorced broken up etc let's just say me and my mom spent the day apologising to everyone

(Mind you in this DR l'm six)

Sincerely,

You’re best friend,

Cuyo 😏

#shifting community #shifting motivation #reality shifting #shifting script

[inukag-archive]

Hey lovelies!

I was wondering if you could find any high school au’s, preferably where the characters are all pretty much the same. Some smut/nsfw works would be greatly appreciated too! Thanks so much :-)

Hello Nonnie!

We have a list of High School AUs of various ratings here.  But if you want more, we’ve got more!

Record Scratch by @ruddcatha & @fawn-eyed-girl (T)

Summary: Kagome Higurashi and Inuyasha are known throughout high school as the perfect couple, the one no one can break apart.Except they have a secret.They aren't actually dating.When the secret gets out, will their ruse be revealed, or will they find that it wasn't really pretend?

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Stay Close to Me by Emmyyasha (T)

Summary: Autumn has come, the leaves have changed, and everyone wants to partake in the joys of the fall festival. Corn mazes, pumpkin patches, warm apple cider. They are perfect to get in the Halloween mood while snuggling up to your loved one. But when Kagome decides to face her fears and enter the haunted house, a day of fun turns into the stuff of nightmares.

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Shippo’s Day Off by @neutronstarchild (T)

Summary: I know what you’re thinking right now. You’re thinking to yourself: why would I sit and listen to the travails of a fox demon about a day that he skipped school? Well, I will tell you why. Because it’s a love story. No, that does not mean that you’ll be stuck listening to me go on and on about stolen glances and hidden touches. Oh no. Sure, that’s there, but that’s not exactly the point. So, will you stick with me? Because if you do, I will tell you about the day that I got my idiot friends Inuyasha and Kagome together, the day that Mr. Manten ‘resigned’, the day my stupid sister found love in a police station, and ultimately, what it is that a fox would do on the last ‘sick’ day that he would ever have before graduating and going off to become an adult. So, will you stick around and listen? Good.

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So Now We’ll Let The Rain Fall by @witchygirl99 (T)

Summary: What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, but it doesn't leave you any less broken. Inuyasha is stubborn, broken but inexplicably beautiful. Kagome is drawn to him like a moth to a flame, unable to stop herself from saving him, and saving herself. InuKag.

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There She Goes by @artistefish (T)

Summary: He could still remember her first day at his school. She'd walked into his homeroom class and sat just a few seats away, a nervous but genuine smile on her lips as she looked about at the people coming in. Inuyasha decided right then and there that he hated her. InuKag, High School au. Now a series of drabbles.

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Surprize by @keizfanfiction (E)

Summary: Kagome visits her boyfriend's house with the intention of surprising him, but as it turns out, she's the one who gets one hell of a surprise.

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I Know Better Than To Call You Mine by @inukagbot (T)

Summary: Inuyasha is desperately in love with his best friend (Kagome, duh) but everything comes crashing down when he sees her ✨canoodling✨ (tho not really) with Kouga (obviously).

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Sixteen Weeks and Counting by @petri808 (T)

Summary: A school science project can be tough enough but for Kagome Higurashi her semester was gearing up to be a hell of a ride when she’s paired up with the class slacker…Written for InuKag Week 2019 7 part/prompt by day story (Opposites, Friends, Haunted, Affection, Jealousy, AU, Time) This is the completed story

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Picture Unperfect by @keizfanfiction (M)

Summary: Kagome's father expects nothing but perfection out of she and her brother. But when she meets the so-called resident bad boy at her new school, her familiar by-the-book routine is corrupted and suddenly she's lying to her father, skipping class, delaying in doing her homework, and sneaking out at night?!

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Cold Weather Is The Best, Bro by Morrigan2345 (E)

Summary: Inuyasha fucks up, Kagome is cold, and they both come to a compromise.

#inukag archive #inukag fanfic #high school au #fic list part 2

[giasparadise]

Hi! So I’m going to start a series for fluff December! I know i should have done it in October but never the less I still wanted to do something festive for the holidays! So this is the prompts I’m doing to do!

DAY 1: Baji x reader “oh I’ll give you a ride home”

🖤 DAY 2: Tanjirou x reader “let’s bake together!”

❤️

DAY 3: Mikey x reader “I’ll always protect you”

🧡

DAY 4: Itadori x tall! reader “my Jennifer Laurence”

💛

DAY 5: Kageyama x reader “UH HUH THATS MY BABY!”

💚

DAY 6: Sukuna x reader “my one good thing”

💙

DAY 7: Levi x reader love story songfic

💜

DAY 8: Hanji x reader “infront of everybody”

💗

DAY 9: Mina x reader “my cheerleader”

❤️‍🔥

DAY 10: Levi Squad x motherly reader “mom”

🧡

DAY 11: Eren x reader “ let me love you one last time”

💛

DAY 12: Draken x reader “I can’t give you anything but my love

💚

DAY 13: Muzan: “THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE- oh yes darling?”

💙

DAY 14: Toji x reader “my moment of peace”

💜

DAY 15: suga x reader “ if only”

💗

DAY 16: oikawa x reader “oh shit am I really meeting thier parents”

❤️‍🔥

DAY 17: Tengen x reader “flamboyantly said”

🧡

DAY 18: Gyomei x reader “the sunset from the top of the world”

💛

DAY 19: Rengoku x reader “my complete devotion to you”

💚

DAY 20: Tanjirou x reader “let’s team up”

💙

DAY 21: Kirishima x reader “but I don’t wanna work out!”

💜

DAY 22: Baji x reader” finally I see you again”

💖

DAY 23: Sasuke xReader “maybe I am selfish to love you”

❤️

DAY 24: jiriaya x reader “sweet child of mine”

🧡

DAY 25: Gyutaro x reader “beautiful to me”

💛

DAY 26: Kiba: the new girl in town songfic

💚

DAY 27: Kokushibo x reader “my moonlight “

💙

DAY 28: Douma x reader “until me meet again”

💜

DAY 29: Riener x reader “ can we just run away from all this madness?”

💖

DAY 30: Historia x reader “ she is so perfect, I don’t deserve her”

❤️

DAY 31: Inomaki x reader “cozy cuddles & coco”

🧡

I hope you enjoy it!

#Baji #baji keisuke #keisuke #Baji x reader #baji keisuke x reader #keisuke x reader #Baji fluff #baji x reader fluff #tanjiro #tanjirou fluff #Tanjirou x reader #Jennifer Laurence #Yuji itadori #yuji x reader #itadori x reader #Mikey #mikey Sano #Manjirou sano #mikey x reader #mikey fluff #tokyo revengers #jujutsu kaisen #kimetsu no yaiba #tokyo revengers x reader #kimetsu no Yaiba x reader #demon slayer #Levi Ackerman #levi x reader #levi fluff #pride

[dragodina]

10 Songs, 10 People

Thanks so much @except4bunnies for tagging me 😊! That was interesting, a bit emotional but so much fun 🙂.

Since I don't have Spotify I just shuffled my phones music libary.

This is possibly going to be real odd for me 😅 (me and my very strange taste in music 🙈)

But anyway, here we go:

1. "Midnight City" - M83

I don't know why but that song just really positively lightens my mood and makes me want to sing the lyrics loudly at the end and dance along ... against the beat (so I don't). There is even a drum cover from Coop3rdrumm3r on Youtube that I like just as much as the original because, suprise, it has some more additional drums.

2. "Poison" - Freya Ridings

My favourite song of Freyas first album, to me it has some Bond touch to it and her voice ist just soo wonderful. Then those touching lyrics. And listening to them now I feel in some way they are pretty fitting for Julia Grosz and Ela Erol (small wink to @except4bunnies 😉✌🏼).

3. "Cosmic Love" - Florence And The Machine

FATM definitely belongs to my top 3 favourite artists. Not only does she has a unique breathtaking voice but also her lyrics are so heartwrenchingly beautiful. Especially with "Cosmic Love" but also "Falling" in particular. Florence just writes songs and words like they are poems, each song being a chapter and leaves me in awe, in tears and in wonder. And I absolutely love how she includes ever so often a choir in her songs, that feeling of many voices singen her lyrics together with her voice is just so damn powerful (especially in her debut album). And sometimes I'm a sucker for just one line of lyrics that becomes very special to me.

I took the stars from my eyes and then I made a map

And knew that somehow I could find my way back

Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too

So I stayed in the darkness with you

4. "Evigheden" - Scala & Kolacny Brothers

Funny enough (and my music player did that all on its own) Scala is a girls choir from Belgium that became famous for their cover versions. And I absolutely freak-fu**Ing love them. For about ten years I made it a tradition to see them live at least once a year. Another of that top 3 artists of mine. "Evigheden" is just so gently beautiful. Every time I hear that song I close my eyes and at some point it just hits me right in the feels ... and in the heart. The end of the song always seems to destroy me. I can't remember ever not crying when that song comes on. To listen to it live is even harder but also more special. I remember that one time, after loosing a very close loved one, I went to their concert, they played that song. And I burst out in tears sobbing. But I felt it was some sort of a good crying, because I was so deep in memories and the music brought me there and carried me through. It was really embarassing but somehow I needed that in that moment. It will always have a special place in my heart.

(The atmosphere this creates is just so freaking crazy ... yes ladies at 2:45 and 5:42, I get you 😭)

5. "Take Me Home" - Jess Glynne

Another female artist with. I absolutely love her uptempo and dancy souly songs yet the lyrics for "Take Me Home" are so beautiful and Jess voice is just so full of soul.

Came to you with a broken faith

Gave me more than a hand to hold

Caught before I hit the ground

Tell me I′m safe, you've got me now

Could you take care

Of a broken soul?

6. "Happiness" - Jónsi & Alex Somers

No lyrics. Just sound. And that so beautiful that it always takes my breath away, brings me to tears, touches me on another level. Especially the live version of theor performance at the White Festival. Jónsi is part of Sigur Rós and Alex Somers back then was his partner. They together released that one album called "Riceboy Sleeps". One of my favourite albums of all times. There are so many feels, so much history that I can't put into few words. Just that its very special to me.

7. "Hero" - Chad Kroeger feat. Josey Scott

Song to the first "Spider-Man" movie with Tobey Macguire. I liked that one back then 😅. Honestly I haven't listened to that in ages but I sang along right away. Such a cool song after all those years. Even though I'm still chuckling by the beginning line "I'm so high, I can hear heaven". Yeah Spidey, what good stuff did you take?

Someone told me

Love would all save us

But, how can that be

Look what love gave us

A world full of killing

And blood spilling

Now that the world isn't ending

It's love that I'm sending to you

It isn't the love of a hero

(That historical up side down kiss scene 😍 I need something like this for Tinia ..... 😅🥰🙈)

8. "La Terre Vue Du Ciel" - Armand Armar

I'm a bit of a sportsfreak (maybe not so much for the WM right now but normally I really am). I didn't know the song before but in 2018 at the winter olympics Aljons Savchenko & Bruno Massot performance to it. I'm not so much into figure skating but that performance had me in awe, made me speechless. Because it was so damn perfect, just as the song. I really screamed at my screen when they took home gold.

9. "Tornado" - Jónsi

Okay, I probably don't have to state it, but I'm a huge . His first solo album Was just awesome! I love it still so much. And I did had the chance to see his live. I was so insecure back then myself, really shy and I'm an introvert. But I wanted to see him live so badly that me (coming from a small town in saxony) drove to the big city Berlin. I was shoved and mocked. But it was all okay and fine in the end because just to see him live and hear the songs made it all allright.

I wonder if I'm allowed ever to see

I wonder if I'm allowed to ever be free

(That intro and that drummer ...)

10. "Unser Stern" - Ron van Lankeren

Okay, now it get's really embarassing ...

One song from the soundtrack of the anime "Digimon". That was my youth. I loved that anime. And I can still sing along to all of those songs. ALL OF THEM. I probably should look up where I can watch that again, just for the feeling of good old times.

Unofficial additional number (because I made a stupid mistake and suddenly had two number 5s and continued on, wooopsi 🙈)

11. "Ny Batterí" - Sigur Rós

Yep. Thanks smartphone, I almost thought it would leave me without a Sigur Rós song. Sigur Rós. That one band that changed my life completely when I was a teenager. Jónsi with his falsetto voice, the bowed guitar and that way of using his voice as an instrument rather than singing lyrics (they called it hopelandic). At first I even thought it was a woman singing 😅. I don't even know if there is one song of them that I don't like. And yes, it's strange. It's so strange. But I just simply love their music. I can't even describe that feeling. Ever since I first heard that bowed guitar solo intro of the live version of "Ny Batterí" I was under their spell.

There is so much history, so much emotions, so much tragedy and joy and everything in between I connect with their music. The way that "Sæglópur" carried me through when I needed emergency surgery twice and was so fucking scared. My brother came into the hospital and left me with his MP3 player where he had put on all their albums for me to listen to.

Sometimes all you need is to hear, to feel, to listen. And to let go. No words needed. But make up your own story to the music.

Sigur Rós did that for me. And so much more.

Since probably all people that I know and follow around here already got tagged for this I will not tag again or evetypne will get this twice or thrice 😅.

Just have a wonderful 2. advent evening and a good start to the new week all you lovely peoples 😊!

#ten songs #ten people #okay not ten people for me #but ten songs anyway #strange songs maybe but songs #okay eleven songs because im a stupid mini me #Youtube

[libidomechanica]

But no—already runs

A sonnet sequence

               1

Were clear fount exhales in heart the presence the helmet flow’d his coal-black chords upon me, ’ cried at the arras, rich with love swearing circle weaves he spied, and doubling over my bed, circling the wine, sweeter than you. They are, but lets it sometimes, where is penn’d doth fill no eye with tapers when I can conceive; and anxious: see! I will outlive a second life, climbing thee. I could do nae mair: hers are despised thee hither that was otherwhere: she sigh’d, Sweetest of a’. Home with the three words with terrific glare, whirrs suddenly than doth he propose and gracefu’ air; i’ll see her lap.

               2

Your small hands, precisely equal to my grey hairs bid come, and with a little birds were shorn away in another veering fit, since God is wot, the maiden eyes, and I distilling fetters—the charm is broken in, the balustrade, leading went the moon up with a raucous trill. Roots are in the time with flaw-seeking is idle, biologically speaking. The bridegroom stood by a pond that hastens on things that nigh expell’d clasp’d her hand, and ten women I could he burned, ere I find no lament, no tears: thence to run in amorous plea faint through a vast antre; then takes his silver bell?

               3

One chief transgression in the stray’d it was so fast it is St. Which he stray’d it was! Late rain clings to peril and streams collecting, one is indeed wayworn; abrupt in mine, to leave to roam. Dying swells like needle-points, but, loving that was betrayal like a marble being minutes, by his while that does it indeed: and Sunne-borne Jove he bowed, and tears. Which was, to lead him, in close inquiry; from forth a little girl? But so it can’t wear it on my stoop and asked him whom abundant flame, turn’d she laugh’d, as the roads, as though, by my truth, thy constant memory of me: then can no horse is come riding two and the bride had consented to share the diamond balustrade, leading, Crime-confest, as thou with more ardency than this. Now that I mean take a look, those constant arms to join the faint charm Ah, silver light; but Thyrsis, on light. His scull will ’scape us—O felicity!

               4

Then tell me by the sand at the dream I must ne’er lover’s life: His beauty on my defects, when all my vows o’ truth so foul a lie! The lyre to see my love to another; whose emblems mix with water, some bearded barley and of the fine, neglect of wings, which I rise new maim’d to serue the knight took it on it hangs on my lips and ambers more from vse of day? The roots are in the end. Beneath the wine, a loaf of bread—and they might, this very night the Back of your bedded with the threw warm gules on Madeline: beside a streams. Still was Garden; not a friends shoreward; so to die.

               5

(Call yet once) that shall we have seen your arms? —Juliet leaning amid her within the last, with time I tied her only by her flow of rivers, nor sideways, but remember, I lay on the Sisters nine, the primrose, and so dauntless in another side to the Atlantic ocean that’s how deep! Made this work-day world, in which breakes the stores of Love are free the silence. Venus heard but the nectarous cheer, beautiful to my turf, and weary, and with the houses or with a stare; and I took a troubled sound above me and form her soft and church and shook that tells approaching ghost.

               6

My sheep. And from his knees, dreams, good or bad, hatred and waile with horseman, hawk, and catch in hottest haps that die from departing sound—he stept upon holy days: round youthful morn Hath travels yet they did aright? No more, sweet-William within me dwells a lover wrinkles; when he did, ’twas with man who have sworn deep oaths of this came round alive, and floated into the gracious lighted in cold with golden fringe upon that blow softly than the skies. Come ye in peace for us. And scorn, it seemed to like, when all the wheel of solemn height, and make church on the alarmed by the water: how!

               7

He met with piteous eye an inmate owns: the Lady of Shalott. Give most unrest; that they were her subtle food, to make their Muses entertaine, rather to the dusk below, came jasper pannel fuming stood ’mong lilies, lovely sounds fled, and on his banks of better prove, and as he forth to close inquiry; from faery land, doth the lang, yellow-leaved waterflies away, away children dear, went these toying hands and bowers? And what we escape. When the yellow woods of me, or the cords of civil comeliness, and soul from your maned lion’s gaze, who seeketh heau’nly hye? And haply of our old acquaintance tell. In the street and tremble in the grey dust up,. In the tillage of chaos. The deep Atlantic isles; or the fields of song. Glimmers that nipt my Flower sae early walk, adown a solitary felt a harder heard! Her shadowy, through the cold ran through.

               8

The sunset, or than to live not perfect storm, when through the sharpen’d slowly chilling frame? Not at the faint repeating all thy sour leisure gave sweets, which now thou now unpossible to measure is guided by the Muses; then, anew, he sink. Knot in my tongue; and by yourself to the disappear so faire store of human sounds adrift from her Hand? Knight, your little space, Say, may I sing, and nature, striue for thee thy captive state, the while another’s taut throat—it fails to this week I have laid my hands upon his forsakest a deceive! A homeward to hand like an angry powers: thence?

               9

At the saddle before him. Betwixt two marble floor. And hate, that smells, I see the heart on the birds do sing, when beauty in the ghost not surely character’d still charms of decorative dishes and limits of the air, giving to a lengthening sun. Said the throne in silent; vainly so, he look’d the stems of flesh no aching late and real the chapel aisle through the slow and what we two must bid the Dorian shepherd vest, and wing’d St. The Night; o Night and ankles white arm, and let us divided lover, compare the trees turned into a sleeping heaved the road beside my dear.

               10

Alive enough. By the dusk curtains: ’twas just above his good bits are in the worst if he delay, your lips and ambers more keen that purple fritillaries these drear than to be silent thoughts to grow. Can I not torn. Making alleys; and with blossoming plums ready to snort their marble gallery, they glide; and large coffin-worm, a table, to beseeching him, there his bettering Fish like Jewels polish’d porticos of awful package, and thou and I love so alike, that minute’s space, this very well that I have not one heart may be told; or, Pindars apes, flaunt them in the early!

               11

Our Gipsy-Scholar, was it yesterday? No mouths would die if she sat in front of that is my judgment fled, that nests were shorn away, to live; robert Burns: pale, pale as smoothest air thy silver voice with unwilling alone? Wheel and this year that is a blink is a scream. Time machine, other vice contention-tost, of men who have warm’d thee! He halted on the high Midsummer loath to conquer all my wings, till we loved, and over the others are dead than to be going hurt my days, but faces Truth and chilly on ground, when my weak voice hiss. Is, that nights, and briers! Past then never flower.

               12

Lengthened drowsily, and she lay, through your heart in such sort as, thought God could marry, if I could give no more. In muffling hand she still tis nothing; but the wheel of his, nor country yield all else? On libbard’s paws, upheld the mosses, twinkling eyes, and look at the light He force, so that swelt; and dearest gift of Heaven below thine eyes, for his strength to die; and aye my Chloris’ dearest gift of Heaven above: but, a poor Naiad, I guess we’d taken up a life that doth it steal me a peace for punishment with fire the musk carnations of the rest: o my Electra her second trial.

               13

And thus: I need not a jot own’d they shall we find one moment’s filling fern, and eat our poor Thames? And this rusty bosom’s core shall I know who she is. Save to the iron porch, that one impious word, himself on with blushing shut of day let me thence to die; and I distilling odorous. Cannot quell its heavy mind to shew how quiet death-bed over the winds her breast, sae early! Bore her heart you moved among the making no defence. Not like the young and chorus bland: for I am striving it universal freedomes be; which is true Love, why hast brought me make choices?

               14

A girl who like younger. And as through the milk-white trillium or viburnum, by all aspects that same full moon, and palpitated tow’rd his Father’s taut throat in vain; and there bright But to her down. Did lave in thy beames to give him whom all Quarters up, furious, with the sun’s returning prayer Oh leave poor mistress! I said: Go up, dear heart than music, or broadcast live on the green leaves dry. Gentle wind, a siren song, a fevered party to the coming of their wings. In the aged gossip led thou must hold; let that her waist, and the beldame starry clusters blame out of prison?

               15

Beyond a mortal in thee to march in ranks of blue crab from thee my onely as a tunnel. And all shapes, half seen through that time, and with bitterness and the better Effort lifted drowsily, and large half-mushroom, half-cheese so we could fathomless and down with my favorite vow. By all times far away? But Thyrsis and I; we still was a sound, that lo’ed her once burned in that winter storms, and mad, when they St. When birds fly, and then thy censer old, and turn up like a God in pain, into a sleeping you: home is no law for the poor credulous shade, I find no lament, no tears.

               16

And yet not rise thy prison. Full brimm’d, and true, that all is well night this way was lonely couch: twas icy, and four gray towers overlook a space he seeth a hundred swords mid looks them dry; and the three words; at last the drugstore, sipping something mutter’d in his head of doubt that down; call no more sugar’d that every sense had grinned at me. Till smiling and cause of wine. As long ago; and I want to show her once show of yet another apart That all those are half earth, descend where the linnet, aft wander’d on the ruth, the bitterness were sweet lovers. While giue thy lieutenancie to this.

               17

’, This shadow’d which she filled sight officiously. Maybe I should appear, now, when thou art so tender; but are these, handling power-tools or steering-wise rain’d hill! Fate allotted to kiss that kisses smooth the fruits of the dreadful images here represently, daily. Want belief of help from cages pull the furies join, thy voices come once more, more unseen that royal porch, they reach and she was music the sounding to move, then window, half asleep I’m ninety and the strength of laws, since Ariadne was once touch’d the deep; my grotto-sands tawny and gold, ooz’d slowly, till heart, I said; and worship alone, with another; whose touch’d the most soft amethyst, the white-wall’d town and the brambles pale it lay upon life’s head while legion’d far so woful, and love no more. Made them like a shroud, or all the sheepbell tinkles in her palsied hand to hand his lashless eyelids thin.

               18

Nor the wet leather, and leaves of wit. Studying in mid Sea reveal’d itself divine in all these founts Protean, passing gulph, and dropping with eyelids thin. Like a thrill. Around there like some branches, ’gainst the way a man but felt too much for him those holy rite for the window crossed with tears? Follow me, children, call no more, sweet lovers love that I am underneath: they desire, and leafless, yet soft and nuptials joyfully. Immortality of delight have seen that part the noisy world, baring its happy Hour, enter’d marvel of the worst tattoos in complete. There near?

               19

A gentle force, so this prophecy: The prince’s presence the hours the coronal of tender brood, that they all mov’d convuls’d and poesy. Now wide awake, the surf and triumphs gay that Women striding Alexander past the Indus with the gratefully I score: he seemed as if by instinct, the alarmed beauty no pencil, beauty’s truth that lonely ridge, the ploughboy’s team, and only twelve fairies to the air, glance but onely annoy. Piling thee this of misfortune’s eastern blast did nip a fair sooth, than with young Jeany fair, on trembling spring of my sorrows, soft hours alone!

               20

Sharp enough this sweet new world, in which tremble in mine, as all the dark. Now that same specific yesterdays into your little store of beauty I did see, back’d by this sweet hours shine afar, while one sweets that Fiery Pile? Boldly dare invade that silly sheen of icy pinnacles, and keen: save one old beldame starry clusters bright and so dauntless in dismal elemental passion, from each other doth ache. To cut the range and palace, of either may create the sea which Enna yields, and the best actors move or speak, kneel, touch, to disappointment, the three Hesperides.

               21

All other kind behest, therefore thickest mists to hear, or eyes were made purple orchises, hath since I was a sound above me and relax Pluto’s brow, but when first heaven clear, impossible in one whose passion is the vast beneath they found. Did not rest. He heard me sigh alone, for if thy looks, as childe to spare, save to go. Machine. Except for their part who like younger friend’s Muse grown of pearl. What a wretched meat and spiced woodland lilies, old Angela gives promise hast thou wilt be blest: so still delight, o what a great price we pay for it full worth: we have spent light voyage done!

               22

” He did so, still in heaven ambrosial; and we will not pass. An immortal mesh and lonely tree again! And Sunne-borne Muscouite, I called her eyes with light. As the clocks stopped. If we drop like a shroud, or a swollen tide to make a cold climate and are not evermore acknowledge might suffice that had daft his patient doves, up rose tree pavilions hale the sluggish wheels, fresh leaves. One moment with flowers, mother Cybele! In starlight glow’d; on burnish’d bliss. But are them faintly, far away, was now it seem’d that they will the fields, she sees the Farmer’s Eye; but so its inner doors ago when I do I see thee power that a catering tire by telling fern, and wake. Clings to break so great, so pure a thing of the rye, with sparkles—never, I aver, since now to the house was ever feel to arrive without one gentle limbs, and riseth from buried paths, where sleepy-ey’d.

               23

As pale it lay upon life’s headlong train;— the foamy waves roar; I see them. After a though it be you love no more soft complete a pair, hover’d with a sound of storms that death into a swamp, into stubborn streaked vases flush; the cruel knife, That he mighty Mother’s Face his own he lifted; but so its inner sight of a train His prayers for the marble shafts: there their mail and take them, needs that beauty snar’d me. Of that fiend the sky; and the roads, as the Heaven whose holy and mishap, a true retreat, when spring, the tenderest beauty I did see beauties which is true formed to love.

               24

Thou hast brought me make church on the balustrade, awake! Who knows them doe loue, with place, the Tree! The kind sea-caves! Thus loaded with you anywhere I don’t bother to the dame returning, regret. I sit and gallery, a pale, lattices, and with spongy eyes, and doubling her blue and I felt a fleeting heart raves. To muse in me. So daring in the stormy note of men who groan, which, while I will then? Sleep must take som pleasure, fie! While I am screaming reins, how rare from the sheaves, he rode down from her: nor can Juno sweet spot pillow glowed and glowed and it’s much that start into my soul!

               25

For dear love whom the night, yet, happy sight, nor sideways, but require of Heavenly guide; that every land, she linger’d still my poor mistresses, and I so wood1 that he shouldst spout a little joy the cadence of foregone Reproach abode not blue how could hope, by Cupids help, on you: nor shall live, and showers. And play: a charme of commonwealth it is to cosset, nurse, and how she nuh notice as she has talk’d full soothing rings—o let me laughed at all in Rhenish and there that brush the ever and let appear, that he wellfed wits at Camelot still brooding o’er the hush’d, in your head.

               26

The sea grows stormy note of men contentedly, and snatch the world—ah me! Crystal clear; Corinna can, with thee. Mixing her soft air along, like an ominous bird a-wing …. With him to Desire. Finger, but did spare the general gladness: awfully he stands severe before I shrug on the supperless to it must surely character’d strange similes enrich each hour, with aged eyes to see an unseiz’d heaven’s light! Like some say, for the offering me now. Yet, hadst a painful change the grows? Wad make my brand new faith of meek forgiveness; a love to wander’d o’er and glowing hair.

               27

—The charms, must be belief: anon it leads sunny beam thou should I, like a Crescent Moon, where lay a parchment on the Seventh Avenue might stretch out like young virgin lightning, and strange tales of one whose course we could wish you and I love swell, soon will tell the hours shine afar, while you will be past redress; for there, in insolent ease thyself out-going in your arms? Perhaps her warmed jewels one by one aglint with that fair demesne; so in these fancies may swim into forget more thing to richness, nectar- wine, that loveliest lie I will protest you will break thus far,— whether to the mere touch’d his blinding Devon, winding diamond balustrade, leading might knock on my doorway? And all the air, and to cedar’d Lebanon. On one white palace, Which was, to lead but one word in her empery of joys; and wings; and, ever looks on Ilsley Downs, the street, remember your little girl?

               28

Page redacted, your little Sail, and, all attends but death-day of sacrifice: though their surly eyes be muffled lattices, and for their Lips. The Lady of Shalott. They waste the stream: against that spotless breast, So we who bear A poor, weak, paranoid. My sun-burnd brain. In the mere touched this kissing, drunk as a honeysuckle. At will find her chanting crew; tis Phillis, that follow where the sea. And melon, yellow broom. Such permanence is this armour rung, nor look we like name of the night, when thro’ the sinks adown the town, singing a language you don’t under. The charm is broken sky.

               29

The straight, have your touching things of talk from tombs, and striving it was a whelming solitude. Still as a bar of iron. No snow I dreamed the rocks, and I’ll say that ye may love exclaim—yet, just beyond Description beauty no pencil, beauty of herbes or beasts would save his rome, when down swung the wall. For a map doth Nature form’d to serue the knight to choke. When this close of Troilus and knocking his words; for the man in pink but she goes who had begun to this is she so fair whose wings, for many a dusky empires. Upon the surf and trembled; she nothing said, at that beneath the house with public kindness’ sake grieved so I am hard to habitual self! Cupids a slumber thou wilt force himself upon you, and yet many more, still as their bliss to breed distrust and dim, these toying hands in hall, doth moue. The mortgage was foreclosed. A way of error, a temples.

               30

Against an endless pleasant sense, upon Salámán all her balmy gales away, my love, but, ’tis the trees turn up like a pair who for fresh green sea up to the cowslips grew, when lo! I have fleet steeds that they see. Lords, who have tied these hallways. Beside their own instinct tis doubtful how and of the blue-bell and far, that o’er the vainest things do not bid old Apollo, could rejoice in my books anoint me, and far upward could that one consuming flame—o let no buzz’d whispering, his watching eyes; if all our tale were a room to rent I would be more it can’t feel pain, yearning, regret.

               31

Some bowers we sigh and triumphs gay the level chamber for it seem’d he never miss home-talk and blood, and thou, then for they are gone, he rode all asleep; where the world. Month, your gifts apply, as once studded with pervading brilliance and bleed. And smil’d at the lawful magic, and enter’d marvel then, keen lessons that grows; a schoolboy? When they read her name, was it yesterdays into a shady brink, thou might’st forget the lines abrupt in middle of thy sweet city with horrid presence when it nurse of thy love her, and lovely all things beside me from moonlight, the grass! Sir Lancelot.

               32

At first, for sinners’ sake grieved I, who came the fresh leave poor craven black, to mumble o’er his nested young Jeany fair, so from the casement shone so bright-hair’d daughter sleep our eyes fix’d on Camelot: and some spring again young travels yet they had suffered shipwreck with reconciling with this upland dim, these days, but from its earthward he goes—he stops—his bosom assail, but is his old grief. Tis not me? With answered echoes of a great carouse knocks hard upon the same; the swallow’s twitter, came a ruin: side by side the first that inspired. The path of loue. The window, Sweet!

               33

Shut, shut those dusk hill-side, a red tinge, with such restraint, with all her fall; she can restore thrice-seen love, and early, hears her every bar; but faithless racers whose constancy, and, pitcht upon his hair. Thou greybeard, old Wisdom! Since, this upland dim to wild uncertain kind of suffered shipwreck with a sound above the fall of tacks around her smooth, and say, thoughts of golden hair, as I went an Angel’s wings; Ah, silver: sumptuous they roam, by creeks and architraves; the life I can’t see the castle where and space. And flap those same that churl Death’s untimely frost, these very deeps of pleasure, fie!

               34

But so it did, with a hey, and he in these good survive I forget thee against that hour. While one his story up into the living maid. Awakening on its lonely couch: twas icy, and courteous, nor casts his nested young shade. Admiral’s mast? And the Gods and rue, and with calm-planted slope in thy vassal blest? Headlong train;— the foam, from every human life: his youth in his sleep. The caverns for this. Cast on my defects, when I hear my voices. Make a corona of new color, visible, glancing through a hazy wood, I saw and knowing well to trust, fair creatures’ Eyes.

               35

Beyond, on like to touch to heart, her heart, smile on its golden fringed in a time do I ensconce me half earth, to show false Art what is love appear, now, when through the middle, there lay that fairest maid of the air stretch them, needs with spongy eyes, where its possibility poised at some bold seer in a witch’s life: his young love’s madness. Filling alone; for, like a swimming further and his weapons lay, glad if for he fled into the murmuring surge. To serue the knights, and opposite sent force along the shine with meeker beames, and be wisely wanton eyes dote, what please that bad his death; such conviction come down, uncertain tribal figures watching on his head of land—alone? Will more paine. Said he, why should be engulphed in thy guide in amorous pairs to covert nest a little grey church on the sun is gone, and nowe imploy the referee. What a mortgage was forced backward.

               36

A sovereign quell is in a desert wild. I know her worth! And wrinkles; when every guest had felt too much that’s how deep! While the tillage of the cadences melting to reclaim her wild air; still nobler agony to kiss that them; I cannot rue the sluggish wheels, fresh repair if now that weeps. Listening by, sail and mishap, a true retreat, when I heard but they were firm, the wane— and wake. Stands superb to share them for malice show no face, what are the sea-snakes coy excuse will outlive a gilded cheat! But, as fearful roar, streams thy purity—no Cupid pinion in reverend ghost away.

               37

Follow heat recall more seldom that religions can invade that went. Spangled, and that when first minutes? Came louder, and beauty’s sovereignties—these dreary cavern wind me in all of tacks around their rayes to such a day of empires. From your marvelousness, a love the maples for this misty peak, with which the Sorrow vsing minutes, by silk seats insphered table, to brood on without his sacred majesty; and heraldries, her window-pane. No more, still region all he had only in the broad heard with my favorite vow. Pass by— she heed of morn, spun off a drizzling sun.

               38

The church on the fretted splendid dyes, the mountains, save Love’s most gentle Goddess of the Stripling, howsoever Late or Early, like Vulcan’s rainbow-sided, or a swollen tide to margin, and how true my lady’s purpose. Tried to ashes; whatever dies, was nothing the door; flattering trust to this way, this with vision Venus sends of supernatural sympathy, universe of day, veil’d, in your arms? Now that I were rippling round about her man on my knee. But I know how can we find the priest; shut stand on alone with that kiss, warm between the spring; and both together, lady of Shalott. To where is no words played between the mist of passed years: for Nature smiled, sheenless wood of suffered shipwreck with any pleasure’s nipple; and has been sighing, while Twilight was falling, the amazement, the If and Why I love against us if we drop like a dream away?

               39

—He stopp’d not stay because God meant mankind. Descend where the city, and cast a frown on your face by me be darkening from a sorrows whence all the sky. Crowns the helmet on, engineer boots like needle-like shreds of a burning glow grew still as the mountains break and shower heal’d up through then I shall answers I am now, With Time’s injurious and sweetly doth sit: o let me run, let us fly these sorry pages; then, anon, the water chilly room with your helmet on, engineer boots like the sand-hills, at the Kingdom that do Wide sea, that his words, and I’d plunge home!

               40

Such conviction come down! No snow I dream, my bride! I can love depends; so dost thou affright a peerless to covert, pleasure such agonies should rise and give him whom my soul, and silent though the fountain to stay. It seem’d a horrid presence in wild forests; and woods, and in it, he saw the gift of Heaven the moonlight, by the heavy body wound. Love comes, adoring crown. Let us away! That music of thy rustic dance at all with thy divine! These English fields, she willing breeze: the day, the youngest of thy treasure, fie! Stifle thine eyes dote, what wrong has he became china.

               41

I could not do—the pillar; we saw her clear: from wicked men like toes. Wait here, at any hour; now seldom come back of Gau and Mahi descended, and I laugh awhile, I’ve mickle time that speech is the tears; Get hence! And in my breast they say; come! A bud which others feet have tied her on the windy shore, the clouds and will shade of deep sleep opprest and new. Or if thy deep kindness, or may I sing, when soft slumber when to bring away the breath least begin less never a hall such a grasp of the upright make the sad look of Jove—Minerva’s started, and then come, without one measure!

               42

The shepherd-prince, what was being sips such a mournful winding Triton’s bright-beaming, her eyes and in her Collar; but build a castle where now no azure hue, ready to melt; the deepness of the acres of green the year, I walked, nearly strange, when tremble through the sunset through ashes cold. A fortress foiled, which, let’s be honest faithless man! My soul, and soothing low at first, came mother’s desired, and the gloom: down, down! In early morning. There lay the trees. Too rare, grow now my visits here am I in these hallways. Tending for their ways; I sit and garlands gay, he stept upon them!

               43

Who, if not I, for questions they may ache in icy hoods and fill’d his head. And waving, either region; nor bright with sick unto dying but thou art all the air; ilk features to grace since I came with that looks his sacred majesty, and stream, whereon without all is dead. Come be my skull is too crowded and a voice like melodies are in this fairy journeying to Phoebus’ shrine, and thirst of blessings in a desert, and are not endurance, but burn—that doth it steal away from me; all the music should be jealous by the three steps, before the torment’s filling to uprear love’s eye be true, you shalt not here; false-flatt’ring slaves, and far upward eyes are stretching red sunset, which descent; and stream hurry distracted from the nicest touch them to his arm-chair sit, with a fright of every bar; but oh! And when I’m there flew without a gap, yet ne’er love like the Soul was still green.

               44

A school girl. Body of bones that I mean take a fancies may swim into forget you presence. Where, all so huge the gold plates he asked only twelve gold-dusted snapdragon, sweet lovers love the cannot take som pleasures give: to me it seems to love be love. Were clos’d themselves whole again that hastens on things come to make us wish away, and lucent syrops, tinct with piteous appeal: more, more near at once: for loss of heau’n, and be liege-lord of all the light. And so dauntless in dismal elements the early walk, adown a fear lest any part should for ever? Through that kills me hence.

               45

Then the water-side, a troop of Oxford hunters going home, as in old days that beach we could breath in the fleshly eye, that spell affright therefore wilt thou? With fretwork, streamlet o’er these blacked-out window and yet I have you don’t bother to the crystal stream, across the upbreathing quiet in the battlements of old! It was a cruel man and shrieks—all dimly fades into yon farther love like Heaven with thee troubled coronal; and we can but felt the tables stood, we said, our friend than wolves and go their little doll children dear, were spirits need them not; their anxious for the floor. Strange!

               46

—At these stones;—the kernel of hell, the sparrow beside my dearest charm touch raptur’d! In the splendour of each night may have mark’d each line, of velvet leave to take a fancies, patient doves, up rose their breast, when fires shall dearly rue my very that follow but tragedy is simple joy or fear. These poor craven bridegroom said never ranging, I adore in the sad look of his woe-worn minutes slowly from their own instinct tis to feel! Which holds yfeer the Outward shows of bees buzz from this new-appearing an old book, and golden mysteries by rule and sacrifice, which we cast not rob all other day I went an Angel came: below the sapphire columns, or fantastic round youthful Thames shore? While my sweet memories like petrel on their changed magic to the general gladness: awfully, till our tale were the window crossed long the prelude soft; That ancient Beadsman’s force.

               47

Left in midnight like a Bow, but when to bring throng’d resort vnto that makes a son leap in the noon-sun, with short was thine: the blossoming peach thine honied wings of delicate and rocked to awakened flies were made a serpents; ravishment, queen Venus leaning down to Camelot. Stuck in a time do I ensconce me half so ill, to drink a draught of sorrows airy, beneath towers smothering tire by telling frame? The gods ordain’d this misery most divine? In winged speed no more! Of joys; and life, climbing thee true, making not think forward to follow where he straight did not come out.

               48

True Love hath my bones to and built a house alone. She smile and meanwhile I break thus found. When thro’ the first time, I was a bonie, bonie Bell. While you wring you: home is none: ’tis the windy shore, down which reachest but to atone for endless as they catch in hottest haps that draws a virgin’s bower, where Mahler wrote his frosted breath the wine has done its rosy deed, and front death lodge the life, the gods in? And they stand upon a sandy plain, without a twinkling eyes, sweet myrtle sicken’d in his exile; where, the Tree! Thought I would comfort my day, and shook the dooming plums ready to snort their sweet.

               49

Instead of the woman and yet the song is the sounds convey what dying tone came love of other kind behest, through wilderness were open, but amaze no more? The shore: but finding passage cast to the breezes, bowery lawns, and hope, by Cupids watching a human trammel up and snare your nipple, can find, aspire to show her woof, her temple full fringe upon the citied earth, to share is another stand upon the dull shade, I clasp thee there than to weep and pray for the end of the longest day—when garden step, he came heavily again, and give her just the whole again.

               50

And mosses that very shape of mine with your glorie shines a ioy from me again that footsteps told, without sharp sleet against thy repose; hyena foemen’s eyes; the misery, worse than a hermit’s fast—that if every mysteries of heroic touch most death from upper day thou art my ioyes for those blots that shall I be left so sad, so melancholy, so bereft! Feeling skill, I paint through the floor’s cold and stately. Said the tyrannie; and for this delight have plugged up my sockets to keep the stones;—the key turns, and tender care hath set. But that I have tied the door; she will come again!

               51

What shall see despite, fool, said my Muse to roam. Fine, enam’ling with the year, my desire shallop flitteth silken couch of callous and nail—sit on the present time, you hear your city you wouldst mount up to with meaning. Under the two Hinkseys nothing we want. To search it inward nobleness,—not like to spare, reflecting, mimick’d the grows? What does contain’d canopied, lay an untasted feast until I cried an orbed diamond bright, his fiercer by a fear that waited tiptoe divine, she knew his Face; he saw this year that he willing through all the lintel of the rye, with a hey, and thirst, my Julia, that the bough. Of bitter weeds or flowers, your wood sang and all its little grey churchmen starue. In further back, my love, than sighs was quiet in the cold retreat of sorrows, the facts. Dear, did weep over his reputed Son? Floated wide; the visions wide: whose very pangs.

               52

Of yet another kind beheld stella: now she is beauty snar’d me. And because her bed, but the wind; in winged guide, until I cried an orbed diamonded with glowing surely she will, ’twould soar and silken couched then thy censer, put in fire, and we will know, and how true my lady in his feet went swift extremity cannot reached a splendid dyes, nor look back at her but don’t bother the dressing—table cluttered syllable, or, woe betide! Hands could make us wish away, to live not only by her glade; and if I guess’d his empty the houses or with wide eye he wonders rare; and by thy pregnant led to where thou ask proof? Contrary unto reason doubtful tale from the more dear. Let me laugh awhile! Swift as a tunnel. My breath not see within a dream before. Robert Burns: pale, pale now, there is soft complete a pair, hover’d and she wrote, I hate and rich with light.

               53

What dying in your face that heat running out the bonie lass he lo’es me best of a’. If I have your vacuum cleaner breathing its tenderest be, now wide awake, for a moment’s space, and also a private place, with her going. Up among the guests; but, finding Devon, wilt thou art why should be us, and the gloom: down, down, and from their rest, in loveless bounding thee. Like Jewels polish’d porticos of awful richness, nectars—alights, for with short breath, whose emblems mix with wide-arched way, and all nigh he halted on their change that’s fine to sence, what eyes were Creature? But far from his throne, and chaste of river side watching across the door. Secret sisterhood may see, when down swell’d it forth to joy have your head toward me over the consecrations of sleep. Richly aromatic scale—i only recognize her golden mystery, and chaste of river rinses the dashing forward.

#poetry #automatically generated text #Patrick Mooney #Markov chains #Markov chain length: 7 #151 texts #sonnet sequence

[warmthintouches]

Him: I... I just woke up. I had a dream about you.

Me: 😳 what was your dream about?

Him: idk exactly. But I remember that you got out of my bed with just your undies on and you were going to open my door but you looked back at me and smiled.. it was.. kinda beautiful tbh..

Me: wow, thats honestly...very cute 😳☺

Him: yeah ikr ☺😅

Me: I want it to be real ngl 😉☺

Him: me too, its been so long since I got to see you and never with any intentions. But, I've thought about it.

Me: same 😳☺☺

Him: I cant even imagine what you'd be like..you're always soo quiet and reserved 😳😏 anywho! What did you have for breakfast.

Me: im not...im not always quiet yk 😉😏 but I haven't ate yet, I was thinking waffles.

Him: I just bit my lip so hard 🥵

Me: did you? Why? Imagining you biting your lip is pretty hot 🔥🤤

Him: you know why, don't tease me little lady 🥵😅

Me: okay okay, sorry 🤭

Him: I do like biting tho 😅

Me: I do too 😅 and other things...

Him: what kind of other things do you like? 😳👀

Me: the usual stuff... hair pulling, lip biting, ... maybe some light choking...😳👀🤤

Him: I uh...I kinda like choking too... not often but if a girl is riding me and wants to put her hands on my throat, im game. I do like to be in control usually though, but if you dislike that I coukd try not to push it. 😅

Me: 🥵🥵 you need to stop being so hot. I am not very good at being in control, I tend to be a sub tbh, except on a rare occasion when im feeling more playful 😉

Him: do I? 😈 mmm... I'd like to take control of you. Push you down onto the bed, squeeze your neck while I kiss you, hold your hands above your head while I touch you until you beg 🤤

Me: fuck, yes please 🥵🥵🥵🥵

Him: God damn 🥵😘

Me: okay now, is there anything you don't like? Absolute no nos?

Him: honestly haven't come across anything ive hated yet 😅 wbu

Me: really? Nothing thats a strict no? I guess mine are just the obvious ones... don't spit on me, no slapping, and I'm not into the whole calling me like a "little slut" thing, call me a good girl tho and im like 🤤🤤😅

Him: ill call you a good girl 😉 and yeah, I guess I wouldn't like anything up my butt. And no like...torture stuff 😅

Me: I assumed as much 😂

Him: I had a girl like.. lick near my hole and that was amazing tbh but then she put her finger up there and I was like "whoa no"

Me: 😂😂 I've never wanted to be that close to a dudes bootyhole. Don't have to worry about me putting anything up there. Although I had someone once out their thumb in mine while doing doggy and...I really did not hate that 😅

Me: omg I'm embarrassed I said that now 😳

Him: you're fine 😈 ive tried that with a few girls and I got good feed back about it.

Him: so fav position?

Me: hmm.. im down for a lot of them. Not freaky sure what my fav is...

Him: if you had to pick? 🤤

Me: probably doggy, but I enjoy riding too 🤭😉what's yours?

Him: mmm I'd like to check out your riding game 😏 my fav is probably reverse cowgirl so I can appreciate the booty 😳😁 and I like when a girl can just ride the shit out of me until she cums.

Me: 🥵🥵 I'd take you up on either of those.

Him: I want you so bad now 😅😏

Me: I was just thinking the same thing about you 😘

Him: fuck, if I didn't have to be up at 7 am I'd come get you and bring you back to my place.

Me: that would be nice but I need to go to sleep soon, I gotta be up early too.

Him: okay, we need to hang out asap. And not just bc I want to bang you 😳 I think you're pretty awesome and would enjoy just spending time with you. Getting to bang you would just be an great bonus. I don't want you to think that's all I'm interested in tho.

#treeboy

[thepinacleofintelligence]

Entry #1.

Life is cruel.

When existence is pain, what is the meaning? Why am I here.

I’m too intelligent for my own good, I often struggle in social settings. I often overthink every minute detail that I walk up to someone, stay completely silent, open my mouth to speak but I can’t, and apologize and walk away. That’s why I never walk up to anybody that I do not know. School is especially hard, but thankfully I go to a school with only around 100 people per grade. I know everyone in my grade. I keep track of who comes ans leaves, and I know many details of everyone. Almost as if they are indexed in my mind like a filing cabinet. Everyone I have ever met in my grade stays here. I would love to go into every single person, in fact, I’ll do it right now:

-1: one of the most genuinely stupid people I’ve ever met, unlike other people in my grade who pretend to have the IQ of a monkey, I’m pretty sure he is actually retarded. [yes, i can say that word, don’t even start] he is genuinely intolerable

-2: not so bright either, but tolerable. He is loud and annoying but he is nice, sometimes. He does not bother anyone, and shockingly does not bother me even though we have history together. I had an extreme obsession with him from second to ninth grade. It had waxed and waned over different times but it now has completely different disappeared due to my obsessions laying upon someone else. Good riddance.

-3: she is very nice and pleasant to be around. A swimmer, tall, athletic , and nice to everyone. I don’t think I’ve ever heard her swear. I used to swim with her, she’s one of the best on the team. I admire her a lot.

-4: An old friend of mine, we don’t really talk anymore, I know him best for being the first person in my grade to come out, he’s bisexual. He also has autism but he is very high functioning. I hate the fact he always falls for the worst people i know, like rapists and abusers.

-5: a slut. She’s dated more guys than I can count on my all fingers and toes. She also shares a name with me, my “deadname” at-least. Why is it that it is consistent that everyone who has that name is a gross person? Including myself.

-6: he’s just straight up stupid and lazy. And one of the tallest people in my grade. He also rides my bus, we don’t talk.

-7: ah, [name], she’s so nice. We’re good friends, she’s one of the nerdiest people I know. Short, blonde, and had at-least 5 books with her at all times. We used to be in scouts together too. I remember the time she punched me in the face in 8th grade student council and broke my glasses. She’s chilled out tho. I think she plays the violin.

-8: an absolute queen, I love her. We hang out together in the bathroom with her friends. I had a crush on her for the longest time.

-9: I dont really know him that well, I just know he hangs with the popular guys and has thick long curly black hair. We were in pre-k together.

-10: she moves here in eighth grade and quickly became one of the popular girls due to how beautiful she is. She has a large butt and big boobs, and she’s a devout Christian. She’s nice, I guess. she rides my bus. Apparently her mom and my dad are best friends or something.

-11: one of the only non-white people in our grade. She’s super nice, we used to be best friends for a long time but we kinda stopped talking. She’s genuinely the smartest person I know. She’s also super athletic and plays the violin, she’s perfect.

-12: my “locker mate”, his locker has always been right next to mine due to alphabetical order. He’s one of the popular guys, and he’s annoying, that’s about it.

-13: me, moving on.

-14: she’s short, blonde, and very nice. She’s very smart and is in band, I’m unsure what she plays. She’s also in my French class.

-15: one of my old best friends, we’ve had a lot of ups and downs. We don’t really talk anymore but we still get along. She was in my pre-k class.

-16: my current best friend. I’d take a bullet for them. They’ve been by my side since pre-k.

-17: a girl who moved here this year. One of the girls I hang out in the bathroom with. She’s super nice and she’s very pretty.

-18: annoying guy who’s in esports with me that has no spacial awareness. He’s super annoying, I avoid talking to him.

-19: ew. One of the popular guys, but idk how. He’s one of the most stupid, and the most annoying person I’ve ever met. He sits next to me in science and in front of me in math. I hope he moves away.

-20: one of my friends, she’s nice! She’s in band too, I can’t remember what she plays.

-21: annoying bitch, one of the popular girls. I hope she gets hit by a bus, she’s mean and loud and annoying. I wish I never had to see her face.

-22: another one of my friends, he’s really weird but it’s fine. I’m pretty sure he’s a neonazi, he also kills small animals?? Future criminal behavior. His older brother raped two girls in my grade.

-23: I want to kill him, I want to kill him, I want to kill him. The guy who abused and manipulated me for 8 months. I wish he was never born. I wish I never met him. I get panic attacks when I see him or hear his voice. Please leave my mind.

-24: tall, loud, and annoying blonde guy who moved here from Alaska. He’s in my honors classes but I don’t know because he is genuinely retarded.

-25: she’s very nice, we used to be best friends. We haven’t talked in a while. She’s the tallest girl in my grade, and very smart.

-26: very smart but very annoying. “future valedictorian” as stated by many of our teachers.

-27: short blonde guy. Idk him that well, I just know he’s a year older than everyone else.

-28: tall soccer player nerd. He wears headphones all the time, I think he might be sped but idk. He was in my pre-k class. He’s nice.

-29: most popular girl in my grade, she’s just super annoying like the rest of them. And boring.

-30: another girl I hang in the bathroom with, she’s very pretty, curvy, and super nice to me. She’s one of the toughest people I know, she could beat anyone up. She’s so cool.

-31: he’s neat, im pretty sure he’s a schizophrenic because he’s talked about seeing monsters and seeing them kill his girlfriend? Im not sure. He showed me a weird cursed video but nothings happened to me so I think he’s just a little nutty. He has very pretty eyes.

-32: she’s nice. She’s one hell of a soccer player. She threatened to kill me in 4th grade when she thought I liked her bf tho.

-33: one of my friends, she’s a huge book nerd. She’s always reading, she’s in orchestra, and she’s smart. She has a very hard to spell and pronounce last name.

-34: annoying guy with a lisp who gets in everyone else’s business.

-35: he’s in the honors class with me but I genuinely don’t know how, he never does his work and always slacks off. He’s also annoying. I used to have a crush on him in third grade.

-36: horse girl. That’s about it.

-37: i wish he was never born, he is genuinely one of the most stupid and annoying people I’ve ever met. I hope he gets hit by a bus.

-38: she got mad at me in eighth grade for the whole year because I called her a bitch once, which led me to have a crush on her for a while. Her and I get along now, she’s okay.

And this is where I leave off because I am tired, I got pretty far, huh? Maybe I’ll finish this some other time. Reminder for future me: left off on page 2, person 3.

[britishchick09]

for the first time in forever... a ranking is here!

that’s right, i’m doing another beatles ranking after 84 years! (or 7 months) i usually do these in groups of 10, but let’s do five for this one! there are 215 songs down below ;)

love

1.     ob la di ob la da anthology 3

2.     nowhere man

3.     because

4.     my bonnie

5.     i saw her standing there

6.     here comes the sun

7.     i need you

8.     the night before

9.     i’m down

10.  i’m looking through you anthology 2

11.  revolution esher

12.  christmas time is here again

13. beautiful dreamer

this is a nice little song with great backup vocals! the lower quality gives it some nostalgia (as does it being in my poto rewrite in a way!)

14. fool on the hill anthology 2

this one is so much better than the original! there’s something about paul’s slightly higher vocals and the different instrumentals that make it magical :)

really like

14.  i’ll follow the sun

15.  devil in her heart

17.  a hard day’s night

18.  she loves you

19.  with a little help from my friends

20.  do you wanna know a secret

21.  back in the ussr

22.  octopuses garden

23.  can’t buy me love

24.  strawberry fields anthology 2

25.  take good care of my baby

26.  i’ll be on my way

27.  rock and roll music

28.  i call your name

29.  all my loving

30.  baby’s in black

31.  while my guitar gently weeps anthology 3

32.  for you blue

33.  this boy

34.  don’t ever change

35.  when i’m sixty-four

36.  shout

37.  two of us

38.  penny lane

39.  the ballad of john and yoko

40.  one after 909

41.  i want to tell you

42.  things we said today

43.  i will

44.  sweet little sixteen

45.  ain’t she sweet

46.  sure to fall (in love with you)

47.  i’ll be back

48.  she came in through the bathroom window

49.  i feel fine

50.  i’ll cry instead

51.  i’ve just seen a face

52.  your bird can sing

53.  that means a lot

this one gives me rewrite eristine vibes! i like how simple yet sweet this one is :) (and it should’ve been on ‘help!’ instead of ‘dizzy miss lizzy’...)

54.  i’m looking through you

55.  matchbox

56.  honey pie esher demo

57.  i’m happy just to dance with you

58.  crying waiting hoping

59.  you won’t see me

60.  all together now

61.  i me mine

62.  anna (go to him)

63.  in my life

64.  i wanna hold your hand

65.  help

66.  ‘till there was you

67.  across the universe wwf

68.  maggie mae

69.  boys

70.  i don’t want to spoil the party

71.  don’t pass me by

72.  wait

73.  yes it is

74.  i’m so tired

75.  p.s i love you

76.  what goes on

77.  for no one

78.  hold me tight

79.  ticket to ride

80.  across the universe

81.  she said she said

82.  i’m a loser

83.  another girl

84.  revolution

85.  oh darling

86.  i’m gonna sit right down and cry over you

87.  eight days a week

88.  nothin’ shakin’

89.  something

90.  revolution 1

91.  birthday

92.  yellow submarine

93.  please please me

94.  mother nature’s son

95.  i’m only sleeping

96.  maxwell’s silver hammer

97.  sgt. pepper’s lonely hearts club band

98.  get back

like

99.  the honeymoon song

100.         besame mucho

101.         you’ve really got a hold on me

102.         we can work it out

103.         while my guitar gently weeps

104.         money (that’s what i want)

105.         all you need is love

106.         please mr postman

107.         act naturally

108.         hello goodbye

109.         good day sunshine

110.         norwegian wood

111.         solider of love

it’s not about sailor venus, but it has great john/backup vocals :)

112.         you never give me your money

113.         and i love her

114.         good night

115.         what you’re doing

116.         yesterday

117.         when i get home

118.         don’t let me down

119.         blackbird

120.         she’s leaving home

121.         teddy boy

122.         glass onion

123.         i’ll get you

124.         from me to you

125.         here there and everywhere

126.         any time at all

127.         ooh my soul

128.         can you dig it

129.         tell me what you see

130.         ask me why

131.         i’ve got a feeling

132.         thank you girl

133.         lady madonna

134.         hey bulldog

135.         your mother should know

136.         sexy sadie

137.         every little thing

138.         i should’ve known better

139.         getting better

140.         tell me why

141.         got to get you into my life

142.         love me do

143.         misery

144.         you’re gonna lose that girl

145.         roll over beethoven

146.         let it be

147.         fixing a hole

148.         eleanor rigby

149.         dear prudence

150.         fool on the hill

151.         martha my dear

152.         if i fell

153.         long tall sally

154.         chains

155.         magical mystery tour

156.         twist and shout

157.         hey jude

158.         julia

159.         paperback writer

160.         old brown shoe

161.         you’ve got to hide your love away

162.         cry baby cry

163.         michelle

164.         day tripper

165.         ob la di ob la da

166.         strawberry fields forever

167.         a day in the life

168.         no reply

169.         long long long

170.         it’s only love

171.         dizzy miss lizzy

172.         you like me too much

173.         if i needed someone

174.         the word

175.         mr. moonlight

176.         you can’t do that

177.         little child

178.         kansas city/hey hey hey

179.         come together

180.         slow down

181.         the continuing story of bungalow bill

182.         baby it’s you

183.         all i got to do

184.         the long and winding road

185.         being for the benefit of mr. kite

186.         honey pie

187.         taxman

188.         there’s a place

189.         don’t bother me

eh

190.         not a second time

191.         lucy in the sky with diamonds

192.         helter skelter

193.         baby you’re a rich man

194.         good morning good morning

195.         dig it

196.         piggies

197.         i want you (she’s so heavy)

198.         rocky raccoon

199.         it won’t be long

200.         i wanna be your man

201.         girl

202.         dig a pony

203.         happiness is a warm gun

204.         like dreamers do

205.         a taste of honey

206.         dr. robert

207.         a shot of rhythm and blues

208.         you know my name (look up the number)

209.         it’s all too much

210.         only a northern song

211.         drive my car

212.         blue jay way

213.         love you to

214.         i am the walrus

215.         revolution 9

#beatles rankings #i've been listening to the songs i have so i don't come across new songs as often #but the one i discovered today inspired me to make a new one! :D

[froggiebabyy]

DATING RAFE CAMERON WOULD INCLUDE:

He’s kinky asf

Very dominant but loves seeing you in control once in a while

“Remember who is in control, darling”

very overprotective of you

Always needing to know where you are

“If he looks at you again I’m going to kill him”

“Touch her and you’re dead”

Making out with you when a guy looks at you to let them know you are his

Would make out with you in front of his friends too to make them jealous

Lots of knife and gunplay- dragging it along your thighs and cunt, smirking while doing so

Very toxic

“Did I say you could talk to him?”

“Remember your mine and only mine”

Snorting coke off your body (inner thigh, stomach, collarbone, chest)

Choking

“Mr and Mrs country club”- Barry

“Oh yeah?”

Would pin you against the wall

He would argue with you a lot

In heated arguments he would punch the wall beside you but would instantly regret it if you got scared

Would say sorry by buying gifts and showing load of affection

Would spoil you all the time

Angry sex

Aggressive make out sessions

Would grab your thigh whenever he can

When he smokes he would blow it in your face

“You know you can’t resist me”

Loves pda

Can’t keep his hands off you

Crying in your arms when he fights with his dad

Only opens up to you

Would never let you leave him

Give you his clothes to wear

He keeps you away from his dad

A sucker for neck and jawline kisses and would make sure to leave visible hickeys

“My pretty girl”

Has a soft spot for you

He is really demanding

Would grab your waist to move you

Being the hottest couple at parties

Red led lights during sex

Would gaslight you

“I need you”

“Everything I’ve done is for you”

His cold rings on your body

Hands on your ass when kissing

“I’m not finished with you yet babe”

Drunk rafe is really caring and really clingy

High rafe gets really angry and will take his problems out on you

“Take it like a good girl”

Would climb through your window at night

Whispering in your ear dirty things especially in public

Forehead kisses

Takes you golfing and then would make out with you at the back of the cart

Genuinely thinks your the most beautiful girl in the world

“Fuck just like that”

Would do stuff to make you jealous

He pretends to hate when you play with his hair and call him “rafey”

“Princess”

Smirking 24/7

Holds your waist down when he gives you head

“You look so hot”

“The things I’m gonna do to you when we get home”

Late night drives

Loves to make you unable to walk the next day

Sitting on his lap when around his friends and at parties

He is always saying sorry and repeating his actions

Motorcycle rides

Is good with his hands

Hates when you talk to another guy

Loves to see you flustered and bothered

Eye contact

Always teasing you

“I love you”

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