Tumgik
#sidemenimagine
lvrslvt3 · 11 months
Text
ANOTHER BLANKET | h. lewis
Tumblr media Tumblr media
main masterlist | youtube masterlist
pairings : harrylewis x reader
summary : reader is being harassed by a creepy man harry is a little too late to save her. [ words ]
warnings : creepy man, verbal sexual harassment, very mild violence, alcohol use, drugs mentioned. established relationship
notes : this is my first ever fic so i’m very sorry if it’s bad and for any mistakes, if you have any suggestions or requests feel free to say.
halfway through the third day of the festival you had left most of your group to go and see another band with a few of the girls you had met — not interested in the artist the boys were obsessed with.
obviously, despite harry trusting you with his life, the boys had instructed you to meet them by a certain group of port-a-loos so they could take you back to the campsite safely, the girls you were with had kept you company until it turned quiet and they had to leave to find their own tent, meaning you were now stood alone.
your outfit was way too revealing for the current weather since you hadn’t fully realised how cold it would be until now, when all the adrenaline and excitement was rushed out of you and all you wanted was to go to sleep. you were almost leaning against the makeshift toilet as you waited.
sighing out, you glanced down at your phone but harry hadn’t sent any more texts except the last one only ten minutes ago reading ‘on my way’. crossing your arms you tried to find any body heat as you looked for your boyfriend and his group of friends.
“you cold?” the voice almost made you jump but your body had slowed down with todays activities. at first glance you could tell that the man speaking to you was on something with his fuzzy looking eyes and slurred speech. you weren’t sure what he was on but you didn’t want to be around it.
you didn’t answer his question directly, instead just shaking your head with a polite smile. “i’m fine, thanks.” you expected him to go away but instead he continued to stare you down, causing you to pull up your low waisted trousers a little more to hide yourself from the creepy man.
“just waiting on my boyfriend and his friends to come and get me…” you felt extremely uncomfortable in his presence, so you used the trick you usually did. men — especially ones that are drunk or on drugs — didn’t fully respect you until they knew you had a man.
of course he was different, a lazy smirk finding its way onto his dirty looking face. “so?” he shrugged while taking a step closer to you, now only a little bit away from where you stood backed up against the loo’s.
you glanced down at your phone and typed out a text quickly before sending it, simply saying the words ‘hurry, creepy man’ because you knew it would have harry running across the field until he found you. “are you okay?” you questioned the man in hopes he would back away.
you were trying to keep him distracted so he wouldn’t be solely focused on getting close to you. “i am now i’m with you, baby.” his bad attempt at being smooth made you physically cringe, but you stood up straight instead of showing weakness.
“my boyfriend is on his way right now, he’ll be here any second.” you stated in hopes on scaring him off. instead, he took another step until he was directly infront of you. he smelled disgusting but he didn’t seem to notice or mind.
“i don’t see any boyfriend, girl—“
he reached out his hand to touch you just as you kicked him straight in the balls as hard as you were able to. he let out an very audible grunt before falling to the ground quickly after.. “you little bitch!” he swore out before hissing in pain again.
you took a few steps away from the man on the ground, ignoring his rambles when you heard the noise of people trecking over the grass using a very fast pace. the sudden noise only installed more fear in you — right up until you realised who it was.
harry, ethan and tobi were running toward you full speed, all of them looking relieved when they saw that you were fine. “there’s my little guardian angels.” a smile graced your face at the sight of them.
harry immediately began to check you were okay before wrapping an arm around your shoulders and placing a kiss firmly on to the top of your head. “jesus christ, you scared the shit out of me.” finally, you felt safe.
“no worries, i handled him.” you referenced to the man still on the ground. “what the fuck did you do to him, y/n?” ethan chuckled slightly at the agony the man on the floor was currently experiencing.
“i only kneed him in the balls, he’s overreacting.” you brushed the creepy man off while leaning further into harry’s chest, beginning to walk away from the scene, feeling glad the boys hadn’t spoken to the drugged out man.
“you’re not going off on your own again—“ harry squeezed your shoulder to get his point across, “i’ll come wherever you want, ‘kay?” he peered down at you as you nodded with a small smile on your lips.
“where’s the rest of yous?” you questioned as all four of you joined the much smaller crowd walking towards the tents. most people had headed straight for bed while others took there time. “they copped out early.” was the answer.
“yeah, like big losers.” ethan’s own comment sent him into a fit of laughter, far too drunk to realise that no one else was joining in. tobi chuckled slightly at his friend until they finally reached there campsite. you all had paid extra for a nicer area, in which there wasn’t campfires set by drunks ready to burn down all of your belongings.
“night, tobs, thanks for making sure i was okay.” you gave the boy a half hug before glancing at ethan that was already stumbling off to go and find his own tent. “need any help with him?” you referred to the almost black out boy.
“nah, he’ll be fine.” tobi answered before following after the ginger. “come on, then.” harry wrapped his arms properly around you to lead you to your shared tent, climbing in quietly to not disturb anybody else.
“i feel dead.” you murmured with a grunt while harry zipped back up the opening. you quickly changed out of your restricting clothes into a baggy shirt and some pyjama shorts, finally able to become fully comfortable.
“we’ll don’t die until monday,” harry joked as he aswell changed into sweatpants to sleep in, “i’m not driving home with those idiots.” he referenced to your friends that were currently in there own tents.
you only chuckled before climbing into the large sleeping bag you had purchased together, a very thin mattress underneath that kept you both off of the ground by a few inches and made sleeping a lot easier for the both of you.
“hurry up.” you groaned out while harry set his clothes away, “i’m freezing.” you complained until he finally climbed into your shared sleeping bag, the goosebumps on your arms slowly fading as you snuggled into him for warmth.
“alright, babe, i already have a blanket i don’t need another.” he teased you but held you closer until you were practically draped over him. you didn’t even bother to react — too used to your boyfriends teasing comments.
instead you let the silence respond to him so you could finally close yout eyes and let exhaustion take over. thankfully, you fell asleep quickly thanks to your sore limbs and harry’s overly warm body making the sleeping bag feel like your own personal oven.
715 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 1 year
Text
Hands
No warning just Fluff!
Requests: OPEN 
I noticed it a few months ago. Harry and I had been going out for around a year, making it official 8 months ago and I couldn't be happier. Harry had cute little traits that intensified when we were together. Like when he got nervous, excited or frustrated he would fall over his words, most times resorting in a jumbled gibberish that I had to try and decipher. Or the scratching of the spot just below his shoulder. Once again whenever an intense emotion overtook him you could spot him scratching away at the place, however, this was down more to nerves than anything, or when he was trying to hide a secret from me. This just made me giggle and act nonchalant, finding out everything I needed to know just hours later, because no matter how much he tried he was so bad at keeping secrets. 
Then there was this new little trait I had found out about 3 months ago. At first I thought nothing of it, just a sweet gesture from a boyfriend to his adorning girlfriend. The first time I noticed it I was watching him play a Sunday 7-a-side with his friends at the small little pitch they seemed to frequent. It was only October but England being England meant that on this particular day a hat, gloves and scarf were needed. I rubbed my gloved hands together as I watched Will aim but miss the goal especially signalling halftime. I smiled as Harry jogged up to me to talk. “Hey, you guys suck” I giggled as he leant on the barrier that separated us. “Yh they do, don’t they” he said with a goofy smile. As he said this he had sneaked his hands in between mine. It took me a moment but soon the ice cold touch of his penetrated the heat of my gloves and I scrunched my eyebrows looking down. Only to see my hands cupped around his own. “You’re freezing” I half whispered, concern lacing my voice “that’s why you’re here.” he said cheekily before the whistle was blown and the players begrudgingly made their way back to the pitch, realising today was not a great day to play football. 
The next instance wasn’t even a week later. I was lounging on the sofa in my apartment whilst Harry was showering. I was mindlessly scrolling through TikTok looking at the different dramas of the week when I heard the water turn off and wet feet padding around my bathroom. “Whats this?” I heard Harry's voice from down the corridor. I lifted my head to look in the direction of my hallway and awaited the figure of my boyfriend emerging. “Soon enough he came out, a towel around his torso, holding a black tube, his wet hair flopping in front of his eyes as he squinted at the bottle. “Let me see” I said , reaching for the bottle, moving to sit crossed legged as Harry stood at the end of the sofa in front of me. “Oh it’s my hand cream, the one you like the smell of” I smiled , handing back the bottle. A look of ‘I know what it is you idiot’ crossed Harry's face as a smile quickly replaced it. “Can I have some?” he said, still examining the bottle. “Sure” I shrugged, reaching for my phone. As I looked up I saw Harry with a goofy smile and his arm outstretched passing me the tube. I just rolled my eyes and opened the bottle, taking some cream and starting to massage it into his hands. “Wow your hands are so soft” I heard him mumble, causing a light blush to grace my cheeks. 
When we went shopping a month ago it happened again. I tend to get distracted and just walk to things I think look pretty. On this day a beautiful custom bag in the centre of a display in one of my favourite shops across the street had caught my eye. I started walking towards it, to admire it closer, forgetting we had a list of things we needed to get before the shops closed. “Hey hey hey where are you going” I heard Harry's voice as a protective hand was wrapped around mine. “Oh it's fine i'm just going to go and have a look at that shop over there” i smiled at him. “It's way too crowded, I will come with you, just don’t let go” he said protectively as we navigated our way through the crowd so I could reach my destination. 
And then last week we sat at dinner with some of his friends. The dinner had finished and we all sat in idle chatter. Talia was talking about the wedding plans and Harry was stuck in conversation with Ethan on the other side of him.  “Oh and i was so torn between these two different shades for the flowers” Talia carried on as she showed me and the girls some pictures on her phone when i noticed a presence on top of my left hand. I cast my eyes down for a split second seeing Harry's right hand wrapped around my own hand. I cast my gaze back to Talia's phone as a soft smile graced my lips. I moved my hand so it wrapped around Harrys and noticed his own hand tense a little before settling into its familiar position. 
It was not just these obvious acts of affection that I had picked up on either. But whenever we went out for a walk it took less than two minutes for his hands to find mine, or for our hands to interlock over the table at dinner, being sat at one of our apartments and for us to just be sat there and his hands always found mine. I found it comforting, and the fact that this was probably a subconscious trait that he didn’t even realise he was doing made it even sweeter and special to me.
582 notes · View notes
simpstar123 · 4 years
Text
Take Me Home || Simon Minter
Requested - No, but as usual requests are open 💕
A/n - this imagine is unrelated to birthdays but I finished it last night and got excited about it so...happy birthday Simon ♍
Word count - 1,665
9.7.20
Tumblr media
I wake up to my phone buzzing somewhere near my head. Blindly reaching under my pillow, I grab it and slide it towards me, just close enough to read the caller ID. It's none other than Simon Minter, my ex-boyfriend. My first thought is that it's a butt dial, or that he'd gotten drunk and was calling to cry and apologize for how things ended. We'd been through it all, especially when we'd first separated. Neither of us had done it in a while, though, considering the break up was three or four months ago now. I debate whether or not to call back for a minute or so, but he calls again before I can decide. My finger hovers over the screen for a second before finally, I answer it.
"Hello?" I say softly, sitting up on the edge of my bed. Simon's laughter is loud and startles the hell out of me. After a moment or two, he gets quiet, giving me a few seconds to try and clear wake myself up a little more.
"Y/n, guess what?" he says, his words slurring together. He sounds almost drunk enough that he won't remember any of the night's events. I sigh quietly, hoping that he's alright. Our relationship didn't end on the best terms, but there were no hard feelings between us, not that I knew of anyway.
"What?" I ask as I stare out the window. My question is met by more giggling from Simon, to which I roll my eyes. Eventually, he mumbles something that I assume is a response, except I couldn't actually understand any of it.
"Excuse me?" I say, trying to get Simon to focus. He laughs again before sighing and becoming more serious.
"Can you come and pick me up?" he replies, suddenly sounding worried and desperate. Out of everything I'd been expecting of the call, this wasn't on the list. I scoff, reluctantly getting out of bed.
"Why?" I ask, flicking on the lights and starting to look for an outfit. I put my phone on speaker and start changing into a plain t-shirt and jeans. Then, I quickly take my phone into my bathroom so I could fix my hair. Simon remains silent for quite a bit, although I can't tell whether he's thinking or if he stopped paying attention.
"I'm lost," he says quietly, embarrassment evident in his voice. I chuckle to myself and pick the phone back up, taking it off speaker again as I start leaving my flat.
"Can't you call one of the boys?" I sigh, pacing by my front door. It's not like I don't want to help, but I do prefer avoiding awkward situations. Simon makes a couple of noises on the other end of the line before answering.
"They probably all went home already," he groans at the sudden realization. I quickly head for the lift, knowing that I was Simon's only option at this point.
"Josh wouldn't have let you just wander off," I say to Simon gently as I exit the lift and walk outside of my building. I hear him suck in a deep breath on the other end of the line.
"I told him I was going home," he replies, a hint of regret lingering in his words. As I get into my car, I put my phone on speaker again and begin thinking everything over.
"Why?" I ask carefully, trying to keep myself from sounding too annoyed. He sighs and stays silent for a minute while I shut my eyes.
"I wanted to take a walk alone," he says, obviously being vague on purpose. I just nod along and tap my fingers on the steering wheel. Finally, I start the car and grab my phone, ready to end the call.
"Okay, where are you? I'll come get you," I tell him as I pick my phone back up. Simon laughs nervously, and I can practically hear the cogs turning in his head.
"I have no idea," he sighs, admitting defeat and causing me to roll my eyes. I think for a second, chewing on my lip anxiously.
"Drop me your location and stay where you are," I say firmly, staring through the windshield at the peaceful night sky and the nearly empty street. Simon murmurs something, and then a text comes through with a location about 10 minutes from my flat. I groan internally, but otherwise, I quickly tell Simon that I'm on my way.
"Can you stay on the phone with me?" he asks quickly. I leave my phone on speaker in the passenger seat as I pull away from the curb and start down the street.
"Sure, why?" I say, focusing mostly on finding Simon instead of talking to him.
"There's a big group of guys, like a gang or something, they're looking at me weird," he explains almost inaudibly. I sigh softly and drive a little faster. Simon whispers something else that I don't hear, and I shake my head slightly.
"Yeah, I'm almost there anyway. You aren't too far from my place," I reply, turning down another street and glancing at the directions on my phone again. Simon scoffs quietly.
"I know," he says, almost too fast and too low for me to hear. I abruptly stop at a stop sign, trying to figure out how he knew that much if he didn't even know where he was.
"What?" I ask, continuing down the road, almost to his location. He clears his throat and stutters on the other end for a couple of seconds.
"Is this you pulling up?" he questions, stepping off the curb at the corner. I nod, stopping the car and grabbing my phone to end the call. Simon climbs into the passenger seat and buckles himself in without looking at me.
"Finally," he says with a sigh, relaxing into the seat. I glance out my window at the group of men, all dressed in dark clothing and smoking cigarettes.
"Hello to you too," I reply, starting to drive away. "Am I taking you back to yours?" I notice Simon fiddling with his hands out of the corner of my eye. He takes a deep breath and shakes his head.
"Actually, uh, I don't have my key. And you know JJ, he's probably asleep..." he explains quickly, looking out of his window the whole time. I roll my eyes, glancing over at him before returning my gaze to the road.
"Well, where do you want me to take you?" I ask, already feeling like I know the answer. Simon stays quiet for a few seconds as if he's pretending to think about it.
"Back to yours?" he says, voice wavering. I press the brakes, checking my mirrors to make sure nobody else is on this stretch of road with us.
"Simon," I warn, focusing on him intently. He looks at me before hurriedly looking down again. Suddenly feeling bad, I sigh and head in the direction of my flat.
"You haven't spent the night since..." I say, trailing off as I think of the night we broke up. He'd stormed out, and he hadn't been back in my flat since then. I wince at the thought and feel a lump start to form in my throat.
"I know, but please," he whispers as he plays with the hem of his shirt.
"Fine," I reply, feeling Simon's eyes on me, "Just don't expect me to make you breakfast."
"You used to," he says softly, causing my mind to go completely blank. His gaze lingers on me for a little while until, finally, he looks out the window again. The next few minutes of the ride are silent, and the tension in the car slowly becomes thicker and thicker. I park outside of my building, silently getting out. Simon follows me through the door and into the lift.
"Why did you call me, anyway?" I ask, trying to keep my eyes on anything but him.
"It's just, something I always did, I guess," he replies, shrugging tiredly. I nod, watching the doors open as the lift stops at my floor. Simon lets me step out first, and I quickly make my way to the door of my flat to unlock it.
Once we're inside, I go straight to my bedroom and grab some of Simon's clothes that he'd left here for him to sleep in. He looks at them for a few moments, swallows hard, and the two of us quickly get changed in silence.
"You willing to share your bed with me?" he says, sitting on the edge of my bed as we make eye contact. Finally, I nod and start getting under the covers.
"Only if it gets you to shut up," I sigh as I shut my eyes. The bed moves a bit as Simon climbs under the covers beside me, keeping to his side of the bed. I try to stay quiet and fall asleep quickly to avoid any more awkward interaction with him.
"I kinda missed this, you know," Simon whispers, instantly making me cringe. I shift uncomfortably and stare at the wall, still facing away from him.
"Go to sleep, Si. You're drunk," I say without looking in his direction. The tension reenters the room even stronger this time as we both get quiet. I close my eyes again and pull the blanket tighter around me.
"I love you," Simon says softly from behind me. A lump rises in my throat, and I dig my nails into my arm a little.
"Love you too, dickhead," I laugh, but it sounds forced.
"No, Y/n I...I think I still love you," he continues, and I start to feel his eyes burning into the back of my head. I tense up, nodding absentmindedly. Finally, I clear my throat and take a deep breath.
"Simon I-" I say, pausing to try and get rid of the shakiness in my voice, "I think I still love you too."
69 notes · View notes
sidemenyesplease · 4 years
Note
what about something with tobi where u get a dog together or something fluffy :)
Tobi - puppy
Type - fluff fluff
Warnings - none
Requested- yes, my first Tobi request🥺
A/n - this sucks and it’s like really short I���m so sorry :/
Posted 24.3.20
Tumblr media
(Y/n’s pov)
“Can we pleaseeeeeeeeeee get a puppy?” I pleaded dragging the e as I looked up at Tobi pouting for the 40th time this week and it’s only Wednesday
“Fine” he answered sighing as we cuddled
“Plea- wait what?” My head jolted up as I looked over at him surprised on him finally giving in on me as all his answers have been no
He smiled at my reaction and nodded his head meaning yet
“Like really really?” I asked not wanting this to be a joke and let down
“Yes” he laughed at seeing how exited I got
“And we’re going now” he explained getting up from the sofa and pulling me up with him
“Wait?” My eyes widen as I realised what he said and let it sunk in
“Thank you thank you thank you thank you” I repeated as I suffocated him with a hug
“Ok ok” he laughed trying to get out of my arms
“Sorry” I apologised once I calmed down
“It’s fine , let’s go” he said giving me a kiss before he gently grabbed my hand and took me outside to his car
“I’m going to die I’m going to die I’m going to die” I explained as I was told we were at the shelter to look for a dog
Tobi just rolled his eyes and smiled at me as we both got out of the car and closed our doors
We were in the building and looking around for that special dog that grabbed our attention the most
I stoped in my track once I looked over and saw a puppy in the back alone looking sad
“Thats the one” I whispered to Tobi making him look over to the poor puppy
“His been here for two months now” the shop owner explained softly with a sad face
“I don’t know why no one has picked him yet” she counted making me pout and look over to Tobi seeing him nod
“What’s his name?” He asked her as my attention was on the puppy who was already looking over at me. I just wanted to take up and cuddle already
“Biscuit” the girl answered smiling at us
“I think y/n is already attacked to him” Tobi laughed making me nod but not taking my eyes of Biscuit
“Shall we go over to him?” The lady asked earning me to nod yes straight away seeing her smile that someone’s going to get him
“Hello buddy” I whispered as I got down on one knee and held my hand out as he started to lick it I looked straight over to Tobi
“He is cute” Tobi confessed making me smile
“Soooo?” I asked still looking at biscuit
“Well take him” Tobi told the girl making my smile widen
127 notes · View notes
5secondsof-leah · 6 years
Text
Just My Type
Tumblr media
cracraforfandoms said: Heyyyy!! Do you write for Lewis Redman? Sdmn of the sdmn lmao, fence basher all that. Would you do a cute one where he’s shy around the reader and she’s also a YouTuber, and likes him too and makes any excuse to help him/get close to him? If not would you be able to do it w vik or tobi? Not enough written bout those 2. Either way love your stuff! Xoxo
so sorry its genuinely so bad lmao
''Lewis!'' You shouted from the kitchen in the sidemen house. You are helping Lewis with a few of late orders which need to go out in the next few days. They weren't sent to the warehouse because they had an overflow of orders this week, you and Lewis used to help with the orders so you both decided to volunteer to give some extra help. Lewis is always really shy around you, with Freya being quite close to the both of you she has told you how he has a tendency to speak about you quite often as well as always asking if you're going to be at an event which he has been invited too. When you are both together you get on like a house of fire, constantly bantering and cracking jokes here and there. However today you are beginning to get slightly annoyed with him due to him not wanting to help as much as you would like him too.
''What?'' He groaned, walking into the room with his eyes fixed onto his phone instead of looking your way to see what you wanted.
''Are you ever going to stop texting today? I understand you've got your many girls to keep occupied but come on I need your help at some point today,'' You sighed, bending back down to the floor to grab the contents of this order that you need to baggage together. ''I thought today would be a good idea for us to spend some time together as well as getting these deliveries done seen as we have both been so busy recently,''
''Wait, you really think I have girls to keep occupied?'' He asked, finally dropping his attention to your direction, placing his phone in his pocket. His eyes rested on you as you carried on doing the delivery. ''I was actually texting Freya,''
''Well I think Freya is taken and this delivery isn't going to get done itself,'' You chuckled lightly, trying to make some sort of fun out of the situation when in reality it wasn't fun for you at all.
''Just stop a minute,'' Lewis's hand came into contact with your waist, making you drop the contents of the delivery onto the kitchen counter, you rolled your eyes before taking a deep breath and turning around to face Lewis who was towering over you. ''We've been talking about you, Me and Freya I mean,''
''Why?'' you scrunched up your eyebrows, why would they have been both talking about you? This sudden confidence from Lewis is surprising but actually likeable. Butterflies arose in your stomach as his hand stroked down your arm before taking hold of your hand.
''As soon as Freya said she wanted both me and you here on your own to help with the delivery I knew it would be the right time and place to ask you but.. do you want to go out for a drink or something? Maybe after we finish up here? Freya has been begging me and begging me to ask you on a date, she says that all I talk about is you and all you talk about is me. Every time I find out that were going to be spending time together I get so excited because, I don't know, your gorgeous, your funny, we get on so well and there is never a dull moment. So, Y/N, What do you say?''
You bit your lip, looking down at the floor trying to hide the growing smile which is growing bigger and bigger by the second, you brought your eyes up to look in Lewis's direction, his hand still having a grip on your own. You nodded you head, the smile now evidently showing on yours and his face, both mirroring each others. Lewis's arms pulled you in for a hg, his head resting on top of yours due to the height difference. you wrapped your arms around his neck, burying your face into his shoulder. Lewis pulled back, his free hand now resting on the side of your face as he took in your appearance, making you blush heavily. He placed a soft kiss on top of your forehead before bringing you closer to him again.
''The sooner we get this delivery done then the sooner we can go,'' He spoke, solely coming away from your body and picking up one of the delivery notes.
''I am so glad that I told Freya you are Just My Type,''
66 notes · View notes
sdmnimagine101-blog · 7 years
Photo
Tumblr media
Imagine you taking a selfie with Simon.
2 notes · View notes
sweetheartobrien · 8 years
Text
night out
requested?: Yes by @side-angel​
warnings?: slight violence and swearing
word count: 1225
pairing: Cal x Simon x Karren
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Karren’s POV
We had a night out planned, not everyone could make it but most of us went. It was Me, Cal(freezy), Simon, JJ, Ethan, Josh, Freya and Vik. There wasn’t really much is a special occasion we all just thought we deserved a drink and a dance after going to vidcon.
I decided on casual clothing so I wore a pair of light jeans, a cropped T-shirt and a pair of small black heels. Vik drove me, Cal, Simon and JJ while Josh drove Freya and Ethan since they had decided they weren’t going to drink tonight. I was waiting in the kitchen of the sidemen house with Simon and Cal since we were the first ready. I was just scrolling through my phone talking to my friend Jade (sorry I had to) who was currently watching stranger things, I had invited her out but she decided to stay at home for the night. I turned to the bus who were having their own conversation.
“Hey guys! I’m feeling my self right now take a picture with me” I requested.
They both agreed and came over to me. I lifted my phone and opened the camera but the way I was holding it meant that their heads were getting cut out of the photo.
“Give me the phone, you’re so small” Simon laughed, taking the phone out of my hand and snapping a picture.
“Hey we look great in that! Put it on Instagram” Cal smiled at the phone.
“We do, I’ll do it now then” I agreed.
I posted the picture tagged the boys and captioned it ‘night out with my boys, should be fun 💙’ once everyone else was ready we left for the pub, which was like an hour after we were scheduled to leave.
We got to the pub and headed straight to the bar to get drinks, I ordered a margarita to start with. We got a booth in the corner and all sat down. Not long after sitting down one of my favourite songs came on ‘kiss kiss’ and I got overly excited.
“C'mon who’s dancing with me?” I stood up and offered “Simon?”.
He looked at me and smirked.
“Fine”
I out my hand out and he took it, I led him to the dance floor. We started to dance and he placed his hands on my waist, smiling at me. When the song was finished I was about to walk back to our booth when Simon grabbed my wrist.
“Wanna get another drink?” He asked.
“Yeah sure” I walked over to the bar with him.
We sat down at the bar as Simon ordered us drinks.
“Hey can I tell you something?” He asked.
I was slightly nervous at this but nodded anyway as a signal for him to continue.
“Look I’m only telling you this because I’m a little tipsy and my ego is bigger than usual, l’ll regret it if I actually never tell you spree it goes. Karren I really like you and I see you as more than just a friend I don’t know what to call it but I do have some sort of feeling for you. You don’t have to say anything back, as long as you know how I feel I’m happy”
I was shocked to say the least, Simon telling me that he has feelings or me was something I had never thought would happen I just sat and smiled at him.
The rest of the night was a ball we laughed,we,danced, we drank and I had forgotten about the whole Simon thing that was until Cal pulled me aside to talk to me. He took me outside and he looked a little nervous. Seemed like an understatement to be honest.
“So Karren I just thought I’d tell you this now, I like you, a lot actually and I guess I wanna know if you feel the same”
Shit.
Simon’s POV
I was looking for Karren and Cal since I hadn’t seen them in about five minutes. I wandered outside the pub to try and find them. There they were standing just a foot or two from the door when I heard Cal say something.
“So Karren I just thought I’d tell you this now, I like you, a lot actually and I guess I wanna know if you feel the same” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing!
Literally about an hour after I tell Karren my feelings for her Cal has to go and say that! I was more than upset, more than angry, my blood was boiling! I stormed over to them, the fury just pouring out of me.
“Cal! What the fuck man!” I yelled coming between them both.
“What?” He was acting confused.
“How could you do this?! I told you what I was gonna do tonight, you knew I was gonna tell Karren and I did like an hour ago so what the fuck?!” My voice raised with every word.
“Simon calm down please” Karren put her hand on my shoulder.
“I can’t! He knew! He knew how I felt and he goes and does this! Can’t believe you man!” I turned away to head back inside when Cal muttered something under his breath.
Karren’s POV
“What?!” Simon spun around to face Cal.
“I said you’re not you’re not worth her time” Cal spoke up getting in Simons face.
“Cal I swear to god don’t you dare make me anymore angrier” Simon backed away.
I could tell he didn’t want to ruin the night, but Cal wasn’t helping.
“I’m not the one being a prick about it” Cal retorted.
Before I could even comprehend what he said Simon punched Cal square in the face.
“Told you not to make me angry mate”
“Okay that’s enough just stop arguing this isn’t getting anyone anywhere” I told them both.
But I was ignored, Cal tackled Simon to the ground and there was no way they were gonna listen to me now. I rushed inside to get the others, once I found them I didn’t really explain what was going on I was too worried they were going to badly hurt eachother. Once I got everyone outside Simon was on top of Cal punching him. Ethan and JJ grabbed Simon and pulled him off of Cal, cal went to jump and go for Simon again but before he could Vik and Josh caught him and dragged him away.
“What is wrong with you both!” Josh exclaimed seeming rather aggy at the situation.
They stayed silent, their faces bloodied and knuckles bruised.
“Fuck this shit” Cal spat blood onto the floor and began to walk away.
Vik tried to call after him but he just held his hand at head height as he wandered down the road.
“Karren I’m so-” Simon began to apologize before I cut him off
. “Forget it Simon… I just wanna go home now” I sighed.
Josh offered to drive me home and I accepted Freya joined us. I at in the back seat of the car and as we drove away I saw Simon sitting on a bench with his head in his hands. Everyone else around him making sure he wasn’t hurt too bad but I think he was, not physically but emotionally and I think it was partly my fault.
23 notes · View notes
augustsunset · 9 years
Text
Insomnia and pranks
word count: 913 Pairing: readerxsidemen Warning: few swears Summary: you go to insomnia with the sidemen and you guys end up playing some pranks on Each other, let's just say things get messy. A rather loud and obnoxious noise ran through you ears making you groan in annoyance. Seconds later a soft object, which was obviously a pillow, hit your head with quite a lot of force making you jump up in shock. "What the fuck was that for?!" You mumbled burying your head into the pillow before Sitting up and opening your eyes to see the hysterical faces of Josh, JJ and Harry. You turn to see Harry was on the floor in hysterics, JJ was clenching his stomach in laughter and Josh just smirked at you like he was happy with waking you up at this time. You rolled your eyes at Harry and JJ as it wasn't even that funny just annoying, you thought to yourself "Insomnia, nice face by the way" Josh says simply, Replying to your earlier question as the 3 run out your room. What the fuck? You thought. Your face? What's wrong with your face? Pulling the covers off your bare legs, the cold air hit them sending a shiver up your spine. You head to the bathroom and look straight it the mirror, realising what Josh meant. Remembering The night before, you were out like a light after hours of traveling so the guys must of snuck in and decided to decorate your face. "Why am I friends with them idiots" you mumble, trying to scrub off the marker that covered 80% of your face at the moment. Soon words like 'emon' and 'JJ is a vagina' were washed away from your face and satisfied that you washed everything off you continued to get ready for insomnia. Popping your head out the hotel room you see the guys have already left you for their live stream and meet ups. Shrugging your shoulders, you strolled down to the main hall where the event was taking place. You looked around for people until you spotted, Over in the corner, a group of people you know, which benefits you not looking like an idiot all alone. "yo squeezy , weller" you shout waving to them as your walk through the conference hall. Walking to the side of the stage where the sidemen where doing their live stream you met up with the 2 guys who were there waiting for you to arrive. "Don't call me calsqueezy" Callum groaned, burying his head in his hands in disbelief. You chuckled to yourself at how much he hates the name that simon gave him. Wait hold up! If cal hates the name he will want to get back at simon, meaning he'll help you with your plan. A devilish smile appears on your face as you turn to Joe and Callum. "Can you help me with something?" You say sweetly as the guys look between each other. "What is it?" Joe asks suspicious to what's going on. "We're going to prank the sidemen". Soon your plan of action was planned out. You were going to attack from the back, calfreezy from the left and Joe weller from the right. Perfect. This was payback for them or putting graffiti on your face earlier, you thought to yourself as you collected up your supplies and snuck round the side of the stage, trying to avoid being noticed. Successfully getting round, your crouch down and wait for the perfect moment to strike the oblivious boys. As the time approached you signalled to cal and Joe to see if their ready and with the nod of approval from both of them, you all ran on to the stage with your weapons. Cal soaked Josh with the water gun and squirting silly string all over vikk. Joe poured whip cream over JJ and covered tobi in glitter, while you poured a can of tuna on Simons head, tomato sauce on Harry's and squirted paint in to Ethan. Bursting into laughter, the boys looked at the three of you in shock. It wasn't too long before the crowd joined you in laughter as well. Walking over to tobi you placed a cone on his head before turning to him smiling "now you're a unicorn" you say before bursting into another fit of laughter. A simple fuck off was his answer to you. Guess he doesn't want to be a unicorn. "What is this for?!" Ethan exclaims pointing towards the fact he's now covered in bright neon pink paint. "Karma's a bitch" you smirk at themes they realise what they've done to deserve this punishment. "I'm covered in silly string" vikk groaned throwing some on the floor. "At least you don't smell like fish" simon argued back throwing some fish at JJ before gagging at the smell and the fact he actually touched the fish. Soon the boys were arguing and having a fight on the stage, in the middle of a live stream. Turning to the audience who were cheering them on, you all said your farewells as the stream was nearly over anyway. Walking off the stage and over to the where they are selling the sidemen merchandise, you turn to The sidemen, cal and Joe. "This will be a insomnia to remember hey?" You said laughing as you sit down. "Guess it will, hey Y/N, truce?" Harry offers, meaning a truce to the pranks. "Truce" your reply shaking his hand before simon irrupts claiming that he needs a shower. You all burst out into laughter as he finds another piece of fish in his hair. Best insomnia ever.
12 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Girlfriend
A/N a bit happier and shorter than what i usually write, i hope you enjoy!
warnings: no
Requests open 
It was a beautiful day in London. I was wearing a gorgeous sundress, my hair was styled to perfection and all of my makeup just seemed to work today and it put me in such a good mood. “Y/N come on the car is here” I heard my flat mate Gee shout. “Coming babes!” I shouted back, grabbing my hand bag and meeting my flatmate. “You look insane, is it for a certain boy by any chance?” Gee smiled at me as she picked up her keys, making me roll my eyes and a warm pink grace my cheeks. “We are just friends,” I said sternly to my friend. “I would believe you but i don’t think friends go on dates, basically live together and oh sleep together” she giggled as she locked the door to our apartment. “Stop, we don’t want people to know,” I said in a hushed tone as we made our way outside and to our ride.
We were invited to Ethan and Faiths baby shower and it was the perfect day for it. “This is amazing, '' I said as I looked out the window and we made our way up the drive of Ethan and Faiths farm house. “I had no idea it was this big” Gee said with the same amazement in her voice as mine. We thanked the driver and exited the car to be met with a guy holding badges. “oh team girl all the way” i smiled pinning the badge to the top of my sundress “no no, Faith has like 70 brothers it's defo going to be a boy. Plus blue matched my outfit” Gee smiled as she picked the other badge and put it on. We had a slow walk up the drive, taking in all of the surroundings.
“GEE, Y/N!” Talia squealed as we rounded the corner. She engulfed us in a huge bear hug and we both squeezed back. “what, no, Y/N, it's going to be a boy” Talia said taking note of my badge. I just smiled and shook my head, i knew deep down i was right. We walked with Talia over to Faith who looked amazing, and fell into easy conversation.
After about twenty minutes the crowd of boys returned from their tour that Faith had informed us the boys had taken. “I wish I could make a guy grin like that,” I whispered to Faith as Ethan bounced over to us like an excited little puppy. He instantly wrapped a loving arm around her back, it looked so natural and sweet.
“Ok girls and boys it's time for the big reveal” Ethan shouted making us all crowd around the large arrangement of balloons and words saying ‘BOY’ and ‘GIRL’. I positioned myself kind of near the front, feeling a warm presence next to me which I could not mistake for anyone else except my lover. “hey” i heard him whisper, causing me to casually look over my shoulder. As soon as I did, I was met with those dreamy blue eyes. “Hey stranger,” I smiled, taking a sip from my champagne glass. “you look insane” he said, in a lower tone for just us two to hear. “What can I say, I use baby showers to scout out fit lads” I smirked causing him to chuckle back. “Well, I think it is working,” he quipped back before our attention turned to the happy couple.
We cheered as they started to count down. 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 ... 1! And with a press of the big red button soon we were surrounded by pink smoke and confetti. I cheered, turning to Gee, catching her eyes and making a loser sign, which she just rolled her eyes to. Soon the crowd dispersed and drinks started flowing more rapidly. I had had quite a few drinks and danced around with Freya. I was tipsy to say the least but I knew what was going on. It was just an amazing time, having fun with my friends, everyone happy and delighted for the happy couple.
As the night rolled on, most of the couples left, leaving a few of us around the fire pit in idle chatter. I was sat next to Harry and although I had a nice buzz going on I knew what was happening, and I could tell Harry was far more drunk than I thought. “I think you’re too drunk,” I whispered to the boy next to me. “i don’t think you’re drunk enough” he slurred back causing a soft giggle to escape my lips.  As he said that my phone lit up indicated my Uber had arrived. “coming with?” I questioned the intoxicated boy next to me, showing him my phone. I just got a mumble in return which was followed by him standing up and announcing us leaving. Cal had left hours ago meaning people were just happy someone was babysitting the bumbling idiot. “ok come on before we get ditched.” I said tugging on Harry's jumper so that he would follow me. “next sideman baby incoming! ” Ethan shouted after us, causing Harry to break out in laughter. “in his dreams Bez '' i shouted back as we rounded the corner to our ride.
It was a struggle but i eventually got Harry in the car and we had made it to our apartments. We only lived two streets apart from each other so it was easier to get out at Harrys and just walk home. “ok i will see you later” I said as Harry fumbled with his keys. “what no you cannot walk alone” He said after a moment of concentration. “it takes two minutes, i will be ok” i said caressing his cheek. “nope come on” Harry said interlacing our fingers. They just seemed to piece together so naturally. “what are you doing” i giggled. “walking my girl home” Harry said causing me to halt. “what?” I whispered, letting my hand fall, but still be entwined with his. “what's wrong?” he said turning around to study me, his face laced with worry. “your girl?” i questioned studying his features. “yh, i mean you are” he said nonchalantly as if it was fact. “I do not recall being asked,” I said, suppressing the smirk on my face. Harry's face contorted for a moment, he was thinking. “OK” Harry said, the confidence of the alcohol over taking him. He took a few steps back and out stretched his arms as he fell to his knees. “Y/N Y/L/N, The most beautiful girl in the world, will you be my girlfriend?” he shouted at me causing me to let my smile show and shake my head. I took a few steps forward and cupped Harry's cheeks in my palms. I leant down and placed a quick kiss to his lips. “of course i will” i said placing another kiss on his lips, lingering a little longer than the time before. “what took you so long” i whispered as Harry stood up, his frame still a little wobbly. “because, you’re so pretty and amazing and i didn’t want to lose you” he shrugged as we carried on walking to my apartment. “You're so goofy, you know that?” I complimented him as I leant into his side.
My eyes fluttered open as the light that peaked through the blinds hit my face. I rolled over and was met with soft snores causing me to smile. I tried to sit up, only to be pulled back down by a protective arm and a grunt. “I need to pee” I giggled as my head hit my pillow. “No, you need to stay here” Harry mumbled into my neck. “oh and pee on you?” I said, causing the arm to release and give me my freedom.
I went and did my business, freshening up a bit and slipping on some shorts and a baggy top before making my way back into my bedroom. I felt Harry's eyes on me as I moved around my things to find my hairbrush. “what?” I giggled, not turning around as I finally found my hairbrush. “my girlfriend is so hot in the morning” he said causing me to feel a warm flush in my chest and a deep crimson to flush my cheeks. “you remember that?” i said smiling to myself. “how could i forget, i wasn’t as drunk as you thought” Harry said as i turned around, setting down my brush. “whatever dingus” i smirked crawling back into bed and being peppered in kisses.
458 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 1 year
Text
Drabble 1
A/N: back to my main man. super short so that's why its a drabble, hope you enjoy a little tender moment
warnings: No lol
Requests: On :)
“Why are you so scared to be loved?” Harry said, I could feel his body heat as he rested his arms on his knees that he had tucked into his chest next to me. Biting my lip I finally had the courage to look into those deep blue eyes. I took a deep breath, searching his eyes, before realising that it was my move. “Love is awful,” I said, shocking myself a little. I watched as Harry scrunched his eyebrows at me, a little confused at my words. “What I mean is, well, love isn’t easy, it's painful, it's frightening, it makes you doubt everything you ever knew about yourself, it makes you care about stupid things like if you’d like my hair up or down, long or short. It makes you cruel and selfish, makes you say things you never knew you were capable of, makes you feel so good but so bad all at once. Its exhausting, takes your whole being to be able to truly love and commit to someone, to be able to trust and be vulnerable and confused and i fucking love you” i said almost breathlessly. 
You could cut the tension between us with a knife as the silence made my heart beat a million miles a minute. I was hoping, preying, willing for him to say anything, anything to cut this torture. However, words just wouldn't suffice as before I knew it I felt soft lips capture my own. The kiss was tender and loving, his hand stroking my cheek as I melted into his touch. “Please don't be scared” Harry said as he moved away from me. We were only inches apart, his eyes boring into my own. “I have always loved you, and through thick and thin i always will, i promise” he admitted to me. This time I was the one that was speechless, so I did the only rational thing and reignited the kiss he had started.
108 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Crush
A/N idk kinda messy and long, not eddited just raw writing 
warnings: no? alcohol a little (a to cool for school reader?) 
REQUESTS: OPEN
It was so typical. I knew I couldn’t just go through life hating everyone, as much as i wish i could. No, I had to fall in love with one of those ‘influencer’ guys that had decided to grace this earth. I smiled to myself, this was so 10 things I hate about you style, stupid rom-com situation that ofcourse i would be stuck in. 
“Hey Y/N, you listening?” my boss snapped me out of my trance. I just hummed back a response as she carried on with the list of responsibilities and who was doing what today. “Y/N, you will be in the VIP lounge, so be happy for once” my boss assigned me my role, causing me to have to hold back my groan and refrain from rolling my eyes. I just gave my fakest smile possible and nodded. “Try, please, Y/N” my boss sighed before moving on to the others. 
Once we were all dismissed i went over to the customer information sheet and it was the same group that was here a week ago. I flicked through the pages and saw the name list. There it was, the man who had been clouding my fantasies, Harry Lewis. 
I felt a burning sensation over my cheeks as the rest of the sheet turned into a blur. The two words are just becoming bigger and bolder in my vision. “Fuck” i whispered to myself in a shaky breath. “What's wrong now Joy?” my colleague, Cass asked as she read my bashful expression. Joy wasn’t my name but a fun little nickname that everyone called me because i was always so miserable, i know, peak humour. “Nothing,” I snapped back taking the sheet and walking over to the VIP bar, making sure everything was set up and ready. 
I took a nervous breath as I looked at my watch. The last time they were here it was a birthday or something and Harry. As soon as he walked through the door i felt time stop as his eyes locked with mine and a cheeky smile graced his features. I had never had such a strong reaction to anyone before and the fact that he had such a hold on me and i had never had as much as a conversation with him really said something. Ever since then he had crowded my mind, his ocean blue eyes boring a hole in my soul and his laugh echoing in my ears. I knew he was famous, I mean they had to be to afford a VIP suit here, but I also knew he was a famous influencer. Meaning he probably had swarms of girls and probably boys my age all fawning over him. 
A loud noise bought me out of my reminiscing and I plastered on my fake smile whilst checking myself once more in the mirror i kept under the bar. “And this is you guys have fun” my boss said sending me a pointed look as he let the group take up the room. “Hey there I’m Joy and I will be looking after you this evening” I smiled at the group. Yes, I use my nickname with customers, less stalking that way. 
A chorus of hellos greeted me, they had been here before so it wasn’t long before they settled down with a glass of complimentary champagne and started minding their own business. 
I was organising some bottles, pretending to look busy when i heard that voice. “Hey” my breath hitched in my throat and i composed myself, a genuine smile gracing my features for once as i turned around and met the gaze of Mr Lewis. “How can I help?” I asked sweetly, batting my eyelashes. “Um 8 shots of tequila” The man in front of me smiled. I took a moment before I nodded and started on the drinks order.  
The chatter from the rest of the group filled my senses as I bought over a tray of the drinks. I had to suppress my smile when I heard his laugh, not wanting anyone to find out about my little crush. 
The night carried on with laughter and a strong flow of drinks from the men. Dipping in and out and more people joining the party and extending the fun. At some point my manager had sent up Cass to help me with the influx of customers that were now my responsibility. We were polishing glasses as it had now hit 3 am and the part had started to die down and move on. “It’s so funny seeing you actually like someone,” Cass said, causing me to whip my head round and send her a death glare, causing her just to giggle. “I have no idea what you’re talking about” I said in my own defence, putting away the shot glasses. “Oh really?” Cass started, turning her body towards me, boasting a cocky smile. “I have never seen you stumble over your words, pink cheeks and an actual genuine smile, that cool ‘i don’t care persona’ completely disappearing as soon as he is in eye line.” She smirked at me while putting away some champagne flutes. 
I just bit my tongue and bared my way through the final hour of my shift, being teased and ridiculed by Cass for my little crush the whole time. The rest of the shift flew by and we were almost finished, just waiting on the last three boys to leave, which included my little crush. “You are amazing thank you” a taller boy, Cal I think, said as he engulfed me in a hug, being the least drunk of the three boys. I smiled politely as his arm hung around my shoulders. “Ay ay ay, Cal. Man. I wouldn’t do that, boggy will get jealous” the other man said, Ethan i think. I felt a warm blush creep onto my cheeks as Harry's head looked over at the mention of his name. 
“Yh, Cal, Arms off” Harry slurred engulfing me in a hug and boasting a cocky smile as he resumed Cal's position around my shoulders. “Ok, Joy, What is your insta?” Ethan asked, his phone in his hands as he looked for the app on his phone. “I’m not really allowed,” I said trailing off a hint of sadness in my voice. “C’mon no ones looking,” Ethan urged as he moved his phone closer to me. I looked over at Cass biting my lip, she was too preoccupied with organising the bottles, and this will probably be my only chance. “Ok,” I said, taking Ethans phone and typing in my @. “We have done it boys” Ethan cheered earning a hollar from Cal and a shy smile from Harry. “I am sure we will be seeing you again” Cal said as the boys finally said their goodbyes. 
“So when you become rich and famous for dating an influencer, don't forget me?” Cass quipped as we finished work and walked out on to the street just causing me to roll my eyes. “Nothing will happen,” I said, a slightly twang of sadness lacing my voice. “Whatever, see you next week” Cass bid her farewells as we parted ways. 
It was a normal day, I was just making my bed when my phone went off. I walked over and saw @wroetoshaw has sent you a message request. I almost dropped my phone as i tapped the notification and read the message that he had actually sent me. 
‘Hey Joy, well i guess that isn’t your name, no wonder i couldn’t find you the first time. Sorry about last night, we had a bit too much. Would actually like to go out sometime if you're up to it?’ 
I stood there gawking at my phone as I read and re-read the message a million times. I sat on my bed crossed legged as I thought out my reply.
‘Hey, yeah it is just a silly nickname. I would love to!’ 
I replied biting my lip. I never care how I message people but this was different. I decided to carry on with my chores to try and distract myself from this funny feeling in my chest. Not even five minutes later my phone went off again and I pressed on the notification. 
‘Haha good, glad i didn’t embarrass myself too much! How about dinner on wednesday?’ 
The message read. 
‘Sounds good’ 
Was all I replied confirming my date with Harry Lewis. 
The next few days Harry and I messaged as if we were old friends. Conversation was just easy. I learnt about him and he seemed genuinely interested in me. We joked and there was never a dull moment. I had never fallen for anyone before and here I was smiling at my screen like a schoolgirl. Awaiting every next message, anxiety building in my chest when he doesn’t reply for a while, thinking what if he had grown bored of me? Only for those thoughts to vanish when a light came on my screen indicating that little notification had appeared. 
I sat in my Uber nervously. I had dressed up a lot more than usual as Harry had decided on a restaurant i had never even heard of before, meaning it was probably fancy. The car stopped and I got out. Harry was already waiting for me. “You look, just wow” he said as he greeted me, causing me to smile. “Thanks, I thought I would put in a little effort,” I giggled as we made our way into the restaurant. 
The date went so quickly. We couldn’t stop laughing and giggling and it was just the best time I had had in a while. We made our way outside and started walking just about anywhere to keep the date going. We made our way across one of the many bridges of London, our hands interlaced as the cool breeze of the English summer brushed past us. 
“I never thought I could fall for someone, especially not someone like you.” I admitted bashfully. Turning my body towards Harry as we stopped and looked at the view from the bridge. He furrowed his eyebrows for a second as his eyes met mine “How come?” he asked, genuine curiosity behind his eyes as he searched mine for answers. A soft smile graced my lips. “Because you’re you,” I said unlinking our hands and gesturing to him. He was a rich and famous man, I was just a normal bar maid, sure i knew i liked him but to have strong feelings so soon felt so unnatural to me. “Is that so bad?” he said with a cocky grin now adorning his features. “Oh you have no idea,” I said suppressing my smirk. 
158 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Ready
A/N uh oh sad and self destructive reader is back! who would have guessed :)
warnings: no
REQUESTS OPEN
I sat on my boyfriend's bed. I had already taken all of my things and returned them back to my own apartment. I took a shaky breath as I couldn't stop staring at the door, my inner speech which I had rehearsed a million times swimming around my brain. 
I was snapped out of my thought process as i heard the door click and my boyfriends eyes meet mine. “Hey babe” he said, the goofy smile that was always present when he saw me adorned his features. “Harry,” I said, with all the strength I had, which was not a lot. This made his head snap up and his eyebrows furrow as he set his rucksack down and looked over at me. “What's wrong?” he questioned reaching a hand out, only for me to flinch back, instantly regretting my actions as i saw worry wash over his face for a moment. 
“I have to go,” I whispered, not looking at him. Well so much for my speech. “W-what do you mean?” Harry was now pacing in front of me, trying to find any form of answer in my eyes. “I just can not do this anymore, im sorry” i finally said with a shaky voice, the confusion that laced harry's features truly pained me. But I had to think of myself. Harry was ready for the next step in life and I wasn't. His friends were all starting families and getting married and I knew he wanted that more than anything, but i did not not. It's not like we hadn't talked about it. And by talked I mean he would bring it up and I would just show a tight lipped smile and change the conversation. 
I took a gulp and played with my own fingers, feeling almost frozen in my spot. “No please Y/N don't do this, what - what can i say, i will do anything” Harry said, shocked at the other side of the room. I could feel his stare burning into me, looking for anything but mainly answers. 
“Words don’t mean anything to me anymore.” My voice cracked as I let the lie encase the air around me. I knew as soon as Harry said more of anything I would melt back into his arms and this situation would just be ignored for a little longer. A sharp pang in my chest confirming my pain was all too real. I looked up with tears threatening to spill from my eyes, meeting the tired gaze of my boyfriend. His once bright and happy eyes now drained of all life and i knew deep down that i was the cause of his misery. 
“Then what do you want me to say?” Harry replied, his back against the door as he looked as helpless as i did. He was trying, fighting for me, but i didn’t have the strength to fight much longer. He was biting the inside of his lip, i could tell, and a hand was scratching his upper chest, a ball of nerves and anxiety faced me, the stark opposite of love and affection that i am used to. That i had taken granted for all these years, i should have been better, i should have been more appreciative. But no, here was selfish Y/N making everyone around her feel the blame for her own misery. 
“That’s my point. I don’t want you to say anything.” I whispered as a teardrop fell onto my hands that were clasped in my lap in front of me. My knuckles turning white with rage? No frustration. Not for Harry and how he was acting but for myself. How can I let such an amazing man feel like this? How could I create such an undesirable situation? I always did this every single time things are going well i have to just ruin them with my stupid thoughts and own self doubt. 
He knelt down in front of me, his hands covering my own, relaxing them. I let my eyes flutter upwards to meet his gaze once more. “Please try and work with me Y/N” he was now pleading with me. He looked so drained, so weak as his frame was now hunched and his voice croaky, a river of his own tears threatening to spill. 
I averted my gaze for just a moment, a lifetime of happiness flashed before my eyes, mocking me, showing me everything i could have had if i had just stayed happy and complacent. I retracted my hands from the warmth of my boyfriends, bringing them into my chest and close to my heart. 
“I love you so much,” I said my voice cracking at the end. Harry's eyes started to light up as I started my own monologue that had been hidden inside me for a while now. “But” I started again, that one word making the man in front of me deflate, already knowing what was to come. “I just can't give you what you need, I'm not ready, and I'm not expecting you to wait or be in constant pain just for me.” I reached my hand out and cupped his cheek, feeling his tear hit my thumb as I choked back my own sob. “The pain won’t last, you will move on, find someone who can give you what i need. Let's be real Harry, this was never going to work. We love each other, and maybe in another life this would have worked. Fuck i hope in another life this worked, because leaving you hurts, but staying and watching you in pain, knowing i caused that, hurts even more” i expressed my inner thoughts, both of us now balling messes, water stained cheeks and red puffy features adorned the both of us. But the truth was the truth, no matter how much it pained us. 
I reluctantly peeled myself away from the ball of sorrow. “Goodbye” I whispered, not gaining a response from Harry as I forced myself to walk out the door, not that I deserved one. And although i knew deep down this was right it just felt so wrong. 
47 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Addict
A/N - DRUGS, Mention of sex, ADDICTION
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
My eyes rolled to the back of my head as i sat up from the table. I let out a long shaky breath and wiped my nose of any excess powder that may have been lingering around my nostril. I let out a little giggle as i was handed another shot and everyone cheered as i downed it, the cool liquid of what ever i just drank burning the back of my throat. I let out a deep sigh as the euphoria of the different substances dancing around my body started to hit my blood stream and filled me with the type of haze that i could only achieve with this magical recipe of chemicals. I felt the bright array of lights dance across my skin as the world i had now entered was engulfing me and making me feel safe. My brain was fried and i couldn't think, i didn't want to think, i wanted to just exist, in this tranquil state of not caring about a thing.
As i let my eyes flutter open i noticed i was now alone, well i thought i was, i believed i was alone. I sat up from my seat in this random apartment down town and walked to the toilets. I smiled at my imagine in the mirror above the sink. If you would've told me that i would be here 5 years ago, i would have laughed in your face and called you a liar. I reached out and traced my features on the glass. My eyes were large, dilated to the biggest i had ever seen them, my plump lips were slightly parted and the remnants of that night's alcohol stung the open cracks that adorned them. I cannot remember the last time i styled my hair as i watched the strands dance around my shoulders and disappear behind my back, i smiled as the strands tickled my exposed skin.
I found myself stumbling down the same old road i usually did. The same old cycle that always followed me when i went down this path, which lately was just about every single day. I caught myself by surprise as the door to the familiar apartment opened, and the what is a 45 minute walk seemed to take me moments, at least in my brain that’s what happened. I didn't know what was happening but i knew what i was doing. I knew where i was and who i was with really, but the hallucinations and beating colours distracted my brain just enough that the high still had an effect on me.
Amongst the deafening white noise i could hear my own voice along with the comforting one of my lover. A vast array of 'I love you' 'keep going' 'you're so beautiful' and moans started to enter my brain and swirl my mind into oblivion. The finish was so close in sight and soon an eruption of warmth engulfed my insides. The vast erratic movements stopped and i could feel the duvet wrap around me with the warmth of another person assuring me that i was still here and soon this trip would be over and i would be ready to start again.
My eyes fluttered open as the bright sun leaked through curtains. My head was spinning and my eyes felt like rocks. I nuzzled into the soft sheets as i felt a soft kiss on my cheek. "Good morning" i croaky voice said. "Morning" i sighed back, knowing this bliss will only last for a few more minutes. "i need the loo" i whispered as i peeled Harry’s arm off of my naked body. I made my way to his ensuite and did my business. Once i was washing my hands i looked up in the mirror. My eyes were lower, sadder, than before, with dark circles and black makeup making me look older than what i was. My once consistent, natural smile was replaced with plump lips that were cracked, obvious signs of dehydration, could only give off a pathetic excuse of a real smile. I cannot remember the last time i styled my hair, it was greasy and stuck to my skin, the random box dyes making it look messy, not in a cute beach girl messy but in a way you could tell i was not ok. My makeup, something i once prided myself on, and even had a potential career in, was now a mix of brightly mixed colours and glitter that had smudged and made me look like i had been swimming in a rainbow, with black smudges cascading down my cheeks. I was far too skinny, my bones protruding out of my skin.
As i walked back into the bedroom i looked down and saw the tiny pile of clothes which i have worn far many times to count. I looked over to the bed and saw my lover from the night before sat up glued to his phone. I wrapped my arms around my self as i picked up my clothes and peeled them back onto my body. A tiny tube top covered my breasts as some cut out flares hung around my hips. "Um Harry" i said looking over at the man who if i wasn't an old friend, wouldn't even give me a second look. "whats up" He said not taking his eyes off of his phone. "Can i borrow a jumper? you know to walk back in" i said sheepishly. "oh um, take a sidemen one, there’s some on the floor over there that i don't wear any more" i just sighed pursing my lips and rummaging through the old tatty jumpers, the irony really hit me in this moment.
I slid on one of the two toned ones, not thinking about the makeup that would end up around the collar. "I uh, I guess i will go then" I almost asked Harry. "Oh yh, Paige is coming over any way" He replied to me. I swallowed my pride in that moment. "how are you two?" i asked, i must like to hurt myself. "yh, good, i think she could be the one" Harry finally smiled at me. I just smiled as a tear ran down my face. It took a moment of me watching Harry but he looked at me silently crying to myself. "Whats wrong?" He said furrowing his eyebrows, more in confusion than in worry. "its nothing" i croaked out. "nah come on Y/N, no secrets remember?" Harry said making his bed, bringing up a silly pact we had made years ago when we had first met.
"I just wish i was," i stopped myself before the word vomit started " I still wanna be your favourite girl, I wanna be the one that makes your day! The th-the one you think about as you lie awake and I want to be your number, your number one. Please I I I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine. And and we can live happily ever after, like we did once before" I said my breathing getting heavy as i smiled, trying to convince myself just as much as i was trying to convince Harry. I watched as he walked around the counter to me, holding my hands gently as he lifted my chin to look him in the eye. I blinked away my tears as i looked up at him. "Y/N, i love you, so so much" He started making my heart flutter. "good, we we can run away together, leave this life" i said squeezing his hand in mine. "Y/N, you're an addict, you need help before we can even start to mend what we had" Harry said to me with a sad smile as he caressed my cheek.
"so you're happy just taking advantage of me?" i said with so much need in my voice that i didn't even know existed. "no. Y/N. I love you i really do but i only know the you that’s on drugs. I don't even recognise this you any more" He said taking a few steps back. I just shook my head as i chocked back the tears. "I- Paige will be here soon" i just nodded to myself picking up my bag. "I love you, but i am in love with clean you" Harry said as i opened the door to his room. "and i am in love with you, no matter what" i said as i sniffed back my tears. i took another glance at Harry before showing myself out.
I pulled the hood up over me to cover my face from any potential fans. I went to my usual ally way, it was only a ten minute walk from Harrys. I sat crossed legged behind the bin and got out my little baggy. I made a perfect line before in hailing the substance. "but i think i love you more" i whispered as i looked at my baggy and put it back in my bag. starting the cycle all over again.
83 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Addict (prologue)
A/N hey so i have never written from the guys POV so this may be trash. This is a prologue to my Addict fic which you can find a link to below. i might do a part 2 to this and the main imagine addict? idk feedback welcome!! 
Addict
TW: DRUGS
Requests Open 
Harry's POV
I could hear the thumping of music before I could even see the large mansion the taxi I was in was approaching. “Ready mate?” Cal said as we pulled into the large driveway. I just smiled and nodded as we stepped out of the car and I took in the bright lights and the sheer intimidation of the large house that stood in front of me. The thumping of music alongside the chatter of the hundreds of people that littered the hallways instantly overwhelmed my senses. 
“Harry!” I heard an excited voice call as I finally took a sip out of the bottle of beer that was handed to me by one of the other party guests. “Matt hey” i smiled as my long time friend approached me through the crowd. The two Cals’ had gone off to wherever, leaving Matt and i to fall into idle chatter, catching up with one another and our respective careers. “Hey, you want to go into the new year with something special?” Matt said barely above a whisper, but loud enough for me to understand. I let a small smile creep onto my face as I nodded and followed my friend to an upper room in the house. 
Once we had made it through the maze of corridors my friend opened a door to reveal a small group of people all scattered across the room. “Harry, I would like you to meet my good friend, Y/N '' He said with a smirk pointing over to a girl sat crossed legged on the bed. To the sound of her name her head whipped up and an infectious smile graced her face. It was like time had stopped as i took in her features. Her soft eyes were sweet yet seductive, her hair fell perfectly around her face, light makeup adorned her skin, enhancing her features but not going to over board, and her body, all i could say was wow. I was brought back from my staring by Matt's introductory remarks. “Hey” the girl in front of me smiled as she batted her eyelashes at me. 
“Uh hi” I said scratching my shoulder, a nervous tic I had had my entire life. “Hey” she giggled back, her voice soft and angelic, matching her exterior perfectly. I was in a trance, her beautiful features captivating me and before i knew it i felt her soft skin wrap around my hand and a light tug forcing me to follow her to the corner of the room. I looked over my shoulder momentarily to see my friend was long gone, leaving me with this girl. She sat down, forming almost a circle with three other people, and i sat next to her, not wanting to leave her side. “Guys this is Harry” she introduced me to the group causing a muddle of hellos to erupt from the small group. 
Light chatter only happened for a moment or so, i noticed one guy had been making a row of lines on a piece of cardboard on the floor in front of us. I watched as the lines slowly disappeared as the sheet was passed around the group. I intently took in Y/N as she somehow made the snorting of these drugs look almost pretty. She didn’t even wipe the residue from the side of her nostril before she turned to me and handed me the last line. She gave me an encouraging nod before I divulged in the substance that was set out in front of me. Once i lifted my head back up i saw the smile that graced her face, the twinkle in her eyes watching me indulge in what seemed to be her favourite pastime. 
The effect of the hit didn't take long, the world slowing down and my focus now completely being on Y/N. she was like a light that was leading me and wherever she went i did follow. The thumping of the music and chatter of others was completely drowned out by the girl in front of me, the figure of perfection that had no cares for others opinions on anything she did, she looked free and i knew deep down it was to do with the drugs, but in the moment i wanted to believe that it was just the personality and genuinely what the girl in front of me was like, and i did, she was carefree and it is what i loved most about her. 
The rest of the party carried on the same, i would follow Y/N wherever she wanted to go, be introduced to her friends as we avoided mine, i knew they would have a go at me for this and right now in this moment i didn't want the peace to end. We would drink, dance and take breaks to open the little baggy she had hidden in her pocket to keep the high going for as long as possible. 
I jolted up, my neck hurting instantly. My eyes were blurry and not having the best eyesight anyway meant that it took a moment for me to grasp my bearings and piece together the previous night's antics. “Morning” I heard a groggy but still sweet voice mumbled from next to me. I furrowed my eyebrows, my eyes casting down to the floor next me to see the figure of the girl from the night before sprawled across the floor. Through a mess of hair I caught the glistening eyes from last night, and a cheeky smile which soon followed after our eyes connected. “Oh uh hey” i stuttered out, noting we were both still fully clothed, just laying on the floor. “Last night was amazing,” she giggled as she sat up next to me and stretched. “Yh?” I chuckled, honestly not remembering anything from the previous evening. “Ofcourse, I cannot remember a thing, so it must have been good,” she smiled at me, hoisting herself up and straightening out her clothes. I watched her figure as she looked unbothered, the only sign of her rough sleeping was her tousled hair and slightly smudged makeup. She then reached out a hand to me which I just furrowed my eyebrows to. “You coming?” she smirked, cocking her eyebrows at me. I didn't ask where, I just knew I had to go wherever she was going. 
I watched her as we silently avoided other bodies and snuck out the front door of this large property, making our way down the drive, Y/N being a step or two in front of me. I watched as we made it to the road, Y/N mumbling to herself as she was trying to grasp her bearings. “Do you want me to call an UBER?” I asked almost sheepishly, only to gain a laugh from the girl. “Nah, I always need a walk the morning after” she turned to me and her sly smile was entrancing. She finally decided to walk to the right and so that's the way we went. 
After about a half hour of walking and comfortable silence her voice finally broke the spell. “You’re so strange” she said, her hand making noises as she ran it across a gate which we were walking along the side of. “What?” I stuttered, being taken back slightly by her comment. “You meet a random girl one night at a party, let her pump you up with drugs and the next day you want to walk her back to her flat which is who knows where” she hummed, her attention on the gate which we were coming to the end of. I mean she had a point, what was I doing? But I couldn't stop walking, I couldn't leave her, she had something on me. “Matt told me about you” she carried on her own conversation, not bothering to even look at me to see if i was going to respond. I opened my mouth only for her to carry on her little ramble. “He said you were just like me, we’re the same you know? Two kids being thrust into a new kind of fame, alone, all we really have is each other” she rambled, a soft smile gracing her features as she looked at me. I contemplated for a moment, not really being one with words, but what she said made sense as each word sank in. she may come across as a bit of a nut job but she was right. 
“Maybe we were meant to find each other,” her voice said just above a whisper, the moment feeling serious for the first time since i had met Y/N. “Well, this is me” her voice changed completely to an upbeat tone and a wide smile. She turned to me as I took in our new surroundings. We had somehow made it into a densely populated part of London. The skyscrapers casting a shadow over the road, as taxis and buses filling the streets as the noise of the city finally hit me. “Well I will see you around” she smiled at me. “When?” I asked, not really registering what i had said and instantly cringing at how desperate i sounded. “My numbers in your phone” she smirked before she slipped through the large doors of her apartment building and out of my sight. I felt slightly taken aback, grabbing my phone and seeing my texts. The top text reads ‘Y/N ;)’ with a simple hey. From that moment I knew i had a deadly addiction.
40 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Whispers
Anon asked: Hiya could you do a imagine with something along the lines of like you overhear him talking about you and you like get upset and all. Sorry for the vague description.Maybe it be like a Harry one.
A/N: this ones sad, maybe a part 2? 
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
"shit shit shit" I whispered to myself. I was late, extremely late. I was never late ever, I was always at least 15 minutes early anywhere i went. Today had just been so shitty. First off my alarm hadn't gone off putting the whole day behind. Then when i was getting ready me straighteners exploded, meaning i was currently sporting a less than flattering messy bun. As i was about to tell my boyfriend about all of my misfortune i got a call from my manager, my latest brand deal had pulled out with no good reason, making my shitty mood so much more worse. Then to top all that off my uber never arrived, meaning i had to use the tube in the sweltering heat. I stopped outside a shop window. I looked ok but it was obvious something was off with me today. Harrys apartment was only around the corner but i really could not be bothered to go out with everyone tonight. Today had been so shitty and so many things had gone wrong that i just wanted to cuddle under the covers with my boyfriend and have a chill night.
As i fixed my hair i heard someone shout my name from across the street. Do not get me wrong i loved my fans but right now i looked awful, i was in a horrid mood and i knew i still needed to vent all this negative energy out. I plastered on a fake smile and spun around, finding a group of young girls. "we love you" one of them said. "awe thank you, what are your names?" i started polite conversation. They listed off their names before the smallest asked for a picture. "of course girls" i said and we all lined up in a group and smiled whilst a woman, who i guess was one of the girls mums, took a picture and they bid farewell.
I glanced at my phone "shit" i said one more time as i furiously typed a 'i am so sorry today has been the worst' to my boyfriend as i scurried around the corner. Finally the apartment building was in sight and i let out a relieved sigh. I entered the code to  the building and made my way to the lift, finally taking a moment to myself to chill out. "and breath" i said to myself in the lift mirror. As soon as we reached the right floor i rummaged around in my bag for my boyfriends apartment key and for the first time today something went right as the key was at the top of my bag. I adjusted my hair one more time before gently opening the door to the apartment, just in case Cal was filming or they had company over.
I heard talking so i closed the door and locked it as quietly as possible. I had made my way to Harrys bedroom door and i was about to open it when i heard his voice in the living room. I slowly made my way to the door that split the hall from the kitchen and inched it open slightly before i heard the conversation between my boyfriend and Cal.
"I just don't know what has gotten into her Cal" Harry huffed, which made me furrow my eyebrows. "she is just having a bad day mate" Cal said, sounding like he didn't really care about Harry and I's situation. "but it isn't just today, shes all over the place recently, late all the time, not caring that much about work, shes even letting her appearance slip. Which don't get me wrong, i really don't care about but when we are in the jobs we are in, it just isn't cool, you know?" Harry ranted about me. I felt a pain in my heart, how could he say that about me? was i really getting that bad? I had been a bit more all over the place lately but i was going through a tough time in my career, and i thought i was doing quite well. I hadn't realised a stray tear that had made its way down my cheek and splashed on the floor.
I decided to do what my boyfriend thought i did best and make a mess of things. I pushed the door open and then with all my strength pulled the door back with me making it slam. I heard a chorus of 'what the fucks' as i made my way down the hall and back to the front door. I grabbed the keys out of my bag again and unlocked the door. just as i opened it i heard the door i had previously slammed open. "Y/N?" Was all Harry said. I turned my head so that our eyes me, i kept a stoic expression on my face, not wanting to show any weakness to a man who already thought i was a crumbling mess. "shit, Y/N, please just listen to me" Harry begged as he made his way towards me. "Stop" i said, my voice strong, making Harry stop in his tracks in the middle of the hallway. "How can you say that" I said, my strong facade breaking as the evident sadness in my voice started to show.
We stood there, staring at each other, neither of us knowing who would make the next move or what it will be. I turned my body towards Harrys as i thought of my next words. "I have been trying so hard Harry. So so hard. These past few weeks have been so hard for me and i thought you out of everybody would understand." My body then failed me, and a stray tear rolled down my cheek. I tried to hide it but i knew Harry had already seen how weak i was. "Y/N, please, i just, it's hard for me too" Harry said reaching his arms out for me. I scoffed at this. " then talk to me, don't chat shit behind my back, this is our relationship, me and you" I said sniffling a bit. Harry just stood there, speechless. "just what i thought" I said, my voice cracking more at the end. I just pursed my lips, wanting, praying for Harry to say something, anything at all. When he didn't, that’s what broke me. I just bit my lip and nodded my head before placing my keys on the ground and shutting the door behind me.
I was praying no one would see me, as i scurried down the street. I found a bench and i just sat there. Years of love, support and perfection ruined because i was not this image of perfection i had been able to uphold for some many years. Now that i finally needed the love and support of the one person who i trusted the most, he turned his back on me, as if i was just another girl to keep his bed warm. And that’s what broke me the most.
291 notes · View notes
imagintheworldaway · 2 years
Text
Love
Anon asked: Hi can I please request a harry lewis imagine Can it be harry and the rest of the boys a do a blind dating video , one of the boys asked me to come be in the video and harry gets jealous
A/N so the first one deleted so sorry this took so long
REQUESTS ARE OPEN
I was laid on my stomach towards the end of Harrys’ bed, scrolling through Pintrest on Harrys’ laptop. I was looking at ideas for my new apartment, i had just moved in and i wanted a complete makeover of the area. "That ones nice" Harry said nodding his head at the bed i had on the screen. "i'm liking the whole subtle boho kinda vibe" I said moving onto my knees and showing Harry the pictures i had collected together. "So when are you actually going to do this" Harry smirked, leaning his head on my shoulder as i scrolled through the page. He wrapped his arms around my waist as i pushed myself back into his chest in blissful silence.
Harry and I weren't anything official. Well, it was complicated to explain. We acted like a couple and everyone always speculated if we were a couple but we had never made any official moves. Our lives did revolve around one an other but it was nice not having a label, no commitment was kind of fun. I heard my phone buzz, taking me out of idle scrolling. I lifted myself up to go and get my phone only to be pulled back by Harry. "let go" i giggled, squirming against Harry causing him to loosen his grip enough for me to grab my phone. I had a text from Ethan.
"Hey Y/N, we're doing another blind dating video and was wondering if you wanted to join?"
The message read. "who was it?" Harry said trying to peek at my phone. "no one nosy" i giggled debating whether to do the video or not. I mean why not? it would be hilarious to see Harrys reaction.
"perf, send the details!"
Was all i replied before giving into Harrys whining and rolling back over to meet his face. "you're planning something" His face inches from mine. "well i guess you will just have to wait and see" i said before pulling away and opening the laptop back up, receiving a frustrated groan from Harry.
It was the day of the shoot and i had dressed myself as if i was actually going on the date. i was in a room with a group of girls, none of which i had actually met before. I was scheduled to go up last, to be almost the 'bonus entrant' as Ethan had described to me. I sat through all the dates, watching them get progressively more and more entertaining.
"OK Y/N, you're up" Kon said to me before leading me into the room. I made myself comfy on the seat before being handed some cards. Kon then fiddled with the cameras a little before counting down and signalling to me. "Hi, i'm Y/N, i'm 23 and i live in London" i smiled at the camera. "hey wait" i heard Harry say before the boys started laughing. i could already imagine the pout on Harrys face. "ok first question" i said more to myself. "Ok so, who is your favourite youtuber?" I said. The boys started listing their answers, some funny some serious. "ok boy number 5" I said "well Y/N of course" i heard JJs voice say and a huff from Harry soon following. "oo i like that, boy number 5 really knows how to play the game" i giggled "ok boy number 6" i said. "uh well, i think W2S is pretty cool" Harry said. "yh, but he hasn't uploaded in so long" i jabbed back at him, causing some of the boys to laugh.
The video carried on and as i slowly eliminated the boys one by one i could tell Harry was getting more and more irritated. I was down to the finale two and it was between Harry and JJ. I may have done it deliberately to make the video more interesting but i was still having fun. "Ok, so this is my finale question" I smiled to the camera "If you could take me anywhere on a date where would it be?" I read off of the card. "Boy 5" i questioned JJ "My bed" he said in a tone which was so cocky with a hint of truth behind it, i heard Harry mumble a c'mon man to JJ. I just giggled at the answer. "very confident Boy 5, i like it" i said, i knew Harry would be so wound up by that. "Boy 6, it will be hard to beat" i said with a cocky undertone. "um, well, I think" Harry started to stutter and stumble over his words. "oh hes fucked it lads" Ethan jokes. "no, uh" Harry retaliated quickly. "I would, take you to mini golf because i know that it is one of your favourite things and then we would go to your favourite restaurant, Nobu." Harry said, making my heart swell, it was so sweet and accurate and i couldn't stop the smile that erupted on my face.
I shook myself out of the moment and decided i was in this for views. "Boy 6 that is so sweet and accurate" i started "but it did take a while so i am going to go with boy 5" i said smiling to the camera. "yes, yes, suck your mum" i heard JJ shout. Harry gave a small wave from around the corner, genuinely looking mad at me. I got up off of my stool to see if he was ok but as i made my way past the partition JJ engulfed me in a hug. I squealed as he picked me up and spun me a little. "my knight in shining armour" i giggled as JJ placed me on the floor and the video ended.
"you did great Y/N, Ethan said approaching me and giving me a little hug. "thanks, it was loads of fun" i smiled rocking on my feet slightly as i watched Harry scurry off somewhere. "Sorry, i will just be a moment" i said interrupting Ethan and trying to follow Harry. I made my way down a corridor and found Harry on his phone leaning against a wall. "hey" i said, walking up to him, his eyes didn't even bother to look at me as he mumbled a hi back. I scrunched my eyebrows and made my way so i was so close  to Harry. "what's you're problem?" i huffed, getting annoyed of this childish behaviour. At this Harry just scoffed at me and stuffed his phone in his pocket. "why would you agree to this?" was all he said as our eyes met. "what does that mean" i spat back at him taking a few steps back. "I think i'm pretty clear" Harrys voice was going from the soft sweet tone to a more irritated shout. "i came to have fun with my friends?" I was so confused what was his problem. At this he just rolled his eyes and started to walk away from me. "jesus Harry what is your issue, just talk to me" i shouted at his back. This stopped him in his tracks. "I just think it is a bit rude, that's all, who even asked you to be here? why did you agree to come? why do you flirt with my friends? i bet you're sleeping with JJ as well huh?" Harry accused, pointing his finger at me and inching closer each time. The last dig about JJ especially hurt, he knew we were friends and that was the end of it.
I felt a tear prick at the edge of my eye. "maybe don't be so fucking insecure, jealousy is not a good look on you" i spat in his face, i barged past him knocking him with my shoulder and making my way back out to the guys. "hey you did great" Kon said giving me a hug. "wouldn't hug me for too long someone will think i'm sleeping with you" i half joked. everyone looked at me with confusing looks, before Harry re-emerged with an awkward look on his face. "thanks for having me" i huffed as i picked up my bag and stormed out the studio. As i left i noted all the boys shooting questioning looks towards Harry.
As soon as i made my way to my apartment i threw down my bag and trudged to the bedroom. Who was he to say who i could flirt with? We weren't official, or exclusive, well we had never had such a conversation. I sat on my bed cross legged as i received a text from Faith.
"Hey girlie, Harry is at ours and he seems like he is seething. everything go ok at the shoot? x"
I rolled my eyes at the text, of course he was being comforted, he was the one acting like a child.
"hey babe, tell him he needs to grow up. We are not together and he has no right to get jealous, me and JJ are friends, i am friends with all the boys but it does not mean I want to fuck them all. I think we just need some space whilst he figures out whats going on x"
i wrote back, letting my emotions get the better of me. The typing icon came and went a few times as i waited for Faiths reply. I waited for a while before my phone started ringing with a facetime call. from Ethan. i scrunched my eyebrows thinking maybe her phone had just died. i picked up the call to be met by Harry face. "grow up? grow up?" he said down the phone. "oh i actually can not be arsed" i sighed at Harry. "How- how can you say that" he huffed down the phone. "Maybe if you weren't fucking around and we had a serious conversation for once this whole situation could have been avoided" i rolled my eyes as i lent back on my headboard. "Fine" was all Harry said before the phone hung up and silenced encased the room.
It was about an hour later and i was sat eating cereal at my breakfast bar. I was about to take my final bite as i heard a loud knocking at my door. Before i could even get myself up from my seat i heard my door open, my heart rating going a million miles a minute. "get the fuck out" i shouted to my intruder. As i went to grab the rolling pin behind me Harrys figure emerged. "you idiot" i scolded the boy, setting down my weapon, a scowl evident on my face. "I love you ok" was all he said as he stood staring at me. i was taken a back a little from this confession and my heart rate instead of steadying started beating even faster. "Harry-" i started but he cut me off. "No, Y/N let me say this before i become a coward again" he said before taking a deep breath. "I love our moments together, i love the way you giggle when i tell a joke, i love the little glances and eye rolls and smiles you send me when no one else is looking, i love the little snores you make when you sleep, i love how you always make sure my bed is made and i have soap and bubblebath, i love that you cook the best dinners and cakes, i love that you love my friends, i love that your body fits perfectly with mine, i love how you know when i hate a situation and you make an excuse for us to leave, I love you so much and i thought what we had was enough, but it isn't and it never will be unless you're by my side forever, i want you to be mine and only mine" Harry confessed, with each micro confession he had inched closer and closer to me so now i could feel the heat from his body. My eyes grew wide and my mouth was a gape. i didn't know what to say. i racked my brain thinking of a witty comeback but i didn't want to ruin the moment. "i wish i did this sooner and a bit more romantically but Y/N will you be my girlfriend?" Harry finally asked. "yes you idiot" i said, the excitement pushing away the argument from earlier. i laced my hands around his neck and connected our lips. A feeling that wasn't uncommon but had a whole new meaning behind it.
725 notes · View notes