#harrylewis x reader

[lvrslvt3]

ANOTHER BLANKET | h. lewis

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pairings : harrylewis x reader

summary : reader is being harassed by a creepy man harry is a little too late to save her. [ words ]

warnings : creepy man, verbal sexual harassment, very mild violence, alcohol use, drugs mentioned. established relationship

notes : this is my first ever fic so i’m very sorry if it’s bad and for any mistakes, if you have any suggestions or requests feel free to say.

halfway through the third day of the festival you had left most of your group to go and see another band with a few of the girls you had met — not interested in the artist the boys were obsessed with.

obviously, despite harry trusting you with his life, the boys had instructed you to meet them by a certain group of port-a-loos so they could take you back to the campsite safely, the girls you were with had kept you company until it turned quiet and they had to leave to find their own tent, meaning you were now stood alone.

your outfit was way too revealing for the current weather since you hadn’t fully realised how cold it would be until now, when all the adrenaline and excitement was rushed out of you and all you wanted was to go to sleep. you were almost leaning against the makeshift toilet as you waited.

sighing out, you glanced down at your phone but harry hadn’t sent any more texts except the last one only ten minutes ago reading ‘on my way’. crossing your arms you tried to find any body heat as you looked for your boyfriend and his group of friends.

“you cold?” the voice almost made you jump but your body had slowed down with todays activities. at first glance you could tell that the man speaking to you was on something with his fuzzy looking eyes and slurred speech. you weren’t sure what he was on but you didn’t want to be around it.

you didn’t answer his question directly, instead just shaking your head with a polite smile. “i’m fine, thanks.” you expected him to go away but instead he continued to stare you down, causing you to pull up your low waisted trousers a little more to hide yourself from the creepy man.

“just waiting on my boyfriend and his friends to come and get me…” you felt extremely uncomfortable in his presence, so you used the trick you usually did. men — especially ones that are drunk or on drugs — didn’t fully respect you until they knew you had a man.

of course he was different, a lazy smirk finding its way onto his dirty looking face. “so?” he shrugged while taking a step closer to you, now only a little bit away from where you stood backed up against the loo’s.

you glanced down at your phone and typed out a text quickly before sending it, simply saying the words ‘hurry, creepy man’ because you knew it would have harry running across the field until he found you. “are you okay?” you questioned the man in hopes he would back away.

you were trying to keep him distracted so he wouldn’t be solely focused on getting close to you. “i am now i’m with you, baby.” his bad attempt at being smooth made you physically cringe, but you stood up straight instead of showing weakness.

“my boyfriend is on his way right now, he’ll be here any second.” you stated in hopes on scaring him off. instead, he took another step until he was directly infront of you. he smelled disgusting but he didn’t seem to notice or mind.

“i don’t see any boyfriend, girl—“

he reached out his hand to touch you just as you kicked him straight in the balls as hard as you were able to. he let out an very audible grunt before falling to the ground quickly after.. “you little bitch!” he swore out before hissing in pain again.

you took a few steps away from the man on the ground, ignoring his rambles when you heard the noise of people trecking over the grass using a very fast pace. the sudden noise only installed more fear in you — right up until you realised who it was.

harry, ethan and tobi were running toward you full speed, all of them looking relieved when they saw that you were fine. “there’s my little guardian angels.” a smile graced your face at the sight of them.

harry immediately began to check you were okay before wrapping an arm around your shoulders and placing a kiss firmly on to the top of your head. “jesus christ, you scared the shit out of me.” finally, you felt safe.

“no worries, i handled him.” you referenced to the man still on the ground. “what the fuck did you do to him, y/n?” ethan chuckled slightly at the agony the man on the floor was currently experiencing.

“i only kneed him in the balls, he’s overreacting.” you brushed the creepy man off while leaning further into harry’s chest, beginning to walk away from the scene, feeling glad the boys hadn’t spoken to the drugged out man.

“you’re not going off on your own again—“ harry squeezed your shoulder to get his point across, “i’ll come wherever you want, ‘kay?” he peered down at you as you nodded with a small smile on your lips.

“where’s the rest of yous?” you questioned as all four of you joined the much smaller crowd walking towards the tents. most people had headed straight for bed while others took there time. “they copped out early.” was the answer.

“yeah, like big losers.” ethan’s own comment sent him into a fit of laughter, far too drunk to realise that no one else was joining in. tobi chuckled slightly at his friend until they finally reached there campsite. you all had paid extra for a nicer area, in which there wasn’t campfires set by drunks ready to burn down all of your belongings.

“night, tobs, thanks for making sure i was okay.” you gave the boy a half hug before glancing at ethan that was already stumbling off to go and find his own tent. “need any help with him?” you referred to the almost black out boy.

“nah, he’ll be fine.” tobi answered before following after the ginger. “come on, then.” harry wrapped his arms properly around you to lead you to your shared tent, climbing in quietly to not disturb anybody else.

“i feel dead.” you murmured with a grunt while harry zipped back up the opening. you quickly changed out of your restricting clothes into a baggy shirt and some pyjama shorts, finally able to become fully comfortable.

“we’ll don’t die until monday,” harry joked as he aswell changed into sweatpants to sleep in, “i’m not driving home with those idiots.” he referenced to your friends that were currently in there own tents.

you only chuckled before climbing into the large sleeping bag you had purchased together, a very thin mattress underneath that kept you both off of the ground by a few inches and made sleeping a lot easier for the both of you.

“hurry up.” you groaned out while harry set his clothes away, “i’m freezing.” you complained until he finally climbed into your shared sleeping bag, the goosebumps on your arms slowly fading as you snuggled into him for warmth.

“alright, babe, i already have a blanket i don’t need another.” he teased you but held you closer until you were practically draped over him. you didn’t even bother to react — too used to your boyfriends teasing comments.

instead you let the silence respond to him so you could finally close yout eyes and let exhaustion take over. thankfully, you fell asleep quickly thanks to your sore limbs and harry’s overly warm body making the sleeping bag feel like your own personal oven.

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[imagintheworldaway]

Hands

No warning just Fluff!

Requests: OPEN 

I noticed it a few months ago. Harry and I had been going out for around a year, making it official 8 months ago and I couldn't be happier. Harry had cute little traits that intensified when we were together. Like when he got nervous, excited or frustrated he would fall over his words, most times resorting in a jumbled gibberish that I had to try and decipher. Or the scratching of the spot just below his shoulder. Once again whenever an intense emotion overtook him you could spot him scratching away at the place, however, this was down more to nerves than anything, or when he was trying to hide a secret from me. This just made me giggle and act nonchalant, finding out everything I needed to know just hours later, because no matter how much he tried he was so bad at keeping secrets. 

Then there was this new little trait I had found out about 3 months ago. At first I thought nothing of it, just a sweet gesture from a boyfriend to his adorning girlfriend. The first time I noticed it I was watching him play a Sunday 7-a-side with his friends at the small little pitch they seemed to frequent. It was only October but England being England meant that on this particular day a hat, gloves and scarf were needed. I rubbed my gloved hands together as I watched Will aim but miss the goal especially signalling halftime. I smiled as Harry jogged up to me to talk. “Hey, you guys suck” I giggled as he leant on the barrier that separated us. “Yh they do, don’t they” he said with a goofy smile. As he said this he had sneaked his hands in between mine. It took me a moment but soon the ice cold touch of his penetrated the heat of my gloves and I scrunched my eyebrows looking down. Only to see my hands cupped around his own. “You’re freezing” I half whispered, concern lacing my voice “that’s why you’re here.” he said cheekily before the whistle was blown and the players begrudgingly made their way back to the pitch, realising today was not a great day to play football. 

The next instance wasn’t even a week later. I was lounging on the sofa in my apartment whilst Harry was showering. I was mindlessly scrolling through TikTok looking at the different dramas of the week when I heard the water turn off and wet feet padding around my bathroom. “Whats this?” I heard Harry's voice from down the corridor. I lifted my head to look in the direction of my hallway and awaited the figure of my boyfriend emerging. “Soon enough he came out, a towel around his torso, holding a black tube, his wet hair flopping in front of his eyes as he squinted at the bottle. “Let me see” I said , reaching for the bottle, moving to sit crossed legged as Harry stood at the end of the sofa in front of me. “Oh it’s my hand cream, the one you like the smell of” I smiled , handing back the bottle. A look of ‘I know what it is you idiot’ crossed Harry's face as a smile quickly replaced it. “Can I have some?” he said, still examining the bottle. “Sure” I shrugged, reaching for my phone. As I looked up I saw Harry with a goofy smile and his arm outstretched passing me the tube. I just rolled my eyes and opened the bottle, taking some cream and starting to massage it into his hands. “Wow your hands are so soft” I heard him mumble, causing a light blush to grace my cheeks. 

When we went shopping a month ago it happened again. I tend to get distracted and just walk to things I think look pretty. On this day a beautiful custom bag in the centre of a display in one of my favourite shops across the street had caught my eye. I started walking towards it, to admire it closer, forgetting we had a list of things we needed to get before the shops closed. “Hey hey hey where are you going” I heard Harry's voice as a protective hand was wrapped around mine. “Oh it's fine i'm just going to go and have a look at that shop over there” i smiled at him. “It's way too crowded, I will come with you, just don’t let go” he said protectively as we navigated our way through the crowd so I could reach my destination. 

And then last week we sat at dinner with some of his friends. The dinner had finished and we all sat in idle chatter. Talia was talking about the wedding plans and Harry was stuck in conversation with Ethan on the other side of him.  “Oh and i was so torn between these two different shades for the flowers” Talia carried on as she showed me and the girls some pictures on her phone when i noticed a presence on top of my left hand. I cast my eyes down for a split second seeing Harry's right hand wrapped around my own hand. I cast my gaze back to Talia's phone as a soft smile graced my lips. I moved my hand so it wrapped around Harrys and noticed his own hand tense a little before settling into its familiar position. 

It was not just these obvious acts of affection that I had picked up on either. But whenever we went out for a walk it took less than two minutes for his hands to find mine, or for our hands to interlock over the table at dinner, being sat at one of our apartments and for us to just be sat there and his hands always found mine. I found it comforting, and the fact that this was probably a subconscious trait that he didn’t even realise he was doing made it even sweeter and special to me.

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[moonlitmarn]

Imagine/smut with y/n and Harry (not bf and gf yet) but the sexual tension could be cut with a knife and the others notice and comment on it and that sends you both over the edge and well…

Please, He Wishes | Harry Lewis ♡

I have not written smut in a hot minute so pls forgive me lols (also check out my fics they have better smut hehe)

“I don’t know why you won’t just go over there,” Talia whisper-yelled, shoving Y/N lightly. 

She rolled her eyes, “And do what? Strangle him?”

It was Freezy’s birthday and everyone was at the apartment to celebrate. They’d all been friends for years, but for some reason, Y/N and Harry always seemed to clash. Even after five years of knowing eachother, they couldn’t get through an evening without making a snarky comment at one another.

“Oh please,” Freya scoffed, “You know the real reason you guys don’t get along,”

Y/N furrowed her brows, bringing the red solo cup back toward her lips as she locked eyes with the blonde haired boy across the room.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

“You want to rip eachother’s clothes off!” She exclaimed, making Y/N’s eyes widen significantly, “It’s so obvious.”

Y/N shuffled awkwardly as she leant against the countertop. This wasn’t true. He was just irritating and thrived off of pushing her buttons. She watched as he watched her, Y/N never backed down from a challenge and she certainly wasn’t going to be the one to break first.

“See, he might as well be undressing you,” Talia nodded, all nonchalant.

Y/N laughed, “Please. He wishes.”

Joining everyone around the table for a round of beer pong, Freezy had split the room in half. Of course, Y/N ended up on Harry’s team, he did it on purpose and she knew that. 

Throwing the ball and missing, her team groaned whilst the others cheered. Y/N sighed and turned to head to the back of the group, brushing past Harry in the process.

“You know, the ball is meant to go in the cup,” He announced. 

“You know, your head is meant to be on top of your body, not up your ass.” Y/N retorted, making everyone ooh. 

Talia sent Y/N a telling look from across the room and she brushed it off. She wasn’t right. 

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It was getting late and everyone was beyond the point of saving, people sprawled across couches and fighting over who got the bathroom first. Y/N, on the other hand, was tipsy… but not to the point that she couldn’t make her way home. 

So with that, Y/N gently lifted Freya off of her shoulder, who had passed out several hours ago, and made her way to the corridor, preparing to book an Uber.

“Not like you to leave the party early,” 

Y/N turned to see Harry leant against the doorway, arms folded. She shrugged, “Everyones dead, funs over.”

She watched as he stood there, eyes trailing down her body slowly. She folded her arms as she waited for his reply, if any. 

There was silence for brief a moment, before he spoke up, “It doesn’t have to be.”

Y/N’s brow raised, glancing around the fairly quiet apartment, “And what are you implying?” 

He smirked lightly and starting closing the distance between them, making Y/N’s palms sweat a little. This is the first time she’d looked into his eyes without rolling them afterwards. Despite the heeled boots, Harry still managed to look down at Y/N, making her breath catch in her throat. 

Her skin burned as he trailed a finger up her arm, “I won’t tell if you don’t,”

Before Y/N could register what Harry was insinuating, his hand came to the back of her neck and pulled her in for a kiss. Her first instinct was to push him away and, to be honest, shove him. But, as his hands began to wander, her train of thought was gone and suddenly her arms were wrapped around his neck, pulling him closer. 

“Let’s go,” He mumbled against her neck as he peppered kisses along her collarbone. 

Taking his hand and following Harry to his bedroom, he wasted no time in locking the door and reconnecting their lips. The kiss was fiery, hands wandering, shoes kicked off and frantically trying to tear clothing off of one another. 

His hands skimmed her thighs before pulling her dress up over her head so that she was standing in nothing but a black thong, he stood back for a moment to take in her appearance. Y/N scoffed and rolled her eyes, “Stop staring and get on the bed,”

For once, he done as he was told and laid on the bed, Y/N soon climbing on to straddle his hips. She sat down abruptly, making him grunt and her smirk. Leaning forward to kiss down his neck, she ran her fingers under his t-shirt and tugged at the hems, “Take it off.”

“I don’t recall saying you could be in charge,”

Harry’s arms locked around Y/N’s waist and turned them over so that she was now flush against the mattress, a small squeal leaving her lips in surprise. Pinning her arms above her head, he pressed his hips further into hers, allowing a small moan to leave Y/N’s lips. He smirked a little before carrying on his assault down her neck, finding that particular spot behind her ear that made her toes curl.

Peppering kisses down her stomach, his large hands roamed her body before his fingers hooked the waistband of her thong and pulled them down her thighs. He sat up briefly for a moment, pulling his t-shirt over his head making Y/N sigh and take in his bare torso.

Y/N parted her legs a little wider, desperate for any sort of attention that would relieve the ache between her thighs. Harry noticed this and got comfortable between her legs, large hands holding them apart as he took one swipe against her clit, “Fuck,”

Y/N’s head fell against the pillow as an aura washed over her, whimpering as she felt his lips trail along her hot skin, refusing to give her any more attention in the area where she so desperately needed him.

“Please…” She whined quietly, reaching for his hair to tug on ever so slightly. He grunted at the action and looked up at her from his position between her thighs. 

“Someones impatient,”

She rolled her eyes and raised her hips slightly, “If you don’t touch me now I swear to Go- oh,”

Y/N moaned as his lips attached to her throbbing core, his tongue paying extra close attention to the tiny bundle of nerves. Her fingers laced in his hair as she closed her eyes tightly, relishing in the euphoria she was feeling.

“Don’t stop,”

Just as she was verging on her high, Harry pulled away slowly and smirked, making Y/N sit up on her forearms, “You’ve got to be kidding me,”

Even in this state they were able to find a challenge, a way to argue. 

Y/N watched as Harry sat up on his knees, her eyes trailing down to where his joggers left nothing to the imagination. She leant forward and reached for the waistband, her eyes meeting his briefly before she pulled them down slowly. 

Harry leant forward and reconnected their lips, laying her down slowly and settling between her thighs. Y/N gasped quietly as she felt him running the tip up and down her centre before pushing in slowly, painfully slowly. 

Breaking the kiss, Y/N turned her head to the side to let out a moan. Harry nestled in the crook of her neck as he found a steady rhythm with his hips.

“Fuck, you feel good,” He moaned, making Y/N nod quickly in agreement and wrap a leg around him. 

Their chests were pressed together as Harry’s hips moved quicker, curse words and moans filling the air. He continued to kiss down her neck, Y/N’s lip being pulled between her teeth as she felt the pressure change, he was leaving a hickey.

“You’re so fucking annoying,” She moaned, tugging at his hair slightly. 

“Likewise,”

Harry’s thrusts grew sloppy and Y/N could feel herself getting closer. “Keep going, don’t you dare stop,” She cried. 

“Go on, cum for me,”

Her head was thrown back against the pillow as her high finally washed over her, “Oh God, yes, I’m there,”

Y/N rode her high, Harry's head still buried in the crook of her neck. His thrusts quickened for a moment before they stilled, “I’m gonna cum,” Harry groaned.

Pulling out, Y/N’s eyes opened slowly, but practically rolled to the back of her head as she watched Harry wrap a large hand around his cock, stroking it quickly, chest heaving.

“Oh fuck,”

Collapsing down beside her, they laid in silence, the only sounds being heard were their heavy breaths and their chests rising and falling quickly.

Y/N waited a moment before sitting up slowly, running a hand through her hair.

“Where are you going?”

She turned to Harry to see him looking over at her, brows furrowed. 

“Um… home?”

He chuckled and shook his head, “Oh, we are nowhere near done.”

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[allywthsr]

BABYFEVER | (h.lewis)

summary: Y/N sees a TikTok from side+ and gets severe babyfever

wordcount: 1k words

pairing: harrylewis x singer!reader

warnings: none

notes: Y/N is watching this TikTok, literally freaked when I saw it🥲 enjoy and comment your thoughts!

You lay on the couch in the living room, having finished the studio session for today, while scrolling on TikTok and coming across a new side+ TikTok where AI generated the sidemen and what their baby would look like. Harry was the first to start and your ovaries screamed. You‘ve never seen a baby as cute as that and the way Harry was holding it? Get out of here. You needed that, right now.

You‘ve been together for ages as well, and both of your parents annoyed you with a: ”When’s the first baby coming“ weekly. Both of you never felt ready or mature enough to raise a small human being that relied on you, you could barely take care of yourself. Often forgetting to do chores like washing your clothes or bringing out the trash. Don’t get me started on how often you didn’t want to cook, so you just ordered something in, getting takeout way too much. How were you supposed to take care of another breathing thing. You literally gave little Herb to his parents, because you didn’t have enough time to care for him the way he deserved to be cared for.

You loved the trips you took spontaneously or the festivals you could visit without thinking twice. That would change, you weren’t sure if you were ready for this, it was a big responsibility.

But seeing him holding that baby made you forget all the worries, and wanting a baby right now, you needed to see him caring for a child and cuddling with a small human.

He was already the best caring boyfriend you could imagine, massaging your shoulders after a long day, bringing you snacks throughout the day when you worked on new songs in your little home setup, cuddling with you when you craved human contact, and giving you space when you didn’t. He watered the plants when you forget or made the bed when you had to hurry and overslept again. Sending you sweet (or horny) messages when a sidemen shoot took longer than expected and you couldn’t watch your favorite movie as you planned.

And now imagine this man with a kid. It would be chaos but good chaos. Trying to make you breakfast with his little mini-me for you, would end up with flour all over the kitchen floor and the toast black instead of a nice crispy brown. While they go because they had an important ’meeting‘ with the stuffed animals, you had to clean up but you wouldn’t really mind.

Spoiling your child with clothes and toys he found while shooting a sidemen video in central London. Just like he said he would be the fun uncle that gives the sidemen kids candy under the table, he would be the fun dad that could never say ’no‘ to anything and give them candy over the table, because he was the dad and could do anything he wanted.

Comforting them in the middle of the night when a nightmare occurred or the diaper needed a change. Getting the morning cuddles in before both of you had to get up. Your baby laying on his chest and enjoying the skin-to-skin time with their daddy, a hand constantly on their back to comfort them.

He would use every chance to talk about his baby, whether in a sidemen video or on the podcast when the topic was a completely different one.

The way he would sit down at the small table for a tea party dressed as a fairy or play football in the morning on the still wet grass while you prepared breakfast.

He would freak out of excitement on special occasions, like Easter or Christmas, probably more excited than your child.

He would buy way too many gifts and colorful eggs and hide them around the house and garden for your kid to search for when they are older and acting all surprised when they found something. He would definitely hold the egg basket when your baby would say: ”dada hold“, your heart clenching at the thought.

He send you way too many videos on Instagram of dads putting shoe prints with boots and flour on the floor, acting like Santa left them, always telling you how he wanted to do that with your future kids. Drinking the milk, eating the cookies they left out, and putting the carrot for Rudolph back in the fridge. He wouldn’t help with wrapping but definitely chose the gifts, many of them.

So when Harry came through the front door and shouted out a loud: ”Y/N, I‘m home“ and stood up and walked in his direction.

”I want a baby.“

Harry was on his way to greet you with a hug and a kiss but froze in his movements and his eyes widen.

”You, you you you you want a what?“, his stuttering got the best of him.

You chuckled and went to hug him but him being too shocked to hug you back.

”A baby, Harry“, you put your hands on both sides of his head. ”I saw the side+ TikTok where you looked at the AI babies, and that was the cutest thing ever, imagine a small you running around the house.“

It was like a light went on over his head, now understanding where this sudden baby fever came from.

”Let’s get to work then“, he said and scooped you up before carrying you to the bedroom.

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[toastypeachy]

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[lvrslvt3]

— YOUTUBERS

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❀ fluff

❥ sad

❆ angst

HARRY LEWIS.

*⁀➷ also known as wroetoshaw

❆ ❀ another blanket

❆ ❥ love is a choice

GEORGE CLARKE.

*⁀➷ also known as tiktoks biggest star

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[imagintheworldaway]

Here we go again

A/N idk how to even label this one??? kinda short, kinda happy, kinda sad, all over and plucking at my heart strings !!

this is also a kind of non specific one so i guess you could insert whoever !

Requests: Open

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My eyes darted around, watching the crowd filled with my friends laughing, drinking and dancing. I tapped the empty pint glass that was in front of me on the table when I heard the seat next to me scratch across the floor. “Hey stranger” a sweet voice said, causing my head to whip around and meet the gaze of an all too familiar face. She set a full pint glass in front of me whilst sipping on her own. “Penny for your thoughts?” she said, nodding towards the drink she had offered me. I moved my hand to grasp the full glass, taking a quick swig before angling my body towards her. “This is just crazy” I sighed, taking her in. Her hair was tucked behind her ears and she was wearing a light blue silk dress, simple, but it suited her. “I know, two weddings in one year” she laughed, circling the lip of her glass. “Just shows we’re getting older” she carried on biting her lip, looking over as the song changed and the crowd cheered. 

A low chuckle escaped my chest. “Remember, when i’d call you up every Saturday night, we would always be the last two walking home” i reminisced on the past. “I always remember watching the sun rise behind the skyscrapers, walking along the Thames, saying it now it sounds so romantic” she smiled looking back at me. I laughed, “yh, i’m sure the residents being woken up by our dreadful singing every sunday morning really saw the romance in it all”. I watched as a small blush formed beneath her makeup. “God, we were so oblivious,” she laughed. “No we were happy” I smiled sadly at her.gently covering her hand that now rested on the table with my own, squeezing lightly, like i used to. 

I remembered those nights. She would always say we were taking it easy, then after each round we both became more bold. I wasn't the most socially confident person but when i was with her, the crowd of other young adults having fun, the loud thumping music, the glare of the strobe lights, it all went away with the way her body swayed to the beat, the rhythm controlling her as she danced like she was the only person in the room. Slowly our friends would peel away, until we were the only two left, being kicked out the club. She would hold my hand as we drunkenly sang and danced down the river's edge. Every week would be the same, she would stop and watch the sunrise, as I watched the golden rays illuminate her face. She would tell me how beautiful it is and I would always agree. She would turn and with the confidence only alcohol could give us she would kiss me. We would be content in each other's company, our weekly routine would be the highlight for the both of us. We would act normal for the rest of the week, a normal non-labelled couple, until saturday night rolled around again and she would show up at my door, a bottle of that weeks poison in her hand, a cheeky grin on her face and she would always say ‘here we go again’. 

“They were good times” I broke the silence, sounding more sheepish than I had intended. “Yes, good memories” she trailed, re-tucking her hair that had fallen in front of her face. Sometimes it's easy to just focus on the good, but truly that's all we had. Nothing bad ever really happened. We never argued, only bickered, and our routine only stopped because we both had more career oriented commitments. I was doing more shoots and so was she. From weekly outings to monthly, to once in a blue moon to a complete halt. 

I was unapologetically staring at a face that hasn't really changed much over the years when a large hand was present on her shoulder. “Wanna dance?” A deep voice caught my attention as I looked up and reality came crashing down, making me feel rigid, my lungs were tight and my once comforting grip on her hand fell back to my side. Her cheeky smile that used to only be reserved for me appeared as she met the intense gaze of the man. She stood up taking the man's hand before turning back to me. She placed a soft hand on my shoulder, the diamond ring glinting in the light. “It was so nice to see you,” her soft voice said as she squeezed my shoulder and lingered a little too long. I was stunned for a second. “Oh yh, and congrats by the way” I said, the hurt in my voice a little to present, nodding to her hand. “Thank you” she said a little too quickly, glancing at the ring before sighing a little. The moment went as she plastered on a big smile and turned to her fiance “here we go again” she giggled as I watched him drag her to the dancefloor.

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[imagintheworldaway]

Moral of the story PT2

the long awaited sequel !

read part one here!

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Scrolling TikTok was usually a bit of a break for me. I had just finished filming a video with Lux and I was taking a break before I had a shower to scrub off my makeup and have a little self care evening. Everything was sweetly mind-numbing until a clip caught my eye. I turned up the volume as I saw an original clip from Harry and Is Vegas wedding. It was the clip of us leaving the chapel, me in my short baby doll white dress and veil longer than my actual dress, and Harry in a tieless suit with his top buttons undone. We were only teens in this clip, back when it was us two against the world. The clip cut and I saw Harry on screen. “It’s the hardest thing to talk about really” He said and then it cut to Ethan. “They were so in love, we were jealous, not only was it great content but it was so real” the screen then cut back to Harry. “What happened?” a voice said from behind the camera. “I don't know, she obviously wasn't happy, it broke my heart, i loved her, and she just threw it all the way, like it was nothing, like, how can you be so horrible, cruel, i-” Harry had started rambling before catching his tongue and the clip swapped back to SImon “she truly broke his heart, it hurt all of us” he said looking into the camera. And that's where the clip ended, and my rage started. Yes I asked for the divorce, but how was he not happy? How can he lie about me like that? None of them ever reached out to me, asking if I was ok, how the hell dare they. It had been over three years, the divorce was over and done with, we had talked through it so many times, we had talked to our friends, addressed the fans, even appeared together a handful of times in different videos. I thought we were all finally in a good place again. Obviously I was wrong.

The day was as bleak as my mood. I felt bad for anyone that saw me as I was contemplating murder right now. All I could see was red, and there was only one man I was going to aim this anger at. I had rang Talia and she had told me that the boys were filming at a studio I was all too familiar with. It was only a short walk from where I lived, I quickly turned my anger into determination as I mapped the streets in my head and my muscle memory almost flew me to the warehouse. I stormed through the door, I couldn’t care less if they were in the middle of a shoot. I had a score to settle. 

I stormed through, past the crew, people tried to stop me but no one had the chance. I stopped abruptly on the set but not quite in front of the cameras. They were shooting some type of game show but my rage just intensified when I saw my target. “You fucking arsehole” I shouted, my fists balled at my sides as I stood staring down my target. Everyone went silent and looked at me, most faces in pure shock to even see me. “Say something you twat, or did you say it all in your stupid fucking documentary” I spat in Harry’s direction. “Uh- I-“ he stuttered. I just stood there, staring daggers.

No one said anything, just watched like an old western movie, two people in a standoff. “I’m not leaving until I have answers, so keep staring” I said through gritted teeth. “Uh take five everyone” I heard Kon say somewhere to my left. Everyone stayed still for a moment, no one wanting to move first, before the crew started busying themselves and the other boys just stood there stunned. I waited as Harry took his time to walk over to me. “Can we do this outside? '' he said, not looking at me. “So chat shit about me to the entire world but can’t sort it in front of your mates, spineless dick” I snapped, “oh and none of you are off the hook either” i spat pointing my finger at all the boys. I grabbed Harry's forearm, spinning around and walking to the door. 

“Y/N I-“ he started before crumpling under my stare. “You what Harry? Thought you’d save yourself by slandering me?” I said “look at me, Atleast give me that” I said my voice faltering. “I thought we were cool, i thought you understood, i thought we had all figured this out” i had pleaded with him. “I didn't mean for it to come off like that” he sighed, “then what? How did you mean for it to come off, cause I've had so much hate already, I don't know if I can go through all of this again "I said, slinking back into myself a little. “Come on, I love you Y/N” he said, his voice strained as he reached for my arm. I jerked back, almost instinctively for a moment, seeing the hurt wash across his face as I let my emotions run free. “No, no, no. You do not deserve to say that to me” I seethed, starting to feel the tears prick at the corner of my eyes. “You hurt me” I spat, pointing my finger accusingly at Harry. He looked lost like a little puppy, and if I was still the woman he had married, I would have crumbled, apologised, and comforted him, telling him it was ok and we can forget this ever happened. But this time I cannot forget. “And you didn't hurt me?” he quipped back. “I never said i didn’t, the difference is you care so much about what your friends and fans think about you, about us, that it's easier to slander me just to make yourself out to be the good guy” the tears had slowed down now, but i can already guarantee my makeup is fully fucked. 

I sighed, running a hand through my hair as I gathered myself. “I loved you Harry, so fucking much. I thought you were it for me, you were my forever, but this, it turned so toxic, it turned into pleasing everyone but ourselves. And the fact that you still can't see that all these years later. Well, you need to let go, "I said, trying to get through to him. “And then what? I lose you forever?” He sounded so desperate and so unsure. “I don't know, but you need to let go, neither of us can grow if you don't” I almost pleaded with him. “Fine, i’ll try, but this won't happen overnight,” he sighed. “I know that, but please, if you really do still love me, try” it wasn’t a lot, but for now, these words will have to do. I quickly composed myself, turning back to a stoic version of myself, putting my guard back up “Just know, if you ever pull anything like that again, i will air all of our dirty laundry”

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[imagintheworldaway]

The Right Kind Of Love

A/N Super short, super angst, super cringe, we love that no?

Requests: Open

Watching the moon glisten on the water of the Thames almost makes you forget about the murky brown colour the river usually sports. The rhythmic horns of black cabs mixed with the occasional siren and shout created a very special white noise. I watched as the lights of the apartment slowly faded, as tenants started retiring to their beds. 

I was brought out of my trance by a blanket being wrapped around my shoulders. “This is why you’re always ill” Harry's usually goofy voice said, concern underlining his words. “Do you ever regret it?” I sighed, as he positioned himself next to me, close enough that I could feel his warmth but still far enough away that my body still yearned for his touch. 

A silence dawned upon us, as Harry thought carefully about his next words. “Sometimes” was all he said. I cocked my head, my eyes still trained to the water, my silence urging him to elaborate more. “I love you Y/N, i really do, but we both know it isn't the right kind of love” i giggled a bit, a sad smile finding its place on my face. “The right kind of love” I repeated his words. 

“It is sad, once upon a time I thought this would be it you know?” I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. “You, me, our place looking over the city, a life of fun and friends, us against the world” I took a break to let out a sigh “happiness, you know?” i finished. I finally moved to look at Harry's handsome features. His face half illuminated by the same moon that was gracing the river.  strong , rugged features, tousled hair, protruding muscles, a very different man than when we met. When I met Harry he wasn’t a man though, he was just a boy, a kid, we both were, and that is who i fell in love with. 

Studying his features I rested my head against the wall, one leg tucked under me and the blanket keeping me warm. “You’ve changed Y/N” Harry said, meeting my eyes. “You are so amazing, I hate how it didn’t work. I hate me, i hate our friends, i hate us and i hate you a little” Harry smirked. “Shut up” I giggled. “If you hate me so much you wouldn’t keep coming back” i said biting my lip, the events of the past evening starting to cloud my memory. “I just can’t help myself” Harry jabbed playfully back. 

We took an opportunity to just stare at each other. Everyone knew our past, everyone rooted for us at one point in time. But people grow, people change, people love and people get hurt. “I never meant to hurt you, you know that right?” We have this conversation every time, and everytime the guilt of our past, of my past, seems to overwhelm me. “I know, i wouldn't be here if i didn't” Harry smiled at me. “We were kids Y/N, young, dumb, full of fun and stupid decisions, both of us were.” he continued. 

I took a second to consider my next words. “In another life, it would have worked, i love you, i just wish i loved you more than i do” i said meeting his eyes once again. “So do i Y/N, so do i”

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[imagintheworldaway]

Girlfriend

A/N a bit happier and shorter than what i usually write, i hope you enjoy!

warnings: no

Requests open 

It was a beautiful day in London. I was wearing a gorgeous sundress, my hair was styled to perfection and all of my makeup just seemed to work today and it put me in such a good mood. “Y/N come on the car is here” I heard my flat mate Gee shout. “Coming babes!” I shouted back, grabbing my hand bag and meeting my flatmate. “You look insane, is it for a certain boy by any chance?” Gee smiled at me as she picked up her keys, making me roll my eyes and a warm pink grace my cheeks. “We are just friends,” I said sternly to my friend. “I would believe you but i don’t think friends go on dates, basically live together and oh sleep together” she giggled as she locked the door to our apartment. “Stop, we don’t want people to know,” I said in a hushed tone as we made our way outside and to our ride.

We were invited to Ethan and Faiths baby shower and it was the perfect day for it. “This is amazing, '' I said as I looked out the window and we made our way up the drive of Ethan and Faiths farm house. “I had no idea it was this big” Gee said with the same amazement in her voice as mine. We thanked the driver and exited the car to be met with a guy holding badges. “oh team girl all the way” i smiled pinning the badge to the top of my sundress “no no, Faith has like 70 brothers it's defo going to be a boy. Plus blue matched my outfit” Gee smiled as she picked the other badge and put it on. We had a slow walk up the drive, taking in all of the surroundings.

“GEE, Y/N!” Talia squealed as we rounded the corner. She engulfed us in a huge bear hug and we both squeezed back. “what, no, Y/N, it's going to be a boy” Talia said taking note of my badge. I just smiled and shook my head, i knew deep down i was right. We walked with Talia over to Faith who looked amazing, and fell into easy conversation.

After about twenty minutes the crowd of boys returned from their tour that Faith had informed us the boys had taken. “I wish I could make a guy grin like that,” I whispered to Faith as Ethan bounced over to us like an excited little puppy. He instantly wrapped a loving arm around her back, it looked so natural and sweet.

“Ok girls and boys it's time for the big reveal” Ethan shouted making us all crowd around the large arrangement of balloons and words saying ‘BOY’ and ‘GIRL’. I positioned myself kind of near the front, feeling a warm presence next to me which I could not mistake for anyone else except my lover. “hey” i heard him whisper, causing me to casually look over my shoulder. As soon as I did, I was met with those dreamy blue eyes. “Hey stranger,” I smiled, taking a sip from my champagne glass. “you look insane” he said, in a lower tone for just us two to hear. “What can I say, I use baby showers to scout out fit lads” I smirked causing him to chuckle back. “Well, I think it is working,” he quipped back before our attention turned to the happy couple.

We cheered as they started to count down. 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 ... 1! And with a press of the big red button soon we were surrounded by pink smoke and confetti. I cheered, turning to Gee, catching her eyes and making a loser sign, which she just rolled her eyes to. Soon the crowd dispersed and drinks started flowing more rapidly. I had had quite a few drinks and danced around with Freya. I was tipsy to say the least but I knew what was going on. It was just an amazing time, having fun with my friends, everyone happy and delighted for the happy couple.

As the night rolled on, most of the couples left, leaving a few of us around the fire pit in idle chatter. I was sat next to Harry and although I had a nice buzz going on I knew what was happening, and I could tell Harry was far more drunk than I thought. “I think you’re too drunk,” I whispered to the boy next to me. “i don’t think you’re drunk enough” he slurred back causing a soft giggle to escape my lips.  As he said that my phone lit up indicated my Uber had arrived. “coming with?” I questioned the intoxicated boy next to me, showing him my phone. I just got a mumble in return which was followed by him standing up and announcing us leaving. Cal had left hours ago meaning people were just happy someone was babysitting the bumbling idiot. “ok come on before we get ditched.” I said tugging on Harry's jumper so that he would follow me. “next sideman baby incoming! ” Ethan shouted after us, causing Harry to break out in laughter. “in his dreams Bez '' i shouted back as we rounded the corner to our ride.

It was a struggle but i eventually got Harry in the car and we had made it to our apartments. We only lived two streets apart from each other so it was easier to get out at Harrys and just walk home. “ok i will see you later” I said as Harry fumbled with his keys. “what no you cannot walk alone” He said after a moment of concentration. “it takes two minutes, i will be ok” i said caressing his cheek. “nope come on” Harry said interlacing our fingers. They just seemed to piece together so naturally. “what are you doing” i giggled. “walking my girl home” Harry said causing me to halt. “what?” I whispered, letting my hand fall, but still be entwined with his. “what's wrong?” he said turning around to study me, his face laced with worry. “your girl?” i questioned studying his features. “yh, i mean you are” he said nonchalantly as if it was fact. “I do not recall being asked,” I said, suppressing the smirk on my face. Harry's face contorted for a moment, he was thinking. “OK” Harry said, the confidence of the alcohol over taking him. He took a few steps back and out stretched his arms as he fell to his knees. “Y/N Y/L/N, The most beautiful girl in the world, will you be my girlfriend?” he shouted at me causing me to let my smile show and shake my head. I took a few steps forward and cupped Harry's cheeks in my palms. I leant down and placed a quick kiss to his lips. “of course i will” i said placing another kiss on his lips, lingering a little longer than the time before. “what took you so long” i whispered as Harry stood up, his frame still a little wobbly. “because, you’re so pretty and amazing and i didn’t want to lose you” he shrugged as we carried on walking to my apartment. “You're so goofy, you know that?” I complimented him as I leant into his side.

My eyes fluttered open as the light that peaked through the blinds hit my face. I rolled over and was met with soft snores causing me to smile. I tried to sit up, only to be pulled back down by a protective arm and a grunt. “I need to pee” I giggled as my head hit my pillow. “No, you need to stay here” Harry mumbled into my neck. “oh and pee on you?” I said, causing the arm to release and give me my freedom.

I went and did my business, freshening up a bit and slipping on some shorts and a baggy top before making my way back into my bedroom. I felt Harry's eyes on me as I moved around my things to find my hairbrush. “what?” I giggled, not turning around as I finally found my hairbrush. “my girlfriend is so hot in the morning” he said causing me to feel a warm flush in my chest and a deep crimson to flush my cheeks. “you remember that?” i said smiling to myself. “how could i forget, i wasn’t as drunk as you thought” Harry said as i turned around, setting down my brush. “whatever dingus” i smirked crawling back into bed and being peppered in kisses.

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[imagintheworldaway]

Drabble 1

A/N: back to my main man. super short so that's why its a drabble, hope you enjoy a little tender moment

warnings: No lol

Requests: On :)

“Why are you so scared to be loved?” Harry said, I could feel his body heat as he rested his arms on his knees that he had tucked into his chest next to me. Biting my lip I finally had the courage to look into those deep blue eyes. I took a deep breath, searching his eyes, before realising that it was my move. “Love is awful,” I said, shocking myself a little. I watched as Harry scrunched his eyebrows at me, a little confused at my words. “What I mean is, well, love isn’t easy, it's painful, it's frightening, it makes you doubt everything you ever knew about yourself, it makes you care about stupid things like if you’d like my hair up or down, long or short. It makes you cruel and selfish, makes you say things you never knew you were capable of, makes you feel so good but so bad all at once. Its exhausting, takes your whole being to be able to truly love and commit to someone, to be able to trust and be vulnerable and confused and i fucking love you” i said almost breathlessly. 

You could cut the tension between us with a knife as the silence made my heart beat a million miles a minute. I was hoping, preying, willing for him to say anything, anything to cut this torture. However, words just wouldn't suffice as before I knew it I felt soft lips capture my own. The kiss was tender and loving, his hand stroking my cheek as I melted into his touch. “Please don't be scared” Harry said as he moved away from me. We were only inches apart, his eyes boring into my own. “I have always loved you, and through thick and thin i always will, i promise” he admitted to me. This time I was the one that was speechless, so I did the only rational thing and reignited the kiss he had started.

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[imagintheworldaway]

Crush

A/N idk kinda messy and long, not eddited just raw writing 

warnings: no? alcohol a little (a to cool for school reader?) 

REQUESTS: OPEN

It was so typical. I knew I couldn’t just go through life hating everyone, as much as i wish i could. No, I had to fall in love with one of those ‘influencer’ guys that had decided to grace this earth. I smiled to myself, this was so 10 things I hate about you style, stupid rom-com situation that ofcourse i would be stuck in. 

“Hey Y/N, you listening?” my boss snapped me out of my trance. I just hummed back a response as she carried on with the list of responsibilities and who was doing what today. “Y/N, you will be in the VIP lounge, so be happy for once” my boss assigned me my role, causing me to have to hold back my groan and refrain from rolling my eyes. I just gave my fakest smile possible and nodded. “Try, please, Y/N” my boss sighed before moving on to the others. 

Once we were all dismissed i went over to the customer information sheet and it was the same group that was here a week ago. I flicked through the pages and saw the name list. There it was, the man who had been clouding my fantasies, Harry Lewis. 

I felt a burning sensation over my cheeks as the rest of the sheet turned into a blur. The two words are just becoming bigger and bolder in my vision. “Fuck” i whispered to myself in a shaky breath. “What's wrong now Joy?” my colleague, Cass asked as she read my bashful expression. Joy wasn’t my name but a fun little nickname that everyone called me because i was always so miserable, i know, peak humour. “Nothing,” I snapped back taking the sheet and walking over to the VIP bar, making sure everything was set up and ready. 

I took a nervous breath as I looked at my watch. The last time they were here it was a birthday or something and Harry. As soon as he walked through the door i felt time stop as his eyes locked with mine and a cheeky smile graced his features. I had never had such a strong reaction to anyone before and the fact that he had such a hold on me and i had never had as much as a conversation with him really said something. Ever since then he had crowded my mind, his ocean blue eyes boring a hole in my soul and his laugh echoing in my ears. I knew he was famous, I mean they had to be to afford a VIP suit here, but I also knew he was a famous influencer. Meaning he probably had swarms of girls and probably boys my age all fawning over him. 

A loud noise bought me out of my reminiscing and I plastered on my fake smile whilst checking myself once more in the mirror i kept under the bar. “And this is you guys have fun” my boss said sending me a pointed look as he let the group take up the room. “Hey there I’m Joy and I will be looking after you this evening” I smiled at the group. Yes, I use my nickname with customers, less stalking that way. 

A chorus of hellos greeted me, they had been here before so it wasn’t long before they settled down with a glass of complimentary champagne and started minding their own business. 

I was organising some bottles, pretending to look busy when i heard that voice. “Hey” my breath hitched in my throat and i composed myself, a genuine smile gracing my features for once as i turned around and met the gaze of Mr Lewis. “How can I help?” I asked sweetly, batting my eyelashes. “Um 8 shots of tequila” The man in front of me smiled. I took a moment before I nodded and started on the drinks order.  

The chatter from the rest of the group filled my senses as I bought over a tray of the drinks. I had to suppress my smile when I heard his laugh, not wanting anyone to find out about my little crush. 

The night carried on with laughter and a strong flow of drinks from the men. Dipping in and out and more people joining the party and extending the fun. At some point my manager had sent up Cass to help me with the influx of customers that were now my responsibility. We were polishing glasses as it had now hit 3 am and the part had started to die down and move on. “It’s so funny seeing you actually like someone,” Cass said, causing me to whip my head round and send her a death glare, causing her just to giggle. “I have no idea what you’re talking about” I said in my own defence, putting away the shot glasses. “Oh really?” Cass started, turning her body towards me, boasting a cocky smile. “I have never seen you stumble over your words, pink cheeks and an actual genuine smile, that cool ‘i don’t care persona’ completely disappearing as soon as he is in eye line.” She smirked at me while putting away some champagne flutes. 

I just bit my tongue and bared my way through the final hour of my shift, being teased and ridiculed by Cass for my little crush the whole time. The rest of the shift flew by and we were almost finished, just waiting on the last three boys to leave, which included my little crush. “You are amazing thank you” a taller boy, Cal I think, said as he engulfed me in a hug, being the least drunk of the three boys. I smiled politely as his arm hung around my shoulders. “Ay ay ay, Cal. Man. I wouldn’t do that, boggy will get jealous” the other man said, Ethan i think. I felt a warm blush creep onto my cheeks as Harry's head looked over at the mention of his name. 

“Yh, Cal, Arms off” Harry slurred engulfing me in a hug and boasting a cocky smile as he resumed Cal's position around my shoulders. “Ok, Joy, What is your insta?” Ethan asked, his phone in his hands as he looked for the app on his phone. “I’m not really allowed,” I said trailing off a hint of sadness in my voice. “C’mon no ones looking,” Ethan urged as he moved his phone closer to me. I looked over at Cass biting my lip, she was too preoccupied with organising the bottles, and this will probably be my only chance. “Ok,” I said, taking Ethans phone and typing in my @. “We have done it boys” Ethan cheered earning a hollar from Cal and a shy smile from Harry. “I am sure we will be seeing you again” Cal said as the boys finally said their goodbyes. 

“So when you become rich and famous for dating an influencer, don't forget me?” Cass quipped as we finished work and walked out on to the street just causing me to roll my eyes. “Nothing will happen,” I said, a slightly twang of sadness lacing my voice. “Whatever, see you next week” Cass bid her farewells as we parted ways. 

It was a normal day, I was just making my bed when my phone went off. I walked over and saw @wroetoshaw has sent you a message request. I almost dropped my phone as i tapped the notification and read the message that he had actually sent me. 

‘Hey Joy, well i guess that isn’t your name, no wonder i couldn’t find you the first time. Sorry about last night, we had a bit too much. Would actually like to go out sometime if you're up to it?’ 

I stood there gawking at my phone as I read and re-read the message a million times. I sat on my bed crossed legged as I thought out my reply.

‘Hey, yeah it is just a silly nickname. I would love to!’ 

I replied biting my lip. I never care how I message people but this was different. I decided to carry on with my chores to try and distract myself from this funny feeling in my chest. Not even five minutes later my phone went off again and I pressed on the notification. 

‘Haha good, glad i didn’t embarrass myself too much! How about dinner on wednesday?’ 

The message read. 

‘Sounds good’ 

Was all I replied confirming my date with Harry Lewis. 

The next few days Harry and I messaged as if we were old friends. Conversation was just easy. I learnt about him and he seemed genuinely interested in me. We joked and there was never a dull moment. I had never fallen for anyone before and here I was smiling at my screen like a schoolgirl. Awaiting every next message, anxiety building in my chest when he doesn’t reply for a while, thinking what if he had grown bored of me? Only for those thoughts to vanish when a light came on my screen indicating that little notification had appeared. 

I sat in my Uber nervously. I had dressed up a lot more than usual as Harry had decided on a restaurant i had never even heard of before, meaning it was probably fancy. The car stopped and I got out. Harry was already waiting for me. “You look, just wow” he said as he greeted me, causing me to smile. “Thanks, I thought I would put in a little effort,” I giggled as we made our way into the restaurant. 

The date went so quickly. We couldn’t stop laughing and giggling and it was just the best time I had had in a while. We made our way outside and started walking just about anywhere to keep the date going. We made our way across one of the many bridges of London, our hands interlaced as the cool breeze of the English summer brushed past us. 

“I never thought I could fall for someone, especially not someone like you.” I admitted bashfully. Turning my body towards Harry as we stopped and looked at the view from the bridge. He furrowed his eyebrows for a second as his eyes met mine “How come?” he asked, genuine curiosity behind his eyes as he searched mine for answers. A soft smile graced my lips. “Because you’re you,” I said unlinking our hands and gesturing to him. He was a rich and famous man, I was just a normal bar maid, sure i knew i liked him but to have strong feelings so soon felt so unnatural to me. “Is that so bad?” he said with a cocky grin now adorning his features. “Oh you have no idea,” I said suppressing my smirk. 

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[imagintheworldaway]

Ready

A/N uh oh sad and self destructive reader is back! who would have guessed :)

warnings: no

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I sat on my boyfriend's bed. I had already taken all of my things and returned them back to my own apartment. I took a shaky breath as I couldn't stop staring at the door, my inner speech which I had rehearsed a million times swimming around my brain. 

I was snapped out of my thought process as i heard the door click and my boyfriends eyes meet mine. “Hey babe” he said, the goofy smile that was always present when he saw me adorned his features. “Harry,” I said, with all the strength I had, which was not a lot. This made his head snap up and his eyebrows furrow as he set his rucksack down and looked over at me. “What's wrong?” he questioned reaching a hand out, only for me to flinch back, instantly regretting my actions as i saw worry wash over his face for a moment. 

“I have to go,” I whispered, not looking at him. Well so much for my speech. “W-what do you mean?” Harry was now pacing in front of me, trying to find any form of answer in my eyes. “I just can not do this anymore, im sorry” i finally said with a shaky voice, the confusion that laced harry's features truly pained me. But I had to think of myself. Harry was ready for the next step in life and I wasn't. His friends were all starting families and getting married and I knew he wanted that more than anything, but i did not not. It's not like we hadn't talked about it. And by talked I mean he would bring it up and I would just show a tight lipped smile and change the conversation. 

I took a gulp and played with my own fingers, feeling almost frozen in my spot. “No please Y/N don't do this, what - what can i say, i will do anything” Harry said, shocked at the other side of the room. I could feel his stare burning into me, looking for anything but mainly answers. 

“Words don’t mean anything to me anymore.” My voice cracked as I let the lie encase the air around me. I knew as soon as Harry said more of anything I would melt back into his arms and this situation would just be ignored for a little longer. A sharp pang in my chest confirming my pain was all too real. I looked up with tears threatening to spill from my eyes, meeting the tired gaze of my boyfriend. His once bright and happy eyes now drained of all life and i knew deep down that i was the cause of his misery. 

“Then what do you want me to say?” Harry replied, his back against the door as he looked as helpless as i did. He was trying, fighting for me, but i didn’t have the strength to fight much longer. He was biting the inside of his lip, i could tell, and a hand was scratching his upper chest, a ball of nerves and anxiety faced me, the stark opposite of love and affection that i am used to. That i had taken granted for all these years, i should have been better, i should have been more appreciative. But no, here was selfish Y/N making everyone around her feel the blame for her own misery. 

“That’s my point. I don’t want you to say anything.” I whispered as a teardrop fell onto my hands that were clasped in my lap in front of me. My knuckles turning white with rage? No frustration. Not for Harry and how he was acting but for myself. How can I let such an amazing man feel like this? How could I create such an undesirable situation? I always did this every single time things are going well i have to just ruin them with my stupid thoughts and own self doubt. 

He knelt down in front of me, his hands covering my own, relaxing them. I let my eyes flutter upwards to meet his gaze once more. “Please try and work with me Y/N” he was now pleading with me. He looked so drained, so weak as his frame was now hunched and his voice croaky, a river of his own tears threatening to spill. 

I averted my gaze for just a moment, a lifetime of happiness flashed before my eyes, mocking me, showing me everything i could have had if i had just stayed happy and complacent. I retracted my hands from the warmth of my boyfriends, bringing them into my chest and close to my heart. 

“I love you so much,” I said my voice cracking at the end. Harry's eyes started to light up as I started my own monologue that had been hidden inside me for a while now. “But” I started again, that one word making the man in front of me deflate, already knowing what was to come. “I just can't give you what you need, I'm not ready, and I'm not expecting you to wait or be in constant pain just for me.” I reached my hand out and cupped his cheek, feeling his tear hit my thumb as I choked back my own sob. “The pain won’t last, you will move on, find someone who can give you what i need. Let's be real Harry, this was never going to work. We love each other, and maybe in another life this would have worked. Fuck i hope in another life this worked, because leaving you hurts, but staying and watching you in pain, knowing i caused that, hurts even more” i expressed my inner thoughts, both of us now balling messes, water stained cheeks and red puffy features adorned the both of us. But the truth was the truth, no matter how much it pained us. 

I reluctantly peeled myself away from the ball of sorrow. “Goodbye” I whispered, not gaining a response from Harry as I forced myself to walk out the door, not that I deserved one. And although i knew deep down this was right it just felt so wrong. 

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Addict

A/N - DRUGS, Mention of sex, ADDICTION

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My eyes rolled to the back of my head as i sat up from the table. I let out a long shaky breath and wiped my nose of any excess powder that may have been lingering around my nostril. I let out a little giggle as i was handed another shot and everyone cheered as i downed it, the cool liquid of what ever i just drank burning the back of my throat. I let out a deep sigh as the euphoria of the different substances dancing around my body started to hit my blood stream and filled me with the type of haze that i could only achieve with this magical recipe of chemicals. I felt the bright array of lights dance across my skin as the world i had now entered was engulfing me and making me feel safe. My brain was fried and i couldn't think, i didn't want to think, i wanted to just exist, in this tranquil state of not caring about a thing.

As i let my eyes flutter open i noticed i was now alone, well i thought i was, i believed i was alone. I sat up from my seat in this random apartment down town and walked to the toilets. I smiled at my imagine in the mirror above the sink. If you would've told me that i would be here 5 years ago, i would have laughed in your face and called you a liar. I reached out and traced my features on the glass. My eyes were large, dilated to the biggest i had ever seen them, my plump lips were slightly parted and the remnants of that night's alcohol stung the open cracks that adorned them. I cannot remember the last time i styled my hair as i watched the strands dance around my shoulders and disappear behind my back, i smiled as the strands tickled my exposed skin.

I found myself stumbling down the same old road i usually did. The same old cycle that always followed me when i went down this path, which lately was just about every single day. I caught myself by surprise as the door to the familiar apartment opened, and the what is a 45 minute walk seemed to take me moments, at least in my brain that’s what happened. I didn't know what was happening but i knew what i was doing. I knew where i was and who i was with really, but the hallucinations and beating colours distracted my brain just enough that the high still had an effect on me.

Amongst the deafening white noise i could hear my own voice along with the comforting one of my lover. A vast array of 'I love you' 'keep going' 'you're so beautiful' and moans started to enter my brain and swirl my mind into oblivion. The finish was so close in sight and soon an eruption of warmth engulfed my insides. The vast erratic movements stopped and i could feel the duvet wrap around me with the warmth of another person assuring me that i was still here and soon this trip would be over and i would be ready to start again.

My eyes fluttered open as the bright sun leaked through curtains. My head was spinning and my eyes felt like rocks. I nuzzled into the soft sheets as i felt a soft kiss on my cheek. "Good morning" i croaky voice said. "Morning" i sighed back, knowing this bliss will only last for a few more minutes. "i need the loo" i whispered as i peeled Harry’s arm off of my naked body. I made my way to his ensuite and did my business. Once i was washing my hands i looked up in the mirror. My eyes were lower, sadder, than before, with dark circles and black makeup making me look older than what i was. My once consistent, natural smile was replaced with plump lips that were cracked, obvious signs of dehydration, could only give off a pathetic excuse of a real smile. I cannot remember the last time i styled my hair, it was greasy and stuck to my skin, the random box dyes making it look messy, not in a cute beach girl messy but in a way you could tell i was not ok. My makeup, something i once prided myself on, and even had a potential career in, was now a mix of brightly mixed colours and glitter that had smudged and made me look like i had been swimming in a rainbow, with black smudges cascading down my cheeks. I was far too skinny, my bones protruding out of my skin.

As i walked back into the bedroom i looked down and saw the tiny pile of clothes which i have worn far many times to count. I looked over to the bed and saw my lover from the night before sat up glued to his phone. I wrapped my arms around my self as i picked up my clothes and peeled them back onto my body. A tiny tube top covered my breasts as some cut out flares hung around my hips. "Um Harry" i said looking over at the man who if i wasn't an old friend, wouldn't even give me a second look. "whats up" He said not taking his eyes off of his phone. "Can i borrow a jumper? you know to walk back in" i said sheepishly. "oh um, take a sidemen one, there’s some on the floor over there that i don't wear any more" i just sighed pursing my lips and rummaging through the old tatty jumpers, the irony really hit me in this moment.

I slid on one of the two toned ones, not thinking about the makeup that would end up around the collar. "I uh, I guess i will go then" I almost asked Harry. "Oh yh, Paige is coming over any way" He replied to me. I swallowed my pride in that moment. "how are you two?" i asked, i must like to hurt myself. "yh, good, i think she could be the one" Harry finally smiled at me. I just smiled as a tear ran down my face. It took a moment of me watching Harry but he looked at me silently crying to myself. "Whats wrong?" He said furrowing his eyebrows, more in confusion than in worry. "its nothing" i croaked out. "nah come on Y/N, no secrets remember?" Harry said making his bed, bringing up a silly pact we had made years ago when we had first met.

"I just wish i was," i stopped myself before the word vomit started " I still wanna be your favourite girl, I wanna be the one that makes your day! The th-the one you think about as you lie awake and I want to be your number, your number one. Please I I I'll be your biggest fan and you'll be mine. And and we can live happily ever after, like we did once before" I said my breathing getting heavy as i smiled, trying to convince myself just as much as i was trying to convince Harry. I watched as he walked around the counter to me, holding my hands gently as he lifted my chin to look him in the eye. I blinked away my tears as i looked up at him. "Y/N, i love you, so so much" He started making my heart flutter. "good, we we can run away together, leave this life" i said squeezing his hand in mine. "Y/N, you're an addict, you need help before we can even start to mend what we had" Harry said to me with a sad smile as he caressed my cheek.

"so you're happy just taking advantage of me?" i said with so much need in my voice that i didn't even know existed. "no. Y/N. I love you i really do but i only know the you that’s on drugs. I don't even recognise this you any more" He said taking a few steps back. I just shook my head as i chocked back the tears. "I- Paige will be here soon" i just nodded to myself picking up my bag. "I love you, but i am in love with clean you" Harry said as i opened the door to his room. "and i am in love with you, no matter what" i said as i sniffed back my tears. i took another glance at Harry before showing myself out.

I pulled the hood up over me to cover my face from any potential fans. I went to my usual ally way, it was only a ten minute walk from Harrys. I sat crossed legged behind the bin and got out my little baggy. I made a perfect line before in hailing the substance. "but i think i love you more" i whispered as i looked at my baggy and put it back in my bag. starting the cycle all over again.

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Addict Pt2

A/N wow this is a lot 

Addict Prologue -- Addict Pt1

WARNING: DRUGS, A LOT OF EMOTIONS

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I sat on a bench, next to the river. My eyes trained to the windows that were alight with people and happiness. The silhouettes of bodies dancing and catching up caused a deep pain in my heart, knowing once upon a time I would have been at the top of that invitation list, hell i would have been one of the hosts. And yet here I sat alone, the ghosts of my friends, well, ex-friends mocking me. 

It started slowly. At first when Harry introduced me to his group of friends they welcomed me with open arms. They loved me, everyone wanted me around and wanted me in their pictures and videos, relishing in the publicity I brought them. Through these connections genuine friendships blossomed. At least that's what I thought. As soon as Harry and I started to dive deeper and deeper into the world of illegal substances, more people disagreed with this life we were living. People started retracting slowly, letting me fall, they held onto Harry, i was the sacrifice they had to make to save their friend. I understand they all had good intentions but they saved Harry, why wouldn’t they at least try to save me? Harry was all I had left, and all he did was use me for a good time, or did I use him? I think honestly it was a bit of both. But he was all i had and he was slowly slipping through my fingers. 

I placed a cigarette between my lips, the dry paper struggling against my equally dry lips. “Stop smoking cigarettes, it's bad for your health” a familiar voice scolded from next to me. I didn't even have the energy to allow a smile to grace my lips. “I think i’m a little too far for that '' my raspy voice responded as i let my eyes drink in the figure next to me. His comforting frame called to me as he pondered his next words. “You could let it all go, let gravity win, bring you back” his voice wrapped me in warmth as his words tried to pull me back to earth. I just chuckled. “Fuck this, i have tied my noose, its been around my neck for so long, its like a necklace at this point” my thoughts of how i knew i was killing myself being spoken out loud for once. 

My eyes met the deep blue ones of Harry. “You need to handle your shit, I know you, we came into this together, you can pull yourself out” he pleaded with me, his eyes glossy as i finally stubbed out my cigarette and threw it into the water a few metres away from the bench we were sitting on. “Please don’t pretend that all of a sudden you care, because i know you don’t” i smiled as the truth of my words hit him, his face wavering for a moment, confirming my own allegations. “It isn’t that I don't care” Harry's soft voice graced my ears as a cold hand touched my knee in reassurance. “Then what?” I questioned his stare and searched his eyes for the answer. “It’s that, I'm too scared to lose you. So scared in fact that I thought pushing you away was easier than facing the reality of our situation” he sighed, retracting his hand. I missed his touch so much, it’s what made me feel safe. 

I bit my lip pondering his words. “Bullshit” was all i said, averting my gaze to look at the water, i saw the pain on Harry's face as i called his bluff. “You say you’re too busy saving everybody else? Bullshit Harry” i scoffed. “You saved yourself, our friends chose you, you are the miracle story, whilst you all stood by and watched the already tainted girl fall further into the hole. Just using her for clout. But i- i, I can’t apologise to myself for your actions any more, yes it is true i’m fucked, but you could have taken me with you, you are the one who chose to let me go” i spat, warm tears rolling down my cheeks as Harry sat there silently, taking in my words. An ashamed look painted all over his face as the abandonment which I had felt for years was now being installed into him instead. 

I didn’t even look as I heard Harry stand up and pace a little. “It’s not like i didn’t love you, i just didn’t know how to love you and not the addiction” i said, his own tears showing as his croaky voice revealed his truth. A smile graced my lips and a small chuckle left my lips. “Well that’s just it” I said looking up and locking our eyes once again. “All I am now is my addiction” I admitted, standing myself, my hand reaching for the wall to steady myself as i faced Harry. 

“I just wish you could get better” Harry whispered. I started to notice the noise of the water lapping below us and the familiar noise of the city as the high of the chemicals started to wear off. “I will, I can” I pleaded with the man in front of me. I watched as Harry opened his mouth but nothing was coming out. My eyes went into a frenzy as my breath quickened and I watched as nothing was making sense. “Harry? Harry!” I screamed as the figure in front of me slowly just vanished and I was brought back into reality. I screamed into the water as my hallucination ended. My eyes darting back up to the window as the realisation that Harry was still somewhere in that apartment and was never really here slapped in my face. 

I stumbled backwards, my handbag and finding the little baggie. I just dumped it on my phone and snorted up as much as my body would let me. The fine particles filling my nostrils as I inhaled the mountain of powder. After a few minutes i just grabbed the little baggie and the it screaming “FUCK” as everything was just becoming far too overwhelming for me. I stood on top of the bench, hot tears that had once stopped now streaming down my face. I grabbed my chest as I felt my heart start to fasten to an unholy pace. The world started spinning around me and before i knew what was happening i felt my eyes get heavy and the cool concrete of the pavement slam against my tear stained cheek.

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Addict (prologue)

A/N hey so i have never written from the guys POV so this may be trash. This is a prologue to my Addict fic which you can find a link to below. i might do a part 2 to this and the main imagine addict? idk feedback welcome!! 

Addict

TW: DRUGS

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Harry's POV

I could hear the thumping of music before I could even see the large mansion the taxi I was in was approaching. “Ready mate?” Cal said as we pulled into the large driveway. I just smiled and nodded as we stepped out of the car and I took in the bright lights and the sheer intimidation of the large house that stood in front of me. The thumping of music alongside the chatter of the hundreds of people that littered the hallways instantly overwhelmed my senses. 

“Harry!” I heard an excited voice call as I finally took a sip out of the bottle of beer that was handed to me by one of the other party guests. “Matt hey” i smiled as my long time friend approached me through the crowd. The two Cals’ had gone off to wherever, leaving Matt and i to fall into idle chatter, catching up with one another and our respective careers. “Hey, you want to go into the new year with something special?” Matt said barely above a whisper, but loud enough for me to understand. I let a small smile creep onto my face as I nodded and followed my friend to an upper room in the house. 

Once we had made it through the maze of corridors my friend opened a door to reveal a small group of people all scattered across the room. “Harry, I would like you to meet my good friend, Y/N '' He said with a smirk pointing over to a girl sat crossed legged on the bed. To the sound of her name her head whipped up and an infectious smile graced her face. It was like time had stopped as i took in her features. Her soft eyes were sweet yet seductive, her hair fell perfectly around her face, light makeup adorned her skin, enhancing her features but not going to over board, and her body, all i could say was wow. I was brought back from my staring by Matt's introductory remarks. “Hey” the girl in front of me smiled as she batted her eyelashes at me. 

“Uh hi” I said scratching my shoulder, a nervous tic I had had my entire life. “Hey” she giggled back, her voice soft and angelic, matching her exterior perfectly. I was in a trance, her beautiful features captivating me and before i knew it i felt her soft skin wrap around my hand and a light tug forcing me to follow her to the corner of the room. I looked over my shoulder momentarily to see my friend was long gone, leaving me with this girl. She sat down, forming almost a circle with three other people, and i sat next to her, not wanting to leave her side. “Guys this is Harry” she introduced me to the group causing a muddle of hellos to erupt from the small group. 

Light chatter only happened for a moment or so, i noticed one guy had been making a row of lines on a piece of cardboard on the floor in front of us. I watched as the lines slowly disappeared as the sheet was passed around the group. I intently took in Y/N as she somehow made the snorting of these drugs look almost pretty. She didn’t even wipe the residue from the side of her nostril before she turned to me and handed me the last line. She gave me an encouraging nod before I divulged in the substance that was set out in front of me. Once i lifted my head back up i saw the smile that graced her face, the twinkle in her eyes watching me indulge in what seemed to be her favourite pastime. 

The effect of the hit didn't take long, the world slowing down and my focus now completely being on Y/N. she was like a light that was leading me and wherever she went i did follow. The thumping of the music and chatter of others was completely drowned out by the girl in front of me, the figure of perfection that had no cares for others opinions on anything she did, she looked free and i knew deep down it was to do with the drugs, but in the moment i wanted to believe that it was just the personality and genuinely what the girl in front of me was like, and i did, she was carefree and it is what i loved most about her. 

The rest of the party carried on the same, i would follow Y/N wherever she wanted to go, be introduced to her friends as we avoided mine, i knew they would have a go at me for this and right now in this moment i didn't want the peace to end. We would drink, dance and take breaks to open the little baggy she had hidden in her pocket to keep the high going for as long as possible. 

I jolted up, my neck hurting instantly. My eyes were blurry and not having the best eyesight anyway meant that it took a moment for me to grasp my bearings and piece together the previous night's antics. “Morning” I heard a groggy but still sweet voice mumbled from next to me. I furrowed my eyebrows, my eyes casting down to the floor next me to see the figure of the girl from the night before sprawled across the floor. Through a mess of hair I caught the glistening eyes from last night, and a cheeky smile which soon followed after our eyes connected. “Oh uh hey” i stuttered out, noting we were both still fully clothed, just laying on the floor. “Last night was amazing,” she giggled as she sat up next to me and stretched. “Yh?” I chuckled, honestly not remembering anything from the previous evening. “Ofcourse, I cannot remember a thing, so it must have been good,” she smiled at me, hoisting herself up and straightening out her clothes. I watched her figure as she looked unbothered, the only sign of her rough sleeping was her tousled hair and slightly smudged makeup. She then reached out a hand to me which I just furrowed my eyebrows to. “You coming?” she smirked, cocking her eyebrows at me. I didn't ask where, I just knew I had to go wherever she was going. 

I watched her as we silently avoided other bodies and snuck out the front door of this large property, making our way down the drive, Y/N being a step or two in front of me. I watched as we made it to the road, Y/N mumbling to herself as she was trying to grasp her bearings. “Do you want me to call an UBER?” I asked almost sheepishly, only to gain a laugh from the girl. “Nah, I always need a walk the morning after” she turned to me and her sly smile was entrancing. She finally decided to walk to the right and so that's the way we went. 

After about a half hour of walking and comfortable silence her voice finally broke the spell. “You’re so strange” she said, her hand making noises as she ran it across a gate which we were walking along the side of. “What?” I stuttered, being taken back slightly by her comment. “You meet a random girl one night at a party, let her pump you up with drugs and the next day you want to walk her back to her flat which is who knows where” she hummed, her attention on the gate which we were coming to the end of. I mean she had a point, what was I doing? But I couldn't stop walking, I couldn't leave her, she had something on me. “Matt told me about you” she carried on her own conversation, not bothering to even look at me to see if i was going to respond. I opened my mouth only for her to carry on her little ramble. “He said you were just like me, we’re the same you know? Two kids being thrust into a new kind of fame, alone, all we really have is each other” she rambled, a soft smile gracing her features as she looked at me. I contemplated for a moment, not really being one with words, but what she said made sense as each word sank in. she may come across as a bit of a nut job but she was right. 

“Maybe we were meant to find each other,” her voice said just above a whisper, the moment feeling serious for the first time since i had met Y/N. “Well, this is me” her voice changed completely to an upbeat tone and a wide smile. She turned to me as I took in our new surroundings. We had somehow made it into a densely populated part of London. The skyscrapers casting a shadow over the road, as taxis and buses filling the streets as the noise of the city finally hit me. “Well I will see you around” she smiled at me. “When?” I asked, not really registering what i had said and instantly cringing at how desperate i sounded. “My numbers in your phone” she smirked before she slipped through the large doors of her apartment building and out of my sight. I felt slightly taken aback, grabbing my phone and seeing my texts. The top text reads ‘Y/N ;)’ with a simple hey. From that moment I knew i had a deadly addiction.

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