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Matt Simmons X Teen Daughter Reader
Request: 14 year old daughter of matt Simmons, where her and her best friend get kidnapped by the unsub and Matt saves them.
I love it!
B/F/N - Best friend Name
Third person pov...
In the quaint suburban home nestled amidst manicured lawns, 14-year-old
Y/N Simmons, daughter of the esteemed FBI agent Matt Simmons, led a carefree life.
Her laughter filled the house, her adventures with her best friend, B/F/N illuminating her days. However, one fateful evening, their idyllic world shattered.
Currently Y/N sits on the bottom of the stairs tying her shoes, she was planning on meeting her best friend at the park, Matt Simmons walker past her and lent against the banister.
"Have a fun time sweetie, be home by 6 okay?" He tells her, the H/C girl grins as she jumps up. "Yes Dad" she says grinning.
The man rolls his eyes and pulls her in for a hug which was returned, waving her out the door the agent sighs and walks to the living room where his wife was sitting.
Smiling at him she holds her hand out, Matt takes it and sits next to her, Kristy cuddles up next to her husband. "She'll be fine Matt" the man sighs.
"I know but-" "-you worry to much" Matt smiles and kisses her cheek. "I know"
Y/N Simmons giggles as she walks to the park to meet B/F/N. Being a saturday the park was filled with parents and kids playing in the park and outside on the field.
The two girls were excited to see each other, running up to each other they hugged twin smiles on their faces.
"Hey N/N"
"Hey B/F/N"
"Come on N/N!" Giggles B/F/N as she runs off to the seesaw, Y/N right behind her, the two girls plated on the seesaw, swung on the swings trying to see who could go higher.
As they did neither teen noticed a man standing under a tree watching them, the park was filled with Parents and their kids but knowone notices the man.
As he watched the two girls in particular he had a sinister grin on his covered face, he finishes his cigarette and crushes the butt into the earth.
He then walks closer as the two girls wonder away from the park, quickly he catches up with them.
"B/F/N wait for me!" Cries Y/N the H/C girl ran after her best friend who ran into the forest, they loved climbing trees seeing to could climb the highest.
"Hurry up then slowpoke" Giggles the
H/C girl as Y/N caught up with her, she then tackles the other teen to the floor. "Ooof" the two fall to the leaf covered floor laughing.
After a few seconds of laughter Y/N then rolled off the girl and onto the floor next to B/F/N both breathless from laughing so much.
The two then look at each other and end up laughing all over again, suddenly a twig snaps making the two girls jump at the sound, they hadn't noticed anyone following them into the forest.
Slowly and cautiously Y/N sits up from the ground, nervous E/C eyes searched around them, she nudged her best friend to get her to shut up.
As she saw Y/N expression she knew something was wrong, having an FBI agent as a Dad, Y/N has been taught how to protect herself and to observe her surroundings. Slowly the two girls stand up from the ground eyes looking everywhere.
They turn around to go back to the park, as they walk they continued looking around as they did, quickly walking turned into running. The two girls sprint through the forest and back to the park.
Y/N got back to the park first, bursting out from the bushes, she leans into her knees, breathing heavy from running she looked around for B/F/N. "B/F/N? Where are you!" She yells turning around to the forest she just ran out off.
As she did her blood ran cold, a shadowy figure emerged from the darkness, brandishing a gleaming blade. Terror surged through Y/N's veins as she realized their predicament.
The man had B/F/N in his grasp, holding the knife to the young teens neck, his other hand held the girl to his chest making sure she couldn't escape.
Y/Ns stared at them not knowing what to do, tears where falling silently down her friends face the H/C girl shook her head telling Y/N to leave.
"Let her go!" She yells, the man only tightens his grip on the terrified girl he was holding the balde too. "How about no, come with me or she dies?" He laughs as the girls look at each other.
Y/N looks at her best friend, she couldn't leave her with him, she just couldn't. "Alright I'll go, just don't hurt her" she says walking forward back into thr dark forest.
The man began dragging them into the depths of the woods, farther than they'd ever gone before, before she was taken Y/N managed to discreetly drop her favorite hair clip onto the floor, knowing her Dad will recognise it.
As the clock stuck 7pm, Matt Simmons' heart sank as his daughter's usual laughter turned into an eerie void. His instincts screamed that something was amiss.
Y/N was always on time coming home she never misses her cerfew, he had thought she's message before hand but she hadn't. Sitting in the kichen with kristy.
"Somethings wrong" he tells her, his wife instantly agrees. A frantic call to Sarah's parents confirmed his worst fears: both girls were missing.
Y/N's frantic screams echoed through the trees, but her pleas for help were met with silence. The cold grip of the kidnapper tightened around her, sending icy shivers down her spine. Despair threatened to consume her as she feared the worst.
The man had dragged the two girls deep into the forest, they'd never this far into it before. Eventually they came to a dilapidated cabin deep within the woods.
Their kidnapper, a twisted and deranged man, tormented them with threats and violence. Yet, amidst their despair, a flicker of determination burned within them.
Time became his enemy as Matt raced against the clock to find his precious daughter. He rallied his team and delved into the depths of the investigation. Every minute lost was an eternity, and the hope of rescuing Y/N dwindled.
As night fell, Matt led a team of agents into the wilderness, determined to leave no stone unturned. Their search continued relentlessly, their flashlights cutting through the darkness like beacons of hope.
Suddenly, a glimmer of movement caught their attention. Matt holds up his hand making the others stop.
"Wait, do you hear that?" He asks them in the distance, they heard the faint sound of muffled cries. Adrenaline coursing through their veins, they surged forward, their weapons at the ready.
As they approached the cabin, the horrifying reality unfolded before them. Y/N and B/F/N lay huddled together, their bodies bruised and battered.
With lightning-fast precision, Matt and his team stormed the building, subduing the kidnapper and freeing the girls.
Relief streamed down Matt's face as he embraced his daughter and her friend. Y/N squash herself into her Dad arms holding his tightly. "Daddy, I knew you'd come"she cries tears getting his shirt wet.
"Of course I came Baby, I'll always protect you" he tells her hugging both girls tight.
The end!
Hope you liked this, another Matt Simmons one haven't done one for him in ages, sorry for any grammar and Spelling mistakes.
Request are open!
Word count: 1313
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spencersweatervest · 2 years
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warmth (derek & penelope) - 100 ways to say i love you
1. "you're warm"
"mmm, you're warm." penelope slurs and derek chuckles, shifting the arm that's wrapped around her so it rests more comfortably on her hip.
"uh-huh." he says, stumbling a bit as she lets out a giggle and leans against him with more of her weight. "and you're drunk."
"barely!" she says, stumbling again, and he catches her.
"baby girl, you're not even walking in a straight line right now." he laughs and she gives him the most incredulous look she can muster, given the circumstances.
"i can too." she humphs, and he raises an eyebrow.
"oh, yeah? prove it."
she pushes his arm off and he crosses them, watching amusedly as she takes exactly two steps before tripping over her own feet and nearly having her face meet the floor. he huffs out a half laugh, half noise of alarm, and catches her just in time.
"see?" he teases, "what did i say?"
"whatever," she mutters, pulling his arm around her waist, "just don't let go. i get cold."
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elenarodriiguez · 2 years
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day nineteen: stay | m.j. & k.s. & m.s.
pairing: kristy simmons x mae jarvis x matt simmons
word count: 258
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Mae has been friends with Matt and Kristy long enough to have been stuck on permanent Auntie duty whenever Mom and Dad need a break. Which is totally fair, she gets exhausted after an evening spent chasing around the little terrors who somehow wind up totally hopped up on sugar and various other additives, none of which should be legal. But sometimes, on the nights alone in her apartment when she’s drank considerably too much wine, she dwells on how much she wants to go on a date night with the both of them.
However, rather than bring up the potential for polyamory to her two very heterosexual, terribly monogamous best friends, Mae tries her best to find a significant other and take her role of best auntie in the world incredibly seriously. So when Matt calls her up on one of their off days, begging her to come over because their babysitter cancelled at the last minute, she promises to get to their house as soon as possible.
She doesn’t bother getting dressed up for it, the kids wouldn’t care what state their Auntie May is in so long as she brings them candy, and while she’s confused at the lack of noise coming from the house when she rings the doorbell, she doesn’t think much of it. That is, until Matt and Kristy answer the door decked to the nines, one arm swung around the other’s back and the other outstretched for Mae to take, a simple yet effective “Stay?” falling from both of their lips.
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damnhotmsimmons · 7 months
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Coming Soon
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So the fandom has called and there will be a Matt Simmons Appreciation Week. It's fitting considering that Daniel Henney's birthday is this month and what better way to celebrate by acknowledging Matt Simmons.
The appreciation week will start on November 21st and end on the 28th
here are the prompts for gifs:
Day 1: Favorite Outfit/looks
Day 2: Favorite Quote
Day 3: Favorite Matt Simmons pairing (romantic)-could be canon or fanon, up to you
Day 4: Favorite Matt Simmons Friendship-either in cm or in cmbb
Day 5: Favorite Matt centric episode-Blue Angel, Ex-Parte, Rule 34, Spectator Showing, Ghost, Pretty Like Me. Doesn't have to be 100% Matt centric like the Barnes arc episodes, Blowback, Beyond Borders and Saturday
Day 6: Favorite scene/moment involving Matt
Day 7: Free Choice
For the fic writers, here are the following prompts:
Day 1: family
Day 2: blood/hurt
Day 3: cooking
Day 4: winter
Day 5: kissing/flirting
Day 6: sports
Day 7: party time
They can be smut, fluff, angst or a combination of two or three of them. They can also be x reader, katt or any Matt pairings (platonic or romantic)
Tagging: @marvelfanlife, @the-invisible-queer, @unitchiefs-blackbirdphoenix, @missmitchieg, @hey-dw, @snailsandpuppy-dogtails, @stunudo, @hotch-girl, @gaelic-symphony, @sapphicprentiss, @rewrotethestars, @ghostlypawn, @emilylprentiss, @catvampire feel free to spread the word out, even if you are unable to take part in this for whatever reason
Important notes/reminders:
For those who plan on taking part of the appreciation week, make sure to use the tag, #mattsimmonsappreciationweek23 or #mattsimmonsaw23, you can also tag this blog, @damnhotmsimmons for fics and or gifs
While the appreciation week ends on the 28th, I will accept any late submissions as long as you use the proper tags
It's understandable if you're unable to do every prompt for the week.
For fic writers, provide proper content warnings, especially if writing fics or oneshots that contain explicit smut, mentions of violence, other sensitive subjects etc
Don't worry about perfection, gifsets don't have to be super fancy
For those who are interested but are unable to participate for whatever reason, reblogs for any Matt centric posts are okay, this appreciation week is for everyone in the cm fandom, both content creators and fans who are neither gif makers nor fic writers
That said, I've worked hard on this, I'd appreciate this appreciation week not to flop
For anyone who has any questions, my inbox and dms are open, both here and on my main blog, @tenaciousarcadeexpert
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okimargarvez · 2 years
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PARALLEL LINES
Original title: Parallel lines.
Prompt: what if after 15x10 garvez' date, what if CME premiere, Adam's "They can't decide if they are just friends or more".
Warning: possible spoiler.
Genre: angst, romantic.
Characters: Penelope Garcia, Luke Alvez, [mentioned: Roxy, JJ, Emily Prentiss, Tara Lewis, David Rossi, Spencer Reid, Matt Simmons].
Pairing: Garvez.
Note: oneshot 82 in Garvez collection.
Legend: 💏😘🔦❗.
Song mentioned: Ancora ancora ancora, by Tiziano Ferro.
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GARVEZ STORIES
PARALLEL LINES
 
Few months after the first date
If you want to go, I understand you, if you leave me, I'll betray you, yes
He put that song on purpose, she has no doubt. She feels the weight of his eyes upon her, they trace caresses and brands in certainly not unknown places. She voluntarily turns away from him, feeling ridiculous. His giggle is a confirmation that she's right, and it makes her cheeks turn red. She wears one garment at a time, moving involuntarily with the music.
For him there is nothing more sensual. It's even more so than seeing her undressing. He is aware of how absurd his reasoning appears, so another laugh escapes him, which soon fades away. As soon as he remembers that taking off her clothes, with him, has always been a hasty and meaningless act.
But if I sleep on your chest, I won't stop loving you, no
He watches her bend down to rummage in the huge bag she's brought with her, like Mary Poppins's. And he knows she's doing it on purpose to piss him off. If before and during the act she is so ravenous and frantic, afterwards, when she is no longer in his arms, she seems to have lost all haste. But he is under no illusions that it is because she wants to postpone their separation as long as possible.
For that, it would be enough to stay.
She turns so abruptly that he makes a jump and at the same time retreat a few inches in bed.
You are gorgeous in love, sensual on my heart… yes
Her expression is hard, her cheekbones stiffened by the enormous effort she is making, trying to pass for what she is not. With him. With the only person who has always understood her, read her like an open book, she, who seems so transparent and instead how many dark shades she has hidden for years from the eyes of her best friends, her family. Because she believed that she must carry the burden by herself. -What's up? If you have something to say, just spit it.- she crosses her arms, making (maybe) involuntarily lift her still bare breasts. She is covered from the waist down. His eyes linger right on the colorful fringed skirt, so much at odds with her mood right now. It leaves half of her thigh exposed. The woman notices it and takes a step in his direction, right to challenge him.
And if I snatch a lament from you, it's important this moment of mine, because…
He raises his hands, innocently. -I didn't say a word.- meanwhile the song goes on, providing a perfect background, as if they were inside a movie. Each of her move seems to follow the music, her hips sway involuntarily, or, far more realistically, her body knows exactly what she wants and above all, it's incapable of lying. She doesn't answer right away, thus giving him time to wonder, for the fifteenth time, how the hell they got to this point.
She wears the bra and, in a flash, also the top, low-cut of course. After that, she finally opens her mouth again. -You're judging me.- she accuses him bluntly. -You're staring at me as if I were preparing to betray you.- man doesn't have time to reply, however, because she continues, her voice more and more sharp. It's so far away from the Garcia he fell in love with, yet, how can you stop loving someone? Nobody ever taught him that. -Maybe you don't remember that we only slept together sometimes, we haven't a real relationship and you have no right to be jealous.- this is the last dig. Yet, if he could eliminate that harsh tone, if he focused exclusively on her eyes, he would see that she is shaking inside, and how much suffering she is causing first of all to herself, with her behavior.
Instead he jumps up and pulls the zipper that adorns her décolleté upwards, simultaneously drawing her towards himself, until their bodies are in contact.
I'm asking you again, your body, again, your arms, again, to hug me again…
-Yeah, we just fuck, right?- he deliberately chooses to use that vulgar term, with the precise aim of making her feel a crumb of what she provokes in him, but he regrets it halfway through the sentence, and the last words sound like a whisper. But she has heard it and with a shove sends him back on the bed.
She promises herself this was the last time. Because every night that passes, it's harder and harder to leave and she can't afford it. Not even with him. Maybe she's just not emotionally ready to have a real, serious, full, and deep story since she's still on grieving process of being out of the BAU. Someone might tell her that she wanted it, chose it, everything of that. And that's why she doesn't talk about it with anyone, except with her own psychologist. She didn't even try with him. The thing that scares her most is that she doesn't know if she did it out of fear that he wouldn't understand her or for the exact opposite. -You weren't complaining at the time.- she replies after what seems like thousand years. She watches the numbers light up on the clock radio that doubles as a weather station, on the man's bedside table. She knows she's being late. She shivers, hoping he hasn't noticed.
…and to love me again and take me again, to make me die… again… because I still love you!
She'll never get to find out. He laughs, shaking his head, a giggle totally joyless. -Uh, sure.- he stops looking at her and this is perhaps what hurts her the most. -But who is the one that wanted it?- she clearly sees the harm she caused on him, it's not a matter of intuition, sensations, soul mates. It is clear, concrete. Since they've been in this non-relationship, she's watched him lose weight, from the stress of the responsibilities that have all come swoop on his head at once. Because, as they say, trouble never comes alone. And so, like a domino effect, Garcia's departure caused a tsunami through the team, making everyone wondering if they really were in the right place.
In a few weeks, or a few months, Spencer had decided that teaching was his priority, remaining available for consultations at the BAU, but officially leaving it, so as to have even more time to stay with Max and his mother. JJ, the last remaining piece of the original trio, had followed his example shortly after, moving away with her husband and family. Matt had been the last to leave. Emily and Rossi, on the other hand, were promoted and Tara had set off on a personal and dangerous mission. In that way, Luke was forced to face responsibility that he did not feel he had earned. But he had made a big mistake. When everything was going on in the best way, slow and gradual, with kisses, cuddles and TV series watched on the sofa, he had made a risky move, an all-in. I'm so lucky you are in my life, he just told her, after venting about the situation at the Bureau.
And Penelope felt crushed by that boulder of expectations. His happiness and his peace of mind depended on her (and Roxy), she was his lifeline! Instead of being happy about it, she'd been terrified of it. She wasn't ready, she would have been, but not in that moment, too little time had passed. He wasn't the only one who needed lightness. The last thing she wanted in the world, however, was to make him suffer, so she kept silent, she let herself be kissed and hugged, that same evening, then, then she completely changed her attitude, playing a part that didn't suit her, that of the jerk. First by not answering his calls and texts, then trying to see him as little as possible, finally yielding to a bitter compromise, to only have sex with him, behaving as if he were nothing but a piece of meat, even forcing herself to date other people (while never doing anything more than chatter).
Because he had to hate her, that was the only way he would get rid of that addiction. It would have hurt him, sure. She knew like she knows now how much he loves her, but she tried to turn that feeling into its opposite. Hoping that one day he can take one more step, the truly definitive one. Because it takes a moment to go from hate to love (and vice versa), but when indifference prevails, then it's really over.
Her plan has been going on for months, without great success. Luke shattered his dignity many times. The fact that with another woman, that with Lisa he hasn't done it and she's sure of it, only makes the situation worse. He doesn't care at all about censoring himself, being insulted or treated badly, so as not to lose her. This wasn't how it was supposed to go, damn it. She has lost count of times he has told her that he loves her, in a way so spontaneous, without any double purpose to extort from her declaration of equal value. She bends down to wear her shoes, lingering as long as possible, but doesn't turn away, to not allow him to see her tears. He would understand all and then this sacrifice would be useless. Luke has withered like a forgotten floor plan, yet, that light still shines in his eyes, with the same intensity. Why this is not enough for her? Why it's not enough to make her understand that he would wait for her, he would respect her times, that he's not Kevin! Nor Shane. That telling him to go slow would have make him suffer a cent of what he's experiencing now. Why she doesn't turn around, why she doesn't throw her arms around his neck and asks him to forgive her, to force her to stay, that the situation has gotten out of hand...
She keeps asking herself that, as she leaves the room, closes the door without slamming it, runs down the stairs, risk twisting her ankle, while she gets into the car and drives through the fog that envelops her heart. Luckily, she hasn't put on makeup yet.
 
She holds the promise for two weeks. She would like to be proud of herself, but she's not. A voice message where Roxy can be heard whining in the background breaks it like crystal. As they make love, sex or whatever, she's convinced that nothing has really changed, but it's only when they separate that she realizes how wrong she is. Unlike usual, it is he who walks away and wears on his suit, ignoring her while she dresses in turn. And as soon as she turns in his direction, he attacks her like a cobra.
-You're the one who didn't want a stable relationship!- he yells, dominated much more by anger than by pain. And this time he doesn't seem to regret at all. It comes out of nowhere, as if he were resuming an unfinished speech, and in part it is. -Even now that we don't work together anymore- yeah, he had intentionally waited that moment, right? He understood that she couldn't handle such a messy situation and he waited in silence, loving her without demanding nothing in return. -… so don't tell me that it was because of the no-fraternization rule.- Penelope remains silent, fearing that when she will half-open her lips, it will come out of her throat a cry so shrill as to kill her. All that she has kept on the bottom of her soul, that she tried to save hoping to avoid some pain to him, perfectly aware that she was committing bullshit. One chink is enough to destroy a dam. -The truth is that you're ashamed to be with me, you think I'm not enough for you.- that's new and it's so strong that it's like a punch in her stomach. Tears press to come out and they win, but Luke is so blinded that he can't see it and he interprets her silence as an assent. -And you're right.- he concludes, suddenly losing all the energy that animated him, collapsing like a deflated balloon.
Enough is enough. -No, no!- she protests, regardless of her tone, unable to conceive that he has given himself this justification for her behavior all this time. And that he really thinks he's not enough for her! No, she just can't tolerate it, not after she's watched him grow and blossom, from a lone wolf to an integral part of BAU family.
But he doesn't believe her or maybe he doesn't want to, because the straw finally breaks the camel and it's impossible to stop the process. -Don't deny, I don't want your pity.- now he finally notices the big drops running down the blonde's cheeks, but he interprets them the wrong way, screwing up every single notion of profiling he learnt. -No matter how fabulous sex with you is, it's not enough for me.- she already knew that, so she lets him continue. -I waited and accepted the compromise because I'm in love with you... I waited for you to realize that we could be more than occasional partners, as in that song.- his lips curl into the dullest smile she's ever had seen painted on his face. That face she would like to fill with kisses, the ears she would like to stun out of repeating that he's more than enough, for her, that he is everything, but she's so complicated, messed up, that it's no longer fair that she has to drop everything on him. And vice versa. Luke watches her, perhaps hoping she will say something. He nods to himself. -But it didn't happen and it won't.- he declares. -And now, if you'll excuse me, there's someone waiting for me.- he gets up and heads towards the bathroom, throwing his clothes behind him and coming back naked. Penelope takes a while before waking up and following him.
But she remains on the threshold. In front of all that goodness, she focuses only on his clear and very deep eyes. -So now you're dating someone out of spite?- she sees him shrug and adjusting the temperature of the water. For a moment she relives a flash of the only shower they took together, the playful fight between her wanting to become a lobster and he, who preferred arctic mode, as she had called it. -Do you really like someone else?- she ​​is so stunned that she doesn't realize her own tone, how her body is behaving. -It's over?- she should hope for a yes, it would be the best success for her plan, but she holds on to the wall to keep from falling.
-Yeah.- he replies, even if she doesn't know to which of the two questions or maybe it applies to both. -Even if you are extraordinary, to me- and the use of the present tense, Lord, kills her more than anything else he can say -what you are willing to share with me is not enough.- she purses her lips, biting them. -I wish you the best that life can offer, because you deserve it.- uh no, it can't be, a stereotyped phrase straight out of a sitcom that everyone says "I don't watch" and then, it's always on the top ten.
In two steps she is inside the bathroom and she hugs him; she, perfectly dressed and he, totally naked, with an intensity she hasn't felt since that night when she decided to destroy everything before everything could destroyed her. He hugs her too, but it doesn't last too long; he gently pulls her away and brings is face close to hers, to give her a kiss on the cheek. She turns to touch his lips, but Luke won't let himself go and that's when she realizes how serious the situation is.
-If you've ever loved me, even a shred of as much as I love you, if you did it... go away, please.- and she just has to obey his last wish. They will love each other forever, until their last breath, they are both certain of this, but perhaps not all those who love each other can be together. It would be a too beautiful world, wouldn't it? And it is clear that they aren't made to concretely share their own reality. Instead of walking next to each other, they are always out of phase, like a video with the audio out of sync. When she takes a step towards him, he takes one step back and vice versa. They are parallel lines that are not meant to meet.
 
Nowadays
It's incredible. It's been over a year. He threw himself into work, letting his beard and hair grow, while never appearing sloppy. He learned bureaucrats jargon, the usefulness of compromise. He was able to parry every blow, the, fortunately rare, times when someone let that name slip.
He no longer wanted to know anything about her and in any case, she never looked for him either. Not that he hoped for it. It was right, she had let him go, to live a life he didn't want, with someone who wasn't her. But Lisa's experience had served him well and he hadn't had any intention of repeating it. After all, Roxy was enough for him. Covid hadn't stopped his work, because the killers, you know, could use guns and knives wearing a mask and gloves... well, many of them have been prescient, from this point of view.
Then that email arrived. They collected too many deaths. Rossi had been absent for a more than justified reason and, after months of having managed to make fun of himself and convince himself that he was over it, he had begun to talk to himself if it were better to lose your other half knowing how much it loved you or what had happened to him. The thought of her (he no longer dared even think of that name) dead, however, was not tolerable under any circumstances. Emily, then, had begun to demand more than he was able to give. And so, one by one, they had returned. Everyone but her. And he was fine with that.
Luke tries to slow down. He repeats to himself that maybe she doesn't even live here anymore, she might have moved again, but he knows he has little chance. And that he will not get off that easily. As he faces the last climb, he sees Dave's haunted eyes again as he told them about her (Penelope) toughness, her firmness in refusing the offer. And how everyone, not just JJ, had stared at him, alluding to something between him and the blonde with colourful glasses, convinced that everything had remained frozen at that evening at Rossi's place, dancing to Heroes tune. They didn't know shit, no one was aware of what happened next, of the developments. They were persuaded that they are still two (ex) colleagues who enjoy flirting without getting to the point. So why did Agent Jareau said that? You are the only one that can convince her.
To protect her as well as himself, he is now on her landing, trying to get his finger to press the bell. But it is anticipated. The door opens and a breathless but normal Garcia appears. And in defiance of all his conviction, here comes that disappointment. Because he sees no sign of change in her, anything that shows that their separation has had consequences in her life, as for him. But it's not right for him to demand something like that, he was (is) the one who was (is) crazy in love, wasn't it?
-Alvez?- she ​​doesn't even seem shocked, almost as if it were normal to find him there without any warning, almost as if she was waiting for him. She steps aside and lets him in. She wears an apron. Immediately the scent of freshly made biscuits envelops him. -I was going to some neighbors to ask if they wanted to take a taste…- she shrugs. Modest, so tender and sweet, showing miniature pastry masterpieces. She is so much herself, the Penelope he fell so easily and deeply in love with, that he marvels at his own self-control.
Instead of jumping her, he nods and takes a breath. -The team sent me here to try to get you back. I know that JJ and Rossi have already did it, so I don't see why I should be able to change your mind…- he giggles, without looking at her. -... but I really don't even want to.- at the very last moment he decides to be brutally honest.
Certainly, he doesn't expect her reaction. -I know.- she whispers and he seems to recognize that sparkle in his eyes, which smells of walks and laughter, which has the taste of everything that could have been and wasn't. A huge potential thrown in the WC. She approaches the man slowly, almost like an animal studying another to decide how far can go. She strokes his arm down to the hand. -I know you never wanted to ask me that.- they never break eye contact.
The totally unexpected fact that not only she believes him, but that they can also have a normal conversation without shouting at each other, brings down the fragile wall built by the Latin during this very lonely year. -I was there those evenings when you ran away to the bathroom to cry suddenly, after watching the news, while you fought to not sink into the abyss that wanted to bring you back to it.- he in turn takes courage, while he speaks, gently touching her cheek. -That's why I seemed happy at the idea that you could leave the BAU, because I could see the way this job reduced you. And I had time to see you shine- he leaves an implicit "before you walked away" -when you started your new life.- he smiles and realizes that it is the first heartfelt smile he has made for almost two years.
-I remember it.- she replies, raising her face towards his, too close. -That's why you deserve a kiss.- she says it as if she were about to inflict a punishment on him, however giving him all the time to stop her. This thought doesn't even pass through Luke' brain. Only during kisses and hugs their lines finally seem to coincide. When they're not talking, they're not thinking, but just exist together.
Then he maintains contact, pulling her into a half hug. -I fell in love with you also because of your generosity…- it seems like a sentence that came out of nowhere, but she follows his line of reasoning perfectly.
-I had to learn that I have to think about myself too, and not just about the others...- she has time to reply, before Luke's cell phone starts ringing, breaking the atmosphere and the bubble that had formed around them. He reluctantly walks away and comes back to her five minutes later. -… you have to go.- she anticipates him. He nods, not daring to ask for another kiss, caress, something. They head for the door. When the man already has one foot out, she stops him. -Luke?- but it's not to convince him to be late, as he hoped. -I'm sorry, but I can't come back.- despite everything, he smiles and then, disappears.
A few days later, JJ joins him at his desk and tells him that Nate, "the replacement" as he was originally named, needs to show him something. But the tone and the look of the blonde don't bode well. Despite his doubts, he sets off and soon reaches the computer technician's office. Since there are no more puppets and colored lights, this room has once again become a neutral space for him. Yet his ears recognize the nuance of the tapping on the keyboard. Well-groomed and colored nails. Scent of hope. His eyes caress the body bent over the PC, the blond hair. But his ears perceive something that shatters the spell in an instant.
Penelope Garcia is here, in her former office, back at the BAU. That's why JJ was so excited. And perhaps she still hopes that her return will spark something between them. It's amazing to think that she hasn't said anything to her best friends about them. However, this is only the preamble.
Penelope is crying, though she won't stop typing. Her sobs are not strong, indeed, barely audible, yet they send him back in time, to the first real concrete attempt to make her understand that he was there for her, that he wanted to be there for her, in whatever role she placed him. That he would protect her even from himself. Pain and anger play tug of war inside the man.
In three steps he reaches her. As he swivels the chair in his direction, she puts her face in her hands and begins to gasp in ever shorter breaths. She is in full crisis; she is having a panic attack. It's not the first time this has happened in his presence, he has learned what he has to do and applies each technique with great skill. As he hugs her, he feels her heart gradually begin to beat at a fairly regular rate. Probably well over half an hour pass, when she finally seems to recover.
He sits her down. Penelope watches him save and shut down the computers, without stopping him. He walks to the coat rack and take her jacket. -That's enough for today.- it is neither an order, nor a suggestion, nor a sentence, but a fact. She doesn't protest even in this case and lets him help her prepare. -I'll take you home.- again it sounds like something just right, perfectly aligned in the things of the world. Inside the elevator he makes her lean against him, without making her feel suffocated. He opens the car door for her, sings for her while driving. Luke accompanies her to the living room. -Whatever you need, you know, I'm here. You can ask me anything.- and she would like to dare, for once, asking him to make love with her, because only this could erase or at least remove the images that swirl in her head. But she knows Luke would say yes and it wouldn't be fair. It would be like going back, exploiting him, and he doesn't deserve it.
So she just nods. Expecting him at least to demand something in return for everything he's done for her, that she didn't deserve it at all, after what she'd done to him, even if in good faith. Because that's how anyone would have behaved, but not him. -You know my number…- he says, walking towards the door.
This time she stops him just like he'd hoped. -No, Luke, don't go, it's not true that I'm ashamed to be with you or that I think you're not good enough for me.- she resumes that speech that has never been clarified, because for her it's a fundamental point. -You are exactly the opposite; you are so much that…- he sees himself perfectly mirrored in her fears. -I have just...- she smiles, embarrassed. -... a big problem with commitment.- it's an understatement, but she finally said it herself. The elephant is no longer invisible and is not even that bulky.
Luke laughs without any malice. -It makes me think of someone we both know.- but Penelope stays serious, intent on clarifying everything and not with the hope that there may still be a future with him, simply because he deserves to know the truth. And it's his call to decide what he will do with it.
-Really, you don't know, but…- he shuts her up gently raising the hand.
He nods. -Yes, I know.- should she really be surprised? -You've received marriage and move-in proposals and you always declined.- she wonders if she has to blame JJ or Emily, but it's much more likely the former. -I knew you had these fears, that there was a wall to break down.- well, up to here it was pretty obvious. -And what about mine?- he asks her, without giving her time to provide an answer. -But I thought it would have been different between us.- here, and she knew it, she knew the responsibility of being "the" person for him and she didn't feel up to his expectations. Because she's not at all the miracle he thinks she is. -I believed that we were already something, that we belonged to each other even if we weren't together. This is what hurt me the most.- hearing this, she decides to sent to hell the sensible speech full of apologies she prepared.
The fault it's of the intensity of everything he says, which never, never feels forced or fake. -But you gave up.- she can't stop the accusation from coming out. -So it's me who isn't worth enough.- it's a real provocation and she hits the target.
For the first time Luke seems able to get angry with her again. -What was I supposed to do?- he overwhelms her with words. -Live only for those half hours with you in my sheets? Make you wear a chastity belt? Accept the idea that you dated other men?- she shakes her head and he shakes her, without hurting her. -No?- Penelope moves her lips but no sound comes out. -I was freaking out. You have to tell me, what I should have done with you?- he keeps holding her by the shoulders.
And eventually she manages to say the one right thing out of a hundred thousand wrong. -You should have... Just held me tighter that night.- it sounds so simple, the way things usually are, we're the ones who enjoy complicating them. -You shouldn't have give up, or let me go to my house.- she understands that he has partly misunderstood and diverts his thoughts in the right direction. -I mean that night, when I ran away.- she sighs. From her point of view, she concluded. Now it's his turn.
-I have to impose myself, is this what you want?- he seems really confused, because in spite of his macho, Latino, tough man appearance, "the first to arrive and last to leave from war hotspots", he has always been a piece of bread with her . -Do you want me to force you to do what you too want without being certain that it's really what you want?- the furrowed brow makes him too tender. Penelope nods and hugs him.
-It's my turn to impose myself. Don't leave. In these years… there has never been anyone else. I tried to… free you of the burden of putting up with me, because I didn't want you to waste your life waiting for me. Without knowing when or if I would ever be able to unlock myself. But it wasn't right, it was very selfish of me and I'm sorry, because I love you deeply and I never wanted to make you sof…- the only way to stop the raging river is to press her face against his chest.
They tremble together, clinging to each other like castaways that are fearing the moment they will be separated. -…that time, you know, there was no girl. I had an appointment at the groomer for Roxy.- she immediately understands what he's referring and gives him a weak punch. -I would like...- he starts, but then changes his mind. -I want the team to know about us, that the whole world know how much I'm... We're lucky.- it's a legitimate claim. -Here, I said it.- but he has no intention of regretting it at all. She nods. -So… no more silences between us?- she can only echo him. For just one day she passed trough enough emotional shocks.
-No more.-
Both seem to hear a song in the distance.
I ask you, again, your mouth again, on my neck again, to stay again, consume me again, because I still love you! Again, again, again!
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Note: As I promised, I came back also on FF garvez world. I missed it. This is my version of what it could happen in the first episodes of Criminal Minds: Evolution. This is also the only understandable reason that I can see to explain Adam's phrase. Yes, I'm obsessed with it. It just makes no sense. Especially by him, i.e. by Luke. Because Luke is clearly still in love with her, so what? Surely it will not be his "fault" if they aren't (yet) together at the beginning of season 16. We can't forget that Penelope hates changes. And at the end of S15, her life changed a lot. Because of her, so what? It's still hard. Her work place. The possible relationship with Luke. And then... covid. Too much to face at once. But this will not be enought to stop them to finally become a thing. Just give them time. Thank to all of you that read this! Note 2: the expression on the lyrics "to make me die" means... making love. My mother explained it to me just few months ago. Yeah, I'm (a bit) naive about some stuff! But I think it's perfect for someone that can't find the courage to be happy, like (maybe) Penelope and Luke, at least in my ff.
Oh, with this one I reached 2000 pages (1191300 words) just with garvez ff.
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This is for humor, not wet Wednesday, or to be used as a fic. You and Matt are best friends and joke around a lot. When you find out he is expecting his 5th child you give him a box of condoms. LOL
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Platonic!Matt Simmons x Reader 
Warnings: mentions of pregnancy, alcohol and mild consumption of, pregnancy jokes 
Category: Fluff
Word Count: 1.5k
Author’s Note: I lovedddd writing this :) 
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Jake ran over to you as you walked through the door. “y/n!” he shouted as he hugged you. 
“Hey buddy! happy birthday!” you hugged him back and handed him a huge gift bag that had his birthday gifts in. 
“Someone went overboard with the gifts again, didn't they ?” Kristy smiled at you from the living room. “Hey pretty lady” you made your way over to give her a hug. 
“How’s the bean?” your hand rested on her belly, “good” she smiled. 
The rest of the team had already arrived, JJ and Emily were outside with the kids as Luke showed them the tricks Roxy could do. Penelope took this moment as her chance to take some pictures, ones you were sure would be sent out to everyone in the morning. Tara, Spencer and Rossi were having a conversation about something you couldn’t hear at the moment. You and Kristy had made your way to the kitchen when Matt came down with the girls, one in each arm. 
You took Chloe from him, holding her on your hip. “Not even here for 5 minutes and already stealing my kids ?” Matt asked you 
“Haha Simmons, very funny. You’re just mad cause she loves me more, isn't that right kiddo ?” you tickled her side, she let out a loud giggle before you put her down. 
Everyone made their way to the backyard. The kids ran around as Roxy chased them through the yard, JJ yelling for them to slow down before they fell over or trample the girls. Rossi stood by the BBQ because he refused to let anyone else cook, although Spencer told him using the BBQ doesn’t exactly count as “cooking” 
Emily had found Matt’s wine stash and opened a bottle which her, Penelope and Tara were working on. You were sitting beside Luke as you looked around the yard. 
You really did find a family with each other. 
David chased his brother to the pool, the boys jumped in which only further caused commotion, as Micheal and Henry jumped in after them. Kristy and JJ both looked like they were about to lose their patience, there were now 4 very hyper boys splashing in the pool.
The noise and laughed had caught Roxy’s attention. Her head perked up from beside Luke’s leg and before he could grab her collar, she made a run straight into the pool. 
“Boys! Get out of there!” Kristy told them, all of them laughing and ignoring her. 
“If you don’t get out, we’re gonna go home right now” JJ gave her boys a stern look, hoping if they got out, so would Jake and David but again, they just ignored the two woman. 
“Matt, will you come get your children ?” Kristy looked over at Matt who could barely move with two very comfortable looking girls sitting on his lap. 
“Babe, I can’t” he gave her an apologetic look. 
“I got it” you got up and walked over to the pool, Luke followed you. “Rox, c’mon girl” Luke whistled, Roxy too, ignored him. You chuckled as you watched the boys and Roxy in the pool, they all looked so happy. 
“Boys, c’mon” you crouched down in front of them, the 4 of them swam up to the edge of the pool. 
“Kristy worked hard to put together this party and it’s only fair that we be good for her, right ?” 
The boys looked at each other and smiled. “Okay” Jake said, smiling at you. You stuck your hands out to help them get out of the pool, Jake grabbed one hand and Henry grabbed the other and they both tugged. 
You fell right into the pool, you swam back up to the top, “are you kidding me?!” you laughed, wiping the water from your face. 
Kristy sighed, walking about from the pool, leaving you and the boys in the pool. JJ shook her head, “you’re all in trouble, you too y/n” you laughed as she walked away. 
“Rox, come here girl, come on” Luke was still trying to get her out of the pool. “Alvez, come here. I’ll push her to you, you help her out” he crouched down and you did get Roxy to the edge of the pool, and out of the pool. Luke was still crouched down as Roxy shook the water off and all over Luke. 
“Hey, help me out” you stuck your arm out to Matt, who made his way over to the pool after giving the girls to Kristy. He grabbed your hand only to be pulled into the pool. 
“Y/n are you serious?!” Matt shouted as he splashed the water towards you. You laughed, the boys clung onto their father as JJ’s boys clung onto you. One by one, you helped the kids out of the pool and then got out yourself. You and Matt had a close relationship, he was your best friend, basically like your older brother. 
Once everyone had dried off, the boys got their fair share of yelling from their mothers, you got yelled at from Rossi after he saw you encouraging the boys and their nonsense rather than getting them to listen to their mothers. Everyone had settled down and had dinner, Kristy and Matt wrangled the kids together to cut Jake’s birthday cake and attempt to get one decent picture before they all ran off to do their own thing. 
Jake and David were in the other room with Henry and Michael while the girls were upstairs. “Y/n, you gotta stop buying so much for the kids. They have a million and one things already. Between you and Penelope, we can stop buying stuff for them” Matt chuckled, you smiled at him as Penelope let out a gasp. 
“Matt, I'll have you know that’s my job as the cool aunt! I must- it’s my duty to spoil them” she stated, taking a sip of her drink. You nodded in agreement, “what she said” 
It was always nice to have the team together outside of work. Matt and Kristy sat together, her legs rested on his lap. Tara, Spencer and Penelope sat on the other couch, Luke sat on the armrest of that couch beside Penelope. JJ and Emily were on the two seater and Rossi was on the recliner, you sat on the floor beside him. 
“Oh!” you looked around for your bag. Rossi looked down at you, “what’s wrong kid ?” 
“I have something for Matt” you pulled your bag over to you, digging through the contents of the bag and finding what you were looking for. Everyone was now looking at you, you pulled out a little wrapped box with a bow on it. Tossing it to Matt, he catches it. 
“What’s this?” he shook the package
“Open it” you smiled, your head resting on the chair behind you. 
Matt ripped the paper off the box, Kristy let out a ridiculously loud laugh when she saw what you had given Matt. 
“Are you serious ?” Matt asked you, holding back a laugh. 
The wrapping paper on his lap had covered what you had given him. “What is it ?” Luke asked him, Matt held up the box of condoms you had just gifted him. The whole room erupted in laughter. 
“As much as I love you guys, and I really do. My wallet can't handle all the birthday and Christmas gifts.” you laughed. 
“You're telling me” Matt laughed as he tossed the box to the other side of the couch. 
“But seriously, it would be nice to give your wife here a break. She's literally always pregnant Matt, I don't even understand where you find the time” 
“I know right!” Luke piped up, Penelope smacking his side “be respectful!” 
“Yeah, thanks for these” Matt laughed as he tossed the gift paper at you, making you laugh. 
“You’re welcome” 
David had wandered into the living room after getting a glass of water, he picked up the box as he sat beside his father. 
“Dad?” 
“Yeah bud?” 
“What are these?” 
Matt looked over at him to see what he was referring too, you held back a laugh. Matt took the box from him, “nothing bud, grown up stuff” Matt told him, giving you a look after you let out a stifled laugh. 
David shrugged as he made his way back over to the other room. 
“I’m gonna kill you l/n” he stood up as did you. 
“Only if you can catch me Simmons” 
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0paperairplane0 · 3 years
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Spencer Reid fans either look at Reid and go
😩 🧎‍♀️🥵💦daddy💋 🍆🤰🍑
Or
🥺🌸 🥰 baby✨🧸☺️🧒
And there is no in between.
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Can I request a gender neutral reader with Matt Simmons as their father. Any plot!!!
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Matt Simmons X Child Reader
Second one for Matt!
Summary: Matts 5 year old Y/N comes to the BAU looking for theit Dad, but ends up meeting the team instead.
Third person pov...
It was early morning for the Simmons family, everyone was running a but late even Matt who was already late to work by a couple of minutes, said man comes running into the Kitchen where his children arw.
"Good morning everyone and good bye have a great day!" He exclaims kissing all his kids on thr head and kissing Kristy before running out the door the off to work.
5 year old Y/N then jumps up from their chair and rushes after their daddy their little legs getting tired, but they made it in time. "bye Daddy" they yell waving bye to their dad, As Matt drove away, 5 year old Y/N watched silently from the porch, waving goodbye until the kid could no longer see it in the distance.
Y/N was already missing their Dad, they then walked back inside and back up at the table, the 5 year old continues to eat their breakfast. Kristy sighs at her husband before turning back to the children.
Most of them were ready to go apart from the youngest Y/N, they were only 5 and didn't have school yet.
Currently said 5 year old was enjoying their breakfast laughing as their older brother makes funny faces at them, Kristy laughs at the siblings.
"okay that's enough you all need to get ready we have to leave soon" she says as the older children all run off leaving their Mum and baby sibling alone.
Y/N smiles at their Mummy making the woman coo and kiss their forehead, suddenly the toddler is alone in the kitchen, suddenly they spot a lunchbox, gasping the kid grabs it and runs off after their mum.
"Mummy! Mummy!" yells the little 5 year old, then Kristy is coming over to the kid, she then picks Y/N up looking them over for cuts. "whats wrong N/N" he asks the toddler in her arms.
Said toddler then wriggled around in her arms and pushes a lunchbox into her face. "daddy forgot his lunch!" they exclaim as if it was thr end of the world. Kristy gives a mock gap. "then we'll have to bring it to him" she says making Y/N smile and nod.
Hours later, Y/N and their Mum are in the car on their way to the BAU to give Matt his lunch. Y/N was feeling wide eyed and a little scared as the kid walked up to the entrance of the BAU, their Mum had dropped them off and rove to owkr.
The 5 year old held the lunchbox tightly in their arms before marching off to the building, they sighned in to see 'Matt Simmons' at the front desk, as they walked the 5 year old got many strange looks from agents.
Soon they arrived on the right floor, the 5 year old marches again towards the doors to the BAU units room, soon they reached the door, confused the kid stands outside it.
Should they knock or just open it. What if he wasn't in there? What would they do then? As if on cue, the door opened, and a tall man stepped out. His face was unfamiliar, but Y/N could feel something inside them telling them that he was some kind of friend.
"Hi there" the man said he looked young, giving the little kid a awkward smile. "My name is Dr. Spencer Reid. Can I help you with anything?"
Y/N took a deep breath before mustering up the courage to speak. they were a bit nervous, but they knew their daddy was somewhere in this building and sending Reid away without getting any answers was not an option.
'Is my daddy here" they ask, big E/C eyes looking up at him. The Dr was confused who was this kid, as he goes to talk he is saved by JJ walking by. "JJ help me" mutters Spencer making the woman laugh.
JJ then looked down at the little kid. "hello sweetheart, im JJ.do you know your daddies name?" she asks the 5 year old child, Y/N nods confidently. "his name is Daddy, he works here can you help me find him?" they ask, their answer makes the adult sweat drop.
Of course they were asking a little kid what their dad name was. JJ smiles kindly and holds out her hand to the kid. "how about we find him together" she suggest earning a smile from the kid. "yes please, im Y/N!" exclaims the child.
Spencer and JJ then walk into the bullpen with little Y/N holding JJs hand skipping slightly. "well, its nice to meet you Y/N welcome to the BAU" exclaims JJ matching the kid energy.
"whos the lunchbox for Y/N?" questions JJ finally noticing the lunchbox clutched to the kid hands it was a lot bigger than a regular kids lunchbox. Y/N looks at the lunchbox in their arms and grins.
"its daddies, he forgot it" they explain making JJ awe at how cute it was having your kid bring you your forgotten lunch.
Throughout the hour Y/N hadn't found their dad yet but had met almost every member of the BAU team apart from one someone called Matt Simmons whos name sounded a lot like Y/Ns daddy.
As the kid waits, they sit on Spencer's desk little legs swinging as they ask the genius many questions about everything and about his job, beside them JJ and Penelope are smiling while Luke laughs at the state the man is in.
Emily, Tara and Rossi watch from the side, suddenly Matt wonders through the doors, he looked up when he heard his youngest kid voice, he was both surprised and delighted to see Y/N eagerly talking to the team and bombarding Spencer with questions.
"N/N!" he exclaims gaining an audience. Gasping the Kid almost falls off while scrambling to get down the desk once they were on the floor they sprinted into their dads arms.
"daddy you're here I brought your lunch!" yelled the 5 year old, the team watch as Matt picks the child effortlessly into his arms kissing their forehead taking the definitely squished lunch from them.
"thank you vey much N/N" he said earning a cheer from the H/C kid in his arms.
The team enjoyed getting a chance to meet Y/N, and as a result, the kid was invited back periodically to chat and learn more and bother spencer with more questions.
The end!
Hope you liked this oneshot three in a row im on a roll!
Requests are open!
Word count: 1152
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mischiefapprentice · 4 years
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Unrestrained
My heart screams for me to pull him closer to me in an embrace and not leave, but my mind screams to leave him and forget that this fairytale happened. I am now in a dilemma where I need to choose from my heart's screams of love and my mind's determination to let go of everything that transpired. What choice should I make?
I listen to my mind’s firm decision to go away and never return. Not returning the hug, I slightly pushed him away from me. His eyes water with this realization that I am to leave his life after we have been together for god knows how long. His hold on me tightens as my grip on my luggage bag tightens, my legs eager to walk my way of this house and his life. 
“Charlie, let’s fix this please.” “Give me some time to build myself again.”
I walk away, my boots clacking on the path walk as my legs lead me to nowhere, unaware of the presence that followed every step I took. I turn around to find Daniel, the man who I loved once, looking at me like a lost puppy who lost its owner. Not caring if he tires out, I look ahead, and continued walking. Unable to resist the urge to never talk to him anymore and cut ties with him, I turn around once again, only for him to hug me tight with tears in his eyes.
“Charlie, please... I can’t lose you.” “But Daniel-” “Whatever bothers you, tell me. I’m not letting you fix yourself alone. We are in this together, just like what I promised when I asked you to be my girlfriend; In good or bad times, I will always be there.”
His brown orbs look down at mine, letting me know he’s not giving up on me, on us, even if I shun him out in my life. Even if it takes years for me to realize he loves me not for my physique, but for who I am deep inside. His body shivers as he cried, his arms tight around me in a warm embrace. 
In that moment, I felt I was home already. 
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the-sara-voe · 3 years
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Hello!
My name is Sara Voe, and I like to write! I am working on a fanfiction series that follows events after Season 15 of criminal minds, and I would love it if other criminal minds fans checked it out!
It is full of new unsubs I created, as well as new characters/ old characters. I am really excited for it because I really do think I am onto an interesting plot line that hasn’t been thought of before, and it makes a lot of opportunities for story arcs and character development. 
If it sweetens the pot, there is a very specific plot line for our beloved Spencer Reid, however it does come later in the series.
I am also willing to discuss fan theories with y’all and possibly write requests/blurbs for others if you would like. Please I would love to talk with all of you! I also love input from my audience so if you have questions or have ways I can improve my writing so PLEASE do not hesitate to say something!
My story will also be including plotlines for characters I created who are either part of the LGBTQ+ community and/or are POC so if you have ideas for what you would like to see for more accurate representation, again, PLEASE DO NOT HESITATE TO ASK/SAY SOMETHING.
Thank you so much for reading, I am looking for to this adventure! And for fitting purposes...
Wheels Up.
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reidyoulikeabook · 3 years
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Masterlist
I write primarily for Spencer Reid, but will also write for other CM characters as requested :) please note: i haven't seen past s11 so I cannot write for luke alvez or matt simmons right now!
Requests are currently: CLOSED
UPDATED: 25/05/21
KEY:
☁️ fluff
🔥 smut
💔 angst
Series
A-Z of Spencer Reid Masterlist
Room Inn My Heart (For You)
Oneshots
Spencer Reid
Personal Google ☁️
Sometimes You Just Don’t Know the Answer (Personal Google pt 2!) ☁️
Right Where You Left Me 💔
Champagne Problems 💔
Gentle Love ☁️
Invisible String ☁️
What Are the Chances? (Invisible Strings!Universe) ☁️
Paper Rings ☁️
Too Good 🔥
Clementine ☁️
Last Kiss. 💔
Infinitesimal ☁️
If a Tree Falls ☁️ Picnic for Two ☁️
Emily Prentiss
Just Your Team? 💔
Specific Masterlists
I “Love you” Dialogue Prompt Blurbs
Crowdsourced Titles
1k Celebration Blurbs (Spencer x Reader)
Headcanons & Blurbs
Spencer Reid
College!Spencer x College!Reader  ☁️
12% 💔
Spencer playing with your hair after a bad day ☁️
Spencer and hobbies while on leave ☁️
Aaron Hotchner
Culinarily Challenged ☁️
Ever Since New York ☁️ 💔
The Team
How Everyone Figures Out You’re Together  ☁️
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wowitsel · 3 years
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criminal minds masterlist
ALL WORKS ARE SFW!
* indicates my favorites
Oneshots:
Spencer Reid 
meeting the team -you and Spencer have a big age gap, and when you meet the team, they have some things to say. (ANGST + FLUFF)
dear spencer*-you find out Spencer had been cheating on you, you write him a letter goodbye. (ANGST)        part two
movie night - to make up for missing a date, you and Spencer have a movie night (FLUFF)
a letter to a loved one - Spencer misses you, so he writes you a letter (FLUFF)
when the night is over,  it hurts*-you have a panic attack, Spencer isn’t there (ANGST)
a bad thing for a good thing - sometimes it takes a bad thing for a good thing to happen; Spencer gets kidnaped, and it causes him to confess his feelings (ANGST + FLUFF)
looking at the stars - you and Spencer go stargazing on your balcony + a lot of lovey-dovey stuff (FLUFF)
breeze, trees, and a couple at ease - a walk in the park + a convo with reader makes Spencer a happy, happy man (FLUFF)
Luke Alvez
a morning in* -a morning in with SSA Luke Alvez (FLUFF)
nyc, baby - New York City with Luke Alvez (FLUFF)
she found out* - When you’re dating Luke Alvez, and best friends with Penelope Garcia, when she finds out, things get messy (ANGST + FLUFF)
miscommunication - Luke has been ignoring you, but after having a big fight, you find out the reason why (ANGST + FLUFF)
together, we’ll be fine - Luke has many worries about his job, and not being there to protect you, your there to comfort him (FLUFF BIT OF ANGST)
Aaron Hotchner
a walk on the beach - a walk on the beach with Aaron, Jack, and your dog, Hazel (FLUFF)
a change of plans - You and Aaron Hotchner were having a movie night, but when Jack gets sick at a sleepover, you have to have a change of plans (FLUFF)
dancing in the rain - dancing in the rain with Aaron Hotchner (FLUFF)
Matt Simmons
welcome home - reader planned a nice evening for you and Matt after his first case with the BAU, but when everything seems to go wrong, reader has anxiety, and Matt is there to comfort her (ANGST+FLUFF)
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doyouever-daydream · 4 years
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V-Day Babysitting Duty
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A/N Hello all! Here I am with another imagine about Spencer Reid and SSA (y/n), forgot to mention before that this will probably catalogued as slow burn lol, this can be read as a one instalment or you can go and read this if you want to know more about (y/n). I’ve had this idea in my head for two weeks and I’ve been trying to write it down but then my mind went blank and tonight from having one page, I ended up with almost six. This song also helped with the inspo. GIF is not mine, I found it on pinterest and I’ve tried to find the source but failed to do so :( 
 ALSO this is another entry for my Criminal Minds bingo card the square is holidays and my plan is to write a series of oneshots so this is the first one.
@cmbingo​
Enjoy! And if you want to read more of my nonsense here it is lol
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female Reader
Warnings: Fluff, fluff, fluff.
Word count: 3056 (oof)
It was Friday morning and the bullpen was busy, people seemed to have more energy than usual, maybe they were eager to finish their tasks and go home to their loved ones so they could celebrate Valentine’s day. 
Luckily for the BAU team, they had no active case which meant they were only consulting, they were all looking forward to the weekend, hoping to enjoy the calm before the storm, it was only a matter of time before they had to travel somewhere.
“So what are your plans for tonight?” Luke asked excitedly, wanting to hear about his friends’ plans and to tell them his.
“I have a date, we’re having dinner, then we’re going to a classic cars exhibition” Tara replied while she closed her casefile and turned to see her coworkers.
“Sounds dope” Luke told her also forgetting his current case.
“Is this a first date?” (y/n) looked at her with narrowed eyes while she bit her pen.
“No, actually, this is the, uh, like 8th date” Tara shrugged her shoulders.
“And why didn’t you share it with the class, Tara?” Matt smirked.
“Well I don’t know, but it is actually going really well”
“What is?” JJ was walking by and decided this conversation sounded way more interesting than the pile of cases waiting in her office.
“Why am I the only one talking? (y/n), what are you doing tonight?”
“Well, funny that you ask, this Friday I am spending my Valentine’s day like I did pretty much every V-day during my highschool years” She laughed while everyone looked confused.
“She’s babysitting the kids so Kristy and I can have dinner and some alone time, she might be my favorite teammate” Matt interfered.
“Damn right I am and if there is a sixth baby after tonight, I have godmother rights” (y/n) joked while everyone laughed.
“Ha! I don’t think so but you have auntie rights with all five” 
“We have great friends, Matt, Spence offered to babysit Henry and Michael tonight” JJ looked at Matt while raising her eyebrows. 
“Oh, well, why don’t they come over to the house tonight? Maybe they can have a sleepover, the kids would love that, would that be ok, (y/n)?” Matt carefully asked, desperately hoping she’d say yes.
“Yeah, totally” (y/n) thought that having an extra pair of hands with the Simmons clan would be helpful besides she adored JJ’s little boys.
“I’m gonna tell Spence then”
JJ smiled widely as she immediately went off to find Spencer to tell him the good news. Matt, Tara and (y/n) went back to their files while Luke sat there, amused by the way JJ and Matt were trying to set Spencer and (y/n) up. His face fell when he noticed the others thought the conversation was done and he hadn’t told them his plans.
“I’m taking Penelope to dinner, then I’m gonna surprise her with tickets for an art exhibit she’s been dying to go” Luke spoke up while everyone looked back at him with wide eyes.
“You what!?” Penelope almost screamed while walking up to Luke, the closer her high heels sounded, the more Luke sank into his seat “You got us tickets for tonight!? Oh my gosh, I can’t believe it” She shrieked with joy wanting to kiss him right there but she didn’t want any HR seminars on proper behaving so she stopped herself from doing so.
“Luke’s getting really lucky tonight” (y/n) smirked while Tara and Matt started laughing.
“Atta boy!” Tara said still laughing.
“I better hurry up then” Luke flashed Penelope a smile, the blonde woman just winked at him and continued her way to find Anderson.
The rest of the day went by fair quickly, everyone was anxious to start their weekends and forget about work duties for a few, (y/n) hadn’t seen Spencer much during the day but she figured JJ had already told him as she promised.
She entered the elevator and as the doors were closing, Spencer barely made it into the elevator with her.
“Are you in a hurry to see someone, doctor?” (y/n) held back a smirk while Spencer recovered his breath.
“No, it’s just I really need to take these books back to the library before it closes” He awkwardly smiled while holding up the books to her.
“Oh, I thought you had a date or something” (y/n) was curious as to if he had other plans before going to JJ’s house. 
“No, uhm, actually JJ told me, the boys and I were invited to join all of you at Matt’s house” His free hand played nervously with the strap of his bag.
“Yup, I believe you’re stuck with me on Valentine’s day, doc” She nudged him on the elbow.
“It’s ok, I- I think all nine of us will have a great time” He flashed her a shy smile.
(y/n)’s stomach did a flip, she was nervous, happy and excited about spending time with Spencer. The last few weeks she had noticed something had changed in her, suddenly the presence of Spence made her heart feel warm and fuzzy. 
The doorbell rang and (y/n) picked up Rose from the playmat to go and greet their visits. When she opened the door Henry and Michael were already in their pajamas and jumping with excitement ready to go and play with their cousins.
“Hi auntie (y/n)!” Michael hugged her legs and (y/n) affectionately 
“Hi sweetie, happy Valentine’s day! We’ve been waiting for you, come on in!” (y/n) moved to the side so the three of them could enter the house.
“Henry! Michael!” David ran to greet his cousins and was followed by the rest of his siblings.
Spencer’s face made (y/n) laugh, he certainly looked a little worried.
“We’re gonna be fine, it’ll be only a couple hours” (y/n) said while patting his shoulder with her free arm.
“Seven children, I don’t think I ever been with this many children alone” Spencer looked at her while she bounced little Rose in her hip.
“You’re not alone though, I am an expert at babysitting besides they are really sweet, I don’t think they’ll give us trouble” As if on cue Rose shrieked in an adorable way getting both of their attention. “See? Rose agrees with me” (y/n) smiled widely at the baby.
“Ah, Rose! Since when you’ve gotten so big?” Spencer cooed to Rose, who was getting excited for getting more attention, she reached her little arms to him.
“Ok, off you go with uncle Spence” (y/n) passed her to him and he happily took her in his arms.
Spencer had gotten way better with kids thanks to Henry and Michael, then when Matt had joined the team, he had not only gained a team mate but nephews and nieces. He adored all of them.
“Ok, so what do you want to do?” (y/n) said when they were all in the living room, Rose was still in Spencer’s arms trying to pull his hair.
“There’s a Lego set David and I, have been wanting to build, do you want to help us out?” Jake turned to Henry.
“Yeah, that’d be cool” Henry eagerly replied.
“It’s on our room, let’s get it and we can build it here” The three of them ran upstairs leaven the little ones looking at their uncle and auntie with expecting eyes.
“Guys! Do you wanna make Valentine’s cards?” I brought a lot of stuff we can use to make them” (y/n) suggested, she loved doing crafts with kids, something she had gotten from her mom being a kindergarten teacher.
“YES!” Chloe, Lily and Michael started to jump with excitement, they, too, loved making crafts.
“Let me grab the stuff from my bag and set it all on the table, wait here” She turned on the TV so they could watch something and Spencer was sitting in the living room, still playing with Rose.
“Spence, can you come over here for a sec?” (y/n) called for him from the kitchen while looking to the pizza place menu Kristy had told her to call.
“What’s up?” The moment Spence took his eyes off Rose, the little one took her chance and went to grab his uncle’s hair, pulling it hard, both Rose and (y/n) started laughing.
“That’s why I put my hair out of her reach” She pointed to her headband that had any strands of hair away from her face.
“Yeah, I’m gonna take that into consideration” Spencer smiled at the baby who was still amused in her arms.
“Kristy told me to order pizza for dinner, I’m ordering pepperoni for the kiddos, I texted JJ and she said it was fine, but I’m not sure what would you like?” She was already dialing on her phone.
“Whatever you order it’s fine” She looked at him warily “Seriously, anything is fine”
“Ok, go and see if the kids got the Lego set they were talking about, please”
“Ok” He smiled and turned to go back, he felt so content of being there with her and the kids, he didn’t care much for Valentine’s day but this one was his favorite, without a doubt.
When Rose started to get fuzzy and wanting to go down, he put her in the playmat where she happily took her toys and started babbling, forgetting about the people around her. So Spencer decided to see if David, Jake and Henry wanted some help.
(y/n) was sitting with Chloe, Lily and Michael while they did their cards.
“So you already know who you want to make a Valentine’s card for?” (y/n) asked while giving them paper sheets folded in half.
“My mommy!” Michael was already grabbing crayons and drawing something.
“I’m not sure yet” Lily had a hand under her chin, squinting her eyes trying to figure out who she wanted to give a Valentine’s card to.
“I’m gonna make you one, auntie!” Chloe started to grab stickers and putting them on the paper.
“That’s so nice of you, if any of you need help with something, you tell me, ok?” (y/n) was excited to see them unleash their creativity.
“You’re not gonna make one?” Chloe asked with a surprised expression.
“You know what, I am” (y/n) winked to the little girl and Chloe giggled.
“Make one for uncle Spence!” Lily suggested with the biggest grin on her face.
(y/n) didn’t answer and just smiled, the whole world seemed to suggest that something else should happen between them but she just wasn’t sure that would turn into a reality. She didn’t think it was possible for Spencer to see her like that. Nor she was sure she wanted to be in a relationship with her teammate and friend. It worked out fine for Penelope and Luke but in their case Penelope rarely traveled with them for cases, they didn’t see each other as much as Spencer and her did, that sounded like too much trouble. 
She had once dated a coworker, back when she worked at the NIJ and it got messy, the whole experience had ended in bad terms and it made work awfully uncomfortable afterwards, she didn’t want that to happen with Spencer. She knew she had a crush on him, but that was everything it was, a crush, she was more interested in keeping him as a friend.
Half an hour later, the doorbell rang and (y/n) went to get their dinner. The younger ones had already finished their cards and even had helped (y/n) with hers by making a draw of their uncle Spencer. They were currently helping clean everything, so they could sit and have dinner.
After having dinner, the Simmons kids went to change into their PJ’s, and (y/n) went to change Rose and put her to bed while Spence offered to do the dishes.
“Auntie (y/n), mom and dad said since it’s not a school night and this is a sleepover we could stay past our bedtime for an hour” David said with pleading eyes.
“Our mom said the same” Henry chimed in.
“I know, I know, both of your parents informed uncle Spence and me about that, what do you wanna do?” 
The five of them went quiet but one could see their brains trying to think what to do in that valuable hour.
“We could watch a movie” Henry suggested.
“Yeah, something we all wanna watch” Jake added ruffling Lily’s hair.
“Ok, sounds like a good idea, but I had another suggestion, I thought why don’t you build a fort? You can sleep in there too” (y/n) had this plan since she knew she was babysitting for them, she had already asked Kristy and Matt where they kept blankets and sleeping bags.
All of their faces lit up with happiness as the nodded furiously.
“Could you go grab the blankets? They’re already down here, outside the hall’s closet” The didn’t think twice and ran off to get them.
Spencer watched the whole scene from the kitchen door, seeing (y/n) with kids made him wonder if she had ever considered having them. She was a natural with them, every time the whole team had a get together, at some point she would leave the adults to go and be with them, she would talk to them or play with them, helping the younger ones to the swings. And even in cases where they had to interview kids for some reason she was incredible with them.
(y/n) saw him lost in his thoughts and decided to interrupt him for a moment.
“I was coming to help you with the dishes”
“I’m already done, I was going to take the trash out” He lifted the bag he was holding “I wouldn’t have thought about making a fort, sounds like fun” 
“You see, I’m not a regular aunt, I’m a cool aunt” She joked knowing he probably wouldn’t get the reference but she still laughed at her own joke.
All of them spent more than an hour playing on the floor, the kids changed their minds about the way they wanted the fort, the eight of them laughed, joked and had a blast. That was until the tiredness from the day started to be obvious in their eyes. The first one to give up was Michael, followed by Lily and Chloe, as much as Henry, Jake and David tried to fight, they fell asleep not much after their siblings.
(y/n) looked at them with a smile on her face while she went to sit on the couch with the baby monitor in her hand, she had been carrying it with her, afraid Rose was going to wake up.
Spencer sat beside her and sighed, he felt truly happy because of how the evening had turned out, it had been a while since he had laughed so much.
“If you want, you can go home, I can take Henry and Michael to JJ’s” She offered, thinking his sigh was because he was tired, and he was but he wasn’t about to leave his beloved godsons or her, he wanted to be there.
“No, it’s ok, I signed up for the whole night too” He sat beside her.
“Happy Valentine’s day” She handed him the card her and the kids had made for him. When he opened it, he saw a drawing of him, (y/n), Michael, Lily and Chloe. Each drawing was different, surely the kids had done them. And in her handwriting there was a WE LOVE YOU, UNCLE SPENCE,  he felt his heart bursting out of his chest, not only (y/n) but this children made him feel extremely lucky to have them in his life. 
“I’m glad we both offered to babysit tonight” (y/n) put her head in his shoulder like she had done a few weeks ago on the jet.
“Me too, I had a great time, you were right, I had nothing to worry about, they could’ve ended us but they didn’t” He joked.
“Told you” As she closed her eyes trying to rest for a bit, she heard Rose cry through the baby monitor. Spencer jumped a little at the sound.
“Is she ok?” For the second time that night, there was worry in his voice.
“I’m sure she is, I’m gonna go check on her” (y/n) grabbed the baby monitor and went up to the nursery, she changed her diaper and the crying stopped,but  miss Rose was wide awake now, so (y/n) sat in the rocking chair trying to get her to sleep again.
“Go back to sleep, baby girl” She spoke softly to her “Oh Rose, one thing auntie (y/n) is not good at, is lullabies, let me think of a nice song to sing to you” She rocked the baby lightly trying to remember a song that she could sing to her.
Spencer was growing impatient, (y/n) had been up for more than 20 minutes, she had taken the baby monitor so he had no clue what was going on with Rose. He decided to go up and ask if there was anything he could help her with. As he got closer to the nursery he could hear (y/n)’s voice. He wasn’t sure what she was saying until he stopped right outside the nursery, the door was half open so he could now clearly listen to her singing softly to Rose.
“I’ve been trying to do it right, I’ve been living a lonely life, I’ve been sleeping here instead, I’ve been sleeping in my bed, sleeping in my bed, so show me family all the blood that I will bleed, I don’t know where I belong, I don’t know where I went wrong, but I could write a song, I belong with you, you belong with me, you’re my sweetheart, I belong with you, you belong with me you’re my sweet…”
Spencer smiled, he recognized the song, it was from the same band that played the song they had listened on the jet. After that conversation, he had searched the song and had downloaded more songs from that band. He enjoyed their music because it reminded him of (y/n). He silently went back down and decided to wait there for her. He didn’t feel when (y/n) came down a few minutes later and put a blanket around him. She sat on the other couch and let herself fall asleep there.
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