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forelsketparadise · 2 years

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Yuki got in Q3 in Miami,Baku,France, while Pierre got in Bahrain, Saudi, Miami, Baku. One more than Yuki. It could have been more if he wasn't fucked up often. It literally has been more of a team thing than Pierre's . Only sliverstone and Austria can be said that he failed.

Saudi- had his car tapped

Australia- got impended by Yuki.

Imola- team didn't leave enough time for either of them to get another lap.

Spain - engine issues(smoke and everything)

Monaco- got impeded by Yuki and team didn't let him go first

Canada- his brakes broke during a pit stop.

Sliverstone - couldn't get temperature in tyres.

Austria- checo's lap time not getting deleted stopped him. He should have been P10 at the end of Q2.

France- wasn't given enough fuel for another run. He was improving.

Hungary - got timed deleted unfairly

Yuki outqualifed Pierre 5 times (Imola,Spain,Monaco,France,Hungary) Pierre qualified Yuki 8 times (Bahrain,Saudi, Australia, Miami,Baku, Canada, Sliverstone,Austria) even if we remove Saudi because Yuki didn't get a lap in and Canada because Yuki was taking penalty Pierre still out Qualified Yuki more.

And if we talk about Race, Pierre had 3 DNF (Bahrain, Miami, Sliverstone) Yuki has 1 DNS and 2 DNF (Saudi, Canada,France) in the remaining races then only in Imola and Spain Yuki finished ahead. Pierre finished ahead 5 times (Australia, Monaco, Baku, Austria, Hungary). Yuki got into points thrice (Bahrain, Imola and Spain) so did pierre (Saudi, Australia and Baku). Twice Yuki's points came because of retirements ahead of him. Only imola was not because of retirements. Pierre didn't required retirement to score points. Pierre is also ahead in championship. P13 to P16.

Pierre engine fried in Bahrain, he experienced extreme pain in both Saudi and Baku. Got hit by Zhou in sprint race got damaged. Imola main race stucked in a Drs train and was forced to drive in mode 1 by Hamelin. Alonso punted him in Miami destroying the car Also contact with Lando. Esteban did that in Spain and damaged the front wing and damaged floor. Team didn't recognise it was broken or replaced it for most race also had a contact with Lance. Monaco 6 and 12 second pit stops stopped him from getting points. Canada he had to be in management mode was asked to lift off in all laps. Sliverstone Yuki destroyed his car. Sprint in Austria broke left side of floor and front wing after contact with Lewis. He was forced to pit at lap 12 without consulting him. Upset he got into an incident. Was told multiple time to lift off for brakes cooling. Apart from his contact with Lance Lewis and seb none of it was Pierre's fault. He also had a permanent brake issue since Canada.While Yuki only had an issue in Baku with the rear.

If Yuki starts ahead of Pierre and ends up behind him all the time you can't say he is handling the shitbox better especially because Pierre's car has had issues after issues weekend after weekend.

Pierre was literally faster and ahead of him despite the car broken badly in Miami, Barcelona and Sliverstone. Even in Hungary he was 108 seconds behind Pierre. That's actually embarassing for Yuki.

#pierre gasly #yuki tsunoda #if i have to hear one more time that Yuki is handling the shitbox better i will lose my mind #just say you know nothing about Pierre's season and go #don't embarass youself.#f1 stats

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existential-dread-in-the-am · 2 years

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if you are still doing words of wisdom, any advice for heartbreak and letting go?

Of course

A rose you admire from afar despite it's beauty, for it has thorns. Yet the flower is no less beautiful for it's defences. You, too, are a flower and deserve not to be torn by another.

#did I do okay 😅#I don't know your circumstances but love is never wrong #it doesn't need to disappear #but you do need to make sure that you aren't hurting youself by acting on those feelings by attaching yourself too strongly #to someone who makes you sad #you are valuable too and always worth better than more pain #it's sometimes easier to lose yourself in another person #moving on happens with time #so give yourself time and gentleness #treat yourself the way you wish to be treated by others

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weightlosetricks · 2 years

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10 Steps To Look Younger

The secret of the youth has been searched since long time ago. Many researchers have done some experiments to find ways to slow down the aging process.

There are some techniques which have been implemented, but the most important things for us to do are being consistent in implementing healthy lifestyle and eating habits.

We can’t stop the natural change, but we can still look younger if we want to work hard to slow down the aging process.

Therefore, I’m going to help you with 10 easy steps to make you look younger:

Detox – It’s important to start detoxification, getting rid of toxin from our body. Our body metabolism has done that process, but in everyday life we are exposed to so many chemical hazards from air, food and environment. Fasting or just consuming fruits and vegetables are ways to detoxify our body.

Sleep – Having enough sleep at least 6-8 hours a day will make our skin healthier. Having a good sleep is also important because growth hormone is working during that time. It renews the old cell of our body, include the skin cell. Our skin will look fresh and young if we have enough sleep.

Food – Eating healthy and safe food everyday will make our body fit, slim and also look younger. Try to eat more fish instead of red meat. Fiber food, vegetables, fruits, and supplements are important food to consume. Drink less coffee and other caffeine beverages.Exercise – Through routine exercise, we will feel happier, energetic, and confident. It also increases our bone density and muscle which can make our body look 15-20 years younger. Beside aerobic, walking, and swimming, goes also to the gym to do lifting exercise.

Relax – By trying to be relaxed, our face will look younger. Stress and worries appear on our face. If we can manage our stress and feel at peace, our face will look younger and attractive.

Be Positive – A positive mind and affirmation we said can bring positive life to us. Negative thought tend to bring failure and make us look older and unattractive. Meditation is one way to make positive thoughts.

Medical Check-up – Just like a car, our body also needs attention and care so it can work well everyday. Having routine medical checkups during our healthy time is important to recognize diseases as soon as possible.

Active Life – Always try to be active during your life. Activities can increase health; and if you are in your elder age, your memory will increase too.

Social Life – Happy social life can increases our spirit, bring peaceful mind, and make us feel and look younger. Communication with our friends, family, neighbors, colleagues, and others can bring happiness to us.

Performance – Start to look at our performance. Is our body weight ideal for us? If not, try to fix that to the best ideal weight. Also look to the skin, hair, nail and teeth. Those are important as they will show our age. Looks good and feels good will increase our performance.

Do you feel like an ugly duckling sometimes? Check Beauty for Newbies.

Do you know the important things for a person to be healthy?

Are you trying to get your ideal weight or weight loss?

#beauty #everyoung #tips to lose weight #tips to groom youself #grooming #health & fitness #health #tips for healthy life #healthy lifestyle #weightloss #best way to lose weight

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voids-cave · 3 days

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DUDEEE i always thought that side effects to meds were kinda like... Not that bad but apparently the reasom wHY i have been so damn dizzy, sleepy like they shoot me w a tranquilizer and not hungry at all was because of my adhd meds (ㆆ_ㆆ)

I thought it was bc I was finally collapsing of stress after everything that has happened 😭

#bishop i thougjt this was your fault 💔#bishop: i wouldnt be surprised. leon is practically dead right now #leave him be 😭#bishop: i am. i have been keeping my distance. i feel upset by this.#crunchycatluna almost forms empathy and then they lose it /j #bishop: hah. formed it once for dorryen.#yeaa we all know you care for that kid more than ur own daughter xD #bishop: i care for them both equally now. ah #bishop: does empathy count if you feel it for youself through another person?#that sounds like empathy with weird steps. i guess? do you...still feel bad for the person it went through?#bishop: then i suppose it counts. thats how i felt about sybil. she was just a mirror of me. i feel bad for myself so i feel bad for her.#did our autistic asses discover empathy on tumblr tags .#bishop: perhaps.

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bbooth99 · 10 months

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Why Plans Fail . . .

This will sound harsh, and perhaps it is. There is a mindset one must develop in order to transform his or her physique. When confronted with the daily, weekly, and monthly expectations in order to achieve results most individuals start planning for contingencies, well in advance of laying the foundation of a SMART plan. Why would someone do this? The answer may have a myriad of reasons, but…

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#Are You Committed?#Are You Lying to Youself?#How to Build Muscles #How To Lose Body Fat Quickly #How to Lose Weight #How to Transform Your Body #Why do I need a Personal Trainer #Why Plans Fail

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lucifer-kane · 2 years

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Might fuck around and draw that bit with Raven and David... It really stuck in my brain and made me emotional. Talks to your past self and begs him not to die.

I do have to wait to draw it bc... I need quotes from that bit and they won't be readily available until what i assume is next month? Since at the end of this month is when all 6 acts air at once

#fucked up and made me cry #raven might be a bastard but i want nothing but good things for him and yet. and yet...#imagine being one half of the lovers archetype and your lover goes to find something for you #then dies (but you don't know that) and comes back after your daughter has a kid and that kid has a kid. and he's a doll.#and you LOSE yourself so much because he's gone becuase you love him SO much. because you just lost the last thread of youself so recently #the posthuman war act 5 spoilers

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riverlikethelake · 1 year

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hello author! how are you doing? may I request enemies to lovers, sully!reader X Aonung where he let his hair down for the first time and the reader falls in love right away 😳😳

Two eyes, a hundred words.

This is a really late answer but here you go<3

Kind of trying out a new writing style plus I wrote this during my lunch break so don't judge me too hard😭

requests are open <3 (I promise they'll be better than this, had an ungodly amount of work to do this week)

You can’t say you were thrilled to have to move to a new home, but you understood and decided to accept it. When the Sullys offered to take you with them, well Jake and Neytiri offered, Lo’ak and Kiri demanded it of you, you couldn’t say no.

You had been inseparable from the Sully family for as long as you can remember, specifically Lo’ak and Kiri. From the moment you could both crawl, you were attached at the hip. You were and Lo’ak both adventurous and admittedly reckless. Lo’ak was thoughtless, and you were impulsive, which led to many hours bonding in the healer's hut together.

With Kiri, you could just sneak away, find a carved-out hole in a tree, and sit there for hours with her, you’d confide in eachother and wander around the forest together. You practically lived with them even before you were ‘apart of the family’, Neteyam always referred to you as his sister and Tuk was trailing behind you as soon as she could walk.

After your parents died, you became insanely protective of the Sully kids, fussing over Lo’ak after he’d come back from a raid covered in bruises and blood. “I pray I will not end my brother before he gets himself killed!” You’d snap, but of course everyone knew you were just worried, you had already lost one family, you could not bear to lose another.

So, you followed them to the reefs, sitting in front of Lo’ak on his ikran as you flew across the ocean. You didn’t have an ikran of your own, you weren’t ready for your iknimaya before the humans showed up, and once the war broke out you were too busy helping Kiri and Mo’at in the healer's hut to go through with it.

You had fallen asleep against your brother many times, he’d tease you about it when you woke up, but he’d try to be as still and silent as possible while you were asleep, although he’d never admit it.

Even with the long naps you took, you still weren’t ready for how exhausting your arrival would be. You knew asking for Uturu would cause a commotion, but when two Metkayina boys circled you and your siblings, yanking at your brothers tails, you wrapped your arms around your body, closing in on youself knowing you couldn’t make a scene.

You glared at the boys though, making one of them stop in their tracks as they locked eyes with you. You kept his gaze, challenging him before a girl walked up and pushed him, telling him to knock it off. You were thankful for the girl, especially as she turned out to be the Olo’eyktan’s daughter and happily showed you around the village.

You really did not like Ao’nung, how his sister could be so sweet and accepting, while he was a cowardly jackass was baffling to you. He did nothing to help at swimming lessons, only making fun of you and showing off, you can’t deny that he was attractive, but that didn’t change how annoying he was.

He was an idiot you thought, not only that but he was an asshole. At least Rotxo joked around and talked with you and your siblings, Ao’nung just saw it as below him. You admit, it was funny when Lo’ak fell off his Ilu, you laughed pretty hard, but only you’re allowed to do that. And you stated as much when you whacked Ao’nung in the back of the head for laughing.

When it was your turn with the Ilu you didn’t fall off, but you somehow ended up wrestling with her underwater as she swam, eventually you got the connection under control. Though, you had a hard time controlling yourself when Ao’nung made a comment about you not being able to give up your ‘aggressive forest girl ways’.

You got right in his face and asked him to repeat himself, his stupid grin and the way his head tilts making your breath hitch. God he was annoying.

Kiri was the only one in your family that seemed to not have any trouble adapting. She was always off on her own admiring the plants and fish, sometimes even at the bottom of the reef just, laying there?? You felt a sense of pride and smugness when she showed up on an Ilu, having been apparently approached and chosen by the animal, you raised your chin to Ao’nung as he scoffed.

Eventually you started to get better at your breathing, you we able to hold your breath far longer than Lo’ak and Neteyam. Not that that was a high bar, but you still rubbed it in Ao’nung’s face as often as you could.

You were sitting on the walkways with Lo’ak, teasing him about his crush on Tsireya when you spotted Ao’nung and his friends giving Kiri a hard time, Lo’ak had noticed too and you both rushed over to intervene.

“Hey” your brother shouted, they turned to look at the two of you. You reached over and snatched Kiri’s hand away from Ao’nung’s, glaring at him. “Leave her alone.” you stated.

Lo’ak got in between you and the boys, but they weren’t intimidated. “Oh look, it’s another four fingered freak and their tsiki.” Ao’nung taunted, his friends grabbing Lo’ak’s hand and at your tail.

“Kalweyaveng” you hissed, pushing Ao’nung away. You heard Kiri yell but you didn’t process anything other than Ao’nung ugly fucking smug face until Neteyam pushed him away, putting himself between the fight.

“You heard her” he got in Ao’nung’s face “leave them alone.”

One of the boys hissed but Ao’nung put a hand up silencing him.

“And from now on, I need you to respect my sisters.” Neteyam jabbed his finger to Ao’nung’s chest. Smirking, he put both his hands up and backed away slowley.

Neteyam turned around and ushered you and Kiri away, nodding for Lo’ak to come, but as you were walking away, you heard them calling you ‘an entire family of freaks’

Lo’ak stopped in his tracks and turned around, Neteyam urged him to come but Lo’ak said he had it handled. He walked up to Ao’nung and started showing off his hand, talking about how it could do something cool.

You smirked; this was a bit he had used on you many times before. You laughed as he punched Ao’nung till he fell over on his ass. “It’s called a punch bitch”

You didn’t hesitate to run past Neteyam and tackle one of the boys before they reached Lo’ak, sitting atop their chest serving serval blows to their face before Ao’nung pulled you off by your hair. He threw you to the ground and started pulling at your tail before Neteyam tackled him, leaving you to jump on Rotxo’s back, who had a hold of Lo’ak.

You grabbed him by his ears, pulling and biting his cheek. The boy you had punched earlier grabbed your tail and started pulling, you kept your hold on Rotxo causing you to all topple over, pulling each other along in the sand.

“my TAIL!” “AGh MY EARS” “LET GO OF MY TAIL SKXQWNG”

“What did I tell you?!” Jake was furious, you hung your head avoiding eye contact.

“It was my fault sir-” Neteyam tried to take the blame but Jake shut him down. “No you didn’t, and you gotta stop taking the heat for these knuckle heads.”

You frowned as he gestured to you and Lo’ak. “They were making fun of Kiri!” “We were protecting out sister!” You finished his sentence. “They called her a freak.” Lo’ak stated, watching Jake’s expression falter.

“Go apologize” He stated, Lo’ak protested but he cut him off and looked to you. “Both of you.” you rolled your eyes as Lo’ak stomped out, you stared at Jake for a moment before huffing and following Lo’ak.

Both of you apologizing at once would probably seem too ingenuine, not that you cared if you actually made peace, but you knew this was important for your family, so you walked the other way when a split in the paths came. You found Tsireya teaching some young Metkayina children how to breath properly, you didn’t want to interrupt but you had nothing else to do so you sat down next to her and silently watched the lesson.

The children were curious about your family, but they weren’t discriminatory like some of the people older than them, so they looked at you in awe, but you weren’t uncomfortable. Tsireya welcomed you to her lesson, even using you as a guide and had you speak about your experience learning.

Once the lesson ended the children swarmed you, bombarding you with questions and asking you to swim and play with them, you obliged and entertained them with exaggerated stories of the jungle, and tossing them around in the water.

Neteyam approached you, smiling as you lifted a kid up and placed a kiss on their cheek after they whispered something about thinking how beautiful your hair was in your ear.

“I see my sister has been stolen from me” He exclaimed exaggerated, you rolled your eyes. “Do you know where Lo’ak is?” he asked casually.

Placing the kid down and splashing water on the others, you shrugged. “He went to apologize to Ao’nung last I saw him” you watch at him as his face goes stiff and he walks off.

You sat on the back of Neytiri’s Ikran as you flew around the island looking for Lo’ak, she was the only one who had gotten you to calm down and stop trying to attack Ao’nung after you found out what happened.

Jake had caught you midair when you lunged for the boy, cursing at him and calling him all the human insults you knew. You’d get a scolding later, but you knew the heat would fall on Jake for teaching you those words in the first place.

You were seething with anger, but your worry for your brother outweighed it by a landslide.

You didn’t have to tell Neytiri when the horn was sounded, signaling Lo’ak’s return. You hopped off and started searching him for any injuries as Neytiri scolds him. You glared at Ao’nung as his father forced him to take a knee.

When Lo’ak took the blame for Ao’nung you were going to scream at him, but he gave you that look, the one he always used when he really meant ‘don’t push it’, so you shut your mouth and stayed quiet.

You followed him as he walked away, getting ready to interrogate him, when Ao’nung caught up to you both.

“Why did you speak for me?” He asked

You pinched Lo’ak’s ear “Yeah, I'd like to know that too” you added.

He swatted your hand away and looked at Ao’nung. “Because I know what it’s like to be one big disappointment to your dad”

Your ears turned down, you knew how Lo’ak felt, you had spoken about it many times, but your heart still broke every time he brought it up.

Lo’ak sped up his pace, passing you and Ao’nung. You both stopped in place, watching him walk away. After a moment you looked at him and glared before going after your brother.

But the image of his face, covered in guilt, wouldn’t leave your mind all night.

Lo’ak told you about Payakan before anyone else, you sat outside the Marui on the edge of the dock, kicking your feet as he told you about the entire ordeal in detail.

You just really wanted to beat the shit out of Ao’nung, hell any of his friends would do. Of course, reading your mind, he made you promise not to start any fights with them, you agreed reluctantly.

He didn’t say you couldn’t finish them, just that you couldn't start them.

The next day you noticed how much more welcoming Ao’nung had become to your family. He wasn’t holding you all with open arms, but it was a step up. You caught him looking at you several times throughout the day, every time you’d avoid frowning at him, or you just couldn’t. He had this look in his eyes that pacified you every time you felt the urge to hiss at him, but at the same time it annoyed the shit out of you.

Every time he’d help you with your breathing you felt like fire was on your skin, he’d make a comment about your heart beating fast and you’d respond by telling him that if he stopped being annoying then you’d have a moment to be calm

The one thing you could both agree on is making fun of Lo’ak, mocking him when he stuttered or said something stupid around Tsireya. Other than that, you’d huff and turn the other way if you crossed paths with him, which was easy as he didn’t seem too eager to speak to you either.

But that didn’t stop the lingering eyes and quick glances at each other, there was something about communicating through your eyes that was different. You’d make fun of him and he’d find faults in whatever you did or said, but when you spoke through your eyes it was a whole different story.

You liked looking at him, you just wish sometimes he’d keep his mouth shut.

You don’t know how you got here, one moment you were weaving seaweed and leaves together for a present for Tuk, the next you were on top of Ao’nung, hissing at him as he held your wrists to stop you from punching him.

“Stop! I am sorry!” He shouts, throwing you off him.

“Take back what you said skxqwng” you yell, scrambling to your feet to pounce on his again.

He holds his hand up, “Ok ok I take it back.” He said, how he rolled his eyes audible in his voice. You hissed, keeping your eyes on him.

You tried to keep civil when he initially approached you, but he started asking why you followed the Sully’s since you weren’t their family, you ignored him till he made a comment about how your parent must not have wanted you.

“Keep your mouth shut next time you want to speak on things you know nothing of.” you seethed. He chuckled

“What? Touchy subject?”

You raised your chin and tilted your head. “Yeah, I’d think that dead parents are a sensitive topic for anyone” You resisted the urge to smirk as you watch his face drop, you turn and pick up your project as you sit back down.

You feel his eyes on the back of your head, burning and pleading your you to turn around, hear what he has to say, look in his eyes. But you don’t, you’ve learned to brush things off easily, it’s hurting your family that gets you holding long term grudges.

He sits next to you and mutters out an apology as you continue to weave the materials. “I don’t expect better, so don’t bother” you shrug.

An awkward silence falls between you, he rubs the back of his neck and asks you about what you’re making.

“It’s for Tuk, she’s growing and will need a new tweng” you state, your expression and mood start to soften as you think about your siblings.

“I am… sorry for what i did to your brother” He explains awkwardly. You stop your movements and raise a brow.

“You have an odd way of showing it” you mutter before turning back to your work “And it’s my brother that deserves an apology”

He tells you he already apologized to him and your parents before he stumbled upon you, you hum in response. You continue to weave but out of the corner of your eye you see him scratching his head.

“You got sand in my hair” He murmurs with a smirk, noticing you looking at him. You stare at him blankly, he reaches for his bun, unwrapping the braid that held it up. Your breath hitched as his hair fell.

His braids were long and rested on his back, he tussled them to get the sand out, causing a few to fall past his shoulders, hanging in front of his chest. You didn’t realize you were staring till you locked eyes with him. He was cute, you had admitted that long ago, but this was different.

You couldn’t tear your eyes away from him even as you saw the teasing smirk form on his lips. “Like what you see forest girl?” He drawled, leaning in closer.

If you reached out, you could touch his braids.

“You are as attractive as you are egotistical” you enjoyed watching him chew his lip as he decided how to respond, either way it would be a blow to him.

You couldn’t ignore how your heart sped up, you watched him chew on his lip, it annoyed the shit out of you, you wondered how he’d react if you kissed him to make him stop.

You’d never admit how you noticed little things about him, how he talks with his hands, the way his eyes widen when he gets an idea, or how he smiles just like his mother

He’s still annoying as shit, he’s a jackass and being infatuated with him doesn’t change that you still hate him.

“You’re as pretty as you are bitchy” he says, snapping you out of your thoughts.

He leans forward, tilting his head as he gets in your face.

You think you have to speak to Norm and Max because you have surely gone insane.

You hate him, that’s just a fact

But maybe you’re a little more than infatuated…

#ao'nung x reader #ao'nung #avatar: the way of water #avatar the way of water #avatar #sully reader #sully kids #aonung #aonung x reader

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torntoblivion · 11 months

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mirror s3x with kaeya

cws: nsfw (mdni), fem!afab!reader, mirror sex, praising, riding, crying, a lil temperature play, creampie

all for you love @kaelily <3

kaeya and his smooth talking will be death of you someday, you're sure about that. he will say the dirtiest things with such a sultry tone and a smirk that makes your face burn just at the thought of it.

he knows how much you love him praising you and his dirty talk so kaeya happily abuses that knowledge. sometimes whispering into your ear about how much he would like to bend you over that desk and pound you in the middle of a meeting, enjoying your shocked face and your attempt to compose youself.

when in private, you can't compose yourself even if you wanted to and kaeya takes great pleasure in watching you lose yourself on his cock.

you want to look away but kaeya's chilly hand on your chin is preventing you, making you watch the sinful sight in front of you. it's embarrassing how you're dripping all over kaeya's cock, even drenching his balls, as you ride him; his other hand is planted on your hip to aid you.

he has that shit eating grin on his face, enjoying your sobs and cries for him. he knows you're close by your cunt twitching around his throbbing cock and your sloppy movements but he wants to have more fun with you, what's the hurry anyway?

when you close your eyes to avoid the embarrassment, a whisper from kaeya snaps your eyes wide open.

"come on, darling. you look so good like this."

you look at your reflection in the mirror; your hair a mess, tear stains on your face, multiple bruises and bite marks on your neck and your cunt swallowing kaeya's cock. he can tell you're still embarrassed so he continues.

"you're doing so well, taking my cock like a good girl."

he feels you clench around him, your whines getting louder at his words. he lets go of your chin now that he's sure you won't look away as long as he praises you. with both hands on your hips, he raises you up before dropping you on his cock, making sure to thrust up when you descend.

tears run down your face as he bounces you on his lap, groaning into your ear while digging his nails on your skin, leaving crescent shaped marks. he has to hold back to not cum before you, wanting to feel your warm cunt gush around his cock first.

"almost there princess, that's it. just like that, you're perfect."

with those words and his cold fingers playing with your puffed clit, your sudden orgasm catches both of you off guard. your slick splatters to the mirror as kaeya fucks you through your orgasm, the tightness of your cunt and your ear splitting moans send him right over the edge.

kaeya buries himself as deep as he can as he cums with a high pitched moan, shooting thick ropes of cum, the warmth filling your stomach as you shudder.

kaeya holds you close and steady as you catch your breath, he buries his face in your neck and leaves soft kisses, sighing deeply when your scent fills his nostrils.

"you did so good love, so so good."

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bussydeanstiel · 1 year

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there's so many cute destiel possibilities that would make sense in canon but it would be so much funnier if they had just threw it in there,,,, like sam saying something like "hey its cool to see you in your jewelry again, you look more like youself these days" and Dean just kinda "yeah well, Cas and I got hitched so i keep the ring on the necklace so i dont lose it- and im wearing some old rings but cas got me this one for my birthday"

and theres a short silence before sam hits him with: you and cas got what?

#supernatural #destiel #casdean #deancas #dean winchester #castiel #spn #bi dean #cas #bottom dean

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asexualaromanticblog · 6 months

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IT’S NOT FAIR

It’s not fair that I’m asexual. It’s not fair I’m a romantic. I can’t believe this card was dealt to me. Why can’t I fall in love? Why don’t I want to make out with anyone? All my friends have. Everyone laughed at me because I’m single. Why do I feel so much disgust at thinking of losing my virginity? Or why do I feel simply neutral regarding it? Why don’t I want sex as much as everyone around me. It’s not fair that I’m all alone and all my friends have partners. My parents keep telling me to find someone but I just CAN’T tell them what I feel because they won’t understand. I know they’ll just laugh. I’m so angry, because everyone keeps telling me I will find someone and I quite simply know I will not. They don’t understand it. They say it’s not natural. Why are all my friends getting married already and I’ve never even been in a relationship? My younger brother has been happily married for years. My colleagues at work bring their spouses for dinner and I can’t turn up all alone.

It’s not fair, it’s not fair, it’s not fair.

Well, my asexual and aromantic friends. This is our life, IF WE CHOOSE TO LOOK AT IT THAT WAY. But we write our own story, and though we do not choose our asexuality, we do choose how we look at it, and how we react to it too.

Yes, we can be upset over our sexuality. It is hard soometimes. Actually, it is hard ALL of the time.

I will not deny it. At all.

And even if you all hate me because I make it sound so easy, accpting your asexuality as it is can set you free. I felt set free when I accpeted myself for who I am. You stop trying to be like everyone else. You stop trying to like people because other people do. You realise you are heathy and alive and as sane as everyone else. And you can live your live without some flaming romantic interest taking over it.

Be youself. Because if you aren't youself, then who are you?

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wicca-foxes · 2 years

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Witchcraft and recycling

Wicca, and by extension witchcraft, value nature as both a host and a guest in our lifes. Making the most of our resourses is both financially wise and respectful of our believes and values. It is very easy to emast a wide catalogue of stuff in our every day lifes, harvesting what we can to reuse can be a fun way to recycle.

A few examples of using "scraps" for witchcraft:

recycling paper at home, using opened envelopes to write your spells/notes on;

collecting rainwater to use in spells and for watering plants;

using kitchen scraps (like lemon peels, orange peels, used cinnamon sticks) as offerings;

using the coffee zest for fertiliser (do not worry it is around pH7 and it's perfectly safe for plants and/or composting - I have tested it) or lose tea;

using old/damaged chopsticks as a "beginner wand";

the bottles from cooking extracts (vanilla extract, orange extract) or essential oils bottles are PERFECT for storing seeds and for being spell jars (bonus points because they're so small and cute!);

re-melting remaining wax from candles to form new ones;

using old paintbrushes as a "beginner broom" (especially good for a hidden/small-pocket sized altar);

using an old pot as a cauldron, or thrifting one as needed;

using pressed/dried flowers as offerings;

considering a digital book of shadows (Word is excelent for this, combining it with Excel, can be used in browser for free);

using digital libraries for books of study (@coreycore420 mentioned https://z-lib.org and it's a godly recommandation and tool!);

avoiding essential oils;

using dried pine needles as incense sticks (for outdoor use only);

growing a few herbs used in both spells and cooking in tin cans (starters) then thrifted pots is amazing!;

going around your neighborhood, take a look around the dumpsters or glass collectors, people can throw away usable pots, plastic storage boxes, baskets or jars and glass bottles (make sure to properly clean and clense the item);

if avalable - trade and swap local groups on Facebook can help you thrift with ease, especially if you don't have thrift stores where you live;

using old papers/magazines as packaging/wrapping paper (hello holidays).

With all these corner-cutters, you need to be careful to not hoard items. I have made the mistake of holding to items thinking I can find them an use, my rule of thumb is that 1 month is enough to plan a craft/purpose, and 2 months to execute it, ajust the time to your liking, but don't keep it longer than 6 months overall. Also be prudent with what you plan to reuse, as certain ideas can be dangerous (not me looking at my idea to reuse burned out lightbulbs and cutting myself by mistake), so don't force anything.

I want to highlight an important aspect: you doing all these things, bending your way back to have a lesser impact on the environment, is not going to make the big impat you dream of. Take it as "I'm doing my part to respect my host and my believes", or as a challange. Do not sadden youself for your waste, as most of the time it is forced upon you.

Nowadays you can opt out of certain waste (opting for no cutlery if buying takeaway, bringing your own coffee cup/thermos to a coffee shop to avoid the paper cups, bringing your own reusable straws, using trays or silicone ice cubes instead of using the plastic ice-maker packs, etc.). There are little changes you can make, or ask for, in your life in order to minimise your waste, or just to save some money.

Please take care of yourself out there!

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