#little lonely thoughts

[borderlinebelle]

I really fucking liked this day. 🥹

#personal #borderline belle #recovery is not linear #mental health month #mental health monday #mental health matters #girlblogging #existential thoughts #deep thinking #head in the clouds #little lonely thoughts #black coquette #soft black women #soft feminine

[puppyeared]

renaissance dogys

characters belong to @canisalbus

#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship #with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet #ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth #to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO #im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the #high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves #also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3 #idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between #masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one #these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise #i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance #for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr #save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me #my art #myart #doodles #fanart #others ocs #canisalbus #fur #furry art #machete #vasco #vaschete #ludovica #sfw fur #furry #anthro

[moodyseal]

Meg and Apollo tarot card designs for @ferodactyl <3 I'm not an expert when it comes to tarot cards (this was actually the first time I looked into the full deck) but hopefully I got it right!

The explanation of the cards' symbolism is under the cut because it's a bit lengthy oof

Meg's card is the Knight of Swords, one of the minor Arcana, I think? Upright, the Knight of Swords refers to a person who is action-oriented, determined and unstoppable in what they set their mind to; however, when it's reversed the card also indicates a person who might be blind to the consequences of their actions and charges into things without having fully considered their options. Meg's choices throughout TOA point to her being exactly this sort of person: while her determination and lack of hesitation were exactly what was needed to balance out Apollo's occasional self-doubt, her impulsiveness was also what got them both into trouble multiple times. The fact that, eventually, she learned how to rely on others and slow down when needed goes hand in hand with the warning this card poses.

Apollo's card is instead one of the Major Arcana, and it's Death. The Death card is a symbol of change: it indicates a time of transition and new beginnings that are sometimes unexpected and difficult, but still necessary. Reversed, the card indicates that the person is resisting that change, and unwilling to let go of the past, which makes the journey all the more painful as the transformation that they're going through is inevitable and cannot be reversed. One of the major points in Apollo's character arc, and the biggest change he goes through, is the transition from the god he used to be to the one he would be in the future. It's a slow change, and one he didn't fully lean into at first—after all, if he chose to give up all that he had been up until then, what would he have left? However, ironically enough, death is exactly what set things in motion, and let him finally shed away his past beliefs to embrace his new sense of self.

#i would've chosen the sun for apollo but it seemed a bit uh. cliché i guess? #another option was the hanged man actually #but i liked the little joke about there being a lot of death in his life LMAO #trials of apollo #percy jackson #toa #pjo #apollo #lester papadopoulos #meg mccaffrey #my art #lonely thoughts

[courfee]

“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft. 

— Tender Curiosities, Baby!  @otrtbs

#ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence #like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller #but alas cars wont allow it #ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it #i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta... #tender curiosities baby #art heist baby #james potter fanart #james potter #jegulus #rosekiller #rosekiller fanart #marauders #marauders fanart #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #jegulus fanart #jegulus fanfiction #fic: ahb #art heist baby! #mine #my art #hp #ahb #(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them) #(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...) #(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset) #((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops) #(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad)) #((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))

[topnotchquark]

Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.

Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.

And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.

But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.

#and nico's perspective of the same is just #being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance #and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness #you know there is something that remains deep down #and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year #both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other #and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives #albeit from a distance #and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids #you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same #sorry this caught in my heart a little #I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember #man #love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever #brocedes #lewis hamiton #nico rosberg #f1 #formula 1

[carbonateds-oda]

freshly out of the pm dazai acting like a college student that’s living on their own for the first time and therefore needs to consult w their mom abt every little thing cuz they don’t know how to take care of themselves, except he doesn’t have a mom so he just calls ango and bothers him abt the randomest things

“ok, just to be sure… how do I turn on the rice cooker…I press the on button right?”

“if the box says I need to microwave it for a minute how long do I need to microwave it for? just a minute? are u sure…”

“how much medicine should I take? the whole bottle right? im jokiiiing… I already took it all I was actually just calling to say goodbye”

(he has angos contact name saved as “traitor” btw)

#angos stupid ass answers every time bc he thought they wrnt on speaking terms and thinks it must b an emergency if hes willing to call him #bsd #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #ango sakaguchi #he’s just a little lonely

[nothingbutlimbo]

The trials have changed you

#amber used that mannequin as a make shift body #goobert and lonely helped them stitch themselves back together #it’s a little messy but it’s the thought that counts #I DEMAND JUSTICE FOR MY WIZARDS #amber #pike wizard #pike mage #goobert #goo mage #inscryption #limbo art #digital #my art #t

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Critical thinking failure: did not consider all the options.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #season 1 #wei wuxian #it’s hilarious to me how fast wwx jumps to ‘omg was there something going on between lwj and mxy #and thats why he’s acting like this?’ #because *clearly there is no other alternate explainations! #wwx believe me; mxy was your kinnie all the way #but in the same way one adopts a fanon interpretation as an alter #LWJ would clock the discrepancies so fast you would need to get a neck brace. In the least sexy way #wwx really lucked out in getting the body of a guy everyone already thought was a bit odd #but had lwj *known* mxy? yeah the song wouldnt have even been needed #oh man…now I’m a bit sad thinking about lwj spending time with the wwx impersonators #just hoping to feel a little bit of familiarity…a little less lonely

[kariighost]

Just wanted to say Happy Valentine’s Day to my husband Levi. We have 100 children together. We also live in a cute house surrounded by the mountains and forest. This is a thousand percent true and not at all made up. Tonight I will get pregnant again. Levi is obsessed with me. Again, all of this is true, none of it is made up.

#I’m very lonely heheh #also a little insane #happy Valentine’s Day everyone #levi ackerman #levi aot #levi ackerman x reader #snk levi #daddy levi #attack on titan #levi thoughts #levi x reader #captain levi

[ihaveanaversiontodecisions]

"The Lonely’s really got you, hasn’t it?"

"You know, I think it always did.

" Maybe... Well, I’ll be here, if you ever need me."

"I hope so."

"just don't wait too long, okay? if you haven't already."

WHAT IF I KILL MYSELF I HATE GAY PEOPLE

#tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #martin blackwood #mag 154 #the lonely tma #the lonely #jonmartin #jmart #tma relisten #i relistened to this episode at work #it was as soul crushing as the first time #i can't stop thinking about these tragic little gay men #they consume my every waking thought

[qtipkyutip]

Finished watching FMAB lately and frankly, erm, obsessed? Uhhh anyways have the Elric brothers……. UH, I might have a crush on both of them both at once lols….

#art #digital art #fma #fmab #fma brotherhood #edward elric #alphonse elric #fullmetal alchemist #fma fanart #im so normal about them lols #GOD. like first half I was like omg Edward… heart eyes BUT THEN LIKE… AL… ahh #also like there was gonna on;y be a little sticker of al but then I thought he’d be lonely without Ed so I made one of him too

[kookiecamera]

WHAT IF THEY WERE HAPPY TO SEE EACH OTHER. WHAT IF THEY DANCED. WHAT THEN.

#WHAT IF THEY CRASHED INTO EACH OTHER AND SPUN EACH OTHER AROUND #‘loki I thought that was goodbye!!’ #‘only for a little while’ #‘turns out the time tree does alright on its own without an overbearing gardener’ #‘and the throne was getting a little lonely anyways’ #ARGGRGGRGRGRGGRRGGGR #my art #loki #mobius #lokius

[soulmvtes]

the friendship i have w one of my friends is genuinely so healing and that has caught me so off guard but i am eternally grateful ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

#we became friends last year but i didn't realise that we would become that close #and idk its the little things that i cant explain #but as someone who has always felt so alone and lonely #and has had bad experiences w friendship and never feels like people actually want to be friends w me #it can be so reassuring <3 #diary #tiyas thoughts

[rowans-blues]

fuck i wanna be loved

#mlm yearning #gay yearning #rowan rambles #mlm #gay #achillean #mlm thoughts #mlnb #just a little lonely and sad #rowan a tad sad

[lonely-dog-draws]

go holy man go ???

👆 redraw of this hallway

#digital art #clip studio paint #digital painting #fanart #faith #faith game #faith the unholy trinity #faith chapter 3 #john ward #image id in alt text #lonely dog draws #blood/ #whoa..... my last digital painting was from july #aaaa i put this placeholder caption cuz i thought it was a lil funny but now i have no idea what else to caption this with... #i think he should be covered in blood but the red & blue do NOt look good together i am sad to say #i was also worrying maybe he looks a little dead here

[peridots-pixiwolf]

[Start ID. A three-circle venn diagram with Gabriel from Ultrakill, the Lonely Wizard from Inscryption, and the Hollow Knight from the game of the same name. Between Gabriel and Lonely is the text "guys will see a character with vague biology, say 'is anyone gonna buggify that' and not wait for an answer". Between Lonely and Hollow is the text "void beings placed in solitary confinement by a superior they admired with the intention of keeping them there forever". Between Hollow and Gabriel is the text "existed only to be a tool for their god. just wants to be perfect. never allowed to be a person". In the center between all three is just the word "trauma". End ID

having Thoughts

#peridots-nonsense #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill #lonely wizard inscryption #inscryption #hollow hk #hollow knight #...need a doodle tag actually. is this art??? #know i said i'd stop tagging it like this just yesterday but #peridots-art #this is a little rushed because i'm trying to post it at 4:20 my time because it would be awesome. #...i don't smoke i just get really excited about having a specific number to obsess over and it's funny #inspired by the tags on a gabriel post and my own personal thoughts about these dudes. #think that should be all. it's the time now #alright came back after. technogender's tags on a nov 5th post by feyfeather #hit a comma for the second time but not revising it the post was about gabe but it really reminded me of thk... #*feathers plural. as for the lw-focused sides i've been thinking about their parallels with hollow for a good while actually #and the last one's literally just. i like to give gabe/pyro (under suit)/lonely insect-like anatomy. what are you gonna do about it #that's ACTUALLY all. goodbye tag-wanderer. hope this is. inchresting #OH right also if you see the disproportionate amount of attention given to gabriel's doodle no you don't #1.5 HOURS LATER REALIZED I MADE A TYPO GRRR HISS #you did NOT SEE IT #I DO NOT MAKE TYPOS HERE. BUILT DIFFERENT.