#life sucks sometimes

[penvisions]

dev's hip is lame

i really hate to do this but....i am asking for help. but only if it's within anyone's abilities.

i've talked about it a bit by i have pretty bad hip dysplasia and will need to get a replacement surgery in the next five years, i unfortunately cannot afford to refill my pain meds and muscle relaxers this month and i'm already feeling the effects of cutting my remaining doses in half. anything will help and be so greatly appreciated. but i know it's a lot to even think of asking with everyone having their own stuff going on ♡

ko-fi account

seriously, anything will help. even just a signal boost or a reblog, i appreciate y'all so much and don't want to be a worry wart with this.

#dev talks #personal #medical stuff #mobility issues #pain management #life sucks sometimes #medical issues #healthcare is a joke #pedro pascal fandom

[lustylita]

Hey guys, something has come up, and I won't be able to draw today. My apologies.

Life can suck sometimes :/

#rip #life sucks sometimes #life #why me

[donniesexceptionalmind]

HIIII, wow I haven't checked in in a while- how ya doin silly? :3 I finally have my frickin autism/adhd assessment next week!!!!! Super excited ngl :D

Congratulations on getting your assessment, I hope it goes well & it doesn't take too long! I was excited about mine as well, but also cautious. The system is still very ableist. Do not let someone talk over you. /g

I've been better. I'm currently recovering from a lot of stress that caused a lot of pain & I am working on lessing the stress (I'm not good at it).

I always force myself to endure things that I know I actually can't endure.

It's like a need to do it. A need to sacrifice, to prove my worth in a way.

It's stupid, I know, yet I can't help it. I need to push myself until I collapse.

Thank you for checking in, Frisk. I truly appreciate it. 💜

#life sucks sometimes #donnie answers #donnies exceptional mind #turtle net #actually autistic

[starrynightsxo]

born to giggle over books, forced to dwell over academic hardships.

#life sucks sometimes #i dont wanna do academics anymore #the sadness is real #depression #i am sad #the pain is real #the struggle is real #if you cant tell i am struggling #exams #books #bookish #booklr #book people #book #bookworm #book lovers #book vs exams #exams always win :( #tfota #cos why not #academia #classic academia #academics #light academia #chaotic academia #dark academia #academia girly #academia aesthetic #yeah ok im done

[queenusagiblog]

inspired by @obv10usly 's tweet

#queenusagiart #phanart #dnp #i needed a cute doodle today u-u #life sucks sometimes

[thatfanficstuff]

Sigh.

I'm going to go into detail below the cut but the TLDR is life sucks sometimes and takes the creativity out of you. Hope to write soon.

For those that want the nitty gritty...Hello friends! I hope your life is going fantastic and that you enjoy your holiday season, whatever holiday you celebrate.

This has been a horrible year for several reasons. Up until June it was mainly things happening to my nearest and dearest that didn't affect me other than empathizing with them.

In June my mom, whom lives with us, had spinal surgery. She was able to do more for herself than anticipated but she helps take care of my family due to my stroke. But it was fine. We got her recovered and things went better than anticipated.

Then the last day of July my husband woke me from a sound sleep at 3am in tears and said I needed to take him to the ER. It took four weeks of doctor appointments every 2-3 days, scans two ER visits and a hospital admittance to get him diagnosed and treated for shingles. It started internal then went external. He was in excruciating pain. Tomorrow is his first day back at work since August 2.

In the midst of that on September 13 I had ankle surgery. Non-weight bearing for 4 weeks.

But I started feeling better. I posted a couple of chapters. Asked for soulmate requests (which are all plotted out, btw). Was ready to put my head down and write.

The very next day we got a call from my in-laws. My FIL who has stage 4 cancer had decided to end all treatment. They live 3 hours away and we have been physically unable to visit. Once we could, he no longer wished for visitors. At this point he hasn't eaten in four weeks and grows weaker every day. We're waiting for him to die and god it sucks. I'm working on an obituary for a man that's still alive.

Needless to say the Christmas spirit is noticeably absent this year.

So if you've read all this...yeah. I want to write, I'm hoping to write but life. But I'm around and have no plans to disappear any time soon.

#kat says stuff #life sucks sometimes

[hawaii5-0gurl]

Hi everyone,

I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for not being around or posting anything new. I have been dealing with a lot the last 6-7 months that I haven't been able to do much.

I also wanted to say thank you to everyone who continues to support my little page in this time of my absence (there is a lot more than I ever expected). I appreciate you guys more than you know.

To the people who have sent me requests, please know that I have seen them and started writing. I don't have an exact date for when I will be posting them, but I will try my best to get them out.

I love and appreciate every single one of you ❤️❤️❤️

Thanks again

#thank you #thankful #hopefully posting soon #lifes a mess #life gets in the way of writing #life sucks sometimes

[buggywiththefolkmagic]

Hello hello yet again tumblr space! I have returned from an unexpected sabbatical. Said Sabbatical has included: 1. Caring for my grandfather in his final days, and post-caring for my grandmother who lost the closest thing to unconditional love she had ever found in anyone except for God himself. 2. Mourned on my own. 3. Got mad at Appalachian books, books in general, and completely forgot to write reviews for them. 4. Listened to @serpentandthreads and decided to try my hand at writing a book, on top of getting back to this blog again. So thank you friend! 5. Here we are, that's about it. SO. If ya'll want to see more rambling, video and book recommendations, and just more Appalachian goodness do stick around!

#tw death #life sucks sometimes #Being a caregiver is also a tough job. #More things to come!

[sgtbarnes107]

Figured out why I’ve been so moody and easily irritated the past few days.

Tomorrow is the 4 year anniversary of my best friend’s dad passing away.

Which is hard enough.

But it’s also a reminder that my dad’s 3 year anniversary is coming up in June.

#personal #life sucks sometimes #I could really use a hug right now

[fantasywritten]

I might revamp and get rid of a bunch of muses… I’m kind of reinventing myself due to an upcoming breakup and I want a fresh start on the blog so I can, you know, actually get some writing done.

#*cries softly* #life sucks sometimes #when you love someone so much but you know it’s not gonna last and you also have conflicting feelings about the relationship in general… #I know deep down what I have to do but. I need like. one more week of him #before I let him go #sorry if that’s selfish but. I can’t do it right now #also FUCK TUMBLR for not saving my tags. like ever. anymore #✽ (out of character) — allison speaks

[myescapefromthislife]

Today is a shitty day. Everything sucks and all I want to do is cry. But I have to be an adult and behave like one.

#me myself and i #life sucks sometimes #someone please hold me and let me cry

[qualifiedaquarian]

#life sucks sometimes

[soulinkpoetry]

If you fall don’t stay there. Get back up and try again.

.

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#healing takes time #falling #getting back up #it’s okay to not be okay #life sucks sometimes #soulinkpoetry #poetry #words of encouragement #thoughts #feelings #poets on tumblr #she writes #spilled ink

[lonlonranching]

there are simply not enough hours in the day

#work 8 hours watch school lectures do school assignments do at least 10 hours of html metadata work #which luckily i found a cheatcode for this work involving the concatenate feature on excel #plan my dnd character and spells slots and practice a vague slavic accent for her that i swear to god is getting worse #i havent read a book in a month and a half im not even kidding u #october im planning on sitting down with some gothic lit but jesus fucking christ #navigating personal professional academic life in tandem with having a social life so your friends dont think you hate them/dont care about #IS SO FUCKING HARD #i need time powers #oh i forgot to mention SLEEP. WHICH IVE LEARNED I NEED AT LEAST 8 HOURS IN ORDER TO FUNCTION #AND THAT BARELY GETS ME THERE THUS THE FUCKING MEDS #how are any of us functioning #also i dont have a car bc i cant AFFORD ONE (and CANT DRIVE ANYWAY) but i waited 30 minutes for a bus thats supposed to come every 15 ;) #i just. #idk. #life sucks sometimes

[muselin]

I never saw this coming. On some level I knew something wasn't right, but any time I tried to probe or get to the bottom of it, I was shut down. There really wasn't much else I could have done. Some may know this but I've been in a very committed long-term relationship of almost 8 years. That all ended tonight. And yet we still have to live together until we work things out. It might go a little bonkers or dead silent on this blog for a while, I don't know how it will be yet but I love writing so I won't disappear.

#personal #life sucks sometimes

[apocalyptic-scenes]

So I attempted the real world for a little over 6 months... No regrets, but definitely a significant amount of disappointment at having put time and effort into two relationships only to be dropped like hot coal.

Fandom is predictable, comforting, and safe. I think I'll stay put here.

#personal #life sucks sometimes #people are hard #let me bury myself in my fandoms