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cherrytraveller · 1 year
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all i wanted to do was do a warm-up...
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alelelesimz · 5 months
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here are my favorite things i did this year :) thank you for tagging me @madeofcc <3
i was just gonna make a simple post and for some reason i decided to make this whole thing i guess, even features my stupid handwriting lol. everything written above + some more thoughts down below so you don't have to decipher whatever i wrote, also links to everything. thanks for following my messy blog and allowing me to rant about splatoon every other day lmao love u friends
harmony my beloved
i love splatoon ok! i've tried to recreate a few different splatoon characters before but they don't really translate well to sims. however i love how my harmony turned out! she's my fav character in the game and i'm quite proud of this funky little edit :)
leaf carrying a plant she stole
as soon as i saw that pose i knew i had to use it with my girl leaf! simple edit, but very cute <3 i wanna post more about my nymph!!!!!
what is this? a crossover episode????????
bojack horseman is my fav show ever. when i saw the horse pack trailer i KNEW i had to make this silly joke :p i didn't expect it to get so much attention but i'm glad it did! fun facts: 1) i painted bojack's face in game but basically redid the whole thing in photoshop bc sims textures are uh bad. 2) i recolored pc's dress and god i wish i could've made something better lmao. 3) i converted mr. pb's glasses and i SUFFERED. they actually look terrible ingame but ✨photoshop magic✨
this edit of an alien oc that i need to name still
i don't really use alpha hairs but ain't this one cute?! and i love this edit! if you read this give me a name suggestion for this sim please
YES THAT'S HAPPENING
I LOVE JUNO BIRCH!!! i literally need to stop myself from making another juno post every time she posts anything online lol. but that hot dog costume is iconic, what can i say.
sims in the city, baby + everything i made about them
i've been wanting to recreate these guys ever since i joined simblr back in 2019 (jesus christ) and i finally did! i'm very proud of them and happy so many people like them :) i loved this game growing up but none of my friends played it, so it's really cool to see more people who played it too!
also, that roxanna moxie lookbook i did? peak fashion
GRAP3FRUIT!
these guys!!!!!!!!! i really wanted to make a silly little band since forever and kari's edgewave fest finally pushed me to make them and I LOVE THEM! i can't wait to keep making more stuff with them babyyyyyyyyaskldjalskhdfklasj
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queenofbaws · 2 years
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🌻 I hope it's not against the rules sending it twice but may I ask one for Andrew,too?
the only me is me (are you sure the only you is you)
Rated M A Little Hope/Silent Hill crossover
Andrew wakes up after a bus crash, sore and out of place and nursing the mother of all headaches. He can’t quite remember what happened or how he got there...or where everyone else got off to, for that matter. There’s a strange fog keeping him from leaving the lonely stretch of road, and with every step he takes, the feeling he’s forgotten something important grows until it nearly dwarfs the pain in his head.
But that’s not all. There’s something...wrong with the town he finds himself in. It’s empty, for one, it’s creepy, for another, and every time he finds his mind wandering, it...it...there’s no other word for it: It changes. He’s no closer to finding his friends or figuring out what he’s been trying so hard to forget, but there’s a bigger problem unfolding before him - he just keeps running into Anthony and Abraham, two young men who look and sound exactly like him. They were called here, too. And they’ve also forgotten something very, very important.
The question is, can any of them remember before it’s too late? Or is forgetting the kinder choice?
...
Andrew, he thought to himself, a spike of pain lancing its way through the meat of his eyeballs with each step he took, turning the inner monologue into something of a masochist’s metronome, My name is Andrew...Something. I came here on a...school trip. I came here with my...classmates. I am eighteen years old. I don’t have a major yet. My name is Andrew.
If he tried to push past any of that, his sinuses filled with a stinging kind of discomfort, like termites had crawled up inside his nose and decided to nest in his skull. He tried to avoid that where at all possible. Still, it would’ve helped if he could remember the names of the people he’d come with, or where he’d come from, or, Jesus Christ, a single phone number. If he could remember any of that, then he could -
Ow.
Yeah, back to the drawing board on that one.
The strangest part of the whole situation, though (if he had to pick just one), was how his feet just kept...moving. It was like his legs knew something he didn’t, like ‘muscle memory’ was less a euphemism and more an unconquerable truth; his brain might’ve been mush, but hell if it wasn’t starting to seem like his legs knew where they wanted to go. So he let his legs lead the way, and he hoped to God that wouldn’t get him more lost than he already was.
Not that that seemed possible, of course. Not that it seemed possible in the slightest.
send me a flower and i'll make up a fic (that doesn't exist [yet {because we all know how bad my self restraint is}])!!!
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mechanicalinertia · 2 years
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STMPD Anti-Recommends Bubblegum Crisis Fanfiction: Grab Bag Cringe Compilation 2: With A Vengeance
I'm running out of things I want to anti-rec, at this point. Well, maybe run out is the wrong word... I just keep kicking the part of my brain that insists that I have to alternate between good and bad every damn time. It'd be funny if it weren't so cringey.
sPEAKING OF CRIIIIIIIINGE! Let's do another grab bag of fanfiction so bad it's irredeemable, with a side of weird misogyny to boot (the worst ones always are like that). I won't reread these too intensely, I'm just going to be terse and get on with it so I can review something I actually want to read.
Crossed Crisis: "One of the first, if not the first, x-overs of its kind. Just read to find out."
I was curious. I wanted to believe this was interesting. I was wrong.
It's... a crossover from 2040 to 2032 by way of Mackie, only Mackie's now an Edgy Badass thanks to Galatea-infused powers. The first chapter starts out okay, with 'Max' trying his best to be helpful to the Sexaroids, and then just kind of... devolves into nastiness after that. I was interested for that first part, and then just severely disappointed.
Knight Sabers vs. The Imperial Navy: It's a Crisis fanfic as written by the kind of guy who would grow up to be a Trumpist. An American admiral is our Gary Stu, here, a guy who only answers to the President, has a comic book collection, and has been hired to arrest the Sabers for unclear reasons. He does this. Doesn't have to try very hard to do it, as best as I can figure from reading fragments of this-and-that. Our boy commandeers the AD Police (bullies Nene incessantly, it's really gross), and effortlessly hacks the Knight Sabers' computer because 'lol Nene useless'. Then spies on them, finding them all to be annoying bitches of some stripe or another, before settling on Sylia as his desired conquest. One time, when he manages to have his elite spec-ops super cool warrior team who also wear Stormtrooper armor (yeah, I'm thinking fascist) get Mackie, he explains to Mackie that he doesn't like GENOM because he... believes in free markets? I'm not going back to read that shit.
Anyway, I think all the Sabers except Sylia are killed and she starts to develop Stockholm Syndrome for him, because clearly that's how women function. Christ, I don't want to reread this. You go do it, tell me what I've missed.
The Fall of the Knight Sabers and the rise of the AD POLICE: So here's the plot setup:
"After the fall of GENOM, the Knight Sabers thought that they were so strong that they could do anything they pleased. Their greed turned them into evil bitches. The Knight Sabers started attacking innocent civilians and threatened mom & pops stores with extortion. But from the secret laboratories of AD Police headquarters, came a new mecha group of law-enforcement officers. Lead by Inspector Leon McNichol, the new "CHAOS UNIT" are the only ones that could stop the crooked Knight Sabers and their know-it-all leader!"
Uh. Um. Yeah, you can read the rest. It's three paragraphs to kill the Sabers (describing them as wenches and dyke-like and suchlike), and then the rest of the story to deal with Mackie and his motoslave. Leon kills the Sabers, but doesn't kill Mackie, though he does get punched in the face. I... yeah.
Why did the guy who wrote the BGC Fanfiction Guide put this up here, again? I know it counts, but just because it counts doesn't make it worthy of distribution outside of the Geocities of 'Ryan Blade'.
Jesus. Let's try one that's still meh but isn't so nasty...
Otaku Two: Bubblegum Boy: This is another one of those multiverse-hopping SI's a la Twister that were the new hotness back around the turn of the millennium. Our boy SkySaber is an all-powerful all-knowing 'superspy' (on like a Spy Kids level of espionage), apparently famous as a TV character across the multiverse, who ends up transplanted into a male Sexaroid frame in BGC, rescues the five Sexaroids from OVA 5, and things just kind of happen from there. There aren't any major fight scenes - if anything, 'Skysaber' attempts to prevent Sylia from forming her own team, since he seems to have shown up around 2028 in the 30's timeline - and... yeah.
Nothing untoward happens, really. I would almost peg Bubblegum Boy with the sin of having nothing interesting happen were it not for a few interesting passages about GENOM stonewalling scientific progress by sheer opaqueness and killing scientists, etc. The logistics of all would be interesting if Jared / Skysaber weren't kind of annoying.
So, yeah... You might even enjoy reading parts of this. But probably not many parts, especially as the fic progresses. The others I wouldn't recommend even looking at, but this one might be mildly amusing.
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Anyway! That's my excuse for an anti-recommendation. Next time, I'm either gonna do 90's-era classic Dance of Armor, or unfinished pseudo-self-insert-mega-epic-as-written-by-nutcase Yours Truly 2032. We'll see.
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thecatduet422 · 3 years
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Chapter Four: Have You Heard of the Waynes?
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Fandoms: Batman (Arkhamverse), Jessica Jones (TV)
Pairing: Jessica Jones/Jason Todd
Rating: Mature (for language, depictions of violence, and adult themes)
Tags: Slow Burn, Angst, Crossover, Alternate Universe- Canon Divergence, PTSD, Shared Trauma, No Beta
Summary: After escaping Kilgrave, Jessica moves to Gotham and starts her new life as a PI, even starting her own agency- Alias Investigations.
Yeah, criminals keep trying to hire her, and some bat-fetished vigilante keeps sending his kid over to "check-in" on her, but for the most part, Jessica's life is pretty stable.
Until some guy in a hood wants her to follow Bruce Wayne.
Chapters: 8/? (42,524 words)
One Two Three Five
AO3 LINK
Chapter Four: Have You Heard of the Waynes? (4.4k words)
She woke up with the feeling of her brain banging against her skull. The well familiar sign of a hangover growing the more she gained consciousness.
Fuck, what time was it?
Bang. Bang. Bang.
She groaned as some asshole hammered away at her door, her head following the tempo in agony. Why did she always have to wake up to so much noise?
She squinted her eyes open, only to be hit with the light beaming into her room. She quickly closed her eyes again, but it was too late, sensory overload amplifying her headache.
BANG. BANG. BANG.
Jesus Christ, who was at her door? A fucking army?
BANG! BANG! BANG!
She was going to kill somebody.
"All right already! I'm coming!" she barked, her voice cracked and dry. A small burp of whiskey hit her mouth, begging her to wash it down with something. Anything.
Ignoring it, she rolled out of bed, squinting her eyes open again. She fumbled around for her pants.
BANG BANG BANG BANG BANG-
Finally, she found them and rushed to put them on, heading to the door.
“I SAID I’M COMING!” she screamed, only to immediately stub her toe fumbling down the hall.
“Ah fuck,” she mumbled, slightly hopping from the pain.
BANGBANGBANGBANG-
The glass cutout on her door rattled so violently, it was a miracle it didn’t shatter. The faint smell of smoke hit her senses.
Was there a fire?!
She swung the door open, panicked.
“What?!” she snapped.
Two bulking figures crowded her hallway, their shoulders so large they brushed up against the walls. Open trench coats draped over their forms, along with matching fedoras (which, if that didn’t scream criminal, Jessica didn’t know what did).
“Well, well, well…” a deep voice rasped out. “Look who finally decided to grace us wit ‘er presence…”
For a moment, Jessica was so distracted, she didn’t realize they weren’t the ones talking. She squinted at them confusingly.
A cough hacked from somewhere below.
Jessica looked down, her eyes first catching onto the trail of smoke. She followed it, and found herself coming face-to-face with none other than Oswald Cobblepot.
Or, at least she assumed it was him, having never met the guy.
But his body was short and round, with a big pot belly taking up his entire torso. A black, pin-striped suit stretched over it, the gaps between the buttons revealing a white dress shirt underneath. His shoulders were completely hunched, making his neck nonexistent. An egghead glued to his body, glistening with sweat, matching the small patches of hair that was tapered down with hair gel. A cracked monocle covered his left eye, almost distracting her from the large, crooked nose in the center of the face.
He literally looked like a penguin.
The Penguin. How creative.
Cobblepot raised up his hand to reveal a burning cigar, the source of the smoke attacking her nostrils. The smell made her want to hurl.
“What do you want?” Jessica barked.
“Aw, is tha’ any way to treat yo’ guests?” mocked Cobblepot. He took a drag and blew the smoke in her direction.
Jessica's stomach churned in disgust. If this asshole made her throw up, she was gonna aim it right at him.
“When they’re about to break my door? Yeah,” Jessica replied, head still pounding. She needed something to drink. Now.
Cobblepot chuckled. “Apologies fo’ the disruption, Miss Jones, but I believe we ‘ave some business to discuss.”
“Like hell we do!” she snapped. “I told your lackeys no to the deal you offered.”
“‘And because I’m such a generous man, I forgave yo’ idiotic decision,” Cobblepot took another puff, “Buh’ you bustin’ up my boys, I can’ let go.”
Simultaneously, the two thugs took off their hats, revealing dark bruises patched across their skin.
Oh, goddammit. The two dickwads from the bar.
“You didn’ think I’d let tha’ slide, did’cha?” Cobblepot sneered up at her.
Jessica sighed heavily. It was too early to deal with this shit.
“It was a bar fight,” she tried to explain. “They were being assholes.”
“Maybe so.” Cobblepot tapped his cigar, dropping ash onto the floor. “Buh’ an insul’ on them, is an insul’ on me.”
He then brought his other hand forward, revealing a black umbrella. “I think we should take this inside, yea’?” He tapped intimidatingly on the handle.
Shit.
Jessica’s heard about his umbrella fetish, how he pimps them into weapons. And judging how the two rocks in the back were wearing coats in August, they were packing too. She was stuck in a corner. Jessica was strong, sure, but she wasn’t bulletproof. She had to play along.
Jessica begrudgingly stepped aside, holding the door for them.
“Please, make yourself at home,” she drawled sarcastically.
As they made their way through, she spotted Malcolm peeping out from his door, his eyes glazed with concern. Jessica shrugged, trying to act unbothered before closing the door. The last thing she needed was Malcolm getting mixed up in this.
Cobblepot waltzed through her office, using his umbrella as a cane before getting comfy in her guest chair. The two thugs wandered aimlessly around the room, checking her place out. She knew they wouldn’t find anything, but it still put her on edge. The familiar shake of anxiety tangled up her back, plus the throbbing in her temples refusing to go away...
“I need a drink,” Jessica decided, moving to grab her bottle of Jack on her desk. She poured some into her glass from last night before waving the bottle to Cobblepot.
Oswald laughed, a hacked, choking sound. Jessica could practically hear the cancer gathering in his respiratory system.
“Spirits a’ ten o’clock in the mornin’?” he wheezed. “I li’e the way you think.”
He nodded, and Jessica went to pour him a cup, trying desperately to keep cool while thinking, what the hell should she do?
When Jessica handed the cup to Cobblepot, he threw his cigar down, stomping it out with the end of his umbrella.
Asshole.
Anger pierced through her, but she couldn’t do anything about it. Not now, not when all of them were armed.
Jessica plopped down in her seat and took a swig of her drink. The familiar burn took the edge off, her hangover fading, just slightly. She then polished it off, asking, “So, what does ol’ Oswald want now?”
“I’ve been mo’ than patient wit’ you, Jones,” said Cobblepot, taking a sip of his own drink, the umbrella resting in his other hand. “My previous offer fo' yo’ investigative talents was mo’ than generous. Insultingly, you turned all of ‘em down.”
Jessica shrugged, keeping a side view of the thugs inspecting her couch. “Nothing personal. I just don’t work for criminals.”
“Oh, I wouldn’ call meself a criminal,” Oswald said, before taking another sip, “Just a businessman.”
“A businessman who's been in jail,” said Jessica.
“Aw, come on now.” Cobblepot leaned forward, resting his glass on her desk. “Don’ tell me yo’ squeaky clean either, Jones. Everyone in Gotham’s go’ dirt on their ‘ands.”
Out of the corner of her eye, Jessica saw one of the thugs pocket a quarter from her cushion.
“Hey, stickyfingers!” she called out to him, “Don’t think I didn’t see that.”
“Jessica Jones,” Cobblepot snapped. "Quit playin’ games wit’ me. The way I see it, the only reason you turned down me offer is ‘cause...” he raised his head slightly, the monocle glinting against the light, “Yo’ already workin’ fo' someone.”
Her mind flashed to a guy with a hood, a scar on his face. Does Cobblepot know about him?
Oswald took her silence as confirmation.
“Who’s go' you in their pocket?” he sneered. “Is it Dent? The Riddler? Batman?”
Jessica snorted. “You’re out of your mind, bird brain.”
“Regardless,” Cobblepot leaned back, “you owe me. A thousand bucks.”
"Excuse me?!" she cried in shock. "A thousand dollars?! For what," she nodded towards the goons, “damaging their self-esteem?”
"My boys, my property," Oswald replied.
Jessica scoffed. She wondered what Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Idiot thought of that. Jessica glanced over at them, but they acted aloof, twiddling their thumbs and being bored. Guess working for one of the most infamous criminals in Gotham takes a toll.
Jessica gestured to her apartment. "Look at this dump. Do you think I can afford to dish out a thousand bucks?"
"Guess yo’ gonna 'ave to pay in a different way," Cobblepot said, an evil glint in his monocle. "Lucky fo' you, I already 'ave a job in mind."
He let out a dark, suggestive chuckle.
Jessica...
She gulped down the whiskey aftertaste in her mouth, already missing the burn that washed everything away. This was ridiculous. Fights broke out all the time at Rick's, and no one owed anyone shit. Crime bosses had better things to do than worry about their henchmen's petty squabbles. They didn’t even care if their goons lived or died.
And then it clicked.
"This isn't about the fight," Jessica concluded. "This is about me refusing to work for you."
Cobblepot didn't respond, just smirked, one that grew into a smile, exposing his yellow-stained teeth.
Jessica sighed. “And if I pass?”
Cobblepot leaned forward, as intimidatingly as he could without falling out of the chair. Jessica already knew what he was going to say, but still- it’s always good to get confirmation.
“Come now, Jones. Yo’ a smart bird,” said Cobblepot. “We know where you live, and even if you leave Gotham, I go’ plenty of business in Blüdhaven.” He tilted his head slightly before quietly saying, “We wouldn’ want Patsy to gi’ involved, hm?”
Jessica felt her jaw clench.
Fuck! How could she be so stupid? Someone like Cobblepot never took ‘no’ for an answer. If he wanted Jessica, he’d find a way to get her. Asshole knew she was broke. She’d have no choice but to work for him, pay off her debt. He's probably been waiting for her to slip-up like this.
She swallowed down her fear. “I’ll get you your money.”
“Oh, really?” Cobblepot hacked. “And ‘ow are you gonna do tha’?”
“Do you care?” she snarked back.
That, apparently, wasn’t the right response. Cobblepot's face scrunched up in a hideous manner, scowling at her with murderous intent. “You ‘ave until midnight to drop my money off a’ the Iceberg Lounge,” he hopped off from the chair, the henchmen quickly standing up to follow, “or we’re gonna pay dear Patsy a visit tha’ she’ll nevah forget.”
Wow. What a line.
But Jessica kept her mouth shut as they walked away. They slammed the door on the way out, causing the glass to shake again. She waited, until the taps of Penguin’s umbrella echoed away.
She groaned in frustration, her hangover suddenly tripling after Cobblepot was gone.
Goddammit. What was she going to do? She didn’t have the money.
Jessica rubbed the ends of her palms into her eyes, willing it all to go away, but of course, it wouldn’t. She needed to come up with a plan.
She couldn’t move again. That was out of the question.
She couldn’t call Trish, not after ghosting her for so long. Though, maybe she should with Cobblepot involved. Jessica could warn her, ask for the money…
Before she knew it, she had her phone in hand, grasping it tightly, as if it would disappear. Her lifeline. All she had to do was press on Trish’s name. Jessica knew she would pick up in an instant. She always did.
The image of Trish, bailing her out with concern in her eyes, asking her what’s wrong, asking how she could help, asking her to open up, knowing Jessica couldn’t, that she can’t.
No, she wasn’t ready. Jessica let go of the phone and flipped it over, refusing to let herself even look at the screen again. Jessica knew if she did, she’d give in.
She couldn’t call Trish. She’d just want to get more involved, and Jessica would be damned if she let that happen. She'll find another way to get the money, though the ‘hows’ were limited.
The money Jason offered would be more than enough, but he wasn’t due back for another week, and he left no way for her to contact him.
That left Hogarth. Jessica will have to ask her for a job, a big one, and she'd ask for the money immediately. A process Hogarth didn’t do. Jessica would have to convince her. She’d have to owe Jeri a favor.
She winced at the idea. Hogarth would go for it, for sure, but she’d make sure Jessica would suffer for it.
She glanced back at the phone.
Bite the bullet, a small voice said. Not his, her own.
Call Trish.
She sighed, bouncing back and forth between the two, all while the pounding in her head made her feel so tired, so done. Then, Jessica grabbed her jacket and sunglasses, knowing they’d be her saving grace against the daylight. Jessica shoved her phone in her pocket, and stomped her way out of the apartment, making the long journey to Hogarth’s office.
She hated going through Grand Avenue, having to wave through all the people. At least in East End everyone gave you distance. Sure, it was done out of skepticism (you never know when someone was gonna jump you) but Jessica appreciated it nonetheless. But on Miagani Island, people didn’t care- too busy trying to make money to worry where they’re walking.
A business prick yapping on the phone ran into her and didn’t even flinch. They spilled their coffee all over her jacket. Jessica couldn’t even tell them off before a fresh crowd circled around her.
Needless to say, she was not having a good day.
She passed by Wayne Enterprises on her way to Hogarth’s firm, polished and gleaming in the light like it was Gotham’s sun. Hell, to these rich fucks it probably was. The entire building had an aura of money and luxury. It made Jessica's skin crawl, her stomach squeeze.
It didn't help that she saw Armani everywhere.
Keeping her eyes forward, Jessica ignored the building and kept walking. She wanted to make this quick so she could get to work, get the money- maybe get a hot dog- and hit the bar before having to drag her sorry ass to the Iceberg Lounge where she would hopefully, not die.
Finally, Jessica reached Hogarth’s building, pulling the glass door open and walking through in stride. While waiting for an elevator with a bunch of suits, she spotted a TV from the corner of her eye. Jack Ryder's stupid face covered the screen, going on and on about some conspiracy theory.
Great, she thought. Just what Gotham needed. More drama.
The elevator slid open and she packed her way in, ending up in the very back.
"Hey," Jessica called over to the front. "Can you press forty?"
Everyone looked at her.
She couldn’t really blame them. Jessica totally looked out of place here with her (now coffee stained) leather jacket and motorcycle boots. The jeans she wore hadn't been washed in who-knew-how-long, and she didn’t even bother brushing her hair. Or teeth.
Damn, she was a mess.
"Uh, excuse me," one of the suits said. "I'm sorry, but did you just say the fortieth floor?"
He scanned her face, disgust clearly written all over him.
A slimy grin, going on about how her clothes were hideous...
She suddenly felt the urge to punch something. To punch him.
"Yeah, I did," Jessica snapped. "Why? Did you forget how to count?"
The man, taken aback by her response, smartly kept his mouth shut.
Good. Skeevy prick.
The rest of the ride was silent as the elevator made its way up. When it hit the fortieth floor, she shuffled her way through.
Crisp, cool air provided by top-notch air conditioning blew across her face, and Jessica breathed in as much as she could, knowing she’ll need to be somewhat pleasant for Hogarth.
Feeling as ready as she’ll ever be, Jessica began to walk across the lobby, passing by the receptionist's desk.
"Is Hogarth in?" she asked, not breaking her pace.
"Oh, Jessica!” Pam cried. “Do you have an appoint-"
Jessica ignored her, and opened the door to Hogarth’s office.
She immediately spotted said lawyer at her desk.
"Hey," Jessica greeted. “I need a case.”
Hogarth glanced at her in shock, then quickly looked away. "I'm so sorry, Mr. Wayne."
Jessica followed her gaze to see a man sitting in front of her. He turned around, and wouldn’t you know it, Bruce Wayne's face was suddenly staring back.
Oh shit.
"Jessica," Hogarth said politely. Jessica wasn’t fooled- she could practically hear Hogarth’s teeth grinding all the way across the room. “As you can see, I’m in a meeting-”
"It's alright, Jeri. We were just about finished anyway,” Wayne waved her off.
He stood up from his seat, turned toward her. “And who might you be?"
Jessica’s thought process stuttered, reeling over the sheer coincidence of the situation. Just last week she was hired to track this guy, and here he was, standing right in front of her. Jessica just stared at him in a confused stupor. She didn’t know how to respond, if she even should respond. That last thing she needed was to make conversation with the subject. He wasn’t even supposed to know she existed.
Hogarth quickly made her way around.
"Mr. Wayne, this is Jessica Jones," she introduced.
Fuck.
“She’s a private investigator,” Hogarth continued.
Fuuuuuuuuuck.
“I hire her on occasion.” Hogarth gave her a side glance. When Jessica just stared back, Hogarth raised her eyebrows, signaling her to speak.
"Yup,” Jessica begrudgingly chimed in. “That’s me.”
“On occasion meaning you’re not official?” Wayne inquired playfully.
“Well, you know me, Bruce,” Hogarth said. “I don’t like to show all my cards.”
Wayne chuckled. “You don’t like to show any cards, Jeri.”
He steered back towards Jessica. “Well, it’s nice to have another detective in town. Gotham doesn’t seem to get enough of them.”
Jessica snorted at the joke.
"How long have you been an investigator, Miss. Jones?" Wayne put his hands in his pockets, an air of casualness.
Jessica eyed him cautiously, hesitant to answer. Usually, she was the one asking questions.
"Long enough," she finally replied. Not a real answer, but good.
“Well, you know, our legal department’s been meaning to hire more investigators,” said Wayne, thoughtfully. “We would be more than happy to sign you on.”
If Jessica’s brain stuttered before, it was full-on malfunctioning now. A giant, red “ERROR” message was flashing in her mind. Did he seriously just offer her a job? On the spot?
“That is, if you’re interested,” he added.
Jessica huffed in disbelief. Was this guy so delusionally rich he'd just offer her a job, without even checking her out? Did he do this with everybody? How the fuck was this a good way to run a business?
She scanned him, searching to see what his problem was. To his credit, he didn't seem unnerved by it. He just kept his ground, waited patiently.
“Thanks, but I hardly think I’m good enough for Wayne Enterprises,” she said, still eyeing him suspiciously.
“Well, you’re good enough for Jeri,” he motioned towards Hogarth.
“Oh please, Bruce,” chided Hogarth. “Don’t steal my employees just because I have a better eye than you.”
Wayne just smiled. “Fair enough.”
He threw a wink before making a show of checking his watch.
“Well, I’m afraid I've got business elsewhere but it was a pleasure meeting you, Jessica” he nodded her way, and then to Hogarth, “Jeri.”
He swiftly left the room, and Hogarth wasted no time being petty.
“Business elsewhere,” she snorted. “Probably a trip to Europe with some Swedish supermodel.” She made her way back to her desk, gracefully sitting herself down in her expensively large office chair.
“What I’d give to be him,” Hogarth sighed.
Jessica just looked back at the door, thinking. So that was Bruce Wayne? He was… exactly how she imagined; a handsome, charming businessman reeking of money and privilege, so rich he was on a different planet. Not even aware of how the outside world worked, not even caring who he hired for his own company. A foreigner, made out of hollowed plastic.
She didn’t get it. There were hundreds of other rich assholes like him. What made him so different? Why was everyone so obsessed with him? Why was Jason...
“Jessica!” Hogarth snapped, bringing her focus back. “What do you want?”
Oh. Right.
“I need a case,” said Jessica. “One that pays well, ” she hesitated before adding, “Really well.”
Hogarth, ever the shark, caught on immediately. “Don’t tell me you’re in trouble, Jessica.”
Jessica rolled her eyes. “I’m not-”
“The only reason why I hired you in the first place is because of your clean record.”
“Yeah, I know-”
“If you’ve gotten involved with anything illegal-”
“Jesus, I haven’t!” Jessica exclaimed. “Relax, okay. It’s nothing like that.” She looked off to the side, the image of Trish in her head, “I’ve got a family emergency, okay?”
“A family emergency,” Hogarth repeated skeptically.
“Yeah,” said Jessica. “It’s my sister.”
Hogarth raised an eyebrow. “I didn’t know you had a sister.”
“Yeah, well,” Jessica sighed in exasperation, “I do.”
Hogarth looked at her for a moment, before deciding Jessica was telling the truth.
“Well, you’re in luck. I need a summons delivered. It’s a big lawsuit. It will pay well,” Hogarth gave her a look, “significantly well.”
“I’ll need the money right away,” Jessica grimaced, knowing she was pushing it.
“You know that’s not how I do things,” said Hogarth.
“Look, I’ll…” This was it. “I’ll owe you a favor.”
Hogarth’s eyes lit up, the magic words spoken. But she didn’t latch on. Not yet.
"You said it yourself," Jessica carried on. "I'm the best investigator you know. Eight investigators couldn't take on the cases you gave them, except for me-"
"I know,” Hogarth quietly interrupted. A second passed, and Jessica could tell she was thinking it over. “Okay. I can pull some strings.”
Relief waved through Jessica’s shoulders, making her aware of the knots and tension she carried in there. She suddenly felt so sore, so tired.
Hogarth passed her a file, information on the case. “Don’t forget. You owe me a favor.”
Jessica nodded. “I’ll text you when I’m done.”
She turned to walk away, but paused, curiosity taking over.
“So,” she drawled. “What’s he like?”
"Bruce Wayne?" Hogarth questioned. "You just saw for yourself."
"Yeah, but… I mean," her mind raced. Hollowed plastic, not really a person. She used to think the same about Trish, before actually getting to know her. “There’s more to him than that, right?”
Hogarth simply stared back. "Goodbye Jessica."
She sighed in annoyance. Day drinking it was.
Hogarth’s subject won’t be back in town until later this evening. Jessica will get paid in time, but she’d be cutting it close. To distract herself from the ongoing anxiety she’s been feeling all fucking day, she pulled up any info she could get on Bruce Wayne.
Bruce Wayne. Age, thirty-eight. Son of Thomas Wayne and Martha Kane, dedicated philanthropists and responsible for the majority of charities circled around Gotham City.
So, the people of Gotham viewed the Waynes as their saving grace. It explains their devotion towards them.
Thomas and Martha Wayne were tragically murdered in Crime Alley, a mugging gone wrong. Bruce Wayne witnessed the scene. He was nine years old.
She paused at that. Witnessing your parents' death at such a young age, in such a brutal way. That would change a person. Jessica's mind flashed to her own family…
No. She couldn't get into that. Not now.
A short time later, Bruce Wayne disappeared from public view.
Doing what?
Jessica made a note.
Now the owner of Wayne Enterprises and the Wayne corporation, Bruce Wayne is the richest man in Gotham City, and one of the richest in the world.
A ton of power. And what has he done with it?
Bruce Wayne proudly built and invested in the Gotham City Orphanage.
Ah, okay. It makes sense, based on his past.
Bruce Wayne himself has three adopted children. The oldest, Dick Grayson. Working as a cop in Blüdhaven.
Hopefully this case won’t get to the point where she had to look into him. Jessica really didn’t have the mental capacity to go back to Blüdhaven.
The youngest, Tim Drake. Student at Gotham University.
One in Gotham. Good. And a couple of articles point to him being the future heir of Wayne Enterprises. Even better.
Jason Todd. Tragically died in a skiing accident.
She froze.
Jason.
Wait.
Son of a bitch.
She typed in 'Jason Todd'.
Nothing appeared. Jessica clicked on the next page. Still nothing. No picture, no bio. It was like he never existed.
It couldn't be a coincidence. It couldn't. It had to be the same guy. But if so, why say he's dead? He's obviously not. And the scar…
Her mind flashed back to the image of his face, the damaged J on his cheek.
A skiing accident couldn't have done that. Was… was Bruce Wayne responsible for that?
She thought back to her interaction with Wayne. How charming and cool he appeared. It could all easily be an act. Money and power were often tied with corruption, and with the amount that Wayne had, Jessica wouldn’t be surprised if there was something there, lurking behind the expensive suit and dazzling smile.
It could’ve been a ploy, offering her a job. Maybe Wayne was trying to keep an eye on her…
No. She was being paranoid. Jessica had no confirmation this Jason guy and Jason Todd were the same person. Jason could be lying about his name for all she knew. Maybe it was a code name. A symbol of honor for the dead kid?
She glanced back at the time. It was getting close to eight. Jessica had a summons she had to deliver. With a heavy sigh, she closed her laptop, deciding to push it all back for now.
Jessica grabbed her flask and filled it with booze. She grabbed her bag, her camera, and swiftly exited her apartment. When she closed the door and walked away, she left the mystery there. Sitting in her apartment, waiting in the dark. She wanted to fix it, to figure it out. But she couldn’t, not yet.
She had to save her own ass first.
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sam-roulette · 4 years
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some out of context quotes about the “Martin being deleted from TMA and being inserted as a Mechanisms before both worlds collide crossover au” that me and Not!Sam have been talking over on discord:
-  Gunpowder tells Martin that some humans have switches like Drumbot Brian and Martin is trying to like lowkey figure out where Mortal Tim's is so he’ll stop making cultural references Martin doesn’t get
-  “That’s how Jon hears about Martin being one of the last of his kind.  Getting into an argument with his play-psychiatrist crew mate in an alleyway after trauma-fighting Annabelle Cane.”
- Martin’s going “to be fair... Old skin can be really uncomfy Jon :( humans are Super lucky their old skin just slowly falls off in bits and pieces over time!!!! That way their skin grows With them :)” and Jon’s just sitting there like thank you for sharing but also Please do not talk about skin shedding like that ever again
- Absolutely all of Martin’s Mechs family disapproves of Jon at first. The disapproval is three parts “jesus Christ Martin’s being a mortalfucker again” and one part “Hey this one can’t fight a bear :/”
- “Well I wish I was up on the upper crust / Livin’ life among the rust / but I’m wiring rivers in the world below / below, below, below...” (prototype verse for an Acheron work song. title pending.)
- “Out beyond I hear the thunder / Of fear upon their lips / The worlds you seek to join and plunder / I’ll pull them from their last eclipse” (Possible Martin verse in “Negotiation Song”? Lyrics are still being workshopped. Actual title pending.)
- for songs that we’re taking inspiration from, in order of fic appearance: The Dreadful Wind And Rain (a Scottish murder ballad) ; Sugar in the Hold (a work shanty) ; The Unquiet Grave (English folk song)
- Drumbot Brian only gives his prophecies to the tune that he has in Hanged Man Rusts. No one can tell if this is a deliberate thing that he just does or if it’s some other part of his programming for Some goddamn reason
- Jon spends an inordinate amount of time trying to hear the prophecy that Drumbot Brian says he has after hearing that there’s apparently an alternate timeline version of Jon who’s lost all his humanity and ended the world but keeps getting Hilariously Interrupted 
- Martin, who’s also been around for centuries at this point and had a good chunk of his morality slowly whittled away by being the PR guy for These Murderous Assholes, meets the Archive long before he meets human Jon
- Lowkey? Martin thinks the Archive is...... Kinda Hot
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fictionallemons · 3 years
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My Supernatural Story
For years people told me I should watch Supernatural. "Oh, you like Sherlock and ship Johnlock, you would love Supernatural. Oh, you like writing fanfic, you should watch Supernatural." But I never did. I chalk it up to it starting the year I cut the cord on cable TV. By the time Supernatural started streaming it had been on so long I thought there was no way I could catch up.
Flash forward to 2019. I'm looking for something to watch when doing dishes and stuff because there's only so many time you can rewatch Murder, She Wrote (it's a lot, but there's still a limit). Another mom at the bus stop mentions Supernatural when I ask for show recommendations. "It's starting its last season. The first five seasons are the best, but it's still pretty good."
I look up how many seasons it's been by now and my jaw drops. Fifteen seasons? Jesus Christ. But the fact that it's officially ending give me motivation. Something about knowing exactly how many episodes I'm in for if I end up liking it makes me feel better about the whole thing. I'm also looking for a new fandom and I know there's an entire world of SPN fanfiction out there so if I end up liking the show, then I have a ton of fic open to me. I've been on Tumblr for a couple of years at this point, mostly for Sherlock, so I'm aware of this ship called Destiel, and I know it's pretty huge, so who knows, maybe I'll get into it.
I watch the first episode one sunny September afternoon before the kids get home from school. It's a little scary, a lot dark—I mean, the cinematography is like super dark, and I spend most of the episode wondering how I've gone this far in my life without knowing how fucking adorable Jensen Ackles's stupid face is. I came for the entry to the fanfiction, I stayed for Dean, not going to lie. Don't get me wrong, I like Sam, too, but even though in real life Jared Padalecki and I are the same age, when I start watching he's 22 and I'm 37, and I see him as a kid. Then I'm like—where's this Castiel character I've heard so much about? Quick Google later…he doesn't show up until the FOURTH SEASON? Are you serious? I have to watch three whole seasons before meeting the character I'm supposed to be shipping with my idiotic, adorable Dean?
Turns out I didn't mind waiting because I last all of three episodes before I break down and search the Dean/Sam tag on AO3. I learn the term Wincest. I cringe. Then I Google "starter Wincest recs." I'm in denial about this ship. I find Invisible Boy and other Weecest fics and think, gross. There's no way I can read about underage brothers. Blech. I start with Nyxocity. I don't want to read too far ahead of where I am in the show, so I start slow. But it's inexorable. Inevitable. The more I read, the more it all makes so much sense. What brother is going to literally sell his soul and damn himself to Hell to save his baby brother? Said brother is definitely in love with baby brother. Becoming Wincest trash is easy. And, shocker, my tolerance grows to a point where even Weecest doesn't bother me, as long as it's good. By the time the fabled Castiel shows up on the scene, I'm so deeply involved in Sam and Dean's love story that I kind of find Cas annoying. Handsome and charismatic, but annoying. Not to mention constantly fucking up.
And remember when I said I stayed with the show for Dean? True, I still spend a good portion of every show marveling over the way the camera adores Jensen's face, but Sam, strong, smart Sam grew on me so hard. (Soulless Sam rivals Dean on the hot scale any day imo.) He's another flavor of adorable.
So I make it to the end of Season Five. Swan Song, aka a Wincest love letter. I sob my way through it and think. Okay. I could stop now. I'd be okay to stop. But there were so many legendary episodes I had heard of and couldn't bring myself to watch out of order, like Baby and the Scooby Doo crossover. Not to mention my poor Sam is in hell…or is he?…and Dean and Lisa make me want to throw up in my mouth. And the fanfiction obsession's getting worse. At this point, I'm deeply into J2 fics as well (all the fun of Wincest without the pesky incest part), and reading the occasional Destiel fic even though it doesn't really do anything for me, but there are so many interesting characters that my favorite writers reference and I have no idea who they are: Charlie? Benny?  Rowena? Jack? I don't know who these people are, but I know I won't be complete until I find out. So I keep watching. And reading. And, yes, eventually writing my own Wincest and J2 fics, too.
By the time the show shuts down in March, I've watched probably half the episodes. By the time it comes back in October, I've caught up. I've watched every episode there is. Seven left. Seven episodes I'll have to actually wait a whole week in between to watch, like the old days.
I sob when Cas dies in Despair. The guy grew on me, even though I never could ship him and Dean canonically. The fact that the writers made canon that he was in love with Dean really changes the entire way I view the show now. Not in a bad way, just…the show really isn't about romance. It's about Sam and Dean and saving the world. So while I'm sad to lose Cas, I'm happy they're ending the show the way it started, with Dean and Sam and the Impala. I love how they dealt with Chuck and I cry when Jack fades away. I sob again when they pull a motherfucking montage on us at the end of 15x19. But I'm happy it's just the two of them again. (I am kind of disappointed that the series started with Sam as the emotional core, and then shifted to Dean, and never quite figured out how to shift back. Yes, Sam's awesome, and he's had some moments to shine, and he's saved Dean as many times as Dean's saved him. But has his arc really been as epic as Dean's turned out to be?)
And yet I'll be okay if they drive off into the sunset together, literally. Even if they die, if they die together and end up in their shared heaven, I'll be okay. I need my boys to be together, forever and always. I need them to have each other. I need them to have peace. I need them to choose each other, over and over again, always and forever. It sucks for everyone they've met and loved that all those people are basically collateral damage in the Sam and Dean Save the World Show, but oh well. That's the show. That's why I watched 327 episodes in 14 months. That's why I've worried about these boys since episode one. That's why I'm grateful I finally started watching. In Cas's words, the show changed me. Yes, I joined the fandom about fourteen years too late.
Better late than never.
My Wincest fics on AO3 My J2 fics on AO3 My bookmarks on AO3 in case you want recs
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thorne93 · 4 years
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Unforeseen Chasm (Part 52)
Prompt: Two sisters fall for men that are absolute enemies. The love they have could tear all of them apart, or it could bring them together.
Word Count:4918
Warnings: Language, Jealous Tony, uncontrollable powers, dangerous situation, arguing, Tony done fucked up, unwarranted action, talk of the past, Note: This is by far the longest thing I’ve ever written (including my novels). It’s a collaboration with the amazing @mrs-dragneel-stark-solo​​. It started as a funny “What if…?” and it evolved and got huge. This took two years to write. We are both proud and happy and we hope you enjoy it. It follows from Thor 1 to Endgame in the MCU. Some of the timelines may be off in order to fit certain people, and some characters may show up earlier or in different ways than they have in the movie. But for the most part, it follows the MCU. It also has a bit of crossover with some other Marvel characters throughout the story.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A few days have passed and the closer they were to completely removing the powers from Shannon, the weaker she got. At some point it had been too much that she could no longer stay awake long enough to do much.  She and Bruce had rescheduled the garden walks for when she had more strength. Tony had been seen around the mansion more often but each time it seemed as though Bruce was always around to keep Shannon company. He knew he would eventually have to confront Bruce about his feelings towards his wife.
Bruce would frequent the room to check up on both women then it was noticeable that the real person he went to see was Shannon rather. He would often sit next to her and read to her or just stayed and chat. You personally didn’t mind that he was here so often, you just hoped that he wouldn’t get too attached because after all Shannon is a married woman.
On one of those days that he had come to visit her, they had been sharing the bed and you had been sleeping off the exhaustion from the recent transfusion. Tony walked in holding a tray of her favorite food when he found the two all snuggled in the small bed. Shannon had her eyes closed leaning her head on his chest as he massaged her head and read one of her favorite books.
“What the hell is going on here?” He dropped the tray harshly on the table near the door. “You two are looking extremely fucking cozy.”
“Tony, relax and lower your voice. You’ll wake up Y/N,” Bruce said as he pointed over to you curled up to your pillow. “Shannon wanted me to read to her.”
Shannon was listening to them argue and had had enough of it. She opened her eyes.
“Please. Can you two not start right now? I'm exhausted and I’d appreciate it if you two didn’t fight while Y/N is sleeping.” She attempted to move and Bruce helped her, adding a few more pillows around her. “I’ll leave. You two to talk.” He smoothed her hair back. “I’ll go check on the tests we did today give me a shout if you need me.”
“No need, Mr. Nurse, I'll be here.” Tony remarks as the other man leaves. “Care to explain what the fuck is going on here?”
“Would you lower your damn voice, Stark! My head is pounding.” She rubbed her temple. “He’s just been keeping a close eye on me.”
“Maybe a little too close, wouldn’t you say?” he snapped, his eyes hard on hers. “Keeping an eye on you? Seriously, Shan? Does he cuddle Y/N too? Either he’s being professional or he’s not, and curling up in bed with you goes way beyond being a helper.”
“I asked him to sit next to me so that he wouldn’t have to raise his voice.” she shook her head. “What’s gotten into you lately? it’s like you are  being a child.”
“I’m the child?” he asked, fuming, pointing to himself. “You’re the one flouting around with Banner! We just got married, Shannon. Does that mean nothing to you? How the fuck would you feel if you saw me cuddled up to Pepper on our couch and my response was, ‘Oh, sorry, hun, she had a headache and I wanted to keep an eye on her.’?”
“Oh you wanna talk about cuddling up to other people?! Okay fine. How about the times I've seen you getting real cozy with Pepper back at the office? Or during one of your famous parties and you’ve taken countless women back to the room?” Shannon growled back getting mad that he’s getting upset over nothing important. “Yes I did get married to you and it means more than you think, Stark but if you think that for a second you're gonna get to act like this then you’ve got something else coming your way.” the lights slowly dimmed and her hand was shaking
“I’ve never been unfaithful to you, ever. Pepper is a good worker and a close friend, you know this. Those women and parties were long before you and I even had our first date. How can you tell me I can’t get mad? My best friend is lying in bed with my wife! You’ve barely looked at me or talked to me since you’ve been admitted to the mansion for these treatments. But every time I turn around, you’re with Bruce. What the hell else am I supposed to think, Shannon?”
“You only recently started showing up and that was after you found out I was sick! Half the time you're here, you're somewhere else doing who knows what.” she crosses her arms to hide her shaking hands. “I can’t just get out of bed and go find you and drag you back here.” there was a light buzz of the electrical system. “The only people who even stay long enough for me to spend time with are Bruce, Wade, and Remy and half of the time he’s here for Y/N. For Christ sake even Logan, who doesn’t always like to talk, would come see me.” By then her anger was growing and she had no idea where it was headed.
Tony stopped for a moment, trying to reel his anger in. “I can’t fucking believe this. I’m getting attacked after I found you in bed with another guy. This is fucking backwards.” He rubbed his forehead, shutting his eyes tight. “I’m here for you, Shannon! I always am! Every time I come here, it’s to see you. Sorry if i have an obligation to do some work while I'm here too, but I do.”
“What’s fucking backwards is that my husband is acting like a fucking asshole and treating me like I’m sleeping with someone else!” Her powers helped her get up and her eyes had gone red and she had no control of her powers. “What work could you possibly be doing that's been taking up your time.” she dared him to say something else to push her buttons. “So don’t you come in here acting like the victim.”
“Fine. Fuck it. Have it your way. You and Banner can cozy up all you want. I’m out of here.” He started to grab his things, ready to leave. He saw that she was beyond control and maybe it was actually best he leave.
The door slams shut cutting him off from leaving. “You are not about to run off after starting this!” her voice booms.
All anger vanished at her voice and the sight of the door. “Shannon,” he started carefully. “Let’s just let this go. You don’t want to do anything you’ll regret,” he warned. The fight was officially over. It was time for him to go into survival mode. He didn’t have a suit on or near him, and the only person who could save him, was you, who was somehow miraculously sleeping through this entire ordeal.
“Aww does the Great Tony Stark feel helpless now?” the lights flickered harder. She was losing control of her powers.
At the sound of the door slamming and loud voices, you woke up. Your eyes snapped open and you heard Shannon. You immediately jumped out of bed, adrenaline charging you. Shannon was standing while Tony seemed to be shrinking away from his wife. You immediately moved to stand in front of Tony, your hand out.
“Shannon,” you began softly. “Whatever’s going on, you need to fight it,” you encouraged. “Your powers have taken over and you’re about to hurt your husband, Tony, whom you love very much,” you reminded soothingly.
“Why are you defending him!” She got angrier. “He’s acting like I’ve betrayed him. I've done nothing wrong.” She felt like she was fighting really hard to take back control. There was a look of confusion on her face. It's like there was something wrong.
You narrowed your eyes before glancing at the door, using your power to open it.
“Tony, go get Logan, now,” you ordered quickly before whipping your face back to Shannon’s. Tony ran out into the hall, shouting for Logan.
“Y/N, you know i’d never do anything to hurt him.” She groans. “I can’t control my powers.” she managed to grunt out. “This is your doing Tony!” she said as the two entered the room.
Logan ran back into the bedroom, with Tony in tow.
“Jesus, Shan,” Logan remarked.
“Grab her,” you instructed. You threw your powers out, wrapping around her, electrifying her for just a second, just enough to throw her off guard. Long enough that Logan could grab her. He lurched forward, grabbing her in a bear hug, toppling over with her on the bed. You ran over, put your hand on her head, and again, robbed her of all of her senses. When she finally stopped writhing in Logan’s grasp, you let go. She seemed to go to sleep, which wasn’t what you were doing to her. “Logan?” you asked, peering at him, wondering if he’d somehow accidentally hurt her.
“Wasn’t me,” he assured as he got up, letting her go.
Shannon lied, motionless on the bed. Her eyes closed. She’d passed out, possibly, her powers over taking her.
“Shit,” you breathed, terrified you’d hurt her somehow. “Someone go get Hank,” you ordered, your voice shaking.
Logan ran off to go find Hank and came back a few moments later.
“What happened here?” Hank asked as he noticed that some of the lights were busted.
“We had an argument and then something went wrong it’s like her powers went haywire.” Tony said. He walked over to where she was.
“Well it looks like what Charles and I had predicted, we predicted her powers would try to control her once more and it caused her to enter into a comatose state.” He moved to set the monitors into a new setting to watch for any changes in her during her new state.
“She’s what?” Tony looked up. “That can’t be true, right? Tell me it’s not true!” He looked exasperated. He had been the reason that she entered this phase and it was going to kill him if she didn’t come back.
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Shannon was now in her comatose state next to you. The only light in the room was the moonlight. You’d been lying on your bed for hours, staring straight up as Remy lay beside you. You’d already explained that Shannon and Tony got in a fight, causing her powers to finally take full control and shut her down physically. You told him you were worried it was your fault, even though Hank had assured you a million times it was her powers that did it.
“You okay?” he suddenly asked.  
“Not exactly,” you admitted with a sigh.
“Well, physically though. Between the session from today and having to use your powers on Shannon yesterday...” he said.
You shrugged. “I’m a little weak.”
“What got them fighting anyhow? Tony and Loki?” he questioned, curious. It’d been a day, but Remy’d heard about the fight between Loki and Tony. He decided to give you some space, seeing as within 24 hours your boyfriend was fighting your best friend’s husband, and you had to use your powers to basically deactivate her. Now she was comatose.
You bit your lip, thinking if you wanted to confide in Remy what the fight was actually about.
“They were… Loki’s jealous of you,” you blurted out.
He made a noise of disappointment. “I don’t like speakin’ out of turn, chere, but he ain’t no good for you.”
“Remy,” you moaned, exasperated. “Don’t do this. Not now, please.”
“Well when the hell should I do it?” he challenged, his voice more stern than normal. “When you’re married to that maniac?”
Your eyes glowed purple. “Don’t,” you begged through clenched teeth.
“Y/N/N, what can he possibly give you?” he asked, a pleading in his tone.
“A life,” you answered, turning your head towards him.
His face was still soft as he peered at you. “What kinda life is this? This is an idea of a life. This ain’t no real life.”
“I love him, okay? We’ve been through everything together. He understands me.”
“And you think I don’t?” he asked as if he were offended. “Both of us orphaned. Both of us have got this odd power in us. Both of us don’t really belong anywhere. Come on, you know you love travelin’, that’s why you’re always doin’ your science out in the field. We’re both nomads.”
You shook your head, turning away from him.
“I can’t do this, I love him,” you said in return, your voice thick. You flung your legs off the side of the bed and tried to get up and leave the room. You only made it to the doorway when Remy’s voice caught you.
“Look at what he’s doin’ to you, darlin’. Every time he is around, there’s a fight. Shannon’s wedding, here, New York… Confrontation follows that guy like a shadow. Life with him has not been easy, and it ain’t gonna never get any better,” he stated, begging in his voice.
“You don’t understand, alright? I love him. I nearly died for him.”
“Well maybe that’s what’s wrong. You’ve done all this for him. What’s he done for you?” he asked.
“He’s done more for me than I can ever repay,” you assured, your voice ominous, and Remy had no choice but to believe you.
“Is that all you want your relationship to be? ‘I owe him this’, ‘She owes me that’, ‘I owe him my life’.”
“Don’t cheapen the situation,” you ordered. “Loki didn’t trick me or ask me to do anything. Everything I’ve done, every choice I’ve made was on me.”
“And what about now? I understand before, but now. You’re not in jail any more together, you don’t have to be together.”
“But I want to be,” you insisted.
“Really? Because when we were dancin’ earlier, I felt the spark. You can lie and say you didn’t feel it too, but I know you did.”
"Why now? Why are you telling me this now? You have had years."
He frowned at you incredulously, as if you'd lost your mind. "Years? When exactly was I supposed to tell you? When we were kids and you were about to leave for college and I couldn't follow you there? Or how about when you graduated and went all over the world for research. Or maybe when you skipped out on the entire planet to go play Prince and Princess,  and wound up in prison. Tell me, when was I s'pose to tell you mah feelin's?"
You threw your hands out to the side, exasperated, shaking your head. "I don't know what you want me to say. I'm in love with someone else and I can't change the past."
Without much warning, he closed the distance between you two and his lips were on yours in a warm embrace, his hands in your hair. The sensation hit you as if you'd been electrified. His energy and yours combined and for half a second, you forgot everything but Remy LeBeau - then suddenly you remembered Loki, and nothing but him. You shoved Remy away, only taking a split second to charge your fist.
You slammed your knuckles into his jaw and it nearly sent him to the floor.
"What the hell were you thinking?!" you demanded with rage, your fist still charged with purple energy.
While he was still bent over rubbing his jaw, he answered, “I was thinkin’ I’d change your mind. Shoulda seen that comin’,” he noted. He straightened up, his hand still touching his jaw. “You pulled your punch,” he remarked.
You crossed your arms. “Yeah and now I’m wishing I didn’t. Remy...I love Loki. You don’t get to do this to me. You’re my oldest friend.” All you could do was shake your head and walk off to your room, having nothing further to say to him. You laid on your bed, your chest tight as tears rolled down your cheeks.
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The following evening, Tony came up to visit Shannon. You were absorbed in a book. You’d still been healing Shannon even while comatosed, but now that she was unconscious all the time you had no friends. Remy kept his distance and you think word had gotten around the mansion and now no one spoke to you. You honestly thought they were being courteous and giving you room.
However, Loki hadn’t been back since the fight and this didn’t help your morale. No Loki, no Shannon, no Remy, no anyone.
Except Tony. He was here, looking like someone had taken the light out of his life. You eyed him up and down for a moment before finally getting the courage to ask, “Gotta long face, Tony… What’s up?”
Maybe it was the fact that Shannon was comatose and couldn’t talk to him. Maybe he was desperate. Maybe he was lonely, but for whatever reason, he opened up to you. “I put her here. And it’s not just fighting your pretty boy that did it.”
You frowned. “I’m not sure I follow.”
“I pushed her away from you. You’re her best friend and here you were the one to fix her. I just… I didn’t trust you, Y/N/N. After New York, you were this different person. You were vivid, full of life, curious. Then you went up there, came back, and suddenly you’re trying to kill us for… him. I couldn’t wrap my head around it. I still can’t.”
You pressed your lips into a firm line. “Did Shannon ever tell you what happened? While I was gone.”
“Other than you were brainwashed, no. Why, does it matter?”
“Depends on who you ask,” you noted with a bit of a humorless laugh. You put your book on the nightstand and looked back to him. “I met Loki here, on Earth. I was able to see him. This got Thor and Loki wondering if I was Asgardian. Well, we went there and sure enough, we found out my parents were Asgardian and Frigga started to raise me with Thor and Loki. I felt as if I belonged somewhere. Don’t get me wrong, Earth feels like home, but so does Asgard. Earth is what I know, what I grew up with, but Asgard has this familiarity to it. Like a childhood home.”
Tony sat there, listening.
“So here I am, I finally find out who my parents are, what race I am. Not to mention this magic I have. Then suddenly… Loki learns he’s adopted too, he’s not even Asgardian, well he’s half. He became consumed with rage. He’d been lied to. He’d been treated differently his whole life and now he knew why… In his fit of rage, Thor had to stop him from killing another race - the Frost Giants, his true race. When he did that, Loki ended up trying to commit suicide. Odin held onto him on the bridge, and Loki he… he just let go,” you recalled, the feeling bubbling back up inside you. “I’d gotten somewhat close to Loki. I’d cracked his hard outer shell a bit. And for some reason, that day, when I saw him falling, all I could think was ‘not him, I can’t live with out him.’ And I jumped after him. I mean, I was kind of raised with him, we were both lost people tied to Asgard, orphans - you know? There was this common ground.We had gotten to know each other very well in two months. I was completely in love.” A fond smile pulled at your lips as you remembered those easy days. “Shannon was the same way with you. I don’t know if she ever told you,” you stated.
“No, I don’t think so.”
“She didn’t care much for you, until she worked in your lab. She admired your work, and your mind, but it wasn’t until she worked with you every day that she really fell hard. She just kind of saw you for the persona you put on.”
Tony didn’t even argue the point you made. He knew that you knew him well enough to know he was mostly show, all a distraction for his insecurities and fears.
“But she saw you for this sensitive, sweet, intelligent guy. The same thing happened with Loki. He was this cold, rigid man. But once I got him to open up, he was the most romantic, caring man I’d ever met. He’d just been looked over all his life. No matter how hard he worked, no matter how many battles he won, no matter how many academic challenges he crushed, he never earned the praise of his people or his father.”
“Maybe we have more in common than I thought,” Tony muttered. “But why go through all that, for him? I mean, the brainwashing, torture, nearly killing the avengers and Shannon… All that for him?”
“It was never, ever our intention to kill any of you, let alone hurt you. We were sincerely hoping that we could at most turn Bruce into a wrecking machine that you would have to focus on. That was the best case scenario… But it didn’t happen.” You bit your lip. “Thanos said he would kill Loki if I failed… What would you have done? If it came to fighting Rhodey and your friends, to keep her alive?” you questioned, your tone slightly challenging.
Tony’s eyebrows slowly rose as he gazed at the floor.
“I was just trying to save him, save us, save our lives. We’d endured a year of suffering and torture… I didn’t want it to all be in vain. What would you have done?” you asked.
After several moments, he finally spoke up. Tony Stark being speechless was something you never thought you’d witness.
“Can’t say I’d have done much differently,” he agreed begrudgingly.
You gazed down at your hands, toying with your fingers.
“Tony, I still mean what I said years ago. You’re still one of my greatest friends, and you’ve always been great to Shannon. Don’t be so hard on yourself. She loves you more than anything. I wish we could go back to what we were,” you noted with a half grin. “I know we can’t but… I’d like to at least start over.”
A smile played at his lips. “Yeah, I’d like that too,” he stated. “But no starting over. Too much work and I don’t want to have to remember all your favorite things. Let’s just call it even and say it’s water under the bridge, yeah?”
A laugh escaped you. “Agreed.”
“I guess everyone is turning over a new leaf,” he commented, seeming amused.
“How so?”
“Well after Lokster and I went rounds, we went out for drinks.”
“Really?” you questioned, a skeptical laugh escaping you.
“Yeah.”
“How did that go? I miss him. Even though he’s an ass, I wish he’d come around.”
Tony winced. “Yeah, about that….”
You frowned. “What about it?”
“Remember that we’re friends again when I tell you this--”
“What?” you questioned, your eyes narrowing as you started to get off the bed. “What did you do, Tony?”
“He was feeling really… well homesick. I guess. He thought maybe he’d be better off just going back to Asgard and I said, ‘Well why don’t you?’”
“What!?” you all but shrieked. “Tony, why? How could you do that?’
He stood up to meet you at eye level. “Hear me out. Look, he misses his home. He thinks his dad will you know, go easy on him since he served a sentence out here. He confided some things to me and I thought maybe… Well… you just changed so much since you met. I just wonder if maybe you aren’t better off without him.”
“Better off without-- That is not your place to decide!” you yelled.
“I know.”
“How did he even leave? He was under probation here and you’ve got a travel restriction on him.”
“I may have lifted that so he could leave.”
“You did this on purpose!” you accused angrily.
“Y/N/N, listen to me,” he begged, holding his hands up in surrender. “I’m just thinking of you here. Ever since you met him your life has been one train wreck after another. Did you ever wonder if maybe you two aren’t meant for each other? Maybe your lives would be easier apart. You want to live here on Earth, and he wants to be on Asgard.”
It seemed as if Shannon could feel strong emotions that her friend was feeling and that caused her to wake up. It’d been so long since she’d been awake but it's like she was perfectly fine.
“Y/N, what's wrong? Did Tony tell you something to piss you off?” She sat up looking from her best friend to her husband who she remembers she still had to finish talking with.  
“Babe, you're awake!” Tony exclaimed, rushing to her side to hold her hand. “Are you feeling okay? Do you need something to drink?”
“I’m fine, Tony. I'm more worried about Y/N. What did you tell her?”
“I told her that I gave Loki permission to leave New York and go back to his family on Asgard. I figured that he should get to go back, seeing as he missed his family.”
“Tony, what were you thinking?! He shouldn't have left, let alone by himself. They still had things to fix. You had no right to do that.”
"Shan, sweetie, you need to rest. I can take it from here. I'm going after Loki," you said defiantly as you started to grab clothes and a suitcase.
“Y/N, I can’t let you do that by yourself. The least I can do after everything you’ve done for me is go with you and help you sort out this problem.” She looked over at Tony, giving him a look. “As for you, we’re going to finish our conversation before I passed out when we come back.”
Tony looked away, knowing he was going to get an earful from her when she got back about everything that’s happened.
“Y/N, finish packing. I’ll go shower and get dressed really quick. Think you can pack my bag?”
"Of course," you said solemnly.
“You just woke up. I dont think it’s a good idea for you to be going to another planet just yet, babe.” He watched her get up and start heading for the bathroom.
“I know I probably shouldn’t be doing this but it needs to be done. Who knows how things will go when they talk? I need to be there in case of anything.” And with that, she walked into the bathroom. A little while later she was showered and dressed. Just then Bruce walked in to do his routine check on her.
“Shannon! You’re awake. You shouldn’t be up and walking around just yet.” He rushed to her to make sure she didn’t fall. “Where are you going?” He noticed the two packed bags.
“Y/N and I are going to go find Loki and have him come back to earth so those two to talk things out.”
“Where exactly are you going?” he asked, hoping it wasn’t too far
“Asgard,” she simply responded.
“No, Shannon! I can’t let you do that. Who knows how your body will react to you entering their planet.”
“I’ll be fine. If anything, the doctors over there can check me, plus my healing factor has been active this entire time so I’m okay.”
“I’d rather me or someone else go with you two just to make sure,” Bruce said, not seeing how Tony reacted to him saying that.
“Babe, he’s right you two shouldnt go, healing factor or not you are not at 100 just yet.”
“I am a grown ass woman I can go where I please and if you really want to come Bruce, I’m not stopping you. Just don’t think I’m going to do everything you say,” she called over her shoulder  as she grabbed her bag and both women headed out the door.
“Wait, let me grab some things and I’ll go with you both. Just to keep you girls safe.” He went to the room that was close by, no one had realized he had switched rooms to be closer to Shanon. “Alright, I've got everything, you want to lead the way?” He gestured to you to go ahead of them.
“On it,” you said confidently as you walked out of the mansion, far away from it, and out into the field behind it. Shannon and Bruce were just behind you, following you out.
Tony pulled Bruce back. “You better not dare try anything while you three are there, got it?” he warned the taller man. “Remember who she’s married to, Banner.”
“Relax, would you? As her doctor, I’m keeping it professional.” He walked away in hopes of ending the conversation there.
As soon as everyone made their way beside you, everyone’s luggage in hand, you took a deep breath. “Heimdall, open the bifrost, please,” you requested. It was so odd, you hadn’t been to Asgard since the fall. You wondered how it would feel returning to your ‘home.’
Heimdall opened the rift and within the blink of an eye, a rainbow shroud formed around you to take you away.
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Unforseen Chasm (Part 52)
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Part 52 of Unforseen Chasm
Prompt: Two sisters fall for men that are absolute enemies. The love they have could tear all of them apart, or it could bring them together. Word Count: 4918 Warnings: Language, Jealous Tony, uncontrollable powers, dangerous situation, arguing, Tony done fucked up, unwarranted action, talk of the past Note: This is by far the longest thing I’ve ever written (including my other fic series). first major Collab with my best friend @thorne93​​ what was first a simple “what if” moment turned into a two year writing session and I’ve never been more prouder of myself than when i started my first series. goes through most of the MCU plots there are some changes to accommodate for what we wanted and there is a bit of a crossover between the MCU and other characters. I hope you guys enjoy reading this just as much as I enjoyed writing it
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A few days have passed and the closer they were to completely removing the powers from Shannon, the weaker she got. At some point it had been too much that she could no longer stay awake long enough to do much.  She and Bruce had rescheduled the garden walks for when she had more strength. Tony had been seen around the mansion more often but each time it seemed as though Bruce was always around to keep Shannon company. He knew he would eventually have to confront Bruce about his feelings towards his wife.
Bruce would frequent the room to check up on both women then it was noticeable that the real person he went to see was Shannon rather. He would often sit next to her and read to her or just stayed and chat. You personally didn’t mind that he was here so often, you just hoped that he wouldn’t get too attached because after all Shannon is a married woman.
On one of those days that he had come to visit her, they had been sharing the bed and you had been sleeping off the exhaustion from the recent transfusion. Tony walked in holding a tray of her favorite food when he found the two all snuggled in the small bed. Shannon had her eyes closed leaning her head on his chest as he massaged her head and read one of her favorite books.
“What the hell is going on here?” He dropped the tray harshly on the table near the door. “You two are looking extremely fucking cozy.”
“Tony, relax and lower your voice. You’ll wake up Y/N,” Bruce said as he pointed over to you curled up to your pillow. “Shannon wanted me to read to her.”
Shannon was listening to them argue and had had enough of it. She opened her eyes.
“Please. Can you two not start right now? I'm exhausted and I’d appreciate it if you two didn’t fight while Y/N is sleeping.” She attempted to move and Bruce helped her, adding a few more pillows around her. “I’ll leave. You two to talk.” He smoothed her hair back. “I’ll go check on the tests we did today give me a shout if you need me.”
“No need, Mr. Nurse, I'll be here.” Tony remarks as the other man leaves. “Care to explain what the fuck is going on here?”
“Would you lower your damn voice, Stark! My head is pounding.” She rubbed her temple. “He’s just been keeping a close eye on me.”
“Maybe a little too close, wouldn’t you say?” he snapped, his eyes hard on hers. “Keeping an eye on you? Seriously, Shan? Does he cuddle Y/N too? Either he’s being professional or he’s not, and curling up in bed with you goes way beyond being a helper.”
“I asked him to sit next to me so that he wouldn’t have to raise his voice.” she shook her head. “What’s gotten into you lately? it’s like you are  being a child.”
“I’m the child?” he asked, fuming, pointing to himself. “You’re the one flouting around with Banner! We just got married, Shannon. Does that mean nothing to you? How the fuck would you feel if you saw me cuddled up to Pepper on our couch and my response was, ‘Oh, sorry, hun, she had a headache and I wanted to keep an eye on her.’?”
“Oh you wanna talk about cuddling up to other people?! Okay fine. How about the times I've seen you getting real cozy with Pepper back at the office? Or during one of your famous parties and you’ve taken countless women back to the room?” Shannon growled back getting mad that he’s getting upset over nothing important. “Yes I did get married to you and it means more than you think, Stark but if you think that for a second you're gonna get to act like this then you’ve got something else coming your way.” the lights slowly dimmed and her hand was shaking
“I’ve never been unfaithful to you, ever. Pepper is a good worker and a close friend, you know this. Those women and parties were long before you and I even had our first date. How can you tell me I can’t get mad? My best friend is lying in bed with my wife! You’ve barely looked at me or talked to me since you’ve been admitted to the mansion for these treatments. But every time I turn around, you’re with Bruce. What the hell else am I supposed to think, Shannon?”
“You only recently started showing up and that was after you found out I was sick! Half the time you're here, you're somewhere else doing who knows what.” she crosses her arms to hide her shaking hands. “I can’t just get out of bed and go find you and drag you back here.” there was a light buzz of the electrical system. “The only people who even stay long enough for me to spend time with are Bruce, Wade, and Remy and half of the time he’s here for Y/N. For Christ sake even Logan, who doesn’t always like to talk, would come see me.” By then her anger was growing and she had no idea where it was headed.
Tony stopped for a moment, trying to reel his anger in. “I can’t fucking believe this. I’m getting attacked after I found you in bed with another guy. This is fucking backwards.” He rubbed his forehead, shutting his eyes tight. “I’m here for you, Shannon! I always am! Every time I come here, it’s to see you. Sorry if i have an obligation to do some work while I'm here too, but I do.”
“What’s fucking backwards is that my husband is acting like a fucking asshole and treating me like I’m sleeping with someone else!” Her powers helped her get up and her eyes had gone red and she had no control of her powers. “What work could you possibly be doing that's been taking up your time.” she dared him to say something else to push her buttons. “So don’t you come in here acting like the victim.”
“Fine. Fuck it. Have it your way. You and Banner can cozy up all you want. I’m out of here.” He started to grab his things, ready to leave. He saw that she was beyond control and maybe it was actually best he leave.
The door slams shut cutting him off from leaving. “You are not about to run off after starting this!” her voice booms.
All anger vanished at her voice and the sight of the door. “Shannon,” he started carefully. “Let’s just let this go. You don’t want to do anything you’ll regret,” he warned. The fight was officially over. It was time for him to go into survival mode. He didn’t have a suit on or near him, and the only person who could save him, was you, who was somehow miraculously sleeping through this entire ordeal.
“Aww does the Great Tony Stark feel helpless now?” the lights flickered harder. She was losing control of her powers.
At the sound of the door slamming and loud voices, you woke up. Your eyes snapped open and you heard Shannon. You immediately jumped out of bed, adrenaline charging you. Shannon was standing while Tony seemed to be shrinking away from his wife. You immediately moved to stand in front of Tony, your hand out.
“Shannon,” you began softly. “Whatever’s going on, you need to fight it,” you encouraged. “Your powers have taken over and you’re about to hurt your husband, Tony, whom you love very much,” you reminded soothingly.
“Why are you defending him!” She got angrier. “He’s acting like I’ve betrayed him. I've done nothing wrong.” She felt like she was fighting really hard to take back control. There was a look of confusion on her face. It's like there was something wrong.
You narrowed your eyes before glancing at the door, using your power to open it.
“Tony, go get Logan, now,” you ordered quickly before whipping your face back to Shannon’s. Tony ran out into the hall, shouting for Logan.
“Y/N, you know i’d never do anything to hurt him.” She groans. “I can’t control my powers.” she managed to grunt out. “This is your doing Tony!” she said as the two entered the room.
Logan ran back into the bedroom, with Tony in tow.
“Jesus, Shan,” Logan remarked.
“Grab her,” you instructed. You threw your powers out, wrapping around her, electrifying her for just a second, just enough to throw her off guard. Long enough that Logan could grab her. He lurched forward, grabbing her in a bear hug, toppling over with her on the bed. You ran over, put your hand on her head, and again, robbed her of all of her senses. When she finally stopped writhing in Logan’s grasp, you let go. She seemed to go to sleep, which wasn’t what you were doing to her. “Logan?” you asked, peering at him, wondering if he’d somehow accidentally hurt her.
“Wasn’t me,” he assured as he got up, letting her go.
Shannon lied, motionless on the bed. Her eyes closed. She’d passed out, possibly, her powers over taking her.
“Shit,” you breathed, terrified you’d hurt her somehow. “Someone go get Hank,” you ordered, your voice shaking.
Logan ran off to go find Hank and came back a few moments later.
“What happened here?” Hank asked as he noticed that some of the lights were busted.
“We had an argument and then something went wrong it’s like her powers went haywire.” Tony said. He walked over to where she was.
“Well it looks like what Charles and I had predicted, we predicted her powers would try to control her once more and it caused her to enter into a comatose state.” He moved to set the monitors into a new setting to watch for any changes in her during her new state.
“She’s what?” Tony looked up. “That can’t be true, right? Tell me it’s not true!” He looked exasperated. He had been the reason that she entered this phase and it was going to kill him if she didn’t come back.
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Shannon was now in her comatose state next to you. The only light in the room was the moonlight. You’d been lying on your bed for hours, staring straight up as Remy lay beside you. You’d already explained that Shannon and Tony got in a fight, causing her powers to finally take full control and shut her down physically. You told him you were worried it was your fault, even though Hank had assured you a million times it was her powers that did it.
“You okay?” he suddenly asked.  
“Not exactly,” you admitted with a sigh.
“Well, physically though. Between the session from today and having to use your powers on Shannon yesterday...” he said.
You shrugged. “I’m a little weak.”
“What got them fighting anyhow? Tony and Loki?” he questioned, curious. It’d been a day, but Remy’d heard about the fight between Loki and Tony. He decided to give you some space, seeing as within 24 hours your boyfriend was fighting your best friend’s husband, and you had to use your powers to basically deactivate her. Now she was comatose.
You bit your lip, thinking if you wanted to confide in Remy what the fight was actually about.
“They were… Loki’s jealous of you,” you blurted out.
He made a noise of disappointment. “I don’t like speakin’ out of turn, chere, but he ain’t no good for you.”
“Remy,” you moaned, exasperated. “Don’t do this. Not now, please.”
“Well when the hell should I do it?” he challenged, his voice more stern than normal. “When you’re married to that maniac?”
Your eyes glowed purple. “Don’t,” you begged through clenched teeth.
“Y/N/N, what can he possibly give you?” he asked, a pleading in his tone.
“A life,” you answered, turning your head towards him.
His face was still soft as he peered at you. “What kinda life is this? This is an idea of a life. This ain’t no real life.”
“I love him, okay? We’ve been through everything together. He understands me.”
“And you think I don’t?” he asked as if he were offended. “Both of us orphaned. Both of us have got this odd power in us. Both of us don’t really belong anywhere. Come on, you know you love travelin’, that’s why you’re always doin’ your science out in the field. We’re both nomads.”
You shook your head, turning away from him.
“I can’t do this, I love him,” you said in return, your voice thick. You flung your legs off the side of the bed and tried to get up and leave the room. You only made it to the doorway when Remy’s voice caught you.
“Look at what he’s doin’ to you, darlin’. Every time he is around, there’s a fight. Shannon’s wedding, here, New York… Confrontation follows that guy like a shadow. Life with him has not been easy, and it ain’t gonna never get any better,” he stated, begging in his voice.
“You don’t understand, alright? I love him. I nearly died for him.”
“Well maybe that’s what’s wrong. You’ve done all this for him. What’s he done for you?” he asked.
“He’s done more for me than I can ever repay,” you assured, your voice ominous, and Remy had no choice but to believe you.
“Is that all you want your relationship to be? ‘I owe him this’, ‘She owes me that’, ‘I owe him my life’.”
“Don’t cheapen the situation,” you ordered. “Loki didn’t trick me or ask me to do anything. Everything I’ve done, every choice I’ve made was on me.”
“And what about now? I understand before, but now. You’re not in jail any more together, you don’t have to be together.”
“But I want to be,” you insisted.
“Really? Because when we were dancin’ earlier, I felt the spark. You can lie and say you didn’t feel it too, but I know you did.”
"Why now? Why are you telling me this now? You have had years."
He frowned at you incredulously, as if you'd lost your mind. "Years? When exactly was I supposed to tell you? When we were kids and you were about to leave for college and I couldn't follow you there? Or how about when you graduated and went all over the world for research. Or maybe when you skipped out on the entire planet to go play Prince and Princess,  and wound up in prison. Tell me, when was I s'pose to tell you mah feelin's?"
You threw your hands out to the side, exasperated, shaking your head. "I don't know what you want me to say. I'm in love with someone else and I can't change the past."
Without much warning, he closed the distance between you two and his lips were on yours in a warm embrace, his hands in your hair. The sensation hit you as if you'd been electrified. His energy and yours combined and for half a second, you forgot everything but Remy LeBeau - then suddenly you remembered Loki, and nothing but him. You shoved Remy away, only taking a split second to charge your fist.
You slammed your knuckles into his jaw and it nearly sent him to the floor.
"What the hell were you thinking?!" you demanded with rage, your fist still charged with purple energy.
While he was still bent over rubbing his jaw, he answered, “I was thinkin’ I’d change your mind. Shoulda seen that comin’,” he noted. He straightened up, his hand still touching his jaw. “You pulled your punch,” he remarked.
You crossed your arms. “Yeah and now I’m wishing I didn’t. Remy...I love Loki. You don’t get to do this to me. You’re my oldest friend.” All you could do was shake your head and walk off to your room, having nothing further to say to him. You laid on your bed, your chest tight as tears rolled down your cheeks.
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The following evening, Tony came up to visit Shannon. You were absorbed in a book. You’d still been healing Shannon even while comatosed, but now that she was unconscious all the time you had no friends. Remy kept his distance and you think word had gotten around the mansion and now no one spoke to you. You honestly thought they were being courteous and giving you room.
However, Loki hadn’t been back since the fight and this didn’t help your morale. No Loki, no Shannon, no Remy, no anyone.
Except Tony. He was here, looking like someone had taken the light out of his life. You eyed him up and down for a moment before finally getting the courage to ask, “Gotta long face, Tony… What’s up?”
Maybe it was the fact that Shannon was comatose and couldn’t talk to him. Maybe he was desperate. Maybe he was lonely, but for whatever reason, he opened up to you. “I put her here. And it’s not just fighting your pretty boy that did it.”
You frowned. “I’m not sure I follow.”
“I pushed her away from you. You’re her best friend and here you were the one to fix her. I just… I didn’t trust you, Y/N/N. After New York, you were this different person. You were vivid, full of life, curious. Then you went up there, came back, and suddenly you’re trying to kill us for… him. I couldn’t wrap my head around it. I still can’t.”
You pressed your lips into a firm line. “Did Shannon ever tell you what happened? While I was gone.”
“Other than you were brainwashed, no. Why, does it matter?”
“Depends on who you ask,” you noted with a bit of a humorless laugh. You put your book on the nightstand and looked back to him. “I met Loki here, on Earth. I was able to see him. This got Thor and Loki wondering if I was Asgardian. Well, we went there and sure enough, we found out my parents were Asgardian and Frigga started to raise me with Thor and Loki. I felt as if I belonged somewhere. Don’t get me wrong, Earth feels like home, but so does Asgard. Earth is what I know, what I grew up with, but Asgard has this familiarity to it. Like a childhood home.”
Tony sat there, listening.
“So here I am, I finally find out who my parents are, what race I am. Not to mention this magic I have. Then suddenly… Loki learns he’s adopted too, he’s not even Asgardian, well he’s half. He became consumed with rage. He’d been lied to. He’d been treated differently his whole life and now he knew why… In his fit of rage, Thor had to stop him from killing another race - the Frost Giants, his true race. When he did that, Loki ended up trying to commit suicide. Odin held onto him on the bridge, and Loki he… he just let go,” you recalled, the feeling bubbling back up inside you. “I’d gotten somewhat close to Loki. I’d cracked his hard outer shell a bit. And for some reason, that day, when I saw him falling, all I could think was ‘not him, I can’t live without him.’ And I jumped after him. I mean, I was kind of raised with him, we were both lost people tied to Asgard, orphans - you know? There was this common ground.We had gotten to know each other very well in two months. I was completely in love.” A fond smile pulled at your lips as you remembered those easy days. “Shannon was the same way with you. I don’t know if she ever told you,” you stated.
“No, I don’t think so.”
“She didn’t care much for you, until she worked in your lab. She admired your work, and your mind, but it wasn’t until she worked with you every day that she really fell hard. She just kind of saw you for the persona you put on.”
Tony didn’t even argue the point you made. He knew that you knew him well enough to know he was mostly show, all a distraction for his insecurities and fears.
“But she saw you for this sensitive, sweet, intelligent guy. The same thing happened with Loki. He was this cold, rigid man. But once I got him to open up, he was the most romantic, caring man I’d ever met. He’d just been looked over all his life. No matter how hard he worked, no matter how many battles he won, no matter how many academic challenges he crushed, he never earned the praise of his people or his father.”
“Maybe we have more in common than I thought,” Tony muttered. “But why go through all that, for him? I mean, the brainwashing, torture, nearly killing the avengers and Shannon… All that for him?”
“It was never, ever our intention to kill any of you, let alone hurt you. We were sincerely hoping that we could at most turn Bruce into a wrecking machine that you would have to focus on. That was the best case scenario… But it didn’t happen.” You bit your lip. “Thanos said he would kill Loki if I failed… What would you have done? If it came to fighting Rhodey and your friends, to keep her alive?” you questioned, your tone slightly challenging.
Tony’s eyebrows slowly rose as he gazed at the floor.
“I was just trying to save him, save us, save our lives. We’d endured a year of suffering and torture… I didn’t want it to all be in vain. What would you have done?” you asked.
After several moments, he finally spoke up. Tony Stark being speechless was something you never thought you’d witness.
“Can’t say I’d have done much differently,” he agreed begrudgingly.
You gazed down at your hands, toying with your fingers.
“Tony, I still mean what I said years ago. You’re still one of my greatest friends, and you’ve always been great to Shannon. Don’t be so hard on yourself. She loves you more than anything. I wish we could go back to what we were,” you noted with a half grin. “I know we can’t but… I’d like to at least start over.”
A smile played at his lips. “Yeah, I’d like that too,” he stated. “But no starting over. Too much work and I don’t want to have to remember all your favorite things. Let’s just call it even and say it’s water under the bridge, yeah?”
A laugh escaped you. “Agreed.”
“I guess everyone is turning over a new leaf,” he commented, seeming amused.
“How so?”
“Well after Lokster and I went rounds, we went out for drinks.”
“Really?” you questioned, a skeptical laugh escaping you.
“Yeah.”
“How did that go? I miss him. Even though he’s an ass, I wish he’d come around.”
Tony winced. “Yeah, about that….”
You frowned. “What about it?”
“Remember that we’re friends again when I tell you this--”
“What?” you questioned, your eyes narrowing as you started to get off the bed. “What did you do, Tony?”
“He was feeling really… well homesick. I guess. He thought maybe he’d be better off just going back to Asgard and I said, ‘Well why don’t you?’”
“What!?” you all but shrieked. “Tony, why? How could you do that?’
He stood up to meet you at eye level. “Hear me out. Look, he misses his home. He thinks his dad will you know, go easy on him since he served a sentence out here. He confided some things to me and I thought maybe… Well… you just changed so much since you met. I just wonder if maybe you aren’t better off without him.”
“Better off without-- That is not your place to decide!” you yelled.
“I know.”
“How did he even leave? He was under probation here and you’ve got a travel restriction on him.”
“I may have lifted that so he could leave.”
“You did this on purpose!” you accused angrily.
“Y/N/N, listen to me,” he begged, holding his hands up in surrender. “I’m just thinking of you here. Ever since you met him your life has been one train wreck after another. Did you ever wonder if maybe you two aren’t meant for each other? Maybe your lives would be easier apart. You want to live here on Earth, and he wants to be on Asgard.”
It seemed as if Shannon could feel strong emotions that her friend was feeling and that caused her to wake up. It’d been so long since she’d been awake but it's like she was perfectly fine.
“Y/N, what's wrong? Did Tony tell you something to piss you off?” She sat up looking from her best friend to her husband who she remembers she still had to finish talking with.  
“Babe, you're awake!” Tony exclaimed, rushing to her side to hold her hand. “Are you feeling okay? Do you need something to drink?”
“I’m fine, Tony. I'm more worried about Y/N. What did you tell her?”
“I told her that I gave Loki permission to leave New York and go back to his family on Asgard. I figured that he should get to go back, seeing as he missed his family.”
“Tony, what were you thinking?! He shouldn't have left, let alone by himself. They still had things to fix. You had no right to do that.”
"Shan, sweetie, you need to rest. I can take it from here. I'm going after Loki," you said defiantly as you started to grab clothes and a suitcase.
“Y/N, I can’t let you do that by yourself. The least I can do after everything you’ve done for me is go with you and help you sort out this problem.” She looked over at Tony, giving him a look. “As for you, we’re going to finish our conversation before I passed out when we come back.”
Tony looked away, knowing he was going to get an earful from her when she got back about everything that’s happened.
“Y/N, finish packing. I’ll go shower and get dressed really quick. Think you can pack my bag?”
"Of course," you said solemnly.
“You just woke up. I dont think it’s a good idea for you to be going to another planet just yet, babe.” He watched her get up and start heading for the bathroom.
“I know I probably shouldn’t be doing this but it needs to be done. Who knows how things will go when they talk? I need to be there in case of anything.” And with that, she walked into the bathroom. A little while later she was showered and dressed. Just then Bruce walked in to do his routine check on her.
“Shannon! You’re awake. You shouldn’t be up and walking around just yet.” He rushed to her to make sure she didn’t fall. “Where are you going?” He noticed the two packed bags.
“Y/N and I are going to go find Loki and have him come back to earth so those two to talk things out.”
“Where exactly are you going?” he asked, hoping it wasn’t too far
“Asgard,” she simply responded.
“No, Shannon! I can’t let you do that. Who knows how your body will react to you entering their planet.”
“I’ll be fine. If anything, the doctors over there can check me, plus my healing factor has been active this entire time so I’m okay.”
“I’d rather me or someone else go with you two just to make sure,” Bruce said, not seeing how Tony reacted to him saying that.
“Babe, he’s right you two shouldnt go, healing factor or not you are not at 100 just yet.”
“I am a grown ass woman I can go where I please and if you really want to come Bruce, I’m not stopping you. Just don’t think I’m going to do everything you say,” she called over her shoulder  as she grabbed her bag and both women headed out the door.
“Wait, let me grab some things and I’ll go with you both. Just to keep you girls safe.” He went to the room that was close by, no one had realized he had switched rooms to be closer to Shanon. “Alright, I've got everything, you want to lead the way?” He gestured to you to go ahead of them.
“On it,” you said confidently as you walked out of the mansion, far away from it, and out into the field behind it. Shannon and Bruce were just behind you, following you out.
Tony pulled Bruce back. “You better not dare try anything while you three are there, got it?” he warned the taller man. “Remember who she’s married to, Banner.”
“Relax, would you? As her doctor, I’m keeping it professional.” He walked away in hopes of ending the conversation there.
As soon as everyone made their way beside you, everyone’s luggage in hand, you took a deep breath. “Heimdall, open the bifrost, please,” you requested. It was so odd, you hadn’t been to Asgard since the fall. You wondered how it would feel returning to your ‘home.’
Heimdall opened the rift and within the blink of an eye, a rainbow shroud formed around you to take you away.
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i can’t continue talking about morgan and james’ kids without this dude first.
Name: Lucifer Morningstar Age: ageless Gender: whatever he wants Status: uhh...how do you?? alive???
Current location: Hell. Birthplace:  To be named world. Relatives:  Jesus (  son  ;  deceased  )  , To be named  (  daughter  ;  deceased  )  ,  To be named  (  son  ;  deceased  )  ,  Eve  (  wife ; deceased  )  ,  Mary  (  girlfriend ; deceased  )  ,  Joseph  (  boyfriend  ;  deceased  )  ,  Morgan Harvey  (  separated   ;  alive  )  ,  Irvine Magnus Malcolmson - Wallace  (  stepson ; alive  )  ,  Lucifer has nothing much to do with Maria during his time with Morgan.
sexuality:  whatever he wants.
very general and complicated bio  :  first off. don’t come at him with the bible or any kind of christian history. he’ll either laugh it off if he’s in a good mood, or he might immolate you if he’s in a bad mood. but most important of all he will tell you “ it’s all bullshit. fake news.”
god never existed.
neither did the angels.
he is the father of jesus.
lucifer is only here after being banished from his own world during the time of the dinosaurs. he didn’t even create the earth. it was already here. truthfully, lucifer is a fae / faery. he was banished by his queen tbn after an ongoing dispute reached boiling point. there is a version of humans where lucifer is from as well as morgan’s mother heather. they were the superior magic users when lucifer was in his homeworld, but they were terribly cruel and savage towards the other races. lucifer tried to start an uprising against the humans with many other magical creatures. but the queen insisted it was not yet time. the result left him with his wings being torn and sent away to earth.
demons are a result of lucifer’s first failed attempts to make man for his own companionship. and although they often turned cruel and manipulative, due to manifestations of his own anger at the fae queen during the creation process, he protected them deep underground in hell when the meteor came to wipe out the dinos. for this they have always been deeply loyal to lucifer and do as he asks of them. they may be assholes, but it is controlled to a degree. 
Adam and Eve were the first two humans successfully created by Lucifer. And they were created equally, there was also no evil snake and stupid apple test involved. These are all man made stories of which he has no idea where they come from. apples didn’t even exist when adam and ever were made. anyway, adam turned out to be an asshole, and eve decided she actually preferred lucifer to adam. pissed about this, adam swore vengeance and tried to poison lucifer. it ultimately failed. adam was banished from the garden and eve lived in it with lucifer quite happily. Eve was not truly 100% human like we know. She was more like the one’s from his home world. A sort of fae / human crossover. the earth humans still came about from evolution.
But as the world began to slowly grow again many mannnnnyyyyy years after the meteor. Eve became unwell as her body could not quite cope with the environmental changes happening around her. Lucifer became enraged and thought to smite the world for taking his love away, but Eve pleaded with him to let the world be, to grow, to thrive, and that there would be more love for him to experience. Eve died happily and at peace much to Lucifer’s sadness. 
He mourned for a long time but still explored this new world at Eve’s dying insistence. He helped the early people learn to create fire and shapes, build societies. but he also witnessed war and was horribly reminded of his own homeland constantly at war with someone over something.
as people grew and moved out over the planet creating civilisations, making the world their own. lucifer drew back to that first underworld place where he had sheltered the demons. a place that would come to one day be named hell. he started to create his own world there, far beneath the surface. one much like the world above. during its creation, lucifer was one day informed that humans from the surface were showing up in the demon’s space. upon further inspection it was clear the humans were dead and that for some reason they were unable to leave this place. lucifer has never truly discovered why his earth home became the place for the dead. it just did. he does research into it but has no solid theories as of yet.
lucifer’s next relationship concludes in the birth of Jesus, yes, Jesus. Lucifer is the father of a boy named Jesus who can perform miracles. Mary is his mother and Joseph his stepfather. Lucifer enters a polyamorous relationship with the two at some point after meeting them on one of his earth travels promised to eve. they are free spirited and mary is an outcast like himself.
when jesus is born, lucifer visits him from time to time as well as his lovers, but he is a busy being and hell has become a priority as well as managing the demons. he only learns of jesus’ death when he turns up in hell one day after over exerting his healing powers so much that they ultimately used up his life force. lucifer is devastated at once again not being able to save someone he loves. he doesn’t see mary or joseph again for shame of it all.
Hell is not the christian hell we think of. it doesn’t just contain the souls of bad people. it contains the souls of ALL the dead. there just happens to be shitty demons there that were there first and a grumpy old fae that is fucking tired of them all. hell is just an eternal continuation of your earth life....which in hindsight can be considered hell for many. if you commit a crime in hell you suffer for it which is now the demon’s primary function. they do operate on earth too as servants of magic users. they are essentially free agents to do as they please. lucifer is running this show on his own and can only do so much to keep things under control even if he is a very powerful being.
meeting morgan when he prayed for satan to take away his abusive father was coincidence. but it intrigued the tired fae for children never prayed to satan of all people! by this time he had become a demonised character in religion. it didn’t really bother him. some demons probably bs’d the whole thing to gain some wealth of treasure. think of it as a shitty tabloid that makes up stupid stories to sell more copies and get more money. demon’s sold lucifer out to humans to make a buck because it was just in their nature to do bad things.
the bible - helped created by demons.
christian mythos - started by demons to cause chaos and conflict.
lucifer is a very neutral being. he’s not especially evil, he’s not especially good. he’s too old and tired for earth bs. but morgan intrigued him in being one of the first children to pray to him. he answered after morgan began insulting him in prayer because he was failing to get results. and it was true, god did nothing when people prayed, because god didn’t exist. all they really had was him. a being from another world. trapped there without his wings.
after responding to morgan and scaring the shit out of him in the process. he kept an eye on the child swiftly growing into an adult that was so interested in following teachings he had never even really endorsed, practicing magic that even he didn’t truly know where it came from. but the people that professed to be followers of the lord satan reminded him of something from a long time ago. they reminded him of himself---rebelling against conformity and injustice. choosing to live their lives and they saw fit and not how society deemed it fit. he slowly became more involved with the ‘satanists’  and even began to enjoy getting attention after so long of being alone. morgan was especially attentive in his worship and had become a beautiful being from the scared child he met in a pantry years before.
though there is flirtation between the two and brief moments of passion over the centuries. the two don’t embark on a real relationship until james abandons morgan and irvine after causing the death of his other son. he sees morgan at a very low point and unable to really look after irvine properly because of their emotional state. lucifer offers a rare hand of kindness to make morgan the queen of hell in exchange for helping him run the place with their vast magical knowledge. stunned, morgan agrees. running hell, marrying lucifer, and keeping an eye on irvine keeps them distracted from thinking about james’ betrayal as much. plus, lucifer grows fond of irvine quickly. helping to raise him as if irvine was his own son. lucifer becomes aware of james searching for morgan and irvine, but never says anything of it for many years. the two start to grow apart in the early 20th century and morgan takes a break, leaving hell to go live in new york with irvine. the two amicably separate after some time though a divorce has never taken place.
lucifer’s has another blood child that is thought to be the anti-christ. but it is once again more demon and human propaganda collaboration. not much more if known about him at this point.
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kiatastic · 5 years
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Invisible Signs
"Destiny” was the destination plugged into my GPS... or at least that’s where I thought I was headed. Going at the begging-for-a-ticket speed of 90 miles per hour in the slow lane, I tried to exit my time on the highway a little too early. I slammed on my breaks and pulled into a lot full of empty parking spots. Out of sheer laziness, I swerved into the handicap spot under the assumption that no one would notice I didn’t belong there. I backed into the space and glanced at the bright blue sign through my rear-view mirror. It read “Faithless Drivers Only.” Whoop, there it is. Instead of trusting the path God set before me on the highway without the end in sight, I chose to only follow what I could see - a sign.
I aimlessly drove my car in circles; somewhere between point A and point B with the engine light flashing. I continued to park in handicapped spots that never had my name on them  – asking for signs and shut doors when the answers to my prayers were hidden in plain sight on the paged of God’s Word. Though it seemed like the Lord went radio-silent on me, He was shouting the answers through my GPS all along. I wasn’t tuned into God’s Positioning System. The truth is, God could care less about my Bible app streak of 245. Quite frankly, reading the “verse of the day” on the toilet before getting ready for work doesn’t count. I treated reading the Bible like homework instead of heart work. No wonder I couldn’t hear the Navigator’s instructions.
I was callous to the Holy Spirit. Perhaps when I first began my relationship with God, the shallow methods of discerning His voice like quotes from preachers I followed on Instagram were tolerated. But just like a child who matures is expected to do better, the Lord expects the same of my faith. He wasn’t here for my sob story. I believe the route God desired to take me on was tailored specifically for the maturity of my faith. It required me to ignore the alluring alternate routes labeled “Exit ramp” and keep driving.
With a full-force start to my career, I went from being a top 5 graduate of KSU’s school of information systems to accepting employment with one of Fortune’s top 5 companies. I completed master’s level work (for $free.99) with Indiana University, lead data analytics abroad as a resident in Paris, France, and traveled to over 13 countries - all on my company’s dime. Two years later I graduated from the Digital Technology Leadership Program, moved back to Atlanta, GA and found myself at a crossroads. The same company that served the career of a lifetime to me on a sliver platter was now announcing an upcoming layoff of 13,000 employees.
The office grew emptier as weeks went by. Co-workers were curved and dismissed left and right. After dancing with denial for about a month, I decided to start plotting my “Plan B”. I heard about a role in Supply Chain IT role at Chick-Fil-A Corporate from a former colleague and decided to go for it. It was rumored that the average applicant could interview anywhere from three months to over a year. That leaves plenty of time to decide if I wanted to jump ship, right?
Wrong. On the contrary... things escalated quickly. To my surprise, I breezed through my technical exam interview, HR screenings and conversations with Senior IT leadership. Within a few short weeks, I was offered a Business Analyst position on Chick-Fil-A’s Supply Chain Strategy & Design team in Digital Technology. For the first time in a while, I had absolutely no idea what to do. I prayed for the Lord to give me clear direction. There was no indication that I was even close to losing my job. The longer I prayed, the more I heard tumbleweeds rolling by. After several of silence, God only spoke two words to my spirit:
“Be still.”
What exactly am I supposed to do with that? At the time, I was studying Exodus which is a drama-filled truth about how God rescued Israel from slavery under the Egyptian empire. When it was time for them to crossover to the promised land, their enemies showed up on site behind them. In short, the Israelites started freaking out. God told Moses to pass on this command the people:
“Do not be afraid. Stand still, and see the salvation of the LORD, which He will accomplish for you today. For the Egyptians whom you see today, you shall see again no more forever. The LORD will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace.” — Exodus 14:13
‭‭In other words, God said “chill out.” In the midst of playing out every possible scenario that could happen as a result of me leaving my current job or staying, I drove myself crazy. Over the next several days, the words “Be still” were reinforced throughout my day from relevant worship songs on my playlist to the verses I read in personal devotion. God was driving this point home until my soul was resting:
“...Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.” - Psalm 46:10
I had seven days to accept or decline my offer. Day six approached and I had not “heard” a yes or no from God. This is where it gets tough. What do you do when you don’t get the answer you’re praying for? Better yet, what do you do when you get no answer at all? You lean into God’s Word and move in faith. We often underestimate our ability to make wise decisions, but we must remember that every child of God has a 24/7 Helper dwelling within him/her. That Helper is the Holy Spirit. The same Holy Spirit who hovered over the face of the waters and took an active role in creating this universe with wisdom (Proverbs 3:19) also lives within you.
I believe the Lord was silent on purpose. When we have clear signs, we really don’t have to trust Him. Faith is built on what cannot be seen. If we can see it, it doesn’t require faith. It is the absence of knowing what lies ahead that requires faith in Jesus Christ. And so, I moved forward in faith and accepted my role at Chick-Fil-A. To date, I’ve had many exciting opportunities like leading a devotion at work, receiving two promotions within my first year, and speaking to the Women in Technology group at the University of Southern California. 
I’ve only scratched the surface of hearing from God - and let me be the first to say I have a lot to learn. I’d like to leave you with three thoughts to ponder:
1. Hearing God’s voice is a muscle. The more you work it out, the more capacity you have to hear. John 10:27 says “my sheep know my voice”. If you don’t feel like you ever “hear” from God, tell Him that. He speaks uniquely to each person through His Word, prayer, other people, dreams, music... I could go on and on. All it takes is consistent time in prayer and reading the Word. The more you do, the more familiar you will become with the personality of God and how He speaks uniquely to you.
2. Affirmation is often on the other side of obedience. You may not ever be 100% confident you are making the right decision, but that’s the whole purpose of faith. The day after I accepted my offer, I received a promotion offer from my manager. At first, I felt I made a huge mistake by moving to Chick-Fil-A... but I believe the Lord withheld that promotion opportunity while I made a decision to protect me from being influenced by what I COULD see. Though the promotion offer seemed more appealing at the time, I chose not to retract my acceptance from Chick-Fil-A. Just four months after leaving the company, I received my first promotion. I was promoted again 10 months later. There’s no way I could have ever predicted God’s blessing on my career. I received it after moving on an invisible sign.
3. Believe that God is sovereign. If you honestly, truly believe that all things work together for the good of those who love Him (Romans 8:28), you will realize that includes the bad as well. God’s plan is not contingent on your ability to make perfect decisions. He’s already factored in our imperfections into the journey. He’s just that sovereign. Don’t let fear of making the wrong decision stifle your ability to move in faith.
For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love and self-discipline. - 2 Timonthy 1:7
God isn’t blowing smoke when He says “Trust Me.” It’s not a suggestion. It’s a command. ‘Can any of you by worrying add a single hour to your life? See how the flowers grow? They don’t labor. If that’s how God clothes grass of the field, will He not much more clothe you - you of little faith? So don’t worry. Seek first His kingdom and His righteousness.’ Align your desires with His. Then, all these things will be given to you. Don’t worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will worry about itself.
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A Recipe for Happiness: Part 3
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Pairings: Mark Sheppard x witch!Reader (Harry Potter Crossover)
Warnings: Fluff. Swearing, unexpected pregnancy
Word Count: 5,168
Aesthetic by the lovely, amazing, beautiful @sorenmarie87
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“Dobby, please be careful with that. Those plates belonged to my mother.” You asked the house elf as he carried a box of dishes into your kitchen, dodging the other house elves that worked in Hogwarts castle that were helping you move everything from your house in Hogsmeade to the apartment you were lucky enough to find directly across the hall from Mark’s.
“Of course, Miss (Y/N). Dobby is being very careful with Miss (Y/N)’s beloved possessions.” You nodded at him as he set the box on the floor with the others. You flicked your wand in that direction and sent plates, bowls, platters, and cups of various shapes and sizes flying through the air toward the shelf they were going on.
“No, Lulu. That box goes back in the bedroom.” You said as you placed an undetectable expansion charm on the kitchen to give yourself a little more room to work with. You glanced over your shoulder at the knock on your door and all the house elves instantly froze. “Wait.” You said to them as you took a step toward the door. You pulled it open a fraction of an inch and sighed in relief when Mark smiled back at you.
“Brought you breakfast before I head to work.” He said as he held out a covered plate. You nodded and glanced over your shoulder at the elves that were trying to hide behind boxes and the little bit of furniture they had moved so far. 
“Umm… you remember you can’t tell anyone what you see, right?” You reminded him.
“You have my word.” He said. With a nod, you opened the door wide enough for him to fit through and quickly closed it behind him.
“Alright, back to work.” You said to the elves, sending them scurrying about to apperate back and forth between your old and your new houses.
“Wha…” Mark tried as he watched the sack covered creatures running about, unpacking boxes carefully into piles so you could place your belongings where you wanted them.
“They’re house elves.” You said with a glance up at him as you took the plate from him. “They do what their masters tell them, without question, unless they are free elves. Usually, they fear freedom. I’ve seen house elves go crazy when set free. Except for Dobby.”
“Dobby.” He repeated as the house elf in question apperated beside him.
“Yes, sir, friend of Miss (Y/N), sir.” Mark startled and looked down at the elf that had a suitcase of clothing gripped tightly in his small hands.
“Oh. Hello there. How are you?” You watched the bag slip from Dobby’s fingers and his eyes went impossibly wider and filled with tears.
“Sir asked how Dobby was.” He gasped as he took a step back. “Sir is nice to Dobby.”
“Dobby…” You said, warningly, knowing he was about to go on a slight tangent. “Finish working, then you can talk.”
“Yes, Miss.” He said as he picked up the bag and stumbled toward your room, purposely hitting his head on the wall for punishment on the way.
“Dobby!” You called out as you grabbed some silverware from a drawer. You heard him cry out and scold himself as Mark looked up at you in shock.
“Totally normal.” He told himself as he watched a house elf named Pip rush past him with her eyes trained on the floor while carrying a box of wizarding cookbooks toward the wire book shelf you had against the wall.
“Just…” You tried as you uncovered the ham, veggie, and cheese omelet Mark had made you. You looked up at him as he watched Wimble appear with a box of Christmas decorations that had been in your attic. “I know it’s hard, Mark, but you have to pretend they aren’t there. House elves aren’t meant to be seen or heard. You’ll stress them out even more and I don’t want to have to patch up holes in my walls or fix broken appliances or what have you when they use them to punish themselves.”
“Jesus.” He breathed as he sat down on a plush, black, star patterned sofa chair that Sybill Trelawney had given you when you first moved into your house in Hogsmeade. “OK. I can do this.” 
“This is amazing, by the way.” You said around a mouthful as you pointed at your plate. “Thank you. You didn’t have to.”
“I did. I have to look out for my girls, right.” You smiled and nodded as you rubbed your hand across your growing bump.
“Well she appreciates it, too. Do you have a long day today?” He nodded his head as he forced himself to not watch three house silently struggle with your couch under Dobby’s command.
“A double.” He said as he looked down at his hands. “I won’t be home ’til half past ten at least. But if you haven’t gotten food by then, feel free to call down to the restaurant. I’ll send some down…”
“Thank you.” You said with a smile as you chewed. “But I have some things to finish up at the school and tonight is the end of term winter feast, so I won’t be home ’til late myself. But… um…” You started as you looked down at your bump when your daughter wiggled around a bit. “Well, there’s a store in Hogsmeade called Baby Witch. It was just down the road from my old house. I talked to my Aunt and if you are OK with it, she’d like to meet you and go shopping with us before Christmas… you know, if you can get a day off or whatever. We can pick up some of those books, while we’re there.”
“I’d love to.” He said as he stood up and came over to the small, wood, cutting board island you had brought from your summer home. “I mean, I do have to meet your family some day. And if you’re not opposed to it, I’d like you to meet my father.”
“He doesn’t know anything, right?” You asked as you finished your breakfast and went over to wash his plate. “Because he can’t…”
“He doesn’t know.” Mark reassured as he took the plate from your hand to wash it for you, only for Winky to come running over to do it for him.
“Let her.” You said as you gently pulled him back and handed her your fork. He nodded at you and made himself look away again. “I’m sorry I have to make you keep secrets for your family. It’s just… it’s the law. I can tell you because of her…”
“I know, darling.” He said with a nod as he leaned against your fridge and reached out to rub your bump. “I get it. Oh, by the way, tomorrow, you and I must go down to the O2 shop to get you on my contract. You, love, need to join the muggle world with a mobile so I can keep in touch with you.”
“Is it hard?” You inquired as Winky handed Mark his plate. “Don’t thank her. She’s sensitive.”
“No, we’ll get you a simple mobile.” He said as he nodded once at the elf before she ran off to finish her job. She squeaked and accidentally ran head first into your island before scrambling off the floor to go back to work. “Why do they hurt themselves.”
“It’s just… it’s just how it is.” You said as you watched the elf you had a soft spot slip around the corner. “There’s actually a book series called ‘House Elves and Self-Hatred’ that I can add to the list if you want.”
“That’s alright, sweetheart.” He said with a shake of his head. “I’ve so much to learn as is.”
“It’ll take time but I promise I’ll help. Just think, there are a bunch of muggle born witches and wizards out there in the same position as you. It’s a lot easier to learn than you think. You at least don’t have to learn all the technology I have to.”
“Well that’s what you have me for.” He chuckled as he kissed your cheek and rubbed your bump once more. “Have fun tonight, darling. Don’t work too hard unpacking.”
“Oh, I’ve no intention of it.” You said as you picked up your wand and flicked it in the direction of the box of cookbooks, sending them flying in alphabetical order onto the shelf. “Have fun at work.” He rolled his eyes and headed toward the door, dodging a few elves that were carrying your dining room chairs over to the table.
“Sure, because working a double is so much fun.”
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“Christ, that’s intense.” Mark said as he held onto your arm in your old living room until his head stopped spinning. You smiled at him and nodded as you rubbed his back.
“It’s gets easier to handle when you’ve done it a few times.” You said simply as you took his free hand and put it on your stomach so he could feel his daughter kick again, which she had thankfully started this morning when he had come over to leave for Hogsmeade. He smiled to himself and gently pressed his fingers into your skin to get her to kick back as you conjured a glass of water for him.
“Want to see your first bit of magic for the day?” You asked as you carefully turned him in what used to be your living room. “Now, this was my living room and kitchen, obviously. And those stairs lead to my bedroom and bathroom.” He nodded as he finished his water while you turned him back around. “It was quite small when I moved in here, obviously, and you’ve seen how many things I own. I had to put an undetectable extension charm on the place to fit everything. Which, no one can see unless I point it out to them. So now take a look.” You turned him around again and took the cup from him as the room you were standing in appeared to triple in size and your loft turned into a full second story with a gorgeous sun light that took up half the ceiling.
“Holy hell.” He gasped as he stepped forward into the room only to jump back when your aunt appeared out of nowhere. She studied him silently over her glasses with her eyebrow raised and the smallest tilt of her head.
“Mark.” You said after a moment as you took a step forward and smiled at your aunt. “This is Professor Minerva McGonagall, headmistress of Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry. Aunt Min, this is Mark.”
“Can we trust you, Mark Andres Sheppard?” She asked as she searched his brown eyes, looking for the hint of a lie the way she did when she was grilling students. Mark nodded his head and tried to step back but your hand on his back prevented him from doing so.
“Yes, Professor.” He said as he continued to nod. “I wouldn’t want to bring my daughter or her mother… your niece, any harm.” She continued to stare at him, waiting for him to break, before you took a step forward and gently pinched her arm.
“Enough, Aunt Min.” You hissed, finally drawing her attention away from the father of your child. “He’s trustworthy. I know it.” She looked over at you for a moment before nodding her head.
“Well then.” She said as she gestured toward the door. “We’ve some shopping to do before we head up to the castle for supper.”
“The castle?” Mark asked as you laced your arm with his and lead him out the door after Minerva.
“Hogwarts castle.” You said as you gestured toward the place you had called home for so many years.
“But it’s just…” He started as you pulled him to a stop.
“Really look at it.” You said as you looked over at him. “That’s Hogwarts castle. Look past the charms.” You watched his face morph from curiosity to awe as the enchantments surrounding the castle faded.
“This is unreal.” He gasped as he looked around the grounds. You giggled and gently pulled on his arm as your aunt waited slightly impatiently outside Tombs and Scrolls.
“Come on, sweetheart.” You cooed as you lead him toward the book store. “You’ll see it all later.”
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“(Y/N), look at this.” Minerva called out as she read the tag to a cute, pale pink bassinet in Baby Witch. “It self rocks.”
“Makes rocking your child to sleep after night feedings when your half asleep much simpler.” The shop owner, Theodora, said with a smile as she followed the famous headmistress around her store. 
“Self washing washcloths.” You said to yourself as you read the list of essentials you would need from a baby book you had bought in the previous shop and grabbed the items from the shelves. “Lavender baby wash, bath tub…”
“Darling.” Mark said softly as he looked at the foreign price of a package of three hooded towels that claimed to warm themselves without the help of a warmer. “I don’t know how I’m supposed to pay for this. I don’t even know what any of this means…” He breathed as he pointed to the price tag that read thirty-six sickles.
“I’ve got it.” You told him as you looked over at him with a nod. You helped me with the muggle money for my flat, I’ll help you with this. We can go to Gringotts tomorrow, and figure out money conversions between your money and mine to sort it out. It’s alright.” He nodded his head as you took the package of towels from his hand and flipped it over to look at the design. 
“Have you picked a name yet?” Theodora asked as she came over with some adorable dresses to show you. You shook your head and looked up at her as you sent the package of hooded towels to the ever growing pile of things in ‘your’ shopping basket on the shop’s back counter.
“Haven’t gotten that far.” Mark said with a smile as you took the dresses from her to take a look. “We’ve only just found out she’s a girl… and I’m still trying to wrap my head around this whole magic situation.”
“My late husband had the same issue.” Theodora agreed. “But never fear, it will get easier. If I can give any advice, however, don’t attempt to explain why in this world. Just accept everything you see. Cars fly, we fly on brooms for sport, your child may even sneeze one day and accidentally light your curtains on fire. Don’t question it. It will drive you mad as it did my Howard. He was a scientist.” She tisked and shook her head. “Poor bloke didn’t stand a chance.”
“Look at this one.” You said as you held out a cute, red newborn onesie with a gold skirt that read ‘Future Gryffindor’ on the front with a small sorting hat beside it to change the subject gently. “That was my house at school.” You said as you added it to the pile. “My whole family was in that house. I sometimes wondered if I should be in (your house) but the sorting hat puts you where it sees fit.”
“What do you think I would have been in?” He asked as he looked at the onesies for the other three houses. You hummed before reaching out to grab a Slytherin version as well.
“With your career choice, and the personality I’ve seen thus far, you’d be sorted into Slytherin. No doubt in my mind.” He nodded as you added the green onesie to the pile and pouted at an adorable unicorn patterned swaddling blanket. “Oh, look how cute!”
“They’re real too, aren’t they?” Mark asked as you rubbed the fleece blanket across your cheek before doing the same to him as you nodded.
“We have some in the Forbidden Forest.”
“Yep.” He said with a nod as he picked up a hippogryph patterned blanket and looked at the unfamiliar creature. “Yep.”
“You’ll get there, sweetheart.” You said as you looked at a pink, ruffled baby carriage and a pink and white one with no ruffles your aunt was bringing over to show you.
“The pram will be my gift to you.” She said as she turned them both so you could look into them, and pointed to the one with no ruffles. “I’m partial to this one. It alarms if anyone goes near my grand niece besides anyone you choose. Even works against anyone who is using a concealment charm or any other enchantments.”
“You worry to much, Aunt Min.” You said as you looked at the tag for the pram she liked, absolutely agreeing with her on the security aspect the magical pram offered. “But we’ll definitely be taking this one. Can never be too safe.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mark wasn’t quite sure what was different about his apartment when he walked in after work on Christmas Eve but there was absolutely something. He stood just inside the closed door, trying to put his finger on it when the light in his bathroom glowing through the crack under the door caught his attention. He walked over silently to grab one of the candle sticks off the table but he didn’t reach the table by the time whoever was in his bathroom finished using the facilities.
“Oh!” You gasped as you walked out of his bathroom with a box of Christmas decorations floating in front of you. “Shit, I meant to have this all done before you came home…”
“It’s alright.” He said with a nod as he dropped his bag on the table with a sigh of relief. “Did you pick my lock?”
“First off.” You said as you set the box on the kitchen counter and started pulling things out of it with your wand. “If I wanted to get in to your apartment, I wouldn’t have to pick a lock. A simple spell would do. That is something I will have to fix, by the way. Second of all, I didn’t come through your front door. I came in through the nursery.”
“The nursery?” He asked as he watched you hang a string of lights around the door to brighten up his living room. You nodded as you finished the strand and looked over at him.
“It was going to be a surprise for the morning.” You said as you called him toward you with a wag of your finger. “But I’m terrible at surprises.” He nodded at your back and followed you down the little hall to his bedroom. “Put your hand flat here, please.” You said as you pointed at a small, black spot on the wall beside his bed side table that he wouldn’t have seen if it hadn’t been pointed out. He looked at you curiously before reaching out to lay his hand on the spot. The moment he did, the spot shifted into a door knob and a door appeared on the wall. “I figured you’d like access to your daughter whenever you wish.” You said as he pushed the door into the nursery which used to be on the other side of your apartment. 
“I did a little rearranging to make this possible since the rooms didn’t quite match up at first. But this way, if you’re with her, you have access to her room and anything you need for her from your apartment so you don’t have to worry about locked doors or what have you. You can lock the door from your side, too if you see fit. Just tap that spot twice with two fingers. I just… I wanted to make sure…”
“Thank you.” He said as he looked over at you in the half unpacked nursery because Mark had insisted on setting it up by hand. “This is perfect.” You nodded at him and blushed as you looked down at your bump.
“I’m going to finish decorating.” You said as you as you looked back up at him. “It was supposed to be the other part of your gift from me. I just… she kept making me run to the bathroom.”
“It’s alright, love.” He chuckled as he took a step toward you and pushed your hair back behind your ear. “I love it. But, if we’re exchanging gifts…” He smiled and walked over to his dresser to grab a small box from the top drawer. “It’s nothing big, just something that caught my eye.” You smiled and tried to fight back your brimming tears as he opened the box and showed you the simple, silver infinity bracelet with a small, plain charm on one side. 
“It’s meant to be engraved.” He said as he lifted it out of the box and gestured for your arm. “But I figured I’d hold off on doing so until we chose a name for our little girl.” You nodded your head and choked on your tears before quickly covering your mouth with your free hand. “Darling, don’t cry.” He chuckled as he clasped the bracelet and turned it on your wrist for you.
“You made me.” You squeaked as you tried to hide your face. You looked up at him and shook your head as your bottom lip trembled. “It’s beautiful. Thank you.”
“Merry Christmas, darling.” He said sweetly as he leaned forward and kissed your cheek, only a few centimeters away from the corner of your lips. You looked over at him as your tears stopped in their tracks. His eyes darted back and forth between yours as he reached up and very gently wiped the remaining tears off your cheeks with his thumb. He leaned forward and gently captured your lips, pulling the breath from your lungs with a gasp. “This OK?” He asked when he pulled away and rested his forehead against yours. You nodded as he brushed his thumb across your jaw.
“Yea.” You breathed as you rested your hand on his chest, and bunched the fabric of his open chef’s jacket in your fingers. “Yea, it’s perfect.” His smile grew as he pulled back and ran his thumb across your bottom lip.
“How about we finish decorating, then curl up in front of the fire under that giant, fluffy blanket on your couch, and watch a Christmas film?”
“Perfect.” You whispered with a smile. “Just perfect.”
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“I can’t do this.” You said to yourself as you stood in your expanded closet in just a bra and panties. You shook your head as you pulled the dress you had originally planned on wearing to Christmas lunch with Mark’s father out to look at it for the umpteenth time. “Nope. I’m not going.” Mark sighed from the door of your closet and glanced at his phone again.
“Love, we really must be going. It’s a long drive…” He tried as he leaned against the door frame.
“I can’t!” You snapped as you looked over at him. “I’m not going.”
“You are going.” He repeated yet again as he started to look around for something you would feel comfortable wearing. “Because we’ve promised my father…”
“I’m too fat to go.” You whined.
“You’re not to fat.” He tried as he pushed off the door, and went over to take your arm. “You’re gorgeous. Now, I’ll choose something because my father is waiting.” You pouted as he lead you out of the closet, grabbing a pair of simple black leggings and a pair of black flats on his way. “Put these on.” He said as he handed them to you.
“They won’t fit.” You said as he headed out of your room to get something from his closet. 
“Do it anyways.” He called out in a sing song voice. You started to grumble under your breath as you got up and pulled the leggings on around your only twenty week along bump. You had just sat down to slide your flats on when Mark came back with a red button down dress shirt. “Now this.” He said as he stuck his head in your closet and grabbed the black tie off the dress you had planned on wearing.
“It’s too small…” You tried through a yawn.
“Yes, too small on me. Put it on.”
“But I’m tired.” You complained as you put the shirt on anyways.
“And I told you that you would be when you insisted on watching that second film.” He said as he took a knee in front of you and buttoned his shirt.
“I needed to be educated.” You hissed as you whacked at his hands to finish the buttons yourself.
“Not at quarter to one in the morning.” He retorted as he tied the ribbon around your waist above his daughter. “You fell asleep ten minutes into it.”
“Well excuse me for growing a child and being tired.” You sassed as you held out your arm for him to roll up the sleeves. “It’s tiring work I’m doing.”
“Well you can sleep in the car.” He said as he quickly rolled the sleeves up to your elbows and helped you to your feet. He handed you your wand and your small, glass ball ornament shaped handbag from the dresser and quickly turned you toward the bedroom door to leave through his flat so you wouldn’t hold the two of you up any longer.
“Quit pushing!”
“If I don’t push, you’ll continue to dawdle. And if you continue to dawdle, you will start to complain that my daughter is hungry, because it’s always my daughter when she’s annoying you…”
“Well she is…” You grumbled as he grabbed his car keys and wallet off the table by the door and threw the muggle coat he had made you purchase so you would blend in more in London over your shoulders.
“Yes, she is.” He agreed as he hustled you out the door. “But she’s also my daughter when she’s not keeping you awake… and you just went to the bathroom so don’t give me that shite.” You scowled at him and snapped your jaw closed, since you were just complaining and being a royal pain because you were nervous.
“He’s gunna hate me.” You said as fear based tears filled your eyes.
“No, love, he won’t.” Mark reassured as he took your hand and laced his fingers with yours. “When you’re not being stubborn for no apparent reason what so ever, you’re the kind, wonderful, beautiful mother of my child.” He pulled open the passenger door of his car and smiled as he gestured you inside. “He will love you, sweetheart. Just please get in the car.” Your eyes narrowed as you stared him down over the door.
“I want a bubble bath.” You bargained as you pointed at him. “And a foot rub.”
“Alright, darling.” He said with a nod, not caring what he was agreeing to since you had made the pair of you almost an hour late for lunch. With a huff, you got in the car and let him put your seatbelt on (since it was something you tended to forget when you rode around in the ‘death box’ as you called it). As he ran around the front, you used your wand to conjure a gold necklace with a medium sized green Christmas tree pendant to go with Mark’s choice of outfit and added a hunter green bow to your half up, half down hair do.
“Alright, let’s go then.” Mark breathed with a sigh of relief as he checked traffic and pulled away from the curb.
“I have to pee.” You said, cheekily as you conjured a pillow and laid your head on it against the window.
“Hold it.” He sighed, knowing that you were lying, as he reached over to lace his fingers with yours. “You’ll survive.”
——
“(Y/N).” Mark said softly when you were only a couple miles away from his father’s house. He glanced over at your peacefully asleep face and squeezed your hand to give you a few moments to wake up before he pulled in. “Sweetheart, we’re here.” You groaned slightly and rolled your head on the headrest.
“I was dreaming.” You moaned as you looked at him with hooded eyes.
“What were you dreaming about?” He asked with a glance over at you. Your brow furrowed as you shook your head and sat up a bit.
“I’m not sure.” You yawned while stretching in the small space available. “There was a little girl, young little thing. And I believe she was playing in some wild flowers…”
“What did she look like, love?” He asked, pointedly as he pulled up to a red light. You thought about it for a moment as you opened your handbag and searched for a bottle of water.
“She had on a navy blue dress.” You started as you found your bottle of water and traded it for your wand so that it was hidden from Mark’s father. “She had her brow hair up in a little pony tail on top of her head… and she was laughing. Oh, it was the most beautiful little sound…”
“You kept saying Jupiter.” He said as he turned down his fathers street and looked over at you, hopefully. “Over and over again, as if you were calling to her.”
“Jupiter?” You clarified as you put the bottle back in your purse. “For a name?” He nodded as he pulled into the driveway and put the car in park.
“Jupiter Sheppard. I must say, I don’t think I can even entertain anything else after hearing that. It encompasses your world, and my enjoyment of astronomy. It’s just… it’s perfect.”
“Jupiter Sheppard.” You repeated as you looked down at your bump and ran your fingertips across it. “What says you, little one? Do you think you’re a Jupiter?” Mark reached over with a smile at the same moment your daughter, who had been relatively still for the car trip, rolled toward both your hands.
“Well, I think that’s two yeses for Jupiter.” Mark said as he brushed his thumb across your belly. “If that’s a yes with you, mum.” You looked up and met his eyes with a nod.
“I think that’s fate talking to us.” He nodded in agreement as he unbuckled your seatbelt.
“That was much less painful than I expected it to be.”
“Yea, you don’t have to deal with our little planet sitting on your bladder.” You groaned. “I still have to pee.”
“Alright, alright.” He laughed as he got out of the car and came around to help you out of the low vehicle. He took your bag for you and put it under his arm before pulling you to your feet so you wouldn’t have to strain at all. “Come on, my girls. Let’s go celebrate Christmas the muggle way.” You simply rolled your eyes.
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Our Love is God
This was inspired by @harringtonhargrove​. They mentioned wanted a Heathers and Stranger Things crossover, and I just couldn’t help myself. This is was longer than I anticipated. I had a ton of fun writing this so there may be another part, especially because I want Billy and Steve to interact more. 
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        Steve’s sitting at the bottom of the stairs furiously scribbling in his journal when Heath McNamara and Heath Duke approach him. They’re both dressed in their designated colors: yellow and green, respectively. Heath M is clad in a yellow vest, no shirt underneath, that shows off the muscles he’s spent years acquiring via a decade of football; Heath D is clad in a more respectable green blazer that hides his shape. He’s convinced he’s overweight, despite the fact that he actually weighs less than Heath M. And, shit, if Heath is overweight that makes Steve morbidly obese.
           Heath M slams his knee into Steve’s leg sharply. “God, come on, Steve,” he says, not bothering to indicate what he needs from him. The Heaths always just assume that Steve can read their minds. To their credit, there isn’t really much going on in those air heads of theirs, but that doesn’t mean Steve can always discern what they want from him. Actually, he’s never really quite sure what they want with him. The Heaths are nothing more than an enigma.
           “What is your damage, Heath,” Steve demands, rubbing his sore leg. All these years of weight lifting, and Heath still underestimates his strength. Steve can already feel a bruise forming where Heath so graciously kneed him. Sometimes he wonders why he even bothered trying to make these men like him.
           “Don’t blame me,” Heath says. “Blame Heath. He told me to hall your ass into the caf, pronto. Back me up Heath,” Heath says, nodding at Heath.
           Steve turns to look at Heath, knowing full well the green bean would only agree with his yellow counterpart. “Yeah, he really wants to talk to you, Steve,” Heath confirms.
           “Okay,” Steve says, closing his journal. “I’m going, Jesus Christ.”
           The three of them walk in silence to the cafeteria where the majority of the grade has already gathered to eat a government approved meal of God knows what. Steve thinks that the government has no place regulating what students can and can’t eat. There’s no way that grey slop that both looks and tastes like wet cement they’re trying to pass off as food holds any nutritional value whatsoever. If students want to fuel their bodies with caloric drinks and sugary food they should be allowed to, even if they might end up looking like Martha Dumptruck, who oddly enough was about to become the center of Steve’s attention.
           Heath Chandler is standing by their designated table, tray of slop in hand. His outfit is mysteriously void of his signature red, save the crimson cap on his head. “Hello, Heath,” Steve greets him, already dreading what Heath could possibly want from him today. Heath C is many things, and nice is not one of them. Creative, yes, but nice no. Just last week Steve found himself neck deep in dirt, letting the three Heaths shoot cricket balls at him.
           “Steve,” Heath says, turning to meet him, “finally. I got a note of Tommy H’s. I need you to forge a hot and horny, but realistically low-key note in Tommy’s handwriting, and we’ll slip it onto Martha Dumptruck’s lunch tray.”  
           Steve almost cannot believe what he’s hearing. Sure, the Heath’s have done shitty things in the past—you don’t get to be popular at this school without having pulled off at least one undesirable act—but this is a new low, even for them. “Shit, Heath, I don’t have anything against Martha Dunstock.” He took care to use Martha’s real last name and not the pseudonym that had been so cruelly gifted to her.
           Heath furrows his blonde brows, “You don’t have anything for her either. Come on it’ll be very. The note’ll give her shower nozzle masturbation material for weeks.” Heath and Heath smirk at each other, knowing full well that I’m going to relent.
           “I’ll think about it,” Steve sighs, only prolonging the inevitable.
           “Don’t think,” Heath says, turning to Heath. “Steve needs something to write on. Heath bend over.”
           Heath obliges immediately. Heath hands Steve his cherry red clipboard and a pen. Knowing this isn’t a battle he could win—actually, he’s never won a battle with a Heath—Steve positions the clipboard on Heath and looks at Heath for guidance.
           “Dear Martha, you’re so sweet,” Heath begins.
           Unbeknownst to Steve his actions are attracking the attention of none other than Billy Hargrove, the mysterious new kid with an affliction for fighting. Billy watches as Steve submits so easily to the will of the Heaths with a tender sort of curiosity. The Heath’s reputations precede them, but Billy knows next to nothing about the blue clad Steve Harrington. Needless to say, his interest is peaked by the boy.
           Having finished writing the note, Steve hands it off to Heath who in turn hands it over to Heath. Heath was the table, Steve the writer, and Heath the perpetrator, so Heath will have to be the one to clandestinely deliver to note that should never have been written. Steve regrets relinquishing control of the letter the moment it leaves his hands, but there’s nothing he can do about it now. All he can do is watch as Heath slinks behind Martha and slips the note onto her tray.
           The Heaths all take their seat at the table. Steve follows suit, unable to take his eyes off of the note. Heath mutters something about whether or not they celebrate Thanksgiving in Africa, so he pipes up, “Oh sure, pilgrims, Indians, tater-tots, it’s a real party continent.” When no one laughs at his comment Steve makes a mental note to himself to remind him that the Heaths don’t keep him around for his sense of humor.
           “Harrington, guess what today is,” Heath says, grabbing hold of his clipboard.
           “Ouch,” Steve replies. “Lunchtime poll?” Steve hates asking the students lunchtime polls almost as much as he hates forging fake steamy notes. Every week the Heaths come up with some obscure question to ask the students of Hawkins. Last week’s question was: imagine you’ve gone deep sea diving and stumbled upon a peculiar brass lamp. As you reach out and touch the lamp, a Genie emerges and promises to grant you one wish, but there’s a catch. Once your wish is granted you must assume the role of the Genie. Do you make the wish, and if so, what do you wish for? “So what’s the question?” Steve asks.
           “Yeah, so what’s the question, Heath,” Heath parrots.
           “Goddamn, Heath. You were with my in study hall when I thought of it,” he scolds.
           Heath looks down at his plate taking a sudden interest in his milk carton. “I forgot,” he apologizes.
           “Such a pillowcase,” Heath jests.
            Steve wants to stand up for Heath, but he knows if he does he’ll just end up on Heath’s shit list, which is a list no one wants to be on. So, instead, he just asks, “This wouldn’t be that bizarro thing you were babbling about over the phone last night, would it?”
           Heath rolls his eyes, “Of course it is.”
          Heath stands and starts walking, Steve’s cue to do the same. As he begins to walk Steve’s gaze meets the gaze of Billy Hargrove, who hasn’t stopped looking at the kid since he first laid eyes on him. For a brief moment, all the air in Steve’s lungs disappears as he melt under the stare of the curly haired stranger. Billy—who’s name Steve will learn before lunch is over—is staring at Steve like he wants nothing more than to devour him. His stare is positively electric. Once Billy realizes he has Steve locked in his gaze, he suggestively runs a hand through his blonde hair. The action catches Steve so off guard that he’s only brought crashing back down to reality when he slams into something, or rather someone.
         “Oh, Steve, I’m sorry,” says a startled looking Jonathon Byers.
        “Jonathon Byers, gosh,” Steve muses. “Hey, I’m really sorry I couldn’t make it to your birthday party last month.”
       Jonathon shrugs, causing a bit of his unkempt brown hair to fall over his eyes. He pushes it away from his face in one deft motion. “It’s okay,” Jonathon tells him. “Your mom said you had a big date. I think I’d probably miss my own birthday for a date.”
        Steve’s mom hadn’t exactly lied about him having a date, though he wasn’t sure how “big” it was. The Heaths have been trying to get his cherry popped ever since they initiated him into their eccentric group, so Heath C took it upon himself to set Steve up on a date with Nancy Wheeler. Steve liked Nancy just fine; she was pretty in a sort of innocent way, with big doe eyes and naturally messy hair, but he couldn’t bring himself to sleep with her. There was just no spark. The two of them spent the night haphazardly sipping beers by his pool instead.
        “Don’t say that,” Steve says to Jonathon, guilt snaking its way into his heart. It was no secret that Jonathon had a mega crush on Nancy, so going out with the girl on his birthday was kind of like two big old fucks yous in one.
        “Come on, Steve,” Heath huffs, growing impatient with him. Cool kids like Heath have no time for outcasts like Jonathon. He roughly takes hold of Steve’s arm and manhandles him away from Jonathon.
      As the two approach their first table, one of the girls lets out a quiet, “Oh great, here comes Heath.”
      Another kids follows up with an, “Oh shit.”
     Both of these comments were made loud enough for Heath to hear, but he is undeterred by the words. “Hi, Carol,” he smiles. “Love your cardigan.” Heath says the comment just nice enough that the sarcasm flies right over Carol’s head.
     “Thanks,” she smiles. “I just got it last night at the limited. Like totally blew my allowance.”
     Heath sucks in an irritated breath and says, “Now check this out. You win five million dollars from the publisher’s sweepstakes, and the same day that that Big Ed guy gives you the check, aliens land on Earth and say they’re going to blow up the world in two days. What do you do?” Wow. Somehow this week’s question manages to be even more outlandish than the last.
     A boy sitting across from Carol is the first to answer, “That’ easy. I just slide that wad over to my father, because he is like one of the top brokers in the state.” Clearly the kid hasn’t grasped that even the best bank broker in the world couldn’t save the world from a hypothetical impending alien attack. What good does investing the money do if you won’t be around to use the payoff?
     “If I got that money,” Carol begins, upset that the spotlight has been taken from her, “I’d give it all to the homeless. Every cent.”
     She says this in a tone made to make the people around her feel inferior. She says it as if the money will be useful to the homeless after the world is gone. “You’re beautiful,” Steve tells her, turning to start on the next table.
     “If you’re going to openly be a bitch-” Heath starts following him, but Steve cuts him off.
     “It’s just, Heath, why can’t we talk to different kinds of people?”
     “Fuck me gently with a chainsaw,” Heath guffaws. “Do I look like Mother Theresa? If I did I probably wouldn’t mind talking to the geek squad.” He gestures towards a table in the back of the room where the school mathletes gather. One of them—a lanky kid with thick black glasses too big for his thin face—spits up the milk he’d been drinking when he sees Heath gesture their way.
     “Does it not bother you that everyone in this school thinks you’re a piranha?” Steve asks before he can stop himself. He takes one look at the scowl on Heath’s face and knows he’s crossed a line.
    “Like I give a shit,” Heath huffs, trying to shake off the insult. “They all want me as a friend or a fuck. I’m worshipped in Hawkins, and I’m only a junior.” He pauses to suck in a breath then adds, “I can’t believe this; we’re going to a party at Remington University tonight, and we’re brushing up on our conversational skills with the scum of the school.”
     Steve shakes his head and turns to meet the geek squad. “Hey,” he says, flashing them a smile. Heath can piss about it later; Steve’s tired of pretending he’s better than the other nine hundred kids in the school.
    “Hi,” one of the boys replies. It’s the same kid who spit up his milk earlier. There’s a wet spot on the front of his shirt that’ll no doubt become a stain.
    Heath sighs and storms over. “So this is what’s called a lunchtime poll,” he says, then repeats the absurdly long question. Steve manages to convince him to make a full round of the cafeteria, so before the afternoon is complete they’ve gathered a large variety of answers ranging from traveling to Egypt with a girl to using the money for an end of the world get together. The former answer was provided by the milk nerd, the latter by Jonathon. Tommy offered up that he’d pay Madonna a million bucks to sit on his face have her ride him like the Kentucky Derby. Steve liked Jonathon’s answer better.
     Heath and Heath run over to Steve and Heath, whipping them around in the direction of Martha. “Oh my god, here we go,” one of them says. Probably Heather M, but Steve’s spent so much time with the three of them that he knows anyone of them could’ve said it.
     He watches Martha with a heavy heart, wishing to God that he could turn back time and unwrite the stupid letter. He should’ve refused to write the thing, or at least he should’ve fought harder not to. The poor girl doesn’t deserve to be tormented like this. No one does. His brain is screaming at him to intervene, but his body just won’t listen. So, he just stands there, rooted to the ground, watching Martha pick her may over to the nefarious Tommy H. He thinks he’ll go to hell for this.
     Tommy and his gaggle of idiots all fall silent as Martha approaches. She looks hesitantly at the letter in her hand before dropping it in front of Tommy. Behind Steve, the Heaths giggle gleefully. Tommy takes one look at the letter and bursts into cacophonous laughter. He tosses the thing at his friends who upon reading it join in his festivities. The Heaths too have begun laughing, though quieter to avoid drawing attention to themselves. Steve prays to the heavens for God to strike him down with a bolt of lightning.
     Without meaning to, Steve glances back at Billy, who shakes his head at him. The kid knows Steve is guilty; the kid knows exactly what he’s done. Steve forces himself to peel his attention away from Billy to look at Martha. She’s already halfway out the door, sobs audible over the boy’s laughter.
     Steve balls his fingers into fists and walks away from the Heaths. He knows if he spends one more second in their company he’s bound to deck one of them in their pubescent faces. Heath C follows him, taking hold of his arm when he’s close enough and says, “You wanted to be a member of the most powerful clique in school. If I wasn’t already the head of it, I’d want the same thing. Come on, Steve, you used to have a sense of humor.”
     The rest of the Heaths find their way over to the two of them before Steve can respond. He quickly swallows down whatever retort he was about to throw Heath’s way. It’s one thing to challenge the guy in private, and whole nother thing to challenge him with an audience.
     Steve chances a glance back Billy’s way. The damn kid is still watching him. Heath M notices their heated exchange, “God Steve drool much?” When Steve doesn’t say anything Heath continues, “His name is Billy Hargrove. He’s in my American history class.”
     That’s it, Steve decides. He has to meet this mysterious new kid with the scraggily mullet. He saunters over to Billy’s table, his confidence faltering the closer he gets. Never the less he forces one shakily leg in front of the other until he’s standing directly in front of the kid. Billy eyes him curiously.
     “Hello Billy Hargrove,” Steve says.
     “Greetings and salutations,” Billy replies, giving Steve a once over. The intensity of Billy’s gaze makes Steve’s cheeks redden. No one has ever looked at him this way before. When he’s done sizing him up, Billy points towards the Heaths and asks, “You a Heath?”
     “No,” Steve laughs, “I’m a Steve. Harrington.” He adds his last name as an afterthought. Billy offers no additional commentary; he just keeps looking at Steve in a way that makes his skin crawl. “This may seem like a really stupid question,” Steve blurts out, desperate to end the silence.
     “There are no stupid questions,” Billy tells him.
    Steve bites his lip; clearly the kid has never participated in a lunchtime poll before. “You inherit five million dollars the same day aliens land on the Earth and say they’re going to blow it up in two days. What do you do?”
    Billy’s blonde eyes knit together, “That’s the stupidest question I’ve ever heard.” After that response, Steve doesn’t think the kid is going to answer, but to his surprise Billy adds, “Ah, I don’t know. I’d probably row out to the middle of a lake somewhere, bring along a bottle of tequila, my sax, and some Bach.”
    Steve smiles at him, “How very.”
    “Come on, Steve,” comes a voice from behind Steve. He’d been so caught up in the moment that he didn’t even hear Heath C approach. Heath takes hold of Steve’s arm and starts dragging him away from Billy.
    “Later,” Steve manages to say to Billy.
    “Definitely,” Billy responds.
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applegelstore · 7 years
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I actually wanted to wait with this until I hit, like, a nice follower count milestone or something like that, but… I felt like it. So, I just wanted to thank everyone of you who’s following this blog from the bottom of my heart. It’s still a pitifully small number, but I feel like I actually have loyal fans. So, thank you all for every single like, reblog, and especially those among you who commissioned me or even donated to my Ko-Fi! You know who you are. Some people also like or reblog my stuff frequently (you probably also know who you are), these people are heroes. Honestly, you are all so, so sweet, and you might not even know how much this means to me.
And the best thing? Your tags. No kidding.
Rest under cut for length. You’re not gonna regret clicking it, though!
I hardly ever got tags on my original art (which also got much less notes in general, but still!), but very often I get some on my fanart. And they’re… like… the best thing… ever? 
So what I did is this: I’ve collected some of the most ridiculous tags I ever got. I probably missed some of them, but I try to collect them all! I’m getting so many funny and/or sweet comments in the tags, you’re making me weep! Sometimes I got really long comments in the tags, and I’m speechless. I didn’t put those in here, but I wanted to share the most hilarious ones.
Without further ado and also without any context, I’m gonna share some of the funniest tags. (a few of them obviously were posted under the same images, but in general, I mixed these quotes up as wildly as I cold for maximum out of context hilarity). Like some kind of… gag reel.
Which ones are your favourites?
(alternatively, you can try to guess which image/post got which tag)
#goddammit hug her mikleo
#edna needs hugs just sayin'
#SOBBING
#MY BABIES
#YES PLEASE
#what the fuck this is adorable
#i love this a lot omg
# this fandom
# I am drawn more and more
#😭 good best beautiful;
#what is this sorcery
#yeutdkydlckhckh
#canon real perfect beautiful amazing
#rose my queen
#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#rip meebs
#!!!!!!
#bless
#excellent
#oh my god lol edna
#*Mikleo screeching in the distance*
#asedxrftghj
#awwww <3
#don't you yell at pun mama rose
#also Meebo is totally a Disney princess he just needs to get over his fear of dogs then he'll even have animals that love him
#Dhddlagjwlejh
#aaaaAAAAAA
#AAAAA
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#15/10 would recommend
#rose please marry me
#*crying dying noises*
#*gross sobbing*
#would also 100000% pay to transform dezel and zaveid into parrots though holy shit
#'im abraid your hair is going to need some work mikleo'
#'i dont mind combing over to do this'
#'you're really growing into your hair style'
#lailah is banned from helping
#'no need to turn this into a hairy situation'
#also wtf are 10-20 or 1000 shades of malevolence in a person 
#WHAT KIND OF STUPID DIALOGUE IS THAT  
#tag yourself i'm a category type 27 malevolence kaiju  
#game!sorey please use your mark-5 jaegar luzrov rulay to punch and purifying the SALT IN ME  
#dip 'im sorey d i p ' i m
#rip mikey boy though
#brotp for the ages
#/silent tears into the abyss
#hey...thgats fucking gay
#give rose a shepherd cloak 2k17
#!!!!
#GIVE SOREY A CAT 2KFOREVER
#TOTALLY AGREE OP
#honestly this is canon
#EXACTLY WHAT HAPPENED
#now I need a fic for this too
#i'm crying omg
#kfhdkf edna
#i cry :')))))
#please let mikey boy lay his head on sorey's lap and have sorey caress those alabaster locks
#petition to release metal band t-shirt costume DLC for velvet
#CONSTANT BITCHY RESTING FACE IM CRYING
#please marry each other :'''''')))))
#GOOD
#I'M LAUGHING SO HARD LAKJDSLFKJSDLFKJSDLKFJLSDKFJLSKJFLSKFJ
#her fujikgbd
#face
#GIVE YOUR GF A CLOAK ALISHA
#pretty much
#op's art keeps me living
#rose no
#edna plz
#JESUS F U C KING CHRIST SAVE MIKLEO
#*hyperventilates*
#hhhhhhhhhhh
#cy8cyciyvuf
#gay...............gay thank you
#omg
#i’m with you velvet
#beautiful
#jyyjdgjdkydjydkyfkyfyykfflflyfludkyfkydyidkydkyclhckhckhxkh
#tsutitdkhdkhdkgsykdkgxkgckhchcykfkycykfkycjt
#y e a hhhh h h hh h h h h h h h h h h h h h h h hh
#SO ACCURATE
#GIVE ME ALL THE ZESTY/DESTINY CROSSOVERS
#1000/10 will pay to get this as a DLC costume
#thiS IS SO GOOD GOD BLESS YOU
#[SLAMS HANDS ON TABLE] hi yeah this is my Jam
#BABY
#i always love when people make sorey do the tongue thing
#because he totally does the tongue thing
#i support this 800% a good post
#never ever forget dezel dual weilding twin trumpets
#meebs is beautiful with waves just sayin'
#i'm crying
#i love this
#AAAAAA
#oh my god
#edna's face i can't
#i just died
#rip meebo
#*plays My Heart Will Go On on kazoo*
#what a post
#sorey: miKLEO WILLL U MARRY ME
#mikleo: u idIOT DOn"T ELECTROCUTE URSELF
#sorey: ur right i am prty cute
#mikleo: did u even hear what i said
#rose what an icon
#my inspiration
#PURE
#perfect
#bye mikleo
#baby ******** is like something from a splendid lisa frank fever dream
#I laughed
#gaahhh this is too cute
#Jhwgshshaksehhwsnbxj
#15/10 they kiss after a performance and i cry a single tear
#the universal constant
#is sorey has NO SELF PRESERVATION
#LIKE NONE
#BOY WHERE IS IT
#YOU LEFT IT IN A RUIN SOMEWHERE DIDN'T YA
#GDI SOREY
#<- a memoir by mikleo
#MY SONS
#*sobs into hands* god this is lovely
#hush rose let him be
#was almost disappointed when the link didn't actually lead to part of your world
#this is so gold
#also the HEighT diFFEREncE ♡
#also thank you for the blessing that is mikleo clinging onto sorey's buff arm
#the sweet baby slumber party is off to a rollicking good start
#lkjsdlfkJ I'M ALL FOR SOREY DIPPING MIKLEO YES
#TOOOO FUCKIN GREAT
#IMGOING TO CRY
#TOO LATE ALREADY AM
#nerds omg
#aaaaaa
#edna NO
#kajfrbnkjrebdgkhrjgbnkurjthhgnkuihjiuHLUIHFLUhglnueh
#aaand I don't know the Protagonist-kun and Protagonist-chan's names yet so in my mind they are now named Losers thanks to your art xD
#no matter which game Edna will always roast everyone
#ohhhh nOOOOOOOOO
#run while you can meebo
#told you you were gonna pay for the toddler quip
#I LOVE TJIS
#the smol tsun tsun grump is a big softie deep down
#...deep...deep...very deep down
#omg
#awwww
#will someone
#will someone write this au please..
#but i love this!
#♡
#this feels so melancholic and also i need more
#this is a gold au idea
#someone please give Mikleo a hug
#friiiiick
#PHI PLS
#HEY YOU KNOW WHO ELSE WOULD BE WILLING
#SOMEONE WHOSE NAME STARTS WITH AN M AND ENDS WITH IKLEO I'M JUST SAYING
#SUGGESTING
#LAILAH....
#Y E S
#so cute awwww
#<3333333333
#dogs are for petting and torturing meebos
#ajenfnjen
#bless Rollo
#awwww cute
#omg yes
#omg
#RUN MEEBO
#gosh...
#bless everything
#ALKJSDFLKJSDLFKJDSF
#I M AO SSODSF
#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......
#I will never look at anything else ever again
#plz capitalize German nouns thx
#headcanon accepted!!
#BLESSED
#GOOD AND PURE CONTENT I LOVE THIS
#rip i love this artist and i love this post
*takes a deep breath* …I’m done. And I love you!
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Angel Thoughts - (S4 E15-E18)
I can pretty much sum up my thoughts on these episodes by saying that Connor is officially, unequivocally, 100% objectively...
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Okay. Okay. In all seriousness, these were probably the best crop of episodes in season 4 so far (thanks in no help to either Connor or Angel). So let’s dig in shall we?
BtVS & AtS Recap Master Post located here
Episode 15 (Orpheus)
My favorite episode of the bunch. Probably because of combined Faith and Willow power. Both of them just showin’ up to the club like “wham bam, thank you, ma’am.”
At first I thought the Orpheus stuff was going to yet more straight forward Angel flashbacks and I was like “come on, really? I am all good on the Angel flashbacks.” But then both Angelus and Faith were there to watch and it was kind of awesome.
Well, half of it was awesome. Half of it was groan-worthy.
The Awesome:
I love my Spike & Angel comparisons. I love how 100% set Angel is in his ways that his experience is the Universal Vampire Experience (TM). I love how he dissociates from his demon self enough that--not only do they have two different personalities--but Angel goes as far as to block certain memories as well. It’s fascinating. And it’s like, on the surface, it seems like he’s the “noble” one for doing this, that he’s so disgusted at his demon and the thought of being evil by association, that he’s keeping himself “above” it, but he’s really doing the opposite?
Like, to hearken back to Lies My Parents Told Me (and now I’m kinda wishing I’d done these two episode metas in the same post), if the First was in LA, Angel would have soooooo many triggers, like holy shit his team would be screwed. And Angel would never, ever face them... or at least, would never face them in a way where he assumed responsibility and accepted his actions as things that’d happened and are in the past and are therefore unchangeable, so stop letting them rule you and do you best with the things that are currently in the present.
And, it’s like, until he does that, Angel won’t ever “grow”, he’ll just get more and more self-mired in his own angst while Angelus continues to destabilize into more and more of a ticking time bomb in his sub-conscious.
Just... holy mental issues, Batman. No wonder his moments of perfect happiness only happen during sex; he’s too fractured and fucked up for them to occur any other way.
The Groan-Worthy:
So yeah. That diner scene. I didn’t get it.
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Oh no, Angel fed on a human that was already dead? The horror? Was I really supposed to be as shocked and disgusted as Faith was? Like I get the need to add new scenes, but really? This was BY FAR one of the least questionable things Angel has done with a soul.
Like... why didn’t they show him palling around with Darla, Spike, & Dru again? Darla mentioned in 1900 he’d been killing murderers and thieves to put on a show of still being evil. Killing murderers is questionable, but thieves? Steal a loaf of bread, get chomped by a vampire? They could’ve done something with that.
Or, you know, they could’ve also just flashed back to this scene:
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How many people died in that bout of violence? 20-30?
But no. We get “ohhhhhh noo, Angel fed on a dead guy!!!!!!11!1” and are expected to care. Like puhlease. Give me a break.
MEANWHILE BACK IN THE HYPERION
Willow coming to the rescue was great. The best thing about crossover characters/cameos is the chatter.
So yeah. Wesley & Willow’s scene was amazing. I loved how Wesley was like “you couldn’t possibly understand my pain” and Willow was all, “ummm... yeah, about that... I flayed a guy last spring.” And I think that more that anything hit home how you don’t need to be the dark & edgy, more adult version of a show to have serious shit going down.
Also I’m glad that the Willow/Fred UST was called out because through-out the whole episode I was like, “daaaamn Alyson.... you are standing in the same room as your husband and are having 9000 times the chemistry with Amy Acker than him rn.”
But all’s well that ends well and Angel’s soul is popped back in, just in time for Cordelia to come down the steps wearing an ensemble that just SCREAMS, “I AM EVIL”. Surely our heroes will notice?!?
Episode 16 (Players)
Spoilers, our heroes don’t notice.
I’ve really been snoring to death on the evil Cordy thing (mostly because I hate Connor and all of Cordy’s lines have been reduced to “but Connor! think about the baby! think about us!”), so I’m gonna focus on the Gunn & Gwen subplot. Or main plot? IDK, I liked it a whole lot better than the baby drama.
Gunn is fascinating. He’s like the Xander of the LA team, but if Xander had maintained his soldier experience/role? Although I hated the fact that the Gunn/Fred relationship drama was happening in the midst of all the other drama, I’m actually kind of glad it happened because it did/does expose key issues in both their self-perception of each other + themselves.
In Gunn’s case, namely that he’s not smart. Or rather, he’s not book smart, because Gunn is hella smart. He can think on his feet, he can improvise, he can strategize... but all that pales and his confidence wanes when put beside the others.
Because when’s the last time he had to play a part and be all sneaky? When’s the last time he gotta to devise a battle plan (Angel & Wesley are the ones always taking charge)?
This episode really took the kernel that was planted back in Supersymmetry re: Gunn accompanying Fred and trying to care about what she cares about even though he understands 0% of it vs Wesley openly being able to discuss her arguments and positions...
It’s like, no, a relationship doesn’t require both partners to understand the other’s job, but when Fred has dedicated her entire LIFE to understanding physic principles, it DOES create a gap. It’s this untouchable, unknowable part of her brain that will always be unknowable as long as Gunn remains uneducated. Which he will.
And that’s not an insult because, hell, even I’d be uneducated compared to Fred & Wesley, but it’s like...
To pull an example from my own life, I recently went on a first date that went really, really well. At one point the topic switched into movies and we literally spent the next TWO HOURS talking about movies. Talking about narrative, talking about cinematography, talking about editing, talking about film as a medium as a whole and how the best film stories are the ones that can only be told through film and it was AMAZING. And yeah, I just think of that vs other dates where I’ve asked the other person what kind of movies they liked and they’ve just said “eh, superhero movies are good i guess” or “i haven’t had much time recently for movies,” and it’s like, sure, not being passionate about movies isn’t a dealkiller, but film/tv love takes up such a HUGE part of my brain that NOT clicking with it is always going to leave a significant deadspace re: things that are frequently on my mind vs things I know I can converse about.
Yeah.
TL;DR, both Fred & Gunn deserve people that they can not only be cute and loving with, but also passionate. Like mentally passionate.
Episode 17 (Inside Out)
I hated this episode. I mean, yes. Woo Lorne, acting the bait but otherwise??
Ouch.
Like... Angel knew Cordelia was evil by the way she said “my sweet”? Really? That was your master clue-by-four? You know it’s lame when you have to do a flashback all Mr. Monk style and LITERALLY EXPLAIN IT TO THE AUDIENCE. 
IDK, part of me’s just remembering BtVS S3 Enemies and how damn good THAT reveal was.
But yeah. Oh no, Connor and Cordelia run off. Oh no, Angel angst.
And then Connor just continues to be THE WORST. Like kidnap a girl and ignore the voice of his dead mom and then murder the crying girl THE WORST.
Like JESUS CHRIST. Your dad and... pseudo-nephew? Is Spike Connor’s psuedo-nephew? That’s messed up. Anyway, Your dad and pseudo-nephew at least had the No Soul Get Out of Jail Free card. What’s your excuse?
And, yes, evil!Cordy has been brainwashing him, but not to this extent surely! Like Holtz was screwed up, but he spent 15+ years instilling right vs wrong into him. And even if was swayed into confusion, CRYING GIRL PLEADING FOR HER LIFE. WHAT IS CONFUSING ABOUT THAT?
CONNOR YOU ARE THE WORST.
And then everything continues to go to shit and Cordelia gives birth to Gina Torres.
End episode apparently.
Episode 18 (Shiny Happy People)
My one complaint is that it took way too long for the ball to drop. (Not surprisingly, I had this same reaction to Madoka Magica: Rebellion--30m in of wtf dreamland vs eventual dark reality.)
But then once it did.
HOLY SHIT, FRED. I LOVE YOU.
I didn’t realize how much Fred had gotten side-lined this season until this episode and that’s a tragedy because Fred slayed it in this episode.
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And omg, that one cut to Jasmine’s true face. HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT, HOLY SHIT, WHY THE FUCK DID THEY DO THAT. I watched this episode right before going to bed. I was not prepared for that! I was not okay with that!
Like, even now, I am too scared and revolted to scroll back through the episode and rewatch/pause that scene.
I’m just wigged.
Completely wigged.
Gah.
But yeah. Currently Fred is the only sane one and completely segregated from the rest of the cast + 99.5% of LA. How is she going to get out of this one? I honestly have no idea and for the first time in forever Angel has ended on a cliff hanger I actually get a fuck about so as soon as I hit “Post” I am headed off to watch the next episode.
That’s it for now, folks! Until next time, I’m gonna close out on my favorite line of this set of eps.
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His Hymns Make Souls Feel Whole: Horatius Bonar (1808–1889)
How a Quarter-Life Crisis Can Draw Young People Closer to Christ
Podcast: Parenting in Light of the Gospel (Paul Tripp)
What is a Christian Woman? An Interview with Abigail Dodds
PreachersNSneakers and Pastors as Lifestyle Brands
Dare to Hope in God: How to Lament Well
Why Have Kids If They Might End Up in Hell?
Scripture Memory Wasn’t for Me
Big Reflections on Small Phrases
The God Who Heals
Takeaway from Shepherds’ Conference 2019
A middle school teacher is fired because her topless selfie became public: A warning for Christian leaders, parents, and young people
Growing Teenage Depression Calls for Response from the Church
A Storehouse of Theological Riches: Past Issues of Credo Magazine
4 things to remember when choosing worship music
Shazam and the Power of Word
Is Death a Taboo Subject for You, Or Are You Preparing for Life’s Greatest Certainty?
The Role, Requirements, and Reward of a Deacon
Missionaries are NOT superhuman, and 4 other insights about overseas mission
The Wild and Precious Gift of Poetry: Learning How to Dance with God
When You’re Dissatisfied and Restless Regarding Your Purpose
3 Rules for Using Commentaries
The Beauty of Biblically Broad Complementarianism | TGC19
What Makes a Happy Marriage?
Trusting God In Your Waiting Season
8 Questions You Must Face as You Fight Pornography
Four Things Youth Workers Would Tell Parents About Teenagers, Social Media, and Technology
Are You Improving? Thoughts on Getting Better, Particularly at Preaching
What is Family Ministry?
What the Lord’s Day Is
The Essential Core: Disciplining Your Mind for an Intentional Life
The Power of Common Words
9 Factors to Consider When Choosing Someone to Disciple
The Kingdom of God is for Sinners
Columns from Tabletalk Magazine, April 2019
Why Men and Women Can—and Must—Work Together
The Enduring Value of the Conference in the Internet Age
Does Modesty Matter Anymore?
Something Infinitely Better than Self-Esteem
Does Theology Cause Sexual Abuse?
A Pastors’ and Theologians’ Forum on Selecting Elders
4 TIPS FOR CULTIVATING AN EFFECTIVE MULTIGENERATIONAL WORSHIP EXPERIENCE
Building a Team
Culture
Road to Endgame: ‘Avengers: Age of Ultron’ Balances the Legacies of Gods, Monsters and Human Beings in One Marvel’s Most Underrated Movies
Introducing the Chorus.fm Shop
You Can Leave China, But China Will Never Leave You
Marshmallow & Chvrches Perform on Kimmel
The MySpace Dragon Hoard (2008-2010)
Elton John Walks Through a New Song That He and Bernie Taupin Wrote in 1970 Called ‘Tiny Dancer’
Feature: How A.S.M.R. Became a Sensation
Kanye Will Hold His Own Easter Service At Coachella, Because Kanye
Cloak & Dagger's showrunner on Marvel, mergers, and the logic of a Runaways crossover
In Praise of Tim Burton’s ‘Batman’ and Ignoring Source Material
Road to Endgame: ‘Captain America: The Winter Soldier’ is a Thrilling Superhero Adventure Held Back by Some Troubling Choices
More than 80 women sue San Diego hospital alleging secret camera recordings
Composer Hans Zimmer Talks Music’s Starring Role in Movies
How Mindless Phone Use Ruins Your Relationships
When the Web Loses Its Memory
Oh God, College-Decision Reveals Are a Thing
Spotlight on… Ant-Man and The Wasp Nano Battle!
Road to Endgame: How ‘Iron Man 3’ Forged a Unique Identity
An Art Exhibition Designed to Make Us Put Down Our Phones
The Third Anniversary of Chorus.fm
ELECTRONIC MUSIC HAS A PERFORMANCE PROBLEM, AND THIS ARTIST IS TRYING TO SOLVE IT
Stories of transracial adoptees must be heard – even uncomfortable ones
This Time, It’s Personal: How digital technology alienates you from your soul
WHY ARE PEOPLE STARTING TO PURGE ALL OF THEIR INSTAGRAM PHOTOS?
The Age of the Negative Review Is Over
What It’s Like to Grow Up With More Money Than You’ll Ever Spend
Facebook is building a 3D virtual reality based on your photos — so you can relive your prom album in real time (without your date)
Dropped Hyphens, Split Infinitives, and Other Thrilling Developments from the 2019 American Copy Editors Society Conference
Disney keeps using science as a substitute for young female personality
MEET THE INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT CALLING OUT CELEBRITY PASTORS FOR THEIR EXPENSIVE SNEAKERS
Road to Endgame: ‘Guardians of the Galaxy’ Was a Vital Step Into the Larger Marvel Cosmos
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