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caroline18mars · 26 days
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A Man On Fire - Chapter 86
It was like she had the wind knocked out of her, court? Neglect and abuse? So now the tables were turned on her? They were treating her like a criminal..her own parents, or no, she wasn’t even family anymore, they had officially disowned her..Jared, she needed to call him, she needed to hear his voice telling her that everything would be ok..in his arms she would feel ok again…in his arms she could find comfort and not feel like she was the loneliest person alive. Her whole body felt numb and she barely had the strength anymore to hold the document, the words on the letter danced before her eyes “will that be all? Can I go now?” she breathed and the lawyer nodded. Her high heeled boots could barely carry her as she swayed out of the elevator, her phone, she needed to call someone, anyone, her vision blurred by tears she ignored all the notifications and pressed the first name that came up in her contacts, her brother, it couldn’t possibly be true what her parents had said about him, that he was in on this whole scheming and framing, “Arno?” her heart jumped as the line connected, why didn’t he say anything? “Arno, devo parlarti”. But all she heard was ‘mi dispiace, mi dispiace Coco” and a dry click followed, WHAT???? NOOOOOO, please god NOOOO, you can’t leave me, you can’t!!! sobbing uncontrollably her phone clattered to the hard concrete outside, no, please work..please please, she picked up her dead phone but no matter how hard she pushed the button, the phone just wouldn’t jump back to life, where could she go, what could she do? She didn’t know Jared’s number by heart, ok focus, focus goddammit Coco!
On the other side of the world a plane was setting in the landing for Sydney, by now he was out of his mind with worry, no call, no text, no mail from her or her brother, something was wrong, he could feel it in the pit of his stomach. As soon as the plane touched down, he got absorbed by the hussle and bussle of getting out of the airport as soon as possible.
I can’t stay here in NY, I just can’t, I need to see Jared, I need to be with him, this was the right decision, Coco, her mind was racing while she swiped her credit card through the machine. “OK, Miss, here’s your boarding card, hurry the plane will start boarding shortly, gate 18” the man behind the counter pointed her in the right direction. How she got through customs so quick she didn’t know, her feet were killing her from all the running she had done but miraculously she ended up at the gate just in time, here went absolutely nothing, as the airplanedoor was closed right behind her
”No news?” Shannon came walking into his brother’s room, “nothing” it was the despair in his voice that got to him, “I wouldn’t worry too much, her battery’s flat or something, you know how she is, she never owned a phone before you came along, what time is it in the States? Maybe she’s gone straight to bed, I’m sure you’ll hear from her in the morning”, it was endearing how his brother tried to put his mind at ease, but he knew better, something was wrong, this was gonna be a long night..hopefully his jetlag would give him some solace. “I hope so” he sighed “I really hope so”.
”Miss, are you ok, you haven’t touched any of your food”, the flight attendant took away her tray “I’m just not hungry” she forced a weak smile, thank god for business class, the little bit of attention she got made her feel a little bit less alone. “I’m sorry, but I dropped my phone and I can’t seem to get it back to life anymore, and I really need to contact my…my boyfriend” maybe the flight attendant was a little bit more tech savvy than she was. “Can I have a try?” the girl gently asked and she quickly handed her the phone, but no matter how much she pushed the button, the screen remained black “if you know your boyfriend’s number then we can send him a message, or maybe an email”. Coco bit her lip and shook her head, how the hell was she gonna find him? This was like looking for a needle in a haystack, what had she done? She was lost and alone and completely helpless, she could feel her heart breaking into a million little pieces knowing that she no longer was part of a family, she was not enough, never was and never would be again, her past had been taken from her and actually so was her future. They had made the world a lot more hollow for her by the stroke of a pen, all gone, all done, never looking back.
Hours and hours later, she was standing in the midst of Sydney airport, everyone in a rush to get to their destinations, her fingers fondled the dead phone in her pocket, ok, think, there’s what seems to be a phoneshop, go buy yourself a new phone, these guys would definitely be able to help her find Jared’s number, ok come on, don’t be shy, oh who am I kidding? Come on, so what if they call you a tech retard?. “Hello, can I help you?” a young man approached her with the typical smooth sales smile, “I hope so, my phone doesn’t work anymore, I was hoping that you could maybe fix it?” she hesitantly showed him her tattered phone. “Fix it?” he huffed “we have an entire wall here of brand new phones, Android or iPhone, which one would you prefer, do you have everything stored in your Cloud? Do you use e-sim,.” What? A cloud, android? Sim? Her cheeks going bright red she stammered, “it’s ok, I’ll wait, thanks for your time though” all embarrassed and ashamed of herself, she quickly beelined it out of the shop. She was tired, jetlagged, hungry and thirsty and she missed Jared, ok think, think for god’s sakes..what hotel was he staying in? nope, she didn’t remember, how many hotels could this city have? I’ll do this the old fashioned way then. ”Where to, Miss?” the cabdriver asked her, “every 4 or 5 star hotel in Sydney that you can think of”
Everywhere she went, she was frowned upon or ignored or even kindly requested to leave the hotel premises, they all thought she was a stupid fan trying to sneak into the hotelroom of her idol. He seemed to have vanished off the face of the earth, “no luck?” the cabdriver asked as she got back in and shook her head, “you know, these stars they never use their own name to book a room, it’s always some kind of Disney or cartooncharacter, you know” he casually steered the car back into the heavy traffic. Oh great, a Disney character, no way, he would never do that, oh god, her mind just felt so incredibly numb, it felt like she had been travelling forever, would this goddamn nightmare just end? Despite the cab driver’s good advice of using Disney characters names, she was still frowned upon and requested to leave, she got out of the cab, this was the last hotel on the list, if this didn’t work, then she would get herself a room here, get some sleep and then fly back..home..there was no home for her anymore, ok yes her apartment in New York  but just thinking about NY and her parents who would still be there made it another no-go zone for her.
”Welcome to the Park Hyatt hotel, how can I help you?” the receptionist gave her a beaming smile, “Hi, I’m looking for someone who is possibly staying here with you, his name is Jared Leto, I’m his girlfriend and I would join him here in Australia, but my phone is broken and now there’s no way I can reach him..” The receptionist interrupted her “I’m sorry, but we’re not allowed to give any information on our residents”, so once again the same blabla.. “I know, and I understand, but this is an emergency..I know he’s probably not listed under Leto but I really need to see him, he’s expecting me” she was getting desperate knowing that this was her last chance, for fuck’s sakes Leto, are you even in Australia or was that just some excuse to get rid of me too, Cubbins?. “I’m sorry, Miss, like I said, I really can’t give you any info..” he rattled but she quickly breathed “Cubbins, Bart, Bartholomew Cubbins” all of a sudden it dawned on her that this might be the name he was registered under. “Just a moment, and your name is?” oh my god, bingo, he was actually here? “Harper Coco De Robiano d’Arcy” saying her name out loud, realizing the horror and the emptiness behind it, gave her a foul taste in her mouth. The receptionist gestured for her to take a seat in the lobby and went to another more private desk to make his call.
Jared’s heart was doing summersaults in his chest as he hammered the elevator button, she was here, she was finally here, he had been out of his mind with worry, it didn’t matter anymore, his lover, the love of his life had kept her promise. It took so long, Harper hung her head, the receptionist still hadn’t returned to his desk, what if he wasn’t here either? and now she had paid the cabdriver and let him go. Jared jumped out of the elevator, his eyes scanning the huge lobby, front desk nothing to be seen, his heart stopped beating for a second, when his eyes finally found her in a huge chair, completely lost in her own thoughts. “Coco..!!” she heard her name echo around the lobby, oh god, he was here and she shot up from her seat and ran straight into his open arms
”You’re here, you’re finally here, I love you so so so so much, babe!!!” he held her tight, he could even feel her hammering heart through his shirt, his hungry lips locked with hers in a much overdue and fiery kiss. In between kisses, he kept on whispering his love for her, “come on, let’s go to my room, I don’t need this audience” he grinned as he slowly let go of her and she noticed the staring eyes in the lobby. She mouthed a ‘thank you’ to the receptionist who had been willing to enable their reunion and followed Jared to the elevator where she pushed herself against him, she had so needed him, crawling into his arms again in complete silence, just knowing that they were together again was enough.
"I still can’t believe you’re here, I tried calling you, texting, sending you e-mails, what happened?” he closed the door of his penthouse suite behind her, he wanted to throw her on the bed straight away, but something was going on, he could see and feel it, she was so lost in her own thoughts all the way up her. “I dropped my phone, it won’t switch on again, I tried but I couldn’t remember your number, and that guy at the airport tried to sell my a new phone, but I just…I’m just too stupid for all that new technology and then I didn’t know what hotel you were staying at, and I’ve been in every hotel looking for you, but they didn’t believe me and I..” she rattled, fishing her phone out of her purse as if to prove it, “I’m sorry, Jared, I’m so sorry” all the stress and all the madness suddenly caught up with her and she just couldn’t hold back the tears that came streaming down her face. “Hey, shhhhh it’s ok, don’t cry” he held her again, what the hell had happened? This was not some normal release of a little bit of stress, there was more to it than that, “come on, let’s sit you down” he guided her over to the couch “what happened, tell me, this is not about your phone..how did things go with your parents?” he let go of her and poured her a drink, the minute he mentioned the word ‘parents’ he noticed her freeze up completely. This was going to be a long night, but he had time, why did he convince her to go see her parents when it obviously did more bad than good?
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samblackblog · 2 years
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Celebrities
⎔ MASTERLIST ⎔ REQUESTS ⎔
Key: ◼︎Complete ◻︎Ongoing ●Discontinued ▸Series ▹One Shot
Jared Leto
▹ The Day You’ve Been Dreaming Of ▹ Imagine Jared Sleeping on the floor Next to You  ▹ Imagine Jared Noticing You at a Concert  ▹ Imagine watching Jared at the 88th Academy Awards
Sebastian Stan
▹ Telephone Call
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Joker x Fem reader
Requested by: anon
Warnings: swearing, threats, violence, joker being joker.
A/n: if you don't like the warnings, please don't read
Request: Can I request a Leto!Joker where the reader is Harley’s younger sister (she is telekinetic) and she is a pyschiatrist and she secretly loves J. One day the reader is in one of J’s sessions with Harley but J keeps looking at the reader until J breaks out and does everything that he did to Harley to the reader. J and the reader go to Ace Chemicals to make their relationship offical (you can add the rest) thank u :)
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Joker sat across from the sisters in a straitjacket. Y/n felt a chill roll down her spine every time he looked her way, but there was something about him that intrigued her. He was handsome, and there was something she saw in his eyes everytime they locked with hers, it wasn't crazy. He knew what he wanted, he knew what he was doing. No amount of therapy was gonna help him, he was perfectly sane. He just wasn't normal, he had a dark side and he chooses to live in his own shadows, behind the mask that is the Joker.
"So who is this?" He asked, nodding towards Y/n.
Harley looked over at her younger sister and smiled.
"Oh, this is my sister, Y/n. She's training to be a psychiatrist, so I thought it would be a great learning experience if she sat in on our session."
The Joker just nodded and kept staring, the session went on and Y/n didn't pay any attention. She at there sketching him on her note pad.
"I'm curious." She said. "Do you feel anger towards anyone here?"
Joker slowly looked over at her. Fuck this man was terrifying, she didn't know how Harley couldn't get up and bolt for the door.
"No."
"Okay, just asking." Y/n went back to sketching the man.
Over the next few weeks Harley and Y/n went back and forth with the sessions, they made a schedule on which one of them would be evaluating him on this day and that day. Harley began noticing changes between the two, y/n had even told him the secret that only the two of them knew about.
"I like your sister." Joker said. "She's innocent."
Harley looked up from her papers, she knew what this man could do to y/n, he could brainwash her and get her to do his bidding. Joker could play the "I was framed! Poor me!" Act to make her feel bad and let him out. Or worse she could fall in love with him.
"Yeah well, she's not coming here anymore."
"Why is that?" He asked.
"I don't want you using her. She's not who you think."
Harley got up to leave, she got to the door and stopped when she heard The joker speak.
"Telekinesis is a new one in Gotham. You think I'd use her to get to her ability?"
Harley felt rage as she flung the door open and stormed out of the room. She wanted a transfer, she was done with this psychotic clown.
Y/n entered Arkham and walked down the hall towards Jokers cell. She ducked behind a filing cabinet when she saw Harley come plowing by.
Y/n had one of the guards unlock his cell and let her in, Joker smiled and leaned against the wall.
"I thought your sister didn't want you near me?"
"Harley doesn't know I'm here."
They sat down, she didn't ask the normal questions. Instead, they had a real conversation.
"I need a machine gun." He said while leaning over the table.
"A machine gun?"
Joker smiled. "You can get it for me can't you?"
"But-"
The Joker stood and came to her side of the table. He gently touched her cheek and leaned in, whispering in her ear. This man made her feel scared, but she wanted more. She was addicted to this man and she didn't know why. Was this love?
"I need a machine gun, Y/n. Can you get it for me?"
"I...yes."
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Y/n was in her office at Arkham when the gunshots could be heard, the screams rang through the hall as running feet fleeing for the exits came flying passed her door.
Two men busted it down and came at her, she struggled but they had her in a tight grip. The brought her into another room and slammed her down on a table. She felt them strap her down, the room when quiet all but the screams that could be heard outside.
"What do we have here?" Joker yelled.
He walked into the room, he was wearing nothing but pants, shoes, and rubber purple gloves. Joker came closer and aggressively lowered the lamp, blasting her in the eyes with the light.
"What the fuck!?" Y/n pulled at the straps. "I helped you!"
"You helped me?" He asked. "By erasing my mind? No you left me in a black hole of rage and confusion. You and your spiteful bitch sister."
Joker smiled and turned to the table beside him, he began rummaging through items.
"The sister who tried to keep you from me." He moved his head back and forth, cracking his neck. "like she could ever keep us apart."
He picked up two metal things attached to cords. Fear struck Y/n, she started pulling at the straps again, trying to get away.
"What are you planning?" She asked. "You gonna kill me?"
"No, I'm not gonna kill ya, Sweetheart. I'm just gonna hurt ya, really really bad."
"Yeah? You don't know me that well then. Cuz I can take it."
Joker smiled and took off his belt, the sound clanking of the metal going right to her core. He straighted it and had her bite it.
"This is gonna hurt, so I suggest you don't spit this out. We don't want you breaking your teeth now do we?"
J turned in the machine and pressed the metal devices to both sides of her head. Pain shot through her making her bite the belt so hard it hurt her jaw.
All she could hear was the screech if the machine, gun shots ringing through the halls and the joker laughing.
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Y/n was looking down at the giant barrels of bubbling chemicals. Joker paced back and forth behind her, he gently gripped her hips and turned her to face him.
"Would you die for me?" He asked.
"I-"
"That's too easy....would you...would you live for me?"
Y/n looked him in the eyes as she answered, she wanted him to know she ment it.
"Yes."
"Careful, my dear." Joker circled her. "Don't say this oath thoughtlessly."
He leaned in close, their lips nearly touching.
"Desire becomes surrender, surrender becomes power." He gently places a kiss on her lips. He stayed close. "Are you ready to surrender to your fate? To me?"
She slowly backed up towards the edge, Y/n could see he didn't believe she's do it. He thought she was too weak. Y/n smile and blew him as kiss before letting herself fall over the edge.
Joker watched her sink into the green liquid. He turned and began slowly walking away before he stopped. Joker tilted his head side to side, cracking his neck before he pulled his leather jacket off and jumped over after her.
Y/n felt the air being forced back into her lungs as her eyes shot open, Joker was holding her close and looking at her with hunger in his eyes. He leaned in and closed the gap between them, the kiss was passionate. He pulled away slowly, he smiled and whispered.
"Pretty pretty pretty pretty."
THE END ❤️
I'm gonna make a part 2
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junwuateu · 3 months
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i think stu machers fav movie of all time could be saw and his favorite actor of course would be jared leto (sorry) but actually he would think he acts well and is pretty.... make him feel things u know..
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misfitgirlwrites · 29 days
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The Joker Masterlist
I feel like I have enough fics to make this its own separate post, and I'll add the link to the masterlist instead :)
Where else do I write?
Wattpad | Ao3 | Fanfic.net | Quotev
IMPORTANT LINKS
Writing Request Info | Commissions Info | General Masterlist
UPDATED 3/30/24
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CW Guide
🔞 | Smut
💀 | Gore
✨️ | Fluff
💔 | Angst
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THE JOKER (Heath Ledger)
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We'll Laugh Together Masterlist
Til' Death Do Us Part Masterlist (Sequel)
Overprotective!Joker x Reader ✨️
Mistletoe ✨️
Don't Tell Me You're Jealous 🔞
Joker Having A Crush On You/How Would He React ✨️
NSFW Alphabet 🔞
Rainbow Hair ✨️
100 Degree Adventures 🔞
Clumsy Bunny ✨️ | x reader ver.
Ace 💀 ✨️ | x reader ver.
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THE JOKER (Jared Leto) [I NO LONGER WRITE/TAKE REQUESTS FOR THIS CHARACTER]
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Late Night Inconveniences 💀 ✨️
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ARTHUR FLECK
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Arthur Fleck/Joker Having A Crush On You/How Would He React ✨️
NSFW Alphabet 🔞
Deep Breaths 💔 ✨️
Arthur with a Touchy-Feely S/O ✨️
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JEROME VALESKA
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Rain 💔 ✨️ | Ice Cream (Part 2) 💔 ✨️
Speeding Ginger ✨️
Cart Rides & Samples ✨️
Let's Rob A Bank! ✨️
New Year's Destruction ✨️
Jerome with a Cheerful S/O ✨️
Just Picture Them with Their Heads Blown Off! ✨️ | x reader ver.
Anything You Can Do, I Can Do Better (Valeska Twins) Part 1 | Part 2 🔞
Until We Meet Again ✨️ | x reader ver.
One More Time 🔞
Height Exceedment ✨️
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JEREMIAH VALESKA
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Death By Pleasure 🔞
Pre-Spray Jeremiah Having A Crush On You/How Would He React ✨️
You're Mine (Post-Spray Jeremiah) 🔞
Anything You Can Do, I Can Do Better (Valeska Twins) Part 1 | Part 2 🔞
Dream Blurb ✨️
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By now I've 100% put my focus on other fandoms, but any request for The Joker is welcome ALWAYS
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n1nthrule · 4 months
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He stares at me from across the living room. On the TV there's the news broadcast of the night before: a sickly grin carved out with green paint, eyes blazing apartment blocks.
Chinese demon. 
Dragon of avarice.
Before we got over the sides of the building, I saw him shaking. He’d never been so close to the edge. He looked so small, like roadkill. 
Tyler slapped him in the back of the head and told him, he’s not allowed to be a wimp. Fucking girl. All that training, going to nothing. And then he pushed him over the ledge. 
The rest of us just watched.
The first rule of Project Mayhem is you do not ask questions.
There’s green paint sticking in all our fingernails. Blondie over there, the guy who was touched by Tyler himself, is picking his down to stumps. 
Last week, when we all gathered under the one light and Tyler started with his usual speech, Blondie came out of the circle of guys all with shaved heads and asked, what’s next?
What’s the plan?
What are we looking towards?
Tyler tagged him for a fight immediately.
The second rule of Project Mayhem is you do not ask questions.
I watched him go down from just three hits, his weak little roadkill face left all smashed up with blood. The guys around him gestured weakly, too scared to call an ambulance, too angry to call the cops. Some guy in the corner said he knew first aid, and covered Blondie’s whole head with bandages. His weak little angel face, all bruised over, with just a few small slits for his eyes and mouth. If you get close, you can hear his breathing, laced with dyspnea. 
The woman in the news report gestures at the burning apartment blocks, and says the council has already started searching for the culprits.
When we go to sleep, in our military surplus bunk beds tucked into the Paper Street basement, Blondie comes over to mine as softly as he can. He asks me, what’s next?
What are we looking towards?
Has Tyler said?
His big roadkill angel eyes look up at me through their bandaged slits.
To calm him down, to make him smile, I tell him what Tyler told me the day I joined.
“Picture yourself planting radishes and seed potatoes on the fifteenth green of a forgotten golf course.
“You’ll hunt elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of the Rockefeller Centre, and dig clams next to the skeleton of the Space Needle leaning at a forty-five degree angle.
“We’ll paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what’s left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night.”
“And Tyler?” He asks. His voice trembles with the weight of it. “Where’s he?”
I tell him Tyler’s gone. Lost in the fight for better things. He dies assassinating the President or blowing up the grave of the Queen of England and we give him a big Viking funeral. We send his coffin out to sea and leave it to the piranhas.
Blondie sighs into my lap. His face is concentrated on the bunk above as if he’s counting the planks slowly.
“That’s a good dream.” he tells me. So I say I'm gonna make it real. All of it. For him. He stalks off back to his bunk with a faint smile hanging on his bloody lips.
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cupcakefoggy · 6 months
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In an alternate universe wherein Angela grows up a witch, she and Jordan marry in a faerie circle on Halloween night, in a ceremony officiated by the ghost of her Aunt Guinevere.
Jordan doesn't remember agreeing to be married by a ghost, but what the heck, it's not like there's anything he WOULDN'T do for Angela, by this point.
(I know this is a long shot, but MSCL fandom, are you out there, please? I'm desperate okay, I just want people to see this one, it's a pet favorite of mine 🥹)
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nightingale2004 · 4 months
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I want people to think about this.
Jared Leto as Adult Sirius Black
Seriously, think about this and....JUST LOOK AT HIM!!!!👇👇👇👇👇
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AND TELL ME HE'S NOT PERFECT.
Allow me to defend further.
He is a LITERAL ROCKSTAR AND SINGER!!
He has played the joker and he is a pretty great actor
He actually almost looks like an accurate Sirius black
And looks AMAZING
The court has spoken, the jury is over.
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alfietimewolf · 1 year
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Just watched Morbius for the first time, and while yes it was a dumpster fire of a movie, it also gave me Matt Smith playing a villain 🥰
I’m a little sad that there hardly any fics on AO3 of Michael/Milo just living their best lives as vampire boyfriends with their swarm of pet bats. What’s that about? I’m disappointed to be honest
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caroline18mars · 9 months
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I see someone reading the Harper story at a healthy pace! Thank you! Should I continue (or start again) this story? Is anyone still here is another question 😉
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sarcastic-salem · 2 years
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I don’t care.
Mark Hamill’s version of the Joker is the creepiest cartoon villain of all time. Especially in The New Adventures Of Batman & Robin. That fucking laugh and black eye makeup will live rent free in my head the rest of my life.
People are always like, “The Joker can’t be scary — he’s a cartoon!”
Yeah, no, he’s not scary until you see him beat a ten year old to death with a crow bar.
Don’t hate me but I just imagine Jared Leto’s Joker doing it live action. Like he’s panting and kind of out of breath cause he already beat the shit out of Jason a bit. He has loose strands of green hair hanging in his eyes which are rimmed in thick black makeup.
He licks dark burgundy lip polish off as his lips as he saunters over to where Jason lies on the ground, just starting to come to. The Joker smiles, panting, as he grabs Harley’s bat from beside a freight crate.
He raises the bat over his head as he gets to Jason and the kid cries out as the bat comes down on his spine, dropping him to the floor.
The Joker brings the bat up again. “Four!” Then he cracks Jason across the jaw with its wooden edge and a snap rings out as Jason rolls over, gasping in pain.
There’s blood running from his nose, dribbling down his jaw, and part of his mask is torn hanging from his face.
The Joker grins down at him with his silver-plated teeth. “Smile, little bird,” he sing-songs to the boy. Then he brings the bat down, and Jason’s head snaps sideways as it crushes against his skull.
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wththefriz · 2 years
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Origin
Chapter One
The cold autumn breeze brushed against my face, blowing my hair behind my head. My hands rested in the pockets of my tan blazer, fiddling around with the keys in my left hand. It was rare for the nights in Gotham to be this quiet, but I decided against questioning it further and simply took advantage of the rare, peaceful night. Although the night was peaceful, it kept down the anger I had felt throughout the day. I had been fucked-over for the last time today. I got “let go” this morning because I was accused of being involved in some personal drama I barely knew about. They had a new hire anyway so I’m sure they’ll be fine without me. The part about this day that made my mind crack further was being used by the one person I had trusted anymore. Turns out they never really liked me in the first place, I was just sociable enough to get them into parties until they were popular enough on their own to drop me altogether. I still made something livable by posting on the internet so at least I wasn’t totally lost in shit creek without a paddle. I took a deep breath in while re-organizing my thoughts, feeling my exposed skin hit the cold air. 
Unfortunately, the peace was quickly interrupted by a loud alarm going off in the distance. I walk a bit quicker towards the sound in curiosity, peering around the corner of a building to reveal bright lights along with flashing blue and red from police cars. Past all of the alarms, I could hear a faint cackle slowly growing closer. I stood out in the open but far enough to stay out of the conflict. As I observed my surroundings, I saw the city bank that was surrounded by police vehicles, the windows knocked out with men in clown masks standing around inside the building. Those men gave hint to the main attraction who was walking into sight now. The pale skin, green hair, and signature laugh of the one and only, Joker. I freeze in place, not being able to take my eyes off the sight. I had never been this close to this type of situation involving the clown prince of crime himself. Sure I’d seen his face online and in pictures, yet it was a marvel to watch his face contort while laughing in person. I watched the clown as he lit some sort of smoke bomb and kicked it out into the crowd of cops. Before anyone could react, a cloud of smoke erupted out of the small contraption, causing the police officers to gasp for air as the gas hit their lungs. It was immediately recognized as the "laughing gas" Joker had developed, causing those who inhaled the toxin to burst out into uncontrollable laughter as their faces contort into twisted smiles. I take a few steps back, stepping into an alleyway to stay far enough from the gas, covering my nose and mouth with one hand for precaution. Through the cloud of gas, I could see a suit of purple, hearing that familiar cackle coming from the figure. As The Joker steps out from the scene, he looks around with a somewhat satisfied grin. I watch his movements closely, ready to run in the opposite direction if he came too close. Although, in the thought of concentration, I glance up at his face, our eyes meeting. I gasp quietly and take a step back. At that moment, I felt something prominent in my chest. Fear? Anger? Hell, it could be a bullet at this point. He only stares for a few more seconds, still smiling. If I hadn't known any better, I may have said his smile got a bit wider before he turned and looked up, a helicopter flying over and onto the ground, allowing the clown to grab onto one of the handles and speed away from the scene. I turn my gaze back over to the gruesome scene. Around forty cops writhing on the ground, laughing furiously, with no way to get the terrifying grin off of their faces. After what felt like forever of not being able to look away, more police had shown up along with Batman. ‘About time,’ I’d thought to myself. Before I could get dragged in for questioning, I quickly turned around and sped off on foot, walking back to the original location I had planned on going to in the first place. 
As I step into my apartment, closing the door behind me and using every lock on it, I lean my head against it and let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding. These types of situations that I witnessed with my own eyes were incredibly stressful to me. Not only were the current conditions stressful, but my mind was also now racing with the experience I had just witnessed. I had been reading and researching everything the clown has been doing in Gotham since he first appeared. I was never interested at first because all of his movements seemed more random and sporadic than anything; but when I started going deeper down the rabbit hole, it wasn’t as strange as I once thought. The way he was constantly able to escape and find himself able to survive every time he was caught fascinated me. He fascinated me. The games he had played on the people of Gotham and even Batman kept reeling me in, making me want to know more. The thoughts that clouded my mind slowly began to dissipate as I became more exhausted. I pulled my coat off my shoulders, tossing it onto the arm of the couch. I had spent all of my energy being stressed and emotional and so it was all crashing down once I had a chance to relax. I turn on the tv and flop onto the couch, turning on my side to face the tv. Before I even had a chance to change the channel, I had passed out, not remembering when I had actually drifted to sleep.
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Can I request a Leto!Joker where the reader is Harley’s younger sister (she is telekinetic) and she is a pyschiatrist and she secretly loves J. One day the reader is in one of J’s sessions with Harley but J keeps looking at the reader until J breaks out and does everything that he did to Harley to the reader. J and the reader go to Ace Chemicals to make their relationship offical (you can add the rest) thank u :)
So you want the exact story between Harley and joker? Except with joker x reader? 🤣🤣🤣 Okay ❤️❤️ I love that idea. It might turn into a series
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twyftwyt · 6 months
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hi, i'm in love with your blog 👑💝
and i completely agree with you on this "yeah, let’s normalize obsessing over celebrities. we’ve all done it at some point. i was so head over heels jared leto when i was younger, it was borderline psychotic (don’t ask why jared leto exactly, he was hot 10 years ago). as long as you’re not harming others (and by that i mean invading said celebrity’s privacy/getting into all that parasocial shit) and yoruself, it’s okay."
i've been a fan of TSTM since 2007 (sometimes if i've got enough free time i still revisit their old/gold records and they still hold up.) and when i turned 15 Jared became my craze for several years. i read fanfics, even wrote a couple of imagines but without any warnings and stuff (i wasn't good at it though 😄), had fun on Twitter with Echelon some of them were my peers and plus shared this band's music with my friends. still miss those days. i remember being kinda "in love" with J and making fake scenarios in my head distracted me from several serious problems i had to deal with in real life. maybe it's weird to think like this but i'm sure i couldn't have managed to make it through those rocky years without TSTM and that imaginable relationship/friendship.
i know everybody is aware of "dark sides" of parasocial relationships but there are tons of good ones like befriending people with the same interests, learning new languages (i partially improved my english interacting with the fans from all over the world), being inspired to craft something on your own (i started sketching/drawing on a daily basis because of my "new social circle"), discovering other bands and musicians and so on. in spite of my fascination with fake scenarios i didn't cross any edges. i didn't stalk J's social media accounts, never sent him dms, never trashed on women he was in photos with, never attacked other fangirls who constantly admired him but there was the certain number of people in the fanbase who did this. and i remember that one fanfiction writer published an odious short story of how she would have punished those fangirlies for being overly dumb and annoying. i don't think that many people read it but i came across it and it was ridiculous. vile as fvck but ridiculous.
anyway, if you know it's only a fantasy this fantasy can't hurt anyone.
Sending much love your way 💗🌻🌄
“if you know it’s only fantasy, this fantasy can’t hurt anyone” very well said, anon. and thank you for your kind words 🫶🏻
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suhmayzooka · 11 months
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Sano trio for the ask game please?? 👀✨
YAYY!!! my boys<3<3<3
rin:
1: sexuality headcanon gay gay homosexual gay gay. also, i learned about what transgender was due to some trans rin headcanons/fanfics/meta i read during the height of the fandom, so trans man rin is also something that's been in the back of my mind 2: otp sourin >>>>> permanently changed my brain chemistry and ideal of relationship; rinrei is so much funnn i swear; and ofc sano trio as a whole!! 3: brotp rin & haru--while i don't think of them romantically, their relationship is the cornerstone of the whole story and i love how they're always pushing each other to go further rin & nagisa--such an underrated relationship but in the original book rin teaches nagisa to swim and nagisa from then on really looked up to rin as an older mentor. i love them because they're so unexpected as a friendship, but they really have a deep bond that i wish was more present in the show (besides a few "rin-rin!") rin & makoto--SUCH an important relationship for both of them!!!!! they're the real complements of each other, i think, rin is fiery and passionate and sharp and makoto is grounded and doting and UGHHHH 4: notp when i was younger i'd say rin x haru, less due to the actual relationship and more due to the way SOME fans treated me at the tender age of like 13.... i don't dislike them enough to say they're my notp, but i guess yeah, they're my notp 5: first headcanon that pops into my head he's a thirty seconds to mars stan (bc of that one shirt he wore that looked like the 30stm triangle...) fuck jared leto and everything but i think rin learned english partially through music. he's also a swiftie 6: favorite line from this character oh god.... "PERFECT BODY" 7: one way in which I relate to this character every way he's my blorbo whom i project onto ever since i was in middle school . um. who said that i think i really connected to both his emotional crybaby ways (i cry at conflict), his hopeless romantic nature, and his insecurities, feeling like you're meant to do something but you hit a wall and just.,. can't. 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character his fashion.......i'm sorry but........ i cannot defend you ....... 9. cinnamon roll or problematic fave? LOL depends on who you ask! he's a cinnamon roll who looks like he can kill you
sousuke:
1: sexuality headcanon: also gay but at the same time, i don't think he really cares much for romance outside of his immediate partner, you know? so i guess somewhere on the demi spectrum 2: otp sourin, again, and soukisu, and basically the whole sano trio. oooh special mentions to soumako and souharu, for no real canon reason aside from them having some really good fan artists and writers 3: brotp sousuke & nitori & momo; he's a good mentor to them, and they have so much respect for him (while knowing how to have fun). sousuke & gou--after rin left for australia, i imagine him and gou spending more time together. bonding over rin lol there was that scene where he gave her his jacket during the water gun fight that always gets me 4: notp hmm. don't really have one? maybe sousuke x gou? i really can't think of him viewing her as anything other than his sister 5: first headcanon that pops into my head that he likes opera, and this is ENTIRELY due to an old fic @testosterogna wrote that i read back in my youth and i SOMEHOW actually forgot i read it in a fic and thought it was canon. 6: favorite line from this character "because i knew you would cry" (ಥ﹏ಥ) 7: one way in which I relate to this character we're both stoic and monotone and come across as aloof/cold. he probably has a touch of the 'tism like haruka does. oh and i'm terrible at directions kajsdhaskljdh 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character when he found haru and backed him into the wall like "don't u DARE hurt my man again >:(" and haru was like :| you dUMBASS WHY DID YOU HIDE YOUR STUPID INJURY ??? DO NOT DESTROY YOUR CAREER FOR LOVE!!!! IDIOT (ಥ﹏ಥ) 9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? looks like he could kill you, doesn't care enough to try
kisumi
1: sexuality headcanon this is one i'm actually 10000% assured of, unlike the other two above where i was just like 'yeah probably' this is something i actually dedicated a LOT of time to thinking about and even starting a fic years ago: he's asexual. i don't remember WHAT i read all those years ago, but i found some asexual kismui hcs and it just clicked. i can't imagine him any other way. i think he's also demi or grayromantic; his 'relationships' are closer to QPR than, i suppose, traditional 'romance.' he's sex-favorable to neutral, but it's not something he really craves and he doesn't feel sexual attraction. he's still a massive flirt and a gossip and loves to know about/mess with his friends' love lives 2: otp sano trio!!! asakisu too, and hiyokisu could be fun. 3: brotp kisumi & makoto. "JOIN THE BASKETBALL CLUB!!!!!!" 4: notp kisumi x most people 5: first headcanon that pops into my head well, the first one is that he's ace, the second is that he's a plant lover, which is less headcanon than it is me extrapolating from some official art 6: favorite line from this character probably everything he says to haru. OHH and when he casually is like "oooh sousuke didn't tell you about his super plot-relevant secret? oooh too bad. anyway i'm out!" 7: one way in which I relate to this character me having ace kisumi was 100% me projecting when i was younger and ID as asexual, but i relate to the love/protectiveness he feels over his younger brother 8: thing that gives me second hand embarrassment about this character the way he tried to get everyone to join his basketball team </3 baby you're in the wrong anime you missed the casting calls for kuroko i'm sorry 9: cinnamon roll or problematic fave? sinnamon roll :3
character ask game
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tea-with-evan-and-me · 4 months
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good evening! your response is well said & you’re completely right. evan has gotten so much shit from so many people over the years, it’s exhausting constantly having to defend him & reveal truth to people. regarding the person who said those things about evan, i’m pretty sure that was actually my first time interacting with them, they are not my preexisting friend. & you’re right, age really does not matter when it comes to false accusations & i believe that wholeheartedly. the reason i mentioned his age is bc i was under the impression some of your readers were wanting you to drag him rather than educate him in a respectful manner & i have an issue with people cyberbullying minors for the sake of it. if i misread that then i apologize & i’ll change my perspective.
& i never unfollowed you queen, i just made a new acc & got rid of the old one which is probably why you thought i unfollowed. i appreciate what you do for this fandom & even if we disagree on some things, i respect you & believe that you have nothing but good intentions. not that you would know bc it hasn’t been public but i have defended you many times as well. my frustrations are not with you specifically, i am more so using your platform to speak to the anons who seem to have an issue with me as they are doing.
to the anons who are concerned about my posts, i would be happy to speak to you directly & have a civil conversation if you are ever interested but idk who you are so if you care to discuss further, please don’t hesitate to dm me! i am more than happy to have a discussion at any time.
tweam, i hope that you enjoy your edibles & bubble bath! i’m going to go spend some time with my loved ones before unwinding.
i sincerely do appreciate you clarifying your statement and why you responded the way you did. i understand, and truthfully, i think most fans who see people repeating false information get exhausted, and the default position is to assume that the person wants to argue, be defamatory, and has no interest in you educating them by presenting facts that counter their argument. while that is very common on stan twt, it's not always the case, and we have to do our best to operate with good intentions and not become malicious because of past experiences. i certainly do try to maintain my perspective, so thank you for saying that.
and to any readers who want to weigh in on this: please understand that this is not the place to hold forum about a social media user that you don't like. the door has already been opened for you to speak directly if you feel like there is something you need to say, so i ask that you do not attempt to use me as a go-between because i am not posting this type of message. i know it's the norm for people to share tweets that they disagree with or peoples' hot takes, and that's fine - but if there is a situation where a particular person just really rubs you the wrong way, there's no reason continually seek them out. one of the reasons i created this blog was because i wanted people to have a space where all could share thoughts/opinions/discuss topics about evan that were way too policed on other platforms, and particularly, to move away from the extreme negativity and bullying atmosphere of the post-frannie and dahmer fandom that was going to hell on here. i know everyone is bored because of the lack of evan content, but i really just don't care about someone being a fan of jared leto or who is beefing on twitter. it isn't relevant, none of this has anything to do with evan, and it for damn sure doesn't have anything to do with me. i have my own opps to deal with lmfao i truly appreciate everyone who contributes to this blog positively - whether you send in your fanfic writing, your random thoughts about evan, excitement when we get a new crumb, tiktok edits, legal services for koya, etc.. it is valued, and tweam is only possible because of what you guys add.
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