#it'll all be okay

[phagethemage]

I've been up and working since 3am

And lemme tell you something

I want a nice peaceful lunch to myself at a nearby diner. And I'm gonna get it.

#personal #long day #it'll all be okay #but I'm gonna sleep so hard

[thepoetjean-makes-stuff]

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#birthday #birthdays #march birthday #pisces #it'll all be okay #im in my LATE twenties now that's wild #fangirly nonsense

[t00thfull]

i'll figure it out, i think.

i graduate in about 3 and a half months, my family keeps reminding me this is my last year, the grand and glorious senior year. my friends tell me about the colleges they're applying to. we celebrate every time someone gets accepted. i squeeze my fear back into it's cage so nobody sees it. i haven't even considered college.

it feels impossible, the fact that there's more beyond high school. how am i supposed to cope with the life ahead of me that i didn't expect to see? how am i meant to deal with life past what I've planned? i've barely aged a day past 13. I'm scared, and I'm dependent, and i don't feel ready for what's ahead of me. i can't stop looking at what's behind me.

but, maybe it'll all work out. i'll get a job, and i'll buy a car, and i'll move out - if the cost of living gets any lower - and I'll go to a community college, probably. I'll go clubbing and I'll meet people and I'll have bad sex, swear it off completely, and then have more bad sex. and I'll go grocery shopping and I'll shovel the snow off my driveway and I'll call my mom to tell her how good I'm doing on my own. i'll have someone to kiss and spend my time with, and i'll figure it out.

i'm sure.

#author #my poetry is so sad #original poem #poems #poems and poetry #poet #poems and quotes #poetic #poetry #poets #queer #quotes #sad poem #poets on tumblr #future #high school #it'll all be okay #i know it

[gramdma]

Happy Sunday little loves

Grandma has to travel for work this week, and I'm a little nervous.

It's funny how easy it is to encourage other people, but then I struggle to take my own advice.

Sometimes doing things that scare you can be a good thing. It helps you grow as a person.

It sure is hard to be brave sometimes though.

I hope you all have a wonderful week ahead and that you are able to overcome any challenges that come your way

#grandma loves you #forehead kisses #be brave #it'll all be okay #grandmas homemade cookies #little love #self love #new week

[supernovaa-remnant]

okay I'm gathering you all in front of a warm bonfire the stars are out and there's a meteor shower. we're roasting marshmallows and making s'mores and telling spooky stories and funny stories and there's a guitar being passed around.

we're drinking warm drinks out of thermoses and every now and then we have to shuffle around because the smoke from the fire is getting in our eyes. I'm giving hugs to anyone who wants one. we're having a wonderful time and all is right with the world.

#it'll be okay <3 #it'll all be okay

[stormwaterwitch]

I’ve had a really great day today~♥

I’ve had several dirty shirley’s today done a FUCK ton of shopping and enjoyed every minute of it~♥

huzzah kids, getting older isn’t half bad ;)c

#being in your 30's is fun #I turned 32 today! #please remind me when I'm sober to adjust my age on my meet the witch post #Reminder #Do later #If anyone is scared of getting passed the age they currently are: Don't worry #It'll all be okay #I'm still here and if I'm still here and kicking it you can do it too #You will be okay to make it past 25 or 30 #or 18 #or whatever #There is hope #there is life #and there are things worth living for #You can do it #I'm here rooting for you #and I can't wait to hear about your adventures #and if it's your birthday today too: FUCK YEAH HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE #anyways I'm tipsy and I love you #that's the short end of it #I love you guys #thanks for making tumblr fun #love you hope you had a great day today too #If not a great day today I hope tomorrow kicks fucking ass #You deserve it #Storm says so #Also dirty shirley's are fucking fantastic #alcohol is for adults though #so wait till you're of age to try it #but those of you who are adults: Seriously so yummy

[back-on-my-bullsh-again]

I've been trying to live my life following this flow chart. But the problem with doing it scared is that it causes me anxiety until the "it" in question is complete.

Today the "it" was sending a fb message to someone I'd really like to be irl friends with. But now I'm just anxiously waiting to see if they message me back. And overthinking the message I sent.

#ugh #it'll all be okay #not awkward at all #nope not even a little #whoops i got personal

[gummi-ships]

#kingdom hearts dream drop distance #khddd #sora #riku #nightmare's end #mirage split #my gif #i was going to write up a whole thing in the tags about my thoughts on this keyblade #but i just know it'll be an incoherent essay because i can't properly articulate my thoughts #the x-blade must be forged through a clash of light and darkness #but i find it so highly significant that sora and riku can create their own keyblade which is so unheard of #this keyblade isn't created with a clash but rather through harmony and balance #not with conflict but with understanding and connection and love #and i always felt as though that's how the x-blade SHOULD be forged. that master xehanort went about it all wrong #because balance and connections are such important themes in these games #it has two handles and looks so regal when combined. all of the shapes feel reminiscent of the x-blade too #it shines so brilliantly with both sora and riku's symbols. the heart and crown which is the iconic logo for the entire series #also the way stained glass is always used to represent hearts. it's so significant! #and yeah the paupu fruit keychain is its own thing to unpack #okay so i ended up writing something anyway but there's still so much more #i just really hope we get to see more of this in future games because it would be shocking if it was nothing more than a cool combo attack

[saltpepperbeard]

is this anything

#OFMD #OFMD Season 2 #OFMD S2 Spoilers #Gentlebeard #Blackbonnet #Edward Teach #Stede Bonnet #Edit #okay stay with me here lol STAY WITH ME HERE #ed's face really has me feeling some kind of way #((i mean that's a given lol but his EXPRESSION there more like)) #i keep staring at it and going back and forth between thinking it's awe/reluctant intrigue #as though he's furrowing his brow because he WANTS to not get butterflies for stede but stede is making that Very Difficult HSDJKLS #OR #and hence me making this set- #he's feeling some sort of complicated emotion in seeing stede step away from the person he met him as #the colorful bitchy poised fine thing he fell in love with #because i am ALSO sitting here wondering if stede is doing this all entirely on his own volition #or if he was ENCOURAGED to do so by izzy or someone else as like a #'it'll win you more respect and win you back ed's heart if you act and dress this way' type deal #like something something another ongoing commentary on masculinity something something #but it could ALSO be stede really wanting that world/respect/look for HIMSELF #something something stede and ed wanting to be each other and delving into each other's realms something #but just as it soured a bit for ed #i have to wonder if it'll also sour a bit for stede #and they'll consequently find 'the other home' they're looking for in EACH OTHER #and settle into a mixture of swashbuckling ruggedness/finery and subsequently complete/compliment each other #IDK i'm not being very coherent about it HA but i have many many thoughts of course #stede changing up his entire aesthetic just has me very very intrigued on how he's going to move forward #and how others are going to perceive him

[egophiliac]

GREAT GOOGLY MOOGLY, THE NEXT BOOK 7 UPDATE FOR THE JP SERVER IS SET FOR MARCH 1ST.

HOW WE FEELIN LADS!?!?!

AHHHHHHHH NOOO I'M NOT READY, I thought we'd be getting the fourth anniversary first and then Sebek's birthday and then maybe some more episode 7, I didn't -- I didn't think it'd be Friday --

oh god and they're rerunning the story cards, they didn't say this was the final part but it feels like...maybe the penultimate chapter? could the end of episode 7 finally be looming in the distance?! WHAT AM I GOING TO DO

#art #twisted wonderland #gif warning #gifs that accurately represent the inside of idia's brain whenever he has to have a social interaction #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #THE SHROUDS ARE BACK IN TOWN BABY #time to find out how the heck ortho managed to hack(?) his way into the dreamscape(????) via a couple of robot dogs(????????) #a-are they going to show us dream!ortho #i don't know if i want that or not. i mean i do but DO I? #(chanting softly) ortho fight ortho fight ORTHO FIGHT -- #okay no we're cool we're all cool here #preparing mentally to get exactly zero answers to any of my burning questions #(i kind of suspect anything involving crowley-and-possibly-revaan is going to wait until the presumed episode 8....) #(FEEL FREE TO PROVE ME WRONG THOUGH TWST) #man i just want someone to say the words silver vanrouge at some point #60/40 on whether or not i think it'll actually happen but i want this for my BOY #HE DESERVES IT #he's been through so much just let him have this #...there is something a little bit hilarious about sebek's birthday coming AFTER a big episode 7 drop though #we're gonna be in the middle of like. sebek manfully clasping silver's arm and monologuing about how they are brothers in soul or whatever #and smash cut straight into sebek in a sparkly silver bowtie screaming at a picture of goofy falling down a toilet #my kingdom hearts brethren...i am beginning to Understand

[sciderman]

How did your meeting go with the surgeons?

it was memorable

#sci speaks #the sci files #im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful. #lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon. #feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control. #i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!! #i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself. #but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.

[nymphaforesta]

i grabbed the wrong size for my razor and now this 🥲 rip it's fine *screams*

#it's okay it'll grow back super fast all good me all good

[queermentaldisaster]

Ghost cuddling with Soap when his anxiety gets really bad, so bad that he's genuinely crying and dead silent. He knows Soap is horribly overstimulated, and Ghost's room has always and will always be sensory safe for both of them.

So they cuddle on those rare nights, when Soap's hit his limit and just needs to cry in someone's arms, because Ghost's the only one who understands.

#soap with anxiety my beloved #obviously its not crippling #he wouldn't be in the military if it was #but there are days where it culminates #and ghost is there for him #every time #honestly im projecting and yearning for someone who's not my parents or siblings to come cuddle me and tell me that it'll all be okay #so i give soap that instead :3 #call of duty #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #call of duty mw2 #ghoap #ghostsoap #elo rambles

[meowyoi]

sometimes you just add tumblr buzzwords like cannibalism and gore and so your post does numbers

#this is how my 'my hungry ass could never do goretober' #and 'it'll all be okay bc my mutuals would cannibalize me' posts got a decent amount of notes #not that i really care about the notes i actually get fucking scared of how many unknown blogs are liking it #then i remember ah yea shouldn't have used the c word or the g word on this website

[eriexplosion]

So the main reason I think that TBB will have a reasonably happy ending is multifaceted but I think the biggest one is that a lot of the series it's compared to have entirely different focuses but only one requires minimum the majority of the characters to be alive.

It comes down to the central question of the work. Let's look at TCW - this one is super broad because it's essentially an anthology rather than an overarching narrative. It's literally just "what happens between attack of the clones and revenge of the sith." The only thing needed to bring it to a satisfactory close is to go up to the end of the clone wars and segue into ROTS. Which, as a tragic film, does necessitate a bit of a downer ending. But, the ending feels fulfilling even with the tragedy because it satisfies the central question.

Rogue One is much more narrow, how did the rebellion get the death star plans? The reason you can do a total cast annihilation in this one is because the central question isn't character focused at all, it's mission focused. As long as they move the mission forward, the characters dying doesn't make the ending less satisfying. The central question is answered.

So what's been TBB's central question? It hasn't been mission focused, it's not "how do we fight the Empire" and its not as broad as TCW's filling in a multi year gap between movies. It's asking "who are these clones if they're not soldiers" it's asking "how do you heal this family that's been broken by tragedy."

And killing off most of the main cast answers these questions as "nothing" and "You don't." It's like answering "what happened between these two movies" with 'nothing' or 'how did they get the death star plans with 'they didn't.' It negates the central question that we're introduced to, it would render the entire endeavor pointless. Why would we need three seasons to get Omega from 'alone' to 'still alone' why would we build up the desire for the family to heal just to say they never will? Why would we watch them go from broken to more broken to absolutely shattered in a trauma mill? It doesn't answer anything, it just trails off.

I don't even think that the question of how to heal the family can be satisfied if Tech is actually dead. MAYBE if we had more time we could soothe away the trauma of that and still resolve everything. Maybe if his loss was the only one that needed to be wrapped up and processed we could resolve that in the time we have left.

But needing to bring Crosshair home, bring Omega home, AND heal everyone from Tech's death in fifteen episodes that also require enough action to keep ten year old boys interested? Yeah, I don't think that's happening. I think the only way that this gets wrapped up in a way that actually holds to the themes of the show is an ending that has the family together, an ending that actually answers the questions we started with, one that said *they're not soldiers, they're family* and that the family is in fact capable of being healed.

#the bad batch #tbb speculation #idk idk i just can't doomsay about this one #maybe it'll all backfire on me but right now I'm an optimist #i do genuinely think it'll be okay #its almost 2 am so this might not be coherent

[uncanny-tranny]

If I'm honest, the whole "love in every stitch" saying for fiber artists does not apply to me, like. I'm trying to get this fucking hook into stubborn yarn and I'll be stabbing it like it owed me money. Is that love because I hope not 😭💀

#art #crochet #honestly the closest thing i feel to love when crocheting is this feeling that this is bigger than me if that makes sense... #...i think it'sthe feeling of knowing how old the craft itself is and knowing that millions of people have done the same as you... #...millions of people have stabbed their crochet hook into the yarn because it's stubborn but so are you... #...millions of people in the past have sat and devoted their time and effort into all of this... #...millions of people have passed on this knowledge and kept this thing alive... #...and it's the feeling of knowing that humans across millenia aren't THAT different #to our core we are more or less similar - across the ages across the colours across everything. that really comforts and humbles me #have you looked up ancient textiles? because that also sparks these emotions in me #it makes me think about the tupes of people to make the textile but also about who wore it #and so many of them are still beautiful and colourful and it shows you SO MUCH about the people who made them #even the ones that are tattered and faded and stripped of colour still feel beautiful... #...because it has SURVIVED. it is evidence of a people who made it and a people who had technical skills #and THIS is why i HATE HATE HATE the idea that ancient people were just 'dumb' and 'uneducated' #that is so unfair to them and cruel and just. wrong. (and often it reeks of white supremacy) #i'm sorry i rant and rave about this so much but i canNOT be normal about this. i can't be normal about humanity #i am learning to love humanity and learn about us and learn everything and it'll never be enough - i will never know enough #i will never know everything about everybody and it will be the death of me #okay the only thing i liked about the greatest showman movie was Never Enough because that is me thinking about all this