#fangirly nonsense

[thepoetjean-makes-stuff]

$250 for urgent bills and other expenses

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Working hard on cutting down on my debt but I'm still not at my goal amount to cover my expenses. Any help reaching it would be much appreciated!

Link to art commissions and writing help:

#PovertyCrowdFund

#MutualAidRequest

#povertycrowdfund #mutualaid #mutual aid request #mutual aid #fangirly nonsense

[rabble-dabble]

You ever find ur old art and cringe bcs u see shit that was DEFINETLY apart of an unhealthy mindset like "sexualizing LGBT relationships" mixed with "typical fangirl owo anime eyes cliches from the early-mid 2000s" or is that just me

#text post #shitpost #me looking at old art before i was more educated and mature about lgbt subjects and making stories with effort: wow this is AWFUL :D #im glad i improved both emotionally and intellectually but. WOW Kzhdkshdksjsd #its not like Offensive Word bad but more like 'sexualized MLM relationships in a weird way' bad #i mean a part of me recgonizes that it wss prolly a mix of insecurity with my gender and sexuality to make this #but also i was just a Fuckin Idiot like im glad i grew respect and outta that process!!! #that 'fangirly' behavior if you kno what i mean. i feel better knowing i put in effort of changing that mindset and that i dont do that now #dhkabdkdndkf all of this is bcs im reading old nostolgia comics and this time my critique is 'wow im not being a weirdo like THAT anymore' #dnskdhskdijfdjkejd #this is prolly a lotta nonsense but like i hope at least some1 can understand what i mean

[bcofl0ve]

Yesterday I sent you a message doubting that twitter Tracy was real. Well, after comparing what I remember from her now-deleted twitter with the definitely real Tracy's fb, I take it back- that *was* the real Tracy- if not, then twitter tracy has been cosplaying real tracy since early 2020, well before she was in Butler world. So yeah, sorry I doubted you, I was just thrown off by the fangirly likes.

I'm glad of one thing- now the disgusting freeaustin people (or 1 who has many aliases) have been exposed to the whole twitter side of AB fandom. Hope they have to crawl back into the hole they came from (doubt it). But KG has managed to gain sympathy even from some against her- no one deserves that kind of hate just for dating the object of their obsession.

you’re so fine- i 100% get being cautious and i was too at first (and i know people found her facebook but y’all please do not repost her photos from there like some of the austin fb group people are. especially now, the woman deserves her privacy). i find it so cute that she was poking around austintwt for a while, it’s really sad she can no longer do that 💔

and yeah ive actually gotten quite a few anons on here over the past few months from people saying they didn’t really like kaia but she’s grown on them bc the hate online has just become so nonsensical and ridiculous. it’s wild that these people genuinely don’t seem to realize they aren’t turning the masses against kaia, they’re doing the opposite.

#gossip time with mollie

[evilwriter37]

Please don’t tag my disability posts as “fangirly nonsense.” Like, look, I know I can’t control how people tag the stuff they reblog, but that just feels disrespectful. When I talk about real life disability and ableism, I don’t expect someone to tag it as some sort of fandom tag. This is not about fandom for once. It’s about real life.

#disability #ableism

[dramamelon]

Because I realized I kind of posted them at a weird time for most people:

Lost Light #10 write up & Lost Light #11 write up

I tend to forget that not everybody has Mondays as part of their weekend. :D

#lost light #lost light 10 #lost light 11 #spoilers #maccadam #very image heavy #fangirly nonsense #protectobots #getaway #thunderclash #slash goggles

[turniptitaness]

Okay, folks, buckle up ‘cause here comes Thea’s Memoir.

First off, I’d like to dedicate this book to my amazing boyfriend, Caleb, who not only loves and supports me, but also accepts and even encourages my obsession with the intelligent doofus we all know and love. Thanks for keeping me on my feet today, dude. I love you.

Second, I’d just like to say that if this is at all incoherent or fangirly, or tearstained... Well, what exactly were you expecting? I met freakin’ Tom Hiddleston today. I could have waited until tomorrow, or next week, or twenty years from now, however long it might take to recover my equilibrium, but I’m too excited about sharing it all with you.

Okay, on with the saga...

I’ll skip right over the bit where we were waiting to get into the staging area, because that was chaos and panic and ohmygodwhatiftheyalreadycalledourcategorybutwejustdidn’thearthem and me wanting to trample people and get up where I could actually see what was going on but then thinking “for shame, Thea, what would Thomas do in this situation?” And then thinking holy shit I think I just started my period help what do I do I’m not prepared oh no thank god false alarm it’s just my stomach being unable to cope with stress and excitement moving on now.

But once we got through the security stuff (with only a minor hiccup leading to me being scanned with one of those epic-looking taser-wand thingamajigs which was pretty cool, not gonna lie) and into the staging area, everything was fine and I could settle down to panicking about saying something dumb. This is where having Caleb along really came in handy. Not only was he holding my stuff because I was in no state to be trusted with anything, having already lost my favorite lipstick somewhere in the madness, but he was also providing moral support by saying, “I wouldn’t worry about it. You’ll probably just shriek ‘O for a muse of fire’ and swoon in his arms,” and things of that nature.

This made me giggle, responding that I was more likely to say “I’ve FOUND my muse of fire” before the inevitable swoon. But then of course I realized that I shouldn’t even be joking because what if that got stuck in my head and actually came out of my mouth? Devastation and chaos in the mental sphere.

All of this was swept from my mind when TOM HIDDLESTON POKED HIS HEAD OUT OF HIS CURTAINED-OFF PARTITION AND WAVED AT THE CROWD AND HOLY MOSES HE’S NOT AN IMAGE ON A SCREEN HE’S A REAL PERSON AND HE’S RIGHT THERE AND HE’S LOOKING LIKE HENRY THE FIFTH WITH THAT LONG HAIR AND THAT BEARD AND OH MY GOD HELP I CAN’T BREATHE CALEB YOU’RE A MEDICAL STUDENT DOOOOOO SOOOOOOMETHIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNGGGGG

So anyways. Then there was more standing in line, while the Hiddles lines are moving at a snail’s pace compared to the other celeb lines and staff people are looking confused and other staff people are shrugging and saying “He’s taking his time with people,” and I’m mentally (and possibly physically I’m not entirely sure) fist-pumping because heck yeah that’s my enthusiastically chatty doofus. But eventually we got to a point where I could ACTUALLY SEE LITTLE BITS OF FLOOF THROUGH CRACKS IN THE CURTAIN and then I was close enough to ACTUALLY SEE HIM THROUGH THE ENTRYWAY and then I was ACTUALLY IN THE ROOM WITH HIM HOLY MOTHER LOOK AT HIM RIGHT THERE.

Okay. Time for a break in the narrative for notes. As many people before me have noticed, he’s much skinnier in real life than he looks onscreen. The first impression is almost one of slightness, in spite of his leggy height. The second thing you notice is that HOLY MOTHER HE IS WAY MORE HANDSOME THAN I WAS PREPARED FOR. Screens can’t do it justice, folks. They just can’t. He. Is. Beautiful. The third thing you notice is that he’s nice. He’s really nice. Like it comes off of him in waves even when you can’t hear what he’s saying to anybody. I’m sure it can be technically explained by how he orients his body language toward people and focuses on them and stuff like that, but it’s easier to just say the vibes are strong with this one. Oh god, I’m making star wars references, I’m such a mess. Then you notice that he’s wearing your favorite shirt, the soft, blue, rumply-looking one that’s rolled up at the sleeves and unbuttoned at the collar so a couple of the twelve chest-buddies can peek coyly out. Then you notice things like how he’s being so patient with people who want a particular pose, like asking them specifically how he needs to stand, what the mood is, all this kind of trained-actor nonsense that somehow doesn’t seem like nonsense when you’re watching him and it just seems like he’s being genuinely sweet and trying to make sure that everybody has the best experience possible because my goodness look at all these people who are here to see little old shatteringly ordinary him.

Then I notice that Nanny Luke is in the room, looking as bland as ever, and am massively gratified for the split second I can spare it a thought because somehow it wouldn’t be the same if he wasn’t there as well.

And then somehow I end up in the little square of tape that means I’m next. And then he shifts his eyes from the last person to mine, and I’m stepping forward and he’s holding out his hand and I’m holding out mine and then he’s taking my hand and I’m somehow able to take note of the fact that his hands are really strong, but his grip is still gentle and holy cow as I type this I can still feel his hand on mine and it’s making even the simplest tasks difficult, because how are you supposed to type, or make tea, or do ANYTHING AT ALL WHEN TOM HIDDLESTON IS STILL HOLDING YOUR HAND FOUR HOURS AFTER YOU LEFT HIM???

And then somehow, even though he’s holding my hand and looking into my eyes with his eyes which are indescribably sweet and very, very blue, I find myself saying “Well, I was expecting Tom Hiddleston, but Henry V is fine, too.” And he’s looking slightly confused during the first clause, but then you see two quick brain-clicks, and then his eyes are crinkling up, and his head goes back and he does that deep “HHHHAhaha” laugh that’s completely delightful and I’m drowning and holy everything he’s STILL HOLDING MY HAND.

And then he’s letting go of my hand so he can slide it around my waist and I’m sliding my hand around his waist and ooooooh the shirt IS super soft, but what’s underneath it sure isn’t good golly miss molly I’m barely touching him and I can feel the muscle definition blessings on Marvel for creating this being. And then I stop thinking about that, because he’s twisting his shoulders around toward me and leaning his face in close LIKE REALLY CLOSE LIKE WITHIN SIX INCHES OH MY LORD and saying “I’m still Tom,” in that ridiculously smooth voice and perfect accent and his face is all still crinkled up with smiles and he’s giving me a warm, conspiratorial glance like “Only you and I are in on this, but we both get what we’re saying, don’t we, and isn’t this fun?” And let me tell you, this moment is pasted so strongly into my memory that I could probably count his eyelashes for you right now if I concentrated hard enough.

And then I’m saying thank you and I’m all snuggled into his side because our arms are around each others’ waists and how else could we possibly be standing??? And apparently I’m looking at the photographer but I can’t even remember what she looked like so I’m not sure how that happened. And then we’re letting each other go, and I’m saying thank you again and nothing is really clear from that point on but somehow I see Caleb grinning like a loon and sort of make my way toward him and then it’s a blur for a bit but we’re following arrows on the floor and then I’m holding the photo in my hands and OH my GOD he’s SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!! And then it’s all “he’s so hot, he’s so nice, he’s so cute, he’s so sweet” on a loop until I find myself at home, and I’m hugging Caleb as he delivers me to my mom and then I’m hugging her and saying “he’s so hot, he’s so nice, he’s so cute, he’s so sweet” on a loop again to her while we’re all squishing onto the couch together and I’m trying to come up with better ways of describing it but I can’t because it’s all true, and Caleb is making dry remarks and helping me to form a timeline for my mom in something like the way I’m trying to do it for you all right now, except that he’s doing most of the work and I’m just saying “he’s so hot, he’s so nice, he’s so cute, he’s so sweet” over and over again, even though I can hear how stupid I sound and I’m trying my best but I just can’t. So Caleb is giving his impressions of the guy, and asking me for confirmation, and I’m thinking... “I knew there was a reason I’m dating you. You see the same things in Tom that I do.” Minus the hot part, because Caleb is about as straight as they come and doesn’t understand all that sort of thing.

And eventually I stop shaking and metaphorically peeing on everything and become more coherent and Caleb has to leave for work and I go to redeem my digital download and here I am.

And here this is.

I don’t like posting images of myself online, for personal reasons, so I hope you understand that. I’m the little black bit on the edge under his pec. Look how cute he is.

And that’s the end of the first edition of this memoir. I’m sure that like any self-respecting memoir, there will be tons of new editions with added material that I forgot to squish into previous ones.

Maybe y’all can help me think of details I haven’t included, @i-wanna-be-toms-body-pillow, @lokiwholockfactory, @vicariousvictoria, and anyone else who might be interested?

#tom hiddleston #ace comic con #ace comic con seattle 2018 #the doofus #story of my life #thea's memoir

[tirna-the-stubborn-blog]

*Le doesn’t how to fucking post this shit* 

Ok I’m a super geek and I really wanted to draw Tirna interacting with some of my fave Tumblr artists and posters so here’s two whole pages of random fangirly nonsense and wonderful arts <3 

artists/users listed 

page 1

@shina-mizushima Going on a girls trip

@otto-scaarbach} Singing his heart out

@seagulldraws} Inspired by all your wonderful singing/ rocking out otto art

@meganiac Cindy lane and Tirna being crazy

page 2

@monstatron (I love maja so much and I apologize in advance that she looks like a smoosh instead of her normal badass self)

@diictatious Reading stories together <3

@kiwibirdlafayette All of your adorable Human art is just so fantastic <3

That and theres about 50000 more of you that are writers that I love soo much <3

#fan art #dictatious galadrigal #maja #otto scaarbach #blinkous galadrigal #AAARRRGGHH #cindy lane #Bular #Maker I love you guys #I am indeed a noob #yall are all so inspiring to me <3 #laidhbflahdsblfahsdb #i am entirely too nervous about sharing this #you guys rock #<3 <3 :D

[bedtimestoriesforbrokengirls]

do you ever check your tumblr messages?

Not as often as I should. I’ve left it set to “anyone can message” for a long time now, and it’s resulted in me being swamped and losing track of conversations I actually want to have. Feh. Enough of that. I’ve officially switched it to “only Tumblrs you follow can message”.

Those who are looking to introduce themselves can do so via an Ask... just mention if you’d prefer I keep your questions and/or fangirly nonsense private.

[dachi-chan25]

Stay calm Jonsa fam

Heyyyy!!! So I just read the “interview” and as a native spanish-speaker let me tell you it’s pure bullshit, the person who wrote it tried to copy GRRM’s way of speech (they repeated various statements he has made through other interviews) but ultimately they failed in making it believeable due to their own biases.

GRRM has started multiple times he values ALL his female characters not only those who can fight, so I call super bullshit on that one, he NEVER said in this fake interview that D is the whole point but the way he talked about her and the way he talked about Sansa is VERY unlike himself I’ve read and watched other interviews with him and honestly he doesn’t speak in such a stupid simplistic terms about his writing or this series.

While he has never been outspoken about it he did say he didn’t Watch S7 cuz “he didn’t had the time” but fangirlied about Reign on twitter for its good writing (aka throwing massive shade to S7) so I find it hard how could he have loved it like the interview states.

Honestly if someone could translate it (I don’t have the time right now) you would all see how nonsensical and fake it is. Actually someone could just go into twitter and ask him I am 100% sure this is fake.

#jonsa #about that nosensical interview #really is funny how far some people would go to gain notoriety in a fandom #their blog must be really damn unpopular

[mile-long-tbr]

Honestly my AP lit teacher is the biggest fangirl

Today she went on a whole tangent about about how her book husband is Sydney Carton and it was pretty awesome. She has a doctorate in literature and she's still as fangirly as anyone with a tumblr account spewing nonsense (me)

#personal #a tale of two cities #sydney carton #ap lit

[thepoetjean-makes-stuff]

Once you realize how many TV shows and movies are about a Middle-Class CisHet White Guy's midlife crisis, YOU CAN NEVER UNSEE IT OMG--

#thepoetjean rambles #I FINISHED BREAKING BAD AND MAKING IT EVERYONE ELSES PROBLEM I HATE IT #it was not good #okay #it was structurally fine #i can talk about it #STILL WAS NOT GOOD #writing stuff #fangirly nonsense

[onekisstotakewithme]

It’s my own fault, but I’ve caused confusion in the past, because my username on fanfiction was LostatDownton and on here/AO3 it’s onekisstotakewithme

To ease up on that confusion, and because I felt like it was time for a change... 

LostatDownton = onekisstotakewithmex

So now if you’re looking for me, it’ll be easier. Still me, still posting all the usual kibbs and mclilah and other fangirly nonsense, but just a heads up!

#kibbs #fanfiction #lostatdownton = onekisstotakewithmex

[starrynight-over-thepast]

Warning: this post is long and about Bea Arthur. And yes, I put it under the cut. You’re welcome.

You know what I love? I love that scene in All In The Family where Maude made her first appearance, arriving at the rescue for a household down with the flu and Archie Bunker’s bullshit, and she hugs Edith real tight: ‘Honey, you can rest easy now! Maudie is here...*steely glance at Archie Bunker*

That line, ‘You can rest easy now, Maudie’s here.’, it gets me every time. Like it just feels so... warm and reassuring. It makes me both aspire to be that reliable no-nonsense presence like Maude but also oddly reassured to know that Maude (and BEA!!!) ’s here (though it’s just a show) and Maude wouldn’t want me to give up and would tell me to keep fighting. You know what I mean?

Also important to note is that scene was the one that brought my bae Bea Arthur to TV, to stardom, and her talent to be enjoyed and appreciated by millions. Bea herself fondly called her Maude experience ‘a middle-aged’ Cinderella story’, and TV a ‘crazy, wonderful, wonderful medium’ to which she was introduced through Maude by Norman Lear. And I’d hate to think that had it not been for Maude, I probably wouldn’t know about Bea or got a chance to see her work had she only worked in theatre due to the unfortunate lack of visual recordings for Broadway at the time. Come to think of it, Bea was known mostly for Golden Girls but I think Maude must have meant a lot more for her, at least impact-wise and not to mention it affected her personal life (e.g. the marriage) in more ways than one. I think Golden Girls was partly a result of Maude too.

So yeah, I love Dorothy and Golden Girls to shredded pieces, and Maude occupies an equally special place in my fangirly heart because just because. Either way I love Bea Arthur to the moon and back a couple times.

#the blogger is Back with the Bea Arthur posts #personal #bea my bae #maude

[beckyharvey29]

I feel like I've been a bad friend this past week. @damnnmilkovich, I *will* finish Triple C this weekend and leave you a long, awesome comment! @gll-vch, I *will* read your new chapter, and then send you rambly, nonsensical, fangirly messages. @mickeyismyconstant, I *will* finally read that draft you sent me!

#sigh #how do i still have friends #im the biggest procrastinator

[skysteelsun]

Regarding Stormblood

I will most likely go on a sort of... not hiatus, but self-isolation period following SB’s drop. I do have Early Access, and do intend to take advantage of it, but I’m very slow and anxious compared to most people here in the fandom - I’m going to be perpetually behind, and there are going to be spoilers all over the dash. Including mine! My priority will of course be getting through the MCH quests as fast as possible so I can continue RPing Steph effectively (which will... admittedly be easier if he’s not in the MCH quests, but please SE, don’t do that to me). I’m bound to post screencaps and thoughts and other fangirly nonsense, thus:

My spoiler tags for Stormblood are going to be Stormblood spoilers and MCH 4.0 spoilers

Please blacklist as necessary!

#out of the workshop; #//this'll be queued up a few times closer to early access and SB's drop

[theinsanecrayonbox]

I really wanna rewatch USM to just do an actual count of how many times Flash and Ben are like, next to each other or touching because seriously, the subtext for those two is so clear Like, Ben isn't a touchy feels person, but I feel like he always goes out of his way to be near Flash, going out if his way to touch him, whereas he shirks off Peter's attention constantly, is annoyed and stuff when he has to be in contact with anyone aside from Flash Then you know Spider Slayers when Flash is acting like they'd previously broken up, taking Ben's betrayal so much more personally than the others, but still jumping into Kaine just on the off chance he could save Ben It's just, Ben who struggles with being an artificial person, a clone, for Flash to never have mistaken him for Spiderman or Peter, to have always seen Ben as his own person from day one even though he's been obsessed with Spidey and known Pete forever, it speaks such volumes and just vindicates Ben I think. No wonder he gets so attached to him, goes out of his way to make things right with him in the end, and even stays with him post graduation when everyone else moves onto other things And like, even if you don't ship it romantically, it's still a legitimate foundation for a strong plutonic relationship too guys. Their subtext isn't all fangirly nonsense, it's really there, and I love it

#scarletvenom #go to bed kp