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#it’s been tough! ngl! but things are getting better at least
clownboyskingdom · 7 months
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Who needs to worry about things when Capitalism can just beat you to death
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kairiscorner · 9 months
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im DYING to know how hobie would behave if he had a deaf gf or bf 😭😭😭 would love if you did some headcanons based on this, please !!
HELLOOOOOO omg, that's a really cute idea ngl :D i hope this is any good! please feel free to correct me if i get anything wrong or inaccurate. i'll change it if need be, i have no intention of insulting or harming anyone, even by accident ^^
hobie brown x deaf partner
when hobie learned you were deaf, he didn't pity you in any way, nor was he bothered by it. instead, knowing you were living in such a tough situation and still living your life despite the difficulties, he was actually in awe at you, he admired you.
that's another reason he fell for you, actually--despite being deaf, you were one of the best listeners hobie had ever met. when he'd write down or communicate to you in sign language how bad this one mission went, or how crappy his day had been, you always maintained eye contact with him--never once distancing yourself from him and the conversation, despite you not hearing everything he wanted to say. in fact, you encouraged him to speak his mind, even if you couldn't fully grasp at it, you wanted him to feel free from his burdens.
he struggled at first to communicate with you, being unequipped at learning how to speak in the sign language you were familiar with, you taught him the basics and communicated with him through writing on whiteboards or notebooks, or just any paper that was lying around.
when hobie tried communicating with you for the first time in the sign language you were used to, he was taken aback by how patient you were with him, how you didn't get angry or annoyed at how he struggled at a few signs to deliver his message to you. you corrected him when necessary, and you never made fun of him for not being able to communicate the right message right away. you knew what it was like, being unable to communicate the right message right away, in a way, you and hobie sympathized with each other.
hobie knew that you weren't mute just because you were deaf, and in fact, even if you didn't sound so used to talking if you weren't, or sounded a little different than how hearing people talk--he was a little saddened when he realized you didn't know how beautiful, how lovely your voice was.
AND THIS... (from the same anon who requested !!)
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if the reader struggled financially and wasn't a spider person, just a regular civilian and all, i think hobie would <:) he'd try his hardest to make if comfortable, unnoticeable, and efficient at helping the reader hear better if they could.
and if the reader heard him for the first time... omg, hobie would be fucking sobbing man. and the first thing he'd tell them when they're able to hear him better, he'd say, "love... you have the most beautiful voice i have ever heard. i want you to hear yourself talk, at least once, and realize how beautiful you sound."
a/n: I HOPE THIS WAS ACCURATE TO AN ACTUAL DEAF PERSON'S EXPERIENCE, I'M SORRY IF IT ISN'T, I'LL CORRECT IT IF NEED BE !! I HOPE Y'ALL LIKED THIS, TOO <:))
tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @binibinileonara @ii01vq @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy @pixqlsin @k4tsu3 @solecitoszn @toneystank-3000 @fictarian
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Part Two: "Déjà Brew" ~ S. Harrington
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Summary: (Then) Back in Hawkins, Reader is still reeling from the news she's just received. Turns out, sometimes the love of a mother might just be the very help you need when times are tough. — (Now) At Brew and Me, Reader struggles with the stress of motherhood and working. Turns out, a visit from her least favorite patron might be the thing she needs to cheer her up.
Pairing: Nurse!Steve Harrington x Fem!Byers!Reader
Word Count: 2,120
Content Warning: teen pregnancy, mentions of food, mentions of medical-related things, small mention of childhood cancer (not related to any of the main characters in this series), lmk if i missed anything!
Extra Notes: ngl, the writing in this chapter sucks but i promise it gets better!!
Originally Written: 10/08/2023 through 10/12/2023
honeysuckleharringtons' masterlist can be found here!
'brew and me' series masterlist can be found here!
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[ Then, June of 1987 ]
You'd been holding onto the knowledge of your pregnancy for roughly two days, and since then, everything had felt upside down.
You'd looked for every reason possible to not see your boyfriend. You only spoke to your mom and siblings when spoken to. And worst of all, despite the human being growing inside of you, you felt absolutely empty.
You truly wanted to be happy about this. After all, a new human life was forming in your stomach. But the pain of anyone in your small town finding out you were a sinner, and the gossip about how you'd thrown your life away for some guy, it was just too much to bear.
So instead of facing your problems, you'd holed up in your room, lights out and window closed. You only left your room to grab snacks—which lay uneaten on your nightstand—and to use the bathroom. To your family, you were a passing ship in the night, a ghost barely seen. And just when you thought you'd run out of tears, more slipped out of your eyes and onto your pillow, which you were holding like your life depended on it.
It was sometime in the afternoon when Joyce knocked on the bedroom door. You'd cried for so long that you lost track of time, only realizing it was afternoon due to the setting sun peeking through the curtains. "Honey?" she called, barely getting the word out before gently opening the door. She must've registered quickly what was happening, closing the door behind herself in record speed. "Honey, what's the matter?" she cooed, a loving hand meeting your shoulder.
It's now or never, you thought to yourself. Pulling yourself up, you wiped the excess tears away with the pads of your thumbs. "Mom," you sniffled, the word sounding weaker than ever, "I've done a terrible thing."
"I'm sure it's not that bad, my sweet," she said, taking your hands in hers. "You know you can always talk to me, right?"
You nodded, though you were questioning if that statement really was true, considering the bomb you were about to drop on her. More tears involuntarily slipped down your cheeks, your eyes darting anywhere in the room besides her face.
Joyce ran a soft hand through your hair, clicking her tongue lightly. "Honey, I want you to know that you don't have to feel pressured to tell me what's wrong. But I am always here if you do want to tell me."
You forced the words to come out, and you were nearly hyperventilating before you'd even said them. "I don't really know how to tell you, because I'm not quite sure how you'll take it."
Her lips left a soft peck on your forehead, a silent reassurance that she was there for you. An unsteady breath exited your mouth, before you finally said the dreaded words you'd been thinking about for the last forty-eight hours. "The terrible thing is… I'm pregnant. And I have no clue what to do."
You braced yourself for impact, waiting for her to throw you out into the street or scream at you or slap you or anything really. You'd gone over every possible reaction in the book, hoping to find a rebuttal to each one.
Still, the screams never came and her hand never even touched your skin, other than the moment she pulled you into her side. "Oh, honey," she whispered, a tone of sympathy clear in the words.
Tears started to fall once again as she held you close, a gentle hand rubbing soft circles on the small of your back. You'd surely covered the both of you in tears and snot, but truth be told, that was the least of your concerns, given the situation.
"Y/N, you're gonna be okay," she reassured. "I promise, there is nothing you could ever do to make me stop loving you. And from here on out, there's nothing that is going to stop me from loving this child. I'm going to be here for you every step of the way. Okay?"
Through your crying, you managed to ask, "You aren't mad at me?" Genuine confusion took over you at her response to the news. You'd been convinced she'd be angry, never considering that she was the one becoming a grandmother.
She clicked her tongue again. "No, I'm still very frustrated with you for doing something this irresponsible. But that doesn't mean I don't love you or this baby."
It felt like all the blood had drained from your body as you lay practically limp in your mother's arms. The air was heavy as she waited for you to say something, anything, but the words never came. Words seemed a million miles away as the discovery of life inside you started to feel all too real.
Some time passed before she spoke again—whether it was two minutes or two hours, you didn't know. Her hand rubbed soft lines over your disposed arm, her touch as warm and welcomed as your favorite childhood blanket. "Honey, I've been where you were before. Maybe not exactly your situation, but I know what this feeling is like—the worry of what the dad is gonna think, the anxiety of caring for two people. It's terrifying. But I've got good news for you," she paused, kissing the top of your head. "You don't have to do it alone. Because I'm gonna be right here."
You weren't sure you gave her a response to that. Full-on sobs were now wracking your body, despite her kind words. Your tears flowed and your chest heaved, and no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't seem to stop. Panic and fear coursed through you, and as much as you wanted to be happy about this baby, the only true feeling you had at the moment was resentment toward yourself.
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[ Now, November of 1991 ]
"Max, honey, do you know what time it is?" you asked, quite frantically. "I left my watch at home this morning."
A knock sounded on the counter behind you. "It's time for me to be your boyfriend," Steve said smugly, giving you a smirk as you turned to face him.
Max glared down at her watch, rolling her eyes at the cheesiness occurring in front of her. "Actually, it's almost 7:30," the redhead answered, pulling down the sleeve of her flannel shirt.
A grateful sigh slipped past your lips. "Ah, sweet freedom," you said before turning your attention back to Steve, who was sporting a curiously teasing look across his face. "What? I've got a hot date with a bubble bath and my feet and backbone couldn't be happier."
"Sounds sexy," he snickered.
Max huffed in fake annoyance as she passed the latte in her hand over to the brunette girl on the opposite side of the counter. "Have a nice evening," she smiled, then turned to you and Steve, to which she quipped, "If I had a dollar for every time one of you told the other something that was inappropriate to say in a coffee shop, I'd make enough money to pay off my student loans."
"Hey, it's not my fault your boyfriend is off playing basketball at Princeton and training for the NBA," you shrugged, joking of course.
Max gave you a fake pout. "That is below the barista belt, Y/N. That's just cruel."
You shot her a playful smile, giving her a sisterly pat on the arm. "Why don't you get started on the tables, hon'?"
And with that, Max was grabbing her cleaning supplies and heading to clean off the abandoned tables. You gave Steve your attention once more, curious as to if he was interested in holding up to his end of the bargain.
He surprised you with the response that came out of his mouth. "I will have a salted caramel latte with almond milk," he said proudly, sure that his answer was right. "Are you ready for that date yet?"
Your lips formed into a thin line, a look of regret coming to your face. "I hate to tell you, Doc, but nut allergies are a very common thing in my family."
"You work with almond milk all the time," he rebutted, a hand on his hip.
Your eyes narrowed in on him, not ready to back down from his challenge. "I don't like caramel."
He scoffed. "Who doesn't like caramel?"
You shrugged. "Me."
"Why don't you just admit that I was right and tell me where you wanna go next weekend?"
"Because you're wrong and I'm busy next weekend," you answered, both responses true.
He finally broke eye contact with you to look over at Max. "Hey, Max, is a salted caramel latte with almond mix Y/N's favorite item on the menu?"
"Everyone knows she hates almond milk," she answered. "I'm disappointed in you for not knowing."
His attention turned to you again, his eyes narrowing in on yours. "How do I know she isn't being paid to say that?"
An exasperated sigh left your mouth. "We make five bucks an hour and you expect me to have extra money to throw at Max? No offense, Max."
"None taken," she laughed, still scrubbing away at one of the tables. "I don't have money to throw at you either."
Steve shook his head in some mixture of disbelief and playfulness. "Would you just get me my coffee? To-go, please."
Your brows furrowed as you got to work on the drink. "What's with the to-go order? You hardly ever get your coffee to-go."
"If you must know, I happen to have a hot date of my own," he said vaguely, a sly smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
"Sounds sexy," you jested. "Who's the girl?"
"A cancer patient in the PEDS ward."
Your expression went from curious to downright confused at his statement. "Do I wanna know how that constitutes as a hot date?"
"She's got a crush on me so I get asked to sit with her on nights that her mom works," he explained, slipping some cash into the tip jar. "It's a hot date because every time I go in her room, she asks me to crank the heater all the way up. I think that's just because she likes the way I look when I'm sweaty."
A gentle smile appeared on your face as you passed him his latte. You thought about your own little girl, who'd be here any minute, and how much you regretted nights like those where she was left to her own devices, left to stay with your mom or one of your brothers instead of the person she needed most.
You shook off the thoughts, taking the money from his opposite hand and placing it in the cash register. "Have a brew-tiful night and enjoy your date, Doc."
And with that, Steve gave you one last playful smirk and headed out the door, but not before a certain little girl ran past him and over to you. Joyce followed suit behind her as Steve held the door open, then began his journey out to his car and, presumably, the hospital.
"Mommy!" Mandy squealed, running around the counter to greet you.
You picked her up, happier than ever to see her, placing a kiss on her soft hair. "Hey, sweetpea," you smiled, love overflowing from you as she wrapped her tiny arms around your neck. "What did you get up to today?"
"Grandma took me to the park!" she answered excitedly, her hazel eyes lit up with delight.
You gasped, playing along with her enthusiasm. "No way! You'll have to tell Mommy all about it."
"Now, don't get mad," Joyce started to say as she walked over to you.
Your brows furrowed. "Mad? Why would I be mad?"
A regretful look came across the woman's face, explaining, "We passed an ice cream truck on the way here and-"
"Mom, you know I always give her one of the leftover cake pops at the end of the day. She can't eat too much sugar."
"I know," Joyce said, "but Jon's in town for Thanksgiving so he's offered to give you us both a night off."
It was selfish, but you'd never been so grateful for your brother to be home. You sighed, setting your daughter back on the ground. "Well then, let's put all that energy to use, shall we?"
And with that, Mandy was hot on your trail, following you around as you worked to close up the shop. You just smiled down at the girl, prouder than anyone had ever been to be a mom. Sure, it was biased, but you were quit certain you had the best girl in the whole world.
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rubra-wav · 2 months
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Your headcanons about Vox were amazing! Ironically the part about where you explain how the relationship would be toxic was what caught my eye the most. I was wondering if you would elaborate on how Vox would be with a s/o who's basically a yes man, like they just want Vox to be proud of them in every way and not tarnish their reputation and stuff. Like legit, never complains and bottles up stuff for his sake, at the same time they wanna make him feel powerful and in control cuz that's how he wants to feel. BUT his s/o actually tries and prones him into not keeping a façade near them, kind of a thing "Use me however you want, I will be silent, obey and not judge you" kinda thing. I'm really curious about how that dynamic would be :3
Absolutely, I can 🙏
TW for abuse
With a submissive, yes-man partner in general: Vox would treat you as a doormat. I do not doubt that for a second. He'd use your willingness to let things slide and not call him out to just violate your boundaries, trust, etc. Even worse over time.
You've gotta threaten this man with some sort of consequences, or he's going to take advantage of and use you in every single way.
He knows how to read people to get what he wants from them, so when you just keep giving him what he wants again and again and again, he's gonna be so used to the dopamine hits he gets from you praising him and being able to exercise complete control and bad behaviour over you that he will just take it further and further because he knows you won't do anything.
And, when he sees that you are trying to make him proud of you and be good for you? He's going to absolutely use that against you to just control you farther. Would manipulate you to do what he wants using your desire for praise.
He'd use you and abuse you until you break down and inevitably snap at him - and considering through your whole relationship you haven't treated his behaviours with any sort of criticism at all and have just been feeding his ego without any directly negative response to him the whole time?
He's gonna be an absolute asshole about it.
He's insecure and extremely reactive to criticism (perceived or actual) at the best of times from a partner who calls his shit out, but you exploding after ages of letting things slide and forgiving his behaviour and building his constant need for positive attention and reinforcement the whole time? It's gonna be such a 180 that he's gonna be absolutely furious about it.
With a combination of being a yes-man and affirming him though provided he does open up to you? I'd say it might actually turn out even worse ngl.
I'm a strong believer that Vox needs love to get better, but also its gotta be tough love with hard consequences for bad behaviour, or he just will not change at all.
He would confide in you, use your willingness and encouragement of a complete lack of judgement. But also he'd use that.
You letting him unfurl all his God awful behaviours and insecurity with no judgement like at all, he's just gonna openly express said shit behaviour and not attempt to remedy it at all.
You show him that he can be absolutely vile and you won't go 'uhhh, actually that's not okay' at all, (or at least not firmly say that) and he'll see the opportunity of a lifetime to very overtly be awful.
He needs a loving partner who will not judge his real self and real concerns (to a degree) and take care of him, treat him properly.
But
He also needs someone who will not take his shit and someone to hold consequences over him when he's behaving terribly, so he actually does change and mend those abusive/toxic behaviours he's got going on.
Because he will most likely become and stay abusive towards you if otherwise, covertly or overtly.
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sergeifyodorov · 10 months
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calle, mikko and eichel for the send me a character ask thing >:)
hehehe taylorrrr <33
i confess im terrible at remembering my first impressions so thats gonna be the least filled out part but lets get INTO it
FIRST IMPRESSIONS
Cale: “Everyone has been talking about this man’s rosy cheeks and -- wow, he really does have rosy cheeks”
Mikko: [vague absorption of names you hear when you’re watching a game but you don’t know what’s going on][oh yeah that mikko rantanen guy is an av]
Eichel: “The guy who’s kind of bitchy”/ lbr it was mceichel slashfic
IMPRESSION NOW
Cale: Sweet little rosy-cheeked milkmaid of a babygirl. That hair looks like a baby bird. Dude is a nerd, and probably going to be the Avs’ next captain. That Conn Smythe run was memorable as hell, and I’ll always remember him as a playoff performer, even though the Avs are literally all hurt. Except Mikko.
Mikko: HART 2023 WINNER IN MY MIND. For some reason to me (ngl, my opinion on the Avs is “favourable but I don’t think about them”) he is the only Av who played the whole season -- he carried the entire fucking team through that early-season hell where everyone was really really hurt, as opposed to only mostly hurt like they were in the back half (plus Natemac was back). All this has cemented to me that he is an underappreciated big beautiful blonde moose of a man. Great tits as well if i have to be honest.
Eichel: My bitch wife. Mad respect for being apparently the only hockey out there who knows how to take care of his body (i see u going right down the tunnel when somethings wrong instead of trying to tough it out on the bench. Yesssssss). Robbed of the Smythe. People keep trying to say that he’s not better than McDavid -- this is obvious, but that’s not the point! Also I think it’s funny that that attitude (read: self-respect) has caused people (sabres fans) to note him as a locker-room cancer. It turned out that it made him a playoff performer instead. Not that I want VGK to win more Cups (for purely petty reasons, namely that my leafies should win out), but I do look forward to seeing him tear up the playoffs from here to kingdom come. Also, he’s not objectively handsome but i want him carnally.
FAVOURITE MOMENT
Cale: Just watching him skate/man the power-play. His edges are gorgeous, he’s really in the top tier of pure skaters out there. Also the Stroopwaffel Incident
Mikko: Hm. Probably that one media where they had Avs do the heart hand thing and he didn’t understand it? Himbo supreme. Just so large, and so beefy, and so stupid
Eichel: Do I really have to say it?
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IDEA FOR STORY
Cale: He is the barmaid that the cowboy (natemac?) sees when he enters the mysterious Old West town’s saloon for the first time. He’s got this sort of quiet demeanour that everyone knows not to mess with, because he’s smart as a whip and he’ll get you if you don’t know what’s good for you. Maybe it turns out he’s also the rival gunslinger and we can have this Dark Cale against nate. (and then they kiss)
Mikko: Equal parts romcom boyfriend and werewolfcore. Werewolf boyfriend. I’m sure there are no paranormal romances with a plot that can be established in this manner
Eichel: I’m still on the mceichel train I prommy but I admit the eichel section in scheherazade was really quite fun… I’d like to stay a little bit in that universe, only not plunking auston in just having him already be there. The eichelston teammates to ex-teammates to teammates again to lovers. They could be gossipy haters together. They could kiss under the moonlight. 
UNPOPULAR OPINION
Cale: I think this new failgirl era (questionable concussion treatment) is a dangerous trajectory for him. We’ve already seen many, many NHLers with promising careers interrupted or cut short by concussion mismanagement, and Cale is one of the best and brightest of the younger generation. I’d hate to see him go down the path of someone like Kariya.
Mikko: HART 2023 WINNER IN MY MIND!!!
Eichel: I’m not sure if eichelthirsting is unpopular or not (or if any of my opinions are unpopular really), but that is what i’m going to say. I saw pictures of him post-Cup with his shorts rolled up all the way and that leg exposed to get the Cup tattoo, and. Awooga. 
FAV RELATIONSHIP
Cale: Cale x a good nights sleep, cale x stroopwaffel. I think natecale is probably a pleasing one, just because they’re both Canadian Weirdguys, but i’m going to be honest I haven’t read many Cale fics. (Yes, to anyone who might b reading, this IS an opportunity to drop your fic recs in here. Id love em)
Mikko: Arsirane, I don’t have time for messing around
Eichel: McEichel, just because of that juicy juicy Narrative. They don’t have any personal beef with each other, but if you lock them in a room I bet they’d complain to one another so much about the media that they’d start spontaneously kissing. 
FAV HEADCANON
Cale: ex-emo kid. We’ve all seen that one photo of him with the bad black hair dye job, whether it’s real or not. I would just like to state that I also believe he can bust out I Write Sins Not Tragedies on the karaoke machine if he is JUST this side of drunk and horny enough.
Mikko: Reportedly funny, but probably the kind of funny where about half the time he doesn’t realize that what he’s said is hilarious, but everyone else laughs at it anyway (he doesn’t mind this. It’s a point of pride)
Eichel: im gonna vote him Most Likely To Kiss His Teammates Platonically On The Mouth 2k23
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svtdarlingbby · 2 years
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Dance the Night Away! HoshixTrainee!Reader
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pairing: Hoshi x gender neutral Reader genre: angst in the beginning mostly fluff/humor no warnings! just Hoshi being the best boi word count: 1495 Ok guys this is my first fic on here! Hope you enjoy!
getting accepted into HYBE was your dream come true
just becoming a trainee under one of the biggest companies was surreal
it seems like your hard work was starting to pay off
however, things can't be 100% perfect
the loneliness was for sure getting to you
sure HYBE was a big company but you never had time to create meaningful friendships due to your workload
not to mention your homesickness
going from living with your family and seeing your friends often to being isolated in a new city with hardly anyone to talk to was rough
the effects of these feelings began to show through your performance
which brings us today to your dance coach snapping at you for not mastering the choreography as fast as you should have
"Y/N! How many times do we need to go over this? You should've had this down a while ago!" yelled your dance instructor
"I'm sorry" was all you could muster as you held back tears
"I thought you were better than this. Even if you have to stay in the studio all night I want you to master this choreography. No ifs or buts," sighed your dance instructor as they left you alone in the studio.
now that they were gone it was safe to let it all out
the tears you had been holding flowed out as you let out choked sobs
it really was a pitiful scene as you leaned against the mirrored wall with your face buried into your palms
I'm really going to screw up my chances at going big because of my feelings? you wondered
just thinking this made you cry even more
you didn't hear the door to the dance studio open in the midst of your crying session
whoever walked in didn't see you either
just as he was about practice dancing his newest song, he saw your wallowing figure in the mirror
"AAAAHHHH!!" he screamed and jumped surprisingly high
"AAAH SORRY!" you half squeaked/yelled through teary eyes
you realized that you had terrified the Kwon Soonyoung aka Hoshi aka Tiger
"You got my heart racing haha, no worries, Y/N was it?" he chuckled as he walked toward you
oh no
this is not how you wanted to meet any of your labelmates
you simply nodded in response attempting to hide your tear-stained face
you definitely failed for sure
"Y/N? Are you okay?" he asked as he kneeled to your height
"Yes" you lied
"You don't look okay. What's wrong?" he frowned as he sat next to you on the ground
something about his question made you want to cry more
this was probably the first time someone here has ever thought to make sure you were okay
"It's just..." you begin as you began to cry more
ngl Soonyoung felt a bit awkward but he felt his heart break at the sight of you
"It's okay, Y/N. Let it out" he said gently patting your shoulder
usually he was known for being super energetic but seeing his comforting side was calming
so you cried, at least until you felt composed enough to tell him what was wrong
"Sorry for bugging you, I guess trainee life is a lot harder than I anticipated," you admitted wiping the last of your tears against your sleeve
"Ah I remember those days, they were tough," reminisced Soonyoung
"For sure... I've just been feeling pretty lonely. My whole life is completely different than it was a couple of months ago and I guess the homesickness and anxiety is affecting my performance. My dance instructor was pissed off at me and I guess that was my breaking point," you vented as he listened attentively
"I'm sorry they were harsh on you. I wish they'd have a little more empathy. If you need any help with dancing and what not I'd be more than happy to help" he offered with a smile
"You'd help me?" you asked kind of shocked that someone as busy as Soonyoung would offer to help a lonesome trainee like you
"Yeah why not. You seem dedicated and you got this far. I don't mind really!" he said as he got up.
"Wow Soonyoung, I can't thank you enough," you said
"Alright let's get up" he said as he pulled you off the ground. "So what do you need help with exactly?"
You explained to him that you needed to memorize your assigned choreography by tomorrow
"My dance instructor said I needed to know this even if it took all night" you said worriedly
Soonyoung took a look at your assigned work and beamed
"Hey I know this song! Okay which part do you need help with?"
You were so thankful omg
You explained to him that you knew the beginning up until the first chorus but were kinda lost afterwards
"Okay Y/N, by the end of this session you're gonna know this dance by heart thanks to me"
As soon as he played the music Soonyoung went into full tiger dance pro mode
you were in awe of how a human could just become the concept of dance itself like woww
it definitely took some time for you learn and master the new parts of the choreography but Soonyoung was impressed by your motivation and drive
not gonna lie you did feel your face flush when Soonyoung would fix your positioning or stature
you knew he was being professional but man was he hot when he was in dance mode
he was very patient with you too!
and learning the choreography was actually fun because he'd joke around
"Okay Y/N, this final move is the hardest. Think you can keep up?" he asked raising a brow
"Heck yeah!"
"Okay, I'll guide you. First you raise your right hand about shoulder length" he said as he performed the move
"Alright" you followed raising your right head
"Good! Okay now you open your palm like this" he said opening his palm
"Yup!" you followed his instructions
"Okay, don't screw this part up. It's fundamental to the choreography. Bend your fingers and thumb forward" he said as his smile grew
"Alrighty!" you said bending your fingers forward
before you knew it you horanghaed
"HAHHA HORANGHAE Y/N" laughed Soonyoung as he horanghaed
it took you a second but you burst into laughter
"WOW SOONYOUNG tricking me a poor trainee into horanghae-ing. The tiger agenda has gone too far" you laughed
"Ugh Y/N, you're too cute" chuckled Soonyoung
aaaaand you felt your face get warm and felt all shy
"Anyways, this is what happens when you hang out with me for too long. Just ask my members!" laughed Soonyoung
"Although tricking people into your Tiger agenda is devious, they really are lucky to have you Soonyoung" you said with a smile
"Aw Y/N stop" blushed Soonyoung at your compliment as he looked down smiling
"It's true! Thanks to you I got the choreography down! Seriously thank you so much" you said
"I just couldn't leave a poor little trainee alone like that. But you made my night Y/N. I had fun" he admitted with a small smile
"Night?"
"Yeah, it's about three quarters past midnight" said Soonyoung matter of factly
"HOW LONG HAVE WE BEEN HERE?" you wondered loudly not realizing how much time has gone by
"Shoot I don't know maybe 5-6 hours? I wasn't keeping track" chuckled Soonyoung
"Oh my gosh I'm sorry I didn't mean to keep you up this late!" you apologized
"Nah don't worry. I had fun Y/N. And I'm glad to see you happier now"
"Thanks Soonyoung"
"But you're right, it is kinda late. I know you need your rest but let me know if you ever need help dancing. Or if you just wanna hang out in general. I know you said you've been feeling lonely and I would love to spend some time with you" he rambled with sparkling eyes
"Soonyoung, I'd love that. Thank you for everything" you said enveloping him in a hug
he gently returned the hug giving you a gentle comforting squeeze
"You're welcome" he smiled as you two pulled apart.
you two planned to meet tomorrow after you presented your newfound choreography skills to your dance instructor to tell him how it went
and maybe hang out some more
but you could not be more grateful for Soonyoung
and hey, you now have your first fan!
BONUS:
"Soonyoung, where have you been all night?" asked Chan running into his bandmate in the halls as he got up to get some water
"OH MY GOD OH MY GOD CHAN!!" yelled Soonyoung
"SHUSH the whole floor is asleep!" whisper yelled Chan
"CHAN I MET SOMEONE THEY'RE SO CUTE THEY'RE A TRAINEE AND- AHH" yelled Soonyoung as he felt himself blush remembering the evening you two shared
Needless to say, all of the boys heard about you through Soonyoung's very loud recounting of the day you two had
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The thing that gets me in the movies is “what is the reason why JD kept the stupid funderdrawers that Clay didn’t even want” i know it’s like a gag but treating it seriously is funny and I can think of only two potential reasons why he both made Clay wear them and also kept them afterwards.
the first one is that they were like a brand name thing advertised to kids that 8 year old Clay saw when shopping and he begged JD to buy for him and John was like “I’m not buying a 3 pack that costs $60 no way” and Clay begged and JD told him he’d buy them but they had to last for at least like 3 years at that price. And 1 month later Clay was sick of them and JD was like “tough shit bro” cause he was also an immature preteen at that age. He found them when he went back to the tree and kept them because they had belong to Clay and reminded him of how stupid that whole thing was. despite the fact that they were a biohazard and he eventually ended up putting them in a display when he got an intervention from his friends for his hoarding problem and had to organize all his memorabilia in a way that didn’t result in giant piles on the floor.
The other option is that the company that sold em was one of the brozone sponsors and somehow wearing em was part of Clays contract as a celebrity. And that Clay had like a million pairs of them one of which ended up in JDs stuff when he went back to the tree and grabbed a bunch of stuff and he was missing his brothers who he thought were all dead and he couldn’t bear to throw them out because they belonged to his dead brother despite the fact that they were a biohazard and he eventually ended up putting them in a display when he got an intervention from his friends for his hoarding problem and had to organize all his memorabilia in a way that didn’t result in giant piles on the floor.
Anyway this is thinking way to deeply on a movie gag that is admittedly a semi important plot point in the film but I think it’s interesting to consider that JD probably had a hoarding problem of some kind because he had literally all the childhood stuff from grandmas pod with him in Rhonda. It’s definitely one thing to take important memories but JD clearly took almost everything and still had it by the start of the third movie at least 20 years later, Poppy did not notice any indication in that pod that 5 childhoods went through there which is why she didn’t suspect that branch was part of brozone or that he had siblings. 5 boys living in a small house together is not a easy thing to hide evidence of… like John must have took literally everything in the pod that belonged to one of his brothers or contained some sort of reference to his little brothers his parents or himself with him he only didn’t take his grandmas macrame with him cause that was like one of the only personal items in the pod besides the one Brozone record of the failed performance that John presumably didn’t want to take.
Ngl I could totally see the first one happening. I actually have four younger siblings and I’ve seen this wayyyyy too many times. Granted, my parents had a better grasp on the term no though lol But I imagine it's different for parentified siblings - especially really young teen siblings
As for the concept of JD having a hoarding problem I actually have a really hard time seeing that. Dude has been perpetually camping and hiking for 20 years. And sure, Rhonda is big and stuff but I honestly can’t see him having that type of problem with what he does.
I think he took everything he possibly could because he thought they were dead. We know at VERY LEAST he thought Branch was dead. My guess is since he didn’t know everyone else left the tree, he probably thought they were dead too.
That kind of devastation and grief - especially for someone like JD who really loves his brothers - I can’t even imagine. I would probably try to take everything I could that was theirs too. It probably wasn’t a methodical thing either, like him going through stuff to see what he wanted to take. It was probably more like just grabbing anything he could.
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Xever/Bradford Headcanons🐕🐟
 It always surprised me how they don’t have a lot of ship content considering all the times they’ve interacted and been together. Ngl this is also kind of a rewrite for me, if Xever and Bradford got to develop as better people or atleast got closer and had a closer relationship. I always wished the Foot Clan fostered closer relationship and just hanged out more.
Ship name: Dogfish🐕🐟
Basically an enemies to lover situation. After a while of having to deal with a lot of static in their lives already, decide to try to give each other a little less fuel to the fire, eventually getting to know each other better and falling for each other.
Don't really show alot of their affection in front of the other Clan members and prefer to keep their closer moments to themselves. Though overtime a lot of them began to see something, when they've been less wanting the bite the other’s head off.
They do though act more lovey dovey around Karai to annoy her.
Realized they were getting close when they tried to cover up for each other, even trying to take the blame for a failed mission.
Bradford has a lot of regrets on how he used to be towards Xever. He used to hate his mutation, but at the same time in a way, grateful for the change, as it helped take his ego down and reflect, getting closer to Xever. Overall becoming a mutant brought them together and became a better guy for him.
Bradford REALLY regrets causing Xever's mutation. I can see Brad one night just unable to sleep and just apologizes right on the spot. Xever hold him saying if he can forgive him for almost letting him die(Never Say Xever), he can forgive him too.
Bradford eventually became pretty protective of Xever. A lot of the time for high risk missions, he’d offer to go in place of Xever or atleast go with him. Xever gets annoyed as he doesn’t feel he needs to be protected(but honestly just as worried for Bradford too).
Xever calls Bradford Brad for short or just Chris sometimes and Bradford calls Xever, Xev.
Have to be careful when kissing(u know, poisonous venom).
Sometimes dance together. Xever tends to accidentally step on Brad’s feet, they’re pretty big.
Xever usually does the cooking. Bradford usually has trouble due to his size(and tail hitting or catching unto things). He’s at one point had it set on fire🔥
For winter, Bradford gave Xever a scarf from his own fur to keep him warm. Xever got him a Chris Bradford dog collar. The one time where someone’s happy to wear a dog collar, lol. 
Taught each other some of their fighting moves. Train and practice together a lot.
Bradford likes to lick Xever. He's Very ticklish.
Bradford took up Portuguese to impress Xever.
Bradford’s big spoon and Xever little spoon. Basically sleeps on Bradford like a pillow. Bradford’s more than happy to let him rest on him. 
When Bradford feels down, Xever let’s him lay on his lap and rubs his head.
Xever's pretty touch starved but at the same time doesn’t like being vulenerable.  Bradford usually just waits things out for Xever until he’s done acting tough and let’s him comfort him. The lap lay works for Fish guys too.
One time Xevers robot legs were damaged during a mission and he couldn't walk so Bradford ended up carrying him back. Xever was pretty flustered to say the least.
When they can enjoy taking naps together. On stakeouts take turn shifts. Bradford usually let's Xever sleep a little longer.
Bicker a lot. Usually at the end r just tired and forget what they were even bickering about
If they ended up actually hurt each other, usually have trouble(Bradford) saying sorry. Usually just keep some space until they feel like talking again. Bradfird def used the puppy eyes.
Help clean and patch each other up from missions and Shredder's more violent punishments.
With all the absolute madness going on, they prefer to just keep things simple. Between fighting turtles, evading Master Shredders wrath and everything else the city dumps on them, they just want a few minutes to not have to worry about being killed, mutated again or worse. Plus working in the foot you don't get a lot of time for fancy dates.
They tend to hang out on the rooftop to relax together.
Tend to have a lot of movie nights. Brad almost always picks a movie he was in and he's been in quite a bit. He always gets excited when he sees his debut.
They also enjoy just talking. About their past, now, what could happen. I can see Bradford tell Xever about the Lore of the Footclan and Xever perhaps some interesting stuff about Brazil.
They also watch Bradford’s cartoon series together. Xever laughs at the crazy absurdity of it all.
Likes to cuddle Bradford for warmth, considering all the fur he has. Def misses his first and fluffier mutant form but at least it's easier held hands with.
Xever bruhses’s bradford’s hair to make him feel better.
Xever would've taken Bradford’s death more harshly. 
They'd both be conflicted when he's revived. Like yay, they're together again but also his soul was revived by a demon.
Xever would be devastated about Rahzar becoming Kavaxas puppet, losing him again. Perhaps after the incident when Xever renounced the foot for good, maybe he sees Rahzar who somehow crawled back up and decide to leave together. Perhaps eventually they get turned back human
What do u think? Any headcanons u have? I’d love to know💖
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fullmetalgirl98 · 3 months
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30 days Hypnosis Mic challenge
DAY 2: favorite member of your favorite division
🎤 Dice Arisugawa (MC name: Dead or Alive)
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If it weren't for the fact that Dice is also my favorite character ever, the battle here would've been extremely tough with Gentaro, ngl.
But here I am, talking about him, as it should be.
Dice was the first Hypmic character I interacted with even before I knew about the project. I remember seeing fanart of him around (it was right around the time of Hypmic's early days) and I immediately thought he was so cool, with that pearl chain with the small dice attached to his hair lol
So I could say that it was thanks to him, if I met Hypmic :')
Of course, as I got to know him more deeply, I found that the idea I had of him was completely different AHAHAH: I thought he was an asshole who thought he was better than everyone else, with that beautiful pointed canine peeping out from between his lips (sorry, professional distortion) and that disheveled double-cropped hair, which gives him that stray cat look (and I LOVE cats, so fine with that) … but NO?!!! He is one of the most naive and genuine characters in the whole project, always ready to help someone in need, especially if it's his Posse!
Initially, then, he was definitely not my favorite…but I gradually came to mature that realization as I got deeper into the story (the battle was very hard, I won't deny it…he had to compete at least with Gentaro and Ichiro, at first eh).
And leaving out the fact that, minus the ludopathic jerk facade he displays most of the time, he too hides a "dark" past that makes him terribly charming, so much so that he never talks about it and gets that beautiful serious, pissed-off expression that he so rarely wears, and also leaving out the fact that his style of clothes is something I LOVE (despite the fact that you definitely need to buy new ones, man…thank goodness for the new wardrobe churned out recently, because WOW?! Finally he can not die of cold in winter and hot in summer), these are NOT the main reasons why I grew up loving him.
But the main reason is his rap style.
GUYS.
DON'T GET ME STARTED.
I absolutely LOVE his rap, his flow, his rhymes, his VOICE (Nozuyama is so damn talented ahhhhhhhhh!!) and all those vocal steps and scratches he adds in many of his verses (I don't know how else to describe this stuff, I apologize). So yes, I love any part of him in a song, because he has an ability to make even rocks cool, my baby boi.
Not for nothing do I truly believe that he is the only one (aside from Kuko, perhaps) who can stand up to Ichiro in this respect and that of freestyle. And singing his parts always gasses me so much, it's an idescribable thing, I swear.
In conclusion, then (I've talked EXCESSIVELY a lot), I think Dice is relatable enough for many people: wearing a cheerful and idiotic facade is much easier than showing others the darkness inside, isn't it? (a concept that nevertheless fits well with all the Fling Posse)
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hiii, your fics are such a huge comfort 💙 thank you for all your writings abt our moth boy 💕
something i'd really love your thoughts on is if foul legacy can eat food? Does he need them still? since he's transformed into an abyssal creature and stuff, is food still something he can enjoy or does it disgust him?
cause ngl cooking is... kinda the only thing im good at T-T or at least it's the only skill im most confident in? and i love cooking for loved ones. I would love to be able to make legacy a whole feast or something (like i'd be genuinely happy if i can cook that much for anyone if they need it) but maybe it would be disgusting for him??
hehe i'm glad you enjoy my fics!!! may they continue to bring you much comfort during tough times!!! <333
you're in luck!! Foul Legacy can still enjoy food to the fullest!! verdict's still out on if he really NEEDS it (i'd say technically no, he can survive without it, but it helps improve his general health still) but if you're a good cook he will happily eat any food you give him!! you'll need to be careful the first few months you start taking care of him, though- he's been surviving on his own for a while and his body isn't able to process anything super heavy or rich- but after he's healthy again he loves anything you give him!! (there's a decent chance he cries the first few times he eats the food you make, since it's good and tasty and he hasn't had something like this in so long)
Childe will also try to help you in the kitchen!! it,,, doesn't work very well since he's quite big and takes up a lot of space, and if he makes a mistake he whimpers and hunches over :(( so instead you let him help taste test things!! he can and will tug on your sleeve, snuggling into your neck until you relent and give him some snacks. eventually he does end up learning how to navigate the kitchen and make a few of your recipes, mostly things like soup in case you get sick!! he keeps it a secret because he wants to surprise you the next chilly day, because what's better than coming home to a hot meal?
well, maybe a hot meal AND a soft fluffy Foul Legacy purring happily <33
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cherrygrudge · 10 months
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So. IS3 Fate's Favored Child, am I right?
Lords above the Last Knight was tough. Especially because I wasn't able to get the Knight's Corpus (the collectible that reduces the Knight's defense) and also because Pozy, who was supposed to be a big damage dealer, got fucked by the dice. She rolled Metastatic Aberration t w i c e.
Like. That's just absolutely unfortunate. I'm glad that I got the Hand of Buckler though. It definitely helped with the second phase!
But the MVP of this run was absolutely Lee. Thank you to the person I borrowed him from! Because holy shit was the Last Knight's freeze mechanic something that hard counters my usual strategies - i.e. borrow a Thorns, a Chalter perhaps, maybe even a Ling. Or use Irene.
All those operators would have been frozen so hard.
I mean. I also did hope to try a Stainless S3 thing, but... as you can see, it didn't pan out. I got him very late. I don't think the Knight would have frozen the devices, at least? But I'm not entirely sure.
I even kept some of the rubble alive for the Ending 2 lore third segment in the IS3 info thing, yay!
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...Now to do this... 2 more times... yay.
NGL though, this is very personally hype for me. Even if I never plan on revisiting this ending until I have my own Lee or learn better ways to deal with this boss that doesn't rely on getting the Hand of Buckler and Pozy E2, the boss was pretty neat in concept!
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itstheartistical · 2 years
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so I just finished watching Rise of the Titans since I lost track of the Tales of Arcadia franchise when the OG Trollhunters series ended. skipped 3Below but watched Wizards. my overall consensus when it comes to the movie is:
it’s not bad, but it’s disappointingly mediocre. overall meh. 
killing off 1, 2...5? characters? separately and as a whole those deaths suffice, even if I’m a little grouchy because I like Strickler and Nomura (also the only Changelings). my only serious critic when it comes to these deaths are that they were too close together, and while Nomura’s was tragic by her weakness being harnessed in a way that couldn’t be prevented, Strickler’s felt lazy and as if the only purpose was to hurt the audience and Barbara because apparently, Barbara can’t have nice things. it didn’t feel natural like Nomura’s and instead the scene felt purposefully manipulated to orchestrate the death. Toby’s death was similarly natural, and not one I had issue with besides it being Toby. Skrael and Nari’s double KO was fine as well.
the Steve pregnancy thing was just bizarre and subtracted from interest. like a weird comedy relief plotline that just made you uncomfortable instead. I mean the Fairly Oddparents mpreg plotline was weird but...at least it was a plotline. Steve was pregnant for...18 hours. that’s not a plotline, that’s a youtube compilation.
so the movie was fine for 90 minutes, and then Jim gets the idea to go back in time to prevent all the shit that just happened.
Now, my main gripe about this isn’t how it erased the past 3 series or that he’s passing off his responsibilities to Toby or that he never met Claire or Blinky or whatever. 
My gripe is that this was literally the episode before his trial for freeing Gunmar in Season 2. Episode 11, “Unbecoming”. He already experienced what life had been like if he went back to the beginning, and life if he has never been the Trollhunter. What’s the point of making that the movie ending if there was already a whole episode dedicated to refuting the point 5 years ago? Jim was always meant for the role, and it transformed his life for the better even if it came with downsides. And not only his life, but so many others as well. Heck, the end of that dream sequence is literally the apocalypse where like everyone Jim loves, including Draal the Trollhunter, dies. Jim sacrificed a lot and made a lot of tough decisions after getting the amulet, but it’s even more reason to not fuck up the time stream and make what he has that much more meaningful.
Speaking of, the other issue is that Tales of Arcadia has an love for the time travel trope that was literally...the death of it. I mean Wizards was great yeah, but that’s enough time travel. Also not sure how to feel about Jim doing a hard-reset from troll to human as the end there but...it’s fine. i mean part 3′s focus on his decision to sacrifice some of his humanity for the good of all was pretty important and it’s a bit iffy to reverse that. alas he just had a sick ass half-troll form. and troll form. i liked hulking troll jim ngl.
“trollhunter make ninth configuration. kronosphere make right.” I mean, no offense nari, but after the whole emphasis during the movie where the world should not be reset, I’m not sure resetting at least the past 2 years is any better. That already undoes too much. it doesn’t really “make right”. No resetting.
jim doesn’t even know...more than half the “configuration” at the beginning of the series. blinky, arrraaagh, krel and aja, nomura, he barely knows douxie, isn’t close with claire, nari is in camelot, steve hates him. he might be doing this to bring back the people he lost, but in doing so, they don’t even have those bonds anymore. it’s just...weird. 
and finally, the weirdest thing...how the hell did the amulet even choose Toby?? I don’t think it can be “given” away like that according to the series mythos. not only is it weird for jim to “let” or even want toby to be the trollhunter, but the amulet can’t assign itself to a new person can it?? or did it decide that jim was no longer worthy for changing his viewpoint and decide toby is a better option.
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heyyy~~~ you are a lovely person and writer! sometimes things get tough but we emerge stronger every time. remember! things get worse before they get better! and you always have at least one person in your corner.
just felt that someone should hear this message today and then i stumbled across your blog 💕
Brb gonna ugly cry- 😭 thank you soo much I really needed this, my exams are coming up next month and I'm very much stressed out on what's gonna happen but really thank youu❤.
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But why are you anonymous? We could've been friends or at least mutuals ngl.
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but in saying all that it doesn’t help that fans hype her up for it and excuse it as her being ‘cheeky’ like don’t get me wrong I love Katie she seems like a genuinely nice person and is a great player but I also feel like it would be hard to change your style of play after doing it for so long iykwim.
On another note I feel like a lot of her fan base would disappear if she stopped playing as aggressively as some people only watched her for that type of play or the drama she is linked to which is totally unfair on her.
Bit of a completely different topic (sorry not sorry) but I also find it unfair how people automatically assume she is in the wrong with the rue drama/ break up just because she is close with Caitlin. It’s also unfair how rue talks about anyone involved like they couldn’t watch it or fans couldn’t consume it and hate on Katie and Caitlin for it. Like rue constantly hates on Katie and drops snide comments about things but ppl say it’s fine bc she got ‘cheated on’ and it’s her coping mechanism. No hate to rue but she’s dropping (non subtle) hints that Katie cheated and the internet is chewing it up when in reality it could not be true (or it could idk) but it’s still unfair to assume that Katie cheated and it’s unfair to drag Caitlin into it. I understand she can be heartbroken as it was a long relationship but at the end of the day it’s really uncalled for and effects playing as shown in the World Cup.
Sorry I felt like that last paragraph was a bit off topic but I feel like it falls under the heading a little bit since it’s about ppl doing unnecessary things or not controlling themselves better
yeah no i don't doubt it isn't easy and its so hard to get out of a 'persona' that has been your identity for so long, especially to tens of thousands of fans, but i think it can definitely be deescalated to a point where it isn't as harmful? like again, im all for shithousery, even the ones katie does, but like only sometimes yk? like once in a while, sure, understandable. but game-in, game-out? gets tough for me to support her as a fan bc like, i just don't find that style of play appealing in the least.
your second paragraph really points out the main issue with her changing up her play style, she will very very likely lose fans. maybe not the veteran ones that watch for the skill, but the ones that watch for the shithousery for sure, and i don't doubt that is likely a huge number. it is a shitty situation unfortunately.
in terms of the rue/katie thing, i feel like everyone's looked so deep into it, trying to pry information, that it's lowkey absurd.
there's a reason they didn't publicly announce it. there's a reason there's been very few mentions of the actual cause. and it's because we don't really need to know. it's their personal lives and if this is how they chose to go about it, then we as fans owe it to them to respect it ykwim? picking sides and blaming a party or another when we barely know anything is useless imo.
as someone who really isn't invested in the whole thing, i don't really care for rue's remarks. if anything i find them quite funny ngl. (watched one on the life's a pitch episodes, and im sorry but it was hilarious). though, i do feel like anyone using rue's comments to attack mccabe really needs to back off tbh. taking mccabe's silence as her admitting to cheating or whatever is honestly crazy. if rue's way of processing it is making jokes, then people need to recognizing that, laugh and move on, or get upset and just remove themselves from the situation yk? and if katie's way is to just not mention it, then respect that and let her be. i don't think the whole thing's easy for them and there's no need for everyone to know everything that happened. just let em be, laugh at the interactions if you want and move on ykwim? oh and caitlin should totally be left alone for sure.
but that's just my two cents, and like i said, i haven't been too invested so i'm likely missing points/situations that happened.
ahah ur good. i've been seeing a lot of stuff floating around about the whole thing so it's been interesting to see someone's take on it!
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My apologies for not being active. It's been tough lmaos. Stuff with my family has been going on, and my friends.. Blah blah blah. Got embarrassed because my friends asked if I was on of my psychology teachers favorite students (I wasn't in their period.), and he said "No, but I'm not blind. I'm aware that I'm one of hers" out loud in the class, and my friends have been joking about it. So I'm reminded of it everyday. My boyfriend uhm. Well, I'm sort of considering maybe bringing shit up that bothers me, because today he said that since he got with a "bum" like me, he obviously doesn't have taste. Replied with ow? And told him it's bringing the petty out of me lmfao, and he started going "Oh no I'm so scared" yk shit like that. So I'm annoyed, and angry. Told him to "unget me then tf". Sigh. It's just been tough, and I can't handle people talking about my appearance anymore. I've had enough of everyone, and I mean everyone picking fun at me for it. Like my friends are constantly talking about "how big my forehead is", my boyfriend would say stuff about it too, but a couple days ago Ig he was feeling nice and told me that he's just hating on me. That there's nothing wrong with me. But then he contradicted himself today?? Ik its a joke, but it's hurtful and Idk what to do about it. He legit told me he was gonna do something while I "sulk", so I'm just afraid that if I say smth about it, then it would be an argument 😩 Life is confusing.
Been so depressed lately that I haven't been going to my classes. Luckily, we're out because of the snow. So I don't have absences rn. But mannn.
Anyway. I'm probably gonna lay down and sleep, maybe do some work I haven't done, idk? But I'll try to be in your asks again lol, just don't have the energy 😔
Xoxo 👽
BAE DONT EVER APOLOGIZE FOR THAT ITS OKAY!! I UNDERSTAND THINGS R HAPPENING AND IM SORRY THAT SO MUCH IS HAPPENING RN FOR U AND I HOPE YHINGS GET BETTER :(
also that’s so fucking weird and unprofessional of ur psychology teacher ngl like who the fuck says that genuinely… and bae ur bf… i still whole heartedly believe should be an ex bf and this literally just pushes me towards that opinion even more :/ u deserve a better bf!! one who doesn’t “poke fun” at u like that or starts an argument when u “sulk” or whatever. u deserve a better bf and better friends ngl . and i truly truly TRULY hope u get that.
at least yay for no school :( ily! take some time for urself and i’ll see u in my ask box whenever u have the energy! don’t worry about it!!
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8, 13, 21
8. common fandom opinion that everyone is wrong about
Not really super common but I have seen it pop up from time to time on Twitter, and like. Ngl I get pretty annoyed at some people slotting Fujino in the 'yandere' category. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for exploring what could put her in a situation like this! But canonically? She really isn't.
Also, actually...I'm kind of tired of people thinking Hanamiya's going to stay a bad guy forever when he could just as well have the capacity to change. Not like a complete 180 where he ends up becoming a different character entirely of course, but more along the lines of something where he grows to kind of chill out, at least.
13. worst blorboficiation
lkfls I'm not sure what even counts as a character who has the worst blorbofication...though in general for me, I think if it gets to a point where someone says 'my blorbo' but it turns out they have mischaracterized the character so badly it's not the actual thing itself and may as well be an oc, then I do feel that'd be one of the worst.
21. part of canon you think is overhyped
Ohhh, that's kind of a tough one. Usually if I'm into a story, I'll be kinda easily impressed regardless! But, if I really had to pick something that's overhyped...
(jjk spoilers ahead)
I think it'd have to be part of Gojo's unboxing. I say part because the bit with the students using their methods to free him and Shoko being so nonchalant about it was extremely funny!! But then after that bit, the rest of how it went felt underwhelming imo. And like considering the amount of time everyone waited for him to be free only to result in this...admittedly, the rest of it could have been better paced 😔
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