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sleepychaika · 5 months
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dear um. Scott pilgrim nation i actually have a question: what the heck did this very normal reaction to his friend coming out as gay actually Mean. any and all thoughts will be accepted because i barely have any idea
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ribbittrobbit · 10 days
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hey mutuals hmu if i can complain with you about the phenomenon of t*ylor sw*ft bec its that time of year again
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veronicathegoddess · 1 year
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i hate when someone invites me to like do something or go somewhere but they also invite someone i dislike, that they know i dislike and when i say i don't want to come because that person is there they're like it's fine, just ignore them...because i want to spend money i barely even have to spend time around people that have hurt me????? like if i don't like the person, idc who else is there and if i can ignore them, i'm not gonna put myself into a situation like that and idk why that's so hard for people to get
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ghoulodont · 6 months
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i feel like the popular image of paranoia is looking out a window peeking through the blinds like hmmm thats suspicious and while it certainly can look like that i feel like that doesnt really capture the thoughts or the mindset or the reasoning of it, to the point that it took me kind of a long time to recognize my own experience of paranoia. for me its like everyone is being very hostile to you and i just accept it as reality without question. the looking out the window seems very passive and observational whereas when im paranoid im actively defending myself. im fighting back and being confrontational and accusing people of trying to harm me. and its hard to even notice im doing it sometimes
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cumulo-stratus · 8 months
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Communication Issues
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(GIF NOT MINE)
Plantonic!BAU team x french!reader
Description: reader is from France and lived there until he was 11/12 and then moved to america and his first language is french. He also has a little bit of an accent. Basically reader is new to the team and it is their first late night back home on the jet with him. And basically they learn that when hes tired he reverts back to his mother tongue.
CW: possible swearing, I can't think of anything else
A/N: I'm thinking of making a series about this, like just funny scenarios related to the reader being French, if y'all have any ideas let me know! Also reader is gonna be loosely based off me when im rly tired cus i get kinda giggly/floppy/goofy. ( also sry it's short)
French, translation
3rd person POV:
after a hard, and long case the team was very ready to go home. They had found a 9 yr old girl and rescued her from a man holding her in his basement to torture her. And even though it took the profilers almost 3 full days with almost no sleep to find her. To say they were tired was understatement. It was almost 2 am when they trudged onto the plane, all tired physically and emotionally. Y/N was the last on the plane and decided to take the couch to get some sleep. Just as he was sitting down Reid plopped down next to him. (Y/N and Reid liked to sit next to each other so they could read together)
“Désolé reid, je veux lire avec toi, mais je suis trop fatigué pour ça” (sorry reid, i wanna read with you but im too tired for that) you said to him, slightly slurring your words. “Huh?” Spencer looked up at you with a small crease between his eyebrows. The switch in language caught the rest the rest of the team off guard as well (evidently by the looks on their faces) you peered at them just as perplexed and asked “Qu'est-ce qui ne va pas?” (Whats wrong?).
“Dont worry guys I’ll talk to him” said spencer with a little giggle at his new friends antics. Morgan gave spencer a little knowing look and eyebrow wiggle at his conversation with Y/N, despite having no idea what they were saying. “Mon biche, tu parle français maintenant, pas anglais.” (Darling, you’re speaking french right now, not english) says spencers with a small smile. a look of understanding dawned your features and you said “je suis?! Oh c'est pas grave, Oh, tu n'as besoin que de me comprendre de toute façon.” (I am?! Thats okay, you’re the only one who needs to understand me anyways) you say with a wink ad a giggle. Spencers cheeks went red and emily gave him a questioning look. “Y/N, tu fais quoi?” (y/n, what are you doing?). you just gave him a mischievous look before putting your head on his shoulder and snuggling into him to fall asleep. The rest of the team got bored of making fun of the pair and began their own conversations or trying to sleep. But after a minute or two the team heard and hushed but strict “shhhhh!” coming from their resident genius. “You guys are so loud! hes asleep!” said spencer’s while he gestured vicariously to the sleeping figure drooped over his left side. “hush up pretty boy, your little boyfriend over theres out cold dont worry about it.” said derek with a teasing smile. spencers cheeks turned even more red than before if hat was even possible and started stuttering about the sleep man not being his boyfriend. “okay, okay, hes not your boyfriend,” said derek with his hands up in surrender after spencer kept spluttering on about y/n not being his boyfriend.
(small time skip)
As the plane landed people began packing up their things and getting ready to get off the plane. But y/n and Spencer had moved and when the team looked over they found the two agents passed out on top of each other and snoring lightly.
THE END
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ot3 · 10 days
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sticking under the cut because i am just gawking at a long and deeply perplexing random post i saw in the ace attorney tag
anyway so this post starts out like this
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and i was totally prepared to be like. 'okay yeah for sure. phoenix and iris.' because i mean. i try to read most posts in good faith and to me that's the character dynamic you would talk about if you wanted to talk about overlooked heterosexuality in ace attorney. i dont know Why you want to go to bat for Heterosexuality In Fiction so badly but if you were going to go to bat for it in ace attorney i feel like that's the part of the narrative where it has the most weight. especially because OP is directly invoking authorial intent here. so i was really blown away by the post continuing like this:
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this just.... is not true. like i'm not even going to bother talking about simon and athena because like hell if i paid enough attention to dual destinies to have a take there. but i just... don't think this is true??? i feel like the world 'culturally normative' is doing an insane amount of heavy lifting here because. well i mean the great ace attorney is set in the meiji era. i don't think the writing being done there is the same 'culturally normative' as whatever 'culturally normative' perspective the hypothetical american moviegoing audience would bring in here.
and also why is the american movie-going public the measuring stick for what the correct/obvious interpretation of a. japanese visual novel series. should be? i don't understand... i don't understand thsi take.... this is just so surreal to me.
yeah i guess age gap pairings are pretty normal and romanticized and when a general hetero audience sees Any Man and Any Woman have a close relationship to each other their interpretation is often a heterosexual one. but also i feel like at least in the trilogy. i feel like aa1-4 do a pretty specific job of establishing phoenix and maya's relationship as distinctly Not romantic. pearl thinking theyre in love just because they care about each other is kind of a running gag. im just so confused here. i dont think there's romantic subtext between phoenix and maya i think they have a close relationship that some people Could choose to view as romantic feelings if they wanted which is just absolutely not the same thing.
like i said earlier the fact that theyre specifically saying 'this is more in line with what the people who ace attorney is written by think' is really whats doing it for me. i dont think thats the case. i simply think if shu takumi had wanted romantic tension between maya and phoenix or ryuunosuke and susato then he would have made very different writing choices than the ones he did
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lanymme · 6 months
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My hottest Arknights take is that Kal'tsit is not the one who makes events confusing.
its this fucking dude.
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Like. Okay.
People talk about how Kal'tsit is hard to understand and she has these long philosophical monologues referencing oblique lore events and making hints at themes and things, all rendered in Arknights' characteristically bizarre writing style that makes me feel like my reading comprehension is about 30% worse than I normally do.
And yes, it's true, that can be confusing and obtuse. she basically shows up and vibe checks your knowledge of The Lore in the middle of a nice family dinner.
But you don't know true pain until you've been really following an event's narrative and themes so far, investing in the characters' stories, really just tapped in there, and then all of a sudden in the middle of a chat over coffee The Doctor is like
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and suddenly the anime girl sitting on the other side of the table is like "ah, i see. when did you know? Have you planned all this from the very beginning?"
and I'm like ??? y'all were LITERALLY JUST GETTING COFFEE TOGETHER, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING????
then they give you like three dialogue options of the doctor saying a perplexing variety of Obtuse Mysterious Smart Shit like [Rhodes Island Operators will continue to pursue the truth.] [When this gets information gets to the Dingleberry commitee the situation will likely change beyond your expectations] [If Jimmyjohn Andrickson knew what you were doing, do you think he'd approve?]
and Im like no. please. no dont do this.
and then the anime girl says some shit like "...heh. you've surpassed my expectations, Doctor of Rhodes Island. I'll call off the trade deal with the Glockenspiels. But you know what this means, right?"
And then the Doctor pulls out their finishing move and says something like
[I do.]
and it's like, well I DON'T! what the FUCK are you two talking about?? that isn't in the story even at all!!
and then your only choice is to cry in impotent rage at the prospect of having to either accept you will never understand the machinations of Lowlight, or spend like an hour and a half trawling back through the weird fucking cognitohazard writing or searching up "arknights what the fuck is happening / what the fuck is happening arknights" on google to put together a like, 60% convincing picture of what the fuck even just occurred
and the worst part is THAT'S YOUR OWN CHARACTER DOING THAT TO YOU TOO!!! that's so fucked up dude!
it feels like this:
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emoreooo · 3 months
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doomed valentines 🥀
aka what if kel and aubrey took over sweetheart’s castle ?
this is an au where if you interact with the keeper of sweethearts castle as anyone but omori, it unlocks a whole new optional level. you wake up in the picnic area with hero but no kel or aubrey. sweethearts castle is different and basil joins you for this level
the castle's main towers seem to have split into two, but the main building remains one, and smaller from the outside. but it turns out to be unnaturally spacious at times, as if the building was a psychological maze trying to separate... certain people apart
you find aubrey. she looks different, but happier. “it's like a princess' dream come true. it’s everything i could ever want and more.” she says, smiling at you. “now... all i need left is my lovely prince charming—”
“hey, guys !!”
enter kel.
“ugh.”
kel also looks different, if not for the fact hes wearing an obnoxious shade of pink, head to toe. he is happy to see you all. “everyone here LOVES me ! they respect me and trust me and all that kinda stuff. man, i feel so powerful ! im never leaving this place !”
that didnt seem to sit right, so hero intervened. “but.. if you stayed here, wouldn’t you miss everyone else ? omori, basil, me... mari ?”
“well, duh ! that’s why you guys will be staying with me too !”
that broke a new fight between kel and aubrey, but for the wrong reasons
it ends with aubrey dragging basil along with her, hero with kel, and you alone on the bridge connecting the two towers. you have a choice to follow one of them first. lets say, kel.
you head for kels tower and find hero talking with kel, trying to convince his brother.
“didja know ?? the sprout moles here love me so much they made me offerings, like, im a god or something ! pretty cool huh ?”
“..offerings ?”
“yeah ! oh man.. hero, youre not jealous, right ?”
“wh— no. its just.. a bit ridiculous.”
“...ridiculous ?” kels confused expression contorts into a smile, that of understanding. “i see whats going on. its okay, hero, i know its gotta be tough to be put to the side. and overlooked. bet its weird not being in the spotlight for once.”
you caught a quick flash of horror written on heros face. “kel.. are you saying this because—”
“but its ok ! as long as were here, neither of us will ever have to feel that way !”
remaining determined, hero put his foot down. “thats enough, kel. you cant stay here.”
“yea, thats a good one, bro.”
“im... serious. were leaving, kel.”
the younger boy stops laughing. ”...oh. youre— why ?”
“i dont think this place is anything like it seems. i think its a sham.”
kel barks with laughter.
“oh so when it benefits ME is it a sham. man, how selfish can you be ?”
“...what ?”
“you really cant stand it when its not all about you, huh ? but what about me ? what about kel ?”
“i-i think this place is affecting you. please, kel, listen to me.”
“no. if you wanna leave so bad, fine ! the sprout moles can send you out. but im not leaving. im happy here anyway, and you wont get it.”
with that, kel leaves you two in his tower. hero seems distracted, before suggesting you both go find basil
you head for aubreys tower, only to find a scared basil locked in a cell. upon freeing him, he stares over your shoulder.
“o-omori.” he whispers. “...behind you.”
“well, well.. well !”
enter aubrey.
“aubrey! why was basil locked in?” hero asks, perplexed.
“hm? well, he kept trying to leave! i couldnt let that happen, not when i was sharing my happiness with him.” aubrey frowns. “i thought he was my friend.”
basil looks terrified. “aubrey.. i am your friend.”
“hmhm, of course you are. friends dont leave each other behind, right omori?”
hero once again steps in. “aubrey, i think youre taking this too far. of course we want you to be happy, but kidnapping your friends isnt the way. this place is messing with your heads, so we should leave before it gets worse.”
but your path is blocked by kel in the doorway.
“that wont do.” aubrey hums behind you, brandishing her shiny pink bat. “no.. not at all. what do you think, kel ?”
“i think its rude to leave in the middle of a party. right, hero? you taught me that one!”
“kel..”
he then takes a bow as aubrey joins him. “so, friends, may we have this dance?”
“let us sweep the floor !”
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boss battle mechanics !
you can not change aubrey or kels emotions even at the start of the battle. the only ones who can change their emotions are each other, so the best strategy is to adapt with your own party’s emotion play
there are 4 phases to this battle. a neutral state, tier one emotion, tier two, and lastly tier three, much like most emotion based bosses. between each phases, aubrey will make kel happier, while kel makes aubrey angrier. they are not made to have the sad emotion, however,
if you end third phase with an attack from hero, kel will start fourth phase with a depressed emotion instead of manic, giving your team good advantage on winning since he relies on speed. aubrey will still be furious, but its still one enemy disadvantaged
once you defeat them they will go snork mimi in your arms and you must carry them out of the castle and back to mari.
“aww, i guess its past their royal nap time !”
#added choppy explanations under the cut i copy and pasted them from my twitter so pls excuse the writing. LMAO#i swear i write better than this im just laying down what the au is all about#also i didnt put it in there but when i said the castle was weirdly big inside like its trying to separate some ppl ? i was talking abt#kel and aubrey. i meant to show that the castle serves to give the prince and princess their biggest desires#like aubrey living in luxury and happiness in romantic pink while kel lives the fantasy of being the beloved golden child#but the thing is. those are kinda surface level wishes. or ones they Think wld make them happy#like aubrey and kel finding each other annoying. so its obvious for them to want to be away from each other right ?#and thats exactly what the castle acts upon. it gives them all those surface level wants#but despite being separated by space manipulation itself. kel and aubrey seem to Always find their way towards each other#which both will scoff and groan at. not realizing that their heart longs for the others presence !#something something your love for each other beats the labyrinth of psychological horror trying to keep u apart. and you Hate It#i think their dynamic is rly funny#omori kel#omori aubrey#omori hero#omori basil#omori (character)#kel omori#aubrey omori#hero omori#basil omori#omori#kelbrey#omori baseball bat#omori fanart#fanart#my art#omori sweetheart#kind of ?? the theme is based around her#ALSO I REDREW THE UI MYSELF BC I COULDNT FIND A HIGH QUALITY VERSION OF IT GRRR
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d10nsaint · 1 year
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“I WAS FEELING INSECURE—SO INSECURE THAT YOU MIGHT NOT LOVE ME ANYMORE.”
ft. Aki Hayakawa
tw: insecurities, personal comfort, slight self insert , h!m€n0
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On some days— your worst, your insecurities skyrocketed. You’d stand before the mirror, wishing for everything to go away.Your insecurities had such a far range, from yourself and your body and habits, to your boyfriend and those who surrounded him.
To you, it just was that everyone around Aki was perfect—beautiful, strong, assertive—and you were, well, you. You weren’t a beautiful boss, or a strong devil hunter with a team to lead. You were a normal person with a normal job.
Aki never understood your insecurities. You were his world, his safe space, where he went for advice. He knew about your ‘days’, and just couldn’t understand. You’re so perfect— whats there to be sad about?
He knows to—sometimes—leave you alone during times like this. Things like these are personal battles and you cant overcome them with help—its a battle of your own mind and how you see yourself. He can only help you in the aftermath.
Sometimes, during these ‘episodes, you’d just listen to music on an outdated music player, with an old play going on in the background.
He knocked on the bedroom door, just coming back from work.
“..[name]? are you in there?” He noticed that Denji and Power weren’t home yet—it was so quiet. ‘I wonder what they’re fucking up now,’ he thought as he twisted the door handle open.
He slowly opened the door to find you sitting on the bed, head on a pillow, with your eyes at the cealing.
“..[name]?” He looked at you oddly. “Are you awake?”
Your gaze slowly shifted from the ceiling to his tall frame, peeking through the door. He looked so handsome, so effortlessly. He was also just so caring, so sweet. An amazing boyfriend. Multiple times, you’d ‘joke’ and say that he was too good for you.
“Aki,” you sighed, happy that it was him and not Power or Denji—you loved them, sure, but they were both insanely loud and ignorant, and at the moment, you couldn’t take the noise. You covered up the sigh with a light laugh, “Im sorry, I didnt hear you come through the door- come, sit.” You patted the sheets near you so he could sit next to you, exactly where he liked to be. But something was off.
He slowly shuffled over to sit next to you, as you propped yourself up again to lie down. He bent over to give you a quick kiss that seemed to put you deep in thought.
“ [Name], what’re you thinking about?” He seemed so confused and concerned—He was so genuine.
“I was just feeling so insecure,” you started, taking a deep breath before finishing, “so insecure that you might not love me anymore.”
A moment of silence filled the room before he let out a fake cough. “..why is that?” He was perplexed. Hasn’t he been taking care of you? Showing you affection?
You took a deep breath—what you were about to say was going to take a whole lot of guts, but it’ll also get so much off of your chest. You knew it was better to talk about your problems and come to a helpful agreement.
“Himeno.” Her name came out like a cracked whisper, maybe even a sob. “Himeno,..shes a reason that I feel like that.Shes always so close to you, so touchy. To any outsider, it looks like you both are dating.”
You turned over to the wall so you wouldn’t face him. You sounded so stupid. But you tried so hard for him, and he knew. At this point, you didn’t even know if he was being oblivious on purpose. How could a man not notice how close she was?
“ [Name], you know I dont like Himeno, we’re just co-workers. Sometimes, I even find her antics annoying.” He rubbed your back as he spoke, then leaned down to plant a kiss to the side of your neck.
“I dont know what i have to do to prove it to you, but I really dont like Himeno like how I like you.” He moved his body so he’d be getting off the bed.
“I’ll leave you in here. Tell me if theres anything you need,alright?” He walked to the door and almost finished closing it when you turned over a bit.
“Hey Aki?”
“Yeah?”
“I love you.”
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pinkandpurple360 · 4 months
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im not even a huge fizzarozzie stan, but why are you so obsessed with warping the ship into being this huge dumpsterfire of toxicity that fizz needs to leave in order to reunite with his “soulmate” blitzo?
“Ozzie doesn’t understand him” bruh Ozzie is literally the only person who understands him he said so himself. And even the person who you’re closest toowill be kinda perplexed if the guy you hated for 10+ years suddenly becomes your bestie.
“They’ll be taking some time apart and might take a look at this codependency issue.” - lol no way viv’s doing that lol shes going all in on them being a duo. Like dont get me wrong I think they’re a bit too uwu joined at the hip for me but it’s not this horrible ship where fizz is kept in a gilded birdcage forever.
“I think karma will hit him and he’ll get his own version of what he put Moxxie through. Specifically Asmodeus, Fizz to a lesser extent.” in a perfect world I’d actually hope this would happen but considering Viv portrayed all of Hell as fangirls for them, this is 1000% Not Happening.
”Fizz definitely isn’t his first ever love, if the demonology is anything to go by. The story of Sarah in the Book of Tobit is Asmodeus’ most famous story so to exclude that would be a disservice to the character.” Viv spoils her plot points through Twitter likes, she confirmed Tobit/all demonology stories aren’t canon to Helluva unless directly stated :/ and she’s liked many versions of tweets basically saying Ozzie has never had romantic feelings ever until Fizz and never will again after he dies.
and Blitzø is his own brand of fucked up, even more so than Fizz and Ozzie combined. No way in hell those two would work out without some SERIOUS therapy on Blitzø’s end.
I think you actually clearly are a big fizzarozzie fan? you’re blowing the one time someone criticises the ship out of proportion, getting defensive, and using dramatic words like “obsessed” “warping” and “soulmate” I’m literally the 1% here. There are lots of shipping spaces you can go instead. The way the fandom treats this ship like a fragile gem shows it could do with some looking at. When people refuse to let you critique something that’s how you know it’s hiding some problems.
Who is warping anything by just noticing the events that happen and interpreting them in a way you don’t agree with?
Oz misunderstands him more than he understands. They bicker, they miscommunicate, and in the end they try again. and it isn’t all about blitz, because Oz never understood why he needed to compete in the contest at the start of Oops, he doesn’t notice fizz hiding things from him, he doesn’t listen to fizz when he worries that eyes are around, and confesses his love without Fizz fully agreeing to it. Sure Fizz hugs him or laughs it off but can’t they have some agreement on when it’s a secret and when it isn’t? He doesn’t understand Fizzs identity crisis, his need for approval from mammon, his past, any of it.
Viv also likes Crimson x Chaz fanart, art of ValAngel and Vox being a couple, art of Fizz dying, art of him being immortal, art of characters dating ocs. Art of her own self inserts, art of Blitz shape shifting into a dragon, art of Blitz and Fizz having reciprocated love, art of Alessio being Moxxies stepdad, Etc etc. That’s not enough to go on.
“The first and last time he’ll ever experience love” that is just plain weird. And obsessive. Not to mention bad writing. I’ve never heard anyone talk like that. He’s way too possessive of Fizz. He has to live his entire life with Asmodeus and die in his arms in his tower where’s he’s all alone? I hope not. That’s almost worse than him being made an immortal imp.
“She’s going all in on them being a duo” what are you talking about. Like what does this mean. She also said a main character might die and some of them don’t get happy endings.
What do you mean it’s 1000% not happening? Denial much? It already did in S2E6, with the article, the way the staff negatively react, the fact mammon said he’ll regret revealing it? The people at the show are literally Fizzarolli’s fandom, safe to say they aren’t everyone.
All demonology is not canon is just a straight up not factual statement, she makes constant references to demonology. His design is inspired by it, his apparent disapproval of monogamy is inspired by it, why would his biggest story not be referenced whatsoever? Isn’t it possible that Ozzie had his heart broken before and that’s why he’s afraid? Dang. Chill out.
As for your last paragraph, I think you just hate Blitz, ignore the fact that he’s going through development, and need to chill out. Pump the breaks a lil. Soulmates don’t exist.
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silenthillbunni · 1 month
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Some of these anons are so frustrating. I hope you're doing okay 🤎 if you ever feel up to it, my messages are always open, no pressure :)
i mostly just feel perplexed bc i personally dont understand why u'd say things like that to someone, but yeah very frustrating >.< thank u sm, im somewhat ok yes c: and i appreciate it, i'll def keep that in mind !! plus ty for taking the time to send me this. i hope you're doing ok as well 💗
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kisaraslover · 3 months
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Do you think Kisara has any hobbies besides sitting in Kaiba's lap?
Well i like to look at established Kisara to draw out more traits so first things first is the dragonic nature. I think Kisara deeply enjoys nature and solitude and sitting in the sun. I dont mean this like camping either, from ancient Egypt we see Kisara already has unusual resistance to exposure to elements, with something godly in her veins so i think she might be really zen watching birds to flowers to the sky and basking her place in all this. We all have a passing moments of "everything IS everywhere all at once, all is one, one is all" but i think it would be a constant presence in her. she swings between "oblivious to life weird ass woman" and "enlightened higher being" VIOLENTLY. Meditating would be grounding to her, in the opposite way to all other people meditating.
and then music. dragons are a kind of bird <3 dont look that up. i think Kisara has an uncanny aptness when it comes to music. one of those people who can pick up any instrument and play a simple tune on it. i dont think she has a remarkable singing voice at all though. embodies "people sing because they want to not because they are good at it" hums gently music she likes. if she tries to seriously sing along to a difficult song her voice cracks loserly. she laughs and continues yknow? its still Seto's favorite and if he catches sound of her humming before entering a room, he waits outside to listen for a couple secs. its his secret no one needs to know shhhh. ALSO the fic Paper Roses has piano player Kisara and the romance is served so well by Kisara giggling while placing Seto's hands on the right keys so.
making things with your hand is a very grounding practice for anyone struggling to stay in the moment and stay present and i just cant move past these very artistic but expensive looking hobbies from youtube shorts -tries not to cry about capitalism locking the public out of arts- so after getting that Kaiba Money she'd just go "i always wanted to try glass art btw" and seto goes "?????. thats. alright ok. go for it"
im really conflicted on many "hobbies" and what makes them hobbies but if we work with the basis "how you spend your day is how you spend your life" i think she'd really be the least online person. the activies above WOULD be very frequent but i think Kisara spends her most days, ironically enough, socializing. she'd be talking to employees (important business) or talking to employees (just chatting lol) out with friends of all kinds and trades, Mokuba and his friends or Seto and HIS friends, or most surreal one, Seto and HER friends. shes the kind of awkward person who listens more than they speak, with her own charms and difficulties, thankfully when you try enough you can find people you can get along with. very endearing on the line of strange, bringing out peoples protective sides which is why she would gather Mom Friends and Bossy Bitches and Protective Eldest Siblings faster than you can say her name. while i characterize both Kisara and Seto as kind of introverted, i think Kisara would be charged with a thirst to know and understand humanity (both result of godly roots and alienated youth) so if her luck turned around after meeting Seto i think she'd build quite the social circle, not even realizing how many people shes getting close to at first. Seto's socializing would be more acknowledging part of healing means creating support systems, opening up to people -to whatever extent he can- surrounding himself with people who he cares about and who care about him in return, and definitely less easier than her collecting friends.
SO YEAH! sorry for the LONG ASS reply, i think Kisara is adopted by many Extroverts and on the time off she goes into her workshop does fuck all (DEF made a wooden dildo to see Seto's reaction. mokuba laughed his ass off thinking it would perplex him. he took one look at it and said its a pathetic cock and he could nude model for her. no ones laughing now.....)
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amalia-uwu · 4 months
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INSEPARABLE
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Photo by Monica Oprea from Pexels
Based on the fanfiction Firsts & Seconds written by Skerbbie @skerbbie
I DONT OWN -> Undertale, Farmtale, the fanfiction First & Seconds. The rights go to the respective owners!
Undertale by Toby Fox
Farmtale by GuinongTale_AU
First and Seconds written by Skerbbie @skerbbie 💙
Warnings ⚠️: very light angst, fluff, lots of fluff
Note 1: Since I don't know the Canon grandpa name. I'll create an OC. So, for the needs of this story I'll use the names
Aster Lilian Crisanto.
-> Crisanto means golden flower (if I remember correctly it's Greek) I'll use it as last name.
-> Lilian is the masculine of Lily it's French. (it will be his middle name)
-> Aster; is a flower, a font and it's Greek. It means Star. Αστήρ
Note 2: In this story Papyrus exists. Im just focusing on Sans. Let's say Papyrus is with Aster's sister. (headcanon) ♥
Note 3: Sans is around 5 years old in this story. While Aster is around 35 years old.
Fun fact /Note 4: this idea came to my mind, while I was doing my makeup! I was just putting eyeliner and mascara and I was like; well how about Sticks meeting Brinley for the 1st time?
Enjoy!
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His grandpa was holding him by the hand. "Where are we going grandpa?" he looked at him questionably.
"There is someone I want you to meet" he smiled lovingly at him. Sans nodded and smiled back.
They walked towards a door. When they reached it , his grandpa let go of his hand.
He added a little force and opened the big door. The little light that went through the windows and the door illuminated the place.
Sans looked around perplexed, staying close to his grandpa.
Sans saw a huge animal approaching them. He hid behind his grandpa's leg.
Aster chuckled "Don't be afraid Sans, she is big but she is kind and affectionate. This one here is Brinley. Brinley meet my grandson, Sans!"
Brinley rubbed her head affectionately on Aster's hands.
Then she noticed the little skeleton. She leaned down.
Sans hid himself behind Aster's leg a little more.
Brinley was patient. She knew from experience that human and monster children were sometimes intimidated by big animals.
"It's okay my boy she won't hurt you, she wants to see and sniff you" he assured.
"She is not gonna eat me?" he peeked from behind him a little. Eyes shining green. Sticks held Aster's pants for dear life. His voice low.
"Heh, no, she only eats grass and plants. Besides I am here, I would never bring you to harms way"
He slowly walked towards her. She was still there waiting patiently.
He raised his tiny hand on her face and she leaned closer. She sniffed and huffed softly.
He patted her. She closed her eyes, his touch was soft.
She gently rubbed her nose on his hand.
He was braver now, his grandpa was right, she wasn't so bad.
He gave her face a hug. She closed her eyes and huffed contently.
"Grandpa could you please give me grass? I would like to feed her"
"Way ahead of you bud" He was already holding the grass on his hand. "Here" he smiled
"Thank you" He took it and brought it closer to her face. She gently took and ate it.
He walked towards the grass storage a little further and took as much as his hands could carry. He ran back.
He stretched upwards and gave her more. She accepted the offering. Brinley gently leaned down and ate form his little hands again.
He was watching her in awe. He patted her leg. Her hair were smooth, soft.
She was like a huge teddy bear.
He stepped back and went in front of her again. This time he asked kindly and innocently  "Could I lay on your back?"
She understood and looked at Aster, as if asking for permission.
He nodded and she knelt down. His grandpa helped him sit on her back.
Once on her back. He laid face down and caressed her fur. He stroked her fluffy brown hair while giggling.
Looking at her eyes you could understand she likes him. Sans seems to adore her too.
"Come on Brinley get up" Aster said.
She didn't.
"Brinley? Get up please" he repeated and lifted his phalanges up.
Brinley stayed on the ground.
She looked at him and then at her back.
He followed her movement. After a few seconds...
It clicked. His expression soften.
She didn't want to accidentally throw him down.
Aster smiled and got moved. "Thank you Brinley, you are a good girl". She huffed softly.
Sans had stopped moving and was just laying there, face down.
"You okay up there?" he smirked.
"yeah, *huff puff* I just *pant pant* got tired"
"Come then Sans it's time for us to go" he gently stretched his phalanges and took him in his arms.
"Can we come later?" he asked as he wrapped his arms around his grandpa's neck.
"Of course we will visit her later. Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow.. she isn't going anywhere".
"Alright" he smiled, "See ya later Brinley!" Sticks waved at her.
Aster chuckled.
He walked home. Sans had his hands wrapped around Aster's neck.
Outside he gently put him down.
"Now let me clean you, then lunch and after that nap okay?"  he informed. "Okay" he smiled.
He gently put him down "Stay here!" he said softly. He hummed in response.
Aster took a special vaccum and removed the hair from his clothes. He took a piece of cloth and gently cleaned his bones. He'll give him a better bath later.
"Alright, now go put on some clothes and come back down to eat" he gently pushed his back.
"Mhm" he ascended the stairs and went to his room. He put on a yellow shirt, green floral pants and blue jacket. He then went downstairs.
His grandpa brought him the plate "here you go"
"Thank you!"
He waited, he rested his ulna and radius from both hands on the table. Aster got slightly concerned at the silence.
"Sans? Aren't you eating?"
"Im waiting for you" he spoke cheerfully.
Aster chuckled. He turned around and let the orange juice on the table. He sat down and both ate.
Sans finished his food and took his dishes to the sink.
Aster was watching him. He returned back to his chair and began drinking his orange juice.
Aster smiled softly. He finished his dinner and proceeded to wash the dishes.
As he was doing so, his mind got lost in thoughts.
Truth be told; he tries not to show it, but.. He is afraid. Ever since he found out Sans is a little fragile and that he will have some issues because of that.. fear conquered his soul.
He tried to teach Sans and Papyrus to be careful.
Papyrus despite being a child he understood everything his grandpa told him. Sure they did shenanigans like all siblings but they were good children.
Papyrus and Sans were very obedient, such good, kind children.
Papyrus also seemed to be protective in his own way around Sans. Smart and observant skeleton.
They loved and cared for each other a lot.
Okay, maybe at first Aster was a little bit overprotective.. But he worked on it. He accepted it. He tried to make their lives as best as he could.
It also made his soul melt at how protective Brinley is. It's good to know that she will be there for him in her own way. After all..
Who said animals don't understand and feel emotions?
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As Sans was waiting for his grandpa to finish his jobs, he fall asleep on the table. Aster finished the dishes and dried his hands. He turned around and was slightly startled that Sans was still on the table sleeping.
Aster just stood there a few seconds and smiled affectionately.
Sans felt two hands picking him up. He opened his eyes "Sorry fall asleep"
"Its okay you still kept me company"
Sticks smiled.
He gently laid him down and covered him with the bedsheet "love you grandpa" he grinned.
"Love you too Sans".
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(2 hours later)
Sans opened his eyes. He stretched, got up and exited the room. Looking down he saw that his grandpa had fallen asleep on the couch.
He took his small bedsheet and quietly  tiptoed outside. He then walked towards the barn, where Brinley was.
He managed to open the door with great difficulty.
She was still there, she saw him dragging the bedsheet with him. She leaned her head on the side. Sans stood in front of her.
"Brinley could I please take a nap with you?" he asked with pure innocence.
She huffed softly and laid down. He joined her and curled up.
She smiled and curled up. Both enjoying a peaceful sleep.
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(Some time later)
His grandpa woke up. It was eerily quiet, he decided to check on Sans. He knocked on the door.
Silence.
He quietly opened the door and peeked in. Maybe he was sleeping.
.no sans.
He slightly panicked  but before he jumped to conclusions. He checked around the house.
Where did he go this time?
He suspected that maybe he went to Brinley.
He walked towards Brinley's place and noticed that the door was slightly opened.
He pushed the door and peeked in. Brinley opened her eyes and looked at him. She carefully moved her head showing Sans
"I'll check later" he whispered. He sighed with relief.
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Later Sans woke up and his grandpa came to take him "warn me next time sweetie."
"Sorry grandpa" he apologized.
"Its okay" he hugged him a little tighter.
"See you tomorrow Brinley" he waved at her. She huffed softly. Aster chuckled softly.
It was clear to him that from that day, Brinley and Sans became
¡Inseparable!
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The End! 😘
Thank you for reading! 💙
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HI HELLO HOWDY I just saw ur quirk requests and I gots one hehe
Unicorn
This quirk gives the user some attributes of a unicorn (horn, ears, and a long tail with hair on the end) as well as stronger legs, specifically enhanced agility speed and strength! The quirk also gives them the ability to remove toxins/poisons from water and to a greater extent people, although it's much more difficult. However, they do have a poison/toxin resistance due to the purifying part of their quirk
They aren't related to anyone in Canon but the stronger legs part of their quirk is similar to Mirko!
Platonic 1A please!!
And extra info is he/they pronouns and idk if you write trans reader but if you're comfy doing so that's be awesome :D, also their vibe is pastel himbo JDHDBSND
I lov ur writing and I hope ur having a good day/night!!!!
Unicorn in a UA Uniform
pairing: platonic!class 1a x reader (he/they, trans)
genre: fluff, sillies, LIGHT angst
warnings: mentions of femenization/fear of transphobia (doesn't aftually occur, just a fear of) + mentions of jerkwads
author's note: i was blasting mlp songs while writing this. ALSO***, for future ref, as a trans person, im more than happy to write trans rep!
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(also dont like how people made scary edits of this song :( )
(Ik this isn't unicorn themes exactly but it made me :]:]:]:] happy bc its bright and pretty like unicorns :])
you're warm. you're bright, and everything about your quirk should be an automatic eyestrain warning, but it's not because there's something about who you are as a person that balances.
you're not coolheaded or laidback, but you're not eccentric to the point where it comes off as forceful. you're you, yourself, a proud unicorn himbo, and nobody in your class can bring themselves to think anything negatively of that whatsoever. even people like bakugou embrace it (a few weeks in) and though it does perplex him, he doesn't look into it much.
so your first impression as a person? GREAT!
the next issue though was how people saw you as a peer. well, moreso from a professional stance.
because of your power to remove toxins paired with your ability to watch your own ass, you're typically quickly labeled as a support hero or told you should pursue rescuing. at first you just took it as a compliment because there's nothing weak or bad about being a support hero or rescuing! they're difficult fields of work and arguably some of the most important!
but when you realized it was a backhanded way to tell you that you weren't suited for prohero work, it started to bother you.
the way people told you, too, was just so condescending. they always said it with a bit of a bite in their tone, a second slap in the face once you realized they were also treating you like an outright idiot.
"have you ever considered... alternative career paths? heroes are always looking for sidek- er- support."
"you're no cat, but i'd imagine the pussycats are always looking for back up crew. the pay is good and well... it'd probably save you your...mental energy."
it wasn't just random people. no, it was some people even at SCHOOL who were telling you this, people who youd considered friends since middle school.
and it was tough. trying to act as though you didn't understand their intentions was TOUGH. but considering the alternative, which was losing your only "friends", you decided to play up the whole clueless, starry eyed dreamer act.
this was until you got your first praises from aizawa.
training was great. difficult and tiring, and it definitely pushed you to your very limits, but great. you were treated seriously and that was all you'd really wanted.
wearing pastel clothes, being a bit vacuous and having a unicorn quirk did not make you weak. it didn't make you less of a person, less of a guy, or less of a hero, and it was great to finally be treated that way with nobody trying to take it easy on you out of any pity.
your 1a peers weren't going to hold back and neither were your teachers. after the first two months of school, as the class started becoming better acquainted, compliments started rolling in more often. they were commonly shared amongst everyone with genuine and vibrant admiration for the diverse skillsets amongst the group, but what was rare was for them to come from aizawa.
it wasn't that he couldn't tell someone when they were doing well, but he hardly ever left it at that. it wasn't a bad trait, really; his ability to maintain a professional front despite caring so deeply about his students in order to provide the best feedback possible was an asset to the school staff. in the same way it drove everyone towards progress, though, it left many yearning for more assurances. however asking for it was going to be seen as selfish or needy regardless of who it came from.
it's still school, after all.
but this is why, 4 months in, when aizawa compliments you, genuinely compliments you, you finally get that improvement in self image that pushes you to stand up for yourself.
"now, [last name]. their focus on getting to the target never made him lose focus of damage control. he supported mina when necessary and kept open communication to allow her to do the same for them. that's what a good teammate is supposed to do with any hero they're working with. adapting to a situation includes adapting to who you're working with. he made sure they stayed on track even when facing massive interruptions in plans."
and he moved on. three days later, you confronted your "friends" and decided you weren't going to take any shit about your career choices.
OK AS FOR YOUR RELATIONSHIPS W GROUPS IN THE CLASS-
deku won't outright ask you to do it, but it's clear he's curious and you're more than happy to help him with his notes. it's not everyday you have a friend that's so genuinely interested in your abilities. (basically you test how fast you can purify water and he figures out how to calculate how that'd translate to your ability to purify toxins in people based on previous trainings and he uses that in order to-)
as mentioned earlier, bakugou doesn't mind you. todoroki doesn't either. they're not closest to you, and same goes with iida, jirou, sero, and momo, but it's moreso a difference in interest over anything. none of you are just very close and thats all good! you still care about each other and respect each other v much.
KAMI AND KIRI ARE ALSO HIMBOS AND YOU THREE HAVE SUCH DIFFERENT AESTHETICS THAT HONESTLY NOBODY EXPECTED YOU ALL TO BE SO CLOSE BUT YK SLAY
after hanging out in the dorms, you end up with black nail polish, kami ends up with pastel nails, and kiri ends up with a mix of vibrant red and pastel red that he honestly does not mind. you and kami also make fun of his croc obsession, all in good fun, but then kiri makes fun of your obsessions with sticking to your aesthetics and yall are 😶 /lh
you were honestly scared that uraraka, mina, and asui would femenize you because of your aesthetic + your quirk. you were scared of others doing it as well, but for some reason especially nervous about their reaction, especially after telling them your pronouns,, BUT THEY RESPECT YOU ON ANOTHER LEVEL OK? 👹 and when mina told you they go by she/they, everything was honestly great. you all get alone very well and often times help each other find clothes (you insist on helping uraraka pay for new clothes).
you're not that close to the other girls of the class, but that isn't to say you dont get along!
the same goes with teachers, really, though mic often times asks about something you're wearing, whether it's a bracelet, necklace, or even the nail polish. you notice sometimes that layer in the week, either him or shinsou is wearing something identical or near the same to what he asked about.
its become somewhat of a habit now, you staying two minutes late to trade information about where you get accessories.
but yes. overall it's a good time. you keep learning, not just about the prohero field, but about your value. you have a place in the world, in prohero agencies, in UA, in 1a. and nobody is ever gonna be able to take that from you. you're truly 1 in a million.
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gawdilykeu · 1 year
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guys i have my perfect byler endgame 2024 storyline…
my vision is so clear i have it all figured out i need to get into the writers room expeditiously.
so obviously i think the truth of wills (and everyones) feelings will come out through the painting lie being unraveled, and i think first thatll happen in a conversation between mike and el.
mike will be confused about why things still feel weird between him and el after the monologue and all that, and things will be sorta tense between them with all this miscommunication. he did what he was supposed to right? said what he was supposed to? and he knows how el feels too and how shell always need him and everything, because will told him, so why are things still wrong? so finally he confronts her so they can finally have a real talk since everything went down because he needs to figure out whats causing the tension so they can go back to normal.
this is where the truth finally starts to come out. mike asks el why shes been distant and she sorta expresses how she felt about what he said in the monologue and how things still didnt feel right to her. how things he said didnt make sense and through tears she says she didnt know if she fully believed him. and of course mike gets defensive and is like “what? el why wouldnt you believe me?” and shes still sorta crying, really similar to the season 4 fight and shes like “you loved me from the moment you saw me? youve never been scared of me? mike i’m not stupid i’ve felt it. why did you lie?” and then mikes of course spluttering a little and still defensive and is like “okay, okay. maybe i- i was panicking and embellished some things but it doesnt change how i feel now, okay? im sorry, i was just- so scared of losing you and i thought if i said what you needed to hear youd be okay and then we could figure it out and be okay again. okay? but i didnt lie about how i feel now, about being afraid of losing you, and how special you are. i promise.”
and el has a sad teary little smile and is like “mike, what i needed was for you to tell the truth. no more lies.. from both of us.” she takes in a breath, and mike is watching her, looking a little hurt and confused still. “im sorry for lying about lenora. i just- i get scared of what you think about me, sometimes. how you see me. i feel like i have to- show you that i am good, and special, like you say. even without my powers.” mike looks even more confused, and tears are welling in his eyes as he processes this new truth. el lets out a watery little laugh. “trying to be a girlfriend is hard, sometimes. i think sometimes, maybe we dont always understand each other.” shes looking at mike now with a more serious look in her eyes, hoping he understands her now.
mike finally speaks, still tears in his eyes, asking earnestly. “but- but el, what about.. what about the painting? and needing me? i thought i made you feel better about being different. i thought i- i thought i- helped. or- that you saw me as- ”
“what painting?” el is genuinely confused.
mike is almost begging at this point, defiantly trying to hold on to the truth hed been given those weeks ago that hed been living off of since, that had kept him going through this all. “el, the painting you told will to make for me, remember? about the heart? about how you see me as- how i lead the party?” he feels the pieces falling apart as he says it, feels how it doesnt make sense the more he explains it out loud. a painting of the party? in a dnd role-playing scene? el not even in the picture? he cant remember a time hed even talked about dnd to el. doesnt know if she even knows how it works. and shes still looking at him, completely perplexed. his mind is filling with a dull buzz.
“mike i- im sorry. i didnt tell will to paint anything.”
the buzz is louder. “what?” they look at each other, both trying to understand what the other person is saying. “so then, you didnt- help will with the painting?”
she shakes her head.
“you didnt- you didnt tell him that- that im the heart? and you need me?”
“mike- ” she grabs his hands. “i do need you, in my life, i just- i think i need to find my own strength, too. i need to grow more, on my own.”
mike processes this. a tear slips down his cheek but he nods firmly, starting to settle these new pieces into place and deciding to push the missing ones aside to worry about later.
“and i think- i think we both could be happier, if we dont have to worry about this- pretending and how we see each other. i think we make each other- try too hard sometimes. to be something were not. even if we dont mean to.”
both of them let out a little laugh and mike grips her hands tighter, both crying lightly.
“im sorry el, i- ” mike doesnt know what to say.
“its okay, mike.” she smiles. “i, care for you so much too.”
they both laugh again, more genuine this time, lightening the emotions for a second.
“promise?” mike asks, serious now.
she squeezes his hands. “promise.”
he nods quickly again and takes a deep breath. “okay. okay.”
they sit in silence for a moment, hands still intertwined.
she gives him a half smile. “friends?”
he smiles back. “yeah, sure. best friends.” and they pull each other into a tight hug, still sniffly on both ends.
and THEN after the healthy mutual mileven break up that everyone deserves, they get to start over as friends on a more healthy level for both of them. things slowly become more comfortable between them as they get to know each other better, but things between mike and will are now tense where just before this they were great. mike is still stewing over those missing pieces of the puzzle, and they all revolve around the painting. now that hes figured things out with el, what the hell was that painting about? and why did will lie to him? will never lies to him. he cant stop thinking about it. he tries to figure it out on his own, but he cant seem to find the missing pieces. hes hurt and confused that will would lie like that, because he thought things were good between them again, and he doesnt get why he would just make that stuff up when it wasnt true, especially because he knew how mike felt. mike had bared his soul to will about his insecurities and doubts, and will just lied to him and gave him false hope. that was what hurt the most, finding out that no one actually did see mike like that and need him like that and feel that way about him. he shouldve known it was too good to be true, but hed been so desperate to believe those words because theyd been everything hed ever wanted to hear. stupid. and again, seriously, what the hell was up with that goddamn painting? what was it even for?
will had seemed confused and hurt when mike suddenly became distant towards him again. and when word had gotten around the group that mike and el had broken up, the energy between him and will only got weirder, and now it sorta felt like they had both been avoiding each other. so maybe will knows now, that mike knew he lied to him. well, mike had had enough, and he decides to cut the bullshit and finally confront him about it.
in the midst of the looming apocalypse (only about a week or two after mike and el break up, maybe. however long they can fit into like two episodes while feeling the most fitting), mike finds an opportunity to catch will alone. maybe its outside in the rain, maybe its in the upside down, maybe its in mikes basement, maybe its a mix of some of those, whatever. i havent mapped out any ideas for the actual plot of season five just the byler stuff idk what they have planned. but anyway. theyre finally alone. and mike breaks the awkward tension by saying something like “why did you lie to me will?”
will looks a little like a deer caught in headlights. “what?”
“its just whatever with the whole ‘friends dont lie’ thing then i guess, right?”
“what do you mean?”
“will, come on, you know what i mean. the painting?”
wills face turns red, and he looks hesitant to say anything, not sure what mike has figured out and what he hasnt.
“all that stuff about el ‘always’ needing me? how i made her feel like shes not a mistake at all?”
still nothing from will.
“yeah, well, when we broke up, we finally had a real talk about everything, and turns out she didnt say any of that shit. she didnt need me in the way i thought she did, and she had no idea about the painting she supposedly commissioned. so what the hell was all that about? why did you lie to me will?”
“im sorry, i just- i was just trying to help.”
“trying to help? so giving me false hope about my failing relationship is ‘helping’, somehow. why would you tell me she felt that way when she didnt?”
“i didnt know that she didnt! jesus, i didnt even know you guys were having problems until you got to lenora.”
“so you just decided to assume how she felt about me, and how she saw me, just pull something out of your ass? cause theres no risk there right?”
“i didnt pull it out of my ass! how could someone not see you that way?”
a short beat.
“what?”
will falters, embarrassed and wondering if hes revealing too much, but he presses on. “i mean- i just couldnt stand hearing you say those things about yourself. about how you were just ‘some random nerd’, like you were nothing special and only got lucky, because you- you are special. and i just- i just needed to show you that. and i figured el did feel that way. and i thought- if i just told you those things, youd feel more sure about things with el, because- ” hes rambling, and mike cuts him off with a quiet revelation.
“it was you.”
will stops, and they stare at each other. the missing pieces start to fall into place.
“it was you this whole time. the painting, everything you said, it was all from you, wasnt it?”
will lets out a shaky breath and his hands stutter. but he doesnt say no.
“everything about- about being different, and- ” its all starting to catch up to mike at once and he stares at will, eyes wide, and will cant tell what it is hes seeing. “wait was that- was that the painting youd been working on?before i came to lenora? i-” he shakes his head in disbelief, as if trying to get the thoughts to settle inside. “tell me will, its you, right?”
a pause.
“yeah.” his voice is quiet, and mike gapes, frozen.
will stands firm, fists clenched at his sides, resigning to his fate. he continues, voice louder, but he cant stop it from wavering completely. “yeah. i am different, okay? and troy and- and my dad and everyone were right.” he says this with some bitterness. his eyes rapidly fill with tears. “everyone was right about me, and im sorry- and maybe part of you knew that part, but… but im sorry it had to be you.” the tears begin to fall. he sounds quieter again. “but its always been you. since we were kids its been you.”
theres a long silence as the confession hangs in the air. wills shoulders are slumped, seemingly drained from the effort of holding onto this for so long for it to now finally be released, and his fists are unclenched. hes looking at the ground, crying quietly, avoiding looking directly at mike.
mikes eyes have tears in them too, and he looks at will in disbelief. he makes a few steps towards him.
“will.”
will finally looks back up at him, and they lock eyes. mikes looking at him like hes seeing him for the first time. a decade of memories are flashing behind his eyes, all now painted with a new light, and everything, everything finally falls into place. questions he didnt even know he had, didnt know he was even allowed to ask, are now being answered, and everything makes more sense than it ever has.
wills eyes shift between mikes, not daring to draw any conclusions. “what?”
theyve gotten even closer.
“this- this entire time, my whole life, ive been looking for you.”
will is holding his breath and lets out an invisible little gasp, staring at mike with wide glistening eyes. the weight of what mike is saying joins the already thick air, and both are unable to speak right away. but they are both beginning to understand.
“ive been looking for you and- and i guess i kept running into el instead, but- ”
everything is whirring. mike takes the final step so that theyre only a handful of inches apart and he slowly raises his hand to wills cheek. hes still looking at him in disbelief. will cannot believe this is happening. this is something hed never dared to hope for, much less something hed ever dare to ask for. everything else is fuzzy and he can only feel mikes hand on his cheek, can only see mikes face, can only hear mikes voice.
“but hey, i found you now, right?”
“right..” wills almost whispering too. hes shaking. “mike, wh- ”
“just wait, i need to see something, okay?”
will nods. “okay.”
mike inches even closer.
“is this okay?”
will nods again. everything feels hot.
mike cups wills face with both hands and looks down at him for another moment. they glance at each others lips and its not subtle. mike looks like he cant believe what hes about to do, will looks like he cant believe it either, and then, with a burst of courage, eyebrows knitted in determination, mike grips wills face and swoops in and kisses him firmly on the lips.
its only a second, and they seperate and stare at each other again, both looking like they could almost cry with relief. they share in a brief overwhelming oh moment and immediately crash back together, this time with will bringing his hands up to grab mikes hair and back. they have a few passionate moments, releasing all this pent up yearning and overwhelming feelings, before breaking apart again and having a forehead touch moment that melts into a tight, real hug with their hands in each others hair as they laugh-cry together.
and voila thats where we leave that scene and then byler endgame and they get to be a little couple for the last few episodes through the final events. and everyone is supportive of course and we get lots of beautiful emotional moments there too with everyone accepting not only will but mike too and both of them together. the end byler endgame that is my vision stranger writers pleeaasseeee let me in please i have it wired.
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misslauwie · 1 year
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Support Jimin til The End
I dont want to be labeled as Solo Stan but the recent sabotages and twitter feeds have been making me feel sad for Jimin. I feel that Face album face a great injustice with Hanteo, YT views, Spotify splitting the English and Korean version, & the sheer short period that it was allowed to air. Not to mention BB Hot 100 chart.
I am a baby army myself hence I was quite perplexed on how Hybe / BH could bungle Jimin solo debut badly. And thats an understatement from my part. Face to me is a masterpiece. From the concept, music, vocals, emotions transmitted by the lyrics, and the flow of the album itself. Its like Jimin is a story teller but his story is so relatable that it resonates to the General Public not just army. Hence the short period it was allowed to languish is just a TRAGEDY.
Some may say that lets be an adult here. Good music will last and eventually reach GP (general public). But we are currently living in a fast moving environment where news changes in the speed of light. Just take FED stance on US interest rates. They can change within weeks. My point being here is that if there is a way to put on more promotions to hype Face so it can reach GP then why not. Some may also argue that army is too fixated with charts and ranking. I would argue that for an artist song to trend and be pushed towards GP feeds / fyp, they need to trend. For that song to trend, statistics matter. Number of views matter. Number of plays matter. And I think the most basic description of a fan is basically spreading good music of their artist towards non fans.
So when wk 2 happened and Jimin was on an isolated basis booted off top 10 of BB hot 100.. I put on my investigative hat to determine whether Jimin was really sabotaged either by the industry or by his own Company.
I think we wont beat the dead horse with regards to being discriminated upon on BB charts because it didnt happen only to Jimin. But also BTS. So I started facts checking about the discrimination within Hybe / BH that was insinuated by many. And when Suga album dropped I can see discrepancy with regards to Hanteo chart as well as YT views. Hanteo didnt freeze for x hours and erase c. 700k of Jimin's album. YT also didnt delete as many views. So I admit I was a bit ticked and thought wow this narrative of him being sabotaged by his own Company must be true.
But then ... on my Twitter feed I came across PJM account twitting their playlists being reported because they solely have Jimin's songs in it and not Suga too. Please refer to pic below.
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Now the dots starting to connect for me. I was having trouble believing that Jimin was singlehandedly discriminated against at Hybe. Just because the set and cinematography they put out for Set Me Free Part 2 is BTS level and not B-side level. It must have cost a pretty penny for them to even involve so many dancers for SMF pt 2 not to mention the built up set.
Hence I came to the conclusion that its not so much a sabotage from Hybe / BH but a matter of prioritization. Hybe / BH is in a catch 22 situation where if they push or champion Jimin too much then they risk angering another part of BTS fandom; the toxic part of the fandom that is.
Eventhough Im a Jimin bias, I love many of BTS discography. Jimin recruited me during ON era and I came to love JK and Jhope. But the fandom need to understand that being human means that you will have your own preference / favorites. Liking 1 member more than the others does not equal to a collosal sin. OT7 or Nothing. I can be Jimin bias and still love on the street and put it on repeat because that genre is easy listening to my ear. Do I love all of Jimin's solo? Honestly serendipity never resonates within me but I put Promise, Filter and With You on repeated playlist.
I think some of the members have realized that Army is becoming so big that there are some solos that are toxic. This is why most of the members always hype the OT7 principles. But the message may be lost in translation. The members themselves said that if you are an army you would love all members. On the flipside of it is Jimin saying him cutting off friends who talked badly about any members of BTS. But in essence what they are trying to promote I think is "dont hate any of the members".
By now Im sure these nearing 30s boys are well verse in human relationship and its complicated dynamics. They themselves have members whom they are closer to as compared to the others. And this might change as they grow. Because people grow and change. Suga and Jimin himself said that human relationship is complicated but needed in life. Suga also stated that he is comfortable being in the back during performances because he believes in the 3Js delivering stunning performances. Remember what he said is that BTS works because they respect each other for the skills that each member has.
Healthy competition is good to keep them on their toes; striving to be the best, to be the trendsetter. But I believe they are also very much aware of their own specialities (edge) and shortcomings. Suga / RM are composers / producers. They have many credits on songwritings. They are set in life and I believe they know it too; especially Suga.
Would argue that even though I love Jimin but he coddled the army too much in the sense that he thinks army is teenage girls / boys. Well I wouldnt completely blame him with the way they are behaving currently. But I think the OT7 message that they are trying to deliver got lost in translation and they need to come up with a new way of delivering the true OT7 meaning; no hates just love. Fortunately with Chapter 2, seems like we are moving in the right direction where we see Suga breaking down the smoking stereotype, Jimin dancing to a more risque coreagraphy and RM calling out fans during his lives.
Army comes from different geographies and backgrounds. While some seems more well to do than others given that BTS concerts which is very costly always sold out, some stream members' song using prepaid data. Meaning its not even wifi or broadband internet. They are using quotas to stream songs. Hence its not fair to ask everyone to support all members' projects equally.
I wish Army will reflect and gather to spread positivity / love rather than hatred.
We certainly need a better game plan for PJM2. But in the meantime I will continue to stream Face.
With Jimin til the End.
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