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#im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly
gifti3 · 2 months
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Im cursing [REDACTED] right NOW
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#god i better never have contact with this guy again or i might flip out on him#im about to ramble about my past “dating" adventures (we were casual but sheesh cant even be friends with this guy tbh)#im realizing months later how much this guy i used to talk to sucked#like DUDE be a better or stay single FOREVER (ΘдΘ)#and by that i mean learn how to better handle approaching others feelings!#god the way he would just shutdown others ppls feelings and it was just an endless loop of “that doesnt make sense” or “thats dumb”#sure emotions can be irrational but if someone is desperately TRYING to explain why they feel a way (even if theyre struggling to be clear)#maybe dont be so dismissive#like literally one time i was annoyed cause talking to him was grating on my nerves#and i was like ik it doesnt make sense so let me step away cause im annoyed#and hes like trying to logic me out of my annoyance???#like worstie im literally walking away so i can cool off#leave it be!#god looking back on all this....#i hope to god whoever hes talking to (if hes talking to anyone) isnt dealing with similar things#ppl can change so ill just hope for that#or maybe he'll meet his match#someone who reflects the same energy he has!#tho im not sure if hed like that haha#the guy seemed to have a lot of relationship problems in general (romantic and platonic) and i wanted to have the benefit of the doubt#but now im thinking maybe his personality was also just clashing with everyone elses#which isnt necessarily a bad thing on its own#gotta get context for everything u know#but in this case....naur#like im a pretty anxious person so how ppl i care about will react to what im doing or saying is constantly at the back of my mind!#so ppl who just come off as flippant about my fee fees annoy me fr#im like “ahh what if i upset so and so” constantly#trying to make sure not to make things harder for them#and they cant even spare me a single thought before doing something and dismiss me when i get upset#but also they wanna come to me when theyre feeling sad about something???
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terroristiraqi · 19 days
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oh i wish feelings would go away
#p#need to unregister from the class we signed up for together lol#unless i need it in that case he can leave#i do care about him but he was just exhausting me constantly#just being immature and not to my standards. which like fine i have high standards for ppl whatever#but just not being realistic at all. then has the gall to call me immature and call this 'tv ahh shi'#genuinely burst out laughing at that one#he loves me sure.#i realized i kept dreading calls or trying to ignore his texts and avoid him essentially#didn't see him for a month and we kissed day after eid and there was nothing honestly#none of the spark or the feeling that was there before#alhamdullilah. i came to my senses even tho 3 weeks late#he says he doesn't hate me. 'you're the only one who can break my heart'. direct words#he's upset no doubt. blocked him on everything#i think he thinks i'll come back i mean i came back twice#but khalas. sneaking around and lying and the excuses i keep giving to my family. it's exhausting#on top of me being already iffy about him. i'm 18 man i have so long to find someone#he was a lousy boyfriend a lot of the time. didn't make up for the things he said he'd make up for#he did get better but im not entirely sure since we didn't see each other for a month#all i need to do is look at the bright side of it all. i have so much freetime now. i can do what i want. i don't have to apologize for#every little thing. i feel more relaxed. i don't have to check my phone as often. i don't need to make excuses for someone else#alhamdullilah alhamdullilah alhamdullilah
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tryingtofindava · 7 months
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pls im begging for dating ticci toby headcanons 🙏🙏
𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 ‘𝐓𝐢𝐜𝐜𝐢’ 𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐲 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬*ೃ༄
tw: mention of manic episode.
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My god.
This boy is full of so much love.
Y’all take FOREVER to actually get together.
It got to the point where Toby got frustrated and was all like “should I just kill them?” (Assuming you ain’t a proxy)
What I’m tryna say is he’s sorta oblivious to his feelings towards you.
But he’s so scared to get attached to you, cuz every time he’s ever gotten close to someone they die.
But when y’all (finally) get together after a long ahh slow burn.
YOU TWO ARE LITERALLY THE CUTEST OMD.
He was so surprised that you said yes when he asked you out. Like- you? The pretty girl who he had the the pleasure of becoming friends with???? Says yes to him????
He’s so happy
Buttttttttttttttt.
So awkward it’s almost painful.
Onetime you kissed him on his cheek, bro was all like ‘🧍’
But when you guys get past that awkward stage? You guys are practically attached to the hip.
And I know most of the fandom hates the ‘soft Toby’ stereotype, but I feel like that’s just how he is w you (though he does have his moments…)
Lots of reassurance. It’s needed if y’all wanna last.
He isn’t used to have someone be so affectionate towards him. Since deadass the only person who’s showed him genuine love was Lyra.
When y’all first met, he’d always wear a massive ass bandage over the gash on his cheek.
Every time you saw it you gave him the ‘🤨’ look, which he’s just shrug it off. And when you’d ask him about it, he’d say something like:
“It’s ruh-rude to ask t-that.”
He’d even continue wearing it INTO your dating life, he’ll eventually cave in since it’s been around 8 months of him wearing it around you. And a wound would normally be healed by now.
He wasn’t at all surprised by your reaction of shock.
He’ll always have it on out of the apartment though. No exceptions.
He calls you ‘pretty thing’ sm it becomes a tic.
Eskimo kisses? Eskimo kisses.
He try’s his best to keep the whole murder part of his life away from you. But it’s obvious so… that was one long night of going over things.
Anywaysssss.
AQUARIUM DATES! Y’all get in your grandpa jumpers and walk around the aquarium holding hands and looking at all the cool fish n’ shit.
HE LOVES LOVES LOVES NECK KISSES.
He’s a slut for knowing he’s yours.
He loves teasing the shit outta you for being short. Even though he’s like 3 inches taller
“I’ve been b-breaking my bug-back k-k-kissing you, babe.”
“Piss off.”
He loves laying between your legs with his face flushed against your chest while you run your fingers through his hair and itch his scalp.
When you guys are sleeping, you’ll constantly have to make sure he doesn’t get too over headed or cold due to his CIPA.
Speaking of sleeping, he grinds his teeth while he’s dreaming. So just gently grab his chin to stop him. And he’s a deep ass sleeper so he won’t feel it lol.
He isn’t a big fan of PDA when you guys aren’t behind closed doors, but he’ll ALWAYS hold your hand.
On the less sappy note, when he’s having a tic attack he will not allow you to come near him. He’s so scared of hurting you.
And when he’s having an episode?
Make sure you stay calm. And maybe get to him before he gets to you. He’ll be so upset if he did hurt you while going through one of his schizophrenic like states.
To help him through his manic episode, stay as calm as you can, let him know that, although you don’t share the belief that it’s real, you understand that it is real to him. Try and keep focused on supporting him with how he’s feeling in that moment, rather than confirming or challenging his reality.
If he does snap at you, he’ll feel so guilty. He will think that he’s just like his dad.
He’ll probably disappear for a few days, but when he comes back he’s begging for you to not leave him. Like he’s full on sobbing.
Hold him.
He’s clingy. Like super clingy. Clingy to the point where it just becomes obnoxious. And gets a bit irritating but he means well :(
He loves you like a dog, and he’ll do anything for you. He trusts you with his whole being and hopes you feel the same.
✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•✯.★*°•.°✯•.★*°°·.•°★•
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twow · 5 months
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sanji is the most closeted character ever a lot of people hc him as bi which is great and awesome ofc but to me personally he reads so much like a gay man so deeply in the closet that he plays up his "straightness" and masculinity to the extreme. and im not just saying that bc of projection like it is there in the text... like the fact that he fawns over women all the time but literally as soon as a woman shows genuine interest back he is stone-faced does not care does not react. it really reads like a huge performance to demonstrate his masculinity and not actual interest in them and he doesn't know what to do when they like him bc he's not actually interested in them so he plays dumb. ESPECIALLY after growing up in not one but two households with really toxically masculine ideals, one of which he idolizes to this day. he also can seemingly just like. turn off his girl crazy behaviors like when the moment calls for it (WCI as one example) he doesn't do his whole ~ahh woman <3333 thing which further reiterates that fawning over them is not an involuntary lovestruck reaction but an active choice that he makes to play up how straight he is. and like he treats women nicely and fawns over them but never really... pursues them? there's also the fact that every single time a man compliments him or is impressed by him he immediately responds that he doesn't take compliments from men almost like he's so afraid of being perceived in a romantic light with men to the point where he's even nervous to take a simple compliment form them, something that does not bother straight men. being upset over getting a compliment from the same gender is only something that a closeted person afraid of any perceived queerness would do its not normal behavior. plus there's the fact that men get him so riled up that he cannot control his behavior (kinemon literally had him writhing around on the floor in anger lmao) and is constantly picking fights with men since in his mind that's the only way he can be closer to them or get their attention without being perceived as gay. there is soo much more, i could go on and on and on about his + sanji gender studies (okay i'll do a mini rant: he was so fucking happy wearing that dress on momoiro island and it's only when he got a newspaper about his crew that he decided he couldn't wear it anymore. almost like he found happiness as a woman in a place where he was guaranteed acceptance but then was reminded about how his crew would see him and how they would react and freaked out, again due to the toxic masculinity. also further evidence is that it took him literally ONE CONVERSATION to go from "no fucking way im not wearing a dress im not like you people" to "omfg i am a woman i have found myself." if he truly had nothing going on gender-wise it would have taken more convincing) but in conclusion sanji wants everyone to think he likes women so he plays up the simp behavior to the extreme but without any real attraction to them due to the toxic masculinity that's been entrenched in him since childhood and the need to be a "real man." i am sobbing crying throwing up over him give him some estrogen and let him date men. oh also this:
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mrs-march-ahs · 2 years
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hiii ^^ ahh im not used to sending requests but your fics are just *chef's kiss* and i was wondering if you were okay with writing the evans comforting a fem!reader who has post-surgery scars under her breasts? they used to look rather scary sksbksakhdje i mean, they've healed as best as it could be! but sometimes,, y'know,,, it gets to me
if not it's fine!! all your works always bring me joy 💞 thank you for your time and have a lovely day mrs march 💕💓💝💖
How the Evans Would Act Around Your Scars
i love you nonnie!! thank you very much for your kind words, i didn't know how to have the title not be wordy, but this is written about the scars you mentioned, not too generally <3
i hope you enjoy this very much! thank you so much! i'd love to hear from you if you read this :D you have a lovely day
enjoy :*
Tate -Tate has many scars of his own, so the last thing he’d ever do is make you insecure about any you have -He loves them and is definitely the most up for deep conversations surrounding idealistic beauty standards and the relation between your scars - “Everything is just about looking like you, it’s a part of who you are” - “It’s beautiful because it’s so natural, woman are constantly shamed for who they are but this is something that improved your quality of life, your surgery helped you in one way or another, and the way that you feel bad about that and feel the need to hide it, it sucks” -Once the two of you get more comfortable, he loves running his fingers down the scars
Kit -Kit would definitely understand that your surgery scars may or may not be a sensitive subject -He’d be the most understanding
-Straight after surgery he’d softly and gently ask if you needed anything -If you were upset about them, he would comfort you -He’d reassure you tons -He’d also want you to know he wants to be a part of this side of you -He won’t shy away from issues you have -Because you didn’t shy away from the issues he has -He’d every so softly rub lotion into your scars -And then kiss your cheek
Frat Kyle -Kyle would take such good care of you after surgery -He would be really soft and sweet and absolutely always thinking of you -If he was going out studying he’d make sure you’re tucked into bed with snacks and blankets before leaving -He’d text you to make sure you’re doing well throughout -If you text him even that the blanket fell to the floor he’d be on his way back -With takeout -He’d ask you if they hurt and would be really curious about them -He’d assume that any emotions come from the baggage and pain of a surgery, but he would not be able to connect the dots that you’re upset about the scars unless you outright told him -He’d be devastated, he’d hold you so close and kiss you so so much -He hates you being insecure about anything - “I promise not once did I think about the scars” - “It doesn’t matter to me at all” - “I’m lucky to have you, look at me” -He’d really want to make you laugh -They do say it’s the best medicine
Franken Kyle -Like I said in The Evans When You’re Insecure, Franken Kyle just doesn’t know society’s rules -He doesn’t understand what being insecure is -All he knows is that it’s really fun to run his finger up and down the scar -They feel soft on his lips -He definitely wants to help you rub moisturizer into the scars too -It’s just fun -It looks perfect to him
Jimmy -Jimmy’s the most insecure out of all of the lads, so he’s the most understanding -Ish -He struggles to understand why you’re so insecure about this since you can hide it -He’s so deeply in love with you (and your boobs) that he struggles to comprehend what there is to be insecure about - “They’re so ugly”, you whined - “But you understand that they’re not, right?” -He wants to understand but it’s hard for him -He’d start kissing your boobs on a daily to show appreciation - “Hey babe” (smooch) “Hey boobs” (smooch smooch)
James -Would be obsessed -He’d find them soooo attractive -He’d be obsessed with putting his hands on the scars and holding your boobs -You found it weird at first so you told him that it made you uncomfortable, and he respected you completely - “They compliment your body so well, my darling” - “They’re like symbols of bravery” - “They highlight your breasts, it’s hard to take my eyes off you” - “The contrast of your sensitive… soft… breasts… and the scarification…” (shivers) “It has some sort of affect on me” -When doing the do, he’d definitely take twice as long around your boobs -Kiss every inch of the scar - “Divine”
Pre-Cult Kai -Pre-Cult Kai was so excited to see boobs for the first time -When you took your top off the first time you were getting naked together, he couldn’t take his eyes off you -He’d latch onto your boobs and touch the scars ‘subtly’ -Afterwards he wouldn’t ask, but he’d say something - “The lines under your boobs, they look hot” -You’d be a bit awkward, because you were hoping he wouldn’t notice, and you’d explain they’re scars - “Okay whatever, the scars under your boobs, they look hot”
Kai -Would simply find them badass -Hates you being insecure about anything at all - “It’s skin, Y/N” -Would in a very condescending way mansplain to you why skin scars after a surgery -In his mind that’s a reason to not be insecure about it -Because it’s so natural
Peter -Loves boobs -Loves em -He’s great like Kit at understanding it might be a sensitive subject -He’s very gentle with touching them, even after the scars are completely healed - “You don’t have to be so gentle, Peter” - “I have been blessed with the gift of touching boobies, I will treat them right” -After a while of seeing them on you, he becomes really attached to them -Seeing them just means he’s seeing you naked, they turn him on -If you’re wearing a bikini top and it rides enough to show the scars, he’d literally get hard -He’s so crazy about them - “If you could get rid of the scars, I wouldn’t want you to” - “I mean I totally understand that it’s like totally not my decision and I want you to be happy and not be insecure and feel the most comfortable you can feel in your own body but it’s just the way that I’ve gotten so used to them now and because of that it’s like if they weren’t there anymore it would feel like your boobs aren’t even your boobs anymore, do you know what I mean? Like I would be able to see that they’re your boobs but they wouldn’t like feel like they’re your boobs anymore because your boobs have scars on them” - “yeah”
Mrs March -That’s me -I would love them and cherish them with every inch of my being -I’ve had many many surgeries before and my legs are absolutely covered in surgery scars -I used to be very insecure about them too and grew up as a kid with them thinking that when I grow up I’d have to cover them with tattoos to not be embarrassed but now I’ve placed my tattoos around them -I wouldn’t want to cover them -Like Peter said, I don’t think my legs would feel like my legs if the scars weren’t there -That’s a part of me and what I look and feel like -I would kiss your surgery scars all I could -I understand more than anyone why it’s a source of insecurity at first but I can promise you with full confidence that they’ll grow on you -They don’t need to grow on me though -I already love them -Gimme
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oh-katsuki · 2 years
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Cal first of all CONGRATS ON 12K IM SO PROUD OF YOU MY DEAR!!
also may i request izuku for the mini event? Thank you homie <3
Again though im so proud of you like genuinely and i love watching you grow as a :)
AHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!! and you've been on my blog for so long! thank you for sticking around with me <3
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izuku is another caretaker. when he loves you he is patient and giving. his patience is probably the thing you notice the most. he is willing to wait for you to come to him, willing to stick around when you are moody and upset. izuku just seems to know what you need even without you telling him, even before you've even realized it yourself.
he's beyond doting, bordering on sheer adoration, but it works. izuku manages to love you like he needs you without making you feel suffocated. izuku gives and gives without you having to ask, but also doesn't hesitate to take when you offer. he manages to be someone who gives constantly to you without the guilt that often comes with that. when he gives, it makes you feel loved to take rather than obliged.
but there are also times when he needs you to give, when he comes home after a long day at the agency, having seen terrible things. izuku will crawl into bed with you, still a bit sweaty, a little worn at the edges, and he'll find himself in your arms. he bleeds there, either sits in silence or tells you, whichever he needs at the moment. but he is bleeding because izuku is a lover and a protector. when he cannot do that, it makes him crave the thing that he knows will take care of him when he cannot do it himself. you.
izuku is a caretaker, but it's easier to describe him as a homemaker because to him, you are home.
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talas-starlight · 4 years
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Lover - Percy Jackson x Fem!reader
SUMMARY: You’ve crushed on Percy for years, him on the other hand? It’s more of a recent development. That doesn’t mean he likes you any less.
(Older Percy & reader - they're like 21) ALSO idk perfectly what happens in trials of apollo so let’s just ✨ignore that ✨ & this isn’t sexual despite what the title may suggest
WORD COUNT: 2.7k
A/N: hi friends this is for @fromthewatertribe​ ‘s 1k follower event!! Im sure most of you have but if not definitely check out their work!! Its soooo good I promises and ugh their Leo fic?! *chefs kiss* anyway idk if this is any good oop I tried
PROMPTS USED: 9 & 11. (they’re bolded)
WARNINGS: swearing, mentions of ptsd & anxiety, kissing stuff lol ish eh idk, mentions of percabeth breakup?? Does that count?
MASTERLIST: here!
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An obnoxiously red and orange light filters into the motel room, even with the old and tattered curtains closed, the motels’ sign conquers its way through the fabric. Sighing you flop yourself on the faded, probably twenty-year-old bed. Nose scrunching as some dust raises into the air, consequently letting out a sneeze.
“Bless you.”
“Did you just bless yourself?”
You winced at the reminder someone else was in the room, exhausted after the two-day travel to a motel room in the middle of whoop. “Yeah…”
“You really are something, aren’t you?” At the calm amusement evident in his tone, your heart rate began to slow down. He didn’t think you were crazy.
You let out a breathy laugh. Wow, I wonder how those stains got on the ceiling? Lava monster perhaps? Are those even a thing? Probably.
“Yeah… well, someone has to Jackson.” You glance towards him, he’s sitting at the small, poor excuse of a dining table. Heart rate picking up again as he gives you a small smile, already having his eyes on you this entire time.
“If I don’t, who will?” you continue.
“Touché. In that case, I’ll do the blessing from now on; you deserve a break.” Shooting you a wink. Instantly feeling flustered at his action, you fight the urge to cover your face with your hands.
Oh, Percy, if only you knew you’ve already been blessing me for the past six years.
“Even say…. If we’re in a battle?” you muse.
He gets up from the table and walks towards you. Once he reaches your side of the queen bed, he kneels, grabbing the hand closest to him, while putting his other on top of his heart. “Oh, y/n l/n, even with my dying breath.”
With that, you burst into a fit of laughter. This boy and his sarcasm.
You play along. “Hmmm what a great tale that will be. The one and only, Perseus Jackson, spending his final breath on sweet old y/n l/n. How dare you burden me with such a legacy to live up to! They’ll think I’m your lover, you know. Demigods all around the world will come searching for me, just to gawk at the beauty that stole your heart.”
At this point, Percy has fallen from his kneeling position, completely lying on the ground, overcome with laughter.
“This isn’t funny, Percy! How am I supposed to live with the guilt of knowing I don’t live up to their expectations?! I’m hardly a warrior either, oh the disappointment.”
Gasping for breath, he manages to find his words, “Don’t stress it y/n, you’re plenty beautiful. I just know they’ll all be stunned by your beauty. Don’t sell yourself short… trust me, once they see you, they’ll be envious that my lover was so enraptured by me that you’ll never be able to love again.”
Now it was your turn to laugh. Would that be so bad?
Gasping for breath, eventually, both of your laughs die down, leaving you both breathing heavily. “C’mon Percy, let’s get some sleep. Its going to be a long week of scouting for demigods if we’re tired.”
As Percy nods, silently getting up to go to the bathroom to change, but he can’t help but think to himself that he wouldn’t mind if he was stuck in the middle of nowhere with you. No matter how long.
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It had been three days since you and Percy arrived in the town you continuously fail to remember the name of. It wasn’t the only thing you were failing at doing either, because it seemed that for some unknown reason, the school that was supposed to arrive here for their camping trip still hadn’t shown up.
“We should send an Iris message to camp. It doesn’t look like they’re showing up any time soon, and by the looks of things, we’re going to need to have them send someone for more supplies.”
Percy sighed, looking out the window. Was this the opportunity he was looking for? Maybe… he knew he’d be a stupid fool to pass it up. Swept up in his new thoughts, he never replied. “Percy?”
Without even looking at you, he nodded, turning to go to the bathroom, “Yeah sure, I’ll go into the bathroom and make the call.”
Humming in acknowledgement as he left the room, you couldn’t help but stare at the spot he was previously standing in from your position on the edge of the bed. He doesn’t look too good.
For such a great hero, you wondered if this quest was doing him any good. After the first day of scouting the campsite, it was obvious he was already antsy to get home. It seemed no matter how light you tried to keep the atmosphere; it was like something was weighing on his mind. Mostly when you were both in the motel room together, you supposed it was because he barely went on quests nowadays. Understandably so, after all, who could blame him for wanting a break and spend time with his family? This made you feel immensely guilty since you could never give him words of truly understanding what he’s gone through. You’d arrived at camp a few days before him, yet over the years you were never sent onto a major quest. It upset you greatly at first, but you grew to appreciate your time at camp.
Before your mind could delve further into its guilt and self-pity, Percy re-entered the room, sitting next to you with a huff. “It’s all good. They’re going to send Leo with some extra supplies, and he’ll help us for the rest of this quest.”
Accidentally getting swept up in how pretty his eyes were, you tensed up, realising he was staring at you expectantly. Quickly nodding and clearing your throat you looked down to your lap, “ahh, okay that sounds good. I guess we’ll have time to sightsee or something…”
Sightsee? Really y/n? There’s nothing in this stupid town!
An awkward silence filled the room. Due to your previous thoughts, you were unsure how to proceed. This was the first time you were alone with him and had nothing else better to do.
Percy on the other hand, found that the obvious swooning look in your eyes was his green light. “Uhhh actually y/n?”
Oh, please don’t ask me why I basically just drooled all over you for NO FUCKING REASON. Snapping your head back up to look at him, you desperately tried to ignore the pounding in your chest that managed to find its way into your ears, “yeah?”
“There’s something I want to ask you.”
Holy shit he knows, doesn’t he? He knows I’ve liked him this entire time, and he’s going to reject me even though I never even said anything!
“I uhm… look I know we’re kind of on a small quest and all but technically we ARE waiting for Leo and the school to arrive before we continue… and you know we kind of have like at least a day or two until then so I was just wondering…”
“Yeah, Percy? You can just say it, you know; I really don’t mind.” I do mind, but please get this over with before I cry. With your heart rate increasing at an alarming rate and face heating up so much, you wanted Zeus to blast you right then and there.
Percy felt like he was about to puke, he’d never felt this nervous before. Yeah, he had his moments growing up with Annabeth, after all, she was his first girlfriend, but this was different. He wanted this to be different. Sure, he never regretted their relationship, and yes, he knew he’d always remember everything they went through- what he went through but… he wanted a clean slate. He desperately just wanted nothing more than to know that there was at least one person in his life that wasn’t constantly fighting for their lives—someone who didn’t have to live with as much trauma as him.
“W- would you maybe... Gods, do you want to have dinner tomorrow night? Maybe at the diner further into the town?”
HOLY FUCK.
He was interested and honestly, you were over the moon. Breathing out the breath you were holding in, you fail to hide the smile on your face, “yeah, I’d like that.”
His face instantly broke out into a wide smile matching yours. “Wait really?”
Unable to hold back a small giggle, you nodded, “yeah, Percy.”
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Staring at yourself in the mirror, you admire the blue dress you found in a charity shop this morning while Percy was sleeping. I can’t believe this is happening.
If you had old even more awkward 15-year-old y/n that you were about to go on a date with the boy you admired from your table during meals (when he was there), you would’ve laughed. Mainly because at that point, he didn’t even know you existed, only having your first conversation during the battle of Manhattan when you were helping Will.
Okay… lets do this.
Walking out of the bathroom, Percy is already sitting on the bed in his usual t-shirt, jeans and converse waiting for you.
“Woah… You look uh-” Never finishing his statement, worry bubbled in your chest.
“Oh, uhm… I- I can change if you’d like?
Jumping up from his place on the bed, his head shook quickly. “NO! N-no don’t do that.”
“Ah uhm… okay? Sorry, it’s just I saw it in a store earlier and uhm… it looked nice, and I just thought that maybe it’d be cool to maybe put in a bit more effort? I mean… not that you don’t look good or anything! I love what you wear, you always look nice! but I don’t know… I don’t get to look nice much and… I just wanted it to be kinda special since we don’t get to… well our lives don’t really grant us these opportunities very often. Or at least for me anyway…”
“Hey, no, it’s okay! I totally get it… you look beautiful.” After hearing your small confession and thought to prepare for your date, his heart felt like it was melting. How could someone be so thoughtful when all he was doing was taking you to a rundown diner who probably only served mediocre burgers?
A small wave of guilt washed through him. Feeling like he would never be able to truly sweep you off your feet or give you that sweet, tooth-rotting love and affection, every day, just like you deserved. After everything, he knew he could try his best but even then, he’d never be able to hide the anxiety or PTSD he had acquired over the years.
You looked up to him with a smirk. “Glad to hear it, lover.”
Cheeks heating up at your comment, he laughed trying to play it off as cool as possible. Taking a step closer to you and flattening his shirt as if it would wipe away its wrinkles, he held out his arm. “Shall we, lover?”
Matching his level of fake sophistication, you linked your arm with his, “with pleasure.”
And with that, you both walked out of the motel, with hopeful spirits. To any onlooker, you both looked like normal young adults.  
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“Where the fuck are you?!” Percy’s voice boomed from his end of the phone, supposedly made without any monster risks.  
You winced, slowly and cautiously walking your way out of the forest. The once clean dress was now covered in dirt and had few tears. It went perfectly with your dishevelled, twig and leaf infested hair.
“Space doesn’t really exist, so I’m nowhere. Life is built on social constructs and, since there’s no way to know if we’re really alive or if it’s just an illusion, I can’t be anywhere.”
“Y/n.”
Okay, he was concerned, and you couldn’t blame him. After all, how did you expect him to react after getting separated from you as you were chased into the woods by an Empousai after dinner?
Romance at its finest.  
“Yeah, sorry, I got caught up, but I’ll be there soon.”
Ending the call, you couldn’t help but feel guilty as you replayed the events that just occurred in your head. The date was amazing. It wasn’t perfect by any means, but it was still sweet. Which led you both to go on one of those cliché night walks. That was nice too, until two Empousai came out of the forest and decided to attack you both.
Percy being…. Well Percy, he swiftly got out riptide and didn’t hesitate to defend the two of you. You, on the other hand, were completely caught off guard only just noticing as one of them turned their focus on you while Percy was distracted.
And what did you do like the perfectly trained demigod you were?
You ran like a headless chicken into the forest.
After a few minutes of running, they tackled you into the ground. Trying and failing failed to shove them off, you suddenly remembered the dagger you strapped to your thigh under your dress and stabbed them.
Clearly not your proudest moments.
Finally making it back to the room, you unlocked the door and let out a huff of relief. “Well… that date didn’t go as expected.”
Percy, took in your current state staring at you with wide eyes… but he didn’t say anything. Is he angry at me? Fuck now he’s going to call off whatever this is, all because I’m an incompetent idiot! I knew I should have tried harder in the sparring activities at camp.
Feeling highly intimidated under his intense stare, you began to play with the hem of your dress, voice going quiet. “Look I uh- I know it probably wasn’t the date you were hoping for but I uhm-“
Before you could even finish your poor excuses, your words are soon lost entirely. Percy stalked towards you with a determined look on his face. Reaching you, he firmly placed his hands on either side of your face, smashing his lips onto yours.
You let out a small, muffled squeak of surprise as your eyebrows shot up into Olympus. Yet unlike your fighting skills, this was something you managed to adapt to at a faster pace.
Eyes fluttering closed, you fisted his shirt, pulling him closer.
Please don’t let this be a dream.
Because Gods forbid if this your one chance, you weren’t letting this moment end that easily.  
Moving your lips against his, the urgency he came onto you with slowly began to dissipate, feeling his soft, but slightly chapped lips move against yours. Deepening the kiss, you let go of his shirt, gliding your hands up his tense torso and along his strong arms, eventually placing your hands on his wrists that were on either side of your face. Applying a small amount of pressure to the inside of his wrists with your thumbs, his mind began to drift into a calming haze as you softly stroked them. It was almost as if you were able to brush away the worry that bubbled in him when he got back to the room, only to find you weren’t there. Yet here you were… safe.
It was intoxicating and calming having him so close to you, his entire being overcoming your senses to a point where you fought the urge to let out a small whimper when he pulled away.
Resting his forehead against yours, chest rising and falling heavily flushed against you; he continued to hold you in his warm embrace. “I wouldn’t have had it any other way.” He whispers, breath fanning against your face.
Because as much as Percy was afraid he’d let you down, he knew no matter what you were worth every single risk.
“…but I’m going to have to teach you a few things when we get back to camp. We can’t have my lover running away in battle all the time, how will I know if you sneeze?”
Letting out a snort, you playfully hit his chest. “Anything for you, lover.”
A soft smile graces his face as he looks at you adoringly as the word takes on a whole new meaning… because you were right. He’d do anything.
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A/N: whelp! i hope you all liked it :)) its not perfect but oh well? 
also i dont have a percy jackson taglist but i gotta tag the holy grail of fic writers for this fandon eep @cabinofimagines​   🙈 🙈
Divider credit: @biskit-rising​
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amitlee · 3 years
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No regrets
I definitely self prompted this one. I’m using the words “no regrets” as a small guide.
Summary- Phil and Techno have come to rely on each other somewhat. You could almost say that in messing with one, you are messing with both.
Lee!Tommy Ler!Techno Ler!Philza
Warnings: This is a tickle fic!
Do not tag as ship post! This is all entirely platonic.
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Tommyinnit hummed lightly to himself as he looked through Philza’s chests. He would most likely return the items at some point, all he needed was a few emeralds an-
“Tommy?”
Fuck fuck shit fuck.
“Philza! My man! My friend, what are you doing today!” Tommy slammed the chest, stood up, and shifted slightly closer to the door.
“Well not much, I was just coming home actually. I didn’t expect to see anyone here. Especially not someone looking through my things.”
‘Maybe if I sprinted I could get out the door before he could react.’ Tommy wondered to himself as he continued to slowly inch toward the exit.
“Speaking of which, I would quite like thoes emeralds back if you don’t mind. And while you’re at it, it would do wonders to ask next time buddy.” Phil continued speaking, not noticing how Tommy had moved further away from him.
“What? Emeralds! You have emeralds? Big P why didn’t you tell me! You know, I’ve never even seen an emerald before.”
Tommy rambled on without any real meaning to his words as he took more noticeable steps towards the door.
“Tom. Don’t you walk out that door with my things on you.” Phil couldn’t help the smile that came over him, in reality he had grabbed maybe 10 emeralds at most. At this point he just wanted to mess with the younger boy.
Tommy let out his signature laugh and shouted “NO REGRETS. CATCH ME IF YOU CAN!” before turning around and booking it outside. Well. He would have, had he not run right into a certain hybrid.
“AHHAH- AHHHH! Oh. Hello. Um.. Technoblade I know this seems strange and it has been a while but I am in a situation right now and would like to get going if that isn’t too much trou-“
“Hold him right there for me please” Came a reply from somewhere behind him.
Uh oh.
Technoblade wrapped his arms around the smaller boy, effectively trapping him in place.
“Woah woah fellas, surely we can work something out. I am really a busy man contrary to popular belief.”
“Tommy Tommy Tommy... I told you not to walk out that door. Look what you’ve gotten yourself into now.” Tommy’s face flushed and he refused to meet anyone’s gaze. “Turn him towards me will you bud?” Without another word, Tommy was flipped around to face Phiza.
He had a smile to his face, sure didn’t seem upset. That calmed Tommy down, they wouldn’t hurt him surely.
“I gave you chance after chance Tom. You ignored me blatantly and for what? A few measly emeralds? I would like them back along with an apology please.”
Apology!? Now this was just getting rediculous. You can not expect the big man himself to give you a heartfelt apology for something so silly. “Hmm. Let me think about it-no.” Tommy replied with a cocky smirk.
“I wouldn’t test my luck if I were you, have you ever seen Philza like this?” A low, gruff voice spoke directly into Tommy’s ear, making him squirm lightly.
“I won’t waste any more of your precious time then. Tell me when you’re ready to give them back.” Philza stepped forward and began to randomly poke at the boy’s middle, keeping him guessing whilst not being too harsh so he could watch for any signs of discomfort. He was only met with childlike giggles. Tommy’s usual laugh can be loud and overwhelming, this laugh however was gentle but filled with life. You could practically feel the joy radiating from him.
“Ph-phihihil wait waIT-“ Tommy cut himself off with a squeal as Techno used his vantage point to squeeze where his hands rested on either of the boy’s sides.
“TECHNOHO! Guhuhuys it tihihickles!”
“Well I would sure hope so, this would be a rather weird reaction to have to pain.” Techno’s monotone voice combined with Phil’s loving smile increase the ticklish feeling tenfold.
“DOHOHONT TEASE MEHEHE IM GOING TOHOHO START STAHAHBING SHIT” Tommy covered his face as he felt his blush spread to his ears. Despite his words, he couldn’t be more happy with the situation he found himself in, the boy had been through so much and was constantly under pressure. Honestly, all this laughter was freeing.
“Ahahawww, does the teasing get to you Tommy boy? I don’t think I’ve ever seen you like this, you’re practically melting, I think if we let you go you’d just fall to the ground.” Phil was right, Tommy’s knees had bucked almost as soon as it had begun; and with Phil’s hands now scratching his stomach, there was no hope in regaining balance.
Giggles turned to laughter as Tommy’s squirming began anew, his stomach had always been a weak spot. “PHIHIHIL, TECH Plehehease I-ahahAHAhaha” Tommy leaned his head back into Techno’s chest and let gentle laughter overtake him. The boys backed off slightly, Phil lightly traced shapes on his stomach while techno stilled his hands completely and allowed Tommy to breathe.
“How are you feeling Tommy?” Philza asked with just the right amount of teasing and kindness to melt Tommy down to his very core.
“Ihihi- I’m ohokay, just thinking ahabout your mothers.” Ok so he had decided to provoke them a little more, sue him. Even though he knew Philza and Techno could be outstanding lers, he had never really seen them work together. So it is understandable for him to have been completely blind sighted by what happened next.
Without saying a word, his ticklers went in full force. Phil had one hand on his stomach and the other squeezing his hips; Techno had both of his hands squeezing Tommy’s sides rapidly while he burried his face into his neck to blow small raspberries and whisper teases.
Tommy went apeshit. He was already flustered and the anticipation that had built up over the last few minutes from the small tickles had made him much more sensitive. The teases, while thoroughly enjoyed, were completely unexpected and caused Tommy’s laughter to go sqeaky.
“AHH WAAIT WHAHAHAT CALM DOHOHOWN GUHUHYS, BOHOHYS LETS TALK ABOUT THIHIHIS!”
“Oh we’ve done plenty of talking Tommy.”
“Yes we have, I think we’ll stick to this for a while.”
God he didn’t know how much more he could handle. On one hand, his face was bright red and he was laughing so hard he thought he might just die there. But on the other, he hadn’t felt this stress free in weeks, maybe months even.
In the end, his need for air won over his will and the apologies came out. “IM SOHOHORRY! IM SOHOHRRY, I’LL GIHIHIVE THEM BAHACK AND I WOHOHON’T STEAL ANYMOHOHORE!”
Just like that it was over. Phil rubbed away the ghost tickles while techno stayed in the same position, his hug now peaceful without any tickly intentions. This was definitely needed, the boy would have fallen over had it not been for the supporting arms.
“See that was so easy! I’ll tell you what Tommy. You come inside and rest for a while, when you are ready to go you can take what you need.” Phil’s kindness never ceased to amaze Tommy, he opened his eyes and was met with a fond smile, he immediately closed his eyes again as the blush resurfaced.
“Thank you Philllll” Tommy groaned playfully as he tried to act displeased, his wide smile and relaxed state made his statement a bit redundant.
When he could stand on his own again, all three of the boys walked back to Phil’s cabin and stayed together for a while. Tommy was very calm and surprisingly touchy the entire time, not that either of them minded. So cuddles and story telling ensued until it was night time, and they all fell into a peaceful sleep.
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NOW THATS MORE LIKE IT! I hope you guys liked it and I am completely open to criticism! Please remember that prompts are always welcome! Have an amazing day and I love you so much❤️

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jayflrt · 2 years
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hey alice(can i call you that?) i got to know about the plagiarism situation you faced from sei and im so sad to know that you were lied to and gslit. it was terrible of [beep] to do that to someone, and it's even more disappointing because she doesn't seem to be genuine. the new users on enha tumblr have been turning out to be super untrustworthy. and it's very upsetting to see that people think it's okay to steal from here cause the content is all put out for free and the fact that they "feel bad" only after being caught after constant accusations. personally i have also faced plagiarism and have even caught someone plagiarizing other people and honestly it feels really awful. i can immediately see how these people are not actually always genuinely apologetic rather it's a situation of "oh fk sht i've been caught it's time to hop on to a new blog and a new name" sometimes i feel insecure putting out my works wondering if there's anyone whose using my hard work as their own it's sickening to think they probably have no shame in claiming it as their own and gaining innocent people's trust. idk how many people i trust/follow/look up to or know have scummed to ways of plagiarism but i really hope if they have they stop doing it. and i hope you don't have to come across something like this again. it's less likely though considering the increasing number of incidents coming to light recently. i feel like those who have got caught and deactivated probably could have already made another new blog with a new identity and we don't even know if they on here looking through our blogs, interacting and trying to get moots again. this might be not entirely true but i feel like one among the many reasons could be the average age of our fandom. there are more of minors on here than adults, and that too minors on the younger side as well. it's difficult for some teens to figure out what's not right, one of which is posting someone else's work after modifying it. which is essentially plagiarism but certain minds think of it as not just because they modified it. this is not an excuse or justification but rather im just stating why it could be so casual here. some network admins as well even though putting plagiarism will not be accepted in the rules still keep the guilty ones in the network. i just hope the people who plagiarize and don't feel guilty, someday learn from it. (THAT WAS SUCH A LONG RANT IM SO SRRY I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF😵) hope you're doing okay <33
hihi !! yeonie, right ?? :o i think i’ve seen your jay fic around !! 🤩 and yes ofc you can call me alice 🥰💕 (omfg i thought you meant sei plagiarized and i was about to be like NONONONO) but ahh yes it’s super disappointing :(( this site should just be for supporting each other and creating content that we like. i wish it wouldn’t have to turn into a chore for people to constantly grind out fics, and i feel like that’s another way people start getting into the habit of copying other authors works :/ but i agree, it’s hard to trust because of it but i hope it stops !! 🤧
and i’m so sorry that you’ve experienced that love, no one deserves that :(( did you manage to get them to take it down?? i remember there used to be a wave of people from wattpad plagiarizing several authors from tumblr and putting all of them in a oneshot book <//3 it’s absolutely horrible and i don’t understand why people are so adamant on taking people’s own creative work like that ,, like the amount of thought and dedication that writers pour into their fics just for someone to copy paste 😔
and you’re so right 😭😭 i already know there are instances of people who start anew after getting exposed for plagiarism and it’s kinda scary to think about them doing it again :// i hope recent events set an example and help people realize they really shouldn’t be doing this, but i guess we’ll see with time :’)
that’s true as well !! this fandom specifically has a younger audience so i think it’s more prevalent here(??) and yeahh i hope it’s reinforced that paraphrasing and stealing of ideas counts just as much :(( taking an author’s intellectual property is just wrong and disrespectful. i don’t know much about network admins but the few that i’ve talked to have been really sweet and good about keeping people in line. the ones you’re referring to who let plagiarists slide ,, i do hope they take a stand and stop tolerating such behavior 😞 and i hope they learn from their mistakes too ! at some point ppl have to realize how childish it is to steal work <//3 AHAHHA DW AB THE LENGTH I ENJOYED THE READ >:) and i’m doing p good !! just have a lot due for tomorrow HAHAH hbu ?? :o i hope you’re doing alright as well ! and have a great day/night love 🌷💗
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minieggukie · 2 years
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5 things I like about you.
1) you don't send internet hate or create an aggressive online space.
2) you make/post content that makes me giggle and thus gives me endorphins.
3)you enjoy/share fan content in a way that isn't "what I say goes" (aka. You're literally a ship account for 2 members but you constantly show how all 7 members have incredible dynamics with eachother not just 2, and its so damn soft)
4) the way you love/support the boys
5) that you're a part of my tumblr experience and I'm so happy to see the energy you bring to this fandom space.
💜💜💜💚💚💚 -Kat (my url is too long im not even gonna dheh)
OH YOU'RE SO CUTE??!!
I just woke up and my friend showed me something on twt that made me really upset. This cheered me up, so thank you 😭😭
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Ahh yes my blog will always focus on JKK first but there is no way I could ignore the other boys. They're such a bright spot in my life! I'm so glad to see that even though I don't always post JKK content (and sometimes I post or rb non-bts stuff 👉👈) that people still enjoy my blog 😭 Thank you again for your lovely words. I would love to chat more with you if you ever decide to share your url hehe. Happy holidays! 💜
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rwbybutincorrect · 3 years
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So... why do you hate Victorious so much?
BECAUSE I STILL WATCH IT???????? the show sucks so much, tori is a horrible protagonist who is a terrible person and does not learn or grow or really deserve anything she gets. she doesn’t even know half the BASIC THINGS upon coming to the school for performing arts idont remember what it was called. 
she is a HORRIBLE SISTER who treats trina so mean and like I GET BEING MEAN TO YOUR SIBLINGS BUT AT THE SAME TIME THERES LIKE NO REDEMPTION ON HER HALF LIKE AT LEAST TRINA HAS HER MOMENTS WHERE SHE SHOWS SHE CARES ABOUT TORI AND ACTS LIKE SHE CARES ABOUT HER BUT TORIS JUST LIKE “damn right” i hate them
and then dont even get me started on that stupid ass nerd boy who uses a puppet to be misogynistic and harrass women!! “rex why would you say that” SHUT UP NERDB OY YOU SAID IT YOURE A VANTRILIQUIEST STUPID IDIOT MAN BOY IDIOT ugh
anyway theres also that canadian boy who had no character besides being hot and rebellious that guy was an idiot (no offence canadians) hes just so useless as a character because all he does is just have girlfriend and be useless (but knows how to drive) idiot oh my god idiot god i hate him
andre and jade were kind of good i like those two 
(EDITING NOTE ACTUALLY WASNT ANDRE LIKE WEIRDLY LIKE LIKE ALSO LOWKEY MYSOGYNISTIC LIKE AT ONE POINT TORI WAS LIKE “pretend im jade :3″ and he was like “oh my gohg. i going to kiss you without your consent” AND SHE WAS LIKE “AAAH” AND HE WAS LIKE “AHH I DONT KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME” damn even the good ones have their L’s theres no redeemable people here)
BUT I AM CONSTANTLY ANNOYED WITH HOW THEY TREAT CAT. CAT IS TREATED SO BADLY THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE SHOW andh er obviously abusive situation at home is played off like jokes and its like “UMM??? ARE WE GOING TO ADDRESS THIS??? ARE WE GOING TO IGNORE HER OBVIOUS CRIES FOR HELP” SHE CONSTANTLY TALKS ABOUT HOW HER BROTHER SCARES HER AND SHE HIDES “TO SURVIVE” AND BECAUSE SHE HAS THAT SWEET HIGH PITCHED VOICE SHES SO INNOCENT AND STUPID AND WE HATE HER UGAHPEHRAPHRWPRHHG cat is so charming and shes treated so badly with whatever she has going on i m so mad im so upset with how they treat her 
AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED WITH TORI AND TRINAS PARENTS OH MY GOD THE MOST NEGLECTFUL PARENTS OF THE YEAR AWARD they are NEVER there despite the fact that their kids are CONSTANTLY going off on probably dangerous situations APPARENTLY ACCORDING TO MY BROTHER ALL OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS WENT TO JAIL???? AND WHERE WERE THEIR PARENTS?? THEY HAVE NO PARENTS Im so mad im so angry their parents are so neglectful like when trina had her wisdon teeth removed they said “okay we goin to hAWWIII” SHUT UP YOU DITIO PARENTS YOURE SO CRUEL I THATE YOU 
remember that time a teacher held a sleep over with his students and if they broke acting character THEY FAILED THE ASSIGNMENT DAWG A CHILD GOT BURNED ON YOUR SUPERVISION AND YOU SAID “IF YA BREAK CHARACTER YOU LOOSE THE ASSISGNMENT” SFHSFHAHFF I HAFSKHFF SHE AHFHFBAHFFF i need a minute im getting adrenaline from my rage  hold on i need to eat my cookies
[eats cookies]
WHY WERE THEIR PHONES SHAPED LIKE PEARS there was also this once scene where cat made brownies and they were OBVIOUSLY LITTLE DEBBYS COSMIC BROWNIES yet tori was like “you never eat my brownies :(” to her exboyfriend now dating cat and hes like “hbrrbrhuububububu” and its like THSOE ARENT BROWNIES THOSE ARE ARTIFICIAL AS HELL THATS A COSMIC BROWNIE i feel violent 
the episode where they crossed over with icarly was pretty good ig because sam and cat wasn’t bad as long as cat was appreciated because sam and cat both come from terrible households and now they’re dating ig guess??? goo dfro them :3
jade is done so dirty shes seen as selfish for being ambitious and wanting to succeed and have people be proud of HER ACCOMPLISHMENTS??? wasn’t there that one point where jade was performing her dark play that was entirely written by herself and performed by herself and none of her friends wanted to support her despite the fact that MORE OR LESS SHE IS ALMOST ALWAYS AROUND EVEN IF SHE DOESNT WANT TO BE LIKE SOMETIMES SHE OPTS OUT BUT LIKE SHES PRESENT??? BUT OYU GUYS CANT JUST KEEP DISREGARDING HER AND NOT LETTING HER SUCCEED JUST BECAUSE SHES A LIIIITOL PETTY all you bitches are petty be a little police to this GAY PERSON jesus christmas okay 
anyway dont take this too seriously, i legitimately dont care, to only reason i say “i hate victorious” so much is because its annoying how much nostalgia and sentimental attachment i have to it despite it being a show made by a terrible person and and a show that is just generally like. dumb. i think. i dont think its going to win any awards but whatever. it was a huge ploy to get victoria justice’s but mostly ariana grande’s singing careers off the ground i just think about this show with red anger glasses i dont mean to like. insult anyone or be mean to people who genuinely do care about this show because honestly i dont. i honestly could care less. i am just saying words because words are coming out of my brain and i need to say them or i will explode but this time i get to say them in front of a thousand + people so read this thank you
OH BUT STAN THIS SCENE 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d5sGxCpf7ns
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violetnotez · 4 years
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HC: BNHA Boys x GN! reader whose feeling down
Anonymous: Heyo! If you've written something like this already please ignore this and sorry for bothering you! I'd like to request some angsty hcs (because hcs are the only thing my brain ever lets me read peacefully) for Mirio, Tamaki, Denki, Kirishima and Shinsou where their s/o or crush puts her hands on their face. Also, if you can, could you make the reader gender neutral?
Ohhhhhh yes Im in a angsty mood!!!!!
Warnings:
I made these with the intentions the reader and them have been crushing on each other, hope thats okay!
Pairings: Mirio x reader, Tamaki x reader, Denki x reader, Kirishima x reader, Shinsou x reader
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚
m i r i o
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Mirio is extremely observant
He knows exactly when and what mannerisms you use when your happy, angry, upset...
he knows you like the back of his hand, so when your not feeling amazing, he definitely knows
He would probably be really worried on the inside, but he has to be positive for you! So he puts up a big smile and his super goofy, dad-joke personality to hopefully get a smile or laugh out of you
He’d catch you with your head in your hand after school one day, the other kids bustling away as you sat under a lonely tree, looking extremely burdened with something
If you two were just crushing on each other, he’d be extremely worried, bidding Tamaki and Neijire a quick goodbye as he made his way over to you
“Oh hey y/n-are you feeling okay? You were looking pretty sad over here, just wanted to see if I can cheer you up!”
This boy is just a literal ball of sunshine as he stares down at you with the brightest grin ever
It doesnt matter if you tell him or not- he will listen to your feelings and give you the best adivce he can if you do tell jim, but he wont be offended if you keep it to yourself
He just wants to see you be the bright, happy person he knows and loves!
Would probably offer to do something or go get something you like, like take a walk in the park or get some ice cream
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚
t a m a k i 
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poor tama- he knows you arent feeling well its just he cant rack up the courage to ask!
Your usually at least a little more energetic than him
So he immeditaely knows somethings wrong when you shuffle your way into class, not saying much and going straight to your seat
Every morning he always anticipates you with excitement and nerves- cause he honestly loves seeing you, it brightens his morning, but Tama being Tama his anxiety kicks in 
And he just keeps thinking he’ll something embarrassing like stutter, your go mute, or start shaking, or god forbid he accidentally confuses by accident-
He will watch you with ihs eyes the whole time, instantly very nervous and worried for you-
Hes hoping that maybe its nothing, that maybe your just tired or feeling a little under the weather
But the moment he sees you put your head down he knows something is up- you look like your going to break down at any moment
Its going to take alot out of Tamaki, but he doesnt want you to be by yourself
But this poor thing has to give himself some time to collect himself- it takes alot out of Amajiki to be any type of bold
But he finally walks over to you, and sit across from your seat, his hands tucked into his lap and his hung low
“I-I-just wanted to see...if you were-feeling okay....”
You can tell this boy everything and anything, he is all ears and wants to help
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* ✧・゚
d e n k i
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Kaminari is such a sweet heart
Like he may seem like a flirt and it kinda sucks at times for him
Because you kinda “friend zone” him every time he makes a flirtatious move,,,,
AND POOR BABY JUST WANTS TO BE WITH YOU
but anywayssss
this boy is like attached to you and wants you around him 24/7
Like Momo doing a study group? Hes gonna invite you
Hes gonna train? Hes gonna run to your dorm room and see if your free
Bakusquad gonna go out on the weekend? Hold up hes gotta ask and see if you can come-
EXTREMELY ATTACHED TO YOU
So of course, Kirishima asked if he wanted to study a littl bit for a test the next day and hes scrambling to go and go ask you in your dorm if you wanted to join
hes so excited, almost like a little puppy, running to your room and opening up the door with a huge grin
“Hey y/n, you wanna come and- oh shoot, are you okay?”
Your curled up on your bed, your face in your hands, and then you peak through your hands and oh no you look like youve been crying-
He instantly walks over, his knees sinking into your mattress and putting a reassuring hand on your back
If you start breaking down, he WILL hug you
DOES NOT CARE
Also gonna be a sweetheart, calling you little nicknames that he gives you all the time
“Ahh cmon baby girl, dont cry...youre gonna be okay, sunshine, just wait, I promise-”
Hes gonna ditch everything until he knows for sure youll be okay- he’ll run and get his laptop and some food so you guys can just have fun and help you forget 
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k i r i s h i m a
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THIS ^^^^ BABY ^^^^ RIGHT ^^^^ HERE
Is gonna take care of you!
Hes naturally very caring by heart, but when he sees his crush having a rough day!
Is gonna drop everything and anything for you
Like Kaminari, hes practically attached to the hip to you
(just like a tiny bit more subtle)
But Bakusquad DEIFNITELLLYYYYY knows about his little crush, and constantly teases but also hypes him up to get him to just ask you out
When he notices you looking a little blue, hes deinfitely going to be worries
No matter who he’s with or if hes by himself, he’s gonna leave and come straight to you to see whats wrong 
(*cue Bakusquad staring at him and trying to see whats going on from behind a bush)
Hes gonna be kinda nervous, you are his s/o after all- but he’s gonna push it away 
“Hey, are you feeling alright..you seemed really sad, wanna talk about it?”
hes going to sit himself right next to you and comfort you the best way he thinks he can
If you want to tell him whats going on, he is ready to listen and support you
If you just wanna sit in silence, he’ll sit with you and try to make small talk to get your mind off of it
He’ll probably tell a sorta embarrassing story of himself to make you laugh
And omg if you do UGH he’ll feel so happy and fulfilled cause yay he made you feel better!
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s h i n s o u
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Shinso is pretty chill
So when he sees you looking really upset, he’s going to be worried but it wont show too much on the outside
He just extremely calm, which is probably a good thing if your emotions are heightened
Also, he knows you like the back of his hand
You literally cannot lie to him and say “your okay”
He will call you outtttttt
‘You look about ready to cry..so tell me, whats been on your mind? You know you can trust me right?”
Hes really good at being comforting
Like he wont SMOTHER you
But he’ll hold your hand while you spew out whats on your mind
Or rub your back if your bawling
You dont even have to tell him anything- he’ll of course try to pry it out a little cause he doesnt want those thoughts eating up at you
But he respects if you want to keep it to yourself
He will make sure to take care of you, bringing you water, blankets, snacks- whatever you need
And for the rest of the day, he’s going to make sure your right next to him
No exceptions
It is his personal duty to make you feel at least a little  better- no matter what
This will include sleeping in his dorm room jnfiifuwiufiwuefuiweif-
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ahsk1nk · 3 years
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ahh congrats on 100!! its a big milestone and i know you have much more to come!!!
can i maybe get 🐞- a one shot with you and your favorite character/ or multiple if you want (give me a little background info, favorite character/s, and if you want smut or fluff) with jimmy! some good fluff maybe? and/or 🌟- which character i ship you with and why (tell me about yourself)
im kit, i use they/them n he/him pronouns, i have short hair (usually dyed some odd color but its faded to blonde atm, im a natural brunette though), green eyes, 4'10
im really shy at first and horrible to talking but once i become comfortable with someone im very annoying. i love photography and film and spend alot of time drawing. i also love music and am constantly listening to it, usually 70s/80s. even though i can seem standoffish im a pretty big softy and a romantic at heart. thank you honey, congrats again ! <3
Thank you so much for the support! You sound really cool, and I hope you enjoy.
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Working at the Freak Show was a simple job if you weren’t an entertainer. Your task was to clean the big tent and prep the stage, but most of the performers would help you with the chores, making them extremely easy. Although, the freak show was fun and a great place to be at, you hated how the audience would treat the people on stage. Calling them freaks, throwing food or trash at them, and sometimes beating them up after the show. It took you a long time to realize what was happening, Elsa always had you occupied with tasks when the show was taking place. But becoming close to Jimmy, opened your eyes to the hate he was constantly exposed to. Jimmy was always very upset, and you were the person to calm him down, with time, your feelings for him grew.
You slept in the big tent in a sleeping bag, but most of your time was spent in Jimmy’s trailer and you would see his face beaten and bruised. But tonight you were up late cleaning the big tent with no help since it was a tiring night for everyone.
The radio started to play sweet music, soft and gentle. You started dancing with your broom, and closed your eyes, picturing a ballroom, with beautiful lamps and paintings on the walls. Your feet moving around the space, as you drift deeper into your thought.
“Kit?” Jimmy’s voice startled you, you open your eyes and turn to him. Happy as ever to see his face.
“Jimmy. I heard you did very well tonight.” He smiled widely, walked closer to you.
“Not as good as your dancing, Suga. Here, I bet I can be a better dance partner than that broom.” Jimmy grabbed your wrists and placed them on his shoulders, pulling you closer to his chest, which made your heart pound.
The music was the only sound, and Jimmy swayed his hips, matching yours, to the music. His cheek warm on yours, filling your stomach with butterflies. Jimmy parts his lips against your ear, and speaks in the softest voice. “I really like you Kit. I like you a lot.”
You couldn’t help but smile at the comment, “I like you too Jimmy.” He pulls back and looks into your eyes steadily. Jimmy leans forward and takes his time to connect his lips with yours. And as it does, the whole world fades.
(This was short but I hope you liked it)
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I ship you with Frat Boy Kyle. I think that he would really appreciate your taste in music, and would love your photographs. I think you both would look really good together.
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trashfroggie · 4 years
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Paternal Instincts (Part 2)
Words: 1470
Pairings: Platonic Moxiety
Warnings: Heavy embarrassment
Patton has parental instincts and treats Virgil like a baby. Virgil doesn’t know what’s going on.
While Patton was cooking he constantly made sure that Virgil had everything that he needed. He had already set him up with a blanket around his shoulders and chocolate milk even though he knew that Virgil usually drank coffee. Logan hadn't said anything about it but did give Virgil a knowing look that he didn't return.
Virgil looked down into the milk and sucked on the straw in thought. He must have done something that made Patton concerned. That was why Logan knew what was happening and Roman was sent to his room. He guessed he would just have to bring it up to Patton when they were in private. 
A plate of scrambled eggs and bacon were put in front of him with a smile, but Logan was allowed to get his own food. Virgil looked up to thank him but was met with the sight of a spoonful of eggs. "Patton..?" He questioned.
Patton kept on smiling. "I just wanna make sure that you're eating enough! Now say ahh." He said, prompting the spoon closer.
Virgil shook his head,"No, no..I'm eating enough, Patton. I don't need you to do this.." he averted his eyes.
"Awe, there's no reason to be embarrassed, honey! It's just you and me."
Virgil shook his head again. "No..Logans here and- and I just want to do it myself, okay?" He said softly.
"Well, if that's what you want." Patton said and set the spoon down for him. "Now eat up." He said, lifting a piece of his own bacon and pretending to eat it like Virgil didn't know what he meant by telling him to eat.
Was this mocking? That wasn't in Patton's nature. He started to eat anyway and refrained from making eye contact. Patton ate his own food, too, but would wipe Virgil's mouth if he got any spots.
Logan still didn't say anything. He had honestly thought that Virgil knew what was happening, so he didn't explain it to him. When Logan was done he got up and left to his room with a thank you to Patton.
Seeing the opportunity, Virgil thought of how to phrase his asking,"I- Patton..are you okay?" He asked.
Patton smiled,"I'm great. You don't need to worry about me. Even though it is sweet of you." He poked his nose again.
Virgil huffed a bit in frustration,"Well, it's just that you're acting a lot different than you usually do..Im feeling just fine, too, you know?"
"Oh, that?" Patton giggled,"I just love you so much, Virgey. And I want to make sure that you have everything you need." Patton assumed that Virgil was done eating and scooted over to pat his back. Virgil felt a little guilty. "Oh..well..I guess..you can do that..'' he said softly. Who would he be to deny Patton's affection?
"That's great to hear." Patton said and kept feeding himself with his free hand. "I have to take Romans food to him in a minute, but then I can go and run your bath for you." 
Virgil was going to say that Patton didn't have to do that, but he felt a burp bubble up in his chest and he muffled it the best he could with his hand. He didn't get a chance to excuse himself before Patton was clapping happily,"That was a good one!" And he stopped patting his back.
Virgils face redenned. Patton had been trying to burp him that entire time! And it worked! Virgil hid his face in his sleeve and Patton giggled. "You can go and watch TV now until your bath is ready. I'll take care of everything."
Virgil could only nod, being overwhelmed with embarrassment. His cool, mysterious  aesthetic was being thrown out the window and he didn't know what to do about it...but Patton does seem happy doing this. And it was out of love. He thought about it while sitting on the couch even though he knew he should probably go to Logan to get it explained to him. He didn't want to risk being embarrassed in front of the others, though. He could practically feel the other dark sides smirk at all of this. They could appear at any moment and just laugh at him. 
But he couldn't help but feel ungrateful at the same time. He groaned and laid back on the couch, curling up in thought.
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Patton brought the plate of food up to Romans room and knocked in his own rhythm. Each of them had their own unique way of knocking so that everyone knew who was asking to come in. "Roman? You can come out now. I've got breakfast for you." 
Roman opened the door but was still pouty, crossing his arms but taking the plate. "Well, I could have left any time I wanted. I just didn't feel like it." He said stubbornly. Patton smiled softly at him,"Of course. I might have overreacted. It's just that I love Virgil so much and I don't like people talking bad about him...you know that."
"Yes yes, I understand. But I wasn't saying anything behind his back, I assure you. Virgil was watching you and Logan in the kitchen while you were making breakfast. I was just being...teasing. I thought he might come out." He started to eat while standing. Patton tilted his head.
"Aw. You think he was too nervous to go into the kitchen? He was kinda tense.. I think I might've made him worry about me. I dont know what I did, but I think we mightve solved it..I dunno. My mind gets so clouded when I'm around him today."
Roman raised an eyebrow, thinking he might've understood what was happening. "Pat...is this about when we went to get ice cream with our friends and we bought that kid another ice cream after they dropped theirs? That shy teenager?" 
Patton smiled at the memory,"Oh they were so precious. And I could tell we made them happy. I've been thinking about that a lot, yeah, but I don't see what it has to do with this."
Roman contemplated telling Patton that it was just his instinct kicking in with Virgil, but wasn't too sure about it. He knew that he should tell Virgil, though. "Oh, nothing. Just go on with you, I have to do something." Patton giggled,"Okay." And he went to the bathroom to run the bath for Virgil.
Roman went downstairs to see Virgil in the position that he had known himself, being confidence and all. The curl of humiliation. It was kind of funny to think of what must have happened before in order for Virgil to get to this state.
"Hey, Virgil."
Virgil startled and sat up,”Oh, Princey, yeah, what?” he tried to rub the blush off of his face.
“I’m not going to make fun of you. First of all, I didn’t even see anything to make fun of, unfortunately, and secondly you need to bear through this.”
“Through what?”
“Through Patton.” 
Virgil obviously looked confused and sputtered a bit but Roman interrupted. “It’s his instinct, V. Like whenever you grow bigger during big worry time, or when Logan pulses during a headache. This is what Patton does.” he tried to explain.
“He...what exactly is it that he’s doing?”
“Parenting. And I think I figured out that it’s not so random who he chooses after all. Remember the ice cream teen?”
Virgil nodded,”Yeah, I remember. So he chose to do this to me for his instinct?”
“Oh don’t get too excited. My theory is that it depends on the type of kid that he sees. He doesn’t consciously do any of this. But you do have to deal with it, now.”
Virgil stiffened,”Wh-Why do I have to deal with it?! Can’t his instincts go pick someone else?! I’m not...I don’t..”
“You don’t what?” 
Virgil took a deep breath. It sounded stupid and childish,”...feel...cool.”
  Roman just laughed,”Oh, Virgil. Of course you don’t feel dignified. Usually this passes in a day or two. Just deal with it until it’s over and try not to upset him. Then you can go back to being as edgy as your heart desires! But right now our heart desires you. And you have to take it for the team. After all, you wouldn’t want to be the reason for Patton's tears, would you?”
Virgil sighed,”No..” He thought about it and hummed,”Fine. Just as long as you and Logan stay in your rooms while all this is happening. And try to keep you brother and his friend away for me.”
Roman hummed,”Okay. And I’ll find a way that you can pay me back later.”
Virgil rolled his eyes.
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ashalsdream · 3 years
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Character Creation Qs
hihi! thank u for the tag @commander-triangle!!! <3 
the original is by @krystha here! 
since its quite long ima pop it under a read more c: sorry for short answers, im not the best about talking my process i just do it xD  I’m tagging @cousinslavellan, @fellis-world, @astralarias & @duskroots (if u haven’t done it already!) 
Do you have an idea before or after creating a character? Before, I usually have an idea, design it in make-over kit & then create them :D
Which race is your favorite to imagine a story about? SYLVARI all the way, I just,,, adore their story 
Which race is your favorite to customize? Ironically either human or charr, I really love being able to mess around with their settings! 
Does the profession play a role in the visual? Sometimes. It’s less profession more armour class that comes into play - I like to know what skins i can dress them in with what armour class to match their aesthetic
Do you often use the same faces? Nooo, I can’t use the same face for two characters it upsets my brain 
Do you often use the same skin colors? Sometimes, I like to have variation but similar skin tones & I have a clear favour for pastel sylvari colours 
Do you often use the same tattoos? I,, don’t have enough norn ideas to use the same tattoos xD 
Do you use the sliders for the face or not? YEP every time! Love being able to mess  with the sliders 
Do you bother to pick colors for the starter armor or not? Nope, I always end up throwing an outfit on or instantly changing their armour, i have too many transmutes 
Do you pick carefully the choices for your character base story? Uhh I used to? But now that I’ve played all the base stories I don’t really see a need to so i just go with whatever the game gives me
If no, is it always the same choices (ie. easiest to complete)? Yeahh sometimes, other times its more just “I’m skipping through it”
Do you not bother at all and only use a makeover kit once in game? Ahh depends? Like I’ll try to match up as much as I can to my plan already and THEN use a makeover kit if need be (woo for permanent hair kit!) 
Do you like/use exclusive faces/hairstyles more? Hairstyles yes because I have the permenant hair kit so I constantly change my characters hair just because I can lmao but sometimes I prefer the non-exclusive faces
Outfit or armor? Outfit till lvl 75 & then armor
Do you stick with one armor for each character or do you change a lot? Change it a lot. Ashal has been through god knows how many changes i swear
If yes, why? Is it for “RP” reasons or just aesthetic ones? Aesthetic xD I love my aesthetics so much & I plan completely different outfits for rp reasons 
Do you have a timeline for your characters (ie. date of birth, armors throughout the story)? YEP! Amanatsu timeline for half of them, timeless timeline for the other - I have charts of dates & times and what happens when etc in a document :D 
Is there a title you use more than another? “Keeper of the Sun” - I spent months trying to get that title for Ashal and I WILL use it 
What is a big difference from when you started the game to now in regard of characters creation (ie. going faster, going slower, making bold choices, settling on a particular style, etc)? Woo memory loss means I don’t remember xD Sorry but sadly I have memory loss issues & do not remember when I started, all I remember is that Tomomi has changed the most from when I first started but that’s to be expected as he was my first character
thank you for the tag! 
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heyo!! may i request a matchup, please? my nickname is ame, i am a straight female and my pronouns are she/her. i am a PROUD leo, my mbti type is enfj and i am a gryffindor. my personality is sort of all over the place. i tend to be really energetic and stupid but can flip a switch and become understanding/mature when the situation calls for it. i tend to be really loud and im probably that one person who looks like they're high on sugar. i tend to also get really clingy/overbearing. (1/3)
positive stuff about me would be that i'm optimistic, energetic and sorta baby-like whereas downsides about me would be that i'm sensitive, and can get insecure. according to my friends i am 'innocent'. i love mushrooms and tomatoes. I really like to inline skate, sleep, binge anime, and listen to music. things i dislike would include hypocritical people, spiders, and awkward silences. ( idk what a kin is). a few hobbies of mine are baking, singing, and making up random scenarios in my head(2/3) i'm 5'4 and i have really short dark brown hair (goes a tiny bit past my ears) and dark brown eyes. i'd listen to literally any song as long as i'm in the right mood. a name of one of my playlists is "emo modes with bokuto". in a partner, i usually just look for comfort and coziness. someone who can make me feel like im important and someone who will hug me/hold my hand any time lol. my love language is small actions like letters and physical affection. tysm!! have a great day/night!! :)).
hiiiii! ofc you can, you seem so fun and outgoing btw like 🥺, but anywaysss i ship you with...sugawara!!
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first of all, you guys would be so cool on the outside but on the inside you’re both just two chaotic messes (but still put together😌) your energetic and loud aura balances with his calm and collected personality. however, he really appreciates the fact that your able to sense when to be mature because he probably wouldn’t be able to handle someone whose overwhelmingly crazy.
he likes that your clingy because it shows him that you care and need him, and he never thinks that your overbearing in any way. he actually thinks thats adorable more than anything. your both optimistic which is good for positive reassurance and feedback, as well. he’s so caring and will notice your sensitive so he’ll avoid doing anything to make you upset at all costs in fear of making you feel bad. that’s the last thing this angel wants to do.
he’s literally so perfect like he’ll do everything you like and want to do no matter what, even if he despises it (which he doesn’t he actually loves all your hobbies and passions :) ] and everything you said you look for in a partner describes suga perfectly. he will provide endless comfort and warmth and his love for you will always be displayed openly and shamelessly. and he will make you feel like your the only girl in the world (WANT YOU TO MAKE ME FEEL-anywayys) no but seriously he would make you feel so important and special so you never forget how much you mean to him.
your love languages aren’t a problem with suga, either. physical affection is a huge part of being in a relationship with him. of course, if you didn’t like affection he would completely respect your boundaries, but since you like it he’s just gonna shower you in it nonstop. hugs, kisses, hand holding, snuggling, you name it. and small acts is his THING like he’s constantly doing little cute things for you. whether that’s writing you a lovely note and leaving it for you on the counter or him taking care of your chores just because he wants you to not have to take care of it.
some scenarios with the two of you:
•you guys attempting to bake something together but you end up just throwing some food at each other which kinda starts a war and you guys just start laughing about it
•y’all just dancing around in your room and singing random songs at the top of your lungs
•you guys just staying in and cuddling each other on the bed while you binge watch this new anime that you got sucked into. but in reality he’s not really paying attention to the show because all of his focus is on how beautiful you are and how much he loves you🥺
ahh this was adorable, suga’s so perfect i-🥺 i rlly hope you liked this one you seem so sweet!! have an amazing day!! <33
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