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#if they didnt make all these changes all of a sudden then yeah maybe i would
tvonq · 2 years
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no idea why knets scrutinise kpop idols so much. how are u gonna complain that certain idols have lost too much weight when you were the one saying they were ‘too big’ in the first place????
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mayearies · 8 months
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☆.
NORMAL GIRL
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𝐌𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐆 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐒
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genre: angsty (a lil fluff) | warnings: insecure reader a/n: i gotta confess i just listened to the ctrl deluxe because i didnt know there was one but I LOVE JODIE AND MILES SMSM translations: amor, que paso / love, what happened . di lo que piensas / say what you think . tía / aunt . como si fuera ayer, hermosa / like it was yesterday, beautiful . mi corazon / my heart . mamá, déjame ayudarte / mama, let me help you
summary: miles assuring youre the one for him no matter what ♬ song: normal girl by sza
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miles and you were just laying down and watching some television on the couch while tía rio went to the store. she said she wanted to teach you and miles how to make pasteles tonight. you honestly weren’t paying attention to whatever was being shown, instead you were thinking about yourself. you just wish you were more-
“-normal?”
the tv cut off your sentence with that word, snapping you back into the moment. he noticed your sudden jump and looked up as you as his thumb circled your stomach. “you okay?”
“hm? oh yeah- yeah i’m fine.”
your voice was really unconvincing, he rolled his eyes as he laid his head back down on your chest and turned his eyes toward the tv again. “amor, que paso? you look upset.”
“nothing, just thinking.” “you know you can tell me anythin’, right? di lo que piensas.”
you know that. but you wanted to keep this to yourself. but also knowing him, he would be able to get you to crack sooner or later. miles was really passionate about hearing what you’re thinking. he liked to hear you speak. he says that a lot.
“you know how i, y’know act really out of character?” “what’chu mean, ma?” “like when we first met—don’t i act completely different now that we’re dating?”
the circular motions on your stomach paused for a second as he looked up at you but the motions still continued as he stared at you. glancing at your lips from time to time. “i mean, i never really noticed.”
“never?” “no. you stay the same in my eyes. the same cute princess i’ve known. so i dont know what you mean when you say ‘out of character’.”
maybe he didn’t see you the way you saw you. you felt like you’ve changed since you met him. in some ways bad, in some ways good. but you still felt like you weren’t yourself. “you know the times i would be hyper and all that.”
“como si fuera ayer, hermosa.” “well.. do you think thats normal considering me?”
miles squinted his eyes at you as he shifted so you were sitting on his lap. “‘normal’? you’re not normal.”
“exactly what my point is, miles. and i feel like it’s a problem.” “what’s wrong with not being normal, love? you can’t define normal in a person.” “but i’m not-“
“no buts, mi corazon. i like all the moments we share. the silly ones, the serious ones, thats all a part of you. and i like that. y’know, mama might have not had the best perception of you when we first met but, i still loved you. the same i do now. you might have changed. i still love you the same. ♡”
he lightly pepper kissed you over your face. he always knew a sweet way to shut you up. you were his life, and he wouldn’t want you being insecure about yourself any time of day. even when we was asleep or away for prowler business.
miles didnt have any expectations when he wanted a girlfriend. you just had to like him back. and you did. thats all he asks for. nothing else. “you okay now?”
he liked the way you would instantly melt at the kisses from his chappled lips. it made him feel warm and fuzzy inside. he kissed your nose before you laid your head on his chest. he stroked your scalp, too.
the sweet moment was inturrupted when the door lock was making noise, “i’m back!”
miles’ hands gestured for you to move so he could help with the groceries. a faint “mamá, déjame ayudarte.” coming from him as she thanked him. you were still a little froze in the moment to which you couldnt feel tears on your cheeks drying up.
“oh! good, she’s still here-“
once rio turned her attention to you, she held a look of slight worry. which then shifted to an eyebrow raise at her son as he carried the bags.
“what did you do?” “nothing, mama! i swear. we just.. had a little moment while you were out.”
she looked back and forth between you two until her mouth made an ‘o’ shape, “ah, i see.”
“…not-“ “yes, i know ‘not like that’!”
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I'll Be Gentle
Pairings: Eddie munson x fem!reader
Summary: Eddie takes your virginity
Warnings: oral (f receiving) fingering, teasing, unprotected sex!. 18+ MDNI, if you do, you will be blocked.
Note: never written smut before so, really sorry if this is bad.
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Eddie always wondered what you were thinking about when you he caught you staring at him at all the time.
Whether it was his ring-decorated hands, his face and hair, or his waist. He wanted to know why.
You weren't the type of person to throw yourself at him, you weren't even experienced at all, so you probably didnt even know if you were looking at him in desire or just admiration for the boy.
He noticed the sudden changes in your behavior, especially excuses to touch any part of his body.
He first noticed when what used to always be hugs from around the neck, to now be low on his waist.
Or when cheek kisses were replaced by his neck and collarbones.
Or when you'd make excuses to hold his hand and fiddle with the rings on his long, rough fingers.
He didn't complain nevertheless. He loved the affection, he was just confused as to where all this was coming from.
You weren't completely clueless when it came to sex, you knew how it worked and how to do everything, you just didn't know what it felt like to want someone, you haven't experienced what it feels like to be touched in such an intense and intimate way before, what it feels like to have someone thrusting deep inside you making you let out the most sinful sounds any human could hear. You didn't know.
Eddie was barely experienced, his hands did the job everytime, but he knew what to do, he knew how to make a girl scream, and he knew he was able to do it.
So when he noticed how you got nervous around him, he was curious. You weren't like that when you first started dating, and that was 8 months ago.
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"Hello, darling" he opened the door to his trailer to find you standing in a hellfire shirt. As you were an honorary member. With a bag in your hand, full of everything you would need for the night.
Every Saturday was date night for you guys, were you would stay at his trailer for the night. So today was no different, Eddie rented you guys a VHS to watch tonight, he would order some pizza or something and you'd cuddle up in his bed and fall asleep together.
"Hey" you smiled at jumped into his arms, wrapping your arms around his waist, with his arms around your shoulders.
"Come in" he moved out of the way, letting you in.
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You were both on the couch, you cuddled into Eddie's chest with his arm around around you. Although Eddie couldn't focus when you kept shifting in your spot. Moving closer to him even though you were as close you could get, but he noticed how your legs were tightly closed together, like you were trying to get some sort of...friction. he tested his theory and placed a hand on your thigh, seeing you squirm in your place.
He smirked as he figured it out.
"You ok, sweetheart?" He asked innocently
"Mhm" you hummed in response
"You sure? You've seemed to be a bit...on edge lately" he said, caressing your arm in a manner that made your insides twirl.
"I'm fine" you shuddered
"I know you want something, sweetheart, maybe even need something. Dont be afraid to ask" Eddie whispered in your ear
"It feels funny" you dug your head into his neck and squeezing onto him
"What feels funny, darling?" He questioned
"Down there" you said reluctantly
"Your tummy?" He guessed, he knew what felt funny, he just wanted to hear you say it.
"No, my- my, just forget it, it doesnt matter" you whined.
"This area?" Eddie quizzed as he moved his hand dangerously close to your clothed heat.
"Higher" you murmered
"Here?" He moved a finger to brush the fabric covering your sensitive area
"Yeah" you nodded vigorously
"Well what are we going to do about that, sweetheart?" He raised an eyebrow
"I dont know" you threw your head back.
"C'mere" he brought you up to straddle his lap, placing a hand on both of your thighs.
"Want me to show you how to fix that, Baby?"
"How" you spoke softly, moving your head to the crook of his neck
"Want me to show you?" He asked
"Yes please" you sighed
He picked you up and moved to the bedroom, where he placed you down and crawled on top of you.
"Do you trust me?" He looked at you seriously
"Yeah" you smiled softly
Eddie dipped down to attack your neck with the hottest and sloppy kisses. One hand on the side of your head, holding him up and the other gripping on your waist, with the occasional light squeeze.
The soft noises coming from your pretty mouth echoed in his ears.
He moved down to suck on the skin of your cleavage. He pulled the hem of your shirt and waiting for your permission, which you gave him. Eddie swiftly removed the shirt that was covering your top-half. He had never seen you without a shirt on, not even in a bathing suit so he stopped for a minute just to admire your sweet body.
"Eddieee" you whined
Eddie smashed his lips on yours, sticking his tongue down your throat. You had made out before, but it was different now, if was hot and heavy and full of a completely different emotion and feeling.
You let out an airy moan, making the sounds vibrate against his mouth, sending shivers down his body. He had waited so long for this.
He unclassped your bra with barely any struggle and tossed it to the other side of him room. He let go of your lips and looked at your bare chest. His eyes fixated on them before going to attack one of them, leaving the other to be massaged by his hand, his tongue swirling around the nipple of your plump breasts, making you arch you back in inevitable pleasure.
You're body was so sensitive to every touch he placed on you, making it so easy to leave you in a mess.
He crawled down the kiss lower down your abdomen, giving every inch of your body something to moan about.
He unbuttoned your pants before sliding them down in a painfully slow pace, just to see how you bucked you hips. He placed delicate kisses on the inside of your thighs, the only thing that's keeping his from you in the silk panties hanging low on your hips.
He looked up at you and raised an eyebrow, to ask for permission
"Eddie please" you begged
His fingers curl around the fabric and pulled them down, keeping eye contact with you that made you shiver.
"If you don't feel comfortable with anything just tell me, ok? And I'll stop, no questions asked, ok?" He spoke softly in desire
"Ok, I will" you nodded you head.
Your legs were still pressed together tightly, so he spread them to her access to your aching core.
He slid a finger up and down your slick folds, sending automatic pleasure to your body.
"God your already so wet for me" he groaned at the feeling.
Eddie collected some of the juices and rubbed it on his fingers, looking at it with lust. It was all for him.
He dug his head closer to heat and stuck his tongue in slightly. Making you jump and yell out in surprise
"God, Eddie"
"Stay still for me, sweetheart" Eddie demanded, holding you by the thighs.
He attached his tongue to your throbbing pussy and tasted the sweet liquid you produced.
"You taste so god damn good, darling" he groaned against you.
The sinful noises of his tongue slurping you and your moans filled the room.
He stuck a finger in your core and started pumping in and out of you.
"You're so good, Eddie" you gripped his hair and pushed his face in more, making his nose hit the bud of your wet pussy.
You let out a high pitched scream when he curled his fingers inside you.
You had no idea it would feel so good to have him eat you out like this, you had pictured it, even had a dream about it once, but it didn't compare to the way he was making you feel right now. It was heavenly.
He stuck another 2 fingers in your tight pussy, slightly stretching the skin of your entrance, making you hiss in a hint of pain, Eddie knew he didnt really hurt you, it was normal, you hadn't been stretched out down there, but he was going to make sure you were.
"Ed-Eddie?" You stuttered, trying to contain your moans, although you could be as loud as you want seen as though Wayne was out working at the plant.
"Yes, darling" he said against you
"My tummy feels funny" you admitted
With one last lick through your folds and in your entrance, he pulls away
"Wait- why did you pull away! Was that bad, I'm sorry" you cried out in frustration.
"No, that wasn't bad, sweetheart, I was just getting you ready" he grinned sadistically
"Ready? Ready for what?" You whined, any bit of pleasure washed away from the loss of contact.
He didnt give you an answer. He just took off his shirt and pulled his pants down. Leaving him in nothing but his boxers as he crawled back onto of you, wrapping his arm to your back to press your naked body against his as he moved to adorn your neck with more marks.
"Eddie, I'm begging you, please do something" you moaned.
"Well, since you said please, how could I not" he laughed
He pushed his boxers of and wrapped your legs around his waist, giving him a good angle to slide right into you.
"I'll be gentle, alright princess" he said, placing a sweet kiss on your lips before pushing into you.
Eddie knew he wasn't small, he was a pretty big guy to say the least, so when you screamed out in pain from just half of his thick cock, he got worried. How were you going to take all of him?
"Its ok, I got you. Remember what I told you?" He spoke gently
"If I get uncomfortable just tell you" you whimpered
"That's right, princess" he nodded his head, pressing his forehead against your own, giving you a light kiss.
Eddie slowly moves himself deeper in your pussy.
"God, how are you so damn tight?" he groaned and your walls basically squeezed him.
"Ready?"
"Mhm" you hummed
Eddie slowly pushed in and out of you, still cautious if your in pain, but seeing your eyes rolled back and your mouth wide open. He had no choice but to go faster.
"You feel so good, princess" he groaned
"You're so big" you whispered
"Trust me, I know, baby" Eddie chuckled
Eddie hit a spot that sent you over the edge with pleasure.
"FUCK EDDIE" you screamed out while letting out the most sinful moan he'd ever heard.
"That's right, sweetheart. I'm the only guy who can make you scream like that" he smirked leaning down to your ear
"Do it again, baby, scream my name again" he whispered.
"I- you- so- good" you stammered
Eddie slammed back into you, hitting the spot again making you scream his name louder this time
"Feel- you feel so fucking good" he groaned
"Is this what you wanted all this time? All the touching and staring at me, hm? Is this what you were thinking about? How I could make you scream and moan with nothing but my tongue, fingers and cock? Is this what you wanted?" Eddie questioned
"Mhm" you purred
"Words" he demanded
"Yes, Eddie" you cried
"How do I feel, baby? Do I make you feel good?" He asked
"So good, you make me feel so good, you feel so- FUCK!" you yelled out
"You could've just asked for it"
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Eddie moved your hips along with his, making the skin clap against each other, adding more friction to his fast and deep thrusts
"Eddie" you muttered
"Yes, princess"
"That feeling in my tummy is back again" you said, leaning your head back
"You've never had an orgasm before, have you princess?" He chuckled
"No" you shook your head
"When that feeling gets too much to handle, I want you to just let go, ok, kind of like push it out for me, ok?" he told you
"Yeah, I- i can do that"
Your mouth opened widely again. So Eddie took the chance to smash his lips in yours while keeping up the pace of his thrusting. Your hands finding their way to Eddie back and scratching him
You stuck your tongue in his mouth, searching around making him groan. You detached your lips from his and leaned up to adorn his neck with the marks he gave you.
Eddie held the back of your head and pushed you head deeper in his neck. The only thing keeping him from falling down on you was his unsteady hand on the headboard.
Eddie threw his head back and felt the knot in his stomach start to form, so his pace quickened inside you, he was going to make sure you came before him, in his eyes your pleasure came before his own.
"Eddie- I- EDDIE" you screamed, your voice cracking from going to high as you couldn't hold the feeling in anymore.
You released all your juices on Eddie's dick as he slowed his pace, not trying to overstimulate you.
"That's it, God, just like that, sweetheart" he rolled his eyes back and pulled out, spilling all his cum on your stomach and panting heavily.
Eddie dropped beside you sighed
"You did amazing, princess" he brushed the hair that was stuck to your head from sweat behind your ear.
"Thank you, Eddie" you said quietly, moving closer to his warm, sweaty body.
"There's no need to thank me, darling" he laughed
"I know, I just wanted to say it, for everything" you yawned.
"How 'bout I start the shower, we get you all cleaned up and then go to bed, how does that sound?" He suggested
"Sounds great" you smiled
"M'kay" he said before pressing a kiss on your head.
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I dont know how I feel about this. But uh, hope you enjoyed that you filthy people.
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strawberrymatchawhore · 9 months
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exbf!jungkook x exgf!reader
“you wrap around me and you give me life… and that's why night after night i'll be lovin' you right”
summary- after seven long years of the breakup between you and jungkook, he randomly decides to show up and tries to prove that hes really a changed man.
warning/s- DUBCON. rough sex under the influence (both sides), hesitant y/n, choking, fingering, messy sex, lovebomb/confession, nutting inside (a/n also sorry for not posting for a while n this was kinda rushed soo i do apologize in advance LMAOOO)
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you loudly groaned and smacked your hand around the couch to look for your phone, who the hell calls at this hour ? you took a hit of the joint youve been smoking for the past few minutes and then clicked the answer button.
“hello ??” you lazily say and roll your eyes and take another hit.
spam callers are so fucking annoying.
“y/n…” the voice says, it was deep and husky… even almost sounding like..
“huh ?!!! jungkook ??” the call abruptly ends until a loud knock can be heard from your front door. you get up confused and take a peak through the window and see your ex boyfriend leaning against the porch chair.
fuck what now
you open the door and take a second to figure out what to say.
“what are you doing here ?” you said in a monotone voice, trying to hide your interest as to why he decided to show up after so long.
“i need to talk to you y/n.. please.” he slurs gently pushing you aside to go inside your house, the smell of alcohol and expensive cologne accumulating from his body.
“jungkook..” you tried slowing his pace down and pushing his chest but he wouldnt budge.
“jungkook !! you cant just randomly show up to my house like this and expect me to welcome you with open arms !!” you dragged him to the couch and made him sit down you stood in front of him and examined his state.
“y/n you smoke now ?” he picked up the joint and tossed it back down.
“yeah that doesnt matter right now, why are you here ?”
“look.. i just wanted to say.. i just wanted to say that im sorry for everything that ive done to you in the past. i know words cant fix the damage ive done but after all this time i never forgot about you and i realized all of my faults.. i really really have changed for the better, and i hope you can let me back into your life again y/n.” he slurred, it was almost funny how desperate he sounded. like the roles of the past were now reversed.
you tilted your head, jungkook was never one to own up to his mistakes or even apologize. the sinking feeling in your stomach rises when he briefly mentions the past. but even drunk, maybe he really has changed. it has been 7 years. you stood in silence as jungkook made himself at home on your couch.
“look jungkook, its been a while im gonna have to think about it. and youre drunk, just lay there and i’ll get you some water. you can spend the night.” you softly said, damn it. he was good.
he nodded in response and you went to the kitchen to get water and meds, this also gave you time to collect your thoughts. you said you would think about forgiving him but could you really believe that he’s changed after the relationship you were in with him all those years ago ?
you put the stuff for him on the coffee table and sit down near him, trying to keep a distance. closing your eyes and opening slowly feeling the high more. you look over to jungkook and laugh. this didnt feel real at all.
he then sits up and scoots closer to you, leaning his body onto yours. his mouth was now near your ear and you could feel his hands gently massage your waist. he pulls you to his lap and you let out a low gasp from the sudden movement.
“jungkook. we really shouldnt be doing this…” you say using his thighs to try to get up. the grip he has on your waist tightens, almost bruising even. you wince and move around his lap more to try to get free.
“what do you mean ?” he lowly says he keeps one hand on your waist and massages it his other hand makes it way up to your neck and squeezes.
“you’re basically grinding on me.” he chuckled, you could feel his bulge pressing against you. you whine and dont respond. only the music playing from your tv could be heard. what situation did you just get yourself into ? he lets go and his hand slides down to your pj shorts touching the wet spot on your panties.
“s-stop.” you moan, sounding extremely unconvincing. the both of you knew that you were just saying bullshit, your legs basically open wider for him to continue further. his pushed your panties to the side and gently rubs your clit, and teases it before dipping a finger into your pussy.
“you sure you want me to stop ?” he adds another finger and speeds up, his palm stimulating your clit. you moan and grab his hand.
“…your pussy is just so fucking wet.” jungkook whispered in your ear. you know you shouldnt be enjoying this but you honestly missed him and wanted more. not that you would admit it. even though he most definitely knows by now.
“fu- all f’ you.” you mewl biting your lip, it felt too good.
“yeah all f’ me ? does it feel good baby ?” he teases nibbling your ear. you moan incoherent words and close your eyes.
“course it does just listen to how youre taking my fingers.” you could hear the wet slick sounds of his long skinny fingers going in and out of your pussy. his rings adding more to the package. you could feel yourself about to cum and jungkook slows down.
“you gonna cum ?” you whine and nod yes grinding on his hands to try to get back the lost stimulation. he removes his fingers from you and roughly shoved them into your mouth, you automatically suck and swirl you tongue them licking them clean of your juices. seems like you still have some muscle memory.
he guides you off his lap and maneuvers you face down ass up. giving him a full view of your ass, he gives a few hard smacks before you feel him move his tip up and down your pussy. already antsy and wanting more, you try to reach back and put it in yourself but he grabs your arms and pins them to your back, forcing you to arch it even more.
“uh uh youre not allowed to touch, just lay there and be a pretty little thing for me.” he says before pushing his dick inside of you. your mouth opens into a silent o and you push your hip against his.
“ah-h feels so good kookie.” jungkook leans forwards and uses your arms to thrust faster and harder. your ass bounces from the force.
“fucking missed this pussy.. missed you. ah- fuc-” he breathily whimpers, your moans synching with his.
“youre the only one that makes me feel like im enough and i- fuckkk- im sorry.. oh my- god.” he rambles and moans completely pussydrunk, your cream forming rings at the base of his cock. disappearing and reappearing with his thrusts. he lets go of you and rest his hands on your hips, guiding them towards his big cock.
“you got nothing to say y/n ?” he mocks knowing that youre fucked out, your head rests on the couch cushion and drool covers your chin. you could only moan in response, tears filled your eyes as you felt yourself about to cum.
“no-gonna cum ahh!” your eyes squeeze shut and you grip the couch, your body starts to shake and you expect jungkook to slow down. but no, this man is evil. in fact he speeds up and fucks you through your orgasm.
“jungkook.. jungkook thats too much !!” you whine and reach back to push on his abs. but he chuckles and grabs your arms again. lifting you up against his chest with one arm. the other wipes your tears and rests against your neck.
“gonna fill you up nice n deep.. wanna see that shit leaking from your tight pussy.” he squeezes your neck, if his arms werent holding you up. youd fall right down, the pleasure he was giving you was intense. he was fucking you stupid.
“fuck jungkook, please cum inside please please.” you could feel your second orgasm come when jungkooks first arrives with it. his thrusts gets sloppy but he tried keeping his pace. you were met with a warm sticky feeling inside you when jungkook gently lets you go.
“so pretty all filled up with my cum baby.” he coos and drags his leaking cum back inside you with his fingers. you whined from the overstimulation and he laughed in response. making sure all of it went back inside you, he leans next to your figure and brings you into the little spoon position.
“i love you so much y/n i promise to never hurt you again.” he kisses the top of your head and cuddles into you tighter. you dont respond and just lay back feeling your high come down. this was gonna be a long and hard night of thinking, who the fuck did you let back into your life ?
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catscidr · 3 months
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I think we have all seen the "Argenti thinks the Reader is Idrila" stuff on here. But what if the reader actually is Idrila? So I wanted to request Argenti/Idrila!Reader (gn or afab reader) headcanons or a oneshot where Idrila, who has taken on a mortal identity after [Insert tragic event here], and meets Argenti. They develop feelings for each other, Argenti finds out she is Idrila, they end up dating. (Maybe or maybe not in that specific order) I thought maybe after protecting her followers from Nanook she disappeared to ensure Nanook doesn't target them anymore? That part isn't as important so feel free to add whatever backstory you think fits^^ Thank you in advance, I really like your writing!
NONNIE omg im booting up star rail rn to stare at him lovingly. also i changed the scenario a smidge so reader is her own person while also being idrila? if that makes sense......?? yeah. also bc otherwise id be writing ten thousand words n i didnt want ur ask to grow dusty in my inbox d(;∀;d) but tysm for the prompt i couldn’t stop thinking about it ueue. also hey gang peep me trying to make my blog look more coherent n nicer looking. am i doin it ⸝⸝⸝⸝⸝⸝ cw: a smidge of amnesia and soulmate trope (it’s not that bad, trust), fluff, love at first sight (does that even count in this scenario....), argenti and reader are dancing around the topic a lot bc argenti is a gentleman and doesn’t want to pressure her to talk. blurbs to set up the plot + a fic after them hehe. not proofread, writer’s block is killing me  includes: fem reader (he refers to reader as "my lady"), argenti, natasha, luocha is kinda there wc: 2,3k
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-ˋˏ You’d go to Natasha’s clinic at least once every other day because you always had the worst migraines. To the point where you almost got beat up by a Flamespawn one time when you were clearing out calyxes (thankfully there was a Silvermane guard patrolling the area, otherwise you would’ve been charred). The doctor always says the same thing; “Stop looking for fights so often”, “Let your body rest”, “I can’t prescribe you antibiotics”, and your favorite, “Stop slamming my door open I can’t do anything about your headaches”. She was a good friend, but whenever she repeated how she couldn’t be of any help to your predicament, you’d wish you could just take that glass vial hanging from her outfit and chuck it far, far away out of spite. 
-ˋˏ Obviously it wasn’t her fault- she'd done everything she could. Natasha even had you undergo the Underworld’s equivalent of an MRI scan because of how frequently you would visit her, insisting that something was wrong. The symptoms consisted of forgetting important things too often, feeling a foreign buzz in your limbs and brain, having a sudden burst of elemental energy come out of your attacks and a myriad of benign but annoying, irritating signs that something was up with you. 
-ˋˏ It became more of a chore than anything to leave your room. Some days you felt fine, but then when you’d go out again and beat up wave after wave of enemies in Caverns of Corrosion you would keel over, clutching your head while vague images of what could only be described as a fever dream ran through your mind. 
-ˋˏ You decided to leave the Underworld for some time- considering your absence like some sort of “vacation”. You heard of a wandering doctor (and merchant, apparently) by the name of Luocha and, from the people that crossed paths with him, it seemed like he was extraordinary at his job. A trek to the Xianzhou Luofu would be a long one, but after weighing your options you thought you’d give it a try (it was worth it if it meant you’d stop waking up at ungodly hours, holding your head in your hands while hoping, praying that the pain stops.) 
-ˋˏ You (somehow) made your way to the Xianzhou Luofu from Jarilo-VI. As competent as you were however, being stranded on a foreign planet with no map nor local to guide you was... a challenge. In retrospect, maybe you should’ve gotten in contact with that Luocha doctor and had him come to Belobog instead of you going to him since, well, he was a traveling merchant. Going from planet to planet is what he does (you assume). 
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If you had read up more on general information about the Luofu you would have been aware of how many enemies were roaming around the docking area. But you didn’t. So, unbeknownst to you, a rogue mara-struck soldier was on your tail, trying to sneak up to you to snag the goods you hid in your bag (which were basically just different types of painkillers and sustenance that bodes well on an upset stomach. He doesn’t know that though.) 
Your head was throbbing; ever since you set foot on the planet, your physical health had slowly dropped down to levels you wouldn’t be enduring if it wasn’t for the promise of a competent doctor once you get to the main city. Painkillers weren’t working, your feet hurt and to make matters worse, you felt the familiar lack of something in your head. It was so bad to the point where you had to have a tangible mark somewhere to remind you that you did, in fact, just take something for your headache and if you took two more painkillers, your body wouldn’t agree with your decision. It was a struggle even remembering what you did five minutes ago, no way were you going to be in top shape, beating up every enemy crossing your way. 
Clouds began covering the bright sun, casting shadows over the desolate, geometric area. You huff, irritated that, from the looks of it, you won’t be able to find a cozy place to set up camp. Though sleeping on a ground made of primarily iron and steel was considerably less nerve-wracking than sleeping on the mushy, cold, dirty ground of Jarilo-VI. So, with a pout aimed at no one in particular, you find some place that you deemed decent enough to set your humble tent. It wasn’t often that adventurers slept outside of safe zones, however with your condition you couldn’t afford to miss out on some rest and possibly get even more lost than you already are. 
You set your heavy backpack down, rolling your shoulders to soothe the ache in your muscles from carrying something so bulky. As you ruffle through your belongings, you open a bottled soda and take a swift gulp, sighing contentedly at the pleasant taste on your tongue. Now that you were sat and could rest your bones (until you started setting up your tent, at least), your ears were able to pick up on some not-so-distant footsteps. 
There’s no time for you to react; the mara-struck soldier that had been following you lunges at you, aiming for your bag. Your eyes widen and you open your mouth to yell, but before any sound can leave your mouth, a long, red and gold spear pierces the ground between you and the rabid man, making you yelp in surprise. You scurry as far back as you can in your current state; however, the soldier doesn’t have time to take advantage of your weakened stature. The owner of the spear lodges himself before your shaking figure and the mara-struck, yanking his spear out of the ground with impressive elegance, and summons an array of thorny vines to catch your assailant. 
It takes little to no effort for the seasoned fighter to take down the mara-struck as he swings his weapon, swiftly knocking the blunt end on the soldier’s plexus, knocking the wind out of him. A strangled scream leaves his throat as he scampers away, leaving your belongings safe with you and the strange red-haired man. He lowers his spear, careful to keep the sharp edge far from you, and turns around to face you properly. His brows raise a smidge for a split second before he composes himself and bows before you, the action short and curt.  
“It would have been a shame to lose a beauty such as yourself,” he says smoothly, straightening his back to look down at you with a warm smile. He stretches his hand out, a polite offer to help you stand up, as he continues speaking. “My name is Argenti, I belong to the Knights of Beauty. What might you be doing so far away from civilization, dear...?” he trails off, waiting for you to introduce yourself. 
You were in a state of shock, your mind still processing what had happened in such a short amount of time, that you failed to notice the lack of pain at the back of your head. As you meekly tell him your name, you hold onto his hand to help yourself up- as soon as his armored glove comes in contact with your hand something flashes in your mind; too quick to allow you to think about it too much, or to recognize what you saw for a millisecond. 
“So far away from civilization... do you know how to get to the city?” you ask as you feel a glimmer of hope spark in you. His words were refreshing, probably the best thing someone has ever said to you in the past month. He nods, reaching into his pocket to fish out a blue handkerchief embroidered with a delicate gold trim. Argenti hands it over to you and you gratefully take it, blotting the sweat and... dust off of your face. 
“I have made my way around the Luofu for long enough to show someone the way,” he says kindly. “Besides, even if I didn’t, I would still offer to accompany you through your trek. It is my duty as a Knight of Beauty, for I must uphold chivalry and distinguished manners, in the name of the Goddess guiding me.” His words resonate within you, making you beam, nodding in understanding. 
Your reaction doesn’t go unnoticed by the knight. As you hand his handkerchief back, he smiles at you and gestures to your bag. “What brings you so far from your homeworld, my lady?” Argenti asks gently, though a glimmer of doubt swirls in his sparkling, verdant eyes. The question makes you pause, a memory flashing in your mind too suddenly for you to know what it meant. Although, from what you could tell, you knew you could trust him with what troubled you somehow. 
“Ah, it’s a long story,” you start sheepishly, “I’ve been having these incredibly painful migraines recently. And sometimes I feel like my memory is fading too quickly for what would be considered normal,” you say, trailing off slightly at the end. “I’m looking for a healer, a doctor by the name of Luocha...?” 
Somehow, the doctor was currently the least of your worries. You’d never felt so refreshed before, at least not that you could remember; simply being in Argenti’s presence seemed to be enough to make your aches disappear like a starskiff smoothly gliding through a cloudless sky. 
“I’ve seen the man only a handful of times,” Argenti mutters aloud, pulling you out of your thoughts. “I can do my best to guide you to him, but if I may... you don’t seem to be injured?” the knight says, his voice trailing off into a questioning tone despite the observation. You shake your head, wondering how you should explain your predicament to the man. 
“Like I said, it’s a long story,” you say again, shrugging sheepishly. You wondered if you should even go into the nitty gritty- he could always just be making small talk to help you get comfortable or something. Sensing your unease, he changes the spotlight to him instead. 
“There’s no need to delve into details if you wish to keep them secret,” he says with a kind smile, bending down to take ahold of your hand- gently pressing a chaste kiss on the back of your hand. Red flushes your ears immediately, words caught in your throat at the sight of his hair cascading over his shoulders, a beautiful contrast from the gold and silver armor glittering in what was left of the sunlight. 
“As for myself, like I mentioned earlier, I am a Knight of Beauty. I’m on a quest to find my dear Goddess Idrila once more, for I need to pay my respects to them after they saved me from a particularly grim fate.” His words echoed in your mind, your brows knitting together as you felt what could only be described as a cold bucket of water being dunked on your head. “I-Idrila?” you parrot, your voice coming out as a choked noise. Argenti perks up, the hand that had been softly holding onto yours now holding it with a firmer grip, his other hand joining it. 
“Yes, Idrila. Have you ever heard of them? Or...” he trails off, looking deep into your eyes expectantly, almost as if he knew something you didn’t. His eyes seemed to suck you in, bringing a comfortable wave of warmth over you, making you yearn for something. 
“I...” you begin, your gaze falling down to look at your feet. As you thought long and hard about what you wanted to say, what you tried to remember, you slowly look over to his spear, lying flat on the ground- long forgotten since the fight earlier. As if a lightbulb went off above your head, you perk up just as he did, and look at him, beaming. The words were caught in your throat; there was so much you wanted to say, to declare, to do in this moment of clarity, but with how fast your mind was running to catch you up on the current events of your life it was a struggle. 
“Argenti,” you murmur, the name rolling off your tongue smoothly, as you realized seeing the traveling merchant was no longer required. Though the road might have been arduous, and you may have almost lost your mind in the process, being with Argenti suddenly made everything make sense. That’s why your migraines mysteriously disappeared as soon as you were in the knight’s presence, that’s why you had gaps in your memory, that’s why you were freakishly powerful... at convenient times.  
Everything clicked into place. 
The both of you share a pregnant pause, eyes locked together as the world seemed to come to a stop around you. If it were possible, you’re sure there would be delicate, silky rose petals floating around your figures, suspended in the air. You glance down at his lips, and for the first time, make a decision with a clear head. 
His lips felt smooth against yours, the faint taste of vanilla mixed with roses transferring to your own lips. The kiss almost felt like it could be the result of a symbiotic relationship; now that you had Argenti, or at least had him by your side once again, you didn’t think you’d be able to continue on without him. 
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ganondoodle · 11 months
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this isnt as long as before but i just cannot stop thinking about this, why i dislike story and lore boils down to these main point
--the ending feels unsatisfying as hell even if i ignore everything i dont like about how the game treated zelda and ganondorf, the ending itself just feels, despite being presented as super epic an touching, incredibly empty to me and part of it is that it feels like an unearned return to status quo of course i didnt think zelda would stay a dragon and i actually wanted to help her, which is why i kept trying to hunt down impa since she said shes gonna search for a way for us to help zelda, bc i wanted to!! i was eager to help her!
i fully hoped and kinda expected that thered either be some kind of dragon dungeon (think, the water dragon from okami) tho that would be difficult since you can get items from her so i ended up thinking before going into the end thered be a mission with impa (or at least given to you from her) where she found answers in ancient scripts (that she told you she would look through) and that you need to find a special lil thing that will help zelda undragonfy, like some sort of ultra secret forbidden enigma stone able to reverse dragon transformations kinda deal (golden opportunity to make you go and talk to the yiga bc they might know or even own some ancient texts) that youd keep in your inventory until the very end and after you kill dragondorf (pretty mortal for becoming an immortal dragon huh) you take it out and use it, undragonfying zelda and ending in a similar epic falling and paralel to the beginning way
... and instead impa stays in the house and only has a few repeating dialog boxes and does nothing and you cant do anything bc in the end you just get randomly teleported (and stripped of your clothing AGAIN) into some weird ethereal plane somehow?? with the ghost of long ass dead sonia and apparently not as gone as i thought rauru (seriously i felt sad when he went poof at the end of the tutorial but i guess i shouldnt have) awkwardly blasting dragon zelda with some magic tm and its all reversed no problem (heck me for caring i guess) turns out helping her was killing an evil guy we never really knew and mineru just kinda says lol its bc time and light magic i guess lol as an explanation
like i really wanted to go and help zelda! i was motivated to do it and spent HOURS trying to find impa again but i wasnt allowed to do anything bc zelda gets saved by some deus ex machina bs in the end anyway, what a fool i was, of course killing the evil guy is the solution to everything >:( (and no i dont care if its meant as in uwu sonia and rauru wanted to help one last time uwu bc it doesnt change how unsatisfying it was to watch it all just kinda happen)
--point two is just how much totk feels like its trying to REPLACE botw instead of being a sequel, its not building on anything of it its ripping out the fundation and building its own thing in its place, like i was so excited to see what happened to the titans, and all the sheikah tech what they mabe had done in all that time now that theres a tech enthusiastic girl as the head of the monarchy, maybe even find out more about them and instead its just all ... gone with not explanation? theres isnt even a LAME explanation, its just gone?? you never find out what the ancient energy actually was, and why there were concentrations of it in the regions with the ancient furnace (well heck it didnt even have anything to do with ganondorf actualyl bc that would have been too interesting) bc that was so intrigueing?? like yeah where DID it come from and why is it there ?? and oh suddendly hey look theres an even MORE ancient and even MORE advanced civilization thats way COOLER and BETTER than the ancient sheikah now, they also built stuff everywhere and have been here ALL ALONG cant you see its everywhere!! and its the only thing everyone cares about all of the sudden, all evdidence of the ancient sheikah tech was scraped of the earth so there literally only being some guardian parts on top of the hateno lab feels like an oversight now bc everything lese was to thourohgly wiped of the map- for no reason even?? like im totalls fine with it being useless and not working anymore but .... why remove it like it was wiped from history?? and then they have the gall to mention the happenings of botw like, twice in the entire game but still just give you the most basic summary of it mentioned on a sidenote with again not even a hint what happened to all of it
wouldnt there have been the golden opportunity to use it to access the new parts and map points that changed?? like a shrine thats fallen into the underground, an access to caves and the underground in the broken and collapsed elevator tube of a sheikah srhine?? maybe even a broken interior of an old shrine, like the room you get put into with the puzzle and where the monk once were broken and half overgrown in the udnerground? some left over construction site where you can see oh thats how the ancient sheikah got all that tech underground, bc they all had access to it and built it there to then rise up when its needed? maybe even making use of the old sonau sites since they frequnetly built their srhines within those ruins?? that the ancient sheikah found em and put the ruins to use? to research it and built their own stuff from it? it wouldnt have to have any focus, literally just part of the enviroment even
really everything totk does is like -forget botw ever happend, look how much cooler and better i am, who cares about sheikah stuff sonau are the new cool guys that came out of nowhere but now apparently have been everywhere all along actually-
i LOVE botw and with it feeling much more like its attempting to replace botw instead of building its story and world further every reference to botw i found felt like a slap in the face instead, oh look where the shrine of life used to be isnt even a hint left of sheikah tech somehow, and also right under it is the lake of healing filled with sonau structure bc ACTUALLY they were here FIRST bc they are so cool omg you guys
dare i say it feel a little like they wanted to make an entirely different version of botw basically, but wanted to reuse the map and models so they just said yeah uhhhh its totally a sequel yeah yeha that makes sense, its not erasing botw and doing essentiall the same thing again but bigger cooler and better (tm) its just uuh a ...sequel ye.
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compacflt · 10 months
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Watched Marriage Story today, for the very first time, and had a lotta thoughts about EDTS Ice and Mav, especially their divorce-era. Wondered whether they would’ve genuinely gotten a divorce, if they’d somehow been married at that point. Charlie kinda reminded me of Ice: the benign belief in his own intellectual superiority, the self-pity, the willful blindness towards the reality of his relationship, the selfishness—not in the sense that Ice wasn’t kind or warm or loving, but in the sense that he really needed things to go his way (for them to not talk about anything). Of course Mav was no Nicole, he definitely shared his half of the blame, but I could totally imagine the two of ‘em having a huge fight that devolved into: “I can’t believe I have to know you … forever!” ‘Cause they kinda did: being in the Navy, moving around in the same circles, sharing an estranged kid they were both hoping to make-up with…
ok so part one of this ask not having seen marriage story: yeah i am 100% sure if they’d codified their relationship in words they would’ve broken up. like forever. letting all that anger simmer instead of boiling over is sometimes a blessing in disguise—if you say you’re together, you’re together. if you say you’re over, you’re over. no take-backsies on something like that. whereas if you don’t talk about any of it, the boundaries are a lot less definite. a blessing in disguise. i did (for mental torture purposes, and also for a prompt fill i [sorry to whomever sent it in] didnt hate myself enough to write) brainstorm that Bad Ending—if, say, Mav HAD been reckless and decisive and told ice “get the fuck out of my house obviously this isn’t gonna work you betrayed my trust & bailed on me at the second lowest moment of my life & conspired with a dying woman who is in love with you to ruin our son’s life in the exact same way MY life was once ruined and you blame me for turning you gay but you were already gay to begin with and You Fucking Killed My Best Friend And We Never Talk About It so fuck you we’re done” and went no-contact and threw ices shit out into the street and never went back to the hangar and changed all the locks and his phone number etc. and… say ice is like decimated for a few years straight, like numbingly and crushingly depressed, & then he meets not-his-sister-sarah and tells her the truth (that now he can realize with the benefit of hindsight & grief & loss—funny how loss always makes everything real clear all of a sudden): that he was in a long term relationship with a man with whom he was raising a child & with whom he was probably in love, and she marries him anyway, and obviously she’s not maverick and she doesn’t make him as happy as he did and she knows that but at least she stops him from being actively su*cidal and at least they can be open about their relationship in public and maybe they have a kid or two, and maybe he completely shifts his strategy and relocates to Virginia and moves his AOR to the atlantic instead of the pacific so he can get as far away from San Diego and maverick and home as possible, and maybe it works, and maybe there are some days he doesn’t even think about maverick or Bradley or goose, and when people mention the 1990s he grimaces and tries to forget, and he’s not ashamed of it so much as he is hurt by the memory of his own carelessness, and maybe he cries often and very very quietly, and maybe he gets his life back on track and before he knows it he has four stars on the opposite coast from the one he’d originally planned, and of course he’s not happy, but he’s never happy, so whatever.
Until. some event he can’t get out of. A mutual friend’s change of command ceremony or retirement ceremony or funeral. first thing he sees (like always) is captain Mitchell shining in his dress blues (like always). they avoid each other all evening, why bother trying? until someone forces them together, “weren’t you two at TOPGUN together? didn’t you guys kill all those soviets together?” and on and on, yes, we were, this is very very uncomfortable, until eventually they’re alone, and maverick asks, “can i buy you a drink sir?” but he’s staring at ice’s left hand and staring and staring, and it’s been over a decade but still ice doesn’t know how to say no to him, so they leave this joint and get a drink somewhere else, and maverick says, “how long have you been married,” and ice says, “eight years next march,” and you can see maverick doing the math in his head 2016-8=2008 okay, “what’s her name,” “sarah,” maverick laughs but feels bad for laughing, ice says, “we have a couple kids,” maverick stops laughing. “shit,” maverick says. ice says, “it was very difficult for me for a very long time;” maverick says, “what did you tell her;” ice says, “the truth;” maverick waits a second to respond and then says, “and what was the truth?” ice tells him the truth which is “well that i was in a long-term relationship with another man and we were raising a kid together and most likely we were in love with each other but it didn’t work out.” maverick takes a long time to respond to that and is blinking a lot and if you put your ear to his chest you’d hear that he is struggling to breathe. he says “and she married you anyway.” “she did.” he says “and You married Her anyway.” “i did.” Ice pauses then says “it was very difficult for me for a very long time.” he pauses some more and drinks and watches disinterestedly as maverick blinks and blinks. then ice says “so uh are you…?” maverick says “ive had a couple… a couple flings… nothing. nothing like.” and ice understands. maverick says, “why didn’t you tell me?” “tell you what?” “that you. that you and i were. that you felt that way about me.” ice says, “i did. i tried. i left you voicemails & sent you postcards & tried for half a decade to get in touch with the kid. did you not get my—did you not get my voicemails or my letters?” maverick blinks and blinks and says “i did get them but i didn’t open them;” ice says “well that’s that then.” and drinks. maverick says “how long after me did you meet her;” ice says “a couple years, i was deployed for O.I.F.” maverick says, “yeah, me too.” and he almost starts crying. he says “ice I’m sorry but you’re telling me ive completely wasted the last decade of my life and i don’t know what to do. do you love her? does she make you happy?” ice says “yes” and “yes.” maverick says “does she make you as happy as you were with me?” ice doesn’t care enough anymore to be dishonest and says “no. Of course not. but she made life easier when it was very difficult for me for a very long time.” maverick says, “run away with me. fuck it. let’s try again. let’s start over. no one else understands. come on. you and me. we always come back to each other. let’s try again.” and it is very very tempting. One of those watershed moments when life goes crystal clear and you can see through it. but only for a moment. ice is so tired and too old for that kind of adventure anymore. he says, i have kids, and i have a wife, and i have the navy and my four stars to think of, and i— he can be honest about this: “i want to. you know i do.” he pauses. doesn’t think he wants maverick to touch him. that can’t possibly end well and historically has not ended well. flinches away when maverick reaches out. he says “but i can’t.” maverick says, “i miss you more than anything. i want—even still!—i—please…I can’t…” another pause. ice says, “Let me get the bill, Mav.” so ice pays mavericks tab and they go their separate ways.
and maverick goes out to the desert to fly the sr-72 darkstar and pushes it beyond its limits on purpose and he doesn’t intend to survive but it’s his stupid too-good instincts that have him popping the cockpit escape pod ejection handle, and he lives by accident, like always, and destroys several billion taxpayer dollars in an instant, and without admiral Kazansky on his six backing him up admiral Cain has everything he needs to dishonorably discharge captain mitchell from the navy, so after 33 years of service to his country and 3 air to air kills maverick is unceremoniously dishonorably discharged and they kick him out without a second thought, and the Dagger special mission command goes to someone else and Bradley gets team leader and probably fails and probably dies, and atlantic fleet commander Tom Kazansky is offered the promotion to chief of naval operations and takes it, and doesn’t live long enough to meet his grandchildren, and that’s about all i have to say about that.
Now im going to go watch marriage story to answer this ask educatedly so hold on.
ok coming back the next day post marriage story and yeah you’re right i think it would look like that
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prttydolls · 2 years
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miscommunications ❝ d . m ❞
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sypnosis ; you were angry at draco for his assistant flirting with him, but what happens when you actually hurt his feelings?
warning(s) ; miscommunications, jelly!reader, angst
a/n ; thank you c, for the last name idea and noa & ani for motivating me🤍
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you wanted to suprise draco because his company got over 5 thousand clients in one year.
you got him a cake, with bold letters stating “ congrats on the 5 thousand clients ! ”
you were skipping happily to dracos office when you suddenly see a scene you did not want to see.
you saw, martha wormwood draco’s newest assistant because his old one got fired for stealing all the company supplies for their own greedy reason.
she was flirting with draco, and he wasn't even bothered to tell her to bugger off or something.
you felt so, angry with him. he didn't even mind the fact she was touching him all over the place! he probably even enjoyed the attention he was getting from the famous martha. you just left the cake on the floor outside his office and stormed out the building.
you needed to cool off.
• a few hours later . . .
you were currently smoking on your front porch, you werent waiting for draco no. draco was far from your concern, he could stay in that stupid office of his and let martha rub herself all over that pathetic twat-
“hey.”
you turned to see it was draco, you rolled your eyes at him and replied ; “oh, i thought you werent coming home.” with obvious sarcasm.
he sat down next to you at the swing, looking confused. “whats that supposed to mean?”
you scoffed at him for being so clueless, “nothing, anyways how was your day?” you quickly changed the topic before he qould realise what he done.
“uhm, well .. its been quite tiring i could need some stress reliever...” he said as he motioned his hand onto your inner thigh, god this man was hot- you almost forgot anout your cold attitude towards him.
“yeah, no.” you quickly moved away, dracos eyes quickly widened, did he just- make you uncomfortable? that was never his intention?
“darling? did i make you uncomfortable? im very sorry i know i shouldn't-” he apologized.
no, you werent uncomfortable you just didn't wanna deal with him after what you saw in his office.
“no, you didn't. shouldn't you have that martha girl to help you relieve your stress?” you spat harshly at the blonde.
“what? what about martha?”
“oh please! dont act dumb, i saw her flirting with you in the office when i came by to drop the cake, but obviously you were too busy with wormwood to even notice your so called ‘love of your life’ passing by!”
draco was shocked at your sudden outburst, you rarely raised your voice around him.
“i- what?, i didn't even notice-”
you let out a cold laugh at his response, “ofcourse you dont notice things , afterall you were draco malfoy. YOU NEVER NOTICE THINGS! ugh, your just like your father! always so careless around womens hearts!” you quickly slapped your mouth with your hand, fuck. you messed up, big time.
“wait no- draco i didn't mean like that-” you explained, draco already looked like he was about to cry.
He never wants to me compared to his father, even it was from his mother, friends etc.
he didn't expect it to be you saying that to him.
“is that what you think of me huh? that im like my father?”
you instantly shook your head as a "no", you felt terrible. draco looked like he was about to cry.
“y/n, i didnt expect this from you.”
.....
no words were exchanged for a minute or two.
“im staying at blaise for the night, im sure you wouldn't want a man whos careless about a womans heart around you.”
• the day after the fight . . .
you felt so disgusted with yourself, you hurt your own husbands feelings.
you were sulking in the manor, alone.
you walked around the halls , until you saw draco in his study sobbing. you didn't wanna disturb him, but your heart broke at the sight.
draco was facing at the side of the couch, him laying down and crying.
“im such a bad husband, maybe y/n is right...im like my..- my father.. god how did i even mess this marriage thing up ...”
you wanted to hug him and console him that no, he didnt mess up you did. you were just so angry at martha , you took it out on draco and you felt shit about it.
but both of you needed to just have space for now. so you just left him sobbing at the couch, as guilt slowly eats you alive.
• 2 days later . . .
guilt, the feeling that you have been experiencing for the past 2 days. you needed to apologize to draco, but it was like he was ignoring you and that drove your mind crazy.
this was the first time, in seven years of dating, and two years of being married that a fight has lasted over TWO whole days .
yes, of course you and draco weren't a perfect couple there was ups and downs, and bumps in your relationship but you both loved each other endlessly.
when you used to fight, you both cant sleep while being mad at eachother.
always resolve conflict before bed.
now, that rule was broken over a silly little argument.
you lit up a cigarette, and sat down at the porch.
suprisingly draco sat down next to you shortly after you sat down. there was an awkward but comforting silence between you two.
“l-look, i-” this was now or never y/n.
“im sorry what i said 2 days ago.. i w-was just so upset at martha- and didnt even give you a chance to explain your side.. im so sorry draco..” you confessed, as your eyes turned glossy.
draco cooed at your teary eyes, and held your cheeks.
“im sorry too, i should've- I should've told martha to fuck off, i am so sorry i should have been really considerate in picking my assistants.”
you giggled at him as you threw your *now unlit* cigarette somewhere on the ashtray .
“we are really stupid over fighting something silly.” you laughed. “yeah, we are. i promise id fire wormwood tommorow alright?”
you nodded at him and kissed him lovingly, you were so lucky to have this man.
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denjirv · 2 years
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*♡∞:。.Bodyguard .。:∞♡*
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Aki Hayakawa assigned to look after Makima's sibling that he didn't even knew she had
⏤͟͟͞͞☆ A/N: HAHAH I'M SORRY DENJI but I was in a weird aki writing mood maybe you'll get a chance. It’s a bit rushed but the growing Aki stuff on my feed is making me write this
Also no CW purely sfw and reader is gn (︶。︶)👍🏼 with maybe very minor CSM spoilers cause reader’s powers as slightly similar with Makimas
"I'll be trusting you two to look after someone for me" Makima the ever poised and elegant woman as she is looks over at the two boys. "They've recently were looking into joining the Safety Division. I trust you two can look after them?"
Denji, the ever obedient dog was willing enough to do whatever the lady said. "Leave it to me, Miss Makima!" it's as if his tail was wagging when she gave a short smile and nod, but turning to Aki her aura changes. "I assigned you and Denji with a easier mission, just show them how things work around here while I'll be heading to Kyoto later on for a meeting"
"I'll do my best." the straight lace man said as sudden footsteps start to get closer. "Oh, and here they are". Opening the door was you, in a slightly big button up and dress pants as you adjust your tie. "I can't wait for my first day!" You had such a bright spirit and the room felt like it was lightening up.
As the three looked over to you Aki and Denji's face were taken back at what you said next. "I'll make you proud, big sis!"
Big sis?
Big sis?
Denji was almost at a lost for words. Big sister? That means two makimas! He thought as his grin appears back onto his face. "Thank you, now you three better head off now" Without even a single word from Aki you pulled them out of your dear sister's office.
He was confused for the duration of the car ride. Since when? And she didn't even mentioned to him off passing. Aki just drove in silence as you and Denji talk your head off about how cool and kind Makima was.
But as they make it to a stoplight. He looks closer, you do sort of looked like her. Maybe it's the eyes he thought- the same hypnotic eyes that captured him. But he didn't say anything as a few minutes later they made it to the location you were suppose to be. “We’re here, (Y/N) I need you to stay back while we take care of the situation” He didnt wanna risk you getting hurt. You were use to this treatment though- treated like a item that could break. It’s how people have always treated you considering who your big sister is everyone makes sure they give you the same treatment. “It’s ok, I can handle myself”  You step forward as Aki just looked at you, completely shocked but sighs as he guided the three of you. “I heard you can transform into a chainsaw is that correct?” You look over at the blonde boy as he grins. “Yeah! It’s a pain in the ass cause I lose blood too but it’s fuckin awesome!” You giggle as Aki glances at the two of you.  “Denji watch your language” Aki glares at Denji, something akin to what a mother would to her misbehaving child. “Awh come on now, I don’t mind you guys loosening around me a bit. You’re lucky im not as strict as my sister” You laugh as Aki turned away. He didn’t say much but his cheeks got warm.  You’re Makima’s sibling after all so he suppose the charming personality carries on the family. His mind and feet stop at its track when he see’s the devil. It was white and looked as if it’s been mashed. Luckily it looked about the average size of weak devil as Aki draws his sword.  “Ewww it’s looking at us!” Denji stuck his tongue out in disgust as the mutiple eyes spotted the devil hunters. Immediately it cries out as it spits out some type of acidic liquid from what looks like to be its mouth. Dissolving whatever that was there before it’s range and aim was fast and quick.  When you went over to try attacking the devil with the given weapon you have which was an axe that from what denji told you he use to use. You grip onto it tightly as Denji distracted the devil and you were able to slice of a chunk of it. Beginners luck I suppose you thought but that was cut short when the acid squirted to your direction as you dodged it, running away as you kept on slicing as much as you could  But then unfortunate luck has it your hand slipped and the axe was sent flying with it being disintegrated by the acid. You stumble back from the force of your arm swinging the axe as you try getting back up. Your body starts to feel weak in the current moment as you managed to get up but started feeling you feet slip on the ground.  You didn’t even notice it but the acid was spitting to your direction. But before you could react Aki ran towards you and pushed you over, grazed with a burn mark on his shoulder with his suit jacket getting melted. The two of you fell to the ground. “You ok?” Aki ask with his chest heaving from the adrenaline. Sweat dripping from his forehead as he looks down at you.  From this angle he looked attractive. Maybe its the way his hair strands fell over his face, maybe it’s the fact he’s on top of you or even its just him saving you alone that made your heart pound. “Y..Yeah I’m ok” You just stared but not before Aki gets back up to fight the devil.  As Aki could only managed to slice off some of its parts. Denji in return transforming into his devil form and in all of it’s glory you watched as the devil starts attacking. Denji gets hit tho with the acid starting to melt off his blade, But Aki was dealing with it worse as the more he cuts up the devil the more of it’s smaller pieces form into new ones.   Even when he called for Kon, watching as the fox ate it but before spitting it back up with blood and acid coming from its mouth. For something so weak it must be holding tons of strength. Aki was about to go back but you placed and hand on his shoulder.  “Let me do it” You looked over at him as Aki brows furrowed. “You’re gonna get hurt, I’m not allowing that”. You sigh but then walk pass Aki who started to protest. “Get back here! If you get hurt then I’ll-” He didn’t get to finished but with the devil contract you have you point to the devil. Closing one eye you aim you finger at the devil before making a snapping motion and instantly the devil gets sliced into multiple pieces.  Though seeing how it kept multiplying into more smaller versions of the devil Aki draws his Katana. “(Y/N) I don’t think thats gonna work” You didn’t say anything though you just watched as this invisible blade cuts through the devils until whatever’s left of it is dead. The amount of blood and pieces flew everywhere as the devil’s ability stopped.  “That should take care of it” Unlike Makima, Aki was never allowed to see Makima’s abilities due to her contract. Denji was in awwh, though Aki’s admiration to your abilities was not visible Denji’s certainly was as the boy started getting all giggly as he starts talking about how cool you were.  “Mash potato devil!” You were cheery enough to report the type of devil you fought. “How odd, well what’d you think of the job? Considering to join?” She tilted her head as you went on. “As long as im part of Mr. Hayakawa’s team then im sold! It was so cool watching him fight that devil!”  Aki’s face was turning red the more you were gushing over him. Even if Denji was getting a bit jealous of the praise you were giving Aki Makima was happy enough to see you smile. “Ah then, I’ll allow it. I trust that Aki did well when looking after you?”  “He really did gave it his all” You glanced at him with a sweet smile. So very sweet his throat tightened a bit as he looked away. “I’m only doing my part” He of course says otherwise, ever the humble Hayakawa. “He saved me, I could’ve been dead if it wasn’t from him” The flow of praise never left your mouth as you kept on fueling more and more of his ego.  “Well aren’t you a hero, Hayakawa?” Makima teases as she watches Aki clear his throat. He was mumbling something in-cohesive but whatever it might be you just giggled at him. Maybe this time he doesn’t mind adding in another member to his team. 
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Being Franks Daughter in Hawkins pt 8
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Gif caption: Top Gif: Frank Castle from Marvel's Punisher Bottom Gif: Joyce Byers from Netflix's Stranger Things
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Reader: 17-18 range | female reader
Characters Mentioned: Frank Castle (MCU), Matt Murdock (MCU), Curt Hoyle (MCU), Karen Page (MCU), Peter Parker (MCU), Dinah Madani (MCU), Steve Harrington (ST), Billy Hargrove (ST), Max Mayfeild (ST), Will Byers (ST), Jonathan Byers (ST), Joyce Byers (ST), Nacny Wheeler (ST), Mike Wheeler (ST), Lucas Sinclair (ST), Dustin Henderson (ST)
A/n: Guys. Halloween Happened this part you know what that means? Demo dogs most likely next chap
Warnings: underage drinking mentioned, also fuck nancy we donf like nancy this chapter
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The next day, your up, but Frank has work
So your alone at the house
Props to him for leaving a bowl of oatmeal and fruit for you
God you wish you knew how to cook like Frank does
Maybe you could try.
No you'd probably burn the house down.
A phone call causes you to carry over your breakfast
"Always while Im eatin' come on." Y/n playful protest
"Y/n?"
"Oh. Nancy Hey. Whats up-" Y/n asked.
"Here take the phone-"
"Hello?" It was Mike now.
"Oh. Hey Mikey what can I help you with?"
"Will...uh. Told me about you wanna Try D&D."
Y/n smiled, "I wouldn't mind watching over a game. I've never played it before. Oh. But I was gonna ask if Steve if he wanted to go see that horror movie. And was gonna see if Will wanted to work on our costumes."
"Steve?" Mike asked, "You're dating Steve!? Harrington?!"
"Well. Anything can change within a day Mike- but why is that so-"
There was a click.
"Hello? Mike? Nancy?" Y/n asked into the phone.
Okay. Odd?
Guess that means no D&D for you. Sadly
So you dialed Billy, maybe you could see him today.
"What?" He asked crankily
"Oh well hello to you too Hargrove."
"City bird." He realized, "hey."
Y/n smiled, "I was wondering. Could I come over?"
"Yeah..." he answered.
"Really?" Y/n asked, "And. I dont have to sneak in. Or out?"
"Can we talk about this in person?"
"Yeah. I'm on my way." Y/n spoke.
You got dressed and put on your boots to make the trek to Billy's house
Luckily, you still got your leg strength from running and jumping and all that good shit in New York
You ring the door bell and Max answers it.
"Oh. Hey." Max smiled.
"Hey Max." Y/n smied
"Billy's in his room."
Y/n nodded unzipping her jacket, "did you like those comics?"
"Yeah! They were pretty cool. Know where I can get more?"
Y/n nodded, "I have more dont worry."
You walked through the house, following Billy's loud speakers.
Metal as usual, and even though you knocked he didnt hear you, so you walked in.
"Yo Hargrove!"
The music cut as he turned to her a smile stupidly happy.
"Glowing much pretty boy?" Y/n teased.
"Close the door."
Y/n did as asked as Billy came to her, engulfing her in a stupidly tight bear hug. What?
"Good news?"
"He's gone! He's really fuckin gone!" Billy spoke happily.
"Who?" Y/n asked with a laugh.
"Oh come on! I know you did this!" Billy cheered, "Two weeks! Of fuckin breathin' room! Thank fuckin you!"
"What?" She asked in disbelief.
"What?" He asked, her sudden sour mood dampining his, "What! This is great!"
"He's supposed to be in Jail!" Y/n argued.
"He is!"
What? No thats. Thats not possible.
"I. Two weeks?! Two fuckin weeks?! Thats it!?" Y/n argued.
"Its two weeks! He's done breathing down my neck!"
"No Billy! He's suppose to get. Months! Years maybe! Not two weeks! Thats a slap on the hand!" Y/n argued.
Oh it was so hard to argue with Billy, especially when she seen him so happy for the first time
But he was just. OH so happy, that she eventually dropped it
And he tries to remind you its two weeks free of his dad but it just makes you more mad
He doesnt understand this was what you were suppose to do.
"City bird! Hey! Im talking to you!" Billy argued walking through the house as he followed her, "Where are you going!?"
"You don't understand!"
"Understand what?! You did it!"
"Did it!? Did it!? This is a joke Billy! 2 weeks?! My dad went after the people who killed his family! They killed them! Gunned them all down. He got not one! Not two three or four! 5 life sentences! The laws a joke! The System is A joke! You deserve better!"
You go to leave but he slams the door closed before you can open it all the way
Just for him to hug you
Maybe you should just relish in this small Victory after all Billy was Free from Neil for atleast two weeks.
"Im glad you got some freedom." Y/n spoke, "did he look like a truck hit him atleast?"
"More of less around four trucks."
Y/n laughed, "you want icecream? I want icecream."
So there you are both having on the hood of his Chevy Camaro
Thats when you bring up the family dinner
He only laughs
"Never again" oh he's coming, you'll drag him like he dragged you to the store
Also talk about Halloween
He gives you a 'really' look as you say your going trick or treating
"Free candy."
"Free Booze."
Fair enough, it is Billy
But you tell him maybe something childish will help him feel his true potential and he laughs at you
You both just BS and catch up
Yeah you told him your sucking faces with Harrington and he fake throws up in his mouth
"City bird city bird!" He called out face in hands as he leans on the hood "what am I gonna fuckin do with you?"
"What?" Y/n laughed, "I really do like him."
He looks up at her, "He's...I don't know...just seems...like a great match."
Billy gave her a 'really' look.
"What?! Oh come on. Mr. Jackrabbit."
"I own it." He argued, "Harrington doesn't."
"What?" Y/n asked, "Please. I don't think he's a sex addict like you-"
"That's not it." He defended, "jackrabbits hop around."
"What...no." y/n spoke, "Pietro didnt hop around."
"Okay. Okay." He spoke standing straight up, standing infront of her, "If he hurts you-"
"I'll call you. I promise."
He nodded, "promise?"
He held his pinky out for her as she linked pinkies with him, "Promise."
Seems just been away from each other for a day or two you both had alot to talk about.
Then you both driving for a bit and end up at your house
You work on your costume as he sits by the window smoking.
"What the hell is that?"
"My ant man helmet."
"Can't you just borrow his costume?"
That was a good question
Scott was the type of guy to let you borrow his costume for something like Halloween
"Yeah lets call him."
So you called Scott up
"Hey! Y/n! Y/n!" Scott spoke happily, "The one who too easily kicked my ass."
"Haha. Look I have a favor to ask."
"Let me guess, Im the coolest superhero and you need my help defeating someone."
"Well. You are cool. But I need to borrow the outfit. You know. That one."
"Why?"
"Halloween."
"Yeah fair enough I'll have Strange portal it to you." He told, "But hey! You better send some of those snacks you send Peter."
"Did everyone eat the snacks I sent Peter before Peter ate them?"
"Pfft....yeah. yeah we did." He answered, "They were good!"
So you got an orginal ant man suit even if it was a little snug
"Now thats fuckin badass." Billy cheered watching Y/n turn around who laughed.
"You think the kids will like it?"
"Kids?" Billy spoke, "Dont tell me you actually slept with Harrington-"
Y/n shook her head rolling her eyes as she took looked down at the outfit, "no. But my dads with a chick now and I told him i got trick or treating with him. Same with Nancy's brother who asked me."
"So you rather go trick or treating with some loser kids. Than hang out with me."
"Yes. I would very much." Y/n teased causing him to laugh and roll his eyes playfully, "Don't worry Hargrove you be jealous after the fact I get free candy."
You end up taking the suit off for now, and hanging it up.
Just for Peter to come through your window unannounced and over excited.
"Y/n! There's a Radioshack here! And Man you should web sling through the trees with me! Hence the outfit of you know Spiderman but Oh! My God! It's amazing-"
There Peter stands, spiderman mask gone and suit on as he looks at the two of you in the toom.
"And...you have a friend over- Im Peter! Well Spider Man!- Hi?"
So there goes Billy knowing another superhero identity
Also great for two of your best friends to meet finally
Peters surpised there's no line of questioning just to figure out Billy's already asked you all the usual questions when he found out about you
So you all end up hanging out at your house and basically you both get to tell stories about badass fights and aliens and what not
Yet the day runs out, and Frank ends up coming home meaning the others are probably gonna come over soon
Joyce and Will come over with the gang,
Everyone comes just to hang out, talking bullshit catching up so more
You show Will your room while Matt talks with Billy
"Pretty sick right-"
"Is that your coustume!?" He cheered.
"Yeah it is." Y/n smiled,
"can I put the helmet on?!"
"Hah. Yeah come on I'll help you."
You help Will put the helemt on, its too big for him so he has to hold the sides to see out the eye holes but he's amazed by it
"You look Avenger ready." Y/n smiled.
"You think?" He asked as Y/n pressed the side opening the mask up as he held a smile. "It opens too!"
You had no idea how happy Joyce actually was with Will being so vocal towards you
You dont remember yourself as a kid much but you wonder if you were anything like Will
Quiet but when excited when talking about something of intrest
And he told you all about his costumes
Then proceeded to go into the full entire lore of Ghost Busters
Which you didnt even know exist
You didnt even realize you fell asleep until you woke up early the next day
They put Will on a cot besides your bed, so that must've ment Joyce stayed over, and Peter was on the floor besides Will's cot.
You got out of bed and went into the living room just to see that supposedly everyone had past out in the living room and that included Billy.
You almost laughed actually
Matt was leaning against Frank who was leaning against him
So you went searching for the Polaroid camera
Founding it and full of film you went to take a picture
And Matt must've been so knocked out that he didnt even React.
But Billy did as he flinched awake
"Morin'"
"Mhm...yeah..." he groaned standing up stretching himself out as his bones cracked.
"You hungry?"
"Gimmie five mintues to wake up first damn."
"I'll take it as a yes."
So you started making everyone breakfast
Billy ended up helping you because he litterally watched you almost knock down a pan of hot bacon greese twice and you've barely even started.
And a soft knock causes you to get the door.
Its Steve. With flowers.
"Happy Halloween." He speaks with a smile, "For you."
"Thanks., Happy Halloween to you too," Y/n smiled looking at the orange and yellow sunflowers, "they're pretty."
"Just like you."
That made you giggle, Ew giggle?
Billy swears he'll puke in he hears you giggle again and you'd be right beside him puking your brains out
Steve's pretty pissed when he walks in and sees Billy cooking breakfast as you quickly put your flowers in a vase
"Last time I seen both of you together it was-"
"At the dinner." They both answered.
Y/n smiled, it was nice to have them around together
Though they really hated each other.
They enjoyed you attempt at breakfast
It wasnt a crazy breakfast just simple bacon, eggs and toast.
"Not bad." Billy complimented.
"Thanks." Y/n spoke, "Thought I would of burnt it."
"Just the toast." Steve teased causing Y/n to chuckle, "Burnt toast ends are good."
Y/n smiled poking at her eggs, "I'll have to remember that."
Steve smiled at her, as she held her smile back. The two catching eyes, locking and holding one anothers gaze.
Billy only rolls his eyes at the both of you
He just has a bad vibe off Steve
And that goes both ways
Soon everyone starts waking up and you get them coffee and breakfast
You get the Polaroid camera and take pictures of everyone
Madnai and Billy sitting next to each other of course show the bird
"My brother likes cameras." Will spoke sitting besides Y/n with his breakfast, they sitting on the porch together on the stairs.
Y/n smiled drinking some of the coffee, "Yeah? If he's anything like you, we could be good friends."
Will nodded looking down at his plate, the cold stealing heat from the food.
"You...lived in New York."
"Yes I did." Y/n spoke, "All my life almost."
"You've seen. Werid stuff?" Will asked, "Like. Stuff that's...scary?"
Y/n looked down at her mug, "...Yeah...I do."
"Do you dream about it?"
"All the time." Y/n answered, "what about you? Have any bad dreams?"
"Not last night." He answered.
"But before?"
Will nodded, "I get worried Im gonna hurt someone."
"Thats the good thing about nightmares." Y/n spoke, "they cant hurt anyone. Not anyone out here."
He nods as Y/n smiled, "So. What houses are we going after first? I know in New York the rich families always give out full bars."
"Here too. Same houses every year."
You both go inside, Will wanting some more eggs.
Joyce is glad to hear Will has no nightmares, its not often and she even jokes that she'd have to start having him have sleep over with you more
Its just a good time all around.
Billy's given up on convicing you to go to a party instead of trick or treating but did tell you where the party would be just in case
He leaves after a time, saying he had to check on his "shit head sister" you two quickly linking Pinkies before he leaving
"What was that?" Steve asked as they walked into her room.
"Handshake in a way." Y/n spoke.
"Bye Y/n!"
"Bye Will! Bye Joyce! I'll pick up Will in a few!" She called.
Y/n pulled the hanger down with the costume on it
"We don't have a handshake." Steve commented.
Y/n chuckled, "did you want to make one?"
"I wouldn't mind-" Steve started, as he turned around she getting undressed to put the suit on.
"I just thought it'd be cool. You know. With dating an all...plus. dont think any other girl would want to have a secret handshake."
A zipper was heard before Y/n's footsteps and he turned around: seeing her in full deep red leather with an accent of black.
"You look. Wow." Steve started looking at her in awe, "wow...is that-"
"Leather?" Y/n asked, "sure we can call it leather."
"You look."
Y/n raised a brow.
"Wow."
Okay is he gonna stop saying Wow now?
You can only laugh and walk out the room with the helmet in hand.
Apparently Peter's coming too because he's now in a toned down spiderman suit like the classic instead of the superfancy shiney one
"Whattya think? Think I could tag along?"
"I think your tags showing."
"What!? Really!? Aw man!"
Steve almost feels left out, but he said he was going to a party so not to really feel bad about it
You leave with Parker and Steve at your side bur before you do.
"Matt you're coming."
"Yeah alright."
Just drag Matt Murdock along on all your silly adventures
No you really just need him to flirt with Mrs.Wheeler so you can sneak Mike out the back door
Saying bye to Steve you kiss him quickly and then your on your way
"No daredevil outfit?" Y/n questioned Matt clearing his throat, "its on under your suit isn't it."
"Just in case."
"In case what? A tree attacks us?" Peter asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Just incase Y/n goes insane."
You only laugh at that and park infront of the Wheelers, getting out as Matt gets out with ease
"Act like your not blind. Just keep the glasses on and flirt with her. I'll go around back and Peter will keep the car going."
"Yeah yeah. Go go."
Operation break the kid out of his basement a go.
You quickly ran around back while Matt went to sweet talk Mrs.Wheeler
"Well...Hello." Mrs.Wheeler spoke with a smile, Matt smiling back.
"Hello. Ms?"
"Mrs. Wheeler. Karen Wheeler." She spoke, yeah sounds like she wouldnt be Mrs. For much longer talking like that.
You knock on Mikes basement door that leads to the back as he opens it seeing Three boys there.
"YOU'RE-"
"Shh!" Y/n shushed opening the helmet, "Sinclair, Wheeler- hi new kid."
"You're from the supermarket! Remember me? Dustin Dustin Henderson."
"Oh. Yeah. Hi. Now hurry up Mrs.Wheeler dosen't exactly like me."
They rushed to follow you and while Matt quickly said his goodbyes after painfully flirting with Mrs.Wheeler they all quickly got to the truck
"Come on we gotta go get Max!" Y/n spoke, taking the helmet off, "hold this would you Henderson?"
They all wanna wear it. They know your not all the really heros but damn. You do look it
You guys go pick up max, then Will
Thats where you "offically meet Johnathan"
"Hey. I'm-"
"Y/n....Y/n Castiglione..."
She smiled, "Thats me. Hehe...Jonathan I remember you from the lunch tables. Not very...social at school."
"No! No! I. I understand ya." He spoke as they shook hands, "nice to finally meet you."
"Right back at you."
"So uh. If you dont mind. Taking photos while there out."
"No not at all yeah. I'd love too."
Group of kids ready to rumble now
You take them to the "rich neighborhood" because thats where all the good candy is
They're all rushing to get out the car because they have to home by a certain time so they want all the candy they can get
Peter and Matt keep up with most of them
But Will's kinda lagging, so you stick with him. Gives for nice photos of the kids in the distance
You also snap a few pictures of Will trick or treating too
As well as denying people for pictures
But as you're standing there changing the film and waiting for Will to come back down you look up and he's gone
"Huh. Will! Will!" Y/n called just to hear him shivering from far away.
You managed to find him.
"Hey! Hey! Buddy. What's wrong?"
"Im sorry im sorry!" He cried.
"Come on lets take a breathe. Theres nothing to be sorry for." She tells him.
"Will?!"
"We're down here mike."
Mike rushed down to both of you and ask what happened
But Will says he just wants to go back and hang out with Mike at his place.
"Okay. Thats fine. Call your mom while your there? So she knows. And take this," Y/n spoke handing him the camera," Good memories right?"
He looks down at the camera and full roll and nods.
"Come on I'll take you both back."
So you do just that, drive them back to Mikes house.
"And please! Call your mother!"
"I will."
Y/n smiles, "Hey and Will."
He looks back at her, "If you ever need someone to back you up. I've got you."
"Thanks."
You hope he'd be okay, and that a friend could help him, but you have to go pick up the other kids too because its getting towards that time
So you take them home waving to them then driving off.
But one of the kids forgot something to there costume so you'll just give it back Monday.
So when you drop off Lucas and wave to Mr. And mrs.Sinclair goodbye you realize its not even that late.
"What are your thinking?" Matt questioned.
"Its only 10:30." Y/n spoke.
"And?" Matt spoke Peter handing him a tootsie roll, "thank you"
"I...could go to a party."
"We're going to a party?" Peter asked.
"No. I'm going to a party."
"You take peter i dont tell. You dont take Peter I tell." Matt spoke.
"What?! Why?" Y/n argued.
"Always need someone watching you back." Matt defended, "is this Bananana flavored what the hell!"
"What!? No way?! Thats a thing!?" Peter asked handing Matt another one.
"Steve will be there." Y/n defended.
"Oh." Matt spoke.
"What do you mean oh?"
"Oh. Like. Drinking, drugs, boys, bathrooms-"
"EW!" Peter and Y/n complained.
"Im telling the truth!" Matt defended opening the packet of candy and eating it, "who the hell gives out fruity tootise rolls!"
"So. I take Peter. We chill for a few hours we come back."
"Wait so I can go?"
"Yeah."
"Alright!"
Matts gonna murder you with the fruity tootsie rolls if you keep giving them to him.
You drop him off at his motel and then your off
Que you and peter almost getting lost for 25 mintues, real smooth
But you guys eventually make it
Just to find a guy hurling outside
"Wow. Hawkins Parties. Great." Peter joked.
You could only roll your eyes at him as you both went inside.
You could Find Steve but you found Billy
Being Billy
People hyping him up as he chugged what you assumed was the whole Keg he feeling like a king
Then spotted you
"Look who decided to show up!" He laughed, shouting over the music,"Put your kids too bed!?"
"Infact I did!" She laughed.
"Come on! Lets get you a drink!" He shouted
"No! No! Im not into the whole drinking think!"
"I know! But you be surpised that water and soda still exist here!"
So he takes you to go get a water and then runs off, you following just to loose him in the crowded house.
Thats when you spot Nancy, and go to say Hi but Steve's over there.
You much rather not intrude on there friendship, after all. You're always hanging around boys so you dont see a problem with Nancy hanging around or anyone else
Except Carol
We dont like Carol, or Heather aka the Bully
Peter finally finds you
"Already partying?" Y/n laughed.
"This kinda sucks." He answered grabbing a water.
"Yeah," y/n spoke, "Not everything they make it out to be."
"Wanna just go back to yours and build that lego set?" Peter asked then took a chug of water, but got no answer, "Y/n?"
What was Steve Harrington doing walking Nancy Wheeler to the bathroom just in sight And going in with her
"One sec."
You left Peter there as you went to the bathroom, in full honesty you expect to hear soothing words and puking
Not. Well.
"Its all Bullshit!" Nancy complained.
"Nanc, come on you're drunk, just puke your brains out and-"
"You're bullshit!" She argued.
"Nancy I don't-"
"Bullshit. Its all bullshit Steve. I love you!"
Y/n stayed still, "Nanc, I. Look I really like Y/n."
"But you don't love her. Its why its Bullshit! Who do you love?! Its me or her!"
"Nanc, you know you can't make me do that-"
"Its me. Or its her!"
You interveinded by knocking on the door.
"Nanc? I seen you come in here? Are you okay? You didnt look so good!"
The door opened to see Nanc still hunched over the sink, and Steve standing on the other side of her.
"Too much to drink?" Y/n asked him.
"No kidding." Steve told.
"Nancy? You okay?" Y/n asked going to stand her up straight.
"No-" her protest didnt last long as she fell over Y/n catching her.
"Alright lets get you some water-"
Nancy just pushed off her, and went off by herself
"Rude drunk much?" Y/n asked.
"I thought you weren't coming." Steve spoke up
"Kids went home." Y/n told, "Thinkin about goin there myself. Home. This aint my style."
"I could go with you." Steve mentioned.
"I've gotta drop Peter off." Y/n answered, "Maybe. Come over we go threw the candy stash?"
"At my house?" Steve asked.
"Your house? Steve your parents-"
"Aren't home." Steve finished for her, "I like Tootsie rolls. See you there."
He kissed your cheek and then left
You and Peter end up leaving and you telling him you were going to Steves
He starts teasing you
"Yeah? What about you and MJ?"
"Thats a different story!"
"Sure. Parker Sure."
You pulled up to the motel just for Karen to run up.
"Hey Karen-"
"Matt's gone."
"What?" Y/n asked.
"He's gone!" Karen complained.
"Come on he's blind but very much capable-"
"Y/n!"
"Okay! Okay! Let me park and we'll help look!"
It doesn't take long for you with a trusty flashlight to reach the nearby farms to see Matt out there
"Damn it Murdock! What in gods name are you-"
You had stepped into a pumpkin rather than tripping over one just to see your ankle high in rotten pumpkin guts.
You kick them off and walk over to Matt
"Dude everyones-"
"Shh-"
"Hey-"
"Shut up."
Well if Matt's telling you to shut up its usually important
"Do you hear that?"
"Hear what?"
He was silent for a moment, "look at the pumpkins below you. There. Rotted."
"Okay some bad crop maybe?"
"Pumpkins? Rotting on Halloween Night?" Matt asked grabbing a piece just for it to almost melt in his hand like ice cream on a hot day, "Crops this rotted would take days, weeks even. Why would it be so vast?"
"Matt. Its Hawkins. Its probably some old farmer that just cant get around fast enough." Y/n explained, "lets go now?"
He sighed, getting up and picking up his white cane and unfolding it, walking over to her, "somethings not right here, you need to tell me if you see anything."
"Matt. Its Hawkins!" Y/n protested.
"Y/n. Im blind!" Matt argued, "look what I do."
Matt did have a fair point, but you rather just. Stay away from that stuff
You were trying to ya know. Lay Low
Plus you had a boyfriend, and then there were the kids
And you just dont wanna rope them in to anything Superhero level dangerous
Certainly didnt want anything avenger level threat
You took Matt back and used the motel phone to call Frank
"No."
"What!? Why not!?" Y/n complained.
"Who's house are you staying at?" Frank asked.
"I dont know. Who's house is Joyce staying at?" Y/n protested.
"So this is how your gonna convince me?" Frank asked.
"Yes?"
He sighed, "I need the truck back for tommrow- If I see ONE mark on you-"
"Yeah yeah, you'll pow pow pow. I got it." Y/n spoke, "Try and not break the bed frame?"
"Y/n! I swear to-"
But you had already hung up and was calling Steve's house
"Hello?"
"Harrington. Pick me up by the street near my house 15 mintues."
With that you said goodbye to everyone, told Matt to stop freaking out and drove off to your house
You parked the truck and hurried in through your window to change and throw the stuff one of the kids left in your room.
You'd ask Strange to portal back the suit later.
So with your bag of candy and small bag of chlothes you went to the road.
"What...the hell is that..." Y/n asked squiting at the hunched over animal in the distance, just before it darted off.
But Steve's lights come into view and he's stopping for you to get in.
You tossed your bag in the back and sit in the passenger seat
"Big Haul." Y/n smiled holding up the candy bag.
Steve smiled, "any spare tootsie rolls in there?"
"Saved one just for you."
The drive back to his house was filled with Music and laughing
You two eating candy before you could even go through it.
When you got to the house, some bad memories came over you, but you pushed forward.
He took you upstairs. You hadn't been to his room before.
His room was...plain compared to yours, but bigger.
"I can go make us something warm. Coffee? Tea?" He asked, he looked nervous having Y/n in his room sitting on the edge of his bed.
"Um...yeah whatever you make I'll have one." Y/n told with a smile.
"Right...you'll be fine up here?"
"Yeah."
So he left you up there, and you decided to pick out all the wrappers from your candy adventure in Steve's car and toss them in his little trash
Just to catch a peak out his window
Wow. Steve's family had a lot more money than you realized
It was sooner rather than later that he came up with tea for the both of you
"Sorry. If you don't uh."
"Like it?"
"Yeah..."
"I'll drink it anyhow. Thanks."
They sat on his bed side by side, drinking tea.
"You're not very picky."
Y/n chuckled, "how could I be?"
Steve cocked an eyebrow up as Y/n sighed, "Sorry-"
"No. No." Steve told, "harder than I imagined in New York."
Y/n smiled, "Superhero's are people too."
"You really do have relationships with them. Don't you?" Steve questioned, "Genuine realtionships."
"I understand them. In a way...I see them as people..rather than superheros. Not all are good though, some rest in the gray and such." Y/n informed with a soft smile towards him, "Its tough out there."
"Im no superhero, but I get it." Steve answered, "I shouldn't even be saying that..."
"Hey. Everyone has there hardest hour." Y/n told setting her mug besides her feet on the floor, "its diffrent from someone elses. Ya know?"
"I think thats what makes you...unique." he started, "You...see everyone in different parts. Heh I'd be dumb to say its not one of the reasons I love you-"
It went silent between the two, Steve clearing his throat as he set his mug on his nightstand, "I. Sorry."
"For what?" Y/n spoke, "You say sorry when you dont mean things. Did you not-"
"Mean it?" Steve asked, "Well No I didnt."
"You didn't?"
"No! I mean yes no I didn't- The sorry. But I did- I- fuck."
Y/n smiled small at him as he jumbled his words: "I get it."
"Oh thank god."
He couldnt help but feel stupid when you were around, like you were some kindergarten crush
When both of you are already dating
You lay back on his bed, and he lays besides you.
Thats when you realize he has a glow in the dark star sticker on his ceiling still, most likely from when he was like 8
"Does it still glow?" Y/n asked.
"What?" Steve asked looking at the ceiling as she points it out, "lets find out."
He turns off his lamp leaving the two in the semi dark light from the pool outside polluting the room.
"Yeah kinda." Y/n smiled as Steve finds himself next to Y/n again.
"Huh. Would you look at that." Steve chuckled watching Y/n reach a hand out to the star.
"Stars aren't far out of reach then." Y/n told him.
Steve's hand came up to catch Y/n's, "Two hands are better than one."
She turns her head to look at him he doing the same as they make eye contact and hold it, "You're not wrong."
Steve gives her a soft smile, he getting up to lean on his side and look down at her, "what?" She asked.
"Just wondering if you have more intrest in the star than me." Steve told her, causing her to laugh, "Could...I steal your attention for just a moment for a kiss?"
"And ruin my view of the star? No way!"
"Ouch!"
Y/n laughed as he joined her, feeling her hands grip onto his collar and pull him down into a soft kiss. It pulling Steve in deeper in love than he already was.
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fierceawakening · 8 months
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Funny thing that just happened:
I was watching one of those “is your family member narcissistic” videos, this one about apologies. And the person claimed that it’s rare for narcissistic people to offer apologies that include taking responsibility for what they did, instead saying things like “I’m sorry you feel that way.”
And I’m just thinking… some months ago I defended “I’m sorry that you feel that way,” saying that the person could mean “I didn’t think I’d set you off, but knowing how it came off to you, it’s no surprise that what I said did, and that was hurtful even if I wasn’t going for that.”
But as I listened to the YouTube I realized I’m not sure if my mom ever has said “when I said x it was hurtful, that’s on me.” I’ve heard her say “I own it,” but only about decisions that had mixed consequences. Never about how things she says made people feel.
And that I was probably defending “I’m sorry that you feel that way” because I’ve heard it so many times I just think “yeah, that’s how you phrase it when you had no clue they’d take it that way.”
Anyway, I had asked dad recently whether she seemed even more petty than usual, and while he usually defends her he agreed, and even said that he’d made a mistake (I thought he and I were seeing Barbie together; he invited her and she was angry he’d dragged her along the whole time. The movie was great but the sudden presence of annoyed person was not. She snapped at me IN THE MOVIE THEATER when I got confused about something. “Oooohhhh this is gonna be so fun *eyeroll*” and it bothered me she did that in front of people. I did shit all to deserve that.)
He said he was upset that she doesn’t participate in things as a family unless she thought of them and was trying to help her grow. (I said I think this is a fixed pattern and we should just involve her less. It’s selfish but it’s not gonna change without HER rethinking.)
Anyway. I thought that was the end of it.
Then she called me to apologize. Because Dad told her I was hurt, of course.
So I decided to do what the YouTube said and listen for any kind of owning it.
She said “Dad told me I upset you. I’m sorry. My allergies are just really bothering me lately and I’m all out of sorts.”
🤦🏽
I didnt argue, but I did say “Yeah, I was kinda hurt. I don’t think snapping at me was called for.”
She never said “yeah, that wasn’t very nice” or anything. She let me say it and said “okay,” but never responded that she agreed or even understood.
Maybe “narcissistic” is the wrong word for the thing because this isn’t how people with the PD act. (Though in all their posts about how abuse isn’t narcissistic I never see them set the record straight about what their behavior actually IS instead, and why its effects are not lastingly hurtful where abuse is. Which makes me kind of smell a rat.)
But fuck if whatever it’s supposed to be called it’s not accurate as William Tell for me.
Wow.
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ankhisms · 4 months
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ok ive finished both eps 42 and 43 of kingoh now so heres my messy thoughts on things
as a disclaimer!!! this is not at all me saying that i dont like kingohger or that i think its a bad sentai show or anything like that! i really have loved kingohger and have had a lot of fun watching it!! i really love the characters and im going to miss them when its over. this is all just my personal opinion and relates to my own tastes in writing and such and im not at all trying to ruin peoples fun or stop people from enjoying the aspects that i dont really like. im not wanting to be mean or anything like that.
ok that out of the way. you would probably expect that as someone who really loves the different sibling relationships in toku shows and is really deeply moved by them to be more emotional about racles and gira but i just... have not. very early on in the show i was hoping so badly that we would get some parallels on the brothers and how they differ and that we could also have some parallels to the other sibling relationships in the show, gira with his little sister and brother and suzume and kaguragi vs gira and racles relationships. i had thought that exploring those parallels could be really interesting and good, and i still think that if they had chosen to explore that early on it wouldve been interesting and couldve also been used to have the reveal later on have more impact.
ive never really been a racles stan, although i do absolutely admire and enjoy his actors performance hes fantastic and has always done a great job in his role- but i dont like the sudden redemption happening. when the twist first happened i thought it was interesting and was thinking maybe it wouldve been motivated by racles being selfish, but i felt like episode 42 was very... idk the word. hollow maybe. we hadnt gotten any kind of hints that racles was actually a double agent or that he was doing things for giras or the peoples sake (so i dont really get people who say they knew it all along im sorry gnmgh) and its like. this again could have worked out better if there was some foreshadowing and hints to what was going on or at least some kind of build up. episode 43 kind of vaguely touches on how many people racles has gotten killed and how he says he wants to go down in history as the worst ruler ever and its like.... idk it feels like a retcon in a way to be like oh yeah btw all these horrible atrocities and war crimes he committed were actually for the good of the people! maybe im just being too much of a bleeding heart commie gmgmy but i do think there would have been more impact if racles actually HADNT been a double agent this whole time and if he actually had to face his actions and have some kind of change of heart while also not being totally 100% nice all of the sudden.
again i really did early on want more development on the brothers and wanted exploration of the contrasts between them as people, and i think both gira and racles actors are wonderful and did a great job in their roles. it makes me sad that i didnt.. really feel emotionally moved seeing the brothers scenes in these last two episodes and i think it just comes down to lack of build up and feeling like things are coming out of nowhere and rushed and like no actions have any real weight or consequences
like for example ive mentioned this before but the whole deal with yanma destroying the laptop and watching it youre going oh shit the whole kingdom is fucked he made this huge sacrifice. and then its totally fine a few episodes later. or how they kill the pink jester and in the moment its presented as this huge deal. and then shes fine. it feels like that just kind of continues to happen and its something that frustrates me because kingohger is really fun and has great concepts but then nothing holds any weight, the stakes you set up are meaningless when nothing actually has any consequences
and to just say it again. i AM enjoying kingohger. im having a lot of fun with it! i like this show and its characters a lot! which is part of why my brain notices these things and why i want to analyse it because i can see how i wish it could be better in certain aspects. i really like this show but i dont really agree when i see people saying that its a masterpiece of sentai writing
also i really wish suzume hadnt become another victim to genre typical misogyny where it feels like her character just revolves around racles and liking him and it feels like we lost so much potential with her character i still love her and her actress but early on i was so excited for her having some kind of depth but well.
and another thing i was thinking of as i was watching ep 43 was... why have all of the kings of shugodom thru history be secretly against dugded. it again feels like something that would have more weight and impact to it if there were some kings who really were on dugdeds side and then giras dad decides that hes not going to fall in line and is going to actually do something to try and save his people.
idk as i finish typing this i kind of feel like im being nitpicky and i really dont want to be a downer or ruin peoples fun 😭 i really do like this show i promise thats why i think about this stuff. thanks if u read this mwah
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fictionfixations · 1 month
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riddle
book 1 spoilers
ok. so. im just. gonna put this here. because. yeah. and also because this fic is gonna be LONG (which i usually write shorter stuff. i didnt expect me to make it long but it just happened.) so it'll be awhile before i post it. ..because its a oneshot, and i write oneshots. so.
but i kind of. oddly feel very proud of this part. blink blink.
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“You shut your spoiled little mouth!” Ace-chan yelled.
Both of the juniors startled.
“..Wh-What..?” Riddle-kun stuttered, also surprised by the sudden outburst.
And then–
Ace-chan punched Riddle-kun! 
“..So not cute,” He muttered almost by reflex. 
“A-Ace!?” Deuce-chan.
“Forget this. I’m done.”
“Y-You.. Hit me…?!”
Ah..
“Parents shouldn’t control their kids, and how they flourish and act shouldn’t be attributed to the parent. It’s not your parents fault that you became a tyrant, or anyone else’s. You’ve been here a year, and you haven’t even made a friend who’ll tell you that you’re out of line. And that’s on you.”
..Oh, Ace-chan.
Riddle-kun recoiled, “..What are you talking about?”
“Look. Maybe you had some strict upbringing from an overbearing and relentless helicopter-mom. But is that all you are? An extension of her? Can’t you think for yourself? ..Really, you call yourself the ‘red sovereign’? You’re just a baby who’s good at magic.”
“..Baby..? Did you just..!?” That was his angry face. “You don’t know anything!”
“I don’t. And I don’t need to. Your attitude tells me everything I need to know. That you’re just a spoiled brat!”
This wasn’t good. At all. An intervention, but was it a good one, or a bad one? Sometimes it could make things worse before it’d get better, and that was why it was so hard to tell. 
“Shut up! Shut up shut up shut up shut up SHUT UP! My mother was right! Therefore I am right too!”
This time, Trey-kun spoke up, “Calm down, Riddle. The duel’s already over.”
“If you do not cease your conflict now, I’ll have you written up for breaking school rules!”
Oh, Headmage, anyone could tell that’s not the right decision to make. Bringing up his absolute obedience to the ‘rules’ and turning it against him to try to stop him? Do you want him to see you as against him? He wouldn’t listen… Only to his own and his mother’s delusion.
“He’s right, though! I’ve had enough of Riddle!”
Cater couldn’t tell who it was, but someone threw an egg at the redhead. It broke and splattered on his clothes.
“..Huh..?” Riddle-kun blankly commented.
He shivered under his cold gaze, that turned to stare at everyone. “Who was it? Who did it?”
Suddenly he had a scary expression on his face.. “SPEAK UP! Coward. If you mean to say something, say it to my face. You diminish your action by hiding amongst the crowd instead of owning up to your action. Is that all you can do? Truly? ..How disappointing.. Can you only find strength in a group? Where you are ‘invisible’ and therefore everyone gets blamed? Where was your courage at the unbirthday party? ..And yet you act now.. How pitiful. What changed? I’m almost ashamed to be your dorm leader.”
Riddle-kun burst into laughter, “And you say you’re fed up? I’m the one who's fed up with all of you..! No matter what I do, it’s rulebreaker after rulebreaker! Clearly my authority means not a thing! What is it? Are the punishments too light? Is that why you don’t listen? ..No matter how many chances I give, leniencies because truly, I do understand the hardship of memorizing so many rules all at once when you’re so used to so little.. To it being more lax.. I understand, but that doesn’t mean I will stand by after screw up after screw up. You must learn, and clearly, forgiveness is not enough. Truly, I should’ve been more strict. Mother was right, of course she was.. If fear of punishment is what will get you to follow the rules for once, then so be it. It’s time for a re-education. Everyone makes sacrifices for the greater good, do they not? This is for your own good, so obey me.”
Cater felt dread build up, and yet– He couldn’t help but think that that last line must’ve been a quote. Something repeated so many times towards him that it was to be remembered.
‘This is for your own good.’ He felt a little sick, honestly. How many times had his mother justified cruel actions as so?
Riddle-kun ‘smiled’, “Let’s see.. First, it’s OFF WITH YOUR HEAD!” ..Luckily he wasn’t included. Maybe that was because he didn’t view him or Trey-kun as rulebreakers.. “Fighting back is pointless, so it’s best to get that out of the way first before anyone gets any ideas. All it will do is tire you out. Most of you are pitiful without magic, it’s a little funny. But clearly, you all are in such a useless state because I haven’t been nearly as harsh as I should be, so as dorm leader I will take full responsibility, as the most correct person here. I will help you flourish. No worries, all rebellion will be stamped out, and forgiven. It is only right to lend a helping hand, and forgive the children when they make a mistake, no?”
How much of this was ‘him’, and how much of this was his mother?
Underneath it though, he could feel a cool anger. 
“Cease this improper behavior now, Rosehearts-kun! I expected better from you!”
..Headmage..
“Of course. I had not acted as a proper dorm leader should’ve, so I will now. After all, every student within the dorm is my responsibility, and thus I should be taking extra care that all of my upper and underclassmen flourish under my guidance. Otherwise, I would be a failure of a Housewarden. My apologies for not doing so sooner.”
“That’s not..!”
Cater winced, “..This could get ugly, fast.” Riddle-kun looked calm, but he could snap in an instant. No doubt.
“Riddle, stop this!” Trey-kun yelled.
Riddle-kun’s expression went blank. “..Even you, Trey. You should’ve understood. Isn’t that exactly why they need to be re-taught? There’s not much you can do with a wrong baseline, except break it and start over, isn’t it?”
..’Break it’ instead of something less violent, like throwing it away.
“How delusional,” Ace-chan scoffed.
Riddle-kun gave a fake upturn of lips, “This once, all will be forgiven if you retract your comment.”
Liar. Was that what she did to you, too? When you did something ‘wrong’, did she pretend that it was okay, and then immediately turn on you once you confessed?
“No way! I refuse.”
“I see.” A hand raised, and– “Mighty roses, come to my command, and put this rulebreaker where he belongs! In the ground with the rest of the trash.”
“..Oh shit,” He muttered under his breath.
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anyway after that is overblot so. haha.
anyway. i kind of gave of vibes of him projecting on the students a little. and very much repeating his mother.
so. my notes i wrote after: I dont know why i wrote riddle like i did. Now that im actually thinking about it though. (cause idk when i write my brain goes to somewhere else and i sometimes dont remember writing it cause im so. Distracted. Or focused. Idfk. zoned out.)
But so. In all honesty. Dont you think riddle’s actually being kind of kinder to them? I mean, maybe its just because the queen of hearts rules dont detail on exactly how much one should eat or something. But that was how he was taught so you’d think he’d do the same for his students, monitoring and limiting them, but he doesn’t.
So. he was being kinder then his mother.                  And guess what? It doesnt work. Whats the conclusion then? That his mother was right. That her way of thinking was right. (in a way, maybe it was riddle experimenting, trying to see if what was his life was actually wrong. Conflicted. If his mother was wrong, because what if..? But. no.)
Is it weird that i like how i wrote riddle in this?
Anyway i think this is the most ive actually veered away from canon wording, and turned from riddle having a tantrum to riddle acting like his mom with her fake calmness that could turn to anger so easily.
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apocalypse byler scenario part 11 but not really byler but heavily implied: mike and nancy talk.
this is a running continuation of my apocalypse scenarios, and this takes place after mike opens up to lucas about getting vecna’d.
after lucas talks in behalf of mike, everyone started to swarm him with worry. in the end, all of them ended up apologizing for not noticing earlier, and even asked about his trauma so they can help.
though mike noticed that nancy wasnt saying anything, and didnt even approach him like the others did. he wanted to think that maybe she was taken aback by the news, not making eye contact with mike or lucas, but mike isnt sure anymore because he doesnt even know his goddamn sister. mike expected this, honestly, he didnt know what their relationship was as siblings anymore.
what? why would i care about you? nancy’s voice in his nightmares start to echo in his head. he felt stupid for wanting to try to open up to her for anything, and the visions served as a good reminder anytime he attempted to. he deserves this.
before everyone’s voices start to clash even more, lucas backed them off and told them to give mike time, much to his appreciation.
so imagine that he received his walkman and started to play his favorite song, he’s asked to be left alone because all the sudden attention and concern was overwhelming to him, even will. he goes and closes the door, and throws himself on his bed, staring at his ceiling as somebody to love by queen plays faintly in the quiet ambience of his dark room. he then hears a loud knock which makes him jump.
‘’goddammit, guys, i said leave me alone!’’
‘’mike, could you please open up? its nancy.’’
that was definitely new for mike. ‘’what do you want?’’
‘’we need to talk.’’
‘’can we please just save this for tomorrow?’’
‘’im serious, mike. just please open up.’’
mike groans loud enough to make sure nancy hears it. he gets up from his bed and lazily opens the door as he gets back to lying down, head buried in his hands. nancy awkwardly stands by. she notices the scattered clothes around his bed and the heaps of trash stacked up on the area of his closet and floor. she wraps her arms around herself and turns to mike. ‘’you okay?’’
‘’yeah, why wouldnt i be?’’ mike says through his hands.
‘’mike, we need to talk about this.’’
‘’there’s nothing to talk about.’’
nancy inhales. ‘’look, i’m just wondering.. why you didnt tell me.’’
‘’there wasnt a right time.’’
‘’mike-‘’
‘’you dont have to pretend to care, alright?’’ mike snaps. ‘’i got my walkman, so you can go.’’ 
nancy was about to leave but stays by the doorand turns her head. 
‘’you think i dont care about you?’’
‘’i dont care about what you think of me.’’
nancy walks back to sit next to mike.
‘’i dont think i told you this, but..he got me too.’’
‘’…he did?’’
‘’yeah.’’
she was fully awake mike wasnt asking but she decides to continue. ‘’i saw barbara…and hawkins. it was torn in half. you, mom, dad, holly, everyone…was suffering. and i couldnt do anything. not for barbara, not for anyone.’’
she inhales before resuming. ‘’i see her face everyday. it reminds me of how i was, and i…hated who i was. who i am. i dont think much has changed. i thought i was doing better, but.. shes always there.’’ 
mike says nothing. 
‘’can i ask what you saw?’’ 
mike continues his streak of staying silent, still not feigning eye contact with nancy.
‘’..yeah. i get it.’’ nancy says, her voice cracking a bit. 
nancy breaks the deafening silence between them as she sighs. ‘’mike, can you at least look at me?’’
it took a while, but mike eventually does as he gets up to meet nancy’s gaze.
‘’’im sorry that i wasnt.. there for you.’’
‘’..you had your own shit, nancy. i dont expect you to babysit me.’’ it was tempted for mike to turn away from her again. he felt way too scrutinized at the moment. 
‘’yeah, but look where that turned out. you clearly had a lot in your mind. and.. we both know mom and dad aren’t the easiest people to talk to.’’ 
mike scoffs at that statement, which makes nancy chuckle.
‘’…and youre my brother,’’ nancy feels herself start to choke up. ‘’youre my little brother, and im supposed to take care of you. god it shouldnt take henry to target you for me to realize that,’’ nancy sniffs and wipes a tear of hers. ‘’im so sorry. but im here now, and i promise you, that ill protect you from him.’’ 
mike opens his mouth to say something, but finds himself at a loss. this really was the last thing he expected, and he finds himself choking up, as much as hes trying to swallow his own tears back. 
‘’and from now on, we’ll tell each other everything.’’
‘’thats what you said last time.’’ mike says, hurt clear on his voice. that was the most vulnerable he’s been that night next to lucas, and he hates himself for opening his goddamn mouth sometimes.
nancy scooches closer to mike’s side and carefully puts her hand on his shoulder. ‘’this time, i mean it.’’ 
before mike could say anything, nancy pulls him for a tight hug. it took a couple of seconds for nancy to quickly pull away, both siblings flustered and taken aback. 
‘’okay, that was of weird.’’ nancy whispers. 
‘’yeah, uh…it was.’’
nancy nods awkwardly, her eyes still glued to the floor and hands fisted on her lap.
‘’i’ll leave you alone.’’ nancy gets up from the bed and reaches for the doorknob. 
‘’nancy.’’
nancy swiftly turns her head to mike with expectant eyes. 
‘’..thanks.’’
she beams at mike, clear relief washing over her, eyes starting to glisten. ‘’get some rest, mike. we’ll talk tomorrow.’’ 
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stealthboy43 · 1 year
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The long night arc: Part 6
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RECAP
N has made contact with M.O.M
They had a nice chat about why M.O.M wishes to slay thousands.
Uzi try sneaking up on M.O.M with big gun.
Now they gotta fight.
N: Finding a way to protect Uzi.
If you were wondering where N was for the short amount of time after the blast, the answer is he was experiencing a drone equivalent of a concussion.
When M.O.M. slammed her blade on the ground, the small shockwave produced was enough to send N flying through the air, and banged his head on a concrete pillar and cracked his screen. Fortunately, there wasint any major damage, thorough for a short time all N could see was static.
When N came back to his senses, he found himself laying down with has back against the concrete pillar. Still rather dazed, he looked around and quickly spotted Uzi, and turning his head to the right, he could vaguely make out M.O.M. And he was horrified to see that she seemed completely unharmed, though he wasn't really surprised.
Of course, it wouldn't be that easy to kill her.
WARNING: THREAT DETECTED
Huh?
His sensors picked up something, but what was it?
But there was no time to think. In the blink of an eye, N got on his feet and dashed his way to where Uzi stood. M.O.M was about to attack, he didnt know what his sensors picked up, maybe a slight twitch from one of M.O.Ms arms, or a sudden change in the air.
Doesn’t matter, just get to Uzi, get her before M.O.M can.
WARNING, WARNING, INCOMING!
When N reached Uzi, he quickly grabbed her and pulled her back, just in time as he felt the scythe zoom past them, the wind waving his hair and barely missing Uzi by an inch.
If he had been a second late, the blade would have sliced Uzis head right off.
“You good?” He asked Uzi.
“Y-yeah..”
“Wow, you're actually pretty fast. I'm impressed” M.O.M said.
Her words put N immediately back on alert, and he quickly put Uzi on his back.
“Your probably gonna have to hold on tight for this” He whispered, “ You got the ray gun?”
“Yeah, but it's still recharging.” She whispered back
And we still don't know when the others will get here- He thought
It could be a couple of seconds, or several minutes, and I don't know how long I can keep her occupied.
Doesn't matter, just stall, and just keep Uzi safe.
M.O.M raised on off her large blades, and N mentally ad physically prepared for whatever M.O.M did next.
Suddenly the black goo began dripping down her blade seemingly out of now where.
“Ok then N, lets see how much you can take.”
M.O.M slashed the air in front of her, and unleashed her attack.
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A wave of black streaks akin to blade slashes flew in N and Uzis direction.
Immediately N began to panic
Oh Biscuts, theres so many..!
N jumped off the ground, doding the slashes that were low, but he quickly had to lower his head to avoid a slash which zoomed over him.
Right, left, left again, up, down! Ri-
N felt asearing bolt of pain feeling on his right side, and he clenched his teeth against it.
But he had no time to think about it.
Left and up again…
The wave of slashes was done, but the pain remained.
“N, your-!”
“I know..” He said though gritted teeth.
The first few seconds in the fight, and N had already lost an arm.
Uzi: Its gonna be a loooong night
The movements N had took to dodge those slashes had made Uzi dizzy, and she had been shocked to see Ns right arm had been gone and dripping oil. Fortunately, it had already begun to heal, the silver nanite beginning to repair his arm. But Uzi knew N couldnt do that forever.
“Ohhh that looks like it has to hurt..” Said M.O.M in a mocking tone.
A surge of anger shot though Uzi “OH I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL YOU FOR THIS!” She screamed at M.O.M.
In response, M.O.M chuckled. “All right then, you're free to try.”
Uzi felt the thrust of air pass by her of N kicked off the ground, and she once again held tightly onto N.
It was blurred by how fast it and they were moving, but Uzi saw that instead of the black slashes, a long line of goo which began at one of her two smaller arms and had to be at least 60 feet long. And it ended in a scythe that had been swung in their direction.
Uzi was quick to put two and two together.
I get it now! That's how M.O.M. was able to reach me before. She's using the goo to extend her limbs and swinging her scythes like a flail.
A chill ran through Uzi
She's so strong… how are we going to kill her??
Her thinking was interrupted again as her stomach lurched when N made a quick and sudden turn to avoid the scythe which M.O.M had flung again.
M.O.M: A cat playing with cockroaches
One arm, that's all she really needed to crush them. Right now, she was just having fun.
Sure, N was dodging a majority of her scythe attack, but just by the skin of his teeth. And again, he was dodging a majority of the attacks, because every so often, wether it be cause M.O.M swung a little too hard or if N made a mistep, he would always pay the price. He would get slashed, sometimes across the cheek, across his side or chest.
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He would heal of course, though it was common knowledge that disassembly drones couldn’t regenerate forever.
And this wasn't anywhere near how fast M.O.M could move.
M.O.M did find it quite chivalrous that N always made sure he was the one getting hit, and not the purple haired worker drone riding in his back. When he saw her scythe coming and knew he couldn’t avoid it, he would shift his body just a little bit so the scythe would hit him instead.
A pity, N might be able to dodge better if he didn’t have that little runt on his back.
Ah you two are struggling so hard yet you're doomed to fail. It makes me sad. All this just to protect such cockroaches…
Oh yeah. She should probably get back to the task at hand. Oh well, the two were fun while they lasted.
She then swung her arm a little harder this time, and quickly the scythe changed direction so suddenly and quickly that N nor Uzi didn’t notice.
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Goodbye now.
But then that was when she heard a shrieking sound from above.
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And now….
A reference to asdf movie
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miss-allsundays · 1 year
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my final thoughts on the tokyo revengers ending (this is completely subjective! everyone will have a different opinion on it and if you liked the ending then I'm happy for you!)
now that the "excitement" of reading tr 278 has worn out I can't help but feel even more??? dissatisfied??
I've said this before, but even when we just had the leaks, this chapter felt more like a filler than a finale, and reading it and mulling over it just confirmed my thoughts on the matter.
The most interesting thing (plot-wise) that happens is the big reveal that chifuyu kept all of his memories from the past timelines; and as happy as I was to read that, it surely wasn't "enough" for this to be considered a finale (IMO, remember this is all subjective).
I like it because it's a feel-good chapter, that makes you chuckle at the interactions between the characters and that gives you an idea of how they're all doing.
At the same time tho, the jump between takemichi dying and the takehina wedding is so sudden that it leaves me confused. As plenty of fans have said, this cancels out all the characters' development in a way that we havent seen before (aside from chifuyu), and it doesn't give you the answers you need!! How did they all end up being friends, how did the pre-existing bonds change, how did maitake solve some of the problems, ESPECIALLY the ones they didnt know about/had no control over!!
[EDIT: for example, I would have loved to see shin and takemichi interact more!!!]
yeah, chifuyu knows about takemichi's time travel, but are they still best friends?? why has naoto changed so much?? why is south the way he is now??
ALSO??? takemichi says MAYBE 10 words this chapter???? he looks so passive in the 3 pages he's in, it's like he's barely even there, despite being the protagonist.
idk, it just feels so inconclusive and simple for an ending, especially when compared to how complex the rest of the story is.
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