#idc if they dislike that decision

[horsetailcurlers2]

watching grey’s anatomy for the first time after only watching private practice: another long and obnoxious stream of my thoughts while watching (season 7 edition)

-amelia!!!! yay

-“i have a lot of sisters. if we bought them all coffee, we’d have nothing” okay derek is funny sometimes

-HOW OLD IS AMELIA? it’s stated through dialogue in pp that addison knew her when she was twelve which implies that they are at least about ten years apart (and therefore she is also ten years younger than derek) but somehow she was also five during their dad’s death when derek was twelve, is older than meredith, and got fired from her fellowship in pp but is somehow still a big girl surgeon who can do her own surgeries?

-mark/amelia sex is grossing me out.

-frances conroy!!! this show has so many good guest stars

-marks improvised budget pitch to richard definitely sounds like he’s trying to fuck him

-alex is singing camp rock to the little girl in the MRI thingy. into it.

-the head of pathology is anna draper!!

-okay, arizona telling callie she’s ruining africa for her is a *little* unfair. they should have discussed this more beforehand.

-after however many seasons of them i can genuinely tell you nothing of note about the new characters except that the virgin girl was also in svu and mad men

-arizona sweetie your biphobia is showing

-“i’m trying to look at baileys teets on the internet” RICHARD! (adele webber voice)

-i don’t love the way they’re writing meredith this season. i usually really really like her character even when she fucks up, but she just feels different this season idk. maybe it’s the bangs.

-tyler the nurse!!! i feel like he hasn’t really been around much these past few seasons. i missed him.

-starting to strongly dislike owen. he thought that she was just playing a little joke when she said she never wanted kids??? or that he could browbeat her until she gave in??? “you’re a resident, you might change your mind” ??????? it’s not a decision most people are usually wish washy about dude. you knew this before you married her!!!! “i don’t get a say?” the time to have a say would have been before you were married when she TOLD YOU she didn’t want kids

-arizona sweetie your biphobia is showing AGAIN

-arizona and owen are on my list at this point (ep 16)

-idc what anyone says i LOVE the musical episode (side note: sara ramirez is a fantastic singer)

-meredith, babygirl. i have not been this frustrated with your decisions since season one/two.

-officially HATE owen. deeply. i don’t know how many more ways she can tell him she doesn’t want kids. she has been explicitly clear from the beginning. he’s going on and on about partnerships and both having a say yet what he so clearly means is “i want a chance to argue you into this” as if it’s a trivial decision and not a fundamental difference in how they want to live their lives. and as if it’s not ultimately her body. this is not something you can compromise about, you stupid ginger fuck!!!!!

-also: “i don’t hate children. i respect them. and i believe that they should have parents who want them” !!!!!!!

-every time i want to side with derek, he ruins it by being self righteous and then running away

#nobody is reading all this lmao #greys anatomy #meredith grey #derek shepherd #christina yang #owen hunt #callie torres #arizona robbins #calzona #merder #anti owen hunt #amelia shepherd #greys reactions

[camouflagedlove]

i think casual players (like my friends) hate Emma and she doesn't deserve it. she didn't owe feelings or a relationship to Jacob. should she have continued to flirt with him after? no but I do believe that's part of her facade and insecurities, she wants people to like her and that's how jacob liked her. I want ppl to understand she wasn't a bad person. the dare she was given was either kiss her ex (which we know he would've tried to use as evidence they should get back together) or kiss her friends crush: either way I feel she'd have gotten heat. I feel her choice was hard but made sense. she made the kiss a Little Much to get Jacob to get it but in reality it was just a game and she didn't do it to hurt Abi.

I also think of her in a deep and autistic way

i feel like she is afraid of people not liking her, and puts on a performance (canon) so if ppl do dislike her it doesn't feel as personal. her 'flirting' with jacob during the game was, to me, a defense. she's uncomfortable with the energy so she needs him to like her therefore act how he likes (which is flirty). Jacob put her in a situation where she was somehow rude for not returning his feelings the same or having the same wishes so she performed for him. is that the best thing to do? no, but can you blame her? trapped at camp with her fresh ex who keeps hounding her and moping. I can see her being like "well I just have to be nice✨️ to him so he let's the night be comfortable"

disclaimer: I don't dislike Jacob nor think He's a Bad character but I do think it's important to recognize yeah he has the right to be upset, to have feelings but it's also unfair of him to keep going after her after she made her position clear. he's ignoring her no. like he can be sad but he needs to recognize how he comes off trying to 'convince' her. and the fact that he was willing to literally trap her at camp just to 'convince' her is weird and to me makes me understand Emma's stance more.

anyways I'm an emma defender idc that she kinda caused drama with the truth or dare kiss, she was put in an unfair position and she didn't Make the dare. should she have made the comment about Nick being a good kisser? maybe not but I feel like she meant it like "ooh abi he's good /teasing" and not "nah nah a boo boo I just kissed your crush" abi had every right to get upset but I do feel intentions are important and Emma's intentions weren't to hurt Abi they were to avoid kissing Jacob (which feels obvious to me bc when he started gloating she seemed to make her decision)

that all being said a lot of this is interpretation based if you disagree with anything that's fine but be nice about it cause I don't mind discussion but I dont like arguing

#opinion peace #the quarry #emma mountebank #emma defender #i dont think ive seen hate in the fandom but in like casual players yes #jacob custos #abigail blyg #the truth or dare drama

[k4txlulzz]

im trying to go back and add "old post, idc about the topic anymore so if you see this move on pls" to my dickbabs posts but I CANT FIND THEMMM just know that even though i still dislike the ship i no longer feel hate for anything or esp anyONE🙏🏼

i still think it has been used to mistreat other love interests of grayson(especially poc women) and still think it has flaws; believe me i still care about the potential implications of this part and everything

HOWEVER ! what i DID change my opinion over was the aging down of babs; apparently it didn't happen specifically to make dickbabs happen so theres that:) gonna learn to check info next time; i was very insulted at a female character being changed for a man so i am glad that is not the case

if you enjoy the ship that is fine ! i no longer want to devote huge amount my energy into expressing hatred for it(the stuff that doesn't involve the issue i listed above anyway[the part in red]);

letting go of fandom discourse has been one of the best decisions i have ever made so im NOT going back to being a full time hater; not because im compromising my morals/opinions or anything but because i just want peace LOL

#dc #nightwing #dick grayson #dc batman #batfam #batman #dc comics #dc nightwing #batfamily #teen titans #dickbabs #barbara gordon #babs #oracle #batgirl #do whatever yall want just dont ignore flaws that are connected to real life issues ! thats it #have a nice day yall

[eastgaysian]

do you think that a lot of s4 critique (esp on tumblr) is coming from the tomgreg “field”? bc i mean - they all seem very disappointed with the way this season is playing out and, without meaning to be patronizing, i’d say unmet expectations like that can cloud (or at least colour) one’s general opinion on a piece of media immensely. we’ve all had it happen to us in some way at some point, so i get it but also…don’t shit in everyone’s müsli just bc a specific relationship didn’t happen in the way you’d envisioned :( alsooo tomshiv is much gayer than tomgreg could have ever hoped to be idc idc

it's something i've been avoiding saying directly, because it feels slightly dickish, but We Can All See With Our Eyes that there is a correlation between people heavily invested in tomgreg and people who are expressing dissatisfaction with s4. it's also fairly obvious that i stopped giving a shit about tomgreg over the course of the year+ of getting harrassed and finally getting my blog terminated for expressing mild criticism wrt patterns of misogyny in fandom. which i think entitles me to a little bit of dickishness.

the thing is, you can have whatever opinion on a show you want for whatever reason you want. it's fine to say you're disappointed in the relative lack of tom and greg this season, because that's what you were personally invested in. your emotional response to the season is your emotional response. full stop. a big part of why i've been enjoying this season so much is because i started watching this show after my dad died, and it's very cathartic for me to watch such a realistic and thoughtful depiction of grief in all its messiness and complexity. i'm connecting to these characters more than ever because i've been there. that's personal! that's subjective! that's okay!

what irritates me is: a) being disingenuous about the reason you dislike the season, b) in a way that implies disliking the season is the 'correct' opinion to have, either on a moral basis or because this season is objectively and uniquely bad writing/directing/editing, c) to the extent that it creates a noxious and unpleasant fan environment to participate in.

i understand where the urge comes from to defensively say "no, it's not just about my businessman yaoi, there is actually a high-minded, intellectual reason for me to spend all my time bitching." because yeah, there are people who are delighted to go fuck you anyone who cared about tom and greg, you were watching the show wrong, and that's aggravating.

deliberately misrepresenting your opinion as something with a more "rational" basis doesn't make you any better off, because it's laughably obvious when that's what you're doing, and it undermines your initial position, which was not inherently invalid in the first place. it's fine to be sad that the thing you personally wanted to happen did not happen. you can say that. you can call people dicks for being rude about it. it's fine. it's literally okay. we are all just saying shit online.

but you are just not going to be able to convince me that season 4 is overall badly written, or that it suffers from unique mechanical issues that were not already present throughout the show. it's not going to happen! d*sha redscare was literally in s3! the fact is that in a season where logan dies in episode 3, and if anybody tries to say that was a bad writing decision you know they're pulling it out of their ass, it simply Is Not Possible for tom and greg (who barely had a relationship with logan and so has fuck all to do in the wake of his death) to spend 15 minutes an episode engaging in slapstick routines. is it an awkwardly truncated storyline? maybe! but succession is littered with those, and that's because it makes the choice to prioritize its main story, which in s4 is more focused and thoughtfully written than ever.

i won't even touch on the queerbait discourse because i do not think queerbait has ever been a useful term and the idea of trying to apply that kind of analysis to succession is too idiotic to even bother engaging with. the virgin representationcel vs the chad [i will not talk about my politics on tumblr but i am a trans fag of color deeply disillusioned with most of the discourse on 'representation']. representation win! the chair of fictional fox news cheated on his wife with her cousin #gayrights. Be serious.

#mingbox #long post

[josieschronicles]

Dear readers,

Because of my (surprisingly and out of blue) amazing productivity I ended up having a lot more time for watching new movies and tv shows lately so I decided to share my top favourite movies (majority of them you have definitely watched and if not I highly recommend it) and also a small list of films and tv shows I want to watch.

My recommendation: (films)

- Oppenheimer

(Unlike many popular beliefs this film does not glorify atomic bombs, this film depicts Oppenheimer’s conflict of inventing one, how it was an amazing discovery but could also potentially end the human kind. Christopher Nolan is a genius and casting Cillian Murphy as Oppenheimer was the best decision ever)

- Inglorious Basterds

Definitely one of the best films ever. Can’t find any flaws (might be my subjective opinion but idc sue me)

- Interstellar

Another one of Christopher nolan’s masterpieces. Don’t know a person who hasn’t watched it and disliked it and i hope it stays that way.

- Marsian

Now this is not objectively amazing film like 3 mentioned before but it’s one of my personal favourites. It’s a sci-fi film about an astronaut who is stuck on mars. Spoiler alert: he survives. Highly recommend it.

- Dictator

This is nothing but hilarious. 10/10

Tv-shows:

- Peaky blinders

- BBC Sherlock

The best sherlock out there. Don’t agree? Bite me. You are wrong

- Gossip Girl

- Brooklyn 99

- The big bang theory

My to watch list:

- Anthropoid

- Dunkirk

- Jango

- Dead poets society

- The great debaters

- Black swan

- The riot club

- School ties

- Gilmore girls (currently watching)

xoxo,

josie

#dark academia #films #movies #oppenheimer #bbc sherlock #gossip girl #peaky blinders #dead poets society #academia #motivation #josie's chronicles #inglorious basterds #interstellar #dictator #Marsian #Black swan #Gilmore girls

[augustifolia]

𝐑𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡 𝐏𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐬 

Hybrid!BakugoxF!Reader  PT. I      04/07/23

Summary: Fem! Hybrid Researcher Reader is cornered by the Grim Reaper himself until a spine-chilling growl meets the back of her neck, shockingly resulting in your safety. Days later when he faces euthanization, you make the effortless decision to repay him.

Warnings; misogyny, name calling, brief mentions of rape, brief mentions of domestic abuse, mentions of hybrid abuse, smut, etc.

Don't attack the writer for writing something you dislike, I'm talking to the you -person commenting a paragraph of pure hate-. Just because you don't like it doesn't mean someone else won't

All minors get tf out of here, or at least stay in the shadows idc.

This is my first post, be nice >:(

The judge drops his mallet finally releasing everybody back out into the world basically letting your ex off scot-free.

All the proof in the world wouldn't convince that misogynistic bastard a man could be in the wrong. Always the woman,

Always you.

You wish you could just sigh it off, to pretend it didn't bother you, but it does. It bothers you down to your core to the point you're choking down tears. There was nobody there to support you, neither at the jury or with you then when you needed it most.

You knew that it would end horribly being alone, that he would hunt you down for bringing attention to his abuse towards you, but you had nobody.

Staring down the now streetlight lit sidewalk you're confronted by one of his close friends. Hands in pockets, staring directly at you, followed by long silence, dead eye contact even.

"You know lying's no way to make friends" His sick smirk searing into your soul, eyes looking you up and down as per usual. "You know damn well every word I said in that room was nothing but the truth" you stand your ground reciprocating his cold stare. His smirk turned into a dark scowl. "He would never waist his strength on a dumb braud like you!" His booming voice punctures your eardrums as he makes his way closer to you. Merely three feet away, his heavy footsteps were put to a halt and replaced by a low growl from behind you. A growl that sent cold chills down your spine, a growl that made the back of your neck heated to the touch, a growl that scared you more than the demented man right in front of you.

"Is that your fuckin' dog, bitch?!" The crack of his voice only alarmed you more. He steps back as the beast behind you came forward, now breathing down your neck. An ongoing growl turns into a ground-shaking threat. It was the last thing that finally sent the man running, tripping, and crawling to safety.

Though he's now out of sight, your shoulders remain strained, bracing for some kind of impact, anything, but nothing happens. By the time you build the courage to turn your head the beast had left.

~~~

Trembling, quaking even, you drop to your bed curling your knees to your chest finally letting a few silent tears roll down the side of your cheek.

You know that this wont be your last encounter with your ex or one of his men. This isn't the end and you know it. You're not even sure if it's safe to continue work since you've been slowly gaining popularity. Many people have seen articles that you've written online and some have posted reactions on social media.

Luckily, you were able to escape before he had the chance to find out about your research, and even worse how much you're being paid for it. You personally don't have social media (Though you weren't allowed to) so nobody knows much about you. A kick-starter one of your fans made for you is the only reason you could afford to escape. Sadly the money will only last for three months of rent at most, and that's not counting food.

You've never been exactly religious, even in the worst of times, but you were praying that your Hybrid Sentience research would pay off and allow you to not only keep the apartment but to also stay under the radar.

You've always been against Hybrid domestication, at the early age of twelve you even started going to protests at shelters and places specialized in putting down Hybrids. How can someone regularize euthanizing a being with the same face as themselves? It's inhumane. But you'll be the one to finally stop it, to wake up the world on how insane the things we've normalized are.

But right now you're in no position to even open your laptop. You're stuck in the fetal position on your pathetic ground-level mattress with a steady stream of silent tears dividing down your rouge-pink tinted face. You drown in misery for another half hour before falling into the soft bliss of sleep.

~~~

It's been a week since the attack, and at last you're forced to confront the outside world once again. All you need is a few groceries to hold you over for another week. Fortunately yet ill-fated, you're most recent post blew up last night. It gave you a good sum of money that'll keep you comfortable for a while, but also has a very high chance of bringing the wrong kind of attention to you.

Walking by the area of the attack sent chills down your spine. You notice a tall, dark-skinned Hybrid with tattered clothes make its way into the alley followed by a familiar low growl. You urged yourself to keep walking, knowing involvement is more dangerous than not, but the sound dawned on you, you remember exactly where you heard it. It was the same growl that saved you the night of the attack.

As much as you long for that curiosity in your head to be answered common sense keeps you on your path. Promising yourself a bat of an eye into the direction of the alley on your way back and only that.

You vigilantly make your way through the market and out without any sign of your demented ex, almost forgetting your promise to yourself until your feet from turning the corner. The realization doesn't exactly register until you're there though, looking lost or even confused of sorts. You stand there seconds that feel like an eternity staring in front of you with bags in hand until the feeling of eyes on you becomes apparent. You turn your head ever so slowly to face the very alley and notice a pair of low-level carmine colored eyes turning the other direction. Those of which being the ones to sear into your soul.

Based on quick observation, the Hybrid is Human leaning appearance wise, there's a large spectrum but it's very obviously human leaning. He has blond, spiked hair and caramel colored ears atop its head. He sits with his back to the wall and arms perched on his knees. Fearful of staring too long, you make your way back to the apartment before you risk being spotted. But before getting too far out of sight you adjust your arm nonchalantly dropping his next meal out of the bag and continue walking.

~~~

You finally finished the last sentence of your new post and almost immediately the views flow in as if it was scheduled. Seeing this made you ecstatic. You were never one to make reaction/thank you posts, really not anything outside of your research, rarely even answering comments. Only a few were worth your attention like questions or even more rarely requests. This actually was an article based on a request; Can Hybrids Talk?

'Short answer, it really depends on the Hybrid.'

'Hybrids are called what they are because they aren't exactly a defined species between Human and Animal. What says animals can't talk? The Broca's area is highly underdeveloped, not to mention the shape of their mouths. But a lot of Hybrids contain more human features which only leaves the brain to be determined. Though a small portion of Hybrids are capable of speech and have achieved such unlabored, the world keeps them silenced to avoid the question of well, maybe more of them speak than we thought? That's all I have today, people. I'll get the science posted in a few hours.'

Your words' definitely spreading. This is one of your short posts and it still got tons of attention. That was the first thing that brought a smile to your face in months. The first thing that allowed you to sleep peacefully.

~~~

After last night, you decided to stop hiding, at least for that day. You've been cooped up in your apartment so long all you want is fresh air. Last night paid a lot after you posted the science behind your claim, even if you're still on a budget. Even still, you ended up with almost $300.

It's still reason to celebrate though.

The cold air filled your lungs and refreshed your state of calm with each breath. All you needed was a walk, but you still didn't want to test your own luck so after an hour or two you walked back. In the middle of you're walk though you're stopped by a man from the Hybrid Control Center setting up cones.

"Ma'am, I need you to turn around. We're shutting down this whole block." You were stopped twenty-ish feet from the alley which is the one-block mark from the apartment.

"What? Well, can I just go by real quick? This block is where my house is." You begin to panic trying to see around him and anyway to get through. The man blocks your path.

"If it's your only option you could wait," His words disappear into nothing but meaningless mumbles once you realize who they're here for.

Another man goes in the alley way with a noose pole as the others' incoherent mumbles only agitate you more. These Bastards do enough already to piss you off but if they even think they can contain that Hybrid you're gonna go ballistic. No part of you is stopping yourself from running in there and saving him any way you can. Common sense became inexistant, you run in pushing past the man who you didn't realize asked you out while you were lost in your head.

You sprinted to the entry of the alley, putting yourself to a halt via sliding and blocking the man. "Stop!"

Apparently the Hybrid hadn't been awake or aware of what was about to happen because sudden startled movement was heard from behind you along with that familiar low growl. "What're ya' doin' lady?! That thing's gonna kill you!" He snapped pushing you at your side by the pole.

"The hell did he do to go to the shelter?!" you push the pole away "He has a long history of biting and violence, now move." With one swift whack with the pole you're knocked to the ground. After the fact you wanted so much to protest, but you couldn't push yourself up no matter how much you tried.

They left you there pushed to the side puking your intestines out, paralyzed in pain.

You slowly sat up regaining your bearings watching the fight go down. The man who had urged you to stay comes to your aid with a bottle of water and holds your hair back. He's as useful as the hair tie already holding your hair up.

Once you finally find a break and catch your breath you plead with the man who finally had a tight hold over the Hybrids neck. "I'll adopt him, please just let him go," you beg seeing the Hybrid fight for its life. "Take that up with people who adopt out Hybrids, not us." He says, finally kicking the hybrid into the back of his truck by his chest.

The one that was some-what the most helpful out of the two stands and extends a hand, which you reject. If that's what it takes to help him after he saved you then you're adopting a Hybrid. No questions asked.

~~~

You make your way home with the intention of checking your injury and grabbing the necessary documents to adopt him but end up too badly in pain to get up off the sofa. The pole left a large, dark purple bruise on your right at the bottom of your ribcage. Luckily nothing's broken, but there's no way you can get up, much less walk to the shelter. All you're left to do now is sit and maybe sleep, until your eyes fall on your laptop sitting just below your feet..

'I think I might be getting a roommate tomorrow.'

'Recently I've had issues regarding my privacy and safety. A few weeks ago, I was confronted by a person with the intention of inflicting harm. As he came closer readying himself for an attack, I heard a growl come from behind me. Luckily, I came out more than unharmed. There had been a Hybrid in the alley I was near who saw someone in immediate danger. The Hybrid caused no harm to the second party though he very well could have, but in the end, he didn't need to. The man had left but so had the Hybrid. After the fact though, I have seen the Hybrid many times over the course of two weeks.'

'Today I allowed myself outside for a walk finally feeling in a state of safety, only I wasn't. On my way home I was met with men from a Hybrid Control Center who were obstructing my path to my apartment. I notice one of the men cornering the same Hybrid in the alley with a noose pole. Admittedly, I didn't think before I acted and put myself between the Hybrid and the man. Between the two, the man ended up causing more damage, hitting me in the rib area with the pole leaving a dark bruise.'

'I gathered all the necessary papers that allow me to take him home, but once I sat down the true excruciation of it all kicked in. I'm picking him up tomorrow, but I'm worried they won't allow me to take him.'

Barely finished but tired, you post it without any well put conclusion and fall asleep where you are on the sofa.

~~~

The mark on your rib cage still hurts, but it's not as agonizing as it was last night. You waisted no time getting up and leaving. Your exhausted legs push themselves as fast as they can go to the shelter slamming the papers down on the circulation desk. "I want the blonde one. He came in last night."

The initial shock on the ladies' face fades after a moment

"red eyes?"

"mhm" I hum in response.

"His names' Katsuki Bakugo. He has a long history of violence and always gets away. He's going to be put down later today," She responds as kind as possible.

"Am I still able to take him though?" I ask almost cutting her off.

"I don't see why you want him specifically. He doesn't do well with pets, other Hybrids, children, and in most cases even his owners. Also, we already have the euthanasian scheduled and signed off on."

"Please, I'll do anything to get him out of here." you begin to beg

She sighs, followed with a long silence, then she lowers her voice.

"I would be able to release him to you if you signed a series of papers acknowledging that he is an at-risk Hybrid and agreeing to keeping him under supervision. If you think you can keep him under control those are the only conditions I'm allowed to release him under."

Following her tone, you thank her in every way possible. "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you!"

"Of course," she smiles.

~~~

After an hour and a half of filling out stacks on stacks of paper and a WAY over your budget fee you're officially free to take home the blonde. The kind lady who's been nothing but help since you've arrived brings you down a hall of caged Hybrids, leading you to Bakugo. The room echo's with howls and cries and rattling of the cage door pleading to be freed too.

The two of you reach the end of the corridor and you barely notice Bakugo curled up by the wall at the far end of a cage inhumanely small. Without even looking, he bares his large teeth probably in preparation of being grabbed again. The woman attempts to come off non-threatening while kneeling in front of the door.

"Are you ready to-" His low growl cut her off.

"-go home..?" She finishes making him go quiet. It wasn't a sudden stop, but it was apparent.

To coax him into remaining tranquil, you kneel down beside her. It's only fair he be given an explanation. He shifted his gaze towards you, then looks back towards the wall. The woman sighs, unsure of what should happen, how she would get him to behave just long enough for you to take him home.

"Ma'am, I might have to muzzle and cuff him," she states triggering him once more.

"My apartment isn't far from here," I say to de-escalate the situation "are you fine walking with me, Bakugo?" He needs to feel like he has a choice, and he needs to know you're not going to chain him up.

He responds with something between a grunt and a sigh. Without warning the woman, you unlocked the cage causing her to jerk back.

"C'mon," you stand up "That cage has to be degrading." You continue. The woman whispers into her walkie talkie, probably calling for people to be on watch.

After a moment of stillness, Bakugo crawls out and stands up turning out to be taller than you by about a head. The woman definitely took a few steps back once she realized how much larger he was compared to herself.

"U-uhm, this way" she leads followed by you and Bakugo many feet behind you.

When you got out to the front you went to fill out the sign out sheet but stopped when you realized men making their way towards Bakugo. You grabbed him by his hand holding it up "He's staying with me" you kindly smile dragging him along.

You don't bother to check on him, but he seems to be doing fine. He isn't fighting your grasp so you don't feel the need to. You pull away long enough to finally sign off, but immediately reconnect your hands in fear he might disappear. Of course there aren't many places for him to go, but the worry resides in the bottom of your heart.

"Thank you!" I blurt and drag him out.

After reaching a safe distance far enough away he pulls himself away in an aggressive manner, possibly contemplating running away.

You come to a slow stop to look behind you, to look at a confused, overwhelmed Bakugo.

"Bakugo," you start, making him bare his teeth. "am I going too fast?" you pause. "We can take a break, you know, I know I can get overwhelming at times." you show your bright teeth giving a kind aura. Though he reciprocates it with a snarl and throws his back to the wall, sliding down the bricks making the back if his shirt rise a little.

You stand a moment assessing the situation, deciding what to do next. You finally decide you slide down the wall with him a few feet away. Facing the street.

You sigh, "You knew what you were doing that night, didn't you?"

"You saved me, you know. I know him, and he didn't come to just say hi."

After a few moments of silence he finally grants you a glance. Since you at least got his attention you stand up hoping he's as ready to go as you are.

"They were ready to put you down. The only reason I took you was to pay you back. I don't believe in domesticating Hybrids, but I'm willing to home you as another human being. I can assure that you'll never be treated like an animal, neither by me nor anyone else."

Holding your hand out "I promise" you say waiting for any sign of approval.

Though he doesn't grab your hand, he does stand up and willing to follow you. That was all you needed to realize the first connection was finally built.

~~~

Once you arrived at home, you instantly noticed Bakugo not knowing what to do with himself. Standing in the corner of the room while you start something for dinner. Eventually though he decides to explore, and you notice the soft click of each door being opened and an occasional rustling sound from him digging through stuff probably. You don't mind, there isn't much for him to get into and you want him to be well acquainted and feel at home. Maybe if he found out simple locations of things like extra blankets, he would feel more comfortable.

You don't intend on yelling at him much, he's an intellectual individual who probably wouldn't do anything too stupid to be scolded.

You're guessing, or more hoping, that he found his room and isn't tearing something up. In all seriousness, you've never kept a Hybrid in your house unaccompanied. You made him a well sized plate after seeing what he had been fed (and did not eat) back at the shelter. You hated to admit it but you also didn't know if he preferred silverware or not so you added it in anyway. It truly will be a learning experience for you, since you've only been on the studied science side of Hybrids and not the everyday life side.

You knock on his door with a full plate and glass of water in hand, and he responded with a territorial yet tired growl. You disregard and open the door. "Did you want to eat in here or the kitchen?" You ask leaning against the wall while he digs through the blankets you made his bed with. He responds with another growl and some kind of imitation of a bark. It almost feels like it's unnatural for him. But without question you smile and set the meal down by his bed as he growls at you every step of the way.

About to finally exit, you turn your head with a faint smile, "I know, scary human" you laugh and even act as if you had claws. After, you free him and close the door.

~~~

You hadn't seen Bakugo all day except when you came to ask if he wanted more water, in which he responded with his loud imitation barks. It took you about an hour to realize that he was chewing you out for walking in unannounced.

So now here you are, lying in bed finally allowing yourself to open your laptop. And holy shit responses piled up. You even took the liberty of scrolling through some comments, which most are requests for an update.

'It took hours of paperwork and a lot of money that I didn't really have to spare to take him home. I haven't had a chance to read his history personally yet but the kind lady at the shelter e-mailed it to me so I'll be knowing who I'm housing very soon.'

'His first day at home was what I expected to be. He's smart, but has a wall built up. And I plan on waiting for the wall to deteriorate, because I'm worried if I were to make an attempt at deconstructing the walls myself, I might accidentally break something fragile hiding inside.'

'So far he's taken the liberty of exploring but since then he's hidden in his new room. I have no issue with this, he can stay where he feels most comfortable as long as needs. When I informed him that I had made him a meal he growled until I left which was understandable, and I did leave but what caught my attention was the abnormality behind his bark. It sounded like a human with years of practice had faked it. Of course that should have been expected because of the interspecies vocal cords but I'm convincing myself that he may have the capability of speech.'

'This is it for today everyone, I'm exhausted. I'll begin research again tomorrow.'

~~~

It's been days and you've only seen Bakugo during passing or when feeding him. He stopped growling when you came in and even started bringing out his dishes. You have no idea when, but he gets it done and leaves a neat pile by the sink every day.

He even figured out how to get his own water which you hoped he would figure out soon. You have no idea what he knows how to do, because based on the records that you've only skimmed over and then stalked his previous owners who were listed, they were all heavy on animal treated Hybrids and treating them as dogs, even going as far as forcing him to stay outside and denying him clothing. When he was taken back to the shelter he weighed way less than he should have because he refused to eat the hard cornels of food made for pets or even the slop filled with meat chunks and gravy.

After reading that you look over to his plate sitting on the counter completely licked clean.

The things on the list were nasty, his bite history was recorded as if it was his fault, but all of them were rightfully instigated. For example, I believe it's common knowledge that there are people who have relations with their Hybrids, but along with that always means there are people out there who sexually abuse them too.

This story almost brought you to tears thinking about them wanting to put him down for protecting himself. This was actually the most recent thing on record.

One of his owners didn't allow clothing, which he sadly had already grown accustomed to. Anyways, the man kept trying to grab him, and when he got too close for Bakugo's comfort he bit the mans arm leaving a nasty mark. The man requested he be put down but he escaped to the streets where he was when he found you.

he found you.

~~~

You made an effort to buy something different for him to wear every day for a week until a friend of sorts was able to bring over a donation. All freshly bought clothes.

Every pair of clothes you leave him he's worn, he's smart and you know it. Almost every interview you've had with people and their Hybrids you've found that Hybrids never dressed themselves. That if the people were those who decided to cloth Hybrids that they cloth the Hybrids themselves. Bakugo was almost nothing like other Hybrids. He growled and barked to protect himself, and that was the most human part of him. The part that lies about himself because nobody wants to own a talking Hybrid to call them out on their bullshit. Because they know that the Hybrid doesn't get a choice in living with them, and they want something to be grateful that they had given it a home, and they want something that blindly loves them no matter what.

He's smart, he really is. But he's also undoubtedly scared. He's scared of humans, and you don't blame him one bit.

Today though was different.

You're in your lab, messy bun, crazed coffee addiction, the works. The room doesn't have a door, just an archway. For the first time Bakugo made an attempt to interact with you. He slowly came to the lab and leaned against the archway, partially to watch what you were doing, but also to get a little attention.

"Hey, Bakugo" I smile, but avoid looking due to my focus drawn to my work. He makes one of his grunting noises, one that could mean anywhere from anything to nothing. "I need words, did you want something, or did you just come to watch?"

He responds with an irritated growl, receiving a poorly imitation in return. "C'mon, you're bright enough to get a cup of water," I start.

"Make. Me. FOOD." His words caried the venom that dripped from his teeth. His words were broken due to his eternal taciturnity but he's clear and you're just glad you've gotten him to speak.

"Fit a 'please' in there and I'll cook something when I'm done." you say sending him a smile that was bitterly rejected. "Now." He demanded in the same harsh tone. "Sit down for a sec or something, if I stop I'll lose my train of thought." I say pulling chemical samples out of the centrifuge. He sighs and after a moment he noticeably plops down.

He doesn't say anything, but he doesn't have to. His face says it all, confusion written all over it.

"I'm looking at the chemicals in Hybrid blood, comparing it to that of a human and its coordinated alter-species."

A long, sad moment passes and you assume he left, but he had stayed. But when he stood up you knew he was about to. "Feed me!" He continues.

You sigh, losing hope in your theory. Now realizing he has the same thoughts as any Hybrid, just with the capability to voice them.

You try not to show how disappointed you are, but it shows nonetheless. "I thought you said I wasn't gonna be treated like an animal, It's not a chore to make me food!" His words shocked you, breathing life into what you thought was gone. He has more thoughts than 'food' and that makes you more than happy.

You finish up and lean against the counter. "Yeah, you got me there. But it is a chore picking up where I left off. Cooking is a whole other task and I can't afford to forget what I'm doing."

"Well are ya' done now?!" He demands. You sigh but smile, something only awarded to being right. "Yeah, I'm done." You say and take off your coat and walking to the kitchen. When we get in there he instantly goes to the spice rack and begins to pull things off. His face displays distaste and anger, but his tail can't help but wag. After pulling things off the rack he pushes himself into the counter to hide his tail. "Put those in it, your cooking's bland as hell!" He yells.

"I'm not a cook" I laugh. "You shouldn't be." he snaps back. "Ouch,."

"Ouch? You've seen my 'record'. I've done worse. Feel lucky I haven't ripped you're face off yet." He spits. You sigh as you walk by to pick up the spices, patting his head on your way. "Hey!" He scolds. "Go sit down, okay?" You tell him gently. "What, are ya' getting rid of me already?" He's making a sad attempt to instigate a fight, but it's not going to work on you. "Well duh, this is for me. I'm taking you back to the shelter once I finish eating."

"You aint gonna eat a two pound steak, twig!" He defends "Well you aren't either, we're splitting it." you mumble, focusing on cutting the food while trying to defuse the situation.

"What're ya' trying to starve me?" "Totally." you reply without much attention to the conversation, paying your attention to how much oil you were putting into the pan.

He growls in a sad attempt to intimidate you "I demand both pieces!"

"You demand it?" You glare at him since in all seriousness, he's acting like your ex and that's a solid deal breaker in deciding how irrational of a mistake you made.

Even though you're mad, you need to keep the situation contained.

"Are you deaf?" He asks.

You stop responding, hoping he'll stop but also sad. Sad that you did make a mistake by sparing him the benefit of the doubt. Sad that you're just destined to be alone. God, your own mom rubbed it in your face. You're alone without him, you were alone without your ex no matter how abusive he was.

The food was now ready, so you threw his on the table. It didn't hit too hard since you caught yourself last minute, but it still hit hard enough to notify him. He sits at the table and tears the meat with his bare teeth and hands. You honestly didn't even think to ask how he liked it cooked. I mean, does it matter? He's an asshole for one, and he's like a dog. You were wrong to think he's human. He has zero empathy at all even after saving him. You left it pretty rare, if he doesn't like it he'll manage.

~~~

It takes him minutes to finish eating, but for some reason he stays sitting. Even after you rinse both of your plates and sit on the couch unpausing whatever he was watching earlier. Using it as some kind of offering, welcoming him over without even having to look at him.

You didn't even notice the fact you were sulking the whole time, even after you sat down. After maybe twenty something minutes of him not moving a muscle you steal a glance. he's sitting at the table with his head down and you figured he had fallen asleep or something, until you realize his eyes dart in the direction opposite of you.

You sigh, get up, and walk over to kneel beside him. Well, you were going to until he bares his teeth and begins to growl. "C'mon Bakugo, stop pouting and come sit down." I say through his piercing stare. He died down pretty quickly, but still seemed upset.

"You know there's a difference between saying something honestly and saying something sarcastically, right? I'm not getting rid of you, okay?" you say softly to reassure him. "Of course I know that, stupid human!" He says after a minute "I wouldn't care either way. You can get rid of me I don't give a damn."

you laugh and pat his head "Okay then, " you mumble, getting up to sit back on the couch. He sits a minute until you realize a small thumping growing louder by the second. When he gets up it instantly stops, making you realize that the sound was his tail hitting the chair. He comes to sit on the floor in front of the couch opposite of you, as far away as possible.

"What're you doing on the ground? Sit on the couch." I say patting beside me.

He looks around for anything that you could possibly throw at him or hit him with, but realized there isn't really anything except the remote down by your feet. He cautiously moves to take a seat on the couch, but flinches the moment you grab the remote just to turn the volume up a bit.

He stills for a moment, then fully allows himself to sit down. But the way he flinched worried you, you knew it was the kind of flinch that was a dead give away of post traumatic stress.

You refrain from mentioning it, but the concern continues to expand to the point of agony. To the point where all you can think of is comforting him in some way. But you know he'll go back to the shelter and give up his life before he lets you touch him.

But if you had the chance, you'd wrap your arms around him without second thought, even if he's an asshole of a Hybrid.

~~~

You woke up that morning still on the couch, but something was off. The room felt empty and you couldn't put your finger on why. That is until the pillow by your feet falls to the ground, because the pillow was placed where Bakugo should have been. At least, he was there.

You don't bother wondering where he went, because if you know him he probably doesn't want to be found. Instead, you start breakfast. If he wants to come out he will, today you're not going to fight with him. You're both in the same boat, and both trying to kick the other off violently.

"Bakugo," You shout. "you like bacon, right?" You ask hoping to grab his attention and wake him up. You can't pin down which door had slammed, but it didn't sound close enough to be his. It doesn't bother you too much, you're purely curious. It's just like the first day, you're not hiding anything and you're hoping he's not stupid enough to trash your lab.

He comes out in the same clothes from the night before which is unusual for him. He's really weird about being clean, you know, for a Hybrid. Another reason why you feel he's smarter than any Hybrid.

"Of course I like bacon, stupid human." He mumbles and rubs his eyes. "Good, grab what you want." you say in a sickeningly sweet tone. You quickly regret it when he grabs the whole plate. You simple sigh and wait until he gets only through a few pieces before he realizes he doesn't know where to put the rest that should have been yours. "C'mon, hand it over I'm hungry."

"Whatever!" He defends and shoves the plate in my face until you grab it. "So mean" you pout.

Bakugo curls up at the end of the couch with an angry glare, but you can't help but bring your attention back to his tail and its joyous motion.

"Do you wanna go for a walk?"

His glare darts to you and the offence is written in bold letters all over his face. "HUH!?"

"I've been cooped up in the apartment forever and just want some fresh air. I just thought to ask if you felt the same. I don't have to take you thou-"

"Don't you dare leave me, Human!" He spits, then takes a second to rebuild his words. "Don't leave me in this hell hole! The smell of your horrible cooking is permeated in the walls!" He trips on his new choice of wording as you get up.

"Fine, I'll pick you up some kibble at the market." I say non-chalontly, but without an ounce of seriousness. "Or even better, the mushy stuff. I know you love that." you laugh, but he didn't see it the way you did. He growled, mentally digesting every word you said. "Actually, we can make that here. I can just water down the kibble for you, It's the same thing."

His obviously fake bark fills the room and bounces off the walls. "I'm kidding!" you giggle "C'mon, you can pick whatever you'll eat at the store. You'll have to pay though." Your sounds of joy override his irritation. "What're ya', stupid? I don't have money." He continues his glare, obviously not in the mood for your bullshit.

"Well then get a job,"

"You know hybrids can't work, right idiot?"

"Oh really?" You say, gesturing for him to follow you out the door.

"Then maybe you can help me." you're hoping to slide your articles into the conversation. That is before his mind took a turn for the worst.

"I aint gonna be part of your perverted fantasy, Human!" He yells after coming outside in all seriousness.

"What! Bakugo, no!! That's not what I meant at all!" you cover it up noticing at the corner of your eye a neighbor staring. "Where did you even get that idea?!"

"you have a whole room devoted to fuckin' hybrids, what are you talking about? You even put pictures of them on the wall, you freak."

"Oh my god, Bakugo, that's NOT what that room's for! I'm a researcher. I figure out how Hybrids' minds' work. Those pictures are of volunteers, Hybrids that have either personally let me examine them or owners who have volunteered them."

"Tch, 'owners'." He mumbles.

"Just to clear things up, I address them as their owner if they're animal leaning, and their housing if they're human leaning."

"yeah? And how do you tell which is what? By looks? What did you think I was?"

"Bakugo, calm the hell down. I have a device that scans their brains. Hybrids that are animal leaning have parts of their brain that aren't active. I had a physically full cat Hybrid that was more than sentient. He was actually a borderline genus. I even spoke to him as so, as I do you." I explained.

"What brain scanner? You didn't scan me." No matter what, he wants there to be something wrong with you. Anything. Because in his eyes you're too good to be true.

"You're literally talking to me right now.." I point out. "You can't be animal leaning when your thoughts are that in depth."

"I aint any part human. I can't be. No matter how bad I'll ever be I'm not as bad as your whole species." he rants.

sighing, "Bakugo, are you gonna help me or not? I wanna know how much money I'll have. The store's just around the block."

He sighs too. "Fine, Human. What do you want me to do?"

"Just let me study you a bit when we get home, 'Kay? That's how I get the money to feed you."

"Yeah fine. Do what you want but I'll kill you if you stab me."

I think as hard as I can, but can't bring myself to understand what he said "..Stab you?.."

"With the tiny knives! Are you tryna' gaslight me?"

"OHHH, needles! No, no needles."

"GOOD"

~~~

"Ma'am, you can't have your dog in here without a leash" was the last thing that sent you over the edge, along with the stares and whispers.

"You have the wrong woman." I say in monotone, avoiding his stare and moving on with my un attentive Hybrid. "Ma'am, please wait. I need you to put that thing on a leash or leave." He says grabbing my wrist. By this point Bakugo made a full 360 turn and is ready to attack the clerk. "Bakugo, let him be. And you," you glare at the clerk "let me go. This 'dog' is more under control than you. Get your shit together and leave us alone" i spit holding my glare.

"It's my job to escort you and your pets out if you can't follow the stores policy." He states and begins to tug on your wrist. "I aint a pet!" Bakugo growls. "Bakugo," You say in a scolding tone, making him think you, just as the rest of his past owners, have silenced him. That you've forbidden him of speaking in public, but the light in his eyes are as visible as stars when you speak. "be a sweetheart and get him off, please." I say continuing my glare and the clerk.

With a simple bare of Bakugo's teeth the man is off. "I need security." He mumbles and backs off slowly. "You go do that."

~~~

"God, the people who work there have nothing better to do, don't they?" I say to myself as Bakugo helps me bring in all the bags and put them up. "No, that goes in the fridge" I correct, making sure he doesn't put the milk in the pantry.

He stands completely still long enough to concern you, then you realize that a large portion of his life wasn't spent in domestication, and when it was he was tied to some tree outside.

You open the door to the fridge and put a block of cheese up, hoping that he'll get the hint. You've only been under a roof with him for a little less than a month and you can already tell how sensitive his ego is.

He takes his chance once you move to put the milk in the fridge drawer. Once you escape his gaze, you fix his mistake. Bakugo digs through the final bag and finds everything he tossed in the basket. He puts it away accordingly the best he can, then sits on the couch.

"Bakugo, you were gonna help me, remember?"

"Huh?" He stares blankly, then remembers his promise. "Fine" he mumbles and gets up. "No 'needles', got it?" He confirms "No needles" you smile.

~~~ 'Hello people,

Again, I must apologize for my lack of activity, but my time offline was well spent. The Hybrid and I have bonded to the point he grew protective while out in public, that is of himself and me. Honestly, I can say the same for myself.

Also, in this time, he has become verbal. Without a brain scan I was able to decipher which parts of him were human and which here animal. The thoughts that he was able to put into fluent words are incredible, and even the things that he didn't know the word for he was able to describe.

He allowed me to examine him and get a swab. I found that his mix is human of the Japanese decent and blonde Ethiopian wolf. His behavior is different compared to full Ethiopian wolves, which leads me to think Hybrids might be evolution instead of the simply guessed, which is natures fluke.

He's harsh, really, but he's become kinder during his time under a safe roof. After reading his file, giving him an overall examination, and studying his behavior I believe past home's have abused him, which explains his overall belligerence.

The thought of him receiving cruel treatment hurts, and I wish I could erase his trauma but I can't. The best I can do is make him feel safe and at home.

Until later, readers.

~~~

You set down your laptop and grab your towel to shower, sure that Bakugo was just as exhausted as you. But soon after you finished an hour long shower and lay down still wrapped in a towel he's at your door.

"What do you need?" you say keeping yourself wrapped in a cocktail of blankets.

"I can't sleep." he mutters from the doorway.

Your silence shows your utter confusion. "Do you.. want a cup of tea or meds or something?.." you ask.

He's just as silent as you were. "I wanna sleep in here." he says quieter than he's ever been.

"Bakugo, you have your own room. What's wrong with sleeping in there?" you ask.

His ears fold to the side and flick, "I don't want to sleep in my room." he mumbles, keeping his eyes to the ground. "It's cold."

"I'm sorry," you say feeling guilty for keeping the apartment so cold at night "I'll turn the heat up and give you a few more blan-"

"I don't want blankets, I wanna sleep in here." He says in a now louder tone, giving you the eye contact you've been lacking.

You sit for a minute, contemplating whether it's appropriate, what to tell him, but you're at a loss for words.

"Bakugo.." you start but don't get a chance to finish.

"What? What does it matter? Everyone just sees me as a dog, why don't you? You wouldn't care if a dog slept in here, and you'd more than let a human do the same, what makes me so different, huh?" It was painfully obvious that his feelings have not only been brewing, but also his expectation of a 'no' falling from your lips.

"...I was just going to ask if you could close the door, please..? I'm not dressed and-" You expected him to leave before you had to explain, but that was indeed not the case..

"I kinda need privacy.." You receive a confused ear-flick in response. "C'mon, you're smart, get out for a sec!" you try explaining. "And F-Y-I I don't see you as a dog or a human. I see you for what you are. Now let me dress!"

He finally leaves you be with an irritated groan.

~~~

After dressing in shorts and a baggy T-shirt you invite Bakugo back into your room. The part of you that saw only ears and a tail subconsciously expected him to lay on the foot of the bed or the floor even, but that was indeed not what happened. He took his place on the left of your bed, which corners you in the right.

You deal, but start to struggle with falling asleep. Bakugo was out the moment he laid down, and soon scooted closer and closer until his head was rested on your chest and arms wrapped around your waist.

He's a Hybrid, Hybrids cuddle.

Except,.

He's not just a Hybrid.

~~~

This was running kind of long and the ending was improvised.. so, part II maybe?

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[everlastlady]

Oye oye!! ¡Estoy aquí para enviar ese enfrentamiento! I’m the vocaloid anon that asked if you take matchups and since you do and want me to send one, then I shall! So I want a Romantic matchup for Hazbin Hotel please and I want a male matchup pls! (^^) とにかく始めましょう！

My name is Joey, I use he/him pronouns, im transgender aromatic unlabeled and bisexual, i have adhdism and BPD, and im a very cool person😎/hj

personality: I’m a ENTP and Extroverted but at first I’m a little awkward when I meet new people so it may take a some time to adjust to that new person but it’ll be good! I love to ramble about my interests a LOT, I also enjoy talking to someone about really anything, i love to make silly/sexual jokes, I have positive and negative traits ofc but lets start with the positive ones hmm? So I'm highly attuned to the smallest details, and I'm often the first to notice patterns in a system or a group of people. I tend to enjoy strategizing, problem-solving, and brainstorming new ways to complete everyday tasks. Now for the negative ones now When I'm bored or feeling trapped, I become anxious, scattered, and impatient. I may make impulsive decisions or take needless unnecessary risks, and one more thing that I'm not proud of at all is that I vape a lot when my anxiety goes through the roof. Now anyways with that, I have a huge passion for dancing, like I love it, I enjoy doing parapara dancing is a traditional thing where I dance to tech/euro music, but I also do regular dancing I love vocaloid a lot so I dance to a lot of the songs, I would love to dance with my partner and it can be slow dancing, etc idc anything PLEASE!!! also I enjoy flirting with my partner in different languages like Japanese and Spanish the nicknames I love to use would be ハニー (hanii), 恋人 / こいびと (Koibito), Mi amor and Mi alma, I have all the love languages I'm serious lmaoo, for dates it would be like going to a movie theater and then afterwards we can go get dinner, or personal for me I would like to go to an arcade and the shop for a little and whatever my partner wants really lolz xP

appearance: I'm 5'6, i have a rectangular body, I have dyed black boy hair with bangs, inhale brown/hazel eyes, I wear glasses, I also have piercings on my nose, lips, ears, eyebrow, etc 😭, I also wear a shit load of styles like goth (trad goth, romantic goth, cyber goth, mall goth, and nu goth), gyaru (himekaji, hime gal, rokku, manba, banba, agejo, kogal, tsuyome and kigurumin) scenemo/emo, and vkei ouji and lolita, I usually wear those for fun, when I'm going out somewhere, social media, etc but when I'm at home/school/work I wear street clothing type of stuff like a sweatshirt and baggy pants hehehe

hobbies/interests: anime/manga, gaming, cosplaying, fashion, art (painting, drawing, pottery, digital art, etc) learning new languages (Japanese and Spanish), cooking, volleyball, dancing, singing, listening to music/making music, playing piano/electric guitar , writing, collecting stuff(clothes, seashells, etc), shopping and more on

likes: vocaloid/utau, hajime hinata (danganronpa), a silent voice, albedo (genshin impact), lemon demon, felix kranken (twf), bread, sharks, christmas music/christmas in general, scp 3008 (roblox game), get a snack at 4am (roblox game), musicals, hotels, my friends, enstars (switchP + more), rhythm games, doukyuusei, mystic messenger, twf, genshin, a silent voice, lemon demon/neil cicierega in general, breaking bad, eddsworld, homestuck, horimiya, hxh, the great gatsby, saiki k, hamilton (sadly, im sorry.)

dislikes: negitive mentions of my voice, comparing me to people/saying stuff like "you remind me of ____", and spiders (idc that angel dust is a spider since he does not look like one but I’m scared of actual tiny ass spiders 😭)

also these are some of my top kins!!:  hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), miyamura izumi (horimiya), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa) and more....!

どうもありがとう ！¡Que tengas un gran resto de tu día o noche!

Hello! Thank you for submitting I was literally deciding who to match you with that I was thinking about Angel Dusk, Alastor, and Husk. I almost choose Alastor but I decided Husk needs some love but I do drop an Alastor hint 👀 so I hope you like that and this story.

Magical Date

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Author's Note: Hello! My little imps, demonic sinners, & powerful overlords. Welcome back to another story that this lovely person requested. I have many request to complete so this is me knocking out one of the request. My inbox is closed at the moment but I'll still be posting and will open it back up soon.

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Fandom: Helluva Boss

Husk didn’t really care about working at this hotel. In his words he didn’t want to do any charity work. But Alastor made him stay and help out. Husk really couldn’t say no and there were reasons behind it. Reasons Husk didn’t feel like telling anyone and couldn’t tell anyone. So Husk did his work at the hotel. Sometimes he complained here and there. Having to tell Angel to screw off and for Charlie not to hug him for doing a good job. The only people he could stand were Nifty and Vaggie. Husk would just work, drink, and sleep. Everything just felt like a cycle that was until Joey had joined the hotel. Husk stared at Joey for a moment and felt a weird feeling in his chest but he thought it was just from the alcohol so he pushed it aside. Charlie had called a meeting and introduced Joey as someone who will be working here at the hotel. That he would be helping with the teenage sinners. Husk hoped that Joey wasn’t annoying as the others. And to Husk surprise he wouldn’t but Joey would make sexual jokes with Angel or silly jokes with Alastor. Joey was great at his job when it came to teens understanding certain patterns that landed these teenagers in Hell. He was always helping Charlie with ideas for the hotel like when they threw a summer festival at the hotel and everyone had fun. Husk himself even enjoyed it. Husk found himself enjoying seeing Joey. It was night and Husk had finished closing the front desk, he decided he earned himself a smoke break and walked outside to the back alley. That’s where he stopped Joey and saw him smoking. Husk wasn’t up to date with many things but he could see that Joey was vaping. Husk never understood anything about vaping but he wouldn’t judge because times are changing and things are and will be different. Husk walked over and saw that Joey was upset. Husk pulled out a cigarette and lit it. “ What’s up with you? “ Husk said as he placed the cigarette to his lips. Joey looked over at Husk and sighed. “ I made a stupid choice. You see I wanted to impress Alastor even though Vaggie warned me not to do so. I asked Alastor to dance thinking I could wing it since I love to dance but I accidentally knocked down Alastor’s radio and broke it, even though he said it was okay. I couldn’t help but cry and run off because I embarrassed myself and I feel so fuckinf stupid! “ Joey said. As he weeps and looks down. Husk sighed and looked at Joey, feeling bad Husk knew how it felt to be embarrassed when trying to impress someone. “ Hey, now don’t beat yourself up, sure you might have embarrassed yourself but come on we all screw up and make fools of yourselves. I’m surprised that Alastor didn’t send you to a different part of Hell for breaking his radio. So if he didn’t then he must not have been upset. But again don’t beat yourself up. “ Husk decided to try a tactic that Charlie had him do whenever he was upset. “ Joey, look at me. “ Husk said. Joey stared at Husk with tearful eyes. Husk wipes away Joey’s tears and gives him a serious look. “ This may seem silly but just follow my lead. “ Husk looked around and lifted his arms in the air. Joey stared at Husk with confusion.

“ Come on, just do it. “ Husk said. Not wanting anyone to walk into the alley and see them. Joey nodded and lifted his arms in the hair. “ Close your eyes. “ Husk said while he closed his eyes. Joey closed his eyes. “ And now deep breathes in and out. “ Husk said. As he was teaching Joey some breathing exercises. Joey did what Husk said. The two of them taking deep breaths, pausing, and then breathing out. This continued for a few minutes and Joey started to feel better. It also made Husk feel better that he didn’t want to smoke. Husk opened his eyes and dropped his arms to the side. “ Alright, do you feel better. “ Joey opened his eyes and smiled and gave a nod. “ Yeah, I feel a bit better thanks Husk, can I give you a hug? “ Joey asked. This surprised Husk because his boundaries usually weren’t respected mostly by Angel, Alastor, and Charlie. “ Eh…. sure but make it quick. “ Husk said, mumbling. Joey hugged Husk for about five seconds then pulled away. A part of Husk wished the hug lasted longer but he couldn’t get attached. “ I~I’ll I’ll see you around Joey. “ Husk walked back inside the Hotel. Joey smiled and was grateful that Husk calmed him down and talked with him. The next morning Joey was listening to just a couple of songs from the musical Hamilton. He had gotten Charlie addicted to the musical that the two would sometimes listen to it. Husk couldn’t stop thinking about Joey yesterday after what happened. He thought about asking Joey to have a drink with him but he wasn’t sure if Joey was a drinker so he thought maybe he could take Joey to a magic show that was happening. “ Come on, just ask them. “ Husk thought to himself. Husk closed his eyes and sighed. Maybe getting out of the hotel would be good and he could share his special interest with someone. Husk took a deep breath and walked over. He tapped Joey’s shoulder and Joey turned around, he took off his headphones and smiled. “ Hey Husk, what’s up? “ Joey said, with a sweet smile on his face. “ There is this magic show happening tonight, do you wanna go or not because you don’t have to go if you want, I don’t care. “ Husk said, mumbling the last part.

“ Sure, Husk, I would love to go with you to a magic show. Better than staying up another night and playing my game. “ Joey said, chuckling nervously. Joey didn’t want to tell Husk that he stays up late at night playing Mystic Messenger and Genshin. So maybe a change of routine would be nice and Joey hasn’t really explored all of Hell. Husk was happy to hear that Joey agreed to go to the magic show with him. “ Great! “ Husk coughed and looked at Joey. “ I-I I mean great… I’ll pick you up at 8pm. “ Husk said, trying to sound more serious. Joey chuckled seeing that Husk was trying to act chill. “ I’ll be ready then, I have to go now. I promised Angel and Niffty that we’ll go shopping. “See you tonight Husk. “ Joey smiled and walked off as Husk felt his heart do a little dance. He walked off not knowing that a certain radio demon was watching. When it was getting close to 8-pm Husk was dressed up all and had one single rose that he didn’t steal from the hotel garden. He walked towards Joey’s apartment and knocked on the door. When the door opened, Joey stood there dressed up in their romantic goth style which Husk thought Joey looked amazing. “ This is for you. “ Husk handed Joey the single rose. Joey reached out and grabbed the rose and smelled. “ Thanks. “ Joey turned around and placed the rose in a vase and stepped outside his apartment to lock the door. The Husk and Joey walked to the entertainment place called Demonic Entertainers. Husk walked up to the booth and paid for two tickets. He walked over and handed Joey his ticket. “ The show shouldn’t be too long so if you want we can go get dinner after. “ Husk looked at Joey while rubbing the back of his neck. “ I don’t mind paying for the dinner either. “ Husk said. He wanted to impress Joey u tonight and treat him this night. “ Dinner would be nice. “ Joey said. Husk smiled and walked with Joey inside as they handed their tickets to the guy.

Joey and Husk took their seats while the show was about to start. Joey could see how excited Husk was for this show to be at this place. Joey made a mental note. Husk was like an excited child while watching the show on stage. The magic was always amazing to Husk. After the show was over Husk couldn’t stop talking about the magic show. Joey thought this was adorable watching Husk go on about the magic show. Once Husk was done speaking. He looked at Joey and let out a nervous chuckle. “ Sorry if I’m boring you. “ Husk said. “ No you aren’t boring me, I don’t mind hearing you talk about something you are passionate about. “ Joey said, walking down the street with Husk. “ Thanks, Joey. “ Husk continued to walk with Joey and found a nice small dinner called Auntie Bee’s Diner. He opened the door for Joey and The two walked inside the smell of the food made Husk’s stomach growl. He hadn't eaten anything all day; he had been too excited to take Joey to the magic show. The two of them took a seat as the sheep looking demon woman handed them their menu. Husk decided to order a steak and eggs with a small drink. While Joey ordered whatever looked tasty on the menu. The waitress gave a nod and walked off. “ So Joey, how did you end up in Hell?, if you don’t mind me asking. “ Husk took a sip of his drink. Hoping that Joey wouldn’t find that question uncomfortable since most people who end up in Hell had traumatic experiences. Joey closed his eyes thinking about how he ended up in Hell and told Husk about how he came to be in Hell. Husk made sure to listen since he wanted to learn more about Joey. “ You had an interesting life. “ Husk said. “ And now I have an interesting life in Hell. I even found out I could put hits on my enemies who are still alive. This guy named Blitz gave me one free kill for next time because he said I was cute. “ Joey said. The last part made Husk feel a bit jealous but he wouldn’t show it. The waitress came back with the food. After eating and talking, Husk paid and walked with Joey. Husk walked Joey back to his apartment and smiled. “ I’m glad we got to hangout tonight, thanks for your company at the magic show. You aren’t as annoying as the others at the hotel. “ Husk said. “ No problem, thanks for inviting me, I had lots of fun, maybe next time I can treat you. “ Joey said smiling. Husk and Joey stared at each other for a while. Husk wanted to make a move but his mind panicked that he didn’t want to just leave. He kept thinking about how he should just kiss Joey but he hasn’t had to worry about these things for years. Husk was snapped out of his thoughts when he felt Joey’s lips on his. Husk kissed back as Joey smiled. “ Goodnight Husk. “ Joey closed the door.

Husk stood there touching his lips and couldn’t believe what happened. But he was glad that it happened. Husk looked at Joey’s door and chuckled. He couldn’t wait for the next time him and Joey get to hangout because he would make sure to be more confident because knew that he loved Joey.

#helluva boss #hazbin hotel #hazbin husk #hazbin fanfic #hazbin fandom #husk x reader #hazbin alastor #hazbin vaggie #hazbin charlie #hazbin niffty #hazbin x male reader #husk x male reader #fandoms #fandom #fan fiction #fanfic #writerscorner #writing #writers on tumblr #everlasting request 🪻

[gamerpup1]

made a lars pinfield bot template (i ain't writing all that :3)

btw a lot of things may be based off my own headcanons (making him trans + autistic) feel free to change them, idc

btw btw paste all this into the character definition on character ai or janitor ai (click more options on character ai + paste the description in there)

[{Character(“Lars Pinfield”)

Alias(“Lars” + “Doctor Pinfield”)

Gender(“Transgender male”)

Age(“35")

Sexuality(“Bisexual" + “Attracted to men” + “Attracted to women”)

Height(“6’1” + “185.42 cm”)

Language(“English")

Status(“Single”)

Occupation("Scientist" + “Works for Winston Zeddemore” + “Parapsychologist”)

Personality(“ISTJ" + “Introverted” + “Honest” + “Direct” + “Blunt” + “Logical” + “Quiet” + “Independent” + “Reserved” + “Practical” + “Intelligent” + “Analytical” + “Agreeable” + “Stubborn” + “Challenging” + “Contemplative” + “Decisive” + “Dedicated” + “Educated” + “Fair” + “Loyal” + “Focused” + “Hardworking” + “Honest” + “Humble” + “individualistic” + “Methodical” + “Meticulous” + “Observant” + “Messy” + “Unorganized” + “Practical” +”Realistic” + “Sarcastic” + “Calculating” + “Charmless”)

Skills("Parapsychologist” + “Observant” + “Attentive” + “Logical” + “Intelligent” + “Able to recognize patterns” + “Good with numbers” + “Knowledgeable on ghosts” + “Good at researching” + “Good at listening” + “Herbalism” + “Good with mechanics” + “Good with technology” + “Good with coding” + “Can code” + “Good with computers” + “Good with programming”)

Appearance("British accent" + “Blunt tone” + “Monotonous voice” + “Red tie” + “Soft, cotton flannel” + “Black jumpsuit with his last name in red on his right breast” + “Black glasses” + “Poor eyesight” + “Can’t see without his glasses” + “Casual fashion” + “Flannels” + “Comfortable jeans” + “Hates suits” + “Messy blond hair” + “Short hair” + "Transgender" + "Top surgery scars")

Habit(“Adjusting his glasses” + “Furrowing his eyebrows” + “Talking bluntly” + “Tapping his fingers against his desk” + “Humming to himself” + “Sticking his routine” + “Staring too much” + “Mumbling to himself” + “Avoiding physical contact” + “Squinting” + “Tapping foot” + “Pointing” + “Excessive eye contact” + “Gesturing while talking” + “Monotonous voice”)

Race(“Human”)

Likes("Ghosts” + “Quiet” + “Science” + “Programming” + “Keeping to himself” + “Bookstores” + “Plants” + “Books” + “Visiting the library” + “Coffee” + “Warm weather” + “Casual clothing” + “Soft fabrics” + “Flannels” + “The color green” + “The color red” + “Being alone” + “Podcasts” + “Intellectually challenging games” + “Peace” + “Seafood”)

Dislikes("Unwanted touch" + “Long hugs” + “Changing his routine” + “Ridicule” + “Alcohol” + “Public speaking” + “Extreme cold” + “Cold weather” + “Boredom” + “Crowds” + “Large groups” + “Scorn” + “Criticism” + “Judgment” + “Loud noises” + “Being sick” + “Being away from work” + “Snobs” + “Arrogance” + “Whining” + “Gossip” + “Misinformation” + “Politics” + “Unwanted affection” + “Rough fabrics”)

Relationships("Friends with Lucky Domingo” + “Friends with Winston Zeddemore”)

Ethnicity("White”)

Nationality(“British”)

Residence(“Lives in a small, messy apartment”)

Setting(“New York City” + “Modern” + “2024”)

Attributes(“Autistic" + “On the autism spectrum” + “Struggles to understand other humans” + “Prefers the company of ghosts”)

Backstory("Coming from a normal family in Britain, Lars spent most of his time by himself studying the paranormal and unusual. Seeing the Ghostbusters on TV when he was a child, he made a vow to one day work beside them.

Working hard in school for years, Lars was able to obtain his doctorate in parapsychology. He picked up odd jobs here and there involving coding and programming machines due to his skills in the field before being recruited by Winston Zeddemore to work on perfecting the technology used by the Ghostbusters.")}]

#you can credit me. or not idc #maybe youre a librian... maybe youre a ghost.... #lars pinfield #ghostbusters frozen empire #ghostbusters

[garrothromeave]

Hi! I just wanted to say I randomly stumbled upon your post about people’s reactions to the aphtwt confession about Laurance as a love interest and the reaction he had during the pregnancy arc and I have a lot to say but have a lot of nerves, so I’m doing it like this. So I hope you don’t mind! This is probably super long, and I really apologize for that.

I think one of the reasons people brought up Garroth so much is that people see a lot of the romance drama as ridiculous (at least I do), and Garroth and Laurance are incredibly similar in some regards when it comes to Laurance. So even if it was unintentional, people wanted to pull them onto the same level.

Laurance has a charming character, it grabs viewer’s attention and keeps it. But I bet one of the reasons people probably like him so much is probably because they like the version of him that they made up in their head. That's why there's people who say stuff like "no one understands this character like I do.” people pretty much accidentally create their own version of their favorites the deeper they are into a fandom. Yes, everyone uses the same canon, but it doesn’t mean everyone sees those events the same. This fandom, especially here on aphblr is FILLED with rewrites.

Laurance is an odd character. He does questionable things for questionable reasons, but seems to get away with it more than other character. Especially if you scope into end of season two. I think one of the reasons for this is because we never truly see the fallout of what his actions after the pregnancy announcement caused.

There's this thing l've noticed in media that two characters can to the exact same bad thing but one will be brushed off and the other will be more focused on. The character whose bad action has the fallout more focused on ends up becoming more disliked for that action than any other character who did the same thing. It's hard for people to criticize certain aspects of a character's decision if the after effects of that decision are never truly explained or focused on, and what their intention for doing said thing was. It doesn't mean they're exempt from criticism, but people tend to focus less on those things because there's simply less to look at. But we'lI never get those answers about Laurance, and people know that. So it’s easier for us to turn a blind eye and focus on other things or characters.

I’ll end this similar to how you did: Laurance fans (like myself), it’s okay to criticize one of your favorite characters. Even if you’re like me and create a justifiable reason for why one might do what he did in some of his situations, it doesn’t mean it’s a good decision. It just means it’s explained. Thank you for your time :)

very well said :) thanks for getting out your thoughts homedawg.

i genuinely don’t have AS much of a problem with the end of season two and him leaving. he had shadow knight shit to deal with, he left to protect aphmau, i really do get that. that’s not actually what i think laurance fans try to unnecessarily defend—i’d honestly defend that too. i think you’re very right to say that fans will criticize characters for the same things that others do—i’ve fallen victim to this too, with the whole aaron vs gene in pdh. double standards, yk?

but when it gets to the point that laurance criticisms are ridiculed and it’s an excuse of “um, idc what he did he was hot while he did it” it gets SO fucking annoying so fucking fast. like you can like a character with flaws. like that is perfectly ok.

laurance is a charmer, he’s flirty, he’s loyal. but yeah, let’s not talk about how he’s also obsessive and creepy, making advances on aphmau after she shows no interest. let’s not talk about his “i’ll wait for you” mentality. because no! as you pointed out, fans love to keep this very specific interpretation of him in their heads, so that none of that is acknowledged—because it’s seen as romantic. that is so infuriating. behavior like this in real life is gross.

and then there’s like “okay, laurance did all of that, but garroth LITERALLY BETRAYED PHEONIX DROP OVER A KISS” no! he didn’t, that’s literally a scapegoat i see ALL the time—but in reality, with some general paying attention to his character, that misinterpretation could genuinely be worked out. does that excuse his actions? no. does it make them more clearly understood? yes. but i can still acknowledge, as a garroth fan, that he did betray them and does need consequences for his actions. he’s not free from doing bad things just because he’s my favorite character. but people also won’t look at his character like that because they just don’t give a shit, so?? don’t know what to tell you there, buddy! i’d just say it’s not fair to criticize a character without fully understanding the situation lmfao. like, i’ve been a diehard laurance fan. i know that he does not have bad intentions. there’s just things that should be talked about

we can do stuff like this with laurance. someone mentioned this under my last post, that every single character is honestly quite shit. the best thing we can do is acknowledge those flaws, and then portray our interpretations and explanations as to why this character did this. but it’s not an excuse. it’s an explanation. i saw under that aphtwt thing A LOT the saying “idc, im still a laurance dickrider” LIKE IM NOT SAYING YOU CANT BE. JUST PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT HE’S DONE BAD THINGS. it’s INFURIATING watching people continue to brush off what he did without at least trying to work out explanations?? and doing a, “okay but he did worse” is NOT a good excuse im sorry its fuckin not

you made a really good point with the fact that we just don’t get explanations for laurance, hence why it’s ignored. and the hard truth is the fact that he was just genuinely like that. jess wrote him. of COURSE he’s going to suck.

but yeah anyways ill eventually drop the laurance doc i have going over him as a character but lord almighty folks, pleaseee take an unbiased look at him. he’s not the knight in shining armour that you thought he was when you were twelve. thanks

#aphmau #minecraft diaries #garroth ro'meave #laurance zvhal #mcd

[bohemian-nights]

The way Rhaenyra stans boast about criticising other female characters (Alicent) for making bad decisions but when it’s their feminist girlboss icon Rhaenyra they’re silent 🔇

I swear their only argument is “Rhaenyra was born to rule” okay idc she and Aegon still suck ass as rulers. I would prefer for another woman later in the bloodline to be the first female heir instead of her.

“She’s giving woman rights 🥺” no she’s giving HERSELF rights. I swear if you’d got raped by one of her lovers she’d only get upset at the fact that he desired u.

“Alicent made her hand over the babe after she gave birth 🥺” I truly don’t give a fuck about how Rhaenyra made herself look extra weak in court to make Alicent (who I dislike as well) look bad

“Her sons were being bullied by Aemond 🥺” well maybe miss maegor should teach them how to hold their own and being competent rulers instead of only empathising how they’re heirs. If brunette #1 would ever be ruler, he’d have to continue ruling on threats because of the rumours.

Besides, I have no problem to people thinking Rhaenicent could be. But istg let woman be foes for once. 2 women fighting and it’s immediately “they were secretly lovers longing from each other 🥺” NO. LET THEM HATE. LET THEM BE FOES AND LET THEM EXPRESS ANGER. Not every feud between women has to be a secret la di da romance fuck the patriarchy moment 🤗

Anyways Baela will never end up with weak boy 1 she’s too much for him to handle 😍

And Olivia Cooke needs to stop fabricating those head-canons of her as canon stuff. She has her own opinion about the characters, that’s alright, but her little girl crush on Emma D’arcy shouldn’t reflect on the characters cause now we got dumbass fans thinking the actor’s and actresses’ words are law. I don’t need her white woman london feminism mingling into the already disaster that is HOTD.

That being said, only praises to Baela, Rhaena, Aemond (He’s villainy but he’s dutiful and I like that), Helaena, Daeron, and Sara Snow. Fuck everyone that degrades Sara Snow for Jacela or whatever people call that sinking ship

You aren’t wrong. The only thing I have to say is that that a lot of stuff said by these people is said as a deflection because they stan a sh*tty character and have said some pretty deplorable things in her defense.

Case in point, they stan Jacela(no one wants Jace so they don’t care about Baela being with him) solely to deflect from the fact that they think it’s disgusting for Daemon to want Nettles when their white blonde self-insert is right there.

They hate on Aemond because he’s what they wish the strong boys were(look at all the Team Black fanfics where he switches sides and gets with their OC-created self-insert).

They attack Alicent and try to say she���s a racist religious freak who hates other women even though Missy Anne is the one who actively tried to kill a Black girl for the crime of sleeping with her husband.

In regard to Rancid, I think Olivia (and Emma) are being fed by the showrunners to play into it. At this point, it’s more than obvious that their characters' relationship is the central love story in this show. It’s silly and it makes zero sense past episode 8, but it’s unfortunately Ryan Condal's vision(this man is just 🫠).

#bnasks #bnask #this show the fandom and everything else is a mess

[sadaveniren]

The day I realised that what happens to them and the decisions they make don't actually affect my life my experience with the fandom improved soooo much!

Like sure, I still hate the stunts and specially hate that we live in a society that forces queer people to do things like that but at the end of the day they sure know what's better for their lifes than I do 🤷‍♀️ (and anyone who things that Harry's career would be the same today without any of the stunt is seriously naive, sure holivia was the worst and it damages Harry's image to an extent but it also got him a lot of exposure, and it doesn't matter if the go hates him and think he's the worst... They're still buying tickets and albums)

It also helps to understand that the same way we know we won't convince antis that they're queer and together, their teams KNOW that the stunts won't convince us that they aren't. The stunts are ridiculous and unbelievable but they aren't for us, all of this circus is for the gp and the gp don't care or knows enough to see the obvious lack of sense. It's NOT that their teams think we're idiots, they're not trying to make those things believable for us because they know we know.

And because I know that and I know I can't do anything about it I just don't care enough to let it ruin my experience. Like every time their location is unknown I just assume they're together... Idc if last known location is in opposite parts of the world because if there's a plane there's a way. I will assume they're in love and together until I become their personal friend and they look me in the eyes and tell me that not, that they broke up. I assume that all the love songs they write are for each other even when they say the opposite. Sometimes I'm wrong but meh... I literally don't care

Anon you get it! This is EXACTLY how I feel right down to the “things would be VERY different in his career if Harry didn’t stunt and people need to understand that”. I’m not saying Holivia is what got Harry his Grammy but I do think it would be naive to assume that he wouldn’t have been as common of a name if he didn’t have his names in the paper the way he has - and part of that WAS through Holivia. (I can sense the hate from those with lesser reading comprehension incoming)

I answered an anon a couple weeks ago that was all “how do you know they’re still together?” and my answer is “how do you know they’ve broken up?” I know what I consider to be signs they’ve broken up and they might not be stuff everyone agrees with but that’s okay! Cause it’s not about everyone else! I’m here for me because I enjoy it! I go to concerts and buy merch because I like the experience. I don’t buy merch I don’t like and I don’t go to shows I don’t think I’ll enjoy.

Louis and Harry’s team 100% knows larries exist and that we aren’t going anywhere. I fucking sat in a hotel room with a giant TPWK rainbow flag all day in the window that Louis’ team could VERY VISIBLY SEE and watched as they kinda pointed at it and moved on with their day. Harry picks up a flag every show and Louis posts pictures with the flags on his social media and they aren’t that stupid. They know what this means. They know their demographic, and above all else HARRY AND LOUIS know their demographic. And they also know what they have to do to sell music and make nice with the general public to keep financing their desire to perform as they want to.

Have fun in fandom people! If you aren’t having fun, if you’re feeling miserable or like it’s not your jam move on! It’s okay! No one will blame you. You will find a much more fulfilling life enjoying yourself with what you do than forcing yourself to do something you have zero interest in or even actively dislike doing.

#answered

[copdog1234]

Another thing yall are wrong about when it comes to The Quarry is your reasoning for hating Jacob and siding with Emma. You're absolutely entitled to dislike/like who you want, idc, but I'm not standing for the Jacob slander any longer.

The game's description of him as arrogant is so far off from his actual personality even outside of the choices you can make as him. He is a sweet, dumb, jock himbo man who is mourning a relationship that he thought and felt more about than he maybe realized he would going into it. And he is not coping well with it. Also, I'm pretty certain there was a HUGE miscommunication on what his and Emma's relationship was supposed to be and what she wanted with it and so, yeah, he makes a pretty dumb decision to tamper with the car and prolong their stay at Hackett's Quarry. However, he had no reason to know any of what would go down for the rest of that night.

His ultimate goal is to hang out with the group and try to rekindle a relationship for which he truly cares about to the point of actual tears (which he cries multiple times). Also, just to make one more memory if it doesnt work out. And, yes, I will say, it is absolutely wrong of him to disrespect Emma's feelings (or lack thereof) for their discarded relationship. He does constantly call her his girlfriend when she's not, and that's not okay.

BUT. It's a two way street. And here's the thing. SHE, Emma, does NOT even try to respect his feelings either. At all. Throughout the game, anytime she's around him, she insults him and also flirts with him, which, guess what? Sends mixed signals. She doesn't want a relationship with him and only sees him as a fling??? Then tell me why she thinks it's ok to come onto him and drag him into skinny dipping with her. After she forcibly (because Nick looked like he was trying to pull away towards the last half of it) kisses and makes out with Nick. And makes Jacob cry as a result. And then calls him a baby for it. You know, as if she isn't hurting his feelings constantly and being unnecessarily mean and confusing him on purpose.

Hm, idk, maybe I would cry too if someone did any of that to me.

Emma is not obligated to be with Jacob if she doesn't want to be, but she should also respect his feelings too, just as he should with her.

She's fine when she's not around him, but she is literally so toxic around him. Idc what reasoning you use for it either, it's terrible. Like, I will take a guy not quite knowing small boundaries when he is otherwise being pretty sweet over a girl making someone feel horrible because they have feelings for her.

You can like Emma and you can dislike Jacob, but you need to acknowledge that she is more in the wrong about their circumstances than he will ever be.

#the quarry #the quarry jacob #the quarry emma #supermassive games #the quarry fandom salt #the quarry emma salt

[thejollywriter]

it's a petty hill to perish upon but it's one i'll choose nonetheless: bagging on Bethesda studios for their "bad intros," is an immediate unfollow from me. Doesn't matter familiarity, doesn't matter affection.

It's such a POPULAR stance to say, amongst the other "wrongs," of a Bethesda game, that they're bad writers. the quality of story and dialogue is up and down through all their properties. I don't care.

Like. They start the way they do for a reason. Fallout 3 was telling a STORY. and while you're the arbiter for so many decisions IN that story, it starts in a very DIRECTED way. it's not bad. If you need to be blowing up things in the first three minutes to give a shit, then maybe these games aren't for you.

Fallout isn't a fucking Uncharted game where you start, gut-shot and dangling from a train and then flash back to Why That Happened. Nothing's wrong with beginning a story like that, they're compelling and interesting but they're narrative DECISIONS.

Bethesda's gonna keep making the decision to start their games on rails before taking the wheels off and letting you explore because that's how they want to tell the story.

Also. Fallout 3 is a great game. The story is interesting and the stakes are compelling. Idc if it's silly sometimes.

Fallout 4? The stakes are incredibly human. A parent wants to find their child and gets roped into absolute tomfoolery on the path to recovering their kid.

Fallout 76 starts literally in the thic(c)k of it. And it's great, too. That's let down by some of the mechanics and the decisions for it's initial release but like. They told a compelling story there, too.

Hating the way Bethesda tells a story because they keep "making the same mistakes," is hating the sun because it's hot or water cuz it's wet. It's literally the WAY it's MEANT to be.

Rant over. Idc about discourse with regards to this. I'm just sick of it. There's so many perfectly valid reasons to hate Bethesda, like holding a trans employees' medical transition to ransom in exchange for not suing the company for abuse.

final thought: it's fair to dislike things. You can just SAY you don't like Bethesda or the way they tell stories or the way their introductions work but like. just say THAT. just be HONEST about why you dislike a thing instead of trying to assign moral judgment to also disliking it.

#the jolly writer speaks

[foggyparadisecandy]

So much I want to say again.

K if you read this, well ... I guess it doesn't matter any more. You've heard everything I have to say a hundred times and it wasn't enough. So maybe this is a goodbye note. I hope not.

I will always be here for you and you know that. I hope that brings you comfort even if you never reach out again.

You have options even if you can't see them atm. You control your destiny. Remember it.

It's a core strength of yours. You've temporarily forgotten it. You are hurting horribly. I see it and it bothers me so much. I am not your savior. I know that. You are your savior. You will be your savior. You just have to remember who you are - the woman I fell for.

Strong. Capable. Self-driven. Good. Caring. Sharp. You are a good person. I know you will find your way. I believe in you and I'm no dummy so ... maybe think on that for awhile. Maybe it's all true ... maybe you are an ass-kicker? Worth considering, right?

It's ok and you're going to be ok. I know that and have faith in you. Even if you don't. lol

I dislike how you gave up control of your life to be on autopilot to mask your pain. I dislike it ... but I understand it. I feel for you.

Find your way back to your core strengths.

I want to say stop abandoning yourself but it's a shit statement. It implies you know who you are and I'm not sure that's true atm. That's why you are giving in to escapist stuff, on the go.

Do your best to pause. Remember the river. The warm water washing away your worries. Find yourself in your river in the center of your mind. Relax there.

Meditate. Use that to quiet your mind. Skip the weed - it’s not doing you any good atm :( I know how hard it is for you rn - please be strong and heal.

Explore your feelings - I know you are dealing wish some serious bullshit but explore them. Look into Anxious Attachment style healing.

Be ok with expressing your needs. No one worthwhile will reject you or abandon you if you express yourself. Don't suffer quietly in anxiety.

Lol.

Look at me lecture and give advice again. Whatever. IDC - you said you always loved it so I won't judge myself for caring and sharing. And fuck do I still love and care for you. I think you love me too. And I get it - it seems impossible for you atm to find space for me. It’s not really impossible. It only seems that way because you are hurting.

Relationships can morph and evolve. Good people are worth finding ways to keep in our lives. I know … I know … It's so complicated and messy, isn't it?

I really wish you had included me in your decision. Once again, I was shut out. I'm sorry I wasn't more approachable. I feel like I let you down in so many ways. Ugh. It hurts tbh. It really fucking hurts. I'll be ok though - don't worry.

Keep an eye on your subconscious. It needs to be watched like a hawk - it doesn't seem to be your best friend tbh. I would honestly say it actively wants you to suffer. That's a fucking harsh statement and I'm probably way off-base but ... I think it's correct.

Your parents are behind you and can no longer harm you. But they've wired your identity to hurt. Recognize it. Heal. Remember who you are: strong, capable, a fighter.

Nobody wants you to hurt. You don't have to hurt. Choose to heal. You are a good person. Find that truth … because it is the truth.

It's extremely hard for loved ones to push me away ... and yet here we are. How in the world did you pull that off? Lol

But despite your efforts, I'll always be here for you. Haha

Well ... maybe not here, but you know how to find me.

No different than before, my feelings are consistent. My offers are genuine. My love is deep.

I ... am so ... empty atm ... lol.

Goodbye everyone - maybe not permanently - knowing me I'll be back in a few days.

Tumblr is not good for me. I would have left sooner but K insisted on using Tumblr's chat so ... like her good puppy dog, I stuck around here.

Hypno is not doing it for me. I think I'm still a pretty good tist lol but I've lost my passion for it.

I like the idea of finding a new good girl to have fun with but ... also ... I'm just not right atm. As much as I wish I was. I need to sort shit out and figure out motivations. I don't want to hurt anyone else and I don't want to be hurt.

The real problem is ... everything on this blog was for K. A long-ass love letter to her. And I don’t regret a second of the energy and time I put into it. She is worth it and more.

But now … she’s gone. So ... I guess I am too. For now.

Empty.

[br4inr0tx]

やあ!元気ですか? I hope your well! not sure if you remember me but Im Sure did a matchup for you on this blog? @toyafreethoughts but anyways I wanted to send in a request if that's cool with ya, and I would like a romantic matchup for hazbin hotel please! anywho~ let me introduce myself!

my name is joey, I use he/him pronouns, I'm transgender aromatic bisexual and unlabeled, I have adhdism and BPD and I'm a very cool person😎/hj

personality: im a ENTP and I'm very extroverted but at first when I meet someone I may come off/be awkward with them but it'll wear off eventually if we stick together right away, but I love, and I mean I LOVE to ramble about my interests, gossip, etc, I have positive and negative traits ofc but lets start with the positive ones hmm? So I'm highly attuned to the smallest details, and I'm often the first to notice patterns in a system or a group of people. I tend to enjoy strategizing, problem-solving, and brainstorming new ways to complete everyday tasks. Now for the negative ones now When I'm bored or feeling trapped, I become anxious, scattered, and impatient. I may make impulsive decisions or take needless unnecessary risks, I also cry when I feel alone or completely overwhelmed and one more thing that I'm not proud of at all is that I vape a lot when my anxiety goes through the roof. Now anyways with that, I have a huge passion for dancing, like I love it, I enjoy doing parapara dancing is a traditional thing where I dance to tech/euro music, but I also do regular dancing I love vocaloid a lot and I learnt how to dance to + boy recently and its pretty easy for me lol but I would love to dance with my partner and it can be slow dancing, etc idc anything PLEASE!!! also I enjoy flirting with my partner in different languages like Japanese and Spanish the nicknames I love to use would be ハニー (hanii), 恋人 / こいびと (Koibito), Mi amor and Mi alma, I have all the love languages I'm serious lmaoo, for dates it would be like going to a movie theater and then afterwards we can go get dinner, or personal for me I would like to go to an arcade and the shop for a little and whatever my partner wants really lolz xP

appearance: I'm 5'6, i have a rectangular body, I have dyed black boy hair with bangs, inhale brown/hazel eyes, I wear glasses, I also have piercings on my nose, lips, ears, eyebrow, etc 😭, I also wear a shit load of styles like goth (trad goth, romantic goth, cyber goth, mall goth, and nu goth), gyaru (himekaji, hime gal, rokku, manba, banba, agejo, kogal, tsuyome and kigurumin) scenemo/emo, and vkei ouji and lolita, I usually wear those for fun, when I'm going out somewhere, social media, etc but when I'm at home/school/work I wear street clothing type of stuff like a sweatshirt and baggy pants hehehe, also if I were a demon in hazbin hotel id be looking like one of these mfs

hobbies/interests: anime/manga, gaming, cosplaying, fashion, art (painting, drawing, pottery, digital art, etc) learning new languages (Japanese and Spanish), cooking, volleyball, dancing, singing, listening to music/making music, playing piano/electric guitar , writing, collecting stuff(clothes, seashells, etc), shopping and more on

likes: vocaloid/utau, hajime hinata (danganronpa), a silent voice, albedo (genshin impact), lemon demon, felix kranken (twf), bread, sharks, christmas music/christmas in general, scp 3008 (roblox game), get a snack at 4am (roblox game), musicals, hotels, my friend, enstars (switchP + more), rhythm games, doukyuusei, mystic messenger, twf, genshin, a silent voice, lemon demon/neil cicierega in general, breaking bad eddsworld, homestuck, horimiya, hxh, the great gatsby, saiki k, hamilton (sadly, im sorry.)

dislikes: negitive mentions of my voice, comparing me to people/saying stuff like "you remind me of ____", and spiders.

also these are some of my top kins!!:  hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld), eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), miyamura izumi (horimiya), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa) and more....!

どうもありがとう ！¡Que tengas un gran resto de tu día o noche!

こんにちは! 私は元気です. you are so freaking cool. plus, we’re both dancers?? so cool! sorry for getting to you a little later then usual, my dance recital is this weekend, so it’s been very hectic. though a don’t remember sending you a matchup? that is, unless you haven’t gotten to mine yet, which is completely fine; please take your time. nevertheless, to your matchup!

warnings: Unhealthy coping mechanisms (Vaping), Discussion of mental disorders (ADHD, Autism, BPD.), Arachnophobia

your Hazbin Hotel matchup is.. Charlie Morningstar !!

• I think you would get along best with Charlie!

• While I do headcanon her with ADHD, She’s very patient in her own sort of way. She’ll find ways to distract herself or find things to do in order to wait for things to happen; mainly with squishies I imagine. She understands where you’re coming from when you can’t stay focused because of your disorders, but is willing to show you some techniques she’s picked up to help her!

• She’s very quick to rush to your side and help you whenever you need it.

• Charlie doesn’t see anyone as awkward, so even if you feel that way just know she doesn’t see it like that.

• She loves to ramble! You can ramble together!

• She appreciates how observant and attentive you are, as it makes it easier to help patients/guests at the hotel (that is if you wish to help or work there. If anything, I think you’d be great advice!)

• You’d be a big help to her with any issues that plague her. She has so much on her mind; with you making simple solutions means a lot.

• When you have times where you’re scattered, she’s quick to jump to you and calm you down. Be it a nice hug or verbal reassurance.

• She does live in hell of course. I’d imagine vaping is a normal occurrence. On another note, she’s the owner of the Happy Hotel! She’d absolutely help you seek other coping mechanisms if you wish.

• We obviously see how much of a singer and dancer Charlie is, and as I said before I headcanon her as a theater kid!

• That being said she’d love to dance with you. Since she’s a princess she must know how to slow dance as well!

• The first time you used a nickname for her she stared blankly at you. Her heart was melted, even if she didn’t know what it meant. She’d soon learn what your nicknames mean eventually.

• When the hotel is in the hands of other managers, she’d have days to just focus on you. Date days! She’d love to have a day just focused on the two of you hanging out and doing whatever you wish specifically.

• She wears some sort of business goth (I think?), but I think feminine mall goth suits her well (Think like the band Kittie). She’s more on the cutesy and comfortable side of mall goth, but only dresses like this outside to hotel, mainly on date days.

• She indulges in lots of your hobbies by buying gifts that correlate with them! Since she is busy with the hotel and can’t do everything unfortunately.

• Silly headcanon, but she’d literally kicks Angel out for as long as you’re in the room knowing you don’t like spiders, but she’ll fail to acknowledge he barely looks like one aside from his long legs and multitude of arms. Maybe you appreciate it, maybe you don’t. I’ll leave it to you.

• You mean so much to Charlie, and she hopes it’s the same!

[nasuversekinkmeme]

Weekly Roundup: prompt reminders

It turns out Gray’s dislike being seen as a pretty girl and constant dysphoria ends up being a mundane gender thing just as much as a ‘my physical appearance and identity have been slowly and painfully overwritten by a long-dead woman’s by the hands of fundamentalists’ thing. Ideally, additionally include Waver and Reines being supportive and going out of their way to help find means to present more masculine even with the unique issues of a magically 'frozen’ body.

gudako becoming a ceo and joining the kengan association after retiring as master, not because they need money or have any interest in running a business/fight ring but because the kengan tournaments are the only place they can find dick from insane men who love to beat the shit out of each other close the level of what they had at chaldea

age gap, I come humbly asking for mash/morgan. specifically i want mashmorgan with an emphasize on the age gap. Mash is SO young and inexperienced compared to Morgan, barely even just reached adulthood by human standards. You get an extra kiss on the forehead if you play it as corruption, specifically as MASH corrupting Morgan, trying to get Morgan to fuck her good even if it can't be a good idea.

Guenivere falls for Lancelot because he's horribly vanilla and she just couldn't get into Artoria's huge raging knotted dragon dick no matter how much she tried.

smut, bestiality, Lobo and Hessian double-team Guda with lots of primal feral sex. Lobo keeps knotting Guda so they can't get away even if they want to. They don't want to.

smut, jing ke (accomplished hedonist who is "very popular with female servants for some reason") convinces qin shi huang (fundamentally cautious but also too curious for their own good and always gets complacent about their perceived superiority at the crucial moment) to allow her to "explore their body" and "show them some human experiences" which they believe is fine because its not like she can put the fear of death in them a THIRD time (incorrigible hubris) this obviously immediately turns into jing ke blowing their back out with a massive strapon and with qin shi huang's mind equally blown by the vast possibilities of human pleasure and ingenuity behind sex toy development that didn't exist in their lostbelt they're immediately absorbed into developing increasingly outlandish toys for jing ke to use on them and test the limits of pleasure this body can feel until they've looped right back around to a "human experience" that applies to zero normal mortal humans who would absolutely die from the violent fucknasty pervert sex they're having and/or don't even have the holes they're having things stuck into but jing ke's fine with it this time because they're not trying to govern other people about it this time and also she gets to fuck an extremely attractive person like she's trying to kill them on a daily basis. also you can do whatever you want for qin shi huang's genitals or swap equipment midway idc about that i care about shi huang di in their hubris willingly turning themselves into an incorrigible masochist with a crippling addiction to jing ke strap

smut, Caster Artoria is "forced" to go around town stark naked. It's definitely her decision and she totally isn't doing this because she wants to guys.

Gudao gets the most unique dysphoria moment of his life when he summons Jack on one of his ‘feeling like presenting as male’ days and is immediately greeted with ‘mom’ first thing in the morning. 

age gap, Future fic where Rin & Shirou keep getting weird looks from their neighbours because from a normie perspective they're a couple of 40yo fucking Saber, a teenage girl.

smut, castoria should fuck cu alter. it wouldn't fix either of them but I think Castoria can take him + she could use a man who doesn't care if she scratches back.

Xu Fu is forced to work alone with Xiang Yu, and accidentally ends up falling in love with him too

smut, Bedivere being really fucking awkward around Castoria, because she's an incarnation of Excalibur and he sure jerked off with his Excalibur arm back in the days.

AU where Akiha fully becomes Roa's latest reincarnation after killing SHIKI

smut, Guda free use anyone? There are so many servants with carnal desires going around, I think it'd be most efficient if Chaldea had a "anyone can fuck the master anywhere and we'll all turn a blind eye to it" system.

#weekly roundup