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ladytauria · 6 months

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A hello/good-bye kiss that is given without thinking - where neither person thinks twice about it. is so jaytim

you’re right nonny it so is

my first impulse was like—the two of them getting accidentally domestic, bc i love characters falling into relationships without realizing it xD

but then this scenario popped in my head & that’s what came out instead~

>> AO3 <<

Jason hasn’t been sleeping well.

His rest is troubled on a good day, and he hasn’t had many over the last week.

Well. It’s not that he’s had bad days, it’s just…

He misses Tim.

It’s stupid, because his bedroom is literally right across from Tim’s, but— It might as well be on the other side of the world.

He wishes they’d never agreed to stay at the manor for the holidays. It’s been miserable. Sure, he and Bruce are setting a record streak for lack of arguments. It’s been fun to hang out with the others, too, outside of the Cave and the mask. But—

Fuck.

The closest he’s gotten to a proper cuddle in a week was movie night, when he sat on the floor just to have an excuse to lean against Tim’s legs.

Jason knows he only has himself to blame. He’s the one who’s not ready to tell the others that they’re dating, even though they’ve damn near moved in together at this point. He just—he’s not ready for the judgment. The lectures, the shovel talks, the—everything. The reminder he’s not really good enough for Tim.

Knowing that doesn’t make it any easier.

Neither do the small, fleeting moments they manage to steal—the kisses they exchange in the lesser used parts of the manor, the brief hugs and touches they can exchange in front of the others. It’s. It’s fucking miserable.

He’s spent the last several nights lying awake, actively restraining himself from sneaking into Tim’s room. He just… He misses being held.

It’s the lack of sleep he’ll blame his slip-up on later, when all is said and done.

Tim’s got some stuff to do in the city today—Jason does too, but not until later—so Jason takes the liberty of making him a coffee and some breakfast to go, since he knows Tim won’t be down until it’s almost time to leave. He gets a couple of raised eyebrows, but, it’s not unusual for him to take the load off of Alfred, so no one actually says anything.

“You said you had plans today, right, Jason?” Dick asks, where he’s sitting at the breakfast table with Steph, Damian, Cass, and Duke. Bruce is standing with Alfred, the butler adjusting his tie like Bruce is twelve, and not forty-something.

“Yeah,” Jason says. “I’ll be gone for a couple hours.” First he has some packages to pick up, and also, every other week, he does story time at the library he used to half-live in as a child.

Tim shuffles in. Jason is glad Bruce will be driving—he looks like a zombie (and Jason would know). It takes him half a moment to spot the travel cup and paper bag sitting by Jason. He beelines over.

“Th’nks,” he mumbles, immediately popping the lid on his cup to take a long drink.

“Cool,” Dick says. “When you get back I was thinking we could break out the board games.”

Alfred finishes with Bruce. “Provided you all remember the rules, I think that sounds like a splendid idea, Master Dick.”

Jason snorts. One of these years they’re going to have all board and card games banned from the Manor.

“Ready to go, Tim?” Bruce asks.

“Sure, Dickie,” he says. “I’d love a chance to kick your ass.” His fingers catch in Tim’s belt loop before he can head to the door. He leans in, thoughtlessly, planting a chaste kiss on Tim’s mouth. “Have a good day, babe.”

Tim hums, smiling softly up at him. “You too.”

Jason almost doesn’t register the silence.

Then—

“What the fuck?” Stephanie breaks it, and Jason is reminded, abruptly, that they’re not alone.

The blood rushes to his face so quickly he’s surprised he doesn’t pass out; his skin ablaze with his embarrassment. “…fuck.”

That’s one way to announce their relationship.

[ 50 types of kisses ]

#jaytim #timjay #dcu #tauriawritesfanfic #lovely anons #asks and answers #to those of you i told i was going to sleep early tonight #i… well. i did try i promise #i’m so tired but i cant sleep so #i wrote a fic instead #& i hope my exhaustion isn’t too obvious lol

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numberonepeterstrahmfan · 3 months

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rndnbrfnh saw the musical said they loved me 9 days ago i feel special

#i’m so tired help #but i also cant sleep #saw 2004 #saw the musical #saw #sawposting #saw movies #saw franchise

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that1dragonfruit · 6 months

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“Oh Christmas tree..oh Christmas tree…~ how lovely are your branches…~”

I stayed up till 2:34 AM to finish this <3

✨I am sleep deprived✨

#bbu #billie bust up #bbu billie #bbucommunity #bbu oscar #art #bbu fanart #fanart #christmas #i am sleep deprived #i’m so tired #goodnight #merry christmas #idk #im bored #cant sleep

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missmouse25 · 1 month

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Alright i could really, really, REALLY use that secret boyfriend rn because we had ⚡️flash floods⚡️last night so guess who was hoiking buckets of water out of the fishpond at 7 this morning????

ME YAY!!!

#i was actually awake at 3 this morning because it was raining so heavily that it woke me up #i went outside to check everything and tried to bucket some water out but i was so tired snd overwhelmed and about to cry #and then i couldnt get back to sleep anyways until like 5/6 #but i’m not going into work today because i potentially cant get out of the area so #thats fun too #ThatKindaVibe

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aggressivedaikons · 2 months

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I’m confused.

what is going on

I feel so tired and confused like

huh???

I would not be able to tell you what I really did this morning besides eat a couple saltines.

I’m very tired.

a little isolated too but that’s neither here nor there.

I feel like I’m doing worse

but also doing better

I’m doing better while feeling worse

how does that work?

I’m confused.

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anxietywasright · 1 year

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You were all I had but I never had you

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trippin-chippin · 11 months

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Another semi-realistic person it

I literally have no clue who this is, I just drew wha came to my mind (I’m half awake rn🥴)

#dani draws #I’m actually going to sleep now #artist on tumblr #IM SO TIRED BUT I CANT SLEEP AHEIGJSHGAUIB #my hand hurts #digital art #semirealistic

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nosleep83 · 8 months

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‼️REALLY LONG VENT IN THE TAGS PLS SCROLL PAST IF YOU DONT WANNA SEE THAT OR ANYTHING IM OK JUST FRUSTRATED (Ik I also say this in the tags but just in case)‼️

Maybe I do need to see a therapist 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔