I haven't RPed in like 4 years and I'm severely more limited than last time, so... any disabled RPers got any tips for someone who's scared of dipping their toes back in due to their limitations? I'm a bit hesitant to just dive in given how much has changed in my absence, as well as worried about how my unpredictable health might affect the quality of my participation...
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I'm just... so tired of needing to filter my words 500 times in my head before actually saying them in order to avoid giving off the wrong impression with my tone/wording, and then failing anyways. Even over text I need to rewrite things multiple rimes and use multiple different tonal indicators and it still comes out wrong!!! And then neurotypical people are just out there saying whatever and people understand what they mean every time! Its so exhausting just let me say things the way I mean them pls
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I'm (not) okay.
(I skipped one of my final papers because of a severe panic attack. I'll move up a grade anyway after a private exam but I feel like I made an excuse for myself. The looks of my family and peers don't help.)
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Another morning of typing out tumblr posts and then deleting them because of realizing how irrelevant they are
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dysphoria is literally the worst bc i cant fucking do anything about it. like i cant just up my antidepressant dose or my anxiety meds or do grounding exercises or whatever the fuck because the things im upset about cant be fucking dealt with like that. its literally the only thing i cant fucking fix i fucking hate it
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Who is anybody to say anyone is faking any type of disorder. You all speak so highly of getting diagnosed by a real professional.
Guess what.
you aren’t a professional either. You couldn’t actually say they are faking or not no matter the amount of research.
Just because their experiences are different. Ofc they are they’re living a different life.
You all talk like people fall into a different language composed of binary code. The perception of any disorder online, especially within social media, isn’t everything a disorder is about. Let them just mind their own business.
And for people who fake it. Just stop.
You all annoy me. I am infuriated.
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