#i wish i could go back

[beargyufairy]

To the world, you may be one person. But to one person, you may be the world

#my whole world #fairy tail #lucy heartfilia #natsu dragneel #igneel #aquarius #natsu x lucy #nalu #i miss you #please don’t leave me #i wish i could go back #i wish things were different #i remember it all too well #just between us

[plastic2000s]

Yoville, social virtual world game by Zynga (2008)

Later purchased by Big Viking Games and renamed "Yoworld" (2014)

#i was OBSESSED with this game when I was like 11-15 #the stuff i did on here probably greatly impacted who i became today lol #my fb eventually got banned and i lost everything and was DEVASTATED!! #i wish i could go back #yoville #yoworld #zynga #big viking games #facebook #nostalgia #nostalgiacore #2000s childhood #childhood #2000s #virtual world #avatar game #social games #2008 #2014 #teencore #old web #old internet #old net #facebook games #childhood nostalgia #nostalgic

[carrieyouwithme]

#carrie underwood #omg queen #i wish i could go back #resorts world #Vegas #las Vegas #reflection #queen #country music #country #singer #country singer #flawless #music #blonde bombshell #perfection #gorgeous #slay #babe #stunning #beautiful #hottie #goddess #hot

[nwodwols]

Okay so I already did the Friday post on main and I know this is the side blog, but I wanted to write something quick here because ᵈᵃᵈᵈʸ ᴵ ˡᵒᵛᵉ ʰᶦᵐ. I love this silly boy. I grew up on a steady diet of David Letterman as a kid and this whole story just fills me with so much joy. The Late Show was one of my favorite things to lay around and watch all alone at night and that didn’t stop as I got older

I’m linking the interview this photo is from right here, please watch it if you love Ben even a little bit. He tells the story of how quickly things went good for him in LA and how he attended the Oscars in a borrowed tux, to be present for the jokes that he wrote, and then went to sleep that night in a tent in his friends apartment (thanks, Chad)

Also, in this article he talks about writing for Letterman and about the inception of RejectedJokes

A few highlights:

I never really got feedback from Dave, but one time Steve Young told me he put one of my jokes on a list for Dave and Dave circled it. And I was just over the moon.

It took me a decade to get to that chair on his show. It was a really meaningful thing for me to go from page to guest on the show; my whole family was in the audience.

I used to go onstage after the shows and kind of nonchalantly get in the chair and do my own monologues.

When I found out he wrote even one joke for Letterman I was so happy, just like when I found out he was behind Hugh Jackman’s opening musical number. It’s a very “always has been 🔫” moment for me. Love his energy

Feliz cumpleaños, papi. Estoy muy contento de que hayas nacido 💝

#it’s the ‘oh come on!’ moment for me #i wish i could go back #and hear him yelling #happy birthday #ben schwartz #42

[starryvioletnight]

Hi, we used to talk a lot back in 2017 during your Markiplier days. We both did a bit a fic writing and RP. Anyways I was going through my old blog and found one of your old Fics! I came over to see how your doing and saw you transitioned, so Congrats!!!

You're so kind, thank you! I hope we had a lot of fun. Over the last year, I've started therapy, gone on anti-anxiety meds, been promoted to Operations Manager at my job and have come out as trans.

Things in my life have changed so much for the better, and to my old Markiplier friends, I think of you often and hope your lives have been just as good to you, as my life has been to me. 💜

#asked and answered #i wish i could go back #but remain who i am #so i could fully savor the moments shared with those i cared for with a deeper appreciation

[just-a-silly-dog]

forever wishing I could have known I was trans/therian at a younger age, so much hurt and depression could have been avoided

pushing away any ideas of being an animal because it wasn't safe made me lose the connection with my animal self for years, I want to regain that connection no matter what it takes

I felt a strong connection to the wolf figure and yet I never thought it was out of the ordinary, I remember really admiring those that could draw it, I thought I just liked the way people's art looked, but the truth is I've always been drawn to those that draw wolves because to me it was a powerful act of self expression, and looking back on it now I had wished I had that form, it was like gender envy but instead it's species envy but at the time you don't really register it as such

I deserved to be my true self, this world is too cruel to people like me and I mourn for the childhood that was stolen from me

how many other therians went their whole childhood wondering why they felt like they never fit in only to discover that they're animals as an adult? why weren't we blessed with the gift of self discovery like the others?

perhaps I'll never get over it, the lost time, the lost potential for connections, the fact that I've lost that connection with my true self, it all hurts so much

newly awakened adult therians deserve better

#therian #therianthropy #dog kin #canine kin #dog therian #canine therian #trans #transgender #alterhuman #i wish things were different #i wish i could go back #how did i not realize this sooner #why didn't i know this #actually autistic #wasted youth #wasted time

[thattiredanimator1t0mblr]

I miss the ‘cringe’ days of Wattpad, like all those ‘cringy’ Darkiplier x reader stories! I miss them. Like, I know I can just go on Wattpad and reread them, but I miss when those fanfics weren’t ‘cringy’ . Like I remember some fanfics blowing up super fast! I miss when people didn’t judge others writings, both Wattpad and tumblr! Every time I revisit an old fanfic, I see (mostly new) comments saying ‘oh how cringe’ or ‘wow such a y/n stereotype’ . And I hate it every time I see those comments! Because I know and have seen people completely delete/unpublish amazing books! And even if it is ‘cringy’ . Why would you comment on it, just stop reading and read another book/fanfic. I see no point in commenting something, just to criticize/insult someone! And the thing is, all those fanfics are really good! I love some of them! I just wish people stop calling good fanfics ‘cringy’ . Even if it’s a y/n stereotype, some fanfics i read with y/n stereotypes are really good! Even if the book is ‘bad’ . No one deserves criticism/insults because of it! We all made something ‘cringy’ at one point! Hell, I use to make ‘cringy’ Funtime freddy x readers all the time! And I still do!

I just miss when ‘cringe culture’ wasn’t a thing…

#random tired rants #cringe culture is stupid #cringe culture is dead #wattpad #cringe culture is over #cringe culture hurt alot of people #i miss those days #i miss old Wattpad #old Wattpad #i miss when cringe culture wasn’t a thing #i miss it #i wish i could go back #just for a little while #I’m so sad… #darkiplier x reader #funtime freddy x reader #x reader

[tuta-hua-saaz]

I miss school so much I miss those red bricks, the blue uniform, the morning assemblies, the break time, the happiness on getting substitution periods, the whispering on the back benches, playing cricket with a chalk and a book, the games period, the competitions, those preparation weeks before the annual days, mass bunking, washroom gossip, school trips, dispersal meetings, the library, the mp hall, the school crushes and the memories of our room number 107

#desiblr #desi tumblr #desi teen #school #i miss them #adulting #memories #i wish i could go back

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

does the US military actually use the stupid deck of cards callout thing for locations during operations because that seems stupid and confusing and terrible enough of an idea to actually be real

#it did cause me to think the game was taking place in macau for a fraction of a beautiful second #i wish i could go back

[saaammmnn]

[a--forgotten--name]

i ...... miss the choir . i do not think they miss me .

we did not talk much . they did not like my dolly , or my facts . but they were not mean . they let me sing with them when no one else would even look at me .

i was never one of them , but i could pretend . and it was nice , being part of something . even just a little . i very much wish to be back with them .

#ride the cyclone #jane doe rtc #penny lamb #sorry for being sad . i am having feelings #i wish i could go back #maybe we could be friends

[beargyufairy]

Invisible String Theory - NaLu

“All along there was some invisible string tying you to me” - Invisible String (Taylor Swift)

“One single thread of gold tied me to you” - Invisible String (Taylor Swift)

Part 3: Zeref Dragneel and the Heartfilia Clan

Zeref Dragneel - the infamous Black Wizard, creator of demons, and Natsu’s older brother - worked with the Heartfilia Clan to achieve his goals.

After reviving Natsu, Zeref allowed Igneel and Anna Heartfilia to teach him. Furthermore, he teamed with Anna to not only create the Eclipse Gate but to open it with Celestial Magic to send Natsu and the dragon slayers to the future.

Generations of the Heartfilia family passed on secret which eventually led to Layla Heartfilia - Lucy’s mother. She opened the Gate to ensure Lucy wouldn’t have to take on the burden and have a normal life. By opening it, Anna and the dragon slayers entered the future.

The invisible string connected Natsu to Lucy due to the Eclipse gate being opened during her era. Several events took place before Natsu and Lucy met however they were predestined to one another from their respective families.

#fairy tail #lucy heartfilia #natsu dragneel #nalu #invisible string #got lovesick all over my bed #ill love you forever #theory #just kiss already #zeref dragneel #gajeel redfox #sting eucliffe #rogue cheney #wendy marvell #dragon slayers #eclipse #turn back time #i wish i could go back

[imabiteurankles]

sometimes i think about high school n get sad

#i wish i could go back

[julieandthesadbitch]

damn didn't know people could die twice

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #renew jatp #jatp netflix #renew julie and the phantoms #alex jatp #reggie jatp #luke jatp #sunset curve #luke patterson #reggie peters #alex mercer #save jatp #save julie and the phantoms #fantom #fantoms #canceled #sadgirl #sadcore #i wish i could go back #fuck netflix #netflix #i hate netflix

[howifeltabouthim]

. . . as if everything since had been a wrong turn in their story . . . as if all of this was a big mistake.

Soman Chainani, from A World Without Princes

#mistake #wrong turn #regret #where it all went wrong #sad #the worst feeling #if only #i wish i could go back #relatable #story #quotes #lit #words #excerpts #quote #literature #soman chainani #a world without princes

[oftengrok]

Sometimes I long so deeply for those days in that place with you. It seems so long ago. Maybe a different life. That short time seemed so long and we have now been apart longer than we spent in that place by the hidden lake. But those days seemed to just fit. No troubles. Easy days off with you you. Home bodies, for good or otherwise. I felt so in love and providential. But you've told me you thought I had fallen out of this state. I've wondered why there could be such situation of perspective. I think it must be that it was you that was falling out of that love if you ever had it. And we were both blissfully unaware as the single unit we had become over all those years rarely apart. But ignorant is ignorant. And it would not last. That sentence makes me feel nauseated. I have begun to do very well in doing what others have prescribed as best when it comes to you. But on nights like this... When I sit outside by candlelight in the slightest chill and listen to the busy road and people that echo from a distance, it is so much like that place and time. It is impossible to escape the remembrance of such a contented version of myself. Which then brings that sinking feeling of my nemesis, nostalgia. I despise her. But I will bring her with me always. Ever confused as to if it is by law or by some quiet, deep fractal of my mind, or is it heart? I do not know, nor does it matter. Que sera, sera. ....And I have succumbed.

kdf

#love #life #deep thoughts #sad thoughts #exboyfriend #exbf #failed love #nostalgia #nostalgia is a bitch #place #contented #i wish i could go back #so sad now #maybe ill die #me and you #sobs into my hands