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ourflagmeansgayrights · 7 months

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ofmd s2e4 rewatch where i pause to jot down my thoughts and other random shit

it's been a busy week since last thursday and shit's only gonna get busier for me after tomorrow so hopefully i can get through these two episodes out before i go to bed lol!!! anyway once again these posts are just me rambling so i can process the insane amount of information in these episodes and if u want to read them too that's fine.

s2e1, s2e2, s2e3, s2e4, s2e5, s2e6, s2e7, s2e8

rip everyone who wanted homoerotic sword fighting in the gentebeard reunion. have a headbutt as a consolation prize.

obsessed with stede holding raw room-temperature meat against his bruised face bc that's not even a little bit how that works. i love this show.

ok so jim saying "he'll probably get around to killing you after he's rested" in response to stede saying ed needs to regain his strength actually gives some pretty good context to why they want ed of the ship so bad. bc they DID fully try to kill ed and now he's here and alive and like. if i were jim i would be pretty worried abt ed holding a grudge abt that.

wont lie stede being like "we dont just banish people, that's not us!" makes me thinkg abt how they fully banished izzy from the ship in e6. i mean technically izzy banished himself on accident but. lol.

also izzy's absence in this scene indicating he is not yet considered part of the entire crew

roach: i need that steak back, it's dinner stede: (pulling the steak away) oh, right fang: maybe let's put the banishment to a vote? stede: (steak back on his face, apparently having forgotten he was literally just about to give the meat to roach) aw do we have to :(

ed chained to the ship is doing. a lot for me. i wont lie.

buttons saying he's been to the gravy basket a few times... how many times has this man almost died??????

it is deeply funny to me that they edit the split second flashback of the drowning and mermaid hallucination to look all creepy as if that whole scene wasn't set to an incredibly sappy 80's love song (said with immense affection)

OBSESSED with stede trying to be like. encouraging to izzy. and being like "he cant hear you he's got no head" about izzy yelling at the ruined figurehead. this fucking dork.

so ive seen ppl talking abt how the crew's in a deadlock abt banishing ed and which ppl they think were pro-banishment and which were against, but the scenes with the crew make it look like everyone's voting for ed to get kicked out. so tbh i think like either of the following interpretations are pretty valid: the crew is split 50/50 on if they should banish ed OR the crew 100% wants to banish ed and stede was gonna try and leverage izzy's vote to try and get more ppl to change their mind. doesnt rlly matter either way tho

also the fact that izzy was the one to keep ed's body is. interesting. the others must've known abt it and helped izzy hide the body in the secret room. but izzy being the one to be like "no we're not throwing him overboard" is. something. no conclusions abt this atm im just rotating this fact in my brain.

i also just have a lot of thoughts abt the mutiny and the fact that like, jim's a trained assassin and the others are also pretty experienced killers and they probably knew they hadn't completely finished the job. and there was plenty of opportunity for them to do something about that. but instead they hid his body and waited for ed to succumb to his injuries. it feels kinda like ed's "technically i outsource the big job" rule. idk. thoughtssss.

frenchie in this scene is so funny bc he seems both actually apologetic abt kicking ed off the ship but also very relieved/vindicated to see him go.

didnt realize olu almost said smthng to ed lol i thought ed was just saying "fuck you" to him for no reason ghfjkghjkfh

"first time i've ever been on this side of a walk of shame" wee john i have so many questions. how many times have you been banished from a ship.

obsessed with archie just being like "way to make this awkward brah." her shitty boss put her life at risk in an attempt to make her and her coworkers kill him in a weird roundabout suicide attempt and her summary of the situation is "well, this is awkward :/"

"shitty sailing with you" sick burn, jim

"you're making it really hard to look up to you, man" LOVE how black pete is still a blackbeard stan. despite everything.

just ONCE i want someone to appreciate roach's sandwiches :(

"dont you want your sammy" STEDE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU

also i disagree with the subtitles here im like 99% sure says "you're no fuckin mermaid" not "you're not a fuckin mermaid" but that's just me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

stede looks SO sad abt not being a mermaid

love how everyone in this episode just sort of nods and is like "yeah okay" every time buttons tells them he's turning into a bird

altho with stede in this scene specifically im convinced that he's just jumping at the chance to follow ed to the island. he was absolutely gonna come up with some shitty excuse to go ashore anyway but it's nice of buttons to give him plausible deniability

i love how much ed hates nature

why do the subtitles say "gyp-" this has been bothering me all week. the line is "like a drifter"

i also love ed's line delivery of "a wolf?"

anyway dumb posts abt the spider tattoo backstory: 1, 2, 3

i love to see ed getting hugs... wish i could give him a hug :(

ok also buttons talking abt the gravy basket made me think ed needed like some sort of spell or smthng to snap out of it but instead it just kinda wore off by the end of the episode (maybe, depends on how you read the whole buttons turning into a bird scene). this is very funny to me for some reason

anne rubbing the cup she's holding against her tit. queen.

stede bonnet idiot dumbfuck moments

i LOVE anne's line delivery of "eddie motherfuckin teeeeach" like yeah that's cj's girl alright. or was cj's girl. who knows.

SECRET HANDSHAKE im cryinggggg. i love them.

stede's voice sounds so weird when he says "i wasn't looking for you" and that's because he's fucking lying through his teeth

LOVE how anne and mary look at each other after the "shipmates" "former" interaction like they are immediately on the same wavelength. and that wavelength is fucking with ed and his ex. they sniffed out a messy relationship dynamic and were like "oh hell yeah we need more of this in our lives"

ed is SO bitchy this whole scene i fucking love it. ed's face when he says "him?" fdhjksgfjhdgkj

ed: whatever 🙄 anne: whatever? 👀 mary: whatever! 😈

wee john getting more goth is so good

drunk izzy rambling at the ship's figurehead is so funny to me tho i miss drunk izzy

ed's crew lady macbeth "out damned spot" moments

i like how there's a goat in the background of this scene in anne and mary's house and it is unexplained and also never seen again.

ed's face after stede says "that's romance" is soooo good this bitch is so pissed. like oh would you have met me at the docs if i peeled the guard's face off instead of just paying him off? is that what fuckin does it for you???? not that it matters bc i dont care. but. cunt.

yeah im just focusing in on all of ed's faces in this scene. "quite the shift going from wearing people's faces to antique collectors" gets ed to freeze in the middle of bringing his drink up to his lips and just kinda stare off into the distance.

"how did you meet" has ed kind of frowning for a split second before stede starts answering and then he rolls his eyes very dramatically and sighs deeply

ed immediately being like "actually i was gonna kill him myself!" trying to undermine stede's meet-cute story. also anne and mary nodding along in complete unison bc this is just normal pirate conversation to them.

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also as someone who has been team "no ed was dead serious abt the plan to steal stede's identity" this was very vindicating for me. it's a bad plan and it doesn't make any sense but logistics literally dont matter in this show. what matters is giving this story the "falling for the mark" trope makes ed's character arc in season 1 that much tastier!!!!

ed and stede going back and forth telling their story i cant fucking wait until theyre happily together telling this story and instead of ed trying to downplay it and ruin the meet-cute-iness of it they're just building on each other and being sappy and adorable

"more like i relented" one of the biggest lies i've ever heard this man say fjhkgjkfdhk

"until he completely boned it" SAY IT. FUCKING SAY IT. SOOOOO TRUE ED.

auauhghgh the beard bit......... crying

THE!!!!! QUIETEST LITTLE "thank you" OF ALL TIME. TIED MAYBE WITH ED SAYING "thank you" AFTER "i think you're very sophisticated" IN 1.05

i dont blame stede for trying to get ed to open up right after that bc that was the first bone ed's thrown stede's way since he woke up. unfortunately ed is not in the mood to talk abt his near-death experience and mermaid hallucination sequence.

LOVE anne's little gesture when she says "rabbit" and the little hip cocking

stede being like "uhhhh we could leave" during the knifeplay exhibitionism moment

i giggle every time at the way the crew is instantly like "fuck closing our eyes we're doing any fucking surprises"

ngl idgw the crew yelled abt the piñata reveal. but ok

loooove stede's half of the crew just blowing past all the screaming and tension from ed's half. jim screams "STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!!!" abt the blindfold and roach is like "you won't want to stay the fuck away from this caaaake!" like roach fdhsjfgdhfjkghkj read the room?????

i love how much stede just. completely misses all of annie's flirting

ed coughing during the blunt session i love himmmmm

ok but ed's trying to be like "im totally over stede i dont even like him" and then ed reminiscing fondly with a distant smile abt the 1.06 stabbing scene

"and that was the... second time you left your wife?" underrated line

love how annie's been all quiet and seductive and then when she goes to make her move she's just like "WOUND THIS" and aggressively sits in stede's lap

also ok. "they're gonna be so jealous" is that annie talking abt ed and mary or is that annie using they/them pronouns for mary.

BUTTONS JUMPSCARE

also i love how they have that one medusa painting just. in their kitchen. im obsessed with the interior decor of this lesbian antique store that annie and mary live in

the way she's so touched by the poisoning attempt hjfgfjksghskjhgjkh

buttons being like "aahhhhhh do i give her... this bowl......????" fhjkghkfsjhk

"yeah, babe" TEALORANGES WIN

im honestly sad izzy's pathetic wet beast moment only really went for like three tiny scenes in one episode bc this shit was so funny to me. crawling away saying "you're born alone you die alone" over and over again. sir what are you even doing.

god buttons in this episode is so fucking funny bc i keep forgetting he's there. also why is he even there. like was he even invited to dinner or did he just sit down and annie and mary were like "oh ok i uh. guess we'll go make another plate??"

ed's face after buttons says the bit abt "i can tell this rabbit was intelligent" is soooo funny why is he so fucking pissed fdhsjkgyjdfkghjk

NO WAIT HE'S PISSED BC THAT WAS HIS FRIEND. THAT WAS HIS FRIEND THE WOLF HE WAS TELLING HIS SECRETS. NOW IM KINDA SAD :(:(:(

stede talking abt the sea when what he's actually talking abt is ed part 2 electric boogaloo

ed very calmly. standing up. and smashing the chair. im obsessed with him.

stede bonnet stupid dumbass moments

IMPROMPTU BLANKET FORT TIME

ed's voice is so quiet at the start of this scene he's not even yelling at stede until stede says "it's not fair" ohhhhhh my babygirl is so fucking sad........

"you ditching me without a note or anything" ed's literacy confirmed

"expecting me to just melt back into your arms" eddie my man. stede has not given literally any indication that he expected this at all. you are telling on yourself fhdjskghfkjshd

this scene is so fucking good i barely have anything to say abt it. just. u can rlly tell david jenkins wrote this ep himself lolll

"i was all in, mate. i was all in." IM SOBBING

oh nooooo i forgot that ed's line delivery of "im sorry my horrible naked chin disgusts you so much" isnt actually as sarcastic as the words itself make it seem. like it feels like ed wanted to say that all angrily and bitter but instead he just sounds sadddddd

ok ok but the way stede says "i love your chin naked or otherwise" and then after a pause (during which ed is keeping INCREDIBLY still bc u know otherwise he's just gonna burst into tearssss) stede whispers "ed" and ed is immediately like "don't" and then. stede going in for the "i love you" but like the way he's so slow with it?? he's literally like "i. love." and idk if it's bc he's trying to make this as clear as possible or if he's giving ed enough time to cut him off if he doesn't want to hear it

and ed DOES he DOES cut him off with "you don't get to say that to me" and he like. keeps glancing at stede out of the corner of his eye but not quite looking at him directly bc he knowwwwws it's like staring into the sun baby and ed knows if he looks at stede's face it's literally all over.

but also ed's face after stede pivots to "i love everything about you" he's SO pissed. he quietly groans and rolls his eyes bc this bitch. finding stupid loopholes to not being allowed to say "i love you." fuck this guy ed hates him so fucking much (lying)

oooooh when stede says "you don't have to say it back to me" ed's mouth opens and closes a bit before "not about to" bc this man is trying. SO hard not to cry (so am i but it's not working sorry there are tears on my face right now)

idk idk idk smthng abt "it's nice. feels good." makes me hurt so fucking bad bc the entire time since ed's woken up stede's been getting headbutted and snarked at passive-aggressively but stede's still like "i love being near you it makes me happy :)" brb i need. a fucking moment.

honestly tho how did annie and mary even overhear that bit bc they were on the other side of the room and stede was whispering SO quietly. opposite of when ppl in this show dont hear things despite the things being said like two feet away from them (1.03 geraldo and jackie talking abt how blackbeard was looking for stede, 2.01 zheng saying the indigo was worth way more than she spent on it)

LOVE how anne being like "stede likes the ladies" is how ed figures out "ohhhh wait ok theyre just fucking with us, got it" bc this guy??? liking women????? lmao

this also HAS to be why he gets over mary like his brain mustve gone "wait hang on why the fuck would he go back to her he doesn't even like women. guess maybe he really did panic huh" hdjksghfckghkjsh

obsessed with these TINY tiny details abt the ed/jack/annie/mary polycule dynamics we're given. ed would've expected as much from annie bc she's a fucking psycho. mary apparently used to not be like this. im putting the pieces together im connecting the dots.

ed and stede's knowing smug looks at each other. im obsessed.

annie being rlly sensitive to the word "bitch" im considering that more hints abt the polycule backstory

yayy fanny newspaper

"really? i mean she stabbed you, you poisoned her, and then she jumped on my face" stede this is all part of their very elaborate and deeply toxic sex life ok stop kinkshaming them

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curious if ed and stede are too distracted by mary spelling out their worst fears to comment on all the smoke coming into the room

"everything must go" like a fucking clearance sale. this is such a silly line. this is a silly show. i love it here.

WHY DONT THEY MAKE OUT SLOPPY STYLE HERE THO

wait are they crying while they hug??? bro these girls are so fucking messy i love them

ed saying "see you guys" before he leaves them in their burning house. i would die for him

ok team arts and craft time while making a prosthetic for izzy. obsessed with how the b plot of this episode is literally "the crew struggles to get along but they eventually set aside their differences and work together when they realize there's someone even more cringe and pathetic than any of them"

"YOU ARE!!! HARASSING A CRIPPLE!!!!!!" is suchhhh a funny line im sorry im gonna miss izzy at his lowest fhsjkhjksf. literally they just knocked on the door my dude calm downnnn

obsessed with izzy being genuinelly touched and expressing it by saying "fucking cocksuckers." this man is allergic to having feelings.

stede and ed painfully talking over each other bc everything is awkward and difficult. i love them.

ed's face when stede offers to let ed stay. his very quiet "yis." the way he says "might be nice" and then VERY QUICKLY looks away

stede yelling GREAT at the top of his lungs fhdsjkguydfgfjkhl

i love when these guys try to play it cool bc theyre so fucking bad at it hgdfgvjfxdkgjjdkkgjhfdkh

stede bonnet dumb idiot moron moments

ed staring off lovinglyyyyyy

buttons jumpscare

also is that fucking sage. are we doing cultural appropriation here

buttons saying "Earth Wind and Fire i wanna go higher" hfjkhgfdjkhgjkh

i love how ed. does not question this "fuck yeah, brother. fly."

ed teach lovesick fool moments

i love how happy ed sounds telling stede abt buttons he sounds like his old goofy self for the first time all season.... im gonna cry

also i like how the crew adopts izzy as their new creature. 10/10

post credits scene is annie and mary at dinner with buttons. i guess it's after stede goes to comfort ed but before they go eavesdrop on that convo.

buttons enjoying his last meal as a human. and also he's like "there's too much fucking on that ship i need to get away from it all." and his way of doing this is becoming a bird. love that.

#ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death #ofmd #ofmd s2 #ofmd season 2 #edward teach #stede bonnet #crew of the revenge #anne bonny #mary read #izzy hands #gentlebeard #s2e04 #txt #mine #og #ofmds2rwwiptjdmtaors

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luvx01 · 2 years

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⛸ anon here

so the friend from chem class asked me if she should say something and i let her i shouldve made that clear mb

and she took my side and she truly did defend my honour and told me what shes texting before she sent it and the exs replies too. she kinda yelled at them for assuming my crushs and stuff cus they assume a lot like they assumed i was bi and said i was to everyone (the guys did) no one asked me and honestly im not too worried abt my sexuality like i have such a long time to figure that out im only 17 but i was rlly freaking out cus my classmates r super homophobic and its just rlly bad at my school its truly the worst school to ever go to.

i just rlly dont wanna go to school but i have to cus exams are soon and stuff and it shouldnt affect me this much but it is

like im so scared to show my face in school tomorrow

my other friend tho she talked to my ex and i asked her what she said and their whole convo so that i can know what went down in that convo and she has me on delivered rn

im just super scared like i dont wanna go.

in homeroom im gna beg my teacher for a seating change cus she wants one anyways its sad im acting this way but they all treated me so shitty when i dated this guy from another school and they made my life hell since then. in socials theyre all scared of my teacher so they wont say anything and in math im so scared cus my deskmate and then the guy i liked is behind me but im gna ask my deskmate if she said anything cus when me n her were close she used to slip out a lot of my secrets.

school is just so tough im so excited for when i get to switch- im trying to switch by next year second semester because we havent moved yet but thats a whole other thing

i just need to get away from my town rn

i miss living in my parents’ home country rn

i had such a blast living there for three years and it was much better - india bsfs i miss yall 😍‼️

sorry for answering this late😭😭😭i hope things went well when you went to school!! also sorry to say this but that other friends lowkey sucks so maybe just consider cutting her out depending on her answer…hope you’ll get to switch tho!!!💗

#luv—✉️#luv: 👾

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tiixij · 2 years

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omg haha why am i spiraling rn

#'rn' in a general sense im most fine at this present moment but i did in fact fall apart this morning making for.#five or perhaps six days in a row of crying.#i slept past my alarm (im half blaming my roommates for not thinking to be quiet between the hours of midnight and #3am on a monday night and the fact that insomnia has decided to return to add to everything else -_-) and i woke up #without enough time to get ready and then get to class and yk a normal person would just speedrun the getting ready and walk faster #than usual on the way to class. in fact i did that last semester (but i also had a little more time then) but instead i started freaking #out about it because i have this Thing (being irrational) where i cant walk into classes late no matter what and this was probably #compounded by the fact that there was a text from one of my group members saying we should think of a time to meet this week #which is something ive been worried abt for a variety of reasons and also i like. Need to go home tomorrow so its like.#yeah. anyways then crying started which means i cant be seen until at least an half hour after ive stopped at which point even if i could #enter a classroom late without having a panic attack of incredibly disproportionate size it wouldnt make much sense to go. so yeah #anyways seriously considering just dropping out this semester lol. cannae take it (read 'it' as 'the most basic #parts of adulthood')#IT HASNT EVEN BEEN A MONTH YET.....#but also if i leave its like. omg haha i dont want to be in the way of my roommates (??? literally makes no sense at all #like for some reason i think that if i packed all my shit up and like my mom or someone came to help me take it all away id be getting in #their way????? literally nonsensical.

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piplupod · 3 years

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#i am 20 years old and i dont think im ever going to be happy :')#this isnt like. a nightly breakdown thing this is a 'i am feeling this way 99% of the day'#i just. im built in a way thats fucked up in society i think. like im never gonna find a place i fit into #and i sure as hell cannot carve out my own little hovel unfortunately #so away i go ! away from all of this!#im not going to do anything tonight but uh #yea :') i am probably going to leave my friend discord servers bc i cant keep venting like i've been doing #not rigth of me to subject others to that where they have to see it #im just going to end up hurting them anyways so i should probably start cutting everyone off lol #suicide tw #i am hoping we're coming to the last of these vent posts #i'll wait til tomorrow to take myself out of the servers tho because i dont wanna pull that shit on my friends bday lmao #i dont want them worrying abt me on their bday! they deserve a night without worrying abt me!!

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starglow-xx · 3 years

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hello! may i request headcanons for chuuya having a crush on someone who's dense? like he could ask them out in the most straightforward way possible and it would still go over their head?

yes, yes of course you may!

sorry this took so long! my computer was out of commission for abt a week (or two..??)

but this is also my birthday writing piece for chuuya!! (4/29/21) i even added a small drabble thingy in addition to the hcs for the occasion hehe

from where i am, it is about fifteen minutes past midnight so it’s officially chuuya day here!!

happy birthday chuuya i love you! you deserve the whole world and everyone is willing to fight tooth and nail to ensure your happiness! we love you! 💗💗

anyways, i hope you all enjoy this! i kinda had some writer’s block but it was still a lot of fun to write! there might be some mistakes, but i’ll scan over it again later. reader is gender neutral! have fun!

chuuya having a crush on a dense! reader

nakahara chuuya x gn! reader

im cackling somebody help him

he’s frustrated bc you can’t take a hint or a thousand but he can’t even be mad bc he’s whipped

“look at you all dressed up today, wanna go out later? my treat?”

“oh really? thanks chuuya-san! you’re such a nice friend. i’ll go invite the others right now, i’ll see you later!”

“...”

fast forward to later in the evening and he finds himself at a little restaurant with the black lizard + higuchi and akutagawa

sigh

in unison all of them go, “thank you for the meal chuuya-san!” (except aku and hirotsu are quieter & and gin just a nods hehe)

“no problem” (ꐦ ´͈ ᗨ `͈ )

gin only pats him on the back in sympathy

he spends a lot of time trying to think of ways to make it absolutely and undeniably clear that he has feelings for you

he always fails

“(y/n) i like you”

“i like you too chuuya-san”

“really?”

“mhm”

“t-then will you—”

“you’re a really great friend! and superior too”

“...nevermind”

“oh were you saying something?”

“nah, just forget about it”

tachihara is laughing in the corner of the corridor

dont worry, chuuya made sure to get back at him

chuuya’s been pinning after you for years and frankly, his failed attempts to woo you has lead everyone to the breaking point

and i mean everyone

yes, even aku

hell even dazai

but dazai also thinks it’s funny, so he doesn’t mind all that much

okay bye bye dazai-san this headcanon set isn’t abt you rn

PLEASE EVERYONE FEELS SO BAD FOR HIM

they knew even if he kissed you, you still might not get it

so they decided to help him

super secret mission get chuuya and (y/n) together is a go!

they’re still working on a proper mission name, don’t mind them

they had a super secret strategy meeting!

you can bet your ass that they nearly got nothing done

akutagawa & kaiji weren’t much help, neither was higuchi, mori, or elise

tachihara nearly got killed for a thoughtless comment

“just tell them chuuya-san!”

“i already fucking did you ass!”

gin, hirotsu, and kouyou were the most helpful !!

hirotsu and kouyou both agreed on the idea that chuuya should try courting with bouquets of flowers instead of flat out asking you bc they knew you found them pretty

(even if you don’t identify as a female, flowers are for everyone no matter gender or sexuality! so let’s normalize giving flowers to everyone <33 )

gin didn’t speak but she used cards to communicate

everyone knew that you weren’t stupid (you wouldn’t have survived in the mafia if you were) but they did know that you were only stupid when it came to all this lovey dovey stuff

i mean, if chuuya gave you flowers every so often, there’s no way that you wouldn’t piece it together at some point

right...??

but kouyou assured him that even though you wouldn’t get it right away, you’d appreciate the gestures and that he’ll stand out more

she even said that if someone gave her flowers, she would appreciate it, whether or not she reciprocated their feelings

it takes guts to be so up front with your feelings after all

gin and hirotsu only nodded with her explanation

once again, this only provoked a reaction out of tachihara

“what do you know gin? i get the old man and kouyou-san, they’re grown, but you? what do you know abt courting? or flowers? what are you a girl?”

akutagawa choked on his cough, higuchi on air, and on the other side of yokohoma at the ada, dazai is cackling

yes, dazai somehow placed a listening device onto chuuya’s hat and was listening in

don’t ask how, it’s dazai

“DAZAI GET YOUR BANDAGED ASS OFF THE COUCH AND STOP LAUGHING”

anyways

the next day, chuuya did what was barely discussed and for once, things actually started to look up

until they started look to down again

at first, it actually looked like you understood his intentions after he gave you a bouquet of flowers

literally everyone was leaning against the opposite hallway you two were in and then they got excited !!

especially chuuya !

but then your expression sort of changed...??

and then in their heads they simultaneously went, “oh no”

they knew that expression

it was very familiar when you tended to friend zone chuuya

but boy let me tell you what you said next made them facepalm and or make their jaws drop

“ah, so you really are friend zoning me huh chuuya-san; what a shame, i really did like you”

LEMME TELL YOU WHEN I SAY THAT CHUUYA WAS DISTRESSED I MEAN HE WAS DISTRESSED

you liked him??

him of all people??

he wasn’t complaining, no of course not, but he still couldn’t believe it

but that wasn’t what he was really focusing on right now

what in any form or language did it say he was friend zoning you?!

flower language apparently

chuuya chose to buy the bouquet of yellow roses, pink carnations, and yellow carnations bc he thought you would appreciate the brighter colors, and so that you’d remember them better (because remembering them, meant remembering him)

but ooh boy

altogether, they meant the exact opposite message he wanted to send

someone help him pls

“you see chuuya-san, yellow roses mean friendship, pink carnations mean gratitude, and yellow carnations mean rejection; sooo in a nutshell, these pretty much say ‘thank you for being my friend, but im rejecting you”

no one can tell if tachihara is crying or wheezing

and dazai is having the time of his life

yes, he started listening in on him again

and chuuya is just stunned

like speechless and unmoving stunned

is he just bad at this whole courting/dating thing?? it’s only been one day and of it and somehow he was the one doing the rejecting??

“thank you for the flowers chuuya-san, i’ll be going now; i’ll make sure to let this affect our friendship. i’ll see you tomorrow!”

you passed by the not so subtle group of people

“tachihara-kun..?? are you alright?”

just for context, he was leaning his forehead against the wall using his forearm

again, it was hard to tell whether he was crying or wheezing

“i-im okay (y/n)-san...i think c-chuuya-san has it worse than me”

“...okay..?”

BACK TO CHUUYA

he’s still frozen poor baby

but it’s okay bc after like 5 more seconds he’s chasing you down the hallway you were walking in

kouyou, with a knowing smile on her face, ushers everyone away towards the opposite direction

she received some whines (ahem, tachihara and mori) but silenced them by summoning golden demon

but it’s okay

if they run fast enough, they can see what happens through the security cameras

chuuya caught up with you and tried to explain everything but he was exhausted

emotionally, physically (bc since when did you walk that fast??), and generally just tired with the whole situation

he just wanted to call you his; was that too much to ask??

as explosive as he can be, he can be calm and collected too

and he really did try to be that way as he talked with you but it was very difficult at the moment

the dumbfounded and confused look on your face his face twitch with annoyance and his heart started beating faster bc god you were cute

BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT RIGHT NOW

thank goodness after what seemed like years, you finally somewhat understood what happened

you didn’t understand completely but it was something

The two of you stood in the middle of the unusually empty hallway facing each other, you with the bouquet still in hand. It was quiet as you and Chuuya assessed the situation.

You looked at him skeptically and he stared right back you with his gorgeous blue eyes.

“...So you do like me Chuuya-san??”

“Yes”

“And you were trying to court me just now, not friend zone me??”

“Yes”

You got most of your questions out of the way, but there was something that you’ve been wondering about for quite a while.

“...So you’re not gay for Dazai-san??”

“Yes, im not wait—GAY FOR DAZAI?? THAT MACKEREL??”

Chuuya did a double take. What in heavens name made it seem like he liked that suicidal maniac?? Why would he choose him if he had you?

Like he would choose him anyways; or ever consider him as a possible romantic partner.

“Oh, so you are?”

“NO! I SAID I LIKED YOU DIDN’T I?”

“Well yeah, but I thought you liked Dazai-san too. As annoying as he is, he can be quite charming—”

He was out of patience at this point (nope definitely not because you were talking about Dazai who told you that?) and just decided to kiss you.

You immediately melted into the kiss and kissed him back with the same amount of love and feeling.

Letting the bouquet fall to the ground, you wrapped you arms around his neck and his put his on your lower back and brought you closer to him. After a few more moments, the two of you broke apart for air.

The two of you, slightly out of breath, leaned your foreheads against each other and just basked in each others presence.

Chuuya looked into your (e/c) eyes and asked you just a little bit above a whisper, “Now do you get my intentions and feeling?”

You blinked at him before breaking out into a grin, “Hmm I’m not sure; do you wanna do that again Chuuya?”

The red head only blinked back at you before rolling his eyes, a smile present on his handsome features, his heart fluttering at you using his name with the honorific.

“Dumbass”

Smiling cheekily at him, you pressed a kiss on his cheek and started dragging him towards the lobby to take a walk around the building perimeter, knowing that the two of you can’t be too far from work.

The way down to the lobby was mostly in comfortable silence until you said something that made Chuuya want to bash his head against the wall.

“You know, you could’ve just told me you liked me Chuuya. It’s not like I would’ve said no.”

Once again, as the rest of the more power mafia members watch from security cameras, it is hard to tell whether Tachihara is crying or wheezing of laughter.

omake !!

The two of you just started making your way around the building when suddenly a very familiar voice came from Chuuya’s prized hat.

“Chuuyaaaa!! It was about time you stopped being a chicken, Chibi!”

Removing his hat from his head, he started yelling at it not knowing exactly where the listening device was planted.

“TEME! HOW DID YOU—”

“And (y/n)! I would congratulate you, but I think I would rather offer you my condolences. Why him?! He’s just a slimy slug. OOH OOH how would you like to join me in a double suicide?! A shame it won’t be a lover’s suicide but it’ll annoy Chuuya so I think it’ll be worth it! ”

“YOU—”

“And please don’t kiss while I’m listening in. You made me lose my appetite! And it was such a shame! I was eating crab using Kunikida-kun’s money! Do you know what you’ve cost me?!”

“DAZAI YOU PIECE OF—”

“Ah! Kunikida-kun is here! I have to go!”

You can hear something is the background that vaguely sounds like, “DAZAI YOU WASTE OF BANDAGES STOP USING MY MONEY”

“DAZAI DON’T YOU DARE LEAVE IM NOT DONE WITH—”

*Click!*

The click sound from the hat revealed that Dazai disconnected.

Chuuya twitched and glared furiously at his signature hat hating that the voice he hated the most came out of it.

“Aww, I didn’t get to talk to Dazai-san”

Chuuya whipped his head towards you, a look of mock (or real) betrayal showing on his features.

You laughed at him before taking the hat out of his hands and placing it on his head.

He shyly looked away before muttering a thanks making you smile wider. Just as the two of you were about to start walking, a small explosion erupted from his hat; it was likely that Dazai made the listening device self destruct.

“DAZAI YOU BASTARDD”

At the Armed Detective Agency, a certain suicidal maniac hid from the wrath of his current partner as he thought about the wrath his old one.

“Hmmm I wonder if Chuuya would finally stop wearing his ugly hats if I blow all of them up...”

as always, reblogs and shares are appreciated! i hope you all stay safe! and just in case nobody told you they loved you today, i love you! you are enough! <3

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shurara corps ark fix-it concept babeyy!!

under a read more bc this shits long LOL

also this is kinda rambly but whatever

when it comes to shuraras motivations here, maybe he could have been another childhood friend of keroros. idk how they could have been introduced, maybe through pururu or just by meeting in school, but ig that part doesnt rlly matter. what DOES matter though is that shurara decided to tag along with keroro, giroro, zeroro, and pururu on one of their misadventures and he gets hurt during it. BADLY. pururu patches him up, and zeroro apologizes like crazy (since he knows how much this sucks), but shurara is left with a strong dislike of keroro and friends. except for pururu, who he still likes (but im not keeping the crush bc it serves no purpose here) and zeroro who he kinda forgives a little bit but just because he apologized so much. maybe this could have resulted in some major physical injury that affected how he lived for a while, or maybe it spawned a phobia, but either way it left an impact.

putata and mekeke are sent in first with the goal of beating up the platoon a little bit and taking the star because they are the most skilled team. shurara doesnt want the star because of some stupid bandaid, but he wants to take it in order to both deeply hurt keroros pride and also to potentially have his platoon no longer be officially recognized, taking away something that means a lot to keroro. they actually succeed in taking the keron star kinda. when they get back to base, they realize that the star is fake, its just a piece of fabric or paper with tape on it (like what happened in the original arcs ending). this way the shurara corps will be established as an actual threat and also the ending will have actual stakes.

gyororo sends word back to base that the keron star putata and mekeke got was fake, so giruru is sent in to ACTUALLY get the real star, as well as punish the platoon for embarrassing the corps like that. this one plays out kinda like the actual episode (bc im too lazy to think of anything else), but all that matters is that he still ends up captured.

after this, the platoon is like ok this might actually be serious so they go on high alert. one day dororo notices gyororo (who was sent in a little before putata and mekeke to scout the place out and gather info) bc hes the only competent member of the platoon and confronts him, outing his presence to everyone. gyororo fights back but he is also captured in the end.

after the platoon has captured giruru and gyororo , shurara plans to capture and torture a member of the platoon as revenge. before he can do this though, dokuku and nuii decide to rescue giruru and gyororo in secret. nuii serves as a distraction to everyone while dokuku goes to rescue the fellaz. theres some minor conflict but in the end the four of them escape. after that happens, shurara is furious about his subordinates disobeying him and doing things behind his back, but he keeps his goal the same.

im gonna change yukikis powers bc they kinda suck and hes confusing. anyways yukiki isnt actually a snowman, but hes the hat! kinda like in mario odyssey, you put the hat on anyone or anything, and it will immediately be controlled by yukiki. he was an experiment done to try to make a sentient object, and he got his name because he was first tested on a snowman (which also makes it the form hes most comfortable taking). anyways, shurara sends in yukiki to capture someone by taking control of them, but hes defeated somehow and returns empty-handed.

im also gonna change robobos powers a bit. with robobo i dont think that he should have the ability to turn people into electronics because thats dumb and doesnt make any sense, so im gonna give him the ability to just control other machines. he also doesnt have a giant form, and can switch his hands between their magnet form and their drill form. anyways, at this point shurara is furious and decides that he doesnt care about capture anymore, he wants the platoon dead. he decides to send robobo for the job because robots dont have the same margin of error that living things do, or at least theyre supposed to. turns out, they totally do bc robobo also comes back with a failure.

after this, shurara somehow lures the platoon to his base (just like in the anime) but this time everyone is waiting for them there in a big empty room together. shuraras disembodied voice gets a monologue like in the anime and the roof opens, lighting the room up because its a bright spring day. kagege then appears and takes control of the platoons shadows like in the anime! all of the shadows are used to fight the platoon, as well as the corps themselves fighting. its an epic fight, but just when it seems like the platoon is all gonna die, the corps suddenly decide to stop fighting. they all tell the platoon about how shurara has been acting worryingly erratic and obsessive, so they agree to spare the platoons life as long as they confront shurara. the platoon obviously agrees, and theyre taken to a holding area so that shurara thinks that theyve won. they give them this offer because theyre not personally invested in killing these nerds, they dont really care. they ARE worried about shurara though, seeing how obsessed with this hes become.

anyways kagege reports to shurara (in my headcanon hes like shuraras right hand man or something like that) and is like "we beat the platoon, but we didnt kill them. theyre our prisoners right now and were gonna torture them before we let you do the honors" and then shuraras like "poggers!!! thats a great idea!!" and then proceeds to drink his choccy milk and play minedcraft. meanwhile, some of the others are actually patching the platoon up and telling them what to do with shurara. they tell the platoon to try to hurt him as little as possible, and DEFINITELY dont fucking kill him, but just try to knock some sense into him and restrain him or something.

the platoon asks why shurara hates them so much and whoevers patching them up doesnt know, but kagege comes down soon after and tells them shuraras motivations. after this, some understanding can be felt by giroro and dororo (bc they were there, even tho dororo is the only one who remembers shirara like at all) and keroro feels kinda guilty but not too much bc head empty. later, the corps has a big celebration feast and shurara declares that hell painfully kill the platoon bright and early tomorrow. in all the commotion, nuii convinces gyororo to sneak down into the platoons holding cells to bring them some leftover food.

the next day, the platoon is brought to the same room that they fought the corps in, and theyre tied up. shurara is talkin abt how hes gonna kill them all super painfully and stuff but little does he know that the ropes holding the platoon are actually not secure at all (on purpose), so the platoon all escapes their bindings and a fight with shurara ensues. when the platoon is in a tight spot, one of the corps will show up real quick and help them out, kinda like a support in a fighting game. eventually, shurara is tied up and defeated technically.

shurara is whining and stuff and calling the corps a bunch of traitors, but the corps talk to him about how worried they all are about him and that this whole thing has gone too far (you rlly think these goobers are worth all this effort??). shurara says something about how keroro hurt him before, so he wants to hurt him and his platoon back. the corps are like ya i get that but killing them is wayy overkill no pun intended. keroro apologizes and maybe dororo can say something about how keroro also hurt him in the past but hes been able to move past that or whatever and shurara is like bro ur right and he starts crying like da babey he is lmao and there u have it!!! the arcs over and everyone is ok and happy!!! found family trope pog!!!!!!

#keroro gunso #sgt frog #shurara corps #i wont tag anyone lol #if anyone wants to like elaborate on or expand anything here go ham!!#also send it to me bc i wanna read that shit lksdfjlsd #im just sending this out into the ether but if u base somethign off of this idea id like to be credited #as if anyones gonna wanna do that psjdfksdjflk #anyways i hope this is good!! its way better than what we actually got imo but i might be biased

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mlmdarkfiction · 2 years

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🔫 I'm okay!! One of my grandfathers passed away which sucks v much but im just not thinking abt it which isn't healthy but like. whatever. I watched hill house and part of boy manor and I,,,am a whore, for Oliver Jackson Cohen. He is a mess in one and probably evil in the other and both versions....flavor. I am also very bad at school! Whoo procrastinating!!!! Also I tried 2 send something like 5 times and it just would not go through so thank u tumblr <3

I'm sorry for your loss

I've still not gotten around to watching either although I've heard very good things about both. Honestly I feel bad I've not been watching a lot of new things recently tbh? I did finally watch Saint Maude a couple days ago and that was really good! Tumblr is homophobic bc I absolutely did not get any other messages from you :(

I'm gunna take an at home covid test tomorrow when mine comes in, because I have been getting worse. I dont wanna go to a doctor only because someone would have to be in a car with me and regardless of if its covid or not I dont want someone to be trapped in close quarters with me. I don't wanna get anyone else sick.

I still haven't seen it yet sady :( My friend had to reschedule. I've only heard bad things about it tbh.

Although in my personal opinion when it comes to the TCM movies only the original and two are any good, and I think the new one is supposed to be a direct sequel to the original so if you're worried about timeline then that's technically the only one you'll have need to seen? But even watching the bad TCM movies can be worth it at least for the knowledge of how fucked the TCM timeline is.

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ubemango · 3 years

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I’ve suddenly become interested in the non canon ending and I hate imagining that joon falls out of love bc he’s falling for someone else :( this is going to be self jabs at my heart but I can painfully imagine the girl to be the kind of girl joon told oc to not worry about. Tall, slim, catches everyone’s attention when she walk into the room, the exact opposite of oc. I’d also like to think that he tried resisting at first, reminding himself that he has oc waiting for him at home but he can’t help but admire the features of the girl next to him observing the painting in the museum he was going to go with oc, but he was too impatient and went by himself. So, in a way, he could’ve avoided this. He can avoid it now, he knows that, but he decided to let himself have a moment of enjoyment. A moment that lasts too long because the girl noticed him and is now flirting with him and wow. He’s never had someone talk to him like this before and he l i k e s it. A part of him is yelling out to stop, don’t let her move on with this, and to just excuse himself and go cuddle with oc. (This is my least favorite bit) But then again, recently he’s been thinking about how things with oc have become so... routine. She comes home to him after classes, they cuddle, have sex, and the cycle repeats. Of course they’d have dates and small evenings reserved to themselves, but with how busy both of them have been there’s almost never time for that. So joon let’s himself enjoy the conversation with the girl. A moment too long because now he’s in a bar with her, and she’s giving him bedroom eyes and he lets his dick do all the thinking and sleeps with her in a motel, casually sending oc a text that he got stuck working overtime. His heart breaks and he feels disgusted to have someone else’s arms wrapped around him when he gets an “okay!! I love you 🥰” response. He knows he shouldn’t do this. He knows it’s wrong. But he keeps going. It continues for a whole month, and he’s noticed that the girl is falling for him, and he can’t help but fall for her. Whenever he’s with oc, he starts moving away from the bubble of trust and love the two have built, seeing less and less adoration and love whenever he saw her. He knows she’s noticing (as well as jimin), but he decides to not say anything and keep the ruse going as long as possible. He doesn’t have the heart to break up with oc. Tell her that he cheated on her, brought another girl to his bed only for her to come by a couple of hours later and touch him only for him to say he’s “too tired from work”. One day he fucks up. It’s after his third or fourth date with the girl after both having declared their feelings for one another that jimin and hoseok catch him eating with her. He hopes and prays they don’t see him (they obviously do) and continues with the rest of the date as planned: going to his apartment and fuck her like he always does. What he doesn’t know is that jimin and hoseok silently followed him only to have their worst fears confirmed, and had to hear the heart wrenching noises of joon sleeping with someone else. At this point they’ve already yanked oc out of her classes and treated her like a porcelain doll, for they knew she was going to shatter. They waited outside while she went in the apartment and heard the noises only her worst nightmares featured, yet whenever she told joon about them, he told her to not worry, for he was hers and she was his. For the first time she found herself enraged with him, that she yanked her (his) jacket off and stomped to the room. She decided to test him.

blushingatyou said: Continuation because.... yes I hate it here (I think I changed the perspective to third person but we won’t talk abt that 😭)

tw infidelity

“Joon! Could you pause what you’re watching? I need your help with some groceries I bought...”

She was pleased by the hurried noises of clothes being put on, harsh whispers. She learnt that the girl was painfully unaware of her situation, being a homewrecker. Still, Namjoon’s head popped out of the room, hair ruffled just like when oc ran her hands through it whenever they fucked. Just like that bitch did.

“Well, aren’t you going to come out? I never mind an extra set of hands so call out that bitch you’re sleeping with to come out too!”

For the first time in that month, she left joon an embarrassing, stammering, mess. He fucked up. He knew it and there was no turning back. Still, he tried to horribly save himself.

“I-I can exp-p-plain pups, ple-“

“DONT YOU DARE CALL ME THAT AGAIN.” Oc screamed out. She finally felt hot tears streaming down her face. She finally realized what his rushed texts and cold interactions with her meant. He had fallen out of love with her and was a selfish asshole and decided to keep her to himself while he got his dick wet with another girl. And she was not going to let herself be strung in anymore.

“You are a selfish piece of shit. The most decent thing you could’ve done is at least tell me you weren’t in love with me. I gave you my heart and my trust and you shattered it in what? A month? A month and a half?”

He opened his mouth as if he was going to say something, when the girl’s head popped out by the door. Almost the same height as Namjoon, of course, oc thought.

“You think i care for any explanation now? There is NO EXPLAINING. You cheated on me, betrayed me, and that is the only explanation you have to give. And you,”

The girl looked like a deer caught in the middle of a road, vulnerable. She also had tears streaming down her face, but you only felt disgust towards her.

“You bitch. Get the FUCK out of here.”

She ran out of the apartment like there was no tomorrow. Joon looked at her with such heartbroken adoration that oc’s heart ached knowing that he once used to look at her like that too. Still, she was going to put up a brave face because the man in front of her is now pure, adulterating scum.

“You had no idea how much I loved you. I entrusted in you so many things... I was so stupid for thinking you were the one. Still, that doesn’t matter now. I’m going to pick up my things in a couple of days. Hoseok will tell you if I’m coming by so I don’t have to see that bitch’s face.”

Namjoon was fully sobbing like a child now. Oc had never seen him like this, but now it didn’t matter. He could claw at the ground and spill tears all over her shoes, yet he’d only get kicked to the curb, like now. Namjoon finally realized the weight of his actions and the beautiful thing he lost.

“_____ ... I’m sorry.”

“I won’t take any apologies from you, so you can shut up. All I want to know is why?”

Namjoon took a deep breath, trying to silence the cries that will come from being asked that question. It was carnal desire that turned into mutual love. He knew that was all he had to say but he felt so stupid and worthless after letting it sink in. But he said it. Seeing you trying to hide all the hurt and sadness behind the strong persona you were putting on made him want to scoop you up in his arms and comfort you, just like he used to do. But that was no more.

“You’re a goddamn moron. I can’t believe you...” more tears spilled out, and joon tried reaching out, only for you to shove him. Not expecting such a move from you, Namjoon tripped over his feet and fell to the ground. Having you look over your shoulder towards him in such an intimidating, degrading way made him want to shrivel in a way he knew he deserved.

“I don’t need to know anything else. Goodbye, namjoon. We’re over.”

Oc turned around, and opened the door where jimin and hoseok greeted her with open arms and heartwarming smiles. They took her down to her apartment where she cried her eyes out and they were comforting her. She knew she was going to be in pain, but the last thing she was going to be is a girl getting cheated on.

While she laid in bed, jimin and hoseok took away everything of joon’s, that resembled him, all the gifts he gave her, the notes he wrote for her (they burned them just to make themselves feel like badasses). In a few hours, Namjoon’s presence was gone from that apartment. Oc knew that in a couple of days she had to do it in his apartment too. She wasn’t going to let himself see how much she was hurting inside, she wasn’t going to let herself dwell on those feelings. She knows her worth, and it’s much more than what Namjoon did to her. She was going to move on and become the best version of himself. Not to make Namjoon see what he’s missing, but for herself to see how much more she’s grown without him.

[REST.]

#YALL..... RIP NAMJOON #f: pups series #blushingatyou

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#looking at the notes ppl in the lab let me on my birthday card. it seems ppl think i should chill the fuck out lmao #a lot were like RELAX!!! and ya kno objectively theyre right but i refuse to listen bc theres something wrong in my head #sigh. i survived the day at least. the timed measurements r done on this experiment. thank christ. and my birthday gathering as so #i dont kno. it was kinda funny and kinda sad i guess. bc i knew it was gonna happen and i didnt want it to but i was like fine. ill meet #at 4. and i expected it to b in the conference room but they set up outside the lab around the corner. so they did kinda surprise me #location wise i guess. i cant imagine what expression i was making. it felt like a pained smile but idk. i had to go back to take #measurements every 4min so i was standing there with a plate full of ice creame cake. kinda away from everyone while they talked. staring #at my phone timer as it ticked down and abruptly leaving when i had to log a measurement. i was basically a non entity while there. which #was kinda idea bc i have too much hurt inside to talk to ppl right now. as evidence by my phone call with my parents when i got home. im #just kinda a bummer to exist around rn. idk maybe i should apologize to my boss bc i kno im not an easy person to do things for #and i really do appreciate the effort. its just hard when i kno how much stress its going to cause me for someone to attempt to do #something they think will b nice. so idk i just feel bad. but its over. and idk what ill do tomorrow. i should do stuff for when i move #like my dad was like: u should prioritize ur future stuff. and hes objectively right. they think i should get a studio apartment which #would b expensive as fuck but i will destroy myself if i have roommates. idk. theres lots still to do bc i have to get a ton of data #processed by the end of the week bc i have 8 days of measurement on another project that needs to get done by may 14th when i leave for #vacation. which my mom was like did u buy ur tickets for next month and i was like. hm how do i ask where im supposed to buy tickets to #without giving away that i dont kno what ur talking abt? bc apparently im going to a wedding? wtf do i wear to a wedding?#idk. i guess im just kinda sad bc this month has been really hard. i made it hard for no reason bc theres something wrong in my head and #that hurt has nowhere to go bc i cant even give anyone an honest account of how awful it was bc its like what r they gonna do abt it?#anything i say is just worrying bc i cant seem to stop myself who whats the point in talking abt it. but idk humans r social creatures so #when im in pain at least part of me wants someone to brush my hair and acknowledge my pain and tell me itll b ok #but idk. the idea of that happening is different from the reality where i seem to opperate at a different frequency to other people. we #just dont seem to properly connect. idk. idk what ill do tomorrow. im afraid to loosen my grip on my schedule bc i might fall to piece #pieces without the pressure. well see. lets home my 26th year is better than my 25th was. bc last year sucked #hope* lets hope that was my low point. bc that was not a fun time and im worry to take account of thr damage done #unrelated

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starfleetakaashi · 4 years

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Heyy! I just found your blog and I AM IN LOVEEE 💞 So um,, I’ve got a competition coming up and I was wondering if you can whip up some hcs for Ushijima, Bokuto, Goshiki, and Iwa-chan comforting their s/o before their game? Thank you so so much! Have a good one😘

ANON IM GONNA CRY??? YOU LIKE MY BLOG??? 🥺🥺🥺🥺💞💞💞💞💞🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰 GOOD LUCK ON UR COMPETITION U ARE GONNA DO GREAT AND KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! also this is my first time writing for goshiki (someone idk that much) so i hope i didnt do him dirty🥺🥺 hope u enjoy this!❤️

putting a read more bc i got a lil excited 😀

ushijima, bokuto, goshiki, and iwa comforting their s/o before their game:

— 𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐣𝐢𝗺𝐚;

this man isnt rlly good with expressing himself so the way he comforts u is kinda odd to ppl on the outside but since u know him u know hes doing his best

since he knows what it feels like to be nervous before a match (despite not showing it) he relates to u very well!!!

the night before ur match the two of u are getting ready for bed and he notices that ur a lil silent and more kept to urself

“are u ok honey?”🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

after a heart attack u respond with “im just nervous for tmr” and hes instantly ON YOU RAWR

not in a dirty way unless..?😛 but he will wrap his arms around u and encage u in silence while u inhale his sexy scent....

“im here if you’d like to rant.” welllll he offered so its time to run ya mouth!!!

u start telling him abt ur worries and hes sitting there with his chin resting on top of ur head and listening intently

honestly could u even find a better man than him bc i strongly believe the answer is a FAT NO

then on the next day when u see him on the stands with a smile on his face, ur worries are gone bc ur number one supporter is here and nothing else matters

— 𝐛𝗼𝐤𝐮𝐭𝗼;

RARARARRARA THIS MAN IS SO HYPED FOR UR MATCH!!!!!!!!

he doesnt rlly get nervous before a match tbh if anything hes so excited to be playing against good people so he cant rlly relate BUT HE TRIES!!!!!!

u two are eating and hes happily stuffing his face with ur good ass cooking but ur like im bored let me eat myself away with thoughts,,,,

he notices ur silence when he looks up and asks if he can have ur plate but u dont answer bc ur looking at ur fingers

“babe????? can i have ur plate??????”

he cant get enough of ur cooking sorry

“um... ya!!” so u give him the plate and he blows u a kiss before stuffing his face again only to notice that YOU WERENT EATING??????? THIS CANT BE YOU HAVE TO EAT U HAVE A MATCH TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!

“WAIT BABE HERE!!!!! EAT!!!!!” he panicks and shoves ur plate back to u and ur just like 😃

“not hungry baby, im thinking abt tmr” u said and he finally calms down, taking ur hand in his and gripping it tight

its to let u know that hes there always

“u will do amazing, baby!!!!” “after all ur the best!!! since ur with me, aka the best, that means ur the best too!!!”

god he is just so precious u tackled his cute ass on the floor and started kissing him like a hungry hyena

the next day he is in the stands with a huge ass poster with the fukurodani vbc yelling out ur name and cheering for u GOD HE IS SO PERFECT I AM GOING TO SCREA

— 𝐠𝗼𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐤𝐢;

baby is just sooooo🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

he knows ur good at what u do so he shows off whenever he can

he invites people to ur matches talking bout “my s/o is a beast out there u should come watch btw did i mention theyre my s/o :3” shut him up with a kiss pls.

anyways!!!! its the morning of ur match and ur getting ready and hes sitting on the bed just watching u bc damn he could watch u all day

but he notices a frown on ur face??? THAT IS NOT OKAY FROWNS ARE NOT ALLOWED.

so he gets off the bed and wraps his arms around u and ur already swooning like damn bitch CHILL

“ur nervous arent u?” HOW DID HE KNOW?????????

u turn to him as he grins at u “i just know babe,” and ur like ok is it simp hours😀😀????

he caught u red handed

“its ok to be nervous baby, but you’ll do amazing like you always do. even ushijima-senpai agrees!!!” hes so fucking cute he mentions his idol and ur just like damn how can i be nervous now when he’s just so cute

anywayyyy lets say ur like 5 min late to warmups bc u and him were too busy making out 👁👄👁

— 𝐢𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐳𝐮𝗺𝐢;

this man is a PRO when it comes to being nervous before matches since he’s from a powerhouse school its obvious that he has so much pressure on him to do great

aaanddd bc hes always against powerhouse schools as well so he cant help but be a tiny bit nervous even if he tells oikawa to fuck off and claim that hes not

anyway ur team had a before match practice the night before and u decided to stay a little after bc u wanted to get ur mind off things and also heighten ur skills even if it did so just a teeny bit

iwa comes to pick u up and runs into a few of ur teammates and theyre like “oh [name] is at the gym” and hes like thanks before heading to where u r

he keeps himself hidden for like a min or two bc he wanted to keep watching u while u were concentrated bc u were just hot as fuck when u were focused

but thennnnnn he notices that ur kinda overdoing it so he steps in and is like “hi baby”

immediately recognizing his voice ur like baby!!!! i missed u!!!!

u run to him all sweaty but he doesnt care bc u do it all the time when he comes home from his own practices all sweaty and stinky and bc he missed u hella

he wont flat out acknowledge ur nervousness bc he doesnt want to use the wrong words and get u even more nervous so he chose to do the little things and that made u appreciate and fall in love with him even more as if that was even possible but here we are

he massages ur shoulders and gives u a peck on the cheek and lips and even helps u practice bc hes just perfect like that

u almost started crying but u were like let me not give him a heart attack at 9 pm....

anyways the two of u head home holding hands like a cute ass couple and he occasionally squeezes ur hand🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

he kisses u passionately, waving u goodbye when u walked inside ur home, the nervousness for tmr’s match all gone bc of him

and when tomorrow came, the only thing u were worried about was HOW THE HELL WERE U GONNA FOCUS WHEN OIKAWA’S LOUD ASS KEPT SCREAMING FOR UR NAME......

good thing iwa being the best boyfriend that he is smacked oikawa on the back of the head a few times for the sake of ur match and for the sake of his poor insanity

#requested #ushijima x reader #ushijima headcanons #bokuto x reader #bokuto headcannons #goshiki x reader #goshiki headcanons #iwaizumi x reader #iwaizumi headcanons

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edsbev · 5 years

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when bev joins the losers, she hangs around bill and ben the most. mike is always nice to talk to, cheery and amicable, everything is kind of easy with him. stan is a little weird but he’s sweet and she likes hearing him talk passionately abt his birds. richie seems like the last person she would ever want to talk to, at first. but she works out pretty quickly that everything that comes out his mouth is just air. that you only have to peel back a layer or two to find the boy who shares his cigarettes with her, cracks a joke in her direction to cheer her up because he can sense when she’s sad.

but she doesnt talk to eddie. its not that she doesnt want to, its just that eddie is always kind of attached to richie’s side, shrieking laughing at all of richie’s bad voices. or hovering around bill like an animated little fly. one time, she had found herself the target of one of eddie’s rants. they’d been in the clubhouse and he’d started to rant about how they needed to sand the wooden support beams because they could all get splinters if they didnt. and he was so caught up in it that he didn’t realise she was only one looking at him, listening to him, until he was finished. and once he realised, he had gone red, and turned away.

so bev thinks that eddie doesnt want to talk to her. which kind of sucks, a lot. and she doesnt even know why it sucks so much. because he’s just like...a tiny little rude boy (and she laughs at herself when she thinks that but she doesnt know how else to describe him) just this tiny stressed kid with a surprisingly foul mouth. who likes playing loogie with richie and berating them all for not wearing sunscreen. but sometimes she thinks he’s like her. in what way, though, she doesnt know. its just, sometimes, when he thinks no one’s looking, she’ll see his face change. watch as it falls. he’ll look tired. he’ll look sad. and then one day he tells them all about his mother, his chest heaving, his expression all twisted up, and it all makes sense. and suddenly she’s never wanted to know someone so badly in her life.

do you wanna hang out tomorrow? she finally musters up the courage to ask one day. just you and me? eddie has his face tilted up to at her, he’s so little, and there’s something so surprised about his expression that he almost looks scared. “oh, yeah, sure,” he says, words all stuttery and unsure. he nods with a little more confidence, “okay.” bev smiles at him. and that night she climbs up onto richie’s roof with richie and asks him, basically, what the hell she should talk to eddie about. because she wants eddie to like her, and one thing she knows about eddie is that he very much likes richie. so sue her. richie just laughs and tells her that eddie likes dirty jokes. and so she and richie brainstorm a bunch of jokes she can tell eddie tomorrow. even though bev knows that the dirty jokes that richie tells eddie have a 50/50 chance of being met with a beep beep, or laughter.

and the next day she meets up with eddie at the aladdin. and she greets him almost immediately with a dirty joke, to break the ice, because he had looked nervous, shuffling feet, fidgety hands. and he laughs. not quite the shrieking laughter that only ever seems to come out around richie. but its genuine laughter nonetheless. and his smile stays on his face long after it. and bev thinks she has it figured out. she just has to be a little crude, maybe rant about some sort of health and safety codes, and eddie will like her. and they can open up to each other. but then, when she asks what he wants to do, eddie suggests that they go for a walk through the dog park, just a few streets away, because he likes petting the dogs. but then eddie offers to buy her ice cream for her when she comes up a few cents short (“dont worry about it,” he’d said, licking at his own ice cream, placing his change into her hand with his sticky fingers. “i have a lot of change. i stole it from ma.”) but then eddie points out a funny looking car on the street and excitedly tells her that he’s always wanted a car like that, talks to her passionately about cars in general until he realises what he’s doing and cuts himself off, looking bashful, until she nudges him to continue. and he smiles at her brightly and he does.

but then eddie is this sweet, gentle kid, amongst being his usual Little Stressed Rude Boy self and she realises that she just really fucking likes him. its not just that their lives are so similar, two shades of the same colour. even though that definitely leaves a sort of sense of mutual understanding between them. she just likes being around him. unfortunately, it seems like it takes eddie a little longer to warm up to her to the same extent she’s warmed up to him. he tells her later, once theyre really close, that he had actually been a little intimidated by her. (”i thought you were so cool,” he says. “you don’t think i’m cool now?” bev asks. eddie grins. “nah. i think youre a nerd.” and bev laughs, because thats fair enough, but also a little bit rich coming from the kid wearing a calculator watch).

but they do become close. bev opens up to eddie about her dad one night, when its just the two of them in clubhouse. everyone else has gone home. he’s sitting in the hammock. and he looks at her with that same expression, when she starts talking. the one where he’s so surprised he looks scared. but then his expression softens. and he looks sympathetic. he looks sad. he looks angry. and when she’s done, the first thing eddie says is “i hate your dad” with a little sad smile. “he sucks.” and it makes her laugh a little. he’s the first person shes ever told all of this to, but she thinks she already prefers that reply to every other reply she’s going to get. she says, in reply, “i hate your mom. she sucks.” and eddie’s face scrunches up for a second, like he’s going to defend her. but he ends up laughing too. and then theyre both laughing. like their lives are the world’s best joke. “our parents suck,” eddie says, his laughter still all over his face. and the way he says that - “our parents” - has bev imagining, for a moment, that they share the same parents. that theyre a pair of lost siblings who have found each other. who are going through the same thing. it feels that way. “they do,” she says. “wanna get new parents?” and eddie smiles and says “how about no parents? then we dont have to have a bedtime.” bev replies, “i like your thinking.” and eddies smile stretches even wider, like he’s glad she likes his idea, before he says, eyes lighting up as he’s hit with a thought, “hey, can you teach me that around the world yo-yo trick you were doing before?” which is the first time hes ever initiated that they do something together. like he figures they’re bonded now. and then eddie’s one of her best friends in the whole world.

(“you ever just want to love and protect eddie with your whole life?” bev asks richie later that night, while theyre smoking up on his roof again. richie lays back, his voice half muffled by his cigarette. “yeah,” he says, without missing a beat. bev feels all giddy and excited. she had spent an hour with eddie in the clubhouse, teaching him yo-yo tricks. and when he had to leave, he’d asked if she wanted to ride home with him. “i feel like we were family in another life,” bev continues to richie. and richie snorts. “what, like he was your husband or something?” he asks, and that thought almost makes bev recoil “no. like we were related,” she says. like she was his sister or his mother or his aunt or his cousin. richie blows out smoke through his lips. “oh,” he says, “guess our similarities end there.” and bev laughs. she’d figured).

#edbev #w minor bevchie and reddie #i rlly just meant this to be a short headcanon but once i started i couldnt shut up #i just love them so much #i honestly shouldve written this as a oneshot and made it prettier but oh well #long post #mine #will force my sibling edbev agenda everywhere i go #my writing

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Okay so I know it’s smutty Saturday; but this just came to mind. If it doesn’t work that’s fine; I was thinking what about head cannons where Tony is having nightmares about losing you? But he isn’t saying anything about them and ends up smothering you before he finally confesses?

Girl smutty saturday can also be soft saturday

Tony was always clingy. Not in a bad codependent way, but it was expected. Hes a superhero, and seemingly half of well known villains had some sort of motive against him

It was mostly too much gift giving or many check ups. Away on missions, hed send you something every day

"So I know youre thinking about me."

"Tony, I always think about you."

Seven months into dating Tony, something strange happened.

You woke up to breakfast. It wasnt unusual for Tony to maybe wake up earlier than you and cook breakfast, but what was unusual was that he should be on the helicopter to New York.

"Tony?"

"Morning!" He flipped a pancake and nodded. "Breakfast is covered. Don't worry about a thing, dear." He kissed your cheek.

"Oh, ok." You sat down and stared at the copious amount of breakfast foods laid put for you. "Shouldnt you be on a helicopter?"

"Cancelled. So, thought I might as well give you something to wake up to." He put the last, kinda burnt, pancake on a plate and kissed your head.

"Oh." You nodded. This was new. "Thank you, honey." Something was off, but there have off things abt tony before. He diesnt like to be handed things. He was a messy and somehow organized workspace. Maybe cooking when something is cancelled is one of things.

Throughout the day, Tony didn't let you lift a finger. While at work, a lunch from your favorite restaurant was delivered to you. You got texts asking if you were ok and if you needed anything at least once an hour.

Again, something was definitely off, but maybe it wasnt that badm tony didnt talk to you about anything off, so maybe he was handling it himself

But this continued for the next few days. And a week has passed with home-cooked breakfasts and hourly check ups when Iron Man himself knocked in the window by your desk.

"Tony!"

The mask came off and he smiled. "Your phone," he said.

You checked and lo and behold, you missed the hourly check up text and dozens more after that.

That was when it didnt matter if Tony didnt bring it up with you. You had to approach this.

Iron man flew you home, and when Tony was out of the suit, you asked, "What's going on?"

"Hm? The suit? Got it all tricked out. Stayed up last night-"

"No, not that." You stepped closer to him. "Youre acting strange."

He made a face. "You just found that out now. How long have we been together again?"

"Enough for me to know that something is up." You smiled and reached up to cradle his face in your hands. "Hey, you can tell me anything. You know that right?" Giving him more options, you added, "And if you dont wanna talk to someone else, Rhodey, Bruce, thats ok too, but something is wrong and-"

"Nightmares," he blurted out.

"Nightmares." You gulped. "Ok." You rubbed his arms. "You wanna talk about or" -you pursed your lips- "what about can I do anything?"

He ducked his head, avoiding your gaze. "I, uh..." he startled to mumble and pulled away from your grasp. He sat down by one of his benches and leaned against his thighs. "My nightmares are about you." He finally looked up at you, and you could see tears in his eyes. "You die."

...

That was not what you were expecting. Still, you immediately took your place next to him. Your fingers gently lifted his chin so he could look at you. "Hey, Im right here." You smiled and wiped the stray tear on his cheek. "And Im not leaving."

"Im dangerous. You know that right?" He shook his head. "I couldnt protect Yinsen. Or Phil. The people in Sokovia, the ones we lost in New York-"

"And what about the people you saved?" You smiled. "Tony, you save people too. And if i ever were in trouble, I wouldnt place my money on a god with a hammer or an agency I dont trust. Id place all my bets on you."

"What if I-"

"No what if's." You laughed. "I love you, and even if I get cancer and die tomorrow or if we die of old age in a hundred years, I'd just be grateful that I spent as many days as I could with you."

He scoffed. "Even if Iron Man picks you up from work?"

"Yes." You laughed. "Although, Id rather it be because you weren literally worried sick about me." You perked up. "Plus! Cap's been giving me lessons. I think i can take down a common mugger if I wanted to."

"Really? Well, maybe you can be my new sparring partner. Banner's too good."

You laughed and kissed him. "Next time, please tell me."

"Of course."

It’s Smutty Saturday! Send me some headcanon prompts!

#tony stark x reader #tony stark headcanons #smutty saturday

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foxie-roxie · 4 years

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why rayllum is a fuckin masterpiece part 2 electric boogaloo

*SMACKS CHALKBOARD* WE’RE BACK

this is abt s2 bc apparently im now doing this in parts ok

however before we move on remember that callum pushed away the boat so they could walk. you’re welcome

MOVING ON

first off.

*walks over to rayla and smacks her head* THIS BITCH CAN FIT SO MUCH PINING IN HER

n e ways

first. THEIR DYNAMIC ONLY IMPROVES. it’s clear that callum and rayla are becoming closer in this season, as we see how rayla has become a bit protective of callum. FOR EXAMPLE, we see that claudia and soren try to use a sleep spell on her, but she resists it with a rose thorn. after they fight, callum shows up and after him being a Pining Dumbass with claudia (and both rayla and soren being fucking done with them), we see that rayla is DEADSET ON NOT TRUSTING THEM

they argue about this over and over, and rayla insists they can’t trust them. callum understands that she believes it, but he’s known claudia and soren for years. “yOu AnD i DoNt HaVe ThAt YeT” *looks at s3* LIAR!

and then we get to the conflict. callum hears from claudia that harrow is dead, and rayla’s like “Oh Fuck” and then rayla tries to explain herself and admits that she was in the wrong. callum isn’t exactly angry at rayla (while he is a bit), he’s wondering how to tell ezran their dad is gone.

the next scene we have with both of them is CALLUM SEEKING COMFORT IN RAYLA

once again. “YoU aNd I dOn’T hAvE tHaT yEt” “i DoN’t ThInK oF hEr “ThAt WaY” WHY THE FUCK U LYING. WHY U ALWAYS L Y I N G

callum admits to rayla that he couldn’t do it and they have a scene that has more hurt/comfort than any of DJNessling’s fics (go follow her, deetheteadrinkingdragon on tumblr/AO3 and DJNessling on twitter) and lemme just *chugs rayllum juice* delicious

claudia and soren want to come along with callum and the rest of the dragang and rayla quickly makes her opinion known. they cannot trust soren and claudia. but how do they figure out it’s a trap? well, they do that through illusions.

AND THIS IS WHEN WE *REALLY* GET FED.

second half of s2 time let’s go

first off, THE S Y M B O L I S M. callum turning away from claudia, turning towards rayla. *FLIPS TABLE* AND UR TELLING ME RAYLLUM WASN’T PLANNED AT ALL?!

first off, callum being willing to walk around a fucking GIANT ASS LAKE so rayla doesnt have to go on a boat is fucking adorable (thesefuckersrllydobepiningtho)

second. THE BOAT SCENE PART 2. G O D D A M N

the fact there was literally a lightning bolt between them? like a SPARK?? HELLO?????? rayla is once again pining af

rayla’s “if you die out there, i swear i’ll kill you!” before her face softens into genuine worry. ONCE AGAIN SHE IS NOT SUBTLE

rayla comforting callum after he couldn’t do it and HUGGING HIM and that soft lil “good.” STFG THEY’RE TRYNA GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK.

but.. unfortunately, callum is quite the DUMBASS. as we know, rayla goes off to protect the dragon and callum (after DRAWING HER. AHEM. SIR I DIAGNOSE U WITH P I N I N G) comes up with the GRAND IDEA of using dark magic to help her. it didn’t end well, so now he’s sick, in a coma, and has a fever. FANTASTIC! <3

corvus shows up and reveals to ezran that his dad is dead, so he “goes on a walk” and after a bit corvus leaves rayla to go find him.

*RUBS MY CLAWS TOGETHER* THIS IS THE ANGSTY PART.

callum is going through Some Shit in his head, but let’s focus on rayla. she seems to be aloof and not care at first, but after he says “help! help..” rayla begins to soften with the quote “you’re gonna be okay... you big dumb human” which im p sure made the whole fandom go bonkers.

and then callum starts panting, as if he’s drowning (FUCK YOU FEVER DREAM) and then rayla Panicks

AND THE OH SO FATEFUL QUOTE.

“I can’t lose you like this, you mean too much to me! Callum, I.. I-” *callum wakes up and the whole fandom is abt to die of cardiac arrest*

ANYWAY THAT WAS ME RAMBLING PT 2. MIGHT RAMBLE MORE LATER OR TOMORROW. WHO KNOWS

#rayllum #rayla #callum #ezran #corvus #claudia #tdp #the dragon prince #tdp s2

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