#or maybe this is caused by the lamicta1 and the tattoo didnt cause it. god dammit if she makes me stop taking it ill b sad. i want it to

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#im pretty sure im having a mild allergic reaction to my tatto0 :-[ #its so itchy. like im sure itchiness is normal on some level but i dont think after a week it should b raised and so itchy its hard to slee #it only started to get bad yesterday and i mean im not covered in hives and its not fucked up and red but its not fun #im guessing its a metal allergy? but i got a black tatto0 years ago and thats fine. i guess its whatevers in the blue #so now my whole upper right arm and shoulder r so so itchy. its also possible this is bc i put expired aquaphor on it #but the itching started 1st and all i had was the aquaphor so idk maybe i made it worse or maybe it did nothing #and now ive gotta go to the psychiatrist tomorrow and shes gonna b like: have u broken out in a rash or anything? and ill b like well no #but im extremely itchy for probably unrelated reasons #or maybe this is caused by the lamicta1 and the tattoo didnt cause it. god dammit if she makes me stop taking it ill b sad. i want it to #work :-( ugh #or it could b infected? but each ring is separate so it would b weird if all of them go infected simultaneously #i want it to go away so i dont have to worry abt it tomorrow 😩 #unrelated #lab mate: when r u gonna leave today? me considering how long i cab stand it before i have to go home and take my shirt off: uhh idk