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junipers-archive · 1 year

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Power-Outage

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Includes: fluff, fluff, fluff spencer x reader when a power-outage occurs and spencer being spencer and being adorably the perfect boyfriend

Dark. It is dark and you're alone and its honestly embarrassing how quickly you pick up your phone to call your boyfriend. I mean...who's still scared of the dark? What're you 5?

It's two in the morning and you shouldn't be calling, really. You've only been dating for a few weeks, but he's Spencer, he's technically been your best friend for 4 years, 3 months, 2 days. and...about 18 hours, but who's counting? You convince yourself you just need to hear his voice, his sweet, safe, angelic-

"H-hello?"his voice breaks from that of someone just woken up at an ungodly hour by his co-dependent girlfriend who so happened to have accidentally hit the call button while she was second-guessing herself.

Maybe he'll hang up? Maybe you can convince him you butt-called him in the middle of the night tomorrow at work? Or maybe-

"Y/n baby I'm really gonna need you to respond before i drive over there." he sounds calm, not at all agitated, not at all like someone woken up at 2 in the morning, he sounds...like Spencer

"Hi..." You exhale into the mic with relief. You should say something, really say something, apologize, yes that's what you'll do "I'm sorry I shouldn't have called, god I'm so idiotic...I just-well the power just went out and its 2 in the morning and I really should get some sleep but-"

You're cut off by the jingling of keys on the other line.

"Spence you still there?"

"I'm on my way." Was that a car door?

"On your wayy..." It takes you second, or it takes your un-caffienated and sleep deprived brain a second to realize he means he's coming over to your house. Your home. Where you live.

And yes you're bestfriends with him and you've had sleepovers before but that was when you were ready. That was when you had cleaned.

"No! Spencer No! That is completely unessecary! I'm fine! I just wanted someone to talk to and I thought-"

The engine of his car starts. You can hear him trying to repress the laugh that graces your ears every time he knows something you're trying to hide from his genius mind.

"I'm already pulling out of the drive-way, forget about it. Plus I know you're afraid of dark."

Maybe he'll turn around if you just- "Spencer. I am not afraid of the dark. That is childish and obsurd and I mean im not a little kid anymore! You can just go home, go to bed and forget this ever happened"

There's a silence on the other end, besides the hum of the car, absolute silence.

Until, "Do you still have the candle I got your for Christmas?"

Of course. Of course Dr. Spencer freakin Reid wouldn't believe you. I mean he knows you better than anyone. What were you thinking?

"Yea spence. Yea I have the candle"

He hums in response and you can practically hear him grinning on the other end.

You admit defeat.

"Can you at least bring over some marshmallows? I'm all out from our last movie night." You would honestly rather have him over as soon as possible if it weren't for your hideous room and the pile of "i'll get to it" in the living room haunting your mind. This will at least buy you time.

But again he's dr. reid. "I've already got some from my stash, jumbo and small and snowmen shaped. And of course hot chocolate!"

He's perfect. He's everything and more you could've asked for.

And yet. ANd yet. At this very moment you'd like to strangle him. And not that impersonal type of cowardly strangle like really just-

"Don't be embarrassed baby. I've already seen your room at its worst. I'll be there in ten, turn on the candle and read your books for now."

You hear him knock on the door a few minutes later, as to not disturb the neighbors. Because of course, he's Spencer and would've thought about that too.

You run with the only flashlight you have to the front door, and you're greeted by a ruffled, grinning and ever-charming Spencer with his satchel stuffed with god knows what and wearing his periodic table of elements pjs.

You mirror his grin almost immediately, albeit sheepishly and look down to hide your own embarrassment...only to find him wearing the pink bunny slippers he'd stolen from your house only a few days ago.

With that all or any ego-preservation skills were out the window. He was here already...right?

You let him in, still staring down at your shoes as he leads you two straight for the kitchen, opening and closing cabinets to find the ingredients and kitchenware as if he'd lived there his whole life.

You take a seat at the kitchen's island stool, and watch him work.

This should be embarrassing. I mean it is. It is!

That is, until he hands you a steaming cup of hot chocolate with little snowman marshmallows dissolving on top and smiling like he hasn't just driven 8 miles with these ingredients to make you happy because you called him.

You called him at 2 in the morning.

And with that the unease floods back. And you're hiding your face in your hands and mumbling something incoherent.

This is when he finally speaks. "So...you wanna build a fort?"

You rub your eyes and look up at him. "i-i'm sorry?"

"We should build a fort." He's assertive in this, something at another time you would've found very hot, but at this moment it concerns you. Because to any other person what you've just done would be unacceptable.

"You...want to...build a fort?"

"I find it helps, I mean...at least when I was younger my mom and dad, they used to help me build forts when the power went out. To distract me if anything. It was kind of the only time I remember them getting along."He chuckles and looks down bashfully.

And now all you can think of is building a fort with the beautiful boy in front of you.

"Yea, yea i'd really love it if we built a fort."

And you do, you build a fort with what now you deem as you're future husband. Lighting the other candle he brought you on the counter that fills the air with your favorite scent and finding battery power camping lamps in your closet to light up the room.

He tells you stories about the kinds of forts he used to build and to the best of both your abilities you try to recreate his favorite.

By around 5:30 in the morning the sun is rising and you're both past out in the center of the monstrosity you two created while high on a sugar rush provided by the hot chocolate and one two many marshmallow snowmen consumed.

But you'll remember this for the rest of your life you think. You'll remember Spencer for the rest of your life. Because no one, no one would understand how to make you forget your biggest fear like he did.

While surrounded by darkness all you could see was him.

He was your light.

He was your light, and for as long as he'd have you, you'd be his too.

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nyx-is-missing · 3 months

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SUNSET PART 1

Or early summer!

Clarisse La Rue x Cassandra De Young (oc! Apollo's kid)

Summary: When Cassandra gets involved in a scandal early in the day, she goes to camp early.

Warnings: men....thats all i could think of actualy.

First read this!

Part 2 is here!

Cassandra De Young

Im fucked.

That's it, that's all i can say.

I knew it as soon as my hand reached his face and stinged, as soon as i heard a camera's flash, and as soon as i stepped into my mom's apartment.

Let's just rewind a bit, okay?

My family own a big business, that you already know by now, the thing is, when they reeaally want to do business with someone they go extreme, the most common technique is to get on the good side of everyone in the family, everyone.

They research, pretend to have things in common, to like the same things, to have the same views of life, and to make it more believable they always go for the person who is closest in age with them.

Usually i dont get involved in this situations because im younger than everyone else, the only teen in the family.

The thing is, this family also had someone around my age.

A 18 year old guy.....eighteen.

Let me tell you, i really wasn't going for trouble today, i tought he may be a normal guy, just with a little money, someone i could have a conversation with, drink some coffe, laugh and go back home and think "hey, not so bad"

He.was.not.

All he could talk about is how much money his family had, where he went for winter break, his pure blood horse, that only ate (attention to this one) IMPORTED GRASS.

Overall a huge dick.

But that i could handle, i've met people like this, i could handle a shitty talk for some hours, what i could not handle was having to go through all this with his hand on my knee bellow the table.

And here i was, spending one of my last days of spring being tortured by the fates.

"You're not paying much attention to the conversation are you?" He said, and gods that accent was almost making me want to jump out of a cliff, or push him out of a cliff, both would work.

"Oh sorry i was-"

"No need to apologize, people get bored i know" Not that he did something criminal by not letting me finish my sentence but, my gods every action coming from him its making me want to die right now "Its okay, i could find some way to make you focus"

Okay, im done

"Im gonna need you to stop saying odd shit" I looked him dead in the eye with a bothered look, and by the surprised look he gave me back i was 100% sure nobody ever told him to shut up when he was saying nonsense.

"C'mon, dont be like that-" he said trying to get his hand a little but upwards, and i only realized i slapped him when i felt my hand burning.

"Oh my gods im sorry i-" And then i heard the camera flashes.

Im going to need you to imagine the scene, my hand was still up, his hand was till on his cheek, and he had a scared look in his face, as did most of the people at the fancy coffe shop.

Do i smile now? Strike a pose? This one is definetly getting front pages at every place.

I chose the safest choice, got out of that straight to my house.

No..i did not payed the bill.

The whole way home i was trying really hard to think of something to say that was not going to make my family mad, especially my grandfather, but considering whe has always mad with something, that felt like a impossible mission.

First thing i saw when i opened the door of the penthouse was my mom, standing in front of the television, and sure enough, my face was on it.

She turned to me, but before she could even say something i started to explain myself.

"Its not what it looks like mom, i swear, i didn't do it on pourpose, let me explain please-" i couldnt actually read the look on her face, but she didnt say anything, so i took that as a go ahead.

When i explained her what happened her face relaxed a bit, but not completely, and she had a look that said your grandpa is getting in my nerves because of this.

"I'll talk to your grandfather about this, but you need to know that the way you acted wasn't appropriate, there is cameras all around and you need to be careful...lets just thank the gods you didnt pulled out a dagger right?" She walked closer to me, and i knew she was trying to comfort me, its a pitty actually, i knew she didnt wanted kids when she had me, i knew how grandpa treated her when he found out, to me, it was enough that she at least tried to love me enough. "You already have your things packed to camp right? I know you have some more days of school but ill call them and tell them you are sick, its best for you to leave earlier this year, then your grandfather wont talk your ears out...you okay with that?"

"Yes mama, ill just finish packing some small things...do i leave today?" I felt her hands on my shoulders, and heard a silent im sorry.

"Yes, but dont be like that, think that you at least wont have to see the news talking about you..youll just be there, with your siblings, eating strawberies and..whatever else demigods do daily, right?"

Like i said, it is enough to me that she tries, even when she isnt great all the time, i know people who dont even have this.

I nodded and went to my room, making sure not to accidentally hit a new sculpture, placed in the corridor.

I didnt wait for her when i finished packing.

I knew she wouldnt be the one to take me there, she never is, she has things to do with the family business, its what ive always heard.

So when i got to the underground garage with my bags i automatically searched for one of the family drivers, sure enough, he was there.

He was a nice guy, but quiet, i knew that he probably had orders not to talk to the family members unless spoken to, grandpa did this with all of them, i also knew he never actually knows where hes been taking me, he takes me there almos every year, but always stops at the road in front of the forest, maybe this sad look he has on his face its because he thinks he is taking me to one of those crazy wilderness therapies as a punishment.

Granpa would absolutely do that if he hadnt had to live with a great public appearence.

"Miss? We are here" He looked at me in the rearview mirror, i only realized i had doze of when my eyes met his and i blinked. "Hold on tight, im going to help you with your luggage okay?"

"Oh..thank you mr bell" He opened the trunk, and then the back door for me, extending his hand to help me get out of the car "thank you, again"

"Sure miss, just let me take your bags out and we are all set okay?-"

Another car dor noise made us both look to the right, to find Clarisse La rue, closing a taxi door, with just one big suitcase in hand.

Now, my story with Clarisse is kind of complicated, i've met her when he were, eight i guess, her family bought some shares in the family business and we saw each other very regulaly, and ever since then everything everyone told me about her is that she is a troublesome girl, that i should stay far.

But she was the one who realized i was a demigodess, and took me straight to camp when a monster found me, and she was the one who, many times when we were little, comforted me when my family made me cry.

It seems like she forgot all of that because she never even looks at me.

If you ask her, she has never even met me at all actually.

"Clarisse, you're early"

"Cassandra, you too-"

"Cass actually, i prefer cass" i corrected her, to wich she just rolled her eyes and muffled a whatever. "Thats all you are taking? One suitcase?"

"And you are taking all that? How do you plan on walking the whole way with all that? Im assuming he wont go with you" she said looking at mr bell, and its true, he could not walk the whole way with me, and i could not walk with all that alone...fuck

"....you could help m-"

"No, dont even think about it"

"C'mon Clarisse!" She didnt even answered me this time actually. "Arent you a Ares-" i looked at the driver taking the suitcases out. "A ares...type of kid? You will pass on the oportunity to demonstrate your muscles or whatever?"

She started to walk away with a bored look, did i already said fuck?

"C'mon ill do whatever! I- i dont know.. 20 dracmas!, no?, ill help you with the cleaning duty you'll eventually have when you fuck it up? I..ill do that AND ill cure you anytime you want, everyday, no matter the time!"

She stopped walking.

Yes! I knew it, one of the many problems clarisse had its that she likes to go out at night to train alone, and when she gets hurt she cant ask anyone to help her, because she would get caught

"Give me those suitcases already and shut up-" she was interrupted by a very happy me hugging her.

"Thankyouthankyouthankyouclarisse!"

I felt her hands on my arms and realized she was going to push me away, so i took a step back

"Geez Clarisse, you could've just told me to back off, dont be like that... just take these and ill take those"

I said pointing to the suitcases, and saying goodbye to mr bell.

Can i already welcome summer and his crazy energy? No? Okay.

#fanfic #lesbian #clarisse la rue x reader #clarisse pjo #pjo series #pjo tv show #clarisse la rue #clarisse x reader

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allamericanb-tch · 16 days

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crimson rivers thoughts (9)

@tastetherainbow290 long (ish) one today

chapter 17

author says they’re excited for this chapter… should i be scared

yeah. i’m scared.

SYBILL!!!!!! AND LILY!!!!!!!! AHHHH

dumbledore mention

omg i love sybill and lily

im obsessed with lily actually

are they like district 13 or like what is this. is dumbledore president coin

poppy!!!! ok i am liking this chapter a lot

remus sacrificed himself for lily ❤️‍🩹

oh. lily thinks remus is dead. and remus thinks lily is dead?! remu and lily reunion when

i gasped

sirius pov ok

frank mention!!

evan 💔

james and reg ☹️ ugh i just feel so bad for everyone

dorcas!!!!

molly!!!

rip fab and gid 💔

oh no molly doesn’t know

dorcas what are you doing you have to tell her

ok she’s telling her but did molly have to strangle her 😭

order mention!!

sirius pov

pandora my love <3

james talking to sirius omg i’m going to cry

regulus jump scare

“I’m just saying, maybe you'd appreciate it if I put them down yours instead” JAMES

wolfstar eeeeee

me trying to contain my happiness bc i’m in a silent classroom

oh no now it’s getting sad

oh yeah. i forgot remus has to stay here.

AHHHH FINALLY they’re kissing

WHY IS THE FIRE ALARM GOING OFF RIGHT NOW READ THE ROOM NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR A FIRE DRILL

“if you like you could do it again” smooth, sirius.

and they’re doing it again

“is it too soon to be sure i love you” i have goosebumps rn

ok this was a good chapter

chapter 18

remus pov!!

mary mention!!!! i hope we see her in this i love mary so much

SIRIUS LICKED JAMES 😭😭 yeah he would.

eeeee they’re kissing again

remus being sirius’ first lover 😯

and they’re kissing again

PANDORA NO 😭

ugh i love her so much

james pov again!!! this means the game which means sadness but JEGULUS

“Oh, look at that convenient cave over there,” yeah james that’ll work

unrelated but my neck hurts really bad rn

james only surviving for regulus ugh. i love them.

james being a hopeless romantic

“if you tell me what the mitochondria is, I'm not sure I'll be able to restrain myself” BAHA JAMES

regulus writing about james in his journals he is so me

he burned them?! he really is just like me.

james being regulus’ first crush ahhhhh

“you made me feel” AHHHHHHH

not regulus almost killing peter and then just LEAVING

reg pov!!

regulus being…. silly

hmmm maybe these thoughts you’re having about james mean something? did you ever consider that?

not regulus thinking james ABANDONED him sweetie no james would NEVER

chapter 19

JAMES!!!

did i just predict that

regulus you do trust james don’t lie

ugh

"I'll kill them if they try it. I'll kill them all before they ever got a chance to lay a hand on you." REGGIEEEEE AHHHHH

vanity!!!

yeah. how are the rest of them gonna die. like. aghhhh i cant think about this now

“at least no one is calling him lover boy” nooo don’t think about evan

ant juice 😭 poor vanity

oh no the fires. this is just like what happened to rue.

oh no. they’re all going to die. ahhhhhh

peter is doing it 💔

LITTLE LOVE BLANKET IM CRYING

vanity is so cute im not ready to lose her

confession time (5) ive had to pee so bad for the last like 2 hours but i’ve just been reading this and i don’t want to get up

vanity and hodge unexpected duo

vanity is so me rn

her asking james about kissing 😭

james “love isn’t even that great” potter, everyone.

i love that the harry potter lingo is used in this. like hallow, auror, horcrux. it just is so silly

vanity PLEASE do not die. i am literally begging you do not die right now.

vanity naming the hornet 😭

IRENE AND PETER 😭 jump scare but honestly good for her

oh poor james

him blatantly lying about him and reg i just know sirius knows

i live for jealous regulus

irene is an ICON i am not ready to lose her

i feel like vanity is going to try to smuggle vespa and then someone is going to die because of it

regulus calling james the sun. even as a joke im giggling rn

ahhh kiss kiss kiss

nooo they’re leaving

should i read another chapter??

#crimson rivers

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yourmomni · 1 year

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Here with me- Park Jay

A/n: I've had this in my draft forever I hope you enjoy this

Watch the sunrise along the coast as we're both getting old

When I was 13 I found love. I found love that I never knew could feel like this. It was just a normal day as I walked through the park taking in the scenery. The sun was setting with a beautiful orange hue over the sky. I found a bench and sat down enjoying the way people lived their lives. I saw a couple having a picnic and a old married couple walking their dogs. Siblings playing at the playground. Different types of love. "Beautiful isn't it." I jumped looking at the boy sitting beside me. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you I just saw you sitting alone and thought you could use some company." He wore baggy shorts a vans shirt with a baseball cap turned backwards.

I stared at him his lips were bright pink and his eyes shinned like the stars in the sky. It felt like time stopped. Is this love ?

I cant describe what im feeling

I felt like we were looking at eachother for hours but it was nearly 30 seconds

He looked away first blushing and staring at his hands. "I'm Jay I live in those houses across the street we just moved her saturday." " im Y/n" He smiled up at me and I smiled at him

I wish I could live through every memory memory again"

"Just one more time before we float off in the wind"

We were now 18 and college was going to start soon and I new it was nothing I could do to change it " why can't you just be happy for me I finally did it I made it to their dream school my parents are finally going to be proud of me for once why can't you just accept that." He yelled. I threw my bookbag on his bed. " I am happy for you but have you thought about where you want to go not them." He scoffed "Thats not something worth thinking about you know that ." " but just think about it you could go to any school in the world you just- " " Y/n just stop" He blew up. I flinched back. " Just because your parents dont give a fuck about where you go or what you study doesnt mean mine think the same ." He gritted his teeth pointing a finger at me as he talked. I stood their wide eyed. I snatched my bookbag off of his bed. " You know what fuck you jay." He looked at me in shock. " Fuck you, Fuck your stupid college, fuck this stupid house and fuck what you think about me." The tears feel down my face. He took a step towards me. "Y/n wait i-." I took a step back from him." No just stay away from me and have fun in college." I ran down the stairs and out the door slamming it on my way out. The tears poured out as I walked to my house I slammed the door and ignored my parents asking what was wrong with me running to my room. I closed my door and layer on my bed. I cried myself to sleep that night.

When graduation finally came around I finally noticed how long I spent with Jay. Almost half my life. When the ceremony was over I gave my dad and mom a huge hug as they both handed me bouquet of flowers. After taking a few pictures we went home and chilled the rest of the day until their was a knock on my door. My dad kicked my mom's leg so she would get up but she didn't budge. I giggled " don't worry ill get it." I walked to the door and opened it too see no one was there. " huh weird." I began to close the door until I saw a vase full of beautiful flowers. I tilted my head in confusion and leaned down to inspect the beautiful bouquet I found a note hiding behind a yellow rose "congratulations Y/n we did it we graduated I'm sorry about everything i said to you that day if i could take it back i would I'll be leaving today after graduation so you'll probably never see me again. But you'll be happy to know I took your advice life is too short to live other people's lives so I'm gonna live my own. Anyways I hope you never forget me because I will never forget you .

Love, Jay

Oh P.S. doesnt the sky look beautiful

I looked up and saw the orange hues like I saw they day I met him. I bought the flowers inside and put my shoes on " I'll be back dont start the next movie without me." " y/n-" I ran out my door and down the street to his house. No cars were in the driveway. Hopefully I'm not to late. I ran up the stairs and knocked on the door. "JAY" I banged on the door. " Park Jongseong." I yelled. I backed up from the door and went to where his window was on the second floor. I picked up pebbles and began throwing them at his window. " Jay please." I fell to my knees in exhation. I whipped my tears. " I never got to tell you how proud I was of you." "You can tell me now." I jumped at the voice and I saw Jay leaning beside me. I looked at him and it brought me back to that day. The day I met him.

He sat down and started pulling at the grass. Something he does when he's nervous. " your probably still upset with me but I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am and-." I threw my arms around him. He hugged me back immediately. I pulled away and looked at him as he looked at me I glanced down at his lips and he did the same for me. He leaned it and so did I our lips connected. He deepend our kiss and wrapped his arms around me tighter I pulled away we both were out of breath. " I love you I've always loved you." He rambled looking throught my eyes. I smiled " and I've loved you since they day I met you."

"Save your tears,it'll be okay all I know is you're here with me."

#black reader #enhypen fanfiction #enhypen imagines #enhypen jay #black reader x kpop #your.mom.ni #Spotify

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calliettes-posts · 2 years

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Top 5 lines in any show/movie

I have a very bad memory so I'll do just the ones that I can think of immediately

1. "God does not do ugly" / "if it can be fixed, it's worth the pain "- The Wilds s1

I just like how it shows the hypocrisy of some people, as soon as things don't go their way. Those lines, especially the 2nd one, stuck with me since I heard it

2. "Aber am meisten lieb ichs wie du lachst. Weil dann seh ich dich, und wie viel liebe in dir ist"- Druck s6

I mean, the whole of Mittwoch, 18:31 was a masterpiece, but there's just something about these lines that make me go feral

3. "I don't think I have it in me to be scared of something that might be good"- The Wilds s1

Can you tell im obsessed with the wilds??

#ask #ask game

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miinos · 4 months

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birthday (neg)

this is the sort of thing I don't want to bother friends with but need to talk about with somebody. because this has been eating away at me for nearly a week. so now, I turn to the internet to feign a connection. anyway

my bday is soon (2 days as of posting, yay). I turn 21- the big(?) number. I feel like I aughta be excited and happy, but I'm not. I'm scared as hell.

I feel like I'm cheating somehow. there's so much I haven't done yet, and when I turn 21 I'm gonna be super ill equipped... comparable to cheating your way to a final boss, but since you cheated, you have no technical skill and get demolished in 10 seconds.

I feel like I'm never gonna be big enough for the age I am. it was like this since I turned 17, my brain has been lagging behind and it makes it super hard to just exist as a 18/19/20 year old when I still have the same interests, social skills, and fears of a teenager.

and though one of those things (interests) are fine to have, being horrible in social situations becomes unacceptable around this age. especially considering the fact my career path deals heavily with hospitality and face-to-face interaction.

I've flopped horribly in my attempts to create new and meaningful relationships since I began college, and I fear Im letting my existing ones wilt. everybody else is growing, and I'm not for some reason. even though the age ticks forward, I'm still internally stuck where I am. I love my friends so much. but I wonder how much of a strain it is to be friends with somebody so.... behind.

I don't know. I'm afraid to get a job, I'm afraid to get my license, I'm afraid of everything. I don't have any charisma to fall back on in times like this, so I really do look like the floundering failure that I feel like. I try my best to just get through the day and go on but I can only do that for so long.

idk what to do abt this. I am not looking forward to my birthday. I'll be home, alone. can't go anywhere because I have no car. even though I have a bus pass, I fear going to the mall alone. so I will be trapped with myself and the sick feeling of entering yet another chapter of my life with nothing to show for myself.

whatever. perhaps I'll sand down the dread with a plamo kit. or gaming. this sucks. I wish I were just a little normal when it comes to this stuff

I didn't know where this fit in the friggin essay I've typed up so I'll just say it here....... i know turning 21 makes it legal for me to smoke and drink and stuff. and I should be happy for that alone. but I'm not. on a sliding scale, 1-10... my excitement for this lands at a 2. I'd like to try some fancy cocktails some day. but even then, I think I'd rather a fancy mock instead. I fear this makes me look like some childish prude, especially amongst my friends and family. I know I'm going to get some jokes about it and I'm already itching at the offhand disappointmemt it'll bring. I think this Mixes in with my overarching sickness with feeling like a lonely teen in an adult body.

#this is long

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tiger85 · 9 months

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Omegle Chat

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say STAND WITH THE CHINESE PEOPLE AGAINST THE CCP!

You both like Ask Me Anything.

You: hi

Stranger: Hi

You: How are you?

Stranger: Good n u

You: fine thanks

You: You prefer asking or answering

Stranger: Answering

You: Cool, anything off limits?

Stranger: Not really

Stranger: No fun that way

You: Very true

You: I'll start easy asl?

Stranger: Oh boy, ok im 18 f us but im mature for 18

You: Good to know

You: I like that

Stranger: Cool are you a guy? Just asking doesn't matter

You: yes I am

Stranger: Ok usually when i say 18 they leave

You: 18 is fine by me.

Stranger: Cool

You: I'm gonna get a bit dirty though now hope you don't mind

Stranger: I dont, at all

You: What age did you lose your virginity?

Stranger: 13

You: How old was the guy?

Stranger: 16

You: A bf from school?

Stranger: Well a boy i had a crush on, yes from school

You: Oh so he wasn't your boyfriend

Stranger: No he had a gf

You: Mind telling me how it happened then since he was dating a different girl?

You: Long response or something didn't show up

Stranger: He hit on me at a football game when she wasn't around and asked me if i wanted to pass by his house on the weekend

You: Oh, & of course since you had a crush on him you said yes

Stranger: Yes

Stranger: I asked about her he said she was going out of town

You: Did you spend all weekend with him?

Stranger: No just the day it happened his parents were out

You: Did he call you once they left & told you to come over?

Stranger: He texted me when to come

You: You knew you were going to lose your virginity as soon as you got to his house didn't you,

Stranger: Yea

Stranger: Part of why i went

You: How did it go down once you got there?

Stranger: He kissed me when i went inside and we made out, then he took me to his bedroom

You: How was the make out sess?

Stranger: Hot very i felt his cock rubbing me it was hard

You: what was he wearing?

Stranger: Jeans and a tee-shirt

You: same for you? Or something else?

Stranger: I had on leggings and a shirt

You: Not that its too relevent, but were did your parents think you had gone?

Stranger: I told them i was going to my gfs house and i talked my sister into taking me to his house she knew i was going to see him

You: Ah so older sis knew you were going to get laid

Stranger: Well she asked me any i said maybe she just said ok but use protection

You: Aw how cute.

Stranger: Shes super cool

You: Anyway he took you into his bedroom, then?

You: Thats good

Stranger: We made out more and then he stood up and took his jeans and shirt off asked me if i wanted to do the same and i did

Stranger: I kept my panties and bra on

You: He didn't have any underwear on?

Stranger: Yes he kept them on also

You: okay, was kissing him as good as you had always dreamt it would be?

Stranger: Yes

You: In a way you didn't want that to end did you

Stranger: No i wouldve been happy just making out lol

You: Even though you could see he was very hard inside those underwear?

Stranger: Yes very and ngl i was a little scared cause it looked really big

You: Oh okay, so there you are in your bra & panties and there's your 16 yo crush in just his underwear, now what?

Stranger: We made out some more then he got up grabbed my hand and sat me at the edge of the bed and he stood in front of me and lowered his underwear and put his hand on my head

Stranger: I knew what he wanted

Stranger: It was so big

You: He wanted you to give him head

Stranger: Yes

You: Was he cut or uncut?

Stranger: Cut

You: He had his hand on your head & moved it to his cock, or did you do it willingly?

Stranger: I grabbed it by the shaft and opened my mouth at the same time he gently pulled me towards his cock, i closed my eyes and felt it in my mouth

You: Just the tip at first I'm sure

Stranger: Yes

Stranger: I heard him moan

Stranger: So i guess it felt good lol

You: which had to make you feel good

Stranger: Yes it did

You: then you started taking more?

Stranger: Yes as much as i could, i had seen a few how to vids on youtube and i saw a real bj instructional vid on a adult web site

You: ah nice, so you were semi- prepared, just didn't expect him to be so big

Stranger: But i couldnt go that far down his shaft cause it made me gag

Stranger: Exactly

Stranger: I had the basics lol

You: Did he try to make you go down further?

Stranger: Yes but i gaged

You: I'm sure he liked hearing that though as well

Stranger: Im sure lol

Stranger: He did it a few more times and id gag and push away but he would say its ok just keep sucking me it feels so good

You: Nice

Stranger: My eyes would tear up

You: Did you look up at him as you sucked it?

Stranger: A few times yes but mostly i kept my eyes closed

You: He did that for a bit, then?

Stranger: Yes

You: Then what happened next? He have you take off your bra & panties?

Stranger: Basically yes after a while he stopped me and got in bed with me and pulled my panties off and told me to take my bra off

You: He didn't cum I'm sure from the bj

Stranger: No he didnt idk if i wasnt good enough yet or if he didnt want to yet

You: May have been a little bit of both

Stranger: Maybe

You: Now you are both naked in his bed together

Stranger: Yes

Stranger: Hes on top making out

You: Was he also feeling you up at all?

Stranger: Yes fingering me, more like rubbing me then i felt his legs push my legs open and i felt like this was it

You: okay

Stranger: But instead he went down on me

You: He ate out your pussy, I am surprised

Stranger: Yes he said oh wow, i guess since i had shaven smooth lol

You: nice, good on you,

Stranger: It felt amazing

You: His tongue felt great?

Stranger: 100 times better than i thought

Stranger: Yes

You: He probably had plenty of experience with his gf and maybe other girls

Stranger: Yes im sure but at that moment it was just him i didnt even think about his gf or anything

You: I would imagine not, sorry please continue from him eating out your pussy & it feeling so amazing

Stranger: He did it for a long time too, and i came for the first time in a guys mouth

You: Damn he must have been really good then

Stranger: I think he wanted me to cum

You: probably

Stranger: He didnt stop until i came

You: I bet you were shaking quite a bit by then

Stranger: Then he came up and kissed me which ngl kinda yuked me a little i never tasted my own pussy before lol

You: Still having it be him do it, must have felt somewhat good

Stranger: Yes it did

You: and then?

Stranger: Then it happened, he got between my legs and i saw him reach down and grab his cock and put it at the entrance and i took a deep breath and i felt him push

You: Had he put on a condom?

Stranger: Nope!

You: oh okay, please continue

Stranger: The pressure was intense and then the pain hit me, and i pulled away a little but he grabbed me and shhhh me and kept pushing the burning feeling intensified and then i felt him pop in i screamed a little and he stood still

You: He had popped your cherry

Stranger: Yes that was the burning i felt

You: right

Stranger: He asked me if i was ok should he go on, i just nodded my head

You: good girl

Stranger: He started fucking me

You: slow?

Stranger: The pain was incredible but it was also pleasurable at the same time

Stranger: Yes he went very slow because i was gasping when he would thrust

You: Did he eventually pick up the pace though?

Stranger: Yes after a few minutes he started to go faster and thats when it really started to feel really good

Stranger: I was moan and he was grunting

You: He was just laying on top of you?

Stranger: He went faster and faster and he was moaning louder and louder and then he all of a sudden pulled out and jerked his cock and he came all over my stomach

You: What did that feel like

Stranger: I looked down and omg his cock was covered in blood and his hand also from his cock and it was pools and pools of his cum on me

You: But yet you felt so good as well

Stranger: Yes like i had accomplished a feat lol

Stranger: Then he got up and said dont move !

You: oh

Stranger: He ran to the bathroom and came back with the roll of toilet paper and he gave it to me and said here so you can clean up and he took some of it and helped me clean also and he cleaned his cock too

You: Very sweet of him

Stranger: Yes and his sheets omg his sheets got so dirty lol

You: I bet they were

Stranger: We got dressed and i helped him take his sheets off and we took them to his laundry room and i was the one who put then to wash lol he didnt know how to do laundry lol

You: It happens

You: He didn't offer to let you shower?

Stranger: He said listen you know i have a gf, are we cool? And i said yeah we're cool

You: Of course you were cool with it, you got what you wanted lol

Stranger: No but looking back idk if i would of lol

Stranger: I think we both got something we wanted

You: What exactly do you think he wanted? Just to be the one to pop your cherry?

Stranger: He asked if he could give me a ride but i said its ok and called my sister

You: Told your sister about it all on the way home didn't you

Stranger: Yeah most likely add another notch to his belt lol

Stranger: Yeah i had to do my first walk of shame lol

You: But was it so much of a walk of shame to her?

You: since she already knew pretty much

Stranger: And of course my sister being my sister was fist pumping and wooop woopp as i walked to the car all i could do was lower my head i was so embarrassed lol

You: lol

You: Was she disappointed that you didn't use protection?

Stranger: I kinda lied to her and said i did

You: Shame on you

Stranger: Lol yeah i know but oh well lol

You: At least he pulled out though

Stranger: Yes!!!!

You: Did you ever make any more advances towards him or ever talk to him about it again?

Stranger: You know at that very moment i actually freaked out for a second thinking omg hes gonna cum in me and im gonna get pregnant all those thoughts in like 3 sec lol

You: I bet you did

You: Especially only being 13

Stranger: But i think he knew also thats why he pulled out

You: Well he probably didn't want any kids at 16 either

Stranger: I did see him at school a lot but kept my distance i think we both knew it was best

You: Part of you had to want to talk to him at least a little at times though

Stranger: Until the next time she went out of town lol

You: Wait, then what?

Stranger: We fucked again lol

You: How much later was that?

Stranger: I was his official side piece

Stranger: Like close to summer she went on fam vac

Stranger: We fucked a lot lol

You: What'd he do just text you the next time she was out of town & asked you to come over for a fuck?

Stranger: Yes pretty much

You: He fucked you a lot that summer as she was out of town?

You: Or that was just before summer

Stranger: We fucked, yes we fucked a lot and i did anal for the first time also with him

You: Everytime bareback?

Stranger: Yes but by then i was on the pill but he would still pull out

You: why were you on the pill? Had you told your parents?

Stranger: Only time he didnt pull out was during anal

You: Bet that was an odd sensation

Stranger: No at school the school nurse could give pills

You: oh okay

Stranger has disconnected.

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i already hate this year dude and its only been 3 days into it i have been stuck with the devil, lost my best friend, been getting horrible pain since december, my insomnia has drastically gotten worse, i realize how i cant open up to literally anyone anymore (besides my bf), my dad has been extremely sick, my self harm cuts are starting to show all around my body, my mom yelled at me for having no irl friends, im getting called emo every day now (i hate when people call me emo dude), im too scared to talk to people, my stepmom is slowly starting to realize shit, my 21st attempt of suicide didnt work, my stepbrother is in prison and hes the only one i really talked too, my brother wants me dead, my mom couldnt care less about me (as usual), im getting sicker and sicker everyday, my body became more weak, my anxiety has also increased, my teacher is back and hes gonna see right through me, my boyfriend might start to get annoyed by me, my hallucinations are much worse, i keep seeing demons idk- literally losing my bestfriend was like the icing on my fucked up cake- i was literally gonna bring him his late Christmas gift tomorrow today too- idk wtf im supposed to do with it now. I only have 2 irl friends now and my boyfriend. Thats all I talk to. I dont even see juanny (one of my irl best friends) much anymore. I barley talk to him and hes the one who told me that my other best friend wanted to drop me. The only reason why I see my second and last best friend now is because i have 2 classes with her but besides that, i dont see her at all

and the best friend i lost i saw everyday in the morning and during his lunch when im on my way to choir speaking of best friends, my old bff adri keeps making me do her fucking bidding and idk dude and dani's birthday is now in 10 days- shes gonna be 14 dude ive known her since she was 10 and it breaks my heart we arent friends anymore and evan is gonna be 18 next month which is crazy- ive known him since he was 14. this is already a really hard year. with everything going on with my father, and him always yelling about him killing himself and gonna die soon, it only makes me think i'll lose him. I love my dad so fucking much dude- i cannot lose him but i see only the worst coming because of all this. If my dad dies when im still in these conditons im ggonna be with my mom for the rest of my highschool years, my stepmom will be gone, i'll never see my older brothers again, nor my cousin, or my stepmoms family. I'll be stuck with that fucking thing for the next 3 years all alone in this room where it feels like im always being chained to a wall. idk whats happening anymore- nothing makes sense i wanna give up- life isnt worth living- im about to lose all my online friends too dude im gonna go back to 2019- when i was gone from the internet for like 2 years and when i came back, everything and everyone was gone im gonna be all alone again and just trapped in my mind with my hallucinations and my nightmares my mom only encourages me to kill myself, shes the worst. My stepmom is more of a mom than her and I hate her a lot of the time too but I still love her just because she was here for me when my mom wasnt. My mom doesnt know my first words, she doesnt know what things i like, she doesnt know anything much about me. She has to go through my phone and look at my conversations when Im alseep. She doesnt even give me privacy. Meanwhile my stepmom knows me, but she doesnt know my first words cause she wasnt around when i was that young since i started talking at like 9 months old but like the point is shes there to help me with school, do everything for me, be there for me, and literally everything my mom has never ever in her pathetic little preppy pick me girl life. my dad told me that my mom made him almost killl himself- if he did, i would have been an orphan. my mom only takes care of me because of the childsupport money my dad is forced to give her every month. and she tried doubling it like a little bitch because i started calling my stepmom "mom". if my dad were to have killed himself, idk what the fuck my life would have been like but it might be better without her tbh and yeah like sure my dad used to be abusive as shit but my stepmom saved me from that and everything

so hes fine now i mean he had one slip back in march, but besides that hes been okay. i'll never like new years. not only do i have to think about my grandma who was murdered when my dad was only 9, but i have to worry for my father because its like the day he wants to die the most. This was the first year not being with him on new years to cheer him up- i was so worried, and it turned out i was right for being worried. Not getting into that. This year is so rough already within the first 3 days, I hate it I HATE IT SO MUCH DUDE. im sorry idk anymore. I fucking hate this

#vent #sorry its so fucking long

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sohcah-toa · 2 years

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Who wins the game? ❥

cw — nsfw, smut, 18+, dom!childe x f!reader, aggressive, modern college au, established relationship, degradation, blowjob, gagging, choking, pussy eating, cussing, overstim(receiving), breeding kink, unprotected sex, minors dni

synopsis — just when you thought you're doing something unexpected, childe proves you wrong

n — childe is wearing glasses in this story just because ; mygod i missed making childe smut im going to cry, i miss him sm, i love him with my whole being, ik i just made mister mora stuff but you dont get it, i still miss him lmfao

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"Smile!" Someone says, for the yearbook, while you and Childe smile, his hand was on your ass, fondling it. As soon as the person taking the photo leaves you smack him on the arm.

You pouted "I'll make sure you get what you deserve" your hands folded on your chest.

"Ooh I'm so scared" Childe said, pulling your hand then walking away "How can I not touch that?" he laughed.

You grab the lollipop he was eating and ate it yourself "Yeah, that IS the question" you smirk then ran to your classroom leaving him dumbfounded.

—

It was after class, Childe was in front of your classroom door, waiting for you. He pushed his glasses back before walking inside the room to help you with your things.

"The ass is always there" the guy in front of you said with a laugh "Just looking at him makes me want to die"

"Shut up" You answer, rolling your eyes "Leave us alone, Scaramouche" you take your bag but soon Childe takes it from you. You kiss Childe on the cheek and then hold his hand "Thanks"

"Whoa, someone's ballsy" Childe said, kissing your cheek too, before leaving he says "Bye Scara-douche" then you both laugh.

—

"Where do you want to hang out?" Childe asks "Do you have somewhere to be?" he asks all these questions while walking down the stairs, he keeps on slapping your butt.

He purposely takes you to this staircase because nobody ever comes in here "Childeee, stop it, someone might see" you swat his hand away and he just laughs.

"I love it when you get flustered" he hugged you from behind as soon as you both step on a flat surface "Where do we go today? I have some place in mind" his head on the crook of your neck, kissing your cheek, his glasses getting in the way.

You think of something he wouldn't expect "How about .. my place?" you ask, he's been there but not a lot, you're always going somewhere expensive because he kept on insisting, if not somewhere expensive, you're both at his place: watching a movie, fucking, fucking while watching a movie, etc.

His eyes widen "Whoa, who are you today? First, you take my lollipop, out of my mouth by the way. And then you kiss me in public, and now this? I'am living it" he then caressed your ass again before letting go of the hug "Well, we were supposed to go to that place in my mind but your place sounds better"

—

While walking towards your place, you keep on thinking about what he said earlier. Childe is always a step ahead of you, you wonder if you could be the one to take two steps forward.

Then you thought of something. One thing he'll never really expect you to do, to take your shot with him whenever possible. You then 'accidentally' bumped your hand on his crotch .. again "Oops, sorry again"

"You're bumping my dick quite frequently" he said "Hey, I'm not complaining, just saying" then he chuckles "But man, it makes me hard" he's always been straightforward.

You take out your key to open the door, "Oh you, no brakes" you giggle, you open the door and let him in. As soon as you close the door, you pin him on the wall and kiss him, holding both his arms up so he wouldn't dare move.

His eyes widen but eventually he melts with the kiss, you start unbuttoning his polo shirt, rubbing your hand on his chest as the kiss become more aggressive.

"I'm enjoying this" He whispered and smiled before his tongue roamed in your mouth. After removing his upper clothing, you start to unbuckle his belt and unbutton his pants, he was surprised "W-whoa, this is the first time I saw this side of you"

You knelt and pulled his pants and underwear down, his erect cock springing up. You start licking his tip and immediately he gripped on your hair, grunting and clenching his teeth to avoid making noises. Your hands roam on his abs, rubbing it.

"W-What's gotten into you?" He grunted, thrusting his hips, fucking your mouth from time to time but he would hold himself back. You lick everywhere, drips of saliva falling out of your mouth and on his dick. You played with his balls, licking and sucking it.

You couldn't believe you were doing this either but Childe's face was enough to keep you going. Finally, you were steps ahead of him, that's what you thought anyway.

You felt the tip of his cock on your throat, you gagged but he pushed your head so his cock could go deeper in your mouth. When he finally lets go, you pulled back, breathing hard with tears on your face, your eyes red.

He held your face and pulled you so you could stand up, he kissed you, licking your lips before stopping then said "Thought you could beat me at my own game?" he smirked, he forcefully took your blouse off, the buttons falling on the floor. He took your skirt off and pulled your panties down "Then, let the game begin"

"C-Childe wa—" he didn't let you finish, he threw on the bed and then chuckled. Your pussy was so wet at this point. He crawled on the bed, on top of you, he pushed your shoulders down so you couldn't move.

He started licking your neck then softly biting your ears, his glasses were on the way but he wanted to see your face clearly for what he was about to do.

While leaving marks on your neck, his other hand went down below, rubbing your clit. Your legs were pinning themselves together but Childe wouldn't let it. He spread your legs using his other hand. Now, your arms were free to move.

Instead of stopping him, you stroked his hair, moaning. He inserted two fingers inside of you then thrusted them in and out "Shit, Childe!" you moaned, going crazy, squirming all around. Childe didn't mind the squirming as long as you were positioned the way he wanted you to be.

He then leaned in to your pussy, he took his fingers out, they were covered in your slick then he licked them. You were breathing hard and he was just having fun, he hasn't even started yet.

He leaned in closer then used his tongue to pleasure you. Sucking on your clit while thrusting his tongue in and out of you, you were screaming "C-Childe!!" your thighs hugging his head but he doesn't stop. You were shivering, feeling your high but he keeps adding pleasure, making you go dumb, go feral for him.

He liked seeing you like this. He used his hand to keep your legs in place, to not crush his head obviously then his other hand to rub your clit while his tongue do all the magic.

Childe never fails to make you cum from this, he knew all your weak spots, all the right ones. He looked at you while doing all these things at the same time. You were screaming and begging him, after a few more tongue magic, you shivered and let all your cum out which he licked clean.

He smirked as he pulls away "Much longer than what I expected" he said, using both his hands to spread your legs

"N-No more" you whispered, he finally took his glasses off "Fuck, Childe, you're so good"

"It's just starting! You tired already?" He teased you "Well, don't worry, I'll do all the work anyway, you slut" he chuckled, positioning himself on your still wet from cumming pussy.

He started kissing you roughly, forcing his tongue in, sucking your tongue as his full length enters inside your hole "Ah fuck, still so tight!" he said, pulling back so he could focus on your pussy "Want me to go faster whore?"

He was thrusting but it was slow, you hated to admit it but you nod to his question, still trying to catch up from what happened earlier, still trying to catch your breath.

"Let me hear you say it, my cum dumpster" He smiled, proud of himself for making you this way. You refuse to let him win so you just start moving yourself, thrusting your own hips, he laughed and pulled his cock out "You're that stubborn?"

You scoffed "P-Please go faster!!" you say, embarrassed but you couldn't help it anymore, your pussy felt so empty without his cock in it.

He pushed you on the bed, making you lay down on your chest. He kept teasing you, putting his cock in and then pulling it out multiple times.

"B-But I said it!" You looked back, you were on all fours, waiting for him to slam his hips inside you until you fall but it doesn't happen. He kept teasing you.

He slapped your ass making you moan a little "I want you to beg, you fucking slut, beg" he laughed, he was enjoying this a little bit too much.

"Fuck me please!" You begged, waving your ass and rubbing it on his cock, trying to win him over but he didn't budge at all.

You hear him chuckle a little "I'm sorry but you're so cute like this" he said, breaking character so you scoff at him and pouted, hiding yourself in the sheets, he grabs you, took the sheets off of you and threw the sheets on the floor "Ehem, where were we? Right!" he slapped your ass again after throwing you into the doggy style position then rammed his cock inside you, making you squeal.

Your mind was blank again, all you think of was the way you feel whenever he fucks the shit out of you "Childe, cum inside me!" you moan, that turned him on so he went even faster. You fell on the bed because of how rough he was but he doesn't stop. He pinches both your ass cheeks, your grip on the bed tight, trying to stifle your moans by shouting into the bed.

"I'm going to fucking impregnate you, slut, ah— shit" he grunted, clenching his teeth, trying to edge himself because he doesn't want to stip fucking you.

He grabbed your waist and faced you towards him, letting you sit on his lap in a lotus position. You felt way fuller than before, you felt his cock throbbing inside you.

"I wanna see your face when you cum or when I cum inside you to make you pregnant" He whispered before kissing you passionately again, then you start moving up and down, letting him rest, you felt like you had the high ground again so you begin to think of something he would never expect.

You lean down a little then sucked on his nipples, this was a surprise to him because he moaned out loud "Fuck!" he doesn't stop you though, he holds your head, staring at you, he was proud, you completely threw him off guard "Shit I'm cumming!" he said grabbing your waist on moving himself

"M-Me too" You say, kissing his neck while he thrusts his massive cock inside you, your breasts bouncing, rubbing on his nipples. You felt too good and came, your legs shivered but he doesn't stop fucking you.

"Ohh fuck" He grunted, releasing all his cum inside you, he thrusted a few more times, making sure him cum was inside you "That felt so good" he said, kissing you then pushing you roughly on the bed again "Alright, let's go again"

You squealed "B-But you already came!" you said, he pinned both your arms on the bed and leaned in to whisper.

"You did way too many things that turned me on today, we're not finished slut" He said with a smirk, you look at his cock and it was erect again.

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cedricxsorcererx · 2 years

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Helpless - Cedric the Sorcerer x Reader

Once again going to apologize for the lazy capitalization. This is another old one, I'll be getting to the new, better quality stuff soon!

to say you and Cedric didn't get along would be an understatement.

you had different goals, different opinions, different personalities, all of which when mixed together turned into a brutal battle of patience, wits, and smarts. though neither of you would ever dream of hurting the other, you certainly kept your distance whenever possible.

so when you showed up at Cedric's door late one night, bruised and bleeding, he was surprised to say the least.

he had fallen asleep at his desk, working on some silly potion. his arms were draped over his notebook, his head resting sideways on the table. his neck would certainly hurt when he woke up, but as things turned out, that would be the least of his concerns.

it must've been 2 or 3 in the morning when he woke up to a light knocking, and something told him it wasn't the princess. slightly annoyed, he dragged himself to his feet to tell whoever it was to go away. with a soft grumble, he swung the door open to reveal you, looking quite ragged.

your left eye was bruised and bloodshot, you had a large cut down the side of your cheek, and you were clutching your wrist tightly, as if it was really bothering you. and that was just what Cedric could see at a glance. his expression softened just the slightest bit at the sight of you, but you on the other hand were terrified. when you spoke, it came out raspy and hoarse between unsteady breaths.

"...'m sorry, I'm so- i didn't know where else to go."

before Cedric could open his mouth to speak, you stumbled forward, collapsing into his arms. just barely, he managed to catch you, and the last thing you remembered was the concerned look in his eyes as he looked down at you, mumbling 'im going to kill whoever did this to you.'

~~~~~~~~~~

Cedric was less than confident in his abilities to care for, well, anyone, but something about seeing you this way had him absentmindedly mixing ingredients, desperately racking his brain for the correct recipe. only when he was sure he had it 100% right did he calm down even a little, and as he glanced at your unconscious figure on the couch he had conjured, he felt a sharp pang in his chest.

"I'm so sorry my dear, i- I've been so stupid, so blind. if I had just- don't worry love, I'll take care of you."

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when you woke up, the sun was already setting the next day. the first thing you registered, aside from the light blinding you through the window, was pain. your whole body hurt, and you almost wanted to go back to sleep. what kept you from closing your eyes again, was the feeling of long, nimble fingers running through your hair, and somebody's arm wrapped around you protectively. you had yet to actually look up, afraid for what would happen next, but from what you could gather, you were positioned with your head and back against someone's chest, and your legs out in front of you. and you were pretty sure you knew who was holding you so protectively.

"c-cedric?"

your voice came out as almost a croak, but instantly Cedric stirred, his hand flinching away from your head.

"Merlin's mushrooms, you're awake! I was beginning to think you'd never.."

you shifted so you could see his face, which had taken on an expression you weren't sure you'd ever get to see from Cedric. he was concerned, scared even. scared of what, you weren't sure. you were still reeling over the fact that he was holding you, and you weren't exactly pushing him away.

"how- how long have i-?"

"almost 18 hours now. it had been so long since you had even moved, i was beginning to worry that- how are you feeling? does anything hurt? I made a potion that should heal you, heal everything. would you like me to go get it?"

in all your years of knowing the sorcerer, you'd never seen him ramble like this before. he seemed nervous, and it suddenly occurred to you how fun it would be to mess with him.

"mm, the potion would be nice, but I'm so comfy here, Cedric."

his cheeks turned a light shade of pink and you could see him racing to form a coherent sentence. at some point, he gave up on words and flicked his wand toward a bottle sitting on his desk. it floated over to his hand, and he handed it to you carefully. you gently opened the bottle and sipped on the mixture. the taste was surprisingly sweet, better than you had expected. the initial difference wasn't huge, but you could certainly feel your pain easing.

"that should heal you over the next few hours. soon you'll be good as new. you're- you're free to leave, if you wish."

you never thought you'd see the day, but honestly? the thought of leaving right now was the last thing you wanted to do.

"c-can I stay here, please?"

and this time, it wasn't just to mess with the easily flustered sorcerer. something about being close to him, seeing him be so gentle and sweet, you were perfectly happy right here. once again, pink dusted his cheeks, but he did not object.

"you're welcome to stay here as long as you please, my dear. I..I could use the company."

you smiled softly, and maybe you found yourself snuggling closer against his chest, flustering the poor man all over again. he wrapped his arms around you, murmering a soft 'is this okay?' you hummed a simple 'mhmm' in response, getting a small smile out of Cedric. he never thought he could feel this way about anyone, much less you, but right now, he never wanted you to leave. softly, almost hoping you didn't feel it, he pressed a gentle kiss to the top of your head.

"I'm so sorry we haven't gotten along in the past, my dear. do you think we could..start over?"

Cedric felt as if he wasn't in control of his own words, but he wasn't complaining about what he was saying. and seemingly, neither were you. you hummed softly in response, honestly more focused on the dull pain that still targeted your body.

"y/n, are- are you alright?"

you paused, attempting to think about your words.

"why are you being so nice to me?"

you hadn't meant to blurt it out so suddenly, but it was out now. oops. you could feel him tense up slightly in surprise, and one of his hands found its way to your arm, rubbing gentle circles against your skin.

"I..I suppose last night, seeing you- seeing you so..broken. all of our conflict was forgotten, it was all replaced with worry. I just wanted to make sure you were okay."

you nodded lightly, thinking for another moment.

"I thought you hated me."

the hand on your arm traveled down to your hand, his fingers wrapping around your own.

"in all the years I have known you, no matter how annoying or frustrating you may have been, I have never hated you, darling. I'm not sure I could if I tried."

you take a moment to carefully process his words, tightening your grip on his hand just slightly.

"you mean that?"

his thumb rubbed circles against the back of your hand, you'd never seen him this..vulnerable before.

"of course i do."

"promise me."

your voice comes out as almost a whisper, a desperate whisper.

his hold on you tightened, pulling you closer against his body. he rested his head against your own delicately, running his fingers through your hair lightly.

"i swear on my life, my dear."

and that was good enough for you.

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george-fabian-weasley · 4 years

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Fred Weasley — Helplessly Part 3

Summary: After the Battle of Hogwarts, Fred was rushed to he muggle hospital for better treatment of his injuries. While in a coma, his soul stayed with you for a couple of months. He watches as you went through the stages. And he watches when you start to write a song, just for him.

Words: 2, 681 words

Warnings ⚠ : I don’t think this fic will have anything BUT sadness and constant pain and heartbreaks sdhsjd im sORRY

Disclaimer: This one... hurts a lot

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PART 1 | PART 2 | PART 3 | PART 4 | PART 5 (COMING SOON!)

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CHAPTER 3: I'll Follow You

He woke up alone.

Fred Weasley woke up with no idea where he was. ‘This… This isn’t Hogwarts?’ he thought. The fluorescent light above him was a bit bright, yet he didn’t feel like he needed to adjust his eyes. Fred blinked, wasn’t he in the middle of a war? The last thing he remembered was saying words to Percy before-

Before the walls.

He tried to move, and was surprised that he can, with complete ease. ‘Wow, and here I thought getting crashed by walls would hurt a lot.’ He thought, scoffing a smile. How the bloody hell did he feel no pain? Absolute brilliant! He sat up from the bed, looking around, looked like a hospital ward.

Strange, he’s in a hospital but he didn’t feel any pain. Was he visiting someone? That’s not likely, innit?

And then Fred heard the constant beeping. He looked to his right, there’s a peculiar machine showing a line going up and down. Then his eyes darted to a wire connected to it, and then followed his eyes until the very end.

A hand.

Fred tilted his head, slightly confused. He blinked a few times. He just woke up in a hospital… And he saw a beeping muggle tech machine… and now there’s a hand…. Whose hand is it?

He looked to the hand, that hand looked awfully familiar, looking like George’s. But George’s hand is less calloused than this one. So naturally, Fred sees the owner of the hand when he turned around.

It’s… It’s him.

Fred felt the blood draining from his face, his heart felt like it did a somersault and a fucking split to the ground. He instantly jumped out of the bed in shock, his eyes were the size of two golf balls. Even with bandages, he knew that was him.

It… It could be George, though. But that thought was quickly thrown out the window. He’s lived with the man all his life; he knew they were both very different physically. Fred was, rightfully to be frank, terrified.

Why was he there? In bandages? If that’s him, then what the hell is he doing standing here?! Fred walked closer to ‘himself’, thinking to himself that this might be some prank George pulled on him, Polyjuice potion and all. Upon thinking that, Fred relaxed; actually convinced his brother was pranking him.

“Ha, ha. Funny.” Fred muttered; a relieved smile painted upon his lips. For one second there, he really thought he had gone crazy. He looked around, “Oh, Georgie? Where are you, you little git?” He sang playfully, chuckling to himself. This prank was a great one though, he had to admit.

Fred’s eyes darted back to the man on the bed. He smirked to himself, wondering who did George had successfully coaxed to drink that nasty Polyjuice to turn into him. His mind instantly thought of you, and his smirk widened.

“Oh, goodness. Why is there another me here? I wonder?” Fred faked a shocked voice while simultaneously walking closer to the man, whom he had convinced himself was you under the Polyjuice potion. When ‘you’ didn’t react, he chuckled a little bit more, “I know it’s you, darling. C’mon now, trying to prank Fred Weasley? The prankster himself? Really, love?”

He reached his hand to touch ‘yours’, only to realize his hand literally went through it. Fred frowned, he reached again. His hand went through the other hand, again. At first, Fred thought this was some sort of magic going on, a hologram at some sort, but the one who looked like a hologram was him.

“Bloody hell-“ Fred inched away fast; his feet stepped back a few steps in newfound fear. He looked around hastily, “This isn’t funny anymore, George. Knock it off!” He shouted across the room, yet nothing happened. He looked back to ‘you’, “Y/N, you can wake up now. This isn’t funny.” When ‘you’ didn’t react, Fred gulped. “Y/N!” He called again.

“Fred!!!”

Fred snapped his head upwards, his heart dropped at the sound of your wail. “Y/N…?” He whispered in horror, eyes darting back to the man on the bed, “Who the bloody hell are you…?”

Fred heard your scream again, and quickly without any thinking ran out of the ward, looking left and right at the unfamiliar surroundings. Suddenly, he saw Bill. He was with Fleur, looking distraught and anxious to the group of nurses at the counter, who instantly got to their feet, some calling the doctors while some followed Bill and Fleur.

He instantly followed them, “Bill!” He kept calling his older brother, but Bill didn’t seem to notice. Fred was far back, yet he kept calling for him. “William Arthur Weasley, you deaf git!” He muttered under his breath, gritting his teeth. He grew more anxious when he heard your screams getting louder, “Fred!!!! Let go of me!!!”

“Y/N?! Y/N!!!” He shouted back, he had lost Bill among the people, yet he kept following until he reached a ward. “Freddie!!!!” You were screaming, with tears non-stop scrolling down your cheeks, a strand of saliva was visible at your mouth, showing how many times you had called for him.

A group of doctors had pinned you down, and quickly injected you with something, making Fred furrowed his eyes in anger, “What the bloody hell do you think you’re doing?!” He shouted. He looked at the surroundings of the room, everyone was there.

Why was Molly crying hugging Hermione? And why was George just standing there?

“George! What are they doing to Y/N? Why aren’t you doing anything?!” He shouted, yet George seemed to ignore him. His heart tore apart every time you screamed his name, you were looking very distraught, and scared, and anxious.

He literally ran to be beside you, kneeling to the ground, “Y/N, love, I’m here.”

Yet you kept crying, until it slowed down, “Please, I need to see Freddie… He almost died in my arms, please…” was your last whimper before you passed out. Fred frowned, “Y/N, darling, I’m here! I’m not dead, I’m here-“

His hands that were to cup your face went through you.

Feeling fear right about now is the understatement of the century. Fred had never felt so horrified, in his life. Not even when he was fighting the Death Eaters a while ago, not even when the walls shattered him. This… This is terrifying.

He turned his head to the group of people who were now lifting unconscious you back to bed. He stood up slowly, gulping as he took in your state. You had heavy eye-bags, your skin was pale, and you looked exhausted. Yet you never failed to make his heart flutter at the very sight of you.

As if adding oil to the fire, Harry who was beside him just stood up and bloody walked through him. Not walk past him, through him. As if he’s just a ghost.

Fred froze. Is that what he is now? A ghost? Like Peeves and Moaning Myrtle? He quickly looked down at his body, checking himself. No, he isn’t glowy blue, nor is he see-through. Fred was confused and terrified, and that two feelings together were never a good mix.

“I told you it’s a bad idea to tell Y/N so soon, George.” Fred turned to Ron who was looking to George who looked distressed. “Now’s not the right time for you to pick up a fight with me, Ron,” George growled; his eyes were dark. Fred realized George’s state was similar to yours. In fact, everyone looked exhausted. His heart broke at the sight of the quietly crying Molly who was still in Hermione’s arms.

“You could’ve told it later.” Ron, ignoring his brother’s warning earlier, continued with silent rage. “Ronald,” Hermione warned, glaring at him. “Then what am I supposed to do, you bastard? Is it your twin who’s in a bloody coma and your best friend hyperventilating, losing their mind? Am I supposed to carry this burden alone, huh you git? You’re fucking 18, Ron, use your bloody brain for once.” George snapped and walked out of the ward, seemingly wanted to cool off.

Hang on. What did he just say?

Fred gripped the bed railings to balance himself, his head suddenly went dizzy. “Coma? Me?” He whispered, not believing his ears. So the man earlier, that was really him? Not you under the Polyjuice potion? So, him standing in your ward right now, what was he? A ghost? A million thoughts swarmed Fred, he felt his chest tightened and he almost couldn’t breathe.

“Why did you have to do that, Ron?” Hermione sighed out, Molly had just calmed down and excused herself to the bathroom. Ron didn’t answer her, and just walked out after looking solemnly in your direction.

Harry sighed, “I’ll go get him.” He said, glancing at sleeping you, and left the ward. Slowly, the ward became empty, and the only ones there were Fred and you. His grip on the bed become tighter at the sight of you.

“F… Freddie…” Suddenly you mumbled out, and a tear rolled down to your sides. Fred was beyond devastated, heartbroken even. You looked so miserable, and Fred wanted nothing more than to hug you, caress your hair, and just whisper sweet nothings to you.

“I’m… I’m here, love.” His voice quivering, his hands trembled severely. He wanted to kiss your forehead, but the fear of his lips not touching your skin scared him more than ever. He wanted to wipe your tears away, so bad. Without warning, his own tears scrolled down his cheeks. But the tears never drop to the floor, they just vanished into thin air the moment they left his face.

Fred felt a painful tug in his heart, he was beyond devastated. You were right there, and he could see you, but you couldn’t see him.

No one could.

The thought of being invisible made Fred’s crying worsened. He started to scream within his cries, begging anyone to just listen to him or actually notice he’s there. Fred wailed, screamed, shouted, with tears running profusely, the saliva in his mouth kept coming out as a result of his excessive breakdown.

He was screaming his heart out, yet no one was listening.

Fred had to crouch down beside your bed as his knees turned weak, his head facing the ground, silently begging to see if one of his many tears would plop to the ground, and actually wet them. But the moment they jumped from the edge of his face; his tears vanished.

Fred calmed down a few minutes later, he was growing exhausted from the mental breakdown he just had. He stood up trembling, his mind still distraught and disheveled, and his eyes softly darted to you.

He weakly smiled, “At least I got to see you, love.”

A week passed and Fred had accepted the fact that he was indeed in a coma, and his soul was out of his body, resulting in him to be like… this.

But it wasn’t easy for him.

He had to watch Molly and George take turns to look after him and Y/N, and they seemingly took turns crying for both of you. Fred was sobbing in the corner of his ward when Molly was crying while wiping his body, the view of his mother crying over him was absolutely heart-breaking. Molly was the first woman in his life, and he dreaded the fact that he couldn’t hug her, nor even touch her.

He also discovered that his body would also cry whenever he’s crying, resulting in Molly crying even harder as she realized her unconscious son was also crying silently. His heartbeat would also match his body’s heartbeat. When he was having a breakdown at Y/N’s ward a while ago, his heartbeat was very fast, causing the beeping machine to enhance its pace.

So Fred had jumped to the conclusion that somehow, he and his body are still connected. And with that being said, he’s not a ghost. Only a lost soul.

Fred would always visit your ward. He couldn’t sleep, but he would close his eyes at night so that his heartbeat won’t increase rapidly, in order not to worry his family. He would smile whenever you smile, just silently watching you communicating with Hermione. But as soon as he realized that you had nightmares at night, he couldn’t sleep after that.

So he would sit at the empty chair beside your bed whenever it’s empty, and just watch you sleep. When it’s time that you woke up crying, Fred was grateful that Hermione was there to calm you down, he couldn’t even describe the pain in his heart when he sees you so distraught.

And it broke his heart, even more, when he found out the nightmare involved him.

You were… suffering because of him, and Fred had never felt guiltier. He had also discovered that he could touch objects, he just couldn’t touch humans, which explained why he woke up laying on a bed, instead of sinking. He didn’t do anything to you though, he was afraid it would worsen your condition.

That night came along. For the nth time, Fred felt his heart breaking at the sight of you sobbing on Hermione’s arm, once again attacked by the same reoccurring nightmare. When you begged Hermione to go see him, he had expected Hermione to say no, that’s what she’s been saying for the past week.

It’s a pleasant surprise when Hermione agreed.

You didn’t know, but Fred walked beside you and Hermione, watching your every step so you wouldn’t trip. He knew how weak your legs were, he was there when the doctors explained your condition to Molly. If it wasn’t for him being invisible, it would look like Fred was worrying for you at every step you took. He quietly smiled to himself, knowing it would annoy the hell out of you whenever he does that.

“Hello, Freddie.” Your quiet voice made a slight tug on his heart. You were holding his hand, and it was killing Fred that he couldn’t feel your touch. Or your warmth. He had to control his tears when you begin to sob on his body, his cold hand became the resting place for your forehead as you leaned forward.

He had never wanted to touch you so badly, and it’s torturing him to control his tears because he knew the body would cry as well, and he didn’t want to sadden you any further. No words could describe the pain in his heart, and how fast his heartbeat is becoming. You didn’t notice, seemingly had filtered out the beeping sound from your mind to focus on your lover.

“I missed you, darling. I’ve missed you so much…” He heard you whisper while caressing his face. Fred was right in front of you, the only thing between you two was his static body on the bed.

Fred forced out a chuckle, faking the laugh so his tears won’t come out instead, “You have no idea how much I missed you as well, my love. No idea…” When you left, after kissing his knuckles, that’s when Fred broke down. He had never cried loudly before, courtesy of sharing a house with several people for years, but when he does, it was refreshing.

But he had never felt so alone.

So he understood your feeling when he saw you leaning against your bedroom door, crying in the dark at your apartment once you’ve been discharged. He decided to follow you home because he couldn’t bear staying at that cold, lonely hospital any longer.

His home was you; you were his home and you still are.

And his heart bleeds; because he knew he was your home as well. And while he’s right there in front of you, sitting across you with tears in his eyes, begging you to see him so you won’t cry out of agony again, you didn’t know.

You would never know.

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millenialfanfictionaddiction · 3 years

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Golden Nights: Part 8

Warnings: swearing, masturbation mentioned, sexual thoughts by both Bakugo and Y/N, Me writing embarrassing Y/N, Kirishima being an ass

⚠️THIS FIC IS 18+⚠️

Word count: 2098

You woke up the next morning with a throbbing pain in your knee. Nibblet was staring at you from the coffee table as he slowly blinked his eyes.

You reach for you phone but can't find it. "Shit" you say silently as you shift off the couch throwing the blanket to the floor. You hobble to the kitchen hoping you have some pain reliever somewhere. You found some, take two and down a glass of water. You look at the time.

"Holy shit it's 2pm!"

You gasp as you turn quickly feeling a sharp pain in your knee. "Why didn't you I wake me up asshole" you stare at Nibblet. He never let you sleep. Not this late! You look on the counter to find your phone and keys.

Wait how did you door lock if your keys were still inside? You begin to panic checking the bedroom making sure nobody was there. You saunter over to your phone and unlock it.

Taya: Babes text me when you get up! I bought your phone back last night and gave it to Dynamight. He asked me to lock your door before I left

Thank god you think to yourself. You slowly move to the bathroom grabbing onto whatever you can to help you maneuver through your apartment. You take off the wrap and notice your knee. It's swollen, black and blue. It hurts like a bitch but at least it's not broken. You noticed a few scrapes on your hand from the floor but nothing major.

You quickly took a shower, doing your best to not put pressure on your knee. You decided to wear your light grey shorts with your "Property of Dynamight" t shirt. It was limited edition and you stood in line 4 hours to secure one. It was your favorite shirt and showed. You brushed your hair and threw it into French braids. You figured you could wash it another day when you were properly able to stand. You make your way to your couch and turn on the TV. You don't watch much TV normally, just checking local news and watching am occasional travel show. Soon you hear your phone ring.

"Hello" you answer.

"Babes! How are you? Are you feeling OK? How is your knee?" Tony ran through the questions faster than a lightening around of jeopardy.

"Hi Tony. I'm ok. A little sore but nothing a couple days of rest can't fix" you sigh as you await his response.

"A couple days? Try a week babes. That's how long I'm banning you from the club" Tony said pleasantly.

"Tony really Im fine, please! I need to work!" You sob as Tony signs.

"I'm sorry Y/N but you were hurt here. I need you to take sometime off. I need my top doll in top form" Tony says encouragingly through the phone.

You sign knowing you wouldn't win. You disconnect the phone without even a goodbye and begin the sulk.

"Well what the fuck do I do with an entire week off?" You sign.

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Bakugo rolled over checking his phone.

2:30pm.

Shit, had he really slept that long. He looked next to his phone as he saw your note. He smiled to himself wondering how you were doing. He didn't want to bother you but at the same time, he was concerned. He spent his drive home replaying the events that happened at the club.

Why had he acted like that?

He acted like you were his to protect. Not that he shouldn't have protected you but he was furious. He let his emotions get the best of him. He felt vulnerable with you and it scared him. He had never felt this way about another person. Sure he cared and loved others, his friend and family, but you, you were different. He signed looking at the note.

Maybe it's best if I let her reach out to me he thought. Hell he didn't even know if you had a boyfriend! Surely if you did you would have said something? What if you were just being kind? "Fuck" he said as he ran his fingers through his hair. Im just going to wait. Yep I'll wait.

Waiting was such a bad idea. Bakugo couldn't think straight. His days off had been wasted worrying about you. Sure he could have texted you but you could have texted him too right? Fuck this is why he doesn't do relationships. Too many uncertainties. Well at least they wouldn't have to go back to that nightclub. His night patrols were done for another month thankfully and he could work the day shift for a few weeks.

He drove his car to his agency and got out. He walked in greeting his secretary with a nod.

"Oh sir, you have an appointment waiting in your office" she said "they called this morning early and requested to meet with you".

An appointment? Who the fuck could it be? It couldn't be the commission, nope his reviews were just finished. It wasn't an officer. The officers usually made the heros come to them. He reached for his door, opening it slowly. His eyes widened.

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You spent Sunday and Monday resting. By Tuesday, you were over it. The swelling had gone down thankfully and just a bruise remained. Your knee still hurt but not as bad as the previous days. You did light stretching, practicing basic moves to stretch your legs out. You wanted to text Katsuki but what would you say?

Hi it's me Y/N, the dumbass you saved from despair at the club the other night you thought rolling your eyes.

"Ugh this is why I don't bother with relationships Nibblet" you shout as you throw your phone on the couch. Then, it hit you.

YOU NEVER THANKED KATSUKI FOR HELPING YOU.

Oh my God how dumb am I? You feel asleep while a man was in your apartment and then you don't even say thank you? Fucking hell Y/N! You beat your head with your fist.

I guess I could text him you think. Nah too impersonal. You decided you needed to thank him in person. Tuesday morning came as you got ready for your appointment with Katsuki. You hoped you weren't intruding in any way but you felt the overwhelming urge thank him in person. You put on a light blue cropped sweater with a black miniskirt and black flats. Your hair is half down, half up in a top knot.

Cute you think as your stare into the mirror looking at your banged up knee. You call for a cab and get in. You arrive downtown at Katsuki's agency. You walk in taking the elevator to the 11th floor. You are greeted with a smile by a beautiful receptionist. She already knows your name and proceeds to direct you to Katsuki's office. "He'll be her soon sweetheart can I get you anything while you wait?" She smiles.

"Oh no thank you very much" you smile as she walks outside. You look around Katsuki's office, noticing all his awards and achievements. The man was amazing you had no doubts about that. Soon you hear the receptionists voice talking to a man. You turn as you hear the door open.

Bakugo doesn't know what to do. He just stares.

"Umm hi, I'm so sorry I'm late, I hope I didn't keep you" he smiles scratching the back of his neck.

"Oh no not at all! I'm sorry for dropping in so suddenly" you smile.

God you look amazing. Your outfit is perfection on your body and smile lights up his office.

"It looks like your knee is better?" Katsuki says as he points to your knee.

"Oh gosh yes! Tony gave me the week off to relax but I'm not very good at 'relaxing' so here I am" you laughed.

"Actually I wanted to thank you for the other night. You saved me" you trail off looking at the floor "I'm usually not a scared person but in that moment I felt true fear. I dont know what I would have done if you hadn't st-"

Bakugo cuts you off "Y/N listen to me, please don't thank me for doing something that I should be doing. You were in danger and needed help. I'm not going to let some scum bag disrespect my-" he freezes "I mean you". He catches his breath.

He almost said "my girl" oh shit shit shit!

You smile looking at the floor. "Listen I'd like to say thank you properly. Could I treat you to lunch perhaps?" You look up from the floor directly into his eyes.

His cock twitches. Fuck baby you look so innocent he says in his mind. He can't help but stutter.

"Y/N I'd love to however I insist on paying" he looks to you with a smirk.

"No! Please let m-" you start to speak as Bakugou walks in front of you.

" I insist Y/N" you freeze.

Your heart is in your throat.

Oh my god hes right in your face! Stay calm, cool and collected. Remember your Y/N you need to stay calm. Fuck that you can't stay calm!

"Oh sure, if you insist..." you say meekly.

"Good girl" he says turning away.

WHAT IN THE FUCK DID HE JUST SAY??

Your pussy is clenching around nothing but you can still feel it.

Break my back please sir I beg you think to yourself as you struggle to speak.

He goes to sit in his chair "but instead of lunch, let's make it dinner. Tonight" Bakugo says.

Where is this courage coming from? Wherever it came from he's running with it.

"Dinner? Tonight?" You gasp.

Wait is this a date? Do the number 2 pro hero Dynamight just ask you in a fucking date?

Bakugou laughs "yes dinner. Tonight. Unless your busy?" He looks questioningly at you.

"Nope no plans" you practically scream at him.

Fuck smooth it over Y/N, chill out.

He smiles, you melt. "Ok well how about I pick you up at 7? I know a nice restaurant we can go to" he's staring straight into your eyes at this point.

There is no avoiding this. "Sounds amazing! I'll see you tonight" you say as you turn walking straight into his office door.

Smooth Y/N, real smooth

"Sorry who put that there?" You chuckle awkwardly as you rush out of the room. You bid the receptionist fair well as you run to the elevator.

God you are so embarrassing!

Bakugou can't stop smiling. He sits down after you left and signs.

"Fuck yeah" he screams a little too loud as he hears a knock on his door.

His receptionist walks in "you did good boss, she's gorgeous" she winks as she sets a case file on his desk. He smiles and begins to work through the case file for the drug bust.

He can't figure it out. Someone is moving the quirk enhancers underground, he knows that much but where are they being distributed? There has to be a centralized location. He continues to search the files over and over. He can't find any clues. He looks at the clock. 4pm already? Damn today was flying. He hoped the flying wouldn't extend to your date tonight. He wondered what you would wear. You looked amazing in anything so it wasn't really an issue. But he sure as fuck hoped you'd wear a dress. He began to imagine your gorgeous body pressed up against his as he stroked your thigh. God the thought was making him hard.

Every night since he first met you, he went home an masturbated. He couldn't help himself. Your body, your face, that smile, that fucking laugh. God it turned him on so much. His thoughts drifted as he startles from his chair.

Clearing his throat, he says "yeah come in". In walks Kirishima with a shit eating grin.

"You know I just heard the most INTERESTING gossip" he says placing his hands on Bakugo's desk and tiltling his head to the side. Bakugo scuffs. "Ok and? You know I don't care for that Ei" Bakugo states matter of factly.

"I heard a certain grumpy gills had a date tonight" Kirishima sings.

"IM GOING TO KILL YOU" he screams as laughter erupts from his receptionist and Kirishimia.

"Oh knock it off man. We are fucking happy for you. And you should know by now I can't just not say anything" Kirishima laughs as he walks out from Bakugo's office.

Bakugo groans "what in the fuck am I doing?"

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#currently failing one class and like very very closs to failing this ither classes and as soon as the deadline hits fir my other class ifai

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Give me your opinion on all the HypMic characters

(also if you don't remember what some are like just tell me and I'll tell you because I know how horrible your memory is ☆)

ifbajdbakfbskd anitxh they dont know i have a bad memory you just exposed meeeee

okay speed run fucking gO:

BB!!!:

uhhhhhh ichicro; dude fix your sibling realshinships yall nit really functiong as a healthy family i think, but also trust them more, they can handle it

jrio; dude buddy man you have to be a litttle tiny bit nicer i think but other then that rock on youre rad

saburo; i love him but also work on being a little nicer you do need to start working on communication i feel like but again that kinda just what happens in that family, but that dosnet mean you can imrpove

uhhhhhhhhhh cool color guys????? the bule?????? hhhhhhhhh whats thier nAMe??????????:

samatoki: sir you need therapy. also lay of the smoking sir i dont the sister you no longer talk to likes it alot.lol. also i do like your asthwinc ily but work on your anger and please.dont yell around kids youll scare them sir

jyuto; not to be rude but what the fuck. why??????? if you wanna be a a good c*p do it the right way??????????????? ??? i mean like what???

rio: rock on dude but please stop cooking so many nice and cute animals im so mad at you for that, also did you have youre pericings ehile on tour?????

FLING POSSE flingposseflingpos:

hhhhhhhh dice; i mean first off mood and vibe but also set up a fucking savings fund. please.please. also whats going on with any lack of passion for mosly laegal activitives????? gamblies have no honuer even tho honhr among theifs thing?????? sir please. a braincell. use one. get one and use it

gentaro; skndskbdakdb amazing incredible show stopping breath taking never been seen before i dont care what you say the way he talks and dresses is just him being him and habing fun living his life and not hurting anyone doing it, and he's able to enjoy himself around people who let him be him and express himself he has good taste

ramuda ramuda ramude: he's more complex (duh) but he's till able to care about the people around him in his own way and supports them and enjoys himself do he needs to work on being more to himslef but give the whole clone thing it makes sense but also should also be more to himself beacuse of the whole cone thing

MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT MAT AMT::;

hifumi: . i dont want to be mean but,,; u gotta work on talking to people with out the jackt buddy. or work on more boundeirs in the jacket atleast!! but iverall he's suppoerive and a good guy he's desveres what he has and the nice and also suppoetive people in his life

doppo: buddy. threapy helps ive heard. anyway you need to really just get the meantal health unser co troll. u have good people around you to help so i thi k you can also illy

jakurai; . express yourswlf more sir. trust your team mates a little more, you can be yourself with them. also good charcter and im glad u have your realxing hobbys and a good head on your shoulders

do i do dh and hhhhh BAT????

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click on this if were firnds its a gift <3

35 notes • Posted 2021-05-18 21:54:27 GMT

neither if us have the fucking braincell

@thou-shalt-not-staple-rats dweeb

38 notes • Posted 2021-09-16 21:42:38 GMT

good mo5 everyone, nobody fucking tell danny but im love keaya now???? sm???????

46 notes • Posted 2021-08-07 06:04:41 GMT

im not saying that all my friends are amazing and that i care them, but i AM saying that exactly, actually

72 notes • Posted 2021-05-30 02:56:35 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

jd fucking look the post where i make fun if you is a top post

#your tumblr year in review

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like THE thing i want to be at this point in time and that is my goal that i am striving towards is to be Mature, and now during my first forays into adulthood or at least in 2019/early 2020 where i was HEAVILY ANTICIPATING/wanting to prepare for entering adulthood, it seems like the main thing here is about self-control or self-moderation, AND IT TURNS OUT! SELF-CONTROL IS NOT JUST ABOUT TELLING YOURSELF "NO NO NO NO" OVER AND OVER AND TELLING YOURSELF NO IS NOT ABOUT GOING "THAT THING IS BAD SO YOURE BAD FOR CONSIDERING DOING IT NEVER DO IT" LOL like of course there's times when it's best to slap ur own hand and just go "no, not right now" but "no not right now" doesn't mean "no, never" or "no, not with/to anybody at all" or "no, it's not appropriate or called for or fitting for any situation/place ever at all" etc and also holding yourself back/off via going "NO CAUSE I SUCK" is so infuriatingly fruitless like, glaring issue of whatever youre telling yourself you suck for not even being a bad fucking thing in most cases aside, i can't think of a single situation where degrading yourself over something would be more convincing than telling yourself "this isnt a bad thing and im not bad for wanting to do it, but this isn't the time and/or place for it and it'd make me and, if applicable, anyone else involved happier if i saved it for when it Is the time and/or place for it", when you just go with 'oh it's cause i suck' it stops feeling like choosing to be better for yourself and for others to make everyone feel and be better and safer and happier, and starts feeling like a punishment and being shamed and targeted and like help and kindness is a chore, and when it IS about something you do/did that hurt someone then you go "that hurt them and i need to own up to this and let them know i don't want to hurt them and learn how i can get better and to actually actively BE better going forth" NOT "OH I JUST SUCK SO ME BEING OUTWARDLY BAD INSTEAD OF JUST THINKING I'M BAD MAKES NO DIFFERENCE LOL" AUUUUUUUGH LIKE IM SURE YOU CAN SEE THE ISSUES IN THINKING LIKE THAT WOULD RESULT IN BUT JUST GOOD FUCKING GOD. like, when i was getting closer and closer to turning 17 (and therefore 18 "soon" after wuh oh!!!!) i was scared that me learning to be responsible and mature and owning up to things was just gonna be me having to tell myself everything i wanted to do was bad and i was bad for everything i already had done and id have to prepare for getting told i was bad by everyone else any time i couldve stopped myself from doing something but didnt and i had to prepare for a lifetime of being awful to myself when i had just gotten sick of and (mostly!) stopped that but now i'm an adult and have frames of reference to go off of and i can and HAVE see/n that no it's not like that at all, and from what i've lived out so far it's much more like "you know, i don't think my friends want to hear that, to my priv twitter it goes" "i wanna do this NOW but i don't know how to handle it safely and i think i'd end up hurting myself so i'll just say i Wish i could do this and leave it there" "i could be lazy and half-ass helping out my friend but i care about them more than i've already said so far shows and want them to be as happy as i can make them so i'll do what i can" (cause i think sometimes self-control is going 'yes do this more/do it more in this other direction' not just 'no, rein it in'!) than it is "no cut it out you look bad when you do that" "why are you even considering that it's fucking weird" "people are already getting sick of you for the few times you HAVE done this so fucking stop it", AND GOD ASIDE FROM IT FEELING WAY BETTER JUST TO LIVE WITH IN MY OWN HEAD IT HAS MADE ME WAYYYYY MORE WILLING TO BE AND (HOPEFULLY) ACTUALLY ACTIVELY BE RESPONSIBLE AND BETTER AND WELL. MATURE LOL

#8log upd8 #personal #long post #ACK SORRY THIS IS REALLY WORDY but i wanted to elaborate on the last post's tag's stuff more #cause i again hope this is helpful to anyone or is at least interesting to ppl older than me who have already known this for years #and its second nature to them at that point XD #ok like 3rd reread/revision through im just gonna post this lol this is a lot of words sorry if some parts are confusing

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