#i need them like i need air fuck.

[nobie]

it makes me physically ill thinking about what we could've had *ugly crying*

#i am unwell #they make me UNWELL #oh god #i need them like i need air fuck. #star wars #codywan #commander cody #obi wan kenobi #kenobi series #this was a real concept... #icantdothisanymore #sedate me #nobie does stuff

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Hiii everyone, say, how do your Hawkes go go about sharing their estate? If they do it at all? Is everyone free to come and go or are they more private? Or do they only invite their LI to stay? I'm curious!! :)

#lay rambles #my ocs #oc: liam hawke #oc: lilian hawke #both my hawkes are very social w their friends but i love comparing their boundaries around it #theres variation in rules for specific ppl with both of them ofc but theres still general differences #with liam its all very open and everyone can p much come and go whenever #they dont get extra keys (theyll get lost and he doesnt want randos finding them lol) but they know where to find the spare key #and bodhan and sandal and orana know to let them in whenever #hes very lenient in this this regard but he does have rules abt what he does and doesnt want them to do #mostly its about not making too much of a mess lol bc liam prefers to clean himself #(he doesnt trust the crew with his household and also he has particular ways of doing things and Hates when theyre done differently) #so things like keep your dirty garb at the entrance dont cook by yourselves (this was banned after they did it one (1) time lol) etc #also no fucking allowed. do that somewhere else for the love of the maker he does NOT want to walk into that in his own house #(and it also comes back to liam not trusting them with cleaning but also Not wanting to clean that up lol) #also he is not fond of them going into his room uninvited. most of the house is chill but that is *his* space #he accommodates these rules by e.g. having spare slippers and a little washing basin in the entrance hall for dirty shoes/feet #always makes sure to have snacks in stock that he knows they like #food will have notes abt what to leave for leandra/orana/etc but otherwise food is prepared with his friends in mind #and in general he'll make sure to adjust the space/routine in little ways to accommodate them #(air out when fen isnt there cus he doesnt like drafts; keep curtains open cus anders prefers open spaces; etc) #lilian on the other hand doesnt like when her friends come into the estate without a heads up (cept for emergencies) #but once they have her 'ok' its basically mi casa es su casa #dont yknow. overdo it and get too rowdy but otherwise do whatever #however. she also expects everyone to clean up after themselves. she aint here to play maid and youre all adults #also liam has a general 'please try to not be too wild when leandra is here' and lilian doesnt #not cos she doesnt care but cos leandra is bothered by sth she can speak up herself #oh and lilian uses the basement space as temporary refuge for anyone who needs it (mostly escaped mages) #also side note: both offered gamlen to stay but he refused (out of pride/remorse) #...this got long and i ran out of tag space lmfao so this is it for now xD

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Interviewer: Avatar Aang, why did you run away from home? Aang: I was told I was the Avatar at like 12, and the pressure got to me so I childishly ran away. :( Ironically that ended up being the right choice, but that's a diff story. Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Aang: Of course! My best buddy, ol' pal Appa! :D Appa: Moo Interviewer: Avatar Korra, why did you run away from home? Korra: Well the first time- I don't want to talk about the second time- it was because those jerks wouldn't let me BE THE AVATAR! So I ran away to do my duties! Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Korra: Of course! Only the best girl ever, Naga! Naga: Woof

Interviewer: Avatar Kyoshi, why did you run away from home? Kyoshi: After witnessing the death of two of my loved ones. I swore to escape my sifu's control and to get revenge by any means necessary. Interviewer: Fascinating. Did you take anyone with you? Kyoshi: Of course! I took my totally 100%, platonic bestie Rangi! Mmmhmmm just friends, totally, ONLY friends. Haha. No secret longing feelings here, no siree. Rangi: Platonic???? Not by the end of this trip, not if I have anything to say about it!

#atla #avatar the last air bender #lok #legend of korra #rise of kyoshi #shadow of kyoshi #rangi #korra #kyoshi #rangi sei'naka #rangshi #rangi seinaka #rangi i get it girl but kyoshi's having a gay crisis you need to be more forward #parallels #it was a funny post and fun parallels leave me be! #i think i'm funny #the 2nd time korra ran away she took her ptsd with her ;w; but we don't talk about that! #kyoshi is over compensating cause she doesn't want her bestie to know she's in love with her #little does she know rangi was DTF for like 2 years now TT0TT #i love how they both throw out 'i'm totally in love w/u vibes' but then they just fucking miss each other???? #and what's worse is that both think they're just soooo good at hiding it TT0TT the miscommunication no one does it like THEM #my fav type of miscommunication #absolute messes I love them #aang and korra were great foils #but adding kyoshi makes such a great 3 way venn diagram~!

[ahalliance]

qsmp francophone cubitos and their dynamic drive me wild, they all know they’re mutually lying and obscuring the truth to one another, they all know they’re keeping each other at arm’s distance, they all know they’re not as open as they once were when it was just them and the aftermath of a plane crash, but the love is still there. the worry and the concern. they pry information out of one another in supposedly subtle ways that really just convey how much they still care about each other. what’s your stance on the federation. how’s your code arm doing. even if in the end you don’t turn to me, please call out to someone. maybe looking out for yourself is looking out for others as well. i don’t know you anymore but i will protect the unknown anyway

#qsmp #qsmp french #jay rambles #i need to go sleep . said i’d go to sleep ages ago . rotating them in my mind anw . fawk #it’s like. they KNOW they’re not being frank with one another. and it’s almost a game they play #i ask you this question and you know what i mean . but i will not say it outright . #for how long can we dance around the topic until one of us spills the obvious out into the open air #<- etoiles broke first btw lmao . and he and baghera went right back to pretending like neither of them knew any better too #insane of them . fuck #(for context it was about bbh and ron . both him and baghz were prodding at each other trying to gauge how much the other knew #and etoiles at one point just said ‘oh my god i know you know baghera !!! please !!!!’ it was a very validating moment for french cubito #enjoyers . right until they went back to pretending nothing had happened . win) #shoutout to like two months ago when etoiles said smth along the lines of how baghera isn’t telling him everything bc she doesn’t trust him #i will explode and explode and explode #antoine’s whole Thing early on about being distrustful and wary of others and how it hurt that he wasn’t always told everything anymore #a slow unraveling of the status quo that you don’t even realised has happened until you look around you

[cloudy-moth]

I miss ashton's cringefail attempts at pickpocketing-flirting with fearne who always just played along, i miss orym and imogen's deep, calm and slightly tense quiet conversations, i miss chetney and laudna's idiotic dynamic and the screaming they brought out of each other, i miss fcg analyzing all of their interactions within the group and trying to talk the issues of certain people at kinda inappropiate times. I miss when the biggest problem was eshteros being dead, or laudna being dead, or yu revealing themself, or delilah breaking Imogen's rock, or being on a skyship for the first time, or dorian having to leave, or bertrand dying, or animated furniture

Fucking animated furniture. They've come so fucking far and i am not okay

#critical role #bells hells #cr3 #ashton greymoore #fearne calloway #orym of the air ashari #imogen temult #chetney pock o'pea #laudna #fcg #been rewatching compilations of the earlier eps and GOD #they hit like a fucking truck #i need them to be together again oh my god

[skitskatdacat63]

What is this love triangle 😵‍💫😵‍💫

#one day i will make like a horrible compilation of all the various Fernando x ron dennis articles me and min(renaulonso) found #bcs theyre actually sickening. SICKENINGLY FUNNY!!!! #they make me fucking screech with laughter #its been months since we discussed it and went on a deep dive #but whenever i go back at look at those article titles and snippets #i am actually in tears of laugher bcs theyre so unwell #the title of the article this snippet is from btw is: #'Seven years after their acrimonious split love is in the air again for Ron Dennis and Fernando Alonso +' #'+ as the driver’s need meets McLaren’s desperation #LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!? WHY ARE THESE THE WORDS YOU CHOSE!?!?!?!? #there was also another article decribing their 'wedding' as jenson button watched on as the best man #like what the fuck made them write these #but yeah sorry suddenly needed to post this after that flavio quote from the doc #bcs im like wow...he lowkey sounded jealous as fuck talking abt ron dennis and fernando #as i said. describing it like a marriage and mentioning that they had to divorce at the end of 2007 #and saying that ron wasnt strict enough w the implication that he WAS #flavio briatore #ron dennis #fernando alonso #f1 #formula 1

[hitmeupaep]

Erik Krippe, Jensen Ackles and Misha Collins could all come to my door and look me dead in my eyes and say destiel isn’t real and i would not give a single fuck

#there opions are completly irrelevant #would there support be awesome? yes! do i need it? absolutely the fuck not #the charecters and story is out of there control the second the episode airs #and dean and cas being in love isn’t just my fandom interpretation #it’s supported by the text #so it’s one thousand percent real because it’s present in the text of the show #and this isn’t me saying i think jensen and misha think destiel isn’t real but just to show how irrelevant there thoughts on it are #like i won’t lie i like that both of them know destiel is real #but idc if they didn’t i guess is the point #sorry to ramble but just needed to say it cause saw too much fuckery on my timeline #destiel #supernatural #misha collins #jensen ackles

[ohmydumbledear]

So many Orym thoughts circling in my mind right now fkjdskgjdkfj - Orym emoting so much as soon as he arrived in Zephrah, whether it be happy or angry or sad, we haven’t seen him feel so openly in a while - Orym being so obvious in his love for his friends and introducing them all but reverting to his soldier mode as soon as he is near Keyleth and not even blinking while telling the truth about Imogen and her mum - him still not having said anything to his own mum about what happened to him - the constant mention of the cherry-blossom trees - confirming that Fearne (and Dorian) visited Zephrah with Orym a while back - him diving back in the thirst for vengeance in front of Bell’s Hells but them having no discussion about it so far - the Ashari avoiding giving birth under Ruidus and Laudna being protective of Imogen hearing that - both Ashton and Orym having a long overdue makeover in Zephrah and Orym wanting to protect his shield arm - Orym offering his shield for FCG to contact the Changebringer - him and Imogen understanding Keyleth’s relationship to the mysterious orb man and him not mentioning the incessant screaming they heard - Orym’s first mission when coming home being having to find a beautiful and rare blue flower that grows in the barren and hopeless earth, a flower that will heal the toxin that took his husband and father, and the thematic implications of that,,,

#orym #orym of the air ashari #cr orym #critical role spoilers #cr spoilers #cr3 #cr3 spoilers #been reading a lot in the tags #i'm not even done with the episode but oh boy #i feel like liam is finally unleashing orym in his entirety and i fucking love it #it's gonna be messy and I am here for it #i am ready to be mad at orym #give me the angst #also i desperately need a traveling in the wood and chatting while on watch episode #because i need everybody to talk #i need ashton and imogen to talk about laudna #i need laudna to tell imogen about orym and delilah #i need fcg to tell them all about frida and other things they've discovered #cr3e66

[roychewtoy]

impaled

#nathan being impaled on that tetanus inducing loose steel pipe. tho tetanus is the least of his worries on account of. well u know 🕳 #nathan can be a body horror fans best friend if u let him into ur heart. living human crash dummy #i really cant believe he gets impaled. twice. #hole moment! #love turning nathans immortality round in my head. but healing factor....? #thinkin today about how the video game guy tim threatens to cut one of them in half with a chainsaw and simon is like: #[😐nathan u obviously have to volunteer] #but what woulda actually happened if that followed through [probably why it didnt lol] #would the others have had to drag each severed bit of him back to the community centre and let his guts re fuse #fucking hold him together with gaffer tape and plasters. cause i doubt he coulda regrown a whole half #his 'healing factor' only comes into play when he dies. fresh canvas etch a sketch reboot and all that. hes not fuckin wolverine #all the deaths r: impaled on fence. impaled on pipe. beaten to death. blows his own brains out. falls and snaps his neck #but chainsaw... ? one can ponder. fingers to head i can imagine anything image #readin his wiki rn 'his body will never get sick. rot. age. or truly grow old' #may not get sick but he can still shit his guts out. hashtag oblivious lactose intolerant king hashtag milk drinker #forever the worlds most annoying twenty yr old #and then the wiki goes 'the user does not need to eat drink or breathe' ....hello #ive rotated him not aging any further cause it lines up with the whole stuck in his ways. never changing [kelly voice: its just who u are] #but eatin and drinking and breathing??? we know he still experiences hunger [<-kebab] #and he dunks his head in a bucket of water when hes testin for powers with simon. gaspin for air afterwards right #firm believer in the. he suffocated to death several times in the coffin before they dug him up #oh waaait. is it stating this like. he doesnt need foodwaterair. cause it doesnt matter if he dies.. ohhhhhh..... Oh..😃 #staring at nathan sleeping in the community centre surviving on bags of crisps from the vendies so hard i burn holes through my monitor #this got away from me. uh. living crash dummy. oil pastel guts and water colour jumpsuit yessir #having fun doin art. expect more hole art. sorryfor putting this in the misfits tag hehe. not really #gore #blood #misfits #my art #chewtoy

[meadowsofmay]

lets out a long sigh man...

i will kill for orym.

#may exu watch through #ep 6 #taking a break from c1 because it got too stressful and i needed to breathe for a second #and exu makes me real excited for c3 and orym's and fearne's journey because they are the most adorable beans and i will defend them #and i feel like a relate to orym so bad #i wanna know his story and liam's thought process and his the ideas he build orym with #because i am so fucking invested #my heart is attached #i *will* kill for him #and i will hide him in my arms from all the harm #idc idc idc i love him #orym of the air ashari #the crown keepers #exandria unlimited #exu #critical role #liam o'brien

[oatbugs]

the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart

#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but #you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they #should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc #they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant #the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look #exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway #god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else #inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home #i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty #there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air #med school students walking to their lectures #she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now #there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven #ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen #tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you #more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO #ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!! #anyway im like . sane. #i just . felt like it was over #i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself #that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too #its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW #BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND #WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!! #anyway #standing up it just feels so #exhausting #like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever

[soliloquy-dawn]

Snippet

'No set-up they just fuck' stalag fic in the works. Post-fight confrontation. Bucky's POV.

I am so (un)reasonably excited about this one.

“Make sure no one comes in, Benny.” 

Mouth agape, he looks over his shoulder to see DeMarco with his hand on the door handle. He cocks an eyebrow at John, and smiles benignly. “Sure thing, Major.” 

“Are you fucking kidding me?” John huffs. 

“I’m not,” Gale says through his teeth. “We’ve got to talk, and I don’t want anyone to interrupt. Benny’s gonna watch the kitchen door until we’re done.” 

John can feel a trickle of sweat run down his grimy back. “We’re gonna talk?” 

“Yes,” says Gale sternly, and DeMarco stifles a laugh. 

Cheeks burning, and with his stomach knotted to oblivion, John is dragged by the nape towards the compound kitchen. 

Things that will happen:

John's gonna cry.

Benny's gonna have to listen to some excruciating howling while standing guard at the door, but it's water off a duck's back, he's done it before (he secretly enjoys it).

Aside from that, I'm just going to see where the wind takes me.

#masters of the air #gale cleven #john egan #clegan #clegan fic #stalag fight fic #I feel like we really need a fic where they relieve the tension after the fight #I won't accept that the quick tumble in the mud was enough for them #they need to fuck it out #buck x bucky

[aeoris4lovers]

*hits ashrym with my autism ray*

orym stims by tracing his fingers over the glass in ashton’s head and watching the sparks.

ashton stims by playing with orym’s hair since they can’t play with their own hair like that.

orym lays on top of ashton like a little weighted blanket at night, and ashton gives orym almost-too-tight-but-in-the-good-way hugs.

when ashton is upset, orym drags him outside and spars with him to stop him from just hitting himself or the nearest large object.

when orym gets in his head too much, ashton tosses him around because he likes how being in the air feels and it makes him laugh.

orym talks for ashton when they don’t have the energy for people.

ashton gets everyone’s attention when orym can’t talk loud enough to be heard.

#they are so autistic and also trans and they mean so much to me #thank you for coming to my ted talk #hitting every critical role character with my autism ray one at a time #would love to see them have the same kind of nebulous romantic-ish intimate committed dependent relationship that imogen and laudna have #just. in their own way #i think they need it #and they also have the same dynamic of like #intimidating exterior with a heart of gold x in possession of the party’s one brain cell but also secretly lots of fucked up shit upstairs #ashrym #orym of the air ashari #ashton greymoore #c3 #bells hells #critical role #cr headcanons #autistic!orym #autistic!ashton

[mars-ipan]

GODDD.

#marzivents #to preface. i am SLIGHTLY buzzed. as in i have had a single mimosa almost an hour ago #today there has been a… weird??? energy with the family?? #my mom and dad are on two different frequencies today but like they’re managing so whatever #my brother and i have been normal i suppose #but we’ve been all together for a little bit to celebrate the new uear and such #clock hits 12. we celebrate. everybody has One mimosa. not a lot at all #that buzz hits me and i’m hanging out. i’m feeling good! #my brother says something or other and we start the motions of one of our go-to sibling disagreements you know the type #and my mother cuts me off says like ‘let’s all relax’ or whatever. i didn’t feel that angry but like?? sure? fine whatever #we stop and i move on. once again not a huge deal to me #then my dad does smth or other. my mom’s been razzing him all day so i decide alright i will also razz him. a little lighthearted teasing #it is NOTHING different from what i normally do. just slightly more frequent #and my dad goes ‘i can’t have an opinion on anything huh?’ and i- committed to the bit- go ‘no <3’ with a smile on my face #like i am simply wanting to fuck around!! the way you do with friends! that is all i am doing! #i get in some other thing with my brother for like .2 seconds before my mom tells us to ‘stop fighting’ again. alright cool #this sort of thing continues. and the air in the room becomes super tense for some goddamn reason??? #eventually my dad heads to the garage and my brother follows. while they’re gone my mom tells me i need to cool it and i’m being aggressive #i???? huh???? what??? #i was gonna turn to HER and crack a joke like ‘how do you get them to understand that loud doesn’t mean angry?’ #because that’s an issue SHE has all the damn time! i was gonna turn to her and bond! but she says that before i can even start to #so my attempt to ease the remaining tension in the room is dead on arrival. in fact the room is even TENSER #maybe it was the champagne or smth but it just fucking got to me. i shut up and turn away and start trying to collect myself #i’m realizing two things. 1- my emotions are less in my control right now and i cannot collect myself here. 2- I Need To Fucking Scream #so i silently pack up and head to my room. my mom knows better and asks no questions #as i was typing this post my brother walks in. i shoo him out without words but he tries to ask questions so i just repeat until he gets it #i feel fucking insane. what the fuck did i DO???? i literally was just fucking razzing. i do that all the time #and sure. i was louder. and yeah it was probably slightly more razzing than i normally would. but i DO NOT FUCKING GET how those two things #would cause as MUCH of a reaction as they did!!! like. i . hello??? #the rest is in the replies bc i am out of tags but i am not out of feelings

[robotpussy]

this white woman is threatening to call the police on me after she fucking sprayed bathroom cleaner in my fucking face and lashed out and told her to fuck off

#i know she wont call the police because wtf are they gonna do? im not at home in literally going to class #and i wont get home until the evening but the fact that she's threatening me because she wanted me #to lash out is so evil im manifesting her death idgaf anymore!!! #incase ppl are wondering she was outside spraying the door for a hour and im like im not walking past her #incase she says i did something to her. but then im like nah im gonna be late if i dont leave now #incase she says i did something to her. so i close the door but because she has the front door open my door slams #so she screams 'dont slam the door' and im like it only slammed because of the wind #and then im waiting for her to move and she won't so i just tell her i need to get past and she's like fuck off you piece of shit #and i just get riled up like don't fucking talk to me all i did was tell you i need to get past but you called me names #so im gonna do it back cause im not letting that slide. and she fucking sprays the cleaner at me #and then when im like what the fuck is your problem shes like i can get you arrested for being violent #and im like.... call them cause i haven't touched you 🤷🏾‍♀️ shes been dying to say that to me i know it #that low life penny smelling pile of white flesh will get whats coming to her i say she drop dead soon! #the reason why she was claiming i was being violent was because i kicked the air as a reflex response.... #i didnt kick her. i kicked the air but shes going to run with that

[bookwyrminspiration]

I've been "the smart friend" for so long that I never considered I could be more but recently I've been facing the fact that I think I might also be the "full of energy silly friend". not like a jokester but just endearingly earnest, energetic, and child-like in my joy that just has and exudes fun

#shitpost #quil's unholy underworld #in class on friday I had some extra energy I needed to get out before it started #and a new friend was across the room #and the desks were facing each other with nothing inbetween them #(the desks are SOOO fucked up in that class <3) #and so I started playing air patty cake #just because it seemed the most natural course of action #because I was happy and had energy and she was right there #and after a moment she laughed and started doing it back #and we went for a little bit #and it made the other people I'm friendly with laugh #and I just. that feels like silly really optimistic fun friend energy #(i don't have a better word to describe it) #which I've never really consciously associated with myself? #i've always been the smart one #so it was eye opening #but also I can't really. categorize /myself/ #so perhaps I'm getting it wrong