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neonacidtrip · 5 months
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we haven't spoken in a very long time, but i dreamt of you last night, so I couldn't help but think of you. I'm not sure you remember me, but i hope life is treating you well these days. take care.
I'm not sure what to say, but I can promise you I have not forgotten you. My time on Tumblr has been a mess full of hiatuses, I admit, but it will always be a place where I met some very wonderful friends, including you. With 100% honesty, I can say the friends I made here are some of the best friends I have ever had, even though most of us don't talk anymore.
It doesn't matter how often I speak with people, or if we never speak again. I'll always remember you, and I'll always think fondly of you and hope that life is treating you gently and kindly.
I hope you had a nice (or at the very least an okay) dream, and I'm glad to know you still remember me, too, regardless of all else.
Take care, love <3
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the-s1lly-corner · 6 months
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Hello hi! Jumping in with a tadc request!
When you have time and/or motivation, could I get a scenario with Jax where his s/o has a nightmare about him abstracting? (assuming people in the digital world can dream)
Again, only do this if you feel up to it! Thank you and have a good rest of your day! :)
Jax x reader who has a nightmare !
on the off chance that the person who requested i elaborate on the giant spider idea with kinger sees this, i see your request! i intend to answer it soon, i just need to come up with some ideas; namely ideas for the IHA itself and why there would be this giant spider in the first place !! asides that, im all caught up on requests at the time of writing this! ill probably write some other stuff throughout today if no new requests come in, im having a lot of fun writing TADC stuff! hope you enjoy!
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depending on how far along you two are in the relationship, you guys start sleeping together more and more often; usually in jax's room because he prefers it that way
so imagine one night the two of you decide to share the bed again, you both go to sleep.. and todays incident happens
its not often that you actually get dreams in the digital world, but that may be because you wont sleep all that often due to not needing to
digital dreams tend to be... weirder than real world dreams, but tonights dream was. horrifying, really
it started off strange, it was you alone and looking for jax. he wasnt in the tents common areas, or by the lake or at the carnival. you ask around, but no one knows where he is. finally, you decided to check his room. the door wasnt locked, despite jax always locking the door..
weird
in a sight not too dissimilar to how pomni had told you they found kaufmos abstracted form, you found jax
twisted and corrupted and writhing in pain. his body jutted out unnaturally as dozens of eyes darted around
before all suddenly focusing on you
then he charged
you woke up, or rather you jerked awake. you couldnt even register what just happened for a few seconds, before whipping your head to look down at the sleeping bunny lazily strewn out on the bed
you reach your hands forward and grip his side, shaking it, to make sure he was real
he was, and now he was awake
and honestly kind of annoyed that you woke him up, but his look of bitterness softens just a touch when he sees the tears in your eyes
before he can get a word out you wrap yourself around him, babbling about the nightmare you just had; about how you couldnt find him and when you did, he had abstracted
for once, the rabbit didnt make any snarky comment or say anything that could've made you feel dumb for being scared
well not for a minute
"you dream about me? cute"
you slap his arm, but he continues
wrapping his arms around you, he just tugs you back down in bed; but not to go back to sleep. no, this is for comfort, though he wouldnt say it
"jeez you really think im gonna wuss out that easily?" he pulls you closer
you guys stay like that until the following day
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mizu-nights · 4 months
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# enemies to lovers
★ — char ; akito
★ — notes ; HIIII I'M DOING WELL I HOPE U ARE TOO!!! and tysm hehe i'm glad u like my theme <3 HOPE YOUR WEEK WASNT THAT BAD ^^ i've never written enemies to lovers before but i hope you enjoy nonetheless! also tgswiiwagaa pfp ... i haven't read it in a while but hai i love mitsuki :3
★ — notes (2) ; set in kamiyama/academic setting , not really enemies , open ending (?) , this ended up being a lot longer than expected ( T T )
★ — requested by ; @toadistoast
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★ shinonome akito :
the reason why you're 'enemies' in the first place is just because of a terrible first impression of each other. akito tends to have another side to him when he's in front of new people, and unfortunately, that slipped when you two met.
then you were both convinced that one hated the other. i mean, why be friends with someone that dislikes you, right?
that was until both of you were paired together for a group project. you could literally hear the most annoyed groan ever from across the classroom once it was announced.
which you quickly returned with a similar pissed off scoff. neither of you tried to hide it, either.
it really didn't help that your friends would always tease you about how akito secretly has a crush on you.
"[name], akito has been staring at you a lot since it got announced you were partners... mayb-"
"oh, shut up... have you seen the way he looks at me? it's pure hatred!"
surprisingly, while working on the project together, you two... tolerated each other. turns out akito wasn't as bad as you thought—you were even willing to befriend him now.
"...are we friends now or-?"
"don't finish that question."
though, that little smile on akito's face was a good enough answer.
you still had your moments, though.
"jeez, this is so tiring..."
"...jeez, this is sooo tiring..."
"are you seriously mocking me right now."
as the days went by, the both of you ended up bonding. you learned about his dreams, his friends... plenty of things about him. he was actually rather admirable, maybe even charismatic?
you even found yourself missing him a bit once the project was over. nothing was stopping you from continuing talking to him, of course—you just didn't know how. there wasn't any reason to since the project was over.
you even took a bunch of horrible photos of akito just to piss him off. some of his forehead, some of him doing dumb things... and yet he still looked good in them. how unfair.
eventually, after a few minutes, you figured out that maybe, just maybe, admiring someone's photos like this might not be normal. or platonic at that.
scratch that, you were missing him a lot. not only that, but you might even have a crush on him now. how amazing.
and it seems like akito felt the same way since your phone randomly flashed open with a call notification from him, asking you to meet him at weekend garage tomorrow.
"oh? miss me already, akito? are you asking me out on a date?"
"...you're insufferable."
"yeah, yeah... i'll be there at 2pm."
if you listened closely, you could even hear a small chuckle from the other side of the phone.
as much as you hate to admit it, you really couldn't wait for tomorrow to arrive... how silly—it's only been a few days since you last 'hung out', and yet you can't wait until you see him once more.
love truly makes you feel peculiar things, doesn't it?
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missstratford · 7 months
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Queen of my heart
Chapter 3
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
A/n: Chapter 3 is up at last!!! Extremely sorry for the delay, these uni exams weren't going to write themselves were they? 🥲 .. Anyway, I hope y'all like this part... Also next part is definitely going to be steamy so... Beware ig?
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You stared at the note in your hand, eyes droopy with sleep. You had finished a monumental task of herbology, potions AND trasnfiguration all due the next day. Just as you were about to leave the library, you were handed this note by the writer himself. "Potter the library is closing and I'm too exhausted so sod off." You mumbled as your sluggish brain tried deciphering the contents of his note. "Say the magic words L/n and I'll leave." Potter cheekily grinned back. Ugh, why wasnt he battered like you were? You lacked the energy to be annoyed so you decided to get rid of him by giving what he wanted. "Alright! I forgive you, now please leave." You said as you made to move around him. "Not so fast," You heard him say before he blocked your path down the hallway. "What is it now?” you gritted your teeth, " My note asks for your forgiveness and requests your presence at the Ravenclaw party this weekend." He tilted his head, eyes meeting yours. You watched him as the moonlight highlighted his irises, Hazel, you noticed. "Well L/n, I know I'm gorgeous but I need an answer. " His lips quirked. Asshole. "Fine I'll be there." You pushed past him, feeling the muscles under your fingertips as you did. Merlin, you needed to sleep.
The music blared through the speakers as students swayed around, chatting… Snogging… Drinking. James looked around for a familiar Slytherin as he stood with his mates. He of course didn't expect you to come but he waited anyway. "Jamie boy, you are three days down for the 2 week challenge, you're slipping mate." Adrian patted him on his back and walked away. He was not slipping, the seven love confessions he'd got that week were proof enough. And then there was L/n. He definitely saw her as an improvement. After all, he had spent 3 days hand writing 50 apology notes. She'd agreed on the 51st, and it seemed quite entertaining watching her fighting sleep and fighting him at the same time. The 3 days themselves were rather eventful for him. He almost went so far to say he'd enjoyed how she rejected him, constantly finding creative ways. And the way she'd furrow her eyebrows when confused. James caught himself smiling into his drink a moment too late. "Lovely day dream eh?” Sirius quirked a brow. " Indeed, it's titled, 'The mockery of L/n' quite dramatic don't you think?” James grinned. He clearly despised her enough to remember her little quirks. "Oi mate look who turned up" He heard Frank whistle to him. Turning around, he caught sight of L/n and his mind froze. She looked so out of place, he thought. All the students around her looked exactly what you'd expect at a party, but her, she looked like someone who would dance with the constellations among the night sky. She looked too elegant, too exquisite to belong in a drab looking party like this. James decided he probably had too much to drink. L/n was not lily, but for the first time, lily, HIS LILY, paled in comparison to her. As you stepped into the Ravenclaw common room, you immediately regretted coming. There, among the dancing bodies stood Malcom. You cursed under your breath as you caught his eye. You quickly walked out the common room, your flowy dress hindering you a bit. Malcom caught your wrists, spinning you to face him. "It's been a while" He smiled politely. The same smile that made you fall for him in 3rd year, the same smile that morphed into hatred as he was about to hit you a month later. "What do you want Malcom? " You asked, keeping the fear from seeping through your voice. "I just wanted to say that," He walked closer, "I miss you, y/n. I miss us." He looked at you earnestly. You felt your chest tighten. You had to leave. "Let me go" You whispered as you tried to tug your arm free. His fingers tightened hard enough to hurt you. "Malcom stop! You're hurting me." You shouted, trying to reach for your wand. "Oh come on y/n, I know you still love me." He gripped your arms harder. "Malcom please, ju-" Your breath started coming out short as tears threatened to spill. Before you could say something more, a hard knock landed on Malcolm's jaw, "I believe the lady asked you to stop." James stood over him. "Potter you piece of-" "I don't think you are in the position to threaten me Malcom. You see I also happen to be the head boy and can not only deduct points but can also report you to the professors. So fuck off yeah?” James was crouching in front of Malcom, jaw set and eyes glaring. You watched as Malcom left, giving you time to try and breath normally. "Hey, would you like to sit down?” you heard James' soft voice. " That would help." You mumbled and he lead to an alcove in a deserted hallway.
You watched the orange firelight spill across the stone floor as you calmed yourself. James was with you all the while, conjuring a goblet of water and helping you focus on your breath. "Thank you." You sighed, resting your head against the wall. "For?" He asked, looking at you. "Saving me from Malcom, of course." You deadpanned. "But I could have handled it" You waved your hands. " I know," James said, which made you look at him, "but I'm glad I helped, let you share the burden for a while." He smiled, a genuine one. He was sitting next to you, your shoulders touching his. "And to finally be your knight in shining armor." He grinned. "You never give up do you?" You couldn't help but laugh. "On you? Never." He laughed. You looked at him wondering how he had said something so profound and intimate just like that, with a smile. You leaned forward, lips touching his briefly as you heard him take in a sharp breath. You pulled away, cheeks reddening. "I-" James silenced you by claiming your lips with a searing kiss, his hands gently cupping your face. You moaned as he sucked on your bottom lip, your fingers pulling against his shirt, wanting him closer. His lips molded against yours and you let out a sigh. You felt him stop and pull away abruptly. You opened your eyes, watching him tuck your hair away and caress your cheek. "It's -um- it's curfew so Filch might catch us." He looked away from you as he stood up. Embarassment coated your features. Why had you kissed him? He was dismissing you now. "I can accompany you to-" You walked away, emotionless before he could complete his sentence.
You lied on your bed, feeling utterly stupid for letting adrenaline control you. Yes he had saved you from Malcom, however, who knew he wasn't the same. But you had glimpsed his true nature back at the alcove. You turned in your sheets. That gave him no reason to treat you like that. First he let's you kiss him then asks you to leave? You were right to hate him.
James lied on his bed, having left the party sooner than the others. He couldn't bring himself to stop thinking about Y/n. The moment he saw her leave the party, he knew there was something wrong. Merlin, he wanted to hex Maclom's sorry arse so badly when he caught him hurting Y/n. His heart had shrunk when he saw her, always so confident and strong, crumble like that. And she had kissed him not long after. Merlin, her lips. James thought as he ran his hands down his face. He couldn't stop thinking of how delicately soft her lips had been. The way she grasped at his shirt and the sounds that her lovely mouth had made. It left him feeling rather aroused. And of course he had gone and ruined it by asking her to leave. But his conscience wouldn't let him, constantly reminding him that it was all a game. He heard the door of his dorm open. "Moony is that you? ” he mumbled. " Who else would it be?" He heard his friends smooth voice. "You left the party early, WHILE lily still remained, something is clearly wrong." Remus said as he sat on James' bed. Ah shit, he had entirely forgotten about Lily, since when did that happen? "I hit Malcom" James said evenly. "Malcom Smith?” Remus asked and James nodded. "He was hurting Y/n" James sighed. "Oh it's Y/n now not L/n?" Remus smirked. "Ugh sod off" James threw a pillow at him. As Remus was about to leave, he stopped, "Prongs, I think Y/n is a kind person and probably the best Slytherin apart from Andromeda and I don't think she deserves to be a pawn in your little game. Just think about it okay?” and closed the door behind him. James sighed in frustration. What had he gotten himself into?
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femwrldsstuff · 1 month
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Clueless!
Ponyboy x fem!reader
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I was hiding away with ponyboy and Johnny after johnny killed a Soc to save me and Ponyboy. Since I was involved, I stayed with pony and johnny. Me, ponyboy, and johnny here huddled together inside the church, asleep.
I woke up from a bad dream,breathing heavily.
Without making a sound,I stood up and walked out of the church.
These past days were hell for me,my routine was:cry,sleep,cry again and then fall asleep again.
Same cycle everyday.
And now it wasn't different,there wasnt one moment were i wasn't crying.
I was crying so much to the point they got annoyed by it.
But I knew they wouldn't admit it,or atleast I hoped so.
Suddendly I heard some noise from behind me,quickly wiping the tears off.
"It's not safe for you out here, we're still wanted, you have to come back in....."
Ponyboy mumbled half asleep.
I sighed and walked back in,Johnny was now awake,Ponyboy probably woke him up.
"Good, I was worried you would run aw-"
Johnny stopped mid sentence, once he saw your face, and the amount of tears that were streaming down your face.
"Have the tears stopped flowing for even a second?"
Ponyboy asked queitly.
I looked at him for a few seconds before hugging him,literally sobbing.
Ponyboy hugged me back, rubbing my back, trying to comfort me in some way.
Johnny sighed,sitting down.
My attention turned to Johnny for a few seconds but then quickly back to Ponyboy.
Johnny looked at me, he seemed to be getting annoyed from the constant sobbing.
Ponyboy, who was still hugging you, looked over at him, and shot him a don't you dare say anything about her crying look.
I burried my head in his chest,seeking for comfort.
Ponyboy continued to hug you he felt like nothing could go wrong if he could just keep hugging you the whole day.
Johnny walked over to the window, and started smoking again, now just staring out the window.
After a while I let go off him,sitting down in the corner.
I was thinking about Ponyboy,remembering how Cherry mentioned one or two times how she found him cute but I couldn't understand.
I hated it, and I hated her even more for that.
I mean,what is my problem?
Cherry is my pal.
I don't begrudge her a boyfriend.....
What does she want with Ponyboy anyway?
He dresses funny,he listens to complaint rock.
He's not even cute in a conventional way.
I mean,he's just this....slug.
Who hangs around the house all the time.
And he's a hideous dancer.
Couldn't take him anywhere.
"Wait a second,what am I stressing about?"
I thought to myself.
This is like,Ponyboy.
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Okay,okay.
So he is kind of a Baldwin.
But what would he want with Cherry?
She couldn't make him happy.
Ponyboy needs someone with imagination,someone to take care of him.
Someone to laugh at his jokes,in case he ever makes any.
Then suddendly....
Oh,my God!
I love Ponyboy.
I am majorly,totally,butt crazy in love with Ponyboy!
But now I don't know how to act around him....
The day passed like crazy,soon enough we all fell asleep.
But I just couldn't,not when I was laying on the ground just a few inches away from him.
But he wasn't sleeping either,wich was good.
I looked at him....
All of a sudden I was all tense around him,there was no playfullness anymore.
Ponyboy noticed that,he thought you were mad at him....
"What's up with you?" Ponyboy asked.
"Nothin'." I answered shortly,i just couldn't be around him.
Ponyboy wasn't buying your explanation, you were always so bubbly and playful when you were with him, but now you were all tense, and reserved, there was something wrong, he was sure. He grabbed your hand and looked you directly in the eyes.
"Tell me what's wrong."
I blushed hardly and pulled my hand away "I need to take a breath...." I said,walking out the church.
Ponyboy got curious, he got curious as to why you pulled away, what was with that blush, and why the sudden mood shift... He got back up, and followed you out.
I sat down on the front porch.
He made sure the front door was closed, and sat next you, getting uncomfortably close to you, and getting so near your face, you could feel his breath on your skin.
"Tell me now."
I just couldn't,what if he didn't like me back?!
Of course he didn't....
I was freaking out that's for sure.
I loved him so much and I hated to lie to him.
But I kinda had to in this situation,it was a 50-50 chance here.
So I just decided to go for it....
I sighed "You know how much I hate when Cherry swoons over you?"
Ponyboy sat up, shocked, but relieved, this whole thing was just a girl having a crush on him. He leaned back, letting out a huge sigh, and looking at you.
"Yeah, I do remember, what about it?"
"Well,I kinda know why...." I mumbled.
Ponyboy was confused.
Ponyboy's face softened, and he had this slight smile on his face, he was just happy you didn't hate him.
"And why do you hate it?"
I sighed and leaned in,I did it,I kissed him!
Ponyboy wrapped his arms around you and kissed you back, and pulled you close. He kept kissing you for what felt like all eternity, his hands on your head, in your hair, on your back, rubbing, grabbing, squeezing, it felt so comfortable to be in his arms. You both fell onto his back, but he didn't let go of you, he just pulled you closer, wrapping himself around you.
After a bit we both pulled away....
I smiled "I love you Ponyboy Curtis."
"And I love you Y/N Y/L/N."
From the start,you were both cluelessly in love with eachother.
So....this was kind of a Clueless refference!
Hope y'all enjoyed!
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the-offside-rule · 1 year
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Jude Bellingham (Borussia Dortmund) - When We Were Young
Requested: tumblr
Prompts: "When We Were Young - Adele
Warnings: bit of angst here and there
*IF YOU DONT WANNA READ IT, DONT! DONT COMPLAIN IN MY ASK BOX, OR DMS ABOUT WHY I SHOULD NOT BE WRITING THIS CHILL*
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"Why are we here again?" Jude asked as his friend Y/n led him into the library she usually went to in Dortmund. "Were here to buy clothes. Why the hell do you think we're here?" She replied. "No need to be like that. Just asking." Jude mumbled. "I wasn't being like anything. You're just being in a mood as per usual." It wasnt a usual thing. He was in a mood because of his recent breakup eith his last girlfriend of four years. He loved her and he thought they'd be end game, but it wasn't meant to be he supposed. "I'm not in a mood." Jude muttered. "You are. You very much are in a mood."
"Can you just be quick and pick something so we can go?" He asked, his hand clenched in his pockets. "I know what book I need so settle your knickers." She said. "I hope I see someone I know. Means I could sit and talk and annoy you more." Jude gave a sarcastic smile to that statement. "I hope you do too. That way I can go get the bus home and not have you annoying me." She slapped his arm and continued walking. She grabbed the book She needed for college, scanned her library card so she could borrow it and left with her moody teenager of a friend trailing behind her.
"Right, in the car." She said, throwing the book into the back. Y/n looked over to Jude, his face half covered by his jumper and hood, while his hands were shoved into his pockets. "Do you want me to open the door or what?" She asked. "I said I'm getting the bus." He replied. "Get in the car." She repeated. Not a move. "Jude, in the car." He shook his head. "I'm getting the bus."
"Jude! Get in the fucking car! I'm not having this today!" Jude looked at her angrily but quick got into her car, slamming the door behind him. Y/n got in shortly after and looked over worried as he fumbled with his seat belt. "Are you alright?" She asked. "Yeah, just drive." He replied as he clicked his seatbelt into place. She let out an agitated sigh and started her car, beginning to drive. The silence was almost ghostly. The atmosphere was cold and there was a sense of tension. "Right I'm putting on the radio." She said, breaking the silence. Jude on the other hand, didn't say anything. He folded his arms and looked out the window at the grey skies and people walking by in raincoats. "Oh my god, I love this song!" She exclaimed, catching the young brit by surprise.
"And all the girls dream that they'd be your partner, they'd be your partner and-" She turned to her friend in the passenger side. "You're so vain, you probably think this song is about you." She sang it passionately. A grin appeared on Judes face as he looked over amused as to why she was singing. "How is this helping me get over my breakup?" Jude asked. "Are you smiling?" He felt his cheeks heat up before he turned and looked out the window. "Oh come on! You'll be fine! She was a cunt anyway." She said. "Not to me she wasn't. Maybe she just didn't like you because she thought you'd steal me away." He said sarcastically. "Imagine. That's fucking stupid. You're not the footballer I'd get with." Jude rolled his eyes. "For the last time, I don't know Pedri or Gavi personally."
"All you'd need to do is shoot them a text on Instagram. That should do the trick Jude! I'd do the same for you!" Jude scoffed. "As if I'd need your help in getting a girlfriend." He replied. "Who's freshly single again?" His lips pressed together inot a flat light, showing his disapproval of her last question. "You've been single longer though." He said smiling over towards her. "Yeah because I choose to be single. You've no choice at the moment." The smile slightly faded. "I did have a girlfriend though." The melancholic feeling set back in as he found himself upset over the breakup yet again. Y/n glanced over to Jude, seeing him sulking again. There was a silence filling the car, a very, very sad silence. "If its any consolation they worst thing she could do is go to Barcelona and fuck Gavi." Jude chuckled and nodded. "Chances of that are slim." He said. "But never zero." She added. "Why did Gavi even come into this conversation? I know you think he's fit but fuck sake." Jude laughed. "I'm right though. He's Spanish, young and oh my god did I mention he's a golden boy?"
"You might've done, yeah." He smiled. "You look so down Jude. I didn't know she meant that much to you." She said. "She did. I liked her a lot." He swallowed the lump in his throat. "But it's over. Doesn't matter anyway." The silence grew in the car once again. "I just liked her is all." Jude repeated again and again. "More than cake pops?" His face scrunched as he thought to himself. "I wouldn't say so, no." The pair laughed together at the answer. "So why don't we just get cake pops, drive around the city and throw on a breakup album?"
"Is this breakup album just Taylor Swift as usual?" He asked. "What else would it be?" She chuckled. "Alright then. We'll do that." After a couple of minutes, she parked and grabbed her purse to get out. "Alright, I'll be back in a sec. Do you want the chocolate ones still? Because they've got white chocolate and raspberry now too." She asked. "Just grab whichever ones. I don't mind." He said. "Alright, be back in a sec."
"Y/n?"
She looked back to a much happier Jude than before. It was almost as though he just got whatever he needed to say and it was a weight off his shoulders. "Thank you." He said. "I'm only buying you cake pops, it's not that deep lad." She joked. "Oh don't be daft! You know what I mean." She nodded and smiled back. "Don't mention it. I'll always be here if you need to talk." She said closing the door. He watched her carefully as she crossed the road into her favourite bakery before he whipped out his phone and opened the matte phone case over his phone to reveal a small faded photo of two kids together. Little did they know back then, that their friendship would lead to getting cakepops as roommates in Dortmund, with plans to listen to Taylor Swift albums until one gets over their breakup, while the other sings and dedicates the love songs to him secretly.
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thychesters · 6 months
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Re, your post about sanji v absalom, i hope you dont mind a little rant, because I have a lot of feelings about this. Basically, post-timeskip sanji has become a huge frustration for me because it felt like his perviness has been dialed up by 1000 at the expense of not only the rest of his personality for the most part, but also in instances like this where someone he allegedly cares about has been violated and yet instead of really helping, he just makes the situation more unpalatable???? The fight with absalom became all about sanji and how pissed he was about absalom trying to marry Nami and that he has the invisible devil fruit, not about Nami and everything the asshole has been putting nami through. When we first met Sanji, he was still a perv, but it wasnt his like whole personality the way its become these days. It's just really disappointing, because I loved him when we first meet him and the perv stuff was annoying but i could at least roll my eyes and move on because its a stupid trope but at least it wasnt as bad as some manga Ive read, but now it's so much WORSE than most of the manga I've read and I dont like him much at all because of all this shit. He gets a little better in later arcs post-thriller bark, but it's unlikely I'll ever like him like I did before, and that makes me so sad.
one of my friends said he gets worse and and i'm just. beyond so disappointed about that. him being a little pervy was a quick gag in the beginning that was easy to roll your eyes at, if you addressed it all, because you knew there was never any intent behind it. he might faun over nami and robin, but again, they know there's no ill intent behind it. but hearing the perviness becomes his personaility is so disheartening. i want a sanji who cares about his friends and crew, not one who's overtly lecherous.
the fight with absalom really turned into being about him and his feelings when it never should have been that at all. his only feelings should have been anger -- anger over nami and what had been to her and what she'd been through.
frankly i'm really surprised and disappointed no one actually expressed any anger over that? after hearing usopp tell them nami had been spied on and attacked in the bath. (i get it's an action story with a few emotional beats, but you can talk about and show murder but not have someone go "that wasn't okay" about what absalom did?) that also gets me about usopp -- i mean yeah, i might be thrown for a second if i open the door and my friend is completely nude, but that's immediately going to be overshadowed by the fact that she's yelling for help and clearly being restrained. usopp, you can ignore the fact her boobs are out. do something to help her. (having her bathe before they were supposed to leave is also weird writing because they 100% could have been separated some other way.)
the same thing is played off for laughs later on -- sanji bursts in flame and oh man, he's so silly! gonna go save nami!
and when he first showed up in the church and was pissed i was like yes!! yes!! be angry for her and what she was made to endure. be pissed that your friend was spied on, assaulted, drugged, and stripped and forced into this situation. and instead of being pissed on her behalf it feels mostly like it's on his own. when he said absalom stole his dream my heart dropped into my stomach because was it something like dumb to marry nami (which absalom was forcing her into against her will?) or something creepier like he saw her naked when he didn't?
(not to ignore the scene in alabasta where she flashed them, but she was more in control in that situation and was able to make a choice. she was in control of her body! [sidebar, but cobra peeking over the wall was also fuckin weird because his daughter was there. she was also clearly less comfortable with what was happening too.])
nami is his crew mate and more so than anything his friend. she's his friend.
i hope nami's angry after all of this. i hope she stays angry. i hope the crew, her friends, are angry too over her treatment, over what happened to her. at least i will be.
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It was to the point that xB stayed up for days on end, finding any excuse to not even look at a bed. Luckily for him, Beef was similar, but mostly because he was so obsessed over his card game project. There may not even be hermits to play it, by god damn it Beef was going to finish this card game.
xB helped where he could, it was nice to have someone to talk to at the very least. And Beef, as a fellow loner, was very understanding when xB went out on his own. Beef never asked questions, or at least, never pried too often.
Today was not one of those blessed days.
“Dude, when was the last time you got a good night’s sleep?”
xB grimaced and put down the shulker full of carpet down hard, hoping this would end the conversation before it really started. “Uhh, dunno, been busy.”
“Dude!” Beef, clearly ignoring xB’s silent pleas to stop talking, said in concern. “That’s no bueno, my friend. Sleep is important from time to time. I know you’re like, a fish, or something I don’t know, but fish sleep too… I think, do fish sleep? Aren’t their like eyes open but they’re- anyway, the point is, you gotta rest those vibrant blue orbs of yours, get your beauty sleep!”
“I thought I was pretty already.” xB replied slyly, always willing to stir the pot.
“Oh, well, of course, xB, you’re like the second hottest hermit here, but you’d look even prettier if you slept. You look like a haggard witch- in a good way!” Beef said.
xB, despite his trepidation about the night to come, giggled. “A haggard witch?? Oh my god, I’m leaving you.”
“In a good way!” Beef reminded him, also laughing, and slung an arm around xB’s shoulders so he couldn’t fly off. “I will make you sleep, xB. As your friend, currently your only friend here, it is my duty to. Come on, the sun is setting. Put down your bed, you can even put it next to mine if you want, and we’ll catch some Z’s.”
xB wished he could explain, wish he knew even where to begin with why he didn’t want to sleep. But Beef was stronger then him, and xB reluctantly put down his bed. Just looking at it made a wave of dizzying tiredness rush through him. He got in, and before Beef could even say goodnight to him, he was out.
And then, he was awake again.
“God damn it.” He muttered.
Even thought his eyes were closed, the sun was shining through his eyelids. He reluctantly opened his eyes and sighed. A slime squished nearby. He got up from the bed he’d hastily set down at the foot of some giant statue of a man with a pink coat or something. The sun was rising over this swamp kingdom. Might as well keep heading on, xB thought, since I’m here. He packed up his bed, the bits of food he’d collected, and found a path to walk on.
He supposed it could be worse, waking up in this dream world. He just wished that it felt less real then the Hermitcraft world, so he really knew which one was a dream. He was tired in both, which was annoying. And both felt real, which was just confusing.
Every time he fell asleep, he just kept walking, kept exploring this abandoned land. Despite it all, xB was curious. These lands, kingdoms really, all felt so loved. Blocks placed with care, well-worn paths, silly jokes on signs. So why was it empty? He felt like an intruder, but then again, how can one intrude when there is no other life to intrude upon?
He’d been to the land across the ravine, so he picked another direction, and by nightfall, ended up in the far end of some other kingdom, which had bits of red stuff all over the ground. He settled down by what looked like a summoning circle, which was concerning, but hey, what wasnt anymore.
He got into bed, watching the sun start to set. And just as he closed his eyes, he heard a distinct pop, and a voice he’d never heard spoke.
“Hola? Hello? Who are you?”
“xB?”
xB gasped and jolted upright, grabbing onto the closest thing to him.
“Woah there, you trying to feel me up already?” Beef chuckled.
“Oh, sorry.” xB said, wrenching his hand back from Beef’s bicep.
“Didn’t mean to startle you. You must have been sleeping hard.” Beef said, making his bed. “Don’t you just feel so refreshed now after such a good night’s sleep?”
xB had never felt so tired in his life, and his mind raced, playing that voice over and over again in his head. There was someone else in the abandoned world!
“Yeah, never felt better.” xB said, hoping his voice wasn’t shaking.
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i woke up today having had a dream where i sat on chuuyas lap cock warming him, whining about how he wasnt fucking me while i tried to do his eye liner (im bad at eye liner) and everytime i messed up or whined too much he like pinched my clit or slapped my ass and told me to stop being a brat and just finish his makeup like a good boy so we could make the reservation on time, and then dazai came in and laughed at me whining about not being fucked, and chuuya got upset so he carefully took the liner and set it off to the side and began fucking me aggressively while making eye contact with dazai. and it was like a NICE good fucking, and after Chuuya came, he kicked Dazai out for "being annoying and ruining the moment." And then he went back to making me cock warm him and try to do his liner- (plot twist, there was no reservation) and then like it did like a scene change and suddenly i stopped existing and it got rlly angsty and chuuya had smth happen to him (it didnt show what) and needed HELLA emotional support but nobody was there for him so he went to Dazai's place, ig hoping that dazai would help him? And then when dazai didnt answer he said "ofc the one time i need the mackrel hes not here. ive helped that bastard through so much but the one time i need him he dips. of course." and then i woke up but we're not here for the sad we're here for the horny guys.
ANON TELL ME YOUR SECRETS???? How do people have dreams like this omg-
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an-evergreen-rose · 2 years
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When Worlds Collide Part 3
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Kate Bishop x Female Spiderwoman reader (basically has Miles powers; invisibility, electric webs)
Summary: Pancakes with Kate
Warnings: Some swearing
A/N: Thanks for all the support, you guys keep me motivated :) I know these chapters are kinda small but honestly, it's just less daunting that way and it makes it easier to write, I hope you don't mind. Also, I made a playlist WWC
PART ONE | PART TWO | PART FOUR
You woke up earlier than you would have liked, the noise coming from the street below seeped its way through the apartment windows and the binding lights crept through the gaps of the blinds. Opening your eyes, you adjusted quickly to the unfamiliar bedroom.
Part of you thought that maybe last night was all a dream, but as you looked down at Kate’s hoodie, you remembered that the raven-haired girl was very much real. Your cheeks heated up at the thought of wearing her clothes.
Stepping into the bathroom, you brushed your teeth with the spare toothbrush Kate had left out for you, which happened to be a more pastel shade of purple compared to hers. God, this woman and the colour purple.  
You saw that she had left your now cleaned suit, folded neatly on the sink countertop, your underwear hidden underneath. Once again, a small blush invaded your cheeks. You put your web shooters on your wrists, feeling much more comfortable with them on than off, and decided you would change into your suit later. 
Kate woke up earlier than you had, finding the couch much more uncomfortable than she remembered, but glad she didn't let you sleep on it still. She decided to get some small jobs done before you woke up, one of them was to ring Clint to let him know she was stopping by the compound with you.
“Kate, it's 6:30 in the morning, why are you even up?” Clint grumbled down the phone. It wasnt the fact that she had woken him up, Clint - much like Natasha - was an avid fan of waking up at 5 in the morning to train before everyone else. He liked the mornings for himself because everyone else was asleep so no one would bother him. Until his little protege called.
“Goodmorning to you too,” Kate chuckled, “I have something to tell you.”
Kate could hear the man sigh slightly on the phone, she knew not to take it personally. “What?”
“So basically, last night I was out on patrol–”
“-- I thought we agreed that you wouldn't go out by yourself anymore, Kate.”
“Yeah, we did… but I decided not to listen,” Kate replied sheepishly, “Anyways, that's not the point. When I was out last night, this girl basically fell out of the sky from this weird portal thing. Like it had all these bright colours and everything. And basically, she’s like Spiderman, but she’s definitely not a man and she's from another universe. She didn’t even know who you guys were, she thought the avengers were a band. Isn’t that weird? I feel like Natasha would be pretty good on Bass guitar, what do you think?”
“Sure.”
“Clint, I feel like you’re not that impressed by anything I just said,” Kate said, annoyed that he wasn’t interested in you. Who the hell wouldn’t be interested in you? 
“Why don’t you just bring her to the compound? We can figure out what to do from then, ok?”
“Fine, you are really no fun today are you?” Kate teased, hearing the avenger grumble something inaudible before disconnecting the call. “Old man…”
After finishing a couple of other jobs, including the laundry which left her a little flustered, to say the least, she decided to make you guys some pancakes, gald she took Yelena’s advice and got more than one fork for her apartment. 
She saw you walking into the kitchen before she heard you, thinking to herself that you were very light on your feet, much like Yelena and Natasha. “Hey, you sleep okay?” Kate asked, smiling at your tied eyes. She thought you were very cute in the mornings. 
“Yeah, thank you again for letting me stay,” You replied, your voice tired but sincere.
Kate looked up from the pan, “Of course,” She smiled, finding your heavy eyes hard to look away from. “I hope you like pancakes?”
“Who doesn’t?”
Kate chuckled a little at your response, “Good point.”
When both your plates were full, you took a seat at the kitchen table, eyebrows raised at the way Kate drowned her pancakes in syrup. “You want some?” She asked, receiving a small nod from you. When she handed the bottle over, your fingers brushed gently with hers, sending a small amount of electricity running through your arm at the feeling. Literally.
“Ouch, static shock,” Kate laughed it off, waving her hand in the air slightly to get rid of the burn.
“I’m sorry, that was my fault.” Kate looked at you with a puzzled expression, you found it quite adorable how expressive her face could be. “Another one of my powers, I can conduct electricity, I call it my venom” You explained, raising your fist from the table to show the orange electricity consuming it.
“Wow,” Kate said, muffled by the pancake in her mouth.
“Yeah, pretty cool, I guess.”
Kate quickly swallowed her food, “Pretty cool? You can climb walls, shoot webs, turn invisible, and create electricity. You’re amazing! Like, the amazing-spider girl! Holy shit.”
You couldn’t help your cheeks heating up at the praise Kate was giving you, “Thank you, Kate.”
“I can’t wait to show you off to the others, you’re way cooler than our spiderman,” She laughed, and the redness on your cheeks stayed strong at the thought of her showing you off. Like you were hers to claim.
“Well, I hope I don’t disappoint.”
“Trust me, they’re gonna love you.”
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ijustloveharry · 2 years
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HOW COULD HE DO THIS? / pt 3 l 3k words
already wrote part 4 I promise it's coming 😛
that'll be the last one tho
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Y/N was trying. She really was.
And Harry had been great to her. Sometimes she even forgot about everything that went down. Until she remembered again.
Her whole life changed, that's for sure. She was publicly dating Harry Styles. Publicly dating him after he publicly cheated on her.
People loved her. People pitied her. She didn't care what people thought about it. She just wished she could go back to normal.
But she didn't really know what normal was anymore.
Harry gave her the right amount of space. They took a step back and it had been good for Y/N. She believed she could still make it work.
Sometimes he tried too hard, though. She didn't want to be spoiled, she didn't want to go on vacation every weekend. She wanted to look at fish and study and not have every fucking teacher take her aside and ask her if the classroom was "really the right fit for her." She paid her tuition. She paid to be there and she didn't care if she was the topic of conversation at the back of the room. It wasn't her fault the other students were distracted. It wasn't her fault and she wasnt going to let things change if she could help it.
She couldn't help it. Her project partners spent more time asking about Harry than about the subject material, and she was sure she was inches from her breaking point.
She didn't want to talk about it; especially not with strangers. She wanted to get into seminars and co ops because she was skilled in her field, not because her presence gave the school and advisors more exposure and funding.
She was seconds from leaving her dreams and career behind because they didn't feel like they were even hers anymore.
She cried about it often. Harry knew how this whole ordeal had affected her.
He wanted to make it up to her. He had to make it right. He got her a job offer in Australia - she'd get to work in the great barrier reef and have opportunities she would have only dreamed of doing 6 months ago.
She liked it better when they were just dreams. At least they were her dreams.
"I'm sorry - I'm just trying to help." Harry exasperated. She didn't want his help. She didn't want anything from anyone and she was annoyed that everyone seemed to want something from her.
She couldn't go to the gym. She couldn't go to the grocery store. She couldn't even take a regular airplane, for godsake. She couldn't help but feel the resentment building and infecting the relationship she had committed to rebuilding.
Harry could feel it. He hoped it would lessen but he could feel it getting worse. The harder he tried the worse it got. Y/N wasn't the same and he didn't know how to handle that it was his fault.
He didn't handle it; he ignored it. He told himself he deserved the guilt and shame and let it fester instead of going to her. Maybe it would've been different if he had.
"I know you are, Harry, but you've done enough, don't you think?" She snapped. She had been snapping at him a lot. He was supposed to be the only thing that didn't stress her out. Wasn't that the whole point of going through all of this?
She could forgive him for cheating, she thought, but she wasn't sure if she could ever forgive him for the way her life had changed. She tried to ignore it because she knew it wasn't his fault. She knew it was a risk from when they got together and she still only endured half of what he went through.
Harry was silent. He felt bad enough, and he completely shut down when she directed her anger at him. He deserved it. She had a right to be angry.
"Sorry, H." She sighed, running her hands through her hair. "I just don't know who I am anymore and I don't know what to do."
Harry was still silent. He didn't know how to comfort her. He felt he had tried everything to make her happy again.
"It doesn't matter that you're meeting them through me, Y/N" Harry sighed. "It was your qualifications that have them interested, I'm just helping you get your foot in the door."
"And don't you think that's the fucking problem? Everyone will think I'm only there because I road your coattails and I'm not interested. Please drop it."
She was being unfair. Knowing someone was everything - nepotism and networking meaning a hell of a lot more than working your way up. That's the real world. She didn't care. She was too proud.
Harry rolled his eyes, he was starting to get annoyed. She was being too stubborn about this and he was furious that should would let an opportunity like this slide by.
"It wouldn't have mattered to you a few months ago that I got you the spot so I'm not sure why it has to be different now."
"It's completely different now." She muttered "And a few months ago you could've gotten me an interview, maybe, but for them to just offer me a spot? You just don't get it."
He didn't get it, and she wasn't helping him understand.
"You don't need to do an interview because I've basically told them everything about you already" He rolled his eyes "They know who you are and what you've done."
She slammed her textbook down, finally directing her cold stare right at Harry.
"Exactly. That's exactly why I'm not doing it."
Harry sighed in defeat. Is this how it was going to be? Every time he wanted to do something nice for her she'll think he has ulterior motives?
"You didn't even apply when I told you about it, Y/N, it's not like you tried to get in on your own."
She bit her lip at that. It was the truth, she hadn't applied. She didn't know what she wanted and she hadn't applied because she would have to go if she got in. She didn't think she wanted it that bad.
"I didnt want to" She shrugged "Okay?"
Harry let out a breath. At least she was being honest for once.
"Uh, no, not okay." He said "What the fuck do you mean? Why not?"
Y/N didn't want to talk about it. She didn't want to do anything. She didn't tell him that.
"Because its been ruined like everything else." She mumbled, and Harry sighed loudly.
"Why does it have to be, though?" He pleaded with her
"I don't have any safe space away from everything, Harry. Everywhere I go - work, school, out; you're everywhere. My friends and family ask about you, I get hundreds of messages a day about you. I'm tired. I have nothing for myself and it's exhausting."
Harry didn't have a remark for that one. He felt the guilt go even deeper.
"I'm just gonna go home tonight, I think. I have some more studying to do and I'd like to get ahead of my next project so maybe we can do something together this weekend. Okay?"
Not okay, he thought, but he wasn't going to push her anymore.
"Whatever, Y/N, I'll see you then."
Y/N left without another word or a kiss goodbye. She felt stupid for thinking anything would go back to the way it was. Things were different, they were both different. Maybe they just didn't fit together anymore.
Maybe she should've just let go when she had the chance.
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The remaining weeks of the semester went by fast. Y/N stopped trying as hard. The teachers gave her good grades anyway. She didn't think there was a point anymore and she wasn't sure she was even going to go for the last two seminars of her degree.
Y/N had no more ambitions. She didn't accept the job in Australia, to Harry's dismay, and she told him if he brought it up again she would leave and never come back. He stopped bringing it up.
Y/N had skipped previous two classes and she wasn't sure she could force herself to go today. She thought about bailing on her final exams and projects and just doing nothing. It didn't matter anyway. Harry was supposed to pick her up after class and she debated just going to the school 15 minutes before so he wouldn't know.
She didn't care what he thought, but it seemed easier than fighting with him.
She opted to stay home and scrolled through her phone instead. She could retake the classes if she decided she wanted to. She could do whatever she wanted, and she wanted to do nothing.
An hour went by quick, and before she realized it Harry was calling her. Checking the time, she realized he had likely been waiting at the school for a good 20 minutes.
"Hey, sorry. I forgot to text you - I didn't go to class. You can just come over if you want."
She heard him sigh, but he didn't say anything other than a short "okay" and hung up. She should've just told him to go home.
It wasn't long before she was buzzing him in. She found her spot back in her bed after opening the door and didn't say anything before crawling back under the covers and resuming the tiktok she had been watching before he arrived.
"I'm worried about you."
Y/N pulled her gaze from her phone and looked at him hovering in the door frame.
"You've given up and it's not fair to me." He sighed
"I haven't given up, I'm here, I'm with you, aren't I?" He was being ridiculous. She didn't want to have this conversation.
"No, Y/N, you're not." He said quietly "You've been totally checked out for the last three months and I've tried to be patient but it's like you don't even want this to work."
Y/N scoffed at him
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"No, I'm not kidding." He stated plainly. She was furious that he was able to keep his composure while simultaneously pushing her over the edge. "It's like you want me to fucking hit the point where I have to leave you so you don't have to be the bad guy."
"Leave then!" She shouted, tossing her phone to the other side of the bed "Fucking leave if this is so hard for you, Harry."
"You know that's not what I want" His jaw clenched "I just want to feel like you're trying to make the best out of everything that's happened."
Y/N laughed at him, really laughed. A mocking laugh that unsettled Harry to his core.
"I am trying, Harry, and i'm fucking miserable anyway."
"Don't you think I know that?" He said sadly. She wanted him to fight back; she didn't want to feel sorry for him.
"You don't get to be upset when you did this." She said cooly "Everything was fine until you fucked up."
"I can't take it back and if you don't think you can forgive me for it, I don't know what the fuck we're even doing, Y/N."
He was being serious. He was being rational. Y/N wasn't, and she didn't appreciate the shift in conversation.
"I don't know either." She admitted. She had spent so long finding comfort in her anger that she didn't know how to handle how heartbroken she really felt.
Harry didn't feel like hers anymore. Nothing felt like it was hers anymore.
"I dont want to do anything anymore"
Harry knew this. He could see her getting less involved in her school; he could see her pulling away from her friends, from him. He felt helpless - she didn't want anything from him and he didn't know what to do.
"Why did you do it?" She whispered. She didn't know if she wanted to know the answer. "Was I not enough for you?"
Harry ran his fingers through his hair. He didn't have an answer for her.
"I don't know." He admitted. He sighed and sat on the bed next to her. "I really, really don't know."
"I think I need to know." She said simply "That's not good enough."
Harry sighed. He wished he had the answers.
"I was lonely and you weren't there, I guess." He licked his lips, Y/N waited for him to elaborate.
"She didn't mean anything. I didn't love her - hell, I barely knew her." He wasn't sure how any of this could possibly help. "She wanted more and I was upfront that I never wanted anything to do with her again."
Y/N nodded. She wasn't sure she trusted herself to speak.
"Nothing more happened, other than the photos you saw. I shouldn't have gone to the beach with her, I guess. I knew when I left the hotel that it felt wrong but I told myself I was reading too much into it. I told myself I would never do that to you so I had nothing to worry about."
Y/N's looked away at the mention of the photos.
"I was wrong." He gulped. "I hate myself for it, but I can't take it back. I was going to be home that weekend - I was going to tell you. I didn't think you were going to find out the way that you did, but I also wasn't going to lie about it once you found out. I care about you a lot and I never, ever wanted to hurt you."
"I just thought we were so solid" She stated "I thought it was the best we had been, and if that wasn't good enough for you I don't know if I ever will be"
"It had nothing to do with you" Harry assured "Nothing. If you had been there I wouldn't have even thought twice, I was just away for too long and lost sight of what we had and what was important."
"I pushed it too far and I shouldn't have worked for so long." He confessed "I love working and I wanted to make it a priority, but I sacrificed the only thing that was more important, and I'm really sorry. I can't take it back and I know that but I'm willing to work hard to fix this. I can't fix it by myself. You have to be willing to work to forgive me and find a way to trust me again or you're just going to hate me, and that's the last thing I want.
Harry couldn't look at her, he didn't want to see her face. He could read her to well.
"I know I want to be with you and marry you one day - now more than ever. She didn't compare to you at all and it was a stupid kiss and I stopped it before it was anything. It wasn't an affair, it wasn't anything other than a mistake."
"I just want you to hurt the same way you hurt me and I don't know how to get past that." Y/N admitted "I want to forgive you, but I don't know how"
"I don't know either." Harry said "But you can't do it alone. We have to work through it together and we can't if you shut me out."
Y/N had been shutting him out. She had wanted to create distance to protect herself from being hurt again. She didn't know how she could ever be vulnerable with him after how he had made her feel.
"I just want things to go back to the way they were" she said softly
"It won't, Y/N." Harry sighed sadly "I'm sorry - but it is different now. I know it's my fault. And I know it's my fault that the whole world knows and that sucks but you have to figure out if you thinks it's worth building something new because that's what we have to do."
She didn't want something new. She wanted her old life back. She desperately wanted what they had and she didn't know if she could patch the wounds enough to make new good memories.
She began to cry, and Harry hesitated before pulling her into a hug. She cried into his shoulder and he held her silently until she stopped.
"Maybe it's just too hard" He sighed. She couldn't see his face but she could tell he was crying too "Maybe it's just too much and we just need more time"
"Time hasn't done anything except make it worse" She sniffled
"I know, baby" He sighed, resting his chin on her head "I don't want to let you go but I also can't let you to resent me. If you need more space - more time, then that's what we have to do."
They were both crying now, neither of them wanting to finish the conversation they had both been so scared to have.
"I don't want to let you go" She whimpered
"I know, but you can always have me back." He promised, pressing a kiss to her head. "Maybe we both just need some time to forgive me, you know?"
Y/N knew what he meant. He hadn't forgiven himself, either, and was spending all his energy consoling her and it wasn't helping their relationship. They needed space. They needed to make room to love eachother again.
"Okay." She whispered. They were still hugging, and she held him just a little bit tighter.
Harry never wanted to let go.
"Okay." He cried "Okay - I love you and I promise I'll always love you."
"I love you to, Harry." She confessed, hot tears falling from her eyes "I'll call you."
"No you won't" He smiled sadly. "But that's my own fault."
She sniffled as he kissed her, unbothered by her wet cheeks. He really kissed her; he knew it'd be the last time.
"I'll see you, Y/N."
"Goodbye Harry"
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leonwrites4u · 2 years
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Hello again :) please can I request headcanons to team Bucciarati having a crush on Bucciarati’s sister who’s part of the team :)
Hell yeah! Bucciaratti is very epic, he deserves the world so you know what, let'sgo!
!! G/n reader, AFAB!!
Team Bucciaratti with a crush on Bucciarattis sister
Mista
Mista is great at hiding his crushes but that doesn't mean he won't get jealous at times
But everyone knows- even Bucciaratti himself
Your stand was pretty powerful, he adored it- well- he adored women who could kick his ass
But that doesn't mean hes not gonna try to swoop in and save you
"I'M READY AND HERE TO DEFEAT THE ENEMY"
"You doofus, you S/o already defeated it-"
"--Damnit"
He always tried to show up the others and earned an occasional smack from Bucciaratti
"Mista, I'm aware you have a liking for my sister but this is important"
"--I don't like s/o-"
He wasnt fooling anyone
And hell, you weren't dense, you knew damn well he liked you
Narancia
He couldn't be more obvious
Always trying to make you laugh
He even purposely annoyed Fugo sometimes when Fugo is trying to teach him stuff
Like before, Bucciaratti DEFINITELY caught on
"Hey! S/O! Didja see me kick ass! I was pretty cool, wasn't I!?"
He's always seeking your approval
He also loves being next to you
"Orrrrrr- Fugo can go with Giorno and *I* can stay with S/o!"
There's never a moment of peace
Fugo
Fugo was completely aware you could protect yourself yet he still wanted to constantly keep you safe
After all, he doesn't want someone he has a crush on to be in danger
Whenever you two are separated, he's always worried
He feels a bit ashamed as well, how dare he be in love with Bucciarattis sister
He thinks his crush is invalid but he can't help it
He's always willing to share his food or teach you new things
"Hey, S/O, did you know that--"
The fun facts are endless
Bucciaratti sometimes comforts fugo
Telling him that having a crush is normal even if it's on his sister
That won't stop him from being overprotective though
Giorno
Like Fugo, he doesn't show his feelings often
You could barely tell he had a crush on you
He's always there though
Always there to help you with stuff like battles
Like Fugo, he feels a bit ashamed
But he puts those feelings aside
He deeply cares for you and knows Bucciaratti will understand
"S/o, what do you think the best plan of action is?"
He's always asking for your thoughts
After all, you're also part of the team
He likes turning objects into some of your favorite animals or plants
He loves how you support his dream of a drug free world
Abbacchio
He loves you
It's like you brought color into his dull world
He's always willing to share music with you
He'll ask Bucciaratti for approval, wanting to make sure it's okay if he has a crush on you
He's not very open about it but you can tell he cares
"Hey, S/o, don't do dumb shit like that again."
He's always watching out for you
Protecting you despite knowing fully well you can protect yourself
He may not show it but he seems happier with you
He knows you're his sun in his gloomy day
He doesn't wanna lose you like his partner
And for a bonus:
Trish
She loves how strong you are
Trish loves fighting alongside you
Or just making fun of the boys with you
She'll sometimes watch from afar, too scared to say anything
"Uhm.. Hey, S/o..do you wanna sit with me?"
She's afraid of rejection and who can blame her
But don't worry, once she gets comfortable with you shes asking your opinion on clothing or food
She knows fully well that she doesn't need to worry about what Bucciaratti thinks
Alrighty! I hope you enjoyed it! If it's not what you wanted, please just tell me and I'll do my best to fix it!
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An honorable mention:
Bruno Bucciaratti for being great
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"Well, if you wont do it, i will"
It was a rather boring day at RAD, all you did was go to your classes, but after they ended you were bored out of your mind.
So, logically, the next step is to go annoy your best friend Mammon.
You head over to his room but he is nowhere to be found. "Hm, thats odd, hes usually always in his room" you think to yourself before walking over to any brother that you could find to ask about the wherabouts of Mammon.
Fortunatly, the first person you run into happens to be Lucifer. 'Great, he'll definetly know where he is'.
You greet him and immedietly ask about his brother.
"Hey Luci, do you happen to know where Mammon is? He wasnt in his room and didnt really announce he was going anywhere like he usually does.."
"Hello there, MC. Im not quite sure where he is , though i did hear him murmuring something about going to get a... gift for someone? I'll be sure to notify you if i see him" he answers calmly, though, inside he was panicking as to where his brother is.
"Ok... bye Luci"
You quickly head back to your room and lay on your bed.
Thats weird.. a gift? For who? Who was he willing to spend his precious money on? Did he find someone? You find yourself pooling your brain with questions. You wouldnt want to admit it, but you had a big fat crush on mammon. For a long time, too!
Just as you try to gather your thoughts, the door of your room bursts open. And, low and behold, its Mammon. Holding... a gift bag?
"Ay! Human! Get over here!" You hear his familiar voice which makes you smile
"I got'cha something~!!" You bolted up at the words. Not nessiserily becouse you wanted only the gift , but becouse he got you a gift.
You walk over to him and start lecturing him about how you were worried and how he didnt tell you where he was going untill- you felt his lips crash against yours
You were in shock
Mammon? Kissing you? Oh, boy, this is your dream come true-
After he pulled away you started blushing, a lot.
"Eheh... sorry i left without saying anything, human.. can you accapt this as an apology?" He scrathed the back of his neck. You stood there for a bit, trying to comprehend what just happened.
Suddenly, a wave of confidence washed over you. Where you got it from is never to be known.
"I will... only if you give me one more~"
Did you just say that???
Before you could think, his lips crashed against your again. It felt like heaven. You melted into the kiss, hoping that the feeling would never end.
He pulled away for air and smiled sheepishly. God you loved that smile.
"So... about that thing i bought for ya-" he takes the gift bag and pulls out a jacket. No, not just any jacked, one that matched his. "Now we can match!"
You smiled like an idiot at him "yaaaaay!!!!"
He matched your energy, returning a yay in response.
Out of nowhere, he pulled you into a tight hug and dropped down on the bed with you. You giggled at the act "and just what are you doing, huh?" You look up at him while asking the question. He simply giggles in response and kisses you again, but this time it was different. It was sweeter.
You simply lay there, enjoying eachothers presense and hugging. You decided to finnaly ask the question.
"...so, are we a thing now?"
"If you wanna be"
"I wanna be"
There was a small silence, but not in an akward way, no, in a comfortable way.
"So can we cuddle then?" He asks you, giving you his famous puppy eyes . You reply with a small giggle and peck on the forehead. "Of course"
Before you know it, you're both asleep. In the morning, you wake up still trapped by him. You notice hes still asleep and take this as a chance to appretiate his relaxed fetures.
All of a sudden, the thought of kissing him to wake him up comes to mind.
You blush at the mere thought of it, but you manage to muster to courage to do so.
Just as you lean in closer, only a few centimetars away from his face, you stop and hesitate.
You mustv'e hesitated for longer then you thought becouse soon, he opened his eyes and blinked at you a few times. After a few seconds he notices what you were trying to do.
"Y'know, if you wont do it, i will"
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jennaissantes · 2 years
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be my backyard boy! - S.JY (TEASER!)
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READ HERE!!
PAIRING: fboy!jake x fem!reader
SYPNOSIS: Moving to a new neighbourhood had its ups and downs. + positive side: your best friend lived in the same neighbourhood you moved into. — negative side: you lived next to an obnoxious, self centred, A grade asshole, who had unfortunately taken a liking to following you around.
GENRE: oneshot, fluff, crack, enemies to lovers, college!au, fratboy jake huhu. boynextdoor!au
WARNINGS: profanity!, kissing, a bit suggestive at some places but nothing too much [bc im a minor], ur mom and dick jokes 💀, will add more later!
FEATURING: 02’z of enhypen, heeseung from enhypen, jisung from nct dream, chaewon from le sserafim
TEASER WC: 415 words
FIC WK [est.] : 10k+ (lets hope i can write and not give up halfway 😵‍💫).
RELEASE DATE: sometime around my bday 😹 (24th june guys its the same as sunoo’s 😁).
AUTHORS NOTE: hello hello!!! tysm for 500 followers i am eternally grateful to every one of you 🫶
TAGLIST: send an ask to be added! (permanent taglist will be added either ways)
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“Look who we have here, the girl next door who wouldnt be so kind as to pass me a smile every time we see each other.”
Great. Just when you wanted some peace of mind.
Moving houses wasn’t exactly a walk in the park. There was so much going on, and you really needed a breather. Your extremely attractive annoying neighbour wasnt really helping either.
The day youd moved in, you went to say hi to your new neighbour (how to be a nice neighbour 101 with y/n).
What you didnt expect was a very hot shirtless guy opening the door.
“What the fuck.” And youd bolted to your house, missing the way the said shirtless guy stood surprised for a moment before chuckling at you. That must be the new kid then
You quickly closed the door and stood against it, still in shock of what you'd seen. Seconds later, your doorbell rang, and you prayed with every single cell inside you that it wasn't the guy next door.
Surprise surprise.
“Hey there! You must be the new kid around here. Im Jake.” He smiles at you and god his smile is absolutely earthshaking. You close and open your mouth for few split seconds. Realising you probably looked like a fish and like really dumb, you closed your mouth and tried to say hi in the most normal way you could think of but all that came out of your mouth was, “You’re a weirdo.”
And youd shut your door on him since then. (Not that it had been very long since you met him but oh well)
You didnt think hed come to the park. He didnt seem like the kind of person to visit parks.
“Shut it Jake.” you say, not in the mood to argue with him.
What youd also realised over the few days youd moved in around, was that you would have to get used to his face rather quickly, because he didnt seem keen on leaving you alone.
“C’mon princess, cant you be nice to me at least once?” He feigns a pout and you roll your eyes. “Nah not really.”
Jake smiles. There was something about you.
Most girls would be kissing up his ass by now (not that he really minded though). But you werent like that. He couldnt place his finger on what it was, but there was something about you that he couldnt solve.
And boy was he hellbent on solving your equation.
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BACK TO NAVI!
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Ghosts of Time Chapter 1: Nightmares and Visions.
Soldier waited under the tree for hours. He lost his sense of time, as he was pondering. Was it really just his mind playing tricks on him again? Was it something else? What could possibly make such a noise? Even if it was his PTSD, what in his past could've made such a cry?
It was around noon, Soldier grew tired, nodding off to sleep. He hoped he'd dream of something that will distract him. And at first it was. He dreamt of hanging out with Demoman, blowing stuff up together. It however, morphed into something horrific. Screams of agony heard again, whispers spoke in his ears, they were so loud. Reminding Soldier of what he did during the war. What he had seen. His Mistakes.
Soldier woke up in a cold sweat. There wasn't anyone around him. Looking at the sun it seemed to be the evening. Soldier Sighed and got up, unsure of what to do.
Heading inside, Demo was on the couch, drinking as per usual. Soldier walked over and sat down, taking off his helmet.
"Lad, you seem off, whats wrong with yer?" Demo turned to Soldier.
"Do you ever feel like something's haunting you?" Soldier Looked at Demo with a worried expression. "Like, more than your past"
"aye not really. something's worrying ya lad. Maybe all these battles we're gettin' in is makin' your mind play tricks on yeh." Demo guzzled down some alcohol. "Did ye hear anything without yer aid thingies?"
Solder just grumbled. "nobody believes me when I say this isn't like normal..." He hoped Demo would listen. "you understand right?"
"Nope." Demo continued to down some alcohol. "But I do belive you when you say it isn't normal. yer probably developing some other problem lad."
"never thought of it that way now I think about it." Soldier looked down. "but what..."
"Yeh should go see medic lad, he can help. maybe." Demo's voice Wasnt reassuring. "aye if not ye can always talk with me lad. i might not belive everythin' you say but I always listen to yer lad." Demo gave Soldier a soft smile, and put his arm on Soldier's shoulder. "While the others think you're going crazy, I knew you've always been crazy Solly!" He chuckled. Soldier smiled back, putting his hand on Demo's Cheek softly. He felt something fluster inside him, and quickly let go and turned around. "pff what was that lad? yer all red!"
"i dunno im sorry im sorry im sorry" Soldier cried.
"Dont be lad, that was adorable!" Demo laughed. Soldier covered his face in embarrassment. he didn't know what to think right now.
As Soldier was covering his face, and Demo was laughing, Medic walked in. "What the hell is going on here?" he chuckled to himself. "What happened, you alright Soldier?". Soldier spoke in his hands, it was all muffled and annoyed. "ach, well you'll be fine."
Soldier lifts his face from his hands and spoke to medic "Demo said something about me possibly developing some other issue. it might not be my PTSD entirely"
Medic raised a brow. "That is possible, but highly unlikely. id recommend waiting a little and seeing what other symptoms persist before jumping to conclusion."
"makes sense enough to me." Soldier put his helmet back on. "I'm gonna go chat with Engie." Soldier, still red in the face, walked away.
Somewhere in the basement, where Engie usually lurks, Soldier froze in fear. He stared upwards at what was staring down at him. He began to shake. There was this...thing... staring down at him. it had eyes, everywhere. all along it's body. its mouth opened like some sort of hideous flower. where eyes should be on it, were two horns. it had a long snout, and took the shape of some sort of wolf? it was hard to tell. It leaned down towards solder, opening its mouth.
Soldier let out a scream, and ran away. Unsuprisingly, it chased him. Soldier wound up tripping, his helmet falling off his head, leaving a crack in it. The Thing inched closer, and closer to Soldier, before hearing Engie's voice.
"Soldier, Everything alright down there partner?" He seemed to be walking to Soldier's location. The Creature scurried away, leaving just Soldier. something about this thing was it was entirely silent. Engie crept to where Soldier was, and looked down at him. He stared at soldier, who was very frightened, and his helmet was broken. "You alright? you were screaming very loudly!"
"you- you saw that right!?" Soldier's voice was panicked. He looked around frantically, breathing heavily. Engie helped soldier up. Soldier looked around, and tried to see if there were claw marks. nothing. he turned back to engie.
"Saw what? all i heard was your scream, and your helmet falling!" He looked concerned. "you sure its not ju-" Soldier cut Engie off.
"IM SURE!" he snapped loudly, annoyed. "Forget it." soldier picked up the helmet and ran upstairs again.
"Soldier..." Engie just looked down, concerned. but he let soldier run off, knowing how he gets when he's hearing things. "I hope he's doing alright..."
Hours passed and he didnt even come for dinner. It was dead night. he looked outside his window, and saw sniper going out to hunt, he was carrying a gun. Soldier couldn't get the image of such a hideous beast out of his mind. He fell into bed, falling asleep once more, with his aids still turned on...
"AAAAAAAAAGHHHHHH!" Sniper screamed in terror. Gunshots were heard.
Soldier Sat up swiftly upon hearing the screams, and looked back outside, Sniper was nowhere to be seen. Soldier quickly Grabbed his Shotgun, and bolted out the door, as the other mercs were leaving their rooms, groggy, upon hearing the noise.
Soldier ran quickly to where he heard the scream. "Please be alive, please be alive please be alive... PLEASE BE ALIVE." he kept saying to himself, almost to keep himself from being afraid... because, he was very...very...afraid...
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🥺🥺
Im sorry i forgot your birthday when you remembered mine ☹️
But i hope today was a good day for you and if it wasnt i hope that the remaining days of your life have happy moments you will be able to remember 💚🫂
Thank you for being my friend and always talking to me even when im annoying or when i spam you too much (cause lets be honest i do spam)
It's fun talking with you and making up fun aus with each other 😭 please continue to grow up well Bae 🧸 may all your dreams come true and flowers grow wherever you choose to go
awwwwww my teddy you didnt forget it dw you just never knew i never told but thankyouuuuuu so much 💛♥️🩷🦋🌻🥺 no you never annoy me and i absolutely love talking to you we share same braincells and a dead sense of humour, thankyou sooooo much for your kind wishes tooo babe ily 💛💛💛💛💛💗💗💗💗
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