#i cant fuckking breathe

[cosmic-kaden]

Looks like I got to reiterate this again =_=; Thinking I should slap this into my carrd somewhere because I'm tired of saying it every year-

#You call my phobia cute you get blocked. Sorry- that's not okay to say to someone. My phobia isn't fucking cute. Do you know how much #fucking stress my body has to deal with when I get triggered by my phobia? It literally feels like I'm going to die. not even kidding. I #shake my chest gets incredibly tight. I can't control my breathing at all which makes me light-headed I try to make myself #as small as fucking possible. my hands are usually over my ears with or without headphones and I cry uncontrollably. #Don't fucking tell me my phobia is cute. It's a living hell when I get triggered by it. #It's bad enough I get told I'm childish and that I have a 'child's fear' #I'm having an extremely hard time right now! It's starting to storm here and I'm trying to deal with this shit and its hard because im all #alone here #i cant fuckking breathe

[p4nishers]

i cant get over the ball being so CLEARLY all for crowley i can't get over aziraphale trying to woo him with a WHOLE FUCKING BALL because that's what he knows that's what romance IS for him because he's been wanting to dance with crowley ever since dancing was invented and he's so stuck in time with the way he dresses and talks and he still thinks a dance is the high of romance AND HE MADE A WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING BALL FOR CROWLEY JUST SO HE COULD DANCE WITH HIM like now it's so fucking obvious he gave away his BOOKS without a second thought and it was all for crowley he organised a whole JANE AUSTEN THEME BALL just so he could have an excuse to finally dance with the love of his life and i can't get over this i'm shaking my fists and pacing up and down he did not give a single fuck about anything other than dancing with crowley and HE BARELY TOUCHED OTHER PEOPLE'S HANDS WHILE HIS WHOLE FUCKING PALM WAS PRESSED TO CROWLEY'S AND i need to lie down

#im actually not okay im never getting over this #this was actually the most romantic thing to ever happen on television prove me wrong you can't #no because he spent CENTURIES reading about and witnessing and orchestring romances and he's been wanting to living in them WITH CROWLEY al #this fucking time and crowley rescuing his books was the most romantic thing that ever happened to him and in return HE GAVE AWAY THE BOOKS #HE LOVES SO FUCKING MUCH FOR CROWLEY AND OH GOD OH JESUS #how am i still not normal about this show im literally box breathing and my heart is fucking POUNDING from a SHOW i cant i just cant #i need psychiatric help #good omens #good omens s2 #azicrow #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #ineffable spouses #good omens season 2 #ineffable husbands #go s2

[crustyfloor]

IVAN'S A FUCKING FUCKER FOR NOT EVEN CHOKING TILL PROPERLY HE WAS GENTLY HOLDING HIM IN PLACE

(it kills me because Till probably thought ivan was gonna give him one last out or something hence why he closed his eyes in what i feel like is acceptance)

#alien stage #alnst till #alnst ivan #ivantill #That motherfucker was NOT choking him #they cant even choke eachother fuckthem #TILL TOOK THAT SHIT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA GET HIS ASS WHOOPED NO SIR YOU JUST GOT FUCKED ON STAGE #its genuinely so hard to tell if Ivan was actually choking him because Till wasnt struggling for shit #no gasp of air as he tried to breathe in #his necks a little pink but that could just be lighting #i dont fuckin know #massive cope btw i dunno what the fukk they were doing here #alien stage till #alien stage ivan #alnst

[localapparently]

/ orv epilogue spoilers (read comic right to left)

If only I could turn back time

#orv spoilers #guess! who! finally got around to finishing the epilogue! i was dragging it on for nearly a month #i am fucking distraught #she didnt fucking deserve that ending. she didnt fucking deserve to disappear just like that. #she was the one that saved him. and until her final breath #she just wanted to tell him that it wasnt his fault. she grew up with him. she saw him grow through the comments. #and just like how she saved him. his comments made her love her life a little more too. i cant fucking do this. and shes just gone. she jus #omniscient reader fanart #orv #orv fanart #omniscient reader #omniscient readers viewpoint #kim dokja #doksoo #han sooyoung #hankim #kdj #hsy #crit's art: orv

[cheesethunderstormz]

i need to be medicated

#swann arlaud #i can't breathe #i cant shut up about him #i'm mad as hell!! #what the fuck #he's seducing me #please help

[evankinard]

I'm sorry I know this is probably gonna rip my heart out but the idea of buck possibly dunking so hard on christopher it causes a third premarital buddie divorce is absolutely murdering me

#i cant fucking breathe i need to see this so bad #911 spoilers #evan buckley #eddie diaz #christopher diaz #911 abc #its all spec tho keep that in mind #buddie #weewoo brainrot

[barawrah]

been extra miserable about them this past week

#WHYYYYYY WHY CANT THEY BE HAPPY #mxtx can we talk....lets discuss mxtx listen to me #and its just . banging my head into a wall their whole thing is they never be happy in any life . ever again #because they Die . and thats it poof out of the reincarnation cycle #FUCK YOUUUUU BFLF RUINING MY LIFE #canon im beating you with a stick like a feral animal #ill be sitting minding my own business and my brain will go dream on like shut the fuck upppppppp #bawling my eyes out rn #this is so awful i hate u bflf i hope youre both miserable #no i dont sorry please be happy #ok . ok deep breaths #art tag #tgcf #shi qingxuan #he xuan #beefleaf

[solarcandydrops]

URGENT!!!: Our landlord is saying we owe for last month, and we can't find evidence of us doing so though we're sure we did.

We need h.e|p, please. I don't want to be homeless again. I don't want to lose my animals. Please share this where you can and if possible, donate.

And YES there are already huge problems going on that require funding. I'm aware. But just because your neighbors house is on fire doesn't mean yours isn't sinking.

Please don't ignore us.

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Urgent!!!

#a sol original #me me and mine #stuff #rent #text #words #links #readin material #queue and the devil #I'm panivking so fucking much #i cant breathe right #fuck #panicking* #i don't know what to do #please

[wonderlandmind4]

I’m-

Please. For the love of god and all the catholic guilt in the world…please someone send help. I will NOT survive this show.

Just-

(Source via Twitter @murdocklorian)

( @pastafossa PLEASE SEND HELP)

#I am FUCKING FOAMING AT THE MOUTH #someone please scream with me #I CANT BREATHE #HOLYLTMKRSHFJKWANFKWKDJFJ #🫠🫠🫠🫠 #I am melting #MELTING #charlie cox #daredevil: born again #daredevil #born again #dd: born again

[zaya-mo]

I CAN'T BREATH GUYS IT'S CROSSHAIR

#GUYS HE'S BACK WITH HIS FAMILY #IM SOBBING #I CANT FUCKING BREATH #the bad batch #tbb #bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #tbb s3 #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #crosshair the bad batch

[swigllier]

sometimes i go crazy thinking about zolu and seeing people analyze them makes it worse and i need to remind myself to breathe

#zolu #breathe girl #there’s jsut so much fucking chemistry between them and AHSHDJJFKALDHKAJSB 😄 #i’m going insane #one piece #why is oda lowkey a genius???? #idk how ppl think zosan is better than zolu like #sorry anyways #bububu #they changed my brain chemistry #i’m not okay #i just cant #goodnight

[4lenko]

LUCIANO POSTED ON HIS INSTA FOR N7 DAY HELLO??? MY ASS MOVED WHAT THE FUCK 😭😭😭

#kaidan alenko #mass effect #i cant fucking breathe holy shit this is kaidan after 10 years and he tried on his suit again after being retired #luciano costa #n7day #n7day2022

[cloned-eyes]

perfect 💖baby boy around 💖12 years old, colorized

#the bad batch #tbb fanart #tbb wrecker #star wars tbb #star wars fanart #star wars #star wars the clone wars #star wars cw #eyesdraws #he's so fucking adorable #i cant breathe #he's so cute

[onlyjaeyun]

i can take them both (not in a fight)

#enhypen smut #this made me go absolutely crazy because what the actual fuck #its hard okay its hard living the life of a heejake stan #i cant breathe i cant eat and sleep i dont get a minute of peace and im constantly losing my mind this is not oky

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Joel meeting Ellie: *slams her into a wall & threatens to shoot her*

Joel five minutes later: *kills a man w/ his bare hands for threatening to shoot her*

#the military guy: *points a gun at ellie* #joel: HEY >:/ ONLY I CAN DO THAT #this show's gonna be fun i can tell #cant wait for them to be such a borderline unhealthy co-dependent father-daughter duo <3 #theyre already getting there #im sooooo not normal about them already and they only interacted for like. ten minutes so far #the show is so good and everyone's acting is on point #the last of us #my only issue is that THEY TOOK AWAY THE FUCKING SPORES. #THE THING THAT MADE THE LAST OF US UNIQUE FROM OTHER ZOMBIE APOCALYPSES #ohhh noooo they have tendrils in their mouths oh so scaryyyy #WHERE THE FUCK #ARE MY SPORES???? #what's gonna be the big threat about the bloaters now huh? i guess there's no inherent threat of existing in heavily infected areas huh??? #i guess we dont get a scene of ellie breathing in spores and joel being Not Happy about it hmmm??? #'auogh oh nooo we dont want to occasionally obscure our actors facessss noooo' #COWARDS. THE LOT OF THEM. #it would have added to the show actually. it would have been sick as fuck. so unsettling. so immersive. #gonna die mad about it tbh #like sure the visuals are gonna be cool and the cordyceps concept still rips #but the infection spreading just by biting... thats so painfully normal. thats just another zombie show #its still an amazing adaptation and im obsessed but :/ cmon man #if there was One Thing to get right. the spores wouldve been it #PLUS IT WOULDVE LOOKED SO AWESOME. THEY COULDVE DONE SO MUCH W IT

[blueskittlesart]

maybe this is a kind of obvious answer but can you talk about the symbolism of the silent princess flower in botw?

YEAH. i can <3 <3 <3 <3

so the silent princess. this flower which is so pervasive as a symbol throughout this game. most of what we are told about it comes directly from zelda in the memory where she talks about it. in the english version of the game, she says "This one here is called the silent princess. It's a rare, endangered species. Despite our efforts, we can't get them to grow domestically yet. The princess can only thrive out here in the wild. All that we can hope... is that the species will be strong enough to prosper, on its own." in japanese, she (more or less) says, "this is... it's called the silent princess, and it's an endangered flower. I started artificial cultivation [of the silent princess] a while ago, but it's not going well. it's... a princess that might become extinct." that discrepancy is interesting, i think, with the english version being altered to give zelda a slightly more hopeful outlook on the fate of the flower, musing about its potential for survival instead of thinking more negatively about the prospect of its extinction.

So. the flower's actual symbolism. It's honestly kind of heavyhanded imo, but sometimes a heavyhanded symbol still works really well. consider the flower's name, the "silent princess." consider, then, the two characters who are most obviously tied to it--zelda, the princess, who is actually named in the flower's compendium description, and link, the silent knight who seems to find the flower at every important location throughout his journey. On a certain level, the flower is representative of these characters, hence why its name evokes aspects of both of them. more specifically, though, the flower is representative of the internal struggle these two characters undergo as pieces of the bigger puzzle that is the calamity.

both zelda and link suffer "in captivity" as zelda puts it--they find themselves struggling under the weight of their destinies, zelda unable to perform to the standards of her father, link terrified to fall short of the kingdom's expectations. neither of them are able to reach their full potential when "cultivated artificially" as it were; link is mute and subdued, never showing even the slightest hint of his true personality underneath the hardened exterior, and zelda is frustrated and depressed, convinced she will never be enough to win the love and praise of her father. On a certain level, being "cultivated in captivity," being forced to live under careful observation, with a clear purpose and clear, unshakeable expectations, killed both link and zelda. link literally died at the hands of the calamity, and zelda killed her adventurous spirit and scientific curiosity in an attempt to conform to her father's expectations. when zelda, in the japanese version of the game, muses that the princess may be destined to become extinct, she is expressing kinship with the flower, believing that she, too, has no meaningful future since she can't conform to the expectations her father and her kingdom have for her. She essentially feels that if she can't be useful "in captivity" there is no way for her to live in this world, and that the only other option is "extinction."

Her more optimistic english monologue, however, is closer to the truth of the silent princess's resilience. While we know that the princess was in dire straits a hundred years ago, post-calamity hyrule sees many of the flowers taking root, often in places that were once highly-populated but have since been abandoned. what we find in a post-calamity landscape is that the silent princess, once thought to be unsavable, is THRIVING in this new world, having been released from the expectations and interference of the people trying to cultivate it. Again, this is symbolic of link and zelda: in a post-calamity landscape, we see link begin to find his voice. we see his personality begin to return--he cracks jokes, he laughs, he cooks, he takes photos, he makes connections, he buys a house and decorates it. He thrives in a world where he is not confined by the pressure to be perfect, to grow in the way that others expect of him. the silent princess can't grow in captivity, but it CAN thrive in the wild, free of outside influence, allowed to just BE.

Also worth noting that there's a side quest in botw which involves a legend that if you swear your love on a freshly-picked silent princess, you and your partner will "live a charmed life." there's definitely something to be said about The Zelink Flower being the subject of a romantic legend. but that's not actually the point of this post. anyway

#i cant remember if it's ACTUALLY implied in game or not but i always thought that that legend was probably why the princess was endangered #in the first place. too many people picking it to try and make their love last #which says something about the way love can hurt i think. especially potent a la zelda and her father #because you know he didn't MEAN to hurt her. he loved her. but he wanted her in captivity and she couldn't grow there #anyway. yeah. breath of the fucking. wild. agh #zelda analysis