#how gross

[crystallizsch]

Yuusha = Jamil's Charging Station

(help 😭)

#honestly how dare he #jamil's just draining energy from another sleep-deprived person #they're so cute #how gross #anon i woke up to this and the idea made me go feral #i cant believe this #you managed to just hit a certain part of my brain #the fluff part specifically #and somehow this is me still restraining myself #hdkshdkej #anyways thank you for this ask i had fun with it 😭🫶 #[— #✦'-asks #twst #twisted wonderland #twst art #twst oc x canon #jamil x yuu #jamil viper #twst yuu #(💜) yuusha #(💜) jamiyuu #★'-my-art #☆'-comic #—] #anyways my own battery is dead #good night tri state area #(i will not sleep until 3am+)

[thedeafprophet]

Soooooooo ive been Observing still and looks like That Asshole from the previous days on the reddit and forums is back and isn't even using a different name

annnnnd has moved onto lowkey pretty blatant homophobia???

im gonna put the rest under the cut cuz yall are probably getting tired of me observing this troll but im nebby af

lmfao????? the instigation a) that FBG are at all 'upper' middle class. im sorry but while i agree they cant neccesarily fully understand the class divides of victorian era england and appproach revolutionary matters fully the right way..... indie game developers are not my idea of upper class people.

but the worst part here is the instigation that because they write queer romance that you can't write about working class issues... which is the homophobic talking point that being queer is a trend invented by well off people....

good lord. at least the dudes other talking points were as bad as this. its gone from funny to blatantly wrong and bigoted.

#eugh #fl fandom nonsense #<- new tag for whenever i post stuff like this #how gross #i tried making an account to report (and also just to protect my username just in case lol) #and i still cant see the report button after someone said it exists. hmph

[sentigabrielapologist]

an unfinished hm art that no one ever saw before bc i made this in january and then completely forgot abt it 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

#the moment i learned how to draw crossed arms btwt #how gross #my art #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #hawkmoth #gabriel agreste #artists on tumblr #fanart

[bugonmywindow]

Six of Crows

#books #booklr #book quotes #book recommendations #leigh bargudo #soc #six of crows #oh no! feelings! #how gross #kaz brekker #kaz dirtyhands brekker #kazzle dazzle

[she-x-wolf]

Is it possible to hate play The Cursed Heart? Can I be a dick to Starved-in-a-cave-probably-Fae King™? Let me know, I might find some interest in it then.

#the mc's sole purpose of existing seemed to be being nice #how gross #playchoices #choices #the cursed heart #choices tch #pixelberry

[fullmetalgirl98]

Still traumatized by yesterday's csm episode, tho

#personal thoughts #csm #how gross #I'll NEVER watch again another csm episode before heading bed #The level of disgust I reached is indescribable #chainsaw man #anime #manga

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

It took my entire will power to not just rub it off my cheek as soon as he did it

#how gross #I thought I would upset him if I did that and I didn’t need to deal with that lol #how yucky #shoo man shoo #coming to Mardi Gras snd kissing lesbians on the cheek 😒 pls don’t

[rivetgoth]

It's honestly crazy that discussion around testosterone HRT skews so much towards the beginning stages of it (to the point that you have dozens of guys thinking their transition is "failed" if they don't pass by like a year in lol) and what the initial changes of the first couple of months to years look like, like the classic laundry list of those early basic changes like bottom growth, voice drop, etc, when IMO literally none of that compares remotely to the depth and intensity of the long term total masculinization you start to experience like 3-5+ years in.

#also has made it increasingly difficult to relate to those early into their transition honestly #like not in a bitter way it’s just like hard to express how diff the experience is #of being like a year on T vs 5 😭 #ETA I muted this post ages ago now but fwiw seeing transphobes pop up in the notes on occasion just to say cruel reactionary shit #you are clowns I cannot imagine seeing a post that is ONLY about discussing with folks about the reality of a medication #and choosing to make that your moment to get a schoolyard bully jab in about how you find it gross or something. #you are less well adjusted than must children. may the universe be kinder to you than you are to others.

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[shivunin]

Because I have just seen this specific thing for the second time, I would like to say:

If I reblog your art, I do not expect you to reblog (or share!) my fic in return

If I comment on your fic, I do not expect you to comment on (or read!) mine in return

My enjoyment of anyone's work does not come with strings or expectations

My friendship is not a bill that you will have to pay later

That's it!

#the fucking obsession with fandom becoming ~content creation~ has got to stop. this is not a business. #i don't like it when someone acts like i owe them because they complimented my work #and i will never do that to someone else #kindness has to be freely given or it isn't kindness; it's manipulation #this just. makes me feel super gross and it upsets me that it's happened twice #and that both people explicitly stated in their profiles that this is an expectation they have of fandom #you can't form a community by force. that's not how it works. #anyways. rant over. i just want it to be known that i'm not expecting anything from anyone lol #if i talk to you or hang out it's because i want to. i don't want anything from you except you know #kindness and companionship or w/e #bleargh. gonna go play a game or something. #dixeram

[frownyalfred]

a random socialite at a fundraiser: you know Bruce, that boy of yours is getting to be a little too pretty. heh.

Bruce Wayne, who was also "too pretty" at fourteen and is absolutely ready to castrate anyone who even looks at Dick directly: oh?

#bruce wayne #batman #dc #batfamily #dick grayson #dc comics #tw gross old men at fundraisers #not sure how to tag that #but yes bruce was too pretty and ughhh the angst #it's not explored enough #but you KNOW he's not letting them touch dick #alfred tried his best but he couldn't be in the spotlight WITH bruce every second #and now bruce lets them talk and smiles and walks away and then ruins them

[aeide-thea]

on principle opposed to describing art i dislike as 'masturbatory' because even though it's an alluringly contemptuous word to sneer it's impossible to reconcile with my pro-masturbation stance

#it's such an ugly word but like. self-pleasure is good‚ actually #it's good to know yourself and what you like and lovingly treat yourself to it! #like similarly 'meretricious' is extremely tempting if you ignore the underlying metaphor #but. hard to. #language #and quite frankly i think people who whip out 'masturbatory' in this sneering sort of way #are leveraging‚ if we're honest with ourselves‚ a particular framing of it as a gross thing that boys do #because like. when have you ever heard a *woman's* self-indulgent art described as masturbatory #like don't get me wrong we absolutely still dismiss it! but we dismiss it in other ways #that are usually about how embarrassing her *yearning* is #and so even our sneering is reinforcing an idea that men Act whereas women Feel #anyway this was prompted by some things but i shoved it in the queue so now i forget what lol #so here you are getting some contextless thoughts on the use of 'masturbatory' as sneering dismissive assessment! #just what you were hoping for i'm sure :)

[salamispots]

dream from several days ago

#dream diary #artists on tumblr #flotsam diaries #sequential #...I said I was gonna sleep but that obviously didn't happen HAHA #anyways really happy that I was able to get the colors/vibes I wanted down fjhkgj :'D #a lot of nitpicking and adjusting hahah #also kororon/eve was on blast for the majority of drawing this hghhjf #alright good night/morning/something yall #edit: was thinking more and the feeling I wanted to get across I guess is like when someone voluntarily #reaches out to touch me/casually/platonically and it's like a 'you're touching me of your own free will??? o H' #because when I was growing up had a parent who wasn't physically affectionate/would kinda brush me off #and that uhhhh kinda internalized as I'm gross and therefore shouldn't touch other people #(lmao took covid lockdown and very good friends to basically destroy that feeling yay) #anYWAYS had feelings but didn't quite know how to verbalize it hahah

[knowledgebadmovies]

#how generous sun readers have saved lives by backing our vital campaigns #how great thou art #how gross #how green was my valley #jowell y randy #Youtube

[meanbossart]

Drow begging Astarion to piss on him and Astarion going through 5 different emotions in under 10s would be pretty funny to witness. How would Astarion react to it?

Well that's awkward

#ask #art #du drow #astarion #bg3 #gross #I dont know how else I could possibly content warn for this

[moongreenlight]

Honestly love the idea of getting a divorce with Ghost and even though you both signed a prenup he nullifies it and you get the house and spousal support from him etc etc but he does it so that you feel like you owe him something.

Oh? He doesn’t want to get a flat because he’s only in town roughly half the year. No big deal. You tell him he can have the spare bedroom. It’s the least you could do.

Oh? He doesn’t want you to go on dates or have guys back to the house because it’s half his space anyway? Makes sense, I guess.

Oh? He wants you to keep your ring in case you go out and some perv tries to make a move that you’re not interested in? Really smart idea! Thanks Si.

Oh? He wants to come home to you making him dinner wearing nothing but an apron when he gets home from a long deployment? I mean sure. He does so much for you that he doesn’t have to. No harm in humoring him.

#he’s fucking gross idc #and that’s how seph sees it #moongreenlight #moongreenlightwrites #cod mw2 #call of duty #cod x reader #141 headcanons #drabble #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #simon ghost riley x you #simon ghost x reader #ghost x reader #ghost #ghost mw2 #simon riley #simon riley x you #simon riley x reader