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monstrouslyobsessed · 5 months

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…tumblr can you go and soak yourself in a burning pit of hot sauce…i never even got notifs of any of the older asks i got…

so very sorry if you've been waiting for like two months on my answers;;; and here i was wondering how dead my inbox was last month…rude, tumblr, very rude. all the asks are under the cut!

just a quick note, to the super sweet asker who send in two very long asks v recently, ima answer them separately after this one, if thats okay!! <3

tw / tags: dirty confession, monster fucking, breeding mentions, implied noncon, brief pregnancy mentions, long post, beastfolk / beastfolks characters mentioned: lady hyena, the lioness, conservative lion, papa bull, duke, cerelos, father fox, velarius

I love Daddy Bull and Duke, (along with so many other of your works!), do you have any plans on doing a confrontation between the two bulls and the reader? My thirst is dryer than the Sahara for these two bulls. I need more content. I’m a desperate whore… 。・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。 —anonymous

hm i'm STILL chewing on how this saga should go tbf because it really could go any way!!! i might just bite the bullet and write au's of papa bull and duke saga, even if i feel a little weird making varying storyline au's of my characters.

it was just supposed to be a bull daddy enjoying his little human, how did duke end up there lol

I know everyone is dying over Baldur’s gate rn but have you heard of Lustful Desires on itch.io? I just got into it and I’m dying to talk about it. They literally let you have a poly relationship with 3 different werewolves it’s so good —@flameshadowwolf

i've never heard of it! ima have to check it out now, thanks for the rec <3

Sorry if you consider this a request, but I'm very interested about your OC's yandere MBTI types (from @ddarker-dreams), so if you feel like it, can you identify them in this system? —anonymous

i…ah, am kinda bad with these mbti things. idk if its because i'm older than most writers i know (hi lock my love!! hope you're doing fantastic!), but i guess i can make my best attempt…? i'll just pick a few characters and list them for ya. if you want more specific characters or want me to make an official post with expanded explation, lmk and i'll make my best attempt

here's the link for anyone who are interested

lady hyena: reverent, delusional(?), manipulative (?), lenient, rdml the lioness: reverent, aware, honest, and strict(?), rahs conservative lion: cruel, aware, honest, and strict, cahs papa bull: reverent, delusional, honest, and strict(?), rdhs duke: cruel(?), delusional, manipulative, and strict, cdms father fox: reverent, aware, honest, and lenient(ish), rahl valerius: reverent, delusional(?), manipulative, and lenient, rdml

that's just a few! and they're all beastfolks since they're more fresh in my mind, aha. i tried my best hhh

Thirst chat thought: Have you ever thought that Cerelos could just find a way to tie up his wife underneath him as a cock sleeve, gag her, and just walk around a bit for the day doing royal duties and stuff? The man already has a equine skirt he wears, so he can easily hide everything underneath… (Also I’d happily give this man a dozen babies because I am a simp for him 💕) —anonymous

i think i touched upon that at one point! i wanna say he did that during a large meeting, maybe with his darling magically gagged? lemme see if i can find that post…

found it! its super brief but still

well, now i wanna write that…that's one more to my long to-do list, aha.

also you're valid

I am a simple man all I desire is your happiness. Tis all. I noticed you were feeling sad lately and I thought man next time I have extra money I'll kofi MO but recently I acquired a small fortune and I was happy to find a way to repay you for the time my friends and I giggle and go horny over your works Re-Reading your works is payment enough ….but if you wish to repay me I wouldn't mind maybe a dilf monster vampire (kinda like what you did for wolf pack? but Victorian times) or sequel to snake movie star or sequel/prequel dragon But I would rather you do what you are passionate about! Share your creations with the world! Rejoice in your delights! —anonymous

hi i love you and i swear i answered this before

i did the snek boi just for you <3 i hope you (and your friends!!) enjoyed it! he's a difficult boi to get through but i had fun writing him and his weird camera hobby

link: SMILE FOR THE CAMERA

Also increase your kofi goal —anonymous

im…okay. i didn't really have a goal target in mind so i hope thats sufficient??? sdfkdfj

Which of the beast folk are most likely to mate with humans? Like what about big cat beastfolk? —anonymous

it'd be fangedfolk, since they're canine (dogs) and are most attracted to the humans'…hm , simplicity and openness, i suppose you could say? and possibly treefolk (primates). i based my beastfolks' basic common grounds with irl animals, as canines are pack animals and dogs are more emotionally connected to us. as for primates, humans have evolutionary connections, similar social intelligence, and the shared abilities to solve problems and such.

that said, while fangedfolk are the most likely to have a human "companion", they are also most likely to have a poly pack with their human. whiskeredfolk (feline) are probably in the top-middle of that list, if we were to have a most-to-least likely ranking, with toothedfolk (rodents) due to their prey/nervous natures and seafolks (aquatic) on how dangerous/rare they are to communicate with, at the very bottom. the reason why i feel the whiskeredfolk being in the top-middle is that they can be fairly arrogant and being independent, but adores the complete attention their human can give them and how easily they are to manipulate.

that said, this is extremely generalized list, since the list is not really factoring in specific sub-groups under these categories, such as lions being social animals and are more likely to acquire a human lover, cheetahs more likely to need a service human pet to help with their anxieties, maned wolf being solitary type, etc. and other facets, like countries/areas, cultures, when/which eras, political affiliations, etc.

hope this answers your question, love!

Hello, I've been binging your Masterlist and I just want to say your OCS are exquisite —anonymous

i think you're exquisite as well, love! <3 thank you~

Are you eventually going to do more father fox content?? He's my favorite and I love him so much ♥️ —anonymous

ye! i have couple requests for more hcs for him~though they're all kinda pretty broad. if you have anything more specific for a hc request, hmu! i'd love to write a full piece of him someday too, since i think his quietly manipulative personality is fascinating to work with.

Daddy Bull and Duke content soon? I NEED these two fine beasts in my life!!! And can’t wait till the cute baby arrives!!! And hopefully many more…😋🥰 —anonymous

send in a request then~! preferably something a bit less broad, aha, but yes!

i especially would love to write a full story of those two someday, maybe as a book?

Hi hey sorry to bother you, hypothetically if I wanted to make an ai bot of one of your beastfolks, would that be alright? If not I totally understand, I just want to make sure! —anonymous

as long as there are proper credits included, go for it! just please be sure to link back to me if you do make one <3

whewwww, i...really hope i didn't miss anyone. most of them were (or looked like) a request of some kind and two i wanted to put into their own posts for me to answer soon.

hope yall are doing wonderfully and are having at least a decent holiday season!! ima try and get something nice out by christmas so heres hoping!! just...gonna decide on which i wanna do...lol.

#ghosts are curious.👻#☠️not writing...#anonymous #asked #answered #☠️monster is whispering...#beastfolks #beastfolk

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whumpitisthen · 11 months

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hey love, as someone with a lot of religious trauma, auden's mindset is feeling a little familiar here... idk if you're writing this purely for fun or for catharsis (i've always been into whump, but i got into writing to vent out all the shitty trauma feelings) but if u need to talk my dms are open <333 can't wait to see what happens next in the series

Okay i thought this was gonna go in a different direction and i was already apologising for not tagging for fucky religious mindsets hhh i will do that now

But no don't worry about me this is purely for fun and because i wanna whump an angel boy, if anything, you saying that makes me a little giddy bc i managed to write something that resonates so deeply with someone, even if its a bit fucked that this is the way i managed to do that.l

Im glad you liked it, Ive been trying to make something bigger than one-shots and drabbles, so the horrible whumpy adventures of auden will return soonish for sure, im excited to share with people the vision ive come up with! He is sad and lonely and so so squeezable :3

#asks #suspicious-whumping-egg #oc auden #Auden #religious tw #his falling is very sad cant wait to share that

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nulltune · 2 years

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😳😳 if ur still accepting!!! with any of my muses 🥺🙏

send 😳 4 me 2 gush abt our muses!

i am.... snail but liSTEN HERE SOPHIE THERE IS NEVER EVER A TIME LIMIT FOR MY MEMES and for u especially okok 🥰🥰💖 i'm gonna go with some of the muses we haven't talked abt from your primaries from your multi here! just some rapid fire lynny thoughts hehehe 👀✨️ (and i hope u won't mind me tagging ur multi hereee 😳 @jiingweii hi 😳)

havria: OH SHE IS SO SWEETTT i think they're both the types to choose kindness even in a literal War and 🥺 oo sophie i'm grabbing u by the ankle (LOVINGLY...) bc i wanna know more abt xu feng wants too!! seeing her hobbies section rlly made me go 👀👀 bc call me simple but i am a sucker for charas bonding over lil activities.... music and origami in particular are rlly hakunocore (i hc her as a pianist, if they have that in genshin sgjdbs and the concept of origami is just,, Hakunocore! she's not the best at it tho <3) but i also wanna see em do painting or embroidery because hakuno would be pretty bad at thatt so ig she wants to teach hakuno or be frustrated by hakuno-- feel free! i just think it'd be neat idk idk!!

semiramis: THE WAY HER AND HAKUNO TO ME IS LIKE- queen ✨️ and.... some girl. sgkfhwd sorry hakunooo but pls!! it's interesting bc i see that semi views herself as superior to others as a ruler while hakuno's the opposite! sees herself as inferior to othera due to a variety of issues </3 another thing that i think is really neat abt them is how i'm 100% associating semi with black and hakuno with white but honestly...... they are both a widdle morally ambiguous! also has a lot of baggage with their pasts which i am 👀👀 at the prospect of them unpacking it maybeee ! hakuno's a huge history buff and fr is like an encyclopedia for history and myths so i think she's know of semi's life which i rlly wanna know how semi would feel abt tbh 😳

signora: HER BACKSTORY RLLY INTRIGUES ME TBH and hakuno's the naturally curious sort so 👀 she'd want to know about signora methinks.. YOU CAN KEEP HER IN THE DARK ABT IT FOR AS LONG AS U WANT THOO i feel like any positive relationship they could have would def be a slowburn! (hakuno's extremely patient tho, i will warn u that ✨️) idk why but i rlly wanna see em being forced into an alliance of some sort ngl 😳 i read from her wiki that she willingly cast aside and forgot her past tho so i think it'd be sooo interesting for her to interact with an amnesiac hakuno! hakuno was really really troubled over it so i personally think it'd be neat to see how signora would react to that too :thonk:

arlecchino: i barely know anything abt her but hNRRGH HI MISS MA'AM YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND COOL AND HHH?????? from that one fatui trailer she said "we don't want to make the children cry" so like. i'm sorry but i wanna see her forced into babysitting looking after some kiddos with hakuno. hakuno tries her best but she can be so awkward and i just think it'd be a fun scenario to throw em into ngl 😳✨️ again i baaarely know anything abt her bUT I WANT TO. consider this me being all grabby hands for more info abt ur arlecchino sophie (as well as any muse u feel like talking abt tbh!) i'm so ready to love her-

dehya: WHAT ARE THOSE THINGS ON HER HEAD ARE THEY ANIMAL EARS BC IF THEY ARE THEN HAKUNO "ANIMAL LUVR" KISHINAMI IS GOING TO STARE SO RESPECTFULLY- ok! i'm stuck in inazuma jail tbh and my genshin knowledge is lacking 😩 but i heard that she's very dedicated to her job? sooo what if she helps guide/escort hakuno thru sumeru..... i'm thinking a protector/protected kinda dynamic... at the start especially because hakuno's pretty lost in all this yknow! also in a place like sumeru i feel like she'd be so especially out of place because for all how logical and rational her thinking is, hakuno's veery emotionally-driven and always follows her heart in the end <3

al haitham: me talking about how emotional hakuno is and then googling al haitham and then seeing that he operates purely by rationality-- 😮😮😃😃✨️✨️✨️ I LOVE THAT ACTUALLYYYY hakuno can honestly be so frustrating because again, she Knows what's the rational thing do.. she just doesn't! she's always purposely giving herself the short end of the stick and honestly just being so damn selfless and self destructive,,, so i feel like he could maybe give her a reality check..??? idk but i think they're kind like opposites in that aspect so it'd be interesting to see how they'd interact ! i think forcing them to work together for something could be pretty fun too hohoo maybe they'll butt heads at times, maybe they won't, who knows 💃💃

raiden shogun: liSTENNN a huge part of hakuno's character is how,, impermanent it is (moon girls Do Not have a long lifespan!) and a lot of why she is the way she is the way she is is because of she's aware of her own mortality. the two of em could really have that immortal and mortal kinda dynamic i think! that said, i feel like there's some similarities between them..... hakuno can def see parts of herself in the shogun i think and would definitely try to bond or help her discover more of herself because of that! she does a liddol projecting... also this is a little silly idea but i hc hakuno to be scared of thunder so like. GSJCHSJD I NEED TO SEE THE GOD OF THUNDER REACT TO THIS INFORMATION???

#imarahuyo #jiingwei #&&. out of #q.#WANNA SCREAM ABT UR OTHER MUSES TOOO but idk i couldn't find a lot of info for them 😩#BUT HI I WANT 2 THROW A MOON LADY AT ALL UR MUSES WVFKSHDJD IM JUST!!! grabby hands grabby hands 😳💖✨️#OH AND IF U HAVE A SPECIFIC H.AKUNO AND UR MUSE COMBI THAT INTERESTS U; DO LMK !#ANDD TYSM FOR SENDING THIS IN S.OPHIEE ! <33

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tiredsadpeach · 3 years

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Woke up and got immediately sad

#it feels so stupid to be sad about but I’m gonna tell y’all anyway #I sometimes tweet a lot on private and last night I was having a good time and made two edits and everything and shared them on priv and my #monkees twt and kpop twt because one overlapped and one was just classic rock #and like I posted them at 5am so I don’t expect my mutuals on Monkee twt to see that’s fine #but my friend has told me before that he reads every tweet and that sometimes it’s the first thing he does in the morning #and like idc when he does it I just want him to see my tweets because I see every single one of his even if I don’t want to #because idk if anyone else on my priv sees them but if at least one person does then it wasn’t for nothing if that makes sense #like on here I vent in tags and shit and I usually get a like on the post which at least to me means you heard me yknow?#being heard is such a huge thing to me and not being heard on top of my friend basically lying to me hurts so much #I worked so hard on that one edit too and not to mention the zine I made a while back and posted that he never saw #my other friend didn’t see it either but I went over to his house the next day so I just showed him no big deal #I just hate putting effort into something and posting it and waiting for him to wake up only to get no reaction #like I did my entire homescreen and he knew I was doing it that night and I posted the finished product but he only saw it yesterday when we #were on the phone because I was trying to help him with something so I screenrecorded me doing it and he saw part of my homescreen and got #excited and so I sent the photos but I didn’t mentioned I posted them on twt because I didn’t wanna sound petty but I just am #like I’m bad at texting directly so posting on priv is how I relay info most of the time and I know I’ve told him I’m bad at messaging first #idk I just hhh I wanna be heard I don’t wanna say shit and no one listen like I keep talking about being a Monkee historian and shit on priv #and he hasn’t seen any of it not a fucking word and I really think it truly is my dream job this time hhhh #I have like five priv followers and yet I only hold him to that standard but I know why it’s because I see every tweet of his on every acc #of his that I follow #I’ve said before that I see every tweet because I don’t always like every tweet especially if I don’t feel well #I feel stupid and annoying for being upset but also hhhhh I’ve watched him do it before and blow up my notifs it makes me feel so good why #has he just not done that lately why doesn’t he look at them anymore if I post while he’s asleep he just doesn’t see them anymore it hurts #so fucking much especially because my dumbass self keeps seeing all of his I feel stupid hhhh

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this-file-has-been-redacted · 3 years

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ive been patiently waiting for the last Hour for that energy drink to take effect and the only difference has been slightly improved focus. what the fuck. i feel cheated.

#I JUST WANNA GO BATSHIT ON HIGH DOSES OF CAFFEINE LIKE A NORMAL PERSON #hhh #anyways #ive actually started my school work!!#but also i am so far behind #some of it isnt due yet but #ive got like a thirty page packet to do for creative writing that i havent even started #im supposed to be writing a narrative and it doesnt even have to be Long but #idk what characters or plot to write #bc all i ever write is single-scene fanfics #i cannot write redacted fanfiction for my creative writing narrative #and idk how to write any kind of plot #i #dont actually know how to Write Things #i just write tiny little scenarios #i dont do any of that character/plot development shit and im realizing that i dont actually know how #lowkey though it kinda bothers me that i never write anything with any sort of plot and am largely incapable of it like.#thats kinda the whole point??? and i?? just dont????#why do i keep going on tangents in the tags #anyways i got one assignment done!!#but ive still got the biggest on thats due Soon to do #and uh #it was due friday #we were supposed to be doing it for the last week or two #i havent even started #do i turn on my Caring About Shit function and panic but get it done with the boost of deadline panic adrenaline #or do i just say fuck it and Not #im so sorry to those of you who are actually reading these lmao #im #posting so much tonight

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yueqqi · 3 years

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I got into danmei looking for novels that read like Jin Yong’s works but hella gay and I haven’t had any luck even after finding gold among MXTX novels? Anyways can anyone rec me some danmei that lean more wuxia or just have themes similar to LOTCH or Gu Long’s Moonlight Blade? 👀

#I grew up watching the 1983 LOTCH and idk about anyone else but the 2017 one has some mild subtext between Yang Kang and Guo Jing #never really shipped them considering Yang Kang is a shithead in the novel BUT 🤔#I’m already working on my own novel series filling this gap but you know I wanna read some stuff instead of writing hhh #just want some good lgbt rep and even better if written by other lgbt writers bc I’ve had too many encounters #with cishet writers fetishizing relationships+being homophobic outside of writing #ALSO I’ve heard so many good things about Lu Hen’s supernatural and Nine Princes series that I want to read them so bad but again #i can only speak CN not read bc I was born in the West :/ so uh if anyone knows where to find those translations I’ll love you #mxtx #svsss #mdzs #tgcf #I’m tagging a bunch of stuff bc I’m desperate for content plz interact #danmei #xianxia #wuxia #jin yong #lotch #legend of the condor heroes #gu long #lgbt writers

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katastrophe-s · 5 years

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anyone else got an intense aversion to tagging people in literally anything + messaging someone first on this hellsite or just me.

#like. even my own art posts of a mutuals oc im like... hm. do i have to tag them? i rly dont wanna bother them #even tho thats completely irrational i get it and yknow. rude to post someone character w/o even notifying them hgfkmgfhd #also every other social media im in ur dms but for some reason messaging someone first on tunglr dot net? wrong and bad.#whatever idk maybe everyone feels this way hhh #kat.txt

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goldenkid · 5 years

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anyway so guess who's thinking about Morai again

I haven't written properly in ages because of school but I've been thinking....over the second half of this summer I might go back to Morai and sort it out so maybe.. Maybe I could try and finish the second draft over nano in November. I also left it midway through a draft with all 50 documents in a huge mess so I think a fresh start would be good.

Idk, I just really miss Morai. I love it so much,, SO much and if I was gonna get into writing again I'd want to do it through this story

Who knows. I don't have my laptop rn but once I get back home I might look it up. Basically I miss Morai!!

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coolspacequips · 5 years

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Oh yeah... I don't exactly do a lot of Twitter sketches this week but I'll still post em later

#I'm still settling hhh #waiting for the backlash to quiet down and the performative I LIKED IT WHAT'S WRONG W IT stuff #idc if u like the season but it's belittling and insulting to say ppl can't react to what they put in front of us #even if u found it engaging and exciting and don't care about shipping none of those things are the problem that vld has #and telling furious poc and underrepresented ppl that they can't be upset and having their pain exploited is #an extremely tone deaf and privileged thing to do :)#I'm someone who has always been lenient of canon and figured ppl have been and ARE overanalyzing #but we have the full product now so there's no more misreading whether the plot will improve #even a cursory analysation is all it takes for me to be incredibly hurt by some of the choices they made #regardless of my enjoyment of some others #and while this blog will continue to be a positive Voltron space #positivity and talking down ppl w negative opinions abt this are not synonymous #if u wanna be a positive space an be Better than ppl that have the gal to complain start by just doing u and leaving them alone #instead of just complaining #IDK no point to these tags really i just have a lot of mixed feelings but mostly betrayal lol #text posts

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airbenderedacted · 2 years

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i really really hope that people know whenever i vent it’s never caused by anything like it’s never bc of anybody doing anything or failing to do anything or something Happening to me i literally just Wake Up Feeling Horrible Like That n shit.. that’ s literally all hha it’s my worst fear for people to ever read my awful vents / moments of fuckimng spiraling and think that like i think that they did something or. ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ no no no no

#i try not to be. TOO hgonest about my feelings but. i think i'm too honest about my feelings #because they are. very very ugly awful feelings and i maybe shouldn't. stop. bottling them..#i don't know i. maybe i should stop venting on here every timei start spiraling but uh. i don't. know how else to ground myself when i am.#but uhh. i'd hate to make people paranoid or feel like i';m? perceiving them as slighting me? or? anhything?? i don't i'm /not/ but the-#-worry is still there and !!!! ghhh #i should've uhh. shut up about. feeling like so much hatred and shit. when i was venting on here when i woke up because.#it's just a Feeling i'm not literally soured on Anyone like. not at all i couldn't even bring myself to if i were to want to.#the only actual hate i ever feel is towards myself. i just have moments where i can;t stand anything around me but i never like hate anybody #and i should've maybe. shut up about that because now i'm worried about who all might've read all that and come to real bad conclusions hhh #i'm gonna be real: when i get like this and i'm like. expressing my shit in all these lil ways i can just bc i Can't just Ignore It. i-#i don't know how much of it is a cry for help and how much is me just crying and i'm so afraid people are gonna think i;m like.#shoving my misery down people's throats to try and like. pull some misery loves company shit or something like./ anything manipulative like #that i. idk i should be less. like this. i should try to close off more maybe or find other outlets maybe that don't make me look DERANGED b #but #i don't. know.#i don't know anything i'm just. scared of how people. see. me. and. god i don't wanna push anyone away #the anxiety i've developed over reaching out *myself* to people i wanna connect with is doing that for me enough i. aough.#anyway this is just me!! expressing something I REALLY NEED OUT THERE! *POINTS @ POST BODY* PLEASE PLEASE KNOW THIIIISSS #everything else here in the tags. uh. at this point i'm just rambling out loud. way past the point of sharing anything necessary of me #maybe ignore like... how much this trailed off into being Like That. anyway i'm literally fine rn i'm about to go to bed! no mood crash here #just! a sadass PSA of sorts and ujm . worries. but like anyway fr dw i'm not feeling bad at all rn this isn't anything like That #i'm too tired to be feeling much of anything bad rn beyond uhhh the usual! drearyish static or whatever jkhdfskjdfbsm #✌️

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jadeneppy · 3 years

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#xzzt #ouhh i forgot about my old art blog n triggered myself #hhh i still miss them n their name is still in my top tags when i searxh for stuff #this sucks ass its happening again where i shake my head when i remember triggering stuff #mussle spasm or some shit but hhh #names n things my tags :>>#qmq #been feeling really lonely n left out of things with my friends irl #they were planning a party n didn't invite me so idk. theyre gonna be drinking n probs getting high so id just be there sitting #specially sinxe the guy who reported me was invited hh #i helpped him clean up the bakery the other day n he was givin out high-fives so i was surprised he highfived me as well #he was also apparently worried about md when i got covid so im just hh im confused n i wanna be friends but what happened between is was so #traumatizing that it lead me to doubt stuff n then spiral n then be fuckin mean to who i cared about the most in the world #so hhhhhhh #man #6 am n being reminded about my fuck ups fuuuun #anyway i miss you and i hope you still love drawin n ur comic is fun to work on #ik its probs weird n you. might not even look at my blog but you're still important to me #maybe you're looking at my blog n mocking me like we did to klug n ned but idk i could never hate you #i always said that and I meant it. id never come to hate you because u were always afraid of it. like in #like in your dreams you said i hated you and it made you sad. i still dream of you and remember old things we use to talk about #i haven't looked at our old dms but i can still remember some #im rambling again but yeah i hope you're doing fine n have a happy new year #sometimes i feel like you'll send me a message just to tell me to shut up but maybe thats just my subconscious #i miss everyone i miss talking to you guys #i should sleep so goodnight

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nctsworld · 3 years

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reigniting

SUMMARY ⇾ your hate for your dance captain (and ex-best friend) melts and evolves into something more for the night. WARNINGS‌ ‌⇾‌ smut (near the end), car s*x, swearing, angst in backstory RATING ⇾ mature FOR ⇾ @markleesflathead

AUTHOR’S NOTE ⇾ yes i’m bitter that most of my fics in ask form don’t show up in tag so i might have to post them as individual fics hhh || @markleesflathead idk how this ended up into car s*x but i’m sorry if it isn’t what you really expected slkfmd also i’m v flattered to be one of your fave writers *_* thanks for the bday wishes!!

“I missed this.”

Mark suddenly says into the air after catching his breath from all the laughing he just did. With the hand that’s been resting on the steering wheel since he parked the car fifteen minutes ago, he swipes his thumb against it.

Your laughter subsides too, turning your head in the passenger seat to get a good look at him.

The closest street lamp isn’t near enough to cast a light to see all his features clearly, but you don’t need much lighting to see the waver behind his bespectacled face, nor the way his Adam’s apple bobs.

“I missed you,” he whispers softly, then matches your eyes with a tilt of his head.

The beginning was simple. You and Mark, best friends since middle school, about to attend the same university and were going to do everything together, including extracurriculars.

Which included the university’s main competitive hip-hop dance team, since both of you were on your high school’s too.

From what you heard from upperclassmen, every year, the team offered at least five spots open. Of course, Mark and you were confident in yourselves and each other to make the team.

But during your first year, only one spot was available on the team.

The straining of your friendship began to slowly occur, since you saw less of each other in order to train more individually for the auditions.

And when the auditions happened, there was a new tension between Mark and you. Still friends, but competitiveness was a prevalent wall between you two.

The wall grew larger, tangled with vines of jealousy and bitterness, when Mark received the spot, not you.

Both parties tried hard to keep the friendship afloat, but it eventually came crashing down.

“You’re just fucking jealous that I got in and you didn’t.”

“Yeah,” you said. “and I should be, because I’m the better dancer.”

“As if.” he scoffed. He spat out the next words venomously—

“If you were better they would’ve chose you, but you’ve just never been as good of a dancer as me.”

That was the last time you spoke to Mark... for a while, at least.

When second year came by, you decided to prove him wrong and obtain a spot on the team. Successfully, you did, but partway through the term, the captain dropped out and, to your dismay, Mark was given captaincy.

Fast-forward to today, Mark constantly gave you shit during practices and you knew it was personal.

Sure, you could’ve quit, but you didn’t want to give him the satisfaction. However, you always did wonder why he didn’t decide to kick you off the team when he had the power to do so.

Following one practice, Mark ordered you to come by the studio on a separate night for a talk. He claimed it to be extra training, but you were mentally prepared for him to finally remove you from the team.

However, you were wrong and the unexpected happened—the wall between you two began to crumble. The hostile professionalism during the extra session grew into an area of familiarity, remnants of a lost friendship. After the session, Mark swallowed his pride and apologized about what he said back then, even offering to take you out to dinner.

During the meal, both of you caught each other up on the last year or so, and at the end of the night, Mark drove you home.

Laughing, smiling, and talking with you like the last couple of years were a nightmare faded into nothingness.

And you didn’t mind it, because you missed him too.

But instead of telling him that, you nibble on your bottom lip and rock your head forward with a small smile.

Continuing the conversation from where you left off, after Mark agreed to stop giving you such a hard time during practice, you say, “Can I ask you to stop doing one more thing during practice?”

“What’s up?”

“Please, for the love of God,” you say with your hands clasped in a prayer. “Stop rolling your shirt sleeves up, it’s terribly distracting.”

A hearty chuckle escapes from Mark, leaning his head back into the headrest. “Why is it distracting?”

“You know why!” you exclaim, beaming. “I know you do it on purpose!”

He cocks an eyebrow playfully. “And why would I do that?”

Rolling your eyes, you reply, "Because I know the oh-so humble Mark Lee still loves it when he gets attention."

The driver runs his tongue over the bottom of his teeth in a smirk, hand still on the steering wheel.

"And what about you?” he retorts. “You must still have a thing for arms if you think it's distracting."

You gasp inaudibly, unsure of how he could still remember that tidbit after all these years, and you twist your upper body to inch near him, glaring at him accusingly. "Is that why you do it?"

"Maybe, maybe not..." he shrugs nonchalantly. Leaning closer to you, parroting your stance, he adds in a teasing whisper along with a squint of his eyes.

"You'll never know."

There’s a passing beat as your eyes lock, one that carries the weight of the years of loving each other as friends, hating each other as enemies, working together as dancers, and everything in between.

A moment of connection that represents what everything has been working towards to for a long time, even if you never thought you’d have the chance to ever have Mark in your life again.

His look falters for a millisecond, flicking to your lips, then straight back to your eyes as if he shouldn’t have done that.

The corner of your mouth lifts slightly.

"Are you going to kiss me, Mark,” you whisper daringly. “or are you going to keep staring?"

You’re awfully aware of both of your breathing. Yours, heavy and wanting. His, light and barely existent.

"How do you know I wanna kiss you?" he croaks, a small crack in his voice underlying his question.

Because maybe a little part of you always wondered what it’d be like for Mark Lee to want to kiss you since you were kids—for him to send you that anxious starry-eyed yearning that could send your heart into cardiac arrest.

And now, from first-hand experience, you know it really does.

You hold your breath and question back—

"Am I wrong?”

The tension in the air snaps. He’s fast to cup your cheeks and crash his mouth into yours. Soft lips move in tandem with yours as you rest your hands on his shoulders, lightly tugging at his body.

The first, tender kiss is quickly thrown aside, along with your shirts. The desire escalates immensely and you’re suddenly straddling him in the driver’s seat, now pushed back to give extra room for both individuals.

"Should we slow down?" you ask offhandedly at one point while Mark’s mouth leaves a hot trail down the side of your neck. At the same time, his fingers glide and grip onto your bare waist, making their way to grasp your breasts.

Mark jerks away from your neck and carefully caresses the back of your head. "Do you want to?"

"Mm-mm,” you hurriedly shake your head and drag him into another strong kiss.

The exciting rush continues to run through both bodies present. When you return to the passenger seat momentarily to rid of your pants, Mark shimmies his bottoms and briefs down to his ankles and pulls a condom from his glove compartment.

“How often do you have car sex?” you joke, straddling him once again after he wraps himself.

In his reclined position, Mark looks up and scans your body quickly, both indulging in your natural beauty and in disbelief that you are here with him right now, after all these years.

“Hey, a guy’s gotta be safe—fuck, God.”

All quips and logic are thrown out the window when you sit on his length.

You have one hand pressed against his defined stomach, the other on the car ceiling. Bouncing with no end in sight, you allow the pleasure to enrapture your senses. Muffled whimpers reverberate against the inner side of your wrist as you feel him deeply with every movement.

On the other hand, Mark tries his best to keep his focus on you, but the intensity breaks him down. He groans in pace with your moving body, and he tightens his hold on your waist.

“Mark—” you cry. You rip your hand from the car roof and, without thought, frantically push it against the driver’s window, smudging the frost that all your collective breathing conjured up. You’re surprisingly already coming undone, and so is your lover beneath you.

“I’m close,” he pants thickly. His hazy gaze attempts to meet your half-lidded eyes, but you’re losing control. All you can do is barely nod and as you’re about to bounce more vigorously, Mark releases your waist and raises himself upward, clutching your back and neck to lock lips fiercely with yours.

You barely can thrust against him, but you don’t need to at this point, because the kiss is simply enough to draw out his climax.

You’re pulled back to reality after a few moments, panting with your foreheads tipped against one another.

“And to counter your question from before,” Mark grins, still breathing heavily. “I’ll only stop rolling my sleeves up during practice if you stop tying your shirt up to show off your waist.”

You try to stifle a smirk, but it can’t be helped. You reply to him with a flutter of the tip of your nose against his.

“No deal, captain.”

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jikookpancakes · 3 years

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JIKOOK FIC RECS that no one asked for (2021)

but im giving anyway because THE TALENT IN THIS FANDOM IS INSANE

long post incoming!! this is probably just part 1 because i wont stop reading anytime soon so i’m inserting that link just in case i do make another one in the future

What’s a Soul Really Worth, Anyway? by thisneedsmorefilth - 130k words, fantasy, demon!jm, witch!jk, listen, this and the next one are my top 2 jikook fics of all time, so well-written, plot so exciting legit reads like a book, better than a lot of books tbh, the world-building is INSANE, jungkook and the gang accidentally summon demon!jimin and chaos ensue, especially for jungkook...and you know why!!!, so funny, angsty, cried so much, happy ending but listen to me: you gotta read the sequel too, YOU GOTTA.

Militat Omnis Amans: The Beginnings by edaen - 92k words, fantasy, werewolf!jk, vampire!jm, forbidden love, super slow burn but super worth it, JIKOOK IN THIS IS MY FAVORITE JIKOOK IN ANY FIC EVER EVER EVER, this is the ultimate all or nothing will freeze hell over for the other kind of love, and the way this is written is just so... how do i describe it. like you can just tell the author wanted to be very realistic with their feelings. you’ve seen the word count, this is SLOW burn. like you will legit feel their struggle to just be able to love each other and while it hurts, it’s also SO GLORIOUS. i love this one so much and if you like reading angst with happy ending but like cranked up to 200% then read this. bonus feels if you read the whole series

Until Dawn (series) by edaen - this is the long series where the previous one above is part of. highly rec if you love fantasy and you wanna read about bts being a rag tag group of supernatural beings fighting evil yay. also it makes the above fic more satisfying because you see more of jikook just being tgt and in love (with bonus angst because of course)

7 Signs by NamHyora - 27k words, secret spies au, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm who is always used as a raven in their operations aka they use jimin and his attractive self to attract people and gather information or acquire targets and all that spy stuff, and his bestie alpha jk is not too happy about it hehe, friends to lovers, iove this one so much i wish it was longer but i think the author is planning to write a sequel!

Drop Like Confetti by annie_vi - 110k words, ceo!jk, age difference, age swap, ahhh i love this fic so much cause jimin smart and mature and has this no bs attitude, and he can keep up with jk despite the age gap and the difference in status/experiences, jk sexy dilf in this one eheh, i love it cause the drama/angst tackles a very real concern for such couples, like there’s no angst just for the sake of having angst, it really makes sense where they’re both coming from, they’re so whipped for eo too so love that for me

Fold it Up Like Origami by annie_vi - 99k words, gamer!jk, model!jm, same author as above and jk is so boyfriend goals in this one and in all this author’s fics in general like wow my standards are so high now i will legit be single forever just reading jikook fics (with no regrets), secret relationship due to their celeb status, well-written as usual, dialogues/banter in this author’s fics are just YES

The Tournament by kinkmins - 34k words, prince!jm, bodyguard!jk, abo, i’ll paste part of the summary here “Prince Jimin gets ready to hold a tournament where 50 alphas compete for a chance to court him, his father the king hires a new bodyguard who is a little too blunt and a little too talkative.“, i really love this oneeeee

Screwed Up and Brilliant by annie_vi - 113k words, escort!jk, jimin needed a date for a work event and in comes jungkook, escort extraordinaire with a no sex rule and jimin is just dasdkjfhasl, a lot of that “is this real or is he just acting” kinda angst, fluff smut angst

Like Everything Glows by annie_vi - 180k words, merman!jm, aquatic vet!jk, ok this is like my 4th rec from this author just read all their fics you’re welcome, this is their first fantasy fic but soso good, i rec’d this to someone who doesn’t really read fics and she really loved it and said “their love is so pure hhh”, she’s right

Track one: I love you by honeydice - 30k words, they’re “just” best friends, lots of pining it hurts, there’s some yoonmin and mentioned past jinmin in this so just noting in case, angst, denial of feelings, siiiiigh

InYou by edaen - 4k words, pwp :), abo, the morning after jikook mating, more sexytimes ensue + fluff

Falling For You Again by Rose_gold715 - 30k words, amnesia au, jk forgets about jimin and idk just something about this hits right in the feels. btw i don’t support the jk hated jm before in real life agenda so i don’t like this fic for that reason but i like this fic because i love me some good painful angst with happy ending.

The President’s Son by AmeliaBedelia - 55k words, bodyguard!jk, president’s son!jm, jk is assigned to shadow jm bc his life is under threat, and things develop :), jm is jk’s gay awakening :) :)

A Touch of Sin by pettey - 102k words, fantasy au, police officer!jk, supernatural!jm, shamanism, LOOK AT THE RANGE OF JIKOOK WRITERS YALL, this is such an interesting concept, so different from every other fic i’ve read, really well-written, sometimes you come across fics and you cant help but go “someone out there rly blessing me with this art for free”

Tears to the Tide by haromame - 65k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, honestly there’s not a lot of abo elements it’s focused more on jungkook having ptsd as he just came from war, established relationship jikook, he comes back home to jimin and things have just... changed. except their love ok THEY LOVE EO SO MUCH this made me cry so f much ugh so good tho.

Zero Hour by edaen - 5k words, canon compliant, a little drabble based around rosebowl jikook, it’s part of a series/collection of canon compliant jikook so if you’re looking for more canon compliant here you go!!, also if you can’t tell already i tend to like several things from a single author, i haven’t read their other fics im legit saving for sad days but i am confident enough to say their other fics are also rec-worthy.

Wonder by wordcouture - 7k words, im sorry in advance, mcd :( pls take care of yourself, i don’t like sad endings ok i don’t, but this is so popular and i was like, ok let’s see what the hype is all about, i get it now, :((((((((((((((((((((, well-written tho, bc the author will manage to crush your heart in just 7k words ha ha

The Omega Revolution by PinkBTS - 158k words, abo, alpha!jk omega!jm, dystopian au, the hunger games more specifically mockingjay vibes, angst with happy ending but there’s some...things... lost along the way and i think that’s realistic for a dystopian war au, well-written

Blind Switch - 226k words, jockey!jk, rich spoiled brat!jm, jm gets exiled to his grandparents ranch where he meets jk yeehaw, im sorry for the yeehaw, anyway fluff smut angst enemies friends to lovers hurt/comfort slow burn happy ending, all the good stuff, ugh jk so boyfriend goals, also the amount of fluff in the later chapters thank u writer

Finally by Rose_gold715 - 12k words, abo, alpha!jk, omega!jm, angst with happy ending, jikook mate out of convenience and jimin runs away from jk and his pack feeling unloved and outcasted, but jungkook goes after him :((

Park Jimin’s Guide to Good Housekeeping by Ashlyn17 - 235k words, fantasy au, when i say jikook has the best fic writers i mean jikook has the best fic writers because THE WORLD-BUILDING in this one?, THE PLOT TWIST?, yesyesyes, jungkook is a powerful fae and jimin is assigned to be his housekeeper hehe, listen my entire fic rec has several that could be great netflix shows and this is definitely one of them

A Spell That Reminds Me of Your Name by Chimneycricket - 42k words, wizards!au, enemies to friends to lovers and the development felt natural, well-written plus the author sometimes makes art of their fics and other jikook fics and posts on twitter, both their fics and art are so good, i’ve heard good stuff about their other fics too :)

that’s it for now!

just a quick one about my preferences: idc about tops/bottoms, i read just about anything but i prefer fantasy and multi-chaptered fics, i love established relationship jikook so hmu with recs anytime, i don’t like reading anything with cheating and mcd, i love fics where jk and jm are just so friggin in love they are just IT for eo, and at the end of the day even if there are elements to the fics i wouldn’t normally read, as long as they’re well-written then i’m all for it

#jikook #kookmin #jikook fic rec #bts #jimin #jungkook #there's some that i wanna include but they're gone from ao3 now so sad #lesson: read these while you still can #i have so much more saved to read omg #i shall return with a part 2 #fic rec

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splotchee-moved · 7 years

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#communication? never heard of her #in this house i stay upset and let it fester to avoid confrentation #and then it explodes #god i wanna bleed #but im not gonna bc im getting better and that would be bad #hhh #idk im just sad #i just wish i were dead #i wish i were loved #i just wanna be loved #idk #idk why im even posting this #i dont want people to worry #but #i need to vent and #hh #tbd #nicky is a whiny bitch #my new vent tag

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random-mha-thoughts · 4 years

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Sketch (Bakugou x Reader)

Pairing: Bakugou x Reader

Anon requested: “Hi, I LOVE LOVE LOVE the way you write Bakugou. I always blush when reading one of your stories. Can you write one with Bakugou where they go to his room and they see like a journal of his or artwork of his that has poems or drawings of her? And he walks in and sees her reading/looking at what his work, and he gets embarrassed, but the reader absolutely loves it, and showers him with love? Pretty please with a cherry on top, and thank you!!”

Genre: Fluff

Word count: 1,643

Tags: @yuki-osaki @liviitehe @iamsoftsodonttoucheume-blog @bunnythepipsqueak

a/n: Anon, you’re so lovely, why would I say no to you? Thank you for requesting this! I had a lot of fun writing it! I have another Baku headcanon request coming tomorrow so look forward to that. I hope you all enjoy reading this, and thank you again for 900 followers~ I really need to think about a 1k special event hhh idk what I’m gonna do, does anyone have suggestions?

"You didn't make it too spicy, did you?" I tease, eyeing the plates Bakugou sets the table with.

My boyfriend smirks at me. "No, I know how much of a baby you are." He sets down a glass jar of orange-red paste at his place setting. "I'll just add my own spice on the side."

"Hey, I can take a little spice, I'm not totally hopeless!" I jut my lip out in a slight pout.

Another few small bowls of side dishes are placed in the middle of the table, one of them being kimchi. "If we're gonna be together for a while, you better get used to it."

The thought of dating Bakugou for a long time down the line warms me up, and I find myself smiling as he fetches the large serving bowl of our main course and sets it down in the middle of the table.

"And dinner is served!" A proud grin stretches across his face when he plops down in his seat. "Let's eat!"

Like the gentleman he is, the blond scoops out the spicy udon soup onto my bowl first before filling his own. The broth isn't too thick, but what slightly scares me is the orange color. I take a spoonful before Bakugou has the chance to poke fun at me being a coward. While the spice dances on my tongue, it mingles with the rich, slightly sweet flavor to provide a happy balance that makes the heat bearable.

"Mm, Bakugou this is amazing-"

I cut myself off when I spot the boy across from me dumping a heaping spoonful of his red paste into the broth, watching in horror as the orange color of the broth turns into an angry scarlet as he mixes the paste in. He glances up at my gawking and chuckles, "Yeah, this is how spicy I like my food, babe."

My eye twitches. "You're a monster."

He just winks in response. "I'm your monster."

I flop back into my seat with a groan. "I can't tell if I'm full or I'm overwhelmed."

Bakugou throws his head back and laughs at my running nose and flushed face. "You can't handle spiciness babe, I'm sorry. Just look at you!" He hands me another napkin.

"Hey, at least I'm not crying." I gladly take it from him and swipe under my nose. But my tongue might be burning for a while. I tried to pace myself on the water so it doesn't look like I'm struggling too much, but I ended up drinking at least 3 cups the entire meal, and this jerk across from me is relishing my pain.

"If you had another bowl, I'm sure you would have," he unsuccessfully chokes back his chuckles.

I'm aware of the swelling in my lips and the thin sheen of sweat on the back of my neck and my hairline. "It's not funny," I pant out a whine. But he might not be wrong. I gulp down the rest of my fourth cup of water and rise from my seat to help clean up.

I clear the dishes from the table and bring them to the sink, where my devilish boyfriend started soaking the dishes and the bowl. I wrap my arms around him from behind and lean my head on his shoulder. "Babe, do you mind if I spend the night? I didn't bring clothes though."

He shuts off the sink and turns around to hug me at the waist properly. "You can take one of my shirts and my shorts if you wanna spend the night." Calloused fingers stroke my cheek before cupping my chin and bringing his lips down to mine. Surprisingly, the few kisses he places there are quick, desperate, before he nips my bottom lip, earning a yelps out of me. He smirks at the sound. "Your lips are so swollen, it's like they're calling me to kiss them."

An intense blush coats my cheeks and I push away from him. "I-I'm going to look for your clothes," I stutter and scurry off to his bedroom.

"Second drawer from the bottom," he cackles after me.

I duck into his room, patting my cheeks to calm myself. I find his drawer and pick out an oversized black tee and red basketball shorts. When the shirt's on, it already goes down to my thigh. I hold the shorts in my hand, debating if I should even wear them, but I err on the side of modesty. Bakugou's already riled up seeing me eat spicy food, I don't want to push it.

"Silly, hormonal boy," I shake my head, slipping the shorts up my legs and tying off one side of the shirt to shorten it.

Somehow, my eyes meet directly with it, the sharp corner peeking out from a slightly lifted corner of his mattress. Being the curious - and slightly nosy - person I am, I pull the object out to find that it's a thin, paper notebook. The cover is void of any labels; I would think it was empty if there wasn't a pen hooked into it, the clip bookmarking a page in the middle. Without another thought, I open up to the page only to stare wide-eyed at it.

Inked onto the unlined page is a half body sketch of me smiling. The crinkles of my eyes, the out of place hairs, the smile lines, the contours of my face and neck; every detail I didn't know someone would recognize just by looking at me is inked before me in loving care. I flip to the previous page to see a full body drawing of me gazing absently out a nearby window, the same attention to detail paid. More flipping showed more candid moments of me drawn onto the page. Weightlessness blooms in my chest as I scan every inch of the notebook.

It dawned on me so suddenly that tears fill my eyes in a whiplash of emotion. Bakugou not only watches me from a distance when he thinks I'm not looking to paint this memory into his mind, but he takes the time to lovingly sketch it out into this notebook every night because he wants to look back on it.

"Babe, you-"

I snap my head towards the doorway, the ash blond frozen there as he glances at the object in my hand. His eyes widen into saucers. "Where did you find that?" His voice goes half an octave higher.

"Katsuki." That's all I can manage in my shaky voice. A million overwhelming thoughts and emotions tumble inside me that I don't know how to start.

"You weren't supposed to see that!" His cheeks turn scarlet as he stumbles towards me, hand outstretched to snatch the book out of my hand.

I shut it and hug it to my chest, protecting it as I examine the boy in front of me. It hasn't been terribly long since Bakugou and I started dating, we just crossed 6 months a few weeks ago. There are still times when I'm unsure of his feelings towards me, an insecure side of me that I can't help. But now that I've seen this silent gesture of his affection, I see our relationship in a new light.

Bakugou groans out. "Shit, I never wanted you to see it-!"

I throw my arms around him to shut him up. "You idiot, I love it. It's not creepy or weird or anything like that. I didn't even know you saw me like this, you big lovable dork."

"Wait wait," he pulls me away by my shoulders, "You're okay with it?"

"Katsuki, you're too sweet," I laugh wholeheartedly and start peppering kisses all over his face. "This is the most flattering thing someone's done for me, why would I hate it?"

His face turns a deeper shade of red. "I dunno... I don't do this for everyone, just you, I didn't know how you would react."

"Well now you know." I let go of him to stare at another page, my chest comfortably full. "Look how much love you put into this, I can't believe you hid this from me."

Bakugou scratches the back of his head. "You...wanna know which one's my favorite?"

My eyes widen as he takes the book out of my hands and flips through, landing on one page near the beginning and shows it to me. "It's rough, but it's one of my favorite memories of you."

I didn't think my heart could swell more than it already has, but it did with this one. My head rests facing up on Bakugou's lap, my eyes closed and a lazy smile gracing my features. One of his large hands rests on my cheek like it's softly caressing the skin.

"Say something at least," my boyfriend grumbles after a few moments of my awed silence.

I decide not to, opting to plant a kiss on his lips instead. "I don't know how you manage to make me look more attractive than I actually am, thank you."

"Dumbass, of course you're actually this attractive."

I lean back against his chest, admiring his line work. It's not the most artistic, but it still manages to bring out the beauty and love in the image. "Maybe you should draw one of us together."

His eyebrows furrow together. "No way, I did this for you, not me."

"But it would make me really happy if you did one of us together. It makes your love look one sided when you know that's not true."

He wraps his arm around me and kisses the top of my head. "Fine, I'll do it for you, babe." His calloused hand reaches up to brush my face. "But just so you know, I'm totally drawing you all flushed over spicy food because I really liked seeing you that way."

"Pervert!"

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