#have OCD but am Ace

[batfamfucker]

There are four main types of Batfam fans in regard to how people interpret Bruce Wayne as a dad (/Joking. This is mostly satire and should not be taken seriously):

Fans that think Bruce is emotionally constipated and isn't the best at being a parent but still tries (Differs per person). Don't necessarily think he's absuive but thinks he can be toxic or have unhealthy expectations for the Robins. Can smell the Oldest Daughter Syndrome coming from Dick and have Family Line (By Conan Gray) as their top song on their Dick inspired playlist and Daddy Issues (By The Neighbourhood) for Jason.

Fans that choose to believe Bruce goes to therapy in their own canon. Love B:WFA. Thinks the comic can be cheesy at times and so find a balance between B:WFA Bruce and Please Go To Therapy BruceTM as their middle ground. He struggles. They advocate that Bruce is not a bad parent, he just has bad writers that seem to forget Bruce wouldn't hurt kids, especially not his own. Love the humane moments and scenes he has in BTAS and the early JL cartoons. He may not be perfect but he's not literally abusive. Whores for Bruce being able to admit when he is wrong and for Jason and Bruce reconciling. I recommend Grow As We Go by Ben Platt for this one.

A mix between the first two. Was fine-ish when Dick was younger. Didn't help him in the healthiest way but eh. Still emotionally constipated but that happened more so after Dick left and Jason died. Started getting better when Tim came back but was still closed off. Should probably go to therapy with the kids so they can drag his ass about all the things he's done that have actually affected them negatively. Understands his mistakes and is also able to admit when he's wrong, eventually. It's not easy but he starts to do better and learns to be more emotionally available. Still has to get chewed out by Alfred sometimes but definitely better than he used to be and it shows. Reconciliation is slow and gradual but progress is made for everyone involved.

The one's I personally avoid for my own sanity and wellbeing:

Think Bruce is a complete bastard and abuser. Want him to choke. Hate any and all interpretations of him. Some of which will refuse to understand how anyone could have a different interpretation. Will point out comics where, in all fairness, he is a dick but forget that characterisation can significantly differ from one series to the next, as comic characters are constantly passed around to different writers and have been for decades. Not to mention movies, shows, etc.

#Bruce Wayne #Batman #Batfam #Batdad #I'm not tagging everyone in the Batfam I can't be assed #Sorry there's like 500 #Bruce has a child for every mental disorder he has #Dick is his ADHD. Jason is his C-PTSD. Tim is his Anxiety. Cass is his OCD. Damian is his Autism. #Like bro the therapist is RIGHT there #You have the money just GO #I am a mix of 2 and 3 tbh but more so 2 because he is my comfort fictional father figure. I already have a shit dad irl #I'm not dealing with it in my favourite media too #Type 4 fans scare me I lowkey see so many people like that and I'm like. If the block button wasn't free. I'd be in debt by now #I get that you saw Tom Kings work. So did I. I hate that fuck. But I personally prefer the scene of him in JL with Ace on the swings #Or the one with him playing with shape block toys with a baby whilst Supes and WW handle the questioning #Or when he hugs literally any of his kids #Or the one of him and Jason watching a movie and eating popcorn when Jason's ill. And they have the picture of them posing #Or when he cried in Flashpoint over the letter his dad left him because the little boy in him needed that #Plus any time Bruce and Clark interact as Best Friends. The Golden Age comics where they were basically Dick's gay dads 💀 #But yeah. I could make a poll from this tbh. #This is a generalisation on purpose genuinely do not take it seriously #If I see ANY disclosure. It's delete and block on sight #Bruh I'm still recovering from the notes of my Fallout 4 John Hancock in a Drag Race outfit crossover post #I know it sounds like I'm being paranoid but that's because I am. You have not seen the things I have seen in my notes #You do not know of the wars I have fought of over ghoul dicks and high heels #I have seen things I can never burn from my vision. Read things I will never have the mercy of forgetting #Over silly little shitposts. Lmao. Anyway. Here. Have some food.

[mt10lt20]

Random Het-pairings: Fem versions of the Ace Combat 7, Zero and 6 flight leads and their Wingmen. It started when my sibling asked me to draw fem-Trigger and Count with an Ace WOMBAT... so I made it wear nugget’s helmet. 

Count & F/ Trigger

Pixy & F/ Cipher

F/ Talisman & Shamrock

#ace combat #ace combat 6 #ace combat zero #ace combat 7 #genderbend #Triggers pose was inspired by Faye from Cowboy Bebop #shippy stuff #If you dont wanna see these kind of stuff you can block the shippy stuff tag lol #had to draw all three pairings cos i am ocd that way #still alive #done in polaroid style #maybe they have these pictures in their flightsuits

[iwowzumi]

happy pride to lesbians on the asexual spectrum who also have paranoid delusions

#ran out of posts on lex so have to insane post on tumblr sorry :( #if u are a fellow ace lesbian with paranoia. i am kissing u psychically #also if u are gay n have ocd. kissing u #mentally unwell on main #syd text

[235uranium]

ppl will literally see "ppl shouldn't have to jump thru hoops to cover up any trace of sexuality" and be like here's a great opportunity for me to talk about how gross and icky I think sex is

#☢️.txt #some of you genuinely need therapy for how much hatred you have for sex #theres a MASSIVE difference between not wanting to have sex and being disgusted by the sheer idea that other people want to #'but im sex repulsed!' if you are so repulsed by the idea of sex that you cannot contend with the fact that many people you love #enjoy sex and want to have it and have it as an important part of their life without feeling grossed out. that might be more serious than #just being ace and not liking sex #this goes for romance repulsion hitting those extremes too! if you cannot handle seeing people expression romance At All. Ever. #thats not just the aromanticism babes! #to elaborate i dont mean being uncomfortable with people directing those things towards you or even just #discomfort at people expressing attraction towards you. i think an initial feeling of discomfort for those things is normal #the distinction im making is 'are you upset by others existing in this way?' #and also. would you get upset at friends for being honest about their lives if/when they involve sex/romance and prefer for them to hide it #i say this bc ive Been There and to some extent still am! i am SUPER FUCKING UNCOMFORTABLE with cis men being attracted to me to the extent #of it being part of my ocd and hampering friendships with cis men i know #it used to be worse! it used to be way worse! and it was all driven by my own ocd and gender dysphoria #ill probably never like cis men finding me attractive for Reasons. ive gotten better with cis women although im still t4t

[icyg4l]

Pick-A-Poet: How Can You Heal Your Ancestral Trauma?

Paid Readings

Hello people, thank you for your patience. In honor of Black History Month, I am dedicating a series to Black American icons. This post is dedicated to Black American poets. Below, there will be a quote that was chosen from one of their poems to go along with the reading. The deck that will be used in this series is the Hoodoo Tarot deck. Without further ado, please pick the poet that stands out to you.

***Disclaimer: Some topics may be triggering to whomever is viewing.

Left-to-Right (1-3): Maya Angelou, Countee Cullen, Reneé Watson.

“Love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls” - Maya Angelou, Touched by an Angel.

Cards Used: Three of Coins, Dr. Buzzard, Dem Bones (RX), Mother of Baskets, Ten of Coins, Strength.

Pile One: For those of you that resonated with the quote from Maya Angelou, I have a question for you. You do know that you don’t have to be anyone’s ride or die, right? You are loyal to a fault. But it’s literally within your bloodline to be that way. There could be someone in your family who was scapegoated, falsely accused of a crime or could have went to jail for something that was easily avoidable. I heard, “Make it right. Do what’s best for you.” You could be in the process of making a life changing decision right now but the air is foggy. It’s okay to be selfish, if it means you’ll be led down the right path. You don’t need to follow what everyone else is doing. Your ancestors want you to know that you don’t need to be so hard on yourself either. Compassionate TLC is what you need to give yourself. I keep seeing images of quick weave hairstyles in my head & my head got itchy while I was doing this reading. I think you need to take a break from these & let your scalp breathe. Let yourself breathe in general. For those of you that are darker skinned, there is a female ancestor (grandmother or aunt) that wants you to know it’s okay to experiment with your personal style. I’m channeling Doechii’s energy. You don’t seem to be conventional, they respect it. So don’t be scared to look different. People will always have something to say but your beauty is admired by all.

“Death cut the strings that gave me life, and handed me to sorrow” - Countee Cullen, Saturday’s Child.

Cards Used: Black Herman, Ace of Knives, Nine of Knives, Eight of Coins, Aunt Caroline, Daughter of Knives, Three of Knives, Six of Baskets.

Pile Two: You do know that you don’t have much to worry about, right? Throughout American history, we have seen the documented struggles of Black Americans. With each generation, the next would have one less thing to worry about. Your ancestors want to tell you that you are more privileged than you think you are. You tend to worry about things that are out of your control. I feel that a lot of you could have dealt with unexpected death a lot in the past couple of years, specifically dealing with the lungs/heart. Your ancestors could have a history of heart disease/lung disease. This could have been a family member that you drifted apart from & you feel guilty for it. But there’s nothing that you can do to change the past, my love! What you can do is take care of your physical body. Join the gym. Drink lemon water. Eat when you feel like it & don’t label any foods are ‘good’ or ‘bad’. I heard someone coughing; you should avoid smoking cigarettes & weed as well or really any substance intake. Eat bananas too! You can only control what goes on with I also feel that some of your ancestors could have been hypochondriacs, had OCD or suffered from religious delusions. I would considering talking to a therapist if you feel that you’re headed down that path. Make decisions that are beneficial to your freedom but remember to count your blessings.

“Our bodies, a mosaic of languages forgotten, of freedom songs and moaned prayers” - Black Girls Rising, Reneé Watson.

Cards Used: Big Mama, Miss Ida, Ace of Sticks, Mother of Sticks, Six of Knives and Three of Sticks.

Pile Three: You’ve been saying you’re going to move out of the city you’re in for too long. Get out and stop talking about your plans to relocate. Your ancestors don’t think that there is anything there for you anymore. Your family could have lived in this city for decades but it’s changed so much that you don’t even recognize it anymore. Some of you could be from the East Coast, specifically Philly or Baltimore. You need to get out before you talk yourself into circles again. Some of y’all could be in school about to finish up a degree; keep going. A grandmother spirit is so so so proud of you. Before you relocate, take some days off to visit so that you can see what this new city is like. Many of your ancestors were not able to make plans and go through with them because of unfortunate life situations. Teen/unexpected pregnancy, severe mental illness and/or murder could have been factors that prevented them from following their dreams. If teen pregnancy runs in the family, you should acknowledge this as a fear of yours so that you can make smart decisions in regard to sex rather than making costly choices. Also, practice safe sex with a partner that is equally as conscious as you. Your ancestors want you to know that you can accomplish anything you put your mind to. You have bright ideas and you should share them with the world. Be confident in your spotlight. You deserve to take up space.

#law of assumption #manifesting #neville goddard #hoodoo #tarot #tarotreading #astro notes #pick a card #pick a pile #divination #pac reading #pick an image #spirituality #tarot deck #tarotcommunity

[makerofmadness]

I don't see people talk about it as much as other kinds of intrusive thoughts and I know i really could've benefited from knowing about this sooner than just a day or two ago when I saw confirmation from others that it was a thing so let me say here:

yes, bigoted intrusive thoughts with OCD (racism, queerphobia, sexism, antisemitism, etc.) ARE a thing and you are NOT any of those things for having these thoughts forced upon you by your brain.

This stuff is absolutely fxcking awful to have (especially if you also experience thought broadcasting [a paranoid delusion that often accompanies OCD from what I've read, and that I know I have personally, that your thoughts can in some way be heard or seen by others. This can manifest in multiple ways, and I know it has done such for me. I mainly experience it as feeling that people in my general vicinity can hear/see what I'm thinking. I've also had it latch onto specific people before, even when those people aren't near me physically. Another way you may experience it is that your thoughts are being literally broadcasted in some way, like via a screen or radio. And yes, I've had this too), particularly in a world where cancel culture is so prevalent and where people are sometimes a bit too quick to accuse someone of this being these awful things... often for groups they aren't even a part of themselves and would not have the right to speak for.

I have felt incredibly embarrassed by having to experience these thoughts, sometimes even concerning groups that I am literally a part of. I've had these thoughts even against my own ethnicity from time to time. More often I have misogynistic thoughts despite being a girl. You can experience these thoughts even about groups you are a part of.

Though even if they're for groups you aren't a part of: no, having these thoughts does not mean you actually think these things. You are not a monster and if people were to try to cancel you for this then they'd be incredibly ableist since these are outside of your control. and they're outside of my control too.

I've decided it'd be good to provide a source about these so that others who have or think they may have this kind of OCD can read up on it (the only things I've found so far on them have been specifically about racist intrusive thoughts though, not much about other bigotry, if anyone can find stuff on those feel free to add):

(I'd add more but when I tried to add a second link it didn't display the way the first one did)

And for a final note, particularly for people without OCD:

I had my thoughts worsen a lot after someone pretty much accused me of being racist over something that in hindsight was kinda stupid (and that I would later realize due to another incident that it wasn't race-related at all to begin with). Please be careful with when you insinuate or accuse someone of being racist, don't throw those things around, you can severely harm someone mentally. If you're not part of the group it concerns, maybe ask someone of that group first before you speak on them.

#ocd #actually ocd #intrusive thoughts #mental health

[aromantic-diaries]

I guess what makes me feel more awkward about my sex repulsion is how I feel like I'm either the "no kink at pride" group or the ace those people about when they say "think of the poor asexuals". I love the city near me's pride parade but there have been a couple times I've felt a bit uncomfortable. Like when my friend had to let me know that those nice looking dog hats and stuff a bunch of people were wearing was a kink thing and not just cool coordinated outfits. Or when some older butch lesbians handed an invite for some sort of leathery afterparty late at night. Or the times I was queueing and a couple in front of me were kissing passionately. Like good for you guys to be able to do this in public but your mouth has been in their mouth for the past minute and I am stuck half a meter away just waiting for some loaded fries. I guess it doesn't help much that mouth noises are the worst trigger of my misophonia.

Of course the personal twitter mob that lives rent free in my brain (which I think/hope is my OCD) completely ignores important details. I have no excuse for me being weirded out by the dog guys, but for the other ones I just felt uncomfortable because they were all a lot older than me and now I had to go find somewhere to discretely dispose of the invite, and hopefully it's reasonable that I don't like being stuck right behind someone loudly kissing. But my brain sees none of this and jumps immediately to "OMG YOU HATE OTHER LGBT PEOPLE! SEE YOU ARE THE DISGUSTING NAZI I'VE BEEN SAYING YOU WERE ONE SLIP AWAY FROM BECOMING!"

Also a few years ago I was on a boat tour on the Seine for a school trip and I was just trying to take photos of the buildings but a couple right behind me was making out. I wanted to complain to some of my internet friends but they were just like "you're in Paris the day after Valentine's day, let people have their fun". I don't want to be a killjoy I just really don't like being forced into close proximity with people making out.

While I don't have a solution for your problem, I can still assure you that your discomfort doesn't make you a bad person. There's this idea that has spread around in the age where every thought and opinion is put on display for all to see that you have to be okay with everything and if a harmless thing makes you uncomfortable that automatically means you're a bad person, but that's bullshit

It is true that a negative emotional reaction to something doesn't mean that the thing is immoral, but at the same time, having that reaction doesn't mean you morally oppose that thing. It is what it is. I don't like watching people kiss or hearing about their sex lives, that doesn't make me a raging homophobe and you being uncomfortable about sex doesn't mean you're a terrible person. It just means you don't like sex. You're not violently attacking people, you're just having a negative emotional reaction. You don't have to be okay with everything that makes you uncomfortable

#anon #mail time

[l0serloki]

Hey! I was reading the valorant voicelines and I loved it so much, I keep reading it over and over again. 😍💖

Can I request Kay/o or Omen voicelines though? If it's no trouble of course.

Valorant Voicelines about their S/O - V4

(Omen, KAY/O, Raze, Skye)

Other Voiceline Parts : One, Two, Three

A/N : I have minor OCD and had to do four characters. SO, I hope you don't mind! Enjoy and I am glad you loved the previous ones!

Omen :

Y/N is on the team -

“Be careful out there, my light! I can’t lose you too..”

When Y/N is topfragging -

“You are more than scary. You handled that with ease. Good job.”

Y/N gets knifed -

“You think you can make fun of Y/N? I will end you…”

Y/N gets blinded by Omen -

“Oh no. That wasn’t for you, my dear.. I will protect you.”

KAY/O :

Y/N is on the team -

“This will be easy. Lets crush them together Y/N.”

Y/N assists KAY/O -

“Your assistance is valued. Thanks for the back up there.”

Y/N dies to KAY/O grenade -

“Is this the day that my technology turns against me? I am so sorry, my love..”

Y/N aces -

“You are radiant, Y/N. You didn’t even need my help. Keep up the good work.”

Raze : 

Y/N is on the team -

“Y/N, you can see my bombs in action! I’ll give you a good show!”

Raze assists in Y/N’s kill -

“Sorry! Just had to join in, hope you don’t mind! This looked too fun..”

Y/N dies to enemy Raze -

“You traitor… I'll make fireworks out of you.” 

Y/N is bottomfragging -

“Don’t worry about the kills Y/N. The big bomb Raze is on the job! Just keep lookin’ pretty for me.”

Skye :

Y/N is on the team -

“Right, well I’ll make it quick. Don’t want Y/N to get hurt!”

Y/N gets healed by Skye -

“There ya’ go, little bird. Go make me proud!”

Y/N gets blinded by Skye -

“I told ya’ to not look! Whatever, I’ll kill them for you.”

Y/N kills enemy topfragger -

“Eh, even their best is no match for my Y/N! You’re the best!”

#valorant x reader #valorant x you #valorant #valorant headcanons #valorant imagines #valorant fanfiction #omen valorant #omen x reader #omen x you #kay/o x reader #valorant kay/o #kay/o #kayo x you #kay/o x you #raze x reader #raze x you #raze valorant #raze #skye x reader #skye x you #skye valorant #skye

[lemonmaid]

Crack Headcannon about NRC

You cannot tell me NRC stinks so bad, like some of these boys probably do not know how to take proper hygiene. Crowley literally probably has to put up signs once a year (due to demand by Vil) and hold a assembly about personal hygiene.

HEARTSLABYUL

The only smelly one is fucking Ace, he probably uses Axe after and during basketball. It got to the point where Trey had to have a dad-talk with Ace about personal hygiene.

SAVANACLAW

Smellest dorm in the school, like B.O, and the smell of wet animals. The smell probably gets worst during torment season. Leona won't saying because "not my circus not my monkey".

OCTAVINELLE

There isn't a lot of smell but it does smell like fish. I do think when they were introduced to deodorant, Floyd ate it. Like straight up took a bite of it.

SCARABIA

I think the smell of buring sand hides the B.O smell, also Jamil's OCD probably won't stand it so he uses his signature spell to make others bathe.

POMEFIORE

No smelly kids, Vil will not tolerate it. Probably when Epel first show up (that farm smell isn't a joke), Vil probably took Epel by the scruff and hosed him down.

IGNIHYDE

Secound smellest room, Idia probably doesn't care for himself or others and probably doesn't know how to tell someone they stink in the nicest way. Otho is currently trying to hold a personal hygiene meeting and probably sends out emails every morning.

DIASOMNIA

Can Faes smell? Like, if they are hundreds of years old does that mean their bodies will stop producing hormones so fast? I can't really say for certain, but I think they don't have a problem with smell.

Hey guys! Sorry not uploaded so much! I got a new job and it's been taking all my time and mental health. Let me tell you making Americanos are so gross 😭 but I am currently writing and fixing Yuu(Reader) as a issek'd baby. Let new know if you wanna be tagged for the story!

#twisted wonderland #twst headcanons #leona kingscholar #twst leona #disney twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #twst malleus #twst vil #twst azul #twst nrc #nrc staff #twst riddle #twst ace #twst trey #twst idia #twst ortho #twst crack #twisted wonderland jamil #twisted wonderland headcannons

[supernaturallyliterate]

Thoughts on Heartstopper Season 2!

🛑🛑 SPOILERS AHEAD 🛑🛑

I really liked the way they switched events around but still incorporated all the main events / convos / quotes!! Like Ben asking for an apology, but instead of doing it at Tara's Bday party, they had Harry try to come in & get rejected & gave Ben's moment more depth and gave Charlie a more specific speech to be like "no, I don't forgive you, and I don't want you in my life. GTFO"

I absolutely loved every single one of Elle's outfits. And the dynamic between Elle & Tao developing their relationship! And I really really liked that we got more Tao backstory. His interactions with his mom, his heart to hearts with Nick (esp about his dad & relationship insecurities; we love a self aware king), his awkward first date with Elle at the theater

I liked Elle having more trans and non-binary friends!! And her art school journey!! Yes, give me more insight into each character's world

Naomi & Felix were iconic and I hope to see more of them! I liked that their presence also drew out Tao's insecurities and forced him to confront them. Like at the art show!!

I of course loved more focus on Tara & Darcy! I'm glad it wasn't just "Darcy is afraid to say I love you :/" and more was revealed about her homophobic parents and toxic home life! And oh my god the moment of Tara walking up to Darcy's house to check on her and meeting her mom for the first time had me SCARED. I was literally hiding behind my partner’s shoulder

I think the pacing still felt really good. And even though I knew what path the story was headed, it still felt natural when they switched things up. They maintained faithful to the original narrative while effectively adapting it to a TV show format, which is honestly SUPER impressive

And I am glad they kept in Charlie's mental health!! I think all the small switches they made really draw attention to how difficult it can be to notice an ED, anxiety, OCD, etc in someone else, even a partner. And they found good ways to express that anxiety with different conflicts and situations

IMOGEN. That girl is so bisexual. I called it last season. The vibes. The hair dye. The insistence on being "an ally." And she's totally falling for Sahar and I am HERE FOR IT.

ISSAC. I really really liked his whole arc with James. Asking Charlie how he knew he had a crush on Nick, relating to most of it, testing the waters with a kiss, and then being confused. Taking to the aroace artist at Elle's exhibition. Going back to that oh so centrally placed Ace book from earlier in the season & happily skipping off with it. I am so happy for him

TORI. Iconic, truly. Love all of her appearance and threats to people who could hurt Charlie. THE PHONE KICK SCENE, AHH. I really hope season 3 gets some sprinkles from Solitaire. They kinda hinted at some stuff to come by calling attention to Ben switching to Highs instead of staying at Truham. But I cannot wait for Michael to be introduced and the chaos to ensue.

The casting: 10000000/10

The acting: infinity / 10

The script: PERFECTION / 10

Please please please go watch or read Heartstopper. Better yet, do both.

#heartstopper #lgbtq #nick nelson #charlie spring #joe locke #kit connor #heartstopper spoilers #heartstopper s2 #heartstopper show #alice oseman #osemanverse

[bloodbot-brian]

S1 Archival Staff Disability Headcanons

[plain text: s1 archival staff disability head canons]

[i will do more characters soon, but this is just so i dont forget stuff for the fic i am currently working on, which is set during s1!]

-> Jon Sims:

[plain text: arrow Jon sims]

disabilities: autism, ocd, pots, cfs, fibro, hEDS, short sightedness, crohns, dermatillomania, scoliosis, npd

aids: aac device, cane, rollator, compression socks, stim toys, sound-proofing headphones, feeding/ng tube (gets g tube post canon)

extra: runs out of spoons very easily, often has to lay in document storage in the middle of the day to get enough energy to continue on, has very bad brainfog and resorts to writing almost everything he needs to remember on his hands, has a lot of marks from picking at skin and having eds skin, has a comfort moth pendant from martin, a comfort panda plushie from tim, and a comfort ace ring from sasha, fluent in BSL, spins are moths, owls, books, languages, classic literature, and pride and prejudice

-> Martin Blackwood:

[plain text: arrow Martin blackwood]

disabilities: autism, cfs, gad, short sightedness, otosclerosis, lupus, pots, fibro, endo, pots, vitiligo

aids: aac device, stim toys, chewellery, hearing aids, immune system control medication, anti-depressants, compression socks, rollator, electric wheelchair

extra: has very complicated feelings about helping himself because of his mum, fluent in BSl, always keeps spare heatpacks and icepacks and panadol with him incase anyone needs it, spins are bears, koalas, gravity falls, strawberry shortcake, mlp (from g1 to fim) and the care bears, has a comfort tenderheart bear plushie

-> Tim Stoker:

[plain text: arrow Tim stoker]

disabilities: autism, adhd, ocd, psychosis, aom, pots, hEDS, bpd, bipolar disorder, dyslexia

aids: hearing aids, compression socks, chewellery, wheelchair, elbow crutches, port, stim toys, anti-psychotics

extra: often hurts himself by trying to do things that harm his body (sasha and martin cannot count the amount of times he has started vouging, only to then end up in his wheelchair in the breakroom with ice packs on his knees), spins are drag, norse mythology, and splatoon, has a comfort inkling plushie from danny, and a comfort polyam flag ring from sasha, fluent in BSL

-> Sasha James:

[plain text: arrow Sasha james]

disabilities: autism, ocd, cfs, gad, pots, crohns, muscular dystrophy, vEDS

aids: cane, crutches, compression socks, stim toys, chewellery, feeding/peg tube, port

extra: doesnt have flare-ups often, or even really bad symptoms, spins are medical science, armadillos, horror, coraline, and european mythology, fluent in BSL, has a comfort armadillo plushie from tim, often reads statements like theyre horror fiction

#bear growls #tma #the magnus archives #jon sims #martin blackwood #tim stoker #sasha james #s1 archives crew #tma s1 #disabled #disability #disabled headcanon

[edenexxe]

Finally doing an intro post!!

Hi!

-Who Am I?-

I'm Eden!

I have ADHD and most likely autism (and probably a specific subtype of ocd but that's for me to unpack later)

I'm a demiromantic ace lesbian

My gender is up to reader interpretation

My pronouns are they/them (but I don't care if you use she/her or he/him if the comedic timing is right)

-Where Am I?-

I'm in the EST timezone

-Music?-

My music taste would be classified as goth and punk, but I am also a huge fan of post-hardcore

The list of bands I listen to contains but is not limited to:

My Chemical Romance, The Cure, Pierce the Veil, Siouxsie & the Banshees, & Green Day

I am a musician, and I play the flute! I am also currently learning bass (guitar)!! And I'd like to say that my singing voice isn't half-bad. In the fall, I am in my school's marching band!

-Hobbies?-

I enjoy doing different kinds of art, but my go-to would have to be traditional art and painting of different kinds.

I also enjoy DIY of all kinds (I have a battle jacket and vest that are parts of my soul)

I love to cross stitch, and am currently working on a giant TCFSR pattern!

-What Can You Expect Me To Post?-

Mostly MCR stuff. Other than that, I'd say art stuff, random thoughts, and reblogs.

Please tag me in stuff! I love doing chains, so feel free to tag me in music/picrew/whatever chains!! And feel free to send me stuff! My ask box is always open!!

-DNIs?-

Bigotry of any kind (racism, sexism, homophobia, transphobia, you know the drill)

-

Nice to meet you!!

[mt10lt20]

I guess these “now kiss” sketches come as a set. Did Count/  Trigger (AC7) and Talisman/ Shamrock (AC6) under the cut. 

Shippy stuff - HC-ing the ACZ,6,7 pairs to have different dynamics because <3 comes in different flavors after all ^^

Trigger/Count: The pair with an ironic sense of innocence. Annoyed at each other at first but brought closer through shared adversity. Also.. height difference!

Shamrock/ Talisman: A reverential kind of relationship. Seemingly the most level-headed pair, but HC-ing that they danced around each other for ages sorry for the AC6 pun because the Emmeria-Estovakian war gave them (mostly Shamrock) a bomb-load of emotional scars to recover from =(

#ace combat #ace combat 7 #ace combat 6 #Count #Trigger #Shamrock #Talisman #On a roll tonight i posted twice i love longer breaks yay #shippy stuff #C T are my happy pills #S T are my second angsty pair after Ciphixy but for diff reasons #Also why are they the only ones I tried close ups for now i have to do them for the rest I am ocd that way sighs

[spale-vosver]

About Me

I'm Geoff, a 21 year old history major and aspiring archivist. I use he/xe/xey pronouns, and I'm a crippled transsexual faggot converting to Judaism.

This blog, much like my interests, is very eclectic, and will largely consist of reblogs -- though I'm not opposed to making my own posts when the mood strikes.

I'm incredibly nerdy and love to ramble, so please don't hesitate to ask me about any of my interests! Said interests, along with more info and DNI, are under the cut. Also, please feel free to spam like and reblog, as well as message me!

* I am an adult

I'm 21, and will more than likely post adult content with NSFW text and subjects. However, I will never post explicit sexual content, gore, etc. This is your warning. Please keep this in mind if you choose to interact with or follow me!

* I'm disabled

I'm autistic, have ADHD, OCD, and OCPD. Physically, I have asthma, chronic leg and ankle pain that causes me to limp, dysautonomia, chronic fatigue, and suspected migraine disorder. I use identity first language (autistic man, disabled man, etc), and identify strongly with the cripplepunk movement. I personally don't care who uses the word cripple or identifies with the movement, but that's because I don't give a shit about slur discourse.

* I'm converting to Judaism

After five years of convincing myself out of it, I've begun the process of converting to Judaism, and will blog about it here. I have a sponsoring Conservative synagogue and will be beginning conversion classes in August. I will not share the name of my synagogue nor its location for obvious reasons. I do not and will not tolerate antisemitism, nor will I answer bad faith questions about Israel/Palestine. If you absolutely have to know my opinions, I'm pro-Palestine, pro-cohabitation, and politically antizionist and vehemently opposed to Likud and the Israeli government.

To my knowledge, I do not have any Jewish heritage -- both sides of my family are strongly Catholic and are from Ireland, Germany, and Poland. If there are any Jews in my family line, we either don't know about them or they converted to Christianity.

* I do not budge about my identity

I am a transsexual crippled faggot who supports dykes, trannies, cocksuckers, muffdivers, queers, fairies, aces, aros, and who, again, does not give a shit about slur discourse within the queer community. Don't try to start that with me. You will be blocked. I loudly and proudly support all good faith queer identities. Yes, even those ones.

* Interests

As mentioned, I'm a huge huge huge nerd! Right now I'm obsessed with Doctor Who (Five is my favorite), but I'm a big sci-fi/fantasy fan in general. I also love trains and sustainable urban planning and am prone to going on rants about the absolute state of train travel in America.

* Please ask me to tag things!

I'm really bad about tagging in general, so please ask me to tag any potential triggers! I will probably forget if I'm not explicitly asked. However, I will not tag any slurs that I can reclaim or use.

DNI

Exclusionists (ALL TYPES), antisemites/islamophobes/racists/queerphobes/ableists/bigots/etc, if you think queer is a slur, if you think minorities have to be "nice" or "polite" to earn your support, if you use "Zionist" to mean "Jew I don't like", antitheists, exvangelicals/exmos/etc who refuse to deconstruct their cultural Christianity, and probably more I forgot to mention. I'm not going to humor your shit. I will block you.

#judaism #jumblr #frumblr #jewish tumblr #jewish #jewish convert #tikkun olam #asexual inclusion

[cringefail-bi-romantic]

Hiiii! I am here to bring about ANOTHER tournament to tumblr :) haha

So, I am the runner of @ocd-character-polls and I am 100% still runner that competition, but i had another idea, so I figured, I can start collecting nominations? perhaps?

SO! Ive seen polls for bisexuals, and aces, haven't seen one for both yet though!

Welcome to the Coolest Bi-romantic showdown! For characters that are both bi and ace! because I think its fun :)

You can submit characters to my inbox

Rules and statements:

characters do not cannon-ly need to be Bi-romantic

however if we get at least like, a good amount of cannon ones? I will consider running a serperate bracket for cannon characters and headcannon characters

Characters that are already nominated:

Garroth Ro'meave (From Aphmau roleplays, all versions of him)

Sebastain from Stardew valley

When submitting, pleasetell me

the name of the character

where they are from

whether it is a headcannon or cannon

and if you want, please ramble about them

Also just saying it now propaganda is very encouraged! If you want you could even try to convince people to nominate your blorbo so they have a better chance of getting in, haha

I probably wont respond to the submissions like I did in my other tournament, however I will respond to questions :)

Some inspirations/just cool touramnts I like that i think you should check out:) : @bisexual-monarch-tournament @asexual-swag-competition @mysterycharactercontest @original-character-championship @wlw-mlm-solidarity-bracket @the-nobody-tournament

#poll tournament #tournament poll #fandom poll #tumblr poll

[asexual-society]

I have known I was asexual for nearly a decade now. That part of my identity has always been clear. I experience zero sexual attraction, and am sex-neutral. (with a slight lean towards sex repulsed) Recently, as in just within the past year, I have begun having sexual intrusive thoughts as I heal my trauma. How do I explain to someone who isn't asexual and quite honestly doesn't understand the difference between romantic and sexual attraction, that the intrusive thoughts are different from sexual attraction?

I know I don't owe anyone an explanation, but I really care about this person, and I want them to understand this about me

Tumblr ate my answer to this, which was. Quite Frustrating. So I'm sorry it took so long to get around to answering it properly.

I don't have a lot of experience with explaining intrusive thoughts I'm afraid, but having resources to hand about what they are as a baseline might be a valuable tool as a starting point, since it can be hard to verbalise your own experiences to someone who has no prior knowledge, especially with something very personal like this. (Here are some which seemed comprehensive, but you might want to find your own if some are more or less relevant to your situation X, Y, Z. Note, the last article discusses negative reactions the author experienced towards their OCD, if you want to give that a miss.)

I think understanding that intrusive thoughts (of any variety) are unwanted is important in distinguishing between them and attraction, so it might help to draw a direct line connecting your intrusive thoughts with non-sexual intrusive thoughts, since they're more similar to each other than sexual intrusive thoughts are to sexual attraction. For someone who experiences sexual attraction, I'd always hope that they could see how this was different from their experiences of attraction, but it can be pretty difficult for people who have never thought about what sexual attraction is to collect those specific feelings under that label (and not catch a bunch of other feelings in with that definition too).

Sexual attraction (because it's helpful to be have a dictionary definition to fall back on, although I'm sure you know) is an attraction that makes someone want to engage in sexual acts with a specific person. It isn't fun or sexy to describe it like that, and it can seem complicated for sex favourable ace people, since they might also decide they want to have sex with someone, while not being attracted to them in that way, but I kind of imagine it like the difference between putting two magnets next to each other and two pennies. Magnets will be attracted to one another, but pennies need some sort of external influence (even if the external feeling is "it seems fun so why not"). But I digress. Thinking about sex isn't the same as wanting sex, and wanting sex isn't the same as attraction, just like thinking about eating a food you're violently allergic to isn't the same as wanting to have an allergic reaction, which isn't the same as actually triggering an allergic reaction, you get the idea.

I hope this is somewhat helpful, if it isn't feel free to send another ask and I'll do my best to get to it a little quicker next time, but I hope you're doing okay.

~ mod key

#someviolentqueerspirit #asks #anon #intrusive thoughts #asexual #mod key