#guys legit what is wrong with me

[darklesmylove]

me doing anything but actually writing the next chapter as if it’ll magically appear on its own:

#writing #writer #writers #writeblr #writing mood #writing problems #writer problems #writer meme #writing meme #writeblr meme #fanfiction writer #fanfiction writers #wip #writing humor #writeblr humor #archive of our own #ao3 #just writer things #writers of tumblr #guys legit what is wrong with me #heather it won’t fucking write itself #dumb ass #1k #2k #5k

[lemongogo]

me admitting that i dont hate ast*rion after all .

#like him.even . maybe. #i just drew him and i was like teehee~kicks feet and giggles and thenni remembered who this was and #my face morphed in2 thousand yard stare guy #IM SRYYY IM SRRYYYYY #IM FALLIBLE !! #wat do u want from me. if its good taste in characters wwll. u r in tha wrong place . #though i do think its bc like . like tell me why he has 90x the content of anyone else #if i hear wyll say well met one more time im gna blow up our camp.IM SOOOz give me something anything pelase please #like he’ll have nothing for 30 long rests save for a line here or there #but astarion will just want to chat u up every night like can u equal it out please pls ❤️ karlach even . #anyways . i hate gale tho HATE GALE . GALE HATERRR ☝️☝️☝️☝️ #idk if its because i found him last or what but atp i dont care to get to know him #this game is legit saur fun . the exploration especially #like i spend 90% of my time opening every vase and crate and reanimating the dead on every1.talking to all the animalz #speak w the dead* i mean #also just rhe potential 4 the funniest mistakes ever #when auntie ethel disguised herself as mayrina in fromt of my eyes i didnt process it and killed her indtead of ethel HAHAAGAHAHAHAHHA #like the sjock of messing smth up so badly but u cant do shit abt it like ok!i guess ! #karlach pushing 1hp shadowheart in2 firepitcon accident and killing her . happy family❤️🫶 #bg3

[goldenstarprincesses]

Naw what

Madeline isn't a little French orphan being raised by nuns?

She's a Texan ranch owning oil heiress with stock in Neiman Marcus who seemingly grew up in a Paris boarding school until at least 1939??

#this information had rocked my world guys #6 year old me never clocked this information #what the fuck #this seems wrong #but its legit what the author said lamo?? he was sorta pissed that people thought she was a French Orphan Annie #new name for the nepo baby list??? #do the texans know this. I'm not texan but I feel like this is something they would take pride in #madeline #children books #texas #american literature #ww2 #paris #france

[crowcryptid]

while searching for gabe clips today i mean. working i got 2 maw clips so im putting them here. who give a shit.

#@ the 2 people in the world who requested maw. i owe u everything. #checked and I am legit the only idiot posting about this guy on here. #i can only propaganda post so hard #sadly not one of those artists that spits out so many pieces of 1 guy that people take notice and join the insanity #im the 'makes 1 pic a year' type artist. #Internet users CLAIM to enjoy fuckt up evil little gremlin dudes until they actually see one smh #Internet users CLAIM to enjoy one sided obsession doomed yaoi until they’re both tin can killing machines. Weak. You will not survive the w #* you will not survive the winter. tumblr tag censoring me.... #I support whatever the fuck is wrong with this guy. He turned himself into a spider. What was that. #i have no idea what the second clip is a reference to but there was a gabe one of that too so i guess its a meme or somethin idk #sorry. #turbo overkill

[bpdohwhatajoy]

That feeling when you like someone and feel like a 12 year old with their first crush

#ryan.txt #y’all I have not felt this way in awhile it’s WEIRDSJWKKWWJDJDJ #I have not felt this way since legit 2022 #and I’m talkin like April of 2022 #OH NY VODKSJSJDHDJ #guys I’m tweakingjfjfjfjf #I don’t know if we’ll date but uh #guess I was wrong #BC THEY ACTUALLY LIKE ME #I know this isn’t a mental illness post #but like #if you read any of my posts you know I’ve settled often #like I haven’t dated a lot of my actual crushes LOL #AND THIS ISNT EVEN THAT WIWJWJSJDUDH #LIKE I AM SO KAKASJ!!?!:):$ #mind you it’s the person I’ve liked on and off through half this year #I feel like I’m dreaming #like I said idk what will come of this #and if they fuck up like most people I know pls ignore this #but this is so sweet I’m melting #earlier he was like implying mind you not even To me #that liking me is a good thing????? #EARLIER HE SAID HE CANT BELIEVE SOMEONE LOVELY LIKE ME LIKES HIM KAKWJWJSJSJSJDJDJDJDJ #IM CRYINGKRJEJEUSJSJDJDUDUD #remember me spiraling thinking they didn’t like me #THAT TO THIS #is the universe finally being nice to me?!? #crush #I didn’t think I could get crushes on people anymore #WHAT IS GOING ON

[trashbaget]

tell me your failed/embarrassing flirting stories to make me feel better, i’ll go first: today i said “get out of my way” forgot to say “i’m kidding” then immediately said “bye”

#it is awful having feelings for someone you know and have an established friendship with #but crushing on someone i barely know is knew to me and i legit feel like an idiot every time i do something stupid like this #i can’t just. talk to the guy #if i say hey and he says sup i say ‘sup indeed’ like what the fuck is that #i can barely even say hello to him #don’t get me wrong i’ve DONE it but most days i’m like #ah fuck there he is #okay you can do it just say hi #just say what’s up #and then he’s already gone #also. like. the setting we’re in is soooo not good for talking or flirting realt because um. it’s work he’s my coworker.. so um. do i fuckin #ask him for his number?? or to hang out??? but like. he’s kind of a stranger to me what do i want to hang out for 🧍 #but like. ​i dont want to do that until i have at least one successful interaction #or like. an actual conversation. #which is gonna be really hard to manage because he doesn’t talk much at all to anyone and i really only talk if someone talks to me first or #i’ll say something absolutely idiotic and ridiculous (and honestly i do that no matter what) #anyway so um. i guess i’m just gonna keep making a fool of myself until i get it right and hopefully i don’t screw it up 🥴 #i lost all my confidence in the last year and i cant do anything chill or smooth anymore (i was never that good in the first place but at #least i could PRETEND i knew what i was doing. like i could sell it. the whole weird and lost bit.) #anyway. i felt better for like 5 minutes when some guy at the gas station flirt failed with me on the way home. but that’s partly my fault #too oops. in his defense he probably could not see that i had headphones on bc upon mirror inspection they were well blended with my hair #but i was waiting to cross the street and this guy tried to like nod and smile and i did not know it was to me until i got to the other side #where the gas station was and and like. tried again and i awkward half smiled and saw his face get all mushy and confused like mine FELT 20 #mins before when i’d flopped so hard trying to flirt and by the time i’d processed WAIT i think he was FLIRTING WITH ME i was already gone 🤡 #but at least it ended better than the poor 14yo who very confidently asked for my number #who. i shit you not. SCREECHED for a solid 44.5 seconds and bolted the other direction when i said sorry im 21 #his friends were standing there like wtf too and one was like i am so sorry about him 🤦 #cheers to being fools universe

[designernishiki]

You asked for a fic rec so I’ll toss this one at ya: https://archiveofourown.org/works/46767358?view_full_work=true Stick through the formatting for the characterization, tone, and really the whole vibe of this fic. I haven’t been able to get the bathroom call between Daigo and Majima out of my head for weeks since I read it with how naturally it all flows. My own little Daigo characterization booklet to review when I feel like I need a refresher on him.

so I may have stayed up until 6am reading this (would’ve slept earlier but I couldn’t stop reading it) and hgggahaghhhhaggahshhhhhhhh that was one of the most well-characterized fics I’ve ever read what the fuck. like the differences in how each character speaks (both tone-wise and in differing levels of authenticity) and how they speak to specific others (the daigo and majima dyanmic specifically- how they actually take into account how long they’ve been working really closely- SO good), the mental anguish and chaos vs the overwhelming emptiness of being daigo dojima but no longer The 6th Chairman Daigo Dojima……….I could keep going but I think you get it.

tbh I’d been wanting to write something exploring a similar set of dynamics/situation (post-kiryu’s fake death, interactions with haruka, daigo, and/or majima specifically, reflecting on his shortcomings while acknowledging the heavy Grief left behind) but now I’m like. well I still could but this was so well written in regards to daigo and haruka that, as far as something between those two goes, I don’t feel the need to.

thanks for the recommendation! my brain is broken now (affectionate)

#rambling #fics #fic rec #there’s a little bit of minedai in there via flashback but I don’t know if im gonna put this in my minedai tag cause it’s really #not tecccchnically a minedai fic. it’s just. a daigo-centric fic/study more than anything #my favorite more lighthearted moment in this story is daigo talking to haruka in Okinawa after like 3 years and hearing about her #‘situationship’ with yuta and how it’s just more convenient to tell people they’re a legit couple and daigo’s immediate response on impulse #is just. ‘that must be nice. I mean that you can do that. if it were two guys or two girls or something you wouldn’t be able to do that.’ #or something like that and simultaneously sweating because he has no fucking idea why he’s saying that and can’t find a way to abort #my only critique is that I was hoping he’d come out to her (probably on the scene after that where it’s just them sitting on the deck) #and it wouldn’t even have to be a Big Thing it’s just. it felt like it was leading up to that (whether coming out on purpose or on accident) #but ah well #don’t get me wrong I think she could probably figure it out on her own based on the fact that daigo’s never had a girlfriend to her #knowledge and is in his 40s + that weird little gay tangent he went on earlier out of the blue #if anyone could pick it up though context clues and hints it’d be haruka and akiyama The Investigators. and oh no. looks like that’s #exactly who he’s stuck with #id love to see an update cause of this oh mannnn #(if anyone could pick it up it’d be those two + also majima but I kinda figured at this point majima would almost certainly already know #they seem like they have a mutual (possibly unspoken) recognition of one another on that front. based a little on what daigo says about #‘when kiryu says jump you say how high’ and majima floundering a little before admitting ‘you know I can’t resist those big #brown puppydog eyes…’ like i know that’s not too on the nose but it’s enough of a casual acknowledgement to Me that it feels… idk it just #feels like they Know. it just makes sense. and I hope they do cause it’d feel a little less lonely and terrifying to be gay in that world if #that were the case. yet another thing making it feel like majima’s a way more viable parent figure to him than kiryu fr fr…… #anyway I could keep going forever so I should probably stop #I’ve never considered how daigo would interact with akiyama and now they’ve got me intrigued. I really hope they update this with something #daigo #I really think a chunk of this fanbase (particularly The Queers) understand daigo as a character better than rgg studio does. and cares more

[aria0fgold]

Well that was... unsettling...

#ariaplays: isat #isat spoilers #bro i was like wondering where it was gonna go wrong at that part after i beat the king cuz i was like: aint no way its over yet? #and i was having such a good time talking to everyone cuz i thought siffrin gonna get killed by a trap after that room or smth #AND THEN! euphrasie just suddenly looked so devastated and the music got so distorted and she knew siffrin's name (how?) #and like oooooohhhh mygod what was that. and now im at act 3 back in the meadow and siffrin ououououghghgh....... #siffrin telling mira a lie bout a silly nightmare like i legit saw that split second timeframe in which he decided to just lie #ouououghghghg painful bro. painful. but the most painful part is that id have to beat the king again orz...... #it took me AWHILE to beat that guy. he killed me like TWICE with his hp down to the quarter and i refused to let that count to the loop #cuz i didnt wanna lose my bomb and yea sure tbf i couldve just equipped the memory for it but like-- siffrin's extra hp tho #and if it was possible to kill the king without having to loop and lose the bomb i crafted then id take that chance #it was a terrible experience tho. i had to exit the game itself to reload a save for that. first defeat happened cuz i THOUGHT #he'd only do that deadly attack ONCE and i had the shield on cooldown when he did it the 2nd time and uuuuggghhhh #2nd battle was the worst my rng during then was ASS everyone was in life support cuz the king kept BUFFING HIMSELF #and i couldnt use the shield cuz i cant count the turns. i dont even know how to and even if i could my memory cant keep up #and with the king buffing himself. the tears reducing my team's def. it was the worst possible combination like bro... #and now im in act 3 and gonna have to fight him again ouououuoghhghghghhg..... ill try and level up everyone before that fight then.... #everyone was at 50 by the king's fight (except for siff ofc he was at 59 i think?). i know i can get the others at 52 tho

[frostbite-the-bat]

thinking abt the guzma (character) blogger who blocked me who i found out has blocked me because someone tagged me on one of their guzma (character) posts and i could NOT interact with it what so ever or even see the op until i went into an anonymous tab

i dont know im not mad like at all its an oddly funny good feeling to be like oh my godddd i annoyed someone with stealing a characters name so much that i got blocked im doing something right im being a little annoying fuckass YES like its a victory

#and tbh i cant say shit #i block people on sight im serious #oh u posted thing i dont vibe with ur blocked sorry #i have. people who did art for me before blocked for the same reason #i react very poorly to some things especially art of faves so #do one thing wrong and ur gone #its not out of hatred but i legit have weird breakdowns over shit (you guys have fucking seen them) #i am not sure what to call them but i suppose breakdown will do #but its not some jokey mildly upset thing im genuinely like #spiraling down badly usually lmfao #sets off a thing in my brain that just... well Sets Me Off #I Am So Sorry #looks at the amount of spam and ttcc(COUGHCOUGH HR) artist people i blocked because my brain is built weird

[astrxealis]

good morning 🥺

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #sorrey ... not active ..... lots going on but also not (?) #IDK anyways i've reconnected w an old friend who's a childhood friend bcs shes the daughter of my mom's friend ^___^ #she said she's gna get into the 1975 more !! but she's alrdy going to the arctic monkey's concert soon which is super cool #and i rmbr our mom asked me and lune if we knew them too <3 but we didn't know there was a legit concert SOBS #yeah miss her a lot and it's sweet how wnvr we do reconnect a bit it always so happens we're into the same thing of sorts :(( #AND THEN! wow idk i've grown a lil less hesitant. somehow. idk. literally replied to the story on ig of a guy ik but haven't talked to in ag #ages* purely bcs he kept posting like woaaa based game and then ff6 best ff so i was like SO TRUE but have u played 14 #and he has NOT but does want to and then wow we could have had a lil convo but i left to watch a movie sorry bro <//3 #what else ... hmm ..... WELL. an old friend from all the way in 6th grade. okay so we often message each other a bit just like 'hey wna be #grpmates' or smth like that and that one time where they gave me a lil help for the chem grp work and i'm like. just comfy talking like #myself fr BUT THENNN messaged me sometime last week bcs. like smth w a grpwork and they got anxious they did smth wrong #bcs no one in the gc replied to them (sorry i didn't either SOBS) T___T ended up turning the convo to 'hey wt abt i finally try to talk w u #properly more' and HELL YEAHHH we both r the kinds that talk/type a lot but sometimes dip and disappear how lovely /gen LMAO <3 #idk. uhm. with the school fair we have booths and shifts for the booths and my group is the one with uhh the 4 kids who i'm often groups #with and they're all the. yk kids. ppl who i'd get along w and i've been classmates w all of em b4 but you see they're a grp of friends now #RAGHH ONE OF THEM IK LIKES PERSONA (MULTIPLE?? IDK. they once were like yo apollo u seem like u like persona lol #IDK WHAT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO MEAN but yes i do have akechi and ren charms on my backpack for school #AND THEN ONE is into like gi pjsk a lot of rhythm games and gacha mobile but all like uhh. yeah? tot love live bandori ... still cool fr tho #she's rlly nice tbh lol ^___^ wait tbh all of them are HELP but uhm idk but it's nice when ppl r nice to me #tbf that's literally how i got my first crush BUT WE DON'T TALK ABT THAT !! yk sometimes i unconsciously wonder abt her or look for her and #then i did see her again after a few months since seeing her early in on the school year bcs shes in basketball and i hung out at the uhh #covered court w my best friend whos in another varsity bcs we stayed late at school that day to help out w fair preparations! #i refuse to like her again but i realize i like that familiarity with feelings and uhmm yeah shes cool ig i kinda wish i was less. uhm. shy #back then? you see i barely cld talk to her ... LIKE. she'd be like. heyy! and do shit sometimes and i WOULDN'T TALK or just smile and #mumble RAFGHHHFHFHDHH but she'd say hi to me and include me in things and jokes and it made me rlly /@!(@/'dmdkzn okay #AND sometimes when i do talk back I am SOOOO GODDAMN AWKWARD GOOD GODS anyways now i'm like. less awkward. or maybe i've just accepted it n #i'm cooler now B) and a lot more confident zEjfhejdjsnk. yeah. and uhmm yeah that's it #BUT YEAH nice classmate she asked me for a hug once lol and i notice she's affectionate w her friends n it reminds me of m y own bestie awhh #she sometimes talks to me which i rlly appreciate even if it prolly seems like i hate her sorry i just suck w talking

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Everyone about Merope: She’s probably a goddess! Or the antagonist! Maybe she’s this versions Yaldy! She’s sexy! No We shouldn’t trust her! Ahhhhh! Merope in actuality: I’m just a little guy that was fished out of the ocean. ;^; 

#that or she's yaldy's mother Sophia #just to really fuck with us #still pissed she wasn't the aeon arcana in P5R...........................it was something i was legit hoping for since P5 vanilla ;w; #why do you disappoint me at every turn p5??? TT0TT #persona 5 #p5 #persona 5 x #p5x #i hope she' just a weird creature who is just vibing klfdjslkd;af #merope: bad guy??? me?? nooooo I just wanna work at an aquarium ;w; #merope: I just got lost on my way to the job interview....it seems I ended up at the wrong place but hey whatchu gonna do? #i mean she could be human isn't that what the demon painter is? TT0TT #god forbid she's P4MC's mother/sister/cousin fkljsdflkdfjlfjl;

[itzanimelover08]

Is it weird that I ship like the people on TV who announce upcoming movies that will be braodcasted.

Like those people who go," coming up next ____" on like channel TV. Is it wierd? Am I loosing my mind again?

#shitpost #lol #lol imagine #i am currently shipping the two guy narraters #from the star movies channel #god what is wrong with me #god what am i doing #but like seriously #im legit shipping them

[anothermonikan]

I do think it's a little silly when someone says they miss a piece of media... Like,the media is right there(probably) ! Go watch that show again or play that game again, it's (probably) not gone! But then also like. I get it. I suppose the first watch or experience of something is special and like, fandom hype around stuff if it was a popular piece of media is something you wouldn't experience within the show again, but also like,,,, you're mourning something that's not dead (usually) Create fan content! Watch that thing again! Engage with old fanworks! Cause someone will appreciate it, it will also make you happy!

#Having to put the stuff in brackets literally _just_ to account for Unnus Annus #Ugh #Sorry I didn't like that thing when it was still coming out and still don't like it now :thumbsup: #I was gonna make a funny meme post but I think it wouldn't be funny because I can't explain it using simple language #Impermenant media enjoyers be like #“Wow that trip to the beach was good. Shame I can never do that again because that's how the world works” #Or smth like that #It's not even funny I need to think of a funnier situation #My quelms with Unnus Annus are weird and complicated and no ones ever agreed with me about it so it's probabaly just a me thing #And not an actual legit critism of the thing sjsjsjsj #I write about more in a draft I have of a mini essay I was writing about DDLitG's ending that's like. A year old by now #I will finish it! Just permanently busy and when not permanently busy I'm permanently tired #It's like. It's mean! Which is a silly complaint but it ties into like. A trope I hate that I love how DDLitG does! #This kind of critism of attachment to a piece of media often insists on making the viewer feel dumb for liking a thing and I don't like it! #Unnus Annus kind of plays this kind of moral where it's like 'Oh #Unnus Annus plays this kind of trope like 'Oh-all of this is impermanent so don't get attached because you'll only have memories after uwu' #And like. I guess I get what they were going for. But that's just. People were getting sooo upset over being attached to the thing #Like they felt bad about it and just don't think that's a great thing to be perpetrating. I promise you can get attached to media guys. #I promise you you're allowed to like things:3 #Also I realised I've been spelling Unus Annus wrong this whole time I apologise #Also not a huge fan of people acting like their in this super secret club for watching an extremely popular piece of media thats deleted #But that's definitely a me thing sjdndnsjs #Okay jeez I started ranting about this on a completely unrelated post sorry #Look forward to the mini essay whenever I finish it lol #Android.txt

[ziracona]

Everyone I know who has played DAI is like “Don’t get attached to Solas bro” but he’s the only companion who likes me and one of only two I don’t think actively want to beat my ass so you can imagine the kind of stress this puts me under

#I try so hard to be nice and good to everyone and they’re like ‘everyone despised that’ notification I can’t fkn win guys #the only one who likes me is the one all my friends are like ‘seriously though stay away from that guy’ I am…saddened by my affairs #*devilman the voice WHY GOD voice clip* #dragon age inquisition #legit idk what I’m doing wrong #well. I just got Dorian. maybe he won’t hate me. haha *cries*

[cryptidlarry]

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#I’m very skeptical of people saying the late night talking mv having Harry dating a guy #i know the casting call seemed legit #but I bet there’s a character in the video who is an artist and that could be what they meant by casting male date for the artist #i don’t want to get my hopes up #but hshq is welcome to prove me wrong and put out a video with a gay date

[canwriteitbetterthanueverfeltit]

eeeeeeeeekkk okay I just sat here thinking about how many of the "crushes" I had were organic, fully romantic things for people and not premeditated or based on like friend jealousy or boredom or a desperate need for a distraction while the worst year of my life happened and I came up with ???? Four?????? At most??

A total four?????? Almost all of which sprang up unwanted from the seeds of established friendships????

I think that it is getting harder to tell myself that I'm not demi 😫

#not that there's anything wrong with bring demi!! #also 4 may itself be be rounding up I am so bad at figuring out what's romantic and what's not when it comes to my feelings #and I can no longer remember if my 6th grade crush on my friend was legit or not #so maybe a grand total of three? #all from getting to know people really well and vibing with them for months and months #personal #though this does make me feel a little better because that's 2 guys and one nonbinary person and all the maby straight boys of the past #were comphet boredom