#evil eye cure

[frenchwitchdiary]

Remède contre le Mauvais Œil

Note : cet article est une traduction de ce post, que j’avais envie de partager avec vous.  Je ferai en premier lieu un bref rappel de ce qu’est le mauvais œil pour les gens qui sont peu familiers avec le terme, et ensuite place à ma traduction du post que vous pouvez lire en anglais si vous voulez en suivant le lien.

Introduction : petit rappel de ce qu’est le mauvais œil 

Il s’agit d’une croyance universelle selon laquelle un regard, voire même une parole d'une personne à une autre aurait le pouvoir d’attirer la malchance et le malheur sur cette dernière - un genre de malédiction en somme, qui naîtrait de la jalousie ou de l’envie de l’envoyeur vis à vis de la “cible”. Des animaux, objets ou maisons peuvent aussi être touchés par le mauvais œil, et ainsi le transmettre à leur propriétaire. (note : Ce n’est pas toujours une malédiction portée intentionnellement à la personne dans une volonté de lui nuire ou faire du mal, car elle peut aussi parfois venir suite à trop d’éloges ou de compliments.)

Il s’agit là d’une croyance très ancienne, remontant à l’Antiquité. On retrouve le « regard assassin » (comprenez : un regard capable d'attirer le malheur, la maladie ou la mort) dans les textes de Sumer, de Babylone et d'Assyrie, et sur des fragments de terre cuite d'origine chaldéenne. Un rituel de protection contre le mauvais œil fut aussi été retrouvé sur un papyrus babylonien datant du VIIe siècle avant notre ère. Plus tard au moyen-âge, on attribue le mauvais œil aux sorcières au moindre signe d’infortune.

Parmi les amulettes, trucs et astuces pour le repousser, on retrouve : le Nazar évidemment (bassin méditerranéen), la main de Fatma (Moyen-Orient), le fil de laine rouge noué autour du poignet (Kabbale), l’ail, à porter sur soi ou tressé de fil rouge et suspendu dans la maison (Grèce et Italie), les trèfles (Irlande), le sel, sous forme de bain mais aussi à disposer dans des petits sacs en toile aux 4 coins de la maison (Moyen-Age, Europe), une tache noire peinte par les mères sur le visage de leur enfant pour les protéger (Inde), les cloches et rubans rouges accrochés aux vêtements des enfants ou au cou du bétail (utilisés comme leurres pour détourner l'attention du mauvais œil), une perle bleue épinglée ou cousue à l'envers de la robe de mariée pour la préserver du mauvais œil lors de son mariage... La mélisse, le millepertuis et le quinquina, trois plantes ayant comme vertu de protéger contre les influences néfastes et négatives, peuvent aussi être utilisées. Si l'on ne dispose pas d'amulette, la parade la plus simple et immédiate consiste en un geste symbolique de la main appelé signe des cornes (poing fermé, index et auriculaire pointés pour former des « cornes »), recommandé pour dévier la trajectoire du regard malfaisant.

Rituel de l’eau de charbon

En Europe de l’Est, il existe un moyen bien connu de guérir le mauvais œil avec de l'eau de charbon. L'eau de charbon est de l'eau dans laquelle des charbons ardents ont été mis. Le mode exact de fabrication et son application changent d'un village à l'autre, d'une personne à l'autre. La description qui suit vient de Hongrie, atour de l'an 1900.

Une femme prend une tasse, et y verse un peu d'eau trois fois. Puis, de la cheminée ou du foyer, elle prend trois ou neuf charbons ardents, et elle les met un à un dans le verre. Au fur et à mesure qu'elle les met dans l'eau, après chaque morceau de charbon, elle fait avec sa main le signe de la croix au dessus du récipient, en disant :

"Notre seigneur, le Christ, commence à aller à Aranyiad, rencontre le mauvais œil, demande au mauvais œil, où vas-tu mauvais œil ? Je vais verser le sang de N.N. Retourne, mauvais œil, au rocher, au nom du Père, du Fils et du Saint-Esprit. Amen.“

(Krisztus urunk elindula az aranyiadhoz, találd az Igézetet, kérdé tőle, hova méssz Igézet ? Megyek N. N. vérontására. Térj vissza Igézet, menj el Atyának, Fiúnak, Szentléleknek nevében a kősziklához. Ammen)

Après ça, elle fait boire au malade 3 gouttes d'eau, 3 fois. Puis elle oint le front du patient 3 fois avec l'eau en disant continuellement :

"L’oeil bleu jette le mauvais œil, l’œil noir jette le mauvais œil, Dieu punit celui qui jette le mauvais œil."

(Kék szem igézte, fekete szem igézte, verje meg az Isten, a ki megigézte.)

Maintenant, elle observe les charbons dans l'eau. S'ils coulent au fond de la tasse, alors le patient a le mauvais œil, mais s'ils flottent, le patient souffre d'autre chose. Après cela, tout en gardant les charbons dans la tasse, elle verse le reste de l'eau sur le coin de la porte d'entrée de la maison. Les braises mortes sont ensuite rejetées dans le feu en disant :

"Il/elle/iel sera malade autant de temps qu'il faudra à ces charbons pour prendre vie."

(Addig legyen beteg, míg ez a szén megelevenkedik.)

Si les charbons redeviennent rapidement rouges, cela signifie que le patient se rétablira tout aussi rapidement.

À l'origine, la réalisation de ce rituel n'était destinée qu'à deviner qui aurait pu jeter le mauvais œil sur la personne malade. En plongeant les charbons, les différentes couleurs des yeux étaient nommées, et le naufrage du charbon associé signifiait le coupable. Ensuite, ils obtenaient un effet personnel du coupable, et fumigeaient le patient avec. Mais de nos jours, l'eau de charbon elle-même est appliquée comme remède (généralement en lavant la personne malade avec). Et puisque les temps modernes appellent des moyens modernes, à la place des charbons, des allumettes sont utilisées.

(Sur la première photo : une femme faisant de l'eau de charbon. Sur la deuxième photo : une femme lavant un enfant avec de l'eau de charbon.)

#french witchblr #magie #magie de protection #mauvais œil #evil eye #evil eye cure #sorcellerie #sorcière #folk witchcraft #european witchcraft #occultisme #ésotérisme #rituel contre le mauvais œil #rituel

[meownotgood]

also while I'm on the topic of being off topic. this is my beloved durge tav moon. her wizard boyfriend sprays her with water when she tries to bite people

#putting more lore about her in the tags #because I want to rant but I don't want to be annoying #ever since I made her I've just been doing runs with her because I'm attached 😭 #and also I think the storyline for the durge is so cool!!!! #so basically her backstory is like #and don't. laugh... I'm not a dnd fan so I'm not sure what's accurate.... #but I wanted her to be like the white dragonborn durge #so she's not actually a tiefling but meant to be like half human half white dragon #and she's a dragon sorcerer or whatever #so unlike a tiefling she is really. quite cold to the touch #she is chaotic neutral and ends up being redeemed #but once the new patch comes out perhaps I'll do a proper evil run #she has a sort of sorcerer / wizard rivalry with gale but she only argues with him to hide her crush lol #their shipname would be moonweave.... if you.... care.... #oh also I headcanoned that she forgot her name after the nautiloid #she had a name given to her by her foster parents although she never really used it #so moon was the name given to her by her companions #because big. moon shaped eyes #gale reads to her and occasionally casts sleep spells to help her sleep through nightmares.... #I like almost all the endings with gale so I imagine that they settle in waterdeep for a bit but also pick up adventuring again later on #or god gale cures her and makes her his chosen #thank u for listening. and now I will disappear into the depths and take my little brainrot with me

[citrine-elephant]

hey! hey, down boy! down! get your fuckin' dog-

#resident evil #resident evil death island #resident evil death island spoilers #re death island spoilers #death island spoilers #leon s kennedy #zombie leon #leon gets infected with the modified t virus and oops he's a zombie now #blood #he's fine don't worry #digital art #hands also??? using my OWN hand and i still couldn't figure it out #happy with the thumb tho! #leon wasn't in a cell so the moment he'd turn would me YEET boy runnin' #his eyes were so fun to paint... #i have a brain injury... my brain is injured... ow! #that is a reference btw and that is also what a cured post-zombie-post-cured leon would feel probably

[rae-gar-targaryen]

🧿✨ good vibes only 🧿✨

#my evil eye manicure might cure me

[infizero]

blah blah blah YES norman was going to allow ruby to partake in contests. doesnt change the fact he beat him up lol!

#i think that rlly does show his character more than anything. like his reasoning for finally allowing him to do it is literally #''i still dont approve and still want him to pursue battling but hes turning 11 so he can make his own decisions in life. i didnt #like him doing it before because he was a child'' <- norman very much has the ''children must do exactly as their parents say'' mentality #which is not rlly great. esp since it is implied that he became abusive when ruby would NOT do as he said #and even besides that. the fact that once ruby runs away norman becomes so unbelievably violent with him is literally all that matters #in a discussion of whether norman is a good dad or not. it literally does not matter that he changed his mind and was going #to allow ruby to do contests WHEN HE STILL BEAT HIM UP FOR RUNNING AWAY!!!!!!!! NOTHING ELSE MATTERS! #he physically abused ruby in a very violent manner (and again its implied this isnt new behavior for him. norman is also just shown #to be a very violent person in general. destroying things when hes angry shoving random people etc etc) #he couldve fucking cured cancer he couldve wholeheartedly supported ruby's contest career for all i care #anything good he does is overshadowed by his abuse of ruby. i dont think norman is an entirely 100% EVIL person #i dont even think that he doesnt care about ruby. but he is a terrible abusive father regardless and nothing can change that #norman does have nuances. and he is still terrible and in my eyes irredeemable. those things can coexist #(i cant remember exactly where things end up esp once he dies. so i'll reserve any comments about how the NARRATIVE views #norman until after ive finished R&S in its entirety) #but yeah. him planning on giving ruby permission to do contests literallyyyyy does not change anything #serena.txt #pksp reread #ruby & sapphire reread

[youngpettyqueen]

you know, I do like when Trek shows get into the failings of Starfleet, the dark side of it, but the way Picard goes about it just... doesnt do it for me

#star trek: picard #like I LOVED it in DS9 when they got into the darker side of Starfleet #Section 31 and ESPECIALLY s7 #introducing the virus to the Changelings and then voting against giving them the cure was a compelling choice #and it was compelling because there was no denying it was a horrific thing to do #a horrific means to an end: win the Dominion War #but in Picard Starfleet just seems like. cartoonishly evil #just got to the reveal that they were experimenting on and torturing Changelings #which im. struggling with #the virus with the Changelings was one thing. it had a goal #dont get me wrong it was still an evil thing to do #but it had a goal. you can see why it was done #doing this with the Changelings is just... yeah I dont think I like it as a writing choice #again it feels just cartoonishly evil #and the choices made in s1 which make Starfleet look just. completely incompetent and willfully evil again #im not a fan! #exploring the darker side of Starfleet is fascinating but it feels like Picard is making Starfleet out to be just straight up bad guys #which doesnt compel me and in fact makes me roll my eyes

[bioluminescent-fungus]

something of a tradition in my matriline to a) only have daughters b) get divorced at least once. I am not yet married but we'll see if this pattern continues. I seem to have inherited my patriline's curse* so it may be more likely than it seems

(*family curse likely made up by my dad's mom to fuck with him. nevertheless—)

#what's up I'm V I have inherited at least two family curses and can cure the evil eye #I am the best at getting-to-know-you games

[insidermeditationmantra]

Mantra to Reverse Black Magic Spells | Protection from Black Magic | Remove Evil Eye | Black Magic - Insider Meditation Mantra 

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Lyrics in Sanskrit :- 

देव दानव सिद्धौग पूजिता परमेश्वरि || 

पुराणु रूपा परमा परतंत्र विनाशिनी ||

Lyrics in English :- 

“ Dev Danav Siddhaugh Pujita Parmeshwari || 

Puranu Rupa Parma, Partantra Vinashini || Om ”

#youtube #mantra to reverse black magic #reversal mantra #mantra to reverse negative energies #mantra to protect from black magic #mantra to remove black magic #black magic removal mantra #protection mantra #pali mantra #black magic #remove black magic #powerful mantras break black magic spells #black magic removal music #break black magicmantra cures #remove black magic mantra #evil eye #evil eye removal #spells #curses #mantra for protection #mantra for protection against all evil

[islamicspecialistforloveback]

Most Effective Dua to remove the evil eye

However, sometimes the person inflicting the evil eye can be doing it with or without intention, so it can be done by someone close to who may be a good person or vice versa. The term evil eye in Arabic is ‘Al-Ayn‘ and is mentioned in the Holy Quran. The evil eye is scary because it can change someone’s life and not in a good way. This is why it is best to keep yourself to yourself and not show…

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#cure And Protection From Black Magic #Dua For Protection From Evil Eye #DUA THAT WILL DESTROY EVIL EYE #Dua To Remove Bad Evil Eye #Most Effective Dua to remove the evil eye

[stemcellstencil]

You were jealous of Asher?

Weird.

No you were jealous of other …things. Gross truth. Me too.

Kindergarten show and tell happens and that shit ain’t right. So…

#terrorism is Americas normal to camouflage human trafficking #actors trafficking children #oltl being cancelled #gun laws #solar plexus chakra #fecal matters and stalkers #the world on fire #Sarah Connor #AI and biological advancements #improving genetics to what they should be #third eye overworked #Hindi studies in darkness #my darkness as a small child #some are darker than others yeah #but dark isn’t evil always #the Americans always confuse that #heart chakra disconnect #healing planet earth #copd cures #and no these ships haven’t sailed yet #Ashley’s hunger for me to not have? based on jealousy. fuckin weird #Ashley also got cancelled after one bean season yo #Just remember that when you go making bad jokes ha #fudgetons #colorectal cancer #why the middle class is seeing such an increase in illnesses #flying off of a quad #going fucking awol #where’s my fucking car keys Natalie #no the ky boys don’t get a say haha

[azure-cherie]

Some astro observations pt:4🧡

It's been a year I have done an observations post ☠️ I hope you guys enjoy this one 💟

In case you want a reading :

Paid readings, paid readings 2 , masterlist

🍊 Combust or retrograde Venus can be cured through worship of Devi , respecting women and general and treating yourself well . Whereas combust mercury can be cured through practicing mathematics. Combust Saturn through practicing more routines.

🍊 Rahu synastry makes you delusional true but ketu synastry is even more delusional you will feel a sense of familiarity with the person you have the synastry with but soon you will realise oh it was all play and eventually the ketu person will actually start hating the moon person .

🍊 I think purva bhadrapada is he sign of sati as when sati was born on earth to be wife of Shiva only the expansiveness of purva bhadrapada could make her realise her true potential as mahadevi herself how she's nature and everything that truly exists in the cosmos . Likewise purva bhadrapada expands their horizons to realise their true purpose . I found some purva bhadrapada prominence in her media depiction of sati as well .

🍊 Purva bhadrapada are also truly sweet and kind people who have so much intelligence but it stays hidden for the early part of their life .

🍊 Purva Ashadha as a young girl or a maiden is often envied by her peers for being pretty , use protective things as a means to protect from evil eye , PA is associated with liver and evil eye can cause bumps in the face or skin disease .

🍊 Shravana girls have the quite confidence, they're genuinely bubbly but it's hidden in the quite girl interior, they know who they are and are constantly working on themselves.

🍊 With pisces placements in a man's chart one can have a good balance between the masculine and the feminine energy, I have generally seen pisces creating a nice atmosphere for their wives or the girls they love . They enjoy cooking and also get a lot of girl friends around them who trust them .

🍊 Gemini guys in general are the most confused people though girls can be assertive or be quickly change the men are just diplomatic about everything.

🍊 Vishakha women have the tridosha of kapha , which makes them effective in transforming their body fast .

🍊 I've seen that you might attract the sign of your 7th house but mostly it doesn't work out 💀 rather the sign in your 12th house works better , the chemistry is unbeatable and they treat you so well . Even in my case Taurus is my 12th house 💀 Taurus men be spoiling me 👑

🍊 Sun moon synastry is so passive agressive

🍊 Your atmakaraka can provide you insights on which Devi you should worship , for example if mars go for some ugra Devi like Kali , Durga etc . They can prove to be your ishtha or kuldevi please note that to find one's ishtha /kuldevi more things are to be considered.

🍊 Sun in the 10th house gives one fame but makes one work hard asf , when you're at the verge of giving up that's when true fame comes in to save you being the house of Saturn .

🍊 Jupiter in 3rd makes one materialistic they were the kids that were obsessed with new toys and gadgets as it generally makes one fidgety, also they were fulfilled in their wants for toys .

🍊 Combust mars in a girls chart overworks themselves because they feel a lack of vitality, they don't know where to exactly put efforts or what to do to make themselves feel better. Combust mars in a man's chart has the delusion of being masculine when in turn they do nothing to nourish their essence , true help in this case can be attained through puja in Tuesdays of Mangal Dev or Hanuman .

🍊 Ketu and mars can give hidden anger issues and can cause anger outbursts like Taurus mars . One way to combat that is to donate blood .

🍊 Saturn in 1H should do atleast one thing they don't like to do but is Essential for them everyday as this position might show feeling inferior or uninterested in themselves the act of doing something for themselves makes them more confident.

🍊 Mercury in combust , 6th house gives skin problems .

🍊 Rohini isn't materialistic for money but for comfort .

Thank you so much for reading, have a great day/night 🧡

#vedic astrology #sidereal astrology #astrology #astro community #astrology notes #astro notes #astro observations #astrology community #astrology observations #astrology placements

[helluvapoison]

Hello! I love your writing and I was hoping if you have the time you could do headcanons for Lucifer with an s/o that snorts when she laughs and is embarrassed by it/tries to cover it up when he makes her giggle? Thank you! <333

• The first time he heard you laugh, really laugh, his heart thudded hard against his ribcage, threatening to break bones to leap out of his chest just to get to you

• Lucifer loves your laugh

• Your giggles are adorable and make him beam with pride but not the same way he does when you clutch your sides and snort

• Hiding from him in any way, shape or form is futile

• Your hands flee to cover your mouth, stifling the sound he adores and morphing it into a silly giggle

• Lucifer steals your wrists and holds them to his chest, “I love that laugh. It’s music to my ears. If I could trade all the eyes I have for extra ears to hear that sound, I would!”

• He’s only partly teasing, and it works making you cackle and snort again!

• He really will do the most to make you laugh

• Every time you make that sound Lucifer smiles so big it almost hurts

• The habit of covering your mouth doesn’t go away easily. You do appreciate Lucifer’s determination, though

• He scribbles down jokes and tests them throughout the day

• “Why don’t ducks like asking for directions? They prefer to wing it!”

• Snrk!

• “Gotcha!”

• Lucifer will wrestle you to hold your arms down so you can’t seal away your mirth

• He’ll go as far as to tickle you because, damnit, that’s his favorite sound you’re trying to take away from him!

• “Luci! Mercy, I give, stop!” You gasp for air when you can, tears pricking at your eyes, “You’re evil.”

• “Necessarily so! I just love that laugh, darling.” He whispers against your cheek, peppering your face with kisses

• You hum in acknowledgment, still catching your breath, “So you say,”

~

╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ quick raise your hand if you do this too! writing this might have cured me tbh <33 happy valentines everyone!

#lucifer morningstar x reader #lucifer morningstar headcanon #lucifer morningstar imagine #hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin hotel imagine #hazbin hotel headcanon

[cripplecharacters]

The Mask Trope, and Disfiguremisia in Media

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If you followed this blog for more than like a week, you're probably familiar with “the mask trope” or at least with me complaining about it over and over in perpetuity. But why is it bad and why can't this dude shut up about it?

Let's start with who this trope applies to: characters with facial differences. There is some overlap with blind characters as well; think of the blindfold that is forced on a blind character for no reason. Here is a great explanation of it in this context by blindbeta. It's an excellent post in general, even if your character isn't blind or low vision you should read at least the last few paragraphs.

Here's a good ol’ tired link to what a facial difference is, but to put it simply:

If you have a character, who is a burn survivor or has scars, who wears a mask, this is exactly this trope.

The concept applies to other facial differences as well, but scars and burns are 99% of the representation and “representation” we get, so I'll be using these somewhat interchangeably here.

The mask can be exactly what you think, but it refers to any facial covering that doesn't have a medical purpose. So for example, a CPAP mask doesn't count for this trope, but a Magic Porcelain Mask absolutely does. Bandages do as well. If it covers the part of the face that is “different”, it can be a mask in the context used here.

Eye patches are on thin ice because while they do serve a medical purpose in real life, in 99.9% of media they are used for the same purpose as a mask. It's purely aesthetic.

With that out of the way, let's get into why this trope sucks and find its roots. Because every trope is just a symptom of something, really.

Roughly in order of the least to most important reasons...

Why It Sucks 

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It's overdone. As in — boring. You made your character visibly different, and now they're no longer that. What is the point? Just don't give them the damn scar if you're going to hide it. 

Zero connection with reality. No one does this. I don't even know how to elaborate on this. This doesn't represent anyone because no one does this.

Disability erasure. For the majority of characters with facial differences, their scars or burns somehow don't disable them physically, so the only thing left is the visible part… aaand the mask takes care of it too. Again, what's the point? If you want to make your disabled character abled, then just have them be abled. What is the point of "curing" them other than to make it completely pointless?

Making your readers with facial differences feel straight up bad. I'm gonna be honest! This hurts to see when it's all you get, over and over. Imagine there's this thing that everyone bullied you about, everyone still stares at, that is with you 24/7. Imagine you wanted to see something where people like you aren't treated like a freakshow. Somewhat unrealistic, but imagine that. That kind of world would only exist in fiction, right? So let's look into fiction- oh, none of the positive (or at least not "child-murderer evil") characters look like me. I mean they do, but they don't. They're forced to hide the one thing that connects us. I don't want to hide myself. I don't want to be told over and over that this is what people like me should do. That this is what other people expect so much that it's basically the default way a person with a facial difference can exist. I don't want this.

Perpetuating disfiguremisia. 

"Quick" Disfiguremisia Talk

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It's quick when compared to my average facial difference discussion post, bear with me please.

Disfiguremisia; portmanteau of disfigure from “disfigurement” and -misia, Greek for hatred. 

Also known as discrimination of those mythical horrifically deformed people.

It shows up in fiction all the time; in-universe and in-narrative. Mask trope is one of the most common* representations of it, and it's also a trope that is gaining traction more and more, both in visual art and writing. This is a trope I particularly hate, because it's a blatant symptom of disfiguremisia. It's not hidden and it doesn't try to be. It's a painful remainder that I do not want nor need.

*most common is easily “evil disfigured villain”, just look at any horror media. But that's for another post, if ever.

When you put your character in a mask, it sends a clear message: in your story, facial differences aren't welcome. The world is hostile. Other characters are hostile. The author is, quite possibly, hostile. Maybe consciously, but almost always not, they just don't think that disfiguremisia means anything because it's the default setting. No one wants to see you because your face makes you gross and unsightly. If you have a burn; good luck, but we think you're too ugly to have a face. Have a scar? Too bad, now you don't. Get hidden.

Everything here is a decision that was made by the author. You are the one who makes the world. You are the person who decides if being disabled is acceptable or not there. The story doesn't have a mind of its own, you chose to make it disfiguremisic. 

It doesn't have to be.

Questions to Ask Yourself

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Since I started talking about facial differences on this blog, I have noticed a very specific trend in how facial differences are treated when compared to other disabilities. A lot of writers and artists are interested in worldbuilding where accessibility is considered, where disabled people are accepted, where neurodivergence is seen as an important part of the human experience, not something “other”. This is amazing, genuinely.

Yet, absolutely no one seems to be interested in a world that is anything but cruel to facial differences. There's no escapist fantasies for us.

You see this over and over, at some point it feels like the same story with different names attached.

The only way a character with a facial difference can exist is to hide it. Otherwise, they are shamed by society. Seen as something gross. I noticed that it really doesn't matter who the character is, facial difference is this great equalizer. Both ancient deities and talking forest cats get treated as the same brand of disgusting thing as long as they're scarred, as long as they had something explode in their face, as long as they've been cursed. They can be accomplished, they can be a badass, they can be the leader of the world, they can kill a dragon, but they cannot, under any circumstances, be allowed to peacefully exist with a facial difference. They have to hide it in the literal sense, or be made to feel that they should. Constantly ashamed, embarrassed that they dare to have a face.

Question one to ask yourself: why is disfiguremisia a part of your story?

I'm part of a few minority groups. I'm an immigrant, I'm disabled, I'm queer. I get enough shit in real life for this so I like to take a break once in a while. I love stories where transphobia isn't a thing. Where xenophobia doesn't come up. But my whole life, I can't seem to find stories that don't spew out disfiguremisia in one way or the other at the first possible opportunity.

Why is disfiguremisia a default part of your worldbuilding? Why can't it be left out? Why in societies with scarred saviors and warriors is there such intense disgust for them? Why can't anyone even just question why this is the state of the world?

Why is disfiguremisia normal in your story?

Question two: do you know enough about disfiguremisia to write about it?

Ask yourself, really. Do you? Writers sometimes ask if or how to portray ableism when they themselves aren't disabled, but no one bothers to wonder if maybe they aren't knowledgeable enough to make half their story about their POV character experiencing disfiguremisia. How much do you know, and from where? Have you read Mikaela Moody or any other advocates’ work around disfiguremisia? Do you understand the way it intersects; with being a trans woman, with being Black? What is your education on this topic?

And for USAmericans... do you know what "Ugly Laws" are, and when they ended?

Question three: what does your story associate with facial difference — and why?

If I had to guess; “shame”, “embarrassment”, “violence”, "disgust", “intimidation”, “trauma”, “guilt”, “evil”, “curse”, “discomfort”, “fear”, or similar would show up. 

Why doesn't it associate it with positive concepts? Why not “hope” or “love” or “pride” or “community”? Why not “soft” or “delicate”? Dare I say, “beauty” or “innocence”? Why not “blessing”? “Acceptance”?

Why not “normal”?

Question four: why did you make the character the way they are? 

Have you considered that there are other things than “horrifically burned for some moral failing” or “most traumatic scenario put to paper”? Why is it always “a tough character with a history of violence” and never “a Disfigured princess”? Why not “a loving parent” or “a fashionable girl”, instead of “the most unkind person you ever met” and “total badass who doesn’t care about anything - other than how scary their facial difference is to these poor ableds”? Don’t endlessly associate us with brutality and suffering. We aren’t violent or manipulative or physically strong or brash or bloodthirsty by default. We can be soft, and frail and gentle and kind - and we can still be proud and unashamed.

Question five: why is your character just… fine with all this?

Can’t they make a community with other people with facial differences and do something about this? Demand the right to exist as disabled and not have to hide their literal face? Why are they cool with being dehumanized and treated with such hatred? Especially if they fall into the "not so soft and kind" category that I just talked about, it seems obvious to me that they would be incredibly and loudly pissed off about being discriminated against over and over... Why can't your character, who is a subject of disfiguremisia, realize that maybe it's disfiguremisia that's the problem, and try to fix it?

Question six: why is your character wearing a mask? 

Usually, there's no reason. Most of the time the author hasn't considered that there even should be one, the character just wears a mask because that's what people with facial differences do in their mind. Most writers aren't interested in this kind of research or even considering it as a thing they should do. The community is unimportant to them, it's not like we are real people who read books. They think they understand, because to them it's not complex, it's not nuanced. It's ugly = bad. Why would you need a reason?

For cases where the reason is stated, I promise, I have heard of every single one. To quote, "to spare others from looking at them". I have read, "content warning: he has burn scars under the mask, he absolutely hates taking it off!", emphasis not mine. Because "he hates the way his skin looks", because "they care for their appearance a lot" (facial differences make you ugly, remember?). My favorite: "only has scars and the mask when he's a villain, not as a hero", just to subtly drive the point home. This isn't the extreme end of the spectrum. Now, imagine being a reader with a facial difference. This is your representation, sitting next to Freddy Krueger and Voldemort.

How do you feel?

F.A.Q. [frequently asked questions]

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As in, answers and “answers” to common arguments or concerns. 

“Actually they want to hide their facial difference” - your character doesn’t have free will. You want them to hide it. Again; why.

“They are hiding it to be more inconspicuous!” - I get that there are elves in their world, but there’s no universe where wearing a mask with eye cutouts on the street is less noticeable than having a scar. Facial differences aren’t open wounds sprinkling with blood, in case that's not clear.

“It’s for other people's comfort” - why are other characters disfiguremisic to this extent? Are they forcing all minorities to stay hidden and out of sight too? That’s a horrible society to exist in.

“They are wearing it for Actual Practical Reason” - cool! I hope that this means you have other characters with facial differences that don’t wear it for any reason.

"It's the character's artistic expression" - I sure hope that there are abled characters with the same kind of expression then.

“They’re ashamed of their face” - and they never have any character development that would make that go away? That's just bad writing. Why are they ashamed in the first place? Why is shame the default stance to have about your own face in your story? I get that you think we should be ashamed and do these ridiculous things, but in real life we just live with it. 

"Now that you say that it is kinda messed up but I'm too far into the story please help" - here you go.

“[some variation of My Character is evil so it's fine/a killer so it fits/just too disgusting to show their disability” - this is the one of the only cases where I’m fine with disability erasure, actually. Please don’t make them have a facial difference. This is the type of harm that real life activists spend years and decades undoing. Disfiguremisia from horror movies released in the 70s is still relevant. It still affects people today.

"But [in-universe explanation why disfiguremisia is cool and fine actually]" - this changes nothing.

Closing Remarks

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I hope that this post explains my thoughts on facial difference representation better. It's a complicated topic, I get it. I'm also aware that this post might come off as harsh (?) but disfiguremisia shouldn't be treated lightly, it shouldn't be a prop. It's real world discrimination with a big chunk of its origins coming out of popular media.

With the asks that have been sent regarding facial differences, I realized that I probably haven't explained what the actual problems are well enough. It's not about some technical definition, or about weird in-universe explanations. It's about categorizing us as some apparently fundamentally different entity that can't possibly be kind and happy, about disfiguremisia so ingrained into our culture that it's apparently impossible to make a world without it; discrimination so deep that it can't be excised, only worked around. But you can get rid of it. You can just not have it there in the first place. Disfiguremisia isn't a fundamental part of how the world works; getting rid of it won't cause it to collapse. Don't portray discrimination as an integral, unquestionable part of the world that has to stay no matter what; whether it's ableism, transphobia, or Islamophobia or anything else. A world without discrimination can exist. If you can't imagine a world without disfiguremisia in fiction... that's bad. Sad, mostly. To me, at least.

Remember, that your readers aren't going to look at Character with a Scar #14673 and think "now I'm going to research how real life people with facial differences live." They won't, there's no inclination for them to do so. If you don't give them a reason, they won't magically start thinking critically about facial differences and disfiguremisia. People like their biases and they like to think that they understand.

And, even if you're explaining it over and over ;-) (winky face) there will still be people who are going to be actively resistant to giving a shit. To try and get the ones who are capable of caring about us, you, as the author, need to first understand disfiguremisia, study Face Equality, think of me as a human being with human emotions who doesn't want to see people like me treated like garbage in every piece of media I look at. There's a place and time for that media, and if you don't actually understand disfiguremisia, you will only perpetuate it; not "subvert" it, not "comment" on it.

I hope this helps :-) (smile emoji. for good measure)

Mod Sasza

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[euaphoric]

“so needy for me . . . my pretty baby”

getting severe brain rot from thinking all too much about being needy and greedy for jk’s fingers >.< whimpering and gasping as he finger fucks you ruthlessly… oh dear

so picture this vivid image — you straddling jk’s lap while riding his tattooed fingers in his bed, grinding your hips against him while you ride his slender digits. a hand with bare skin sneaks up to your breast to fondle them, pinching and rubbing at your stiffened dark nipples. “the sounds your pussy makes is so.. fucking sexy” he praised, listening to the wet squelchy tones your cunt makes; lifting his head up to see your body tense and quiver above him. you bring your hand to your clit for more stimulation, rubbing the nub in circles viciously. he already has two fingers pumped inside you but you were feeling extra greedy for your man tonight. “more” you yelp “wan’ more please!” on the verge of tears, begging to receive what you so desperately want. he plays dumb with you though, egging you on to get you more flustered — “more what?” he pants “use your big girl words doll.” he knows exactly what he’s doing. this only causes you to whine more, tears streaming down your blush filled cheeks but you gain no sympathy from the man below you, not even an ounce. ���hurry, before i don’t make you cum at all.” his tone was unsparing, dark eyes piercing through you like daggers. you take in a few inhales to catch your breath before telling him what you crave, “your fingers daddy.. give me more please.” his lips crept into a devilish smile and chuckles at your pathetic neediness for him. “is this what you wanted?” without warning, a third finger plunges into your dripping cunt. you scream loud enough the neighbors downstairs could definitely hear, crying out as you hold onto jk’s shoulder to leverage yourself. “such a greedy little girl, you’re so fucking naughty” he groans “so needy for me… my pretty baby.” his voice full of lust and passion, you were losing all sense of control at this point — shakily thrusting your hips to ride out your stampeding high. “gonna cum for me my sweet?” his fingers still skillfully working in you, pushing you to the edge. “yes daddy, cumming— gonna cum!” you were all worked up, sweaty, and dizzy from the ecstasy that shot through you but that pleasure was soon denied from you as jk withdrew his fingers, watching your gushing arousal seep down to your thighs. your mouth is agape, crying and moaning out to him why he did that to you when you were so close. how could he be so cruel like that? again, you are met with that evil smirk and mischievous laugh. “oh honey, this is the only the start of many rounds tonight. i’m going to edge your pretty little cunt for hours, until you physically can’t take it anymore. did i make myself clear enough for you baby girl?” you gulp nervously and nod to show your obedience, “yes. i heard you loud and clear daddy.” he was going to have his entire way with you for the whole night, watching you grow weak and sensitive as he brings you to the peak of your orgasm thinking he’ll finally let you cum but only for him to stop and do it again. you see his methods of foreplay as softcore torture but he sees your cries as the most beautiful thing on earth, a cure that remedies his corrupt, perverted mind.

#jungkook imagine #jungkook smut #jungkook x reader #bts smut #jungkook thoughts #jk smut #bts imagines #jeon jungkook smut #jeon jungkook imagines

[seunitas]

宿儺 、 𝐒𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐘 ◞ 𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐓𝐄𝐀.

shopping spree antics ⋆ ryomen sukuna

꒰ྀི՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞꒱ྀི . . . you’re out on the town with your boyfriend for the evening , bothering him with your nonsense. ── est relationship. fluff. suggestive. / hc / © 𝘀𝘂𝗸𝘂𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲. ᐢ..ᐢ

dreypunte. there’s an age gap , reader being in her early/mid twenties while sukuna is in his late thirties. >.<

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" let me just buy , ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀the entire store. "

⭑ bimbo reader. that some how got thee ryomen sukuna latched at her fucking hip. like full on if he saw any other male species even staring in her direction , he’d slaughter their entire bloodline.

" mira , papito , es tú favorito. "

⭑ bimbo reader. who was merely supposed to just be a piece in his extended checkers game. though , somehow became more with every interaction he had with her ; a tethered fire brewing in the depths of his core each glance he shot her way.

" ay que lindo , you know you love me. "

⭑ bimbo reader. is sukuna’s entire world. when she’s with , and without him , he has eyes on her at all times. never once taking any chances with her life. he’d risk hurting his own self before hers.

( ryomen sukuna 𝓍𝓍 bimbo reader )

⭒ cartel!sukuna. wasn’t one to enjoy being out and about. he hated being away from his scheduled plans. but, if it meant he got to let off some steam and spend the evening with you, he’d push aside his negative feelings and embrace the warmth of your multilayered arms snuggling into his as you wrapped them around his forearm.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. had a guilty pleasure of smelling the perfumes you were indecisive about buying, secretly imagining how you’d smell as he stuffed you whole, his head delved into the crevice of your neck just so he could engulf you entirely.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. loved resting one of his large hands along the skim of your shoulders, whilst his other kneaded at your clothed ass. you never minded, of course. your focus far too enthralled by all the adorably cute clothing pieces you picked out so diligently.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. adored when you pouted at him any time your favorite item was no longer in stock. because that was usually the time he took to pinch both of your cheeks as he gave you a small lecture about waiting for it to return. even though you both knew he’d send his men to search earths ends just to find it for you.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. thoroughly enjoyed your little fashion shows. especially since your style consisted of cute little tight fitted clothing that flaunted all of the curves he cherished deeply. and, always seemed to barely cover you ass anytime you gave him a spin, the man struggling to contain himself in such a high end store.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. knew that you knew what you were doing. he knew that you only did it so he’d give you a “lecture” about it later, at home. specifically in bed with your face buried so deep into the pillows and your raw ass being pounded into oblivion.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. gave you everything you wanted. no matter the price. not like he even spared it a glance, he had enough money to cure world hunger. but he was far too evil to do so, unless your precious self asked him with that doe-eyed expression he fell victim to religiously.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. who went to your home country with the intention of taking it for his own, some of the small gangs there owing him big bucks. but, ended up leaving with you around his waist and giving the island the wealthiest economy in the carribean.

⭒ cartel!sukuna. that wants to marry you, but overheard you one day expressing your dislikement of the idea. you weren’t a fan of marriage, it felt controlling. so, he settled with staying as your boyfriend until you said otherwise.

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. *. ⋆ subnotes. if you couldn’t tell already , this au is based in puerto rico ૮꒰ྀི つ˘ `⸝⸝ ꒱ྀིა

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﹙⠀𝓢.⠀﹚𝐔𝐊𝐔𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄⠀𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟑 𑇓 ⊹ ᳝ ࣪ mature discretion advised. all rights reserved. do not plagiarize or steal works. ✧ ִֶָ ، !

#★̶̲ 𓍢 ⋆ r. éymbles ! #jujutsu kaisen #haikyuu #jjk #jujutsu kaisen x reader #ryomen sukuna #sukuna #sukuna ryomen #sukuna smut #sukuna x you #sukuna headcanons #sukuna ryomen smut #jjk sukuna #sukuna x reader #jujutsu sukuna #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen x you #anime smut #female reader

[blues824]

Scared to ask this one lmfaoo!... Let's have the reaction of all of Diasomnia dorm! <3 Uuhhhh but can I get a Biological Teen Mother of Sliver!Mc... like she had him at a young age? Currently she could be in her late 20s going into her early thirties! And maybe they could be from a different or even from Twisted wonderland ( that's up to you! ^w^) but Biological father of Sliver, very bad man, evil king- And Mama Sliver/Mama Mc is very protective and got in contact with Malificent for help! I was thinking of a kind of Sleeping Beauty Syndrome for Mc! Which is an extremely rare condition that causes intermittent episodes where you sleep for long periods of time, which prevents you from staying awake during the day (hypersomnia). This would explain why Sliver is always sleepy, and also what Lilia could not find a cure for it! Mama loves her baby Sliver, but understands if he wants nothing to do with her at all even if she does want to be in his life again...

Female reader, obviously. Low-key made this a Lilia x reader fic lol.

It all started with an arranged marriage when you were 18. Your rich family from the Queendom of Roses were somehow in-touch with a noble family in Briar Valley, and they set up a marriage between you and their son. Upon meeting for the first time, the two of you did not get along. To put it simply, he was rather rude to you despite you both being human. Your family was forcing you into it because, and I quote, “How would you find a husband if you keep sleeping the day away?” You had sleeping spells that left you unable to do much, and your family shamed you for it.

At the wedding, you saw your now-husband slip away quietly, and when you followed him, you saw him with another woman… or three. It didn’t bother you all that much. It’s not like you loved him at all. What did bother you was that you were going to have to sleep with that STD-ridden flea bag in order to produce a child, and then you could escape this loveless marriage. However, that requires being in bed with him.

The first time you had lain with your husband, you felt absolutely disgusted. You were angry; at him, at your family for forcing you to be with him, and at the world for predestining you for this. But, you had gotten what you wanted out of it. You were pregnant, which meant you never had to sleep with that deadbeat husband of yours ever again.

Upon learning that you were with child, you contacted Queen Maleficia for help. You explained to her about your situation, and she was more than happy to help. She already had someone that the baby could go to, actually. You were basically a surrogate now. Her Royal Majesty understood that it would be no good environment for the baby if you were to stay with your husband, so she made arrangements for you to stay within the castle up until your labor and the recovery process.

Lilia was the one to hold your hand while you gave birth, actually. The Queen was making the preparations outside of the room. A nursery had been set up for the baby, and maids and servants were rushing in and out of the delivery room.

When the baby was finally born, you held him for a few moments. It was as though the world had gone quiet, because he was not crying. You weren’t crying either. Baby Silver was sleeping in your arms, and you realized that your child had inherited your condition. You trusted, however, that Lilia would not shame him for the condition as he had not shamed you. You could see the good future that Silver would have, but it would be without you.

One last kiss was placed on Baby Silver’s brow before you, with tears in your eyes and a heavy heart, handed him over to Lilia. 

“I’m sorry, my baby. It’s better off this way. Just know, I will reunite with you soon.”

That started the recovery process, where Silver would remain asleep until your departure. When you left, you left to gain the help of the Queen of the Queendom of Roses. After all, you needed the help of both queens if you were going to get out of this marriage and gain the rights of your child.

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When he was just a young boy, Silver couldn’t help but wonder where he came from. He knew that Lilia was not his biological father. After all, if he were, he would at least be half-fae, and their ears would be similar. No, he was fully human. The knight-in-training was very observant. Plus, there was his condition to consider. The man who he came to call his ‘father’ did not have it, and from what he had read it was a genetic condition.

The only thing he has from his mother or father is a letter containing just three words. It isn’t signed, but he knows it’s from one of his biological parents:

“My dearest Silver.”

He had many questions about his parents: Were they kind? Did they know how to cook? Where were they? What did they do? Why did they give him up? 

That last question wasn’t one out of sadness or spite. He genuinely wanted to know. He is sure they had a good reason. From what Lilia had told him, which was very little and very vague, you gave him up because you wanted him to have a better life. A better life compared to what alternative?

“When you’re older, Silver, I will tell you everything. Just know that your mother loves you very much,” Is what Lilia often told him. This answer frustrated him, and he wanted to know more. But, the former General would just brush his questions away.

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“Is everyone ready?” Here we are, a few years later. Silver was a second year at NRC, and the Briar Valley crew was going to head back home for Winter Break. He made sure that he had everything he needed, and he made sure to say farewell to Yuu and Grim before going through the mirror. It was unfortunate that they couldn’t go home to visit, but maybe they could enjoy their stay at NRC?

Anyways, everything was just as Silver had left it. His room looked exactly the same. The days were exactly the same. The training post was exactly the same.

…So why did something feel different?

The air was more sombre than he remembered. Typically, there were festivals held in Briar Valley, or there was something happening in the palace. However, the maids and servants were whispering amongst themselves as he made his way to the prince’s chambers. Gossip did tend to spread, so he wondered what the latest piece of gossip was.

“Silver, follow me. Your presence is required in the throne room.” Malleus met him in the hallway, surprising the knight. His tone was serious, and he nodded before trailing after the dragon fae.

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“I apologize for taking so long, Your Majesty, General Lilia. A marriage of this sort hasn’t really happened within the Queendom of Roses.”

“It’s quite alright, Y/N. I am just happy that you are out of that dreadful marriage. I apologize that you had to go through something like that anyway!” Queen Maleficia exclaimed.

“I’m sure you would have been here if you could, Y/N,” Lilia smiled as he said it to you.

A knock on the large door to the throne room echoed, making you jump a bit. It had been 17 years since you have been in the Briar Valley Palace, and for that you regretted every second of it. You have kept yourself away from your son just so you could get a divorce, but you missed all of his firsts: his first word, his first step, his first real food, his first day of school, etc.

The door opened, and a guard was followed by Prince Malleus and Silver. You could recognize that hair and those eyes from anywhere. They were your baby’s. You let out a gasp, and your eyes immediately started to tear up.

“Your Royal Highness, Malleus Draconia, accompanied by Sir Silver,” The guard announced, as though you needed an introduction. You quickly stood up and walked over to the pair, hands shaking as you reached out to touch your son’s face.

“Silver,” Queen Maleficia started to say, “Malleus, this is Silver’s mother.”

Tears made their way from both yours and Silver’s eyes. Your hands met the sides of his face, and his hands immediately went to cover yours. This is what the both of you have been wanting for years now.

“My dearest Silver…” Upon hearing those words, Silver broke down in a full sob as he wrapped his arms around your frame. You returned the favor, holding your son close to you. It has been too long, truly.

“My dearest mother.” Were the first words he uttered to you, and you couldn’t be happier in your entire lifetime.

If time could stop, it would have stopped right there. However, he pulled away after a few moments before turning to Lilia, who had walked up to the two of you. He was in his army-day getup, dressed as a former General would be.

“This isn’t some cruel prank, is it, father?” He asked, wondering if he was going through another one of his sleeping spells. 

“I assure you that it is not, my dear boy.” Lilia pulled the knight into an equally affectionate hug. The three of you were crying, and you turned to give the bat fae a hug as well in gratitude.

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You and Silver decided that, in order to bond a little, it would be best if the two of you went on a walk with one another. So, you were taking your time in going through the palace gardens.

The 17-year-old knight had so many questions to ask you, and you were very happy to answer any that he had. The first was about his condition.

“Mother, do you have the sleeping condition that I have? Are you where I get it from?”

“Yes, you inherited it from me. Your grandparents from my side in the Queendom of Roses did not like that I had it.”

“What were my grandparents like?”

“Well, from my side, they forced me into a marriage with your father. However, from your father’s side, they were very kind to me. They actually helped with the divorce process.”

“Why did you and my father get a divorce?”

“That is a story for another time. Just know that it was why I kept myself from seeing you because I knew that it was not a good environment for you to grow up in.”

“Is he why you gave me away?” You stopped in your tracks to look at your son, and his eyes held both anger and sadness. You reached your hands up once again to cup his face, your face straight but emotional.

“I did not give you away. I never wanted you to think that, Silver. I wanted to give you your best chance, and that was not with me by your father’s side. Because he hailed from Briar Valley and I hailed from the Queendom, the process got complicated and I had no choice. If I left anybody intentionally, it was him and not you.

“Lilia raised you to be a good man and a good knight to the prince, and he did not judge you for our sleeping spells. You made it to Night Raven College with him guiding you. Your father would have tried to prevent you from reaching success just as he did with me. I was in college myself, studying to become a doctor and maybe find a cure for my… our condition.”

Silver was in deep thought, and you couldn’t read his face. Then he nodded before continuing to walk. 

“What was my father like?”

“I don’t really know how to describe him. He valued his work and he did not value family as much as he should have. He was the son of one of the very few human noble families within the Briar Valley. I’m trying to think of a way that doesn’t impact you negatively, if I’m being honest.”

“I would rather have your honest opinion. I am nearly an adult, and I am a knight now. I should be able to handle it.”

“Well, on our wedding day, I saw him in bed with a few other women, so that was not a very good impression at all. I hadn’t met him before that day, actually. Now, he is where you get your silver hair and auroral eyes. However, from the letters Lilia has sent me throughout the years, you seem to have gotten my personality as well as the Sleeping Beauty Syndrome.”

Silver nodded, looking forward before starting to speak again.

“I waited for as long as I could remember for some other form of communication. I don’t even have any last name. Not yours, not my father’s, not even Lilia’s. Why didn’t you ever send me another letter? Why didn’t you address the one I had received?”

“I didn’t want you looking for me. You don’t have your father’s name because I didn’t want you looking for him either. I do not know why Lilia didn’t give you his last name. You might have to ask him.”

“All my life I have asked the old man many questions about my parents, but he didn’t give me any information aside from that you were beautiful, that you loved me very much, and that you let me go to give me the best chance I could have.”

“I don’t know about the first one, but the other two were correct,” you giggled. Lilia had always been a bit of a flirt towards you, especially during your pregnancy. Even through the letters he had sent, there was always a bit of a flirtatious attitude. “I do love you very much, Silver.”

“I love you too, mother. And for the record, you are very beautiful. All of what Lilia has told me would be correct.” You turned to look at him and he also had a smile on his face.

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“Wait… so, what you’re informing me, Waka-sama, is that after 17 years, Silver’s mother finally appeared. How do we know she is his true mother?” 

Sebek could not believe this. He has known Silver his entire life, and only now does any of his parents reach out. He sat with Lilia and Malleus in front of him in one of the many rooms of the palace. He placed himself on the chair at a table within the room, holding his head in his hands as he tried to retrace everything that the two had told him.

“Because, silly, I have met her before. One would say that I’ve even loved her before,” Lilia was still in his mature form when he said this. The former general was there from the beginning. He was at your wedding because the family had history in the military of Briar Valley. That was when he found himself entranced by you.

The reputation of the man you were wed to was less than desirable, and his family was mostly just desperate to get him married to somebody. They opted for someone who didn’t know about the guy, so they decided to choose a family of high standing from another realm.

He remembers the day you came to the palace, a slight bump visible under your gown. You had a cloak on to conceal your identity, and he was the one who answered the palace gate. Tears were running down your face, and Lilia immediately took you inside to get you warmed up.

Malleus remembers that day as well. He was also at your wedding, and while he didn’t talk with you much because you were very quiet, he could tell that you were very nice. He was still awake at the time you had entered the castle, and he listened along with his grandmother about your issues. He also saw the almost murderous amount of anger in Lilia’s eyes.

Anyway, back to the present, Sebek was having a hard time grasping everything that was happening. Then, he stood up.

“Would it be appropriate if I were to go see her?” He asked.

“I have no doubt that it would be very appropriate. I expect her to drop by your domicile later because she is well acquainted with your father. As humans hailing from Briar Valley, they connected, and I believe your father was her dentist when she resided here,” Malleus explained.

Suddenly, the crocodile was overcome with even more shock; His father knew you?? How come he had never informed him or Silver of anything about you?

“Your mother knew her too. The two were actually quite good friends, if I remember correctly…” Lilia trailed off in thought, trying to remember if what he said was actually true.

Then, Sebek passed out from the overwhelming feeling of this bombshell that was dropped on him.

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When you had returned from your walk with your son, you were met with Lilia extending his arm to you. You looked towards Silver and he nodded his head at his father figure before walking off. So, you accepted the fae’s arm and began walking with him.

“How was your conversation?”

“It went exceedingly well, Lord Vanrouge. He had so many questions, and I answered each one he had.”

“That is good to hear, darling. I’ve missed you very much, as you’ve probably guessed by now,” Lilia stopped in his tracks as he slipped his arm from yours to bring your hand to his lips and place a kiss upon your knuckles.

You couldn’t help but feel a tad flustered, but a smile graced your lips as you leaned forward to place a kiss on his cheek.

“I’ve missed you too, Lilia.” Said fae smiled in return as he once again extended his arm for you to take, and you began walking again.

“By the way, Lady Y/N, young Sebek would like to see you. He’s Dr. Zigvolt’s youngest son, 16 years old. A meeting has been arranged at their abode.”

“That sounds lovely! It’s been a while since I’ve visited the Zigvolt’s. From what I remember, I have only met their older son and daughter.”

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It was in the evening when the gathering was, and you, Lilia, and Silver knocked on the door to the Zigvolt’s house. The door was answered by the matriarch of the house.

“Y/N! It’s so good to see you!” She gave you a very tight hug, letting a few tears run down her face at knowing that you were alright.

Everyone went inside, and the table was set for supper. The older Zigvolt children walked up and gave you hugs as well. You remember seeing them when they were barely old enough to speak, but the memory of a half-fae is not to be underestimated under any circumstances.

“LADY Y/N! IT IS VERY NICE TO MEET YOU AT LAST!” You turned towards the shouting voice to see a young man bowed at a perfect 90° angle. “MY NAME IS SEBEK ZIG-”

“SHUT UP! SHE PROBABLY KNOWS WHO YOU ARE!” His older sister shouted at him, bonking him on the head to try to get him to quiet down.

“Thank you for introducing yourself, Sebek,” you were trying your hardest not to laugh at the family dynamic. “It is very nice to meet you! Silver has told me many wonderful things about you, and your dedication is the first thing I see within you.”

The guy was very close to tears at your words, his heart feeling warm.

“Y/N, is that you?��� You turned to see the patriarch of the household, and you greeted him with a warm hug of his own.

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Walking back to the palace, Lilia lingered behind you and your son so that you two could continue talking with one another. After all, you had only one question for him.

“Silver, I know I have not been present in your life, and I hope you can come to understand the reasoning behind it. However, I am finished with my education and I will be working alongside Dr. Zigvolt as a doctor in Briar Valley. I wanted to ask you something, if you wouldn’t mind.” Your nerves were at an all-time high, not sure how you should phrase your question.

“What is it, mother?”

“Would you still want me in your life? I know you’re almost an adult, and I missed every single milestone of your life. I will understand if you don’t want me to-”

“Yes, please.”

“...What?”

“I said yes, please. I would love to have you in my life. But, how will Lilia take it?”

“He knows, honey. That’s why he’s behind us. I believe there is a way where it could work out…” and suddenly, you were being hoisted up into the fae’s arms in a bridal carry. You let out a squeal as Silver smiled at the shenanigans of his parental figures.

Yeah, he knew that Lilia had been smitten with you for a while now. Throughout his childhood, he has had the pleasure of hearing a story be told and retold, and he understands that it was a metaphor for Lilia’s love for you.

“There once was a princess, as beautiful and as kind as could be. Her voice would draw in fauna of all kinds. However, she was afflicted with a curse. She couldn’t stay awake.

“Her family was horrible to her, calling her names because of her curse. All she ever wanted to do was help people like her, but the family wanted to continue their bloodline. So, they married her off to a noble from a distant land.

“The wedding was a party to remember, but in the audience was a soldier, smitten with the princess. From that point on, he swore to himself that he would protect her until the world ends. Even then, his dying breaths would be used to serve her instead of himself.

“She eventually fell pregnant with a child, and she went to the castle to seek the aid of the Queen of this distant land. There, her unborn child received a blessing, and the soldier took care of her for the nine months following. He was at her beck and call; whatever she wanted, he took it upon himself to acquire it for her.

“It was in her 6th month where the two shared their first kiss. She had been working hard to try and separate herself from her husband, as she never loved him. Instead, she found herself in love with the soldier. His kindness and the stories he had to share of camaraderie and bravery on the battlefield entranced her. She found herself being lulled to sleep each night by his voice.

“However, sleep kept them apart. Her condition extended itself because of the child taking a toll on her energy. There were days where she would sleep for days on-end. However, the soldier would not leave her side. Instead, he would keep bringing her cups of tea in case she were to wake up. Each evening, he would place a kiss upon her forehead and speak to her as though she were awake.

“The night she gave birth to her child, she was accompanied by the soldier. He held her hand, and when the baby was born, the midwife cleaned the infant and handed him to the soldier. At that moment, the soldier swore to protect both the princess and the baby with his life.”

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