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loaksbitch · 1 year
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stepbro!neteyam pretty upset after he caught you flirting with rotxo and taking you far from the village and fucks you stupid. — (so y’all want more stepbro!neteyam content huh? alright.)
warnings – tw: stepcest, 20!neteyam, explicit, kinda mean neteyam, standing sex, you say no but you body betrays you, rough sex, spit kink if you squint, size difference, neteyam saying “mine, all mine, pretty girl.”, tummy pressing, possessive neteyam, marking-ish, finger intertwining/lacing because i find it so cute, kissing, biting… that’s it, so lmk your thoughts! wc — 1.5k
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“want you to say my name.” — neteyam sully (⨳)
when neteyam suddenly said he wants to go hunting with you, you didn’t know he said he was going to hunt you. at least not until he has you pressed against one of the trees of the forest.
“ne-neteyam,” you whisper, a slight winch leaving you when you’re roughly pinned against the tree. “neteyam what’re you doing?” your voice was barely there, breath quickening with excitement but the man behind you only gave you a heavy grunt.
“you know exactly what i’m doing.” he spits, roughly tugging on your loincloth and untying it. neteyam’s mind was busy with thinking about what happened earlier. how you were silly enough to laugh and be touchy with another man after you both had an argument.
he never minded anything you did with the boys, oh no he really did not care but something was different about you today, especially when you kept glancing at neteyam before giggling and getting touchy with the boy you just met few days ago.
that fucking got him furious.
“neteyam…” you start but neteyam groans behind you, pushing his head into the crook of your neck and inhaling your scent. “don’t ask anything.” he spits, adjusting your hips before he was removing his clothes off of him.
“all i want to hear you is moan my name right now.” he was serious serious when he said it.
you gulp down your nervousness, feeling your step brother’s hand caressing your stomach sweetly, you were both far away from the village but it was still close to get caught. you feel him slip his way down to your slit and gently fondle with your nub.
you’re now grabbing on his wrist which only makes the man behind you lowly grunt to your hair. “what?” he asks, still rubbing on your clit. your eyes close, throat drying out from taking deep breath, “we can’t…” before you finish, neteyam stops you.
“yes we can, now fucking stop squirming.” despite your firm hold on his wrist, neteyam still manages to stroke on your folds, sliding over your clit.
“oh,” you mewl when neteyam grinds himself on your ass, “i want to hear you moan my name, princess.” your knees buckle when he keeps flicking, pinching and tugging on your swollen bud. “my name only.”
“neteyam,” you breath and your step brother nods, “that’s right, say it again.” you fulfil his desire, moaning out his name before you’re reaching behind and palming him. “oh fuck,” he coaxes, grinding his growing bulge to your palm.
“feel that baby,” he chuckles behind you, “feel how this fat cock is ready for you?” you whimper at his words. he was going to be the death of you. neteyam was big in your hands, you can feel how large he is and throbbing for attention.
you suddenly feel his large hand gripping your jaw and turning your neck to him. “kiss me.” he demands and you almost fall. neteyam chuckles, noticing the effect he has on you and how you would have fallen if it wasn’t for his tight grip.
you obligate, kissing him like you’re starving for him. neteyam moans to the kiss, a slight whimper leaving him.
you place your hands on the tree trunk as a leverage when neteyam grips your jaw as he kisses you roughly while his other hand was adjusting your hips in front of him. he slips his fingers out and stare at you when he’s bringing them to his mouth.
your eyes are lazily open when you see him lick his finger clean and leaning to give your open mouth a peck. neteyam smiles at your state, tucking your hair strands behind your ear. “you’re so pretty.” your heart flutters.
he was now telling you to hold on to the tree, letting you know he’s going to fuck you insane. “arch your back.” you hear him and and you do as you’re told. “that’s it, good girl.” you clench on air when he says that.
“i’m going to fuck you.” he tells you and you nod, “please” you whimper, making the man’s heart swell. he ghosts his tip over your opeing and you flutter your eyes shut. neteyam groans, “let me look at those eyes when i fuck you.” he lowly mutters and your inside tightens.
“neteyam!” you whine, feeling him teasing and circling the opeing of your cunt. “impatient girl.” he laughs which almost makes you lose it. “you want it that much?” he watches the back of your head as you nod shamelessly.
“how do you want it?” he asks and you’re fast to speak, “rough.” you gasp when you feel him fist on your hair, “yeah?” he promots and you nod, gulping down loud. “please netey— OOH!l you scream when he pulls you by your hair, sinking his cock to the hilt and going flush against your ass.
“you want it like this? yeah baby, you want me to fuck you like this?” he was snapping his hips violently, knocking every breath out of you. your one hand holding onto the trunk, the other reaches to his hips, slightly pushing him away so he could at least give you time to adjust.
“take it all, you asking for it.” his mind was in craved with the thought of you and rotxo. he leans to run his nose up and down to the side of your face. “you wanted me to ruin you princess, don’t push me away.” he slaps your hand away, his grip on your hair getting tighter. “nete!” you cry out, feeling him reach deep in you.
you feel the pulsing of his cock in you, hardening with every thrust he fucks into you. you roll your hips against him and neteyam’s ear point down. “ah, yes fuck yeah do that again.” he pushes your confidence and you roll your hips against him again.
“shit,” he looks down to when you both are tied, loving the way your slick nectar was all over him. “you’re so fucking wet.” he says, gripping onto your hips and pulling you to meet his thrust.
“you know how you ended up here?” neteyam randomly asks but you’re too tired to even say a word. “i’m talking to you.” he completely draws away from you, only his tip penetrating you. “‘teyam, please…” you beg, too focused on riding out your orgasm.
“you just can’t go around and tease me like that, not with a boy you just met.” he pulls you to him, making you forcefully fuck him back. your eyes are close again and neteyam hisses, “open your eyes.” you hesitate but eventually open them.
his amber eyes were staring at you, sweat rolling from his temple. you can see his white freckles glow under the dim of the sky.
“i want you to feel me inside you when you walk around for days.” he gently but temptingly bites on your ear. “remember for i made you feel when you ran away with your little boys club.” he moans to your ear as his hand that was on your hip slides to your tummy.
your pupil contrasts when he presses on your pelvis, feeling how he is grazing your walls with his girth length. his other hand that fisted on your hair lets you go, rubbing your shoulder before gliding his way to your small hand.
you feel neteyam lacing his hand with yours, fingers intertwined and pinning you to the tree. “i’ve got you, you can cum.” he whispers, reassuring you constantly that you’re taken care of.
“oh great mother.” you breathe when you feel him press harder on your tummy where his cock is bulging out.
“nete..i’m gonna—“ you can’t even say a full sentence when your tears are glistening and you’re cumming all over him. the skin slapping was getting louder as he abused your soaking cunt. “shit, i’m close.” he tells you, feeling his stomach tighten and ready to let go.
neteyam growls against your cheek, both yours and his hands laced to one another. “cum for me.” you give him a last push. neteyam’s brows were knitted when he pulled out, biting his lips when he spilled onto your ass, thighs and the grass you both stood on.
“this was amazing.” he says and you hum, too spent to even say a word. “you’re mine, you know.” he watches you blink, clearing your mind and freeing your hand from his grip. “all mine, pretty girl.” you smile at his words, saying nothing and deciding to clean yourself.
he watches you walk to the nearest shore and walk deep in the water before you start to move your arms and swim to the edge of the sea.
neteyam just decides to follow you, leaving his and your loincloth behind before going into the water you just walked in.
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tristerday · 9 months
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I missed techno then spiraled pt.2
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magz · 5 months
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Puma's way of talk about "why" they stop finance Israel sports team and retract, funny -
"wasnt because of boycotts. just... because financial" *refuses elaborate, refuses interview from reuters*
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Remind of Tumblr interview in late 2021.
"no, we doing great. 200%+ increase in ad revenue than last winter quarter*" *refuses answer direct questions* (note: "late 2020 winter quarter" was in peak covid outbreak. when they revenue n management worse.)
it call "double-speak".
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blueper-saiyan · 2 months
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Despite not enjoying reading Planet Vegeta survives AUs very much, I still end up spending a fair amount of time thinking about what Vegeta would have been like if he’d actually grown up in the role of prince like he was supposed to. Obviously, he would have still been a tyrannical mass murderer except with far less insecurity and trauma, but that’s not really what I find interesting. I’m curious how he would view his role. In the regular timeline where basically every other Saiyan dies, he’s clearly (imo) decided that he needs to embody the absolute ideal for a Saiyan (or at least the version that he’s come up with, which is strongly biased by the fact that he grew up with only one adult Saiyan, was surrounded by people who hate his whole species, and was influenced by Freeza who both enjoyed messing with him and could directly profit if Vegeta was wrong about his own culture. So uh, probably not a particularly accurate version. But that’s a different concept to explore.). I’m not even sure if it was a conscious decision by Vegeta or not now that I think about it. Being very likely to be the last member of his species puts a very strong pressure to live up to or down to the expectations that everyone who met him would have. Beyond that, he’s royalty, and that means he’s supposed to be held to a higher standard, so he’d feel that pressure to leave a final impression even more than Nappa or Raditz. (And they both seem to care about it too, especially Raditz, which is interesting, but I’ll leave that sort of meta to the hardcore Raditz fans since I mostly just care about Raditz for the way he impacts Vegeta and don’t think as strongly about him)
So in contrast to the canon timeline, if Vegeta was growing up in a timeline where there were plenty of other Saiyans, would he feel that same pressure to be exactly what everyone expects of him? He’d have a more accurate picture of those expectations as well. I can’t decide whether or not I think that alternate version of Vegeta would still want to be the perfect Saiyan in quite the same way. Would he chafe against the actual ideal if it wasn’t more or less a framework he formed for himself? Would being able to actually be judged against it make it less appealing? What if some of the ideas about what makes a good Saiyan were things he disagreed with? Or would he still be loyal to his species and do the best he could to be the perfect Saiyan prince and then king, regardless of how high that standard might be or how much he dislikes some of it? He’s certainly canonically willing to subject himself to an impossible standard that causes him and everyone else a lot of problems. But is that only because it’s a standard he constructed himself?
Admittedly, at that level of divergence in experiences between canon Vegeta and a Planet Vegeta lives AU Vegeta, it’s hard to even really call the resulting character Vegeta still (the reason I don’t enjoy Planet Vegeta lives AUs) but I do feel like something about this question has relevance to actual Vegeta’s characterization and motives. Does he care so strongly about being Saiyan only because they’re all dead and therefore he’s forced to represent the whole species whether or not he wants to, and he’s embraced it at this point? Or is it because his father did a good job of instilling pride in him during the brief time they were together (for all the good and ill that his pride has caused)? Is he only so devoted to his “Saiyan pride” because he’s the one who came up with his version and no one else can truly decide how well he’s following it? Or does not having any external validation of how well he’s doing just make his self-imposed (and generally self-destructive) task harder? How much of why he’s so insistent on it is due to Freeza?
Freeza has a line shortly before he starts torturing Vegeta that I think about sometimes, where he basically says that he thought Vegeta was special and better than the other Saiyans. Up to your interpretation of Freeza whether Freeza genuinely believed that Vegeta is special somehow or if he was just doing some particularly cruel emotional manipulation there. Regardless of the intent behind it, if that was the attitude that Freeza was demonstrating most of the time, maybe Vegeta doubled down on being Saiyan because Freeza kept trying to claim he wasn’t like them, and he was able to see the insult. There’s also an alternative interpretation of Vegeta that he was convinced he was better than the rest of his species because of the way Freeza treated him. It’s an extremely good way to isolate him after all. In which case Vegeta only started (I often mentally call it “performing Saiyan pride” but I’m sure there’s a better way to refer to the behavior) after realizing he’d been lied to and manipulated for the majority of his life. So embracing being Saiyan so aggressively is a sort of penance for discrediting his people in the past. Or if he’d been performing Saiyan pride all along, the reveal that Freeza killed the Saiyans just spurred on a more intense performance.
Seeing a version of Vegeta with different pressures on him might give answers to some of these questions I have about why he behaves the way he does (yes it’s because he was never meant to be inspected this closely and he takes the roles he needs to for the sake of the plot, no I do not care I’m taking him seriously anyway), so I end up thinking about that version of him where he knows for sure what it means to be a Saiyan.
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scoliosisgoblin · 26 days
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Don't tell my fat ass to stop eating!! Cook more!!!!!!
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I am trying 😔
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laniemae · 8 days
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Could John start hurting himself in trial 3?
TW FOR SELF HARM
So I’ve got a lot of theories for trial 3 and stuff but this is the one I want to talk about first since it was the one that stuck out to me most yet I haven’t seen people talking about the possibility
I actually wrote about this theory quite a while ago which I’ll just link to but I definitely do think it’s very likely but hasn’t been discussed much.
For a brief summary of the post I made it’s a theory on how John may have self harming desires but doesn’t physically hurt himself as he’s afraid of hurting Mikoto. Basically it’s how the reason why Mikoto’s clothes are so tattered is because John has been ripping them apart in another way to harm himself but not physically hurt Mikoto. Heck, there’s very clearly bite marks on the clothes so I highly doubt it was from the fight with Kotoko. And as well as just ripping his clothing it probably explained the breakdowns John is said to have at night especially in that one minigram where Es heard on it and there was a lot of crashing sounds and stuff breaking, even ripping sounds which definitely matches with what I was saying. So John does all of this in a method to self harm as a stress reliever but not physically harm Mikoto.
So here’s the trial 3 theory. As of recently Mikoto has stopped denying John’s existence as everything he’s seen in heard it’s just too much for him to deny anymore. And instead of that he’s began to hate John so much and blame him for every bad thing that’s happened, even going as far to blame him for what happened to Mahiru even though it was very clearly Kotoko’s fault. And with John, he loves Mikoto. Dedicates his entire existence to him and despite all the constant trauma and suffering he’s endured the only thing that keeps him going is the possibility that Mikoto will love him and praise him for saving him.
“Hey now, I saved you, right? So why in the hell are you crying?
Cling to me, hoist me up as your "savior", stand up and sing out your gratitude, that'd be good.”
Judging by these lyrics, it seems John is somewhat aware that Mikoto is denying his help but still wants to believe it. Even Neoplasm he says how Mikoto’s entrusting him with his heart, which can either be he doesn’t fully know about the hatred or is denying it. But what I’m really worried about is how much Mikoto loathes John in trial 3 and what he could do.
As I said earlier John dedicates his existence to Mikoto and I couldn’t explain how John may feel after he would realise his hatred for Mikoto  aside from his entire existence being denied. I already discussed this in another theory but for John to so deeply love Mikoto and dedicates everything to protecting him and only holding on with the possibility of approval and being told he did a good job, only to be met with unimaginable hatred from the person who he idealises as someone who could never hate anyone must be devastating on so many levels for John and… you can tell where I’m getting at here.
So what would happen next? Could perhaps John feel so betrayed by Mikoto that he could go to actually physically hurting himself out of conflicting feelings around Mikoto? Loving him like that but feeling so betrayed and hurt that he just tries not to care about Mikoto any more and harms himself out of both previously established coping mechanisms and spite?
It’s hard to tell here, as John is one of those characters who it’s very hard to predict what would happen next so who knows what he might do. I just believe this may be the most likely based off things that have been implied and established.
And just to address a potential elephant in the room is I highly doubt John would disappear in trial 3. That’s not how it works, and just because Mikoto may not be Guilty any more doesn’t mean he would be relieved from all stress so John definitely would still have his purpose. And I think it’s most likely why John claimed that he would disappear was that he believed Es hated him and wanted him gone, so he claimed that he would disappear if Mikoto were to be voted Innocent as a way to sway Es to that verdict. And there are lines such as “I’ll play dead even if I’m alive right?” And “can’t get rid of me now” that definitely imply that he will stay or perhaps pretend to go dormant which perhaps would be interesting as we’ve seen him masking as Mikoto in the minigrams before so it would be interesting if he does that in trial 3 perhaps. And side note even though this is kinda cheating theory wise but it would be stupid to remove John from the story like that so uhhh.
#milgram#mikoto kayano#John kayano#john milgram#tw sh#tw self destruction#I just wanna say I’m sorry for bringing up such a dark subject matter like this in a theory sense#It’s just when writing about the darker themes in milgram I always get scared I’ll offend someone by how I talk about it so sorry#But trial 3 is certainly gonna be crazy#This theory is one I’ve had for a while and thus easier to write but I’ve got a lot planned#Like it definitely seems like how in trial 2 kotoko was the main antagonist/one causing conflict and it definitely seems#That in trial 3 amane will fufill that role#Which I mean I am uhh really exited about that because Amane’s my favorite and I love character who fuck up everything#But from everything we’ve seen the whole thing with fuuta and Shidou she’s going to be the one starting the whole chain of events#And there’s definitely a lot of theories on people who could suffer or be injured because of everything#Definitely Haruka but that would be from himself#But from the amane thing potentially Shidou if she or fuuta attacks him#Maybe mahiru if Shidou can’t treat her if she’s injured which could be really bad I’m actually very worried for her#And fuuta if he goes too far deep into the ideology and actually takes off his eyepatch but that’s kinda hard to predict#And as I said it’s definitely likely that mikoto would be hurt but at the hands of “himself” rather#And with kotoko I have absolutely no clue how she would react to the guilty verdict but that unpredictably makes it more exiting#I’ll have to talk about kotoko and the others in a separate theory because it’s so complicated but aughahhan hiatus brain no#And kinda off topic with the mood that I’ve kinda set with this post#But looking and analysing the lyrics of meme and double for this post#I found it pretty funny how John is actually really affectionate when referring to mikoto#Like of course the “snuggle together and say good night” lyric which is funny because how that does not fit John normally but does make sen#And in double he uses words such as basically “welcoming home” mikoto and in those freeze frames whispers of good morning#Which one again is really funny as edgy boy misanthrope John has said almost uwu fanfiction stuff canonically#But it totally makes sense to his character which makes it all the more funnier but kinda fucked up as from what I’ve said in the post#Why am I talking about something funny like this? Maybe I’m just too worried about talking about dark subject matters I’m sorry
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bloomingkyras · 7 months
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Good News Or Bad News 🤷🏻
Part 1 ║ Part 2 (THE NEWS)
transcript under the cut:
Aidan: Did u see the news? Mona: emm..[she nodded her head] Mona: I don't care about that news, actually.. I have another news for u.. Aidan: For me? Mona:[she show the pregnancy test to him] Aidan: Its a mistake! [he mumbled]
Silenced Aidan didn't know how to react with the news, all he know that he already had protection on and he know that Mona takes "the medicine" too.
Mona: Is that ok for u? I don't mind if there's "us" on me.. [she still try to convince him]
[Aidan step back and wanted to leave the lot but Mona stop him from leaving]
-to be continue- (part 2)
disclaimer: there no drug or any harm mod in my game, all reaction a from pandasama mods or pose mod for a story line purpose. and i'm also have wicked whim but there will be no any 18sx content in my post since I already get a warning from tumblr.
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kingcunny · 12 days
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and Speaking of things ive made up. why did i think rhaenys and vis were 5 years apart…. its 3 years
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clenastia · 3 months
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i dont know why the running joke of this chapter is kakashi fearing for his kidneys. where did that come from. WHY did that come from.
i should probably cut that in editing it's a little ridiculous.
except it makes me giggle every time so maybe i should leave it there.
#girl's mind fanfic#clena's writing progress#just have to write ONE more conversation and the whole chapter is done. but DAMN if editing wont be a bitch#still wondering if i should cut jiraiya's 3-page infodump#because while most people dont mind#some people keep commenting saying that my fic is too wordy and i keep adding unnecessary things#and like. they're 1% of reviews but i have the emotional fragility of a china teacup#i cry when i get those sorts of reviews and they ruin my day even tho i get twenty comments who love my rambling#but like. also. i shouldnt delete stuff from my fic just for the 1% of assholes who will say mean things about it#but also i dont want to cry when someone inevitably says something mean about it.#most if not all of said assholes are on fanfiction dot net so technically i could just stop cross posting#except there are people on that site who DO like my rambles so#ugh. why am i such an emotionally sensitive crybaby. my life would be so much better#if i didnt have such thin skin#i'm 90% certain that jiraiya's 3-page infodump is going to get LONGER with editing cause i'm gonna turn it from infodump into#an actual conversation. so who knows how many pages it'll be by the end. the chapter's already 6500 words#which is double my average chapter length#and i DO like the info he presents even if it maybe ISNT strictly required for progressing the story. probably only the last paragraph is#ugh. i wish people would just never say mean things ever. then i wouldn't have a problem with anything xD
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the-kipsabian · 1 year
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i also dont know why i get such overwhelming feelings of stupidity and guilt these days when im blorbo posting. especially if its about kip. it just comes to me every time nowadays and i dont know why
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Saturday podcast but it's just them yapping in a car sitting in ways that cars are not supposed to be sat in and eating fast food during it. That is all
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whenyoulosesmallmind · 7 months
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"he was the son of train delays / that made mom and dad meet / she was as beautiful as the darkest sky / she looked for the meaning of life inside bars [...] one day he asked her: "Chiara will you marry me?" / with a ring in hand and a forced smile / she really thought about it for a minute or two / then said: "no, but let's go out to get ice cream"" ― Lake Washington Boulevard, Pinguini Tattici Nucleari trans. mine | inspired by this post
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todayisafridaynight · 7 months
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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist
#snap chats#can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP#anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay#i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough#ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway.#i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT#just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL#these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later#if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween#hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment#cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking#like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart#that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror#i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now#at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days.#breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence#NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny#anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe#the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is#and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG.#the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS#BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing#ok im leaving now BYE
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apollo-zero-one · 1 month
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Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....
#I had SO MUCH POTENTIAL and I SQUANDERED IT!! weak ass third grade PUSSY! Your life could have been SO SICK!!#or you could at least be addicted to cocain or something interesting like that!! Boring ass goody two shoes always just staying home doing#NOTHING bitch make a REAL FRIEND go to a God Damn PARTY live a little instead of just hiding in the closet eating saltine crackers for years#waiting for it to be quiet outside before you ever even toed the line#mentally ill self-isolating motherfucker#you could have shrugged it off you could have GROWN A PAIR and FOUGHT BACK but you just ran and cried for mommy#victim complex little bitch baby always whining and exaggerating and making shit up fucking LIAR I am you and I KNOW what you did and I know#you knew it wasn't the truth and you regretted it the moment it came out of uour mouth but once you'd said it you just swallowed it back and#doubled down incriminating or discrediting others with your lies. For why? Because you didn't like them? You could have ruined someone's#life you wouldn't have hesitated mayhe you did and don't even remember because you cant keep your mouth shut with your pants ablaze#manipulative little shit and to WHAT END? Pity? Sympathy? Attention? Entertainment?? What was even going on in your stupid ugly head?#This is a callout post for my third grade self that possessed demon ass evil nine year old. That kid drowned anthills in olive oil and#poisoned a wild animal once. That kid cut plants just to see if they oozed. That kid modified her whole ass personality on a dime for a boy#she had a crush on. INSTANTLY dropped a LIFELONG CULTURAL ALLEGIANCE (thats what football teams were like back then in our town) because he#said he had the opposite allegiance??? What the fuck? girl had NO integrity none zip zilch.#No empthy either that kid looked at everyone else on earth like they were friggin space aliens and she was the only one with Real feelings.#bitch literally thought like 'I have Feelings they just have Reactions' bitch what the fuckkkkk#that nine year old was fucked the hell up!!!#and for literally NO REASON!! No cause!! Just born fucking evil and weird. jesus fuck.#Evil ass bitch caused her autistic brother months of nightmares and then laughed about it and wrote poetry about how evil he was because he?#was a kid??? Normal sibling rivalry taken way way way too far defamatory ass statements#and this girl had NO CONSEQUENCES because she could lie and manipulate her way out of ANYTHING she had the baby eyes and the helpless charm#and played dumb soooo well . read people like some calculative evil AI scanning their faces for microexpressions and overanalyzing each word#choice like holy shit. its not That Deep. pretentious shit trying to play 5D chess on a checkers board.#Manipulating shit just to see what happens?? zero awareness?? no asking just skipping straight to testing for yourself??#'What happens if I step on this' it fucking breaks 'what does that taste like?' it's not fucking yours to mess with 'if I hit this person#how will they respond?' they'll be upset use your goddamn judgement you are NINE not TWO do you even care a little about any other person??#Are you just living in some other reality???#callout post for the fucking demon child inside of me#im so goddamn problematic I'm so so so deeply mentally disturbed and broken for no reason
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birdsareblooming · 11 months
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holy shit my physical disability isnt even counted as a physical disability. ive had days where i dont want to move because my knees hurt so bad, i cant sleep tonight becuase my left knee area is in so much stining pain and has been all day. i cant do things with my arms or legs for too long before they get fatigued and hurt. i cant shower. i cant hold my cat. i cant run. i cant stand for too long. my arm is starting to hurt as a type. i cant play with my dog. i feel like i cant do fucking anything but hurt. and i wont get shit for it. it doesn't technically count. and its getting worse.
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quasieli · 2 years
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