#cuz i spent way too long putting this whole thing together

[peaches-and-bouquets]

#aesthetic #aesthetics #pink aesthetic #peach aesthetic #peachy #moodboard #lesbian pride flag #wlw #wlw pride #im so glad with how this turned out #cuz i spent way too long putting this whole thing together #also god are women so pretty #orange #white #soft pink

[shadale-s-safe-space]

I don't know much about you as a person, but from what I can gather you've had a long journey with art, but still have the motivation to continue even when its rough. I'm sure you didn't start out making masterpieces, so if its not too much trouble, do you have any advice for a 16 year old artist losing motivation? i feel like im stagnating right now and its awful

Idk man, all I can say is, draw watchu want without the care who's gonna see it or what they gonna say , commit to new ideas and care less about pleasing everyone, because I know that way too well, I started learning by drawing animals, flowers and nature, "you should draw something else", switches to furries " No you must do human portraits", draws humans *no one fuckin cares*, and I felt miserable drawing what I didn't want all the damn time just trying to please everyone and be liked, hell, I still do that sometimes cuz I'm a dumbass. When in reality, when you do your own thing is when you're the happiest, this internet bullshit? Yeah don't trust the likes and favs, people like what they find relatable, no one really knows how much time you've spent on your drawing or how much you love it, when a 5 min doodle you did could do more than a painting that took 2 whole days to complete just to be scrapped in a new speedy record, paint what you love for yourself and you only.

Don't be shy to learn new things, I have tons of stuff I don't post here cuz I know people wouldn't care about it, but here for this post, have this that I practiced when I felt too depressed to think of anything good and wanted to step back from the MD artstyle

You'll see, you'll thrive when you draw what you want, and get yourself a drawing buddy! That way you'll stop focusing on the internet and more on each other, and each other's improvement. Tbh I struggled with that one. Since everyone I had were not into art irl, I somehow managed to find someone after 10 years of drawing alone. I honestly wanted more people to join in and make an improvement circle, but unfortunately that never happened.

I found myself twice as productive now than ever, even though I'm not active here as much I am still drawing and making things, ofc giving you more comics! And other fun things in the future I hope.

If you're struggling to draw something just do it, man commit, i was uncomfortable drawing men and male characters for years, I've wasted so many years being "too uncomfortable" and draw a naked person like yeesh who fucking cares, it's for studying.

And ofc if you feel like you're not improving at all please, please experiment with your artstyle and try something new, please refresh your mind, I was stuck for years doing the same thing over and over, same colors, same 2px brush, drawing like a machine same shit over and over, I felt so stuck and lost, but also afraid to do something new, idk why, I guess I never felt good enough or deserving of it. I also didn't go to art school, I am NOT a professional, nor will i ever be in my opinion. Hell, me feeling like I'll never be good enough left me afraid to try and apply for art school, they were asking for sculptures, different mediums all that scary stuff and I was like, I don't.. know.. how to do those things... I can't build a portfolio in less than 3 months?!?! I don't even know how to use half of what they're asking for!!

In reality at the end of the day, art is what you make of it and no one can stop you, search for inspirations and don't be afraid to try, yes you'll fail fist 2 or 10 or hell even 100 times, but you'll come back with more knowledge than ever.

For ending I give you the most confusing drawing to ever exist [dw he's just sleeping on top of her and she's just ghasping for air but awe romance or sum lol] is it weird? Yeah but I had a fun time making it hahaha

Idk I'm bad at putting my thoughts together, but hopefully some of this helps.

#murder drones #murder drones oc #artists on tumblr #digital painting

[mal-urameshi]

Since I have a weak heart, I need you to write the fluffiest fic about our girls.

Maybe about how they reunite after a long time apart… OR maybe they just moved in together 🤔

No rush though, I know you got big things coming for you 😁

A Fluffy fic, for big sis’ weak heart.

Guys I'm slightly tipsy writing this. But you all wanted to be fed. I had to come thru.

Shuri paced around as the Royal Talon Fighter zipped through the sky, “Can you fly this thing any faster, Okoye? Her last examination is going to be called any minute now.”

Okoye rolled her eyes as she concentrated on piloting the aircraft, “We are traveling well past High-hypersonic speeds. We’ll have more than enough time for you to greet her.”

Shuri blew an irritated puff of air.

She was finally going to visit Riri again. It had been almost nine months since she was able to visit her girlfriend. Between the rigorous demand of juggling being the Black Panther and her duties as Queen, she felt as though her relationship with Riri was put on the back burner.

And she never intended it to be! Shuri tried her absolute best to be present for her girlfriend, but it was quite difficult.

She hated that word. Nothing was too difficult for her. No matter if she had to try a thousand times, the task at hand would get done one way or another.

But long distance relationships were a whole different ball game.

Shuri had made it her mission to be able to visit Riri at least once a month. But as the relationship progressed, it was like every and anything tried to keep them apart.

Like when Riri was supposed to visit her for Spring Break, she had an impromptu mission that had her thinking it would postpone Riri’s arrival by a day. Unfortunately what was supposed to be a simple stake-out turned into an almost month long ordeal.

Riri had insisted that she understood. She went into the relationship knowing that dating the Black Panther and Queen of Wakanda would come with Trials and Tribulations. It wouldn’t be easy. But she expressed caring about her too much to let her go.

But Shuri didn’t miss the sadness in her eyes when they’d converse over video call. And the hesitancy to hang up when she insisted that Riri needed rest for classes. Or when she sent those voice messages late at night containing random ramblings, under the guise of not being able to sleep.

Shuri hated, loathed, execrated her circumstances. She wanted to be able to hold her girlfriend. Hug her. Go on dates. Call her at any point of the day. Pop by on a whim. Be comforted by her. Be able to vent about certain things like a regular freaking human being. Be in her presence.

It was so frustrating.

Shuri wanted to be a constant.

Regardless of her current happenings, Shuri wanted to do better by Riri.

So when the semester was coming to a close and Shuri just so happened to be free of any burdening responsibilities, she took it upon herself to drop by the campus to kidnap Riri herself.

She remembered the conversation she had with Riri two weeks prior.

“Are you nervous for your exams?” Shuri relaxed into her chair while she looked at Riri sifting through some papers at her desk.

Riri gave her a look, “Nervous? What do you take me for? This shit is child’s play to me. I just can’t wait for it to be over.” She then placed a few sheets of paper into a folder before moving on to the next pile.

Shuri smiled, “Ever the confident one. So what are your plans for the summer?”

Riri slumped in her chair and looked at the screen, “Go back home. Probably see if I can hustle some highschoolers who have summer homework for some extra cash. Just to keep myself occupied.” She shrugged.

Riri picked up her phone and walked over to her bed. She laid on her side and pulled her phone closer to her face, “I wish I coulda spent it with you though. Cuz I’m still kinda sad I didn’t get to come for Spring Break.” Riri used her bicep as a pillow, “Not that I’m complaining. I know you’re busy. And I get it. But I just miss you, you know?”

Shuri allowed her cheek to fall into her open palm as she looked into Riri’s eyes, “I miss you too. I’m having Riri withdrawals. I miss the way you play with my curls. And nuzzle your face into my neck. Or when you gently rub your finger over my nose. I miss the way you hug me like a koala bear.” She gave a light sigh of longing.

Riri found herself smiling at Shuri’s lamentation, “We'll be able to link up soon. Something will happen.”

Shuri grinned, “I love you.”

Riri softly smiled in turn, “I love you too.”

“Okoye!” Shuri continued her pacing while resisting the urge to bite her fingernails. Her anticipation was through the roof.

“Bast! Ask me one more time, Shuri. I may just throw you the rest of the way to MIT campus.” Okoye grumbled, “Our estimated time of arrival is half an hour.”

Riri walked out of her last final of the semester with a grin. That shouldn’t have even been classed as an exam. The lecturer wasn’t even trying. He couldn’t have been! She was out of there within an hour. She wasn’t complaining though, there couldn’t have been a better way to end the semester.

She was free! Free!

Riri jumped up and clicked the heels of her Jordans together in glee. She walked back to her dorms while contacting Shuri. She knew it was impromptu, but she wanted to tell her about her exams. Hopefully she’d be available. Riri adjusted her headphones as the phone kept ringing. She paused at her door to unlock it, but realized the door was already slightly open.

“The fuck?” Riri slowly opened up the door and walked inside, “I know I ain’t forgot to close my shit.”

She looked down at her phone when she heard that Shuri had finally picked up, but the wind was literally knocked out of her when she was lifted off the floor and into someone’s firm hold.

The sudden attack made Riri’s mind go blank as her heart dropped to her stomach. It took a split second for her to scream and try to beat the assailant off with her fists.

“Let me go!”

“Riri! Ow, ow! It’s me!” Shuri shouted as her shoulders and back were beaten by her girlfriend’s haphazard punching.

Riri immediately stopped and looked down, “Shuri?”

Shuri smiled, “Hi.”

Riri’s legs found their way around Shuri’s waist and her arms around her neck, securing her in a deadlock, “Shuri! What are you doing here? How?”

Riri pulled back and looked over Shuri’s face with unshed tears, “Are you real?” She gently palmed the sides of Shuri’s face and took in her features.

“Yes, my love. I’m really here.” She chuckled.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?”

Shuri pressed a kiss to Riri’s lips, “I wanted it to be a surprise. I was about to pack your stuff up, but I should have known that you would have blazed through your exams.”

“Wait back up, pack my stuff?” Riri tilted her head to the side.

“You’re coming back to Wakanda with me.” She finally put Riri down, but not before stealing another kiss from her lips.

Riri’s eyes bulged, “Are you being for real?”

Shuri walked over to one of Riri’s already opened suitcases and placed some folded clothes into it.

“I already have your toothbrush in there. And your laptop.” Shuri then picked up the fuzzy black panther slippers she got her, “Can’t forget these.” She snickered and dropped them into the suitcase.

Riri flopped onto her bed, feeling the toll the semester had taken on her finally seep into her bones, and looked on as Shuri shuffled around the room, grabbing what she deemed to be necessities.

“Hm, you ain’t even asked if I had plans or anything.” She excitedly kicked her feet and followed Shuri who was traipsing about her room.

“I know you don’t have any. Need I remind you that you were planning on taxing high school children for doing their summer assignments?” Shuri walked over to the bed and dragged Riri onto her lap.

“I wasn’t going to let another day go by where we were apart. I’m just taking the necessary steps to facilitate us maximizing our time together.” She allowed herself to hug Riri and just bask in her presence.

Riri tenderly grazed her fingertips over the nape of Shuri’s neck, which caused a shiver to trickle up her spine. She still couldn’t believe that Shuri was here. She stroked the pad of her thumb across Shuri’s cheek.

“You look tired. You could have come pick me up tomorrow.”

Shuri shook her head, “No. I wanted you today. I need you with me. I just missed you so much. And everything feels like it’s too much.”

Shuri gulped a deep breath but it didn’t extinguish the quiver in her voice, “I just wanted to hold you again.”

Riri pressed a kiss to Shuri’s forehead, “It’s okay. I got you babe. I got you.”

Shuri pressed her face into Riri’s chest, relishing her comfort.

The couple stayed like that for a while until Shuri pulled herself together. They then continued packing Riri’s things.

Once they were done, Shuri slung Riri’s duffle bag over her shoulder and slipped an arm around her waist.

Riri couldn’t wipe the giddy grin off of her face, nor did she want to as she pressed herself impossibly closer to Shuri’s side.

“Are you ready to go home?”

Riri nodded, “Yup. Let’s go!”

Taggies: @karimwillia @neptoons1998 @pantherheart

#princess shuri #shuri udaku #riri williams #shuri udaku x riri williams #shuri x riri #shuriri #black wlw

[totaldramafan-lauri]

Make Use Of Me (chapter 1, preview)

Dec. 7 EDIT: ONCE MORE, WITH BRAVERY THIS TIME. No more chickening out. You can read this thing FOR REAL now. Sorry for being weird, and now....sorry if this wasn't worth it. XD

O-OK...here goes....

First thing's first: I am not expecting a lotta people to read this. I'm not asking people to read this. At this point, I'm making this mostly as a passion project, and if anyone enjoys it, it'll be a really cool bonus. My writing style isn't gonna be for everyone, and the characters I write aren't the most....popular characters in the CRK X Reader community, and I imagine this isn't really something a lotta fans'll be demanding more of.

This is LONG. This one chapter is 56 pages long. I am a VERY wordy writer,

So......why'm I posting this preview? Well....partially as an interest gauge for people who WOULD wanna read it, but...mostly as a motivator. As something to remind myself of whenever I get lazy. After all....I can't quit after I made the first chapter public, right? By doing that, I put myself out there...And, hey, I even tagged it, so, if by the off chance, someone did read it, I'm basically promising them more eventually.....

But, again, I'm not forcing anyone to read this.

Not only is it long, but.....This first chapter is probably my least-favorite thing I've ever written. By posting this chapter by itself, I'm testing to see if it does its job of making people wanna read the rest, cuz....right now, I'm not so sure how well it succeeds at that.....

This is the boring part of the story. It's a bunch of setup, and me jumping through hoop after hoop after hoop to just get everything started. I know setup is important and all, but....I'm already a very wordy writer, so....oof....There is some interesting stuff that happens, but it takes a while to get there.

I-I....kinda hate it, actually. The only reason I didn't scrap it is that I didn't realize I hated it until I was about halfway through it and the "good part" hadn't started yet. And I still spent a month writing the thing, so....I finished it.

I'm tagging this...as an experiment. If you wanna read this, go ahead. W-well, read my tags first, THEN go ahead. XD

All I can really say in this chapter's defense is that....I do try my best to salvage it. It's just setup, but I TRIED to make it interesting. And everything that seems like it didn't go anywhere, will later. This isn't the whole story, it's just the beginning of what's gonna be a BIG story. Anything that seems weird in this chapter, gets explored in the other chapters. This does set up a bunch of stuff that becomes important later (The friend character shows up later, the Colosseum becomes relevant later). This chapter is boring, but I tried not to make any of it pointless.

For the future: I'm aiming for five chapters. Chapters 2 and 3 will be a series of smaller vignettes that take place over the course of a few years, chapter 4 will be the climax, and chapter 5 will be something of an epilogue. After that, there will be two endings to choose from (which will make sense when we get there).

This probably won't be my favorite thing I've ever written, but it will be the most ambitious thing I've ever, and probably will ever, write. I haven't written something like this before, and it's all to flesh out this story and make it believable.

Right now, I.....I want to finish this. I'll probably still be writing this in February at the rate I'm going, but...at this point, I've put too much into it to give up on it. However, I'm STILL not completely ruling out the idea of my motivation dying before then. It COULD happen. So, what I'm planning to do is...setting a short-term goal of finishing chapter 3. After I do that, I'll post the first three chapters on AO3 together, and work on the rest. That way, even if I don't finish it, I'll at least have it over half done, and chapter 3 will end on a somewhat high note.

So, yyyyeah....Not a lotta people will read this preview. Overly wordy writing style + boring setup part of story + 56 pages long + assumed lack of interest for X Readers of this character (At least, I haven't SEEN many simps for her, m-maybe I'm wrong, I might be, I-I haven't checked any tags cuz I've been nervous, b-but it doesn't make my writing any better. In that case, this is my first time writing her so I'm trying super hard to do her justice >//////<)

I-if you wanna read this, and see if this first chapter does a good job of making you wanna read the better chapters, then...Go ahead.....

Some notes:

-This is still not the final draft. It's finalized enough for me to share, but I'm still not considering it finished. Even tho I'm working on chapter 3 right now, I STILL go back and edit this, even very recently. So, chances are, even if the story is finalized, small details and sentences are still subject to change. I know for a fact that there are still SOME placeholder bits in here that will change after I get some stuff cleared up. Recently, I even considered chopping off an entire section to make it shorter. I decided not to, but hey, it could still happen. I don't wanna waste anyone's time. The first chapter of a story, even if it's boring, is still very important, and I wanna make sure it's the best version of itself.

(A-and yes, this means that I've finished chapter 2 as well. The reason I'm not sharing it is that, unlike chapter 1, it was finished VERY recently, so I might still need to give myself time to edit it. From what I have, tho, I do like it a LOT more than chapter 1. There are some parts of chapter 2 that I'm legit proud of.)

-Even tho this first chapter is completely clean, I-I should mention that....this fic is for adults. The full version, at least. Chapters 3 and 4 are gonna contain some light N/S/F/W moments (the "fade to black" variety, so nothing explicit) and there'll be other slightly racey comments here and there. Just a heads-up. I'm gonna be uncomfy with minors reading this.

Th-that's all? I-I think that's all.......O-OK, so......h-here goes..... E-enjoy....

#fics by lauri #fanfic preview #WARNING: UNFINISHED #THIS IS JUST THE FIRST CHAPTER #......AND ITS STILL A LONG READ #cookie run x reader #crk x reader #golden cheese cookie x reader #gender neutral reader #also contains a gender neutral 'friend' character you can do what you want with #basically i got inspired by that part in her bio that mentions how... #....shes always looking to add more loyal subjects #and it made me imagine the story of an outsider who gradually integrates into the kingdom and earns her approval #so its an underdog story basically #and there a LOT that the reader gets put through #reader is shy and socially awkward but can also be a bit more sarcastic than the other reader characters ive written #im aiming for a BIT more comedy than usual since its my first crk fic that doesnt take place in the humorless dark cacao kingdom XD #but yeah reader is a ball of anxiety #they get panic attacks later on #pre canon #VERY VERY VERY pre canon #takes place DECADES before canon #before um....the lost city became lost #its not virtual #no errors no avatars #just a technologically advanced city #power imbalance and god complex stuff all over the place cuz fghdhgfhdhfgh im weak for that part of her #also contains some themes of verbal abuse (from nameless characters toward reader) #and like i said it has some adult moments later on #contains a lot of time skips

[theloveinc]

I love ex boyfriend bakugo so much you don't even know

actually i do know because i feel the SAME. my love for ex bakugo is unyielding. endless. forever. and i actually wrote a bunch for him a couple months ago when another anon brought it up but... got scared they'd hate what i had down so i....... put it on the shelf. i'll have to find it maybe... if ppl want.

ANYWAY... like. there is truly just no way to go wrong with him. there is just no universe where he isn't either a depressed, miserable, longing ex or an kind, gentle and regretful one (or some variation of). even when he's angry, it's mostly just at himself for being a douche who managed to lose you, and HOW CAN U NOT LOVE THAT??

it's so ironic bc he's such a prickly pear but... he just loves the hardest out of any + everyone. not that i don't imagine the others and just as caring... but for bakugo, it's almost a religious experience, you know? never a phase or an era or something he just does but a... idek. life commitment? goal? achievement? something to be maintained and treasured? all of the above. EVEN IF he's not that good at it (at first... which is debatable anyway), that's still how he feels.

so when u break up... that can't be the end of things. like really i can only imagine it happening circumstantially, cuz i genuinely think that any issues you bring up with him (aside from work maybe), he'd take BEYOND seriously.

too gruff and private? suddenly he's telling u every single emotion he has and asking if he's being too rough. too anal and uptight? suddenly the kitchen is a mess and he hasn't even noticed. hell, even too busy? he'll do his best to fit a whole evening with u in his schedule (he hates mornings more than anything but takes the ass crack of dawn shift just so u can have dinner together most night)... it's like !!!!!!! + reminds me of that post i made talking about how pro heroes are so hard to breakup with bc even when ur pointing out their flaws, they're so used to constructive criticism, they don't even notice ur being insulting LMFAO😭

that aside tho, i can never imagine a bakugo breakup!au without them... you both back together at some point. even if it's ten or fifteen years later like... he spent all that time trying to get better for u... even if he didn't think you'd really come back. (or, as i was trying to write, you breakup with him and he just... doesn't fucking believe u LMFAOOOOO and shoves his booty back into his rightful place sadjkfhakjdsf)

(and bc i have i-can-fix-him disease, i also like bakugo who went thru a traumatic breakup w/ someone who wasn't u... and then five/ten/fifteen years later, you're the one to teach him to love again. or maybe that's not that unique of me LOL).

#bakugo #anyway #this is a mess im sorry but WAHHHHHHHH ADJKFLHADSHFB. I LOVE U BAKUGO IM UR BIGGEST FAN I NEED U #whenever i read breakup angst i'm like #he broke up WITH U. we get back together <3 #and god like. reunification / older dating aus #like i sometimes i dont even imagine the dating i just imagine me telling him all his exes are sh*t (not you but imaginary ppl) #and him being like <3 #LOL I'M TOXIC #and also the other ex thing i wrote i didnt like bc it ended up being more story than thought #but it was basically abt like... u know. u break up with him over slight miscommunication #and he doesn't even realize??? he's just like ok were taking a break for a couple days lol. #and then ur like no bakugo we broke up lmfao #and he's like. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh absolutely not and calls u every day talking like ur boyfriend until u. realize #he's serious abt changing #ANYWAYYYYYY SORRY FOR THIS IF ITS NOT WHAT U WANTED BYE #caitie things #gen #anon

[warmaidensrevenge]

Eddie x plus!size reader (self indulgent cuz I’m in a bit of a funk)

Reader and Eddie grew up together but reader had to move out of state and then came back to Hawkins in time for Eddie’s graduation.

Reader and Eddie both like the other but reader is dealing with low-self esteem due to bullying from classmates and family.

Ohhh I love it. Ok. I got this. 🙃

Eddie Munson x Plus size reader

If you want to read my other work you can find it HERE

One shot

Warning: sexual implications I think that it. Let me know if I missed something

🫶🌼

Oh shit she coming. Eddie hung up the phone after talking to his good friend y/n. Man I haven't seen her in so long. I hope she hasn't changed too much. She left a while ago. But thank the heavens for phones. I would have a mental breakdown if I couldn't talk to her everyday. I'm gonna tell her. Eddie thought. I need to tell her how I feel.

Eddie had liked you since the first day you and your family moved to the trailer park. And that like turned to love everytime you knocked on his window. You were his damsel in distress. He loves being the one you ran to when things got out of hand at home or even at school. He had gotten into a lot of fights growing up. Always trying to defend your honor. And even until this day he would fight a thousand fights just to never see you sad or cry.

But finally after so long you were coming home. Coming home just for him.

...

Finally home you thought standing outside the Munson trailer. You haven't been here in years. Growing up in that trailer park was the only place you felt like home. Your trailer was small and cramped with your parents and two siblings. You hated it. But having Eddie as your neighbor made the whole situation better. You had spent most nights at your friends place. Whenever you felt like the home was too much. Especially when your parents fought over how fat you were getting. With your father trying to convince your mom that you were fine the way you were. You often found yourself knocking on Eddie's window in tears. Asking if you could sleep there. He always gave up his bed for you. But always managed to find his way next to you. You missed him and when he finally called saying he was gonna graduate you hopped on a plane and went. You had graduated highschool 3 years ago and as soon as you turned 18 you moved to your own place in Maine. You wanted to get as far away from your family as possible. They were insufferable. Always comment on your weight. Like being taunted at school wasn't enough.

But none of that matter now. You were free from them and no longer went to school. And now you were gonna see Eddie. You were so nervous. It's been ages since you saw his pretty face. You were sad when you started to forget it. But his voice was always loud and clear in your memory. Years of phone calls and letters to each other made you realize your feelings for Eddie. He was so nice and funny and incredibly attractive. You spent many nights creating fake scenarios of you and Eddie together. But you knew it was just a dream. Eddie would never be see with someone like you. Chrissy Cunningham was his type. But unlucky for him she had a boyfriend already. Your brain decided to hurt you today. But you couldn't be sad. You were gonna see Eddie in just a few seconds. And you've been looking forward to this day for sometime now. For the past 2 years you put in vacation time so if Eddie decided to graduate you could making it. Finally the day arrived and no way in hell where you gonna miss it.

...

You tipped the taxi driver and made your way to the front door. You decide to come a day early so you could have an extra day with Eddie. You missed him so much.

You could hear music coming from Eddie's room. It was dark by the time the flight landed. Figured that Wayne was at work already since Eddie only blasted music when he was gone. You pounded on the door. But no answer. You pulled at the door knob and it was unlocked. You announced yourself. But Eddie don't come. You heard the shower going and Eddie singing as you walked towards his room. The door was open and you stood in shock as you saw Eddie thru the see thru curtain. You stared for just a second and went to Eddie's room. Your palms were clammy and your face was red hot. You just saw Eddie naked. Oh God.

You couldn't help your eyes making their way down his body. That thin tall gorgeous guy. He has such a cute butt. You pulled yourself together and put down your suitcase near the door. You looked around the room and noticed a lot had changed. More posters. Loads of tapes. Books actual books on the dresser. What the hell you thought. You heard the shower turned off and had no idea what to do so you grabbed Eddie's copy of Lord of the Rings. You kicked off your shoes and sat on his bed. Leaning up against the headboard. You pretend to read while Eddie was drying his hair as he walked in.

"Oh shit" you said while buring your eyes in your hands

Eddie got scared and jumped back. He covered his junk with the towel he used to dry his hair.

" Uhhh I'm sorry. I should have told you I was coming early."

Oh my god. She saw my dick. Oh fuck I wasn't even hard. Eddie thought

"Eddie could you put some clothes on please?" You begged

You heard Eddie's dresser open and close with sounds of music blaring in your ears. Then silence. You peaked between your fingers and Eddie was standing in front of you. He had put on a pair of jeans that hugged his hips just right. No shirt though

Eddie grabbed your arms pulling you up and hugged you so tight you couldn't breath.

"Eddie" you gasped "I can't breath."

Eddie apologized and loosen his grip.

"Where have you been all my life?"

Eddie smirked at your question and began pointing around the room with one arm still wrapped around your waist."Over there, over there and over there"

You giggle " Eddie did you clean your room?"

Eddie turned to you and nodded.

" Really? Why?"

"Cause you were coming."

" Did you think I would forget how much of a slob you are?"

Eddie frowned. " I just wanted to surprise you."

"Oh I'm surprised alright. But not that your rooms clean. What's going on with this?" You asked tugging Eddie's hair.

" What do you mean?"

"Eddie the last time I saw you, you were practically bald."

"Oh yeah." Eddie sounded bummed

" Hey no. No I like it. It works."

Eddie smiled. You felt his hand start moving up and down your back. And you pulled away to the door.

" I brought you something" you said trying to play off your shame.

You bent down to pull open your suitcase to pull out a new tape for Eddie.

Eddie stared at you and his jaw dropped as you bent over. He was definitely an ass man. He shook away the thought and closed his mouth as you turned around giving him his gift.

God she's so beautiful maybe I should tell her now.

"Eddie you okay?"

" uh yeah I'm just happy you're here."

"Me too. But I'm starving."

"Pizza?" Eddie suggested

"Sausage on half."

"and pepperoni on the whole thing."

"Yes please." You thanked Eddie. You watched eddie put on his shirt and Reeboks and headed to get a pizza.

You sat in his room looking around trying to memorize the new stuff. Your eyes fell onto a picture of you and Eddie as kids taped to his mirror. You smiled at the memory. You got up to showered quick before he got back so you could wash the smell of the plane off. As you finished Eddie still wasn't back yet so you sat on his bed noticing that it was bigger than before. It was hot as hell in his room that you opened the window turning on the fan to cool it down. But it didn't seem to be working.

Eddie came back and had pizza in one hand and 2 beers in the other. He placed it between you two and you guys talked and ate until all the pizza was gone. You guys got ready for bed.

"Hey Eddie. Do you mind if I take off my pajamas bottoms. Its really hot. "

" Ummm yeah go ahead. If it's cool that I sleep in my boxers."

"Yeah whatever you want."

As Eddie took off his clothes you took off your bottoms. Instantly feeling better. You laid down on his bed bringing up your knees and pushed them together. Eddie laid down next to you.

You wished you could snuggle with him. Maybe kiss a little. But nope

"I'm glad you came y/n"

Your belly fluttered "Me too. Took you long enough"

Eddie chuckled

"Good night y/n"

"Night" you said while turning your back to him.

Eddie noticed your white and blue striped panties just poking out from under your shirt. He pulled your shirt down to cover them. He wanted to hug you. But figured he would tell you before he did anything.

...

Eddie finally graduated. You thought you would never see the day. Hooting and hollering as he flipped off the principal and ran off stage. Oh God Eddie you thought.

After all was said and done. You found yourself on a walk with Eddie. He was singing 'We are the champions" being as dramatic as humanly possible. You didn't know his voice could go so high. You laughed until it hurt. Eddie lead you to a bench in the woods. You looked at the old table and seriously doubt that it could hold you up. When Eddie climbed on it and jumped up and down on it a few times before sitting down. He knew what you were thinking. You went and joined him. You pulled out an envelope from your bag handing it to Eddie.

" It's a graduation present."

Eddie grinned and opened it.

" It's a round trip ticket to come see me. I thought maybe we can see each other more often."

Eddie looked at the ticket. He really wanted to go home with you. Not just visit. He wanted to be yours. But he was a coward. What would you think of him if he confessed his undying love for you?

"Eddie?"

" y/n I have to tell you something." Eddie put his hand on your thigh.

You stood up and acted like you were stretching. Damn Eddie stop touching me. "What's up?" Eddie stared at you with this look of worry.

He got up and put his ticket in his back pocket making his way to you.

"Eddie?" You asked again in frustration.

Eddie grabbed your hands and put them on his shoulders. But as soon as his hands touched your back fat you pulled away.

" Eddie what are you doing?"

Eddie was hurt now. You didn't feel the same way he did. It broke his heart that you didn't let him touch you.

You searched his face trying to figure out what was going on. Has it been that long that you couldn't read him anymore.

"Are you gonna answer me?" The words coming out harsh.

Eddie looked like he was about cry. He wanted to say that he loves you. But how could he now. Clearly you never saw him that way.

You were pissed. This whole time you couldn't get him to shut up and now he's doing this. Where was the Eddie you loved?

"Eddie if you don't start talking I'm going home!"

Eddie met your eyes. You were pissed. And he knew it. But he didn't want you to leave. But if he told you then you would leave anyways.

"Fine." You turned and walked back to the trailer with Eddie following not to far behind. You went to his room and started packing your things. Why was he being this way? You were only here for a few more days. What did I do. Did I overstay my welcome? Did Eddie not want to be friends with me anymore? Why does he keep touching me? He knows how I feel about that. How I feel about my body.

"Y/n? Don't go. Please."

" If you don't tell me what the hell is going on with you. Then I am."

But Eddie stood quiet. You scoffed and pushed past Eddie heading for the phone to call a taxi. When you picked up the receiver Eddie hung up the phone.

You were furious. What the hell?

" I love you. I-Im in love with you y/n. I have been. For a really long time. I uhh I'm sorry if I have made this trip uncomfortable for you. I just really needed you to know."

"That's bullshit."

Eddie looked at you confused. He just said he loves you and you didn't believe him.

" No I do. Since we were kids."

You scoffed " yeah ok."

Now Eddie was annoyed. "I do! I love you. And I was so happy that you came. I had planned on telling you that before you moved but you were leaving."

"Ok so how is now different. I'm leaving in a few days. What am I supposed to do with that information Eddie?"

Eddie shrugged." I want to be with you."

" Seriously? With me? Are you kidding? That's not funny Eddie. Why on earth would someone so...so... Perfect want to be with someone like me."

"What? Perfect?" Eddie was so confused.

" Yes Eddie. Perfect. It s not funny. When did you become such an asshole? Using my feelings for you as the punch line in your joke. I thought we were friends."

Wait wait what is going on? There was so much to unpack in what you just said to him. Perfect? Feelings? Someone like you? What was wrong with you??

"Y/n you like me? Like like like?"

" please you knew. Why else would you do this"

"Y/n because I'm really in love with you."

His tone confirmed it for you. He wasn't making fun of you. He actually liked you.

" I uhh. I'm sorry. I didn't... I'm sorry Eddie."

" You have feelings for me too?"

You nodded and eddie charged at you grabbing you and pulling you into his arms. Landing kiss after kiss after kiss. Until you guys needed a break to breath.

"Do you want to go lay down?"

Eddie's question freaked you out for a second. But you nodded and let him lead you to his room. You sat on his bed as he closed and locked his door. Where Eddies uncle was you didn't know and you didn't care. You and eddie were gonna do something that you dreamt of. Eddie took off his leather jacket tossing into the corner of the room. You took off your shoes as Eddie took off his. Eddie kneeled down on the bed between your legs. You leaned back as Eddie leaned in for a kiss. Your head hit is pillow. And all you could think about was that the light was still on.

Eddie felt your hesitation and pulled away from the kiss. " What's wrong baby?"

You sighed

" If this is too much we can stop. We have plenty of time to work up to it."

" I don't want stop Eddie. Could you get the light?" Eddie smiled and gave you a kiss before getting up and turnt out the light.

Eddie found your body and kissed and tugged your clothes off. As you took off his.

Eddie kept himself well aware of the spots that you were sensitive about him touching. He took note that he was gonna have to make up for all the hurt people cause you. To show how beautiful and desirable your body was. He wanted to see all of you but knew eventually if you saw how much he loved you would let him.

Sex with Eddie was fantastic. He wasn't the thickest guy but whatever girth he lack he more than made up for it in length. Sure you've had sex before with a chubby chaser or two but always left unsatisfied. Maybe it was because you loved Eddie or he was just amazing in bed. But he was the only one who made you climax and you couldn't wait for the next.

You laid in Eddie's arms tired after.

"Can I asked you something princess"

"Uh-huh"

" Do you think they would let me change my flight so I can leave with you?"

You smiled. "Yes they can."

@salenorona23 @b-irock

#eddie munson #eddie munson x female original character #eddie munson x plus size reader #eddie munson x you #fanfic #eddie x reader #stranger things #eddie my beloved #stranger things x y/n #stranger things x reader

[goshdangronpa]

I’m no mystery writer. I can’t promise airtight murder cases. Still, I have quite a lot of ideas for the first chapter of "I DISAGREE: An Ibuki Mioda SDR2 Protag Swap AU." Let me piece together something - or some of something, anyway - for our new protagonist to piece together in her first pitched battle against sheer despair. Strap in, cuz it’s a long one.

We've All Been Looking for the One: The First Trial

The Monokuma File only confirms the obvious. The victim: Chiaki Nanami, Ultimate Gamer. Time of death: when else but in the dead of night? Cause of death: impalement, as evidenced by the gushing tunnel connecting gut and back.

Ibuki screamed even louder than Hiyoko, drawing everyone - including the bear. Hajime vomited. Byakuya fell on his knees. Fuyuhiko bemoaned the bastard who did this. Mikan broke down. Monokuma cheered. Everyone else cried out. But with a limited window before the imminent trial, there was no time to grieve - only to investigate.

Let’s follow the investigation and trial through the main suspects:

Nagito finds the Ultimate Kendoka’s sword at the bottom of the swimming pool, definitely not where Byakuya had stowed it after confiscating it. Only this could be the murder weapon, and surely only its wielder could use it so effectively. Her do-nothing demeanor could be a put-on for all anyone knows, and her being barricaded like every other patient means nothing when Chiaki also somehow escaped.

<Peko Pekoyama!>

Fuyuhiko vigorously defends her, leading everyone to question why he paid so much more attention to her than anyone else. Ibuki notes that before even knowing the girl was sick, he noticed that she wasn’t at the restaurant and rushed to find her. Peko says they should stop hiding their connection. That’s how everyone learns that the two have known each other practically since birth. The Ultimate Kendoka is the Ultimate Yakuza’s lifelong bodyguard and companion.

Ibuki thinks it’s adorable that he did so much to protect her. The others feel differently …

<Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu!>

A few things become clear: the killer needed access to the sword, and they couldn’t have been stuck in a room. So, either a patient with help from staff (Fuyuhiko released Peko, who killed Chiaki) or a member of the staff on their own (Fuyuhiko did it himself to cure Peko). Fuyuhiko had already shown a willingness to kill before this sudden pivot to nursing. Maybe he volunteered specifically to become the blackened after all!

“No, that’s wrong!” Hajime’s been practically nonfunctional after seeing Chiaki’s corpse. Though he’ll never know it in this AU, her presence in the trials would’ve grounded him in a way no one else could, enabling him to suss out contradictions and find the truth. This is what allows another person to become the protagonist. With Fuyuhiko in the crosshairs, though, he’ll finally spring into action. “Peko would’ve died too,” he continues, “and he’d never let that happen.”

A few other clues will vindicate the pair. I like the idea that Hajime is Fuyuhiko’s alibi because they spent the whole night in bed together. Kuzuhina fans, rejoice! (Fuyuhiko, too straightedge to let the implications stand, insists they just watched samurai movies until they passed out.)

This is when Ibuki and Mikan realize something crucial. “She wasn’t acting like herself,” Fuyuhiko says about Peko’s recent behavior shift. He’s the only one who’d know what any patient was like before the island. It’s no coincidence that they started acting weird when they fell ill. The illness itself radically altered their personalities! “It’s like Opposite Day Disease,” Ibuki shouts, “or Being-Really-Different Disease!” (And this is why I chose Peko as one of the infected!)

Monokuma confirms their theory, but claims dibs on naming the malady he invented. He dubs it Despair Disease.

<Byakuya Togami!>

Up to this point, Ibuki’s mostly been little more than a contributor to the trial’s progress. Byakuya Togami dominates the conversation with his self-proclaimed leadership role. His keen observation skills and high intellect back him up. What he can’t quite manage is to piece together a clear narrative of the night’s events, though he still expects everyone to catch up with him.

Several things become clear:

The staff were around the contagious patients long enough that someone could’ve caught Despair Disease from them.

The symptoms of the infected cleared up after Chiaki’s murder, though the exact timeframe is unknown.

Hajime and Fuyuhiko are each other’s alibis.

Ibuki and Mikan, having also shared a bed (Hiyoko: “Hey, is that hotel a love hotel?”), are each other’s alibis.

(I've learned that two people can’t just be each other’s alibis. Just assume there was an awkward moment, very late at night, where Mikan and Fuyuhiko tried sneaking out of what they both know to be, respectively, Ibuki and Hajime’s rooms. They both ducked back in and apparently stayed.)

No one saw Byakuya after the group split and left Ibuki’s room.

Byakuya was the one who insisted on storing Peko’s sword.

He also insisted on keeping its location secret from everyone else.

The alleged leader and protector of the group doesn’t take the subsequent accusations well. (Being the only one on staff who slept alone that night doesn’t help.) Ibuki’s confident that he’d never murder someone in a million years, but vibes alone aren’t enough for others to drop their suspicions. This is her moment to shine as the protagonist! Her vivid imagination allows her to conceive possibilities that wouldn’t cross anyone else’s minds and devise creative solutions that most would immediately dismiss.

One funky idea I had for how his name gets cleared involves Chiaki’s nails. While examining her corpse, Ibuki notices dark marks beneath them - flesh, torn off when the victim fought back. Kitty had claws, but who bears the claw marks? Only one way to find out: “Quick! Take off your top!” With no choice but to remove his dinner jacket and undershirt, Byakuya shows no signs of that damage on his chest, arms, or back.

Pants are out of the question. At least, not until others expose their upper halves first. Despite Teruteru’s insistence, they start with the boys:

The slim Fuyuhiko is free of marks.

So is the surprisingly wide-chested Hajime … “but,” Ibuki teases, “you already knew that, didn’t you, Hiki-chan?”

Nagito has scars, but they’re old. Mikan correctly guesses they’re from past surgeries.

Kazuichi, who’s been near-catatonic since being discovered in his room, is reluctant to move, let alone strip. Ibuki recalls that his crazy pecs were exposed throughout his entire hospital stay. They thought that finding him with his jumpsuit zipped up was a sign of normalcy …

The others urge him to comply. With great reluctance, he unzips. This action reveals a bloodstained wifebeater.

<Kazuichi Soda!>

More on the murder and execution, next week.

PREV: The Killing Game's First Victim

NEXT: The First Blackened

#I DISAGREE: An Ibuki Mioda SDR2 Protag Swap AU #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2 #sdr2 #goodbye despair #ibuki mioda #hajime hinata #nagito komaeda #fuyuhiko kuzuryu #peko pekoyama #kazuichi souda #byakuya togami #mikan tsumiki #tsumioda #kuzuhina #happy birthday Sonia (apparently)! my gift to you (apparently) is a promise to violently destroy Kazuichi #my tip to writers of serialized fiction: BACKLOG #I definitely touched up a few earlier posts as I wrote this one to insert hints and plant future evidence and stuff #didn't have to edit anything already published

[obihoe]

obito :)

favorite thing abt them:

hmm i think my favorite thing abt obito is that like. there is genuine compassion behind what he does. like as mean and abrasive as he presents himself, there is suffering behind it and there's compassion behind it and he genuinely wants to build a better world. like that scene during the war arc when the godtree is abt to bloom and he addresses the ppl on the field and he's like "be still .. you've endured enough. its gonna be over soon." i remember being quite moved when i got to this scene for the first time. i just always like this mixture of violence but also desperation and suffering that kishimoto puts into his villains lol. and i think obito embodies that the most

least favorite thing abt them:

i think my least favorite thing abt obito is the hokage thing w naruto and kakashi at the end after his redemption. like we get it, youre one of the good guys now but u dont have to suddenly full-on support the shinobi system that u before this point spent 15 years condemning and hating lol. i mean its probably more kishimoto's fault for always dividing his characters into bad guy villains and bootlickers only but if we go down that route, no character is to blame for anything they said. so yeah. couldve just shut it instead obito.

favorite line:

this one! its more of a monologue than just one line but i like this a lot:

brOTP:

ok so this might read a bit like a diss on him lmfao sry obito but i think him and rin are great as friends. i dont get the feeling that she reciprocated his romantic feelings. but she cherishes him and loves him as a friend and i think the two of them were so harmonious and sweet w each other as kids. so i choose them :)

OTP:

hmmm i dont rly have that many ideas abt obito in romantic relationships aside from rin tbh. altho i do think that him and kakashi are quite juicy together :) so i pick them sfshgesgds

nOTP:

obito x madara is a no for me. first of all bc madara's already deeply in love w someone else. but also there's just way too much control and psychological violence there from madara's side for that to be enjoyable for me. like the power dynamic between them is just too one-sided. also obito wants him dead in a ditch. and madara is literally around 80 years or so older than him lmao so that gives it kind of a weird vibe for me, too.

random headcanon:

obito is a coke fiend and the only reason why the akatsuki took so long to gain all their funds was that obito kept using up all their budget to get high. i KNOW this is true. cant keep up a madara-level god complex without medical support.

unpopular opinion:

so i havent rly seen that much obito meta recently (or any at all actually). so idk if this is still an unpopular opinion. but i think obito being convinced to change his path and join naruto against madara is quite sensical for him actually. obito is 1) more emotionally motivated and thus can also be influenced emotionally (unlike madara) and 2) much of his views kind of hinge on his ability to make others confirm them for him. as in breaking others down to the point of them adapting a similar worldview as him. obito did that with itachi by helping him w his genocide, he did it w nagato and the akatsuki as a whole but he couldnt do it w naruto. and thats why naruto could convince him to change his views.

song i associate with them:

i think the song i associate most w him is red light, green light by the kiffness. the song itself doesnt rly have anything to do w him lol but i listened to it a lot at the start of last year when i started getting into naruto again and was thinking abt him all the time. i also remember spending all afternoon drawing him some time while listening to the song .. so its forever kind of associated w him :')

favorite picture of them:

couldnt decide for just one, so i picked two. the first one cuz it kind of shows what i said above. he comes off pretty adversarial and bitter but u can see that there is also pain and hurt in his expression. the 2nd one just cuz i love the vibe :)

#sry for how long this became .. who tf's gonna read all that .... but thank u sm for asking him! #havent thought abt him this much for a while #so it was fun remembering all this :) #fragen #obito #naruto ask meme #character ask #also i just realized headcanons are supposed 2 be things u believe are canon without them being stated as such in the actual canon .. right #not just things u'd find funny? well. guess narutoverse has cocaine then #according to me 😌

[tangerinestilettos]

a very aroace rant

Discovering that you’re aroace is certainly a kind of strange experience, especially when you’re trying to put words to something you don’t feel/ experience.

I’ve questioned myself on the romantic aspect for quite some time, even before I actually researched what being aromantic means. Because I’ve always thought that love was weird and strange, because how the fuck would I ever be able to be with one person for the rest of my life and how the fuck will I be “in love” with someone for that long??

I do find the concept of love weird in general, since it feels like most people throw the word out like it’s nothing and use it for everything and I can’t understand how you can say you love someone like that when you haven’t even spent a week together. Because shouldn’t love be something deeper?

For the record, yeah, it definitely sounds like exaggerating when someone says they’re in love after not spending several years together. They can’t possibly feel that way after that short amount of time, right??

(I’ve always hated my language’s words for being together with someone and being in love, just because they sound so fucking cringe (I’ve also started to dislike the word love too, in English))

I don’t understand how the whole romantic thing is supposed to be so different from a platonic relationship—why do you break up with partners, but not with friends? Why do most friendships last longer than relationships? Why do you have to go on dates and hold each other’s hands and why the fuck do people feel like kissing someone they like—

But then, even though I’ve thought about all of this, I’ve still questioned it just because of the emotional attachment I can get to people along with having emotional connections with people. And even if these things still make me question myself sometimes, I think that the easiest way to explain it is that I can feel this connection or be attached to someone in an emotional way, but that’s it. Sometimes I like the idea of a relationship, but I wouldn’t want it irl. The only times I’ve confessed “my feelings” to people have been times when people basically have forced me to. I have always been perfectly fine admiring someone from afar, but not actually doing anything about it because I don’t want it.

When it comes to the sexual part of everything, I thought I experienced sexual attraction perfectly fine and quite a lot until I heard that it was “when you see a person and feel an urge to become sexual with them”. That was when I realized that I’ve never fucking experienced it at all. Because sexual thoughts, fantasies, libido, thinking someone’s aesthetically pleasing and being willing to do something sexual with someone isn’t sexual attraction.

That gave me a fucking heads up.

I do experience those things mentioned, except seeing someone and feeling an urge to become sexual with them.

And while we’re at it, there are apparently people who think genitals are hot. I- I’m just gonna leave it there… (what the fuck—how are genitals hot??? How???) (I always thought that you did things with someone’s genitals—and just smiled through the Payne cuz genitals are, well, kinda gross:)—because it felt good for them, nOt bEcAuSe yOu LiKe tHeiR gEniTaLs)

… I could rant about why sex is weird and why romance is too for hours if no one stopped me

#asexual spectrum #asexuality #asexual #acespec #aromantic spectrum #aroace spectrum #aromanticism #aromantic #aromance #arospec #aroace #rant post #old draft

[hoshi-y]

Is it possible to ask for an Obi x Reader love story based on this song??

You can ignore my recent requests or put this one first lololol, sorry for so many today 🙈🤣 ideas just keep coming like 🤯

Was also tempted to ask if this could also be Hanako x Reader cuz this song seems so valid for that situation too 🤣

You don't have to write, but thanks for reading this Hoshi 🙂💕

Ps. Hope you enjoy the song!!

Better than anyone else

Genre : Fluff

Characters : Obi

TW : None

A/N : I think I understood the song HAHAHA But in my power I'll do anything to bring this to life 😱

Sorry it took so long miss chimoto! all I do at home ever since Christmas break is sleep hehe

Also, this might not end up with alot of sense cause I couldn't understand the song BWHAHHAHSHS im sorry 😞

I hope you enjoy 💗

They don't know you the way I do

"Shirayuki.. Have you seen Obi?" The red headed girl turned around, some specks of dirt on her face as she was planting new herbs into the garden "I think he went into the woods" You jumped a little as you didn't see Zen standing by the entry "A little warning wouldn't hurt.. Also what is he doing in the woods at this time an hour" You sighed as Zen snickered

Shirayuki got up and dusted her hands "Zen don't bully them."

"I'm doing no such thing my dear" Zen said as he helped Shirayuki stand up "I was gonna ask you the same thing too [L/N], on what he is doing there. Guards have told me they've seen him come in and out of there frequently"

'Maybe its that again..'

"Apologies, I'll excuse myself for a moment" You jogged out the door "Oh and have fun love birds" You ran out after seeing Shirayukis reddened face

Obi has been going thru a hard time lately. He'd sometimes dissappear in the night and come back in the morning, you know cause you saw him and waited for him to come back

And right now it's one of those nights, you ventured into the woods at the back of the castle looking for him

"Obii!!" You began calling him as you looked at your surroundings

'Dang its so dark..'

You didn't have any type of light source to help you guide yourself thru the woods, It was quite foggy too

"Ooobbiii" You looked up at the trees on anywhere that have a high level ground in hppes you could catch a glimpse of him jumping from one branch to another

Due to the lack of light, you didn't see a fallen log on your way making you trip. Before you could hit the floor two strong arms grabbed you

"What are you doing here? its dangerous" You looked up to see the person you've been looking for the whole day

"Obi.. I was looking for you everywhere this mornin, and this is the last place I haven't checked out yet. So, what are you doing here?"

"Mmm.. Just, taking a late night stroll"

"Liar"

Obi looked back at you, The happy and fun aura was replaced with a serious one "What are ya talking about?"

You frowned "Obi, I know you're going thru a very difficult time right now.. And I want to help you, the least I could do is listen to what's bothering you" Sitting down at the fallen log you pat the unvacant space beside you signaling that you want Obo to sit next to you

Obi without hesitation sat next to you as the both of you stargaze for awhile before he opened up his mouth

"I.. don't want to burden you with listening to my problems [F/N]" His eyes still fixated up at the dotted night sky

"I don't have anything to do tomorrow and the night is still young" You turned to him as he chuckled "You really are stubborn.. But don't complain if I kept you here for too long"

"I won't~"

And just like that, ypu and him spent almost the whole evening together as you listen to his problems, his worries, and his anxiety.

Not alot of people can spot his saddened aura with that big goofy smile and somewhat approachable personality. He has hid to much behind a mask for people to even notice

They thought that whenever he would walk into the woods at night, they'd think he was out patroling

But you know him better than anyone else.

Your best friend

Your childhoof friend

The love of your life. Was crying in your arms

The past haunted him so much that his shell finally broke from the ampunt of tears he could hold back

"It's alright Dear.. Let it all out.." You layed his head on your shoulder as you held him

Even though he also tells his troubles to his fellow friends, you just seem to know him better with his emotions

Better than anyone else

So sleepy, but this burts pf motivation is annoyong so much

I'll fix this in the morning LOL

#snow white with the red hair #obi x reader #Obi snow white with the red hair #fanfiction

[weizhiyuan]

8 Shows To Get To Know Me

Thank u for tagging me @jyuubin!!

Invader zim

I was a big nick/cartoon network kid & invader zim is just such a classic. I would watch the shit out of it, I’ve bought the whole series, the whole deal. When I was little I based my identity off of gir and when I was rewatching not too long ago I realized I still have so many lines memorized… it’s so silly and stupid and smart and gross I love it

My babysitter’s a vampire

Since this is a get to know me tag we’re like going through time with these series. This is another one I have lines memorized from! If I were to say which character I am it would be Rory and that is Important to know. A bunch of my friends love it too and we’ve rewatched it together it’s so fun whenever we do <3 another classic if u ask me

Merlin

If u asked me in like 2015-2017ish what my fav show is I probably would’ve said Merlin. And it stayed up there as a fav show for a WHILE. I’ve never been able to rewatch it bc of like. The Pain the finale caused me but I was obsessed with it when I did watch it. I had some huge multiship mindset going when I watched it and was shipping basically everyone together which I don’t think I’ve done for any other show… I watched tf out of the bts for it too. Like I was kinda in deep…

Skam/druck/skam austin

Is it cheating if I put a show and my two fav remakes LMAO… I’m a big skam girlie. We should all know this. I made this acc when druck was airing as a skam + remakes blog. I had a skam austin username for the longest time (rip gracefulnosplinters). The og is such a classic and gave me some of my fav pan rep (so did druck)! I was so so so obsessed and in my heart I still am. I’ll defend skam austin to the ends of the earth. I met some of the druck cast members (heyyy Lukas). I lived and breathed those clip drops in real time like they were AIR. I completed the Norwegian duolingo course and my streak is still going. But really which skam viewer has ever been not entirely invested in the series. I’ll stop now cuz I could talk Forever about it all…

The untamed

Oh god. If you knew me when I first watched cql I’m genuinely so sorry… I would NOT shut up. It was every other word out of my mouth. I related every goddamn thing I saw to the show. It consumed me for MONTHS. As in I literally couldn’t watch anything else until a few months later after binging all sorts of bts, adaptations, and reading parts of the novel (funny thing is I still haven’t seen all adaptations/everything lmao). I always say it’s a good thing I couldn’t legally drive people when I was in this phase cuz I ONLY listened to/played the fucking character osts in the car for months like I knowww my mom was sick of it (she’s the only one who had to deal with me in the car lmfao). It was also the first time I ever actually made a sideblog for anything. I found the show at a very fitting time in my life too. Probably one of the hardest times ever but some of the themes in the series stuck with me in ways that felt so personal. A lot of love here

Kinnporsche

Another one I was super invested in at the time. Would not shut tf up about vegaspete. Very annoying about. Rewatched tf out of it. You know the drill. The few months I spent watching it was so eventful

HIStory2: crossing the line

Okay I think I’m really just in a HIStory mood lately but this fucking show. THESE TWO. YU HAO AND ZI XUAN. WHAT THE FUCK. The best way I can explain this is in a way no one else can understand: it appeals to a younger part of me in a very specific way. Like it’s scary. The chemistry is insane like going back to it after about a year still made me feel the exact same crazy way. One of the greatest losses caused by covid was the sequel that got cancelled 💔

Bad buddy

We all saw this coming. Gotta end with a bang. My favorite ql of all time. Insane to experience live and such a perfectly crafted show (thx p’aof). Layers upon layers of depth to write about (which like tbh every bad buddy fan basically has, me included). Just so much to love. Speaking of love: milklove origins too!!! We get it all from one silly little series. I remember exactly where I was so vividly when I experienced so many iconic scenes. It’s legendary!

I’m gonna tag @dumpsterslugz (I can tag you in things like this now >:D) @pondphuwin @heart-ming @markpakin & anyone else who wants 2 do this !!

#sorry this took a bit to do I was at school fjhsjf #tysm for tagging me again!!! #also one show almost made the cut and I went back and forth deleting and adding it but eventually just… No #tag game #b.txt

[mascarerii]

you should do 2 and 17 (together), 25 and 22 (together), and 18 all for frenrey, and 23 for boomer

hihi so this has been in my inbox for a while BAHAH

I only acc got to writing one of the fics (2 and 17) but I plan to write the others! I’m just gonna post this one finally bc it’s been way long enough. I’ll likely post the others later and then link them somewhere in this little blurb!! !

(Also, anon corrected themself- they misread the boomer thing in my original post dw)

—

2 : I’m going to take over the world and no one can stop me not even y- okay well if ask nicely I guess

17 : you bought me a SWORD? OH MAN IM GONNA BE SO DANGEROUS

—

Summer Presents

Calm chaos.

A pretty accurate word to describe the current event going on; nice and quick.

A few weeks back, Tommy proposed a gift exchange. Despite the fact it was kinda random, the Science Team agreed— paying absolutely no mind to the fact it was the middle of June. Not usually a time for gifts, but it doesn’t hurt. Who says it has to wait for holidays or celebrations? So, they all went about figuring out what to get their person as a gift— seeing as Tommy handed out the ‘who was gifting who’ stuff. Tommy was still participating, though. It was.. kind of messy, but at this point, what wasn’t with the Science Team? Coordinated chaos, really.

Gordon had gotten Benrey as his person, because of course he did. He had spent a while dwelling on what to get the little.. uhh,— what would one call Benrey? Alien? Cryptid?? Eldritch creature??.. Whatever—. He didn’t want to go for the obvious video game, or something— he wanted to try and go a bit deeper. Get him something unique, y’know? Not to say a video game isn’t unique, but, like, something not surface level? To like- try and show he actually put thought into it, y’know? Not like getting someone a really surface level gift, like— like getting the art kid a sketchbook every year. No, he wanted it to be special— cuz everyone knew Benrey gamed. That was super obvious— so he.. yeah. Frankly, he didn’t know why he cared so much at all. It was Benrey of all people, why was he putting in so much effort anyways?-

..But he had found a sword.

Blade dulled, just something to decorate the home, but it was still a real sword. He figured there was no harm in it, seeing as the blade wasn’t sharpened and he’s pretty sure none of the team had a damn whetstone on hand. So, he ended up purchasing it— obtaining it a few days before the gift exchange. Unique enough, and he’d imagine Benrey would enjoy something ‘dangerous’. He’d probably say it was right out of a video game, or something— something like he always did.

As for the exchange itself;

Bubby had gotten assigned Coomer, and Coomer had gotten assigned Gordon. Gordon had gotten assigned Benrey, as we know, and Benrey had gotten assigned Tommy. And, finally, Tommy had gotten assigned Bubby. The result of this was.. uhm, interesting, to really say the least.

Bubby ended up getting Coomer a whole punching bag, which Coomer gladly accepted with glee— claiming it’d be ‘nice to freshen up’. Along with that came a mini ‘Desktop Boxing’ thing? Which Coomer excitedly opened and started playing with on the counter while everyone else kept exchanging gifts.

Coomer ended up getting Gordon ‘Super Punch-Out!! for the Super Nintendo Entertainment System’. He accepted it, of course— figured it’d be fun to try out, at least.

Benrey ended up getting Tommy some Beyblade stuff— which Tommy excitedly expressed the name of. Something something Tamara Tomy? Gordon couldn’t really remember. Benrey handed it over with.. far too wide of a grin, claiming it was gained ‘110% via legal means, bro.’ Meaning it likely, hell— no, it *definitely* wasn’t gained via legal means, which.. checked out for Benrey. Upon learning how much stuff costed once they got out of Black Mesa, he’d commonly noclip around to steal stuff; something Gordon had to deal with nearly anytime he went out with him. Bubby agreed with this wholeheartedly and tried to do the same, but Coomer managed to convince him out of it. Instead, Bubby would just ask Benrey to steal stuff *for* him— which always ended up happening when Benrey tagged along with any of the Science Team on their outings. It was.. hellish.

Tommy got Bubby a whole handful of astronomy books— a few being interactive, which.. admittedly seemed kinda cool, honestly. Bubby seemed relatively excited about it, too, but quickly played it off as he wasn’t— giving a curt ‘Thanks’ as he fiddled with one of the interactive bits on one. Sure, he probably already knew all the info in there, anyways— but it’s fun.

.. and then Gordon had gotten Benrey a sword. A straight up sword. Honestly, he felt kinda embarrassed about it now— like he went over the top? But seeing Benrey’s confused expression light up into one of sheer excitement as a flurry of yellow to orange sweet voice flew out of his mouth made his heart stutter; so, worth it. Confusing, but worth it. Hauling the sword overhead as he cackled, somewhat.. menacingly, he’d soon scramble to get it out of the sheathe— babbling idle, cackled noises as he did.

“Oh, god, be careful with that-“

Muttering as he rushed forward to stop the other from nearly slicing off someone’s head, Gordon would soon firmly grasp Benrey’s shoulders. “You’re gonna cut someone’s head off—“

“.. isn’t that what it’s for?” Head tilting to the side, he’d continue to slooowly pull the sword from it’s sheathe.

“God— no- no-“ Quickly placing a hand atop Benrey’s with an exasperated wheeze, he’d crack a nervous smile, “It’s— the blade on this one isn’t sharpened, this one’s for decoration-“

“that can change.”

As Benrey began to grin, Gordon would only cackle out more nervous wheezes.

“Uhm. No? No that should not change? I mean- it can— but it shouldn’t?” Sputtering, he’d lift a hand to hold his swirling head— he wasn’t really that great with adrenaline, still. “I don’t want to be an accomplice to murder, dear god-“

Coomer would interject from the sidelines on the couch where he and Bubby were seated, “It would do nothing to your ever growing kill count, Gordon!”

“what about world domination? feetman, second in hand to world domination?”

Pausing, he’d slowly look back down to Benrey who had that wide ass grin of his again; he half hated how it made his heart stutter, and not from fear. He knew it wasn’t from fear. It never was anymore— despite how.. kinda infuriating that was? But not actually infuriating? It was mainly confusing. By mainly, he moreso means entirely. But now wasn’t really the time to linger on that feeling with Benrey staring up at him— grinning with blank eyes.

“Excuse— excuse me??”

“what if i use it for world domination, huh? who’s gonna stop a guy with a sword.”

Blearily, he’d blink. “Someone with a gun?”

“i’ll eat the bullets.”

“Nn— no, Benrey- no.”

Grinning wider, he’d lightly wriggle against Gordon’s grip— hands still securely holding the sword.

“why noooot?”

“Because— you-?? Please-?”

“.. your reason is ‘please’?”

“Uh,” With a slight pause, he’d gulp. “Yeah, sure. Uhm,.. pretty please?” He felt silly pleading, but oh well. It seemed to work,.. sometimes.

Seeming to think it over, he’d then give a woeful sigh— dramatically placing a hand to his forehead as he shifted to hold the sheath with one hand.

“guess i can’t argue if you ask so nice. gotta reward good behaviour from gordon rudeman, or else he’ll never learn.”

Frowning at the name, albeit not.. really upset, his expression would soften a bit at the grin Benrey gave him again after.

“Can you dumbasses sit down.” Spitting from the couch, Bubby had crossed his arms— one of which Coomer was patting in a comforting fashion.

“Now, now, Bubby— they’re great entertainment! Ah, young love.”

Quickly feeling his cheeks heat up, Gordon would soon give a weak sigh. Quickly, he’d to sit back down wordlessly, leaving Benrey ‘on stage’, and nearly making him fall over from the lack of contact. After a small second, and after regaining his balance, he’d seem to mumble something to himself. Soon followed by sitting down in his own seat again— hugging the sword to his chest.

They carried on with the gift exchange and the small ‘party’ they had planned after, and Benrey didn’t let go of the sword once.

Benrey would just have to do world domination later, when Gordon wasn’t there to.. uh, pout.. at him, yeah. Silly Gordo, getting in the way. Not for long, though, nuh-uh. Not when he’d be co-owner of world domination, yeah. He’d convince him. They could, like, co-op it. Uh-huh.

#frenrey #hlvrai benrey #hlvrai gordon #writing #mascareriiwriting #mascarerii #hlvrai writing prompt stuff #hlvrai writing #writing prompts

[the-firebird69]

We have a lot to talk about but Ken has this idea I'm trying to be a star again and it starts to look younger bigger he's getting his mind back and try to shed you off a little and you just sit there and it says this is really have a life me and him together and that's it soon do these other people and he calls BG about the idea they go through details and it says it might be good for me so he says oh and he gets it and it starts working and he says no way and that's what it was and I'm helping us and the cause and really is true and very real he adds and he says good he has like a basic rum. You both look at it can takes a swig and it's clear you smell it and it taste a little and then say it's good but I wonder what it tastes like mixed and Ken says it tastes real good if you try a little and say this is really good rum. PG is please I hear it's nice I am it is a good idea and Candace giving you cash and he uses it. It says for gas money cuz it was pounding around. One time you hear you a stack of bills I said what's this for I'm going to hold on to it that's all it was okay comes back and hand it to him and it gives you half because you earned it and it said he's going to get truckload a week in that cases. So he says don't knock it till you tried it it's a foot in the door they recognizes the foot stuff like that he knows yeah and some other s*** you're driving along 50 cent's laughing then it says we have too much money on us and I think you're driving the cigarette truck. You said we should buy a Harley and we can tow it you start laughing so we're going to park so we can't park anyways. By the time you got back to the Florida line. It was over he went to the bank when you put it on pills you go credit card. In the split it. Know when you inherit stuff you're thinking you have to pay taxes then you look it up and it tells you. And you have to pay taxes and you do and they give you a refund you don't pay like five grand and they give you $2,500 didn't want to call you in. It starts to fight. And you're trying right off the e-bike but it was purchased in 23 but it's on the credit card so they would accept it but not really for the expenses in 24 and sometimes that works and you think that and you look that up too. cuz you remember something about it has to be the year where the expenses incurred not the year when the transaction or agreement was made and it's true. It's really tedious I spent a long time doing it you're massive pain in the ass about everything even about having money when do you looked up and say this is more difficult than before and they keep threatening to wipe out wipe out my funding it goes on like that for a while and then you got a lot of money and you told social security have a lot of money but it's not from income from working and I'm still disabled and I read that you can still be disabled listen why don't you hang on to it and people are trying to be the executor so you going to a mass a decent Fortune it's not real money but it's a lot and you have enough money to buy whatever you need and then say to me I have all that stuff you can sort of be here and this is not this time and I'm around and I see it they're trying to threaten you to keep me there no matter what format I'm in so we get shouted at and discriminate it we start saying we don't like you it's starting again but it's the max and they try and dip into it and they get hit seriously by foreigners and it takes off a whole war and it's worth listening to a report from the future so he says thank you as always and he's doing his best and we're working and tough but I'm getting it things are changing and it worked so I'm pretty excited

Hera

That's right the Smucker's not here and maybe time to get some stuff a few things you need and not a ton for going over to these people are mean now we're seeing what they're saying they want this guy on his bikes to get them going it's working and he has to and it's actually Joy we do see him smiling about it a little and it's going to be a parent that he sees things working a little and people have figured out patterns and they're amazed and finally we have a lot to say today about what's happening each war is moving along unfortunately for most more luck the stuff is getting pulled out of the Midwest fast it's up to about 11% the days halfway over and they're going up and down we think they might have 20% up today and it's at about 60% now if you account for today it'll be 50% it's true they've been taking stuff the whole time but tons of it lately and I have 50% is getting a little light and it's all compacted into one area it's like 20 cities it's in one area in each into the river and The cone and that's it for the Midwest so those areas are going to empty and people need to get out and they are starting to see it they'll be an evacuation shortly it'll be about 5 to 10% and daily and good this area here the shoreline is going down it's 10 ft down from before from one mile out to 5 MI and ft down from 5 to 10 miles and it goes down in increments in feet. Every 5 miles is about 20 ft today out to 100 miles and tomorrow will start way out there then come in and do it again and they've got two or three holes on the west coast for big ones all of them are about 100 miles out ones off Sarasota ones off Tampa and wins off the tip and there's two or three on the other side Jacksonville Miami and West Palm northwest Palm it's Pierce fort Pierce and it is going well we have a lot of people complaining and it's disgusting we don't know what to tell you we're not really your people we need you out of our face and they're going to get out of our face one way or the other there's a lot of disgusting behavior and we are cutting it short if you are caught doing it you'll be arrested pseudo empire is going to mount an attack today on areas where you're amassing to cause trouble with them and that's who's doing it and why and they are also in the range clearing it out and you guys plan to go out there with 20 households and there's still 120 households roughly $127 households yeah it's about 150 households truthfully they won't let us tell anybody it's still a decent amount of households but things coming up and it will change up in Upton the war has taken a swift change in direction and it is towards the goals of the pseudo empire and BG is calling for reinforcements from anyone and they're going up there huge huge groups I've seen leaving this morning they were seen leaving this morning giant groups and they're going up there and they're facing Timmy D and they're getting crushed and it's a load of them okay they're from the east coast and they're leaving their posts Summer from Florida not many and the battle continues and it will probably lead to the bunkers and to the other bunkers and fairly soon more shortly and there's another battle going and it's the one to get into Florida and there's more shortly

Thor Freya

Olympus

I'm really thanked a lot people bother him in the same stuff and I get who and sometimes you have to do something is itchy and worried but okay so today is a good day so far so good and I'm helping him do stuff and he's wondering why it's overcast and he sees why so it should be bad he's got to get ready for laundry day he hates it hates it nobody cares down here

Hera

We care and we think it's a rotten thing to do and Max is holding us on and it's gross and cause a war and it was unnecessary and the change was going on

Thor Freya

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary4

hi, i did go to melt banana today, and i just got done putting hydrogen peroxide (somehow, just forgot what that was for a few seconds, i guess because i'm so sore all over) on my knees cuz they got bashed on the stage, i was right up front the whole night in the middle.

there's a pic of me my gf took, where i basically was the whole time they were on except i sort of slid farther and farther and right over the duration of the show because of crowd currents but there were 3 other bands, one was a really good local crust duo called swamp brain, bass and drums only, they'd also get really sludgy which was sick, and the third band right before melt banana was another really good grindy hardcore band called life's torment, both of these were local, agata was in the crowd during life's torment's set (awkward thing to say/write). there's not a lot to say about them, i think as far as local bands i've seen around here beyond my friend's band, this is the most absorbed by the music i've been honestly, i didn't mosh or anything during their sets, there wasn't a pit anyways, i don't know how much that disappointed them or disappointed the people in the crowd. i stood there and just absorbed the music, cuz idk how long lived these acts have been/will be, and it's not unlikely that it'll be the case that they can't get much recorded.

during swamp brain i did have a funny thought, about how hipsters, because the drummer kind of was perfectly hipster looking, glasses beard hat, a specific sort of shorts + band shirt thing, love sludge metal. this is the case for myself, it's the kind of metal i tend to like the most, at least, so i wasn't judging the band really but it also felt mean, like i don't know, like i was imagining he didn't have cred. but who has cred. it's all spectacle anymore. cred is dumb mostly.

the 2nd band, as i am, were really baffling, it was like 4 father-aged men kind of just doing their own things each. the singer really wanted to do rap rock so he'd go for it, while the drummer, who had an absolutely huge kit that included windchimes and a triangle on their own weird sort of lovingly crafted stand, tried to drum as prog as possible. the guitarist played, i dunno, he just played i guess, and the bassist was wearing this mortally faded mayhem sleeveless shirt, an unbelievable thing to think about was how he and the guitarist probably played much weirder stuff together and tried to get other guys to join, and it sort of became a weird cock rock disaster. they didn't even seem to know who they were opening for, and also, a huge cluster of old people came up front for that band. really strange stuff, they must have some kind of following. i have no clue about whether or not that's local or not.

we did get a t-shirt, also, i'm excited to wear that. speaking of that yesterday i talked about how i planned/scheduled my getting ready period and a lot of today was spent languishing / waiting on showering/shaving so i could pluck (lol cuz when am i ever going to get laser hair removal) as much hair from my face as possible. and then i showered which was normal and stuff and then i tried to do my hair in a bouffant but i don't think i'm ever going to get my hair in a bouffant and that makes me a little sad or maybe horrifically sad because it would be perfect i think but i'm too dumb to figure it out or my head is just not good for that really. so my hair's got a bunch of spray and hair clay in it and it was big and fucked up, at least. then i tried like 3 outfits on in a kind of rush, the first two were way too pretty/nice and i was kind of cunt about that because i wanted badly to wear them but my gf told me it was a bad idea and i was resistant for whatever reason. i'm really annoying like that and i wish i weren't but being told not no but that's a bad idea is worse than just being told no i think, for me, which is dumb because someone's trying to save your feelings but it just feels worse/ gently condescending i guess. i should be less stupid. i settled on a really fun thing i think, at least, which is more fun cuz i was trying to do a 60s dress w/ a belt in the middle thing but w/ a tshirt and dress layered under. it's at least the thought process that went into that. the trying outfits on kind of sucked because the whole time i was worried about my gf's mom showing up to take us there early so we could eat before the show.

anyways here's the look pre show:

and here's one after the show:

look at how my sweat interacts w/ the hairspray, so grody!

and god my back hurts rn and my shoulders too.

also today i did not wake up early or work on music like i wanted to, which sucks, and i didn't really write and that sucks and makes me feel bad/lazy/whatever, kind of dumb i guess. i feel dumb and worry about feeling dumb and never want to feel dumb always, constantly, i want to get out of my own head so badly a lot but it sucks and i can't, i want to be perfect always too and that's making me crazy right now kind of, it's at the back of my heart, it's inching in and it'll take it over and i'll walk in circles a bunch some day soon but not now, so there's dread that makes it harder to approach all the things i am working on and want to do. i want to cry now talking about this, and lay down and curl up and stuff.

during the show i got so sweaty that my mascara leaked into my eyes and i had to wipe them on my bag but it kept burning and i was crying because of that, and that felt good/interesting, the fact i was suffering and the loudness of everything, in retrospect i'm really happy about experiencing that and all the people shoving me, and the moments where i got to dance in my little spot up front, communing as best i could with the total noise of the band, the only other show like that i've been to was the machine girl show in reno i went to 4-5 years ago. i think this one could have been better, as a show, the crowd experiences were a little different, i think machine girl's crowd felt so extremely positive, a narrow group showed up for that, all weird and mostly gay, in reno which is a miserable place, so the dispersal of energy was kind of total, everyone was aiming at excess and i guess we all met it together. w/ melt banana it was getting there with the band and my friends, but moshing/dancing felt like i had to weaponize myself sort of, to protect from these really dumb people trying to rush to the front and guys who just kind of, i dunno, threw themselves against me/anyone just cuz i guess. one guy was awful in particular because he was grabbing me/anyone who looked like a girl, he started getting his nails involved too i remember, and he'd get really close on my ass too somethimes, and just try and pull you away/push you out because he wanted to be up front so badly. he was some dumbass in a denim jacket, i had to sock him in the ribs at one point because he got too aggressive w/ me and everyone else up front that didn't look tough, i guess. he retaliated (obv) which isn't bruising or anything it seems but like i said he and a bunch of other people made my knees get all fucked and i spent myself so totally i can hardly walk straight. even typing sort of hurts. so you know that this is like a labor of love, i think, right.

anyways, i know it sounds like i really hated the crowd but i didn't, mostly, i just think crowds at these types of shows can get very annoying, and w/r/t weaponizing myself, i wore chelsea boots that have heels and i was jumping up and down and i know i was landing on people's feet. sorry but fuck you kind of, i guess, maybe i was as bad as anyone else, i also feel like that's just how you assert some claim over space i guess. i dunno. all i wanted and what i got was communication w/ the music, it really overpowered me and being made blind because of my makeup sometimes added to that, it felt really honestly religious, and it's silly music, i like that anything/everything can feel like that.

after the show i stumbled to sit in a big couch a little while, and then i had to go piss. when i go piss in public i use the men's room cuz idk what to do so i just go w/ whatever default i've had because since i have a penis i have always figured no one would argue with me, but tonight, after pissing, this bathroom attendant said: you can't be here. and i was washing my hands so i was like: okay. he handed me paper towels and i left. that was really funny. honestly i think i feel basically good about that because i honestly feel like after i dance a lot at a concert and am all sweaty i have to be pretty uggo and like, not fishy anymore. i guess he thought i was, or something.

i'm reminded now, i kept thinking, watching yasuko use her midi control pad thing to play the drums / do fills and things, that she was giving mother. i felt it really deeply, it is a conviction, it's a river that ran through me my whole life and i've found it, in the crust of the earth, people who dig under their houses and find subterranean pools and streams. it's been a long time since i'd really listened to melt banana, they were there since hs for me though, it had the dust of excavation about it, hearing lost parts stinging me so cold was really incredible, a perfectly simple riff just driven so hard it absorbs you into it, or something, that song is an ideal of music.

even her voice, it was faintly there, maybe that's cuz i was so close and the guitars were so loud, which was fine cuz i was wearing earplugs (obv) but seeing her saying things and not hearing added a lot, they were there somewhere, or the effort to communicate and the willingness to get lost in the mess was really perfect, it matched the music, both of them were so happy performing, when i got there i was worried they were both not happy, or something, i dunno. idk why, but agata was wearing his mask and yasuko was sitting at the merch table stonefaced. they seemed genuinely happy onstage though, the whole time i saw agata's eyes smiling.

such a violent joy, i want violent joy always and forever.

we did hang out with my friends after, my friend's gf got super wasted and had to sleep and i talked with my friend about his music, i read him this hilarious thing another friend wrote in his notes app that i read to everyone but i won't read to you probably ever, sorry. it's this insanely goofy rap he wrote, goofy isn't the right word but the right word is really cruel and i feel like i don't want to be cruel right now. i just want to feel like this always, a weight lifted from my back and a soreness in its place, the soreness an etching onto my body of having been somewhere and having done something.

[happybirfdayally]

Artelle meme

Disagreements:

Who is more likely to raise their voice?

Elle, she’s loud anyway and it’s hard to notice when you’re yelling with ADHD

Who threatens to leave but never actually does?

Neither

Who actually keeps their word and leaves?

Neither, they’re weirdly intensely committed to their thing

Who trashes the house?

Neither

How often do they argue/disagree?

Not that often

Who is the first to apologise?

Elle, Artie is more pathetic when they do argue so she feels bad.

Sex:

Who is on top?

Uh probably Elle

Who is on the bottom?

So Artie

Who has the strangest desires?

Artie

Any kinks?

Ya

Who’s dominant in bed?

Elle! But I’m sure they switch up occasionally 

Is head ever in the equation?

Absolutely 

If so, who is better at performing it?

Elle, she’s got an insane amount of experience and also genuinely really likes blowing him

Ever had sex in public?

Ya

Who moans the most?

Artie

Who leaves the most marks?

Elle

Who screams the loudest?

Artie

Who is the more experienced of the two?

Elle

Do they ‘fuck’ or ‘make love’?

Both

Rough or soft?

Obviously it depends 

How long do they usually last?

They’re getting better now that Artie is getting more experience 

Is protection used?

Not anymore, she’s already pregnant 

Does it ever get boring?

Nah

Where is the strangest place they’d have sex?

I don’t want to begin to figure that out

Family:

Do your muses plan on having children/or have children?

One on the way

If so, how many children do your muses want/have?

A lot

Who is the favorite parent?

Elle, she’s basically a kid too

Who is the authoritative parent?

Artie

Who is more likely to allow the children to have a day off school?

Elle

Who lets the children indulge in sweets and junk food when the other isn’t around?

Elle but I don’t know if they’d even have to bother hiding it from Artie

Who turns up to extra curricular activities to support their children?

Both of them

Who goes to parent teacher interviews?

Artie

Who changes the diapers?

Elle

Who gets up in the middle of the night to feed the baby?

Either of them

Who spends the most time with the children?

Elle, especially with the first one because I don’t think she’d even consider a nanny or anything until there are more kids and they get more busy ruling Camelot

Who packs their lunch boxes?

The chefs

Who gives their children ‘the talk’?

Elle, she has a whole song prepared that no one lets her do!

Who cleans up after the kids?

Maids

Who worries the most?

Artie, duh

Who are the children more likely to learn their first swear word from?

Elle

Affection:

Who likes to cuddle?

Both of them

Who is the little spoon?

Elle

Who gets naughty in the most inappropriate of places?

Elle

Who struggles to keep their hands to themself?  

Artie, cuz Elle isn’t struggling, she just wouldn’t 

How long can they cuddle until one becomes uncomfortable?

Idk 

Who gives the most kisses?

Elle!

What is their favourite non-sexual activity?

They spent a lot of time not fucking so idk maybe picnics or something?

Where is their favourite place to cuddle?

Anywhere

Who is more likely to playfully grope the other?

Obviously Elle but Artie isn’t UNLIKELY especially in private 

How often do they get time to themselves?

Hmm idk

Sleeping:

Who snores? If both do, who snores the loudest?

Elle

Do they share a bed or sleep separately?

Share

If they sleep together, do they cozy up together or lay far apart?

Elle rolls herself into the sheets like a caterpillar so kind of separated 

Who talks in their sleep?

Artie is v stressed, him?

What do they wear to bed?

Elle sleeps in a a shirt and underwear, Artie probably full pjs?

Are either of your muses insomniacs?

Seems like an Artie thing but also if Elle’s meds occasionally make it happen

Can sleeping pills be found by the bedside?

Ya

Do they wrap their limbs around each other or just lay side by side?

Side by side

Who wakes up with bed hair?

Elle, she never remembers to put her hair up so it’s a mess of long curls in the AM

Who wakes up first?

Artie

Who prepares breakfast in bed for the other?

I could see either of them ordering up breakfast in bed for each other on the weekends

What is their favourite sleeping position?

Near each other 

Who hogs the sheets?

Elle, I hope by this point Artie has a second blanket for himself 

Do they set an alarm each night?

Artie does and then Elle wakes up because of Artie moving around

Can a television be found in their bedroom?

Probably Elle likes watching tv in bed but if Artie has problems doing that in camelot, Elle would compromise with a laptop

Who has nightmares?

Artie

Who has ridiculous dreams?

Elle

Who sprawls out and takes up most of the bed?

Idk Elle doesn’t but maybe Artie?

Who makes the bed?

Maids

What time is bed time?

Who knows

Any routines/rituals before bed?

???

Who’s the grumpiest when they wake up?

Neither of them

Work:

Who is the busiest?

Artie

Who rakes in the highest income?

Artie

Are any of your muses unemployed?

No

Who takes the most sick days?

Elle because she’s pregnant 

Who is more likely to turn up late to work?

Elle

Who sucks up to their boss?

Artie’s boss is his dad so obviously him

What are their jobs?

Elle does music production rn and Artie is a king in training

Who stresses the most?

Artie

Do your muses enjoy or despise their careers/occupations?

I’m sure they love them

Are your muses financially stable?

Obviously 

Home:

Who does the washing?

Maids

Who takes out the trash?

Maids

Who does the ironing?

Maids

Who does the cooking?

The chefs

Who is more likely to burn the house down just trying?

Artie, Elle has learned how to cook from her mom

Who is messier?

Elle

Who leaves the toilet roll empty?

Neither of them, I feel like the staff in both of their castles wouldn’t let it get close

Who leaves their dirty clothes on the floor?

Elle

Who forgets to flush the toilet?

Neither of them

Who is the prankster around the house?

Neither if them, Artie would die if Elle pulled a prank on him

Who loses the car keys when it comes time to go somewhere?

Elle

Who mows the lawn?

The gardener

Who answers the telephone?

Idk

Who does the vacuuming?

Maids

Who does the groceries?

The kitchen staff

Who takes the longest to shower?

Artie

Who spends the most time in the bathroom?

Elle

Miscellaneous:

Is money a problem?

No

How many cars do they own?

Fuck if I know, but they probably have more carriages than cars

Do they own their home or do they rent?

Elle lives in her castle rn and Artie lives in his 

Do they live near the coast or deep in the countryside?

Idk

Do they live in the city or in the country?

Idk

Do they enjoy their surroundings?

Ya, I’m sure

What’s their song?

You Make Loving Fun by Fleetwood Mac

What do they do when they’re away from each other?

Miss each other

Where did they first meet?

No clue, somewhere for young royals probably 

How did they first meet?

Idk

Who spends the most money when out shopping?

Uhhh Elle? Vintage clothes aren’t cheap anymore

Who’s more likely to flash their assets?

Neither of them

Who finds it amusing when the other trips over?

Elle, Artie would be STRESST

Any mental issues?

ya

Who’s terrified of bugs? Who kills the spiders around the house?

Artie? Elle would let them be free

Their favourite place?

Idk man, probably somewhere they hung out a lot when they were sneaky links

Who pays the bills?

Whoever is paid to

Do they have any fears for their future?

Probably, we still haven’t decided how the baby reveal went

Who’s more likely to surprise the other with a fancy dinner?

Either of them

Who uses up all of the hot water?  

Elle, she likes her showers HOT

Who’s the tallest?

Artie

Who’s more likely to just randomly hop into the shower with the other?

Elle

Who wanders around in their underwear?

Elle

Who sings the loudest when singing along to the radio?

Elle

What do they tease each other about?

Uhh idk, Artie being such a lil geek

Who is more likely to cringe at the other’s fashion sense at times?

Artie, cuz Elle will occasionally skank out at the wrong moments

Do they have mutual friends?

Ya

Who crushed first?

Elle

Any alcohol or substance related problems?  

No

Who is more likely to stumble home, drunk, at 3am?

Elle

Who swears the most?

Elle

#artelle

[caruliaa]

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